Medicine - daughter [Slowed down]

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  • Опубликовано: 18 сен 2024
  • I really hate that I can’t find some songs in a slow version so I will post them and other songs you want
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  • @ratking1792
    @ratking1792 5 лет назад +4127

    this is one of the saddest songs I've ever heard and you managed to make it even more depressing. congratulations.

    • @sophiacunningham509
      @sophiacunningham509 5 лет назад +48

      All I want slowed down is worse

    • @nina-sr4df
      @nina-sr4df 5 лет назад +28

      Sophia Cunningham nah, its nothing compared to this.

    • @sierraremsen2619
      @sierraremsen2619 4 года назад +13

      @@sophiacunningham509 ever heard of NF

    • @cookiecrewfamily9561
      @cookiecrewfamily9561 4 года назад +6

      @@sierraremsen2619 yeah. I listen now to let me go it's my fav song from NF rn.

    • @jeffrey6520
      @jeffrey6520 4 года назад +6

      Facts

  • @theropia4427
    @theropia4427 5 лет назад +3576

    Me: listen to this at 3 AM
    Sad boi hours: Ah shit, here we go again.

  • @existing6344
    @existing6344 4 года назад +1145

    I dont even feel comfortable crying in my own home anymore. I need to cry, but I cant. I'm tired of all of this.

    • @a3sth3tics91
      @a3sth3tics91 4 года назад +12

      hey...i don't know u but u will get through this. you are so special and mean so much to me. its ok to cry and let the emotions out. it will all be worth it in the end i promise x.

    • @stqrscqrtimez1036
      @stqrscqrtimez1036 4 года назад +8

      lets cry in each other shoulders.. okay?

    • @ickyalyx666
      @ickyalyx666 4 года назад +2

      Same

    • @stringbean6545
      @stringbean6545 4 года назад +5

      Same. But we got this ok?

    • @alanv-iii8435
      @alanv-iii8435 4 года назад +6

      Felt you bro. I felt like I can't called my home "home" anymore, they're not my family anymore but hey everyone trust me one day we will leave our house and we will star new life🥺 I promise one we will be able to🥺 we just need to keep fighting all these pain and we will free🥺 we can talk to each other we can be a real family 🥺❤️ I'm proud of you guys🥰🌞❤️

  • @tulipinavas
    @tulipinavas 4 года назад +3137

    I want to dive into the deepest part of the ocean, and just lay there. I want to slowly slump to the bottom and forget. Forget about life. Forget about the pain. Forget the hurt. Forget the regret. Forget the unloved feeling. Then, I want to slowly fade away and never be heard from again.
    edit: i’m still alive (3rd edit)
    i’m a senior now (‘: i was a freshman when i wrote that. so proud of myself for pushing through, and you should be proud of yourself too. i love all of you, know you are amazing and worthy of help, love, compassion, comfort and support. stay strong my beloveds, i know you can do it. i’m proud of you all. stay safe 💗

    • @tulipinavas
      @tulipinavas 4 года назад +15

      @@dana_4475 yes

    • @karavaartjes5904
      @karavaartjes5904 4 года назад +75

      i feel that on such a personal level, you just get to the point where you feel like your life has no purpose and that you’re better off gone. it’s been 2 months since you wrote that so i hope you’re doing better now, but i’m in that spot right now.

    • @dana_4475
      @dana_4475 4 года назад +11

      kara vaartjes I'm still in that spot too lmfao💀 kinda ass rn

    • @natii7889
      @natii7889 4 года назад +14

      that's so deep but so on the point

    • @tulipinavas
      @tulipinavas 4 года назад +8

      kara vaartjes thank you and I hope you’re doing well ♥️

  • @harryscudamore6695
    @harryscudamore6695 4 года назад +793

    feel like I've buried my pain for so long now that I can't cry anymore because I feel numb and empty

    • @skaterboy9320
      @skaterboy9320 4 года назад +9

      Harry Scudamore I understand how you feel I do to

    • @nele2679
      @nele2679 4 года назад +7

      I feel you

    • @malin-yd9bj
      @malin-yd9bj 4 года назад +3

      Get help! I can relate but life is worth so much more and you can still change your life into better. I believe in you and everyone going through something like this. You are strong as hell.

    • @malin-yd9bj
      @malin-yd9bj 4 года назад +4

      Theylove uzii Nooo don’t say that. Someday you will look back at this and you will be proud and happy that you’ve stayed strong and didn’t end it. Remember this is your life. Your choice you can do WHATEVER you want. Better days will come. Maybe you lost your hope today but don’t you remember those days when you still enjoyed life? Don’t you want to go back to that feeling? YOU CAN. Get help, talk to a therapist and you will see it will help. I really hope you’re still here. You’re time is not up!

    • @yomimelo
      @yomimelo 4 года назад

      I feel you

  • @kileyfalkner4910
    @kileyfalkner4910 5 лет назад +465

    I love this slow version even though it is more depressing.

  • @lillianamorales8208
    @lillianamorales8208 4 года назад +426

    i can’t, it’s too hard, make the pain stop please.

