@@Idk-bx4ft Same happened with me. Then I finally confessed and came out to her as lesbian at the same time. She rejected me and said she only thought of me as a friend.. I try to ignore my feelings and how much it hurts.. but it’s painful.
"There was no floor" This one line perfectly resembles me trying to help other people cope with their problems but when i enter back to my own reality i realize i need more help than they do.
I interpret that line as in like, “you’ve finally had the opportunity to revive your fallen relationship with the person you loved, but then a gap separates you and that person, which is a sign that you and them just can’t be together.”
Everyone’s saying this song makes them feel comfort and a safe sort of love but all I can think about is this boy and how my love for him can only be expressed in my own head and everytime he comes back into my life he consumes my mind and and I’m completely screwed
i imagine a scenario for this song where 2 lovers are hopeless and holding each other in their basement saying how much they love each other and saying their final goodbyes while the world literally crumbles apart around them, dissolving into nothingness. everyone else who had the money got on a ship to leave earth before it's gone, but these 2 people couldn't afford it. so they just sadly accept their fate
I think a lot of people find comfort in this song, it feels so comforting, but I only find it comforting because it vocalizes the things I can't say Running back to a relationship because it's comfortable and you love them but you know they don't, they just want that power over you. They constantly draw you back in with kind, sweet words they don't mean at all. And each time you leave, you go back. You crave The idea of that relationship, but it's torture to be in. The lies, the pain, the fighting. You start over with them. It feels awful, you leave, you go back. Or maybe that's just me! Just a thought!
It’s how I read this song too. This pain of knowing this relationship is in shambles, the world feels as if it is ending because of it, but you still love them. What a sad song😭
He sent this to me. I started crying. I now know how much he truely loves me, ive always been so scared that my feelings weren't mutual. But this shows me he does, he loves me. And i love him so god damn much. We've gone through so much. I just wanna hug him.
my best friend just died, he was a snake but that doesn't matter, he meant the world to me. i thought he was shedding so i let him be alone. i took him out to eat just to feel his body limply fling around my hands. i have come to realise that i left my snake in suffering his last couple of days. i loved him so much. he was only one year old as of today, and as of today, he said goodbye, to me and too life. yet i wasnt ready. i never got to say my last goodbye. i never got to see him grow up. he was still so small, he would get lost in the folds of my clothes. but now he has found his forever home buried deep in the soil of my cold garden. i hope he takes on a good life when he is re incarnated. born into a warm climate, with lots of good food, into a wealthy family. he was a timid friend. he was always happy and content. i hope he enjoys his new life and i wish him the best of luck and a restful sleep for now. RIP my best friend Max
I want you I hold one card That I can't use But I want you You're coming back And it's the end of the world We're starting over And I love you darling And I am done, dear You're in the house And I am here in the car 'Cause I just need a quiet place Where I can scream How I love you I found you I found the door But when I stepped through There was no floor You're coming back And it's the end of the world We're starting over And I love you darling And I am done, dear You're in the house And I am here in the car 'Cause I just need a quiet place Where I can scream How I love you I want you I want you
this was our song. a message to her; You've made me harm myself, doubt myself, contemplate suicide. No matter what you've done to me, put me through, put my family through, how much you've lied. I don't wish you pain. But you will not get away with what you have done to me.
this song can be interpreted as feeling love for a s/o or partner who doesnt love you back or a family member treating you unfairly yet you cant wish any ill upon them. either way its bittersweet.
I've only ever heard clips of this song. This is my first time playing it all for real. I cried inmediately, a sort of grief in me i could never share felt valid, like someone had shone a light in the best and worst part of my life. Im a new mitski fan, but it feels like listening this shows how far ive come in self-healing, and how much i wish i didnt have to do it all alone. This song is so magical and special.
I just remembered how I used to listen to songs with my best friend and swing on an old soviet swing near a hill where we used to go and make flower crowns we also had a picnic there once. In October 2021 like 10 days after my bday they told me they hate me bc I was "faking sh"(althou I didn't) and making them have bad grades. I miss those sunny summer days. I feel like summer won't be the same without them. I trusted them, I told them all my secrets, they were my sunshine, but look at us now. :(
it’s going to be ok . i had a friend named ash and we were together since 2020 december. we would listen to mitski and their favorite song was this song. until august 2021, they told me they would kill their self because of me. but trust me, if you take it calm it will all be ok. take it easy kid:)
I believe the song is about the narrator's unfulfilled love for someone and how their attempts to enter a romantic relationship with them failed because they just weren't compatible, not necessarily because of any specific actions. This is explified in the beginning line "I want you. I hold one card that I can't use but I want you". To me the message reads like the narrator's desire for someone they can never have because their "cards" or aspects of a relationship aren't compatible. This is why the narrator wants to find a quiet place to spill their feelings out, because they still love their loved one but they can't have an actual healthy relationship since they aren't compatible. The lines "I fell in the door but when I stepped through there was no floor", to me, express how the narrator entered a relationship with them but the relationship had "no floor" in that their romance was doomed to end because they aren't compatible. The ending segment of "I want you" repeating was how the narrator still loves their love interest despite previous romantic advances and romantic relationships failling but they have given up on chasing after them, content to just have an unfulfilled desire for them forever. TLDR; The narrator loves someone and that someone loves them back but their relationship and more attempts to "restart" the relationship fail because they aren't compatible fundamentally. The narrator still loves them but has decided to give up pursuing a failing relationship that just brings unstability and sadness.
