I just lost my son 6 days ago. A friend sent this link. Watching this, I smiled. My son has peace, I just got peace. I know I will see or hear from him soon, someway. God Bless this young lady.
Stay strong, feel your feelings and hang on for a better future.... Everything has a deeper meaning. I too lost my son, something no one should have to go through. All the best.
By your post be aware you are now being prayed for. First, you are greatly loved. Second, may you and family pain be relieved by the Holy Spirit. Three, know that your child is waiting for you.
Awwa im so sorry. Thats the sharpest pain we ever feel. I will confess that I do feel a blessed feeling of comfort when I come across someone that's going through the worst this world has, and I kniw that sounds weird but I'll explain. I used to be an atheist after losing my faith years and years prior. My mom started asking me ti come back to church with her back in 2020 and I did, telling her honestly that I didn't think I could ever get my faith back, but that I'd go just for fhe message and the feeling of fellowship id remembered from being very involved most of my life prior to losing it all. 2021 my mom got really sick and ended up passing away. At one point when brought back out of a medically induced coma, she bawled uncontrollably telling us "God sent me back! He sent me back!" She literally meant she saw God and Gid said she needed to come back. Through a series of horrible events that kept randomly making her worse and her getting better, then suddenly worse again, she ended up passing. It really hit me hard because I just had this feeling like something could have been done, or i should have pushed for this or that. A few weeks after her passing, it was the middle of the night and I was on my way home when what looked like a bright star seemed to remain on my left, no matter what turns I went around. At one point it looked like it sped up, so I literally pulled over. I watched it still moving, stop. Then it started going the opposite direction and then instantly turned towards me and I watched what looked like the brightest star in the clear sky come all the way across the night sky to directly behind me by no more than 50' and only about that much up from the ground. It was this beautiful translucent light at this point that just kept transitioning from an hourglass angelic shape, to a ball, and to a crescent moon shape, and back ti the hourglass. I just knew it was her. In fact, in tears, I asked "You're my mom, arent you?", as I stood 10 feet or so behind my motorcycle, and as soon as I asked that, my cellphone still in its clamp (had it on for maps but blacked it out when I pulled over) I asked that and my phone instantly lit up. It went right past fhe lock screen and just started slowly scrolling to the right like flicking pages, but it never stopped. It just went faster and faster and faster, like sifting through a thousand pages of a book. I rushed back to it and yelled "is that you?! Are you doing that?!" And I hit the side power button to black out the screen, admittedly a bit scared too. It blacked out. I set it down and it immediately lit back up and did the same exact thing. I instantly grabbed it and held the power button, shutting it off entirely. The second it powered off, my smart watch lit up, and did the SAME EXACT THING! It started scrolling through pages like I didn't even know it could do. I ripped it off and held it up towards fhe light, as I asked it to please come down closer, and the screen went out, I put it back on and it lit up and was set on a completely different scheme and wallpaper than id ever seen. It was completely different. (I never changed it after that) but I was there for 2.5 hours with this entity just in amazement. At one point right after the watch thing and that signifying to me that it was her, I looked straight up and it looked like a dozen or so bright stars in the sky from every direction we're coming directly overhead. They formed a circle and started slowly rotating and their brightness would dim and light and dim as they rotated. It felt like rejoicing. I eventually said I had to get going and when I did, the light dimmed, went up, light up super bright again and moved back across the aky to where it originally was. It went with me dhe entire way home, literally all rhe way. It eventually started raining and even through the clouds, I could see that one bright light. It would come actually below the clouds when they were heavy or full. As I turned down my driveway, it was directly over the house, and went straight up out of sight. That was my mom for sure. It took about 2 years but I found a man named Chris Bledsoe. Please watch a podcast he's on getting interviewed. He sees these constantly ever since his wife died. When that happened, he saw the same exact thing, all rhe way up to more of fhem making a circle as though rejoicing. He has had nasa come and speak with him. They and the government know all about them, and there are apparently thousands and thousands more like us with fhis story and every single one of us, it's a few weeks after the passing of a super close loved one. Watch the stars my friend. If he's able to, he'll show himself. But he's there. No matter what happened to him, he's there. We all go and its beautiful. Not only is he never gone, but he's as present with you as when the wind blows. My mom kept trying to help me get my faith back and it wasn't just not something I was able to believe. So she literally showed me, her faith was right. She was right. Out souls are a spirit, and we exist after leaving these bodies. I hope you get an opportunity to see him in the stars. You'll know when you do. But I just hope that my sharing this with you, was able ti give you at least some of the peace and faith she gave me that night. I promise you, he's not, nor ever will be "gone".
i thought my connection was bad!!! they were censoring her ?? this need to stop!! our first amendment rights can NOT be infringed upon by the media and tech companies!!! 😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬
Yes, perhaps youtube could make layers of tolerance for different ages, but since children have access, this might be best for now. We all can easily guess at what she said. I didn't lose her meaning.
Can’t even tell her real life story without being bleeped constantly! She is a lovely person and touched by God… I would love for my family to be able to hear her. I have a son that did not make it through drug and alcohol addiction and I pray God was there when my son crossed to hold him and tell him it’s okay you are home now.
I am so sorry! If you believe in God, surely you know He/She _was_ with him. I have had moments of doubt in my faith journey, but I _know_ if God is real (as we do believe), your son _was_ embraced by the love so many people with NDEs describe! Praying you find solace & peace. 🙏💙
I pray that the spirit of addiction be cast far from you, in the Powerful and Mighty name of Jesus. Ask Jesus to heal and protect you and ask Him to take the addiction from you daily. He can and will do it for you. Be blessed and realize that you are not in this struggle alone.
Put yourself in a place where you cannot get to it. It takes time away from a drug to remember how it feels to live. Give yourself that time. Do whatever it takes, and pay for professional help if you can. Once you're dead, your money is worthless anyway. Be willing to limit your freedoms to save yourself from what is really imprisoning you. And I wish you love and serenity.
You can and you will. Believe in yourself; own your own mind - and believe in something greater than yourself. I always think of the words 'Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds. out of the mouth of God. '" The Lord's Prayer is a simple and easy way to begin that journey.
I needed to hear this. I live in my car and I’ve been living in my car for six months now but the good news is I’m still sober and I’ve been sober since 07-23-2020❤
I believe she was sent back with her youth and her beauty, because they wanted to give her a chance to create a family that she never had, and do it right.
I just want to say I bawled my eyes out now that I'm thinking back to my addiction I believe my daughter was sent to me to save my life because I wasn't making good decisions when I was pregnant with her and she was my first baby 3 months after I had her me and her dad went to rehab we were separated for a while we got an apartment and then a better apartment and then a house and now we bought our own house and 1 month before I went to rehab my mom passed away from drugs septembar 26th 2018 I have not touched heroin thank you Jesus thank you for sharing the story it gives me so much hope
I grew up the exact same except my parents died of overdoses. I’m also in recovery. Just left a 12 step meeting and our topic was spiritual awakenings. This really touched my soul. I was supposed to hear this!Thank you !
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974 lol dec 25th the winter solstice , the sun is at its lowest point in the sky for 3 days on the 3rd day it "rises" 1 degree , you have been and are indoctrinated by rome and the vatican to control the masses.... you do realize there was over 120 books in the bible? and rome and the vatican cherry picked "66" of them , it aint no coincidence.. so before you push your propaganda , get educated sheep!
@@chrissimmons3213 We do know that psychedelic alter perception and that death is a very personal perception issue. So there is a correlation between the two in that regard. The probability of sensory perception innately calibrating to a random universe seems highly suspect. It is far more likely that an underlining protocol facilities in the exchange...meaning somehow the universe encoded itself to interact with itself as animals. In my opinion this is proof of intelligent design. Perhaps not a personal God but a fundamental structure like the Tao which is a display of unusually harmonized encoding. That isn't to say David Hoffman"s work isn't accurate merely that there is an intrinsic subconscious language between the constructs of animals and the universe apart from the filtered survival adaptations projected to the conscious mind from the subconscious sensory output. When you overdose on a psychedelic you understand that its kind of like falling down a well. You are all alone no matter how many people surround you and you have no control over the outcome. In this manor both are sort of like death. Sorry, that got dark. I just wanted to point out that perception plays a far larger roll in the universe and by the universe than most give credit to.
Unbelievable story! What's also amazing and fantastic, is that after so many years of taking in poisons, now this young lady is the picture of health with beautiful, glowing clear skin and bright, beautiful, clear eyes.
That's been part of my thought process too. We are NOT set in concrete. We are free flowing, able to manipulate time/space to achieve whatever the soul demands (assuming you know your calling). - is here to show up the power of +. If - did not exist.. earth couldn't be. Like a battery, you need - and +.
Attention!!! Hell is real!!! Where will you go when you die??? If the rapture took place today, would you be left behind??? Jesus loves you and He died for your sins. Anyone who denies Jesus Christ will also be rejected by Jesus. Humble yourself to REPENT and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior today, we are not guaranteed tomorrow. . Mark 1:15 For the Kingdom of God is at hand, repent and believe in the gospel..
My friend, every day someone somewhere starts their journey in recovery. There’s no reason why you can’t be one of those people too. There’s never gonna be a perfect time to begin this journey and ya don’t have to do it perfectly but ya gotta start somewhere. I’m rooting for you. *You matter.*
The key is to stop it just long enough for your body to get accustomed to operating without it in your system ... and before you know it, you will be FREE OF IT! The same applies to smoking! I've beaten both! One caution: Don't ever get it in your mind that you can afterward drink or smoke socially!!!
Alcohol got me too. It sure can destroy your confidence. I'm on hour 12ish right now so still suffering. We gotta keep trying as long we're here. Dear God, please help all of us suffering from addiction. Give us the will to keep fighting and positive influences to help us stay successful in Jesus name amen. When we put it behind us we can give the suffering purpose. I'm at 18 years.
I cant even tell my NDE from a severe grand mal seizure where my heart stopped. The last time i finally opened up everybody mocked me and laughed at me calling me a liar so i said screw it and since then ive never told my story. I know what i saw and went through and thats all that matters. These people are speaking the truth.
Please know that you can share here and I promise no one will ridicule you. We all have different experiences...there are some people I can share with, others I wouldn't open to ever. Please know that you're not alone. 🌹
I understand your upset re others' reactions... let it go. Just know that what U experienced was important for You and others' ignorant opinions don't matter. Be Blessed . Stay Blessed
I humbly recommend that you break your silence and distance yourself from people like that. That's like a test giving them away and people like that never bring any good to your life in the long run. You and your story deserves to be heard and respected!
