"she guessed my favorite color first try.. .but between me and u…i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now. "
Just tucked myself into bed.. I cant begin to tell you how i feel listening to this. I can picture myself sitting on the bench and gazing at the stars.... such a beautiful imagination so beyond my grasp. *sigh*
Whoever you are, wherever you are, whenever you are. Take solace in the fact that you are loved, no matter what is going on in your life. We're all here for you, every step of the way. Never forget that.
Green And you just wishing and hoping that she takes cares of him just like you did. You hope she knows how he’s likes his food and what music to play while driving. I know what your feeling 💔
rox rox no. What he needs is hope. He needs self love. It’s something no one can take away from you. He needs faith in himself. If he were to place himself in the hands of Christ. Or anyone for the matter. It would make it worse. You can’t rely on anyone. Even if you can’t see them.
William Walker live is all I have to say. There’s no sense in telling you to stop. But hear me out. You’re alone? Talk to random strangers. Complement them. Put a smile on their faces. You’re broke? Do jobs for your neighbors. Anything you can to help someone out. You’re drunk everynight? Okay. Just drink some water and eat before and after you do. If you can’t live for yourself. Live for others.
Honestly, I really miss my uncle. He was like a father to me. I called him almost everyday. We always drank a beer together, he'd always have some weird beer from another country which we both had never had before. Whenever I was struggling with something, I would call him. He would give me advice and tell me it was going to be okay. Last christmass he suddenly died. He had a stroke. He was very healthy, there were no warnings. I remember staying up all night in the hospital, I remember the nurses telling me at 5 a.m. he wouldn't make it. I visit his grave once a week to bring him fresh flowers in a beer bottle of a beer I had never had before. I miss him everyday. I can't wait to drink a beer with him again.
If this is a "crushing on them from across the room" situation, talk to them, don't be shy, you have nothing to lose. If this is after heartbreak, don't let them control your life afterwards, who you are, where you're going in life.
All the stars are shining But my eyes are flowing And my heart is dying Cause all I am hoping Is being by your side But you are far So far away I feel your soul, your thoughts But I don't feel your glance, I can't see the little smirk in your cheeky smile Remember. To let go doesn't mean to forget. It means to let the past as the past To fully live your present And to foresee your future. Open your eyes Let me open your heart We both know it. We stare at the same moon at night And the same stars are above our heads. Just come to me so I can cry upon your shoulders And know that I am the only one in your heart.
So I was dating this girl for 7 months, those were the best 7 months of my life, we talked every day and called every night and often we would fall asleep listening to songs together through the phone, we had never had a fight beside which is a better anime, food etc. then out of the blue she just says she wants to take a break from everything, and I respect her so I don't argue a few days later she calls me and she wants to break up, because how different schools are going to be hard, but for whatever reason I just can't let go of her, she was my everything, my will to live. I just feel like she never wanted to be with me but got with me for a little bit but then stayed with me because she didn't want to hurt my feeling or whatever. idrk know how to end is but anyone reading this, have an amazing night I love you
She's stuck in my head since last week. The song of the birds reminds me of her laugh, the sunshine is just like her smile, the green of her eyes call my soul, her hair is so lovely that I think of it when touching my fuzzy gloves. I find her name in every word I read. Even the sky reminds me of her... I can't help but to struggle against myself. I used to like being lonely, but she showed me I need her warm hugs, her silly jokes, her crazy thoughts, her beautiful smile. I need her. I'm confortable at her side. When we're together, we're truly happy, we have fun. I can be myself with her, I fucking love her. Even the sky reminds me of her... and I'm going crazy... I planned to tell her before the holiday, but I couldn't. I was afraid to lose her. I didn't want to bother her mind. I didn't want to be a burden to her life. I thought she was already happy, I didn't want to mess with it. But we kept chatting. She's so amazing, omg. We're so similar. She likes the same songs as me. The same tv shows, the same games, everything!!! She understands me, just like I understand her. I love when she's close to me. Even the sky reminds me of her... Maybe I'll ask her in dating next week, but it doesn't matter to you, does it?
Well, I found that she didn't felt the same It's okay I'm crying a little bit right now but i'll be fine She's still a nice friend Maybe I'll even forget that feeling in some days but it doesn't matter to you, does it?