I’m not sure if I’ll be able to describe this the way I’m feeling, but I’ll try. To me, this song is when you love someone, but there is a gap that’s growing larger no matter what either of you do. And right when you’re almost able to move on, they come back saying they love you, keeping you in this cycle of never being able to move on from a failing relationship.
when i hummed along to this, i started tearing up. mitski is a great singer. the background music is also really good at setting the mood. this song brings me so much comfort, makes me feel like someone’s there for me. and a cool thing that i like about this song is that everyone can interpret the meaning with whatever they feel when listening to the song, and there’s no hate for thinking the meaning is different. that fact makes me feel all warm inside a little rant or something: everytime i say “im stressed” to my parents, especially my dad, they just rub it off sort of. not saying they ignore me, but they just dont really get it. im really bad at explaining and describing stuff, so im sorry if it doesnt make sense.. but i just feel so alone, but this song is just like its expressing all my feelings at once
This reminds me of a relationship the ended earlier this year and he left and I rebounded hard in a abusive relationship and another cheating relationship. I miss him a lot. I remember the warmth and joy and smiles from him. He has moved on and now dating my friend, we decided to still stay friends but my chest hurts when this song plays, I just wish I could have been better for him, was I good enough? I don’t even know anymore.
To me, this song sounds like someone stumbling with shock, their knees buckling as they struggle to walk forward, forcing themself to move. In other parts, it sounds like someone on their hands and knees, the full weight of emotion wracking them as they just beg, slowly going quieter as the adrenaline leaves them and they just feel overwhelmingly tired. This song reminds me of grief
Everyone talks about lovers but I have a weird way of seeing this with my father (NOT THE WEIRD WAY). He and I had stopped all contact after he broke a restraining order multiple times and even try to lie to me about it and make me feel bad about him, when he never cared about how the things he did would affect me or my siblings. Yesterday my mother told me she saw him, talked to him and he tolder her that he wanted to reconnect with his children, that he had been talking with my siblings but he also wanted to talk to me (I deleted his number and blocked him) and that he would pay anything I need to build my place on the second floor of my mom's house.. I just feel like the lyrics represent the little girl on me that wanted to believe that his father would at least try to be for her while they were still in contact, while they were still a family.. "But when I stepped through there was no floor".. it just felt like if, he trying to play with the trauma he himself left on me about if he was my biological father was the last drop, it was what made me realize, this isn't what a father that loves you would do, was the day I told him he wasn't my father amymore and he accepted that.. ["Alright then, I'm no longer your father and you're no longer my daughter"]... It felt like the little girl on me was trying to keep screaming that she loved him, that she was there, but the chaos he made were enough to stop it, she felt like her whole world was droped.. and I still hate him, I still want to just.. destroy him and yet.. I'm crying Because my dad wants to fix something that no longer can be fixed but which I still.. kind of hope he does and it hurts so much.
i understand, I don’t completely relate but I also grew up with a restraining order between me and my dad, and i knew he still loved and cared about me, but it hurt knowing he did nothing to try to legally see me. the court gave him anger management classes and rehab, they said if he completed them he’d be able to see us, but he never made the effort…part of me wants to be angry he didn’t try but the other part just wants to forget about everything and act like it’s okay because i miss how it was before everything happened
"I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you" I can't even describe how much I relate to this. Not being able to describe to someone how much they really mean to you.
god, today it hit me out of the blue that i can never go back to the way thimgs were. this year we spent together was so beautiful, but now that i'm waiting for them to return time moves so slowly.
*This music sounds like when you visiting the old dusty and broken house you grew up in as a child and are just revisting it again after 20 years.* *later in the song is like sitting alone in the bathroom tub at 4:00Am letting your tears burn though your skin as you cry.*
I told her I liked her, I truly did, I loved her. She was unlike anybody I had met. She may had not been beautiful in anybodys else’s eyes, but she was in mine. And then.. she told me she only liked me as a friend. Which, I’m not mad at her for, it would be childish of me to get mad at her for that. I used to be worried, because I didn’t think she even thought of me as a friend. I’m glad she did. But at the very least. I hope I’m allowed to be upset. It hurts, it hurts alot. I knew that she wouldn’t like me back. But I was stupid enough to let myself have hope, the way my heart beats whenever I made eye contact with her across the room, or the way I started getting nervous whenever she talked to me or even so much as came close to me. I want to ignore my feelings, but all I can feel is regret and sadness. I regret allowing myself to fall in love with her, when it started out with me liking her as a friend. I regret letting myself have hope. And I’m upset, that I couldn’t truly tell her how much she meant to me. I’m still in love with you. And I’m afraid I can’t go back, I should’ve stopped my feelings earlier before they grew stronger. I’m sorry, I tried. I hope you can still think of me as a friend, at the very least.
