hey...i don't know u but u will get through this. you are so special and mean so much to me. its ok to cry and let the emotions out. it will all be worth it in the end i promise x.
Felt you bro. I felt like I can't called my home "home" anymore, they're not my family anymore but hey everyone trust me one day we will leave our house and we will star new life🥺 I promise one we will be able to🥺 we just need to keep fighting all these pain and we will free🥺 we can talk to each other we can be a real family 🥺❤️ I'm proud of you guys🥰🌞❤️
Get help! I can relate but life is worth so much more and you can still change your life into better. I believe in you and everyone going through something like this. You are strong as hell.
Theylove uzii Nooo don’t say that. Someday you will look back at this and you will be proud and happy that you’ve stayed strong and didn’t end it. Remember this is your life. Your choice you can do WHATEVER you want. Better days will come. Maybe you lost your hope today but don’t you remember those days when you still enjoyed life? Don’t you want to go back to that feeling? YOU CAN. Get help, talk to a therapist and you will see it will help. I really hope you’re still here. You’re time is not up!
Hey, it’s okay. Take a few deep breaths. Fill your lungs slowly and embrace on the air. Listen to the lotion of the air blowing through your nose. Drink some water. go on a walk.
I want to dive into the deepest part of the ocean, and just lay there. I want to slowly slump to the bottom and forget. Forget about life. Forget about the pain. Forget the hurt. Forget the regret. Forget the unloved feeling. Then, I want to slowly fade away and never be heard from again. edit: i’m still alive (3rd edit) i’m a senior now (‘: i was a freshman when i wrote that. so proud of myself for pushing through, and you should be proud of yourself too. i love all of you, know you are amazing and worthy of help, love, compassion, comfort and support. stay strong my beloveds, i know you can do it. i’m proud of you all. stay safe 💗
i feel that on such a personal level, you just get to the point where you feel like your life has no purpose and that you’re better off gone. it’s been 2 months since you wrote that so i hope you’re doing better now, but i’m in that spot right now.
I GOT TWO FREE TACOS! I mean think about it. Sinking into the ocean and letting go. Letting everything go and not having to worry about anything else. Avoiding problems and drama and stopping time.
Cameron Jolly trust me i understand, currently sobbing trying not to wake my parents, but i hope you're doing better since you wrote that comment 9 months ago.
Hey! I'm so glad you're still here! Stay strong, please! Ily! You can still meet so many beatiful moments in this world, so many beautiful people, songs, art, games, movies... You matter and i wish you all the luck in the world! 💕
@@laurendevereaux415 Thank you for staying here!! And don't leave yet! Maybe you'll find something amazing tomorrow or in a week, you won't know if you give up now! Keep fighting! Sending love and hope from the other side of the screen! ❤️✨
I don’t like some people in my family but I don’t want to hurt the ones that I do care for. The friends, my dog especially. I don’t know what id do without him. My friend hasn’t replied to the apology I sent her 8 hrs ago after a fight we had 4 days ago of me relapsing. I feel so alone and he’s the only one I feel like I have left. He’s old tho and has cancer, pls don’t leave me Rocky. :(
@@kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472 i'm sorry to hear about the fight with your friend, i hope you can get it all cleared out. And about your dog too. i hope Rocky will have many more great moments with you! ❤️ I was also wondering, would you want to be friends with me? ✨
same... I'm sad too but not because of a person... some persons make me feel a little bit better but nobody is the reason why I'm sad... it's.. myself... myself, my life just everything that has something to do with me... I don't understand it myself... sryy.. for wasting your time... i can't even describe how I feel and why I'm exactly sad and depressed... I'm a mistake and a failure sorry that I wasted your time.....
you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
My dad is dying and I can't do anything and I can't see him at all, because I'm in quarantine and with my mother and it fucking sucks I can't handle it, I hope you are okay and strong I love you
It’s okay I know what it feels like. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. But it’s all part of gods plan sweet. They are in heaven, and he is next to you right now, wishing he could hug you and tell you that he is okay and that he loves you. It’s okay. You will see him again one day, just not too soon. He’s right here, and he loves you.
life story: my family passed away in a car crash 4 years ago. That day they wanted to go out to eat and I was tired so I didn’t go. I remember cops coming to my house waking me up and taking me to the hospital and after to my grandma, it’s all very blurry but the cop telling me my family didn’t make it still haunts me. I am the only one left so I’m a orphan. Every single Sunday since then I’ve been going to there graves, to clean it and have lunch there or draw a bit ( because I’m an art student). I remember the first time I accidentally dialed my mom after the accident and I heard her voicemail and realized that she’s not here anymore , it broke my soul. I used to still do that but one time a random stranger answer the phone call and I realize that I had to delete my family‘s phone numbers because they weren’t gonna answer any more. I have so much more to say but I just want to let you know if your reading this that I’m happy doing art and I will probably still come here ( to my family’s graves) every Sunday, but I know I’m going to make it with them looking over me with a smile. Much love leo ❤︎
I know this is from a random stranger but I'm so sorry that happened to you, this made me tear up. I'm so proud of you for being so strong and doing what you love. I hope you have an amazing life ahead, if you ever need someone I'm here :)
Leo, your family is so proud of you right now, they are and will always be with you and the only thing they want for you is to be happy. Keep their memory alive with your own art.