She's my girlfriend now!!! She does feel the same, can you believe it?! A lot of things happened and it was a month full of angst for us both Surprisingly, everything went incredibly well Oh I fucking love her Everytime we kiss i get in love all over again It's so unbelievable It's so fantastic It's so good oh my god I don't know who you are And don't know if this matters to you but even the sky reminds me of her and she means a lot to me
Marcel Cummings P.I I know this is random but, thanks for replying to all these people, it can make someone's day a lot better. Hope you're having a good day/night as well.
those distant dog barks are such a phenomenal detail. i can’t even express the feeling this specific playlist gives me. and the rain, man i can’t even explain it’s like i’m feeling happy, sad, nostalgic, grateful, confused, all at the same time.
i fall asleep to this every night. thank you so much for all the good dreams i have because of this. you’re the reason i don’t wake up at night having anxiety attacks. i am beyond thankful for your existence.
Marcel Cummings P.I you probably wont see this but ive seen all your comments through here, I appreciate you and what you’re doing here, the world needs more like you
Even the sky reminds me of her. The stars in her eyes. The moon like her skin. Her smile like the sunshine The way the clouds sway is like when the wind flows through her fiery hair. But like everything that is within the sky, it’s all out of reach, as is her.
So glad I found this channel. It’s comforting, but also depressing at the same time reading the comments. It’s crazy how much pain we all have gone through. I’m hoping and praying for better days for all of us. You’re all in my thoughts. Thank you bootleg boy for connecting us all.
I always feel like second or maybe even fifth best. Then I hear songs like these and I’m floating in a place where everything makes sense and I’m happy. I can’t stop smiling and the boy I like chooses me because he likes my laugh and how my eyes shine and not because my best friend likes to tell him I’m shy. Oh how life would be nice like that. Xx
id like to share some of the best times of my life.idk why im sharing.. hopefully these make the one reading feel nice inside... maybe itll help you remember your own precious memories. i distinctly remember beautiful memories such as walking around our high school campus late at night, my hand and his conjointly woven together, looking up at the glowing stars. the sounds of a high school football game in the distance were definitely muffled by the intensity of my beating heart. another memory...our first homecoming together. of course it was awkward because we were both deathly introverted teens... but looking back it was one of the sweetest moments of my life (probably because it was where i had my first kiss :) ) i also recall another high school dance where we both completely emerged from our awkward little shells. spring fling. a moment in time ill never forget... us together, inseperable, furiously making out in the heat of a crowd. people high off their minds left and right, and individuals grinding here and there... pretty stereotypical high school dance haha. but this was an incredible feeling. music being blasted in the background, songs where we all know the lyrics by heart. everyone feeling alive for once, an energy that passed through us all. the beauty of youth is astonishing to me... it continually gifts me with a happiness that is unlike any other kind of happy. but there is a sense of sadness as well.. because i realize im damn well going to miss these times like hell once they are over...
I feel like I'm in the wrong world. Cause I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together. I don't. There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. Where I was with you, and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that's the one my heart lives in.
The sky reminds me of you... and how someday we will drift apart The sky reminds me of the day you eventually break my heart But I keep going, because I think there is hope I want to keep loving you But I feel like I'm losing you And I have to say, I don't want to use this rope I hope you all enjoyed that poem x
This mix makes me feel alone; in my room, everybody sleeping, the silent night. A little sad but in the very inside I feel good. I found the way how to enjoy solitude and sadness.
Probably this is not your day.Probably this is not your week.But this is your life, and its not meaningless..your are very important for someone.Probably that someone pray every night to find one like you.Your are not just a body...You are a soul, and a soul never die.
Bootleg boy thanks for getting me through med school best music to study too, hope Im not the only one who comes here even tho im not sad. Wish you guys all the best!
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in) i am never without it(anywhere i go, you go my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) ... -e.e. cummings This is by far my favorite poem so when I heard it I got so excited. Go look it up. It's absolutely gorgeous
deep breath look up starry night bright moon shooting star blink once look down look up tears swell shudder let it out sobs choking on tears holding your mouth shut don't let them hear you deep breath look up at me starry eyes bright smile shooting glance blink once look at your shoes look up to me eyes brimming shaking letting it go soft cries coughing salt keeping them in not wanting me to hear
I just got cured from fever & im glad im ok your music helped me a lot when i was sick & also when my parents fight thank you bootleg boy your the best man
As a child I began to feel this vague heaviness begin to grow in my heart. It was small at first, barely noticeable, only in brief moments and from certain angles. But as each year passed the weight began to grow, getting heavier and heavier. Simultaneously my heart became weaker and weaker. Cracks began to appear and hope began to dim. Until eventually all I could feel was the overwhelming anchor, the incessant aching, the unbearable pain hiding behind every attempt to smile. I was drowning on land, suffocating in fresh air, screaming in silence. The agony became my home, and i resided in the hell of my burdened heart. And then I met you. It took years for my heart to weave this mountain of pain. And it only took days of your presence to unravel it completely. You saved me. You invented fire in a heart that only knew the damp cold of despair. You made my existence meaningful and exciting. You made me happy. And then you left. Now the weight has returned. Maybe even stronger than before. But one thing is different now. I know that you are possible. And although my memory of you is foggy and those feelings hidden deep in the crevices of my heavy heart. And although you left me, maybe more broken then even before. You also left me with hope. And if I cling to it hard enough. I just might find a love like yours once more.
