Love that your subscriber count keeps going up, I have to experement with chemo in a few weeks after surgery and it's daunting! Especially as no one thinks it will work, have to try everything though I guess :) Will keep sending people this way from my vlog :)
I don’t know how you feel so it’s easy to say don’t worry, try your best to stay positive I’m sending love and hugs your way and lots of positive vibes. 🤗 ♥️ xx
Your family is awesome!! You're so lucky to have your mom, she's an angel really. Cooking delicious meals for you and taking care of you. She's pretty special, but so are you!!
You are so brave Courtney to choose to increase your Chemo, especially with the difficult side effects! Sounds like a good choice, like something I’d do too. You are slaying it Courtney! Stay strong and sending love to you and your family!❤️❤️. I must try your monkey bread recipe, it looks luscious!
Courtney I'm sending so much love from Germany... A week can be so long and hard when you have to go through something horrible but there will come "a next week" when everything hopefully will be much better and easier! I love your vlogs and the little glimpses of your family life and I find myself thinking of you often and hoping you are holding up okay, especially during chemo weeks!
You are so blessed to have such a wonderful family. Those cooking and baking moments are ones to cherish forever. I didn't have that growing up but I'm determined to share those memories with my daughter. Thank you for sharing your story and vlogs. 🙏
I don’t get how someone saw this video as an opportunity to say chemo will kill you...??? Who says shit like that? Good lord. You are fantastic, and your family is so loving, funny and kind. Your life your choices, you’re not hurting anyone! Keep being you 💕💕😘
People have been saying all kinds of things "Meat is carcinogenic, why are you eating bacon, too much ice-cream you shouldn't be eating that you just had cancer" meh meh meh. I wish they would just shut up and realize that saying those things aren't helpful to her.
I think you made a smart decision to increase the strength of your chemo. Pro active and brave. Love the monkey bread. Going to make it and Jan’s cooking makes me hungry. Sending Love and healing thoughts your way! 💕💖💕💖
I know easier said than done but stay positive. Don’t speak word curses over. You are NOT dying. You are an overcomes and such an inspiration! Not saying to deny how you physically feel but just keep your mind strong 💪🏼 speaking positive words. We love you.
Yay my sweet courageous little lady has a new video!!! I hate you having to go through this though :( but as always you’re always so inspiring! Big big hugs!!!
Don't even engage with the people who are being negative. Hit the delete / block button! Of course while your singing Beyonce's sorry 🎶middle fingers up, put them hands high, wave it in his face, tell him boy bye🎶 Way more people who love you and are positive. 😚
Courtney I just started watching your channels but your a beautiful person inside and out . I can’t imagine what your going through at all but know your so brave and I’m praying for you ❤️ love your videos and ignore the internet trolls in the comments as they have nothing better to do with their sad pathetic lives !!
You are my hero. I thank God that you have such a wonderful family who makes you laugh and shows you such sweet support and love, especially during times such as these. Lola even seems so close and comforting. I wish you didn't have to go through chemo anymore! I would take your place if I could. In a heartbeat. So you could return completely to your normal. Please know you are in my daily prayers. I ask God to blanket you and your family in health, healing and happiness. Btw I've now got that daggone Bird is the Word song stuck in my head!!!!! Tell Morgan I said "Thanks Buddy!" Lolololol ⭐☀❤☀⭐☀❤☀⭐☀❤☀⭐☀❤☀⭐☀❤☀⭐☀❤⭐☀❤⭐☀❤☀⭐☀❤☀⭐☀
Sending lots of love and hugs this week for the extra high dose of chemo. Jan, CoCo and Morgan...it's wonderful to see you all laugh sometimes, you've all been thru so much this past year. Love sweet Lola too! Sending prayers and positive vibes!
6:03-6:10 made me laugh so much. 😅 But I do hope you keep your strength, however it is you keep it. Do what makes you feel best. Keep taking care of yourself. Hugs and love. ❤
Love your family and their great vibe ! Thank you for sharing your struggles and your loving family with us ! Love and prayers to you during this tough time - you and your family are an inspiration ! Get better soon beautiful girl !
LMAO That Morgan is so silly! Hahaha! I laughed at his BUBUBUBU BUBUBU BoW BOW BOWWWW! LOL Oh Beets are so yum! I love your precious Lola! She is super cute and so sweet sleeping next to you while you go through all this crap. Hope you are feeling better sweet girl! xo
Hi Courtney, You are so brave and I'm so grateful that you have such a loving family of support and you have all of us. I don't know how you do it but you do and couldn't love you anymore than right now. I pray to God that he cures you and that one day this will just be a memory of a tough time and you made it through. Sending you big hugs and Love from me
I've been thinking about your videos lately and I can't imagine how scary this all has been for you. I've been having these crazy headaches and vomiting lately and my doctor mentioned doing an MRI next month if treating my sinuses doesn't help. Even though I'm probably fine (statistically speaking), it has to be devastating to have much more reason to worry. Here's to hoping everything's ok for you. Btw your mom is awesome.
