more like it's nice to be understood and heard. for most humans, the comment section on a video is the closet we ever get, no matter the effort that has been applied.
I'm 47, and relate to this more than I should. I've been married, and divorced twice. Been to the top, and the rock bottom of my chosen profession. I used to care, I used to love, I used to genuinely smile. Now? I'm an old cashier, not doing what I have done for twenty plus years. For the last 6/7 years since my second failed marriage, I don't get through one day without wondering why I don't just end my misery. I drone through the day, fake smile, fake caring, fake living. If I'm being honest, I died years ago. Everyday I wake up, wondering why I couldn't have just died in my sleep? I go through the day switching between hating just myself, and hating the entirety of the world. I think about ending it everyday, and usually end up asking myself why I don't. This isn't a scream for attention, not a grab at likes, or people sympathizing with me. What is it then? I really have no fucking clue. Besides being told I'm a pretty good chef, I've been told I am a great writer, but am I? Or do I just type what others are scared to? Cause honestly, at this point in my life consequences don't bother me. And hopefully one day soon, nothing will bother me, and I can bother nobody.
I'm 20, I've been abused and used by almost everyone I've ever met. I've accepted that I'm not a good person and I never will be because that's the only way I can survive without wanting to die. Without wanting to take everything from everyone and not be grateful, I can't afford to be delusional. I help people, I save lives, but I am the worst person most know.
Well if it makes you feel any better you say you’re just an old cash register. I see someone who understands where they are and isn’t afraid to say it. Not covering it up with drugs and other things. Hopefully you find something because the best minds are the ones that know what they’re feeling. You are a great writer too!
I've always heard, "be careful what you wish for, you might just get it," for most of my life, I told people to leave me alone, well guess what, I just turned sixty, no children, never been married had a few relationships but all ended because of my ignorance. Now I'm just waiting for the end.
Im 37 was in love lost it all. The relationship made me feel like i was the greatest person on the planet and now i lost some one that was my true love. Because i did something i shouldnt have. Not i feel like im living an alternitive life one that i was never meant to.
We don’t have any power to deliver ourselves when we are drowning in sorrow…we’re not complete apart from God…God set it up that way…so in this terrible darkness we could see His light!
I hate being disabled it doesn’t fit with my image of myself. I have been partially paralysed for 34 years but I still cant except it and hate every minute of it. It’s a good job I don’t live in America or I would have shot myself years ago. I use a wheelchair to get around but I damaged my shoulders so now should use an electric chair but I hate the thought of it . Fitness was my life sport was my life but now at 54 and a broken body I can not do more than wheelchair badminton which is great but not enough . My disability will only get worse and sat doing no physical exercise is worse than death. I will have to change my car to hand controls soon. Take care enjoy being able.
Conclusion i am lost cause i am from a nation that was cursed by god to be always lost on earth 😂😂😂, i believe now why and there is nothing could be done because of the god cursing us , i have to accept that why i always feeling lost not only me all my family and so on, we will never have a home only lost among other nations and this fact i just did understand today 🤣🤣🤣, asking myself and the only reasonable answer is for sure the god cursed 😂👋🏻
Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Jesus said to Thomas, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me". There is only one way to heaven. That Way is Jesus and his word of truth. No other can grant us eternal life.
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Literally music like this is what help me just feel like i sgould stay alive and shit
We love when we’re in depression watching depressive shit.
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more like it's nice to be understood and heard. for most humans, the comment section on a video is the closet we ever get, no matter the effort that has been applied.
Me right now haha
Makes you feel better in a sense that you know you're not alone
@@mejamesme1fr😢
Its getting worse when you wanted to end your life...But still not have the courage. 😖😖 That what Im feeling
I can feel you
Just don’t do it. You are courage enough for not ending it. Trust me when I am saying that beautiful things will happen eventually. Keep your head up.
@@b.o.b5279 Thank you for your awesome words❤️
I think you have courage because you don’t. 💜
Most people don't have that courage but they have just decided this is what i want and then they just jump out in it
This video is huge level of satisfaction who feel the same as what this video showed. Awesome edit man. 🤗🤗❤
I'm 47, and relate to this more than I should. I've been married, and divorced twice. Been to the top, and the rock bottom of my chosen profession. I used to care, I used to love, I used to genuinely smile. Now? I'm an old cashier, not doing what I have done for twenty plus years. For the last 6/7 years since my second failed marriage, I don't get through one day without wondering why I don't just end my misery. I drone through the day, fake smile, fake caring, fake living. If I'm being honest, I died years ago. Everyday I wake up, wondering why I couldn't have just died in my sleep? I go through the day switching between hating just myself, and hating the entirety of the world. I think about ending it everyday, and usually end up asking myself why I don't. This isn't a scream for attention, not a grab at likes, or people sympathizing with me. What is it then? I really have no fucking clue. Besides being told I'm a pretty good chef, I've been told I am a great writer, but am I? Or do I just type what others are scared to? Cause honestly, at this point in my life consequences don't bother me. And hopefully one day soon, nothing will bother me, and I can bother nobody.
