I found out I was being cheated on for my bestfriend the same night i found out my dad passed from cancer in January so I felt alone and fucked over and wanted to kill myself and I still feel the same way... :( miss my dad and the girl even if she cheated she made me happy but now ive been feeling alone for 4 months and 8 days
Three Tittie Tyler Tighten up my G, I feel your pain but it only gets better I promise you. Just pick ya head up and smile bro, you deserve nothing but the best. Know your worth.
In another world, you and me are still lovers and we stopped running away from each other. It is quiet but it is the good kind, the kind where we’re both just thinking and saying nothing but understanding what it means to be silent together. It means peace, it means truce, it means both of our white flags dancing with each other through the winds of all our chaos. In another world, I bring your mother flowers and you call me when you get home. Everything is soft acoustic and sun through the ozone making our noses run, white flags stained with the ink and paint from us loving each other so loudly. We never take them down. They’re our way of saying to one another, “I can figure this out, just please don’t leave me behind.” In this world, your eyes don’t shine like they used to and I can’t write, every day is fog and liquor and me kissing boys who aren’t you, every day is static and wasted noise and you messing around with girls who aren’t me. You took down your white flag but mine is still there, it’s still up there, convinced that someday you’ll come running back and say, “I’m sorry I didn’t call but I really miss holding your hand.” In this world, nobody else will write about you like this. Nobody else will love you like this.
I actually wrote that piece a couple months back, and when I stumbled upon this video I thought it had a place in the gold mine that is this comments section. I've come a long way since then, but the hurt never really stops, does it? Not completely, at least. I loved him for fourteen months and he came in with the tide, escaped through the cracks in my small hands. He would come back like routine, only when there was no one else to love him. It was quite literally a roller coaster, except this one wasn't any fun after the first loop. And I've never been the person who tells you that things get better. But believe me when I say that I'm about to leave my house to go get coffee with a boy I just recently met, and he looks at me like I could be magic or moonspill or some new color, one he's never seen. For me, it was worth the wait. Someone is going to look at you like that and it's going to be so real. You'll know. And it'll make all the hurt, all those times you've cried, so terribly worth it.
Listen. Guys. It's okay to be sad and hurt. It's normal. Music tells us we're not alone and someone suffers beside us. Don't hate the feeling. Embrace it; you're alive. The hurt means you loved something. Don't let the grief ruin what was, and don't let anyone tell your you're wrong to hurt. Accept the pain, and you can accept what caused it. I'm with you.
I remember listening to this my freshmen year during one of the most depressing times of my life. I’m 21 now and listen to this smiling as I look back on how far I’ve come since then.
Anxiety and depression together is so terrible! One moment your mind is saying, "Why didn't you do it?! You're such a coward!," the next moment your mind is saying, "Why did you do that!? You're such an idiot!" The first thought is depression and the second thought is anxiety. I once saw a post on Tumblr that said, "Having anxiety and depression is like not wanting to do anything in your life but yet you become scared of what your life will be if you don't do anything." That is exactly what it's like.
they all leave. but the next one to go take my feelings and memories with you. take them, take them so I won't have them to remind me of everything, everything I'm losing .
To who ever is reading this right now. I want you to stop for a bit, I want you to look at yourself, you are not as worthless as you think you are. You the person I'm talking to right now, just need to have a little faith, believe in yourself and never give up I know it's tiring, I know you are very weary of life, I know the hurt that you are feeling, because I have felt it myself. But don't worry. Your past does not define you, what you do in the present does and it is what will determine your future. So never give up never surrender, it's alright, you might not be the one who believes in you, but I do so persevere my friend you have so much more in you, believe in yourself you can get through this. Always remember, tough times never last. But tough people do. So be tough for me ❤
still love her more than i'll love anything ever even if i lasted for eternity. she destroyed me, drained me... years go by, other pass through my life and all i can think about is her maybe true love but i can't go back, it's selfdestruction she hurt me man thanks for being the place i could put this all out, strangers are what you need sometimes, love you all
Thanks for sharing your story :) It's a good thing that you realized staying with her will only cause you more pain! Letting go is sometimes less painful than holding on. I sincerely hope that one day you'll find someone to heal your broken heart buddy :)
i lost this mix for many years.. logged into an old youtube channel and lucky enough youtube holds on to your history. scrolled all the way to 2017 and sure as shit. Here I am.
Seen plenty of over doses and it’s not the peaceful ending … some unintended 2 international and it’s not pretty and didn’t look peaceful. You can over come any hurtle keep going don’t give up 💪🏻
It's like a big hippo is sitting on my chest and it won't get off and, every time i cry, i can't breathe. Its like I'm suffocating and it hurts. I cared to much and got taken for granted and now I'm broken, again.
I used to be like this, and to be honest sometimes i'm still in this mood. But a strong turn in my life had been to realize that all this pain, all this sadness and sickness was an incredible source of energy, it just remains of our choice to use it in a positive way or not. Feeling this bad can be incredibly motivating when you just think like "Ok i'm the worst person in the world, so whatever i'll do can't put me even lower than I am" and then you start acting. Because acting is the first step of the recover and the first day of the rest of your life. The best way to start this change is going into something completely new that you've been scared about until now. Personaly started workout to fight against my physical complex, going further new peoples to kill my social anxiety and so on... You can do whatever you want, become whoever you want, live what the hell you want, all you got to do is wanting it hard enough and fight for it. So comon, why waisting such this beautiful and only one chance called life feeling bad ? Believe me, you can start a new life right now.
OMI no not at all that wasn't telling you to I was talking about how the comment sections in other videos are other people telling people to kill themselves. I'd never tell someone to do that
It's three am and I'm on the right side of RUclips again. I'm awake with thoughts of my ex and this playlist says everything I couldn't say... Thank you for this piece of art.