I've written you before. You are brave. I love you and your mom . I love how healthy she cooks, I loved this recipe where she tells what you guys are having. Tell Mom to keep incorporating the recipes, we love it all.
I’m so sorry you have to go through this Courtney, lady bug. Your body is fighting hard to rid your body of that horrible thing, which is also why you may feel awful. Just know that your body is fighting and you are strong. We all love you and are praying and thinking of you constantly. Because of you my favorite thing to eat for breakfast are bacon and tomatoes with onions over toast. Delicious!!! God Bless you and your lovely mom!! 😘💕
Hi Courtney! Love watching your vlogs. Sorry to see you have to take a stronger dose to kick this thing in the bootie. You are so strong and beautiful! My question is are you selling the sweatshirts or tees that say #shook on them?
Good to see you and Jan and Morgan....I have made lots of Monkey Bread but not recently...now I want some!! Sending prayers sweetie as you take your chemo, I know its so hard but maybe this time it will be better...Hugs!!! Love you!!!
I dont understand how you dont have more subscribers... you're amazing and inspiring and sk real and I fucking appreciate it. Thank you for Sharing your life!
Hope your ok Im on methotrexate a chemo drug by injection because I have 7 AutoImmune Diseases nothing like your having to go through but debilitating to say the lest I have it weekly an not as much as your having so i can't imagine how you must be feeling hun Thank you for sharing your stories love... Take care lots a love xoxo💜💖
Courtney - Thank you for a wonderful honest vlog. Please remember it will help and it will get easier. Keep going and we are with you. From a fellow spoonie in the UK. All the best
Oh my goodness, that dinner looked amazing! My family used to call that Monkey's Knuckles, and so I would never eat it as a kid! Now I feel like I should give it another go, now that I know it's not really monkey knuckles lol. Enjoy your Lion and the Beast hehehe.
Please don’t let people’s ugly or misguided comments bother you. Some people believe this is their world and we are just living in it. And only their opinions matter. You have to do what your doctor says. If you have any doubts about your treatment, please ask him about anything and everything. He will explain the whys of what he’s doing, and why it works, and what your prognosis is. There’s so many kooks on the internet. And maybe they’re really thinking they are giving you good advice. But if your ONCOLOGIST wants you to give up meat, or wheat, or sugar, or meditate, or whatever, he will tell you to do those things. He is a cancer doctor. And doctors HATE loosing. Trust him. Trust his knowledge and all his expertise. He has treated so many patients. He knows what works and what doesn’t. He has your best interest at heart. And believe me, he knows the latest cutting edge medications. It’s his job! And lives are at stake. Just delete and block people who upset you. This is YOUR channel, you get to decide who gets to add to the narrative. xoxoxo
I used to hate beets when I was young but now I LOVE them, too! Sometimes we make a little appetizer/salad of sliced cold beets topped with goat cheese and walnuts. YUMMMMM! I will try that monkey bread - it looks like a wonderful snack. Thank you (and your mom) for sharing your recipes! You're so close to 300,000!!! Congratulations!
Also, are you still working at your school? In November you were working there a few days a week helping out and you also worked in the library. Is that still going well?
I’m a bit out of the loop but how come you are doing more chemo, I thought your MRI results showed it was all gone 😞 I am sorry you have to do this again! You are super tough girl.
this was great sweetie you are such a sweetie I loved watching your shows a lot the food looks yummy and your mum is soo sweet your dog is soo sweet too
Your mom is the best. She takes such good care of you and she has such a wonderful personality.
She’s the best!!
She’s super mom
Try and think of the dreaded chemo pills as little soldiers going into battle for you. I know it sounds dumb af but it might help a bit.
Love that your subscriber count keeps going up, I have to experement with chemo in a few weeks after surgery and it's daunting! Especially as no one thinks it will work, have to try everything though I guess :) Will keep sending people this way from my vlog :)
It will work, Dan. Please, stay strong and never lose hope!
Hey Dan! I actually found you through a comment you left on one of Courtney’s previous videos. You’re both truly inspirational 💙🌟
It's very hard but try to be a little optimistic. Yes it's a rare cancer, but that also means they don't know anythings for certain.