    • @hildeernst2556
      @hildeernst2556 4 года назад +15

      i hope you're okay❤️ hang in there

    • @chloek7143
      @chloek7143 4 года назад +14

      Hey, it’s okay. Take a few deep breaths. Fill your lungs slowly and embrace on the air. Listen to the lotion of the air blowing through your nose. Drink some water. go on a walk.

    • @chloek7143
      @chloek7143 4 года назад +4

      Motion*

    • @lovesingle9899
      @lovesingle9899 4 года назад +9

      i feel this and it hurts my heart because someone else has to think this other then me

    • @cybxex7143
      @cybxex7143 4 года назад +8

      you still here ? i love you ❤

  • @celineosterholm9139
    @celineosterholm9139 5 лет назад +520

    When I hear this song, they bring up so many memories...

    • @Mo_msh
      @Mo_msh 5 лет назад +1

      Stella D00

    • @abbyyygh8011
      @abbyyygh8011 4 года назад +1

      Stella D00 it really does I just say here and cried for like seven hours after this

    • @junlucas69
      @junlucas69 4 года назад +1

      Yeah..drug abuse..

    • @junlucas69
      @junlucas69 4 года назад +1

      @Katsumi *hug*

  • @jessiepoland7264
    @jessiepoland7264 5 лет назад +2508

    "you've got a warm heart,
    you've got a beautiful brain,
    but it's disintegrating
    from all the medicine."
    *cries*

    • @t3lepath
      @t3lepath 4 года назад +12

      Me too... I take medicines because of my ocd, anxiety and depression. I'm listening daughter songs and crying...

    • @emilee9460
      @emilee9460 4 года назад +7

      @@t3lepath mine is for add, ocd, odd, adhd, anxiety, after a long time of being depressed im finally on antidepressants,insomnia and i think thats it

    • @kazicarroll6543
      @kazicarroll6543 4 года назад +9

      Cameron Jolly you should talk to someone bro. it’s not too late

    • @jordynnoodle2012
      @jordynnoodle2012 4 года назад +8

      Cameron Jolly trust me i understand, currently sobbing trying not to wake my parents, but i hope you're doing better since you wrote that comment 9 months ago.

    • @bellapie9099
      @bellapie9099 4 года назад +5

      Once I heard it I started sobbing because I had to put down my dog.. *medicine*

  • @hannahlouise5179
    @hannahlouise5179 5 лет назад +629

    I came here to cry and god dam did I cry

  • @kylebrown5749
    @kylebrown5749 5 лет назад +188

    songs like these are necessary for our health.

  • @moon-ys9dc
    @moon-ys9dc 5 лет назад +352

    oh my gosh the humming and background vocals sound so soothinggg

  • @jahaiiiraa
    @jahaiiiraa 5 лет назад +1016

    {lyric}
    Pick it up, pick it all up.
    And start again.
    You've got a second chance,
    You could go home.
    Escape it all.
    It's just irrelevant.
    It's just medicine.
    It's just medicine.
    You could still be,
    What you want to,
    What you said you were,
    When I met you.
    You've got a warm heart,
    You've got a beautiful brain.
    But it's disintegrating,
    From all the medicine.
    From all the medicine.
    From all the medicine.
    Medicine.
    You could still be
    What you want to be
    What you said you were,
    When you met me.
    You could still be
    What you want to
    What you said you were,
    When I met you
    When you met me.
    When I met you.

  • @urmomhehshshs6232
    @urmomhehshshs6232 5 лет назад +225

    I will never be able to see my dad again and I can’t stop crying and this made me cry more

    • @yaszzz313
      @yaszzz313 4 года назад

      stay strong bby ♥

    • @wyattkoester112
      @wyattkoester112 4 года назад

      you’ll get thru it i promise

    • @kokristii6485
      @kokristii6485 4 года назад +1

      I lost my online Indonesian bestie... Stay strong dear💖

    • @morganbennett7782
      @morganbennett7782 4 года назад +2

      My dad is dying and I can't do anything and I can't see him at all, because I'm in quarantine and with my mother and it fucking sucks I can't handle it, I hope you are okay and strong I love you

    • @maddypalumbo5293
      @maddypalumbo5293 4 года назад

      It’s okay I know what it feels like. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. But it’s all part of gods plan sweet. They are in heaven, and he is next to you right now, wishing he could hug you and tell you that he is okay and that he loves you. It’s okay. You will see him again one day, just not too soon. He’s right here, and he loves you.

  • @kskskskskkskskskskskks6946
    @kskskskskkskskskskskks6946 4 года назад +243

    I wanna cry so badly but I have no tears left😔

    • @myatanhouser1908
      @myatanhouser1908 4 года назад

      ariana grande?!!!!

    • @goodsoup9276
      @goodsoup9276 4 года назад +1

      but like same I feel nothing😎

    • @gracemitchell6487
      @gracemitchell6487 4 года назад

      felt

    • @bellekougias7178
      @bellekougias7178 3 года назад

      you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you

    • @bakmeipedes
      @bakmeipedes 3 года назад

      @@bellekougias7178 you're so warm ☹️‼️

  • @CharlieBourgeois_
    @CharlieBourgeois_ 5 лет назад +2555

    this is what the color black listens to.