“Your coming back and it’s the end of the world. We’re starting over and I love you darling and I’m done here. Your in the house and I’m here in the car and I just need a quite place where I can scream how I love you” that shit got me crying 😭
I am currently happy where I am now (single and tbh, peacefully alone) but if one specific guy could come back, it will be my funeral. and it's not him returning that terrifies me, but how i know to myself that i will fall in love with him all over again. that i would forgive him all over again, let him break me again to a million pieces even if it meant having him back. it sounds so unhealthy, but being away from him or becoming a stranger to him pains me so fucking much. i know i shouldn't be feeling like this for him, but the memory of us is something i can't seem to let go of. he wasn't just an ex to me, he knew me like no one else did, he helped me picked me up piece by piece, even if it was him who shattered me in the first place. i know i should know my worth, but i want to mourn for a moment. trust me, im tired of feeling like this too, this shit is just painful. getting over a second love sucks so bad than the actual break up, lol. If he comes back to me, i swear, im so fucking screwed
@@sereenarc I just read it from a fanfic where his s/o was in the last fight with muzan and his s/o dies and they meet again before walking off to heaven, refrencing to the line "We're starting over and I love you darling and I am done, dear"
I searched up "your coming with me and it's the end of the world" Bc the music and line was so nostaligc and horrifying to me that i wanted to cry, run or do smt else and finding out this song was made by mitski, that makes sense tbh!
POV You sit on the bed as the TV blares the meteor alarm. You lay down and hold the photo of your loved ones. As you stare at the photo you say goodbye to the life you lived and the memories you made. “If there is a heaven I hope to see you again soon, I love you all.” And with that the meteor enters the atmosphere and you watch as the it draws nearer and nearer until it hits. The blast reaches you in seconds and everything goes black. It’s quick and painless but you know what’s going on the entire time and as you disintegrate you think of your best friend and hope it’s quick for them too.
this is the first time I really really like someone and it's actually a friend of mine who said he likes already someone else. i'm really trying to get over him but it's so hard because I really enjoy spending time with him and see him almost everyday. I can't stop thinking about him this is all so stupid and it hurts.
"there was no floor, youre coming back.." reminds me of the fact that even though i know that i have my own problems thats usually worse then my friends, i let them come to me for help and advice. then when im done i realize how bad my mental health really is and that i need to stop but i allow them to come back for more help with their problems
okay i got a plot in mind. childhood lovers. lover 1 leaves a letter for lover 2 because lover 1 is leaving. lover 2 keeps the letter, keeps it very preciously hidden in their secret thing (idk). lover 1 is nowhere to be found, no signs of them, no communication between them. lover 2 waits for lover 1, but lover 2 grows up finds out they have a incurable disease. lover 2 is losing hope, tries to forget their feelings for lover 1. but finally, lover 1 contacted lover 2. lover 1 invites lover 2 to their house to eat dinner. lover 2 is nervous, still, they get into the car, and drove to their house. lover 2 steps into lover 1's house and is greeted by lover 1's face. lover 2 thinks how much they grown, ends up reminiscing about their childhood memories. lover 2 realizes. lover 2 is in love. they talk, and the meeting (date) is successful. lover 1 thinks that meeting went well, ends up reminiscing about their childhood memories. time pass by, lover 1 and lover 2 often hangout. in one date, lover 1 realizes they still love lover 2. decides to confess, they call lover 2. is greeted by the ambulance asking them to come to the hospital. lover 1 rushes over to the hospital, hoping that lover 2 is alright. lover 2 sees lover 1. lover 2 is in their deathbed. "i'm glad you're the last face i'll ever see." "i kept the letter.. i waited for you." lover 1's eyes well up. "i'm here. i came back for you. i'm so sorry i'm so late." lover 2 reaches for lover 1's face to wipe their tears. lover 1 leans to lover 2's hand. "thank you, for coming back." lover 2's hand grows cold. the monitor beeps loudly, it echoes throughout the room. they weep. they regret coming back so late. they regret leaving them alone, suffering. oh, how many days did they cry alone? lover 1 weeps for the love they didn't have. (this took too long lol)
story to go with this song: there was a beatfuil woman and man they were couple the to were on a walk in the park when they where kidnapped they hug in the basment "we will escape honey" says the man one day the man manages to slip free from his chains "ill run and get the police ill come back very soon with them my love" says the man when the man gets a mile from the place he was hold captive he thinks "i never did love her ill let her rot" he later goes onto date a famous model 5 months go by and she is still waiting for her the kidnappers evantully give her a tv they turn on the news she sees that her husband has married a model who he used to say was his "friend", he was supposed to come back for me" she said one of her capters see this and they feel bad and free her her freedom is big on the news then her husband comes back nd said he was looking for her she starts to cry "i know about her steven..."
oh god when i listen to this song all I imagine is one person died but their death was under strange circumstances and for some reason their body turned to stone, and their partner is going through all stages of grief in front of the statue, getting books on resurecting the dead that were all fake, crying, punching the ground/trying to get revenge on the thing that killed them, staying by the statue every hour in case they "wake up", and eventually they start halucinating about them and having half asleep nightmares about chasing after them and the floor giving out and falling.