4years sober on April 11th after 34 years of active addiction. Age 10-44 was a living hell that happened FOR me to LIVE a life of love and healing. I also now work in recovery in the trenches doing outreach with the homeless, drug addicted and SMI. EVERYTHING you shared is my life too🎉 We do live extraordinary lives and worthy of healing to raise the vibration of the planet through love and compassion through overcoming. Thank you for you authentic self. Lots of love and light from another imperfect soldier of God from Phoenix Az🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤❤❤❤
Praise God you recovered from addictions and can pass on your life experience to make it better for others. I think God gave you this unique gift to lift the struggliing and unheard. May you continue on this road to bring people hope to the hopeless and the light of the Lord to the world in desperate need of mercy. I have struggled with mental illness for over 40 years since i was a teenager. It has been a difficult and painful journey. Through the Lord's unfailing love for me, I have been given the strength to pick myself up and begin again from each episode. Besides this disorder, i also have two autoimmune diseases that flare up quite often. Life is not easy for anyone. This Earth is but a temporary learning site to gain the knowledge of love, forgiveness, encouraging others, humility, and kindness. After we have learned what is necessary, our souls go to the next dimension....Heaven. Then, we are free of hate, sadness, evil, and our REAL LIFE begins at out eternal home with Jesus. To imagine this brings me much joy. I hope and pray for your success in assisting others that struggle with drug and other addictions. God Bless You Steena R. You are an angel of love. 🙏🌷🌹✝️💞🕊
Good stuff we'll done you.❤😊 love n blessings. I'm 8 years sober and now coming away from pharmaceutical meds after 25 years using medication, opioid for 18 year,depression meds,anxiety meds,sleeping meds,ptsd meds are all but gone two more months and I will be free from all chemicals. Love n blessings. Time to free our minds bodies and spirits from imprisonment.
Had mine in 2016 due to cardiac issues. Former atheist and did all what God had forbid us, and there I was. I saw my beloved cat who passed away a day earlier, and an angel next to him. No sense of time, just that feeling of unconditional love. A bright light that vibrated from above, but couldn't see in it. I've noticed my now ex father-in-law or grandfather (they looked a bit a like) there too. When I was back here, it gave me more questions then answers. It was like a blessing and curse at the same time. It feels like a curse this day. I miss that place, but I feel guilty for the ones I have here. For me, there is no happiness in my eyes when it comes to my NDE.
@Jeff-kq9vg I definitely think that there are more people who have negative NDE experiences than we know, they just aren't shared as prevalently. I remember hearing this guy tell the story of how he wound up in what essentially we might think of as purgatory or hell.
I was in tears listening to this beautiful story. I've listened to many NDE stories and they don't usually make me cry. Your soul picked such a challenging life and you have overcome. Wow.
You are anchored now. You broke through the veil of the dark ego. You do that and there’s no going back. They’re so proud of you, in spirit. You have angels of fire with you.
Why are they editing out this person’s story?! We’re all compassionate enough to respect what she went through without judgement. She shouldn’t be censored for speaking her truth. Who’s with me on this?!
@@matthewtuttle1272the words censored are pretty obvious in context klled is a word that gets censored when spoken or spelled correctly. I didn’t miss any of it but maybe play it back slower it should be more clear
So proud you overcame your addiction and broke the family cycle of drugs. This was truly an inspirational testament and I wish you continued blessings and good will.
If you are and Addict you are ALWAYS an Addict, You are never cured! and you never overcome it! First time you say you have, is the step towards failure
I love your story! I didn't OD but my Mom did in 2021. Through her passing and other brushes with death that I've experienced, I have undergone the same type of transformation that you are speaking of. I remember a specific moment where my mind shifted and I decided I am not going to be unhappy anymore. I started reading and watching everything. Anything I could about the same things you did. It's an amazing feeling when you realize that you are the creator of your own life! Thank you so much for sharing!❤️✨
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974 this is a much bigger picture than you perceive. If you are not ready to hear a message, at least drop the fear and judgement. God is love and Christ never judged…so where do you find the right to do so?
@@debrahall699 John 1:1 In the beginning was the “Word” (Jesus Christ). and the Word was with God ( God the Father ) and the Word was God!! (God the Son). He was in the beginning with God. All things were made by Him, and nothing that was made, was made without Him. Continue reading the Gospel of John and you will hear the truth from God’s Word to us. God is completely different from us. God exists without the help of anyone of anything. He has always existed from eternity past. We would not exist without God allowing us to exist. God needs no one because He exists in and of Himself!! He is God!! We are created beings. Read the Book of Genesis. God created man in His own image and likeness. He made man out of the dust of the earth. He breathed into the first man’s nostrils the breath of life, and man became a living soul.
She's absolutely amazing, and I would give anything in this world to be able to know someone like her in person. The world needs many more people like her.
I have had a very similar experience the past 7 years from severe alcoholic to chronic illness, a NDE, and coming to the same realizations. Beautiful stuff.
Wow. I'm seeing this beautiful young woman who looks like a pre-K teacher who wears Peter Pan collars. . .and then she starts describing her life. It's amazing that the drugs didn't wreck her beauty. Even more amazing that they didn't wreck her optimistic outlook on life and life's purpose. What an amazing, transformative story. Thankyou for sharing this. It's truly inspiring.
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974 God is coming up with super creative and ingenious ways to convert atheists to the path of eternal life and there you are, whinning about it :o)
She is “A Divine being here to elevate us to a higher awareness “ are you kidding me…TELL ME GOD ISINT AMAZING and she is ABSOLUTELY INFECTIOUS!!!! Best video eva!
Authentic is an understatement for this young lady. From where she was to where she is now is a testament to not only her perseverance but to God’s intervention. She has become a shining light in these dark days. Everyone should strive to overcome like she has.
Hello from Canada. I have been binge watching these nde videos for about the last week or so and all of them are special and beautiful but this one resonates and inspires me so much.Ive watched it several times and will definitely watch it again and again. Thank you for spreading the light Betty.
NDE stop taking words out selectively. You left certain words that seem odd to keep to then take other words out that are sort of similar with shock value. These great stories shouldn’t have to be hidden away in any way.
RUclips engages in major censorship 'to protect you' i.e. to disguise the truth and promote disinformation, like 'safe and effective' lol. However the truth will always win through.
The RUclips algorithm age restricts and/or doesn't promote videos it deems "inappropriate" you can thank our tech overlords for this. I'm guessing NDE wants these videos to reach the widest audience so they "play the game".
If they don't block the key words out, you won't hear her story at all cause the RUclips algorithm works overtime looking for "triggering" and "controversial" issues.
Your story is absolutely riveting. To see you now I would have never thought you were an addict except to hear your tell your story. You are an inspiration to people regardless if they are an addict or not.
Very happy for this beautiful woman who not only managed to clean up her addictions but give of herself to help others in need. Wishing her all the best in life.
You're a beautiful woman, so many waste their lives with so much potential within. Awesome to see you doing so well and on a very different path. God is good.
I’m 3 years sober off opiates! I love hearing the NDE stories of other addicts and how loved they all were in their near death experience. That’s why I can’t stand people who tell others they will go to hell if they don’t believe in this or that! It’s just not true and those people really have no right to tell anyone what they deserve or where they will go when they die. Cause they just don’t know they think they know but they really don’t!
Exactly. I believe any time anyone says "they know" they should correct it with "I feel" "I think" "my perspective" LOVE is the answer, always, in my opinion lol
@@p_diddy9332 If woke, you mean woke RUclips is censoring speech, then yes. If you think that those recording it are woke, then it's time for you to crawl out from the rock you have been living under. It's RUclips's policy, because, words bad, which is pushed by Google, which has a very left/woke activist attitude. THIS is the culture war that some of us have been talking about. The left is trying to silence free speech. Don't believe me, Tim Walz want to silence "hate speech" and "misinformation." There is no such thing as hate speech, only speech one hates, and misinformation should only be silenced with correct information.
Such a beautiful story , I’m going on 8 years clean and sober , a lot happened to me that u spoke thanks for the story it. Was great the earth is a better place with you here bless you
This is a great story, I am so happy for her transformation. Let us pray for all those still suffering from addiction, there is hope and they are valuable and worthy of our compassion.
I am also in recovery and on a spiritual path. I didn't need an NDE to get me there, but it did take a lot of pain. I have come to know that I am here to love and be of service and that the hardships I face in this life were chosen by me. Great story that I can really identify with. God bless
She could have gone on for another hour and I'd be riveted. What a wonderful experience she shared. I've heard other NDEs state that we chose our lives. I cannot understand why I chose my life. I guess that's one of life's great mysteries!
Sometimes our purpose is just to experience life, make some mistakes learn from them, and teach others not to make these mistakes. We pass on our wisdom and experiences
WOW!!! What an angelic soul you are! Love it! So much of your story touches me. I was born-into and raised by good (though imperfect) parents. I lived the first 40 years of my life as a tee-totaler... no drugs, alcohol, or tobacco of any kind. But then I was "blessed" with a spinal injury that has seen 6 surgeries and countless other procedures and doctor's visits. Like so many with injuries, it wasn't long until I found myself taking handfuls of pain meds, taking THC edibles, drinking alcohol, and even smoking cigars. My 20 year old self would be aghast at my 55 year old self! I was raised in a very religous family (though not oppressively so). But I eventually fell away as I got into my 30s. I then considered myself to be agnostic for the next 20 years. But for the past couple of years I've been voraciously soaking in every NDE video that comes my way (and I have a library of NDE books). I have been saying that "NDEs are my religion" and consider that to be so to this very day. I got my faith in a loving Creator back, and I learned that LOVE is THE ONLY thing that matters in the end. I like how you referred to discovering our purpose here in this existence. Because of my daily pain beatdown, I used to mull over suicide often, and also often told people that it didn't matter to me if I was alive or dead. I also said that the only thing that has kept me here was not wanting to teach my five (now adult) children that it was okay to quit when life got tough. And that matters to me still. But what I've learned from NDEs this year has made me realize that I can't quit this existence FOR ME... because I'm depending on ME to learn what I can and finish my time here. If my Creator calls me home tomorrow, so be it. But I cannot let MYSELF down by choosing to end my own life. I have also learned that if I want to have any hope of not being in some kind of "Groundhog Day" of coming back to relearn the same lessons, I have to do my best to live up to whatever I am capable of while I'm here. Anyways... my sincere apologies for rambling here. I just wanted to share about the things you said that really touched me, and thank you for sharing. You seem like a "light worker". I dunno if that's something that I'll ever be worthy of being called, but I certainly know it when I see it! 🙂
Oh my Goshhh! Your message rang true. It's ME That needs to keep trying to change. I cant talk about my daughter quitting. I need to talk about how I am doing better. I cant be afraid to quit drinking and such. Because I think I have been doing it for so long, I dont know what else to do. I totally understand the whole"what do I do now" when I've been so used to this life style. Do I have to have a message to the world? Because I have been doing this so quietly...no one at work has any idea...Can I get healed like her? But without the trauma?
