I'm just a few days shy of 7 months clean from Suboxone (and all opiates), and I need to say thank you. Your videos were one of my main sources of support. They let me know what I was experiencing was normal and what to expect. The fact that there was such a long video timeline gave me hope that i could acheive that too. But I really benefited from your honestly, humor, non-judgmental approach and spiritual inspiration. There's no doubt in my mind that you have saved lives with these videos. Wishing you nothing but great things in your life. Thank you!
This dude helped me a lot in 2020. I hope he’s happy and his family are doing good. Seriously wish the mf the absolute best in life. I haven’t checked your channel in awhile.. I hope you’re still kicking my man
Hey man just checking in to see how your doing, haven't heard from you in while now. Your videos have really helped me on my journey, and on the 31st I'm going to be 4 years sober. Honestly, you and your videos were one the main reasons for my sobriety, and I just wanted to personally thank you for that, it really means more than you know. Hope everything is going good with you and the fam. Miss you dude
Hey Gabe, I give you credit for still being a good husband and father. I live alone and have a lot of respect for people like you that are able to hold it together while tending to a family I can barely do it coming back to my studio apartment
Video was great dude! You mentioned that you met a guy, have a plan and that you would get into that later. Let us know when you can share. Would love the help my brother. Peace and day by day my friend.
I’m coming off subs again. Had surgery lol. Day 8 no biggy. But wanted to say in my bad days before recovery you and Ryan were the big piece to me making the decision. To get right. I’ve been drug free for 3 years. Ty you brotha.
Glad to see you again Gabe, I was just thinking about you a couple weeks ago and said a little prayer for you. I hope things are getting easier and you're good.
Gabe it’s great to see you. Don’t beat yourself up too much your doing great I’ve been in the same spot now for more than a year myself I’m sober but I’ve not made anymore progress with being done with any other vices. I still need to get closer to the lord and I still just get through my day and that’s it I don’t have any joy in life yet.
your videos got me thru the hells of suboxone wd, been a long time gabe, glad to see you are doing good again, you seem happy these days ! hope to see you post more often buddy, blessings to you and your family !
Wow Gabe this is so amazing. You helped me through an extremely tough time three years ago. Ive been in treatment and off drugs for three year. Anyways. What are the chances i thought of you and you made a video for the first time in a whole TODAY about a drug i was prescribed that i never hear anyone talk about. Howver i was perscribed it for 'epilepsy.' Gabe i write to you know to tell you only one thing has put my spirit at ease. These coincidences happen almost daily for me now. I hope you are able to have a similar experience. Happy to hear from you brother. Thank you for your help years ago. Will never forget you. God bless
Wow. I wrote this before watching the whole video. So happy to hear you mention God. I literally had the same epiphany after being in the lamictal for a few years
Sorry to keep writing sitting here thinking. Remembering coming off that shit cold turkey because my insurance like ran out or script or something and I was on drugs and you know how contact with doctors goes. Man I DO NOT MISS THE CRAZINESS. I'll tell ya that. You seem good bro. Great to see. I really think God is reaching a lot of people right now for a reason. We seem to be in a similar place. V
@@gabemccall3523 thought of you today while I was struggling. Hoping for a video 😂 selfish me. Hope you're well. Haven't relapsed but living almost godlessly and smoking weed every day. So sad. Love u bro
@@gabemccall3523 dude I have found I just have this lie in my head that I must conquer. That lie is that I need a pill to be something other than a miserable person. I’ve had slip ups with addys, Benzos, and lots of weed all really have never been my thing. Yes getting off subs is great but life still stays the same and I still didn’t change my behaviors
Do you getting off subs? Just made me find other ways to get high. Started smoking a lot more weed taking Addie once in a while taking benzos once in a while so I’m not sober dude I’m just a dude that is lost just like this world.
Im sure I speak for everybody when I say i could listen to you rant and rave all night man. Like sitting next to a good friend. The internet does good things sometimes.
@@aphysique B6, B complex, niacin (the flushing kind), choline (alpha gpc... dmae), L-tyrosine, L-phenylalanine, L-glutamine, acetyl-L-carnitine... these are excellent for anyone who's burnt out their ability to produce & use dopamine. Probably need "therapeutic doses" to start, then roll back to normal doses... or better yet get these through diet. There's many great books out there... Depression Free For Life by Gabriel Cousons... or Amino Acids in Therapy by Leon Chaitow. I recommend reading up/learning, loads of online info on each of these... I suggest NootropicsExpert here on yt.
I pray your doing well man! My dad took gabapentin for a while and he said it was terrible it made him lose some of his hearing and said it was making him stupid. Just wanna let you know if your still taking gabapentin. Take care man!