You can't change the past, you can't forget them immediately, you can shape the future. The one link to all this? Time, healing takes time, never rush yourself to get better. We're all here for you, every step of the way.
Every time I look at the sky. Blue. The color of his eyes. I could never forget. His sky blue eyes, oh how I wish they could look in mine. But the world is ending, and all I have is music. I’m sure someone else feels the same.
That photo is a *PERFECT EXAMPLE* of what kind of spot I dream of having or living near by. No one around.. great city view. If I find a place that has this, I’m moving there. PERIOD
Every time I look up at the evening sky, seeing the warm tones and the soft, orange light- I can’t help but remember that time you looked into my eyes while the sun shone on you. _You looked gorgeous_
You can and you will. It hurts, of course it does. Don't let it ruin who you are, what you do. Come out of this for the better. No matter how long it takes, we're all here for you.
@@marcelcummings7418 how can you move on from the most special person in your life? Doesnt matter how long it takes that person will always hold a place in your heart.
I've never had a heart break, I've never really fallen in love. This music and the love doesn't make me ache, Is that better than knowing the pain of loosing love? Knowing your missing out on something so big, and so strong
I had to comment when I got this notification. I haven’t even heard the music but even just the title of the mix is so relatable. Thank you bootleg boy
Don't worry about him, you deserve better. If he doesn't care about you anymore, don't let him control who you are anymore. You'll get better, trust me, I'm speaking from experience
I was officially broken today, my crush that I loved for 5 months told me that he had a girlfriend, yeah I was crying all night, still am. I told him I loved him before he had her he said he had a “stronger vibe” which made me think I wasn’t good enough he knows that I have depression and I don’t think he understands how painful it is cause he has all the confidence in the world but ending up breaking my heart as I thought to myself “why me?” It’s fucking painful as I’m going to say a million times it just broke me more then anything then I asked him ‘do you cuddle with her?’ Which he replied ‘yea’ i just wish that was me.
I really feelt every single word you said don't worry there is a lot of people around love you and I'm one of them I know that I don't know you but you are not alone trust me live your life
i wonder do you think of me when you kiss her. does my face cross your mind once in a while. because i know yours does every time before i go to sleep. wishing i could hold you in my arms while we are both smiling at each other. all the times you told me you wouldn’t leave. but you ended up leaving first. you left without an explanation. and now what do i do with all this hurt. i’m left with all these feeling. but you.. you are with her now. and im just here. missing you every second of the day.
When you realize that everything it's over but bootleg is always there to save you and make you feel that there is still something that can keep you in order to continue about dreaming and hoping that one day you will succeed...
I truly found the most genuine person ever. He is not perfect like none of us is. But the timing of him and me meeting at this edge of chaos in my life. That's just perfect job from whoever is making this happen. Everytime I look at him I just have to remind myself how lucky I am for having such a special person next to me. Sometimes I think what it's going to happen when he will be gone. And I truly feel heartbroken at that point of imagining it. I don't want to admit it but I build a lot into this person and now I'm just hoping that I'm not gonna lose it. Eventhough we all know we gonna lose that person in life. Now I'm just making sure he knows I appreciate every part of him trying to become a better person. I wanna be part of his journey and influence him in a good way. I want him to feel loved every second spended with me.
anywhere I go, you go my dear 💜
Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb
Yer baby
So beautiful! 💙
Plz play She by Gmellow it’s a perfect song for this channel plz the guy deserves more viewers
Face reveal at 1 million? The people need to know who helped them during hard times if not it’s still alll GUCCI 🖤🖤
Thank you so much for these mixes they have really changed my life. The dialogues are so beautiful.
"I know I said I was over you but when my phone vibrates I still wish it was a text from you"
Smellyknee grown right in the feels
damn
You'll get better, trust me. It hurts, but all this is temporary, acceptance is the first step, forgetting is the second, healing the third
Smellyknee grown
I feel you
"she guessed my favorite color first try..
.but between me and u…i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now. "
Damn that’s actually deep.
