cartia!! your weekly vlogs have honestly been the highlight of my week - thank you so much for taking us along with you !! love you so incredibly much.
these last 2 vlogs !🥹 ive been here since 2015 and you had such a huge impact on me growing up so now im 24 im just so in awe of you still, seriously thanks 4 everything
yes!!! this content is really resonating - the chat about grief and also being in a season of being 'selfish' is soooo relatable. the authenticity and vulnerability takes so much courage but is truly the best to connect. sending love and light xxx
Wow, sitting here in tears whilst you talk about grief. My dad passed August last year and our relationship sounded extremely similar to how you have just described yours with your dad. I struggle to articulate my grief to anyone because of this reason, i'm grieving the unanswered questions, the conversations i was never brave enough to have with him. I don't quite know how to process any of the above or come to terms with the fact questions will never be answered and wasted time over the years of not talking or the relationship being complicated will never be able to be regained. It's almost double barrelled grief of losing someone but also grieving the what if's and the why's. So the easiest thing to do is ignore that he's gone. It almost feels like we've just not spoken in a while - it's difficult to explain. Grief is so confusing and makes you feel like you're going a little crazy sometimes or not normal for how your brain automatically chooses to cope with an intense loss. Thank you for making me feel a little more normal and heard. Sending love and hugs at a particularly difficult time of the year for you. x
It feels like you just stepped into my brain the way you articulated all of that😢❤ sending so much love, it’s nice to also feel someone else understands and resonates. I’m so sorry for your loss my love- we will get through it xxxx
I feel as though your coming home to yourself. Despite you saying you’ve been having a rough time lately, you seem to be glowing and thriving. Maybe all the turbulence in your life lately has blown you back on the path your meant to be on 🌺
the same thing happens to my piercings too! I've had my rook pierced for 7+ years and it got super infected randomly last year 🙃🤣 love the vibes of this vlog! 💌
cartia, i have watched you since I was 13 years old i am now 22 and had no idea your dad passed away 3 years ago. mine also passed 3 years ago. your content has always been such a comfort space for me, but i never knew we related on such a difficult thing. sending you lots of love🩷
"It's okay, it happened a long time ago." "Yeah, I don't think that matters." This quote from the movie all of us strangers i often go back to. My mom passed away 5 years ago but it still feels the same, it’s just different kind of love that remains, and I think with them passing away, they have never been closer to us then before ❤️ you are so strong, keep on doing what you’re doing, your dad would have been so proud for sure
cartia!! your weekly vlogs have honestly been the highlight of my week - thank you so much for taking us along with you !! love you so incredibly much.
stoppppp this makes me so sos sosoo happy. love you x
these last 2 vlogs !🥹 ive been here since 2015 and you had such a huge impact on me growing up so now im 24 im just so in awe of you still, seriously thanks 4 everything
stoppppp!!!! this makes me so so happy
yes!!! this content is really resonating - the chat about grief and also being in a season of being 'selfish' is soooo relatable. the authenticity and vulnerability takes so much courage but is truly the best to connect. sending love and light xxx
ah thankyou so so so much
you’re healing process is so inspirational ❤❤❤ love supporting you!! always!
@@Sochwithaboat Thankyou so much!🩷🩷🩷
she’s back again!! love it cartia 🤍
@@catc8807 hehehehe and so happy to be back !!!! Xxx
loving the weekly vlogs - feeling absolutely spoilt 🥹
@@lucyvalentini330 BLESSSS!!!!! Xxx
How are you so creative!! like you’re just so original ,you’re iconic honesty ❤❤
@@astridstuart3340 awwww thankyou xxx
Wow, sitting here in tears whilst you talk about grief. My dad passed August last year and our relationship sounded extremely similar to how you have just described yours with your dad. I struggle to articulate my grief to anyone because of this reason, i'm grieving the unanswered questions, the conversations i was never brave enough to have with him. I don't quite know how to process any of the above or come to terms with the fact questions will never be answered and wasted time over the years of not talking or the relationship being complicated will never be able to be regained. It's almost double barrelled grief of losing someone but also grieving the what if's and the why's. So the easiest thing to do is ignore that he's gone. It almost feels like we've just not spoken in a while - it's difficult to explain. Grief is so confusing and makes you feel like you're going a little crazy sometimes or not normal for how your brain automatically chooses to cope with an intense loss. Thank you for making me feel a little more normal and heard. Sending love and hugs at a particularly difficult time of the year for you. x
It feels like you just stepped into my brain the way you articulated all of that😢❤ sending so much love, it’s nice to also feel someone else understands and resonates. I’m so sorry for your loss my love- we will get through it xxxx
YES to the selfish era!!