Hey man where ya be brother? Sad not to see videos man! Anyway, I had to take care of some legal issues from my using days. Been thinking about making couple vids, would like to talk to you! hope alll is well, man you were one of the bigger actually sincere channels bro.. either way good or bad would like o talk! just got 5 years clean man.. you were part of the support on yt even for me.. take care my friend!
had to click on this because it hits home hard, on my dead homies and family members i took 20-30 of these pills (don't remember the mg unfortunately but the pill was shaped weird kind of like a shield) along with close to 10 esticaloprams which is an ssri, horrible idea but i was depressed and trying to commit. I obviously oversdosed and didn't go to the hospital till the next day because i literally couldn't move. it was like being drunk but at the same time carrying 2 times your weight so i would try to stand and just flop backwards on my bed, no cognitive or physical functions at all. Thank the lord for having friends who instantly knew something was very wrong from a post i made on socials and i was able to get to the hospital but it was bad, bad enough my friends had to come in my room get my clothes on and carry me out to the car and once i got to the hospital i needed a wheelchair because i still couldn't walk. I have overdosed on different occasions in the past but this time was probably the closest i came to dying, or just the worst in my life, but this occasion helped me realize i probably have more worth in life than i thought.
I hear you im right there with you unfortunately, im about to try and join the military to give myself a purpose and or something to do with myself and i highly recommend you do the same. Dont think about the money because 90% of people in the military have more saved up than your average 9-5 joe making 5x the income. Good luck.
👉GABA👈 in natural food stores I can attest it works. Those times I found myself without!😮 cold turkey? Desperate! Took one chewable and it took a huge edge off. Im still tapering. But at least have something I can fall back on. Keep your spirits up. And if you dont want to admit it or do...we are in a spiritual war. It doesn't hurt to pray. It literally feels like the battle of the soul. Paws sucks! I recommend to look it up. It gives a cycle how it comes back. At least be ready for it. Btw the industry makes most of their meds from what used to be natural! Listening to you, I feel ya brother. Ive been there! Once I embraced my own mortality I was liberated. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Hang in there! God bless God speed 🙌 🙏 🕊
Oh yeah i 100% agree GABA is no joke i have been dabbling in amino acids lately and im super surprised at the potency of these supplements. right now whats helping me is DLPA and mucuna pruriens which is not an amino but a pre cursor to dopamine great benefits though
Newest video yet keep making videos brotha the people miss u man!!!!! Just found u and im going thru your 3 yr old videos I'll catch up eventually but i dont want to run out of your content lol if u can find the time that is i get it just trying to pump/gas u up ya know
Hey, Gabe There may be a device you have never heard about. It stop acute withdrawal with in a couple minutes! There are videos on it showing people in withdrawal, and they turn it on and they go away crazy!!! Let me know if you know about this. I think this would be awesome for you to do a video on. There are so many people who watch you. This may really help a lot of people. I believe you can buy it for around $600(However has to be prescribed). I want to know if it will help on paws?! They are withdrawals aren't they? Anyway, just want to let you know about it.
Just pretend you are Ric Flair. The Rolex wearing, diamond ring wearing, kiss stealin', wheelin'-n-dealin', limousine riding, jet flying son of a gun…and I'm having a hard time holding these alligators down. Act like him, walk like him, & talk like him. It helps me. WOOOOOOOO
Yo Gabe hope you been doing well. Give us a video of your thoughts and predictions on the Super Bowl. Been watching your old videos bro. They help a lot
Not sure of your state but in my state medical marijuana is prescribed for many of the disorders you were talking about. I use small doses periodically throughout the day for anxiety/depression and it has been a god send. I am a recovering heroin addict with a year in recovery and idk if it would be possible without the help I have received from medical cannabis.
Hi gabe great video good to see you bud......I have a question if you don't mind? Do you get tolerance withdrawals from opiates like you do with benzodiazapines?
Yeah, I got a lot of withdrawal from opiates. I actually document my withdrawal off Suboxone on my channel is well. There is some similarities to benzo withdrawal. But they are very very different.
Hey how about those 49rs,ouch detroit is there papa! But hey I'm a packer fan and we gave you the game last Sunday. Dont relapse it's just a game. Just joking its half time but damn man 24-7 purdy is blah. Sam darnold is better and should be starting.
the best thing you can do is detox heavy metals and parasites. my wife got off Adderall and prozac cold turkey with methylene blue . but i personally perfer mms . also parasites protocols will help so much with any withdrawals .
