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Комментарии • 73

  • @slayfaee
    @slayfaee 3 месяца назад +72

    Don’t be hard on yourself! I’m back in school at 26 after trying to make it as a full time artist with only little success. Now I’m studying cybersecurity and got a contract job in the field too. Sadly, it pays little but its ✨experience✨😭 I get imposter syndrome a lot, doubting my technical skills but everyone has to start somewhere! Get that CS degree and you won’t have to look back

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +10

      That's amazing though!! it sounds like youre getting a good start :) I'm happy for you!! Thank you for this comment 🥹

  • @arunimaaa
    @arunimaaa 3 месяца назад +20

    I understand what you are going through, I too had to take a drop year after high school to figure out what I wanna do. All my friends are graduating next year and I have one extra year to go, but everyone has their own timelines. Also college means you have to juggle classes and not drop your gpa so smart move I guess. Data structures can get overwhelming tbh. All the best ♥

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +3

      yes we cant rush ourselves ❤️ thank you for your kind comment! wishing you the best in your classes ☺️❤️

  • @diviwivi
    @diviwivi 3 месяца назад +7

    I really appreciate this kind of honesty and this deep conversation. Though it’s hard right now - you’re really helping people with these kinds of personal talks and just know we’re all rooting for you :)❤

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      thank you so much 🥺 I really appreciate it ❤️

  • @mishujo
    @mishujo 3 месяца назад +8

    i wholeheartedly believe in you kai!! 💗you got this 📈

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      awe thanks michelle ❤️ this means a lot🥹

  • @juliadelarosa4601
    @juliadelarosa4601 3 месяца назад +13

    you’re my inspiration and i want to thank you for that!! im also a comp sci student and whenever i am down i just watch your videos bcs they keep me going

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      awe thank you for watching🥺 this really means a lot ❤️ you got this!!

  • @aileenarcega-ss7pw
    @aileenarcega-ss7pw 3 месяца назад +5

    barely even surviving as well but we’re still here (cause we dont have a choice 😂) and also cause your vlogs kinda make me romanticize studying that’s why I love em! I also tried studying in a coworking space alone, it’s so peaceful & productive. goodluck to us 🩷

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      hahaha yeah it is what it is!! I'm so thankful that I'm not alone 😂 good luck with your studies!!

  • @jaimeb400
    @jaimeb400 3 месяца назад +9

    the data structures and algorithms struggle is so real except its my major so i have no choice :')

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      same 🥲🥲 we can get thru it haha

  • @savreensamra8981
    @savreensamra8981 3 месяца назад +2

    AHH omg im on a similar path as well! I graduated with a degree in Kinesiolgy in 2023 (took me 5 years rip) and then decided no let me get a degree in computer science now 🤨 I personally feel like computer science is suuuuchhhhh a hard program compared to other programs and its not talked about enough! Not only are the courses hard, but the internship scene is also so pressuring! Keep your head up! I'm also an immigrant daughter so i feel the pressure but we got this!!

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      hahaha omg same😭 Literally graduated and then went straight back!! I'm glad I'm not alone 🥹🥹I hope everything goes well for you ❤️❤️

  • @buennooo
    @buennooo 3 месяца назад +4

    You're not alone, I'm also stuggling with the uni stuff and I'm having hard time getting internship.. Don't worry, at least we're in it together! Being a girl in cs is not easy and the impostor syndrome hits hard 😬

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      yeah the imposter syndrome is insane in cs ahhaha but i'm glad i'm not alone 🥹 thank you so much for watching and for your comment 🥹❤️

  • @agustinakiessner
    @agustinakiessner 3 месяца назад +4

    its funny cause ive actually been compering myself to you!! you seem so put together, so consistent, like youve already got a degree and are doing another one which itself its really to be admired. Dont be too hard on yourself!! U are amazing and computer science its fucking hard so its not you, its the degree itself!!