  • @Swennnen
    @Swennnen 4 года назад +216

    life story: my family passed away in a car crash 4 years ago. That day they wanted to go out to eat and I was tired so I didn’t go. I remember cops coming to my house waking me up and taking me to the hospital and after to my grandma, it’s all very blurry but the cop telling me my family didn’t make it still haunts me. I am the only one left so I’m a orphan. Every single Sunday since then I’ve been going to there graves, to clean it and have lunch there or draw a bit ( because I’m an art student). I remember the first time I accidentally dialed my mom after the accident and I heard her voicemail and realized that she’s not here anymore , it broke my soul. I used to still do that but one time a random stranger answer the phone call and I realize that I had to delete my family‘s phone numbers because they weren’t gonna answer any more.
    I have so much more to say but I just want to let you know if your reading this that I’m happy doing art and I will probably still come here ( to my family’s graves) every Sunday, but I know I’m going to make it with them looking over me with a smile. Much love leo ❤︎

    • @tani-7936
      @tani-7936 4 года назад +10

      I know this is from a random stranger but I'm so sorry that happened to you, this made me tear up. I'm so proud of you for being so strong and doing what you love. I hope you have an amazing life ahead, if you ever need someone I'm here :)

    • @lucyxo9697
      @lucyxo9697 4 года назад +7

      im so sorry❤️ idk you but ily

    • @rubyharv
      @rubyharv 3 года назад +3

      Live your life to the fullest, for them. They may be gone but they are forever with you. Try your hardest and make their spirits proud.

    • @constantlyafraid2360
      @constantlyafraid2360 3 года назад +2

      Leo, your family is so proud of you right now, they are and will always be with you and the only thing they want for you is to be happy. Keep their memory alive with your own art.

    • @nazmhlungu8335
      @nazmhlungu8335 3 года назад +1

      I'm sorry for ur loss. Thank u for not giving up. Hope u have a blessed future.
      God loves u

  • @randa4613
    @randa4613 4 года назад +537

    2 years ago I overdosed twice wanted to end my life
    Here I am wanting to desperately live and this song hits hard....

    • @jensslendermanarc
      @jensslendermanarc 4 года назад +3

      I love you! Stay strong ❤️❤️

    • @thebestieslc889
      @thebestieslc889 4 года назад +4

      please stay strong don’t give up everything is going to be okay!!!❤️🥺

    • @skyenicloe2939
      @skyenicloe2939 4 года назад +3

      I'm glad ur still fighting.

    • @zehrabilici6373
      @zehrabilici6373 4 года назад +1

      stay strong!!

    • @mirren9303
      @mirren9303 4 года назад +2

      I love you even tho idk who you are but you are worth

  • @itzvaeyaaaa
    @itzvaeyaaaa 4 года назад +416

    I wanna take one more breathe and cherish that last breathe and than be gone

    • @rachelr3324
      @rachelr3324 4 года назад +15

      this hit me

    • @flhedits5941
      @flhedits5941 4 года назад +7

      hope ur better now💕

    • @demrooski2265
      @demrooski2265 4 года назад +2

      i hope you’re doing okay (:

    • @jademccullough6311
      @jademccullough6311 4 года назад

      That wow hits hard

    • @sarahsopkin5172
      @sarahsopkin5172 4 года назад +4

      No, you want the pain to go away but trust me those little moments in life will be worth all the pain

  • @alexasalguero3139
    @alexasalguero3139 5 лет назад +167

    This made it my heart ache more than the original

  • @ickyalyx666
    @ickyalyx666 4 года назад +3905

    Am i the only one who isnt depressed bc of a heartbreak or boy? likeim just sad... not bc of anything with a boy or girl im just.... sad

    • @raviolesdeespinaca
      @raviolesdeespinaca 4 года назад +52

      same, but i am not sad in this moment

    • @skyler_music3093
      @skyler_music3093 4 года назад +132

      same... I'm sad too but not because of a person... some persons make me feel a little bit better but nobody is the reason why I'm sad... it's.. myself... myself, my life just everything that has something to do with me... I don't understand it myself... sryy.. for wasting your time... i can't even describe how I feel and why I'm exactly sad and depressed... I'm a mistake and a failure sorry that I wasted your time.....

    • @bananna7628
      @bananna7628 4 года назад +19

      Kim's Storys same... and you didn’t waste my time 😌♥️

    • @Neokurage
      @Neokurage 4 года назад +8

      mhm

    • @skyler_music3093
      @skyler_music3093 4 года назад +16

      @@bananna7628 wow.. I never thought that somebody could understand how I feel.. and thanks I'm happy I didn't waste your time😊

  • @chantesse
    @chantesse 5 лет назад +250

    you're all i have. you're all i want. but you treat me like i am nothing. no one. i am so broken.

    • @lavendergilly5843
      @lavendergilly5843 5 лет назад +6

      i want you.

    • @rayre2427
      @rayre2427 5 лет назад +3

      @@lavendergilly5843 this is what so many people want to hear thank you so much for saying that even though its not for other people

    • @socksnail
      @socksnail 4 года назад +2

      you have a place in this world. you are worthy. you are here for a reason.

