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  • @ldshadowlady
    @ldshadowlady  9 лет назад +7001

    To all those asking about my mum. She is still an alcoholic (she has been for over 15 years now) and she shows no signs of recovery. She still has her good days and her bad days. Last year she had a "mini stroke" which damaged her brain and she's very bad at remembering things now.

  • @chloesmith-sr2qw
    @chloesmith-sr2qw 3 года назад +6939

    I watched this growing up and didn’t realise how sad her past was.

    • @arshitaimmanuel9802
      @arshitaimmanuel9802 3 года назад +134

      literally same i’ve been a fan of hers for the longestttt time and i never really registered this :/

    • @TheSnifferdo
      @TheSnifferdo 3 года назад +26

      Same ,
      poor lizzie

    • @lemonpie9201
      @lemonpie9201 3 года назад +14

      I just watch this once a 5 years.

    • @thishumaneatskids
      @thishumaneatskids 3 года назад +9

      Ik I thouught her life was cool

    • @ValYourFav
      @ValYourFav 3 года назад +2

      @@whosfnw advice cause my young cousin is going through the same thing?

  • @whatamisupposedtoputhere5927
    @whatamisupposedtoputhere5927 3 года назад +5780

    WHEN WE ALL WATCHED THIS AS KIDS WE PROBABLY DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT ALCOHOL WAS AND STUFF BUT LOOKING BUT THIS IS SO SAD

    • @Ohmygod87233
      @Ohmygod87233 3 года назад +80

      IKR I CAME FROM A TIKTOK

    • @arnozdad
      @arnozdad 3 года назад +12

      @@Ohmygod87233 SAME

    • @xineii
      @xineii 3 года назад +7

      @@Ohmygod87233 SAME OMG

    • @kittenzkenzie3540
      @kittenzkenzie3540 3 года назад +4

      @@Ohmygod87233 SAME WTF

    • @111isaa
      @111isaa 3 года назад +3

      @@Ohmygod87233 SAME OMG

  • @eravere6928
    @eravere6928 Год назад +2523

    I watched this 7 years ago not understanding what Lizzie went through. Seven years later I realize she went through a lot and she truly made sure all of our childhoods were great with her uplifting and positive videos
    We love you so much Lizzie!!

    • @jezigeviloves
      @jezigeviloves Год назад +19

      I also watched this about 7 years ago and rewatching now ❤ lizzie is such an inspiration she has always been so pure and i love her

    • @lydtsv
      @lydtsv 10 месяцев назад +5

      Literally, i used to watch this video like every day and i loved it and now i watch it as i’m much older and i feel kinda sad

    • @tamarmortonjones9357
      @tamarmortonjones9357 9 месяцев назад +2

      Yes Lizzie really is amazing and I'm sorry she had to go through that. We love you ldshadowlady!

    • @STARR_m0onxd
      @STARR_m0onxd 5 месяцев назад

      yes me too its so sad:(:(:(:(

    • @amelieluvsu_
      @amelieluvsu_ 3 месяца назад +1

      real

  • @soldierstride554
    @soldierstride554 3 года назад +4259

    So many people came back to this years later, now older, and get the revelation of her difficult life and just how strong she truly is. Glad I'm not the only one.

  • @LaurenZside
    @LaurenZside 9 лет назад +16883

    This was amazing Lizzie! Congrats on hitting the big 1 million & thanks for sharing your life (so far) with us!

    • @rainbownoteiarock
      @rainbownoteiarock 9 лет назад +114

      Hi Lauren

    • @amamyo9500
      @amamyo9500 9 лет назад +108

      LaurenzSide Same! I never knew you had such drawing skillz lizzie! xD

    • @kyla3434
      @kyla3434 9 лет назад +69

      For some reason Lizzie and Lauren are good friends

    • @dalicebrown4408
      @dalicebrown4408 9 лет назад +40

      Lauren I love your sims fnaf series

    • @MultiAwesomewolf
      @MultiAwesomewolf 9 лет назад +26

      Lauren!! :DD

  • @evetownsend3007
    @evetownsend3007 4 года назад +8146

    ok it is actually amazing that lizzie got to marry her FIRST boyfriend like her first ever love thats just my dream its so cute!

    • @lunaecl1pse566
      @lunaecl1pse566 4 года назад +85

      It is so cute!

    • @evetownsend3007
      @evetownsend3007 4 года назад +42

      @@daniellachanelle4142 now you put it that way🤣😭

    • @itz_tiny_mia
      @itz_tiny_mia 4 года назад +42

      I love she is nice and if she didn't be a RUclips I don't know what I would do without her!!

    • @Lonastarmagician
      @Lonastarmagician 4 года назад +63

      He was her prince Charming from day one!!!!

    • @antonyleong4428
      @antonyleong4428 4 года назад +21

      Funky Potatoes 🥔.
      True girl

  • @florencejansen9697
    @florencejansen9697 2 года назад +997

    As a 10-ish year old I didn’t realise how sad this was because it was my normal. Lizzie gave me the strength to speak out about my own childhood, it gave me the childhood I missed out on her beautiful personality and videos would always helped me leave the world I used to live in and I will always be forever grateful ❤️❤️💗

    • @Hailey23809
      @Hailey23809 2 года назад +15

      Thank you for saying this. I just did a long, annoying paragraph because I didn’t know how to word it. I am 14 now and was 7 when this first came out, relating to it but not understand why.

    • @STARR_m0onxd
      @STARR_m0onxd 5 месяцев назад +2

      FRFR

    • @Shortnamesareoverrated
      @Shortnamesareoverrated 3 месяца назад +1

      Why am I sobbing why am I sobbing noooooo
      This was me too she’s my biggest role model

  • @shloogy1355
    @shloogy1355 3 года назад +5897

    she gave us the childhood she didn’t quite have. we love you Lizzie:)

    • @ender_miki9380
      @ender_miki9380 3 года назад +26

      I agree

    • @Ttegegg
      @Ttegegg 3 года назад +32

      What a great person

    • @shezab7655
      @shezab7655 3 года назад +29

      How nice of you♥️ that's very very true

    • @jessezigg
      @jessezigg 3 года назад +9

      Yes:)

    • @shloogy1355
      @shloogy1355 3 года назад +8

      wow, I did not think this comment would get this much attention. glad we are all on the same page :)

  • @illxune
    @illxune 5 лет назад +4373

    Welcome to the future...
    You and Joel just got married
    Omg I'm so happy for y'all
    Lizzie you've come so far!