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +2

      Awe thank you so much🥺❤️ this means a lot

  • @sailor_velvet
    @sailor_velvet 3 месяца назад +2

    Hii Kaii, so, I got what you said about being behind and, I just want to say that I fell the same. You know, I'm still working to pass in a uni and most of my friends are already in one or even are working, and I always fell like the “funny friend who will never have future”, but, two things: 1- The universe is always keeping something for your future, if it doesn't give you now, just wait the moment, you will fell realized at the future. And 2- Your time is your time, sometimes most of your friends even wish to come back to uni time to learn more, moreover, it's your journey, so never ever compare yourself. I did this in the past and coast me my mental health. If you fell empty, or want to do more, I'll give you a tip: find a hobby, now that your exams end, you can find something that will even improve your portfolio or even one ability that is good to have for your career. Thank you for reading.

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      Awe thank you so much for this ❤️ You're definitely right, we are all on our own path. It's hard sometimes not to compare but there must be a reason 🥹 Thank you for commenting 🫶🏻

  • @iqv137
    @iqv137 3 месяца назад +4

    Hi Yoon I just wanna say thank you for uploading the vlogs are always fun to watch & I Hope you keep posting them & thank you again 😊

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      thank you❤️ i hope you enjoyed🥹

  • @cloudymatcha
    @cloudymatcha 3 месяца назад +2

    thank you so much for being raw,, I honestly have been going through something similar. I suddenly feel unsure about my course, everyone around me are applying for internships, the job market where I live is pretty tough… all these and i’m just a freshman 🧍‍♀️ I guess the best we can do for now is take life easy (live in the present/being present)! what’s for us will eventually come to us 💗

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      yes for sure!! it's so tough but we cant compare ourselves 🥹❤️ i'm rooting for you!! good luck with your studies🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @thenoobalmighty8790
    @thenoobalmighty8790 3 месяца назад +3

    YOU GOT DIS YO, DONT BE ALL CRAZY OR NUFFIN

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      TYYYYY

  • @ya.bl0
    @ya.bl0 3 месяца назад +2

    I started watching your videos once I found out that you are a CS student since I am a software engineering student and it’s something that I can relate to 🥲 truly, girl you are such an inspiration to me!

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      aw thank you! i really appreciate it 🥹 wishing you all the best with your software engineering studies🫶🏻 i can imagine it's also very difficult🥹❤️❤️

  • @lauriew2700
    @lauriew2700 3 месяца назад +1

    Feeling the same rn.. my previous degree was communication studies and now I'm in compsci as well. also having data structure and algthis semester, super hard for me lol people my age are also working great jobs or already doing their PhD or something. All I can say is, do whatever you need to do right now and stop worrying about the future. You cant control what will happen in the future but you always can ensure you have a good night sleep and therefore a more productive day! This is also what I have been telling myself for the past few months haha. You've done so well, this is your second degree! Dont be too hard on yourself

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +3

      Right, it's so hard sometimes seeing how other people are doing "bigger" things like working or PhD, but you're totally right. We can only focus on where we are now :) Thank you so much for this!! Wishing you the best with your studies too 🥺❤️

    • @lauriew2700
      @lauriew2700 3 месяца назад

      @@yoonkai you got this!

  • @7nariko
    @7nariko 3 месяца назад

    I understand the pressure of having bad grades cause being in worry about your gpa dropping is sooo frustrating.. i’m mathematic student in my 3rd year of uni but i’m in constant struggle fear and anxiety cause the major is super hard my grades barely barely barely get to the passing grade i work so hard everyday I study super hard everyday but still not being able to solve some problems in exams… teachers and professors in my uni are so hard on students which makes it even worse.. im actually so sad idk what to do with my future I literally cry myself to sleep every night uni is just my biggest nightmare these past 3 years.. but I’m trying to change my mindset and seeing the positive side instead of crying I’ll work on internships and taking various courses outside uni and hopefully in the upcoming years I’ll come here to tell you that I finally got a full time job I enjoy and my fears were nothing

  • @CanadaNickciN
    @CanadaNickciN 3 месяца назад

    you are doing the right thing taking algorithms by itself, very hard course. alot of your classmates have probably been programming nonstop since the age of 15, so dont be so hard on yourself.

  • @heyy_pawan
    @heyy_pawan 3 месяца назад

    Creators like you motivated me to kickstart my own RUclips journey! Love your videos and keep inspiring

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      Thank you for the support!