  • @sofiehatesval
    @sofiehatesval 4 года назад +155

    crying to this song at 4:00 am..i just want too escape reality.

  • @Ashley-go9wm
    @Ashley-go9wm 4 года назад +278

    I look at myself and I dont recognize what has happened
    Im fading away and I see myself disappear
    My bones and skin start to u disentagrate
    Into dust that flows in the wind
    I see it happen but I dont stop it
    I just let it be
    This isnt me.
    Shes gone shes desd buried in the cement
    Eyes so dead you can see she doesnt have a soul
    Nothing goes right
    Theres nothing left.
    If i were to leave permanrtly
    It woukdnt affect anyone
    My soul died years ago
    My bodies still walking
    Its the only thing alive
    Depression fought and won the match
    I gave up a long time ago

  • @loveu5662
    @loveu5662 4 года назад +324

    this song makes me wanna run away and forget everything. forget the people, forget the problems, and just everything. i could completely start a new life. with no more pain and ache. only joy and happiness. but i know that will never happen. i have to live out the sadness till i die. i wanna die, but i cant. i dont wanna hurt my family or friends. but it would also hurt them if they knew i felt like this. so i just have to stay silent and not talk to anybody. its not that i dont have anyone to talk to, its just that i dont wanna be judged. i just want somebody that wont judge me or leave me. i jus wanna be happy again. i miss being happy. i dont feel it very often anymore. i only feel joy when im with friends. but i cant cry anymore. im numb. ive cried too many times. i just wanna be happy again.

    • @itzkaru8975
      @itzkaru8975 4 года назад +3

      your not the only one who wants that

    • @nijahantioneice2422
      @nijahantioneice2422 4 года назад

      Same

    • @Introtomisery
      @Introtomisery 4 года назад +1

      hey stay strong and keep going. ik things might be tough but you need to stay alive. you matter , you are loved. i hope things get better for you. stay strong and stay safe.

    • @libertypromise2148
      @libertypromise2148 4 года назад +2

      But...then...we will suddenly realize...running away will relieve the thoughts and feeling temporarily then and only then when we realize...they never went away...that, that is the truly sad part☹

    • @Cannibalisticangel
      @Cannibalisticangel 4 года назад

      I won't judge you promise okay stay safe luv

  • @emiicrossing7576
    @emiicrossing7576 4 года назад +480

    I’m depressed: it’s for attention. I have anxiety: it’s for attention. I am sad: it’s for attention.... I cry: it’s for attention....... I ask for help: I’m lying............... I ask for therapy:it’s just a phase. I commit: Why did she not ask for help?!! She should of told us!....

    • @iwjdiewjdj8145
      @iwjdiewjdj8145 4 года назад +30

      bro i swear, if u let trump outlive you.

    • @gen.kivie16
      @gen.kivie16 4 года назад +7

      ToMuChGoInGoNbRuH BYE💀

    • @yoink1686
      @yoink1686 4 года назад +3

      stay strong girly

    • @iwjdiewjdj8145
      @iwjdiewjdj8145 4 года назад +9

      dont let trump outlive you, even if after hes gone, stay okay? ive been through the same things and i understand what its like to feel like that, nobody was there for me, i was alone. but im getting better by the day, stay stay strong bb

    • @emiicrossing7576
      @emiicrossing7576 4 года назад +2

      ToMuChGoInGoNbRuH okay thank you so much, you are so kind :(

  • @StarchWhisperererser
    @StarchWhisperererser 4 года назад +126

    This song makes me feel like I'm slowly dieing. Like the world around me is becoming foggy, yet I still know what's happening. I feel like my mind slows and I feel tired. But in a... Calming way. Like I should have felt this sooner....

  • @katerinapatrova9249
    @katerinapatrova9249 4 года назад +194

    we only have around 100 years to live and we’re all so sad we don’t even want too

    • @DarcieGacha
      @DarcieGacha 4 года назад +4

      U calling me out Rn??

    • @gracemitchell6487
      @gracemitchell6487 4 года назад +1

      @@DarcieGacha fr

    • @Xen-_-
      @Xen-_- 3 года назад

      Dude that is too long I can’t do it

  • @emiy8530
    @emiy8530 5 лет назад +626

    It just makes it hear more depressing tbh..

    • @amberm6550
      @amberm6550 5 лет назад +10

      Best part about it slowed

  • @playwithkenito
    @playwithkenito 4 года назад +781

    my family is keeping me here

    • @roadkill3067
      @roadkill3067 4 года назад +49

      Hey! I'm so glad you're still here! Stay strong, please! Ily! You can still meet so many beatiful moments in this world, so many beautiful people, songs, art, games, movies... You matter and i wish you all the luck in the world! 💕

    • @laurendevereaux415
      @laurendevereaux415 4 года назад +40

      same. im not committing because i don’t want to hurt my family.

