From Darkness To Sight A Poem I Wrote Inspired by Drug Overdose & Drug Addiction

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  • Опубликовано: 10 сен 2024
  • In this Video, I share a Poem I wrote, about a personal life experience I've had with Drug Overdose and Drug Addiction. Images within this video are related to these topics mentioned so obviously if it is something that is offensive to you, please do not watch. I send Love and Good Vibes Out To aLL of You~ Leave me a comment and subscribe, I would love to get to know you better! HuGs!
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Комментарии • 16

  • @JJShalashaska
    @JJShalashaska 6 лет назад +2

    You are incredibly talented, this poem is very touching! Your reading ability gives feels! I really hope I can be able to write you in private that message I wrote previously which was just about Art as a personal story!
    Have a wonderful day, Becca, thanks for sharing this!

    • @Becca3331111
      @Becca3331111  6 лет назад +1

      @GnopKing Hello my dear! So Glad to see your comment! Your words make me smile, I appreciate your response, thank you so much. Even though it was such a sad experience I wanted to share it because I feel like the hard times in life can be so beautiful also because we expand and evolve/grow from them in so many ways. I love chatting with you, your always uplifting and kind. Love and HuGs and Good Vibes to You!

    • @JJShalashaska
      @JJShalashaska 6 лет назад +1

      Hello dear friend!
      You're right, and you are really a brave person, because usually people just grow negative feelings from negative experiences, while you transformed a negative experience into Art.
      This is not common for everyone, it's a great example of life.
      Thanks Becca, I love talking to you too!
      Would be good to have a chat sometimes, if only twitter didn't block my account :)

    • @Becca3331111
      @Becca3331111  6 лет назад +1

      Aw thank you :) I get what you are saying, because when we have experiences that feel negative it can be really easy to get swept away in that negative momentum of thought and then start creating our lives from a place of negativity. and I have had many previous experiences in my life that I have not shared yet that were really dark and not good feeling for me. I feel like I personally got to the tipping point of literally just having enough of it. I got to where I was so drained, feeling so down and then I realized I had the choice to step out of it. I finally said I have had enough of feeling horrible and bad I had followed that path trying to fight my way through it and it took me to places that I did not want to be, and so I took my power back and I started my path intentionally looking for things I liked instead of focusing on the negative, following what felt good in my heart, and believing in my desires and knowing my worthiness and knowing I was the one who controlled how I felt. The conditions or circumstances don't matter I can choose to feel good no matter what, that is really empowering for me and it changed my life completely, once I realized it. I have been working to build my momentum of positive trains of thought intentionally ever since. It is my daily life to focus on what I prefer no matter what I observe, and a really awesome part is I realized that whatever I focused on is what my reality morphed to literally, so if I focused on what I prefered I saw more of what I prefered showing up in my reality and if I focused on what I didn't like I saw more of that showing up in my reality. I saw tangible things happening based on how I was thinking and focusing and the more I practiced the positive thought the easier it has gotten. I am now doing everything I can to show others that they can choose how they feel and they can break the momentum of the negativity, if they want, if they are ready. We always have contrast here on earth it is part of the human experience and there will be things we feel are negative but how we react to them matters so much. I have learned that how I focus, what I give my attention to does shape my reality, the energy I send out makes a huge difference. If I perpetuate the negativity and hold onto it then it will become more and if I perpetuate the positivity and hold onto it then it will be become more. Wow I have written you so much here lol I got so much inspiration from your comment I just started typing and now I realize I've written you a ton so I'll stop here for now, it is always great to hear from you and I am glad to keep in touch with you. Your words are so appreciated and I am glad to have you as a friend. Love, HuGs and sending good vibes your way always. I also just want to remind you that you are a wonderful expression of existence and you deserve goodness, I hope you always know that and I hope you are having good feeling days.

    • @JJShalashaska
      @JJShalashaska 6 лет назад

      infact it does really come our from your videos, your background experience, I mean. It's clear as day that you really feel what you say, that you really know what you are talking about.
      I'm still not so good in deciding how to feel "no matter what", maybe this power needs a little training.
      But I like and appreciate very much the example you give. Of course everyone has his own different path to walk through, we are all different and everybody must find his own way.
      I think your words can help a lot of people in finding their ways to react to what is not good in this life experience. And don't worry for writing a lot, it's always a plasure to read you, my friend :)
      " I also just want to remind you that you are a wonderful expression of existence and you deserve goodness, I hope you always know that and I hope you are having good feeling days."
      You are too, really!!! These kind of videos and messages you leave are totally uplifting, if any God exists I hope he can bless you and your family!!!
      I'll keep looking for a way to chat.
      I'd like to tell you many more other things, but not in public comments.
      If you had facebook also that would be awesome, since twitter doesn't work for me and doesn't allow me to create accounts -_-
      Have a great day, Becca, thanks for your wonderful words!!!