  • @Elizabeth-ok5ul
    @Elizabeth-ok5ul 4 года назад +4434

    So we really ignoring the fact that Lizzie had such a struggle with her life with the alcoholic mom and she lost her only cat yet she still stayed happy and independent and did the things she love and got the guy IN THE END. YOU ARE MY IDOL LIZZIE I LOVE YOU❤️❤️
    Edit: Thank you all for liking this comment :,)

  • @sistersidney_
    @sistersidney_ Год назад +504

    coming back to this 7 years later when i can fully grasp the intensity of these situations is really hard. lizzie is such a resilient, kind person and im just so proud of her and all of the work she's put into herself and her life to get where she is. role model then and role model now

  • @phoebe_144
    @phoebe_144 3 года назад +7158

    i never realised how sad her home life was until i grew up, wow.

    • @kittenzkenzie3540
      @kittenzkenzie3540 3 года назад +49

      same

    • @tuli._.9735
      @tuli._.9735 3 года назад +33

      Same.

    • @baileypadgett4103
      @baileypadgett4103 3 года назад +27

      yea same

    • @shaarxvr
      @shaarxvr 3 года назад +21

      Same

    • @Rye_Ch3
      @Rye_Ch3 3 года назад +87

      Same, i was super little when i started watching her so i never realized and haven't watched this video in a long time :(

  • @pieceaisa5046
    @pieceaisa5046 3 года назад +2534

    i cant believe as a child i didn’t even realize how hard her life was

    • @darwilla
      @darwilla 3 года назад +14

      Same :

    • @larau3957
      @larau3957 3 года назад +12

      Yeah I feel really bad for her

    • @homie3215
      @homie3215 3 года назад +22

      I feel horrible that her mum was an alcoholic and that her parents fought a lot :(

    • @nidhijohn168
      @nidhijohn168 3 года назад +2

      same I hope she is doing fine now! :D

    • @froggo2412
      @froggo2412 3 года назад

      I had it too

  • @sujihae
    @sujihae 2 года назад +1499

    Came back here after 6 years and realized how sad her childhood was, she gave us the childhood she didn't have and I am so happy for that, thank you Lizzie for making us happy throughout the years, and I hope you continue living the beautiful life that you have right now!

  • @eringrace123
    @eringrace123 4 месяца назад +169

    When this came out i was quite young and didn't understand alot of what she was talking about. 8 years later i rewatched it and i had no idea how difficult her life was. She is so energetic and positive all the time and handles everything so well

    • @MANOFTIME
      @MANOFTIME 4 месяца назад +2

      Me too, I just remembered the "draw my life" trend and was looking back on the older videos and realised that they were a little dark.

    • @VanillaStar653
      @VanillaStar653 4 месяца назад

      I watched this when i was younger, now i rewatched it and I teared up.

    • @Shortnamesareoverrated
      @Shortnamesareoverrated 3 месяца назад

      Same, for sure. It hits so different now

  • @JoeyGraceffa
    @JoeyGraceffa 9 лет назад +11273

    Love this and love you lizzie! Thanks for sharing your story!

  • @MissChaoticBun
    @MissChaoticBun 4 года назад +5515

    “So we tried dating, and that turned out quite well”
    *now married*
    Turned out VERY WELL

  • @jjholozombaes4908
    @jjholozombaes4908 3 года назад +686

    The fact I remember this exact day this was posted and still watch her till this day, she’s stayed longer than any of my friends..

  • @alexb4185
    @alexb4185 7 месяцев назад +94

    coming back to this video 8 years later, as an 18 year old about to sit my alevels and take my gap year, never been in a relationship and completely clueless and terrified about the future- love you lizzie, i hope i can find a fraction of the success and happiness you have

  • @soph4787
    @soph4787 3 года назад +851

    I didn't realise how much I relate to Lizzie's childhood so intensely, it gives me hope.

    • @meganjackson3059
      @meganjackson3059 3 года назад +18

      hope you’re okay

    • @traceylee74
      @traceylee74 3 года назад +5

      Good luck for all of us😜

    • @katryna8240
      @katryna8240 3 года назад +3

      samee

    • @GreenLeaves1
      @GreenLeaves1 3 года назад +2

      Yes, same here

    • @paimon7208
      @paimon7208 3 года назад +7

      it's ok! you can get thru this! i had a childhood similar to lizzie's but i managed!

  • @sophc1268
    @sophc1268 5 лет назад +1886

    “...ugly in school”
    So Lizzie, are you sure your the same person as this “Elizabeth” *you describe?*

    • @FromGodsPerspective
      @FromGodsPerspective 4 года назад +8

      Yeah her real name is Elizabeth

    • @ponyoponyo576
      @ponyoponyo576 4 года назад +3

      😂

    • @elianavenicelucas2232
      @elianavenicelucas2232 4 года назад +16

      If they are watching this they will feel bad and apologize (maybe not) and Joel's ex is gonna be jelly xD

    • @zg4266
      @zg4266 4 года назад +3

      Renee fun World 🤦‍♀️ thats just dumb

    • @simeloney
      @simeloney 4 года назад +1

      Yes bc lizzie is a short kawaii veesion of elisabeth but its mah grannies (queens) name lol

  • @tylerleigh4508
    @tylerleigh4508 3 года назад +1250

    its been six years and only now i realised how crap her life has been :(

    • @meliton1968
      @meliton1968 3 года назад +1

      Yeah :(

    • @violet11124
      @violet11124 3 года назад +2

      same :( i watched this when i was 4-8 i don’t really remember but i rewatched it a year or two ago and i understood it more, but now i understand it a lot more

    • @charlotte9162
      @charlotte9162 3 года назад +1

      @@violet11124 4-8 jesus are you born in 2011??