I remember listening to this music when I was heart-broken, I felt so empty, super depressing, i walked to school like a zombie. But I made it, I started working out, finding healthy friendships, and I started enjoying myself, I stopped giving a fuck, I started building up confidence. I am happy now and very grateful and I wish for everyone here pls hold on and believe in yourself. I wish i could share my happiness and my love with every single one of you guys who deserve it, but I guess all I can really do is just write this text The best advice I can give to all of you; work on yourself, invest in yourself, develop your mind, your physical body, take care of you and your health. I know that all of you feel the same I used to feel, even though our stories might be so different. I know all of you have the potential to be the best version of yourself, you can rock this world and dominate your path your way. much love
I get out of a depression. Now I'm fine. But it saddens me to see you all completely lost, disoriented and sad. Believe me that life is beautiful. Beauty is just hidden somewhere. Your goal is to find it. This goal will make you happy. Without even reaching it definitively, the steps acquired towards this goal will make you every day more and more happy. You will failed sometimes, its life, you have to learn from it. Have a goal. Say I fuck you when it is necessary, say I love you when it is necessary. Do what it takes, but not what it takes to sink. Love ya ;)
i called him to tell him i still loved him and he told me to come pick up the rest of my stuff this weekend. shoutout to this mix for making me simultaneously want to neck it and want to stay alive to find more music like this
Thankyou for uploading this type of music i really appreciate it. like alot. And also to all the subs and to especially sad have a nice day and or night. I really need a hug right now.
everybody in the comments who may or may not be going through trials and tribulations, know as hard as things may seem in the moment, its will get better, even if it takes a while remember the sun rises tomorrow and its a new day. Pain is temporary, it may last a day, a month, even a year, but eventually that pain will subside and something will take its place. the thing about being at rock bottom is that the only place you can go from the bottom is up, you may feel the isolation and the darkness consuming you, you may feel like ending it all, you may feel like your in such a bad place that death becomes the easier option. You my brothers and sisters are greatness, you my fellow people have the potential to change a generation, do not cut the already short journey of life shorter. falling and being depressed does not make you weak, falling makes you human, depression means you are overwhelmed by emotions so much so that the machine called your body almost shuts itself down, when you fall its what you do when you have the dirt on yourself, when you have the bruises and cuts, you can either (F.E.A.R or F.E.A.R) Forget Everything And Run or you can Face Everything And Rise. YOU ARE NOT WEAK, you are strong and whom ever is reading this, know i care about you, i may not know you but if you are reading this and you feel any emotion because this relates to you in anyway know someone out here is thinking about you, you are not alone my friend, you're not alone. assess your situation, surround yourself with positivity and be that great being you were born to be, the universe really responds to us, it really does, you may think its rubbish, but what you put out into the world really comes back to you, spread that positivity and you will see your life change, just as we feel the wind, we love the breeze it brings, but have you ever seen wind? my friends, that there is the forces of the universe that are simply unexplainable ive been through soo much you may have been through so much let that motivate us to RISE UP AND ESCAPE THE BAD EMOTIONS WHICH TRY TO CONSUME US, the devils of life every morning wake up and tell yourself " i've got this" go out and show the world Who YOU ARE!
Xavier Everything you said is wonderful , you have warm my heart during a hard day. I wish you all good things in life because i can feel with this text that you have a huge heart. Thank you again for the support you give to strangers its rarely. Take care
its been years since ive heard this but it still hits my feelings an returns me to the past. Truly thank you for either reuploading it or uploading it in the first place. I love you if you are reading this the pain does lessen
I honestly have lost motivation for everything I do even my passion for art, maths and learning new languages are now gone, nothing interestes me anymore even anime I used to be a huge fan but since now I'm so busy slaving away everyday sleeping only 2-5 hours or no sleep at all on average for the past 5 years theirs just hardly anytime. Being bullied for 10 years really damages you even if I may seem okay on the outside and no one knew the emotional pain I still feel today. The bullying came from school, teachers and even my family, suffering physical abuse at school and verbal abuse at school & from family. My family told me to stop being weak and to grow the up when I was 10 after all I hit puberty at a younger age and my younger brother got cancer when I was 10 so I hid everything even from close friends none of them knew I was suicidal & was self-harming in various ways at the age of 7-8 & still am today but the difference now is that I contemplate but stop because I don't want anyone to suffer and I don't want to be even more of a burden for existing. When growing up at 6 I knew i wasn't normal after all I wasn't like the other girls I wasn't attracted to guys I only had it for girls and then hiding it from family cause I knew it was bad. Today now I'm bisexual as well 5-6 years ago i had a crush for a guy and then found out what bisexual meant, I still haven't come out to family because of my Aunty having a huge grudge against bisexuals only, everyone wants me to have kids early and marry a guy, my brother is trans (so f to m) so I'm the only girl then and being my dad's 1st child I feel I like I have to live up to everyones expectations & when I came out to my best friend last year she said I was delusional and that it was a phase so i had a meltdown lost confidence in it all. So love is never an option for me. If you read this far sorry for taking up your time with all the useless paragraphs, I just needed a place to vent -- I'm sorry
i want to die Dont be sorry , it was a pleasure to read your story. Dont be ashamed of who you are because there is always one person who will accept you no matter what and if one of them dont accept how you are than this person is not good enought to have you in his life. You seem clever dont lose faith in your passions, continue , grow up , become who you want to be and make shut up all the peoples who tried to bully you before because you are not this person anymore. Take care
Seeing that there are only good people here, ill share some of my "stuff". Duo all the pain, bullying, friends committing suicide, being on the phone with a friend who jumped of a bridge, having a girlfriend who was stabbed over a pack of sigarettes and didn't make it I blocked out every emotion possible. Ofcours pain is the only thing left as some of u can relate. I tried committing suicide and failed. Not because of the attempt but because i scared myself and broke down (started shaking and crying) and i can tell u, its not the awnser you're looking for. What helps for me to is to not take my own life and live for those who didn't. Thank you for the music being able to write this and thank you to those who took a minute out of there tome to read my message. Love is out there and it's coming your way.