I’m depressed: it’s for attention. I have anxiety: it’s for attention. I am sad: it’s for attention.... I cry: it’s for attention....... I ask for help: I’m lying............... I ask for therapy:it’s just a phase. I commit: Why did she not ask for help?!! She should of told us!....
dont let trump outlive you, even if after hes gone, stay okay? ive been through the same things and i understand what its like to feel like that, nobody was there for me, i was alone. but im getting better by the day, stay stay strong bb
Ella Meredith just try and work on yourself a little bit and if that’s not enough you can get someone in your life to help guide you through it! It doesn’t have to be black and white help
this song makes me wanna run away and forget everything. forget the people, forget the problems, and just everything. i could completely start a new life. with no more pain and ache. only joy and happiness. but i know that will never happen. i have to live out the sadness till i die. i wanna die, but i cant. i dont wanna hurt my family or friends. but it would also hurt them if they knew i felt like this. so i just have to stay silent and not talk to anybody. its not that i dont have anyone to talk to, its just that i dont wanna be judged. i just want somebody that wont judge me or leave me. i jus wanna be happy again. i miss being happy. i dont feel it very often anymore. i only feel joy when im with friends. but i cant cry anymore. im numb. ive cried too many times. i just wanna be happy again.
hey stay strong and keep going. ik things might be tough but you need to stay alive. you matter , you are loved. i hope things get better for you. stay strong and stay safe.
But...then...we will suddenly realize...running away will relieve the thoughts and feeling temporarily then and only then when we realize...they never went away...that, that is the truly sad part☹
This song makes me feel like I'm slowly dieing. Like the world around me is becoming foggy, yet I still know what's happening. I feel like my mind slows and I feel tired. But in a... Calming way. Like I should have felt this sooner....
I look at myself and I dont recognize what has happened Im fading away and I see myself disappear My bones and skin start to u disentagrate Into dust that flows in the wind I see it happen but I dont stop it I just let it be This isnt me. Shes gone shes desd buried in the cement Eyes so dead you can see she doesnt have a soul Nothing goes right Theres nothing left. If i were to leave permanrtly It woukdnt affect anyone My soul died years ago My bodies still walking Its the only thing alive Depression fought and won the match I gave up a long time ago
trash 101 I know I feel that way all the time like I can’t escape the water I’m just trapped deep down drowning and I’m fighting and giving it my all to get out but I just keep sinking
"You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain, but it's disintegrating, from all the medicine" Crap, that hit too close to home. About 3 years ago I lost my best friend because she was an addict, and after stopping and not being addicted anymore, she had seizures. She ended up having a really bad seizure and passed away. I miss you, Tanya
Does anyone else lay staring at the ceiling crying so hard that they grasp there pillow hard like their holding on for life and then u let go and the waterfall of tears comes streaming down and you want nothing else but to fade away bc they wouldn’t notice or is it just me... oh ok just me
you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
I just got a nostalgic flashback to a time in my life where I was really not well.. this kind of music is so powerful and i'm really glad you decided to change it up!
I love that song, it reminds me of a friend who died last year and I miss him so much, In that night I cried soo much and listened to this song it makes me cry every time I‘m listening to it again...
if it's one of those nights, change the play back speed to 0.85x on RUclips and just sit on your floor, listen, stare at the walls, stare at the ceiling, watch as the lights from cars pass by your window without a sound, and as you fall into that numb state, close your eyes and lay back... goodnight, my love
I ran away a few months ago and while I was walking away from everything I knew, I had this song in my head. I thought I was making the right choice but it was a mistake. I just made my panic attacks,depression, and anxiety worse
sometimes i just feel like laying under the stars for hours and forgeting everything forget my pain while it rains and with someone i love and get deep with them and them understanding
I listened to this at one of my darkest times of my life. I used to cry til Id get numb to this song and a couple other songs too. I come back today listening to it and I realize it really does get better. It really does. I still have depression and I still have really crappy days but I'm still here and I'm so happy I stuck around.
