3 years and I'm still struggling suffering through the pain Sometimes it's all I can do just to make it through the day At night I swear I can hear her say my name The moment she came into my life I knew I'd never be the same Now i do nothing but carry all the blame Hiding in shame yet masquerading like everything is okay They say grief comes in stages I say it comes in waves Depression sets in which leaves you hopeless and emotionally drained So I drop to knees And in Jesus name I pray Dear God Somehow some way Please let her hear what it is that I'm trying to say I never got to say goodbye before you came and took her away I know you saved her But I need her to know I love her still Even to this day She has my heart And forever she always will.
Hei Kalu II ! You have a gift for storytelling! Your sounds are so relatable and powerful. As someone who makes beats, I admire the depth in your sound. Can’t wait for more
Man idk whats in this beat but when i first heard it start, i thought of some lyrics, "dont help me i dont need it" and then i bursted into tears for some unique reason, this beat is powerful man..
This is incredible. So beautiful, emotional, well-put-together - really felt like something that would fit perfectly in a trailer for an epic blockbuster. Phenomenal work.
Lord, you never left me, you didn't let my tears fall, they thought they were dreams, but it's a beautiful truth, they still think that money will fall from the sky, but that's not how it works The world is not a machine for making dreams come true, you have to understand Jesus said, ask and it will be given to you, knock and the door will be opened, so look, you live on earth and tomorrow you may be gone, you moron. what if your loved ones cry over your grave because you're not sure if you'll survive until tomorrow, you don't know if you'll die somewhere along the way, instead of focusing on your own salvation, people prefer to focus on nonsense, tell me who will help you when the Lord comes with the angels, you care about these empty rules, you prefer to hurt each other, but the reward will come because the one who has wiped out the world's sins is coming and I want to be saved, he was not burned in the lake of fire and sulfur, what do you not see here, what do you not see, new heaven and earth, new ideal world, will you change your behavior when you understand and acknowledge that there was no point in hurting people, let's hope it wasn't too late, they keep asking where this love is, you don't even know how many people destroyed it here, they didn't allow it to be spread, and instead they gave hatred, so I'm not surprised that it all ended like this and today we are seeing the consequences here. I see these suffering people who are calling on God for help.
Qapalı qapılar ardındayam açmağa çalışmıram od vururam Pərçimlənmiş ağızların üstünə şapalağnan kod vururam. Susmaq nəyə qadir olduğuvu bilməmək,içivə cin girməsidi Ya da bəzən vicdansızların vicdanı içində dindirməsidir Bu qədər kin,bu qədər nifrət qusanda qəlbim barmağa diqqət Sənə yaxşılıq edən birindən alırsan üstünə ekstra minnət Bu qədər azmı, sən savaşırsan , bədənin yaralıdı hər tərəfindən Doğulandan həyatıva girən hər kəs özüylə gətirib hər biri bir dərd
I don't believe. Is there something Wrong with me? Could i be The problems im having? Cuz life is good But im not happy Wake up Start snapping For no reason No reason at all After staying up all Night long staring at walls Pacing holes in the floor I don't know who i am anymore Im lost in the rage I don't care anymore I throw myself On the floor
Yor arrival son Is not All The rising tune For the rising Is The siege Broken And those Time we cannot see Proven Him a sudden Death On the track With a bad dream A soldejr Can’t Be permanent When the War is temporary In the books What He took and al his subjects is contemporary
If this audio is on TikTok I could write and use this audio. Proof apps across the board notice what we say cause I’ve been talking about orchestral music etc on TT as well as commenting about NF. I just wish this beat was a lil faster for me
Dont help me i dont need it even if im on the ground pleading and searching for meaning battling with demons in a world riddled with decievance lose eachother get lost in grievance were all just a puzzle with a couple missing pieces believe in the light till the day my spirit sees it and i dont know what youre talking about when you never open your mouth keeping that shit inside instead of letting it out climbing up the mountain the pressures getting heavy now in the ring with no gloves getting punched a ton can't let em get me down promised youd be here till the end but where are you now cause this life shit is really wearing me out every year I become a new person im aware of it now
I head up to a place where I can walk to Dear God I need to have this conversation your the only one I'll talk to I don't mean to offend but in my defense If my life was a book those chapters would be so intense Thetes no ending to much suspense But why am I here They say you gave me purpose but my purpose is not clear Tho I live with my passion My dreams sincere Now I'm losing my traction Kc was a dream but what's a dream without action You ever heard of that magic I don't talk to none believers cause they all start laughing That's tragic Everybodys rocking on the opposite sides Clocking in them hours having a wonderful time Used to have a wonderful rhyme swear I was one of a kind Steady writing down my music I'm shutting the blinds Feel like a soilder in the dark just looking for light And now my lifes hard And im livin on a prayer Everythings a little different but life is not fair Gotta put the work in e en when your hurting Maybe nervous standing on the surface Nothing aint perfect but if it's worth it You better chase your dream You deserve it earn that respect I ain't done nothing yet I was head lining shows now I do regret the way I did it Always geeked out always sniffing Always drinking always dripping Dear lord God I pray for your forgiveness It's my decision I sacrifice myself to your religion They dont get it
What you should do my guy is let me send you a demo of what I come up with using this instrumental and then if u like it then we’ll talk business?? Let me know.