I just wanna say 1 I'm high asf rn and this song is SO FUCKING GOOD. 2 I love all of you mfs in the comment section you're all doing so good in life and you've gotten through a lot and I just wanna say you guys are so strong I love you all like you can fall down and hurt yourself and then you fall and it happens again and again but you can always get up and improve not to fall ykwim like you guys have so much potential in this life I love you all:)))
It's been two weeks since the breakup, as of tomorrow. We broke up at the library, and we're going to the library tomorrow (for the first time since). What would have been our six month anniversary is the day after tomorrow. Just, jesus. I can't handle this. It still hurts so much, and I still fucking love them so much, and I would undo that day in an instant if I could. But I can't, and it's over, and we're going to the library tomorrow. For the first time, completely platonically, only as friends.
mitski feels like the type of warm hug u get when ur in a bathtub full of warm water with clothes on
Huh?
@@Foam_Woa the girls who get it🤪 get it, the girls who don’t, don’t 😳
Me in the bathtub of warm water with clothes on ⚰️
I love your profile picture
why dose this almost make sense to me?
I don’t get why but the background music sounds like a very nostalgic game..
I remember obey me lol 🙁😢🤚
Minecraft
@@orangeketket8122 this is obey me music?
Very beginning feels like undertale
nostalgic pixel-ish game
Mitski's songs are like a comfort to me
Fr
this hits when you have a crush on someone you know you shouldn’t
ikr.. i just had a crush on him when we’re about to have a graduation and i will go into a different school.. it hurts so much..
felt
sameekrkdksks I feel like I'm just getting in the way when I talk to her lol
Yep especially when its both of your best friends but one is in a relationship plus you don't want to ruin friendship
he just broke uo w me
mitski is my comfort singer
Fr 😭✊
bru all mitski's songs are comfort songs fr
Only song that’ll make me cry on the spot
So true
Yeah cuz I caught feelings for her on accident when I just wanted to be friends with her
@@Idk-bx4ft SAME, AND NOW IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM BUT IDK HOW TO TELL HIM
@@Idk-bx4ft Same happened with me. Then I finally confessed and came out to her as lesbian at the same time. She rejected me and said she only thought of me as a friend.. I try to ignore my feelings and how much it hurts.. but it’s painful.
So we’re all going through it rn huh?
Yes
yeah
yup
Yea
unfortunately
"There was no floor"
This one line perfectly resembles me trying to help other people cope with their problems but when i enter back to my own reality i realize i need more help than they do.
before this song existed mitski didnt invent floors yet so yea
@@alastorkunn what
THIS.
I interpret that line as in like, “you’ve finally had the opportunity to revive your fallen relationship with the person you loved, but then a gap separates you and that person, which is a sign that you and them just can’t be together.”
Same tho😂
Everyone’s saying this song makes them feel comfort and a safe sort of love but all I can think about is this boy and how my love for him can only be expressed in my own head and everytime he comes back into my life he consumes my mind and and I’m completely screwed
And I can't have him cuz hes my ex'es best friend and he wont do that to him
SAME he leaves for a while and i will finally get over him and he randomly comes back and i’m stuck in the same stupid cycle
same
He’s the only one I want and it hurts so bad
I heavily relate to this comment and I’m so sorry you have to go through this
The lryics “I just need a quiet space where I can scream how much I love you.” broke me
i imagine a scenario for this song where 2 lovers are hopeless and holding each other in their basement saying how much they love each other and saying their final goodbyes while the world literally crumbles apart around them, dissolving into nothingness. everyone else who had the money got on a ship to leave earth before it's gone, but these 2 people couldn't afford it. so they just sadly accept their fate
pompeii
i am literaly crying so bad rn. i love his scenario , it s just so sad but also calming...ah
Sigh.. *pulls up google docs and AO3*
reminds me of Richie and Eddie 😔😭
I'm crying rn
I think a lot of people find comfort in this song, it feels so comforting, but I only find it comforting because it vocalizes the things I can't say
Running back to a relationship because it's comfortable and you love them but you know they don't, they just want that power over you. They constantly draw you back in with kind, sweet words they don't mean at all. And each time you leave, you go back. You crave The idea of that relationship, but it's torture to be in. The lies, the pain, the fighting. You start over with them. It feels awful, you leave, you go back.
Or maybe that's just me! Just a thought!
