To think we used to want to rip Dallas' guts out. Freakin' hated him. I quit Degrassi sometime before this scene, and was shocked here. Some good acting right here.
7BlackSheep I know. I didn't like Dallas at first. I stopped watching after this scene... his death really hurt me. Everything was different and it just all changed.
I stopped watching way before this. XD After Adam died, it was like a kick to the balls. Adam was more than just a character, he was an inspiration. I lost all interest in this show, and resented it for such a poor plot choice. After some curiosity, I began to check out some Degrassi clips, which jogged my memory. I might try watching again.
Yup and to see how depressed Eli was after it and then watching him breakdown in Simpson's office saying that the body could've been him hit me so hard. You can tell he was literally traumatized after finding Cam
Guys don't hate her , I think she feels sad and angry that he left her alone . she is just having a hard time expressing her sadness. People grieve different ways .
@@cameronhall3148 People like you need to realize that humans and the way that they express their emotions are different from each other. This isn't about how you think she 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 reacted. This is simply about 𝘩𝘰𝘸 they reacted. This episode is literally about this conversation, so you can be mad or offended by it, or you can realize that and grow as a person.
@@cameronhall3148 imagine lacking so much empathy for others that you hate someone for not knowing the right way to react to the death of their first boyfriend at the age of FOURTEEN, and being hurt and angry at him for what he did. Anger is one of the stages of grief. If you paid even the slightest bit of attention to the episodes and knew even a little bit about grief and the stages of it, you would realize Maya was going through the stages of grief and shouldn't be hated or chastised for it. She started with denial (not believing Snake when she learned he had died, saying she just saw him last night and that he couldn't be dead), then anger (what she said at the vigil, how she reacted later saying she hated him for leaving her without even saying goodbye), depression (feeling like she can never be happy again after what he did) and later on, acceptance. She was grieving. She was hurt, angry, and confused. The show had her react that way not only to show the stages of grief but also to show that everyone grieves differently and in different orders of stages. Hating her for grieving is just horrendous, really. You need to do some extensive studying on the stages of grief because you clearly don't understand it at all.
Maya Matlin is also right in saying that students shouldn't blame themselves when their peers take a cowardly way out in ending their lives when facing one dark cloud after another, as opposed to being courageous, finding a way to solve their problems, turn their negatives into positives, survive, and live to be successful. At the end of the say, the students at Degrassi Community School didn't fail Cam Saunders, Cam Saunders failed himself.
Tad Strange ok ok first of all she is 14 why is she even dating like da fuck second off she said dont blame yourselfs about his suicide which is true h should never fucking blame yourself or others but then I'm degrassi next class she sorta kinda blames herself when she was in the dark and did not know how to get out
+kaitlynn costello 14 isn't really young at all that's a teenager I mean might as well start young because going through heart break at a young age makes you stronger for the next one I mean no one is too young to feel hurt it heart broken its not about your age sometimes it's about your mental age
Can we all take a second to appreciate the character, Dallas' acting? It was flawless. Without his scene, the episode wouldn't have been as hard-hitting as it was. Honestly, he is one of the best actors ever to grace the Degrassi screen.
It still baffles me to know that Maya literally had no idea this was coming. They went from having a perfectly normal and happy sleepover, waking up to him sending her a cute good morning message video and then later going to meet him outside of the school only to get a random breakup text and find out he died the next day. No one ever really gets over something like that
It all makes her reaction much more understandable. Anger and denial are already understandable and two stages of grief but the context of what happened directly before she lost him really makes it more understandable why she was in denial and got so angry at him for what he did.
She saw it as a breakup text but it actually wasn’t he said something like “Sorry I’m not coming, it’s over”, Maya took “it’s over” as their relationship being over but he actually meant his life🤷♂️🤷♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️
This scene really shows why Maya freaked out when Miles blocked her on FaceRange, and she started having a panic attack and threw the computer because she didn’t know what to expect. The last time her boyfriend disappeared he died, and she thought Miles was gonna do the same thing.
That you should have done something you did nothing was wrong and powerful wow the actor is amazing I think I've seen them in The latest buzz also the actor who played Cam was also in that show
I think he’s death hit everyone who was watching really hard because in some way it’s relatable. he was depressed and tried to help himself but he couldn’t. It’s something almost everyone will go through (not a suicidal) but the feeling that there’s no hope.
Maya had the part of denial and anger at herself for what he did because she couldn't except the fact that he's gone because she loved him and he was her first boyfriend and she was his first. This is honestly how it works. we all go through this at one point and these are honestly the different ways people deal with this issue. so please stop calling maya a bitch. because some of you would act the same way as her.
There are 5 stages of grief 1) Denial, 2) Anger, 3) Barggening, 4) Depression, 5) Acceptance. There is no order in which way you go through these five steps and everybody's journey is different. You may not understand why someone grieves the way they do but judging them and making assumptions about how they feel isn't ok because everyone deals with it differently. Mia is a prime example of this, thought you may not have liked what she said or did it was just her coming to terms with the death of her boyfriend through her own grief journey.
A Few months ago , I lost one of my greatest friends to suicide. It was the hardest thing I have ever gone through. Waking up blaming myself. And going to sleep blaming myself. I should have seen it. I should have stopped it. I could have been a better friend, I could have made it so he absolutely knew that I was there for him. That he was loved. I was blaming myself and I was always sad. I had depression before it happened, but it got worse. I would notice that people got over it in a matter of minutes and I didn't understand why. How could they not blame themselves? How could they let it go? But then I realized, my friend was sick. I really really wish he could have gotton help, but it was too late. I had no idea what was going on inside his head and he thought suicide was the only way out. The grief has never stopped. If you ever feel suicidal. Please get help. I know that's a common thing to say but you don't know how important it is. The world would NOT be a better place without you. Stay strong.
Seasons 10-12 were really good. This was the last best season and had the best feeling to it with loads of drama and entertainment. After this I'm not so sure what happened to the show. 13 and 14 are decent seasons and have their good moments but they don't have that Degrassi feeling the other seasons had.
It got way better. The storylines had more depth and detail; like Jenna being a teen mom. In tng with a storyline like that the most we saw was manny having an abortion
All of you people have no idea what it feels like to be in love with somebody who has killed themselves. It's not fun. It fucking hurts and it feels like everything is broken. It makes you so angry because you know that if you changed one thing or said one word, maybe they'd still be here. But he's not. He's dead and he didn't call me. He didn't tell me how sad or upset he was. He put all the weight on his shoulders when I would've taken some for him. He was so loved but he didn't see that and it makes you so mad. It's not fair. They take the pain that they had and they get to leave but you're left to deal with it. It sucks. This is the episode when I realized how much I had in common with Maya. Having the person you love more than anybody in the world kill themselves is the worst thing imaginable. I was angry too. I was so pissed at him too. I still haven't moved on and I can't even imagine moving on.