    • @Ice-st2di
      @Ice-st2di 3 года назад

      @@violet11124 they said ‘when I WAS’

    • @LWMe15
      @LWMe15 3 года назад

      My life’s shit mymoms an alcoholic

  • @Berserk_Loon
    @Berserk_Loon 3 месяца назад +304

    I paused the Imp & Skizz podcast to come here to watch this video! To get your background story. If it wasn't for the roads you have traveled you wouldn't be the person you are today.

    • @Kristen-Leah
      @Kristen-Leah 3 месяца назад +4

      Lol, same

    • @hyouart2883
      @hyouart2883 3 месяца назад +10

      Imp and skizz club assamble xD​@@Kristen-Leah

    • @mehulgarg9148
      @mehulgarg9148 3 месяца назад +3

      Same dude

    • @tayloradams3993
      @tayloradams3993 3 месяца назад +3

      Same

    • @KoiTHB
      @KoiTHB 3 месяца назад +4

      Same! I watched it once a few years ago, but I wanted to watch it again

  • @luvdolliez
    @luvdolliez 3 года назад +1808

    is nobody going to talk about how much Lizzie has gone through

    • @hollieviolet7645
      @hollieviolet7645 3 года назад +51

      i watched this so many times when i was younger, i never actually realise how sad her backstory is

    • @crazyyyyyuh
      @crazyyyyyuh 3 года назад +24

      no, everybody is, i am just looking for a normal comment

    • @adrianjohansson5751
      @adrianjohansson5751 3 года назад +10

      @@crazyyyyyuh yea ikr everyone is like: I didn't realize how sad this is untill I grew up

    • @sleeperzz
      @sleeperzz 3 года назад +12

      Legit everyone is talking about this, 4-5 comments before you have the exact same format "I never realized how sad her childhood was" and they get like 100s of likes so people keep doing the same thing :/

    • @bruise4096
      @bruise4096 3 года назад +2

      @@adrianjohansson5751 cause they probably saw that tiktok abt it lol but yeah it was really sad :c

  • @millslouise6232
    @millslouise6232 4 года назад +768

    This is 5 years ago, they were dating...now there married!🥺

  • @shanah3681
    @shanah3681 4 года назад +1187

    THIS WAS 5 YEARS AGO? I REMEMBER WHEN THIS WAS FIRST UPLOADED OH MY GOSH

    • @sami-zw1lp
      @sami-zw1lp 3 года назад +8

      RIGHT?? i literally can't comprehend the fact that i was a fan of hers since even 2 years before this video was uploaded

    • @ahyma4k440
      @ahyma4k440 3 года назад +2

      BAGSHSH SAME-

    • @salt2308
      @salt2308 3 года назад +3

      was it an alt? bc you joined yt on this acc in 2017 💀

    • @steffieaianna9311
      @steffieaianna9311 3 года назад +2

      Yeah and lizzie havent posted for a while and that makes me sad

    • @hyprcreations7259
      @hyprcreations7259 3 года назад

      almost 6 now!

  • @dolodiaz28
    @dolodiaz28 Год назад +235

    I watched this again so many years later and realized what she had went through, she gave me and so many others the childhood she never had. WE LOVE U LIZZIE :)💕

  • @palmbunnies2193
    @palmbunnies2193 4 года назад +466

    This was very inspiring for me because My mum died from WAY too much alcohol and my dad was always drunk... and I was the only child... and I was overall and still sad and uncomfortable... but now I found my dream boy!

    • @kayjansen5488
      @kayjansen5488 3 года назад +25

      Oh I’m so sorry! But good that you found someone nice

    • @megs2102
      @megs2102 3 года назад +9

      Dont let that get you down! You now have an amazing person that (I hope) will be there for you!

    • @annatsiriotakis538
      @annatsiriotakis538 3 года назад +6

      I’m so sorry

    • @musicoveranythng
      @musicoveranythng 3 года назад +5

      Oh I’m so sorry! But I hope that amazing person takes care of you :)

    • @haines1973
      @haines1973 3 года назад +8

      Yay I bet you will succeed in life!! Be strong! And good luck!

  • @planetgreta1462
    @planetgreta1462 4 года назад +1862

    Now Lizzie and Joel are married and Toys R us is closed.
    Congrats Lizzie and Joel!

    • @marammohammed7098
      @marammohammed7098 4 года назад +9

      Are you quarintined

    • @johneenerz
      @johneenerz 4 года назад +4

      Maram Mohammed she is

    • @mizzpug3029
      @mizzpug3029 4 года назад +5

      Actually In my state they opened back Toys R us

    • @muscleman4641
      @muscleman4641 4 года назад +2

      EVERYBODY KNOW THAT THEY ARE MARRIED IT IS VERY CLEAR THAT ARE!!!!!

    • @Char2Cool4U.
      @Char2Cool4U. 4 года назад +2

      😆 OMG LOL

  • @lily-tk4hk
    @lily-tk4hk 2 года назад +698

    i grew up in a pretty similar situation to hers. i won’t bore you with details but my dad was an alcoholic in and out of rehab and my mom passed away when i was young. when i watched this video at the time, i felt so seen and so inspired. thank you for being someone amazing i can look up to, lizzie

    • @Smallishbeansfan101
      @Smallishbeansfan101 2 года назад +11

      iam sorry for you :(

    • @Eggshellrabbit
      @Eggshellrabbit Год назад +2

      @@Smallishbeansfan101 I’m so sorry. I’m sure you hear it a lot, but please enjoy what you did not have as a child. I’m so so sorry again.

    • @Smallishbeansfan101
      @Smallishbeansfan101 Год назад

      @@Eggshellrabbit I THOUGHT YOU MENT ME FOR A SEC CAUSE YOU TAGGED ME I WAS SO CONFUSED

    • @Eggshellrabbit
      @Eggshellrabbit Год назад

      @@Smallishbeansfan101 Oops sorry

    • @Smallishbeansfan101
      @Smallishbeansfan101 Год назад

      @@Eggshellrabbit oh no its fine

  • @phoebesunbook1737
    @phoebesunbook1737 2 года назад +184

    its so sad looking back at the fact that lizzie gave all of us the childhood she never had. lizzie is like a second mom to me, and i honestly think she was more in my childhood than my actual mom was thinking back. although her videos don't have the same appeal that it did to my younger self, i still watch all of her and her friend's uploads because it gives me that sense of security that i don't necessarily get outside of the internet. you are so strong lizzie!!