Fuck now I know why I feel so sick to the stomach and sad when I hear this song but like I love it and relate to it to much-
It’s how I read this song too. This pain of knowing this relationship is in shambles, the world feels as if it is ending because of it, but you still love them. What a sad song😭
He sent this to me. I started crying. I now know how much he truely loves me, ive always been so scared that my feelings weren't mutual. But this shows me he does, he loves me. And i love him so god damn much. We've gone through so much. I just wanna hug him.
it sounds like the end of a long show, where the characters have been through so much and in the end its a bittersweet ending
Frrr. I Just finished supernatural and it's giving s15 ep18.
my best friend just died, he was a snake but that doesn't matter, he meant the world to me. i thought he was shedding so i let him be alone. i took him out to eat just to feel his body limply fling around my hands. i have come to realise that i left my snake in suffering his last couple of days. i loved him so much. he was only one year old as of today, and as of today, he said goodbye, to me and too life. yet i wasnt ready. i never got to say my last goodbye. i never got to see him grow up. he was still so small, he would get lost in the folds of my clothes. but now he has found his forever home buried deep in the soil of my cold garden. i hope he takes on a good life when he is re incarnated. born into a warm climate, with lots of good food, into a wealthy family. he was a timid friend. he was always happy and content. i hope he enjoys his new life and i wish him the best of luck and a restful sleep for now. RIP my best friend Max
RIP max ❤️
rip max
RIP Max, I'm crying over a snake I don't even know so I can't even imagine how painful that is for you
I feel so bad for u, rip max 🕊️💐
was max your pet snake?
i love that picture wow
Dude I didn’t even notice the white cat was there 😭
@@saijou784 lol
Same
your coming back and it’s the end of the world
We're starting over, and I love you darling
@@Clinquantism and I am done...
@@Imissallofit dear.
@@user-sk1od2fu5d you’re in the house and i am here in the car..
@@ajajamaya_ I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you
The cats more in love than I’ll ever be lmaoo
this song hits completely different when there's a manipulative person you want to go back to
tfw a cat has a better love life than you😔
what does tfw?? IM A SLOW PERSON :I
@@aliirfan06 it means that feeling when!!
I love ur pfp but ur right
That cat is sus
nvm i’m not single anymore
I want you
I hold one card
That I can't use
But I want you
You're coming back
And it's the end of the world
We're starting over
And I love you darling
And I am done, dear
You're in the house
And I am here in the car
'Cause I just need a quiet place
Where I can scream
How I love you
I found you
I found the door
But when I stepped through
There was no floor
You're coming back
And it's the end of the world
We're starting over
And I love you darling
And I am done, dear
You're in the house
And I am here in the car
'Cause I just need a quiet place
Where I can scream
How I love you
I want you
I want you
This is a lyric video, but thanks 😅😅😅❤❤
@@shluvr1189 they dont show the next lyrics/slide fast so i tend to miss the first word
Pointless comment
@@view8113 shhhhhshshshshhh
@@shluvr1189 they did mess up at some points instead of putting I found the door they put I fell through
this was our song.
a message to her; You've made me harm myself, doubt myself, contemplate suicide. No matter what you've done to me, put me through, put my family through, how much you've lied. I don't wish you pain.
But you will not get away with what you have done to me.
Damn I hope you're ok
@@emperorlizZ we got over her big time boss 💞
@@seriouslyunamused9780 That's great (:
@@seriouslyunamused9780good, we don’t want to waste our tears and time on someone who’s not worthy of it
@@seriouslyunamused9780hope you’re healing
"i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you"
that hit hard.
this song can be interpreted as feeling love for a s/o or partner who doesnt love you back or a family member treating you unfairly yet you cant wish any ill upon them. either way its bittersweet.
I've only ever heard clips of this song. This is my first time playing it all for real. I cried inmediately, a sort of grief in me i could never share felt valid, like someone had shone a light in the best and worst part of my life. Im a new mitski fan, but it feels like listening this shows how far ive come in self-healing, and how much i wish i didnt have to do it all alone. This song is so magical and special.
haha i totally agree. almost everytime i listen to this song, i start crying but in a good way sort of. its like a mix of happy and sad tears i guess
this song is so peaceful to me im not sure why
i just got out of a 2 year relationship and this hit hard :/
It's been two months feeling down and I cant recover but mitski is like someone who gives me a warm hug with her music
2:44 I want my mama.
2:17 I LOVE THIS PARTT
Hits hard when you don't know who you want.
Her voice is so soothing and comforting! She’s incredible! ♥️
“My breakdown my music”
Ahhh I love this song is one of my favs
I just remembered how I used to listen to songs with my best friend and swing on an old soviet swing near a hill where we used to go and make flower crowns we also had a picnic there once. In October 2021 like 10 days after my bday they told me they hate me bc I was "faking sh"(althou I didn't) and making them have bad grades. I miss those sunny summer days. I feel like summer won't be the same without them. I trusted them, I told them all my secrets, they were my sunshine, but look at us now. :(
it’s going to be ok . i had a friend named ash and we were together since 2020 december. we would listen to mitski and their favorite song was this song. until august 2021, they told me they would kill their self because of me. but trust me, if you take it calm it will all be ok. take it easy kid:)
Loosing a friend hurts the same as a breakup. Maybe even worse.