I don’t know how you feel so it’s easy to say don’t worry, try your best to stay positive I’m sending love and hugs your way and lots of positive vibes. 🤗 ♥️ xx
I always watch your videos too. Never give up. I
Your family is awesome!! You're so lucky to have your mom, she's an angel really. Cooking delicious meals for you and taking care of you. She's pretty special, but so are you!!
You are so brave Courtney to choose to increase your Chemo, especially with the difficult side effects! Sounds like a good choice, like something I’d do too. You are slaying it Courtney! Stay strong and sending love to you and your family!❤️❤️. I must try your monkey bread recipe, it looks luscious!
Courtney I'm sending so much love from Germany... A week can be so long and hard when you have to go through something horrible but there will come "a next week" when everything hopefully will be much better and easier! I love your vlogs and the little glimpses of your family life and I find myself thinking of you often and hoping you are holding up okay, especially during chemo weeks!
I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this. It's not fair.
But you're doing amazingly and smiling through it! You are such an inspiration
Your family just absolutely warms my heart. I wish I could give you all a huge hug. You are so inspiring to me
You are so blessed to have such a wonderful family. Those cooking and baking moments are ones to cherish forever. I didn't have that growing up but I'm determined to share those memories with my daughter. Thank you for sharing your story and vlogs. 🙏
Lola has such a good life. So nice to see how much you love her. 🐶
You,and your family are the best. 💞
I don’t get how someone saw this video as an opportunity to say chemo will kill you...??? Who says shit like that? Good lord. You are fantastic, and your family is so loving, funny and kind. Your life your choices, you’re not hurting anyone! Keep being you 💕💕😘
People have been saying all kinds of things "Meat is carcinogenic, why are you eating bacon, too much ice-cream you shouldn't be eating that you just had cancer" meh meh meh. I wish they would just shut up and realize that saying those things aren't helpful to her.
S J meanwhile they are probably living with their phone in their face all day and don’t see anything wrong with that! 😅
Courtney Wowk You are totally right! These "experts" are driving me crazy.
I haven’t seen your videos in about a month or longer, and I can really tell how much you are improving with speech!! So happy for you
I’m so happy that you have your mom to give you support comfort laughs and bacon in the morning love fix everything!
I think you made a smart decision to increase the strength of your chemo. Pro active and brave. Love the monkey bread. Going to make it and Jan’s cooking makes me hungry. Sending Love and healing thoughts your way! 💕💖💕💖
I know easier said than done but stay positive. Don’t speak word curses over. You are NOT dying. You are an overcomes and such an inspiration! Not saying to deny how you physically feel but just keep your mind strong 💪🏼 speaking positive words. We love you.
Love youuu !!
sending lots of love!! just thought i’d mention how flawless your speech was in the first part - your hard work is obviously paying off! x
You're so close to 300,000 girly!!! 💕 I've been with you since you had less than 15,000. Love your videos so much!
Aww thank you so much babe!! ❤️
Yey 300k!
Yay my sweet courageous little lady has a new video!!! I hate you having to go through this though :( but as always you’re always so inspiring! Big big hugs!!!
Don't even engage with the people who are being negative. Hit the delete / block button! Of course while your singing Beyonce's sorry 🎶middle fingers up, put them hands high, wave it in his face, tell him boy bye🎶 Way more people who love you and are positive. 😚
Courtney I just started watching your channels but your a beautiful person inside and out . I can’t imagine what your going through at all but know your so brave and I’m praying for you ❤️ love your videos and ignore the internet trolls in the comments as they have nothing better to do with their sad pathetic lives !!
You are my hero. I thank God that you have such a wonderful family who makes you laugh and shows you such sweet support and love, especially during times such as these. Lola even seems so close and comforting. I wish you didn't have to go through chemo anymore! I would take your place if I could. In a heartbeat. So you could return completely to your normal. Please know you are in my daily prayers. I ask God to blanket you and your family in health, healing and happiness. Btw I've now got that daggone Bird is the Word song stuck in my head!!!!! Tell Morgan I said "Thanks Buddy!" Lolololol
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Sending lots of love and hugs this week for the extra high dose of chemo. Jan, CoCo and Morgan...it's wonderful to see you all laugh sometimes, you've all been thru so much this past year. Love sweet Lola too! Sending prayers and positive vibes!
6:03-6:10 made me laugh so much. 😅
But I do hope you keep your strength, however it is you keep it.
Do what makes you feel best. Keep taking care of yourself. Hugs and love. ❤
Hahahahah they were very loud 😂
Love your family and their great vibe ! Thank you for sharing your struggles and your loving family with us ! Love and prayers to you during this tough time - you and your family are an inspiration ! Get better soon beautiful girl !
