This reminded me of a few days ago when I was in the hospital for the same reason and I’ve never EVER seen my bsf cry so hard.. I’ve never seen him cry harder..he felt so bad..
@@MaddieTaylor366age isn't any indicator of how someone feels, but god you shouldn't have to feel like that so young - i know what it's like (otherwise I wouldn't be on this video, haha) but it's horrible, and i hope you can find the hope you need in this world in someone
@@usersomeone08 your sensitive if you think someone commenting about their experience with suicide on a suicide comfort video is harmful or a trauma dump. If you genuinely get triggered this easily either don't watch these videos or don't read all the comments that are going to be full of suicidal people. Just think.
The funny (not rlly but I don’t know the word) thing about this is that dahlias represent power and at a time of worthlessness and feeling powerless, you quite literally gave the listener power
42 days ago I tried to overdose. This is so comforting, your voice and the words that are being said. Thank you. Thank you so much for this comforting audio. As a message to anyone else struggling, you can get through it. I promise. It will be hard, bet there are always people who will be there for you. I love you all
I am 12 and have been in the hospital more than once for attempting suicide. This gives me so much comfort because my best friends is autistic and he is emotionally unavailable when it comes to these situations but this sounds just like him. My friend couldn't even talk to me those days because he just couldn't hold back his emotions.
i overdosed a few weeks ago and was in the hospital. my family arrived and they all seemed mad 💀 felt like the nurses and doctors cared about me more than they did, tbh.
The saddest thing in my life is that if i ever survived suicide, only my parents / grandparents will be there, and i dont knwo what they would say or act, but i suppose i should be happy because some people really have nobody at all
As a suicidal person and after two attempts of k*illing myself this was amazing and its all I ever wanted and I didn’t get at that time. I didn’t receive love or comfort and it’s why this audio is amazing and special bc until now I felt like no one cared until this video no one asked if I was good no one comfort me and it’s hard when you’re all alone and the ppl you thought they were there for you weren’t, so thank you so much I can’t thank you enough ❤
A wake up call I needed tonight. Imagining my mother face if I had did it. My real life friends saying the similar words as in this video. It’s something that was gut wrenching but needed. Thank you
Funny how for the first time after 2 decades+ of having suicidal ideations I attempted overdose just 1yr and 2 wks ago chickened out and told my husband just before I lost consciousness. Here I am again. Living vicariously through audios. I’m trapped in my marriage and my life. I want out so badly. I’m so grateful these audios exist for at least some sort of comfort.
I was admitted to the psychiatric hospital for the fifth time this past November. I was there for eight days after hurting myself extensively. I was waiting for a room to open up on the psych floor for 10 hours. A friend of mine sat with me for those 10 hours and didn't leave until it was time for me to move upstairs.
I attempted and was honestly surprised that lived, I was feeling kind of sick so I told my dad but I didn't expect that my attempt was still not an exuse for him to do something, anything for me. No food made, no words of reassurance, nothing. It's like it never happened to begin with and I'm still asked to get myself together because I need to do school work and stuff. I don't know why I thought he and my mom would care after she already tried killing me, starved me and my dad that couldn't be bothered to help me eat even tho I haven't eaten for 3 days yet again. And worse at the end of that exact day my older brother also had some sort of mental crisis. Talked to my dad. And I just felt so jealous. I tried getting him to care about me for so long and only after I attempted he somewhat finally looked at me just so even that could be snatched away... I felt so frustrated.
I've considered it , and this was very comforting for me, this goes to anyone who may be struggling PLEASE don't do it , it's not something you can come back from, I know the world may be falling apart right now but you can make it through. you have meaning, your life has meaning please don't throw it away. if you need help with coping mechanisms please try writing , reading , listening to music
Hey, I know I’m just some random furry that’s trying to comfort you but I do care… and if you need any other comfort feel free to reply, I always have my notifications on…
it was my 13th birthday yesterday, I thought about ending it all since no one even cared or bothered to buy a cake and spend time with me, thank you so much for the comfort, it feels like someone actually cares about me when I'm at my lowest
It's both a mixture of terrible and well, not sure if it's okay to say this but my mom started gaslighting me again but other than that, i'm pretty well!! Thanks for asking :))@@Manoskmr
This healed something inside me, I was at a point in my life that I decided to go for SH, no one knows about it and I am recovering from it so this audio really felt like a big help. Thankyou so much for being the voice I wished to hear.
