Don't apologize for crying. You crying allows others to cry and get those emotions out. I know the feeling of praying for someone with and while you are praying for them they are swearing you. The more I stay away from them, the more my eyes are open. Personally, it was jealousy for me. They wanted what I naturally had but could never get. They wanted to control me and never could.
That is a great point B cuz if a Spirit has lost its accretion levels of phasing speed between 2 planetary Magnetic poles arking 7 Rainbow Sun disk CDT plates Translators to cry crystal Spiral rivers Lotus breath Shield tears than that Spirit has lost its sensitivity to experience feelings for other Spirits what other Spirits experience through Ritual Child Torture forced breeding experiments abductions memory wipes and spiritual sacrifices to gain more power over others and thats a dead light AI Imposter Spirit feeding on Souls electrons chasing electrons going no where FAST food density AI machine coded networks which is an illusion of tyme Pure internal eternal absolute love is always ON right now Now tyme is A timeless state of mind B cuz it's priceless to experience being loved and alive just breathing pure eternal absolute love and joy as the inner child the innocence of awareness is Purity which is born of the First Eternal Sun Spirit of eternal Fire 🔥 light Mu ah 💋🌈💜🌋
This is the story of my life. Narcissist mother who sabotaged my relationship with my biological father and the rest of our family. Invalidated me by telling everyone I have mental illness when I began to speak up about the abuse my siblings and I were suffering at the hands of her demonic husband and her turning a blind eye to it. Her husband would antagonize us by playing mind games, brutal beatings which were worse for the boys, I would be struck, slapped and suffocated. While my mother was in the same room watching TV. This would be for intervening a brutal beating of one of my brothers that my spirit (as a preteen/teen) wouldn’t allow me to ignore. I never understood how my mother could bear to hear the cries and ignore this evilness. My mother worked 2 jobs while he never worked and I would come home from school to porn on the living room tv (first thing you’d see when you walk in) and he’d be in another room knowing I’d/we’d have to see it. Walking into the bathroom while I was showering. My mom never protected me. She kicked me out of the house at 16-17 years old for speaking up at school and to police. The trauma haunts me everyday. It is very difficult to live with these memories and realities.
I wish you heal. I learnt that pain brings, wisdom, power and wealth. Just hv to understand why you put in that situation. Only Divine love can heal and make us whole.
@@SegevStanley Once I turned 19 I found my biological father’s side of the family on Facebook. We slowly began to build a relationship again, I was invited to thanksgivings and he would call to check on me. My mother’s older sister confirmed that he was trying to contact me through her over the years but my mom blocked it and she kept quiet to respect her. I also found out he paid child support. My mother’s husband finally got a job at a company she worked for as well, shortly after I moved out of state (19 years old). He began an affair with a woman at the job who lied and reported my mother for threatening her and my mom was fired. He began to bring and flaunt the woman to his mothers house (which was right next door to my mothers house). This is when my mom asked me for my biological father’s number. I reminded her she said she wouldn’t throw a glass of water on him if he was on fire. She said she wanted to forgive him. I gave in, wanting to please my mother and happy she put out her husband (or he left). She turned my father against me in no time. I found out they met at a party and were never in a relationship. He clearly never wanted me to born that’s why it’s so easy for him to act as if I don’t exist despite being in the same city.
@@Ladyofdavid2886 Thank you. Some days are easier than others. It hurts to see other families and the love they have for each other even though it makes me happy for them as well. I live in a big city so it’s not the best location for healing but I’m doing my best not to get discouraged.
Gosh you really need to talk to a professional to start healing because the memories never goes away but learn how to deal with you need some help,journaling is great too. Please please start your healing journey there is a life beyond the trauma…Doctor Gabor is a professional when it comes to childhood abuse please Check out some of his podcasts 🌸💗🌸
CRY you'll feel better! I'm Black Sheep, too. I feel your pain! 😢 It's 2024, time to reveal all that shyte! It is necessary to move on. Narcissist mothers are terrible to girls. The most important thing is you're still here and stronger for it! LOVE YOUR SHOW! Head up! Asé ❤❤❤
The biggest thing you’ll learn on this journey😊 is you have NO friends. The only ones that will be your friends are your only few tribe members usually you meet at the end of your journey.
Queen Mother I feel your pain. My healing is me minding my own Buisness. They tried to rewrite my story since a kid . I see clearly! My greatness is Unstoppable ❤ ase'
Wow sister! Never apologize to us for crying. I share in that cleansing. So many of us grew up with narcissistic parents but was clueless of how it was affecting us until much later in life. I didn't know until way after my relationships with two very significant people that my my mother had silently went behind my back and sabotaged my relationships by talking bad about me and making up things that were not true. It wasn't until my 40's that I was sitting in a therapist office working through my own stuff that the therapist said to me, " You sound like the daughter of a narcissistic mother." I said what is that? It was then that I began to really learn the damage that was caused. These are things we hardly ever talk about because the earth is pro mother. Thank you so much for your courage to share this deep and profound insight and information. It is not in vain. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
100% my same experience. And THIS video popped on my screen this morning..RIGHT AFTER…I just spoke about this and was crying….and I said, “I don’t even feel sad, I don’t know why I’m crying”….This could’ve been me talking because it’s EXACTLY my story and sentiments. Thank you.🙏🏿❤️
My dad has married many times. My stepmom raised me. My dad,stepmom and mom all have behaved this way towards me. All are narcissists. When I met my extended family at 28 back home what they met and what they had heard all these years was shattered. I went through a lot of abuse. It was psychological. All of them had done so much black magic all these years. I cut all of them off. The delusion trickled to my half siblings ( I was raised with them and they changed.) I’m grateful for my life!🙏🏾
So powerful. I have been through the same. Smear campaign by narcissist parents and older sibling. Taking care of them, bubbly, sacrificing my life achievements to bend the knee whenever they called, only to be called “the problem child” as my nickname in a joking way (wtf) - gaslit, emotionally abused. I had a therapeutic cry this morning after meditation, never happened before, and i saw clairvoyantly the constant rejection and defamation pain coming up be felt and released. Thank you for sharing your precious truths and always showing up for us Black Sheep to grow steadily and feel solidarity. Whenever I’ve tried to talk about this with friends they never believe me that my family could think I was bad. They say “a loving healing Angel like u?? They must see your light and appreciate your joyfilled presence.” They deny its possibility, they don’t understand the nightmare. Your puzzle pieces help me deeply. Big love for all of Africa from Brasil.🇧🇷 ❤
THANK YOU! SO ELOQUENTLY PUT! ALL adult problems can be traced back to childhood drama & pain. And many illnesses can be connected to our "emotions"! I am grateful for your healing bc your healing affects us all bc we are all connected as a part of the Collective Consciousness. WE ARE ALL CONNECTED! Thank you for sharing. There are many out there who think that things that happened to them happened in a vacum-- to only them. Sharing your stories sets others free. SHARE ON -- WE NEED YOU! Asé
Even as at now I am still going through the same smear campaign but I am outgrowing it. I've been the black sheep for as long as I can remember, sexually abused as a child, called a mad woman, even by those I helped in life. I have as a result stopped communication and owned my life, opted out to live on my own terms. I cried with you when I watched this and I can relate. Thank you for speaking to me girl Blessings .