This song is so good to listen to during chemo it just makes u want to keep going just to listen to it It just makes u feel depressed and makes u think about random stuff that makes u want to carry on and is so inspirational. I was so close to stop all the chemo but I carried on and this song helped me through the hard times of it
Hey, you there. I know you’re just lying in your bed. Listening to sad songs. Staring at the wall and looking through the comments. Letting the tears be tears. Understand everything without thinking about anything. And in these moments we exist without really existing. These moments are golden.
This makes me think so much of my dad. He passed from a Heart Attack because he was dehydrated from drinking too much alcohol. He was stressing out over my Mom because she had Cancer. I saw him, as he was having a heart attack. I was only 3, I walked into the Living room as he was sleeping in a chair, my Mom was giving him CPR. My mom forced and locked me into her bedroom. The last time I ever saw him was looking out the window seeing him being carried away.
to whoever needs it. you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
100 Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on road trips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all-day 45. Traveling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. It's possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on the grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally, anything could happen
Let’s all take a moment to appreciate Ashton Irwin because if he didn’t discover the other boys in 5sos he could’ve ended it all. And he didn’t. I couldn’t be happier, he’s my king and my savior, he saved me from self harm twice now. Thank you Ashy❤️ you are forever mine
to anyone who sees this: you are so important,. if not to anyone else, you are to me. i love you so much and i’m so proud of you. you’ve come so far, please don’t give up on yourself
I know I have things I need. I’m provided by things. But I don’t feel like I’m enough anymore. No matter what I do it’s not enough for anyone. I’m always there for everyone else, I listen and I talk.But no one is there for me. I’ve always made people’s days at school and it’s still like I’m talking to a brick wall. I’m so tired; mentally exhausted. I can barley move out of bed in the morning. It’s hard. My “friends” are not really my friends. They are just there during school, never there for me. And it sucks, it really does. I’ve been holding on to my emotions, and my inner thoughts because no one cares enough to listen. Or when I do I’m being “dramatic” most of the time the reply’s are “same” or “felt” it’s never “do you wanna talk about it”. I’ve given up. :(
Let me pray for you: Dear God please help this beautiful and amazing person reading this find their way out of this dark.place Bless them bless them In gods name Amem
Me: **getting lost in feels and reaching a whole new level of understanding for this song** "Its just medicine. Its just-" **headphones** low battery please charge. I mean...you arent wrong.
My grandpa is the only one I trust blind. The only one who never lied to me, never forgot me, who never judged me. I love to discuss with him about politics, read articles about history and science. He‘s the only one I ask for help. He gives the best advice and shows me life from a hole different view. I know that he don’t want to show it but I can see that he gets weaker with everyday. I guess he won’t die in the next months, but I know that he’s suffering from his illnesses and it just hurts to see him like this and remember how it used to be. I know the day will come and everytime I think of it my heart freezes. He’s the closest person to me and I don’t know how life could go on without him. I don’t want to lose him but I have to watch him dying everyday a little bit more. It hurts but I don’t show, I want to be strong when the day comes and I just want to show him how much I love him.
I wanna lay still. but I can’t. I’m incapable of sitting still or relaxing. The only time I really relax is when I sleep. This makes me want to relax and feel weightless, and emotionless. Goodnight.
I can hear every memory. I can feel every scratch. This song makes me feel so much. It feeds my sadness yet liberates my mind. The haunting voice pairs incredibly with the melody. It actually makes me cry so much... and I don’t even know why. I miss everyone that’s left me, and everyone I’ve left. This is where I come to cry...I think I need a hug.
I don’t wanna feel the way I do at 13, I want to go out and make my childhood a good one but I have no motivation, I’m always crying and just moping around, never getting out with friends, just say In my room left to think
All the comments here are people being sad in their feels this actually motivates me you guys are worth it, life will throw the hardest of times at you you’ve got a second chance pick yourself up you can do this it will be hard but at the end it’s all worth it you’re given a life you can’t escape it why not make the most of it you can do this!!
The first time I listened to this song slowed, was a night I was balling my eyes out and I had headphones on and I just stared out the window while it was pouring rain and lightening and my room was all dark
![[slowed down] wait - m83](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/oFLM0nynWo0/mqdefault.jpg)
![Digital Circus Episode 4 [TRAILER]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/abZtsmMUbJo/mqdefault.jpg)
this is one of the saddest songs I've ever heard and you managed to make it even more depressing. congratulations.
All I want slowed down is worse
Sophia Cunningham nah, its nothing compared to this.
@@sophiacunningham509 ever heard of NF
@@sierraremsen2619 yeah. I listen now to let me go it's my fav song from NF rn.