Everything you wrote is valid, not rambling. I tend to write a lot of detail too. I feel it's important so others see the whole picture. I liked when you said that NDE's are your religion now, lol. I totally get you. I watch and read these accounts and it has changed my path. I take to heart most of what NDE ers have come back to share with us. Some I suspect as inauthentic but not many. I am a better person at 62 than ever. It makes sense to me now that I can not die by my own hand. No, I don't want to have to come back to get it right again. But that romanticism of suicide is gone after 50 years of it being on my mind, planned out or actually trying it. I don't know how I got off of meth, drinking, cigarettes, blaming everyone for my own misery, My hurtful experiences have benefitted me I can see now. I understand my mission now. I'm calmer now without xanax. It blows my mind because I am well aware of the craziness going on around me. I relate to these people like I too have left and come back. That's my ramble haha, It doesn't matter if others skip over what I write because of short attention spans. As long as what i am putting into the universe is good . Thanks to Floyd Rush and of course this much enlightened Bettie. And in the end the Love you take is equal to the Love you make-right? All you need is Love-I am he as you are me and we are all together. The Beatles of course. The word is Love. We are all the source.
Yes!!! That term "boot camp" really resonated with me as well because before my NDE I was ready to let go of my life but was told it wasn't my time yet as I had "work to do." I didn't understand why I had to go back to life after my NDE. I was in the ICU with sepsis after my double mastectomy and wanted to go. Two years later I found my purpose. I answer phone calls and help people with cancer get the medications they need. My life before was indeed a boot camp. Now I understand everything.
I have spent 22 years being sick, 10 years in near complete isolation and utter torment and loneliness In the last month and a half I have been given a new mind and a new heart through the power of God I pray that my boot camp is over, and that my spiritual awakening is just the first sign of a much brighter future!
There’s nothing wrong with the words you guys bleep out. And we have to piece together the story. These stories are helping me with my prolonged grief. I lost my husband to a stray bullet not meant for him in 2018 and it feels like yesterday so nothing helps but somehow these videos are doing something for me I haven’t had in my grief yet.
Grief is a life-long process; sometimes the best antidote is to just let it envelop you and pour out your heart in tears and cries -- it's a great release as the emotion swells up inside our soul. It doesn't make it go away completely, but it's like a valve that can let off some of the pressure at times.
Thank you for your story. I’ve been completely sober/clean since 02/11/2019. My story is like yours without the near death experience. I never thought it would/could be like this. Life is good. Go with the flow.
This is the first time I've heard a censored RUclips posting. A lot of people self-censor, so that they stay in line with RUclips's various policies and monitization guidelines. At first I thought that something was wrong with the audio but only certain words were being broken up of silenced. But regardless of the censorship, this is such a powerful testimony!!! And I feel fortunate that we get to hear it, so a deep thank you to all of those involved.
Thank you for sharing your story! It's admirable to hear you have transformed and are now helping others. This was an extremely powerful story that will hopefully inspire change in many others and help change those who need it. You're a beautiful soul. Thank you for your honesty. I love hearing from people who have found their true purpose.
I to am in recovery and have never related to a NDE story more than yours. I have had these very thoughts and feelings without every dying. Thank you for validating so many things for me. Thank you❤
Wonderful. She’s not a victim, and she’s taking responsibility for her life, as well as the lives of others. Just the fact that she talks about making amends and even offers hope for the future tells you where she’s at spiritually. Bravo. I wonder if she read Michael Newton’s Journey of Souls, as it discusses planning our lives before we live them. If not, I’m sure she’ll love it.
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974 see your just brainwashed by what the bible teaches and not open minded to other spiritual ideas, theres solid evidence that references to reincarnation were removed from the bible cause of the control freaks who wrote it.
@@mikesmicroshop4385 - I wonder if they did that because RUclips would have taken the video down otherwise, and maybe they thought it was the only way to get her story told on this channel. I'm just guessing but would love to hear the explanation from The Other Side NDE.
Her main message is awesome! My Japanese wife told me about this pre life planning cycle that we go through. That was the day I stopped blaming my parents and slowly started trying to figure out my life mission. Totally not sure what it is but I have a few hunches. I’m glad she died, otherwise she wouldn’t have known. I think NDE should be relabeled to ADE actual death experience-It’s not a big deal but the people who go there and come back are to be respected, taken care of, and made for everyone to hear. Gl to all of you thinking about what your life is all about. If all else fails look to your parents weakpoints. That’s a good start.
Thank you for posting this. I had an NDE myself but still struggle with finding my purpose. Looking to my parents weaknesses isn't something I've heard before or considered but gives me much to think about. Bless you, I hope all's well with you and yours
@@Sorcerers_Apprentice_11 I think you can kind of sense it. The real NDE people don't come from a place of ego, they have a calm, loving energy. The fake ones don't have that same loving energy, they're coming from a place of ego and their stories don't ring true.
Please elaborate your points about 'look to your parents weaknesses'. Does it mean that we are to work on those within Ourselves and thus break the circuit of this continuing down generations ? Wow..makes sense...but of one s parents are no more ..what does one do now ?
Wow! What a magical story. I love all of the stories on this channel, but yours has found a special place in my heart. I was going to women's meetings in NYC during covid on zoom. We got sober close to the same time. Truly inspiring. Glad you came back! Thank you for offering your beautiful heart and your beautiful service to the world. With so much LOVE!!! Shine on, sister... 🌟
As far out and away from what we, or at least I, have been taught about life on this planet in these moments, I find this girl positive, uplifting and completely believable 💯! Her story and message is comforting to me and at a time that I really needed to hear exactly these words. Thank you for being bold and sharing. Now keep going so that hopefully I can have the strength and perseverance through you to make my work here as successful as yours seems to be. With Love, LANCE!
"Things no longer happened to me, they happened for me." What a beautiful sentence from an incredibly elaborate woman after 20 years of drug addiction, she literally was healed completely as she said, there's no sign at all that her body and soul had to suffer drug abuse for that long time period. So you just know that everything she tells us about her miracle healing is true, by seeing and hearing her talk. Thank you so much for this great and important and breathtaking experience you shared with us. I'm really no longer fearing death after stories like this, and also, which is maybe even more important, finding more peace with the "avatar" my soul chose to take on this earth, eventhough, I cant really understand it yet. 😅 Thank you so much for this! ❤
@@helunanova well that's it then you shall go to the ball 🤩 I don't always write as you and others do I write as I speak like a chatty Kathy doll,🎂being a hair stylist for 40yrs list talking, But when I read your post I was amazed how you put your perfect sentences together, I am not able to do that, So please try i have a feeling on my water you are going to succeed,one of the saddest things in life is regret ,i do wish you much luck that you have everything you need and want in life🙏🌟💓
Both her parents committed suicide together , OMG, JC ! Why would you do that as a parent ,but both parents leaving your child alone helpless like that , that's so terrible , unimaginable , wow !
Drugs like Heroin cause so much damage to the thinking process that no user can be said to make logical decisions while under the influence. Obviously their own pain and addiction finally pushed them to make a terrible decision - but we are not them so we have no way of knowing the pain they were trying to cope with that ultimately made them take their own lives, children be damned. However, listening to this young ladies experiences should put things into better perspective here. We all have the freedom of choice in our lives as well as the power to conquer our own weakness through choice and thoughtfulness. Just my opinion anyway...
Shame ruins people. They probably convinced themselves that they were just a burden to their kids, that they were never going to heal or be valuable human beings. These were people who were trained as kids by their own parents to use. Think of that, their development was essentially stopped when they began to use. I bet they thought they were doing everyone a favor. Healthy, whole people do not live like this.
Maybe they had a soul contract to kill themselves so their daughter could have the junkie life her soul chose to have, which culminated in her current situation (or maybe I'm completely wrong)
I met you Betty at the IANDS convention in Washington DC August/September 2023 you are such a kind person. I hope to see you at one of the conferences again.
I just wanted to say I love your story and I'm glad this happened to you because you have made a positive impact on peoples lives. Makes me want to do better and learn more for myself.
Fantastic story and you are clearly proud of your recovery and you should be. You emit positive energy and I'll bet you help so many people. This is certainly one of the best NDE stories I've heard! Cheers to you Betty!
A beautiful speaker, thank you so much for sharing. I’m not finished yet, but WOW. So fascinating and I love how she said we aren’t really told how hard it was going to be. I feel tricked myself, and I also had a nightmare upbringing (I chose Autism, extreme empath with a narcissistic mom and dad that enjoyed emotional control over me and my siblings. I had an awakening after not doing a permanent thing that would end my situation (being careful here) so I think being near death definitely is a predictor for a kundalini awakening. I’m surprised I’m not alone, so many experiences being interviewed now! I would have LOVED having there videos before my awakening, so you’re doing a wonderful thing.
So happy to hear your story and learn of your healing and tremendous victories. I am also a follower of the Baha’i Faith and I loved your description of the men cleaning out your brain with lawnmowers!
I don't know for sure, but I thought the censoring was for the sake of RUclips not taking the video down or reprimanding the channel. Maybe it's necessary to limit some words or a red flag goes up at RUclips and they make an unnecessary penalty.
@@sstills951 Yes, that does make sense. Just the same I would direct my statement to RUclips even though they seem to already know what we see or say. Thank you for your comment.
WOW! Thank you🙂 I was straightedge as a youth, joined the Navy and learned a different way that consumed me for nearly 20+ years. Proud to say I'm clean sober and committed to Sobriety again. It's been nearly 3 years. It pleased me to hear your story because it's similar to my own. I'm not alone. Thank you for your story.
I totally believe what she said about picking the details of your life before you are born. My wife's and my story borders on the absurd with the amount of coincidences we had in early life leading up to us getting together, becoming a couple, getting married, having children, etc., which is the result of a total improbable chain of events itself. It's almost like we picked these details out ahead of time together, and I think when this life is all over, both of us will find out that is exactly what we did. We have a good laugh about our coincidences every once in awhile and we both say, you couldn't make this sh!t up!
