😊 옷 관리하는 법 궁금해요! ❤ 저도 마음에 드는 옷 오래오래 입고 싶어서요❤ - 나만의 세탁 루틴이 있다면? 옷을 잘 입기 위해서 화장실 청소 습관처럼 매일 조금씩 하는 습관이 있나요? - 세탁물 분류 어떻게 하세요? (흰색, 검정색, 청바지, 드라이클리닝->4가지로 하시나요?) - 흰 옷을 변색없이 오랫동안 입으시는데 특별한 방법이 있으신가요? 특히, 블라우스 흰색 카라! - 세제는 어떤거 사용하시나요? 구연산, 과탄산소다, 베이킹 소다 등 사용하시나요? - 계절별, 소재별로 옷을 특별히 관리하시나요? - 아니면 모든 옷들은 드라이 클리닝 하시나요?
Man on the driver's seat and He takes Off.. as I am looking at the truck disappear.. I am wiping my eyes.. it must be love.. It must be because I love YOU.. and YOU know that this is so true.. that I do love YOU.. really really Love YOU.. Oh I love you.. I just wish that YOU do know that I do love you.. only if YOU can believe my Words.. believe my Heart.. to trust me and to know this.. I will never stop but keep on loving YOU forever.. Will you please believe my Words that I love you.. then please Open your Heart.. open so that YOU can receive how much I love you.. I open to look.. Is the Letter here.. inside I don't see any letters from YOU.. of course I never asked for you to ever write me back.. but maybe.. just in case.. maybe you be surprising me with a Letter.. I would wait for the Mail Man.. but for some reason on this Very night.. I do not see the truck coming.. as One hour goes by.. all I can see is the Moon.. I am looking UP at the Moon.. my hand waves at the Moon.. only the Moon knows my Heart.. I guess NO one understands how much I love YOU.. but does that MOON sees my Will.. I am so determined to let it Out.. to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. do you even see my Heart Yet.. only times when it is Hard.. I will go out side.. standing by the Mail Box.. waiting for the Mail man to come.. Of course I have the third Letter.. In my hand is the envelope.. with your address and Your Name written on the envelope.. looking to see if the Truck comes.. I am holding.. the Letter has been written last Night.. and I been waiting all through the day.. hoping that this Letter.. inside the envelope gets to YOU.. I was so happy.. when the Mail man told me.. He saw YOU.. when He was driving the Mail Truck.. on the way to your House.. he saw your mail box.. stopping by the mail box.. the Door opens and the Mail Man waves his hand saying Someone has written a Letter to YOU.. and He opens the mail box and puts the envelope inside the Mail box and he drives away.. Just thinking a glimpse of YOU.. I would only look at your Picture.. but I am so sad because I wish I can be the Mail man who drives that Truck.. only if I can get a glimpse of YOU.. just to even stop by the Mail box.. just to see you stand by your Door.. and to see you Smile.. even if I can wave my hands at you and give YOU that smile.. it means everything to me.. I would say.. here is another Letter.. I know that I would not get close to YOU.. but the Hope to dream of Love.. the Hope to even ask if I can put a Letter in your Mail box.. that Hope to say I love YOU even though YOU may be standing Far.. YOU do not know How much I love YOU.. even the distance between YOUR mail box.. sitting on the Truck.. to Put the Letter inside the envelope there is a HOPE to say I love YOU.. I kiss the envelope.. seal with my Heart of JOY and Love.. but to tell YOU what it means to write you a Letter.. because YOU KNOW it is the Hope of just loving you.. when YOU have a Hope.. it means I can dream of something Bigger.. something greater that can happen one day.. I am not asking for YOUR hand right Now.. but I can still have Hope and Dream to love YOU.. this Letter.. I would kiss the Letter after I wrote.. folding into halves and Placing into the envelope.. writing your name and Your Address.. when I look at the Truck.. the mail Man comes with a smile.. and I give him the envelope inside is the letter I wrote and I tell HIM.. you know who this is too.. Please take it to YOU.. and He smiles and knows.. But now.. I know that he tells me that YOU are receiving the envelope with the Letter I have wrote.. I would be sitting on the Desk.. sometimes I would write so fast.. I make mistakes and I have to use the eraser to erase the Letter I marked wrong.. but knowing that the mail man is delivering to the right Mail Box.. to YOU.. I know that I can put my mind at ease.. Last Night I had a drink of wine.. of course I am standing by my mail box.. I am holding the envelope in my Hand.. the Letter is inside and I am still waiting for the Truck.. Looking at the MOON.. I had a drink last Night.. I wanted to cry.. I had a drink last Night.. I started to miss YOU.. I wanted to see YOU.. but I know that I just can't right Now.. sometimes I am wondering.. How long does this wait must be.. am I going to be here by the mail Box.. I don't want to just stand here by my own mail box.. I would like to be the One to able to go to YOU.. to stand By your Mail Box.. with my hand.. I be holding the envelope.. with the Letter I wrote last night.. and I would love to turn.. look at your door and I walk.. I would like to see YOU open your front door.. and I am able to hand YOU the Envelope and to watch both eyes.. your hand holding the envelope that I give.. and when YOUR hand hold.. I want to tell YOU.. looking at your eyes.. I have loved YOU for a long time.. can you please accept my Heart.. Can YOU please accept my Love.. will you let me Love YOU now.. since I am standing here meeting YOU face to face.. and My hand holding your Hand.. I will touch the envelope and I would tell YOU.. I did Not want to come earlier because I don't want you to be bothered or disturbed.. I been waiting for YOU to Love me.. can I ask YOU if YOU love me.. because if YOU don't love me.. How can I keep on loving YOU.. I only want to accept if YOU are able to open your Heart so that I can love YOU and YOU can love me back too.. I want to be brave.. I want to be bold and have courage to Love YOU more.. but I can't unless YOU open your Heart for Me.. please tell me if I can Love YOU.. as I am looking at my Mail box.. I would lift up my Head to look at the MOON.. I am only talking to myself now huh.. But I know that This letter.. it needs to go to YOU.. it needs to get delivered to YOU so that I want you to open the envelop so that YOU can read.. My Heart knows how much I want to be with YOU.. How much I love YOU.. I am standing here.. by my mail Box.. waiting for the truck.. WHY is the Mail Man Not coming.. I have this envelope.. I have your Letter inside.. I have written it last night.. I got little drunk.. so I am not sure if YOU are able to read it properly.. But I felt like I had to share even when I be so sad.. I would be crying.. siting on the bed.. I be crying because I be missing YOU.. looking at your Picture.. is this ALL I can do.. My eyes be hurting because that is all I can do.. My Hand hits my chest.. I want More.. I want to love More.. but LOOK.. all I can do is look at your Picture.. it kills me inside.. grabbing a Bottle of Wine.. I pour into the shot Glass.. sitting.. I would move to the desk.. I would be looking at the Picture.. open my mouth holding the shot glass and I slam it even though it was a wine.. I couldn't control my own emotions when I would look at you through the Picture.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. WHY do you have to smile like that.. tell me why can't I hold YOU in my arms.. tell me why do I keep on missing YOU.. please.. why can't you ever answer me.. and I would cry.. letting all my tears out of my eyes.. after few pouring into the Shot Glass.. and I would be slamming it into my mouth.. I would sit in silent.. wiping my tears with napkin.. and trying to focus.. I would grab the clean piece of paper.. holding up the pencil and putting the eraser next to the Paper.. I would start to write on the paper.. telling YOU.. I keep on missing YOU.. tell my Heart to stop Missing YOU because my Heart is killing me whenever I start missing YOU.. and I would pick up your Picture.. looking at YOU.. closing my eyes and I would open to look at you through this Picture.. I would put the picture down.. picking up the pencil and I start to look at the paper and write again.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be the One to love YOU.. why can't I even do that.. WHY don't you tell me that I can Love YOU.. Please answer me.. but it seems like YOU never answer me.. But you know that I just can't stop telling YOU why I needs to keep on telling YOU that I love YOU.. Not sure if that make any sense but.. YOU know that I have never stopped loving YOU till now.. for a long time.. I would find a time and a place.. giving me the space so that I can put the work in time in that space to tell YOU.. I want to be with YOU forever.. can we be together forever.. Please tell me.. I would turn to look at the Bottle of the wine.. I see the Bottle empty.. I did not see that I drank the whole Bottle of Wine.. it should of been filled in a cup.. but I drank it like it was a SOJU instead.. I need to hear from YOU.. I want to hear from YOU.. Please tell me that YOU are able to hear from me.. Tell me that YOU Know my Heart.. and I would stop writing on the clean pieces of paper.. I would open the drawer and I would see an envelope.. and folding the Paper into a half and placed the Letter inside the envelope and I would let it sit on the top of the desk.. all through the Night.. through the day.. and I would grab the envelope and walk out to the Mail Box.. standing out side.. I am thinking about the Last Night.. about drinking the Bottle of the wine.. sitting on the top of the Bed.. even thinking about the shedding of my tears because I would miss YOU.. looking at your picture