Damn. I felt that.
Wow, that was really touching. Thanks for sharing
ry holy fuck
ry this made me cry....
of course it reminds me of you, it's the same sky we stood under.
It's the same sky still, don't look back in sadness, look forward in happiness.
😭😩😖
The same sky you left me under
The same sky we once talked about the future under
心碎
Just tucked myself into bed..
I cant begin to tell you how i feel listening to this. I can picture myself sitting on the bench and gazing at the stars.... such a beautiful imagination so beyond my grasp. *sigh*
what a feeling 🙌
We're right there with you, leaning on your shoulder, holding your hand
That was what I was feeling when making my songs!
@Jospeh Stalin start by not doing that. I deleted all her pictures, it wasn't easy but it's slowly getting better. It still hurts but we'll get there
Bootleg Boy is always here when you need him...
Fr tho
Omg yes
oh yes
borny klimicu yes so true 😌 thxs bootleg boy 💕
Whoever you are, wherever you are, whenever you are. Take solace in the fact that you are loved, no matter what is going on in your life. We're all here for you, every step of the way. Never forget that.
i needed this.
thank you
Thanks :)
🙏
Thanks man
All of the stars have a reason
Teqkoi Beats Starshopping
You only need to find yours
a reason to shine
A reason like mine
And I'm fallin' in pieces
I saw him, today.
I don’t care if I’m sad,
I just want him to be happy.
And he is with her.
And it’s okay, he’s smiling, that’s what matters.
Green And you just wishing and hoping that she takes cares of him just like you did. You hope she knows how he’s likes his food and what music to play while driving.
I know what your feeling 💔
Very mature. Good for you.
Lmao
I know exactly how you are feeling it’s so painful honestly 😔
It's okay
It hurts..
But it's okay
I'm alone, broke, drunk, and heartbroken. Music is all I have now....
You need God Jesus christ in youre life 🙏💜
@@l0vingmaikel no he doesn't.
rox rox no. What he needs is hope. He needs self love. It’s something no one can take away from you. He needs faith in himself.
If he were to place himself in the hands of Christ. Or anyone for the matter. It would make it worse. You can’t rely on anyone. Even if you can’t see them.
William Walker live is all I have to say. There’s no sense in telling you to stop.
But hear me out.
You’re alone? Talk to random strangers. Complement them. Put a smile on their faces.
You’re broke? Do jobs for your neighbors. Anything you can to help someone out.
You’re drunk everynight? Okay. Just drink some water and eat before and after you do.
If you can’t live for yourself. Live for others.
I feel with you, cause I know the pain
I don’t even wanna go back, i just wanna forget about it.
Sometimes, when people think of love, they think of a heartbreak that never healed.
Honestly, I really miss my uncle. He was like a father to me. I called him almost everyday.
We always drank a beer together, he'd always have some weird beer from another country which we both had never had before.
Whenever I was struggling with something, I would call him. He would give me advice and tell me it was going to be okay.
Last christmass he suddenly died. He had a stroke. He was very healthy, there were no warnings.
I remember staying up all night in the hospital, I remember the nurses telling me at 5 a.m. he wouldn't make it.
I visit his grave once a week to bring him fresh flowers in a beer bottle of a beer I had never had before.
I miss him everyday.
I can't wait to drink a beer with him again.
sorry for your loss, i hope ur ok buddy
I would fall into the realm of darkness just to have another glimpse of you.
Christian Ross you wrote this?
Took inspiration from KH big fan
If this is a "crushing on them from across the room" situation, talk to them, don't be shy, you have nothing to lose. If this is after heartbreak, don't let them control your life afterwards, who you are, where you're going in life.
Nah just poetry
Christian Ross But than who else will I have my ice cream with? 😉😔
_"it's 4am, and i'm wondering if you're thinking about me too."_
Feel u
He/she's sleeping
😌👌
I wondered the same thing. Then she said his name in her sleep. 😪
It hurts because he isn’t
Even the sky reminds me of you but then again...
What doesnt?
👌
👍👍
Jackie M facts 🤕❤️
Frik, this really hit close to home
Why is it you're right?
All the stars are shining
But my eyes are flowing
And my heart is dying
Cause all I am hoping
Is being by your side
But you are far
So far away
I feel your soul, your thoughts
But I don't feel your glance,
I can't see the little smirk in your cheeky smile
Remember.
To let go doesn't mean to forget.
It means to let the past as the past
To fully live your present
And to foresee your future.
Open your eyes
Let me open your heart
We both know it.
We stare at the same moon at night
And the same stars are above our heads.