Let it out Dr Mumbai I can relate to your story as we are always fighting this spiritual fight I am still going through it sometimes my spirit feels tired but I’m trying to stay high vibe
Dr Mumbi very timely message! I’m the black sheep n yes I’ve experienced a Narcissistic mother! Had a 2 parent household but we never saw them, later on when she stopped working evening , she nurtured my sister and her n my father did all they could for her !My sister was highly favored bcos she was under my mother’s spell. I achieved but my sister didn’t n I still received the burnt of her narcissistic characteristics I never knew what a Narcissist was until I started watching Ms Faye’s World! Karma is so real ! Unbelievable the s*** we have to go thru! Peace n blessings Dr Mumbi!😅
@@DrMumbisSpiritualShow she passed away 6 years ago! Of course I was blamed for her passing! I hate to say this but I try to stay far away from them. For my mental health! ☮️ love you Dr Mumbi☪️🔯
Ohhh, this felt like a message for me 🙏🏽 Big hugs your way ❣️ You are very strong, I know because I have exactly the same type of mother and it's a heart wrenching and cruel experience, I have also cried many, many tears. I have felt desperation and isolation but the moment I realized that if I could understand her I would understand the traits of our worst leaders and their entire system including the Willie Lynch psychological manipulations used by all colonialists to create mental slavery and total control of their enemies through inciting division / family trouble / civil wars / self destruction. So now I try to see things like challenges as something that I welcome to sharpen my sword for the bigger battles, like the Stoics. Someone just reminded me that there will always be sone evil lurking in the background, it's part of the 3D experience so the only way not to be affected is to keep your vibration real high. Try and find a soothing rose quartz to heal up your heart and a piece of jade. They have strong protective frequencies.. Blessings! We thank you ,we love you, we appreciate you 🙏🏽☀️✨
I really feel this to be true because they is no other way we could have been made so intimately aware of the exact illness that holds this world hostage!!! Eat we experience was literally ALIEN to us, but now we overspend the alien and how to take back our hearts and souls! I know this was all not in vain at all!!! Thanks for sharing beloved !
It's hard when your bully is your own mother. I went through all of this as well. But we're on the other side and the Creator knows, sees all. Much love to you beautiful sister
TRUTH and I am resonating with your wise words and even though I am not completely out of the debacle, I am working towards my escape, very strong in my resolution of already living in my VICTORY❣️🙏🏼
This shouldn't be as profound of a statement as it is, but it was a lightbulb moment. That's something so many of us need to repeat to ourselves DAILY!!!
All I can say right now is Thank You Dr. Mumbi!! Everything you explained is my story as well..... Honestly, it is toooooo painful painful to write...your Crying and Story made me cry until It is just tooo painful to write😢. I'm diligently working on my PAIN from Mother, siblings and their Smith Agents!! 🙏😢 Hearing my Mother call me a BITCH and Crazy to someone who she told me to say hi to on the Phone. My heart was soooo happy to say hi to this person. But when she handed the phone back to my Mother, I heard my mother friend called me a BITCH, and both of them cracked up laughing!!! They didn't realize I heard them. Then my mothere ended the call to me saying " talk to you later "BOO BOO" and sent kiss through the Phone!!Just of one thousands of hidden hates towards me..VICTORY IS MIND! I continue to work on myself mentally!!! I keep to myself, and it has been and continues to be a blessing... All the very best to you Dr. Mumbi for moving forward while healing us as well!!💖
I Was Told I would Be Pregnant I Was Grown I Was Bad I Was Ugly I Was A Stripper I Can Go On & On Narcissist Mother For Sure Abused Verbally & Physically & This BlackSheeo Beat All the Odds That They Put Against Me 😢😢 Thank You My Sister ♥️For Alwayz Sharing & Thank You For Guidance You Have Been Such An Amazing 🤩 Blissful Presence In Thiz Lifetime As’e 💥🦋🥰
Mumbi! you are gorgeous inside and out..i have been in the same boat..was even taken to top psychiatrist..Dr. Njenga. but he advised me- cz he saw what they were doing. my mother destroyed my reputation, stole from me, ruined my wedding day..eventually ruined my relations with inlaws with a smear campaign. i have gone no contact ...which brings more judgement. but im.happy and peaceful. Narcissists are demonic..and our light disturbs their demons
I realize growing up , I was completely zoned out....i barely remember my childhood and alot of my teen years.....i was on auto pilot , just going through the motions....i didn't feel alive until I came into the knowledge and started going through all the schools of thought.....,its crazy .
Mumbi i think it was a blessing not knowing what was being said behind your back at the time. Can you imagine how traumatized you'd have been? It would have probably broken you and taken you way longer to get to where you are now. You were destined for greatness and your ancestors were protecting you.