This comment section has to be my favorite because everyone tries to help each other up instead of break each other down. This is such an awesome community even though most of the people here are depressed and that’s okay. I feel like I’m not alone cuz I got people to relate to even though I’m just a bit down on myself every now and then.
i come back here every so often. sometimes years apart, sometimes months, weeks, days, hours. the pain never really stops, it just changes. i'm not sure if it's just me, if i'm the only one feeling this way but if there is others out there, i love you. i hope you are doing well.
I'm sorry...I let my feelings consume me and in the end I hurt both of us. Now I'm still letting myself be consumed but now I hurt alone. Because you couldn't possibly ever want me, want this utter mess, nor would I want you to. We have a beautiful friendship. I thought confessing would set me free but it only made me love you more. I'm so sorry. I wish I could just disappear. The thought of you pitying me makes me sick even if I know it's all just in my head.
I'm not depressed.I'm not sad either.But life feels so empty.I'm lost interest in everything and I'm living simply just because I'm alive.The world wasn't in fucking colors anymore.Everything just black and white.I don't have any motivation to live as well to die.Funny isn't? I don't have high hopes for future, but I sincerely wish that someday, somehow, I found someone who give me meanings to life. Make my life full of colors and maybe a little less empty?I know this is such a wishful thinking.I don't know if I ever found that person, but still, I decided to have faith. I hope y'all too, keep living life.Have faith. Everything going to be alright eventually.
holy fuck did I just find a whole subculture of depressed ass people listening to depressing ass music? yo I just came here for the good music but I hope each and everyone who is sad can get through whatever they are goin through!
It’s been 4 years since I first listened to this mix. A couple years since I last listened to it and I thought I’d never be back in this place again, just a memory of all the sorrow. Now I’m here listening again. I owe myself so much but most importantly an apology for letting myself go though all of that. 18 year old me wants to give 14 year old me a hug and vise versa. Coming back here feels so nostalgic but now has a sense of healing and relief instead of the lowest low. I wanna thank whoever created this because this holds a big part in my life. And for whoever you are reading this, I hope you’re okay. We’ll have better days soon. Hold on.
I can agree to this. Time is the ultimate healing agent and I’m glad to be where I am at at this very moment. Not a lot of people give themselves the credit to overcoming their hardships.
Natsu Dragneel definitely relatable bro. I hope Natsu's flame comes back bright in you. but i guess in the end, we all hope for that if not to leave permanently
For the first time in my life, I hate the nostalgia in my stomach. I can't even listen to the music you used to listen to, it makes me think of the past and I can't tell if I miss it or not. I hate that when I open up to people, they leave when I can't be what they want me to be.
the one i want the one i need the one i love who will never love me i can't take this anymore... she's all i think about. i'd give up anything and everything for her. but she doesn't give a damn about me.
i just want to thank you for this video because it saved me when i needed it the most. i'm glad that i'm still here, listening to this mix, now at a better state of mind. whoever's reading this, just know it gets better. someone will see your true value. take care
the first rule of being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" is you don't talk about being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" -concerned member
completely forgot about this mix. man this got me through some hard times. I listened to this hard 19-20 years old. when I constantly got my heart ripped out and i was violently depressed. i'm now 25 and married with my depression still there but learned new ways to cope since then. I'll always be thankful for these artists who made these songs to ease the pain. listen boys I know life can be a complete bitch sometimes but eventually it does get better. just gotta give life a chance to work itself out. keep your head high and keep swinging.
Love this so much, and reading these comments are perf... I don't feel alone... I know its been way over a year since that day... but it still kills me today.... thank you for putting this up.
Maybe you need to grow up and stop living your life in meme's and maybe she won't see you as a little boy. (Unless you are then you shouldn't be looking for relationship to be honest).
Man, everyone here is so sad and depressed.... It makes ME sad. I'm just here to listen to good music.. Bruh, I just wanna write. Not cry while looking at all these sad comments from people I don't even know.. Dang I already have suicidal friends, and now I have suicidal comments rushing over me like water. Please, don't give up. Giving up won't help anyone, especially you
Oh my Godd I've been trying to find this mix. I used to listen to it all the time 3 years ago. I even had it downloaded. All the memories are coming back
I used to listen to this mix last year, I felt completely alone. I fell in love with my best friend. I never expected anything to happen because I thought he was straight. One day in the summer he told me he loved me back. We spent 6 months getting high and making crazy memories. I've suffered with mental illness my whole life and I never felt more alive. This year, on new years day, he told me he thinks he fell out of love with me. We are still very close, he hasn't written off the idea of him loving me again, he says maybe it's because we are both going through a lot and the time just isn't right for a relationship. I still feel the same for him. Now I'm here again, listening to these songs that describe exactly how I feel about the boy that I never thought I had a chance with.
doom I know what it feels like to have those feelings. You feel like nothing you do is gonna change anything and you don't have the strength to even try. Everything is just shit and you wanna just sleep and escape everything this cruel world has. It's not easy. It's very hard. But believe me it will get better. The most important thing to do during these times is to care for yourself even more. Have a day. Doesn't need to be a good day or a great day, cause you feel like shit already, just have a day. Take a shower, wear clean clothes, have a meal, relax. I hope you feel better soon. :)
doom What I like to do during these difficult times is to remind myself of the reason why I could come this far. What made me hold on for me to be here now. The reason can be anything! Your parents, your family, your cat, dog, fish. Try finding a reason that made you who you are today, and hold on to it. If you can't find one, it's okay. The world is a cruel place, but there is still kindness in it. You may feel like nothing is going right, but at least you're still alive and able to move, access to the Internet and RUclips, and there are also lovely people here who do not know you but still do show that they care! All is not over. You may be down now, but take your time, as long as you may need, and when you're done, push yourself off the ground and continue on. I really hope you will feel better soon. :)
"life screams out, that all of this will change " - lacey sturm . I don't know who you are , but I promise your purpose in this world will become clear ! Just stay strong . :)
I remember finding this playlist back in 2016 and I don’t remember the last time I listened to it I bet it was because things were better. Now they’re not again. This playlist has helped me cry, sleep, and fill in the silence that no one else could. Thank you.