Just come to me so I can cry upon your shoulders
And know that I am the only one in your heart.
Is this a song? What is it
im singing ut lyrics again and again thx for that it does hlep a lot
this is deeply the best thing I could read today. Tnks for that.
Man, it was like you ceressed my heart.
Still looking for a girl to listen to those lofi music
They're here, you don't need to look far ❤️
sc pmouth98
Lmao helloo
I hope you find a girl to light up your world ★
Becky G thanks❤️
One day I hope to wake up and not be alone or sad anymore. 💔
Only you can make that happen. Never lose sight of that
hopefully i stay alive for that..
Waiting for that to happen for almost 3 years now...
One day I hope to not wake up at all
how ???
The only medicine I need
ruby5443 true
💯🙏🏻
Is weed*
So I was dating this girl for 7 months, those were the best 7 months of my life, we talked every day and called every night and often we would fall asleep listening to songs together through the phone, we had never had a fight beside which is a better anime, food etc. then out of the blue she just says she wants to take a break from everything, and I respect her so I don't argue a few days later she calls me and she wants to break up, because how different schools are going to be hard, but for whatever reason I just can't let go of her, she was my everything, my will to live. I just feel like she never wanted to be with me but got with me for a little bit but then stayed with me because she didn't want to hurt my feeling or whatever. idrk know how to end is but anyone reading this, have an amazing night I love you
and your face still claws its way back into my dreams after all this time...
Don't let it claw its way under your skin, ruining what's above
Always 💔
She's stuck in my head since last week. The song of the birds reminds me of her laugh, the sunshine is just like her smile, the green of her eyes call my soul, her hair is so lovely that I think of it when touching my fuzzy gloves. I find her name in every word I read.
Even the sky reminds me of her...
I can't help but to struggle against myself. I used to like being lonely, but she showed me I need her warm hugs, her silly jokes, her crazy thoughts, her beautiful smile. I need her. I'm confortable at her side. When we're together, we're truly happy, we have fun. I can be myself with her, I fucking love her.
Even the sky reminds me of her... and I'm going crazy...
I planned to tell her before the holiday, but I couldn't.
I was afraid to lose her.
I didn't want to bother her mind.
I didn't want to be a burden to her life. I thought she was already happy, I didn't want to mess with it.
But we kept chatting.
She's so amazing, omg.
We're so similar. She likes the same songs as me. The same tv shows, the same games, everything!!!
She understands me, just like I understand her.
I love when she's close to me.
Even the sky reminds me of her...
Maybe I'll ask her in dating next week, but it doesn't matter to you, does it?
Well, I found that she didn't felt the same
It's okay
I'm crying a little bit right now but i'll be fine
She's still a nice friend
Maybe I'll even forget that feeling in some days
but it doesn't matter to you, does it?
Alexandre Sauzem ..... you matter
She's my girlfriend now!!!
She does feel the same, can you believe it?!
A lot of things happened and it was a month full of angst for us both
Surprisingly, everything went incredibly well
Oh I fucking love her
Everytime we kiss i get in love all over again
It's so unbelievable
It's so fantastic
It's so good oh my god
I don't know who you are
And don't know if this matters to you
but even the sky reminds me of her
and she means a lot to me
Alexandre Sauzem c
thats awesome
Even when the sky reminds me of you...
*It still rains on me*
You can't change the past, you can't rush yourself to heal, it takes time. Find solace in that rain, it's what counts.
Marcel Cummings P.I I know this is random but, thanks for replying to all these people, it can make someone's day a lot better. Hope you're having a good day/night as well.
hey Marcel, ty for being the person u are
i know this is deep but it made me laugh out loud for some reason, like when you look at pretty birds and they poop on your head.
Tbh this person isn’t even a big event in my heart anymore. It seems as if the love just became a hard spot somewhere in my mind
That hard spot will soon melt my friend. We're all here for you, every step of the way
Marcel Cummings P.I :) thank you
"I don't know what to do without you. You're everywhere in my mind that I can't think of anything else...i mean..even the sky reminds me of you..."
Come to terms with what happened. Never forget Alex, that acceptance is the first step to healing.
At least we’re under the same sky ❤️
the picture gave me a overdose of nostalgia
Cute name.
those distant dog barks are such a phenomenal detail. i can’t even express the feeling this specific playlist gives me.
and the rain, man i can’t even explain
it’s like i’m feeling happy, sad, nostalgic, grateful, confused, all at the same time.
“Doesn’t everything in life wanna be loved?”
