ASMR | I’m Back! Honest Talk: The REAL Reason I Was Gone for So Long… Let’s Get Real!
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- Опубликовано: 18 сен 2024
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I’m going to share some details about the drama I’ve had in my life, explain where I’m at now, and see if that’s okay with all of you. For a few years, I wasn’t sure how to talk about it, so I stayed silent. I didn’t want to offend or blame anyone, and I wasn’t sure if I could discuss really personal things here. But yesterday, I thought, ‘Okay, it’s time to open up and move forward.’
I made this video and explanation more for myself, as I needed to put it out there and finally find closure for everything that happened years ago. I just didn’t know how to do it before.
To be honest, I was scared and felt embarrassed, carrying all those feelings with me. But now, I’m able to speak again and I’m no longer ashamed. It’s just life, and I’m ready to move forward.
Love you all, and thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to express myself.
#asmr
I made this video and explanation more for myself, as I needed to put it out there and finally find closure for everything that happened years ago. I just didn’t know how to do it before.
To be honest, I was scared and felt embarrassed, carrying all those feelings with me. But now, I’m able to speak again, and I’m no longer ashamed. It’s just life, and I’m ready to move forward.
Aww Sasha! We love you ❤. Make more content that you’re comfortable with 🙏🏾
I would LOVE your feedback and what content you'd like from me, if any :)
I’m going to share some details about the drama I’ve had in my life, explain where I’m at now, and see if that’s okay with all of you. For a few years, I wasn’t sure how to talk about it, so I stayed silent. I didn’t want to offend or blame anyone, and I wasn’t sure if I could discuss really personal things here. But yesterday, I thought, ‘Okay, it’s time to open up and move forward.’
Love you all, and thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to express myself.
#asmr
One of the videos I remember you making that I enjoyed was making pierogies. My grandfather was born in Slovakia and pierogies are such a comfort food for me.
Your voice is amazing and a blessing to all of us! Please don't ever show your face or do anything that makes you uncomfortable. Your safety and boundaries are the most important thing.
Wow Sasha. I am genuinely overjoyed to see you pop back up on youtube.
Your kind voice has seen me through some incredibly tough times in the past 6 years. And I thank you sincerely - from the bottom of my heart.
In Australia, we have something called 'tall poppy syndrome'. Basically, it's a desire to cut down people that succeed, or they are envious of, and it's an ugly - and all too-common trait. I think that a lot of the victimisation of people in the online sphere stems from that.
I can 100% understand wanting to keep your face off videos - as this is just fuel for stalkers, harassers and 'haters'. And please don't blame yourself for any of the events that happened. It's not your fault for wishing to connect with people when times are tough for you. Human beings are social creatures - and it is thus *very* natural to seek out others for support. Don't beat yourself up for being too open or trusting. I too have the same trait, and although it has burned me a couple of times in a big way, I'm also glad that I am like that.
If you're open to suggestions, I propose that a creative way to continue, yet keep production as a hobby - whilst ALSO protecting your privacy is by reposting your old clips every couple of weeks - minus the video!.. Just a black screen or nice, calming picture of your choosing.
I can't speak for any other ASMR fans, but if others are like me, I practically always start a black/low glare screensaver on my laptop or phone, and go to sleep with a curated playlist of clips on infinite repeat at low volume. I really have no need to 'watch' anything related to ASMR content; thus, silent 'hand movement' videos etc do nothing for me. A good voice is better than ANY sleeping tablet for me 😊.
I would have no doubt that I was solely responsible for at least 5000+ views (and likely many more!) of a whole handful your clips, because of this manner of queuing playlists - and then sleeping
My absolute first time go-to for sleep amongst your content was the adorable & well produced 'fixing you alien'(??) video that you did many, many moons ago.
As an aside - is your email address still active?
Thank you for what you do - and I'm glad that you shared this.
My favorite videos were always the house and car tours, or magazine flips or grocery hauls. Zero need to put yourself in a position that makes you uncomfortable. So glad you're back in any capacity. The world sucks sometimes but your videos are definitely a bright spot for many of us.