Me too! My husband and I overcame incredible odds, like razor thin threads, that brought us together. When we met we could hear our angels singing with joy; we met in late August, on our third date in October we knew we were getting married, and we married in December. For the first six months we were unable to watch TV or movies or go anywhere because we couldn't stop looking into each others' eyes, amazed that we had MADE it! That was 37 years ago. My husband recalls being nonphysical before descending to earth, being with many others, and seeing all descending from space, passing through a membrane to earth. He recalls that we all made agreements that when we got here we would create symbols to recognize one another by. I think we're in that time now, it's called personal branding and logos. So cool! :)
I remember a girl who was born a genius, but her parents were of normal intelligence. She told her mother that before she was born "she specifically chose them to be her parents." When her mother asked her, "Why did you pick us??" she replied, "Because I knew you would recognize who I was and give me what I needed." 'Nuff said.
Very clear that she was not suppose to be on the same path as her parents. Very profound. People are portals to life, not meant to be the process of how an individual life’s should be lived. Thank you for sharing your true path. 🙏🏿
I want to have an NDE! I had a spontaneous kundalini about 20 years ago. It changed me profoundly - at first so much more spiritual and psychic and risk-taking, but then eventually trending toward dark depression and isolation. I never got the help I needed to get through it all safely. I hope one day I will be in a good place again and glow from the inside out as this young lady is.
@@dianalang3844 Don't be brainwashed by the book that has the most contradictions, absurdities, incest, rape and mass murder. Jesus was simply one of many spiritual teachers who have come to Earth to help awaken people. He didn't mean for an entire religion to be formed about him! Nobody needs to believe he is the savior and the only way to heaven. Everyone is eternal, everyone experiences bliss and enlightenment upon their death. NDEs can preview what's to come. Peace! PS I grew up Episcopalian then I began to question things that didn't make sense. When our priest didn't have the answers and discouraged me from asking, I began the process of awakening out of my brainwashing. Now I'm SBNR - spiritual but not religious. Thank God!
It's not all sunshine and roses. Most of us don't talk about how heartbreaking it can be to return to this existence. We feel we have a duty to others to spread the love we felt and lift others up, so we avoid the negative when talking to others. I don't recommend it. If I'm being 100% candid, I long for the day I go back to stay, and I hope it's the last time I have to return. I envy those that cross over. I lost someone that I loved unlike any other person in my life, learned I've been connected to them for a very long time, and knowing that makes it very difficult to find happiness in anything other than helping others. We all see and experience everything we're supposed to in this life and the next. Nothing more. Nothing less. The hard part is that there's no pain or heartbreak or any feeling of emptiness there. Only love and peace. Not so much here❤️♾️✝️🙏🫂
I love all of her story it’s so beautiful. I am a recovering heroin addict, & to hear her say how she had asked for them to help her pain to go away!- I had a spiritual awakenings about how this is possible years ago and it’s so amazing to hear somebody actually have this be a part of their story!! And just how she turned her life around thru all the adversity and pain and is a ball of light is so so beautiful 💗 Much love to everyone and anybody struggle if with addiction it is possible to have a great life sober!
I’ve never been on drugs. Your story has touched the deepest part of me. Thank you for sharing and for having the courage to say YES to your Highest Divine Self! I love you.
Thank you for sharing Betty's story - what it was like, what happened, and what it's like now. The second step came true for her, and she applied the first and third steps too, eventually followed by all twelve. What an uplifting lead she gave. We see and hear these kinds of miracles around the meeting rooms quite often. Thank you again, and hugs to you, Betty.
WOW!! I listened to a lot of these NDE and this one REALLY hit me in a whole new way! What a beautiful transformation she made through all that and just the light that shines off of her brought tears to my eyes! Thanks for sharing this awesome message from her ,and I can't wait to see more NDE videos from you guys! 🙌🏻
I was feeling pretty down right now about how my lifelong religion caused me so much confusion in regards to spirituality and really conflicted about life - don't want to be here, but need to be here for my kids, then this near death experience popped up on my youtube page. Her story is so inspiring, then when she said she's been reading a course in miracles I broke down in tears because that's the book I started reading that's helped me. I stopped reading it regularly because I just get so distracted with everything and I was starting to doubt if it really meant anything to me. I really needed this and I'm so glad I watched it.
I’ve watched a couple of NDE videos and this one made me want to cry tears of joy for you. I am so proud of you for overcoming your addiction after 20 years of it . I think this one hits different too because I come from a family of addicts who have not overcome their addictions yet.
This story blew my mind. Betty, it's hard to imagine you strung out on drugs, you eminate a positivity that is almost palpable. I am 41 and have been addicted to drugs since I was 15 years old. Everything under the sun, but the opiates are my ball and chain. Ive had short bouts in recovery throughout the years, and everytime, I make promises that this time is it. Breaking those promises makes me hate myself even more and the cycle continues. I overdosed for the first time last year, woke up in the hospital, screamed at the drs for giving me narcan and then left to get high again. There are times that I get pissed that i didnt just die. And now that i have been delving down the rabbit hole of watching videos and reading about NDE experiences I cant help but wonder why the universe didnt deem me worthy enough to let me experience something like that. I know i have a higher purpose and I'm sick of wasting my life like this. Your testimony gave me hope, and a little strength to know that complete transformation is possible for someone like me. I want so bad to feel the peace that you so clealry harbor. Thank you for sharing your experience strenth and hope. It was heard. Thanks for letting me rant.
Hey Jennifer...Wishing you much strength. May you soon be fully sober, always. When, if at all, you slip again, please don't hate yourself. Be gentle, kind and compassionate with yourself. You deserve the self acceptance and self love. Big Prayers for you and others in similar situation. Huge God Bless
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STOP ALL CENSORSHIP
Ditto that.
Yes this is very annoying 😒
Without the censorship RUclips will take the video down and probably ban the whole channel.
I was wondering what in the world those pauses were! 😂 🤭 🤣 😅
Amen
I just lost my son 6 days ago. A friend sent this link. Watching this, I smiled. My son has peace, I just got peace. I know I will see or hear from him soon, someway. God Bless this young lady.
Stay strong, feel your feelings and hang on for a better future.... Everything has a deeper meaning. I too lost my son, something no one should have to go through. All the best.
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By your post be aware you are now being prayed for. First, you are greatly loved. Second, may you and family pain be relieved by the Holy Spirit. Three, know that your child is waiting for you.
Sending you many prayers and healing ✨ ❤
Awwa im so sorry. Thats the sharpest pain we ever feel. I will confess that I do feel a blessed feeling of comfort when I come across someone that's going through the worst this world has, and I kniw that sounds weird but I'll explain. I used to be an atheist after losing my faith years and years prior. My mom started asking me ti come back to church with her back in 2020 and I did, telling her honestly that I didn't think I could ever get my faith back, but that I'd go just for fhe message and the feeling of fellowship id remembered from being very involved most of my life prior to losing it all.
2021 my mom got really sick and ended up passing away. At one point when brought back out of a medically induced coma, she bawled uncontrollably telling us "God sent me back! He sent me back!" She literally meant she saw God and Gid said she needed to come back. Through a series of horrible events that kept randomly making her worse and her getting better, then suddenly worse again, she ended up passing. It really hit me hard because I just had this feeling like something could have been done, or i should have pushed for this or that. A few weeks after her passing, it was the middle of the night and I was on my way home when what looked like a bright star seemed to remain on my left, no matter what turns I went around. At one point it looked like it sped up, so I literally pulled over. I watched it still moving, stop. Then it started going the opposite direction and then instantly turned towards me and I watched what looked like the brightest star in the clear sky come all the way across the night sky to directly behind me by no more than 50' and only about that much up from the ground. It was this beautiful translucent light at this point that just kept transitioning from an hourglass angelic shape, to a ball, and to a crescent moon shape, and back ti the hourglass. I just knew it was her. In fact, in tears, I asked "You're my mom, arent you?", as I stood 10 feet or so behind my motorcycle, and as soon as I asked that, my cellphone still in its clamp (had it on for maps but blacked it out when I pulled over) I asked that and my phone instantly lit up. It went right past fhe lock screen and just started slowly scrolling to the right like flicking pages, but it never stopped. It just went faster and faster and faster, like sifting through a thousand pages of a book. I rushed back to it and yelled "is that you?! Are you doing that?!" And I hit the side power button to black out the screen, admittedly a bit scared too. It blacked out. I set it down and it immediately lit back up and did the same exact thing. I instantly grabbed it and held the power button, shutting it off entirely. The second it powered off, my smart watch lit up, and did the SAME EXACT THING! It started scrolling through pages like I didn't even know it could do. I ripped it off and held it up towards fhe light, as I asked it to please come down closer, and the screen went out, I put it back on and it lit up and was set on a completely different scheme and wallpaper than id ever seen. It was completely different. (I never changed it after that) but I was there for 2.5 hours with this entity just in amazement. At one point right after the watch thing and that signifying to me that it was her, I looked straight up and it looked like a dozen or so bright stars in the sky from every direction we're coming directly overhead. They formed a circle and started slowly rotating and their brightness would dim and light and dim as they rotated. It felt like rejoicing. I eventually said I had to get going and when I did, the light dimmed, went up, light up super bright again and moved back across the aky to where it originally was. It went with me dhe entire way home, literally all rhe way. It eventually started raining and even through the clouds, I could see that one bright light. It would come actually below the clouds when they were heavy or full. As I turned down my driveway, it was directly over the house, and went straight up out of sight. That was my mom for sure. It took about 2 years but I found a man named Chris Bledsoe. Please watch a podcast he's on getting interviewed. He sees these constantly ever since his wife died. When that happened, he saw the same exact thing, all rhe way up to more of fhem making a circle as though rejoicing. He has had nasa come and speak with him. They and the government know all about them, and there are apparently thousands and thousands more like us with fhis story and every single one of us, it's a few weeks after the passing of a super close loved one. Watch the stars my friend. If he's able to, he'll show himself. But he's there. No matter what happened to him, he's there. We all go and its beautiful. Not only is he never gone, but he's as present with you as when the wind blows. My mom kept trying to help me get my faith back and it wasn't just not something I was able to believe. So she literally showed me, her faith was right. She was right. Out souls are a spirit, and we exist after leaving these bodies. I hope you get an opportunity to see him in the stars. You'll know when you do. But I just hope that my sharing this with you, was able ti give you at least some of the peace and faith she gave me that night. I promise you, he's not, nor ever will be "gone".
Her story is powerful. All of her words should have been heard and none bleeped out....
I agree but it's only just begun.
i thought my connection was bad!!! they were censoring her ?? this need to stop!! our first amendment rights can NOT be infringed upon by the media and tech companies!!! 😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬
The woke left won't let the algorithm let you hear swear words... They'll let your kids see naked trannies at drag shows tho... 🤦
Yes, perhaps youtube could make layers of tolerance for different ages, but since children have access, this might be best for now. We all can easily guess at what she said. I didn't lose her meaning.