    • @roadkill3067
      @roadkill3067 4 года назад +14

      @@laurendevereaux415 Thank you for staying here!! And don't leave yet! Maybe you'll find something amazing tomorrow or in a week, you won't know if you give up now! Keep fighting! Sending love and hope from the other side of the screen! ❤️✨

    • @kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472
      @kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472 3 года назад +15

      I don’t like some people in my family but I don’t want to hurt the ones that I do care for. The friends, my dog especially. I don’t know what id do without him. My friend hasn’t replied to the apology I sent her 8 hrs ago after a fight we had 4 days ago of me relapsing. I feel so alone and he’s the only one I feel like I have left. He’s old tho and has cancer, pls don’t leave me Rocky. :(

    • @roadkill3067
      @roadkill3067 3 года назад +3

      @@kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472 i'm sorry to hear about the fight with your friend, i hope you can get it all cleared out. And about your dog too. i hope Rocky will have many more great moments with you! ❤️
      I was also wondering, would you want to be friends with me? ✨

  • @skaterboy9320
    @skaterboy9320 4 года назад +31

    Have you ever wanted to cry and your eyes water but no tears come out

  • @mar00ned1ts
    @mar00ned1ts 4 года назад +46

    "You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain, but it's disintegrating, from all the medicine"
    Crap, that hit too close to home. About 3 years ago I lost my best friend because she was an addict, and after stopping and not being addicted anymore, she had seizures. She ended up having a really bad seizure and passed away. I miss you, Tanya

  • @ellameredith2581
    @ellameredith2581 5 лет назад +773

    I need help but don’t want to admit it
    Thank you so much for the replies and I’m doing so much better now, thank you

    • @Mo_msh
      @Mo_msh 5 лет назад +5

      Ella Meredith you don’t have to

    • @Mo_msh
      @Mo_msh 5 лет назад +15

      Ella Meredith just try and work on yourself a little bit and if that’s not enough you can get someone in your life to help guide you through it! It doesn’t have to be black and white help

    • @hannahpayne4091
      @hannahpayne4091 5 лет назад +23

      I know how you feel. I'm trapped in my own mind,

    • @courtneygill1840
      @courtneygill1840 5 лет назад +5

      Ella Meredith you don’t have to and i mean that you need to make sure that you are ready it’s your story. i am right there with you.

    • @tulipinavas
      @tulipinavas 4 года назад +7

      Me too but, nobody will care though

  • @salemcicle1502
    @salemcicle1502 4 года назад +135

    This made me stop breathing. Just reminds me of someone..

  • @luv_kendraa
    @luv_kendraa 4 года назад +211

    Wednesday, may 6, 4:45am
    Remember me...okay?..

  • @w.angel17
    @w.angel17 5 лет назад +3299

    I feel like I'm sinking under water.
    update: Woah idk y this comment got 3k likes, I hope everyone's okay

    • @abbyyygh8011
      @abbyyygh8011 4 года назад +55

      trash 101 I know I feel that way all the time like I can’t escape the water I’m just trapped deep down drowning and I’m fighting and giving it my all to get out but I just keep sinking

    • @heathermcdonald9832
      @heathermcdonald9832 4 года назад +42

      I want to feel like I'm in love but all the signs are not adding up

    • @strawbloodry9168
      @strawbloodry9168 4 года назад +27

      its liek you try to ignore it all and then it comes back ober you like a wave and u drown in it as ppl scream at u to just swim

    • @jordynnoodle2012
      @jordynnoodle2012 4 года назад +28

      I feel like I’m drowning, but instead of water, it’s darkness....

    • @saraphinaelizabeth
      @saraphinaelizabeth 4 года назад +10

      if you feel like your sinking find the strength to swim.

  • @phoebelee6256
    @phoebelee6256 4 года назад +49

    This hurts so so much and no one can even see it

    • @roadkill3067
      @roadkill3067 4 года назад +2

      I'm kinda late, but remember you are not alone! We are all here for you! ❤️

  • @lcookedl
    @lcookedl 5 лет назад +97

    god damn i’m just sitting in the corner of my room and looking at my floor.

  • @kurtyyy6466
    @kurtyyy6466 4 года назад +392

    My mom passed away this morning..And now I’m even more sad😔

    • @kaydee4692
      @kaydee4692 4 года назад +26

      im very sorry for your lose.. if you need someone to talk to im here :C

    • @kurtyyy6466
      @kurtyyy6466 4 года назад +4

      sunshinexkayy tysm.. :(

    • @kurtyyy6466
      @kurtyyy6466 4 года назад +3

      sunshinexkayy tysm.. :(

    • @kaydee4692
      @kaydee4692 4 года назад +3

      your welcome, i’m sorry for your loss

    • @angelofori2526
      @angelofori2526 4 года назад +3

      I am so sorry! Stay strong

  • @helsvqidvqidv4834
    @helsvqidvqidv4834 4 года назад +17

    I love that song, it reminds me of a friend who died last year and I miss him so much, In that night I cried soo much and listened to this song it makes me cry every time I‘m listening to it again...

  • @videogirlirl
    @videogirlirl 4 года назад +5

    i remember this song in middle school. in the peak of my self harm and depression. i was broken and numb. on drugs. i’d listen to this and just stare. it brings back those feelings and it’s not easy. i’d hurt to this song.
    i wish i could go back and pick myself up.