Sometimes you have too cry as you think things over But it didn't kill us it made us STRONGER!!!! 🦾 Hold your head up You are Loved GRAND RISING 💜💜🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
"INNERSTAND" the whirlpool of artificial concepts that crept upon us & realize our ancestors were also caught in the lions den! BUT, WE NOW carry the torch 🔥💯 to the finish line with 'TRUTH', therefore, carry on 😉
Good one. This one resonates deeply. Healing is so critical because these traumatic events do not just disappear. At times I speak about mine and encourage myself. I remind myself that it is done and they cannot hurt me anymore., but the little devils do jump in my moment. You continue to be strong. ❤💞
Greetings Dr. Mumbi! I'm just getting a chance to watch this video. You just summed up my life as it relates to my mother and family, including being sexually abused as a little girl. When I finally came to my mother about my experience, she quickly turned on me as public enemy #1. When she turned on me, I went to my family, not knowing she poisoned their minds against me already. Eventually I was ostracized by my family. It was actually a good thing because I was so ready to cut them all off anyway. Through studying the Word and learning about spiritual Warfare and deliverance, I was able to get delivered and healed. It took 30 years, but it was worth it. A few years ago my younger brothers who are 15 years younger apologized to me because they realized everything they heard about me were lies. Within the last year I finally moved to the Continent. Now my family looks foolish because they finally realize they were wrong and I am the one that was called and chosen. It undeniable. They realize all they did turned out for my good!! 😂
My dear Dr. Mumbi, the whole experience is truly heartbreaking. I no longer wonder about the serendipitous nature of your messages...the naivety of most chosen is our protection & superpower. Our loving guides be blessed 🙌🏿
Dr. Mumbi, thank you for sharing your story. I'm so happy that you survived this madness. We all have these types of people in our families. No one is excluded. Through it all, it has molded you to be a strong thinker, motivator, teacher, with prophetic messages, outstanding singer, lyricist and one of the most beautiful African women in the world. Stay strong! If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, I'm here for you. Knarrative Will Set Us Free! Much love ❤ Geojo
Soul aspects are activated by age 4 and at puberty ( e.g Seb). Almost all parents are untrained and lack the skill set to fully deal with a self-discipline child that is aware/operates in their creative powers/gifts. Hence, the sabotage as a restraint. Rites of (passage) transformation is the answer.
I know how you feel. It is devastating even when you feel that you have healed past these people, your "family" & your closest "friends"... It's a betrayal that softens you in 1-respect & alters you forever; you become Enlightened or you commit suicide.
Greetings Mūmbi, Crying is good for it’s the most expensive liquid in the body for it’s a mixture of feelings and emotions that comes from the heart and passes thru the two small forgotten gates of the body. Society loves hypocrites more than the innocent not realising the same hypocrites spread fake rumours of the innocents . I guess in a comforting way a diamond has to go thru a rough patch in order to be refined .
I grew up being called the devil's ringleader, the devil's child. Ihave gone through so much, and still they do them at times. It is what it is We are the mavericks of life We stand alone We can interact, integrate, but standing alone suits us better. The last serious trauma felt 2021-2022 broke me, and I no longer argue,or correct others. I allow space and time to reveal to them. Tuko Pamoja ❤️🖤💚🌹🙏🏿 I love my own company,
Dearest namesake, I can relate. I was (and still are) the black sheep. The smear campaign is STILL ongoing (but doesn't bother me one bit, I have healed, and I'm doing great). Until today, people who know my mum are ALWAYS suprised when they finally meet me face to face. They are always like "you are so nice" "You are such a great mum to your daughter" "You are so smart" etc etc... Because for as long as I have been alive (just over 4 decades now), she has told everyone that "I was a difficult child" "I have learning difficulties", "I hate people" "I am poor" "I am promiscous" etc etc Now I find it funny...lol
I was the black sheep but many of the ones who treated me that way now want me around or often need me for something. Now I see the curse repeating itself in one of my daughters. I don’t hate anyone. I have forgiven all where forgiveness is due, including myself for anything I’ve done as a result. I have since learned to budget and protect my energy as I do with time and money and other resources!
Crazy enough I'm going through something just as similar Dr Mumbi. I have an evil group of family members who I have come to realise they dabble in witchcraft and they are doing things behind closed doors while pretending to be saints and they think I don't know. My nuclear family have put me through some hard times and gaslight me about speaking out, it's not easy for me I just pray the Ancestors don't forget me during this storm
Dada Mumbi, THIS $hit is so real in our life, that people around us believe, not think that this was NOT happening to us. Crying is not sign of weakness to me, it is you can't F with me anymore.
Dr. Mumbi, I have gone through what you have going through Within the family , then community, church. Only God knows the pain I have endured since childhood.
My awesome Dr Mumbi, you are a blessing to us victims of these demons. I am so grateful to have found you. Blessings over blessings to you my Human Angel. I love you my soul sister.
I definitely, resonate with this message. It's shocking how many of US have gone through or is currently going through the same or similar situations. The hate is REAL! Stay Blessed 🙏🏼
Now is the time your Truth is coming out🤲 ...much gratitude and appreciation in you having this much needed discussion ...many blessings await as you abide in the New Heaven on Earth ❤
Thank you for sharing. I can relate to the crying and how it can be just difficult to let the waters flow like that. We have chosen a difficult life path and yet, that gift of true wisdom comes more easily to be a true divine leader of peace and harmony through all this shadow work in our healing path. May you be forever blessed for the divine being you are.
@@DrMumbisSpiritualShow they always guilt trip you, making you seem like the problem yet they never admit to any wrong. Your own Family watch you go through so much struggles and never assist you in any way but as soon as you get on your feet and don’t need them for anything that’s when they use every demonic tactic to reinsert themselves in your life. I also understood why certain things was happening to me, I learned from you and others about the struggles of First born, and lastly my father is a Freemason. Stories for another day…
Oh wow❤❤❤❤ Thank you for this content. I went through the same exact thing with my mom and her side of family. This treatment affected my kids cause they dont understand why the negative treatment towards me and us in our city. We Shall Prevail💯... I LOVE YALL❤❤❤
You have protected yourself bravely. Our bodies are only vehicles of the spirit. I like to think that whatever you went through was necessary in order to reveal and to grow the spirit in you, so that the message can be deliver. I am sorry ane I appreciate your journey. Let us move to the next stage 💪🏿
I am here in tears with you because your story shadows my own. My kids even today misjudge me because they don't understand my story. Huge hugs Dr. Mumbai
You are telling the story of my life My family put me through hell and it made me stronger. Dr. Mumbi you are appreciated for the healing light that you bring.
I feel you Dr Mumbi. 😢 That's why things are working out the way they are now. It's gonna get even better yet. "Keep moving forward and keep getting better"!🎉❤
Purification! That's what time it is and I am so grateful to be alive! Purging so we can finally be free from all of it...the shit! Black sheep, trouble maker a psychopath, crazy, you name it. After I spoke out about the abuse, I was the one they all blamed for breaking up the family and was kicked out at 16. No support, no family, no guidance...nothing. I would say I've raised myself but Divine members of the Universe have had my back ever since! Dr Mumbi thank you for courageously speaking your truth while also showing your vulnerability...it was a natural display of your Divinity, the wholeness of you...nuff love and respect Beautiful Soul... I'm 57 and recently completed the 1st draft of my memoirs and looking to publish this year. I have so much to let go of and I'm finally ready to do so..took me sime time to get here... I am a work of art in progress...and am preparing to create my life on purpose ... Here's to love, light and our healing ✨✨✨ Unleashing!