  • @Becca3331111
    @Becca3331111  6 лет назад +4

    When this happened in my life 10 years ago, this painful experience sent me into full on awakening and self discovery mode and my life has truly changed for the better, my mind is so clear now and I have expanded so much that I can see how going through this was valuable, heartbreaking but valuable. As I said in the poem, in the darkness I did see the light and that is so true these dark times created a desire and an intention within me that propelled me into the light faster and greater than I can even explain in one comment. So I have made peace with it. It is a truth of mine that I validate every step of my path that has brought me to where I am now, even the dark times because they were part of the the bridge I crossed to put me where I am now, which is a place that I really can actually help others and a place where I love and appreciate myself enough to really love and appreciate others unconditionally. If you ever feel regret just remember "you did the best you could from where you stood." From darkness I saw the light and the light changed my life into the most beautiful experience and I love where I am now. Imagine traveling somewhere/ going on a trip, and on the trip, you have to travel through some really scary places that are dangerous but when you get through those scary places you end up in a beautiful peaceful, wonderful place, that's how I look at it now, it was all part of my experience that got me where I am now and I love where I am now and I appreciate where I am now every single day. I am thankful for all the experiences in my life even the traumatic "hard" times because they have all been a part of my journey that has taught me so much and opened my mind and my heart to wonderful valuable realizations. I send Love to aLL of you every day. HuGs!

  • @relarin952
    @relarin952 6 лет назад +2

    This is an amazing Poem, great job!!!

  • @apoetsmuseloveit3842
    @apoetsmuseloveit3842 6 лет назад +2

    🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @Becca3331111
      @Becca3331111  6 лет назад

      Thank You! I appreciate your watching and responding! HuGs!!

  • @johnnypocknee2842
    @johnnypocknee2842 6 лет назад +2

    My friend you have a beaytiful soul it is true poetry is an outlet so i send you my love BECCA Have a great day Xxx

    • @Becca3331111
      @Becca3331111  6 лет назад +1

      Thank you John! I always love hearing your poetry also. Love n HuGs :)

    • @johnnypocknee2842
      @johnnypocknee2842 6 лет назад +1

      you are welcome BECCA I LOVE YOUR VIDS .....huggs to you and your son Xxx

  • @denamullen340
    @denamullen340 6 лет назад +1

    💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

    • @Becca3331111
      @Becca3331111  6 лет назад

      Thank you so much, Love the hearts! Love n' Good Vibes! HuGs

  • @kezza6921
    @kezza6921 6 лет назад +2

    Bec what were you thinking back then. Strong mind and body

    • @Becca3331111
      @Becca3331111  6 лет назад +1

      Oh Kezza, For a long time I wished I could erase that part of my past, but I have realized that going through such an intense and scary time like that was part of what awakened me to the realizations that made me who I am now so it's a bittersweet thing, I can say I experienced many terrifying situations in life because I loved others so much that I would literally go through the depths of hell to try and help another person but it didn't keep me down it really only made me stronger and smarter and that is the truth of the matter for me. I learned that I have to love myself and care about myself fully before I can love or help anyone else. It feels like a totally different version of me, when I think back to that time 10 years ago. I was literally trying so much to save him and believe he probably would be dead if I wasn't there with him. These times in the past make me so thankful for where I am now and all the wonderful things I have come to know now. I wake up in appreciation every day now and I do not take anything for granted, I look around at how beautiful life is and I am utterly so thankful every day of my life. This painful experience sent me into full on self searching, awakening mode 10 years ago and my life has honestly changed for the better my mind is so clear now and I have expanded so much that I can see how going through this was valuable, heartbreaking but valuable. As I said in the poem, in the darkness I did see the light and that is so true these dark times propelled me into the light faster and greater than I can even explain here. So I have made peace with it and it is a truth of mine that I validate every step of my path that has brought me to where I am now, even the dark times because they were part of the the bridge I crossed to put me where I am now, which is a place that I really can actually help others and a place where I love and appreciate myself enough to really love and appreciate others. I could go on and on, but from darkness I saw the light and the light changed my life into the most beautiful experience and I love where I am now. Imagine going on a trip and on the trip, you have to travel through some really scary places that are dangerous but if you get through that part of the trip you will end up in a beautiful peaceful wonderful place, that's how I look at it now, it was all part of my experience that got me where I am now and I love where I am now. Love and Good Vibes to You! HuGs Thank you for watching I appreciate you so much!