LMAO That Morgan is so silly! Hahaha! I laughed at his BUBUBUBU BUBUBU BoW BOW BOWWWW! LOL Oh Beets are so yum! I love your precious Lola! She is super cute and so sweet sleeping next to you while you go through all this crap. Hope you are feeling better sweet girl! xo
Hang in there pretty girl! You’ve got this🌻💙
Hi Courtney, You are so brave and I'm so grateful that you have such a loving family of support and you have all of us. I don't know how you do it but you do and couldn't love you anymore than right now. I pray to God that he cures you and that one day this will just be a memory of a tough time and you made it through. Sending you big hugs and Love from me
This breaks my heart 😩❤️
Your relationship with ur mom is so beautiful!
Gosh, your Mum is a darling. :] I'm so glad you have her through this.
Thank you for being REAL! You are beautiful inside and out. You've got this!
I've been thinking about your videos lately and I can't imagine how scary this all has been for you. I've been having these crazy headaches and vomiting lately and my doctor mentioned doing an MRI next month if treating my sinuses doesn't help. Even though I'm probably fine (statistically speaking), it has to be devastating to have much more reason to worry. Here's to hoping everything's ok for you. Btw your mom is awesome.
Omg your mom and brother❤️ you can do this girl you are a warrior! The Real Wonder Woman⭐️💪🏼
Your family is absolutely precious.
I die for Morgan’s commentary! 😂😂😂 I swear I laughed so hard I almost peed my pants. 😂🤣
Hahah Morgan is too funny 😂
I've written you before. You are brave. I love you and your mom . I love how healthy she cooks, I loved this recipe where she tells what you guys are having. Tell Mom to keep incorporating the recipes, we love it all.
I’m so sorry you have to go through this Courtney, lady bug. Your body is fighting hard to rid your body of that horrible thing, which is also why you may feel awful. Just know that your body is fighting and you are strong. We all love you and are praying and thinking of you constantly. Because of you my favorite thing to eat for breakfast are bacon and tomatoes with onions over toast. Delicious!!! God Bless you and your lovely mom!! 😘💕
I'm praying for you, Courtney. I haven't been through chemo, but I have family members who have. Stay strong and keep fighting!
I love seeing you smile! I am still praying for you this will all be behind you before you know it. Love ya! God bless!
Hi Courtney! Love watching your vlogs. Sorry to see you have to take a stronger dose to kick this thing in the bootie. You are so strong and beautiful! My question is are you selling the sweatshirts or tees that say #shook on them?
Your speech is improving so much! Keep fighting girly
You have the sweetest family!! I hope you feel better soon! ❤
Good to see you and Jan and Morgan....I have made lots of Monkey Bread but not recently...now I want some!! Sending prayers sweetie as you take your chemo, I know its so hard but maybe this time it will be better...Hugs!!! Love you!!!
You are such a brave and strong person. I admire you greatly.
I dont understand how you dont have more subscribers... you're amazing and inspiring and sk real and I fucking appreciate it. Thank you for Sharing your life!
You are so inspiring to everyone with any disease. You really give hope to all of us! thank you for sharing your story !
Omg that bottle is so glassy! 😜😘 Love you and good luck with the higher dosage of chemo. Always praying for you!
Hahah so glassy 😂
Aww hang in there and stay strong, think positive and be positive!
You made it through today! One day down. We're with you and you're doing great.
We love you! Im pretty sure everyone looks up to you! You are very strong woman. You are so pretty too 💗
& yes we love Lola!!!!!
You can do it! Stay strong 😘 greetings from Germany ! :)
Your family cracks me up! I love beets too btw. Especially with cottage cheese and a salad.
Prayers for your fast recovery and I love your mom 😁
Glassy not to be confused with classy 😂. Don’t you love having Morgan home, he is so fun 😆
Courtney Lots if Love ❤️and Prayers coming your way. Stay strong. Love to you and your family. Hi Jan and Morgan. Courtney is blessed to have you
Bird Bird Bird, Bird is the word!!!! Lol You are just the CUTEST thing ever!! I loved SPEECH!
Lola is just the cutest thing ever!!!
Hope your ok
Im on methotrexate a chemo drug by injection because I have 7 AutoImmune Diseases nothing like your having to go through but debilitating to say the lest
I have it weekly an not as much as your having so i can't imagine how you must be feeling hun
Thank you for sharing your stories love...