Hi Gabe! I have been watching your videos and they have really helped me. You r as funny as hell, and very informative. So here it goes! You have finally met the biggest Suboxone idiot in the world me! jumped off 3 to 12 8mg subs a day. I got on Suboxone when it first came out. I think it was about 25 years ago. You are spot on everything. Put out more videos they really push people through. I'm on month 5 and it sux(hands shaking now fun!!) Like Cindy Moore I'm never taking that shit again. Oh ya I'm 52 not quite 60 but close LOL. You are the new Ryan Donnely if you know it or not. Keep pushing never go back! maybe one day I'll take a drive down the coast and say Hi. You really put your self through the ringer man. I don't know how you did it, but bravo!!!! Also, the shitty part of this whole deal is i'm not an addict. I was running from formication for 25 years. My detox is like this pour gas on me light me on fire(10 days 24-7 till pink cloud hit. Oh by the way when I was around 10-12 I also did the choking thing a couple times but don't know why. I woke up slamming my head into my bedroom door and screwed my neck up. I'll comment back because my hands r shaking so bad I can't type. Well, you just met the biggest opiate idiot so far I believe. I have the stories for you! Thank you again for posting you really got me through really bad days. However, I will see you on the other side one day. I would love to chat with you some day if you have time. Keep pushing and will comment again when hands shop F87cking shaking. Thx, Clint
Hello Mr Luke 1:27-38, & also Gabriel is an archangel with the power to announce God's will to mankind… is its own heavy burden although your wings can fly you can also descend at the depths of rock bottom can you then build your foundation.
i recently been diagnosed with epilepsy cause ive been having seizures and my doc gave me zonisamide and i still haven't taken it cuz im scared of it lmao . zonisamide has a long half life too and bro im scared. i take keppra and it works really good but ive had break thru seizures recently too. zonisamidehas some really bad side effects
I was recently prescribed suboxone 1mg per day for my depression and anxiety. Its chronic and ive been dealing with both for 20+ years. Do you think suboxone will help me?
Hi, Gabe This might be a little late but will send it anyway. Just wondering if you could throw some advice my way. I'm going on 8 months at home, and the paws hit me all day long. It has since the beginning, and is going full tilt. Was your depression, and all that crap like crazy scary thoughts(feelings)? I have never felt like "death" if that makes sense. The shit storm I got my self into seems like it is here forever. Anyway, any advice you can give me would be so appreciated. I'm literally loosing my mind I have no purpose etc etc. It is hard to talk to people. my hands shake almost all the time, and bad when I get stressed it sux. I'm literally freaking out while I write this because I'm dealing with everything almost at once, and I just can't see a way out. When my head got hit with depression it turned me into a child. Did this happen to you? I'm like I'm fridges handicapped now, and my body keeps rotting away. If I only knew! So any words of advice please shoot me a reply if you can thx.
I was on Lamictal for years....i felt like a slug on it. I was also getting a really painful burning sensations on my skin. Just a sunburn type burning rash at random times. I know it was from the lamictal, because it went away when i stopped it. The doctors will never admit it is from the lamictal.
Gabe I’ve been following your journey, preparing to make the jump, and I need you to be honest did the anhedonia just never leave you after the Suboxone paws?
Hi gabe hope your keeping well and your benzo withdrawal has gone.. I'm going through opiate withdrawals right now and I didn't start detoxing and going into withdrawal until 3 days after I cold turkied......is that normal? V for victory ✌️
Very interesting you go to that extreme…. Maybe, just maybe I’m busy I’m my life and just don’t feel like putting myself out there free of charge anymore? Or?… maybe I’m dead from an overdose 😂
For coming off dilaudid my friend is using codiene instead of kratom or suboxone 5gs of kratom is way stronger than tec 3 pills which u cammot take a lot of cuz of th3 Tylenol , u still withdrawal a lot I think it’s better idea than kratom especially without tylonel in it, what do u think of this have u tried this????
I really miss the meds that had perks to it! Remember cold meds? It was brown tasted nasty with alcohol and codeine? Ahhhh. Slept like a baby. Nice warm calm feeling inside. Got better In less than a week. And no withdrawal that takes 10 years to taper off of just because the doctor said "here try this" Whats it do? "It will balance your mood and anxiety and wont gain weight" A week later 💬🥴😑🙃🥵🥶🤯😭💀😖Switched to kratom. I have chronic pain and pretty much doesn't take a doctors diag to figure out Im a bit salty! Then go back to Doctor "Wow what a difference! Its working?? I mean its working thats great! Me: 👍😎 Go natural. Maintain your diet with foods that are as hormone free as possible. Anti-inflammatory in nature. Up your magnesium (citrate for RLS/muscle aches/brain function) They continue to add fluoride to the water but scrub it of its trace minerals.🤔 Keep your gut happy. Stay focused on God and screw the medical community indoctrinated and sworn to the hypocritical oath! I have seen too many of my friends struggling for years trying to taper. And seen too many that are acting weird and find out they are taken gabapitin. I offer them kratom but they like the stuff. You still in pain? Yes! Do you feel better? Eh, not really. Then you wont like it when the doctor decides to switch your meds and you are in fetal position for the next year in a toxic mental soup. The medical community will never admit how they are throwing your brain a severe chemical imbalance each time. It is addictive and go through withdrawals with a half life of nuclear waste to get out of your system. Yet they are complicit and dont care. They understand outer space more than how the human mind works .Then they want to give you meds because they now have to give you a diagnosis circa 2008?. Doesn't matter what. As long as its a diagnosis. Head shrink is now becoming irl. 😢🙏🕊⚘
@@gabemccall3523I was in inpatient rehab when you responded. I'm out and 38 days buprenorphine/drug free. Doing great with a solid recovery community. I'd be struggling without the community. Take care of yourself - maybe get into meetings man. I wrote it off long ago but finally got desperate enough that it's working for me now. Peace dude.