  • @ikeasunshine6196
    @ikeasunshine6196 5 лет назад +357

    And he was then a single pringle...
    Reject Lizzie: Face the consequences.

    • @berryblushhh
      @berryblushhh 4 года назад +2

      im eating pringles while watching this
      (comment cracked me up btw)

  • @idkwhattoputmyuseras8580
    @idkwhattoputmyuseras8580 3 года назад +4702

    5 years later when we are all older we are now realising how sad her draw my life is edit:ty for the like

    • @lexfreeman3363
      @lexfreeman3363 3 года назад +7

      Early

    • @bblank_gomi7802
      @bblank_gomi7802 3 года назад +12

      Yea :(

    • @notkopi9991
      @notkopi9991 3 года назад +6

      yeah,,,

    • @aikaahyadh6835
      @aikaahyadh6835 3 года назад +4

      Lol true

    • @itzkyra8822
      @itzkyra8822 3 года назад +8

      yeah :( i remember watching this when it came out and being like “i relate to some of this” i’m now just realising how sad it is that i relate

  • @r0tt3nf4iryy
    @r0tt3nf4iryy 3 года назад +407

    When we all watched this when it first came out we didnt realise how difficult liz had it, now as we are older we realised 😕

    • @hay6930
      @hay6930 3 года назад +2

      @@trollrat2828 NAH Because it makes me realize how privileged people are it’s annoying

    • @May_w33
      @May_w33 2 года назад +1

      @@hay6930 or maybe it’s just because most of us were all so young and innocent and didn’t know the difficulties and complications of growing up with this type of environment until we became more aware of it??

  • @andreablack1516
    @andreablack1516 3 месяца назад +66

    Paused the Imp and Skizz podcast to come watch this. It was an amazing video and I'm so sorry you had to deal with all of that. I am no stranger to alcoholics and the carnage they can cause. I wish you all the best and think you are wonderful.

  • @Marinara_lol
    @Marinara_lol 3 года назад +296

    I remember watching this a couple years ago and I never really realized how sad her childhood was. At the time I didn’t really understand what alcohol was or the effects it can do to your body, I never realized how toxic her household must’ve been and honestly she’s so strong. She went through a lot and honestly it’s a miracle that she’s where she is now omg..

  • @Kamari_26
    @Kamari_26 3 года назад +504

    I watched this years ago and never realised how her life was so hard, now that i watch this again i am so glad she found her passion.

  • @hogginsp.7760
    @hogginsp.7760 3 года назад +818

    This was actually really inspiring Lizzie. Your life was so tough back then but you overcame it. Life is pretty hard here because of exams but you had it way worse. Your strong Lizzie and I hope you stay strong :)

    • @moonlight_wolf5253
      @moonlight_wolf5253 2 года назад

      Yeah. I hope she does honestly.

    • @ccfishes
      @ccfishes 2 года назад +3

      That’s so sweet🌸🤗💗 And I agree💝

  • @Crystal_Lesbian
    @Crystal_Lesbian 10 месяцев назад +54

    coming back to this after 8 yrs i never realized as a kid how fucked Lizzie’s childhood was as a kid

    • @StrayKidsAreSlayKids
      @StrayKidsAreSlayKids 5 месяцев назад +2

      Fr she went through so much, and she was my escape from my mothers old alcohol addiction❤ thank goodness my mom is better now

  • @09.
    @09. 4 года назад +723

    I’m no one else going to talk about how her drawings are perfect

  • @blazeyyt_2025
    @blazeyyt_2025 6 лет назад +1881

    Why can I not picture Baby Lizzie without pink hair?

  • @juliajanzen1337
    @juliajanzen1337 7 лет назад +429

    My mom has asthma and she is now 52 yet she had me when she was 40 and it is kinda late to have a child she is getting very sick and I'm afraid she might die before I get through middle school watching your videos gives me hope everyday so thank you for being a youtuber and making wonderful videos

    • @ProvinePlushies
      @ProvinePlushies 7 лет назад +14

      Julia Janzen I hope everything goes okay and you receive the support you need

    • @anneliesemillard8791
      @anneliesemillard8791 7 лет назад +13

      julia, my mum had me at 41 and I am now 12 and I too am really scared

    • @abigailguzman3560
      @abigailguzman3560 7 лет назад +8

      Julia Janzen my mom had me close to that age too so I'm a late child too

    • @kyrasgaming7533
      @kyrasgaming7533 7 лет назад +4

      Julia Janzen that's sad.

    • @kaelastheatricallibrary7404
      @kaelastheatricallibrary7404 7 лет назад +7

      I'm so sorry that you have to go through that, I can't even imagine :( I genuinely hope that things will start to look up for you soon :)

  • @KatherinesBored
    @KatherinesBored 2 года назад +44

    Watching this back a few years later, and I'd liked to thank you for your vulnerability I'm sure a lot of people (myself included) connected with this story and were inspired to keep going by it

  • @h4adiya
    @h4adiya 3 года назад +1004

    i watched this when i was younger and didn’t realise how sad her life was…

    • @jessxx5343
      @jessxx5343 3 года назад +6

      Fr:/ i watched this when i was younger and didn’t really think much of it, watching it now is so upsetting

    • @fourteen6498
      @fourteen6498 3 года назад +23

      i just saw that tiktok

    • @Violettxxo
      @Violettxxo 3 года назад +3

      @@fourteen6498 me too

    • @anntwst1343
      @anntwst1343 3 года назад +3

      @@fourteen6498 same

    • @trishadizon6471
      @trishadizon6471 3 года назад +1

      I relate so much to her omfg

  • @squisheybear4933
    @squisheybear4933 5 лет назад +503

    3:59 "that's one of the reasons I'm so INDEPENDENT" *pauses* Lizzie: "Joel go get me food!"