Im glad to be able to connect with everyone's glowing hearts that didn't make it into the develish person that forgot you guys.. Well I care about you guys in the comments. I care about you souls and if any of you were to give up I'd feel like I failed. My mission sire is to help you guys move forward. My friends have been there for me and now I'm passing on the deed. I'm blessed to have my friends in High School and you guys are blessed with something amazing too don't take advantage of it 💖
this is exactly what's happening to me. We've been off and on for the past 8 years. And he's grown onto me. He's always on my mind. I do not understand what i have done wrong but i must have done something bad because everyone important has left me and it's too much.
This mix reminds me of this period of time, and its breaking my heart in a completely different way thinking back on what I was going through when I first started listening to this
I miss her so God damn much, sometimes I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her but now she has someone else to make her happy I hope he treats her better than I did wow I'm all teary why do I fuck up everything just why am I such a fuck up I just want to leave forever and not feel anything any more
thinking about just how every stranger in the comments is going through their own hell im not sure it comforts me it depresses me more than what any song could ever do for me but hey scoot over im here to join your circle..
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Thank you for making these videos. It feels like I have someone to suffer with.
music unites, we're a huge family and we're all suffering together.
realist comment I've seen
love. love. love.
I found out I was being cheated on for my bestfriend the same night i found out my dad passed from cancer in January so I felt alone and fucked over and wanted to kill myself and I still feel the same way... :( miss my dad and the girl even if she cheated she made me happy but now ive been feeling alone for 4 months and 8 days
Three Tittie Tyler Tighten up my G, I feel your pain but it only gets better I promise you. Just pick ya head up and smile bro, you deserve nothing but the best. Know your worth.
In another world, you and me are still lovers and we stopped running away from each other. It is quiet but it is the good kind, the kind where we’re both just thinking and saying nothing but understanding what it means to be silent together. It means peace, it means truce, it means both of our white flags dancing with each other through the winds of all our chaos.
In another world, I bring your mother flowers and you call me when you get home. Everything is soft acoustic and sun through the ozone making our noses run, white flags stained with the ink and paint from us loving each other so loudly. We never take them down. They’re our way of saying to one another, “I can figure this out, just please don’t leave me behind.”
In this world, your eyes don’t shine like they used to and I can’t write, every day is fog and liquor and me kissing boys who aren’t you, every day is static and wasted noise and you messing around with girls who aren’t me. You took down your white flag but mine is still there, it’s still up there, convinced that someday you’ll come running back and say, “I’m sorry I didn’t call but I really miss holding your hand.”
In this world, nobody else will write about you like this. Nobody else will love you like this.
yeah, while listening to this playlist
thank you so much, i was about halfway through the playlist and the words just started flowing. you can't unfeel it
Maryanna God your words brought me to tears. Brings me back to how much I used to want to be in the world me and him actually worked.
I actually wrote that piece a couple months back, and when I stumbled upon this video I thought it had a place in the gold mine that is this comments section. I've come a long way since then, but the hurt never really stops, does it? Not completely, at least. I loved him for fourteen months and he came in with the tide, escaped through the cracks in my small hands. He would come back like routine, only when there was no one else to love him. It was quite literally a roller coaster, except this one wasn't any fun after the first loop.
And I've never been the person who tells you that things get better. But believe me when I say that I'm about to leave my house to go get coffee with a boy I just recently met, and he looks at me like I could be magic or moonspill or some new color, one he's never seen. For me, it was worth the wait.
Someone is going to look at you like that and it's going to be so real. You'll know. And it'll make all the hurt, all those times you've cried, so terribly worth it.
mari you made something beautiful, even if it was through pain, you made something beautiful. you have a talent with words, don't let that go.
Listen. Guys. It's okay to be sad and hurt. It's normal. Music tells us we're not alone and someone suffers beside us. Don't hate the feeling. Embrace it; you're alive. The hurt means you loved something. Don't let the grief ruin what was, and don't let anyone tell your you're wrong to hurt. Accept the pain, and you can accept what caused it.
I'm with you.
ive never read such a perfectly accurate comment
I remember listening to this my freshmen year during one of the most depressing times of my life. I’m 21 now and listen to this smiling as I look back on how far I’ve come since then.
good job, stranger 🩷 keep going!!!
same here brother we made it out!!!!
Wow we're the same exact person
@@lillytracey4149 hope things are better now homie
Internet hug for all my fellow humans drowning in sorrow
not even human anymore..
salamat pre
Anxiety and depression together is so terrible! One moment your mind is saying, "Why didn't you do it?! You're such a coward!," the next moment your mind is saying, "Why did you do that!? You're such an idiot!" The first thought is depression and the second thought is anxiety. I once saw a post on Tumblr that said, "Having anxiety and depression is like not wanting to do anything in your life but yet you become scared of what your life will be if you don't do anything." That is exactly what it's like.
they all leave.
but the next one to go
take my feelings and memories with you.
take them,
take them so I won't have them
to remind me of everything,
everything I'm losing .