Being the One for me.. the one who I can love forever and say that YOU are Mine.. YOU know that I love you too much.. because I just can't stop but just Love YOU.. because I do.. truly love YOU.. really really.. just love YOU..I am looking Out the Window.. Looking for the Truck.. I know that the time.. looking at the watch.. the Clock in the room and I am looking through the window.. the empty Bottle on the top of the desk.. and I know that I been drinking.. trying to get YOU off my Mind.. ever since the New Picture came.. when I opened the envelope and I would pull out the Picture you have placed inside.. I would be looking at it.. ever since I saw this new Picture.. trying to erase YOU off my Mind because I been thinking of YOU and just looking.. telling your New Picture.. How Much I wanted to see YOU.. asking you through the New Picture.. when can I be close to YOU.. but only thing I been getting is No responses because it is Only a New Picture of YOU.. as I would write YOU another Letter.. telling you how angry I am getting because it seems Like I am the Only One who sees YOU.. am I the Only One who is going crazy.. is it only Me who be missing YOU.. is it only my Heart who misses you the Most.. is it only my Head which I am thinking about Love.. just wanting to say I love YOU.. do you not miss me at All.. do I ever cross your Mind.. how about your Heart.. if only I can ask your Heart.. what do you feel about Me.. am I truly special to YOU.. am I the Only Man who can Love YOU.. please tell me some words so that I can hear YOU.. that I am able to smile knowing even miles apart.. miles which leaves such a long distance.. but I needs to see YOU.. as I would sit by the desk.. pouring on the Shot Glass.. I would be taking shots after another shots.. as I would be looking at your new Picture.. the Photo that YOU gave to the Mail man.. who came last week and gave me the envelope.. Now I am going to ask him if I can go into the Truck and if the Mail Man can take me to the Place you Live.. I may Not walk towards YOU.. but close by I want to stand to see.. I just want to know How you are doing.. How would I feel if I see YOU in person.. even though there will be a distance between Us and I know that I can't come close right Now.. but enough room and space knowing that YOU are there.. I am Not asking you to come close to me Now.. but at least YOU can see that I am doing Good.. and that still I be loving YOU.. I may Not be able to say it to YOU yet.. but when YOU see me inside the Truck.. which the Mail man would drive to take me where you are.. I just want you to know that it is Me.. whose been longing for YOU.. whose been waiting on the Other side.. by my mail Box I would be waiting for the Truck.. for the mail man to stop by on my block as I would wait by the mail Box.. just to give you a Letter putting inside on the envelope so that He can take it to YOU.. but this Night.. I know that I must go.. I must go with the Mail man.. be inside his Truck and I want to deliver the Message in this Bottle.. I want to surprise you.. so that YOU will remember that it is I who is loving YOU.. not to scare YOU but to show YOU that all this Time.. YOU would only think of the Truck.. the mail man who was inside the truck.. and he was the One who gave you the envelope with the Letter that I wrote inside to YOU.. but please.. forgive me when I show Up on this very night.. I must go and see How you are doing.. I must be there to give YOU this Bottle.. inside the Bottle is a Letter that I have written for you.. when YOU see me inside the Truck.. don't think that I am a stranger to YOU because It is me.. it was me all along who gave you the Letters.. inside on this envelope.. after a while.. you are only seeing the Truck passing through and it stops at the Mail Box.. just to give you the envelope.. that is all you see back and forth.. but How about me.. how about the person who sits in this ROOM.. who is the One pulls Out the Clean sheet of paper.. who would be holding a pen or the pencil and who thinks of YOU.. YOU do not see me because I am always behind the scene.. you may think that Am I afraid of YOU.. am I scared to show UP.. you may be thinking maybe it is the truck.. or the mail man being friendly to YOU.. and He would smile inside the Truck as he gives you this envelope.. I know when YOU receive the envelope and once you open the envelope inside is the Letter.. but Do you see my Face.. do you even think of my Name there.. do you know who is the One who is telling you all these things.. expressing Heart to Heart.. when I sit in the ROOM.. by the desk.. I am thinking of YOU.. constantly thinking of YOU.. looking at the new Picture.. my Heart is crying inside for Love.. I am crying in my Heart for Love too.. but it seems like after awhile you begin to forget.. you forget because YOU are looking at some one else but How about Me.. do you know who is the One who be really loving YOU.. all this time.. who is the One putting every thing In and Out.. and telling you how I feel.. I do not want YOU to forget about me.. I am putting into so much work here.. you know that it is not easy to tell YOU all these things.. and it breaks my Heart when YOU forget the face.. forget the person who has a Name.. who is the One loves YOU the Most.. who be missing YOU and thinking of you constantly.. what will happen when a Day Comes.. the Truck stops on your Mail Box.. and you are starting to forget the Man who loves YOU the Most.. and you stand there looking.. the mail man looks at you and says.. there is No envelope today.. and the Truck keeps on coming to your mail Box.. and every time YOU stand there.. the mail man tells you the same thing.. there is NO Letter today.. there is NO envelope.. and I know if you start to forget the One who loves YOU the Most.. I also can be the one to delay the Letters.. because I feel like YOU are forgetting the Face.. the name and the man who loves YOU the Most.. as I would look at the Empty Bottle.. and I would roll up the Letter I have written for YOU.. I do not want YOU to forget me.. because YOU know how much I love YOU.. have been loving you just too Long.. but also I know that I must Man UP.. I must tell you that I am still here.. and that I am going Nowhere but waiting patiently till you are truly ready for Me.. I want to get close when YOU are ready so that I can Love you fully.. and able to speak to YOUR ears.. and tell your ears.. looking at your Heart.. that all this time.. I want your Heart.. I want your Heart to know that I love YOU.. and Now.. sitting by the Window.. I put the Letter inside the Bottle.. and looking out the window.. and just waiting for the Time.. the arrival for the Mail Man in his Truck to stop at the Mail Box.. I been taking few shots on this shot glass.. and it has emptied the Bottle.. I wrote this very night telling you that I missed YOU.. and I just don't want you to forget about Me.. because it is I who loves you the Most.. I would get UP from the chair.. holding in my hand is the Bottle inside is the Letter.. and I would walk Out of the ROOM.. and going to the front Door.. I open and I close behind me.. I am looking at the Mail Box.. and I know that the truck be arriving very soon.. so I would walk down to the Mail Box.. waiting for the truck to come.. and as I am waiting for the Truck.. I see the Lights and I turn to look.. I see the Truck Coming and the Truck stops by the Mail box.. the mail man looks at me and smiles.. and I ask HIM.. can YOU please take me to where YOU are.. and I show him the Bottle.. and inside is the Letter I wrote to YOU.. and the mail Man was kind and telling me to come inside the truck and to stand by the steps.. as I would stand there.. and the truck would be driving.. and the Mail man drives to a Mail Box and he stops the Truck.. and as I am standing there.. I see you on the Other side.. YOU are standing by the front Door and I am standing on the steps and I see your Mail Box.. as I am looking towards the front Door.. I see you looking at me.. I do not know what it is but my Heart.. can YOU hear my Heart beating.. It would not stop beating as I am looking at YOU by your front Door.. and I would say to YOU.. I am Not the Mail man.. and I am Not a volunteer either.. but it is me.. if YOU are not sure who I am and why I am here.. all I wanted is to give you this Message In the Bottle.. I want you to remember a Face.. Please remember my Face and that this face is a person who also has a Name.. I may not be well known name to YOU.. but I am a person.. a MAN who is the One loving YOU.. all I ever wanted is to give you Letters.. Only way that YOU know that I love you is by giving you these Letters.. I don't want you to think that I am afraid of YOU.. that is why I have asked this Mail man if I can go into the truck so that I can tell YOU that I am here because I want YOU to remember me.. remember who is the One.. the One Man whose been loving YOU.. the One whose been thinking of YOU.. whose been missing YOU on the Other side.. who is the One giving you these letters.. so that YOU will not think of some one else is doing so.. that is why I had to tell myself