You’re loved, you’re loved, you’re loved my darling... mama today I am crying but I am not alone in my sorrow... mama today I am praying and I am not alone with my prayers
What you went through made you the strong intelligent person that you are today. Continue to be brave and strong cause it takes a great deal of strength and courage to do what your doing what we call,( facing your demons) so call on your beloved ancestors when need be for the knowledge and the strength and heart to stay balance .ase
Usually l wouldn't leave a response, but l had 2 this tyme ,Queen Ur insights have been ahead of tyme,And many people around U seen the talent B4 you,And 2 dim Ur light or visions,family are the First 2 distract Ur fokus or common sense,Hand'z down even here in Portland Oregon, humans are just nasty to each other as family, but some off the wall person will show up and B a light 2 understanding,with that said use Ur tear's 4 happiness in 2024,because Ur no long under nobody's lying Azz distraction, and move forward like the Bozzlady U are becoming,stay moving forward not backwards,No excuses 2024
SISTAH! I know how you feel. All my life. This is so close to what ive experienced or experiencing in my life. Be strong. We black sheep are more powerful. Us being being present in the now is proof of that. They are constantly trying to take us out. But release it. Crying is releasing. Forgiveness is redeeming. 💚💛❤️🙏
Thank you again for sharing, Doctor. I perceive my size is very small in someone else's narrative, if I'm there at all. I can never know for sure. My experience in my own narrative, though in the beginning seemed somewhat insignificant because of the newness of it has, in time, grown strong and rapidly increasing. Mostly, comfortably dependable. I, so much, enjoy your exercises aiding and developing my very own and new narrative. 😮
Yesssss Dr. Mumbi, I feel your hurt. I understand your experience because this is also my story. Thank You for being brave and sharing such sensitive information. You are blessing US ALL...OKAYYYY!!! ❤❤❤
Thanks soooo much for doing this video Dr Mumbi....TOTALLY resonated with me. And I cried when you cried. 😢 You have been such a BIG part of my NEW life!!! I totally appreciate you!!! You have helped me sooooo VERY much and you continue to do so. ❤ THANKS AGAIN!!!
Growing up I remember how they would call everyone in the family when I did somethingg wrong. I would be called a prostitute from a young age, if I stood up for myself and said no im not I would be beatern. I couldnt even complain if I was sick. I would stay in my bedroom and books as my escape or to avoid being confronted. Up to know I prefer being in my bedroom (in my own house)
Iam here sister. Iam going through the same thing. And my mom even stays with me now cause she has Noone all the people she cherished abandoned her. And the one she mistreated iam helping her cause she is old now. I cry everyday cause she still manipulate me.u are releasing by crying❤
Wow. I feel like I’m going through this but they are keeping quiet about it! It makes my blood boil to know that I have no support system. But I keep pushing. I’m okay with being alone! Thank you for sharing!
I absolutely love your transparency. Your story sounds like mine. I’m so grateful for you. So many times I’ve gone through different trials and I would listen to you and you would confirm what the Almighty has already revealed and comfort me. Thank you for being you. ❤
Some of our parents are low-key jealous of us because we are rising to levels that they could only dream of.
Don't apologize for crying. You crying allows others to cry and get those emotions out. I know the feeling of praying for someone with and while you are praying for them they are swearing you. The more I stay away from them, the more my eyes are open. Personally, it was jealousy for me. They wanted what I naturally had but could never get. They wanted to control me and never could.
That is a great point B cuz if a Spirit has lost its accretion levels of phasing speed between 2 planetary Magnetic poles arking 7 Rainbow Sun disk CDT plates Translators to cry crystal Spiral rivers Lotus breath Shield tears than that Spirit has lost its sensitivity to experience feelings for other Spirits what other Spirits experience through Ritual Child Torture forced breeding experiments abductions memory wipes and spiritual sacrifices to gain more power over others and thats a dead light AI Imposter Spirit feeding on Souls electrons chasing electrons going no where FAST food density AI machine coded networks which is an illusion of tyme
Pure internal eternal absolute love is always ON right now
Now tyme is A timeless state of mind B cuz it's priceless to experience being loved and alive just breathing pure eternal absolute love and joy as the inner child the innocence of awareness is Purity which is born of the First Eternal Sun Spirit of eternal Fire 🔥 light
Mu ah 💋🌈💜🌋
This is the story of my life. Narcissist mother who sabotaged my relationship with my biological father and the rest of our family. Invalidated me by telling everyone I have mental illness when I began to speak up about the abuse my siblings and I were suffering at the hands of her demonic husband and her turning a blind eye to it. Her husband would antagonize us by playing mind games, brutal beatings which were worse for the boys, I would be struck, slapped and suffocated. While my mother was in the same room watching TV. This would be for intervening a brutal beating of one of my brothers that my spirit (as a preteen/teen) wouldn’t allow me to ignore. I never understood how my mother could bear to hear the cries and ignore this evilness. My mother worked 2 jobs while he never worked and I would come home from school to porn on the living room tv (first thing you’d see when you walk in) and he’d be in another room knowing I’d/we’d have to see it. Walking into the bathroom while I was showering. My mom never protected me. She kicked me out of the house at 16-17 years old for speaking up at school and to police.
The trauma haunts me everyday. It is very difficult to live with these memories and realities.
I wish you heal. I learnt that pain brings, wisdom, power and wealth. Just hv to understand why you put in that situation. Only Divine love can heal and make us whole.
@@SegevStanley Once I turned 19 I found my biological father’s side of the family on Facebook. We slowly began to build a relationship again, I was invited to thanksgivings and he would call to check on me. My mother’s older sister confirmed that he was trying to contact me through her over the years but my mom blocked it and she kept quiet to respect her. I also found out he paid child support.
My mother’s husband finally got a job at a company she worked for as well, shortly after I moved out of state (19 years old). He began an affair with a woman at the job who lied and reported my mother for threatening her and my mom was fired. He began to bring and flaunt the woman to his mothers house (which was right next door to my mothers house).
This is when my mom asked me for my biological father’s number. I reminded her she said she wouldn’t throw a glass of water on him if he was on fire. She said she wanted to forgive him. I gave in, wanting to please my mother and happy she put out her husband (or he left).
She turned my father against me in no time. I found out they met at a party and were never in a relationship. He clearly never wanted me to born that’s why it’s so easy for him to act as if I don’t exist despite being in the same city.