U BRING THE SAD PEOPLE TOGETHER
AND I FUCKING LOVE IT
sad person here
i'm here
Lani suicidal person here
here
+ShikariBaller just keep swimming🐟🐠🐡(dori)
To who ever is reading this right now. I want you to stop for a bit, I want you to look at yourself, you are not as worthless as you think you are. You the person I'm talking to right now, just need to have a little faith, believe in yourself and never give up I know it's tiring, I know you are very weary of life, I know the hurt that you are feeling, because I have felt it myself. But don't worry. Your past does not define you, what you do in the present does and it is what will determine your future. So never give up never surrender, it's alright, you might not be the one who believes in you, but I do so persevere my friend you have so much more in you, believe in yourself you can get through this. Always remember, tough times never last. But tough people do. So be tough for me ❤
thanks, i'll tried❤🙃
still love her more than i'll love anything ever even if i lasted for eternity.
she destroyed me, drained me... years go by, other pass through my life and all i can think about is her
maybe true love but i can't go back, it's selfdestruction
she hurt me man
thanks for being the place i could put this all out, strangers are what you need sometimes, love you all
Thanks for sharing your story :) It's a good thing that you realized staying with her will only cause you more pain! Letting go is sometimes less painful than holding on. I sincerely hope that one day you'll find someone to heal your broken heart buddy :)
i lost this mix for many years.. logged into an old youtube channel and lucky enough youtube holds on to your history. scrolled all the way to 2017 and sure as shit. Here I am.
we are so toxic for each other yet we're in love.... even after all the heartbreak
Let her go mate
@@trx.1034 Facts. Its tough but its for the better
anyone just feel like taking every pill in the bottle, laying back and just drifting away to these songs? no? just me?
Lunarr it feels good to fantasize about it but the reality isn't like the fantasy.
Tried it I keep waking up tho like fuck.i know how you feel
changes...
Don't do it. I had to save a girl who did the same. It will stay with me forever.
Seen plenty of over doses and it’s not the peaceful ending … some unintended 2 international and it’s not pretty and didn’t look peaceful. You can over come any hurtle keep going don’t give up 💪🏻
It's like a big hippo is sitting on my chest
and it won't get off and, every time i cry, i can't breathe.
Its like I'm suffocating and it hurts. I cared to much and got taken for granted
and now I'm broken, again.
yasmeaann i feel ya girl :''''''D same feels 😩😩😩
I used to be like this, and to be honest sometimes i'm still in this mood. But a strong turn in my life had been to realize that all this pain, all this sadness and sickness was an incredible source of energy, it just remains of our choice to use it in a positive way or not. Feeling this bad can be incredibly motivating when you just think like "Ok i'm the worst person in the world, so whatever i'll do can't put me even lower than I am" and then you start acting. Because acting is the first step of the recover and the first day of the rest of your life.
The best way to start this change is going into something completely new that you've been scared about until now. Personaly started workout to fight against my physical complex, going further new peoples to kill my social anxiety and so on...
You can do whatever you want, become whoever you want, live what the hell you want, all you got to do is wanting it hard enough and fight for it. So comon, why waisting such this beautiful and only one chance called life feeling bad ?
Believe me, you can start a new life right now.
I still come back to this after 3 years. This playlist helped me through my senior year.
This is my fav youtube comment section. People here are warm and not toxic
Yato oo They all want to kill themselves....
Dylan C Did I say something wrong?...
OMI no not at all that wasn't telling you to I was talking about how the comment sections in other videos are other people telling people to kill themselves. I'd never tell someone to do that
Dylan C Ohh ok I see. Sorry-Yeah that's true.
It's three am and I'm on the right side of RUclips again.
I'm awake with thoughts of my ex and this playlist says everything I couldn't say...
Thank you for this piece of art.
I remember listening to this music when I was heart-broken, I felt so empty, super depressing, i walked to school like a zombie.
But I made it, I started working out, finding healthy friendships, and I started enjoying myself, I stopped giving a fuck, I started building up confidence. I am happy now and very grateful and I wish for everyone here pls hold on and believe in yourself. I wish i could share my happiness and my love with every single one of you guys who deserve it, but I guess all I can really do is just write this text
The best advice I can give to all of you; work on yourself, invest in yourself, develop your mind, your physical body, take care of you and your health. I know that all of you feel the same I used to feel, even though our stories might be so different.
I know all of you have the potential to be the best version of yourself, you can rock this world and dominate your path your way.
much love
This kinda community should have a group chat where we all just talk about our problems 🙃🙃🙃🙃
i agree,
like a kik group or a discord server
someone should set up a discord for this community and then just play chill/sad music in the background
Ah nvm there already is one. discord.gg/2YAkCUf come and join
discord.gg/2YAkCUf
When I originally clicked I wasn't sad, then after reading the comments all the repressed feelings started releasing themselves.
Richard Anderson same...
me too
Yo tell me about it
ThatBoiChardo A. you can't keep it in..
I have a lot of repressed feelings, it is an endless rabbit hole. Life went on a downward spiral for a very long time..
I get out of a depression.
Now I'm fine. But it saddens me to see you all completely lost, disoriented and sad. Believe me that life is beautiful. Beauty is just hidden somewhere. Your goal is to find it. This goal will make you happy. Without even reaching it definitively, the steps acquired towards this goal will make you every day more and more happy. You will failed sometimes, its life, you have to learn from it. Have a goal. Say I fuck you when it is necessary, say I love you when it is necessary. Do what it takes, but not what it takes to sink.
Love ya ;)
So many of these mixes are gone, i need them.
I guess I'm not the only sad one here..
hahaa
nooope.
Ayy Lmao never
LOL this comment so on point
Yeah ur mom --naenae'd---
Ayy Lmao not alone with that comment
i called him to tell him i still loved him and he told me to come pick up the rest of my stuff this weekend.
shoutout to this mix for making me simultaneously want to neck it and want to stay alive to find more music like this
Thankyou for uploading this type of music i really appreciate it. like alot. And also to all the subs and to especially sad have a nice day and or night. I really need a hug right now.
*hug* 💕
Ultima Weapon90 *tight hugs* I feel the exact same way.
This picture kills me dude. Just remembering the ending to that movie is so heart wrenching. But damn, I simply love the feeling of sadness.
