We are all made in the King of Kings likeness! My personal journey in this life is to shine my consciousness onto my higher self on the daily, weekly, monthly! I need to work on connecting with my peeps with no distractions, to be present and feel their story and current situation. I don’t have to take on their story as mine, but I do need to validate them and allow them to feel human!
I want to try micro-dosing in hopes of helping my crippling depression and anxiety. I've only heard good things, and I really enjoyed hearing about your experiences. Thank you for this.
I appreciate your story. Music seems to be able to touch the other senses, you feel it more in your body and mind. I love to put on some headphones , or a youtube playlist of Tool while enjoying Nature's therapy.
you crossed a line of no return! well that's literally reflection, good for you brother, i noticed that you settled a little down, you look/sound more calm and mature!
This I'd say, is probably my favourite video you've done so far. I thoroughly, thoroughly enjoyed it. Thank you so much for sharing everything you did.. "So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now Embracing you, this reality here This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful Wide eyed and hopefully wild We barely remember what came before this precious moment Choosing to be here right now Hold on, stay inside This body holding me Reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel eternal All this pain is an illusion We barely remember Who or what came before this precious moment We are choosing to be here, right now Hold on, stay inside This holy reality This holy experience Choosing to be here in This body, this body holding me Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion Alive In this holy reality In this holy experience Choosing to be here in This body, this body holding me Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion Twirling 'round with this familiar parable Spinning, weaving 'round each new experience Recognize this as a holy gift and Celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing A chance to be alive and breathing This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality Embrace this moment, remember We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion".. - Tool : 'Parabol/Parabola' 🌀
I actually have a necklace with a pendant that I had especially made to have the molecular structure of N,N-Dimethyltryptamine as the pendant 🌀 (would love to hear about any breakthrough experiences you've had) 🌀
the buildup anxiety before a trip begins always happens, doesn’t matter if it’s your 3rd or 1000th time tripping, there is always a bit of friction before send off. My theory is that the body and mind automatically go into sickness mode because the only time it experiences high activity is during times of sickness like a fever or panic attack, when in truth the chemicals are just connecting parts of the brain that aren’t typically connected. If you can not freak out and maintain balance during the beginning phase, you’re set for the entire trip, you can recover if you slip but that’s when a friend or guide comes in handy. Trust me, with 6 years under my belt, you do not want to slip. I had a terrible year of abuse with the fungus and toke more than I could handle at one point. They knew my games and basically had to trick me into a deep, void of horror/terror, showing me that if I kept opening doors I’m not supposed to, I could possibly never close them again, and regret the consequences. So stay safe friend and know your limits.
At 41 minutes, you said something that reminded me of my favorite lyricist for the past 13 years. Do you by any chance listen to a band called Every Time I Die?
We are all made in the King of Kings likeness! My personal journey in this life is to shine my consciousness onto my higher self on the daily, weekly, monthly! I need to work on connecting with my peeps with no distractions, to be present and feel their story and current situation. I don’t have to take on their story as mine, but I do need to validate them and allow them to feel human!
I want to try micro-dosing in hopes of helping my crippling depression and anxiety. I've only heard good things, and I really enjoyed hearing about your experiences. Thank you for this.
I appreciate your story. Music seems to be able to touch the other senses, you feel it more in your body and mind. I love to put on some headphones , or a youtube playlist of Tool while enjoying Nature's therapy.
Thanks for sharing your experiences. Funny how the brain works when different chemicals are introduced to the body.🌀🤙
you crossed a line of no return! well that's literally reflection, good for you brother, i noticed that you settled a little down, you look/sound more calm and mature!
Well, I will say I'm still adhd asf, but in a significantly more golden retriever/childlike kind of way lol
This I'd say, is probably my favourite video you've done so far. I thoroughly, thoroughly enjoyed it. Thank you so much for sharing everything you did..
"So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now
Embracing you, this reality here
This one, this form I hold now, so
Wide eyed and hopeful
Wide eyed and hopefully wild
We barely remember what came before this precious moment
Choosing to be here right now
Hold on, stay inside
This body holding me
Reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal
All this pain is an illusion
We barely remember
Who or what came before this precious moment
We are choosing to be here, right now
Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality
This holy experience
Choosing to be here in
This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me
Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Alive
In this holy reality
In this holy experience
Choosing to be here in
This body, this body holding me
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me
Feeling eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Twirling 'round with this familiar parable
Spinning, weaving 'round each new experience
Recognize this as a holy gift and
Celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing
A chance to be alive and breathing
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion"..
- Tool : 'Parabol/Parabola' 🌀
I actually have a necklace with a pendant that I had especially made to have the molecular structure of N,N-Dimethyltryptamine as the pendant 🌀
(would love to hear about any breakthrough experiences you've had) 🌀
the buildup anxiety before a trip begins always happens, doesn’t matter if it’s your 3rd or 1000th time tripping, there is always a bit of friction before send off. My theory is that the body and mind automatically go into sickness mode because the only time it experiences high activity is during times of sickness like a fever or panic attack, when in truth the chemicals are just connecting parts of the brain that aren’t typically connected. If you can not freak out and maintain balance during the beginning phase, you’re set for the entire trip, you can recover if you slip but that’s when a friend or guide comes in handy. Trust me, with 6 years under my belt, you do not want to slip. I had a terrible year of abuse with the fungus and toke more than I could handle at one point. They knew my games and basically had to trick me into a deep, void of horror/terror, showing me that if I kept opening doors I’m not supposed to, I could possibly never close them again, and regret the consequences. So stay safe friend and know your limits.
At 41 minutes, you said something that reminded me of my favorite lyricist for the past 13 years. Do you by any chance listen to a band called Every Time I Die?
@@carriefish I have heard of them but have not listened to their music
Super handsome
Sad that I don't have the privilege to experience sh*t like that.
Are you outside of the US?
@@ThisReactiverse yah
Shrooms baby!
Thanks!
Thank you so kindly for your generosity 🙏🙏🙏
femilin, gotta have that
🤣 It was a Fruedian slip lolol
When did you dose?
Roughly a couple of weeks ago
* This.