Disgraceful editing
She's full of beautiful light. So glad she got a second chance. What an uplifting testimony!
Can’t even tell her real life story without being bleeped constantly! She is a lovely person and touched by God… I would love for my family to be able to hear her. I have a son that did not make it through drug and alcohol addiction and I pray God was there when my son crossed to hold him and tell him it’s okay you are home now.
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I am so sorry! If you believe in God, surely you know He/She _was_ with him. I have had moments of doubt in my faith journey, but I _know_ if God is real (as we do believe), your son _was_ embraced by the love so many people with NDEs describe! Praying you find solace & peace. 🙏💙
I'm so sorry. I lost my son and my brother the same way way
I think RUclips is messed up to censor those words
Lovely story and woman, but did you have to censor it, really?
I’ve been a heroin addict for 20 years also and listening to this woman’s story gives me hope that maybe… just maybe I can do it one day too
You can I did.. you will do it,ask Jesus every day❤❤❤❤
Never give up. You will achieve your goal. 🙏
I pray that the spirit of addiction be cast far from you, in the Powerful and Mighty name of Jesus. Ask Jesus to heal and protect you and ask Him to take the addiction from you daily. He can and will do it for you. Be blessed and realize that you are not in this struggle alone.
Put yourself in a place where you cannot get to it. It takes time away from a drug to remember how it feels to live. Give yourself that time. Do whatever it takes, and pay for professional help if you can. Once you're dead, your money is worthless anyway. Be willing to limit your freedoms to save yourself from what is really imprisoning you. And I wish you love and serenity.
You can and you will. Believe in yourself; own your own mind - and believe in something greater than yourself. I always think of the words 'Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds. out of the mouth of God. '" The Lord's Prayer is a simple and easy way to begin that journey.
she is glowing! what a lovely person and soul ! thank you for sharing your story
Yeah what’s up with that? The language is an integral part of the story
I needed to hear this. I live in my car and I’ve been living in my car for six months now but the good news is I’m still sober and I’ve been sober since 07-23-2020❤
She is glowing because she has reconnected to the Source Divine. I'm so happy for her. 💖😄🙏
How brave is our soul!?
I believe she was sent back with her youth and her beauty, because they wanted to give her a chance to create a family that she never had, and do it right.
I just want to say I bawled my eyes out now that I'm thinking back to my addiction I believe my daughter was sent to me to save my life because I wasn't making good decisions when I was pregnant with her and she was my first baby 3 months after I had her me and her dad went to rehab we were separated for a while we got an apartment and then a better apartment and then a house and now we bought our own house and 1 month before I went to rehab my mom passed away from drugs septembar 26th 2018 I have not touched heroin thank you Jesus thank you for sharing the story it gives me so much hope
I grew up the exact same except my parents died of overdoses. I’m also in recovery. Just left a 12 step meeting and our topic was spiritual awakenings. This really touched my soul. I was supposed to hear this!Thank you !
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Yes, you were 😇 Best of luck on your new path 💖✨️ It's going to be amazing
YOU ARE DOING AMAZING MEGAN! WE LOVE YOU! GOD IS WITHIN YOU! GO WITHIN AND SEE ❤
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974 lol dec 25th the winter solstice , the sun is at its lowest point in the sky for 3 days on the 3rd day it "rises" 1 degree , you have been and are indoctrinated by rome and the vatican to control the masses.... you do realize there was over 120 books in the bible? and rome and the vatican cherry picked "66" of them , it aint no coincidence.. so before you push your propaganda , get educated sheep!
Imagine being brave enough to admit all this stuff on the internet. What an amazing, beautiful person.
And imagine every other word you say getting censored. SMH
Instead of having a closed mind and believe in nature is all there is we should all have an open mind we don't know what's out there after death
@@noyesplease9522 I'm kinda in the dark on this what are they censoring
@@chrissimmons3213 We do know that psychedelic alter perception and that death is a very personal perception issue. So there is a correlation between the two in that regard.
The probability of sensory perception innately calibrating to a random universe seems highly suspect. It is far more likely that an underlining protocol facilities in the exchange...meaning somehow the universe encoded itself to interact with itself as animals. In my opinion this is proof of intelligent design. Perhaps not a personal God but a fundamental structure like the Tao which is a display of unusually harmonized encoding.
That isn't to say David Hoffman"s work isn't accurate merely that there is an intrinsic subconscious language between the constructs of animals and the universe apart from the filtered survival adaptations projected to the conscious mind from the subconscious sensory output.
When you overdose on a psychedelic you understand that its kind of like falling down a well. You are all alone no matter how many people surround you and you have no control over the outcome. In this manor both are sort of like death. Sorry, that got dark. I just wanted to point out that perception plays a far larger roll in the universe and by the universe than most give credit to.
@@chrissimmons3213 Got to please *the algorithm* I guess
Unbelievable story! What's also amazing and fantastic, is that after so many years of taking in poisons, now this young lady is the picture of health with beautiful, glowing clear skin and bright, beautiful, clear eyes.
She really is, picture of health!
And intelligent and articulate as well
That's been part of my thought process too. We are NOT set in concrete. We are free flowing, able to manipulate time/space to achieve whatever the soul demands (assuming you know your calling). - is here to show up the power of +. If - did not exist.. earth couldn't be. Like a battery, you need - and +.
Attention!!! Hell is real!!! Where will you go when you die??? If the rapture took place today, would you be left behind??? Jesus loves you and He died for your sins. Anyone who denies Jesus Christ will also be rejected by Jesus. Humble yourself to REPENT and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior today, we are not guaranteed tomorrow. . Mark 1:15 For the Kingdom of God is at hand, repent and believe in the gospel..
Maybe her story is not True
I have an addiction to alcohol and I hate it. Her message is powerful!
My friend, every day someone somewhere starts their journey in recovery. There’s no reason why you can’t be one of those people too. There’s never gonna be a perfect time to begin this journey and ya don’t have to do it perfectly but ya gotta start somewhere. I’m rooting for you. *You matter.*
The key is to stop it just long enough for your body to get accustomed to operating without it in your system ... and before you know it, you will be FREE OF IT!
The same applies to smoking! I've beaten both!
One caution: Don't ever get it in your mind that you can afterward drink or smoke socially!!!
Bless you! God loves you so very much. You will overcome!! ❤
Alcohol got me too. It sure can destroy your confidence. I'm on hour 12ish right now so still suffering. We gotta keep trying as long we're here. Dear God, please help all of us suffering from addiction. Give us the will to keep fighting and positive influences to help us stay successful in Jesus name amen. When we put it behind us we can give the suffering purpose. I'm at 18 years.
naltrexone helped me
I cant even tell my NDE from a severe grand mal seizure where my heart stopped. The last time i finally opened up everybody mocked me and laughed at me calling me a liar so i said screw it and since then ive never told my story. I know what i saw and went through and thats all that matters. These people are speaking the truth.
Please know that you can share here and I promise no one will ridicule you. We all have different experiences...there are some people I can share with, others I wouldn't open to ever. Please know that you're not alone. 🌹
I understand your upset re others' reactions... let it go. Just know that what U experienced was important for You and others' ignorant opinions don't matter. Be Blessed . Stay Blessed
I'd love to hear your story. You should submit it
who would mock such a thing, whether they believed you or not? brother, i would love to hear your story
I humbly recommend that you break your silence and distance yourself from people like that. That's like a test giving them away and people like that never bring any good to your life in the long run. You and your story deserves to be heard and respected!
This woman is a beacon of light. Lived my life drowning in drugs. Coming out of that was so hard but so worth it.
May blessings keep coming for you. Thanks for sharing your success. You give others hope.
Tabaxi Khajit says it all for me too....and more blessings!
she's absolutely adorable & bravo to you. Sobriety rocks!
All the best to you CryptoCombustion..( What an amazing monicker:). May U stay strong and sober. Be Blessed Stay Blessed
You're default pic has "meth eyes." I've seen it time and time and time again.
4years sober on April 11th after 34 years of active addiction. Age 10-44 was a living hell that happened FOR me to LIVE a life of love and healing. I also now work in recovery in the trenches doing outreach with the homeless, drug addicted and SMI. EVERYTHING you shared is my life too🎉 We do live extraordinary lives and worthy of healing to raise the vibration of the planet through love and compassion through overcoming. Thank you for you authentic self. Lots of love and light from another imperfect soldier of God from Phoenix Az🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤❤❤❤
Total Respect, good on you.
Praise God you recovered from addictions and can pass on your life experience to make it better for others. I think God gave you this unique gift to lift the struggliing and unheard.
May you continue on this road to bring people hope to the hopeless and the light of the Lord to the world in desperate need of mercy.
I have struggled with mental illness for over 40 years since i was a teenager. It has been a difficult and painful journey. Through the Lord's unfailing love for me, I have been given the strength to pick myself up and begin again from each episode. Besides this disorder, i also have two autoimmune diseases that flare up quite often. Life is not easy for anyone. This Earth is but a temporary learning site to gain the knowledge of love, forgiveness, encouraging others, humility, and kindness. After we have learned what is necessary, our souls go to the next dimension....Heaven. Then, we are free of hate, sadness, evil, and our REAL LIFE begins at out eternal home with Jesus.
To imagine this brings me much joy.
I hope and pray for your success in assisting others that struggle with drug and other addictions.
God Bless You Steena R. You are an angel of love. 🙏🌷🌹✝️💞🕊
Happy for your recovery, God gave you a chance, you're living your second life on earth now. Lucky you.
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
Good stuff we'll done you.❤😊 love n blessings. I'm 8 years sober and now coming away from pharmaceutical meds after 25 years using medication, opioid for 18 year,depression meds,anxiety meds,sleeping meds,ptsd meds are all but gone two more months and I will be free from all chemicals. Love n blessings. Time to free our minds bodies and spirits from imprisonment.
One thing about these NDE people is their eyes look very happy... 😇😇
Had mine in 2016 due to cardiac issues. Former atheist and did all what God had forbid us, and there I was. I saw my beloved cat who passed away a day earlier, and an angel next to him. No sense of time, just that feeling of unconditional love. A bright light that vibrated from above, but couldn't see in it. I've noticed my now ex father-in-law or grandfather (they looked a bit a like) there too. When I was back here, it gave me more questions then answers. It was like a blessing and curse at the same time. It feels like a curse this day. I miss that place, but I feel guilty for the ones I have here. For me, there is no happiness in my eyes when it comes to my NDE.
@Jeff-kq9vg I definitely think that there are more people who have negative NDE experiences than we know, they just aren't shared as prevalently. I remember hearing this guy tell the story of how he wound up in what essentially we might think of as purgatory or hell.