+Stefani Johnson I'm still in shock from my school last year a girl sophomore killed herself she was bullied etc... my mom told me I was a senior last year everyone had been told through an email by a principle and we had an assembly about bullying last year and I cried my eyes out because it didn't feel real not at my school so it sucks and every thing even though i didn''t know her personally i cried all day on the inside and didn't talk for the rest of the day, and the sophomore class made a banner and a proper grave for her.
I almost killed myself yesterday.I was crying so bad and I toke pills,and I cut the deepest I've ever cut.When I started to feel numb,I realized I didn't want to die.I called for help and now,I'm gonna get help.My mom was crying at my cuts,and it broke my heart.I can't leave.After watching this,I don't feel like I can.
janet Terrance I'm so sorry I understand how you feel I don't know you but I care about you and I know there are plenty of people that would feel helpless if you left this world I hope you've gotten better ♥♥ and I hope you're actually getting help it's a good thing you are ❤❤❤❤
This brought me to tears. I lost a good classmate to suicide as well, and the reactions in this clip are all very true and real. It hurts not having them with us.
Yeah they did. They mentioned Cam a lot after this but it wouldn't make sense to continuously mention him in every single episode. Eventually, they would have to start moving on because life goes on. But Maya does mention him a lot. She mentions him in season 13 and then in season 14 she has nightmares/PTSD about what happened to him and then in the Netflix seasons of Degrassi, she tells a student about her ex boyfriend killing himself.
I remember back in 2013 I was on the brink of sadness and depression and all the bullying and pain in my life was building up and watching this episode and show made it hard to keep pushing and I remember sitting in my tech class and writing a suicide letter formed to look like a poem and then when it was read people coming to my rescue and realizing I may have this pain for a long time but I can keep going knowing others will be happy, I thank god for giving me the strength to make it to 2022
Everytime I watch this episode it reflects me on my senior year how the day it was a silent one we'll never forget how a sophomore killed herself, and everyone got silent, we had an assembly about it and i'm still in shock today it didn't feel real nobody said anything about it she didn't come for help her
You know what’s ironic is how this maya was saying that cam killing himself wasn’t right but in season 3 on Netflix she suffered from depression and almost killed herself.
Both of my grandfather's committed suicide. My mom actually walked in and saw her father hanging in the kitchen when she was one 14 years old. The one thing she has always told me is that you can't help anybody who is truly suicidal. Yes, sometimes being there can make somebody think twice, but, it is nobody's fault for somebody committing suicide. If they have made up their mind, they will do it and that's why I liked Maya's speech. He made a choice, and no one should feel guilty or feel as though it was their fault or that they could have done anything to prevent it. That's why I especially didn't like how Dallas reacted to Ali.
I was only 13 years old at the time when these episodes aired for the first time on TV and I always hated Maya for how she reacted to Cam's death. I am now 21 today (turning 22 this year) and I now know and understand why she reacted the way that she did. I never experienced losing someone I loved to suicide before but Maya's reaction makes so much sense and It's extremely heartbreaking to watch and then seeing what happens to her as well in season 3 of Next Class.
She’s right. He chose to give up instead of fighting for a brighter future. He never made any attempt to reach out for help or to try sticking through with maya. He thinks low of her because he thinks low of himself
I remember when i was really young i watched that show and at the time i didn’t really know what happened but i cried and now im older and i understand and im crying so much this is so sad 🥺
鋭い名前 I thought that at first too but now that I’m not 12 years old I realize that it’s nobody’s fault. He was drowning from the minute his character aired. Before he even met maya, zig, Tristan, etc. he was depressed about a LOT of things. Maya called him crazy, then zig basically reminded him that he was crazy by calling him a psycho, and that was his last straw. He was sick mentally so little things like that that normal people can just brush off, made him feel like he could never see happiness again. He felt like he was broken. THAT is why he did it. It was nobody’s fault but his own mind. Rest In Peace, Cam. 5 years and some change later and it still feels like yesterday.
At first I thought that but even though I am eleven I know that he killed himself because he was depressed .He was depressed before he even met anybody its not anyone fault he was sad people justed kept reminding him that he was sad and he couldnt take it anymore he killed himself
This show will forever be my favorite. Because it has so much REAL shit that happens. This is my favorite part of this show along with Adams death even though his death killed me
I disagree wholeheartedly with this notion that because someone commits suicide that he or she ," is a coward". People don't seem to understand what a suicidal person is thinking or what he or she may be feeling, that doesn't make them a coward that means they're sick & in need of help. Look suicide is a complex thing but it's no one's fault when it does happen it's something that I believe needs to be looked into way more than what's been given out as far as information about it. At the end of the day mental health is incredibly important so remember to always check in on family, friends, or loved ones you never know how they're feeling each day 🙏.
I don't understand why everyone started hating Maya she was upset and hurt becuase Hee boyfriend died and she felt so helpless after finding out he was dead. But she'd did not show her sadness, grive, or helplessness all she held all of all of her emotions in until the breaking point. I would have done the same thing so I guess I'm a " bitch " to huh?
apparently you are a.bitch your boyfriend dies and the only thing you can think to do is talk shit about him. why the fuck would he "fight for you", you clearly have no respect or affinity for him. if he was still alive he would have dumped her egomaniac ass anyway
+losgryfog she isn't a bitch. If you watched the video a woman said people have different ways of dealing with a death. From Sadness, anger, guilt, some are emotionless and don't know what to feel about it. I was all 4 of them when my aunt passed away 4 years ago.
You really don't understand how much people handle grief. She was mad, she was breaking apart inside and she was young. It's how I was when someone I loved left this world.
This has actually helped me a lot this video i battle depression bad And it actually helped me make the decision that I should take my life and it helped show me the way thank u 🙏
later on in the season maya breaks down and while she’s crying hysterically she says cam just left her without even saying goodbye watching this now I understand 100% why she’s acting how she is in this clip
This reminds me of when i was a senior last year in high school, everyone was in the gym for an assembly but before the day of the day I've found out when this girl committed suicide, I found out from my mom and cried
As someone who struggled with depression my whole life, fought post-partum psychosis and still coming back from post-partum depression.. Maya is right to be angry. He should have fought harder. Honestly the only thing that kept me from doing it was knowing that if I did, my kids would never forgive me for it. I couldn’t die with that.