would love some sort of part 2 to this! visiting us more, speaking to him about it, leaving the hospital, getting better, falling in love maybe? could be a good series idea :p
When i was 13 i attempted and all my mother could do was scream at me telling me how selfish i was asking if i even thought how my friends and family would feel. This audio has given that scared little kid some peace ❤ so thank you
Wow this was beautiful. Been feeling very very very low and have very regular suicidal ideation. It made me think of a best friend I never had. Thanks for this
Sunday, 2 days ago. I tried to overdose. I didn’t have an intention of really wanting to die, I just wanted to do it. It wasn’t much and didn’t have major affects on me physically, but mentally it’s draining, and has been for the past 2 days. No one knows because no physical signs showed, that makes it even heavier. I’m not doing well now, but i’m sure i’ll eventually get better. Audios like this are so comforting, and i truly believe it will motivate and encourage people to seek out for help, the help they deserve. Because every human being deserves to live life to the fullest. Thank you ❤️
This reminds me of January when I went straight from school to the hospital bc of this, after I got home from the hospital my mom would always comment to guests and say "wanna tell them the stupid thing you did" 2 months later I moved out and now have no contact with her, but that still hurts to this day, I told her why and yet she still didn't care about it, I was all alone in the hospital all I had was a stuffie and my thoughts, besides the times Mt mom woudl call and when she really only told me that she loved me any other time I woudl beg her to until I gave up, not even when I left she didn't say I love you, I know see her true colors, she just didn't wanna deal with the consequences of her own actions, I'm now a lot better and have an amazing support system. (Thank you for listening to my little story)
I've gotten past my lowest point (lol hope I don't jinx myself) but I feel myself climbing up from this pit I fell into. This reminded me how far I've progressed and I feel comforted knowing that night I made the right decision to hold on for just a bit longer.
not even a minute in and i’m already crying i’ve tried to commit but never fully attempted this sounds exactly like my (ex) best friend idk if this is gonna end with me in tears or asleep with a comforted smile on my face of actually feeling cared for
My bsf saw me commit the first time, but she is too innocent to fully understand what goes through my head.. it’s currently 12 am, I need to sleep, my eyebags will get worse. I’m going to California Adventure tomorrow so I need to get rest, but it’s fine. I’ll only be on a few more minutes, that’s what I said 2 hours ago.. I love my bsf, and I wish she could help me through it all but she sadly can’t, she doesn’t know how.. I just wish to see my first ever friend when I moved to my current city from Peoria, AZ. But she goes to a different school, and I rarely see her with her softball and stuff, she is more than therapy to me. she knows how to comfort me and knows me better than any of my friends. i miss Addy, she keeps me alive today, she keeps me from ending it all, she keeps me happy, she holds my smile when she texts me. She is everything to me. I wish she were here, I wish she were always here. I love my Addy
This reminds me of the the time when I was just a toddler/child my mom got really sick and got into and accident at home with a bottle falling right on top of her, and my father rushed downstairs to check that loud noise, he admittedly called the ambulance, I also woke up, and cried when I saw my mom, and when the ambulance arrived, I couldn’t stop crying, bc it hurts to see the ambulance take my mom away, my dad had to take care of me for all the days without my mom around, we would mostly always call her of the phone, and her voice and words, made me cry but I tried to stay strong, for her sake, after she was better and coming home, I hugged her in tears, But that was in 2021-2022 It’s soon to be 2024-2025 But I still can’t stop thinking about it, I just hope that she never finds herself like that ever again, Thanks for this adiuo, it was mesmerising and inspiring, It really made me think of the passed. Ps: if I ever start thinking about this story, I start to tear up. Thanks for reading this comment ❤
Im so bad at expressing things i letters, so I made a poem, for your channel that brought so much comfort to me🫶 In shadows deep, I wandered lost and low, A tempest raged within, a heavy blow. But one kind soul, a friend, so true and bright, Ignited hope, and brought back day from night. Their words like sunbeams, warming up my soul, In their embrace, I found a brand new goal. With every laugh, a stormy cloud would fade, In friendship's light, my darkest thoughts betrayed. They didn't know the weight they helped me bear, A hand to hold, a heart so kind and rare. From depths of sorrow, I began to rise, Their friendship, like a phoenix, in disguise. So here I stand, my heart now free from chains, A friendly bond, the salve for all my pains. In gratitude, my spirit soars above, For one true friend can heal a wounded heart with love.
