Recently I was invited to a club/bar, the first drink was free so why not... I went there, I sat with a group of acquaintances, and suddenly I found myself alone... not as in, literally alone, but sitting in a corner of the group, just minding my thoughts, deep in my thoughts while watching everyone around, and this song was just playing in my head while I cried inside, over all of the rock and pop songs playing, this song was in my head, repeatedly playing the main melody over and over again. I have ADHD and OCD and I suck at socializing, I expect nothing from random people and I don't mind being alone or feeling alone. But I started crying inside when I realized the people inside where coping through escapism, choosing to treat the symptoms, while I was there, just watching everyone, change their behavior dramatically, change behavior to that of a borderline caveman. That moment I knew, humans never left the jungle, and those who did are on their own. This is why socializing is negligible for neurodivergent people. I'm not a "introvert" or a "quiet cool guy". I'm simply alone and i like being alone, not socializing is obviously hurting my social skills and anxiety, but I don't care, my sanity is breaking apart and all that's keeping me from going completely mad is my thoughts. If that's the price to pay for leaving the jungle, then so be it. Those who live in the jungle don't even ever had sanity to begin with.
Im autistic, and I feel like no one cares about me. My dad divorced when I was 2 months, not even, so I don't even really have a father. I feel isolated and alone, like no one would even care if I died. Now, I feel like I heart issues. That "No one would care if I died", might become reality, and I can't do anything about it.
this sounds like the scariest moments of a soldier in ww1 while they are losing, tanks breaking through, airplanes throwing bombs, everything exploding around him, his teammates dying and he is taking his last breath
My earpods already have a muffled setting and when I listened to this i could only hear the bass with the lyrics being heard only slightly!! Sorry if my English isn't too good, I've been trying to learn new words(i know English, it's my second and first language I've learned and speak but i don't know much about it so.. am still learning :)🙂..*
"Life is like a story. It has it's all time lows until it makes it to the climax, everything is solved and you are happy. Don't end the reader on a cliffhanger."
This makes me feel like I'm somwhere stuck between earth and space.
This is truly amazing.
now I can rest in peace
Rip
😱😱😱
😰🤚
Racist
@@Ev.adams172 how
I just want to fit IN!
Recently I was invited to a club/bar, the first drink was free so why not... I went there, I sat with a group of acquaintances, and suddenly I found myself alone... not as in, literally alone, but sitting in a corner of the group, just minding my thoughts, deep in my thoughts while watching everyone around, and this song was just playing in my head while I cried inside, over all of the rock and pop songs playing, this song was in my head, repeatedly playing the main melody over and over again.
I have ADHD and OCD and I suck at socializing, I expect nothing from random people and I don't mind being alone or feeling alone. But I started crying inside when I realized the people inside where coping through escapism, choosing to treat the symptoms, while I was there, just watching everyone, change their behavior dramatically, change behavior to that of a borderline caveman.
That moment I knew, humans never left the jungle, and those who did are on their own.
This is why socializing is negligible for neurodivergent people. I'm not a "introvert" or a "quiet cool guy". I'm simply alone and i like being alone, not socializing is obviously hurting my social skills and anxiety, but I don't care, my sanity is breaking apart and all that's keeping me from going completely mad is my thoughts. If that's the price to pay for leaving the jungle, then so be it. Those who live in the jungle don't even ever had sanity to begin with.
My girlfriend became lesbian...
I'm a guy
@@DB.Legends_Kid She either was always a lesbian (or bi) or she's lying.
@@WeebSlayer71 😅 it's a long story lol 😅
Im autistic, and I feel like no one cares about me. My dad divorced when I was 2 months, not even, so I don't even really have a father. I feel isolated and alone, like no one would even care if I died. Now, I feel like I heart issues. That "No one would care if I died", might become reality, and I can't do anything about it.
@@ilovemydogs-i2b yo bro are you okay? I hope you are bro, I may not feel the same trauma as you but I hope the best for you
Finally someone who slowed it down enough, thank you 🤧🙏
finally I have been looking for this version for forever now
me too😀👇
this sounds like the scariest moments of a soldier in ww1 while they are losing, tanks breaking through, airplanes throwing bombs, everything exploding around him, his teammates dying and he is taking his last breath
2:20 😩😩
Era só o que eu precisava.
2:18 ♥︎♡
Hidden gem
My earpods already have a muffled setting and when I listened to this i could only hear the bass with the lyrics being heard only slightly!! Sorry if my English isn't too good, I've been trying to learn new words(i know English, it's my second and first language I've learned and speak but i don't know much about it so.. am still learning :)🙂..*
No worries your English is really great for a beginner you actually don’t have a single mistake lol 😂
"You are a strange girl, I think you came from another world."
Enjoy 🙂
I'm sleepy now-
Dont you dare go hollow
2:35 most nostalgic moment :(
Yes.
nah this slaps
MAKE ONE THATS ONE HOUR PLEASE 🙏🙏
just press loop
Maravilhoso!!!😌👌
Sim
When i wear a headseat this make me cry😢😢
1:45 1:56 😩😩
sadness, loneliness, pain, all in a short time span, 15 years of life.
"Life is like a story. It has it's all time lows until it makes it to the climax, everything is solved and you are happy. Don't end the reader on a cliffhanger."
My gf became a lesbian... Im a guy
At first i didn't really care but the more time passed by the more it hurt ( we dated for 4 years )
Stay strong
Hope you doing good
Smile 😊
Me and my followers 😕😑😐🙁🫤
Now I can start my last journey 🗿🗿🗿
Ruhe in frieden Europa. 😔🫡✝️
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When you can’t fit in with others….