Be NO OTHER man like myself.. who can give YOU something very simple but has a meaning behind every time I think of YOU to give you letters.. OH PLEASE help me so that YOU don't forget me.. I am giving YOU my Heart and my Love to YOU.. the Only thing that I can do and can be good at in the Long run.. as the Truck stops by the Mail Box.. I get off the steps and I turn to look at the mail man and I thank him for his service by taking me to your mail Box.. and he looks at me.. and smiles.. I see the truck leaves the mail Box and I would look UP at the MOON.. why can't I be there a little longer.. Now I feel it in my Heart that I am Now missing YOU more.. was it a wise choice for me showing UP.. and looking at you from the distance.. seeing YOU eye to eye.. and able to tell YOU how my Heart was heavy because I was feeling like you are forgetting all about me.. and YOU would wonder.. why do I think this way.. it is because there are times I would doubt what if YOU are Not seeing me the same Way.. you can see my Heart and how much I love YOU but.. what if YOU are not loving me in any way.. It is only going to Hurt me in pain because I do also want your Love.. I wish that I knew that I can be Loved by YOU.. so that I know we are in the same page together.. all I ever wanted is to give and tell YOU that I love you but also be loved by YOU too.. that is the Only One thing truly I need and want from YOU.. nothing more and nothing less.. just to be Loved by you because YOU already knows that I love you just too much.. but it is in my blood to just love you more and more.. that is the Only Good thing I can do.. just to share and tell you.. How much I love YOU..I am looking into the Mail Box.. Opening to look inside.. it has been few days since the truck did not come.. I am wondering what do I do with all these envelopes.. I have been writing letters every night.. just thinking about you.. I would sit.. Looking UP to the sky.. I would see the Moon.. and I would turn to look at the stars.. knowing that if you are on the Other side.. can YOU see what I see.. Do you see that Moon.. Do you see the same stars.. is there a Peace and Joy in your Heart.. I would look Up.. and I would smile.. as My Heart is touched.. looking at your Picture.. I would say looking at your Picture.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. Why do you smile so Beautiful.. and My Hand touch my Heart.. as I would stand UP.. turn and look towards the Door.. and I would walk.. going into the Home.. I am thinking.. thinking about the Letters.. thinking about the desk.. pulling UP the chair.. sitting down.. looking at the Clean sheet of white Piece of paper.. with Pen.. or Pencil.. and with the eraser next to the Paper.. as I would be looking at your Picture.. I want to see YOU.. why do I miss YOU.. Do I miss YOU.. Yes.. YOU know that I miss you so much right Now.. but the only one thing I can do is wait.. just wait patiently.. waiting for YOU to Love Me.. and I would ask myself.. looking at the pencil I am holding in my Hand.. will you love me when I write.. WILL you read the Letters that I write.. do you even accept these words that I write.. can YOU Please tell me that YOUR Heart is open to receive the Letters.. and I am looking at the Paper in front of Me.. as I am holding the Pencil in my Hand.. will you please open your heart to accept.. will your Heart accept the Letters because I am writing that comes from MY Heart which I know.. which I believe that I love.. and My hand goes down.. the Pencil starts to write on the Piece of Paper.. I been standing out.. by the Mail Box.. I have Not see the Truck.. the mail Man has not come.. I am wondering what has happen to the Truck driver of the Mail Man.. I been standing out in the front.. by the mail box.. with the envelop.. with the Letter inside the envelope.. as I want to give.. as One day passes by.. I would wait for three hours and I would go back into the Home.. I would go into my Room.. standing by the window which I can see the Mail Box.. I am looking through the window.. still waiting for the truck.. waiting for the Mail man.. but He does Not show UP the first night.. I put the first envelope on the top of the desk.. writing another Letter.. pulling out the clean piece of white sheet of Paper.. and I would write to YOU again.. after I would write with the Pencil.. on the paper.. pulling out the envelope.. I would fold the paper into halves and put inside the envelope.. I am waiting the second night.. holding the two envelope in my hands.. waiting by the mail Box.. for the Truck.. for the mail man to stop by this Mail Box.. another three hours would pass by.. I don't see his truck.. I don't see the Mail man.. so I am wondering.. what is going on.. what is happening.. is the Mail Man sick.. how about these two letters.. I need to give to this Mail man so that He can give to YOU.. I am telling YOU what My Heart truly feels.. expressing How I feel.. because this is the Only way I can share to you my thoughts my Heart.. even to tell you How much I love YOU.. the third Night comes.. I would write a third Letter.. sitting on the desk.. I am looking at the two envelopes sitting on the top of the desk.. I am now thinking.. what does it means if I can't give you these three letters.. for three nights.. this is the third night I am going to be standing by the mail Box.. for three hours I would wait.. going into the room.. I am standing by the window and I would look through the window for the one last time before I go to sleep.. and looking for that truck.. for the Mail man to come.. and I am startled at this point.. but I still go out.. the third Night.. waiting by the Mail Box.. three envelopes in my hands.. by my mail Box I am waiting and waiting.. the three hours goes by.. Now it is really killing me inside.. why isn't the mail Man coming this way.. maybe he does Not want to give you these letters.. for three nights I would stay by the mail Box.. holding.. as I am standing here.. I can see the clouds are changing color.. and the sky darkens.. I feel the light rain falling down on me.. of course it only has been two hours that pass by.. so I am waiting for another Hour to pass by.. I am standing by the mail Box.. as I am getting wet by the rain.. I feel so sad.. because I been waiting for each night.. just to get the Letters out.. I have written a lot so far.. but I am holding it with me right Now.. But I want to get it to YOU.. as I am walking back home slowly.. as the three hours comes to the end.. I walk into the House.. and I walk into the room.. and I would walk closer to the window and I am looking through.. looking at the mail Box.. I don't see the truck.. I don't see the Mail Man at all.. I am on the fourth day.. standing by the mail Box.. thinking about the pass three days.. My Heart is aching.. what if I can't get you these four Letters.. inside the envelopes.. I am holding four in my hands.. maybe do I have to stop.. the mail man seems like He does not want to show UP to this mail Box any more.. as I am waiting and the three hour is going by.. as I turn to walk off and back into the House.. I hear something.. I see two lights coming toward and as I turn to look ahead.. I know that sound.. it is the sound of the Truck.. it must be the Mail man.. and as I see the truck stops and I see the mail Man.. He smiles at me.. and I look at him.. and He sees tears in my eyes.. and I am crying because of these Letters.. I have been waiting and waiting.. but the truck would Not come.. would not stop by to this Mail Box.. as I am wiping my tears.. these Letters inside the envelopes.. Do you know How hard it is to get it Out.. do YOU not know how much Time it takes to get it out.. and just for waiting for three hours every night.. and looking through the window in the room too see if the truck comes.. it is Not easy to Love YOU.. it is Not easy to get this Out to YOU.. and I am beating on my Chest.. the mail man looks at me.. for four days.. I heard YOU been waiting for me too.. the Mail man wanted to know How much do I love YOU.. what if he skips a day.. what I stop telling YOU how much I love YOU.. he wanted to see what was really in my Heart.. that is why He did Not come.. just to know what is truly inside.. is My Love fake.. or is it real.. true love I have for YOU and the mail man says.. He will never do that again.. and I am looking at Him.. these are the four Letters I have written inside this envelope.. every Night.. I sat by the desk.. before I would sit to write you a letter.. I would look at your Picture.. LOOK at the SUN.. Look at the Moon and the stars and just kept on thinking of YOU.. pulling out your Picture.. I would say.. I love YOU.. and Yes.. I miss YOU.. and I would sit by the desk.. looking at your picture again.. wondering why can't we be together right Now.. being so far from YOU hurts me more because I miss YOU.. How can I be with YOU if YOU are miles and miles.. distances away from me.. How can I tell YOU and speak to your ear.. to Your Heart how much I love you in verbal form.. is there another way My words can get to YOU.. will you let me get close to YOU.. will you let me come closer to YOU