I lost my baby girl and mom this last 3 weeks. I am so glad you are back. You make my nights so much easier to sleep. Thank you! ❤
I am so sorry, I am sending love❤
Your voice is the money maker and I don’t even care for asmr. Your page came up when I was looking up golf. It was your golf asmr vid that introduced me to you. You can read a book and I’ll still listen. Good luck to you!!
The old format has always been my favourite! I’m not a huge fan of the highly polished videos. I think many people love this old type of video too, it really showcases the voice ☺️
Great to hear you again! 💜
I'm so happy to hear that 😍 Thank you 😊
If you're unsure about making videos without showing your face, hopefully it'll comfort you to hear that some of my favorite creators are still doing that all the time. Some good examples: Tarot Reader ASMR, Mauve ASMR, ASMRtica, The French Whisperer. I'm sure there are tons more. A lot of us use ASMR to sleep and are closing our eyes a few minutes in, anyway.
I love listening to videos where people just talk about their lives, or go through collections of things that they're excited about. Your voice & vibe are perfect for the ASMR and there's no outdated format! Do what's comfortable and your fans will be happy to listen or watch. Good to have you back :)
I remember the first time I ever found one of your videos, it was before you even started an ASMR channel, it was a henna hair dying tutorial that you did and what got me hooked was the voice over part you did like halfway through the video…omg I remember how my brain melted when I heard you speaking in a soft spoken manner in the voice over I hoped that you would start an ASMR channel on that day and you didn’t disappoint! You are amazingly talented, you have a natural voice perfect for ASMR .Your time and effort is a gift to us and we greatly appreciate you! I’m so sorry you had to deal with so much BS from those haters, please remember you never have to feel obligated to push your boundaries or over exert yourself. Your true fans will always be here for you💖
It's so wonderful to see you back and hear your voice again, and I'm so sorry to hear about the horrible harassment. I have parasomnia and often listen to audio from your old videos to help me settle. You are very brave to confront your feelings, sending you much love from England ❤
Sasha! I have missed your videos! I'm sorry you were not comfortable making videos :( for what its worth I'm so happy you have returned. I really did enjoy your house tour video and your soft spoken voice was so soothing. I personally use asmr to fall asleep so I am very rarely looking at my screen to get my tingles. Your voice will be more than sufficient to provide relaxation to all your loyal subscribers, any content is good content, just happy to have you back and that things are going well for you now :)
So glad you are back!! I loved your videos so much. My favourite videos were your house tours, grocery hauls your hobbies etc.
Ohhhh how I have missed your beautiful voice ❤️💕 I’m so excited to hear you’re back
So glad to see you back! I loved your grocery hauls (i still go back and watch those). Also a chit chat video while you pet your cat
They're sooo good. I loved the pierogi video - wish it was available to watch.
The world works so mysteriously, I randomly thought of your channel and looked up a few older videos this week! Imagine my surprise when you showed up in my feed tonight 😮
I really missed your content and I'm so happy to see you back and thriving now. I'm sorry you went through so much :(
Literally what I was thinking this is wild!
I use it to fall asleep so to be honest all the effort going into some of the creators role plays, is lost on me. It’s always the voice for me. Welcome back❤
Your house tours are how and why I started following your channel. Voice only is great too! I often don't watch the videos anyways.
Youre so brave and we are all wishing you wellness and support
I love voice-only, and I wish more creators would do it! I fall asleep and I’m not watching the video part anyway. I’m looking forward to your new work!
Lovely to have you back. Page turning video reading a magazine would be great. Glad your life is going so well 😊
I love your soft speaking. I really loved your house tour videos. You honestly could read a phone book and I would be satisfied 😅 Excited for the future of your channel and I am eagerly waiting for your next video ❤🖤
Happy to just hear your voice and have still picture if you have limited time, better than waiting a long time for a more elaborate setup! Great to have you back!
What a surprise, i'm so happy to hear you again, just do what make You happy and confortable
Sorry to hear about all you've gone through...divorce, online harassment, in person harassment, etc. You have a lot of fans online and a lot of people who enjoy listening to you and relax. We are glad you're back and have missed you while you were gone.