Yo your pic and comment are so hilarious 😂
That pic... LMFAO
your pic and your comment is perfect!
Everyone does want to be loved. Then why did she let go?
اه
Yes
is there a way to refund the love you've wasted on people who gave you nothing but lies in return
You can't rush yourself to heal. Don't get caught up in hypotheticals, what happened has happened. Embrace this fact, and you can get better
There’s no refunding it they threw it away like it was nothing.
I wish...😑
Pour that love into yourself❤️ that’s where it matters the most
god, don't i wish... we'll all get over our shit someday though, right? just takes time..
i fall asleep to this every night. thank you so much for all the good dreams i have because of this. you’re the reason i don’t wake up at night having anxiety attacks. i am beyond thankful for your existence.
I am very lucky to know a place that looks exactly like this
where is it?
Where is it? I really want to know because I'll definitely go there someday
yeah tell uss":))
Wow lucky
Wheeeerewe
He's nicer, smarter, stronger and older than me
He's just better for you and I know you'll love him, not me
But I will still love you 💔
Similar predicament here boo. Stay strong, don't let it affect you as a person, you're better than that
Marcel Cummings P.I you probably wont see this but ive seen all your comments through here, I appreciate you and what you’re doing here, the world needs more like you
I know that when the clock strikes midnight, bootleg boy uploaded a video
We often fall in love too quickly.
We’re tying up too fast.
But we cry slowly.
falling in love is quick...getting over it lasts lifetime..oo this pain is heavy
Even the sky reminds me of her.
The stars in her eyes.
The moon like her skin.
Her smile like the sunshine
The way the clouds sway is like when the wind flows through her fiery hair.
But like everything that is within the sky, it’s all out of reach,
as is her.
So glad I found this channel. It’s comforting, but also depressing at the same time reading the comments. It’s crazy how much pain we all have gone through. I’m hoping and praying for better days for all of us. You’re all in my thoughts. Thank you bootleg boy for connecting us all.
i wanna get lost in your eyes and butterflies again
but now it’s 3 am. you’re sleeping and i’m missing you.
I want to stay up all night again talking to you and getting lost in your voice
But now you are 1,924 thousand miles away sleeping and it's 3am
You'll be the sun, and I'll be the moon
Wish i could go back and restore everything..
What happened happened. Acceptance is the first step to healing.
Accept but never expect bro 💔
Wish I could do everything differently
Me too, bud. The pain hit me every fucking day
I'd give anything to fix it.
Thank you for the chill music. I lost someone recently. They will be ok, but I will miss them. Rest in peace among the stars.
I always feel like second or maybe even fifth best. Then I hear songs like these and I’m floating in a place where everything makes sense and I’m happy. I can’t stop smiling and the boy I like chooses me because he likes my laugh and how my eyes shine and not because my best friend likes to tell him I’m shy. Oh how life would be nice like that. Xx
Anna Wood yep and then you wake up and notice that all your shrooms are gone.
Never lose that feeling. Only you can make that feeling become reality, don't forget that Anna
id like to share some of the best times of my life.idk why im sharing.. hopefully these make the one reading feel nice inside... maybe itll help you remember your own precious memories. i distinctly remember beautiful memories such as walking around our high school campus late at night, my hand and his conjointly woven together, looking up at the glowing stars. the sounds of a high school football game in the distance were definitely muffled by the intensity of my beating heart. another memory...our first homecoming together. of course it was awkward because we were both deathly introverted teens... but looking back it was one of the sweetest moments of my life (probably because it was where i had my first kiss :) ) i also recall another high school dance where we both completely emerged from our awkward little shells. spring fling. a moment in time ill never forget... us together, inseperable, furiously making out in the heat of a crowd. people high off their minds left and right, and individuals grinding here and there... pretty stereotypical high school dance haha. but this was an incredible feeling. music being blasted in the background, songs where we all know the lyrics by heart. everyone feeling alive for once, an energy that passed through us all. the beauty of youth is astonishing to me... it continually gifts me with a happiness that is unlike any other kind of happy. but there is a sense of sadness as well.. because i realize im damn well going to miss these times like hell once they are over...
This is one of the most beautiful things I have ever read.....
Thank you for sharing sometimes it‘s good to hear there are still good things happening
I feel like I'm in the wrong world. Cause I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together. I don't. There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. Where I was with you, and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that's the one my heart lives in.
The sky reminds me of you... and how someday we will drift apart
The sky reminds me of the day you eventually break my heart
But I keep going, because I think there is hope
I want to keep loving you
But I feel like I'm losing you
And I have to say, I don't want to use this rope
I hope you all enjoyed that poem x
damnnn this was really good im suprised how tf im the only one whos liked it lol
“I want to keep loving you, but I feel like I’m losing you” damn, I felt that.