Facts
Me: listen to this at 3 AM
Sad boi hours: Ah shit, here we go again.
fr me rn
it's legit 2:31 am-
this is a mood
In Germany we have 10:34 in midnight....I have to sleep but I can't
Khang UwU
Ughhhhhhhh same
I dont even feel comfortable crying in my own home anymore. I need to cry, but I cant. I'm tired of all of this.
hey...i don't know u but u will get through this. you are so special and mean so much to me. its ok to cry and let the emotions out. it will all be worth it in the end i promise x.
lets cry in each other shoulders.. okay?
Same
Same. But we got this ok?
Felt you bro. I felt like I can't called my home "home" anymore, they're not my family anymore but hey everyone trust me one day we will leave our house and we will star new life🥺 I promise one we will be able to🥺 we just need to keep fighting all these pain and we will free🥺 we can talk to each other we can be a real family 🥺❤️ I'm proud of you guys🥰🌞❤️
feel like I've buried my pain for so long now that I can't cry anymore because I feel numb and empty
Harry Scudamore I understand how you feel I do to
I feel you
Get help! I can relate but life is worth so much more and you can still change your life into better. I believe in you and everyone going through something like this. You are strong as hell.
Theylove uzii Nooo don’t say that. Someday you will look back at this and you will be proud and happy that you’ve stayed strong and didn’t end it. Remember this is your life. Your choice you can do WHATEVER you want. Better days will come. Maybe you lost your hope today but don’t you remember those days when you still enjoyed life? Don’t you want to go back to that feeling? YOU CAN. Get help, talk to a therapist and you will see it will help. I really hope you’re still here. You’re time is not up!
I feel you
i can’t, it’s too hard, make the pain stop please.
i hope you're okay❤️ hang in there
Hey, it’s okay. Take a few deep breaths. Fill your lungs slowly and embrace on the air. Listen to the lotion of the air blowing through your nose. Drink some water. go on a walk.
Motion*
i feel this and it hurts my heart because someone else has to think this other then me
you still here ? i love you ❤
I want to dive into the deepest part of the ocean, and just lay there. I want to slowly slump to the bottom and forget. Forget about life. Forget about the pain. Forget the hurt. Forget the regret. Forget the unloved feeling. Then, I want to slowly fade away and never be heard from again.
edit: i’m still alive (3rd edit)
i’m a senior now (‘: i was a freshman when i wrote that. so proud of myself for pushing through, and you should be proud of yourself too. i love all of you, know you are amazing and worthy of help, love, compassion, comfort and support. stay strong my beloveds, i know you can do it. i’m proud of you all. stay safe 💗
@@danaasn yes
i feel that on such a personal level, you just get to the point where you feel like your life has no purpose and that you’re better off gone. it’s been 2 months since you wrote that so i hope you’re doing better now, but i’m in that spot right now.
that's so deep but so on the point
kara vaartjes thank you and I hope you’re doing well ♥️
I GOT TWO FREE TACOS! I mean think about it. Sinking into the ocean and letting go. Letting everything go and not having to worry about anything else. Avoiding problems and drama and stopping time.
I came here to cry and god dam did I cry
Same bro
same
fr
I love this slow version even though it is more depressing.
Kiley Falkner thats the good part.
Same.
Tbh same
"you've got a warm heart,
you've got a beautiful brain,
but it's disintegrating
from all the medicine."
*cries*
Me too... I take medicines because of my ocd, anxiety and depression. I'm listening daughter songs and crying...
@@t3lepath mine is for add, ocd, odd, adhd, anxiety, after a long time of being depressed im finally on antidepressants,insomnia and i think thats it
Cameron Jolly you should talk to someone bro. it’s not too late
Cameron Jolly trust me i understand, currently sobbing trying not to wake my parents, but i hope you're doing better since you wrote that comment 9 months ago.
Once I heard it I started sobbing because I had to put down my dog.. *medicine*
this is what the color black listens to.
Aka my soul
holy shit your right
black is a shade my dude
Yep 😔
@XxSummer JadexX Black is the absence of color though isn't it
my family is keeping me here
Hey! I'm so glad you're still here! Stay strong, please! Ily! You can still meet so many beatiful moments in this world, so many beautiful people, songs, art, games, movies... You matter and i wish you all the luck in the world! 💕
same. im not committing because i don’t want to hurt my family.