Ramon Lizarraga what's it called?
what movie is this?
Lily A 5 centimeters Per second
blu3 cloud 5 Centimeters per second
As soon as she left you, you came back to me and my feelings are a mess once again.
Erika Palafox :c
Erika Palafox ive been there... i hope u dont fall for it, let go
everybody in the comments who may or may not be going through trials and tribulations, know as hard as things may seem in the moment, its will get better, even if it takes a while remember the sun rises tomorrow and its a new day. Pain is temporary, it may last a day, a month, even a year, but eventually that pain will subside and something will take its place. the thing about being at rock bottom is that the only place you can go from the bottom is up, you may feel the isolation and the darkness consuming you, you may feel like ending it all, you may feel like your in such a bad place that death becomes the easier option. You my brothers and sisters are greatness, you my fellow people have the potential to change a generation, do not cut the already short journey of life shorter. falling and being depressed does not make you weak, falling makes you human, depression means you are overwhelmed by emotions so much so that the machine called your body almost shuts itself down, when you fall its what you do when you have the dirt on yourself, when you have the bruises and cuts, you can either (F.E.A.R or F.E.A.R) Forget Everything And Run or you can Face Everything And Rise. YOU ARE NOT WEAK, you are strong and whom ever is reading this, know i care about you, i may not know you but if you are reading this and you feel any emotion because this relates to you in anyway know someone out here is thinking about you, you are not alone my friend, you're not alone. assess your situation, surround yourself with positivity and be that great being you were born to be, the universe really responds to us, it really does, you may think its rubbish, but what you put out into the world really comes back to you, spread that positivity and you will see your life change, just as we feel the wind, we love the breeze it brings, but have you ever seen wind?
my friends, that there is the forces of the universe that are simply unexplainable
ive been through soo much
you may have been through so much
let that motivate us to RISE UP AND ESCAPE THE BAD EMOTIONS WHICH TRY TO CONSUME US, the devils of life
every morning wake up and tell yourself " i've got this"
go out and show the world Who YOU ARE!
how can I contact you please?
zecharyuche@hotmail.com
feel free to talk to me
Xavier please message me
Xavier Everything you said is wonderful , you have warm my heart during a hard day. I wish you all good things in life because i can feel with this text that you have a huge heart. Thank you again for the support you give to strangers its rarely. Take care
Xavier BEAUTIFUL
art at its best
its been years since ive heard this but it still hits my feelings an returns me to the past. Truly thank you for either reuploading it or uploading it in the first place. I love you if you are reading this
the pain does lessen
I honestly have lost motivation for everything I do even my passion for art, maths and learning new languages are now gone, nothing interestes me anymore even anime I used to be a huge fan but since now I'm so busy slaving away everyday sleeping only 2-5 hours or no sleep at all on average for the past 5 years theirs just hardly anytime.
Being bullied for 10 years really damages you even if I may seem okay on the outside and no one knew the emotional pain I still feel today. The bullying came from school, teachers and even my family, suffering physical abuse at school and verbal abuse at school & from family.
My family told me to stop being weak and to grow the up when I was 10 after all I hit puberty at a younger age and my younger brother got cancer when I was 10 so I hid everything even from close friends none of them knew I was suicidal & was self-harming in various ways at the age of 7-8 & still am today but the difference now is that I contemplate but stop because I don't want anyone to suffer and I don't want to be even more of a burden for existing.
When growing up at 6 I knew i wasn't normal after all I wasn't like the other girls I wasn't attracted to guys I only had it for girls and then hiding it from family cause I knew it was bad. Today now I'm bisexual as well 5-6 years ago i had a crush for a guy and then found out what bisexual meant, I still haven't come out to family because of my Aunty having a huge grudge against bisexuals only, everyone wants me to have kids early and marry a guy, my brother is trans (so f to m) so I'm the only girl then and being my dad's 1st child I feel I like I have to live up to everyones expectations & when I came out to my best friend last year she said I was delusional and that it was a phase so i had a meltdown lost confidence in it all. So love is never an option for me.
If you read this far sorry for taking up your time with all the useless paragraphs, I just needed a place to vent -- I'm sorry
i want to die Dont be sorry , it was a pleasure to read your story. Dont be ashamed of who you are because there is always one person who will accept you no matter what and if one of them dont accept how you are than this person is not good enought to have you in his life. You seem clever dont lose faith in your passions, continue , grow up , become who you want to be and make shut up all the peoples who tried to bully you before because you are not this person anymore. Take care
i want to die don't be sorry about venting like this, if you ever feel down msg me on Kik: TheMcSkittle, or tell me your preference for messaging
lol Im down right now but kinda happy you changed your name
Are you better now?
We are here with you💜
It warms my broken heart to see all the others who have been shattered to come together to mend each other.
Seeing that there are only good people here, ill share some of my "stuff". Duo all the pain, bullying, friends committing suicide, being on the phone with a friend who jumped of a bridge, having a girlfriend who was stabbed over a pack of sigarettes and didn't make it I blocked out every emotion possible. Ofcours pain is the only thing left as some of u can relate. I tried committing suicide and failed. Not because of the attempt but because i scared myself and broke down (started shaking and crying) and i can tell u, its not the awnser you're looking for. What helps for me to is to not take my own life and live for those who didn't. Thank you for the music being able to write this and thank you to those who took a minute out of there tome to read my message. Love is out there and it's coming your way.