я пережил тяжёлое время тяжёлых людей - войну Увидел много смертей Видел как близкие становится хуже чем враг как любимая прыгает в тачку к другим типам теперь я Я популярен ма все было не проста Я вырас с подростка заработал бабоса Кинул лаве закрыл все наши вопросы Те кто забыли меня забудте какие нахуй запросы кто ходил пешком со мной теперь в 4 колёсном Тонированном е200 рад что не нужных отбросил в багажники для не Вер лежит СКАР МКА на вас хватит патрон по нашему бк Это разрыв альбома порвём руки по выше сегодня вас ждём а кому не нравится встал и вышел сделай лучше прежде чем писать хуйня мы и про тебя напишем надеюсь меня запомнят на века Перезарядил пам пам на случайны случай спишем похуй мы в любом городе как дома на Афишах д а нас не подумают поэтому по тише Харьков на связи раздаст вам кипиш
People in the comments talking about "Dear God" and "God I stand before you". hahah Like bro just go talk to god.. why you sitting there for 15 minutes typing up a prayer and shit.
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It's been about 8 years since I looked for a beat. I got my pencil and paper out again. Thank you.
God I stand before you clutching this mic, spirit dim, still stuck with vices, High but lifeless, poor work ethics, empty promises, lack of sacrifices, things my eyes saw at night, down bad before the dawn's early light, searched high and low for meanings during my plight, lack of funds, budget so tight, capers and scams or we don't eat tonight, my heartbeat like a drummer dumbing out with his sticks except my Life is no highlight, this is the effects of shortsight©️ Imperious
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@@tyrondegee1493 Thank You sir
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@@LadyFaye564Appreciate You family. Thanks for the Love.
Where are you Africa? Same way here in America 😢
Man this is something special! Great work man! 🙌🔥
Thanks 💪
OMG,the best. Magic Kalu,thank you ❤💪🤙
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wow amazing prod bro,sooooo fkin good 💯🔥🔥🔥
Thanks 🙏
Omg this beat.
This gon be called ‘ my story’. 📝
DEAR GOD is a BANGER 💯 The strings 💯
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Omg🔥🔥🔥❤❤❤
🥶 .,, dammm… sure buy this one ….kalluumaded❤
Thanks 🙏
3 years and I'm still struggling
suffering through the pain
Sometimes it's all I can do
just to make it through the day
At night I swear I can hear her say my name
The moment she came into my life
I knew I'd never be the same
Now i do nothing
but carry all the blame
Hiding in shame yet masquerading like everything is okay
They say grief comes in stages
I say it comes in waves
Depression sets in
which leaves you hopeless
and emotionally drained
So I drop to knees
And in Jesus name I pray
Dear God
Somehow some way
Please let her hear what it is that I'm trying to say
I never got to say goodbye
before you came and took her away
I know you saved her
But I need her to know
I love her still
Even to this day
She has my heart
And forever she always will.