Your gonna be okay
it's hard to believe...
you're
Ahaha, I'm not
@@purplepronglefishboth is correct..
@@bananabrainzz no they aren’t
I don't know why this mmakes me cry
I’m probably interpreting this wrong but the song sounds wildly romantic to me
it's a toxic romantic relationship, she knows she shouldn't be with them but she wants to
mitskis songs are practically my painkillers
I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying because the picture the music everything
me too, me too.
mitski>>>>>
Mitski is full of nostalgic melodys
Tysm for getting me through the mental hospital back in March and figuring out I rlly rlly rlly love mitski 🫶🏽
I believe the song is about the narrator's unfulfilled love for someone and how their attempts to enter a romantic relationship with them failed because they just weren't compatible, not necessarily because of any specific actions. This is explified in the beginning line "I want you. I hold one card that I can't use but I want you". To me the message reads like the narrator's desire for someone they can never have because their "cards" or aspects of a relationship aren't compatible.
This is why the narrator wants to find a quiet place to spill their feelings out, because they still love their loved one but they can't have an actual healthy relationship since they aren't compatible.
The lines "I fell in the door but when I stepped through there was no floor", to me, express how the narrator entered a relationship with them but the relationship had "no floor" in that their romance was doomed to end because they aren't compatible.
The ending segment of "I want you" repeating was how the narrator still loves their love interest despite previous romantic advances and romantic relationships failling but they have given up on chasing after them, content to just have an unfulfilled desire for them forever.
TLDR; The narrator loves someone and that someone loves them back but their relationship and more attempts to "restart" the relationship fail because they aren't compatible fundamentally. The narrator still loves them but has decided to give up pursuing a failing relationship that just brings unstability and sadness.
I’m not sure if I’ll be able to describe this the way I’m feeling, but I’ll try. To me, this song is when you love someone, but there is a gap that’s growing larger no matter what either of you do. And right when you’re almost able to move on, they come back saying they love you, keeping you in this cycle of never being able to move on from a failing relationship.
0:38 this is my situation
Bro i love mitski so much
when i hummed along to this, i started tearing up. mitski is a great singer. the background music is also really good at setting the mood. this song brings me so much comfort, makes me feel like someone’s there for me. and a cool thing that i like about this song is that everyone can interpret the meaning with whatever they feel when listening to the song, and there’s no hate for thinking the meaning is different. that fact makes me feel all warm inside
a little rant or something:
everytime i say “im stressed” to my parents, especially my dad, they just rub it off sort of. not saying they ignore me, but they just dont really get it. im really bad at explaining and describing stuff, so im sorry if it doesnt make sense.. but i just feel so alone, but this song is just like its expressing all my feelings at once
This reminds me of a relationship the ended earlier this year and he left and I rebounded hard in a abusive relationship and another cheating relationship. I miss him a lot. I remember the warmth and joy and smiles from him. He has moved on and now dating my friend, we decided to still stay friends but my chest hurts when this song plays, I just wish I could have been better for him, was I good enough? I don’t even know anymore.
To me, this song sounds like someone stumbling with shock, their knees buckling as they struggle to walk forward, forcing themself to move. In other parts, it sounds like someone on their hands and knees, the full weight of emotion wracking them as they just beg, slowly going quieter as the adrenaline leaves them and they just feel overwhelmingly tired. This song reminds me of grief
listening to this once again... today has been really stressful. I put this on loop all the time.
this hits hard when you’ve started talking to your ex again and all the feelings are coming back even after all they’ve done to you
This song was literally stuck in my head the whole day even though I never actually heard it lol
Mitski's music feels like you opened someone else's notes app and found the things they write when they can't sleep
Everyone talks about lovers but I have a weird way of seeing this with my father (NOT THE WEIRD WAY). He and I had stopped all contact after he broke a restraining order multiple times and even try to lie to me about it and make me feel bad about him, when he never cared about how the things he did would affect me or my siblings.
Yesterday my mother told me she saw him, talked to him and he tolder her that he wanted to reconnect with his children, that he had been talking with my siblings but he also wanted to talk to me (I deleted his number and blocked him) and that he would pay anything I need to build my place on the second floor of my mom's house..
I just feel like the lyrics represent the little girl on me that wanted to believe that his father would at least try to be for her while they were still in contact, while they were still a family..
"But when I stepped through there was no floor".. it just felt like if, he trying to play with the trauma he himself left on me about if he was my biological father was the last drop, it was what made me realize, this isn't what a father that loves you would do, was the day I told him he wasn't my father amymore and he accepted that.. ["Alright then, I'm no longer your father and you're no longer my daughter"]...