Bitch wtf is wrong with you, I dont believe you ever had post partum because how tf you say that someone with depression shouldve fought harder to stay alive when the reason your dumbass is still alive is cause of someone else. Bitch you aint fight harder either, you just wouldve felt guilty for leaving them here talking about "my kids would never forgive me, I couldnt die with that" that sounds selfish asf, all I heard was me me me, how about staying here cause you brought them into this world when they didnt ask to be here, the same world you wanted to leave at one point
When I was 18, my first boyfriend committed suicide. It was a very different situation; he was manipulative and abusive, having threatened suicide from day 1 of our relationship, he threatened to do so if I didn't allow him to get me pregnant. My son is 5 now, about to go into kindergarten. If I even attempted to ask or suggest him getting help, he'd scream at me, call me horrible names, told me if I called someone he'd just fake his way out of the hospital they'd put him in and then end his life the second he got out. I was scared and didn't know what to do, but my son changed me and gave me the courage to leave him, no matter what happened. Two hours later he shot himself in the head in my driveway. Anyways, Maya's behavior aka her anger, and her speech, really hit home, made me cry. I went through all the phases, and there was numbness, anger, indifference, periods of absolutely uncontrollable sobbing, blaming others and screaming at them, blaming myself, etc. I feel like I've said things almost word for word that Maya said in that speech.
As someone who used to be extremely depressed and suicidal engaging in self harm, feeling lonely choosing to be lonely because I get misunderstood or that everything was my fault. Practically being tormented, I can admit that (and let me be clear many will disagree because they refuse to see the situation outside of themselves) sometimes people who are going through such darkness tend to be toxic and selfish. And because the people around them care they make them feel like a victim which only fuels the torment even more when truthfully I can honestly say I had to stop pitying myself at some point because it took one moment to have my little sister see me attempt to hurt myself to think about what my actions will do to others. It was a long and hard fight I was finally set free, all thanks to Jesus Christ (I really wanted to be set free and He helped me) but now years later with an open mind I think back on how even though I love my friends and family so much most of my actions even though at the time I didn’t think so were toxic and very selfish. I would pick at a friend which I thought were just jokes forgetting that I was bullied. I defended her against anybody else but who was around to check me when I went to far, now we no longer speak. And I didn’t think it was a big deal until you think back I thought it was just me having fun on a good day when really I was taking out my insecurities my anxiety my depression my self hatred out on her and my other loved ones. Depression/suicide is simply the mind being torment and it comes by most of the time, trauma. It’s literally a demon. The devil hates us because we can be redeemed so he will try to influence someone to self destruct and even destroy those around them. So where it’s not an excuse to ever mistreat those around you or to choose to kill yourself (because let’s face it life is hard you make mistake but choosing death prohibits any chance of changing and seeing what hope may bring), I just want to point out another perspective for those either effected by a loved one dealing with depression or have dealt with it, that maya’s feelings were completely understandable. You were right to move on, you at least still loved them (as we should love those even that try to hurt us) and while you were patient it is fine to do what you have to to take care of you and yours. Just if someone is toxic but battling the spirit of depression please talk with them even if at a distance and pray for them. Let them know God loves them and there is joy waiting beyond those circumstances they can’t see past or refuse to let go of. So I do feel bad for what you went through. I am glad you and your son are doing great and I hope y’all continue to do well in life. ❤️
Watching this always hurts. I wonder what it could have been like if Cam never died, maybe him and Maya would be one of those couples that were dramatic but stayed together and got better in the long run. Like Eli and Clare. I’ll always love these two together.
you can hear n the pain in dallas’ voice n it kills me bc i did that same thing said that same thing sounded the same way when my stepdad and my brother did it..
Why did I watch this I don't even know this show and it's making me cry so much because I can relate to most of the comments, I wish I wasn't in this world but read ping some of the comments makes me want to cry and it's been changing my mind a lot, sorry for all of your losses to everyone who's lost someone, I know what it feels like, and it seems like people I know are just disappearing week by week I've lost to many....
When Dallas was yelling at Alli, I knew he wasn't really talking to her. He was really talking to himself because of the pain and regret for treating Cam the way he did.
Finally someone speaking the truth! This bitch is so annyoing "hE bRoKe uP wiTh mE bY kIllInG hImSeLf! I hAtE HiM! I HaTe hIm!" What a self centered bitch!
@@lad7436 its not being self centered she was angry, in denial that he was dead, and confused. She was literally just with him the night before he committed suicide. Her reaction was justified
@@lad7436 uhm are you okay? Not everyone deals with suicide the same way. Maya was in love with him and she felt hurt that she couldn’t do anything to help him. It’s not about being self centered. And another thing, she was in denial of the fact that he was gone.
I remember watching this episode years ago and I was so fuckin mad at Maya for acting like an 'asshole' toward Cam's death for her speech but now I understand it all too well now that I've grown...this shit hits hard..
I would be angry too. It’s easy for people (in the comment section) to say that it’s other people’s fault for saying they don’t understand how a victim felt or didn’t want to be apart of it when you haven’t been put in that situation. I’ve been put in that situation and made that mistake. I almost like someone down but went back to them and tried to help. It’s a matter of trying to help but damn y’all act like y’all never messed up. People struggle daily. We all have suffered or will suffer from severe depression at least once in our lives. It will be short or for a long period of time. Some people feel as if it’s too much but that’s not our fault. They needed help and they couldn’t get it because their MIND was to blame. Not them. Not us. Their mind.
I just saw Maya try to commit suicide in the newer seasons It's almost weird seeing going back and seeing her views on suicide back then knowing she tried to do it in the newer seasons
I don’t think she really though that it was selfish though, I thinks she was just angry and in denial. A lot of times when someone is grieving, they get angry at the person who died even though it was not their fault.
why would you hate Maya because of this? when my brother killed himself I reacted in a similar way. there is a lot of anger and confusion in a situation like that and it is all justified. losing someone you love in such an abrupt way destroys you and sometimes all you can do is be angry even when everyone else expects you to do something else.
Chris Fields I always hated her because like when zoey got raped and shit went down maya had to make it all about maya matlin and how she is so. Straddling that her boyfriend didn't even kiss zoey they almonds kissed them later on zoey got raped but maya just erased the whole thing about her assault to her boyfriend not cheating that's why I hate maya
*This show, guys.* I haven't watched Degrassi in years. After Adam's death, I just shut it down. But it's moments like this that make me remember what a great show this was, and always will be. Props to the creator for piecing together such a project. I hope it got the A it deserves.
+Femke Clerckx Yes. I am sorry that you had to find out from me. (Further spoilers below, if you wish to find out the circumstances.) He was texting his girlfriend whilst driving on a dangerous curved road, in the middle of the night. I do not know why they wished to end the character in such an out of place way, but I believe the actress playing him was running out of contract time.
I had a friend do this in high school and my reaction was anger. I was so mad that he gave up. I was so mad he left and hurt everybody. This story is so relatable
It’s sad how after Cam died Maya lost herself because she really loved him and cared for him she was hurting and she was in pain from losing someone she loved
How did I go from watching Spinner punching Declan to this 😢. I was literally just starting the season with Cam and this ruined it for me. I stopped watching after Riley and Zane left and I should have trusted my instincts. I saw how sad and depressed Cam was from the beginning but I honestly didn’t think it’d get to this point. He was such a sweet kid.