Damn that lyrics was good❤❤❤
Hei Kalu II ! You have a gift for storytelling! Your sounds are so relatable and powerful. As someone who makes beats, I admire the depth in your sound. Can’t wait for more
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@@Kaluh2
Wow. So good.
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This the best beat I heard in a very long time, Thanks for the video
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This is amazing! 🔥🔥🔥
Thanks 🙏
The best i have heard in a long time
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Good vibes
Amor a primera vista😍😍😍 ésta pista hay que hacerle honor ❤️🔥❤️🔥 Diooooooos me llevaste LEJOOOOOS ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Loving it
Man idk whats in this beat but when i first heard it start, i thought of some lyrics, "dont help me i dont need it" and then i bursted into tears for some unique reason, this beat is powerful man..
Ok, isso tá extraordinário. Não tem outra palavra pra descrever essa obra de arte.
Man I love your beats, hopefully we'll work together in the future 😢
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Hook/chorus
Oh Lord....
I don't know if it's, wrong or right....
Hope you guide me through the night....
Stay on ground or take me to the light....
Can I use this as my hook?
@@TonnyLoki sure freebie, I don't mind bro, just make a good hit out it.
i used it, did the best i could
@dearb742 do you want my opinion on it? If so just send it to me, depending on what platform you're using.
I'm still breathin
I'm still breathin fine
Oh Lord what you give is so Divine
This is incredible. So beautiful, emotional, well-put-together - really felt like something that would fit perfectly in a trailer for an epic blockbuster. Phenomenal work.
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So good ❤🔥
Thanks ✌️
Wunderschön
Бит то что надо 👍
💯🌍🌑🌏💯
what movie were these scenes from🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Tenet, Dunkirk, After Dunkirk, Suicide Squad (2016). There are more movies but i only know these. ✨
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Hey bro apa kabarmu?
Kau terlihat lelah kantung matamu menghitam
Apa yg kau pikirkan apa yg kau cemaskan
Akan coba aku tebak, apa benar masa depan?
Lord, you never left me, you didn't let my tears fall, they thought they were dreams, but it's a beautiful truth, they still think that money will fall from the sky, but that's not how it works The world is not a machine for making dreams come true, you have to understand Jesus said, ask and it will be given to you, knock and the door will be opened, so look, you live on earth and tomorrow you may be gone, you moron. what if your loved ones cry over your grave because you're not sure if you'll survive until tomorrow, you don't know if you'll die somewhere along the way, instead of focusing on your own salvation, people prefer to focus on nonsense, tell me who will help you when the Lord comes with the angels, you care about these empty rules, you prefer to hurt each other, but the reward will come because the one who has wiped out the world's sins is coming and I want to be saved, he was not burned in the lake of fire and sulfur, what do you not see here, what do you not see, new heaven and earth, new ideal world, will you change your behavior when you understand and acknowledge that there was no point in hurting people, let's hope it wasn't too late, they keep asking where this love is, you don't even know how many people destroyed it here, they didn't allow it to be spread, and instead they gave hatred, so I'm not surprised that it all ended like this and today we are seeing the consequences here. I see these suffering people who are calling on God for help.
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Qapalı qapılar ardındayam açmağa çalışmıram od vururam
Pərçimlənmiş ağızların üstünə şapalağnan kod vururam.
Susmaq nəyə qadir olduğuvu bilməmək,içivə cin girməsidi
Ya da bəzən vicdansızların vicdanı içində dindirməsidir
Bu qədər kin,bu qədər nifrət qusanda qəlbim barmağa diqqət
Sənə yaxşılıq edən birindən alırsan üstünə ekstra minnət
Bu qədər azmı, sən savaşırsan , bədənin yaralıdı hər tərəfindən
Doğulandan həyatıva girən hər kəs özüylə gətirib hər biri bir dərd
I don't believe.
Is there something
Wrong with me?
Could i be
The problems im having?
Cuz life is good
But im not happy
Wake up
Start snapping
For no reason
No reason at all
After staying up all
Night long
staring at walls
Pacing holes in the floor
I don't know who i am anymore
Im lost in the rage
I don't care anymore
I throw myself
On the floor
Yoo greetings from Germany. Im half finnish and half german and i would like to write a song with this beat. God bless you!