Im a Pharmacy Tech....I can't believe the meds everyone takes....the side effects new this ...new that....get off this....prescribe this....I refuse to take anything once I learned about these drugs in school.....bit yet I struggle with Kratom...lol....and I hate it....guess im some sort of hypocrite or just a fool....one of those.
Hope your all good brother. Haven't touched base with you in some years you really helped me get through coming off Suboxone. 5 years today I'm still clean man. Hope the best for you
i'm coming off suboxone for the 3rd time been on and off since 2011 but i tapered and on week 3 trying to keep my job working i know i have anhedonia bad that's why i got back on suboxone from the last time i was clean for several months but going for round 3 now and i'm just very anti social no drive no motivation don't have any feelings but i'm taking different things here and there also to sleep and make it in to work struggling very bad i even done meth a lil bit which is horrible but i'll take a hydro here and there to get through this first month maybe 2 but i know i have to get to that point of taking nothing for a year or so and see how it goes it's scary i got a family believe in jesus christ my lord god my savior but i'm trying brother it's exhausting bad
i'm on month 2 i've had to breakdown and take a hydro or a half a mg of sub a cpl time s to relieve myself from sleep deprivation cuz i'm a machinist and work hard and got a 4 yr old so every on days 18 months til brain goes back to sleep normally and neurotransmitters work properly if they don't i'm a be pissed i think ther may be a point of no return just stay on for life like 2 mg day but i'm 44 and reall hope this works if i have to break once a month or 2 weeks so be it u gradually take more and stronger stuff so work back down u know i definitely have anhedonia aim to social light sensitive and i love warm sunny weather but i got me so xanax from a buddy never worried bout benzo addiction opioids is only thing that got me in 2007 florida pill mills as i'm in tennessee month 2 tho i did a bump of speed to even get the dopamine boost to go to work so i gotta slowly back off that i took klonipin by a doc sis what u did 3 1mgs a day save em all for night lol helps but she cut me off so hey black market on the streets baby good source don't anyone mess up and get a fentanyl laced pill watch out there hard as a rock so beware trust u source but guys pray for me
Are you ok man ? Everything will be ok. Just don’t stop fighting
Honestly Gabe there a ton of people that like you and need to watch videos for help. Please co more videos! We miss you...
Definitely would love an update
Glad to see you back Gabe, and keep hanging in there man. Every day is a victory ✌
Thank you so much for another video Gabe!♥️ I don’t trust any medicine anymore. Way Too Many Side Effects!!
I'm just a few days shy of 7 months clean from Suboxone (and all opiates), and I need to say thank you. Your videos were one of my main sources of support. They let me know what I was experiencing was normal and what to expect. The fact that there was such a long video timeline gave me hope that i could acheive that too. But I really benefited from your honestly, humor, non-judgmental approach and spiritual inspiration. There's no doubt in my mind that you have saved lives with these videos. Wishing you nothing but great things in your life. Thank you!
Why were you taking suboxone in the first place?
This dude helped me a lot in 2020. I hope he’s happy and his family are doing good. Seriously wish the mf the absolute best in life. I haven’t checked your channel in awhile.. I hope you’re still kicking my man
I don't think he's around anymore 😕 😔 😪
Hey man, any info? What makes you say he's not around anymore?@aphysique
@@themerchantofengland Haven't seen or heard from dude!!
Hey man just checking in to see how your doing, haven't heard from you in while now. Your videos have really helped me on my journey, and on the 31st I'm going to be 4 years sober. Honestly, you and your videos were one the main reasons for my sobriety, and I just wanted to personally thank you for that, it really means more than you know. Hope everything is going good with you and the fam. Miss you dude
Hey Gabe, I give you credit for still being a good husband and father. I live alone and have a lot of respect for people like you that are able to hold it together while tending to a family I can barely do it coming back to my studio apartment
Video was great dude! You mentioned that you met a guy, have a plan and that you would get into that later. Let us know when you can share. Would love the help my brother. Peace and day by day my friend.
Glad to see you back at it Gabe.
I’m coming off subs again. Had surgery lol. Day 8 no biggy. But wanted to say in my bad days before recovery you and Ryan were the big piece to me making the decision. To get right. I’ve been drug free for 3 years. Ty you brotha.
Hey gabe how you doing doing bud? V for victory. God bless amigo 🙏
Glad to see you again Gabe, I was just thinking about you a couple weeks ago and said a little prayer for you. I hope things are getting easier and you're good.
Gabe it’s great to see you. Don’t beat yourself up too much your doing great I’ve been in the same spot now for more than a year myself I’m sober but I’ve not made anymore progress with being done with any other vices. I still need to get closer to the lord and I still just get through my day and that’s it I don’t have any joy in life yet.
