Physical And Emotional Changes At 3 Months On Testosterone (FTM)
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- Опубликовано: 11 июл 2013
- An overview of the physical, emotional and psychological changes I've experienced since taking testosterone, in the first 3 months of my gender transition from female to male.
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Hi Elle :) Yes its shocked me too! I Biology really does have more of an impact than I could ever have guessed. I think stereotypes and socialization often exaggerate these differences, but they really are there! Its so amazing to be on the inside watching this happen!
I've recently come out as trans and your videos have been such a help to me. You're so articulate and honest, Thank you so much for all you've shared here!
Congatulations on coming out! I hope you have had lots of support. Im so glad you have found my videos helpful and thank you for your lovely compliment if you would like more resources I have a website over at finlaygames.com
Thank you so much! yes it is really interesting to be observing myself and experiencing the difference, it s so apparent and its not just me noticing it. I really have trouble with a group of women now...they are all gossping and squeaking together and I just feel lost and naturally drift away wheras before id have gossiped with them...its so funny!!! This is the best exploration ever!! :D
Still watching and loving these videos as I go through my own transition journey. Thank you again for making these.
It helps me put into words what's going on with me. Especially the bit about how I relate to people now.
Thanks so much my friend, I am thrilled to hear that my videos help. Isnt it amazing how we change and how our relation to others change! Im 7 years into transition now and the changes still astound me! Not sure if you have seen, but I have a website too with lots of other blogs on transition and other things finlaygames.com
Congrats Finn that you're feeling more & more at home w/ yourself! :) 15:05 - 18:08 Your discussion of how biology has impacted your interactions is superb. How you perceive Nat's sharing before vs.after T, also how you've become a man of fewer words -->classic M/F dynamic stuff. My bf & I often deal w/ that. Reminds me that we need to be mindful of our differences, that perhaps T vs. E biology has more to do w/ it than we realize, & it's not just stereotypical socialization. ~Elle
I know, neither can I! Its more than I could have ever hoped for already :) Me and my family were looking at old vids last night and the change so early on is already profound. Thanks so much my friend :)
Why yes of course its silver! Im the silver fox! I never knew I could be so excited about hair! I cant stop looking at it!!!And yes, my voice is just brilliant and its just getting deeper! Couldnt have wished for a better change.Mate I cant tell you how wonderful I feel, the words just dont come close to explaining it, thank you for saying it shows, Im enjoying every mili second! And thats a very good point about my lack of anxiety letting the true me through, thanks so very much my good friend
I cant believe whats happening to my brain!!!! And yes, its great that they are stopping nice and quick! Cheers my friend :)
Hey bro, another great vlog, as always. Wonderful that you are finding life so awesome right now, finally! Great about the anxiety, or lack of. I am exactly the same as you in regards to that. I cannot speak on the phone, and meet people etc, so I hope that helps me eventually. Happy 3 months dude :))
Yes, it was long, but a lot of good stuff in there. You make a good vid, Finn.
Congrats on your 3 months! :) Your looking great man!
I totally get that, what id missed hadnt even properly crossed my mind until now, I think suddenly feeling so right and so "ME" brings up some....god why didnt I do this sooner...thoughts. I love your explanation of parallel existance, thats so true!
Wonderful place you are in, Finn!! Happy for you.
I'm 11 months on T, and the some upper ranges of my voice pitch have returned, though the tone is different. I find now that I have them available again, I will speak higher when I feel I am perceived as female to make others comfortable rather than in my natural pitch which likely perpetuates the problem. Just something to be aware of for future reference.
I loved these ramblings! They were very informative! And man, I'd go on T tomorrow if it weren’t for the voice thing. I hate the idea of losing my singing voice. It's the only thing that puts me off, but it's a big thing. So torn!
Ah thank you! And I understand the worries, I have heard other people who are performers express similar concerns. There are people who document this exact issue its worth having a look!
Your enthusiasm in this video is just brilliant! ...and Hobbit juice? So much epic in that title.
+Femalesubmissive18 ha ha! I was very excited! I still am to be fair!!!!! :D
Fin you look and sound incredible can believe how different you look and sound in 3 months well done dude :)
Amazing, I sure enjoy your excitement. Yes, the voice is work. I mentioned how it seems to go up when I try to project it. Now, I can't growl at my girls when playing with them (dogs). I am sooooo happy that you are loving the changes. You look great Mate!!!
Hey Carter! I am indeed in a wonderful place.....i love it here! Long time coming! Thats interesting about changing your pitch around people depending on how you are pecieved...Im going to watch out for that, not sure if I do that. Interesting about your upper ranging returning, I guess Ive got a while before mine come back then!
Thanks mate!
Hey Yeti-Man! I might have to replace my "gray" word with "silver"...much better! Your voice sounds incredible; very deep and man-like. Congrats on no "." yet; you can sneer at all those feminine products now! You DO look relaxed, less anxious, and so, so happy. I don't think that your personality is changing as much as your reduced anxiety is letting is shine through. It was a wall, a wall that's breakin' down. Enjoy the freedom!