  • @thejanuarypark
    @thejanuarypark 5 лет назад +41

    I just got a nostalgic flashback to a time in my life where I was really not well.. this kind of music is so powerful and i'm really glad you decided to change it up!

  • @alyssashade2285
    @alyssashade2285 4 года назад +128

    Does anyone else lay staring at the ceiling crying so hard that they grasp there pillow hard like their holding on for life and then u let go and the waterfall of tears comes streaming down and you want nothing else but to fade away bc they wouldn’t notice or is it just me... oh ok just me

    • @hildeernst2556
      @hildeernst2556 4 года назад

      hope you're okay now❤️ hag in there

    • @chelseab5355
      @chelseab5355 4 года назад +1

      i do that all the time you're not alone

    • @bellekougias7178
      @bellekougias7178 3 года назад

      you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you

    • @Xen-_-
      @Xen-_- 3 года назад

      Doing it right now

    • @desislater9572
      @desislater9572 3 года назад

      And i scream so loud my voice breaks and not a single person hears...

  • @evie7982
    @evie7982 4 года назад +52

    *me listening to this bc im sad*
    ads:
    "If you have arthritis, and you eat tomatoes, you need to see this"

  • @lul7499
    @lul7499 5 лет назад +201

    So pissed that I dont have headphones right now
    1 Year later: Just broke it. Got my dad's tho 😅

    • @Slimtailz
      @Slimtailz 5 лет назад +4

      Shy Manzano do you have headphones now

    • @aljuria3452
      @aljuria3452 4 года назад

      Bro same

    • @ellie.wilki.
      @ellie.wilki. 4 года назад +5

      10 months later... I hope you got some headphones bro 🤕😌

    • @bitchimkermit3647
      @bitchimkermit3647 4 года назад +1

      Felt that

    • @maxhnoor
      @maxhnoor 4 года назад +2

      Shio year later hopefully you got the headphones :)

  • @iv3rsonking12345
    @iv3rsonking12345 5 лет назад +122

    Pick it up
    pick it all up
    and start again
    you've got a second chance
    you could go home
    .....I can't with life anymore💔💔

    • @toadman8486
      @toadman8486 5 лет назад +4

      You can! You can do this!

    • @Mo_msh
      @Mo_msh 5 лет назад +1

      Krysta Mizell

    • @oliviatutko8564
      @oliviatutko8564 4 года назад +1

      yes you can. you can do this bb. i believe in you.

  • @beans5356
    @beans5356 4 года назад +23

    I ran away a few months ago and while I was walking away from everything I knew, I had this song in my head. I thought I was making the right choice but it was a mistake. I just made my panic attacks,depression, and anxiety worse

  • @mariwon37
    @mariwon37 4 года назад +36

    if it's one of those nights, change the play back speed to 0.85x on RUclips
    and just sit on your floor, listen, stare at the walls, stare at the ceiling,
    watch as the lights from cars pass by your window without a sound,
    and as you fall into that numb state, close your eyes and lay back... goodnight, my love

  • @P3rrineLover
    @P3rrineLover 3 года назад +5

    I'm suffering from depression and this kind of songs makes me feel less alone :')

  • @daniella417
    @daniella417 3 года назад +7

    Listening to this on a car ride at night is so relaxing or in the dark taking a warm shower 😩

  • @kys191
    @kys191 4 года назад +6

    i’m trying to cry, i can’t :/

    • @sarahwelz1120
      @sarahwelz1120 3 года назад

      Me too.. ik it’s been 8 months but how are you?

  • @thaliapatel8173
    @thaliapatel8173 3 года назад +2

    Daughter own the two saddest songs ever written. This and youth. Youth slowed down is absolutely heart wrenching

  • @kelsiewagstaff5299
    @kelsiewagstaff5299 4 года назад +5

    I can’t even cry anymore I’m so numb there’s legit no point in living if u can’t feel 💔🥺

  • @shanelleellesse1479
    @shanelleellesse1479 4 года назад +15

    sometimes i just feel like laying under the stars for hours and forgeting everything forget my pain while it rains and with someone i love and get deep with them and them understanding

  • @billie.eilish._stan6703
    @billie.eilish._stan6703 4 года назад +69

    2020 anyone?

  • @clo8119
    @clo8119 4 года назад +287

    *Hello everyone*

  • @amberwelch1835
    @amberwelch1835 4 года назад +11

    Human touch. Our first form of communication. Safety, security, comfort, all in the gentle caress of a finger. Or the brush of lips on a soft cheek. It connects us when we’re happy, bolsters us in times of fear, excites us in times of passion and love. We need that touch from the one we love, almost as much as we need air to breathe. But I never understood the importance of touch. His touch. Until I couldn’t have it.

  • @driewsidd
    @driewsidd 3 года назад +2

    I listened to this at one of my darkest times of my life. I used to cry til Id get numb to this song and a couple other songs too. I come back today listening to it and I realize it really does get better. It really does. I still have depression and I still have really crappy days but I'm still here and I'm so happy I stuck around.