yesssss let's go !!!!
looveed and needed this
blessss
I feel as though your coming home to yourself. Despite you saying you’ve been having a rough time lately, you seem to be glowing and thriving. Maybe all the turbulence in your life lately has blown you back on the path your meant to be on 🌺
@@Deejay-v4i I feel this 10000000% - I think I needed it as a huge reset x
11:53 🤭 the picture on your phone love that for yooou❤❤❤ love your vlogs! So cozyyy
Hehehehhee much love xxx
Great vlog Cartia! Always love watching you :)
@@LateNightDreamer Thankyou so much 🩷
When listening to you talking with such wisdom, I just thought that if you one day want to be a mom, you're gonna be an amazing one !
Don’t this makes me wanna cry 😭🥺 I can’t wait to be a mum x
o my goodness, another viddddiiiii, bless you
@@Alexandra-ok4ko she’s well and truly back hehehee
3 videos in 2 weeks!? What a treat :)
WOOOO!!!
13:45 made me laugh so hard. happy to have you back hehe
Hehehehehe❤❤❤❤
loooove your vlogs💞💞💞
@@JessicaRodriguez-dt7sz Thankyou my sweet !!!🩷🩷🩷🩷
big love cartia 💓 love the tattoo made me go 🥺🥺
Blesssss love to you too xxx
the same thing happens to my piercings too! I've had my rook pierced for 7+ years and it got super infected randomly last year 🙃🤣
love the vibes of this vlog! 💌
@@magpan13 omg like whyyy does this happen !?!?! And Thankyou happy you enjoyed it xxxx
Best notification everrrrr
@@razanrj7073 hehehehhee 🩷🩷🩷🩷
a beautiful heart you have 🫶🏻
Much love ❤❤❤
missed u queen
MISSED U TOO !!!!!
are you still friends with Ashton? Haven't seen you together in ages!
I'm sure they'll address it when they're ready. Friendships go through ebbs and flows and some even end and that's okay.
They dont even follow eachother on insta anymore.... 😮
No they are not
cartia, i have watched you since I was 13 years old i am now 22 and had no idea your dad passed away 3 years ago. mine also passed 3 years ago. your content has always been such a comfort space for me, but i never knew we related on such a difficult thing. sending you lots of love🩷
Love you Cartia!
love you !!! xx
I just love you ♥️
@@Sheyb310 I love youuuuu!!!
Love you love you loveeee u 🌞✨😘
Can you do a ur favorite jeans try on video? 🫶🏽 maybe a few jackets too 🧡🍁🍂
love you !!!! and sure, most of my jeans are honestly from free people hehhee
Sending love to you ❤❤❤
much love right back honey !!! xxx
Where’s the bag from?
free people
I feel like we deserve to know what happened between you and Ashton :(
nothing happened
Not really, it between them.
@@mel-hp1vvthey not friends anymore
@@rublo1 how do you know that
"It's okay, it happened a long time ago." "Yeah, I don't think that matters."
This quote from the movie all of us strangers i often go back to.
My mom passed away 5 years ago but it still feels the same, it’s just different kind of love that remains, and I think with them passing away, they have never been closer to us then before ❤️ you are so strong, keep on doing what you’re doing, your dad would have been so proud for sure
bless you honey
That movie broke me 🥺