@@laurendevereaux415 Thank you for staying here!! And don't leave yet! Maybe you'll find something amazing tomorrow or in a week, you won't know if you give up now! Keep fighting! Sending love and hope from the other side of the screen! ❤️✨
I don’t like some people in my family but I don’t want to hurt the ones that I do care for. The friends, my dog especially. I don’t know what id do without him. My friend hasn’t replied to the apology I sent her 8 hrs ago after a fight we had 4 days ago of me relapsing. I feel so alone and he’s the only one I feel like I have left. He’s old tho and has cancer, pls don’t leave me Rocky. :(
@@kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472 i'm sorry to hear about the fight with your friend, i hope you can get it all cleared out. And about your dog too. i hope Rocky will have many more great moments with you! ❤️
I was also wondering, would you want to be friends with me? ✨
When I hear this song, they bring up so many memories...
Stella D00
Stella D00 it really does I just say here and cried for like seven hours after this
Yeah..drug abuse..
@Katsumi *hug*
Am i the only one who isnt depressed bc of a heartbreak or boy? likeim just sad... not bc of anything with a boy or girl im just.... sad
same, but i am not sad in this moment
same... I'm sad too but not because of a person... some persons make me feel a little bit better but nobody is the reason why I'm sad... it's.. myself... myself, my life just everything that has something to do with me... I don't understand it myself... sryy.. for wasting your time... i can't even describe how I feel and why I'm exactly sad and depressed... I'm a mistake and a failure sorry that I wasted your time.....
Kim's Storys same... and you didn’t waste my time 😌♥️
mhm
@@bananna7628 wow.. I never thought that somebody could understand how I feel.. and thanks I'm happy I didn't waste your time😊
I wanna cry so badly but I have no tears left😔
ariana grande?!!!!
but like same I feel nothing😎
felt
you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
@@bellekougias7178 you're so warm ☹️‼️
songs like these are necessary for our health.
I wanna take one more breathe and cherish that last breathe and than be gone
this hit me
hope ur better now💕
i hope you’re doing okay (:
That wow hits hard
No, you want the pain to go away but trust me those little moments in life will be worth all the pain
I will never be able to see my dad again and I can’t stop crying and this made me cry more
stay strong bby ♥
you’ll get thru it i promise
I lost my online Indonesian bestie... Stay strong dear💖
My dad is dying and I can't do anything and I can't see him at all, because I'm in quarantine and with my mother and it fucking sucks I can't handle it, I hope you are okay and strong I love you
It’s okay I know what it feels like. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. But it’s all part of gods plan sweet. They are in heaven, and he is next to you right now, wishing he could hug you and tell you that he is okay and that he loves you. It’s okay. You will see him again one day, just not too soon. He’s right here, and he loves you.
life story: my family passed away in a car crash 4 years ago. That day they wanted to go out to eat and I was tired so I didn’t go. I remember cops coming to my house waking me up and taking me to the hospital and after to my grandma, it’s all very blurry but the cop telling me my family didn’t make it still haunts me. I am the only one left so I’m a orphan. Every single Sunday since then I’ve been going to there graves, to clean it and have lunch there or draw a bit ( because I’m an art student). I remember the first time I accidentally dialed my mom after the accident and I heard her voicemail and realized that she’s not here anymore , it broke my soul. I used to still do that but one time a random stranger answer the phone call and I realize that I had to delete my family‘s phone numbers because they weren’t gonna answer any more.
I have so much more to say but I just want to let you know if your reading this that I’m happy doing art and I will probably still come here ( to my family’s graves) every Sunday, but I know I’m going to make it with them looking over me with a smile. Much love leo ❤︎
I know this is from a random stranger but I'm so sorry that happened to you, this made me tear up. I'm so proud of you for being so strong and doing what you love. I hope you have an amazing life ahead, if you ever need someone I'm here :)
im so sorry❤️ idk you but ily
Live your life to the fullest, for them. They may be gone but they are forever with you. Try your hardest and make their spirits proud.
Leo, your family is so proud of you right now, they are and will always be with you and the only thing they want for you is to be happy. Keep their memory alive with your own art.
I'm sorry for ur loss. Thank u for not giving up. Hope u have a blessed future.
God loves u
2 years ago I overdosed twice wanted to end my life
Here I am wanting to desperately live and this song hits hard....
I love you! Stay strong ❤️❤️
please stay strong don’t give up everything is going to be okay!!!❤️🥺
I'm glad ur still fighting.
stay strong!!
I love you even tho idk who you are but you are worth
oh my gosh the humming and background vocals sound so soothinggg
It just makes it hear more depressing tbh..
Best part about it slowed
crying to this song at 4:00 am..i just want too escape reality.
Same..I'm done with this.
You can talk to me on Snapchat bc ik your pain my name is :nsiziba99
same
same
I’m depressed: it’s for attention. I have anxiety: it’s for attention. I am sad: it’s for attention.... I cry: it’s for attention....... I ask for help: I’m lying............... I ask for therapy:it’s just a phase. I commit: Why did she not ask for help?!! She should of told us!....
bro i swear, if u let trump outlive you.