  • @ggabigoncal
    @ggabigoncal 3 месяца назад

    i already have a degree but i am going back to uni in september to study computer science. i am 22 and all my friends from my previous degree are working full time jobs. instead of comparing myself to others, i try to focus more on the fact that i have the privilege to decide not to work and go back to being a full time student. don't be so hard on yourself and don't compare yourself to others!!! you are doing great

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      I feel that😭 most people have jobs but you're right we do have that privilege and its great :) thank you for your comment 🥹

  • @owlofjune
    @owlofjune 3 месяца назад

    I've been going through the same thing, doubting my decisions and not really knowing where I wanna go in life. I'm gonna get my Bachelors in June probably and will be 24 by then. I did the degree because it was interesting to me at first and was kind of the thing my heart wanted but now I'm pretty sure I don't wanna do any job in that field (it's a literature major). I will probably do another sort of education/diploma after the Bachelors and I feel so dumb sometimes for not having chosen something else. What I wanna say is: we're all in this together and we will figure everything out eventually

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      Awe I've felt the same exact way. But we never know what can happen! This is the time for us to explore haha we cant feel too guilty about it (even though we do)... I hope all goes well for you!! We got this❤️

    • @owlofjune
      @owlofjune 3 месяца назад

      @@yoonkai thank u 🥹 and absolutely, we got this❤

  • @marccolomayt82094
    @marccolomayt82094 3 месяца назад +1

    Enjoying this cozy uni-lifestyle vlog! ❤

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      thank you for your support ❤️

  • @monicaptran
    @monicaptran 3 месяца назад

    I'm one of those silent viewers going through the same. (not with the internship part, but dropping classes). but I took a class this semester after failing twice in the past years. the fact that I'm now graduated and still don't have a job in what I have a bachelor's degree in is depressing. but I hope you find a bright side to it. I hope you are still uploading videos and continue to entertain us. ofc, take your time if you need to, but we'll be here for you. 🥰

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      awe i'm sorry to hear that! i hope you find something for you soon too, the market out there is not the best🥹 thank you for the support, i'm rooting for you too!🫶🏻

  • @ivanareyes2987
    @ivanareyes2987 3 месяца назад

    You're not alone girl. My parents are both immigrants from the Philippines and I'm an only child. I was always so hard on myself on why I hadn't gotten my degree yet while seeing all my friends graduate, start new careers, and having everything together. Although at times it's hard I've started to understand better now that we can't compare ourselves to others and that we all have different journeys. We will get to where we want to be when we are meant to get there. I just graduated last month and officially have my bachelors in nursing at 29. You've got this Kai! Keep going! Bangtan is rooting for you too! 💜

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      omg congrats on graduating! That's amazing!! Thank you for sharing this, I really appreciate it more than you know 🥹❤️

  • @marvelousdeen
    @marvelousdeen 3 месяца назад

    5:00 I’m so glad I found your channel, cuz girl FAAAAACTS. u got yourself a new subscriber ✅

  • @soyavkhadka695
    @soyavkhadka695 3 месяца назад +1

    Hey Yoon, I'm 12 minutes and 19 seconds into the video, and I just wanted to share some advice with you! Believe in what you're doing and commit to it - it really does make a difference! I'm turning 24 on May 31st, and I can relate to your journey as a compsci student. I failed a class (CIS 216, I think), and had to drop out due to financial reasons. After that, I went through some rough patches, working at Dunkin' for short periods. But things turned around when I landed a temporary job as an Office Assistant at an H care center. I loved it from day one!
    My plan now is to save up money and hopefully return to school around summer. Once I graduate, I'll head to the Philippines to meet up with my girlfriend. Funny thing is, she looks just like you! I mean talk about coincidence, right? She's already working in IT, and I'm hoping to follow in her footsteps. It's normal to feel pressure about having a stable career by now, but remember, everyone has their own journey. Some reach their goals sooner than others, and that's okay.
    Not sure how old you are, but you seem to be in your 20s. Anyway, I hope my advice brings you some comfort and encouragement and a smile to your face!!