I'm 20, I've been abused and used by almost everyone I've ever met. I've accepted that I'm not a good person and I never will be because that's the only way I can survive without wanting to die. Without wanting to take everything from everyone and not be grateful, I can't afford to be delusional.
I help people, I save lives, but I am the worst person most know.
Well if it makes you feel any better you say you’re just an old cash register. I see someone who understands where they are and isn’t afraid to say it. Not covering it up with drugs and other things. Hopefully you find something because the best minds are the ones that know what they’re feeling. You are a great writer too!
And just to add on to that you didn’t die years ago, the world did.
Your loved man I hope you find purpose in life I struggle with the same thing everyday 😢😀
Life changes at lighting speed
Everything could turn out great in just a week
Nice people don’t just get the right person, they just get right person at the wrong time.
Exactly!
This is actually a masterpiece
I've always heard, "be careful what you wish for, you might just get it," for most of my life, I told people to leave me alone, well guess what, I just turned sixty, no children, never been married had a few relationships but all ended because of my ignorance. Now I'm just waiting for the end.
I just need a hug 😂
"We accept the love we think we deserve." That has stuck with me from the day I heard it
3:23... Under the dome is Soo underrated
Do you know the episode?
how we all ended up here, maybe some shit we cant get over.
Always hits a spot so deep in my soul no one else can relate too
This describes my mental state
:(
It's so sensational 🥺
The stage where you can do nothing but laugh at the your miserable self even after your parents gave you everything you ever dreamed of 😂😂
Real 😂😌🙁😞😔😭😭
Amazing grace.
Very sad
Much wow
You did this to me😖
😭💔😭I jus wanna be dead so bad😭😭😭😔😔😔n lay to rest 💔🖤💔🕊🕊🕊😭😭😭😭
Im 37 was in love lost it all. The relationship made me feel like i was the greatest person on the planet and now i lost some one that was my true love. Because i did something i shouldnt have. Not i feel like im living an alternitive life one that i was never meant to.
I was here
Drowning
We don’t have any power to deliver ourselves when we are drowning in sorrow…we’re not complete apart from God…God set it up that way…so in this terrible darkness we could see His light!
I hate being disabled it doesn’t fit with my image of myself. I have been partially paralysed for 34 years but I still cant except it and hate every minute of it. It’s a good job I don’t live in America or I would have shot myself years ago. I use a wheelchair to get around but I damaged my shoulders so now should use an electric chair but I hate the thought of it . Fitness was my life sport was my life but now at 54 and a broken body I can not do more than wheelchair badminton which is great but not enough . My disability will only get worse and sat doing no physical exercise is worse than death. I will have to change my car to hand controls soon. Take care enjoy being able.
i am so lost, i am losing interest in everything in life
❤
Well my time is coming
:/ Keep saying it and yet im still here when i truly want to die
I am so bad luck with me😢
😣🤕
I read it as self mutilation. I need help.
😪
I am me.
What’s the show at 3:36?
It went from the tv series Under the Dome into the movie Me, Earl, and the Dying Girl I believe. I hope that helps. ☺️
@@myastidham7457 thank you
What is this show called
WhT is show is 41second on
This Is Us
Can someone please tell me what show is 2:07💕
Its the movie "then came you"
thx@@artemismoon7129
What are all the movies
Check the description box.
2:52??
Me and Earl and the Dying Girl
2.05 what's the name?
That's a movie called Departures (or the alternative title is Then Came You)
@@trashytiegs is it Germany ?
@@lockedoutofpain2037 No it's English, and it stars Asa Butterfield and Maise Williams (from Game of Thrones)
@@trashytiegs ok thank you for correcting me 🥰 am gonna go watch it now
@@lockedoutofpain2037 Enjoy
1:12?
It goes from This Is Us > Perks of Being a Wallflower > 13 Reasons Why
Jesus has limitless love for us…everlasting love!
Conclusion i am lost cause i am from a nation that was cursed by god to be always lost on earth 😂😂😂, i believe now why and there is nothing could be done because of the god cursing us , i have to accept that why i always feeling lost not only me all my family and so on, we will never have a home only lost among other nations and this fact i just did understand today 🤣🤣🤣, asking myself and the only reasonable answer is for sure the god cursed 😂👋🏻
3:18 what is movie name?
It's a show called Under the Dome :)
@@trashytiegs thanks
Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Jesus said to Thomas, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me". There is only one way to heaven. That Way is Jesus and his word of truth. No other can grant us eternal life.
0.09 which movie,?
The Perks of Being a Wallflower