  • @almostarockstar
    @almostarockstar 5 лет назад +40

    3:24 makes you feel so depressed tbh 😪

    • @juliemaie_860
      @juliemaie_860 4 года назад +3

      iifeelinpeachy * the whole song makes me feel so depressed tbh

  • @riverkeenann
    @riverkeenann 5 лет назад +15

    this hits home :(

  • @laihoward5403
    @laihoward5403 4 года назад +39

    Whoever is seeing this. I love you and your worth it. I promise bubs I promise.

  • @chelseascofield2857
    @chelseascofield2857 5 лет назад +22

    Crying..... this song makes me so sad

  • @Kaliereamsbottom4
    @Kaliereamsbottom4 5 лет назад +25

    I've been looking for this, I'm so glad I found it again 💕

    • @Mo_msh
      @Mo_msh 5 лет назад

      Maybe check it out again!

  • @fakenews8636
    @fakenews8636 4 года назад +2

    the fact how I can feel how others are feeling by not even looking, talking, communicating w them.

  • @carlasofiahidalgocantero7283
    @carlasofiahidalgocantero7283 4 года назад +65

    I still don't understand why he didn't care about my feelings....

  • @sjwragg8106
    @sjwragg8106 3 года назад +2

    This song is so good to listen to during chemo it just makes u want to keep going just to listen to it
    It just makes u feel depressed and makes u think about random stuff that makes u want to carry on and is so inspirational. I was so close to stop all the chemo but I carried on and this song helped me through the hard times of it

  • @emilybray6497
    @emilybray6497 4 года назад +13

    It is 2 am and I’m listening to this while crying myself to sleep

  • @stinkytrumpy1988
    @stinkytrumpy1988 4 года назад +42

    I feel like I’m drowning in my own thoughts about him...

  • @diana2656
    @diana2656 4 года назад +25

    0:50 that kinda hit me doeee

  • @rositaooo9678
    @rositaooo9678 4 года назад +15

    my thoughts suffocate me and i’m tired of it

  • @vvivianm
    @vvivianm 4 года назад +10

    This makes me think so much of my dad. He passed from a Heart Attack because he was dehydrated from drinking too much alcohol. He was stressing out over my Mom because she had Cancer. I saw him, as he was having a heart attack. I was only 3, I walked into the Living room as he was sleeping in a chair, my Mom was giving him CPR. My mom forced and locked me into her bedroom. The last time I ever saw him was looking out the window seeing him being carried away.

  • @jaydenfranklin522
    @jaydenfranklin522 4 года назад +13

    I know I have things I need. I’m provided by things. But I don’t feel like I’m enough anymore. No matter what I do it’s not enough for anyone. I’m always there for everyone else, I listen and I talk.But no one is there for me. I’ve always made people’s days at school and it’s still like I’m talking to a brick wall. I’m so tired; mentally exhausted. I can barley move out of bed in the morning. It’s hard. My “friends” are not really my friends. They are just there during school, never there for me. And it sucks, it really does. I’ve been holding on to my emotions, and my inner thoughts because no one cares enough to listen. Or when I do I’m being “dramatic” most of the time the reply’s are “same” or “felt” it’s never “do you wanna talk about it”. I’ve given up. :(

  • @ew-it8dq
    @ew-it8dq 4 года назад +16

    i wanna fall asleep and never wake up.

  • @jazzmusicstops1125
    @jazzmusicstops1125 4 года назад +1

    I can hear every memory. I can feel every scratch. This song makes me feel so much. It feeds my sadness yet liberates my mind. The haunting voice pairs incredibly with the melody. It actually makes me cry so much... and I don’t even know why. I miss everyone that’s left me, and everyone I’ve left. This is where I come to cry...I think I need a hug.

    • @jazzmusicstops1125
      @jazzmusicstops1125 4 года назад +1

      Dana _4 take care of yourself, youre what matters. And even though i dont know you, i feel like those few words makes us friends ❤️

  • @juliev4337
    @juliev4337 5 лет назад +84

    Just when I thought I couldn’t get any sadder

    • @Mo_msh
      @Mo_msh 5 лет назад +1

      Julie V

  • @skyenicloe2939
    @skyenicloe2939 4 года назад +2

    music doesn't even drown the voices anymore , it's so hard.

    • @enidalfont1750
      @enidalfont1750 3 года назад +1

      its been a few months, but how are you holding up?

  • @moon-ys9dc
    @moon-ys9dc 5 лет назад +17

    get this on spotifyyyy

  • @kuznetsova8
    @kuznetsova8 4 года назад +2

    me thinking of x makes me go back to 2017-2018 where we was alive, he was my world i still love him to the bottom of my heart. and always will love him🥺he has a special place in my heart .

  • @bagelee_
    @bagelee_ 6 лет назад +103

    "Just Another One of Those Days" by Cavetown? I can't find a slowed version of it and i think it would sound nice qwq

    • @maddyray4115
      @maddyray4115 4 года назад

      just go to the original and change the
      playback speed

  • @dhruvigadhia1297
    @dhruvigadhia1297 3 года назад +2

    All the comments here are people being sad in their feels this actually motivates me you guys are worth it, life will throw the hardest of times at you you’ve got a second chance pick yourself up you can do this it will be hard but at the end it’s all worth it you’re given a life you can’t escape it why not make the most of it you can do this!!