  • @JC-wp3cw
    @JC-wp3cw 3 года назад +365

    I watched this as a kid and didn't understand much, but looking back her life was :(
    We love you, Lizzie

    • @galaxygirl6287
      @galaxygirl6287 3 года назад +3

      Am I the only person as a kid who understood this?

    • @lumzhiqiann3386
      @lumzhiqiann3386 3 года назад +1

      @@galaxygirl6287 No actually, the only part that I didn't know is the friendzone part 😂
      But coming back to watch it again is quite sad since I can get it even more now 😕🥺

    • @girlgamer7433
      @girlgamer7433 3 года назад

      @@galaxygirl6287 no your not I'm 10 and I understand everything

    • @bigbill6915
      @bigbill6915 3 года назад

      @@girlgamer7433 when i first watched it i was ab 6-7 and didnt rly understand any of it especially bc i wasnt as exposed to the internet

    • @girlgamer7433
      @girlgamer7433 3 года назад

      @@bigbill6915 oh ok sorry 😞

  • @karazimmerman4970
    @karazimmerman4970 Год назад +46

    watching this now at 17 makes me realize Lizze’s life was similar to mine. i watched her when i was younger and just recently remembered her and stared watching again, she was a BIG part of my childhood and she deserves so much love

  • @moiraavalin
    @moiraavalin 4 года назад +86

    "i hope you get the happy ending you deserve" crying rn lizzie is so sweet omg 🥺

  • @nicolehooker556
    @nicolehooker556 6 лет назад +287

    Lizzie let me just say that your videos help me get through all the dark times in my life like my nan passing and getting bullied through primary but I could always go on youtube and watch your videos and they would always put a smile on my face. I found it great to hear about the hard times you have been through so people like me know they can over come it and try stay strong. I also wanted to say that I am writing this comment to tell you that you are an amazing youtuber that can always bring a smile to people no matter what happens to you, you stay strong and that is what I luv about you.
    Stay strong and amazing Lizzie you are great💗

    • @p0tty_m0uth5
      @p0tty_m0uth5 6 лет назад +8

      Little Neon oh my goodness I pray for your nan and I hope the people that bullied you stop! Lizzie is an amazing role modle

    • @littleposs8980
      @littleposs8980 6 лет назад +4

      I hope you feel alot better and you're not bullied. Everyone goes through a sad part of their life.

    • @nicolehooker556
      @nicolehooker556 6 лет назад +1

      LittlePoss thx

    • @eatbunnies
      @eatbunnies 6 лет назад +3

      Little Neon same

    • @mumma.weasley7437
      @mumma.weasley7437 6 лет назад +1

      That's nice of you

  • @tiramewsu4896
    @tiramewsu4896 5 лет назад +2580

    2019?? Also R.I.P. toys r us

  • @sugarfwiry
    @sugarfwiry 2 года назад +12

    When I first found Lizzie’s channel I never thought this video was sad because I related to some of the things like my parents shouting, being about a year younger than one of my sisters and my parents getting divorced. You are very strong Lizzie and I absolutely love you for that.. A reason why I fell in love with your channel around 6 years ago was because I related to you so much. Thank you Lizzie for being a comfort in my life and something I watched for a while now! I remember every series you’ve been in, I remember you and Joel getting engaged and later on married! You also made me find out about other channels that made me feel happy. I love you so much Lizzie and I will forever remember you in the future!

  • @guccisucks5078
    @guccisucks5078 4 года назад +573

    Lizzie's dad: decides to come back
    Everyone else: leaves

    • @mymelorua
      @mymelorua 4 года назад +5

      how sad

    • @wolfie-gy9mw
      @wolfie-gy9mw 4 года назад +2

      So everyone dislikes him!?

    • @guccisucks5078
      @guccisucks5078 4 года назад +5

      wolfie 102 no, he moved out with Lizzie's sister and Lizzie was left alone with her mum, and then I'm pretty sure their dad came back just as Lizzie and her sister where either going to college/university or somewhere else while their mum went to a house for herself

    • @omotesando_no_madoren
      @omotesando_no_madoren 4 года назад +2

      😭😭😭😭😭sad

    • @philipdoyle1851
      @philipdoyle1851 4 года назад +3

      Everyone is copying each other on this comment ;-;

  • @cassidymitchell1347
    @cassidymitchell1347 9 лет назад +1059

    I feel like most people on RUclips have a rough life, and that's why we come to watch youtubers like you, that's what brings us all together, when I first started watching youtubers I thought "their lives are perfect" I was wrong. All of us have been through rough times, I haven't seen my mom in 2 years, but I work through it and stand up for what I believe, I don't let people walk over me, and I can think my mom for that.When she left I was weak...but I'm a stronger person thanks to her and the RUclips community
    even though I don't know many of you
    please, please never doubt yourself.

    • @cassidymitchell1347
      @cassidymitchell1347 9 лет назад +4

      No, You Rock! :P

    • @captainducra5019
      @captainducra5019 9 лет назад +6

      Cassidy Mitchell Amen to that!!!

    • @bbyetini4996
      @bbyetini4996 9 лет назад +5

      Not really...there's a youtuber her name is adelaine. Her RUclips channel is C0OK1EMONSTER. You should see it.... But I still love lizzy 😘

    • @selenaaaluvs5984
      @selenaaaluvs5984 9 лет назад +5

      Yes....😩😒💖

    • @olympiamarino9653
      @olympiamarino9653 9 лет назад +4

      Cassidy Mitchell It does bring us together. I thought the same way

  • @quackityhasagun4405
    @quackityhasagun4405 3 года назад +753

    I left a comment years ago, when I was ten. And although I’ve deleted it now, I think this video was really important for me; as myhouse was filled with yelling and alcohol, and my mother was an alcoholic too.
    Thank you for being brave enough to share this, it helped me feels just a bit more normal back then :)
    Edit: just came back to this comment after 2 months, and I’m smiling irl. Thank you for leaving sweet replies on my stupid little comment, this community really means the world to me

  • @kaycee3982
    @kaycee3982 3 месяца назад +13

    As like many others I’ve come over from the Imp and Skizz podcast and wanted to say what an amazing open, vulnerable and very engaging video. You are an incredible content creator but also an incredible kind person. Well done Lizzie ❤

  • @lil_tan1740
    @lil_tan1740 4 года назад +382

    Little did Lizzie know:
    She and Joel are married>>
    Lizzie is so lucky!
    Joel is the first person she ever dated and she got married to him!