Wishing you health man!!!
So glad to see you!! Welcome back my friend 🙂
Thank you Gabe for this brother.
Great to see you back. Greetings from scotland!
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I am happy to hear you're doing better
Gabe, let's go. 49ers for the W. ❤
So close… but another heartbreaker
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your videos got me thru the hells of suboxone wd, been a long time gabe, glad to see you are doing good again, you seem happy these days ! hope to see you post more often buddy, blessings to you and your family !
Thank u very much for that. Happy to hear you did it!
Wow Gabe this is so amazing. You helped me through an extremely tough time three years ago. Ive been in treatment and off drugs for three year. Anyways. What are the chances i thought of you and you made a video for the first time in a whole TODAY about a drug i was prescribed that i never hear anyone talk about. Howver i was perscribed it for 'epilepsy.'
Gabe i write to you know to tell you only one thing has put my spirit at ease. These coincidences happen almost daily for me now. I hope you are able to have a similar experience. Happy to hear from you brother. Thank you for your help years ago. Will never forget you. God bless
Wow. I wrote this before watching the whole video. So happy to hear you mention God. I literally had the same epiphany after being in the lamictal for a few years
Sorry to keep writing sitting here thinking. Remembering coming off that shit cold turkey because my insurance like ran out or script or something and I was on drugs and you know how contact with doctors goes. Man I DO NOT MISS THE CRAZINESS. I'll tell ya that. You seem good bro. Great to see. I really think God is reaching a lot of people right now for a reason. We seem to be in a similar place. V
Appreciate all that. Means a lot reading comments like this.
@@gabemccall3523 thought of you today while I was struggling. Hoping for a video 😂 selfish me. Hope you're well. Haven't relapsed but living almost godlessly and smoking weed every day. So sad. Love u bro
Dude, I want to tell you my story over the past year it’s very similar to yours. It’s mind blowing.
I’d love to hear it
@@gabemccall3523 dude I have found I just have this lie in my head that I must conquer. That lie is that I need a pill to be something other than a miserable person. I’ve had slip ups with addys, Benzos, and lots of weed all really have never been my thing. Yes getting off subs is great but life still stays the same and I still didn’t change my behaviors
Do you getting off subs? Just made me find other ways to get high. Started smoking a lot more weed taking Addie once in a while taking benzos once in a while so I’m not sober dude I’m just a dude that is lost just like this world.
God is the only way Jesus is the only way I wish I would just listen to the Bible and my life would be a lot easier
Im sure I speak for everybody when I say i could listen to you rant and rave all night man. Like sitting next to a good friend. The internet does good things sometimes.
Thank you brother!
@@gabemccall3523 thank you
Yes Sirrr... 💯💪
Keep em coming bro
Hope you are well, Brother! You are missed and loved. Hope to see a new video soon. Praying for you!!
Gabe is bck at it, glad to see your bck at it!!
Back in the saddle!!
Worse not works lol
Good to hear from you Gabe! Dude, you gotta check out amino acids & b vitamins… they help repair the damaged brain chemistry due to the substances.
What vitamins exactly??
@@aphysique B6, B complex, niacin (the flushing kind), choline (alpha gpc... dmae), L-tyrosine, L-phenylalanine, L-glutamine, acetyl-L-carnitine... these are excellent for anyone who's burnt out their ability to produce & use dopamine. Probably need "therapeutic doses" to start, then roll back to normal doses... or better yet get these through diet. There's many great books out there...
Depression Free For Life by Gabriel Cousons... or Amino Acids in Therapy by Leon Chaitow. I recommend reading up/learning, loads of online info on each of these... I suggest NootropicsExpert here on yt.
Hey Gabe. Still really enjoy the videos. Looking forward to your next one. Video didn’t suck.
Welcome back 😊
I pray your doing well man! My dad took gabapentin for a while and he said it was terrible it made him lose some of his hearing and said it was making him stupid. Just wanna let you know if your still taking gabapentin. Take care man!
Hey man where ya be brother? Sad not to see videos man! Anyway, I had to take care of some legal issues from my using days. Been thinking about making couple vids, would like to talk to you! hope alll is well, man you were one of the bigger actually sincere channels bro.. either way good or bad would like o talk! just got 5 years clean man.. you were part of the support on yt even for me.. take care my friend!
Brother congrats on 5 years. That’s massive.
@@Jcka66666 thank you very much!
had to click on this because it hits home hard, on my dead homies and family members i took 20-30 of these pills (don't remember the mg unfortunately but the pill was shaped weird kind of like a shield) along with close to 10 esticaloprams which is an ssri, horrible idea but i was depressed and trying to commit. I obviously oversdosed and didn't go to the hospital till the next day because i literally couldn't move. it was like being drunk but at the same time carrying 2 times your weight so i would try to stand and just flop backwards on my bed, no cognitive or physical functions at all. Thank the lord for having friends who instantly knew something was very wrong from a post i made on socials and i was able to get to the hospital but it was bad, bad enough my friends had to come in my room get my clothes on and carry me out to the car and once i got to the hospital i needed a wheelchair because i still couldn't walk. I have overdosed on different occasions in the past but this time was probably the closest i came to dying, or just the worst in my life, but this occasion helped me realize i probably have more worth in life than i thought.