It felt like the little girl on me was trying to keep screaming that she loved him, that she was there, but the chaos he made were enough to stop it, she felt like her whole world was droped.. and I still hate him, I still want to just.. destroy him and yet.. I'm crying
Because my dad wants to fix something that no longer can be fixed but which I still.. kind of hope he does and it hurts so much.
i understand, I don’t completely relate but I also grew up with a restraining order between me and my dad, and i knew he still loved and cared about me, but it hurt knowing he did nothing to try to legally see me. the court gave him anger management classes and rehab, they said if he completed them he’d be able to see us, but he never made the effort…part of me wants to be angry he didn’t try but the other part just wants to forget about everything and act like it’s okay because i miss how it was before everything happened
"I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you" I can't even describe how much I relate to this. Not being able to describe to someone how much they really mean to you.
i probably already commented on this but i’ve been listening to this on repeat and before you ask, no i’m not okay, in fact i’m very unwell
god, today it hit me out of the blue that i can never go back to the way thimgs were. this year we spent together was so beautiful, but now that i'm waiting for them to return time moves so slowly.
*This music sounds like when you visiting the old dusty and broken house you grew up in as a child and are just revisting it again after 20 years.*
*later in the song is like sitting alone in the bathroom tub at 4:00Am letting your tears burn though your skin as you cry.*
hwey mitski, thank you for putting it so beautifully
WHY does this even make me cry I don’t have a crush on a real person I’ve never been in a relationship but it still makes me tear up lmao
Same😂
I told her I liked her, I truly did, I loved her. She was unlike anybody I had met. She may had not been beautiful in anybodys else’s eyes, but she was in mine. And then.. she told me she only liked me as a friend. Which, I’m not mad at her for, it would be childish of me to get mad at her for that. I used to be worried, because I didn’t think she even thought of me as a friend. I’m glad she did. But at the very least. I hope I’m allowed to be upset. It hurts, it hurts alot. I knew that she wouldn’t like me back. But I was stupid enough to let myself have hope, the way my heart beats whenever I made eye contact with her across the room, or the way I started getting nervous whenever she talked to me or even so much as came close to me. I want to ignore my feelings, but all I can feel is regret and sadness. I regret allowing myself to fall in love with her, when it started out with me liking her as a friend. I regret letting myself have hope. And I’m upset, that I couldn’t truly tell her how much she meant to me.
I’m still in love with you. And I’m afraid I can’t go back, I should’ve stopped my feelings earlier before they grew stronger. I’m sorry, I tried. I hope you can still think of me as a friend, at the very least.
“Your coming back and it’s the end of the world. We’re starting over and I love you darling and I’m done here. Your in the house and I’m here in the car and I just need a quite place where I can scream how I love you” that shit got me crying 😭
I love the picture sm
I am currently happy where I am now (single and tbh, peacefully alone) but if one specific guy could come back, it will be my funeral. and it's not him returning that terrifies me, but how i know to myself that i will fall in love with him all over again. that i would forgive him all over again, let him break me again to a million pieces even if it meant having him back.
it sounds so unhealthy, but being away from him or becoming a stranger to him pains me so fucking much. i know i shouldn't be feeling like this for him, but the memory of us is something i can't seem to let go of. he wasn't just an ex to me, he knew me like no one else did, he helped me picked me up piece by piece, even if it was him who shattered me in the first place. i know i should know my worth, but i want to mourn for a moment. trust me, im tired of feeling like this too, this shit is just painful. getting over a second love sucks so bad than the actual break up, lol.
If he comes back to me, i swear, im so fucking screwed
I feel you cause it’s the same for me and it sucks so fucking bad
Man, why doES MY MIND SPIN BACK to rengoku when I listen to this song :(((
That's actually pretty interesting I'd to hear how you made the connection when u figure out why
@@sereenarc I just read it from a fanfic where his s/o was in the last fight with muzan and his s/o dies and they meet again before walking off to heaven, refrencing to the line "We're starting over and I love you darling and I am done, dear"
why does this feel like a lyric video from 10 years ago
I searched up "your coming with me and it's the end of the world"
Bc the music and line was so nostaligc and horrifying to me that i wanted to cry, run or do smt else and finding out this song was made by mitski, that makes sense tbh!
oh wow a comfort
THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF THE SUNNY BASIL FIGHT IM SORRY
i miss him so fuhcking bad dude i cried over him for 5 hrs
you're going to be okay
Mitski’s songs are perfect for breakdowns, phoebe bridger’s songs are perfect after the breakdown
POV
You sit on the bed as the TV blares the meteor alarm. You lay down and hold the photo of your loved ones. As you stare at the photo you say goodbye to the life you lived and the memories you made. “If there is a heaven I hope to see you again soon, I love you all.” And with that the meteor enters the atmosphere and you watch as the it draws nearer and nearer until it hits. The blast reaches you in seconds and everything goes black. It’s quick and painless but you know what’s going on the entire time and as you disintegrate you think of your best friend and hope it’s quick for them too.
this is the first time I really really like someone and it's actually a friend of mine who said he likes already someone else. i'm really trying to get over him but it's so hard because I really enjoy spending time with him and see him almost everyday. I can't stop thinking about him this is all so stupid and it hurts.