    • @user-fd5sd6pi2k
      @user-fd5sd6pi2k 4 года назад +5

      Yes!

    • @starrieshard7947
      @starrieshard7947 4 года назад +2

      @@vexyinity So gacha is that huh

    • @Demxnicisthebest
      @Demxnicisthebest 4 года назад +6

      Don’t say that she is lucky when she has an alcoholic mum and her life had many struggles

    • @lil_tan1740
      @lil_tan1740 4 года назад +7

      Oops sorry, I meant to say lucky in love.

    • @user-fd5sd6pi2k
      @user-fd5sd6pi2k 4 года назад +1

      /Infinite Potxtoes\ ummmm?- what r u sayin that her mum is a bad person?

  • @vivikikeri4370
    @vivikikeri4370 3 года назад +186

    6 years later and i am still here watching it. i’ve been a shadow cadet for so many years and i love how her content is still the same and she hasn’t changed, it’s rare to see that

  • @shivangisapra4422
    @shivangisapra4422 6 лет назад +46

    Joel is a pencil ✏️
    Lizzie is a highlighter
    Joel draws the world
    Lizzie makes it brighter 💗
    You too are a great couple❤️❤️

  • @Shortnamesareoverrated
    @Shortnamesareoverrated 3 месяца назад +6

    YALL… we all watched this when we were little. And didn’t understand. And now came back looking for. The part with Joel and find a tragedy. You know this is relatable.

  • @suckerforgames5130
    @suckerforgames5130 5 лет назад +854

    Lizzies dad: comes home
    Everyone: leaves

    • @moonlightplayzoriginal6494
      @moonlightplayzoriginal6494 4 года назад +12

      rip lmao

    • @noctuabird
      @noctuabird 4 года назад +15

      Dad: Why you bully me

    • @abi-od3zt
      @abi-od3zt 4 года назад +2

      thats rude ;-;

    • @Cherriflwr
      @Cherriflwr 4 года назад +7

      At least he came back with the milk
      Jk jk jk jk I think that came out rude lol

    • @beanzinabag9222
      @beanzinabag9222 4 года назад +7

      Dont say that!That's terrible!If Lizzy saw this then she'd be so upset!Don't be a person who hates on people just cause they want to be funny!

  • @moriel2008
    @moriel2008 7 лет назад +171

    I can relate to her story so much. My parents are also fighting. At night I lay in bed, and I hear them screaming at each other, cursing, and I just cry. I really have been so sad just because of all the fighting that has been happening, but this story helped me realize that life will give you bad things, but in the end it will do you some good. I haven't found my passion yet, but I know I will soon. Thank you Lizzy.

    • @nebula3344
      @nebula3344 7 лет назад +5

      MoMo I can relate my parents would fight they got a divorce one time me my sister and brother went to the bathroom crying.

    • @moriel2008
      @moriel2008 7 лет назад +3

      Thank you so much, it has gotten better. :)

    • @moriel2008
      @moriel2008 7 лет назад +7

      It's okay, things will lighten up. Don't let the fighting get the best of you.

    • @chloeandkatie1339
      @chloeandkatie1339 7 лет назад +2

      Aww, you'll be ok! :)

    • @delaneym.4366
      @delaneym.4366 7 лет назад +3

      That happened to my friend and I felt so bad.

  • @catyi7827
    @catyi7827 7 лет назад +76

    And now Lizzie and Joel are engaged! They are so cute togther

  • @lovet1ng
    @lovet1ng 2 года назад +41

    watching this makes me love lizzie more :') as viewers, we all have our own personal lives and struggles. thus, finding a comfort youtuber is like winning the lottery. i like to rewatch most of lizzie's minecraft series when i'm feeling bored, sad, or even when im happy. and im so glad that i bumped to this video!
    you make a lot of people happy, lizzie! we appreciate you 🤍

  • @madiniasd6427
    @madiniasd6427 5 лет назад +473

    You are a strong girl lizzie

    • @taylorgragg398
      @taylorgragg398 5 лет назад +5

      Good luck lizzie we are all here for you no matter what

    • @Mruczek10
      @Mruczek10 5 лет назад

      Madini Asd you mean Elizabeth

    • @cheskam.1758
      @cheskam.1758 5 лет назад

      Frances_ Gacha Lizzie is sufficient enough

    • @suzineeya
      @suzineeya 5 лет назад

      @@Mruczek10 just Lizzie will suffice

    • @bee_3887
      @bee_3887 5 лет назад

      Madini Asd five hundredth like

  • @mouli4252
    @mouli4252 5 лет назад +157

    Who else cries when pets die or go missing 😿
    Hopefully Lizzie’s cat is having fun somewhere else

  • @viktor1312
    @viktor1312 6 лет назад +175

    I always thought people as happy as you had the perfect early life but no one really has a perfect life. You are a inperation.

    • @lolauwu3238
      @lolauwu3238 6 лет назад +2

      Veda Smyth umm what’s and inperation?

    • @emoryp5066
      @emoryp5066 6 лет назад +2

      Veda Smyth inspiration **

    • @bsearn28
      @bsearn28 6 лет назад +1

      Gez Thomas it is,not spelled owwwww it is spelled awwwww

    • @Kdskcofkrf
      @Kdskcofkrf 6 лет назад

      Veda Smyth she didn’t let anything get in the way of all this

  • @emilywhiddon8779
    @emilywhiddon8779 6 лет назад +93

    Watching this from 2018 Lizzie has changed so much

    • @seanwynne3946
      @seanwynne3946 6 лет назад +1

      Emily Whiddon I am and ik LOL she is the best RUclipsr ever!!

    • @walidmostafa13
      @walidmostafa13 6 лет назад

      Same boy or girl or dog or cat lol

  • @Purtles
    @Purtles 6 лет назад +55

    Lizzie was struggling when talking about her mum.. well Lizzie let me just say that whatever you went through is in the past and now you have us. We are your family!