I hear you im right there with you unfortunately, im about to try and join
the military to give myself a purpose and or something to do with myself and i highly recommend you do the same. Dont think about the money because 90% of people in the military have more saved up than your average 9-5 joe making 5x the income. Good luck.
Don’t worry bro it’s gonna be ok. Keep making videos.
👉GABA👈 in natural food stores I can attest it works. Those times I found myself without!😮 cold turkey? Desperate! Took one chewable and it took a huge edge off. Im still tapering. But at least have something I can fall back on. Keep your spirits up. And if you dont want to admit it or do...we are in a spiritual war. It doesn't hurt to pray. It literally feels like the battle of the soul. Paws sucks! I recommend to look it up. It gives a cycle how it comes back. At least be ready for it. Btw the industry makes most of their meds from what used to be natural! Listening to you, I feel ya brother. Ive been there! Once I embraced my own mortality I was liberated. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Hang in there! God bless God speed 🙌 🙏 🕊
Oh yeah i 100% agree GABA is no joke i have been dabbling in amino acids lately and im super surprised at the potency of these supplements. right now whats helping me is DLPA and mucuna pruriens which is not an amino but a pre cursor to dopamine great benefits though
NAC would be a good supplement you might want to try.
Newest video yet keep making videos brotha the people miss u man!!!!! Just found u and im going thru your 3 yr old videos I'll catch up eventually but i dont want to run out of your content lol if u can find the time that is i get it just trying to pump/gas u up ya know
Lamictal did the same thing to me. I made the stupid decision to jump off of it suddenly but got lucky and didn’t really withdrawal
Hey, Gabe
There may be a device you have never heard about. It stop acute withdrawal with in a couple minutes! There are videos on it showing people in withdrawal, and they turn it on and they go away crazy!!! Let me know if you know about this. I think this would be awesome for you to do a video on. There are so many people who watch you. This may really help a lot of people. I believe you can buy it for around $600(However has to be prescribed). I want to know if it will help on paws?! They are withdrawals aren't they? Anyway, just want to let you know about it.
Hope your still doing good dude. Godbless
Just pretend you are Ric Flair. The Rolex wearing, diamond ring wearing, kiss stealin', wheelin'-n-dealin', limousine riding, jet flying son of a gun…and I'm having a hard time holding these alligators down. Act like him, walk like him, & talk like him. It helps me. WOOOOOOOO
Lol
Yo Gabe hope you been doing well. Give us a video of your thoughts and predictions on the Super Bowl. Been watching your old videos bro. They help a lot
Not sure of your state but in my state medical marijuana is prescribed for many of the disorders you were talking about. I use small doses periodically throughout the day for anxiety/depression and it has been a god send. I am a recovering heroin addict with a year in recovery and idk if it would be possible without the help I have received from medical cannabis.
The hardest part during PAWS is getting on the right meds. What did you struggle with before or is it from suboxone. Hard to navigate
Hi gabe great video good to see you bud......I have a question if you don't mind? Do you get tolerance withdrawals from opiates like you do with benzodiazapines?
Yeah, I got a lot of withdrawal from opiates. I actually document my withdrawal off Suboxone on my channel is well. There is some similarities to benzo withdrawal. But they are very very different.
@gabemccall3523 how much suboxone were you on each day?
And why were you taking it?
Yeah just found u and currently looking and going through all ur videos
Hey Gabe, I love your videos. I was wondering if you feel any better this far out from benzos? I am currently tapering..
Hope ur ok bro it’s been awhile since u last posted …., ❤
Thall shall not take Lamictal!!😂😂
I think you meant to say "thou" "thee" "they" and "the"
I don’t know why they used lamictal for you. Gabapentin would have been a better option. Lamictal reduces gaba from my understanding.
Hey how about those 49rs,ouch detroit is there papa! But hey I'm a packer fan and we gave you the game last Sunday. Dont relapse it's just a game. Just joking its half time but damn man 24-7 purdy is blah. Sam darnold is better and should be starting.
Sure didn’t age well 😂
@@gabemccall3523
You got me I spoke to soon
How you doing man? I been off suboxone since 12/1/23 - it's been hard. Peace
20 days off suboxine
the best thing you can do is detox heavy metals and parasites. my wife got off Adderall and prozac cold turkey with methylene blue . but i personally perfer mms .
also parasites protocols will help so much with any withdrawals .