Shinwaka angst + this song is enough for me to cry rivers
Like bro I didn't need to see shinichiro dead and wakasa crying again it's already painfull
POV: your listing to one of the saddest song ever written
"there was no floor, youre coming back.." reminds me of the fact that even though i know that i have my own problems thats usually worse then my friends, i let them come to me for help and advice. then when im done i realize how bad my mental health really is and that i need to stop but i allow them to come back for more help with their problems
okay i got a plot in mind.
childhood lovers. lover 1 leaves a letter for lover 2 because lover 1 is leaving.
lover 2 keeps the letter, keeps it very preciously hidden in their secret thing (idk).
lover 1 is nowhere to be found, no signs of them, no communication between them.
lover 2 waits for lover 1, but lover 2 grows up finds out they have a incurable disease.
lover 2 is losing hope, tries to forget their feelings for lover 1.
but finally, lover 1 contacted lover 2. lover 1 invites lover 2 to their house to eat dinner.
lover 2 is nervous, still, they get into the car, and drove to their house.
lover 2 steps into lover 1's house and is greeted by lover 1's face.
lover 2 thinks how much they grown, ends up reminiscing about their childhood memories.
lover 2 realizes.
lover 2 is in love.
they talk, and the meeting (date) is successful.
lover 1 thinks that meeting went well, ends up reminiscing about their childhood memories.
time pass by, lover 1 and lover 2 often hangout.
in one date,
lover 1 realizes they still love lover 2.
decides to confess, they call lover 2.
is greeted by the ambulance asking them to come to the hospital.
lover 1 rushes over to the hospital, hoping that lover 2 is alright.
lover 2 sees lover 1.
lover 2 is in their deathbed.
"i'm glad you're the last face i'll ever see."
"i kept the letter.. i waited for you."
lover 1's eyes well up.
"i'm here. i came back for you. i'm so sorry i'm so late."
lover 2 reaches for lover 1's face to wipe their tears.
lover 1 leans to lover 2's hand.
"thank you, for coming back."
lover 2's hand grows cold. the monitor beeps loudly, it echoes throughout the room.
they weep.
they regret coming back so late.
they regret leaving them alone, suffering.
oh, how many days did they cry alone?
lover 1 weeps for the love they didn't have.
(this took too long lol)
This made me cry no joke omg😭 I also want to know if it’s ok if I use this idea for a book if you ok with it :)
crying screaming throwing up tearing my hair out
1:54 i love this
IM CRYING RN
me 2
he chated on me but i still miss him so much. it's so hard to throw out those 2 years away.
At 1:35 it's not I fell into you but rather I found you and I found the door
...I took the "What Mitski song am I?" quiz, having never heard this song and it gave me this song and the way it described me was an emotional attack
story to go with this song: there was a beatfuil woman and man they were couple the to were on a walk in the park when they where kidnapped they hug in the basment "we will escape honey" says the man one day the man manages to slip free from his chains "ill run and get the police ill come back very soon with them my love" says the man when the man gets a mile from the place he was hold captive he thinks "i never did love her ill let her rot" he later goes onto date a famous model 5 months go by and she is still waiting for her the kidnappers evantully give her a tv they turn on the news she sees that her husband has married a model who he used to say was his "friend", he was supposed to come back for me" she said one of her capters see this and they feel bad and free her her freedom is big on the news then her husband comes back nd said he was looking for her she starts to cry "i know about her steven..."
oh god when i listen to this song all I imagine is one person died but their death was under strange circumstances and for some reason their body turned to stone, and their partner is going through all stages of grief in front of the statue, getting books on resurecting the dead that were all fake, crying, punching the ground/trying to get revenge on the thing that killed them, staying by the statue every hour in case they "wake up", and eventually they start halucinating about them and having half asleep nightmares about chasing after them and the floor giving out and falling.
YOURE COMING BACK,AND ITS THE END OF THE WORLD.
The first time I listened to the song I couldn't stop crying
0:37 my favorite part❤❤
This song would save me from Vecna
This girl is just so good and angelic❤
I just wanna say 1 I'm high asf rn and this song is SO FUCKING GOOD.
2 I love all of you mfs in the comment section you're all doing so good in life and you've gotten through a lot and I just wanna say you guys are so strong I love you all like you can fall down and hurt yourself and then you fall and it happens again and again but you can always get up and improve not to fall ykwim like you guys have so much potential in this life I love you all:)))
this made me giggle, thank you. love u too
I love just crying to this for no reason
idk but the chorus always gets me
listening to this for the first time idk why im crying
Won my heart 😭❤️
It's been two weeks since the breakup, as of tomorrow. We broke up at the library, and we're going to the library tomorrow (for the first time since). What would have been our six month anniversary is the day after tomorrow. Just, jesus. I can't handle this. It still hurts so much, and I still fucking love them so much, and I would undo that day in an instant if I could. But I can't, and it's over, and we're going to the library tomorrow. For the first time, completely platonically, only as friends.
Crying for no reason >>>>
It gets crazier when you want someone that's not even real.