Take care lots a love xoxo💜💖
Courtney - Thank you for a wonderful honest vlog. Please remember it will help and it will get easier. Keep going and we are with you. From a fellow spoonie in the UK. All the best
Ur mumma s such a good cook 👩🏼🍳 🙏🏼love ur vlogs
Love you Courtney, Jan, Lola, and Morgan!!!!! Hang in there Courtney ❤️
Oh Courtney, so sorry to see you had to up the chemo, you did so much better on the lower dose. Hang in there ! 😊😊❤
Your so strong... just keep positive! I know it's hard and you just have to believe in God to bless you!
O. M. G!! I am literally LAUGHING at Morgan! 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I am so dead!
keeping you in my prayers as always! how many more cycles of chemo do you have left at this time?
you’re so strong and such a inspiration❤️
Oh my goodness, that dinner looked amazing! My family used to call that Monkey's Knuckles, and so I would never eat it as a kid! Now I feel like I should give it another go, now that I know it's not really monkey knuckles lol. Enjoy your Lion and the Beast hehehe.
I looooove beets!!!!
I hope you’re feeling ok babe ❤️😩 how horrible you have to go through this. 💔
Sending good vibes and hugs to you while you are going through this week of chemo❤️we all are here for you! Xox
We make that too. But we chest and use canned biscuits lol. So good
I'm so proud of you!!! you got this girl 💜💪
Please don’t let people’s ugly or misguided comments bother you. Some people believe this is their world and we are just living in it. And only their opinions matter. You have to do what your doctor says. If you have any doubts about your treatment, please ask him about anything and everything. He will explain the whys of what he’s doing, and why it works, and what your prognosis is. There’s so many kooks on the internet. And maybe they’re really thinking they are giving you good advice. But if your ONCOLOGIST wants you to give up meat, or wheat, or sugar, or meditate, or whatever, he will tell you to do those things. He is a cancer doctor. And doctors HATE loosing. Trust him. Trust his knowledge and all his expertise. He has treated so many patients. He knows what works and what doesn’t. He has your best interest at heart. And believe me, he knows the latest cutting edge medications. It’s his job! And lives are at stake. Just delete and block people who upset you. This is YOUR channel, you get to decide who gets to add to the narrative. xoxoxo
You should look into Fork Over Knives, it’s a great documentary and very informative :)
Bird is the word 🐓
Claire Bullimor 😂 that was so funny lol
Hahahah 😂
Lol x
That was hilarious 🤣🤣🤣
Sending positive, strengthening vibes your way 💞
Would love the recipe for that money bread!! It sounds amazing ❤️
LOVE YOU GUYSS!!!
Lola was so sleepy she didn't even want a cookie??? I'm thinking of you and sending prayers for a good week. PS your mom and brother are hilarious!
Hahaha she was so tired, she went to a long walk hahah ❤️
I used to hate beets when I was young but now I LOVE them, too! Sometimes we make a little appetizer/salad of sliced cold beets topped with goat cheese and walnuts. YUMMMMM! I will try that monkey bread - it looks like a wonderful snack. Thank you (and your mom) for sharing your recipes! You're so close to 300,000!!! Congratulations!
i LOOOVE your brothers personality! :)
Also, are you still working at your school? In November you were working there a few days a week helping out and you also worked in the library. Is that still going well?
I’m a bit out of the loop but how come you are doing more chemo, I thought your MRI results showed it was all gone 😞 I am sorry you have to do this again! You are super tough girl.
Hang on in there. We are all behind you ❣❣❣
Your voice sounds so much like your mom I cant tell you apart sometimes!!
Your family ahhhh 💕💕💕
Your speech seems so much better in the intro!
this was great sweetie you are such a sweetie I loved watching your shows a lot the food looks yummy and your mum is soo sweet your dog is soo sweet too
So much nostalgia. I had that exact Winnie the Pooh plate when I was a kid 😩
Sending healing well wishes your way! RUclips I subbed me for some dumb reason. Glad I’m back. Namaste!! 🙏
Your home life looks rather enjoyable 😊
Loads of support going your way 💗💗
Thanks babe ❤️
your brother is so hilarious, reminds me of my brother lol he can always make me laugh no matter how bad the day is.
Your mum though, what a woman! ❤️
BIRD IS THE WORD hahahah I laughed so hard! 😂
You're such a sweetheart and your family is amazing. :)
Next life I want a momma like that....we all should have it.
Love you you guys!!!!!😍😍😍
Stay strong beautiful girl!!! We love you! 💕
You are so strong and beautiful. Sending love and prayers x
Your voice was so different in this video. I know I am late watching this but I hope this week of chemo went well for you
Loved the video. Very glassy!