@@Ladyofdavid2886 Thank you. Some days are easier than others. It hurts to see other families and the love they have for each other even though it makes me happy for them as well. I live in a big city so it’s not the best location for healing but I’m doing my best not to get discouraged.
Gosh you really need to talk to a professional to start healing because the memories never goes away but learn how to deal with you need some help,journaling is great too. Please please start your healing journey there is a life beyond the trauma…Doctor Gabor is a professional when it comes to childhood abuse please Check out some of his podcasts 🌸💗🌸
I'm so sorry you went through that, but better and better days are ahead.
Dr.Mumbi you just described my life. Good thing is we are now free of those people and their energy. Asè.
CRY you'll feel better! I'm Black Sheep, too. I feel your pain! 😢 It's 2024, time to reveal all that shyte! It is necessary to move on. Narcissist mothers are terrible to girls. The most important thing is you're still here and stronger for it!
LOVE YOUR SHOW! Head up! Asé ❤❤❤
I made it a point to cry when I'm happy
They knew you weren't like that and that makes them dislike us more cause we're really just genuinely good people 😊😊
The biggest thing you’ll learn on this journey😊 is you have NO friends.
The only ones that will be your friends are your only few tribe members usually you meet at the end of your journey.
100%
I don't want anything to do with my family ever again for this same shit. I don't wish them no harm I just don't want them in my life.
That's where I'm at too!
I feel you....that's the point I have reached too. I feel so free and so light now ..
Same
Queen Mother I feel your pain. My healing is me minding my own Buisness. They tried to rewrite my story since a kid . I see clearly! My greatness is Unstoppable ❤ ase'
Your Greatness is truly unstoppable beloved!
I walked out of my narcissistic mother 8 years ago ,I don't want to ever see her again
Crying is good. Crying is releasing the energy. You are a great Seer and benefit to this world.
Wow sister! Never apologize to us for crying. I share in that cleansing. So many of us grew up with narcissistic parents but was clueless of how it was affecting us until much later in life. I didn't know until way after my relationships with two very significant people that my my mother had silently went behind my back and sabotaged my relationships by talking bad about me and making up things that were not true. It wasn't until my 40's that I was sitting in a therapist office working through my own stuff that the therapist said to me, " You sound like the daughter of a narcissistic mother." I said what is that? It was then that I began to really learn the damage that was caused. These are things we hardly ever talk about because the earth is pro mother. Thank you so much for your courage to share this deep and profound insight and information. It is not in vain. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Thank you so much for sharing this! Sending you love, life and power
I am a black sheep 😢 as well, as child I always was the one to tell the truth about what I seen on earth that would shock my whole family.
100% my same experience. And THIS video popped on my screen this morning..RIGHT AFTER…I just spoke about this and was crying….and I said, “I don’t even feel sad, I don’t know why I’m crying”….This could’ve been me talking because it’s EXACTLY my story and sentiments. Thank you.🙏🏿❤️
HUGS!!!!
My dad has married many times. My stepmom raised me. My dad,stepmom and mom all have behaved this way towards me. All are narcissists. When I met my extended family at 28 back home what they met and what they had heard all these years was shattered. I went through a lot of abuse. It was psychological. All of them had done so much black magic all these years. I cut all of them off. The delusion trickled to my half siblings ( I was raised with them and they changed.) I’m grateful for my life!🙏🏾
We love our women, especially the wise ones. You are protected. You are loved. We know.👍🔺🎵🔥♥️♥️♥️♥️
So powerful. I have been through the same. Smear campaign by narcissist parents and older sibling. Taking care of them, bubbly, sacrificing my life achievements to bend the knee whenever they called, only to be called “the problem child” as my nickname in a joking way (wtf) - gaslit, emotionally abused. I had a therapeutic cry this morning after meditation, never happened before, and i saw clairvoyantly the constant rejection and defamation pain coming up be felt and released. Thank you for sharing your precious truths and always showing up for us Black Sheep to grow steadily and feel solidarity. Whenever I’ve tried to talk about this with friends they never believe me that my family could think I was bad. They say “a loving healing Angel like u?? They must see your light and appreciate your joyfilled presence.” They deny its possibility, they don’t understand the nightmare. Your puzzle pieces help me deeply. Big love for all of Africa from Brasil.🇧🇷 ❤
THANK YOU! SO ELOQUENTLY PUT! ALL adult problems can be traced back to childhood drama & pain. And many illnesses can be connected to our "emotions"! I am grateful for your healing bc your healing affects us all bc we are all connected as a part of the Collective Consciousness. WE ARE ALL CONNECTED! Thank you for sharing. There are many out there who think that things that happened to them happened in a vacum-- to only them. Sharing your stories sets others free. SHARE ON -- WE NEED YOU! Asé
@onegratitudebreath Why own the label 'Black Sheep'? Any none-emotional dialogue with the perpetrator? what are their words (hindsight)?
@@SegevStanleylove that point. ❤ technically I tend to see myself as the multidimensional rainbow sheep galactic warrior of the family 😅🌷🌀🙏🏼💓
@@msann5707thank you for these kind words and deep wisdom Beloved. 💯🔥❤️
@@msann5707❤❤❤❤💎💎🙏🏼🙏🏼✨💯💯😇😘👀💓
You are nothing but truth..much love to you sister goddess.
Even as at now I am still going through the same smear campaign but I am outgrowing it. I've been the black sheep for as long as I can remember, sexually abused as a child, called a mad woman, even by those I helped in life. I have as a result stopped communication and owned my life, opted out to live on my own terms. I cried with you when I watched this and I can relate.
Thank you for speaking to me girl
Blessings .
❤Sending you love, life and power beloved!
Let it out Dr Mumbai I can relate to your story as we are always fighting this spiritual fight I am still going through it sometimes my spirit feels tired but I’m trying to stay high vibe
I know exactly what you mean.... keep on keeping on beloved !
Dr Mumbi very timely message! I’m the black sheep n yes I’ve experienced a Narcissistic mother! Had a 2 parent household but we never saw them, later on when she stopped working evening , she nurtured my sister and her n my father did all they could for her !My sister was highly favored bcos she was under my mother’s spell. I achieved but my sister didn’t n I still received the burnt of her narcissistic characteristics I never knew what a Narcissist was until I started watching Ms Faye’s World! Karma is so real ! Unbelievable the s*** we have to go thru! Peace n blessings Dr Mumbi!😅
sounds like your sis became the flying monkey 🤦🏾♀️
@@DrMumbisSpiritualShow she passed away 6 years ago! Of course I was blamed for her passing! I hate to say this but I try to stay far away from them. For my mental health! ☮️ love you Dr Mumbi☪️🔯
Ohhh, this felt like a message for me 🙏🏽 Big hugs your way ❣️ You are very strong, I know because I have exactly the same type of mother and it's a heart wrenching and cruel experience, I have also cried many, many tears. I have felt desperation and isolation but the moment I realized that if I could understand her I would understand the traits of our worst leaders and their entire system including the Willie Lynch psychological manipulations used by all colonialists to create mental slavery and total control of their enemies through inciting division / family trouble / civil wars / self destruction.