OINK OINK I just finished this Bottle.. it is Not a small bottle either.. and I can see that it is getting to Me.. and I would back down on the Big ROCK.. placing the Bottle on the ground.. picking up the Picture of YOU.. and I would say looking at the Picture.. why are you hurting Me.. why are YOU so Beautiful that it is killing Me.. I can't even get UP.. can't even walk straight.. and I can hear my Heart looking at the Paper.. the drawing of YOUR HEART just sitting there crying along side with me.. I can't take this Pain any more.. it is hurting Me.. it is killing Me.. YOU are killing me because I love YOU.. YOU are hurting me because I want to be with YOU.. I want to hold you close.. my arms are hurting because it wants to hold YOU close.. Please help me.. because I need YOU.. and as I am looking at YOUR picture.. I can feel my Heart.. crying more.. weeping More and I can feel my soul crash and Burn inside.. just craving for YOU and longing for YOU TO be close.. my arms are crying.. just wanting to hold YOU.. I need YOU so that I can tell YOU that I miss YOU and that I love YOU.. and I turn my Head to LOOK at the MOON and I would say.. Please Help me.. Help me so that I can be with YOU.. can YOU not see what I am going through.. what I am dealing with this.. Just to Love YOU.. just to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I need I need.. and I want it.. YOU..I am sitting down by the shores.. Looking at the Waters coming In.. On a big rock.. I am sitting and just thinking about You.. I am looking at two Empty Bottles.. for some reason.. I started to drink.. the More I think of YOU.. the More I miss YOU.. on this Night.. why do I feel the aching in my Heart.. I wish that I did Not look at your Picture.. I received a Letter from YOU.. and YOU are telling me YOU are going some where so far.. and telling me that It is going to take YOU a while and after hearing these words after I read the Letter you wrote me.. I just could Not take it any more.. I could Not stay inside the House.. so Leaving the House.. and so I wrote YOU a Letter back.. But.. I am wondering at this Point.. what am I suppose to do with the Letter that is In my Hand.. if I am unable to reach YOU.. YOU have Not tell me where YOU are going.. and how long will it take for YOU to come back.. I would look at your Picture.. and looking at the Letter.. I am feeling so much hurt right Now.. it is because I am missing YOU so Much.. All I ever asked for is Your Heart.. I would ask if I can Have your Heart.. is it just too much of asking YOU for It.. because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. without Your Heart.. there is Nothing that I can do.. then please tell Me.. How do I win YOU over.. How am I suppose to make YOU mine.. what is the secret so that I can take action.. and also tell YOU because I am Not sure what to do at this Point.. So I have decided to come to the Place.. this Rock has been here ever since I first came.. I would sit on the Top of this Rock.. when I want to see you the Most.. I brought with me a Shot Glass.. of course I did not bring YOU picture with me this time.. because I know if I do.. I would be taking a Look.. which it can make my eyes pop out whenever I see Your Picture.. I wish that YOU knew this Heart of Mine.. why can't you see through.. why can't you understand me.. or relate with me what I am going through right Now.. I have bought three bottles of Rice wine.. so far.. I have finished two Bottles.. I am taking a Look at the third.. the last One.. I don't feel drunk at All.. but I need to wash away what is in my Mind.. what is inside my Head.. I am trying to wash YOU away.. trying to forget.. or to erase YOU off but the More I try.. the More I just can't.. so Please Help me for once.. Help me How to win YOU over.. I am still trying over and over.. but I am asking YOU now.. if you know the answers.. if you know the secrets of How to Make YOU Mine.. I feel like I am dying inside right Now.. I feel like I am ready to die instead because I want to have Your Heart.. if only YOU can show me Your Heart and I be able to hold Your Heart in my arms.. and to able to speak to Your Heart.. will you let me tell YOU something.. will you let me speak to Your Heart.. because that is the Only One thing I want.. what I truly need.. to have your Heart and to tell Your Heart.. I have a Heart too.. and My Heart just loves YOU.. How can I transfer this Message to reach Out to YOU.. How can I tell you that I love YOU.. YOU are so far away.. there is this distance between Us.. and I would like to get close to YOU.. How can I get close to YOU.. to your Heart.. Please tell me and let me Know.. as I am looking at the last Bottle.. my hand grabs.. twist the TOP and open it.. holding the Glass shot in the Other hand.. the One with the Bottle.. my hand pours into the Shot Glass.. what if I get sick.. so sick that I rather die instead.. I feel so sick in my stomach because I need to see YOU.. I need to hold YOU Near in my hands.. in my arms and I would say to YOU.. will you please show me Your Heart.. How can I see your Heart.. Please.. let me see your Heart and Please hear these words of Mine.. that I been here.. always waiting for YOU.. just to Love YOU.. and to tell YOU that I love YOU.. will you let me tell YOU these words of Mine to YOU.. that is why I need your Heart.. I need to know so that I can tell YOU.. but when YOU tell me that YOU are going to take a Long time and YOU are leaving going somewhere very far.. How can I tell YOU.. that is why I been asking YOU.. at least Leave Your Heart with Me.. let your Heart be close to me so that I will not feel like I can't do nothing.. as I am looking at the Shot Glass in my Hand.. I would open my Mouth wide and slam the Shot Glass with rice wine into my mouth.. since I did Not bring your Picture with me.. Now I am dying to see YOU.. I am starting to miss YOU because all I see is the waters coming IN and going Out.. I just can't stop.. but why can't I stop.. I would tell myself to stop.. but How can I stop.. it is because I love YOU.. How can YOU stop someone who loves YOU so much.. that is why I need to hear words from YOU.. If you can tell me to stop Loving YOU.. I know that I can finally rest in Peace.. but.. I still be missing YOU.. still be looking at your Picture and just wondering.. what If something can happen.. How would it be Like if YOU were here with Me.. and I be able to hold YOU in my arms.. and tell YOU.. looking at Your Heart.. even though the Time flies and many weeks and months has passed By.. I still Love YOU.. and If you are asking me.. why do I love YOU so Much.. how is it possible to love YOU this Much.. and if you are asking me and wondering on the Other side.. I would look at the One I am holding the Bottle of rice wine.. Looking at the Other hand holding the Shot Glass.. I would be pouring the Bottle of the rice wine Into the Shot Glass.. placing the Bottle on the ground.. I would be looking at the waters.. I open my mouth wide and pour.. slam the rice wine into my Mouth with the Shot Glass.. and I would close both eyes.. Just thinking about YOU.. I be thinking of YOU.. as I am going back.. I am standing inside the House.. and I hear the Knock On the door.. and I know that YOU are coming over.. after receiving the Message.. the text Message from YOU.. I open the front door.. and I see YOU standing there.. I receive the Letter YOU gave me.. and I wanted to ask if YOU wanted to come inside.. but.. YOU tell me that YOU needs to go.. and I watch YOU turn the other way and YOU start to walk.. where I stop seeing YOU.. as I close the Door.. I would unfold the Letter.. and a Picture falls Out from the folded Paper.. as I go down.. and I pick Up the Picture.. I look at You.. and YOU are wearing a White Dress.. and I just can't believe it.. YOU are so Beautiful.. especially in that White Dress.. But this is Not just an ordinary Dress.. It seems like something is going to happen soon.. It looks like a Wedding Dress to me.. and On the Letter YOU are telling me that YOU are going to get married.. and YOU have invited me to come to see YOU at your Wedding.. I am wondering.. with who are you getting Married too.. because I don't want to receive this from YOU.. why are you telling me to come if I am Not the One who is going to stand next to YOU to make YOU my wife.. If I am invited for the wrong reason.. I do not want to come.. I don't want to watch YOU leave my Life and go with another.. It should be Me who should stand next to YOU.. the One who can put the ring on your Finger.. But why did YOU write me this kind of letter.. It really hurts Me if YOU are telling me to sit and watch the One you love to be taken away from Me.. and I just can't believe you are telling me this.. so I would rip the Letter into pieces.. I just can't take this from YOU.. I don't want to receive this from YOU because YOU are Only hurting me More.. what have I done to deserve this Kind of News.. why hurt me when YOU know my true intentions.. My true Motives.. I know that if I stand next to YOU through Thin and through Thick.. through the good times and the Bad times.. I know that after a certain time
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옷관리가 진짜 대단하다
옷 관리법도 기회가 된다면 소개부탁드려용~~!
반가운 가디건들이 있어서 편안하게 보다가 시간이 금방 지나갔어요!!! 역시 소희!
14:38 앞으로 이 가디건 입은 소희 보면 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 소희 오늘 스스로도 귀엽다고(하지만 시크함을 잃지 않았지..) 생각하는 날이구나 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 할 것 같아 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
옷도 잘 입는데 옷 관리도 깔끔하게 잘 해서 오래오래 입구 그런 면도 넘 조아요…🥹
항상 이쁨❤지금 입으신 베스트 니트 진짜 이뻐요🦺💗
소희님은 항상 이렇게 찐솧템들 소개해주셔서 너무 좋아요 ㅠㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋ 완전 진정성 대박 ❤ 사랑해 소희
익숙한 가디건들이 보이자나?! 넘 반갑다요! 입고 있는 옷도 소개해주는 센스,,💛
아이돌시절 소희 사복은 진짜 특이하면서도 과하지 않은 귀여움이 많았는데 지금은 안정적인 스타일을 추구하는 것 같음. 소희 파격템도 보여주라구~
간만에 추억의 가디건 보니 반가워요
땡땡이 가디건 소희 레전드잖아 ㅠㅠ
꼼데가르송 : 소희야 고맙다
가디건 칼라도 이쁘고 소희님한테 다 잘 어울리는 제품들이네요~~
솧튜브 믿고 봅니다 !! 똑똑한 소비 쵝오
ㅠㅠ 이런 컨텐츠 넘 조아요❤
그시절 안소희 사복 정보를 얼마나 찾으러 다녔었는지 😂ㅋㅋㅋ옷 고를 때 자칫 너무 무난하거나 너무 투머치 한가 싶은데 소희는 밸런스를 딱 아는 거 같아서 죠타 ❤ 쇼핑 팁이 궁금하다~~!!
사복소희 유명템 다 나왔네욬ㅋㅋㅋ땡땡이 오랜만
익숙한 옷들이 보여서 너무 반갑기도 하고 애기인줄 알았는데 너무 야무지게 가디건 개는것도 반할거같아,,,
12:42 17:11 반가운 옷 등장!! 옷도 반갑고 저때의 소희언니도 반갑고❤❤ 소희언니 애정탬 항상 잘 관리하는거 알지만 제가 다 뿌듯해요ㅎㅎ저때도 넘 예뻤는데 지금도 여전히 예쁜 소희언니❤❤❤😊😊
차기작은 언제오는거야?
올해안으로 소식듣고싶다ㅠㅠ
팬들이 많이 기다리고있어 이제는 대중적인 드라마로 보고싶다❤❤❤
옷 소개 컨텐츠 너~무 좋아요! 근데 다 따라사고싶어져서 통장에 여유있을때 봐야한다는.. 흔히 아는 브랜드 제품 말고도 생소한 브랜드도 많아서 뭔가 공부되는것두 같구 ㅋㅋ 옷 좋아하는 사람으로서 참 유익해욤! 앞으로 언니 애장템 컨텐츠 많이 올려주세요 ❤
소희 찐템 너무 조아여❤
옷도 많이 사본 사람이 잘사는거 같아요..
한 번 사면 관리 잘해서 오래 입는 타입이신 것 같아요. 드레스룸 전체 공개가 어렵겠지만 옷 관리 영상도 궁금해요. 셔츠 접는 법, 니트 거는 법, 접어서 넣는 방법, 세탁 방법 등등 소희만의 방법이 또 있을 것 같아요 :)
You have great sense of fashion!! The cardigans have soft and calm colors. 🥰🥰
어쩜 이렇게 다 찰떡...😮🤭
오래오래 입을 수 있는 쇼핑하는 꿀팁 알려주세요~~~😻
사복소희 말해모해-*
착장샷 보니까 다 아는 옷들이구먼 ㅎㅎㅎ🤭💛
😊 옷 관리하는 법 궁금해요!