I don’t care if their sorry the hockey team is the reason he did it it’s a lot of ppls fault. It just disgusts me how they treated him so badly and they could tell he was hurt. Poor thing. I wanna cry.
I have anxiety and one time I was just so upset. I sat on the couch and was holding it in watching something funny like on Cartoon Network and my family wanted to leave and I said I would stay home cause they were just going for McDonald's which I don't like that much. They left and I just let it all out and cried until the walls shook and then I stopped. I felt terrible and wanted to die. I wen too the bathroom and removed my makeup and washed my face then I put new makeup on. Wen they got home I was fine. Sad but fine.
yes i do know my aunt committed suicide because i guess she hated life she wrote a letter but i guess they didnt want us to see so yeah it does hurt to lose someone over thoughts of suicide but it do gets better in my opinion but if your listning pray for us please and thank if you are listening to me thanks again.
Luis Torres Eli looked down at the ground, if he hung himself, wouldn't Eli be looking up or at least a little higher from where he actually was looking?
He probably slit his wrists. Or throat. Remember, after this Eli was having nightmares about pools of red paint or something. There was probably a lot of blood at the scene.
I remember the this was the first episode I saw of degrassi a couple of years ago and I always think about it to this day. After that I watched some clips. Now for the first time I’m watching the series from the beginning
Weird connection but it’s ironic how Dallas blames himself for cam’s suicide yet after this they’re both on the show “wingin it” and Dallas’s actor plays Cam’s actors guardian angel 😯
Sorry but I disagree. The whole point of this episode and Cam’s story was to show that nobody is to blame for a tragedy like this because it wasn’t anybody’s fault. Cam was sick and he needed professional helped long before he met Zig or Maya. If not Zig’s comment something else would’ve triggered him so he’s not to blame either. I’m Not saying what Zig said was right or called for but Nobody knew how sick Cam was because he didn’t talk to anyone and it was too late when they realized what he was going through. No one is the villain in this type of situation, they’re all just kids going through some really dark things that no one truly understand. It’s bigger than all of us and no one should go through that alone. That’s all the show was trying to portrayed I believe :)
"Say it's our fault. Say we failed him, you and me." "You should’ve done something!" :'(
Damn. Powerful scene.
To think we used to want to rip Dallas' guts out. Freakin' hated him. I quit Degrassi sometime before this scene, and was shocked here. Some good acting right here.
7BlackSheep I know. I didn't like Dallas at first. I stopped watching after this scene... his death really hurt me. Everything was different and it just all changed.
I stopped watching way before this. XD After Adam died, it was like a kick to the balls. Adam was more than just a character, he was an inspiration. I lost all interest in this show, and resented it for such a poor plot choice. After some curiosity, I began to check out some Degrassi clips, which jogged my memory. I might try watching again.
7BlackSheep Where can i watch it?
Hit it Fergie. Ayeeee you found my comment again 😂
Man, making Eli be the one who finds his body is brutal. Eli's experienced enough death as it is.
Yup and to see how depressed Eli was after it and then watching him breakdown in Simpson's office saying that the body could've been him hit me so hard. You can tell he was literally traumatized after finding Cam
@@luistorres513 what episode did he break down in.
They didn't even know each other.😔
Just like how in the next class Esme was the one who found Maya, Esme already had issues and that was just the icing on top
Exactly losing the baby then that
Guys don't hate her , I think she feels sad and angry that he left her alone . she is just having a hard time expressing her sadness. People grieve different ways .
Badu Boolin . I agree she was hurting over his death and Cam could Cam and talk to her but he didn't how was she supposed to feel?.
exactly. and i think they were really trying to show that different people grieve differently.
I still hate her. That was not the attitude you give to someone who was going through something bad enough to take their own lives!😡😡😡😡
@@cameronhall3148 People like you need to realize that humans and the way that they express their emotions are different from each other. This isn't about how you think she 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 reacted. This is simply about 𝘩𝘰𝘸 they reacted. This episode is literally about this conversation, so you can be mad or offended by it, or you can realize that and grow as a person.
@@cameronhall3148 imagine lacking so much empathy for others that you hate someone for not knowing the right way to react to the death of their first boyfriend at the age of FOURTEEN, and being hurt and angry at him for what he did. Anger is one of the stages of grief. If you paid even the slightest bit of attention to the episodes and knew even a little bit about grief and the stages of it, you would realize Maya was going through the stages of grief and shouldn't be hated or chastised for it. She started with denial (not believing Snake when she learned he had died, saying she just saw him last night and that he couldn't be dead), then anger (what she said at the vigil, how she reacted later saying she hated him for leaving her without even saying goodbye), depression (feeling like she can never be happy again after what he did) and later on, acceptance. She was grieving. She was hurt, angry, and confused. The show had her react that way not only to show the stages of grief but also to show that everyone grieves differently and in different orders of stages. Hating her for grieving is just horrendous, really. You need to do some extensive studying on the stages of grief because you clearly don't understand it at all.
are we forgetting that Maya is a kid she's 14 and her first bf killed himself. How is she supposed to know what to do or how to feel. Give her a break
Tad Strange Ya
Maya Matlin is also right in saying that students shouldn't blame themselves when their peers take a cowardly way out in ending their lives when facing one dark cloud after another, as opposed to being courageous, finding a way to solve their problems, turn their negatives into positives, survive, and live to be successful.
At the end of the say, the students at Degrassi Community School didn't fail Cam Saunders, Cam Saunders failed himself.
Tad Strange she tried to kill her self in degrassi next class
Tad Strange ok ok first of all she is 14 why is she even dating like da fuck second off she said dont blame yourselfs about his suicide which is true h should never fucking blame yourself or others but then I'm degrassi next class she sorta kinda blames herself when she was in the dark and did not know how to get out
+kaitlynn costello 14 isn't really young at all that's a teenager I mean might as well start young because going through heart break at a young age makes you stronger for the next one I mean no one is too young to feel hurt it heart broken its not about your age sometimes it's about your mental age
Can we all take a second to appreciate the character, Dallas' acting? It was flawless. Without his scene, the episode wouldn't have been as hard-hitting as it was.
Honestly, he is one of the best actors ever to grace the Degrassi screen.
Chareese Vandyke i love him!!! so underrated
Dudebro13454 Bro your smoking
Dudebro13454 Bro out of your mind
i think the best actor was jake epstien (craig). he had so many dramatic and powerful scenes and he was able to portray such a wide range of feelings.
Reese Vandyke right! Him, Eli, & Craig were the best!!! Hands down!
yo, I dont even watch this show and it hit me with the feels
that's the best thing about Degrassi
Ik after I was like "Damn, I don't even watch that show and this makes me sad"
I used to watch it with my sister and I remember one guy getting stabbed by a car and someone found him, but he died. I don't remember the name tho.
+Maegan Stephens his name was jt
+Brontay Brazzle haha thanks I didn't really remember I was like 8 lmao
"I'm so messed up I thought about jumping."