Very nice to have you back ❤ Reading bedtime stories (or short novels) would make great content. It's really your voice that matters for ASMR people. But please continue the channel 🤗
I too would love narrated books!
I am so happy to hear you’re back! You are such a genuine person. I will miss seeing your face, and your energy, but it’s your life and privacy! I have always loved your videos about health, cooking, grocery shopping, and also the house tours.
Do whatever interests you! No need to explain but it's great to hear from you.
I used to be addicted to your spotify asmr list, i find your voice so calm and cute...
You certainly don't need too much production on your videos IMO, just the image, and the role plays are enough!
One of my favorite asmr videos is your Buddhist temple tour. It’s very soothing and informative as well. I would love to see more like that or just your voice with a background picture. I usually listen with my eyes closed anyhow! Some of my favorite asmr artists do not show their faces. I hope you can return and feel safe doing so❤
Lovely to hear that you’re thriving! Would literally listen to you read a grocery list.. really loved your old school videos around what’s in your fridge and chatting about hobbies. Would love to hear your thoughts on boundaries and everything you’ve learnt 😊
Sasha! How wonderful to see a new video from you. So sorry about what you’ve endured that drove you away. I would love new videos from you that are just your voice with still images. I honestly could listen to you read the phone book with a black screen (but do they even make phone books anymore? lol) and be thrilled! I loved all of your old videos where you sprinkled in some facts along with the video footage so even just something like that, but without actual footage would be great! Whatever you are comfortable with and able to upload, I guarantee I will watch!! ❤
I would love to hear all that you've learned about setting boundaries, it's something a lot of us struggle with. I enjoy learning about psychology. I would also love to hear product reviews and explanations of how to use the items you recommend. I also love when you read us stories, mysteries are my favorite.
So glad to hear that relaxing voice again. I'm sorry people have taken advantage of you, disrespected you, and harassed you. I'm glad to hear you're moving forward and that, ultimately, you are ok. Wishing you nothing but the best in whatever path you choose.
So nice to hear your voice again ❤
Thank you! 🥰🙈
What a surprise! Just do whatever your heart tells you. Your voice is so soothing. Take care.
Glad to hear you're considering making content again. My favourite type of ASMR is soft-spoken rambling, so if you're planning on doing some of that in future - I'd be so so happy.
Your voice is like honey... Sooo comforting and relaxing. Thanks for everything you've posted since day-1.
A whisper or soft spoken ramble with just the voice over would be amazing!! I too love Whisper Crystal and would love to hear more from you. ❤
I would also love to hear more about what you’re doing now. Last I remember, you were an engineer living on site in northern Canada? You have a journey to share, and it has value. ❤️
It's always a joy to hear your! I'm happy that you're doing well :) honestly I want you to make video's that you want to make and feel comfortable making.
Yes!!! All of the things! Voice and still pics. Or what about a fancy eye mask that hides your identity enough when you want to “show your face” in certain videos. But I for one have missed you!! Like the what’s in my fridge video!? A fav. And there’s no face there. Totally get it and i had a feeling thats what had happened when you disappeared. So sorry you went through all that. But so happy you're back!
Happy you're back! Would love if you put the cooking videos back up.
i love the whispercrystal style!
It's great that you're doing well now. You have such an amazing, relaxing asmr voice. I would love to just hear meditations or chatty videos if that's what feels most comfortable for you. Do what makes you feel good - people who care will support you! ❤
Thank you! Will make those!
We would love to see your face and your style of videos was wonderful back then. Showing us your things, talking about yourself, all of those things are great
Will do, face not sure, but the rest yes :)
Yayyyyy so happy ur back!!!!! ❤❤❤
I love voice only! It’s so nice to have you back. Honestly, I feel the most effective ASMRtists are those that are most authentic, and that’s different for everyone. Don’t feel pressure to do anything you are not comfortable with.
I also miss the days were things weren’t so over the top, production wise, for ASMR videos. I find myself rewatching old videos of my favorite creators because they just have a sound that is more relaxing to me.
One of my favorites, from anyone, was your trip to a strawberry (?) farm. You didn’t show more than your hands, I think, but I loved it. You could do things like that.