11:20 is without a doubt my favorite part of this mix, the small little breathing you can hear is just so comforting.
In my feels on my birthday. Thanks for this!
Elizabeth Gao happy birthday hope it was a good one :)
nostalgia Yup! Thank you :)
Happy birthday. I hope you will have a fantastic year.
Nilsix Thank you so much!!
Happy bday Elizabeth, never change
This mix makes me feel alone; in my room, everybody sleeping, the silent night. A little sad but in the very inside I feel good. I found the way how to enjoy solitude and sadness.
Miss her smile, I wish to see it again every night upon the stars😪🥀🌃
as darkness consumes me,the thought of you devours me and my tears over flow from the inside out
These always make me feel better.
Kailee Her same and omg hoseok!!!!
dying in kpop I can relate to your name. 😂
Kailee Her being a kpop fan is hard fam😂 u never know if youll come out alive from a mv/video
There's nothing wrong with being in that bench all by yourself. The view is spectacular.
Probably this is not your day.Probably this is not your week.But this is your life, and its not meaningless..your are very important for someone.Probably that someone pray every night to find one like you.Your are not just a body...You are a soul, and a soul never die.
Bootleg boy thanks for getting me through med school best music to study too, hope Im not the only one who comes here even tho im not sad. Wish you guys all the best!
Can hear this while the rain comes down and my depression goes up! Aye
I’m not lonely because I’m antisocial, I’m lonely because a heartbreak would push me over the edge
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in)
i am never without it(anywhere i go, you go my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
...
-e.e. cummings
This is by far my favorite poem so when I heard it I got so excited. Go look it up. It's absolutely gorgeous
deep breath
look up
starry night
bright moon
shooting star
blink once
look down
look up
tears swell
shudder
let it out
sobs
choking on tears
holding your mouth shut
don't let them hear you
deep breath
look up at me
starry eyes
bright smile
shooting glance
blink once
look at your shoes
look up to me
eyes brimming
shaking
letting it go
soft cries
coughing salt
keeping them in
not wanting me to hear
Let's be honest, this was recommended to all of the people who needed this.
beautiful background
perfect chill Sunday mix
ChilledCheese
Definitely
i already know this is going to be amazing
I just got cured from fever & im glad im ok your music helped me a lot when i was sick & also when my parents fight thank you bootleg boy your the best man
Stay strong, be like you're mask:
Happy
Marcel Cummings P.I thanks man i appreciate your words
We held on to what we knew... Knowing what we held wasn't true.. Strayed footprints on the Path. I'm Blessed to have met you.
“Loving someone and being loved means so much to me.”
it's been 9 months of unrequited love... it hurts so much
As a child I began to feel this vague heaviness begin to grow in my heart. It was small at first, barely noticeable, only in brief moments and from certain angles. But as each year passed the weight began to grow, getting heavier and heavier. Simultaneously my heart became weaker and weaker. Cracks began to appear and hope began to dim. Until eventually all I could feel was the overwhelming anchor, the incessant aching, the unbearable pain hiding behind every attempt to smile. I was drowning on land, suffocating in fresh air, screaming in silence. The agony became my home, and i resided in the hell of my burdened heart.
And then I met you. It took years for my heart to weave this mountain of pain. And it only took days of your presence to unravel it completely. You saved me. You invented fire in a heart that only knew the damp cold of despair. You made my existence meaningful and exciting. You made me happy.
And then you left. Now the weight has returned. Maybe even stronger than before. But one thing is different now. I know that you are possible. And although my memory of you is foggy and those feelings hidden deep in the crevices of my heavy heart. And although you left me, maybe more broken then even before.
You also left me with hope. And if I cling to it hard enough. I just might find a love like yours once more.
This is my medicine
The best kind. The only one you need. Never lose sight of that
Marcel Cummings P.I yes 🙂
idk why but this playlist makes me wanna fall in love and go on a late night walk 🥺
When you read the notification and the title reminds you of *him/her*
You can't change the past, you can't forget them immediately, you can shape the future. The one link to all this? Time, healing takes time, never rush yourself to get better. We're all here for you, every step of the way.
Marcel Cummings P.I didnt think anyone would reply but thank you ^_^
Everyone's here with you, no matter what you're going through my guy.
Marcel Cummings P.I thanks man.
Every time I look at the sky.
Blue.
The color of his eyes.
I could never forget.