  • @c0llapsingst4rs
    @c0llapsingst4rs 5 лет назад +1211

    Lizzie: We decided to start dating..
    And it went well!
    Me: um yeah!

    • @briargreta
      @briargreta 5 лет назад +17

      LOL THEY ARE ENGAGED 😂😂

    • @ashleylol2288
      @ashleylol2288 5 лет назад +11

      Harmonizer! Maried

    • @kawaiiplayer2.010
      @kawaiiplayer2.010 5 лет назад +8

      Now MARRIED!!!!

    • @MrPaddyjames
      @MrPaddyjames 5 лет назад +4

      Your right. I'm watching this and its been three or four weeks and lizzie hasn't uploaded

    • @Kayla-ji8bl
      @Kayla-ji8bl 5 лет назад

      Dum

  • @NaliCervek22
    @NaliCervek22 7 месяцев назад +6

    now rewatching these videos I watched when I was younger I never realised and understood how sad her past was

  • @galacticalcatbread645
    @galacticalcatbread645 6 лет назад +61

    9:56, dat purple heart doe, so BOOTIFUL

  • @riciemiller
    @riciemiller 5 лет назад +4851

    Joel rejected Lizzie but now they’re married 😂

  • @samaraking5303
    @samaraking5303 6 лет назад +142

    I don't know if you are aware Lizzie but this makes you a young carer. I cared for my mum because of physical and mental disabilities she had and still has and it can be very isolating. Nobody will every truly understand what you went through but there are support groups for people who have given that type of care. Love you ❤

    • @thelord6753
      @thelord6753 6 лет назад

      Amy Strange same here my sister has down syndrome ur not the only one

    • @samaraking5303
      @samaraking5303 6 лет назад +1

      Nothing Seriously me and my sister got great support with our caring role, I always advise people about it because there are so many great services out there. I hope you get the support you need xx

    • @thelord6753
      @thelord6753 6 лет назад +1

      Amy Strange thank u sooooo much xxxxx

    • @kischiev
      @kischiev 6 лет назад

      Amy Strange she's mine

    • @heatherdennett77
      @heatherdennett77 6 лет назад

      I am sorry for you

  • @inspectahdexk
    @inspectahdexk 15 дней назад +4

    Watching this now at 16 I realized how similar our pasts are. The fighting into the late hours of the night, the alcholism, eccentric behavior from mom, its crazy how similar it is.

  • @LittleBitWeird
    @LittleBitWeird 5 лет назад +434

    The only survivor of the friendzone is Joel. 😂

    • @lexarhodes7996
      @lexarhodes7996 5 лет назад +4

      ron weasley

    • @sugarmoon6100
      @sugarmoon6100 5 лет назад

      He did well

    • @whydidimakethismyname5447
      @whydidimakethismyname5447 5 лет назад +1

      Jichari?

    • @OverWims
      @OverWims 4 года назад +11

      Wouldn't Lizzie be the friendzoned one? Joel was the one that said no to her cos he was in a relationship

    • @irlbocchi
      @irlbocchi 4 года назад

      @@OverWims yup, you're right. this person's a dumbass.

  • @ihartfroyo
    @ihartfroyo 3 года назад +238

    I can’t believe how much I relate to this. To the fights during the night about an alcoholic mom, to my mom sleeping all day from drinking. It really helps seeing someone I gain comfort from sharing the same experiences as me :)

    • @elyxisea
      @elyxisea 2 года назад +3

      Are you okay..?

    • @MariBrizaEhngel
      @MariBrizaEhngel 2 года назад +1

      @@elyxisea ya

    • @NaNaydo
      @NaNaydo 2 года назад +1

      @@MariBrizaEhngel they didn’t ask u lmao

    • @heyyo7584
      @heyyo7584 2 года назад

      @@imyesther1581 oh I'm sry

    • @heyyo7584
      @heyyo7584 2 года назад

      I'm sorry

  • @ShamuGoesRoar2213
    @ShamuGoesRoar2213 9 лет назад +1961

    I was watching the video and got to "Joel rejected me" and kinda flipped out at first.

    • @isabelknight9675
      @isabelknight9675 9 лет назад +40

      IKR! How dew you reject Lizzie??

    • @luckymcclain8053
      @luckymcclain8053 9 лет назад +60

      ShamuGoesRoar Who ever dumped him seriously missed out. He's such a great guy, but I'm really glad she did because him and Lizzy are so freaking cute ^-^

    • @TamsynHansell
      @TamsynHansell 9 лет назад +15

      ShamuGoesRoar Same, Once he said he rejected I was like..... WHAT WOULD OF HAPPENED IF IT STAYED LIKE THAT! But luckily Joel's previous girlfriend dumped him.

    • @sandylupiba3406
      @sandylupiba3406 9 лет назад +13

      I SPAT OUT MAH COFFEH AND MY PLATE OF COOKIES GOT CRUMBLED c:

    • @challengechaos9115
      @challengechaos9115 9 лет назад +2

      Same! I freaked out so much! My brother actually had to calm me down.

  • @nalinidsilva9703
    @nalinidsilva9703 Год назад +13

    this video has helped me so much for years. she had very similar experiences as a child that I had at the time I first watched this. As a young child watching someone I admire understand what it's like was very comforting. As I'm getting older I relate to her teenage life now and I'm so happy she made this video.

  • @user-me8be6he7y
    @user-me8be6he7y 7 лет назад +397

    Lizzie and Joel have been togheter 5 years if u are watching this in 2017 😍😍 Awww

    • @icarus4549
      @icarus4549 7 лет назад +2

      Delena Fan #JIZZIE_AWAAAAAAY!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

    • @chazzyepie8532
      @chazzyepie8532 7 лет назад

      YEEEEEEE

    • @iammentallyill2864
      @iammentallyill2864 7 лет назад

      Delena Fan 2017

    • @thomaslewis453
      @thomaslewis453 7 лет назад +1

      awesome you sound sexy

    • @paulffrench9240
      @paulffrench9240 7 лет назад

      swag master 0000 what where do you live??