They all glow! I've watched so many NDEs & they all have this glow to them & very calming presence, it's so beautiful! 🥺🙏
@@Jeff-kq9vg My heart goes out to you and I pray you will find a resolution, peace, and joy and that you will be surrounded by love.
I was in tears listening to this beautiful story. I've listened to many NDE stories and they don't usually make me cry. Your soul picked such a challenging life and you have overcome. Wow.
You are anchored now. You broke through the veil of the dark ego. You do that and there’s no going back. They’re so proud of you, in spirit. You have angels of fire with you.
I loved the phrase “this happened for me, not to me”. That woke me up. Thank you precious spirit.
Why are they editing out this person’s story?! We’re all compassionate enough to respect what she went through without judgement. She shouldn’t be censored for speaking her truth. Who’s with me on this?!
RUclips would not allow the video to be monetized without the censors
I agree with you. How can I know the whole story when she is bleeped so many times. I quit watching after a few minutes.
@@matthewtuttle1272Surely you can figure out the words censored. It’s not hard.
@@matthewtuttle1272the words censored are pretty obvious in context klled is a word that gets censored when spoken or spelled correctly. I didn’t miss any of it but maybe play it back slower it should be more clear
So proud you overcame your addiction and broke the family cycle of drugs. This was truly an inspirational testament and I wish you continued blessings and good will.
If you are and Addict you are ALWAYS an Addict, You are never cured! and you never overcome it! First time you say you have, is the step towards failure
this was the plan from before she was born apparently... why be proud if its all preplanned?
I love your story! I didn't OD but my Mom did in 2021. Through her passing and other brushes with death that I've experienced, I have undergone the same type of transformation that you are speaking of. I remember a specific moment where my mind shifted and I decided I am not going to be unhappy anymore. I started reading and watching everything. Anything I could about the same things you did. It's an amazing feeling when you realize that you are the creator of your own life! Thank you so much for sharing!❤️✨
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974Christianity is an imaginative full fledged bull crap.
@@Pyramid1974 this is a much bigger picture than you perceive. If you are not ready to hear a message, at least drop the fear and judgement. God is love and Christ never judged…so where do you find the right to do so?
@@debrahall699 John 1:1 In the beginning was the “Word” (Jesus Christ). and the Word was with God ( God the Father ) and the Word was God!! (God the Son). He was in the beginning with God. All things were made by Him, and nothing that was made, was made without Him. Continue reading the Gospel of John and you will hear the truth from God’s Word to us. God is completely different from us. God exists without the help of anyone of anything. He has always existed from eternity past. We would not exist without God allowing us to exist. God needs no one because He exists in and of Himself!! He is God!! We are created beings. Read the Book of Genesis. God created man in His own image and likeness. He made man out of the dust of the earth. He breathed into the first man’s nostrils the breath of life, and man became a living soul.
I am sorry your mom passed in that way. It sounds like you have found your truth and path. Many blessings to you.
"Things had no longer happened to me, they had happened for me." Damn. Thats what i needed to hear.
I've come back to listen to this amazing story multiple times when I'm feeling down and out with life's challenges. Beautiful.
This is one of the most powerful NDE stories. I’ve watched MANY!
Agree!
She's absolutely amazing, and I would give anything in this world to be able to know someone like her in person. The world needs many more people like her.
Look in the mirror, she needed a very big blessing to get off heroin, hopefully for life.
Give anything? Give yourself. 😅❤
Oh no not that. Ha ha ha. We are so funny
Exactly!!!!!
I have had a very similar experience the past 7 years from severe alcoholic to chronic illness, a NDE, and coming to the same realizations. Beautiful stuff.
Same here! I’m deeply moved by all the similarities 🥹
Hello Beautiful Soul welcome to the Community of Life : )
May we hear your story?
She’s so eloquent! So healthy looking! I’m so immensely proud of her. 🙏✨
It was a joy to listen to this lady I think she genuinely exuded light, I wish her every success on her continuing journey and experiences.
Wow. I'm seeing this beautiful young woman who looks like a pre-K teacher who wears Peter Pan collars. . .and then she starts describing her life.
It's amazing that the drugs didn't wreck her beauty. Even more amazing that they didn't wreck her optimistic outlook on life and life's purpose. What an amazing, transformative story. Thankyou for sharing this. It's truly inspiring.
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974 You are a spiritual Neanderthal.
@@Pyramid1974 God is coming up with super creative and ingenious ways to convert atheists to the path of eternal life and there you are, whinning about it :o)
whats a pre k teacher look like? thats weird af
Shes clearly a liar, she's just making the whole story up because she enjoys the attention of it and the sound of her own voice
The best articulate expression in words I have ever heard! Her energy is so authentic and she KNOWS the truth !!!
The words that weren't bleeped out that is.
The blanked out words are truly annoying. I lost the thread constantly
She is “A Divine being here to elevate us to a higher awareness “ are you kidding me…TELL ME GOD ISINT AMAZING and she is ABSOLUTELY INFECTIOUS!!!! Best video eva!
@@luifalcon Agreed, this was one of the best I have watched.
Authentic is an understatement for this young lady. From where she was to where she is now is a testament to not only her perseverance but to God’s intervention. She has become a shining light in these dark days. Everyone should strive to overcome like she has.
Hello from Canada. I have been binge watching these nde videos for about the last week or so and all of them are special and beautiful but this one resonates and inspires me so much.Ive watched it several times and will definitely watch it again and again.
Thank you for spreading the light Betty.
NDE stop taking words out selectively. You left certain words that seem odd to keep to then take other words out that are sort of similar with shock value. These great stories shouldn’t have to be hidden away in any way.
I reckon. Imagine censoring the word "harm"
RUclips engages in major censorship 'to protect you' i.e. to disguise the truth and promote disinformation, like 'safe and effective' lol. However the truth will always win through.
The RUclips algorithm age restricts and/or doesn't promote videos it deems "inappropriate" you can thank our tech overlords for this. I'm guessing NDE wants these videos to reach the widest audience so they "play the game".
If they don't block the key words out, you won't hear her story at all cause the RUclips algorithm works overtime looking for "triggering" and "controversial" issues.
Good to know. I had an inkling that might be the case after leaving this comment. Thanks for the confirmation.
Your story is absolutely riveting. To see you now I would have never thought you were an addict except to hear your tell your story. You are an inspiration to people regardless if they are an addict or not.
Very happy for this beautiful woman who not only managed to clean up her addictions but give of herself to help others in need. Wishing her all the best in life.
I wish I had the ability to express myself the way she does. I’m an alcohol and drug abuse counselor myself, and I’m truly inspired by her story.
March on Soldier! Life’s beginning was tough and heartbreaking, but now you are a new person with a bright future doing positive deeds.
You're a beautiful woman, so many waste their lives with so much potential within. Awesome to see you doing so well and on a very different path. God is good.
I’m 3 years sober off opiates! I love hearing the NDE stories of other addicts and how loved they all were in their near death experience. That’s why I can’t stand people who tell others they will go to hell if they don’t believe in this or that! It’s just not true and those people really have no right to tell anyone what they deserve or where they will go when they die. Cause they just don’t know they think they know but they really don’t!
The word Hell does not exist in original manuscripts of the books if the Bible. Added for no reason other than to control people
Christianity is a gaslighting operation...
Exactly. I believe any time anyone says "they know" they should correct it with "I feel" "I think" "my perspective" LOVE is the answer, always, in my opinion lol
Too many censored words i feel like i missed a lot. 👎🏻
woke
RUclips punishes accounts that have “trigger words”. Apparently, we as a society, are too soft
@@p_diddy9332 If woke, you mean woke RUclips is censoring speech, then yes. If you think that those recording it are woke, then it's time for you to crawl out from the rock you have been living under. It's RUclips's policy, because, words bad, which is pushed by Google, which has a very left/woke activist attitude. THIS is the culture war that some of us have been talking about. The left is trying to silence free speech. Don't believe me, Tim Walz want to silence "hate speech" and "misinformation." There is no such thing as hate speech, only speech one hates, and misinformation should only be silenced with correct information.
Fuck RUclips if they are censoring this!
Recovery not woke. Stop being babies
Such a beautiful story , I’m going on 8 years clean and sober , a lot happened to me that u spoke thanks for the story it. Was great the earth is a better place with you here bless you
She's found a higher purpose in life and feels rewarded by helping others. Good on you. ❤
This is a great story, I am so happy for her transformation. Let us pray for all those still suffering from addiction, there is hope and they are valuable and worthy of our compassion.
What a story. What a lovely woman on all levels. Talk about transformation through the grace of God. Just brilliant. 🙏❤️
I am also in recovery and on a spiritual path. I didn't need an NDE to get me there, but it did take a lot of pain. I have come to know that I am here to love and be of service and that the hardships I face in this life were chosen by me. Great story that I can really identify with. God bless
She could have gone on for another hour and I'd be riveted. What a wonderful experience she shared. I've heard other NDEs state that we chose our lives. I cannot understand why I chose my life. I guess that's one of life's great mysteries!
Sometimes our purpose is just to experience life, make some mistakes learn from them, and teach others not to make these mistakes. We pass on our wisdom and experiences
WOW!!! What an angelic soul you are! Love it! So much of your story touches me. I was born-into and raised by good (though imperfect) parents. I lived the first 40 years of my life as a tee-totaler... no drugs, alcohol, or tobacco of any kind. But then I was "blessed" with a spinal injury that has seen 6 surgeries and countless other procedures and doctor's visits. Like so many with injuries, it wasn't long until I found myself taking handfuls of pain meds, taking THC edibles, drinking alcohol, and even smoking cigars. My 20 year old self would be aghast at my 55 year old self! I was raised in a very religous family (though not oppressively so). But I eventually fell away as I got into my 30s. I then considered myself to be agnostic for the next 20 years. But for the past couple of years I've been voraciously soaking in every NDE video that comes my way (and I have a library of NDE books). I have been saying that "NDEs are my religion" and consider that to be so to this very day. I got my faith in a loving Creator back, and I learned that LOVE is THE ONLY thing that matters in the end. I like how you referred to discovering our purpose here in this existence. Because of my daily pain beatdown, I used to mull over suicide often, and also often told people that it didn't matter to me if I was alive or dead. I also said that the only thing that has kept me here was not wanting to teach my five (now adult) children that it was okay to quit when life got tough. And that matters to me still. But what I've learned from NDEs this year has made me realize that I can't quit this existence FOR ME... because I'm depending on ME to learn what I can and finish my time here. If my Creator calls me home tomorrow, so be it. But I cannot let MYSELF down by choosing to end my own life. I have also learned that if I want to have any hope of not being in some kind of "Groundhog Day" of coming back to relearn the same lessons, I have to do my best to live up to whatever I am capable of while I'm here. Anyways... my sincere apologies for rambling here. I just wanted to share about the things you said that really touched me, and thank you for sharing. You seem like a "light worker". I dunno if that's something that I'll ever be worthy of being called, but I certainly know it when I see it! 🙂
Oh my Goshhh! Your message rang true. It's ME That needs to keep trying to change. I cant talk about my daughter quitting. I need to talk about how I am doing better. I cant be afraid to quit drinking and such. Because I think I have been doing it for so long, I dont know what else to do. I totally understand the whole"what do I do now" when I've been so used to this life style. Do I have to have a message to the world? Because I have been doing this so quietly...no one at work has any idea...Can I get healed like her? But without the trauma?