Its a very very common thing this anxiety monster, it feels good to be finally getting the better of it. Im sure it will be the same for you, thanks my friend
yes that nakes sense, I think compared to young cis males,our change is so fast that our vocal cords dont have time to catch up, This is likely why singers often choose to go on the lowest dose because its probably not that good for your cords to be put through its paces like this! Its really interesting and Im having great fun learning to use my new intrument...(ooo errr!) make myself start sometimes when i say something and I hear myself....or when i try to say something and nothing comes out!
Massive grin at "arm palms" :D :D :D
Your next shot is on my birthday, yo.
Glad you're feeling good mate.
Monosyllabic answers: yep. Lol. Happening here too.
Thank you Ethan! My excitement is tooooo much to contain!! I have the same problem when talking to my gerbils!! It also makes them jump a lot!!! This is fun!! :D
With the voice thing - I asked my son how he learned to use his new voice when it broke. He didn't think he had to do anything differently, it just got deeper. Maybe it's the fact that T changes our vocal chords so quickly that we have to learn to use our new ranges.
wicked finn!
Thats exactly it!Everything has become an equation!And yes I was in AA before coming out and with the whole issue of having to say your name I had to give an expanation too really. Im glad Ive been so open about it as I get so much support from everyone, they are all behind me and its great. I even mention it when i do a chair,that often gets shocked looks! It can feel awkward at times but I think the nature of the program means trying not to disclose it just complicates things
Ah thats briliant! So funny!!!!! cheers Ky!
Lol. "my new hair's beautiful". Awesome, Finn!
Awesome video bud, totally agree about having to work on the voice, if I'm calm its more male , if I get excited its female.
Yeah to sex drive, I love T for that.
I totally get feeling like you need to solve something when Nat is just telling you about her day. Also I find myself wanting Jo to get to the point :( Bad Me!
I could never gossip with women even before T, I think it made them believe I didn't like them. I just never understood them and had nothing to say. Now its worse.
I'm 33. For me, I'm just soo excited that I pieced it all together and gave myself permission to transition that I hardly think about what I missed. Also, I think it's important for me to carve out safe spaces for the young guy inside me to grow up. And so for now my 33-year old and 13-year old exist on parallel paths which will eventually converge. This entails some entertaining and immature moments, which I juggle with my adult responsibilities.
9 years later, I loved reading this comment. I'm the same age you were then, starting the same journey. I hope yours has been beautiful so far.
I am indeed!! Toes and everything! Cheers my friend!
i can definitely relate to the mental aspect...i am so much more to the point now and i dont need to tell a five minute story to get one sentence out..haha...funny stuff. i am also trying to hang on to some patience, which has apparently decided to leave me lol. congrats on living in the shire haha! i wont be long behind you
What you say about your anxiety lessening with going outside gives me hope....I have Agoraphobia and rarely leave the house...I’ve been on T for months and not really had any changes, but my dose is very small....I wonder if my own anxiety will be affected when the dose is increased. I also have top surgery in November, and my daughter reckons my confidence with go up after that and I’ll be able start going out more...fingers crossed 🤞😁
Great video mate I'm on sustanon and my monthlies stopped straight away it was brill and that was that. I know lots of guys on it who stopped straight away or soon after starting it:) great that its helping ya anxiety mate :)lol warned ya how ya brain would change ;)
We were watching your early vids, your voice has changed loooooooads!!! Ive never been a total gossip, but at least felt I could be part of a gossip circle before but now i really cant....it feels awkward....like Ive walked into a womans changing room and am not welcome!
patience will come back! I struggled to find it in the first month!!!
lookin and sounding good Finn :D
Saw your pics on FB and was like "Wah, its a man with Finn's GF" xD
Ah! Cheers fella!
Congrats, Finn! Your starting to become a real hobbit now. lol
I love that word! I use it all the time now!! Ooooo Ill think of you when Im getting jabbed lol! Cheers fella :) :)
I do try to be succinct....but it never happens! cheers fella
I cant wait for chin straps!!!!!! My body does seem to love this juice!!! I hope this excitment never ends!!! Thanks my friend, need a proper catch up with you. Hope yr doing good!
Haha!! Yeah, it'll be a bit Skinner like when we meet pmsl!! BTW....are you heading down to brighton for trans pride??
Ha! Glad I amused you lmao!!!
Ha! Im a strange boy! Thanks Dade :) :)
Ha!!! Not just me then!!!
So now I = pain of being jabbed. If we ever meet you might flinch haha!
I'm still pre T & find women chew my ears off when they talk & I have not much to say, so on T I think I will be mute with ear plugs! Women do tend to just talk so much waffle tho.
Not all women! I generalised a lot in early days! But, my communication style has definately changed in transition, thats partly hormones and partly how I am very much more relaxed now!
True not all women, but certainly my female relatives 😂
Do that thing with your brow again - not for science purposes, just for shits and giggles on this side!