Sounds good U2🙏💥.
Myself as well for my brother Rafi
Let’s do collaboration brother ❤
Yor arrival son
Is not
All
The rising tune
For the rising
Is
The siege
Broken
And those
Time we cannot see
Proven
Him a sudden
Death
On the track
With a bad dream
A soldejr
Can’t
Be permanent
When the
War is temporary
In the books
What
He took and al his subjects is contemporary
Explain
This beat is goosebumps man😮😢
If this audio is on TikTok I could write and use this audio. Proof apps across the board notice what we say cause I’ve been talking about orchestral music etc on TT as well as commenting about NF. I just wish this beat was a lil faster for me
Dont help me i dont need it even if im on the ground pleading and searching for meaning battling with demons in a world riddled with decievance lose eachother get lost in grievance were all just a puzzle with a couple missing pieces believe in the light till the day my spirit sees it and i dont know what youre talking about when you never open your mouth keeping that shit inside instead of letting it out climbing up the mountain the pressures getting heavy now in the ring with no gloves getting punched a ton can't let em get me down promised youd be here till the end but where are you now cause this life shit is really wearing me out every year I become a new person im aware of it now
Sounds like it’s from the show The Leftovers
I head up to a place where I can walk to
Dear God I need to have this conversation your the only one I'll talk to
I don't mean to offend but in my defense
If my life was a book those chapters would be so intense
Thetes no ending to much suspense
But why am I here
They say you gave me purpose but my purpose is not clear
Tho I live with my passion
My dreams sincere
Now I'm losing my traction
Kc was a dream but what's a dream without action
You ever heard of that magic
I don't talk to none believers cause they all start laughing
That's tragic
Everybodys rocking on the opposite sides
Clocking in them hours having a wonderful time
Used to have a wonderful rhyme swear I was one of a kind
Steady writing down my music I'm shutting the blinds
Feel like a soilder in the dark just looking for light
And now my lifes hard
And im livin on a prayer
Everythings a little different but life is not fair
Gotta put the work in e en when your hurting
Maybe nervous standing on the surface
Nothing aint perfect but if it's worth it
You better chase your dream
You deserve it earn that respect
I ain't done nothing yet I was head lining shows now I do regret the way I did it
Always geeked out always sniffing
Always drinking always dripping
Dear lord God I pray for your forgiveness
It's my decision I sacrifice myself to your religion
They dont get it
Is this free to use
Free for non profit ✌️
So what the chorus starts at like 2:10 ?
Yes✌️
when spotify??
Should i?🤔
@@Kaluh2 your the one that decides what u do with ur cash, idk the spotify business that much. I would listen to you guaranteed tho
What you should do my guy is let me send you a demo of what I come up with using this instrumental and then if u like it then we’ll talk business?? Let me know.
я пережил тяжёлое время
тяжёлых людей - войну
Увидел
много смертей
Видел как близкие становится хуже чем враг
как любимая прыгает в тачку к другим типам
теперь я
Я популярен ма все было не проста
Я вырас с подростка заработал бабоса
Кинул лаве закрыл все наши вопросы
Те кто забыли меня забудте какие нахуй запросы
кто ходил пешком со мной теперь в 4 колёсном Тонированном е200 рад что не нужных отбросил
в багажники для не Вер лежит СКАР МКА на вас хватит патрон по нашему бк
Это разрыв альбома порвём руки по выше сегодня вас ждём а кому не нравится встал и вышел сделай лучше прежде чем писать хуйня мы и про тебя напишем надеюсь меня запомнят на века
Перезарядил пам пам
на случайны случай спишем похуй мы в любом городе как дома на Афишах д
а нас не подумают поэтому по тише
Харьков на связи раздаст вам кипиш
People in the comments talking about "Dear God" and "God I stand before you". hahah Like bro just go talk to god.. why you sitting there for 15 minutes typing up a prayer and shit.
I'm in shock this masterpiece is for free! I'm definitely gonna lay a track down on this one! I 🔥🎙 can i get your email to send you the final product?
I just realized your email is in the description 👌
How much?
Link in description ✌️
Let’s do collaboration ❤
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