❤ 저도 마음에 드는 옷 오래오래 입고 싶어서요❤
- 나만의 세탁 루틴이 있다면? 옷을 잘 입기 위해서 화장실 청소 습관처럼 매일 조금씩 하는 습관이 있나요?
- 세탁물 분류 어떻게 하세요?
(흰색, 검정색, 청바지, 드라이클리닝->4가지로 하시나요?)
- 흰 옷을 변색없이 오랫동안 입으시는데 특별한 방법이 있으신가요? 특히, 블라우스 흰색 카라!
- 세제는 어떤거 사용하시나요? 구연산, 과탄산소다, 베이킹 소다 등 사용하시나요?
- 계절별, 소재별로 옷을 특별히 관리하시나요?
- 아니면 모든 옷들은 드라이 클리닝 하시나요?
요즘 옷장 정리 중이었어요ㅎ 정리할건 정리하고,, 새로운 겨울 옷들 장만하려다가 소히님 유툽 보고
참고하고 있어요ㅎㅎㅎ
넘 예뻐요 나긋나긋 설명해주는
소희님도 옷들도요ㅎㅎㅎ
나도 소희처럼 옷관리 잘 하고싶다 ㅜㅜ
산지 오래된 옷들도 많은데 관리를 잘해서 다 새거 같아요~
가디건이 너무 예뻐요
사람들이 옷 막 버려서 쓰레기 문제가 심각한데
잘 관리해서 좋아하는 아이템 오래 즐기시는 모습 너무 좋네요 😊
흐응 너무 제 취향 저격ㅠㅠ
드레스룸 투어 자세하게 해주세요❤
솧튜브 사랑해요오❤
꺅 좋아요 1000번째라니💛 솧찐템 항상 응원해,,,🤍🤍
옷들이 다 너무 예뻐요 ㅋ
숫자포인트 가디건 너무 갖고 싶네요😢
소재가 정말 고급지네요.
가디건에 대해 많이 배운 거 같아요 :)
소희❤
베이직한 가디건도 이쁜데 소희는 화려하고 여성스러운 가디건이 더잘어울려
슈슈통 가디건 너무 예쁘네요 ❤
옷 관리하는것만 봐도 성격 참 깔끔하고 깨끗한? 사람이란게 느껴짐
안소희 예뽀 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
착장도 같이 보여주시면 더 좋을 것 같아요!
립스틱도 추천해주세요 컨텐츠에 나온 립이 은은하니 하나같이 다이쁨
배우 안소희님 옷관리❤
니트나 가디건 세탁보관법 궁금해용!!
いろんなデザインがあるんですね。白と黒のストライプが似合っています。
옷관리 법도 알려주세요!!!
커엽❤
진짜 옷잘갠다 저는 옷을개면 며칠안되서 흐트러져요 이리갠거보니 백화점서파는 옷들같은;);):!::!:
옷관리는 역시 세탁소에 맡기는 게 답이구나😂
Sohee so pretty love you ❤
다 이뻐요😊좋은정보감사해요
여성스러운 가디건이 제 스타일인데 너무 예쁘네용~ 셀프포트레이트 너무 예쁜데 가격이 😢
소희 아직도 학생같구 넘 예쁘다❤
I enjoyed your new vlog today
ㄷㅣ건이도 이쁘고 옷 관리도 잘하는 쏘ㅎ 너무 쪼아
가디건 너무귀엽네여❤ 슈슈통 가디건 사이즈가 어떻게되나용?😮
아 사복소희 추억돋아!
가디건다이뽀요
가디건하면소희씨생각날듯ᆢ
昭熙厲害❤❤❤❤❤❤
솧찐템 어서오세용
아이돌시절에는 세련되고 독특한패션에 소희였는데 최근패션은 공식석상뿐만 아니라 사복도 너무 심플한옷만 입는것같아 예전스타일이 더잘어울렸는데 다양한 스타일로 보고싶어
이런거 보면 왜 내 니트 산것들이 다 하찮아보이지..
관리는 어떻게 하시나요 ?
💛💛💛
다 드라이 클리닝 맞기려나요😂
몆번입고 세탁 맡겨요?
입고계신 핑크조끼는 어디서 사셨어요???
8:07 paco rabanne
흰 가디건에 떡볶이 국물 정도 한 번 시원하게 흘려줄 만도 한데. 옷이 진짜 깨끗하네
🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Man on the driver's seat and He takes Off.. as I am looking at the truck disappear.. I am wiping my eyes.. it must be love.. It must be because I love YOU.. and YOU know that this is so true.. that I do love YOU.. really really Love YOU.. Oh I love you.. I just wish that YOU do know that I do love you.. only if YOU can believe my Words.. believe my Heart.. to trust me and to know this.. I will never stop but keep on loving YOU forever.. Will you please believe my Words that I love you.. then please Open your Heart.. open so that YOU can receive how much I love you.. I open to look.. Is the Letter here.. inside I don't see any letters from YOU.. of course I never asked for you to ever write me back.. but maybe.. just in case.. maybe you be surprising me with a Letter.. I would wait for the Mail Man.. but for some reason on this Very night.. I do not see the truck coming.. as One hour goes by.. all I can see is the Moon.. I am looking UP at the Moon.. my hand waves at the Moon.. only the Moon knows my Heart.. I guess NO one understands how much I love YOU.. but does that MOON sees my Will.. I am so determined to let it Out.. to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. do you even see my Heart Yet.. only times when it is Hard.. I will go out side.. standing by the Mail Box.. waiting for the Mail man to come.. Of course I have the third Letter.. In my hand is the envelope.. with your address and Your Name written on the envelope.. looking to see if the Truck comes.. I am holding.. the Letter has been written last Night.. and I been waiting all through the day.. hoping that this Letter.. inside the envelope gets to YOU.. I was so happy.. when the Mail man told me.. He saw YOU.. when He was driving the Mail Truck.. on the way to your House.. he saw your mail box.. stopping by the mail box.. the Door opens and the Mail Man waves his hand saying Someone has written a Letter to YOU.. and He opens the mail box and puts the envelope inside the Mail box and he drives away.. Just thinking a glimpse of YOU.. I would only look at your Picture.. but I am so sad because I wish I can be the Mail man who drives that Truck.. only if I can get a glimpse of YOU.. just to even stop by the Mail box.. just to see you stand by your Door.. and to see you Smile.. even if I can wave my hands at you and give YOU that smile.. it means everything to me.. I would say.. here is another Letter.. I know that I would not get close to YOU.. but the Hope to dream of Love.. the Hope to even ask if I can put a Letter in your Mail box.. that Hope to say I love YOU even though YOU may be standing Far.. YOU do not know How much I love YOU.. even the distance between YOUR mail box.. sitting on the Truck.. to Put the Letter inside the envelope there is a HOPE to say I love YOU.. I kiss the envelope.. seal with my Heart of JOY and Love.. but to tell YOU what it means to write you a Letter.. because YOU KNOW it is the Hope of just loving you.. when YOU have a Hope.. it means I can dream of something Bigger.. something greater that can happen one day.. I am not asking for YOUR hand right Now.. but I can still have Hope and Dream to love YOU.. this Letter.. I would kiss the Letter after I wrote.. folding into halves and Placing into the envelope.. writing your name and Your Address.. when I look at the Truck.. the mail Man comes with a smile.. and I give him the envelope inside is the letter I wrote and I tell HIM.. you know who this is too.. Please take it to YOU.. and He smiles and knows.. But now.. I know that he tells me that YOU are receiving the envelope with the Letter I have wrote.. I would be sitting on the Desk.. sometimes I would write so fast.. I make mistakes and I have to use the eraser to erase the Letter I marked wrong.. but knowing that the mail man is delivering to the right Mail Box.. to YOU.. I know that I can put my mind at ease.. Last Night I had a drink of wine.. of course I am standing by my mail box.. I am holding the envelope in my Hand.. the Letter is inside and I am still waiting for the Truck.. Looking at the MOON.. I had a drink last Night.. I wanted to cry.. I had a drink last Night.. I started to miss YOU.. I wanted to see YOU.. but I know that I just can't right Now.. sometimes I am wondering.. How long does this wait must be.. am I going to be here by the mail Box.. I don't want to just stand here by my own mail box.. I would like to be the One to able to go to YOU.. to stand By your Mail Box.. with my hand.. I be holding the envelope.. with the Letter I wrote last night.. and I would love to turn.. look at your door and I walk.. I would like to see YOU open your front door.. and I am able to hand YOU the Envelope and to watch both eyes.. your hand holding the envelope that I give.. and when YOUR hand hold.. I want to tell YOU.. looking at your eyes.. I have loved YOU for a long time.. can you please accept my Heart.. Can YOU please accept my Love.. will you let me Love YOU now.. since I am standing here meeting YOU face to face.. and My hand holding your Hand.. I will touch the envelope and I would tell YOU.. I did Not want to come earlier because I don't want you to be bothered or disturbed.. I been waiting for YOU to Love me.. can I ask YOU if YOU love me.. because if YOU don't love me.. How can I keep on loving YOU.. I only want to accept if YOU are able to open your Heart so that I can love YOU and YOU can love me back too.. I want to be brave.. I want to be bold and have courage to Love YOU more.. but I can't unless YOU open your Heart for Me.. please tell me if I can Love YOU.. as I am looking at my Mail box.. I would lift up my Head to look at the MOON.. I am only talking to myself now huh.. But I know that This letter.. it needs to go to YOU.. it needs to get delivered to YOU so that I want you to open the envelop so that YOU can read.. My Heart knows how much I want to be with YOU.. How much I love YOU.. I am standing here.. by my mail Box.. waiting for the truck.. WHY is the Mail Man Not coming.. I have this envelope.. I have your Letter inside.. I have written it last night.. I got little drunk.. so I am not sure if YOU are able to read it properly.. But I felt like I had to share even when I be so sad.. I would be crying.. siting on the bed.. I be crying because I be missing YOU.. looking at your Picture.. is this ALL I can do.. My eyes be hurting because that is all I can do.. My Hand hits my chest.. I want More.. I want to love More.. but LOOK.. all I can do is look at your Picture.. it kills me inside.. grabbing a Bottle of Wine.. I pour into the shot Glass.. sitting.. I would move to the desk.. I would be looking at the Picture.. open my mouth holding the shot glass and I slam it even though it was a wine.. I couldn't control my own emotions when I would look at you through the Picture.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. WHY do you have to smile like that.. tell me why can't I hold YOU in my arms.. tell me why do I keep on missing YOU.. please.. why can't you ever answer me.. and I would cry.. letting all my tears out of my eyes.. after few pouring into the Shot Glass.. and I would be slamming it into my mouth.. I would sit in silent.. wiping my tears with napkin.. and trying to focus.. I would grab the clean piece of paper.. holding up the pencil and putting the eraser next to the Paper.. I would start to write on the paper.. telling YOU.. I keep on missing YOU.. tell my Heart to stop Missing YOU because my Heart is killing me whenever I start missing YOU.. and I would pick up your Picture.. looking at YOU.. closing my eyes and I would open to look at you through this Picture.. I would put the picture down.. picking up the pencil and I start to look at the paper and write again.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be the One to love YOU.. why can't I even do that.. WHY don't you tell me that I can Love YOU.. Please answer me.. but it seems like YOU never answer me.. But you know that I just can't stop telling YOU why I needs to keep on telling YOU that I love YOU.. Not sure if that make any sense but.. YOU know that I have never stopped loving YOU till now.. for a long time.. I would find a time and a place.. giving me the space so that I can put the work in time in that space to tell YOU.. I want to be with YOU forever.. can we be together forever.. Please tell me.. I would turn to look at the Bottle of the wine.. I see the Bottle empty.. I did not see that I drank the whole Bottle of Wine.. it should of been filled in a cup.. but I drank it like it was a SOJU instead.. I need to hear from YOU.. I want to hear from YOU.. Please tell me that YOU are able to hear from me.. Tell me that YOU Know my Heart.. and I would stop writing on the clean pieces of paper.. I would open the drawer and I would see an envelope.. and folding the Paper into a half and placed the Letter inside the envelope and I would let it sit on the top of the desk.. all through the Night.. through the day.. and I would grab the envelope and walk out to the Mail Box.. standing out side.. I am thinking about the Last Night.. about drinking the Bottle of the wine.. sitting on the top of the Bed.. even thinking about the shedding of my tears because I would miss YOU.. looking at your picture