Everything you wrote is valid, not rambling. I tend to write a lot of detail too. I feel it's important so others see the whole picture.
I liked when you said that NDE's are your religion now, lol. I totally get you. I watch and read these accounts and it has changed my path. I take to heart most of what NDE ers have come back to share with us. Some I suspect as inauthentic but not many. I am a better person at 62 than ever. It makes sense to me now that I can not die by my own hand. No, I don't want to have to come back to get it right again. But that romanticism of suicide is gone after 50 years of it being on my mind, planned out or actually trying it. I don't know how I got off of meth, drinking, cigarettes, blaming everyone for my own misery, My hurtful experiences have benefitted me I can see now. I understand my mission now. I'm calmer now without xanax. It blows my mind because I am well aware of the craziness going on around me.
I relate to these people like I too have left and come back.
That's my ramble haha, It doesn't matter if others skip over what I write because of short attention spans. As long as what i am putting into the universe is good
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Thanks to Floyd Rush and of course this much enlightened Bettie. And in the end the Love you take is equal to the Love you make-right? All you need is Love-I am he as you are me and we are all together.
The Beatles of course. The word is Love. We are all the source.
"The first half of my life was just boot camp...". This just resonates with me for some reason 🥺🥺🥺
Same! When she said that it hit my heart different.
So brave of you to share your story. Thank you! I respect your honesty. What an inspiration you are Betty!
Shine on beautiful soul!💫
Yes me as well
Yes!!! That term "boot camp" really resonated with me as well because before my NDE I was ready to let go of my life but was told it wasn't my time yet as I had "work to do." I didn't understand why I had to go back to life after my NDE. I was in the ICU with sepsis after my double mastectomy and wanted to go. Two years later I found my purpose. I answer phone calls and help people with cancer get the medications they need. My life before was indeed a boot camp. Now I understand everything.
I have spent 22 years being sick, 10 years in near complete isolation and utter torment and loneliness
In the last month and a half I have been given a new mind and a new heart through the power of God
I pray that my boot camp is over, and that my spiritual awakening is just the first sign of a much brighter future!
Wow, she's spread her glow to me.
What an inspiring story! I always have believed that our souls are eternal, and that “heaven “ is for everyone. Thank you.
I thought it was a beautifully heartfelt story. Thank you for sharing your journey. ❤
Thanks!
There’s nothing wrong with the words you guys bleep out. And we have to piece together the story. These stories are helping me with my prolonged grief. I lost my husband to a stray bullet not meant for him in 2018 and it feels like yesterday so nothing helps but somehow these videos are doing something for me I haven’t had in my grief yet.
Agreed. But RUclips guidelines don’t agree with us.
Grief is a life-long process; sometimes the best antidote is to just let it envelop you and pour out your heart in tears and cries -- it's a great release as the emotion swells up inside our soul. It doesn't make it go away completely, but it's like a valve that can let off some of the pressure at times.
Thank you for your story. I’ve been completely sober/clean since 02/11/2019. My story is like yours without the near death experience. I never thought it would/could be like this. Life is good. Go with the flow.
This is the first time I've heard a censored RUclips posting. A lot of people self-censor, so that they stay in line with RUclips's various policies and monitization guidelines. At first I thought that something was wrong with the audio but only certain words were being broken up of silenced. But regardless of the censorship, this is such a powerful testimony!!! And I feel fortunate that we get to hear it, so a deep thank you to all of those involved.
Hello, I didn’t notice any censorship, maybe because I was doing other things and just listening. What is being censored? Just curious.
@@nickib3448 go back and listen again …
Thank you for sharing your story! It's admirable to hear you have transformed and are now helping others. This was an extremely powerful story that will hopefully inspire change in many others and help change those who need it. You're a beautiful soul. Thank you for your honesty. I love hearing from people who have found their true purpose.
I to am in recovery and have never related to a NDE story more than yours. I have had these very thoughts and feelings without every dying. Thank you for validating so many things for me. Thank you❤
Wonderful. She’s not a victim, and she’s taking responsibility for her life, as well as the lives of others. Just the fact that she talks about making amends and even offers hope for the future tells you where she’s at spiritually. Bravo. I wonder if she read Michael Newton’s Journey of Souls, as it discusses planning our lives before we live them. If not, I’m sure she’ll love it.
Journey of souls & Destiny of souls are the most insightful books about these (our) journeys.
The video is simply pure blasphemy.. It is geared to make people think that "we" select what we want first and our spirituality or salvation is up to "us" which is absolutely wrong.. Only the acceptance of Jesus and his price that he paid for us on the cross will save us... Not what we think or want to think because of weird drug induced dreams...
@@Pyramid1974 true
@@Pyramid1974 wrong
@@Pyramid1974 see your just brainwashed by what the bible teaches and not open minded to other spiritual ideas, theres solid evidence that references to reincarnation were removed from the bible cause of the control freaks who wrote it.
Solid! So glad to see so many awakening. She's overflowing with joy and love, the hallmarks of the true spiritual experience 🥰
What a beautiful, delightful soul! This testimony gives me hope.
Beautiful. I just think that Censoring, all the hard hitting words, took a lot of power from her testimony!
Absolutely, it makes me angry that SOMEONE decided to dilute her story!!!!!!!!
@@mikesmicroshop4385 - I wonder if they did that because RUclips would have taken the video down otherwise, and maybe they thought it was the only way to get her story told on this channel. I'm just guessing but would love to hear the explanation from The Other Side NDE.
@@mediamannaman Could be. In any case, it is ridiculous that it even had to be edited.
@@mikesmicroshop4385 I agree!
Her main message is awesome!
My Japanese wife told me about this pre life planning cycle that we go through. That was the day I stopped blaming my parents and slowly started trying to figure out my life mission. Totally not sure what it is but I have a few hunches.
I’m glad she died, otherwise she wouldn’t have known. I think NDE should be relabeled to ADE actual death experience-It’s not a big deal but the people who go there and come back are to be respected, taken care of, and made for everyone to hear.
Gl to all of you thinking about what your life is all about.
If all else fails look to your parents weakpoints. That’s a good start.
Thank you for posting this. I had an NDE myself but still struggle with finding my purpose. Looking to my parents weaknesses isn't something I've heard before or considered but gives me much to think about. Bless you, I hope all's well with you and yours
The problem is like always, differentiating between the real travelers and the liars.
@@Sorcerers_Apprentice_11 I think you can kind of sense it. The real NDE people don't come from a place of ego, they have a calm, loving energy. The fake ones don't have that same loving energy, they're coming from a place of ego and their stories don't ring true.
Please elaborate your points about 'look to your parents weaknesses'. Does it mean that we are to work on those within Ourselves and thus break the circuit of this continuing down generations ? Wow..makes sense...but of one s parents are no more ..what does one do now ?
@@pervezdaruwala8499 guess the thing to do iz to break the cycle and not repeat their mistakes
Wow! What a magical story. I love all of the stories on this channel, but yours has found a special place in my heart. I was going to women's meetings in NYC during covid on zoom. We got sober close to the same time. Truly inspiring. Glad you came back! Thank you for offering your beautiful heart and your beautiful service to the world. With so much LOVE!!! Shine on, sister... 🌟
This poor beautiful woman having been through so much brings to us her incredible journey and testimony. God bless you precious one ❤❤
Her life is one crazy journey. That was a great NDE. So happy she shared it!!
Watching this video alone has some sort of "healing power". She seems so happy. 😊😇
As far out and away from what we, or at least I, have been taught about life on this planet in these moments, I find this girl positive, uplifting and completely believable 💯! Her story and message is comforting to me and at a time that I really needed to hear exactly these words. Thank you for being bold and sharing. Now keep going so that hopefully I can have the strength and perseverance through you to make my work here as successful as yours seems to be. With Love, LANCE!
Incredible story -- she is so honest and authentic now. Good luck.
She truly is a spiritual soldier! What an amazing story! Thank you! 🙏🏻
"Things no longer happened to me, they happened for me." What a beautiful sentence from an incredibly elaborate woman after 20 years of drug addiction, she literally was healed completely as she said, there's no sign at all that her body and soul had to suffer drug abuse for that long time period. So you just know that everything she tells us about her miracle healing is true, by seeing and hearing her talk. Thank you so much for this great and important and breathtaking experience you shared with us. I'm really no longer fearing death after stories like this, and also, which is maybe even more important, finding more peace with the "avatar" my soul chose to take on this earth, eventhough, I cant really understand it yet. 😅
Thank you so much for this! ❤
Nova, how beautifully beautiful you have penned this,I enjoyed reading it so much ,I read it 4 times,I am sure she really appreciated it,
🤪🙏🌟
@@helen7635 thank you so much, sending you much love ❤️😊
@@helunanova your most welcome,you should write short stories or long ones,😻💓
@@helen7635 aww thanks, so nice from u🥰 this is actually my dream and I'm working on it, so your comment means a lot to me ❣️
@@helunanova well that's it then you shall go to the ball 🤩
I don't always write as you and others do
I write as I speak like a chatty Kathy doll,🎂being a hair stylist for 40yrs list talking,
But when I read your post I was amazed how you put your perfect sentences together, I am not able to do that,
So please try i have a feeling on my water you are going to succeed,one of the saddest things in life is regret ,i do wish you much luck that you have everything you need and want in life🙏🌟💓
Both her parents committed suicide together , OMG, JC !
Why would you do that as a parent ,but both parents leaving your child alone
helpless like that , that's so terrible , unimaginable , wow !
Drugs like Heroin cause so much damage to the thinking process that no user can be said to make logical decisions while under the influence. Obviously their own pain and addiction finally pushed them to make a terrible decision - but we are not them so we have no way of knowing the pain they were trying to cope with that ultimately made them take their own lives, children be damned. However, listening to this young ladies experiences should put things into better perspective here. We all have the freedom of choice in our lives as well as the power to conquer our own weakness through choice and thoughtfulness. Just my opinion anyway...