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      Haha thank you for sharing! Good luck with everything!!

    • @soyavkhadka695
      @soyavkhadka695 3 месяца назад

      Thanks for taking the time to read, Yoon. I understand you're quite busy, especially with school and everything. I didn't expect a response, so it's really nice of you to reply. Anyway, best of luck with all your future endeavors!

  • @ila9063
    @ila9063 3 месяца назад

    I’m finishing up my philosophy and sociology degree and am feeling so jaded with job prospects and overall just want to be working in science and computing. So, I’ll be heading straight back to uni for a CS+Pharmacology degree next year. It’ll be another 4 years and I’ll be 37 when I graduate but compared to doing a PhD in Sociology, I feel like it is a better use of my time.
    Edit: I just wanna add that your channel made me comfortable with going for a second degree in science, despite knowing that my grades are going to plummet the moment I start that program. You’ve got this, it’s just a different path that you’re on but you’ll get there in the end :)

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      Wow, that's amazing! Thank you for the kind words you said. We never know what's meant to be but as long as we trust the process I'm sure it'll work out. Good luck to you and your studies ❤️ I'm rooting for you!

    • @ila9063
      @ila9063 3 месяца назад

      @@yoonkai Thank you 💕and good luck to you too!

  • @enricovincente
    @enricovincente 3 месяца назад

    💪

  • @maryapc
    @maryapc 3 месяца назад +1

    hii earlyy

  • @cosmemaiamaia3666
    @cosmemaiamaia3666 3 месяца назад +1

    QLindaaa Baby🖤🖤🖤😢😭😭😭😭 I Love🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤😢😭😭😭😭😭😭 you yes...........

  • @britachii8359
    @britachii8359 3 месяца назад

    i am subscribing because me and you are in the EXACT SAME BOAAATTTTTTTTTT

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад

      ahhhh thank you🥹🥹😭 glad i'm not alone 😭🫶🏻

  • @user-fx2ij1mm1d
    @user-fx2ij1mm1d 3 месяца назад

    just a reminder : Why are you being late for uploading a new video 🔪

  • @engenemoastaybrizzezeroes
    @engenemoastaybrizzezeroes 3 месяца назад

    girl what foundation do you use pls don't tell me you don't use nay (I will start crying for how bad my natural skin is )

  • @thomsonshipping1818
    @thomsonshipping1818 3 месяца назад

    Your a cutie.

  • @noon7324
    @noon7324 3 месяца назад

    youre a sociologist omg everybody shut up🥺

  • @Atharav7
    @Atharav7 3 месяца назад +2

    She can make a variety of dishes, and here I can't even make a simple omelet..........🥲

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      haha you can do it too:)

  • @motivationhub-nt5mr
    @motivationhub-nt5mr 3 месяца назад

    When you said i have four hours sleep its motivate to me late night study thank you soo much
    I think you become motivation part of my life ...

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +2

      hahaha please get enough sleep though! late night studying all the time is not good 🥹

    • @motivationhub-nt5mr
      @motivationhub-nt5mr 3 месяца назад

      @@yoonkai 😔😔 you are such good person that also care about others like me thank you so much ...
      You are my idol my dream i meet you once in life time ...
      And become good person like you ....

  • @HsuMonMonThant
    @HsuMonMonThant 3 месяца назад

    Hello Yoon,
    I'm from Myanmar (now happening wars around the country so badly since 2021). Luckily, I have a laptop and still can access the internet. I graduated from high school in 2020 and am now majoring in Computer Science at the University of the People (California online university). I'm in my sophomore year right now and I admit that it's getting harder and harder. I have a study abroad plan( transfer my credits to physical uni at USA). I will turn 20 this May 11. Also have stress about my career because the growth of AI is so powerful these days. But, I won't give up. You are a girl like me(a Cs girl) and your videos are so motivating for me. Thank you so much. Everything takes time. So, don't give up and try the best you can. Let's survive.

    • @yoonkai
      @yoonkai  3 месяца назад +1

      Awe I'm so glad to hear that. Thank you for this, this motivates me too❤️