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Being the One for me.. the one who I can love forever and say that YOU are Mine.. YOU know that I love you too much.. because I just can't stop but just Love YOU.. because I do.. truly love YOU.. really really.. just love YOU..I am looking Out the Window.. Looking for the Truck.. I know that the time.. looking at the watch.. the Clock in the room and I am looking through the window.. the empty Bottle on the top of the desk.. and I know that I been drinking.. trying to get YOU off my Mind.. ever since the New Picture came.. when I opened the envelope and I would pull out the Picture you have placed inside.. I would be looking at it.. ever since I saw this new Picture.. trying to erase YOU off my Mind because I been thinking of YOU and just looking.. telling your New Picture.. How Much I wanted to see YOU.. asking you through the New Picture.. when can I be close to YOU.. but only thing I been getting is No responses because it is Only a New Picture of YOU.. as I would write YOU another Letter.. telling you how angry I am getting because it seems Like I am the Only One who sees YOU.. am I the Only One who is going crazy.. is it only Me who be missing YOU.. is it only my Heart who misses you the Most.. is it only my Head which I am thinking about Love.. just wanting to say I love YOU.. do you not miss me at All.. do I ever cross your Mind.. how about your Heart.. if only I can ask your Heart.. what do you feel about Me.. am I truly special to YOU.. am I the Only Man who can Love YOU.. please tell me some words so that I can hear YOU.. that I am able to smile knowing even miles apart.. miles which leaves such a long distance.. but I needs to see YOU.. as I would sit by the desk.. pouring on the Shot Glass.. I would be taking shots after another shots.. as I would be looking at your new Picture.. the Photo that YOU gave to the Mail man.. who came last week and gave me the envelope.. Now I am going to ask him if I can go into the Truck and if the Mail Man can take me to the Place you Live.. I may Not walk towards YOU.. but close by I want to stand to see.. I just want to know How you are doing.. How would I feel if I see YOU in person.. even though there will be a distance between Us and I know that I can't come close right Now.. but enough room and space knowing that YOU are there.. I am Not asking you to come close to me Now.. but at least YOU can see that I am doing Good.. and that still I be loving YOU.. I may Not be able to say it to YOU yet.. but when YOU see me inside the Truck.. which the Mail man would drive to take me where you are.. I just want you to know that it is Me.. whose been longing for YOU.. whose been waiting on the Other side.. by my mail Box I would be waiting for the Truck.. for the mail man to stop by on my block as I would wait by the mail Box.. just to give you a Letter putting inside on the envelope so that He can take it to YOU.. but this Night.. I know that I must go.. I must go with the Mail man.. be inside his Truck and I want to deliver the Message in this Bottle.. I want to surprise you.. so that YOU will remember that it is I who is loving YOU.. not to scare YOU but to show YOU that all this Time.. YOU would only think of the Truck.. the mail man who was inside the truck.. and he was the One who gave you the envelope with the Letter that I wrote inside to YOU.. but please.. forgive me when I show Up on this very night.. I must go and see How you are doing.. I must be there to give YOU this Bottle.. inside the Bottle is a Letter that I have written for you.. when YOU see me inside the Truck.. don't think that I am a stranger to YOU because It is me.. it was me all along who gave you the Letters.. inside on this envelope.. after a while.. you are only seeing the Truck passing through and it stops at the Mail Box.. just to give you the envelope.. that is all you see back and forth.. but How about me.. how about the person who sits in this ROOM.. who is the One pulls Out the Clean sheet of paper.. who would be holding a pen or the pencil and who thinks of YOU.. YOU do not see me because I am always behind the scene.. you may think that Am I afraid of YOU.. am I scared to show UP.. you may be thinking maybe it is the truck.. or the mail man being friendly to YOU.. and He would smile inside the Truck as he gives you this envelope.. I know when YOU receive the envelope and once you open the envelope inside is the Letter.. but Do you see my Face.. do you even think of my Name there.. do you know who is the One who is telling you all these things.. expressing Heart to Heart.. when I sit in the ROOM.. by the desk.. I am thinking of YOU.. constantly thinking of YOU.. looking at the new Picture.. my Heart is crying inside for Love.. I am crying in my Heart for Love too.. but it seems like after awhile you begin to forget.. you forget because YOU are looking at some one else but How about Me.. do you know who is the One who be really loving YOU.. all this time.. who is the One putting every thing In and Out.. and telling you how I feel.. I do not want YOU to forget about me.. I am putting into so much work here.. you know that it is not easy to tell YOU all these things.. and it breaks my Heart when YOU forget the face.. forget the person who has a Name.. who is the One loves YOU the Most.. who be missing YOU and thinking of you constantly.. what will happen when a Day Comes.. the Truck stops on your Mail Box.. and you are starting to forget the Man who loves YOU the Most.. and you stand there looking.. the mail man looks at you and says.. there is No envelope today.. and the Truck keeps on coming to your mail Box.. and every time YOU stand there.. the mail man tells you the same thing.. there is NO Letter today.. there is NO envelope.. and I know if you start to forget the One who loves YOU the Most.. I also can be the one to delay the Letters.. because I feel like YOU are forgetting the Face.. the name and the man who loves YOU the Most.. as I would look at the Empty Bottle.. and I would roll up the Letter I have written for YOU.. I do not want YOU to forget me.. because YOU know how much I love YOU.. have been loving you just too Long.. but also I know that I must Man UP.. I must tell you that I am still here.. and that I am going Nowhere but waiting patiently till you are truly ready for Me.. I want to get close when YOU are ready so that I can Love you fully.. and able to speak to YOUR ears.. and tell your ears.. looking at your Heart.. that all this time.. I want your Heart.. I want your Heart to know that I love YOU.. and Now.. sitting by the Window.. I put the Letter inside the Bottle.. and looking out the window.. and just waiting for the Time.. the arrival for the Mail Man in his Truck to stop at the Mail Box.. I been taking few shots on this shot glass.. and it has emptied the Bottle.. I wrote this very night telling you that I missed YOU.. and I just don't want you to forget about Me.. because it is I who loves you the Most.. I would get UP from the chair.. holding in my hand is the Bottle inside is the Letter.. and I would walk Out of the ROOM.. and going to the front Door.. I open and I close behind me.. I am looking at the Mail Box.. and I know that the truck be arriving very soon.. so I would walk down to the Mail Box.. waiting for the truck to come.. and as I am waiting for the Truck.. I see the Lights and I turn to look.. I see the Truck Coming and the Truck stops by the Mail box.. the mail man looks at me and smiles.. and I ask HIM.. can YOU please take me to where YOU are.. and I show him the Bottle.. and inside is the Letter I wrote to YOU.. and the mail Man was kind and telling me to come inside the truck and to stand by the steps.. as I would stand there.. and the truck would be driving.. and the Mail man drives to a Mail Box and he stops the Truck.. and as I am standing there.. I see you on the Other side.. YOU are standing by the front Door and I am standing on the steps and I see your Mail Box.. as I am looking towards the front Door.. I see you looking at me.. I do not know what it is but my Heart.. can YOU hear my Heart beating.. It would not stop beating as I am looking at YOU by your front Door.. and I would say to YOU.. I am Not the Mail man.. and I am Not a volunteer either.. but it is me.. if YOU are not sure who I am and why I am here.. all I wanted is to give you this Message In the Bottle.. I want you to remember a Face.. Please remember my Face and that this face is a person who also has a Name.. I may not be well known name to YOU.. but I am a person.. a MAN who is the One loving YOU.. all I ever wanted is to give you Letters.. Only way that YOU know that I love you is by giving you these Letters.. I don't want you to think that I am afraid of YOU.. that is why I have asked this Mail man if I can go into the truck so that I can tell YOU that I am here because I want YOU to remember me.. remember who is the One.. the One Man whose been loving YOU.. the One whose been thinking of YOU.. whose been missing YOU on the Other side.. who is the One giving you these letters.. so that YOU will not think of some one else is doing so.. that is why I had to tell myself