Tbh I just wanted to say that I still really like this mix and it kind of carried me in high school
This comment section has to be my favorite because everyone tries to help each other up instead of break each other down. This is such an awesome community even though most of the people here are depressed and that’s okay. I feel like I’m not alone cuz I got people to relate to even though I’m just a bit down on myself every now and then.
im not like most of you.. i dont want to die. I want to wake up the next day, but noticed by him, feeling like im enough.
i come back here every so often. sometimes years apart, sometimes months, weeks, days, hours. the pain never really stops, it just changes. i'm not sure if it's just me, if i'm the only one feeling this way but if there is others out there, i love you. i hope you are doing well.
to this day i still come back to these playlists
I'm sorry...I let my feelings consume me and in the end I hurt both of us. Now I'm still letting myself be consumed but now I hurt alone. Because you couldn't possibly ever want me, want this utter mess, nor would I want you to. We have a beautiful friendship. I thought confessing would set me free but it only made me love you more. I'm so sorry. I wish I could just disappear. The thought of you pitying me makes me sick even if I know it's all just in my head.
*hears first minute*
*subscribes*
This is so nice, I'm happy that it was recommended to me :)
Sernie Banders You're Happy?
LOL. I know I am.
I'm not depressed.I'm not sad either.But life feels so empty.I'm lost interest in everything and I'm living simply just because I'm alive.The world wasn't in fucking colors anymore.Everything just black and white.I don't have any motivation to live as well to die.Funny isn't? I don't have high hopes for future, but I sincerely wish that someday, somehow, I found someone who give me meanings to life. Make my life full of colors and maybe a little less empty?I know this is such a wishful thinking.I don't know if I ever found that person, but still, I decided to have faith. I hope y'all too, keep living life.Have faith. Everything going to be alright eventually.
This channel never disappoints
unlike me
I would have told you some motivating shit but you commented when I'm depressed. Welp everyone disappoints sometimes though
i'm sorry i'm trying
I feel so at home here because I'm like sad everyday and it's amazing knowing I'm not the only one but I wish the best of happiness to all
Its great to know you have others to suffer with
Jr Gaming 💙☔
Exactly ❤️
❤️❤️❤️
Jr Gaming ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This music gives life to people that are really suffering... calls us edgy but this shit helps us.
I keep coming back to this jeez
holy fuck did I just find a whole subculture of depressed ass people listening to depressing ass music? yo I just came here for the good music but I hope each and everyone who is sad can get through whatever they are goin through!
love 💔
I have listened to this mix a ridiculous amount of times.
I've been listening to this the whole weekend; it hurts but at least I don't feel alone
It’s been 4 years since I first listened to this mix. A couple years since I last listened to it and I thought I’d never be back in this place again, just a memory of all the sorrow.
Now I’m here listening again.
I owe myself so much but most importantly an apology for letting myself go though all of that.
18 year old me wants to give 14 year old me a hug and vise versa.
Coming back here feels so nostalgic but now has a sense of healing and relief instead of the lowest low.
I wanna thank whoever created this because this holds a big part in my life.
And for whoever you are reading this, I hope you’re okay. We’ll have better days soon. Hold on.
I can agree to this.
Time is the ultimate healing agent and I’m glad to be where I am at at this very moment. Not a lot of people give themselves the credit to overcoming their hardships.
I was 17, now I’m 22 and I have seen so much growth within myself and I have nothing but positive affirmations for my future. ❤
talked to her for 8 months.
she says she cant feel love.
i tell her i can only feel love for her.
we're exactly the same, and not the same at all.
one of the first lofi mixes i ever heard. Now i listen to lofi all the time and come back to this mix so often
I'm reading all the comments and I just want to say that I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS, OKAY?!?!?!11/1?!?1. I JUST AAAAGHGHGHHH I LOVE U ALL
Im a bit late but we love u too
worst is giving your all to some one.. and watching them choose some one else and loving them too... 😔💔
Sick of crying
Tired of trying
Yes I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying
Natsu Dragneel true poetry
Natsu Dragneel relatable
Natsu Dragneel definitely relatable bro. I hope Natsu's flame comes back bright in you. but i guess in the end, we all hope for that if not to leave permanently
i like ur name natsu is my favorite fairy tail character
Glad you guys like what was written, wish i could say i came up with it myself but im pretty sure i read it somewhere else :(
For the first time in my life, I hate the nostalgia in my stomach. I can't even listen to the music you used to listen to, it makes me think of the past and I can't tell if I miss it or not. I hate that when I open up to people, they leave when I can't be what they want me to be.
the one i want
the one i need
the one i love
who will never love me
i can't take this anymore... she's all i think about. i'd give up anything and everything for her. but she doesn't give a damn about me.
RK Audio I feel u. and now she loves someone who doesn't even know her instead of me who loves her more than his own life
Paul Bäumler Yo deadass all this is hitting close to home. I miss her and love her a lot
Me too
i just want to thank you for this video because it saved me when i needed it the most. i'm glad that i'm still here, listening to this mix, now at a better state of mind. whoever's reading this, just know it gets better. someone will see your true value. take care
i feel like i'm in a big ass gang of sad boys & girls
peachy welcome to our generation :c
the first rule of being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" is you don't talk about being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" -concerned member
I'm sure the big ass gang of sad boys and girls has always existed, it's just that now we have the opportunity to get together
This is the only thing that made me smile and laugh in a while. Thank you
Let's unite :3
completely forgot about this mix. man this got me through some hard times. I listened to this hard 19-20 years old. when I constantly got my heart ripped out and i was violently depressed. i'm now 25 and married with my depression still there but learned new ways to cope since then. I'll always be thankful for these artists who made these songs to ease the pain. listen boys I know life can be a complete bitch sometimes but eventually it does get better. just gotta give life a chance to work itself out. keep your head high and keep swinging.
same here brother we made it out. just gotta keep goin.
**HEARS KINGDOM HEART'S MUSIC WITHIN THE FIRST SONG**
**SMASHES THE LIKE BUTTON WITH ENTIRE HAND**
Love this so much, and reading these comments are perf... I don't feel alone... I know its been way over a year since that day... but it still kills me today.... thank you for putting this up.
fits perfectly... my girlfriend broke up with me 2 hours ago because she doesn't love me like she used to... at least that's what she said...