I think tonight is the first night in a long time that I haven't cut mysef with my nail clipper after a failed exam.. I tend to use a nail clipper because the knife still scares me.. and the scars goes away faster so my parents dont see it. This video kinda made me feel worth something for once, thank you..
all the relentless bullying will not subside. no matter what i do to try and combat it, i still get bullied. all, the, time. every day, snide remark. maybe even a group mocking by my own toxic friends.
This made me cry a little since I tried to this when I was in sixth grade because I dealt like all my friends didn’t actually like me and that a bunch a people were using me and being mean to me
A best friend would be be cool. I sometimes wonder what would happen if I ended up in hospital, whether internationally or not, if my friends would actually visit me. I’m not suicidal don’t worry, but I just think about that sometimes. Would they come to see me. Probably not but I’d like to think so
@@ThatDigitalGuy-g7i awhhh!! if i was ur friend i would visit no matter what bc everyone deserves someone to be there and feel loved! if u feel like doing it don’t im always here for u! ily
I was so confused about myself... im happy, i feel happy but there are times i feel my happiness are fake, that it's better if i go. I know i need help, but the time I about to ask for help.. my mind killing me saying I'm attention seeker, it probably just me and I'm being dramatic. Each episodes make me feel worse...
This feels so comforting, as I have attempted 5 times (not badly enough to go to a hospital tho) and no one knows I have attempted this year. I feel like people wouldn't care if I told them tho.
I tried to hang myself a year ago in my own room. I was saved by a friend who died half a year later... it's a terrible feeling when someone who didn't want to die dies and someone who wants to die every day just live... I miss him so much , i think he should be here, not me
The only reason why I haven’t tried to kill myself yet is because people would think I am selfish the only reason why I want to is because I know that life ahead is hard and why not end it in the good times
Sometimes selflessness is the only thing to keep us alive for the moment! It’s the bridge that lets us pass over to better times! So stay strong and be selfless even if it hurts for the moment! Yes, hard times will come too, but we decide how to see our lives: full of all the hardships or full of all the love and goodness that come sour way. No life is just ever only made of one of those two things. It’s about seeing balance and embracing it! Stay strong! You got this! 🖤
I remember the time when I tried to commit and ended up in the hospital. And the moment I woke up, I wasn't treated with comfort or concern, just anger. And I kept thinking, was my life really nothing? should I do it again? but their reactions may be worse. Basically, what I'm saying is just appreciation. Thank you for giving me comfort to a time when I tried to end my life and speak in concern and care, not yells or slaps. Thank you.
I'm so glad you managed to wake up. I hope you're doing well today and for the rest of your life, there is always someone out there who will give you the love you deserve
“I would miss you telling me about all the boys you have a crush on and me telling you you have a bad taste in men” had me cackling 😭 me and my best friend do this all the time. but on a more serious note, this really helped comfort me since i used to be very suicidal from a young age 🤍 thank you
First and only time I tried really hard to overdose was in 9th grade, and I did, but I was just very jittery and everything. I couldn’t sit still, I felt on edge, my eyes were darting around, etc, it didn’t work. Every other time I tried before, nothing happened, but that time is something I’ll definitely never forget. No promises I’m not gonna try again tho 🫤
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This reminded me of a few days ago when I was in the hospital for the same reason and I’ve never EVER seen my bsf cry so hard.. I’ve never seen him cry harder..he felt so bad..
Oh honey, may the gods bless you and him
trauma dump
@@MaddieTaylor366age isn't any indicator of how someone feels, but god you shouldn't have to feel like that so young - i know what it's like (otherwise I wouldn't be on this video, haha) but it's horrible, and i hope you can find the hope you need in this world in someone
@@usersomeone08 your sensitive if you think someone commenting about their experience with suicide on a suicide comfort video is harmful or a trauma dump. If you genuinely get triggered this easily either don't watch these videos or don't read all the comments that are going to be full of suicidal people. Just think.