Hi Gabe! I have been watching your videos and they have really helped me. You r as funny as hell, and very informative. So here it goes! You have finally met the biggest Suboxone idiot in the world me! jumped off 3 to 12 8mg subs a day. I got on Suboxone when it first came out. I think it was about 25 years ago. You are spot on everything. Put out more videos they really push people through. I'm on month 5 and it sux(hands shaking now fun!!)
Like Cindy Moore I'm never taking that shit again. Oh ya I'm 52 not quite 60 but close LOL. You are the new Ryan Donnely if you know it or not. Keep pushing never go back! maybe one day I'll take a drive down the coast and say Hi. You really put your self through the ringer man. I don't know how you did it, but bravo!!!! Also, the shitty part of this whole deal is i'm not an addict. I was running from formication for 25 years. My detox is like this pour gas on me light me on fire(10 days 24-7 till pink cloud hit. Oh by the way when I was around 10-12 I also did the choking thing a couple times but don't know why. I woke up slamming my head into my bedroom door and screwed my neck up. I'll comment back because my hands r shaking so bad I can't type. Well, you just met the biggest opiate idiot so far I believe. I have the stories for you! Thank you again for posting you really got me through really bad days. However, I will see you on the other side one day. I would love to chat with you some day if you have time. Keep pushing and will comment again when hands shop F87cking shaking.
Thx,
Clint
Good for you! Appreciate your comment more than you know. Thank you
Dh, u jumped while on 3 subs a day holy shiet, u had to feel awful 😖
Gabe you around still??
Hello Mr Luke 1:27-38, & also Gabriel is an archangel with the power to announce God's will to mankind… is its own heavy burden although your wings can fly you can also descend at the depths of rock bottom can you then build your foundation.
How are doing Gabe? Haven’t seen you in awhile, hope all is well buddy 🙏
"Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man."
i recently been diagnosed with epilepsy cause ive been having seizures and my doc gave me zonisamide and i still haven't taken it cuz im scared of it lmao . zonisamide has a long half life too and bro im scared. i take keppra and it works really good but ive had break thru seizures recently too. zonisamidehas some really bad side effects
I was recently prescribed suboxone 1mg per day for my depression and anxiety.
Its chronic and ive been dealing with both for 20+ years.
Do you think suboxone will help me?
This dude keeps getting cuter
Hi, Gabe
This might be a little late but will send it anyway. Just wondering if you could throw some advice my way. I'm going on 8 months at home, and the paws hit me all day long. It has since the beginning, and is going full tilt. Was your depression, and all that crap like crazy scary thoughts(feelings)? I have never felt like "death" if that makes sense. The shit storm I got my self into seems like it is here forever. Anyway, any advice you can give me would be so appreciated. I'm literally loosing my mind I have no purpose etc etc. It is hard to talk to people. my hands shake almost all the time, and bad when I get stressed it sux. I'm literally freaking out while I write this because I'm dealing with everything almost at once, and I just can't see a way out. When my head got hit with depression it turned me into a child. Did this happen to you? I'm like I'm fridges handicapped now, and my body keeps rotting away. If I only knew! So any words of advice please shoot me a reply if you can thx.
Hey just wanted to let u know nad nasal spray,real stuff from ken start is amazing for opie detox. Wrong topic but man its amazing
How you doing, G?
Think he's gone, ...Sad... 😔 😟 🙁 😥
I was on Lamictal for years....i felt like a slug on it. I was also getting a really painful burning sensations on my skin. Just a sunburn type burning rash at random times. I know it was from the lamictal, because it went away when i stopped it. The doctors will never admit it is from the lamictal.
Gabe I’ve been following your journey, preparing to make the jump, and I need you to be honest did the anhedonia just never leave you after the Suboxone paws?
Please talk about to Q one I was on that for a bit during suboxone paws
Was this a typo? What would u like me to talk about?
@@gabemccall3523think they were referring to quetiapine
lord ziltoid is back!
Indeed
@@gabemccall3523 ive prepared myself for the subjugation!
The benzo’s take years to come off
What do you think of suboxene users using sublocade and brixadi to taper off, they are saying very little to no withdrawal.
Hi gabe hope your keeping well and your benzo withdrawal has gone..
I'm going through opiate withdrawals right now and I didn't start detoxing and going into withdrawal until 3 days after I cold turkied......is that normal? V for victory ✌️
Super normal.
What happened to this guy? He hasn't posted in over a year... I hope he didn't overdose and die... 😱
Overdose and die? On what? lol.
Very interesting you go to that extreme….
Maybe, just maybe I’m busy I’m my life and just don’t feel like putting myself out there free of charge anymore? Or?… maybe I’m dead from an overdose 😂
@@gabemccall3523 I was worried about you
@@gabemccall3523I was hoping you were busy man.
We miss you gabe. Im 309 days off today. You should make an update video. You helped me a lot. Im 32
Hey where are you Gabe????
Wheres this guy at?
Think 🤔 he's gone...Sad 😔 😟 🙁 😥
Lamictal can make you not care about anything and not in a good way.