That's where I started crying…
It still baffles me to know that Maya literally had no idea this was coming. They went from having a perfectly normal and happy sleepover, waking up to him sending her a cute good morning message video and then later going to meet him outside of the school only to get a random breakup text and find out he died the next day. No one ever really gets over something like that
It all makes her reaction much more understandable. Anger and denial are already understandable and two stages of grief but the context of what happened directly before she lost him really makes it more understandable why she was in denial and got so angry at him for what he did.
She saw it as a breakup text but it actually wasn’t he said something like “Sorry I’m not coming, it’s over”, Maya took “it’s over” as their relationship being over but he actually meant his life🤷♂️🤷♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️
The principle understands better than anyone, as he was the one to discover Claude's body in the original series.
TaylorLynn donuts_deadlifts_daddyissues yes he even told Eli that he found his classmate dead in boys washroom so him & Eli have something in common
Degrassi as a whole is really the story of Snake if we keep it a buck
Honz Kruger Snake is the biggest character of degrassi
Snake experienced everything at this point in the series. A school full of drama and despair.
Maya seemed to make him happier
I don't understand that someone has to die, for people to see what a good person he was or what they did wrong
SweetDevil675 Same
Because we people are stupid, we don’t see what wrong until it too late, until we already had screwed it all
Because it’s degrassi
I think that’s why they showed it here, so that in real life we can recognize the signs and not make those fatal mistakes.
His love for maya kept him going, but hearing that he should stay out of her life for her happiness sake by someone brought him over the edge.
This scene really shows why Maya freaked out when Miles blocked her on FaceRange, and she started having a panic attack and threw the computer because she didn’t know what to expect. The last time her boyfriend disappeared he died, and she thought Miles was gonna do the same thing.
That you should have done something you did nothing was wrong and powerful wow the actor is amazing I think I've seen them in The latest buzz also the actor who played Cam was also in that show
cAM SAUNDERS THE ACTOR WHO PLAYED HIM IS DYLAN EVERETT AND DYLAN EVERETT PLAYED YOUNG DEAN WINCHESTER ON SUPERNATURAL AND IM DYING RN
I screamed when I first saw him on spn
And Teddy on Open Heart
+Degrassi:TNG2015 Yass
you're fucking right omg I knew he look familiar omg😂😂
Ruby Zach AYYYEEE SPNfamily I see you.
I was always so confused on degrassi next class when she said her boyfriend killed him self there now I get it.
Tamia Allen wich season is this
Creepermoon05 12
don’t watch degrassi next class if you don’t watch the original show first cuz you’re not gonna understand anything 🤦🏻♀️
sameeee. i’ve never seen degrassi next generation but i watched next class and she was talking abt hit her bf killed himself and now i get it lmao
@@idkwhattosayhere01 lol not true. i watched next class first and i understood pretty much everything
Dallas breaks my heart
I think he’s death hit everyone who was watching really hard because in some way it’s relatable. he was depressed and tried to help himself but he couldn’t. It’s something almost everyone will go through (not a suicidal) but the feeling that there’s no hope.
Maya had the part of denial and anger at herself for what he did because she couldn't except the fact that he's gone because she loved him and he was her first boyfriend and she was his first. This is honestly how it works. we all go through this at one point and these are honestly the different ways people deal with this issue. so please stop calling maya a bitch. because some of you would act the same way as her.
Not really relatable but this is exactly how I felt when my dad passed away I was 14 he was 37… death to this day still traumatizes me…
Idc what you say when I saw this I thought maya was heartless and alll about herself and this is when I first watched this show.
SHE was the one who pushed him away. That’s her fault too.
There are 5 stages of grief 1) Denial, 2) Anger, 3) Barggening, 4) Depression, 5) Acceptance. There is no order in which way you go through these five steps and everybody's journey is different. You may not understand why someone grieves the way they do but judging them and making assumptions about how they feel isn't ok because everyone deals with it differently. Mia is a prime example of this, thought you may not have liked what she said or did it was just her coming to terms with the death of her boyfriend through her own grief journey.
Rest In Peace Campbell Saunders, one of the best characters in Degrassi TV history.
A Few months ago , I lost one of my greatest friends to suicide. It was the hardest thing I have ever gone through. Waking up blaming myself. And going to sleep blaming myself. I should have seen it. I should have stopped it. I could have been a better friend, I could have made it so he absolutely knew that I was there for him. That he was loved. I was blaming myself and I was always sad. I had depression before it happened, but it got worse. I would notice that people got over it in a matter of minutes and I didn't understand why. How could they not blame themselves? How could they let it go? But then I realized, my friend was sick. I really really wish he could have gotton help, but it was too late. I had no idea what was going on inside his head and he thought suicide was the only way out. The grief has never stopped. If you ever feel suicidal. Please get help. I know that's a common thing to say but you don't know how important it is. The world would NOT be a better place without you. Stay strong.
preach✊✊👊👊
Maddie M me too😪😔
Maddie M I'm sorry for your loss and you shouldn't blame yourself ❤❤❤💟
3:22 - 3:48 Damn.
Shay K yeah that extremely deep too I thought the same thing too.
Man after Emmas generation phased out I don't know what happened to this show
@Last Drop Falls Emma was already pretty her first seasons its the new kids maya miles cam who looked odd lol
Seasons 10-12 were really good. This was the last best season and had the best feeling to it with loads of drama and entertainment. After this I'm not so sure what happened to the show. 13 and 14 are decent seasons and have their good moments but they don't have that Degrassi feeling the other seasons had.
@@LuisTorres-vn1ev with elli and Clare yes it was bc elli and Clare were the best I would skip episodes sometimes to go when they got back together
It got way better. The storylines had more depth and detail; like Jenna being a teen mom. In tng with a storyline like that the most we saw was manny having an abortion
"WHY DIDNT YOU DO SOMETHING YOU SHOULDVE DONE SOMETHING YOU DID NOTHING!!!"
All of you people have no idea what it feels like to be in love with somebody who has killed themselves. It's not fun. It fucking hurts and it feels like everything is broken. It makes you so angry because you know that if you changed one thing or said one word, maybe they'd still be here. But he's not. He's dead and he didn't call me. He didn't tell me how sad or upset he was. He put all the weight on his shoulders when I would've taken some for him. He was so loved but he didn't see that and it makes you so mad. It's not fair. They take the pain that they had and they get to leave but you're left to deal with it. It sucks. This is the episode when I realized how much I had in common with Maya. Having the person you love more than anybody in the world kill themselves is the worst thing imaginable. I was angry too. I was so pissed at him too. I still haven't moved on and I can't even imagine moving on.