@@scottykissesboys I’m trolling I couldn’t care less
The fact that I know no one is going to come to see me in hospital...makes me so sad
We twinninnn
Yeah, the most painful part of this audio
More like the fact that no one came
Exactly....no one would even care
for the first time in my life I feel comforted, thank you
Im glad it made you feel that way! Love you🖤
The funny (not rlly but I don’t know the word) thing about this is that dahlias represent power and at a time of worthlessness and feeling powerless, you quite literally gave the listener power
Whoa, didn’t know that!!! They are just my favorite flowers, that’s why I put them in the video! Thank you for that detail!!!🖤
42 days ago I tried to overdose. This is so comforting, your voice and the words that are being said. Thank you. Thank you so much for this comforting audio. As a message to anyone else struggling, you can get through it. I promise. It will be hard, bet there are always people who will be there for you. I love you all
Hope your better now
i hope youre doing better ! i love you
That message goes the same for you. From one survivor to another, I believe in you. We got this, I love you
Im so sorry! I hope you’re doing better now and are getting the support you need and deserve!
You got this! You’re strong! Love you too🖤
I never attempt it but I've considered it many times...this helps a lot...❤
I‘m glad it does! Lots of love and strength to you🖤
I am 12 and have been in the hospital more than once for attempting suicide. This gives me so much comfort because my best friends is autistic and he is emotionally unavailable when it comes to these situations but this sounds just like him. My friend couldn't even talk to me those days because he just couldn't hold back his emotions.
I hope that you're getting help and that you're feeling better. I believe in you! ❤
Hope you’re doing well dear ❤️🧸
i overdosed a few weeks ago and was in the hospital. my family arrived and they all seemed mad 💀 felt like the nurses and doctors cared about me more than they did, tbh.
The saddest thing in my life is that if i ever survived suicide, only my parents / grandparents will be there, and i dont knwo what they would say or act, but i suppose i should be happy because some people really have nobody at all
Thank you for allowing me to hear what I wish someone would say to me
🖤
As a suicidal person and after two attempts of k*illing myself this was amazing and its all I ever wanted and I didn’t get at that time. I didn’t receive love or comfort and it’s why this audio is amazing and special bc until now I felt like no one cared until this video no one asked if I was good no one comfort me and it’s hard when you’re all alone and the ppl you thought they were there for you weren’t, so thank you so much I can’t thank you enough ❤
I know exactly What you mean…
A wake up call I needed tonight. Imagining my mother face if I had did it. My real life friends saying the similar words as in this video. It’s something that was gut wrenching but needed. Thank you
maybe this is my sign to stay alive tonight.
You should 🤍 we can do this
@@hannah24466 tysm sweetheart 🤍
Yes, you definitely should! You got this, I believe in you🖤
@@PapercutAudio i really hope so, tysm🤍
Stay alive please, there’s so much more for us to see🤍
Funny how for the first time after 2 decades+ of having suicidal ideations I attempted overdose just 1yr and 2 wks ago chickened out and told my husband just before I lost consciousness. Here I am again. Living vicariously through audios. I’m trapped in my marriage and my life. I want out so badly. I’m so grateful these audios exist for at least some sort of comfort.
I was admitted to the psychiatric hospital for the fifth time this past November. I was there for eight days after hurting myself extensively. I was waiting for a room to open up on the psych floor for 10 hours. A friend of mine sat with me for those 10 hours and didn't leave until it was time for me to move upstairs.
I'm in tears rn PLEASE DON'T BLAME YOURSELF FOR WHAT I'VE DONE NOO
😭 I've never been brought flowers even in the hospital after every time that's so nice of you
I needed that...after i attempted all i received was my friends making fun of it...
I never got a hug or anything...
i would've given you a hug, if i was there.
@@hi_im_nix thank you :) i appreciate that !
I attempted and was honestly surprised that lived, I was feeling kind of sick so I told my dad but I didn't expect that my attempt was still not an exuse for him to do something, anything for me. No food made, no words of reassurance, nothing. It's like it never happened to begin with and I'm still asked to get myself together because I need to do school work and stuff. I don't know why I thought he and my mom would care after she already tried killing me, starved me and my dad that couldn't be bothered to help me eat even tho I haven't eaten for 3 days yet again. And worse at the end of that exact day my older brother also had some sort of mental crisis. Talked to my dad. And I just felt so jealous. I tried getting him to care about me for so long and only after I attempted he somewhat finally looked at me just so even that could be snatched away... I felt so frustrated.