His sky blue eyes, oh how I wish they could look in mine.
But the world is ending, and all I have is music.
I’m sure someone else feels the same.
I know you'll be a Star,
In somebody else sky,
But why?
Why can't it be in mine.
That photo is a *PERFECT EXAMPLE* of what kind of spot I dream of having or living near by. No one around.. great city view. If I find a place that has this, I’m moving there. PERIOD
"The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves."
Every time I look up at the evening sky, seeing the warm tones and the soft, orange light- I can’t help but remember that time you looked into my eyes while the sun shone on you.
_You looked gorgeous_
Never clicked on something faster❤️
6am and this song slowly puts my insomnia to sleep❤
man this guys underrated.. you honestly deserve way more support than you get.
been around sense 100k keep it up man
Is there such a place in the world to see this landscape at night? I would die to know where this place is. Then I would start playing this playlist.
i can't move on.
You can and you will. It hurts, of course it does. Don't let it ruin who you are, what you do. Come out of this for the better. No matter how long it takes, we're all here for you.
i bet u did it. did u?
You have to and you can.
I can’t either.
@@marcelcummings7418 how can you move on from the most special person in your life? Doesnt matter how long it takes that person will always hold a place in your heart.
I've never had a heart break, I've never really fallen in love. This music and the love doesn't make me ache, Is that better than knowing the pain of loosing love? Knowing your missing out on something so big, and so strong
Love your channel
rip x🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Mis you for ever X😢😢😢😭😭
xxx fans are her for you br
Your the only reason for my sorrow but your also the only reason why I’m still alive.
I had to comment when I got this notification. I haven’t even heard the music but even just the title of the mix is so relatable. Thank you bootleg boy
This is a beautiful mix, perfect to help me finish writing a short story I’ve been working on. We are all made of stars ✨
Why do I listen to music that makes me more sad when I’m sad lmfao like what
Bless people like Bootleg Boy...you are so underrated but I have never "met" "artist" whose songs will affect me like that. thank you
I miss him😢
Don't worry about him, you deserve better. If he doesn't care about you anymore, don't let him control who you are anymore. You'll get better, trust me, I'm speaking from experience
K love I miss her, she told me the loved me then a day later told me she didn't have feelings for me anymore
Adam Shepherd thats fucked up
Happy belated birthday. Sorry I wasn't able to be there, but I wish the sky would protect every single step you take.
I was officially broken today, my crush that I loved for 5 months told me that he had a girlfriend, yeah I was crying all night, still am. I told him I loved him before he had her he said he had a “stronger vibe” which made me think I wasn’t good enough he knows that I have depression and I don’t think he understands how painful it is cause he has all the confidence in the world but ending up breaking my heart as I thought to myself “why me?” It’s fucking painful as I’m going to say a million times it just broke me more then anything then I asked him ‘do you cuddle with her?’ Which he replied ‘yea’ i just wish that was me.
I really feelt every single word you said don't worry there is a lot of people around love you and I'm one of them I know that I don't know you but you are not alone trust me live your life
Im legit crying because everything about this video is so beautiful.
i wonder do you think of me when you kiss her. does my face cross your mind once in a while. because i know yours does every time before i go to sleep. wishing i could hold you in my arms while we are both smiling at each other. all the times you told me you wouldn’t leave. but you ended up leaving first. you left without an explanation. and now what do i do with all this hurt. i’m left with all these feeling. but you.. you are with her now. and im just here. missing you every second of the day.
These Lofi channels are my save and grace, thank you.
When you realize that everything it's over but bootleg is always there to save you and make you feel that there is still something that can keep you in order to continue about dreaming and hoping that one day you will succeed...
Only you can make that hope a reality, keep working towards your goals my dude, never lose sight of them.
I like how the stars are shining and moving 💗
BRAZIL LOVES YOU TBTLBOY!!
I truly found the most genuine person ever. He is not perfect like none of us is. But the timing of him and me meeting at this edge of chaos in my life. That's just perfect job from whoever is making this happen. Everytime I look at him I just have to remind myself how lucky I am for having such a special person next to me. Sometimes I think what it's going to happen when he will be gone. And I truly feel heartbroken at that point of imagining it. I don't want to admit it but I build a lot into this person and now I'm just hoping that I'm not gonna lose it. Eventhough we all know we gonna lose that person in life. Now I'm just making sure he knows I appreciate every part of him trying to become a better person. I wanna be part of his journey and influence him in a good way. I want him to feel loved every second spended with me.
I love you.❤🙃
i dedicate this playlist to myself. as always