I praise you. I'm so sorry
+Stefani Johnson I'm still in shock from my school last year a girl sophomore killed herself she was bullied etc... my mom told me I was a senior last year everyone had been told through an email by a principle and we had an assembly about bullying last year and I cried my eyes out because it didn't feel real not at my school so it sucks and every thing even though i didn''t know her personally i cried all day on the inside and didn't talk for the rest of the day, and the sophomore class made a banner and a proper grave for her.
sorry for your lost
I see you everywhere
I know what its like and your right it hurts
I almost killed myself yesterday.I was crying so bad and I toke pills,and I cut the deepest I've ever cut.When I started to feel numb,I realized I didn't want to die.I called for help and now,I'm gonna get help.My mom was crying at my cuts,and it broke my heart.I can't leave.After watching this,I don't feel like I can.
please don't. there are people out there who care about you and that wouldn't dream of having you of this earth. stay strong babe
janet terrance Im late,But please stay strong
janet Terrance I'm so sorry I understand how you feel I don't know you but I care about you and I know there are plenty of people that would feel helpless if you left this world I hope you've gotten better ♥♥ and I hope you're actually getting help it's a good thing you are ❤❤❤❤
Plz DONT
why are you so mean? people like you are the reason im tired of being alive. congratulations on adding more bullshit to peoples lives.
This brought me to tears. I lost a good classmate to suicide as well, and the reactions in this clip are all very true and real. It hurts not having them with us.
I honestly see this affected them but they never talked about him after this...
Yeah they did. They mentioned Cam a lot after this but it wouldn't make sense to continuously mention him in every single episode. Eventually, they would have to start moving on because life goes on. But Maya does mention him a lot. She mentions him in season 13 and then in season 14 she has nightmares/PTSD about what happened to him and then in the Netflix seasons of Degrassi, she tells a student about her ex boyfriend killing himself.
I remember back in 2013 I was on the brink of sadness and depression and all the bullying and pain in my life was building up and watching this episode and show made it hard to keep pushing and I remember sitting in my tech class and writing a suicide letter formed to look like a poem and then when it was read people coming to my rescue and realizing I may have this pain for a long time but I can keep going knowing others will be happy, I thank god for giving me the strength to make it to 2022
Snake found Claude who killed himself in the original degrassi so if anyone understands, it’s him.
Miss.Phoenixx yes he even told Eli that he found his classmate dead in boys washroom so him & Eli have something in common
Last Drop Falls ruclips.net/video/8Bu1MVi8X_M/видео.html there ya go 🙂
ironic zig calls cam a psycho, but then maya starts seeing zig, then, maya gets into a bus crash, and tries to commit suicide :(
Everytime I watch this episode it reflects me on my senior year how the day it was a silent one we'll never forget how a sophomore killed herself, and everyone got silent, we had an assembly about it and i'm still in shock today it didn't feel real nobody said anything about it she didn't come for help her
You know what’s ironic is how this maya was saying that cam killing himself wasn’t right but in season 3 on Netflix she suffered from depression and almost killed herself.
This episode got me all jokes aside, I cried pretty hard
Ashnadine wich Season is this???
Creepermoon05 Season 12 episode 32
"all jokes aside" what jokes? I didnt see anyone in the comments making any 🤔
Same 😮
Both of my grandfather's committed suicide. My mom actually walked in and saw her father hanging in the kitchen when she was one 14 years old. The one thing she has always told me is that you can't help anybody who is truly suicidal. Yes, sometimes being there can make somebody think twice, but, it is nobody's fault for somebody committing suicide. If they have made up their mind, they will do it and that's why I liked Maya's speech. He made a choice, and no one should feel guilty or feel as though it was their fault or that they could have done anything to prevent it. That's why I especially didn't like how Dallas reacted to Ali.
I was only 13 years old at the time when these episodes aired for the first time on TV and I always hated Maya for how she reacted to Cam's death. I am now 21 today (turning 22 this year) and I now know and understand why she reacted the way that she did. I never experienced losing someone I loved to suicide before but Maya's reaction makes so much sense and It's extremely heartbreaking to watch and then seeing what happens to her as well in season 3 of Next Class.
She’s right. He chose to give up instead of fighting for a brighter future. He never made any attempt to reach out for help or to try sticking through with maya. He thinks low of her because he thinks low of himself
This so SO well done. I really hope you got a good grade on this project, the editing is phenomenal!
Well done! Xx
I remember when i was really young i watched that show and at the time i didn’t really know what happened but i cried and now im older and i understand and im crying so much this is so sad 🥺
I love Degrassi. This makes me so heartbroken I can't even handle it😭😭😭💔💔
does anyone else realize that this is all Zig's fault?
@@nedrostram2360 zig bullying Cam is to blame
Lia Bibbo facts
Lia Bibbo it definitely pushed him over the edge, but there were other factors at play.
鋭い名前 I thought that at first too but now that I’m not 12 years old I realize that it’s nobody’s fault. He was drowning from the minute his character aired. Before he even met maya, zig, Tristan, etc. he was depressed about a LOT of things. Maya called him crazy, then zig basically reminded him that he was crazy by calling him a psycho, and that was his last straw. He was sick mentally so little things like that that normal people can just brush off, made him feel like he could never see happiness again. He felt like he was broken. THAT is why he did it. It was nobody’s fault but his own mind. Rest In Peace, Cam. 5 years and some change later and it still feels like yesterday.
At first I thought that but even though I am eleven I know that he killed himself because he was depressed .He was depressed before he even met anybody its not anyone fault he was sad people justed kept reminding him that he was sad and he couldnt take it anymore he killed himself
This show will forever be my favorite. Because it has so much REAL shit that happens. This is my favorite part of this show along with Adams death even though his death killed me
I disagree wholeheartedly with this notion that because someone commits suicide that he or she ," is a coward". People don't seem to understand what a suicidal person is thinking or what he or she may be feeling, that doesn't make them a coward that means they're sick & in need of help. Look suicide is a complex thing but it's no one's fault when it does happen it's something that I believe needs to be looked into way more than what's been given out as far as information about it. At the end of the day mental health is incredibly important so remember to always check in on family, friends, or loved ones you never know how they're feeling each day 🙏.
Thank you for being empathetic
I don't understand why everyone started hating Maya she was upset and hurt becuase Hee boyfriend died and she felt so helpless after finding out he was dead. But she'd did not show her sadness, grive, or helplessness all she held all of all of her emotions in until the breaking point. I would have done the same thing so I guess I'm a " bitch " to huh?
apparently you are a.bitch
your boyfriend dies and the only thing you can think to do is talk shit about him.
why the fuck would he "fight for you", you clearly have no respect or affinity for him.
if he was still alive he would have dumped her egomaniac ass anyway
+losgryfog she isn't a bitch. If you watched the video a woman said people have different ways of dealing with a death. From Sadness, anger, guilt, some are emotionless and don't know what to feel about it. I was all 4 of them when my aunt passed away 4 years ago.
You really don't understand how much people handle grief.
She was mad, she was breaking apart inside and she was young. It's how I was when someone I loved left this world.