Be NO OTHER man like myself.. who can give YOU something very simple but has a meaning behind every time I think of YOU to give you letters.. OH PLEASE help me so that YOU don't forget me.. I am giving YOU my Heart and my Love to YOU.. the Only thing that I can do and can be good at in the Long run.. as the Truck stops by the Mail Box.. I get off the steps and I turn to look at the mail man and I thank him for his service by taking me to your mail Box.. and he looks at me.. and smiles.. I see the truck leaves the mail Box and I would look UP at the MOON.. why can't I be there a little longer.. Now I feel it in my Heart that I am Now missing YOU more.. was it a wise choice for me showing UP.. and looking at you from the distance.. seeing YOU eye to eye.. and able to tell YOU how my Heart was heavy because I was feeling like you are forgetting all about me.. and YOU would wonder.. why do I think this way.. it is because there are times I would doubt what if YOU are Not seeing me the same Way.. you can see my Heart and how much I love YOU but.. what if YOU are not loving me in any way.. It is only going to Hurt me in pain because I do also want your Love.. I wish that I knew that I can be Loved by YOU.. so that I know we are in the same page together.. all I ever wanted is to give and tell YOU that I love you but also be loved by YOU too.. that is the Only One thing truly I need and want from YOU.. nothing more and nothing less.. just to be Loved by you because YOU already knows that I love you just too much.. but it is in my blood to just love you more and more.. that is the Only Good thing I can do.. just to share and tell you.. How much I love YOU..I am looking into the Mail Box.. Opening to look inside.. it has been few days since the truck did not come.. I am wondering what do I do with all these envelopes.. I have been writing letters every night.. just thinking about you.. I would sit.. Looking UP to the sky.. I would see the Moon.. and I would turn to look at the stars.. knowing that if you are on the Other side.. can YOU see what I see.. Do you see that Moon.. Do you see the same stars.. is there a Peace and Joy in your Heart.. I would look Up.. and I would smile.. as My Heart is touched.. looking at your Picture.. I would say looking at your Picture.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. Why do you smile so Beautiful.. and My Hand touch my Heart.. as I would stand UP.. turn and look towards the Door.. and I would walk.. going into the Home.. I am thinking.. thinking about the Letters.. thinking about the desk.. pulling UP the chair.. sitting down.. looking at the Clean sheet of white Piece of paper.. with Pen.. or Pencil.. and with the eraser next to the Paper.. as I would be looking at your Picture.. I want to see YOU.. why do I miss YOU.. Do I miss YOU.. Yes.. YOU know that I miss you so much right Now.. but the only one thing I can do is wait.. just wait patiently.. waiting for YOU to Love Me.. and I would ask myself.. looking at the pencil I am holding in my Hand.. will you love me when I write.. WILL you read the Letters that I write.. do you even accept these words that I write.. can YOU Please tell me that YOUR Heart is open to receive the Letters.. and I am looking at the Paper in front of Me.. as I am holding the Pencil in my Hand.. will you please open your heart to accept.. will your Heart accept the Letters because I am writing that comes from MY Heart which I know.. which I believe that I love.. and My hand goes down.. the Pencil starts to write on the Piece of Paper.. I been standing out.. by the Mail Box.. I have Not see the Truck.. the mail Man has not come.. I am wondering what has happen to the Truck driver of the Mail Man.. I been standing out in the front.. by the mail box.. with the envelop.. with the Letter inside the envelope.. as I want to give.. as One day passes by.. I would wait for three hours and I would go back into the Home.. I would go into my Room.. standing by the window which I can see the Mail Box.. I am looking through the window.. still waiting for the truck.. waiting for the Mail man.. but He does Not show UP the first night.. I put the first envelope on the top of the desk.. writing another Letter.. pulling out the clean piece of white sheet of Paper.. and I would write to YOU again.. after I would write with the Pencil.. on the paper.. pulling out the envelope.. I would fold the paper into halves and put inside the envelope.. I am waiting the second night.. holding the two envelope in my hands.. waiting by the mail Box.. for the Truck.. for the mail man to stop by this Mail Box.. another three hours would pass by.. I don't see his truck.. I don't see the Mail man.. so I am wondering.. what is going on.. what is happening.. is the Mail Man sick.. how about these two letters.. I need to give to this Mail man so that He can give to YOU.. I am telling YOU what My Heart truly feels.. expressing How I feel.. because this is the Only way I can share to you my thoughts my Heart.. even to tell you How much I love YOU.. the third Night comes.. I would write a third Letter.. sitting on the desk.. I am looking at the two envelopes sitting on the top of the desk.. I am now thinking.. what does it means if I can't give you these three letters.. for three nights.. this is the third night I am going to be standing by the mail Box.. for three hours I would wait.. going into the room.. I am standing by the window and I would look through the window for the one last time before I go to sleep.. and looking for that truck.. for the Mail man to come.. and I am startled at this point.. but I still go out.. the third Night.. waiting by the Mail Box.. three envelopes in my hands.. by my mail Box I am waiting and waiting.. the three hours goes by.. Now it is really killing me inside.. why isn't the mail Man coming this way.. maybe he does Not want to give you these letters.. for three nights I would stay by the mail Box.. holding.. as I am standing here.. I can see the clouds are changing color.. and the sky darkens.. I feel the light rain falling down on me.. of course it only has been two hours that pass by.. so I am waiting for another Hour to pass by.. I am standing by the mail Box.. as I am getting wet by the rain.. I feel so sad.. because I been waiting for each night.. just to get the Letters out.. I have written a lot so far.. but I am holding it with me right Now.. But I want to get it to YOU.. as I am walking back home slowly.. as the three hours comes to the end.. I walk into the House.. and I walk into the room.. and I would walk closer to the window and I am looking through.. looking at the mail Box.. I don't see the truck.. I don't see the Mail Man at all.. I am on the fourth day.. standing by the mail Box.. thinking about the pass three days.. My Heart is aching.. what if I can't get you these four Letters.. inside the envelopes.. I am holding four in my hands.. maybe do I have to stop.. the mail man seems like He does not want to show UP to this mail Box any more.. as I am waiting and the three hour is going by.. as I turn to walk off and back into the House.. I hear something.. I see two lights coming toward and as I turn to look ahead.. I know that sound.. it is the sound of the Truck.. it must be the Mail man.. and as I see the truck stops and I see the mail Man.. He smiles at me.. and I look at him.. and He sees tears in my eyes.. and I am crying because of these Letters.. I have been waiting and waiting.. but the truck would Not come.. would not stop by to this Mail Box.. as I am wiping my tears.. these Letters inside the envelopes.. Do you know How hard it is to get it Out.. do YOU not know how much Time it takes to get it out.. and just for waiting for three hours every night.. and looking through the window in the room too see if the truck comes.. it is Not easy to Love YOU.. it is Not easy to get this Out to YOU.. and I am beating on my Chest.. the mail man looks at me.. for four days.. I heard YOU been waiting for me too.. the Mail man wanted to know How much do I love YOU.. what if he skips a day.. what I stop telling YOU how much I love YOU.. he wanted to see what was really in my Heart.. that is why He did Not come.. just to know what is truly inside.. is My Love fake.. or is it real.. true love I have for YOU and the mail man says.. He will never do that again.. and I am looking at Him.. these are the four Letters I have written inside this envelope.. every Night.. I sat by the desk.. before I would sit to write you a letter.. I would look at your Picture.. LOOK at the SUN.. Look at the Moon and the stars and just kept on thinking of YOU.. pulling out your Picture.. I would say.. I love YOU.. and Yes.. I miss YOU.. and I would sit by the desk.. looking at your picture again.. wondering why can't we be together right Now.. being so far from YOU hurts me more because I miss YOU.. How can I be with YOU if YOU are miles and miles.. distances away from me.. How can I tell YOU and speak to your ear.. to Your Heart how much I love you in verbal form.. is there another way My words can get to YOU.. will you let me get close to YOU.. will you let me come closer to YOU