Absolutely right
Aspartame is turning to balming fluid
For coming off dilaudid my friend is using codiene instead of kratom or suboxone 5gs of kratom is way stronger than tec 3 pills which u cammot take a lot of cuz of th3 Tylenol , u still withdrawal a lot I think it’s better idea than kratom especially without tylonel in it, what do u think of this have u tried this????
Bro hit me up. I have a channel about this stuff also. And im ditching suboxone. Need advice
How many months off benzo?
Its been 30 months
Gabe, how the hell are you??
Thought about you today man. Hope all is well.
Just came by to say...GO NINERS !!! 🥳
Jeep going
I really miss the meds that had perks to it! Remember cold meds? It was brown tasted nasty with alcohol and codeine? Ahhhh. Slept like a baby. Nice warm calm feeling inside. Got better In less than a week. And no withdrawal that takes 10 years to taper off of just because the doctor said "here try this" Whats it do? "It will balance your mood and anxiety and wont gain weight" A week later 💬🥴😑🙃🥵🥶🤯😭💀😖Switched to kratom. I have chronic pain and pretty much doesn't take a doctors diag to figure out Im a bit salty! Then go back to Doctor "Wow what a difference! Its working?? I mean its working thats great! Me: 👍😎 Go natural. Maintain your diet with foods that are as hormone free as possible. Anti-inflammatory in nature. Up your magnesium (citrate for RLS/muscle aches/brain function) They continue to add fluoride to the water but scrub it of its trace minerals.🤔 Keep your gut happy. Stay focused on God and screw the medical community indoctrinated and sworn to the hypocritical oath! I have seen too many of my friends struggling for years trying to taper. And seen too many that are acting weird and find out they are taken gabapitin. I offer them kratom but they like the stuff. You still in pain? Yes! Do you feel better? Eh, not really. Then you wont like it when the doctor decides to switch your meds and you are in fetal position for the next year in a toxic mental soup. The medical community will never admit how they are throwing your brain a severe chemical imbalance each time. It is addictive and go through withdrawals with a half life of nuclear waste to get out of your system. Yet they are complicit and dont care. They understand outer space more than how the human mind works .Then they want to give you meds because they now have to give you a diagnosis circa 2008?. Doesn't matter what. As long as its a diagnosis. Head shrink is now becoming irl. 😢🙏🕊⚘
Stat man expert like rain man lol
Have you looked into microdosing shrooms
You hanging in there buddy?
Hanging on by a thread 👍
@@gabemccall3523I was in inpatient rehab when you responded. I'm out and 38 days buprenorphine/drug free. Doing great with a solid recovery community. I'd be struggling without the community. Take care of yourself - maybe get into meetings man. I wrote it off long ago but finally got desperate enough that it's working for me now. Peace dude.
Wow u look different from 4 years ago
Im a Pharmacy Tech....I can't believe the meds everyone takes....the side effects new this ...new that....get off this....prescribe this....I refuse to take anything once I learned about these drugs in school.....bit yet I struggle with Kratom...lol....and I hate it....guess im some sort of hypocrite or just a fool....one of those.
Hope your all good brother. Haven't touched base with you in some years you really helped me get through coming off Suboxone. 5 years today I'm still clean man. Hope the best for you
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i'm coming off suboxone for the 3rd time been on and off since 2011 but i tapered and on week 3 trying to keep my job working i know i have anhedonia bad that's why i got back on suboxone from the last time i was clean for several months but going for round 3 now and i'm just very anti social no drive no motivation don't have any feelings but i'm taking different things here and there also to sleep and make it in to work struggling very bad i even done meth a lil bit which is horrible but i'll take a hydro here and there to get through this first month maybe 2 but i know i have to get to that point of taking nothing for a year or so and see how it goes it's scary i got a family believe in jesus christ my lord god my savior but i'm trying brother it's exhausting bad
i'm on month 2 i've had to breakdown and take a hydro or a half a mg of sub a cpl time s to relieve myself from sleep deprivation cuz i'm a machinist and work hard and got a 4 yr old so every on days 18 months til brain goes back to sleep normally and neurotransmitters work properly if they don't i'm a be pissed i think ther may be a point of no return just stay on for life like 2 mg day but i'm 44 and reall hope this works if i have to break once a month or 2 weeks so be it u gradually take more and stronger stuff so work back down u know i definitely have anhedonia aim to social light sensitive and i love warm sunny weather but i got me so xanax from a buddy never worried bout benzo addiction opioids is only thing that got me in 2007 florida pill mills as i'm in tennessee month 2 tho i did a bump of speed to even get the dopamine boost to go to work so i gotta slowly back off that i took klonipin by a doc sis what u did 3 1mgs a day save em all for night lol helps but she cut me off so hey black market on the streets baby good source don't anyone mess up and get a fentanyl laced pill watch out there hard as a rock so beware trust u source but guys pray for me
Hey you still alive 8 was told you overdosed? Hope not buy no video for a year is odd so let's us know if you are alive