I've considered it , and this was very comforting for me, this goes to anyone who may be struggling PLEASE don't do it , it's not something you can come back from, I know the world may be falling apart right now but you can make it through. you have meaning, your life has meaning please don't throw it away. if you need help with coping mechanisms please try writing , reading , listening to music
I wish I had someone who cared about me this much…
Hey, I know I’m just some random furry that’s trying to comfort you but I do care… and if you need any other comfort feel free to reply, I always have my notifications on…
Im in tears.
If only someone actually cared this much, then maybe I wouldn't feel like I already died, long before I attempt again.
I wish
it was my 13th birthday yesterday, I thought about ending it all since no one even cared or bothered to buy a cake and spend time with me, thank you so much for the comfort, it feels like someone actually cares about me when I'm at my lowest
Happy (late) birthday 🎉❤
I'm sorry to hear that and i hope you're feeling better now.
tysm 🙁💗@@Manoskmr
@@_lovrzrock how are you today?
It's both a mixture of terrible and well, not sure if it's okay to say this but my mom started gaslighting me again but other than that, i'm pretty well!! Thanks for asking :))@@Manoskmr
@@_lovrzrock my mom does the same lol but I'm glad to hear that you feel better ♡
This healed something inside me, I was at a point in my life that I decided to go for SH, no one knows about it and I am recovering from it so this audio really felt like a big help. Thankyou so much for being the voice I wished to hear.
happy papercut audio upload ( although not so happy audio but am glad you’re not afraid of “hard” topics ❤️ ) take care my man!
I do, thank you! You take care too!🖤
would love some sort of part 2 to this! visiting us more, speaking to him about it, leaving the hospital, getting better, falling in love maybe? could be a good series idea :p
Yep
When i was 13 i attempted and all my mother could do was scream at me telling me how selfish i was asking if i even thought how my friends and family would feel. This audio has given that scared little kid some peace ❤ so thank you
Wow this was beautiful. Been feeling very very very low and have very regular suicidal ideation. It made me think of a best friend I never had. Thanks for this
Sunday, 2 days ago. I tried to overdose. I didn’t have an intention of really wanting to die, I just wanted to do it. It wasn’t much and didn’t have major affects on me physically, but mentally it’s draining, and has been for the past 2 days. No one knows because no physical signs showed, that makes it even heavier. I’m not doing well now, but i’m sure i’ll eventually get better. Audios like this are so comforting, and i truly believe it will motivate and encourage people to seek out for help, the help they deserve. Because every human being deserves to live life to the fullest. Thank you ❤️
I love how you speak so soft. Felt comforted right away. Loved it!❤
This is beautiful. Thank you for making this, and for helping those who need it most.
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This reminds me of January when I went straight from school to the hospital bc of this, after I got home from the hospital my mom would always comment to guests and say "wanna tell them the stupid thing you did" 2 months later I moved out and now have no contact with her, but that still hurts to this day, I told her why and yet she still didn't care about it, I was all alone in the hospital all I had was a stuffie and my thoughts, besides the times Mt mom woudl call and when she really only told me that she loved me any other time I woudl beg her to until I gave up, not even when I left she didn't say I love you, I know see her true colors, she just didn't wanna deal with the consequences of her own actions, I'm now a lot better and have an amazing support system. (Thank you for listening to my little story)
I've gotten past my lowest point (lol hope I don't jinx myself) but I feel myself climbing up from this pit I fell into. This reminded me how far I've progressed and I feel comforted knowing that night I made the right decision to hold on for just a bit longer.
im so glad that all of you are here on this earth with me ❤❤ you all mean so much and have so much worth
if only i had someone like this by my side after my attempt 😕
This reminds me of when I was in the same situation and I still cry about it this helped me so much thank you for this ❤
Thank you i am 2 years clean but i still remember it so this helped alot
This makes me feel better about not going through with any attempts, thank you so much 🥹I love this
Im glad you didn’t! Stay strong🖤
The feeling when you really are as hopeless as in the asmr, but know that you have no friends that would come to visit you afterwards
This actually felt like a warm hug I didn’t know I needed:’D thanks, dude!!🩶
🖤
I cried a lot. Thanks for the audio. It feels nice to hear it
This was needed more than you'll ever know, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart
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Amazing as usual ❤❤
Thank you!!!