ToMuChGoInGoNbRuH BYE💀
stay strong girly
dont let trump outlive you, even if after hes gone, stay okay? ive been through the same things and i understand what its like to feel like that, nobody was there for me, i was alone. but im getting better by the day, stay stay strong bb
ToMuChGoInGoNbRuH okay thank you so much, you are so kind :(
we only have around 100 years to live and we’re all so sad we don’t even want too
U calling me out Rn??
@@DarcieGacha fr
Dude that is too long I can’t do it
you're all i have. you're all i want. but you treat me like i am nothing. no one. i am so broken.
i want you.
@@lavendergilly5843 this is what so many people want to hear thank you so much for saying that even though its not for other people
you have a place in this world. you are worthy. you are here for a reason.
I need help but don’t want to admit it
Thank you so much for the replies and I’m doing so much better now, thank you
Ella Meredith you don’t have to
Ella Meredith just try and work on yourself a little bit and if that’s not enough you can get someone in your life to help guide you through it! It doesn’t have to be black and white help
I know how you feel. I'm trapped in my own mind,
Ella Meredith you don’t have to and i mean that you need to make sure that you are ready it’s your story. i am right there with you.
Me too but, nobody will care though
this song makes me wanna run away and forget everything. forget the people, forget the problems, and just everything. i could completely start a new life. with no more pain and ache. only joy and happiness. but i know that will never happen. i have to live out the sadness till i die. i wanna die, but i cant. i dont wanna hurt my family or friends. but it would also hurt them if they knew i felt like this. so i just have to stay silent and not talk to anybody. its not that i dont have anyone to talk to, its just that i dont wanna be judged. i just want somebody that wont judge me or leave me. i jus wanna be happy again. i miss being happy. i dont feel it very often anymore. i only feel joy when im with friends. but i cant cry anymore. im numb. ive cried too many times. i just wanna be happy again.
your not the only one who wants that
Same
hey stay strong and keep going. ik things might be tough but you need to stay alive. you matter , you are loved. i hope things get better for you. stay strong and stay safe.
But...then...we will suddenly realize...running away will relieve the thoughts and feeling temporarily then and only then when we realize...they never went away...that, that is the truly sad part☹
I won't judge you promise okay stay safe luv
This made it my heart ache more than the original
This song makes me feel like I'm slowly dieing. Like the world around me is becoming foggy, yet I still know what's happening. I feel like my mind slows and I feel tired. But in a... Calming way. Like I should have felt this sooner....
This made me stop breathing. Just reminds me of someone..
I look at myself and I dont recognize what has happened
Im fading away and I see myself disappear
My bones and skin start to u disentagrate
Into dust that flows in the wind
I see it happen but I dont stop it
I just let it be
This isnt me.
Shes gone shes desd buried in the cement
Eyes so dead you can see she doesnt have a soul
Nothing goes right
Theres nothing left.
If i were to leave permanrtly
It woukdnt affect anyone
My soul died years ago
My bodies still walking
Its the only thing alive
Depression fought and won the match
I gave up a long time ago
Damn. This is deep..
Ik your not okay, but your not alone 🥺
I hope you’re ok❤️
how are you now?
Have you ever wanted to cry and your eyes water but no tears come out
yup
I feel like I'm sinking under water.
update: Woah idk y this comment got 3k likes, I hope everyone's okay
trash 101 I know I feel that way all the time like I can’t escape the water I’m just trapped deep down drowning and I’m fighting and giving it my all to get out but I just keep sinking
I want to feel like I'm in love but all the signs are not adding up
its liek you try to ignore it all and then it comes back ober you like a wave and u drown in it as ppl scream at u to just swim
I feel like I’m drowning, but instead of water, it’s darkness....
if you feel like your sinking find the strength to swim.
god damn i’m just sitting in the corner of my room and looking at my floor.
Wednesday, may 6, 4:45am
Remember me...okay?..
Please reply please. You are wanted. Please
Please please answer x
✨
@@peepisspooo2002 she's alive x
@@kyratuite6788 she's alive x
My mom passed away this morning..And now I’m even more sad😔
im very sorry for your lose.. if you need someone to talk to im here :C
sunshinexkayy tysm.. :(
sunshinexkayy tysm.. :(
your welcome, i’m sorry for your loss
I am so sorry! Stay strong
"You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain, but it's disintegrating, from all the medicine"
Crap, that hit too close to home. About 3 years ago I lost my best friend because she was an addict, and after stopping and not being addicted anymore, she had seizures. She ended up having a really bad seizure and passed away. I miss you, Tanya
Shit I’m so sorry for your loss
She fought till her very last day. R.I.P. sweet angel 🕊💗
@@kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472 thanks.