Because addicts are selfish!
@@goofygranny1020they are selfish because of the drugs they are not selfish in their hearts . They just need proper help and love
Shame ruins people. They probably convinced themselves that they were just a burden to their kids, that they were never going to heal or be valuable human beings. These were people who were trained as kids by their own parents to use. Think of that, their development was essentially stopped when they began to use. I bet they thought they were doing everyone a favor. Healthy, whole people do not live like this.
Maybe they had a soul contract to kill themselves so their daughter could have the junkie life her soul chose to have, which culminated in her current situation (or maybe I'm completely wrong)
I met you Betty at the IANDS convention in Washington DC August/September 2023 you are such a kind person. I hope to see you at one of the conferences again.
I overdosed last month off Herion.. I’ve been clean 28 days… thank you for your story
Hope you are still clean, stay strong .
NA actually was a gift to get me to stop drinking for 4 or 5 years straight. One year 8 months liquid free ❤️❤️
Hope you are still doing well and being supported, we're rooting for you
Thank you for coming back! 🤗
I just wanted to say I love your story and I'm glad this happened to you because you have made a positive impact on peoples lives. Makes me want to do better and learn more for myself.
Fantastic story and you are clearly proud of your recovery and you should be. You emit positive energy and I'll bet you help so many people. This is certainly one of the best NDE stories I've heard! Cheers to you Betty!
A beautiful speaker, thank you so much for sharing. I’m not finished yet, but WOW. So fascinating and I love how she said we aren’t really told how hard it was going to be. I feel tricked myself, and I also had a nightmare upbringing (I chose Autism, extreme empath with a narcissistic mom and dad that enjoyed emotional control over me and my siblings. I had an awakening after not doing a permanent thing that would end my situation (being careful here) so I think being near death definitely is a predictor for a kundalini awakening. I’m surprised I’m not alone, so many experiences being interviewed now! I would have LOVED having there videos before my awakening, so you’re doing a wonderful thing.
Your life and challenges sound an awful lot like mine! Autism, awful family, etc. I hope you know you're not alone. I wish I had an NDE.
So happy to hear your story and learn of your healing and tremendous victories. I am also a follower of the Baha’i Faith and I loved your description of the men cleaning out your brain with lawnmowers!
The open honesty of sharing your full experience in life... is profound and courageous!!!
What a student you were...
What a teacher you are !!!
Why are so many sentences being cut off? This is the best NDE out there.
RUclips does that automatically to certain words.... its just BS political correctness...
RUclips 😢
This video is way to bleeped out. Enough with the guardianship of speech. Other than that it was a good message.
I just started watching this and commented on that same thing ,, it’s getting more and more ridiculous every day
Treating adults like children is becoming a thing nowadays. Must protect the weak ones fweeeeelings.
I don't know for sure, but I thought the censoring was for the sake of RUclips not taking the video down or reprimanding the channel. Maybe it's necessary to limit some words or a red flag goes up at RUclips and they make an unnecessary penalty.
Yeah WTF
@@sstills951 Yes, that does make sense. Just the same I would direct my statement to RUclips even though they seem to already know what we see or say. Thank you for your comment.
What a Journey and powerful story… Yes! you are making a huge difference every day telling your story and shining your light. Heartfelt thanks to you❤
I've got 7 years sober from heroin... this resonates so much with me. I'm crying
WOW! Thank you🙂 I was straightedge as a youth, joined the Navy and learned a different way that consumed me for nearly 20+ years. Proud to say I'm clean sober and committed to Sobriety again. It's been nearly 3 years. It pleased me to hear your story because it's similar to my own. I'm not alone. Thank you for your story.
I totally believe what she said about picking the details of your life before you are born. My wife's and my story borders on the absurd with the amount of coincidences we had in early life leading up to us getting together, becoming a couple, getting married, having children, etc., which is the result of a total improbable chain of events itself. It's almost like we picked these details out ahead of time together, and I think when this life is all over, both of us will find out that is exactly what we did. We have a good laugh about our coincidences every once in awhile and we both say, you couldn't make this sh!t up!
Me too! My husband and I overcame incredible odds, like razor thin threads, that brought us together. When we met we could hear our angels singing with joy; we met in late August, on our third date in October we knew we were getting married, and we married in December. For the first six months we were unable to watch TV or movies or go anywhere because we couldn't stop looking into each others' eyes, amazed that we had MADE it! That was 37 years ago. My husband recalls being nonphysical before descending to earth, being with many others, and seeing all descending from space, passing through a membrane to earth. He recalls that we all made agreements that when we got here we would create symbols to recognize one another by. I think we're in that time now, it's called personal branding and logos. So cool! :)
If that's true, I wonder why many of us are so masochistic.
awe ;) Any time I've heard this, it sinks in me, like it feels real.
I remember a girl who was born a genius, but her parents were of normal intelligence. She told her mother that before she was born "she specifically chose them to be her parents." When her mother asked her, "Why did you pick us??" she replied, "Because I knew you would recognize who I was and give me what I needed." 'Nuff said.
i dont understand why we would pick such adversities? any ideas?
Only 1:05 minutes in and I’m already ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL!! Omg she’s so freakin sweet and so cool!!!
Bless your heart for turning your life around. Proof there is a God and He loves us unconditionally with love and respect from Sydney Australia ❤️❤️🙏🙏
She should be a counselor. She has excellent communication skills.
i think she said she kinda is, aiding ppl in the recovery process
Very clear that she was not suppose to be on the same path as her parents. Very profound. People are portals to life, not meant to be the process of how an individual life’s should be lived. Thank you for sharing your true path. 🙏🏿
I want to have an NDE! I had a spontaneous kundalini about 20 years ago. It changed me profoundly - at first so much more spiritual and psychic and risk-taking, but then eventually trending toward dark depression and isolation. I never got the help I needed to get through it all safely. I hope one day I will be in a good place again and glow from the inside out as this young lady is.
Don’t do an NDE…believe in Jesus Christ Ge will show you the Truth about yourself
@@dianalang3844 Don't be brainwashed by the book that has the most contradictions, absurdities, incest, rape and mass murder. Jesus was simply one of many spiritual teachers who have come to Earth to help awaken people. He didn't mean for an entire religion to be formed about him! Nobody needs to believe he is the savior and the only way to heaven. Everyone is eternal, everyone experiences bliss and enlightenment upon their death. NDEs can preview what's to come. Peace! PS I grew up Episcopalian then I began to question things that didn't make sense. When our priest didn't have the answers and discouraged me from asking, I began the process of awakening out of my brainwashing. Now I'm SBNR - spiritual but not religious. Thank God!
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I can relate
It's not all sunshine and roses. Most of us don't talk about how heartbreaking it can be to return to this existence. We feel we have a duty to others to spread the love we felt and lift others up, so we avoid the negative when talking to others. I don't recommend it. If I'm being 100% candid, I long for the day I go back to stay, and I hope it's the last time I have to return. I envy those that cross over. I lost someone that I loved unlike any other person in my life, learned I've been connected to them for a very long time, and knowing that makes it very difficult to find happiness in anything other than helping others. We all see and experience everything we're supposed to in this life and the next. Nothing more. Nothing less. The hard part is that there's no pain or heartbreak or any feeling of emptiness there. Only love and peace. Not so much here❤️♾️✝️🙏🫂
I love all of her story it’s so beautiful. I am a recovering heroin addict, & to hear her say how she had asked for them to help her pain to go away!- I had a spiritual awakenings about how this is possible years ago and it’s so amazing to hear somebody actually have this be a part of their story!! And just how she turned her life around thru all the adversity and pain and is a ball of light is so so beautiful 💗 Much love to everyone and anybody struggle if with addiction it is possible to have a great life sober!
I’ve never been on drugs. Your story has touched the deepest part of me. Thank you for sharing and for having the courage to say YES to your Highest Divine Self! I love you.
Thank you for sharing Betty's story - what it was like, what happened, and what it's like now. The second step came true for her, and she applied the first and third steps too, eventually followed by all twelve. What an uplifting lead she gave. We see and hear these kinds of miracles around the meeting rooms quite often. Thank you again, and hugs to you, Betty.
I'm so proud of her! What an incredible transformation from living in darkness to living in the light. She overcame so much! ❤❤❤
Wow 😳 great job !! Thank you for sharing. Stay strong and you’re very inspiring !!
Im slapping myself when I get back to heaven for choosing this
WOW!! I listened to a lot of these NDE and this one REALLY hit me in a whole new way! What a beautiful transformation she made through all that and just the light that shines off of her brought tears to my eyes! Thanks for sharing this awesome message from her ,and I can't wait to see more NDE videos from you guys! 🙌🏻
I was feeling pretty down right now about how my lifelong religion caused me so much confusion in regards to spirituality and really conflicted about life - don't want to be here, but need to be here for my kids, then this near death experience popped up on my youtube page. Her story is so inspiring, then when she said she's been reading a course in miracles I broke down in tears because that's the book I started reading that's helped me. I stopped reading it regularly because I just get so distracted with everything and I was starting to doubt if it really meant anything to me. I really needed this and I'm so glad I watched it.
I’ve watched a couple of NDE videos and this one made me want to cry tears of joy for you. I am so proud of you for overcoming your addiction after 20 years of it . I think this one hits different too because I come from a family of addicts who have not overcome their addictions yet.
This story blew my mind. Betty, it's hard to imagine you strung out on drugs, you eminate a positivity that is almost palpable.
I am 41 and have been addicted to drugs since I was 15 years old. Everything under the sun, but the opiates are my ball and chain. Ive had short bouts in recovery throughout the years, and everytime, I make promises that this time is it. Breaking those promises makes me hate myself even more and the cycle continues.
I overdosed for the first time last year, woke up in the hospital, screamed at the drs for giving me narcan and then left to get high again. There are times that I get pissed that i didnt just die. And now that i have been delving down the rabbit hole of watching videos and reading about NDE experiences I cant help but wonder why the universe didnt deem me worthy enough to let me experience something like that.
I know i have a higher purpose and I'm sick of wasting my life like this. Your testimony gave me hope, and a little strength to know that complete transformation is possible for someone like me. I want so bad to feel the peace that you so clealry harbor. Thank you for sharing your experience strenth and hope. It was heard.
Thanks for letting me rant.
Hey Jennifer...Wishing you much strength. May you soon be fully sober, always. When, if at all, you slip again, please don't hate yourself. Be gentle, kind and compassionate with yourself. You deserve the self acceptance and self love. Big Prayers for you and others in similar situation. Huge God Bless