Vord Loldemordt yeah same happened to me like two months ago
oh :(
happened to me a month ago lmao it was total shit i was with the dude for almost two years....but you will overcome it eventually.
Maybe you need to grow up and stop living your life in meme's and maybe she won't see you as a little boy.
(Unless you are then you shouldn't be looking for relationship to be honest).
you talking to me?
I've been listening this for the past two years of my life. Thank you
if only i weren't so afraid.
it would all be over.
the suffering.
same
Thank god this mix is back on youtube
i dont wanna do this anymore
K U R X クルツ never give up
ScreekeR'n MaSskorR thanks man
xxx on a killstreak
Exypher nigga
Someone knows the pic anime name?
I wish they would look my way. What a painful relationship this is. Thank you for the music.
Man, everyone here is so sad and depressed.... It makes ME sad.
I'm just here to listen to good music..
Bruh, I just wanna write. Not cry while looking at all these sad comments from people I don't even know.. Dang I already have suicidal friends, and now I have suicidal comments rushing over me like water.
Please, don't give up. Giving up won't help anyone, especially you
Oh my Godd I've been trying to find this mix. I used to listen to it all the time 3 years ago. I even had it downloaded. All the memories are coming back
How does one wake up one day not having the same feelings? I believe I'm a smart guy, but I will never comprehend this. . .
I used to listen to this mix last year, I felt completely alone. I fell in love with my best friend. I never expected anything to happen because I thought he was straight. One day in the summer he told me he loved me back. We spent 6 months getting high and making crazy memories. I've suffered with mental illness my whole life and I never felt more alive.
This year, on new years day, he told me he thinks he fell out of love with me. We are still very close, he hasn't written off the idea of him loving me again, he says maybe it's because we are both going through a lot and the time just isn't right for a relationship. I still feel the same for him. Now I'm here again, listening to these songs that describe exactly how I feel about the boy that I never thought I had a chance with.
3 years later and this playlist still hits different 🤷
bruh time fly so fasttttt
listening to this make me wanna going to high school again
just wanna sleep and never wake up
doom same
doom same.
doom I know what it feels like to have those feelings. You feel like nothing you do is gonna change anything and you don't have the strength to even try. Everything is just shit and you wanna just sleep and escape everything this cruel world has. It's not easy. It's very hard. But believe me it will get better. The most important thing to do during these times is to care for yourself even more. Have a day. Doesn't need to be a good day or a great day, cause you feel like shit already, just have a day. Take a shower, wear clean clothes, have a meal, relax. I hope you feel better soon. :)
doom What I like to do during these difficult times is to remind myself of the reason why I could come this far. What made me hold on for me to be here now. The reason can be anything! Your parents, your family, your cat, dog, fish. Try finding a reason that made you who you are today, and hold on to it. If you can't find one, it's okay. The world is a cruel place, but there is still kindness in it. You may feel like nothing is going right, but at least you're still alive and able to move, access to the Internet and RUclips, and there are also lovely people here who do not know you but still do show that they care! All is not over. You may be down now, but take your time, as long as you may need, and when you're done, push yourself off the ground and continue on. I really hope you will feel better soon. :)
"life screams out, that all of this will change " - lacey sturm . I don't know who you are , but I promise your purpose in this world will become clear ! Just stay strong . :)
the first mix on my chill/sad music playlist, 6+ years later and still helps me through tough times.
I relate to the title so much lmao. I'm suffering.
same
This mix reminds me of the smell of rain on lonely nights.
when I need this the most. thank you
I remember finding this playlist back in 2016 and I don’t remember the last time I listened to it I bet it was because things were better. Now they’re not again. This playlist has helped me cry, sleep, and fill in the silence that no one else could. Thank you.
thank you so much
Im glad to be able to connect with everyone's glowing hearts that didn't make it into the develish person that forgot you guys..
Well I care about you guys in the comments. I care about you souls and if any of you were to give up I'd feel like I failed.
My mission sire is to help you guys move forward. My friends have been there for me and now I'm passing on the deed.
I'm blessed to have my friends in High School and you guys are blessed with something amazing too don't take advantage of it 💖
The love of my life abandoned me without a word
And ignored me whenever I tried to msg him.
Lovely, isn't it.
Pandakitties I know the feeling.
Things will work out! His loss :)
its his loss just wait the time will bring you a person who appreciate you.
this is exactly what's happening to me. We've been off and on for the past 8 years. And he's grown onto me. He's always on my mind. I do not understand what i have done wrong but i must have done something bad because everyone important has left me and it's too much.
peachy bby you've done nothing wrong, the universe is making room
nostalgic playlist
Amazing just amazing
Omg it's open to everyone now am so happy I've been wanting to hear this
*Let's all bond over being mutually suicidal.*
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this mix means the world to me, so many tears, so many rooms, a couple holds thru the night. thank u
So glad I have notifications on.
This mix reminds me of this period of time, and its breaking my heart in a completely different way thinking back on what I was going through when I first started listening to this
I miss her so God damn much, sometimes I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her but now she has someone else to make her happy I hope he treats her better than I did wow I'm all teary why do I fuck up everything just why am I such a fuck up I just want to leave forever and not feel anything any more
I love just listening to these songs in the dark and reading all the comments........... it helps to know I’m not alone
I'll always only love you, because I'm not me anymore after you going.. I'm a fragment of something I once was.
This playlist helped me find my current music taste. And for that, I thank you so so so much.
thinking about just how every stranger in the comments is going through their own hell im not sure it comforts me it depresses me more than what any song could ever do for me but hey scoot over im here to join your circle..
LuxSu circle is open to anyone that wants to join in
this is so calming. and i know it shouldn't be, but i listen to it and it reminds me of the good childhood memories i do have.
Kingdom hearts
ive lost track of how many times ive listened to this playlist.
i still remember the cold morning bus ride when it was first uploaded.