This hurts so so much and no one can even see it
I'm kinda late, but remember you are not alone! We are all here for you! ❤️
So pissed that I dont have headphones right now
1 Year later: Just broke it. Got my dad's tho 😅
Shy Manzano do you have headphones now
Bro same
10 months later... I hope you got some headphones bro 🤕😌
Felt that
Shio year later hopefully you got the headphones :)
Does anyone else lay staring at the ceiling crying so hard that they grasp there pillow hard like their holding on for life and then u let go and the waterfall of tears comes streaming down and you want nothing else but to fade away bc they wouldn’t notice or is it just me... oh ok just me
hope you're okay now❤️ hag in there
i do that all the time you're not alone
you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
Doing it right now
And i scream so loud my voice breaks and not a single person hears...
*me listening to this bc im sad*
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I just got a nostalgic flashback to a time in my life where I was really not well.. this kind of music is so powerful and i'm really glad you decided to change it up!
*Hello everyone*
yep.
Yep.
yep.
god who hurt you
Uzi Deconinck lmao this was back in the days. Im good now
Pick it up
pick it all up
and start again
you've got a second chance
you could go home
.....I can't with life anymore💔💔
You can! You can do this!
Krysta Mizell
yes you can. you can do this bb. i believe in you.
I love that song, it reminds me of a friend who died last year and I miss him so much, In that night I cried soo much and listened to this song it makes me cry every time I‘m listening to it again...
if it's one of those nights, change the play back speed to 0.85x on RUclips
and just sit on your floor, listen, stare at the walls, stare at the ceiling,
watch as the lights from cars pass by your window without a sound,
and as you fall into that numb state, close your eyes and lay back... goodnight, my love
Whoever is seeing this. I love you and your worth it. I promise bubs I promise.
Thank u
Listening to this on a car ride at night is so relaxing or in the dark taking a warm shower 😩
2020 anyone?
eccedxntesiiast coronavirus
Camille Mayombo frl
2021 anyone?
2021
2021
I ran away a few months ago and while I was walking away from everything I knew, I had this song in my head. I thought I was making the right choice but it was a mistake. I just made my panic attacks,depression, and anxiety worse
talk to me please
I still don't understand why he didn't care about my feelings....
I feel like I’m drowning in my own thoughts about him...
3:24 makes you feel so depressed tbh 😪
iifeelinpeachy * the whole song makes me feel so depressed tbh
Daughter own the two saddest songs ever written. This and youth. Youth slowed down is absolutely heart wrenching
It is 2 am and I’m listening to this while crying myself to sleep
Just when I thought I couldn’t get any sadder
Julie V
sometimes i just feel like laying under the stars for hours and forgeting everything forget my pain while it rains and with someone i love and get deep with them and them understanding
this hits home :(
I've been looking for this, I'm so glad I found it again 💕
Maybe check it out again!
I listened to this at one of my darkest times of my life. I used to cry til Id get numb to this song and a couple other songs too. I come back today listening to it and I realize it really does get better. It really does. I still have depression and I still have really crappy days but I'm still here and I'm so happy I stuck around.
my thoughts suffocate me and i’m tired of it
do. not. let. trump. outlive. u
if you see this. i hope you’re okay. please please stay strong, i’m here for you. here, you dropped this ❤️👑
I can’t even cry anymore I’m so numb there’s legit no point in living if u can’t feel 💔🥺
This song is so good to listen to during chemo it just makes u want to keep going just to listen to it
It just makes u feel depressed and makes u think about random stuff that makes u want to carry on and is so inspirational. I was so close to stop all the chemo but I carried on and this song helped me through the hard times of it
Crying..... this song makes me so sad
i wanna fall asleep and never wake up.
Hey, you there.
I know you’re just lying in your bed.
Listening to sad songs.
Staring at the wall and looking through the comments.
Letting the tears be tears.
Understand everything without thinking about anything.
And in these moments we exist without really existing.
These moments are golden.
the fact how I can feel how others are feeling by not even looking, talking, communicating w them.
This makes me think so much of my dad. He passed from a Heart Attack because he was dehydrated from drinking too much alcohol. He was stressing out over my Mom because she had Cancer. I saw him, as he was having a heart attack. I was only 3, I walked into the Living room as he was sleeping in a chair, my Mom was giving him CPR. My mom forced and locked me into her bedroom. The last time I ever saw him was looking out the window seeing him being carried away.
BlankPage I’m so sorry ❤️
to whoever needs it.
you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
Thank you sm
100 Reasons
why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better.
Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now,
but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason
to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and
all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a
cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on road trips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and
ranting all-day
45. Traveling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place
because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your
uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM
THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great
things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. It's possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be
your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that
you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on the grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you
didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason
to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100
reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right
now, literally, anything could happen
Let’s all take a moment to appreciate Ashton Irwin because if he didn’t discover the other boys in 5sos he could’ve ended it all. And he didn’t. I couldn’t be happier, he’s my king and my savior, he saved me from self harm twice now. Thank you Ashy❤️ you are forever mine
Thanks for making it more sad I needed it
0:50 that kinda hit me doeee
to anyone who sees this: you are so important,. if not to anyone else, you are to me. i love you so much and i’m so proud of you. you’ve come so far, please don’t give up on yourself
I know I have things I need. I’m provided by things. But I don’t feel like I’m enough anymore. No matter what I do it’s not enough for anyone. I’m always there for everyone else, I listen and I talk.But no one is there for me. I’ve always made people’s days at school and it’s still like I’m talking to a brick wall. I’m so tired; mentally exhausted. I can barley move out of bed in the morning. It’s hard. My “friends” are not really my friends. They are just there during school, never there for me. And it sucks, it really does. I’ve been holding on to my emotions, and my inner thoughts because no one cares enough to listen. Or when I do I’m being “dramatic” most of the time the reply’s are “same” or “felt” it’s never “do you wanna talk about it”. I’ve given up. :(
music doesn't even drown the voices anymore , it's so hard.
its been a few months, but how are you holding up?
Let me pray for you: Dear God please help this beautiful and amazing person reading this find their way out of this dark.place
Bless them bless them
In gods name
Amem
Congrats you made this song even sadder 😌
get this on spotifyyyy
"Just Another One of Those Days" by Cavetown? I can't find a slowed version of it and i think it would sound nice qwq
just go to the original and change the
playback speed
Me: **getting lost in feels and reaching a whole new level of understanding for this song**
"Its just medicine. Its just-"
**headphones** low battery please charge.
I mean...you arent wrong.
What sucks the most is when people downplay your pain because
It “could be worse” like thanks now ima just shut up and suffer in silence
Yeah, now that he’s gone...I noticed I got many chances from him :(. I wish I could’ve known...
Listened to this song in the corner of my classroom today and started balling my eyes out... I'm fine
This made me really relaxed and sleepy, im not sure why...
My grandpa is the only one I trust blind. The only one who never lied to me, never forgot me, who never judged me. I love to discuss with him about politics, read articles about history and science. He‘s the only one I ask for help. He gives the best advice and shows me life from a hole different view.
I know that he don’t want to show it but I can see that he gets weaker with everyday. I guess he won’t die in the next months, but I know that he’s suffering from his illnesses and it just hurts to see him like this and remember how it used to be. I know the day will come and everytime I think of it my heart freezes. He’s the closest person to me and I don’t know how life could go on without him. I don’t want to lose him but I have to watch him dying everyday a little bit more. It hurts but I don’t show, I want to be strong when the day comes and I just want to show him how much I love him.
When you are alone at your room and hear this song you felt your tears dropping and your heart beat and your feelings are in pain
the feeling of being numb and being able to cry is the worst
I wanna lay still. but I can’t. I’m incapable of sitting still or relaxing. The only time I really relax is when I sleep. This makes me want to relax and feel weightless, and emotionless. Goodnight.
I can hear every memory. I can feel every scratch. This song makes me feel so much. It feeds my sadness yet liberates my mind. The haunting voice pairs incredibly with the melody. It actually makes me cry so much... and I don’t even know why. I miss everyone that’s left me, and everyone I’ve left. This is where I come to cry...I think I need a hug.
Dana _4 take care of yourself, youre what matters. And even though i dont know you, i feel like those few words makes us friends ❤️
this hit me. so fucking hard.
hits different when ur on like 10 different meds :)
I don’t wanna feel the way I do at 13, I want to go out and make my childhood a good one but I have no motivation, I’m always crying and just moping around, never getting out with friends, just say In my room left to think
All the comments here are people being sad in their feels this actually motivates me you guys are worth it, life will throw the hardest of times at you you’ve got a second chance pick yourself up you can do this it will be hard but at the end it’s all worth it you’re given a life you can’t escape it why not make the most of it you can do this!!
The first time I listened to this song slowed, was a night I was balling my eyes out and I had headphones on and I just stared out the window while it was pouring rain and lightening and my room was all dark
this is like one of the saddest Songs ever I can‘t even describe what I feel when I listen to this song
This makes me think of the future and what is gonna happen and it made me cry cause it felt real and scary
“ you got a warm heart, a beautiful brain, but it’s disintegrating from all the medicine” felt that