So now I try to see things like challenges as something that I welcome to sharpen my sword for the bigger battles, like the Stoics. Someone just reminded me that there will always be sone evil lurking in the background, it's part of the 3D experience so the only way not to be affected is to keep your vibration real high.
Try and find a soothing rose quartz to heal up your heart and a piece of jade. They have strong protective frequencies..
Blessings! We thank you ,we love you, we appreciate you 🙏🏽☀️✨
I really feel this to be true because they is no other way we could have been made so intimately aware of the exact illness that holds this world hostage!!! Eat we experience was literally ALIEN to us, but now we overspend the alien and how to take back our hearts and souls! I know this was all not in vain at all!!! Thanks for sharing beloved !
It's hard when your bully is your own mother. I went through all of this as well. But we're on the other side and the Creator knows, sees all. Much love to you beautiful sister
TRUTH and I am resonating with your wise words and even though I am not completely out of the debacle, I am working towards my escape, very strong in my resolution of already living in my VICTORY❣️🙏🏼
Victory is surely yours beloved! Sending you Love, Life and Power!
A child never deserves abuse
This shouldn't be as profound of a statement as it is, but it was a lightbulb moment. That's something so many of us need to repeat to ourselves DAILY!!!
All I can say right now is Thank You Dr. Mumbi!! Everything you explained is my story as well..... Honestly, it is toooooo painful painful to write...your Crying and Story made me cry until It is just tooo painful to write😢. I'm diligently working on my PAIN from Mother, siblings and their Smith Agents!! 🙏😢 Hearing my Mother call me a BITCH and Crazy to someone who she told me to say hi to on the Phone. My heart was soooo happy to say hi to this person. But when she handed the phone back to my Mother, I heard my mother friend called me a BITCH, and both of them cracked up laughing!!! They didn't realize I heard them. Then my mothere ended the call to me saying " talk to you later "BOO BOO" and sent kiss through the Phone!!Just of one thousands of hidden hates towards me..VICTORY IS MIND! I continue to work on myself mentally!!! I keep to myself, and it has been and continues to be a blessing...
All the very best to you Dr. Mumbi for moving forward while healing us as well!!💖
WOW that's not easy... the playing in your face is especially hurtful. But still WE RISE! Sending you love, life and Power Beloved! It's is WELL
The tears are you finally purging yourself of all the abuse and maltreatment because healing is a never-ending quest
You’re gorgeous and very intelligent thank you for your knowledge. You’re a blessing to our people and we are grateful.❤😅
I Was Told I would Be Pregnant I Was Grown I Was Bad I Was Ugly I Was A Stripper I Can Go On & On Narcissist Mother For Sure Abused Verbally & Physically & This BlackSheeo Beat All the Odds That They Put Against Me 😢😢 Thank You My Sister ♥️For Alwayz Sharing & Thank You For Guidance You Have Been Such An Amazing 🤩 Blissful Presence In Thiz Lifetime As’e 💥🦋🥰
AMAZING TESTIMONY! I love it!
Mumbi! you are gorgeous inside and out..i have been in the same boat..was even taken to top psychiatrist..Dr. Njenga. but he advised me- cz he saw what they were doing.
my mother destroyed my reputation, stole from me, ruined my wedding day..eventually ruined my relations with inlaws with a smear campaign.
i have gone no contact ...which brings more judgement. but im.happy and peaceful.
Narcissists are demonic..and our light disturbs their demons
Wow You're so strong!!! Beautiful overcomer!
Haiya. Pole sana. Have gone through that . But let me tell, God is great. Nikimuona nakaa bali sana.
Our light disturbs there demons. Happy ni ukweli. Have noticed whenever she comes close to me I see darkness in her... Thank Joy 😊
Love your work 😊
Yet we RISE.
I experienced the same thing, sister. We are all releasing and rising together!! ❤❤❤❤
I realize growing up , I was completely zoned out....i barely remember my childhood and alot of my teen years.....i was on auto pilot , just going through the motions....i didn't feel alive until I came into the knowledge and started going through all the schools of thought.....,its crazy .
Not to worry. The pain will always resurface but you have won. Universal law is on your side. You are respected. 👍🔺🎵🔥♥️
I remember as a child my mother used to praise my brother. When I asked her, what about me Ma. She said you're alright.
Wheew yeah wicked
I feel you 100%. But we're still here, healing, thriving ❤
healing and thriving!
Mumbi i think it was a blessing not knowing what was being said behind your back at the time. Can you imagine how traumatized you'd have been? It would have probably broken you and taken you way longer to get to where you are now. You were destined for greatness and your ancestors were protecting you.
I never thought about it like that... so so true! THere's so much grace in how the truth is gently revealed to us!
Thank you Dr Mumbi for being a shoulder to lean on in this healing journey. I manifest we meet one day when the time is right. Shalom Goddess.
Sometimes you have too cry as you think things over But it didn't kill us it made us STRONGER!!!! 🦾 Hold your head up You are Loved GRAND RISING 💜💜🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
"INNERSTAND" the whirlpool of artificial concepts that crept upon us & realize our ancestors were also caught in the lions den! BUT, WE NOW carry the torch 🔥💯 to the finish line with 'TRUTH', therefore, carry on 😉
Good one.
This one resonates deeply.
Healing is so critical because these traumatic events do not just disappear.
At times I speak about mine and encourage myself.
I remind myself that it is done and they cannot hurt me anymore., but the little devils do jump in my moment.
You continue to be strong.
❤💞
More and more I hear stories about narcissistic mothers. It's time for our truth and time our healing 💚
TRUTH is supreme...... Complete GRATITUDE.... 💪🏾💪🏾🙏🏾
You are not alone in this. I have been through this too. Thank you for speaking your truth. Thank you for helping me heal.❤
❤ Sending you Love, Life and Power Beloved!