OINK OINK I just finished this Bottle.. it is Not a small bottle either.. and I can see that it is getting to Me.. and I would back down on the Big ROCK.. placing the Bottle on the ground.. picking up the Picture of YOU.. and I would say looking at the Picture.. why are you hurting Me.. why are YOU so Beautiful that it is killing Me.. I can't even get UP.. can't even walk straight.. and I can hear my Heart looking at the Paper.. the drawing of YOUR HEART just sitting there crying along side with me.. I can't take this Pain any more.. it is hurting Me.. it is killing Me.. YOU are killing me because I love YOU.. YOU are hurting me because I want to be with YOU.. I want to hold you close.. my arms are hurting because it wants to hold YOU close.. Please help me.. because I need YOU.. and as I am looking at YOUR picture.. I can feel my Heart.. crying more.. weeping More and I can feel my soul crash and Burn inside.. just craving for YOU and longing for YOU TO be close.. my arms are crying.. just wanting to hold YOU.. I need YOU so that I can tell YOU that I miss YOU and that I love YOU.. and I turn my Head to LOOK at the MOON and I would say.. Please Help me.. Help me so that I can be with YOU.. can YOU not see what I am going through.. what I am dealing with this.. Just to Love YOU.. just to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I need I need.. and I want it.. YOU..I am sitting down by the shores.. Looking at the Waters coming In.. On a big rock.. I am sitting and just thinking about You.. I am looking at two Empty Bottles.. for some reason.. I started to drink.. the More I think of YOU.. the More I miss YOU.. on this Night.. why do I feel the aching in my Heart.. I wish that I did Not look at your Picture.. I received a Letter from YOU.. and YOU are telling me YOU are going some where so far.. and telling me that It is going to take YOU a while and after hearing these words after I read the Letter you wrote me.. I just could Not take it any more.. I could Not stay inside the House.. so Leaving the House.. and so I wrote YOU a Letter back.. But.. I am wondering at this Point.. what am I suppose to do with the Letter that is In my Hand.. if I am unable to reach YOU.. YOU have Not tell me where YOU are going.. and how long will it take for YOU to come back.. I would look at your Picture.. and looking at the Letter.. I am feeling so much hurt right Now.. it is because I am missing YOU so Much.. All I ever asked for is Your Heart.. I would ask if I can Have your Heart.. is it just too much of asking YOU for It.. because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. without Your Heart.. there is Nothing that I can do.. then please tell Me.. How do I win YOU over.. How am I suppose to make YOU mine.. what is the secret so that I can take action.. and also tell YOU because I am Not sure what to do at this Point.. So I have decided to come to the Place.. this Rock has been here ever since I first came.. I would sit on the Top of this Rock.. when I want to see you the Most.. I brought with me a Shot Glass.. of course I did not bring YOU picture with me this time.. because I know if I do.. I would be taking a Look.. which it can make my eyes pop out whenever I see Your Picture.. I wish that YOU knew this Heart of Mine.. why can't you see through.. why can't you understand me.. or relate with me what I am going through right Now.. I have bought three bottles of Rice wine.. so far.. I have finished two Bottles.. I am taking a Look at the third.. the last One.. I don't feel drunk at All.. but I need to wash away what is in my Mind.. what is inside my Head.. I am trying to wash YOU away.. trying to forget.. or to erase YOU off but the More I try.. the More I just can't.. so Please Help me for once.. Help me How to win YOU over.. I am still trying over and over.. but I am asking YOU now.. if you know the answers.. if you know the secrets of How to Make YOU Mine.. I feel like I am dying inside right Now.. I feel like I am ready to die instead because I want to have Your Heart.. if only YOU can show me Your Heart and I be able to hold Your Heart in my arms.. and to able to speak to Your Heart.. will you let me tell YOU something.. will you let me speak to Your Heart.. because that is the Only One thing I want.. what I truly need.. to have your Heart and to tell Your Heart.. I have a Heart too.. and My Heart just loves YOU.. How can I transfer this Message to reach Out to YOU.. How can I tell you that I love YOU.. YOU are so far away.. there is this distance between Us.. and I would like to get close to YOU.. How can I get close to YOU.. to your Heart.. Please tell me and let me Know.. as I am looking at the last Bottle.. my hand grabs.. twist the TOP and open it.. holding the Glass shot in the Other hand.. the One with the Bottle.. my hand pours into the Shot Glass.. what if I get sick.. so sick that I rather die instead.. I feel so sick in my stomach because I need to see YOU.. I need to hold YOU Near in my hands.. in my arms and I would say to YOU.. will you please show me Your Heart.. How can I see your Heart.. Please.. let me see your Heart and Please hear these words of Mine.. that I been here.. always waiting for YOU.. just to Love YOU.. and to tell YOU that I love YOU.. will you let me tell YOU these words of Mine to YOU.. that is why I need your Heart.. I need to know so that I can tell YOU.. but when YOU tell me that YOU are going to take a Long time and YOU are leaving going somewhere very far.. How can I tell YOU.. that is why I been asking YOU.. at least Leave Your Heart with Me.. let your Heart be close to me so that I will not feel like I can't do nothing.. as I am looking at the Shot Glass in my Hand.. I would open my Mouth wide and slam the Shot Glass with rice wine into my mouth.. since I did Not bring your Picture with me.. Now I am dying to see YOU.. I am starting to miss YOU because all I see is the waters coming IN and going Out.. I just can't stop.. but why can't I stop.. I would tell myself to stop.. but How can I stop.. it is because I love YOU.. How can YOU stop someone who loves YOU so much.. that is why I need to hear words from YOU.. If you can tell me to stop Loving YOU.. I know that I can finally rest in Peace.. but.. I still be missing YOU.. still be looking at your Picture and just wondering.. what If something can happen.. How would it be Like if YOU were here with Me.. and I be able to hold YOU in my arms.. and tell YOU.. looking at Your Heart.. even though the Time flies and many weeks and months has passed By.. I still Love YOU.. and If you are asking me.. why do I love YOU so Much.. how is it possible to love YOU this Much.. and if you are asking me and wondering on the Other side.. I would look at the One I am holding the Bottle of rice wine.. Looking at the Other hand holding the Shot Glass.. I would be pouring the Bottle of the rice wine Into the Shot Glass.. placing the Bottle on the ground.. I would be looking at the waters.. I open my mouth wide and pour.. slam the rice wine into my Mouth with the Shot Glass.. and I would close both eyes.. Just thinking about YOU.. I be thinking of YOU.. as I am going back.. I am standing inside the House.. and I hear the Knock On the door.. and I know that YOU are coming over.. after receiving the Message.. the text Message from YOU.. I open the front door.. and I see YOU standing there.. I receive the Letter YOU gave me.. and I wanted to ask if YOU wanted to come inside.. but.. YOU tell me that YOU needs to go.. and I watch YOU turn the other way and YOU start to walk.. where I stop seeing YOU.. as I close the Door.. I would unfold the Letter.. and a Picture falls Out from the folded Paper.. as I go down.. and I pick Up the Picture.. I look at You.. and YOU are wearing a White Dress.. and I just can't believe it.. YOU are so Beautiful.. especially in that White Dress.. But this is Not just an ordinary Dress.. It seems like something is going to happen soon.. It looks like a Wedding Dress to me.. and On the Letter YOU are telling me that YOU are going to get married.. and YOU have invited me to come to see YOU at your Wedding.. I am wondering.. with who are you getting Married too.. because I don't want to receive this from YOU.. why are you telling me to come if I am Not the One who is going to stand next to YOU to make YOU my wife.. If I am invited for the wrong reason.. I do not want to come.. I don't want to watch YOU leave my Life and go with another.. It should be Me who should stand next to YOU.. the One who can put the ring on your Finger.. But why did YOU write me this kind of letter.. It really hurts Me if YOU are telling me to sit and watch the One you love to be taken away from Me.. and I just can't believe you are telling me this.. so I would rip the Letter into pieces.. I just can't take this from YOU.. I don't want to receive this from YOU because YOU are Only hurting me More.. what have I done to deserve this Kind of News.. why hurt me when YOU know my true intentions.. My true Motives.. I know that if I stand next to YOU through Thin and through Thick.. through the good times and the Bad times.. I know that after a certain time
소희야 연기 열심히 해.. 이런거는 그만해도 되, 작품으로 만나고 싶어!!
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