I feel so comforted! Thank you ❤
not even a minute in and i’m already crying i’ve tried to commit but never fully attempted this sounds exactly like my (ex) best friend idk if this is gonna end with me in tears or asleep with a comforted smile on my face of actually feeling cared for
My bsf saw me commit the first time, but she is too innocent to fully understand what goes through my head.. it’s currently 12 am, I need to sleep, my eyebags will get worse. I’m going to California Adventure tomorrow so I need to get rest, but it’s fine. I’ll only be on a few more minutes, that’s what I said 2 hours ago..
I love my bsf, and I wish she could help me through it all but she sadly can’t, she doesn’t know how.. I just wish to see my first ever friend when I moved to my current city from Peoria, AZ. But she goes to a different school, and I rarely see her with her softball and stuff, she is more than therapy to me. she knows how to comfort me and knows me better than any of my friends. i miss Addy, she keeps me alive today, she keeps me from ending it all, she keeps me happy, she holds my smile when she texts me. She is everything to me. I wish she were here, I wish she were always here. I love my Addy
I really needed this thank you 💜
I wish someone would've actually cared about me like this when I'd attempted
Felt so authentic, good job🩷
Thank you🖤 have a great day!
Best wishes for all those friends who stayed with their bro's
This hit home hard made me cry 🫶🏼
Fuck that made me miss my former best friend so much.
This made me rethink things... 😅
This reminds me of the the time when I was just a toddler/child my mom got really sick and got into and accident at home with a bottle falling right on top of her, and my father rushed downstairs to check that loud noise, he admittedly called the ambulance, I also woke up, and cried when I saw my mom, and when the ambulance arrived, I couldn’t stop crying, bc it hurts to see the ambulance take my mom away, my dad had to take care of me for all the days without my mom around, we would mostly always call her of the phone, and her voice and words, made me cry but I tried to stay strong, for her sake, after she was better and coming home, I hugged her in tears,
But that was in 2021-2022
It’s soon to be 2024-2025
But I still can’t stop thinking about it, I just hope that she never finds herself like that ever again,
Thanks for this adiuo, it was mesmerising and inspiring,
It really made me think of the passed.
Ps: if I ever start thinking about this story, I start to tear up.
Thanks for reading this comment ❤
Im so bad at expressing things i letters, so I made a poem, for your channel that brought so much comfort to me🫶
In shadows deep, I wandered lost and low,
A tempest raged within, a heavy blow.
But one kind soul, a friend, so true and bright,
Ignited hope, and brought back day from night.
Their words like sunbeams, warming up my soul,
In their embrace, I found a brand new goal.
With every laugh, a stormy cloud would fade,
In friendship's light, my darkest thoughts betrayed.
They didn't know the weight they helped me bear,
A hand to hold, a heart so kind and rare.
From depths of sorrow, I began to rise,
Their friendship, like a phoenix, in disguise.
So here I stand, my heart now free from chains,
A friendly bond, the salve for all my pains.
In gratitude, my spirit soars above,
For one true friend can heal a wounded heart with love.
when I talk my mom my sucidal thoughts, she only could think about is how people were gonna talk about her.
im so sorry❤❤
I think tonight is the first night in a long time that I haven't cut mysef with my nail clipper after a failed exam.. I tend to use a nail clipper because the knife still scares me.. and the scars goes away faster so my parents dont see it. This video kinda made me feel worth something for once, thank you..
Wish I was this cared for when I almost died
Your are my virtual best friend now
I just got out the mental hospital yesterday :)
In the psyhward rn listening to this bc i can't sleep ima be released in a week tho so we up 💯
I know this video should be about comforting and stuff but I can’t help but think of Taylor swift here 0:06
all the relentless bullying will not subside. no matter what i do to try and combat it, i still get bullied. all, the, time. every day, snide remark. maybe even a group mocking by my own toxic friends.
This made me cry a little since I tried to this when I was in sixth grade because I dealt like all my friends didn’t actually like me and that a bunch a people were using me and being mean to me
im just 12.......why am i crying and finally feeling comforted....?
I wish I had somebody like this in real life
A best friend would be be cool.