Yes
thank you thank you
I didn't like Mya after this scene but then I realized what she was going through and why she tried to kill herself after the bus crash
This has actually helped me a lot this video i battle depression bad And it actually helped me make the decision that I should take my life and it helped show me the way thank u 🙏
How are you doing now?
later on in the season maya breaks down and while she’s crying hysterically she says cam just left her without even saying goodbye watching this now I understand 100% why she’s acting how she is in this clip
Chloe Kennedy wich season is this??
This reminds me of when i was a senior last year in high school, everyone was in the gym for an assembly but before the day of the day I've found out when this girl committed suicide, I found out from my mom and cried
As someone who struggled with depression my whole life, fought post-partum psychosis and still coming back from post-partum depression.. Maya is right to be angry. He should have fought harder. Honestly the only thing that kept me from doing it was knowing that if I did, my kids would never forgive me for it. I couldn’t die with that.
The "he should have fought harder" really makes me question your comment.
You have your kids to live for. That's completely different
Bitch wtf is wrong with you, I dont believe you ever had post partum because how tf you say that someone with depression shouldve fought harder to stay alive when the reason your dumbass is still alive is cause of someone else. Bitch you aint fight harder either, you just wouldve felt guilty for leaving them here talking about "my kids would never forgive me, I couldnt die with that" that sounds selfish asf, all I heard was me me me, how about staying here cause you brought them into this world when they didnt ask to be here, the same world you wanted to leave at one point
We’re talking about a kid here ease down.
Maya was the only one he had and when Zig said to him to stay out of her life, that hit hard. He was depressed. He can’t just “try harder”
They they use the same maya character for the new class season ?
Juanny Audelo yes
Yeah? The characters all stay the same lol
3:24 poor Aliy she did try to help him that screamed at her hurt so bad she didnt need that
Yeah but he didn't know,he was very hurt at that moment, he didnt wanna hurt her,trust me
He was dealing with a loss
Guys she's 14, this was her first boyfriend, and she dosent understand.
When I was 18, my first boyfriend committed suicide. It was a very different situation; he was manipulative and abusive, having threatened suicide from day 1 of our relationship, he threatened to do so if I didn't allow him to get me pregnant. My son is 5 now, about to go into kindergarten. If I even attempted to ask or suggest him getting help, he'd scream at me, call me horrible names, told me if I called someone he'd just fake his way out of the hospital they'd put him in and then end his life the second he got out. I was scared and didn't know what to do, but my son changed me and gave me the courage to leave him, no matter what happened. Two hours later he shot himself in the head in my driveway. Anyways, Maya's behavior aka her anger, and her speech, really hit home, made me cry. I went through all the phases, and there was numbness, anger, indifference, periods of absolutely uncontrollable sobbing, blaming others and screaming at them, blaming myself, etc. I feel like I've said things almost word for word that Maya said in that speech.
As someone who used to be extremely depressed and suicidal engaging in self harm, feeling lonely choosing to be lonely because I get misunderstood or that everything was my fault. Practically being tormented, I can admit that (and let me be clear many will disagree because they refuse to see the situation outside of themselves) sometimes people who are going through such darkness tend to be toxic and selfish. And because the people around them care they make them feel like a victim which only fuels the torment even more when truthfully I can honestly say I had to stop pitying myself at some point because it took one moment to have my little sister see me attempt to hurt myself to think about what my actions will do to others. It was a long and hard fight I was finally set free, all thanks to Jesus Christ (I really wanted to be set free and He helped me) but now years later with an open mind I think back on how even though I love my friends and family so much most of my actions even though at the time I didn’t think so were toxic and very selfish. I would pick at a friend which I thought were just jokes forgetting that I was bullied. I defended her against anybody else but who was around to check me when I went to far, now we no longer speak. And I didn’t think it was a big deal until you think back I thought it was just me having fun on a good day when really I was taking out my insecurities my anxiety my depression my self hatred out on her and my other loved ones. Depression/suicide is simply the mind being torment and it comes by most of the time, trauma. It’s literally a demon. The devil hates us because we can be redeemed so he will try to influence someone to self destruct and even destroy those around them. So where it’s not an excuse to ever mistreat those around you or to choose to kill yourself (because let’s face it life is hard you make mistake but choosing death prohibits any chance of changing and seeing what hope may bring), I just want to point out another perspective for those either effected by a loved one dealing with depression or have dealt with it, that maya’s feelings were completely understandable. You were right to move on, you at least still loved them (as we should love those even that try to hurt us) and while you were patient it is fine to do what you have to to take care of you and yours. Just if someone is toxic but battling the spirit of depression please talk with them even if at a distance and pray for them. Let them know God loves them and there is joy waiting beyond those circumstances they can’t see past or refuse to let go of.
So I do feel bad for what you went through. I am glad you and your son are doing great and I hope y’all continue to do well in life. ❤️
Damn this made me realize how much I miss watching Degrassi
This is so heartbreaking to watch!
Watching this always hurts. I wonder what it could have been like if Cam never died, maybe him and Maya would be one of those couples that were dramatic but stayed together and got better in the long run. Like Eli and Clare. I’ll always love these two together.
you can hear n the pain in dallas’ voice n it kills me bc i did that same thing said that same thing sounded the same way when my stepdad and my brother did it..
Why did I watch this I don't even know this show and it's making me cry so much because I can relate to most of the comments, I wish I wasn't in this world but read ping some of the comments makes me want to cry and it's been changing my mind a lot, sorry for all of your losses to everyone who's lost someone, I know what it feels like, and it seems like people I know are just disappearing week by week I've lost to many....
So sad he suffered so much and the reaction💔
Dallas and Zig we're the most guilt ridden from this. Dallas for being to hard on Cam and Zig for throwing it in his face.
I CRIED WHEN I WATCHED BITTER SWEET SYMPHONY I CRIED REAL HARD
When Dallas was yelling at Alli, I knew he wasn't really talking to her. He was really talking to himself because of the pain and regret for treating Cam the way he did.
Right because suicide Is always the victims fault for not being strong enough 😒
Finally someone speaking the truth!
This bitch is so annyoing "hE bRoKe uP wiTh mE bY kIllInG hImSeLf! I hAtE HiM! I HaTe hIm!"
What a self centered bitch!
She wasn't tho
People grieve differently
@@lad7436 its not being self centered she was angry, in denial that he was dead, and confused. She was literally just with him the night before he committed suicide. Her reaction was justified
@@lad7436 uhm are you okay? Not everyone deals with suicide the same way. Maya was in love with him and she felt hurt that she couldn’t do anything to help him. It’s not about being self centered. And another thing, she was in denial of the fact that he was gone.
This mirrors Claude’s death in so many ways.
This was the episode that made me like Dallas 😭
I remember watching this episode years ago and I was so fuckin mad at Maya for acting like an 'asshole' toward Cam's death for her speech but now I understand it all too well now that I've grown...this shit hits hard..
