*Trigger Warning* The Long Goodbye part 2 - "They would not listen/They're not listening still...

...Perhaps they never will" Don McLean, Vincent
Trigger Warning: Please don't watch this if feeling suicidal. Instead please talk to someone, wherever you are around the world: www.befrienders... Maybe if the people in power took the issue of suicide more seriously I wouldn't have to talk about this.
So you can tell I did Drama at uni!!! I'm a bit embarrassed about these 3 clips but I am taking a break from social media and in these videos I try to explain why. Essentially I feel defeated. I was meant to have changed the world by now, but I haven't. I see so many people suffering and dying through the work I do, and I know we can do something about it...but no-one seems to be listening. I've got no fight left in me right now. I'll probably be back one day but not as you know me, I'm too weak as I am.
This 2nd part of the video is a rant. A long rant for which i apologise. I came, i saw, i fought, i failed.
Music is my saviour and speaks louder than my words. So here's a playlist I made that's reflective of me right now:
Thank-you as always for your love and support. I will miss you. I've turned the comments off under these videos as i don't do nice words about me very well. And you've got such nice words to say. I won't forget them.