I sometimes wonder what would happen if I ended up in hospital, whether internationally or not, if my friends would actually visit me. I’m not suicidal don’t worry, but I just think about that sometimes. Would they come to see me. Probably not but I’d like to think so
I would see you
@@izzy.wizzy.14 thank you, genuinely I’m kinds teary eyed now
@@ThatDigitalGuy-g7i awhhh!! if i was ur friend i would visit no matter what bc everyone deserves someone to be there and feel loved! if u feel like doing it don’t im always here for u! ily
@@izzy.wizzy.14 your a good person
@@ThatDigitalGuy-g7i thank u sm!! i always treat people with kindness and respect
I was so confused about myself... im happy, i feel happy but there are times i feel my happiness are fake, that it's better if i go. I know i need help, but the time I about to ask for help.. my mind killing me saying I'm attention seeker, it probably just me and I'm being dramatic. Each episodes make me feel worse...
This feels so comforting, as I have attempted 5 times (not badly enough to go to a hospital tho) and no one knows I have attempted this year. I feel like people wouldn't care if I told them tho.
Very comforting. Can you do one comforting sa victims?
maybe, i shouldnt attempt this week?.. u brings me so much conmfort thak you!..
Thank you
I tried to hang myself a year ago in my own room. I was saved by a friend who died half a year later... it's a terrible feeling when someone who didn't want to die dies and someone who wants to die every day just live... I miss him so much , i think he should be here, not me
Two people know about my attempts. Neither of them cried.
I’m so sorry im so glad your here. You deserve to be here ❤
See, this type of reactions,
that's why i never told anyone
Even if this is to feel comforted, I honestly wonder if someone’s gonna care like this if my parents found out in some way or another.
The only reason why I haven’t tried to kill myself yet is because people would think I am selfish the only reason why I want to is because I know that life ahead is hard and why not end it in the good times
I’m sorry for dumping my crap on you
Sometimes selflessness is the only thing to keep us alive for the moment! It’s the bridge that lets us pass over to better times! So stay strong and be selfless even if it hurts for the moment! Yes, hard times will come too, but we decide how to see our lives: full of all the hardships or full of all the love and goodness that come sour way. No life is just ever only made of one of those two things. It’s about seeing balance and embracing it!
Stay strong! You got this! 🖤
I stopped @ 14:00
I'm almost asleep. 😪 .... 💤
I shall become a God.
Tysm for this audio. I’ve been struggling with my mental health for awhile and this has really helped me, thank you! 🫶🫶
🖤
Who would come for me? 😢
Its was cause of school, work, and patents
I remember the time when I tried to commit and ended up in the hospital. And the moment I woke up, I wasn't treated with comfort or concern, just anger. And I kept thinking, was my life really nothing? should I do it again? but their reactions may be worse. Basically, what I'm saying is just appreciation. Thank you for giving me comfort to a time when I tried to end my life and speak in concern and care, not yells or slaps. Thank you.
I'm so glad you managed to wake up. I hope you're doing well today and for the rest of your life, there is always someone out there who will give you the love you deserve
Was it that hard Sakai?
(mean Ex-friend and played w/ my love for them tried to commit over them)
Short temper?! How do you know?!??
the only person who came to see me was my mom
🤣 me and worth it? Only in Your dreams🤣🤣
Did historians label this video? "Best Friends" my ass these mfers are lovers.
I tried today…
😢😢😟😥😭
Ojalá haber tenido yo a alguien así 😢
Solo tuve a mi madre diciéndome que no fuera gilipollas
well youre not an asshole. your mum just sucks.
فُعَـلَتُ بّـيّ كَلَ هِذٌآ وُآنٌتُ تُحًـبّـنٌيّ فُمِـآذٌآ .. ؟؟ لَوُ كَنٌتُ تُكَرَهِنٌيّ.
If only I had this when I went to a mental hospital earlier this February
i just have one thing to say, thank you 🫶
“I would miss you telling me about all the boys you have a crush on and me telling you you have a bad taste in men” had me cackling 😭 me and my best friend do this all the time. but on a more serious note, this really helped comfort me since i used to be very suicidal from a young age 🤍 thank you
Thank you! I’m glad it helped:)
Stay strong🖤
First and only time I tried really hard to overdose was in 9th grade, and I did, but I was just very jittery and everything. I couldn’t sit still, I felt on edge, my eyes were darting around, etc, it didn’t work. Every other time I tried before, nothing happened, but that time is something I’ll definitely never forget.
No promises I’m not gonna try again tho 🫤
What where you using? I want to advance my paranoia to become the super paranoid god
@@Rainb0W0 Prozac