Greetings Dr. Mumbi! I'm just getting a chance to watch this video. You just summed up my life as it relates to my mother and family, including being sexually abused as a little girl. When I finally came to my mother about my experience, she quickly turned on me as public enemy #1. When she turned on me, I went to my family, not knowing she poisoned their minds against me already. Eventually I was ostracized by my family. It was actually a good thing because I was so ready to cut them all off anyway. Through studying the Word and learning about spiritual Warfare and deliverance, I was able to get delivered and healed. It took 30 years, but it was worth it. A few years ago my younger brothers who are 15 years younger apologized to me because they realized everything they heard about me were lies. Within the last year I finally moved to the Continent. Now my family looks foolish because they finally realize they were wrong and I am the one that was called and chosen. It undeniable. They realize all they did turned out for my good!! 😂
My dear Dr. Mumbi, the whole experience is truly heartbreaking. I no longer wonder about the serendipitous nature of your messages...the naivety of most chosen is our protection & superpower. Our loving guides be blessed 🙌🏿
May God bless you for this very content Ada Africa.
So much is done in Foster Care as well to minority children, I lived through it.
sending you love, life and power beloved!
Thank God for every day daily🦅
He is the one who holds us up
🙋🏾♀️TRUTH
If you only knew what they are trying to do to me. My God!
Dr. Mumbi, thank you for sharing your story. I'm so happy that you survived this madness. We all have these types of people in our families. No one is excluded.
Through it all, it has molded you to be a strong thinker, motivator, teacher, with prophetic messages, outstanding singer, lyricist
and one of the most beautiful African women in the world. Stay strong! If you ever need a shoulder to cry on, I'm here for you. Knarrative Will Set Us Free! Much love ❤ Geojo
Stay strong ❤️ 🙏🏾
Thank you for being brave and sharing your story! Tears help to clear away ancestral trauma.
Soul aspects are activated by age 4 and at puberty ( e.g Seb). Almost all parents are untrained and lack the skill set to fully deal with a self-discipline child that is aware/operates in their creative powers/gifts. Hence, the sabotage as a restraint. Rites of (passage) transformation is the answer.
Tuko Pamoja❤
We WERE ALL in this together,Thank God WE are moving on.
Bless you
❤.
Thank GOD we are moving on! It's time 💥
@@DrMumbisSpiritualShow .
I know how you feel. It is devastating even when you feel that you have healed past these people, your "family" & your closest "friends"... It's a betrayal that softens you in 1-respect & alters you forever; you become Enlightened or you commit suicide.
Greetings Mūmbi,
Crying is good for it’s the most expensive liquid in the body for it’s a mixture of feelings and emotions that comes from the heart and passes thru the two small forgotten gates of the body.
Society loves hypocrites more than the innocent not realising the same hypocrites spread fake rumours of the innocents .
I guess in a comforting way a diamond has to go thru a rough patch in order to be refined .
No need to apologize. Feel your feelings. It is your reality and no one can tell you how to feel. ❤❤❤
I grew up being called the devil's ringleader, the devil's child.
Ihave gone through so much, and still they do them at times. It is what it is
We are the mavericks of life
We stand alone
We can interact, integrate, but standing alone suits us better.
The last serious trauma felt 2021-2022 broke me, and I no longer argue,or correct others. I allow space and time to reveal to them.
Tuko Pamoja ❤️🖤💚🌹🙏🏿
I love my own company,
Dearest namesake, I can relate. I was (and still are) the black sheep.
The smear campaign is STILL ongoing (but doesn't bother me one bit, I have healed, and I'm doing great).
Until today, people who know my mum are ALWAYS suprised when they finally meet me face to face. They are always like "you are so nice" "You are such a great mum to your daughter" "You are so smart" etc etc... Because for as long as I have been alive (just over 4 decades now), she has told everyone that "I was a difficult child" "I have learning difficulties", "I hate people" "I am poor" "I am promiscous" etc etc
Now I find it funny...lol
Thanks for sharing! This deeply resonated and made me giggle a little bit lol!
My mom didn't do it but it was done yo my mum and i
Me too but it has tranferred to my youngest sister in law and she is now surprised why I defend her in the best way possible.
I was the black sheep but many of the ones who treated me that way now want me around or often need me for something. Now I see the curse repeating itself in one of my daughters.
I don’t hate anyone. I have forgiven all where forgiveness is due, including myself for anything I’ve done as a result.
I have since learned to budget and protect my energy as I do with time and money and other resources!
Crazy enough I'm going through something just as similar Dr Mumbi. I have an evil group of family members who I have come to realise they dabble in witchcraft and they are doing things behind closed doors while pretending to be saints and they think I don't know.
My nuclear family have put me through some hard times and gaslight me about speaking out, it's not easy for me I just pray the Ancestors don't forget me during this storm
Dada Mumbi, THIS $hit is so real in our life, that people around us believe, not think that this was NOT happening to us.
Crying is not sign of weakness to me, it is you can't F with me anymore.
Dr. Mumbi, I have gone through what you have going through
Within the family , then community, church.
Only God knows the pain I have endured since childhood.
You are totally on point... thank you... for being vulnerable to share this. This was a story of my life... the black sheep
My awesome Dr Mumbi, you are a blessing to us victims of these demons. I am so grateful to have found you. Blessings over blessings to you my Human Angel. I love you my soul sister.
I love you right back beloved! Sending you love, life and Power!
@@DrMumbisSpiritualShow You´re amazing! Thank you for the feedback.
I definitely, resonate with this message. It's shocking how many of US have gone through or is currently going through the same or similar situations. The hate is REAL! Stay Blessed 🙏🏼
Now is the time your Truth is coming out🤲 ...much gratitude and appreciation in you having this much needed discussion ...many blessings await as you abide in the New Heaven on Earth ❤
Give thanks beloved! and 222 is my number too.
My circumstance has uncanny similarities to yours!!
Thank you for sharing. I can relate to the crying and how it can be just difficult to let the waters flow like that. We have chosen a difficult life path and yet, that gift of true wisdom comes more easily to be a true divine leader of peace and harmony through all this shadow work in our healing path. May you be forever blessed for the divine being you are.
I have gone through the same and maybe worse.
And because you are strong I am walking with you ...❤️we accept to be the black sheep... because why not...❤️let's embrace it we are here to heal
Same thing with me. WOW, as a man I dealt with the same things but had to put a stop by distancing myself…
I think eventually distance and no-contact is the only choice!