I would be angry too. It’s easy for people (in the comment section) to say that it’s other people’s fault for saying they don’t understand how a victim felt or didn’t want to be apart of it when you haven’t been put in that situation. I’ve been put in that situation and made that mistake. I almost like someone down but went back to them and tried to help. It’s a matter of trying to help but damn y’all act like y’all never messed up. People struggle daily. We all have suffered or will suffer from severe depression at least once in our lives. It will be short or for a long period of time. Some people feel as if it’s too much but that’s not our fault. They needed help and they couldn’t get it because their MIND was to blame. Not them. Not us. Their mind.
I just saw Maya try to commit suicide in the newer seasons It's almost weird seeing going back and seeing her views on suicide back then knowing she tried to do it in the newer seasons
I don’t think she really though that it was selfish though, I thinks she was just angry and in denial. A lot of times when someone is grieving, they get angry at the person who died even though it was not their fault.
This is just like Claude committing suicide way back then in the early 90s
ROMESPEANA The only difference was Claude was disliked & didn’t have enough screen time to redeem himself.
@@KissChanel there were people who liked him and he did it bc he was so mad at the society
artistic persona only that chunky girl that spazzed out at the talent show 😂
@@KissChanel is something wrong with her for liking him?
@@notwerkinginthishouse8634 oh brother, BYE!
AKA the most depressing scene in Degrassi.
Lol, this is the episode where I started HATING Maya.
She's angry it's understandable when someone you love dies especially in this way
Chris Fields People react differently and her way of reacting was being angry
why would you hate Maya because of this? when my brother killed himself I reacted in a similar way. there is a lot of anger and confusion in a situation like that and it is all justified. losing someone you love in such an abrupt way destroys you and sometimes all you can do is be angry even when everyone else expects you to do something else.
Chris Fields I always hated her because like when zoey got raped and shit went down maya had to make it all about maya matlin and how she is so. Straddling that her boyfriend didn't even kiss zoey they almonds kissed them later on zoey got raped but maya just erased the whole thing about her assault to her boyfriend not cheating that's why I hate maya
She didn't know at the time that Zoey was assaulted.
Dylan Everett a.k.a. Cam was one of my favourite characters on the show and another show I’m sure us Canadians well remember called Wingin’ it.
*This show, guys.* I haven't watched Degrassi in years. After Adam's death, I just shut it down.
But it's moments like this that make me remember what a great show this was, and always will be. Props to the creator for piecing together such a project. I hope it got the A it deserves.
ADAM DIES??????
+Femke Clerckx Yes. I am sorry that you had to find out from me.
(Further spoilers below, if you wish to find out the circumstances.)
He was texting his girlfriend whilst driving on a dangerous curved road, in the middle of the night. I do not know why they wished to end the character in such an out of place way, but I believe the actress playing him was running out of contract time.
KindredKeepsake 😭😭😭😭
I can't stop crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😫😭😭😭😭😭
💔I will miss u cam 😢😭😭😭😭😭😔😭😭😭
I had a friend do this in high school and my reaction was anger. I was so mad that he gave up. I was so mad he left and hurt everybody. This story is so relatable
I miss cam so much😭😭😭😢😢
Loved all the different reactions of the characters.
It’s sad how after Cam died Maya lost herself because she really loved him and cared for him she was hurting and she was in pain from losing someone she loved
Damn was this show so real… really hope a reboot happens.
No one understands our pain.
This made me cry. Why wouldn't this make anyone cry, but some people might not, some people might.
I was 13 when I first saw this episode and it messed me up bruh
This just made me cry my eyes out...amazing
Okay Baby Calisto...I will never cry.
At least Dallas is taking responsibility cause he helped push Cam over the edge.
"WHY DID YOU DO SOMETHING YOU DID NOTHING!!!!!!!!"
How did I go from watching Spinner punching Declan to this 😢. I was literally just starting the season with Cam and this ruined it for me. I stopped watching after Riley and Zane left and I should have trusted my instincts. I saw how sad and depressed Cam was from the beginning but I honestly didn’t think it’d get to this point. He was such a sweet kid.
I don’t care if their sorry the hockey team is the reason he did it it’s a lot of ppls fault. It just disgusts me how they treated him so badly and they could tell he was hurt. Poor thing. I wanna cry.
Cam felt like a outsider
I have anxiety and one time I was just so upset. I sat on the couch and was holding it in watching something funny like on Cartoon Network and my family wanted to leave and I said I would stay home cause they were just going for McDonald's which I don't like that much. They left and I just let it all out and cried until the walls shook and then I stopped. I felt terrible and wanted to die. I wen too the bathroom and removed my makeup and washed my face then I put new makeup on. Wen they got home I was fine. Sad but fine.
And that ,ladies and gentlemen is when Maya got messed up.
This will forever make me cry
yes i do know my aunt committed suicide because i guess she hated life she wrote a letter but i guess they didnt want us to see so yeah it does hurt to lose someone over thoughts of suicide but it do gets better in my opinion but if your listning pray for us please and thank if you are listening to me thanks again.
this may sound morbid but how did he do it?
Darkandscary idk either
he hunged himself.
Luis Torres Eli looked down at the ground, if he hung himself, wouldn't Eli be looking up or at least a little higher from where he actually was looking?
Darkandscary That's what I was wondering?
He probably slit his wrists. Or throat. Remember, after this Eli was having nightmares about pools of red paint or something. There was probably a lot of blood at the scene.
I thought about...."it" once but idle seeing my family.friends ...like this.I can't
I remember the this was the first episode I saw of degrassi a couple of years ago and I always think about it to this day. After that I watched some clips. Now for the first time I’m watching the series from the beginning
Suicide is incredibly selfish. In the moment. But then everyone else that you left behind is left to blame themselves.
I broke down crying. watching this.
Weird connection but it’s ironic how Dallas blames himself for cam’s suicide yet after this they’re both on the show “wingin it” and Dallas’s actor plays Cam’s actors guardian angel 😯
God it makes me hate the hockey team so much. It doesn’t make it any better that the members continue to get themselves into bad situations like Luke.
I've said this before and I still stand by it. Zig is part of the reason he did it. And I hated him for what he said
Sorry but I disagree. The whole point of this episode and Cam’s story was to show that nobody is to blame for a tragedy like this because it wasn’t anybody’s fault. Cam was sick and he needed professional helped long before he met Zig or Maya. If not Zig’s comment something else would’ve triggered him so he’s not to blame either. I’m Not saying what Zig said was right or called for but Nobody knew how sick Cam was because he didn’t talk to anyone and it was too late when they realized what he was going through. No one is the villain in this type of situation, they’re all just kids going through some really dark things that no one truly understand. It’s bigger than all of us and no one should go through that alone. That’s all the show was trying to portrayed I believe :)