  • @Panickingatemo
    @Panickingatemo 5 лет назад +7

    Let’s all take a moment to appreciate Ashton Irwin because if he didn’t discover the other boys in 5sos he could’ve ended it all. And he didn’t. I couldn’t be happier, he’s my king and my savior, he saved me from self harm twice now. Thank you Ashy❤️ you are forever mine

  • @sophnoce8993
    @sophnoce8993 4 года назад +2

    hits different when ur on like 10 different meds :)

  • @emmalevasseur5700
    @emmalevasseur5700 4 года назад +6

    The first time I listened to this song slowed, was a night I was balling my eyes out and I had headphones on and I just stared out the window while it was pouring rain and lightening and my room was all dark

  • @allisonputnam7501
    @allisonputnam7501 3 года назад +1

    to anyone who sees this: you are so important,. if not to anyone else, you are to me. i love you so much and i’m so proud of you. you’ve come so far, please don’t give up on yourself

  • @helloworlditsadriiana2351
    @helloworlditsadriiana2351 4 года назад +5

    This makes me think of the future and what is gonna happen and it made me cry cause it felt real and scary

  • @meganharrington621
    @meganharrington621 4 года назад +1

    if you see this. i hope you’re okay. please please stay strong, i’m here for you. here, you dropped this ❤️👑

  • @jilliancastle1
    @jilliancastle1 4 года назад +5

    I wanna lay still. but I can’t. I’m incapable of sitting still or relaxing. The only time I really relax is when I sleep. This makes me want to relax and feel weightless, and emotionless. Goodnight.

  • @elijanasaburov3497
    @elijanasaburov3497 4 года назад +2

    this is like one of the saddest Songs ever I can‘t even describe what I feel when I listen to this song

  • @wanbywalby8240
    @wanbywalby8240 4 года назад +3

    This made me really relaxed and sleepy, im not sure why...

  • @annagangstad6672
    @annagangstad6672 6 лет назад +24

    Thank you sm

  • @Viktor_Drakkon394
    @Viktor_Drakkon394 4 года назад +8

    Me: **getting lost in feels and reaching a whole new level of understanding for this song**
    "Its just medicine. Its just-"
    **headphones** low battery please charge.
    I mean...you arent wrong.

  • @str4wberry.m1lk
    @str4wberry.m1lk 3 года назад +1

    it’s coming back
    all the memories
    everything...
    i’m drowning...
    i cant breathe
    help...

  • @paige4944
    @paige4944 4 года назад +10

    I don’t wanna feel the way I do at 13, I want to go out and make my childhood a good one but I have no motivation, I’m always crying and just moping around, never getting out with friends, just say In my room left to think

  • @hafasaloinab9855
    @hafasaloinab9855 4 года назад +2

    i feel so broken about everything in my life, i feel stuck. trapped. i have no one and i can’t have anyone. i push everyone away and cry about them not coming back. i’m the problem and i’m tired of existing

    • @sarahwelz1120
      @sarahwelz1120 3 года назад

      Hey ik it’s been some months but how are you?

  • @mikaelaferrier7832
    @mikaelaferrier7832 4 года назад +4

    Hey, you there.
    I know you’re just lying in your bed.
    Listening to sad songs.
    Staring at the wall and looking through the comments.
    Letting the tears be tears.
    Understand everything without thinking about anything.
    And in these moments we exist without really existing.
    These moments are golden.

  • @lisaschronen5485
    @lisaschronen5485 4 года назад +7

    Let me pray for you: Dear God please help this beautiful and amazing person reading this find their way out of this dark.place
    Bless them bless them
    In gods name
    Amem

  • @mily492
    @mily492 5 лет назад +37

    Yeah, now that he’s gone...I noticed I got many chances from him :(. I wish I could’ve known...

  • @ReallyCara
    @ReallyCara 4 года назад +1

    This made me cry on a whole nother level.

  • @fakenews8636
    @fakenews8636 4 года назад +8

    Let’s see.
    2020: Hey it’s Axel! I’m doing quiet fine here! How ‘bout you 2021?
    2021:
    2022:
    2023:
    2024:
    2025:
    2026:

  • @_wee_woo
    @_wee_woo 4 года назад +2

    I hate being that friend who makes all the jokes, who is always smiling, who is always happy, who is always going to be there. When I can’t even be there for myself, when I can’t live up to expectations, and when I don’t know what a real smile feels like...

    • @nothabosiziba4763
      @nothabosiziba4763 4 года назад

      You can talk to me on Snapchat bc ik your pain my name is :nsiziba99

    • @_wee_woo
      @_wee_woo 2 года назад

      @@nothabosiziba4763 I just saw this one year later. I’m doing so much better, I am doing amazing. I’m the happiest I’ve been and I even started crying tears of joy when I saw someone saw and replied. Thank you so much. I’ll add you.