@@DrMumbisSpiritualShow they always guilt trip you, making you seem like the problem yet they never admit to any wrong. Your own Family watch you go through so much struggles and never assist you in any way but as soon as you get on your feet and don’t need them for anything that’s when they use every demonic tactic to reinsert themselves in your life. I also understood why certain things was happening to me, I learned from you and others about the struggles of First born, and lastly my father is a Freemason. Stories for another day…
I lived through the same experiences, still healing to this day. Ma'at Hotep Mumbi🖤
Thanks 👍👊Mama Africa Dr Mumbi ❤️💐💜😍🙏🏻We Shall Overcome ✊👊💪The Stone That MASONS Refuse became the Corner Stone of the Building 💥✨❤️💐💜💝🙏🏻
Greetings from New York, to all the diaspora.
Oh wow❤❤❤❤ Thank you for this content. I went through the same exact thing with my mom and her side of family. This treatment affected my kids cause they dont understand why the negative treatment towards me and us in our city. We Shall Prevail💯... I LOVE YALL❤❤❤
You have protected yourself bravely. Our bodies are only vehicles of the spirit. I like to think that whatever you went through was necessary in order to reveal and to grow the spirit in you, so that the message can be deliver. I am sorry ane I appreciate your journey. Let us move to the next stage 💪🏿
I am here in tears with you because your story shadows my own. My kids even today misjudge me because they don't understand my story. Huge hugs Dr. Mumbai
You are telling the story of my life My family put me through hell and it made me stronger. Dr. Mumbi you are appreciated for the healing light that you bring.
I feel you Dr Mumbi. 😢 That's why things are working out the way they are now. It's gonna get even better yet. "Keep moving forward and keep getting better"!🎉❤
Believe me they tried but the ancestors had other plans for us.
My soul weeps. For the pressures TMH chose to place upon US shall birth jewels. ❤ Truth be Told!
Purification! That's what time it is and I am so grateful to be alive! Purging so we can finally be free from all of it...the shit! Black sheep, trouble maker a psychopath, crazy, you name it. After I spoke out about the abuse, I was the one they all blamed for breaking up the family and was kicked out at 16. No support, no family, no guidance...nothing. I would say I've raised myself but Divine members of the Universe have had my back ever since!
Dr Mumbi thank you for courageously speaking your truth while also showing your vulnerability...it was a natural display of your Divinity, the wholeness of you...nuff love and respect Beautiful Soul...
I'm 57 and recently completed the 1st draft of my memoirs and looking to publish this year. I have so much to let go of and I'm finally ready to do so..took me sime time to get here... I am a work of art in progress...and am preparing to create my life on purpose ...
Here's to love, light and our healing ✨✨✨
Unleashing!
Personal testimonies begin the healing process & set FREE mental faculties❤ We must BREAK away from vicious cycles, by any means necessary🤜🏿🤛🏿
You’re loved, you’re loved, you’re loved my darling... mama today I am crying but I am not alone in my sorrow... mama today I am praying and I am not alone with my prayers
What you went through made you the strong intelligent person that you are today. Continue to be brave and strong cause it takes a great deal of strength and courage to do what your doing what we call,( facing your demons) so call on your beloved ancestors when need be for the knowledge and the strength and heart to stay balance .ase
Usually l wouldn't leave a response, but l had 2 this tyme ,Queen Ur insights have been ahead of tyme,And many people around U seen the talent B4 you,And 2 dim Ur light or visions,family are the First 2 distract Ur fokus or common sense,Hand'z down even here in Portland Oregon, humans are just nasty to each other as family, but some off the wall person will show up and B a light 2 understanding,with that said use Ur tear's 4 happiness in 2024,because Ur no long under nobody's lying Azz distraction, and move forward like the Bozzlady U are becoming,stay moving forward not backwards,No excuses 2024
NO excuse! Thanks for this message and gentle reminder! Sending you love, life and power
❤❤Im so glad your talking about it. That's why I refuse them. It's so hurtful, what kinda familyethics are those.❤❤
Aki pole Sister....I am sending you lots of love and hugs my sister....our narcissistic mothers are on another level.....
Thanks sis!
SISTAH! I know how you feel. All my life. This is so close to what ive experienced or experiencing in my life. Be strong. We black sheep are more powerful. Us being being present in the now is proof of that. They are constantly trying to take us out. But release it. Crying is releasing. Forgiveness is redeeming. 💚💛❤️🙏
Thank you so much for being transparent! I feel your heart and crying with you! It’s almost like you’re sharing my life story 🙌🏽
Thank you again for sharing, Doctor. I perceive my size is very small in someone else's narrative, if I'm there at all. I can never know for sure. My experience in my own narrative, though in the beginning seemed somewhat insignificant because of the newness of it has, in time, grown strong and rapidly increasing. Mostly, comfortably dependable. I, so much, enjoy your exercises aiding and developing my very own and new narrative. 😮
Oprah relation with her mum is such a great example of how to relate with such people after becoming adults....
Yesssss Dr. Mumbi, I feel your hurt. I understand your experience because this is also my story. Thank You for being brave and sharing such sensitive information. You are blessing US ALL...OKAYYYY!!! ❤❤❤
Thanks soooo much for doing this video Dr Mumbi....TOTALLY resonated with me. And I cried when you cried. 😢 You have been such a BIG part of my NEW life!!! I totally appreciate you!!! You have helped me sooooo VERY much and you continue to do so. ❤ THANKS AGAIN!!!
THanks for sharing your lovely Energy beloved! Sending you love, life and Power!
Growing up I remember how they would call everyone in the family when I did somethingg wrong. I would be called a prostitute from a young age, if I stood up for myself and said no im not I would be beatern. I couldnt even complain if I was sick. I would stay in my bedroom and books as my escape or to avoid being confronted. Up to know I prefer being in my bedroom (in my own house)
Iam here sister. Iam going through the same thing. And my mom even stays with me now cause she has Noone all the people she cherished abandoned her. And the one she mistreated iam helping her cause she is old now. I cry everyday cause she still manipulate me.u are releasing by crying❤
Me can stay with her
Sorry. You can't heal when she's there. But it's you to decide. All the best
* can't
Wow. I feel like I’m going through this but they are keeping quiet about it! It makes my blood boil to know that I have no support system. But I keep pushing. I’m okay with being alone! Thank you for sharing!
I absolutely love your transparency. Your story sounds like mine. I’m so grateful for you. So many times I’ve gone through different trials and I would listen to you and you would confirm what the Almighty has already revealed and comfort me. Thank you for being you. ❤
Thank you for sharing this beloved! Sending you love, life and power
I'm hugging you Beluved, I can relate
Your tears are of membrance, it happens never apologise Precious1 ❤