  • @erinjenn
    @erinjenn 9 лет назад +225

    I love the ending.
    Life Goals:
    Get Cat ☑

  • @SmileyBLU
    @SmileyBLU 3 года назад +161

    Watching this brought me a lot of comfort.
    My parents fight, scream, threaten, and more as well. In fact, while I'm writing this, their fighting. But knowing others go through this, brings me a sense of comfort. Since I know I'm not alone

    • @luna-moon-n
      @luna-moon-n 3 года назад +2

      Me too.

    • @cerinenasrallah1565
      @cerinenasrallah1565 2 года назад

      For me it used to be the same they would fight a lot their divorced now. But my dad lived with us for another year and when me and my mom moved out he left my mom and dad are friends though they would still fight but not often

  • @Smile-zs6od
    @Smile-zs6od Год назад +12

    Ah! When I watched this when I was a kid I was totaly unaware of what was actualy happening in Lizzie’s life! Now that I’m older and know I feel so bad, thankyou for making my childhood amazing Lizzie!

  • @ronaldiglesias4669
    @ronaldiglesias4669 5 лет назад +659

    So...
    Your real name is Elizabeth....
    And your friends and us call you Lizzie
    And you skip School a ton of time
    SLICcCcCcCcCc

    • @qrisacool
      @qrisacool 5 лет назад +10

      Elizabeth, lizzy, shadowlady, ldshadowlady, beth, or.. a girl who does youtube

    • @goldnepomuceno13
      @goldnepomuceno13 5 лет назад

      xxkeyboardcat Lol

    • @charliewells9595
      @charliewells9595 5 лет назад +1

      What did you think her real name was

    • @thebusybee_5
      @thebusybee_5 4 года назад

      xxkeyboardcat lol yes

  • @Marta-uv4id
    @Marta-uv4id 7 лет назад +131

    And today Lizzie is engaged for Joel!

  • @userxer
    @userxer 5 лет назад +79

    Lizzie: me and Joel’s relationship was really good
    Me: and she didn’t even know she would be Mrs ldshadowlady in a few years time ;)

  • @ell1387
    @ell1387 2 года назад +11

    I have grown up with an awful family (won’t go into details) and I think the reason Lizzie has been such a comfort and the real person who raised me is because of how I could sort of relate to her and such. Love you Lizzie been here since ur first 10 videos

  • @macheala8244
    @macheala8244 6 лет назад +61

    And now you and Joel are *engaged!!*

  • @SleepySalemm
    @SleepySalemm 4 года назад +294

    Who's watching this in 2020, and thinks lizzie should do another draw my life now!

  • @agnesnatashakusuma1748
    @agnesnatashakusuma1748 5 лет назад +76

    Lizzie : 2015 dating
    Lizzie : 2019 : married

  • @zzoe3
    @zzoe3 Год назад +22

    i remember watching this video when it came out and not really understanding any of it, but know we're all so proud of you and how far you've come! you practically raised all of us i would not be who am i today without your videos! thank you💗

  • @em115
    @em115 3 года назад +118

    I didn’t realise how sad this way until I grew up

  • @joelleturner2912
    @joelleturner2912 6 лет назад +134

    I love you Lizzie. Your story was just..... it made me cry. Mostly at the end. My life is really stressful and sometimes I just get to stressed out I don't think that I was supposed to live this life. Your story really helped me. Thank you. 💖💖🙂💕💕
    Love, A big big big HUGE fan,
    Joelle Turner

    • @kenzielol858
      @kenzielol858 6 лет назад

      lol

    • @plugmackster4742
      @plugmackster4742 6 лет назад

      ...

    • @ugnedegutyte4137
      @ugnedegutyte4137 6 лет назад

      Come on, you can get thru it! Just wait till you finish university and then you can do WHATEVER you want :-)

    • @thebryoo
      @thebryoo 6 лет назад

      Hopefully my life isn't TOOOOOO bad... I'm still only 10 :p XD

  • @nadiaterezon
    @nadiaterezon 9 лет назад +1098

    Geez your drawings on the computer are so good o.o

    • @SoLTheBaller
      @SoLTheBaller 9 лет назад +3

      Minty CandyArts Ill show you something else real good ;)))))

    • @dugesn0591
      @dugesn0591 9 лет назад +2

      ***** Mmmn Baby!

    • @alloramora
      @alloramora 9 лет назад +9

      Ignore that ^ reply

    • @nadiaterezon
      @nadiaterezon 9 лет назад +1

      TheAthenaSpawner xD

    • @nadiaterezon
      @nadiaterezon 9 лет назад +2

      ***** Stop trying. This is your second time doing this.

  • @nadiyyaur
    @nadiyyaur 7 месяцев назад +9

    i love lizzie so much, i've been watching her for years since i was a little kid. she was my childhood and i still like to watch her now. she is such a positive and kind person, she's creative with her contents and nice to her fans, im so happy that she's having a happy life now married to joel. back then watching this i didnt really understand what happened but now i do and it is so touching too see despite every horrible thing that's happened to her in the past, she still managed to became a great person now. bless you lizzie 💝 lysm!!

  • @ashleyheart2538
    @ashleyheart2538 4 года назад +63

    The fact that lizzie and joel's relationship is so strong!! They are so sweet together💗💗

  • @Eclipse606
    @Eclipse606 5 лет назад +124

    Your childhood life with your friends is exactly like mine 😂

    • @_coughing_4734
      @_coughing_4734 5 лет назад

      Where you one of her friends????

    • @ritsusakumaslefteyeball3365
      @ritsusakumaslefteyeball3365 5 лет назад +2

      @@_coughing_4734 Dude, she was implying that she always played video games with her friends. Gosh

  • @loni2400
    @loni2400 3 года назад +52

    When I was a kid watching this I didn't really knew what sadness was, but as I grew older I now know how sad life can be.

  • @Guilty_as_Taylor
    @Guilty_as_Taylor 7 месяцев назад +8

    I didn’t understand this when I first watched it, but I understand now. Love you Lizzie, I hope your mum is okay ❤

  • @dumbstuffthatdoesntmatter8690
    @dumbstuffthatdoesntmatter8690 4 года назад +28

    When I saw the drawing of her crying I actually started tearing up like nooo! You don't need to cryyyyy I love youuuu