How ever you feel comfortable posting will be very appreciated. I’ve always loved your voice and I don’t usually watch but I LISTEN❤️
Welcome back! You don't owe us any explanation. You've always been one of my favorites and I'm thrilled to have you back.❤
Great to hear you again. 😊 🇨🇦
Wow I was just wondering the other day if you would ever return! Welcome back Sasha! :)
Hi Sasha! Lovely to hear your voice again, people can be terrible. I listen to several asmr artists who have never shown their face, jenasmr and greenbeauty. Also there's a super popular artist called Mid Mod Meridian who does roll plays and mostly just shows her hands.
Sasha you've always been one of my favorites. Im subscribed to like, hundreds of ASMRtists now all these years later and you're still one of the best in my opinion. Its good to see you make a video again, and its totally understandable about your absence. As i was listening to this, i was starting to feel sleepy eyed, and then i smiled and said out loud, 'she's still got it' 😂
Any content is better than no content! Of course videos with your face are nice but a long video to fall asleep to that is just your voice is still good. :)
Love and missed you so much ❤️❤️😳
So good to hear from you again. Whatever content you post will undoubtedly be tingletastic!
For what it's worth, what I believe makes your ASMR so good is the way you speak. You don't need to make flashy videos to give people what they need. For me, I would be happy if all you did was just chatted about life, like a friend catching up over a cup of tea :)
I love your flight over california beach voiceover video, more like that would be so amazing
you're one of the great ones, Sasha!
Wow! Thank you so much! ❤️❤️❤️
Hey Sasha, I don't know how long I've been subscribed but I still remember what you look like in your earlier videos. Just glad to see you active sharing something you enjoy!
Hi so nice to hear from you. I love your grocery haul video and would love you to discuss nutrition, supplements etc.
Sasha, it's so nice to hear from you again! I'm surprised to hear that your channel wasn't that big back in the day-- you were always one of my favorite ASMRtists. I'm so sorry you went through so much abuse over posting videos of yourself. That's not right.
If you want to post more videos, I think it's important that you create videos _you_ want to create. Your health and feeling of safety is more important than anything. Besides, if you're not enjoying it, then you won't post much anyway. A lot of creators get burned out from pursuing content that others want but the artist isn't motivated by.
Personally, I find that visuals are an important part of ASMR videos. Showing just half of your face has worked really well for some popular ASMRtists; ASMR PPomo is one example that comes quickly to mind.
Looking forward to more from you, if you decide to post more.
Always one of my favorite RUclips ASMR channels, I'm glad to know you're okay. I'd love to see you become more active again, especially in the "old style" w/ face, half-face, etc., but I do understand if that makes things more difficult in your personal life. Although I mostly play ASMR videos as I am falling asleep, yours were some of the videos I would actively watch. Either way, your whisper-voice is, for me, such a perfect one 🙏🏼😊 Godspeed.
Don’t let the haters ruin your beautiful hobby. We’ve all been where you were at one time or another in our lives so I’m sure we can relate to what you went through. You have a community of ASMR people here that love you and truly missed you focus on us and don’t pay attention to these lousy people that try to ruin your happiness. It all boils down to jealousy in the end anyway ignore the negative comments focus on the positive ones and please come back to ASMR we missed you. And you can talk about anything or you can show how to make your chocolate covered strawberries again or whatever makes you happy. And you don’t have to show your face if you don’t want to that’s the beauty of ASMR. I love you and we’re rooting for you. You go girl
Come back Sasha, even if you won't show your face. Your voice helps many fall asleep. We miss hearing it!
Welcome back, Sasha 🤗 I remember a lot of that which was going on in your life. It was definitely getting scary and out of control and I'm so glad you got away from it. Life is not for living in the past though and it's great to see you moving forward. Take it all at your own pace. It's all gravy from here 😀👍 As for what I want to see... this may come as a huge surprise but how about some... face brushing, lol 😁 And with Halloween coming soon you can always wear masks to cover a little of your face if you feel like showing your entire head 😀 You're sounding well and happy. I'm happy you're back, Sasha 🤗❤
sorry to hear that you got harassed :/ people can be so mean for no reason but I'm glad that you are back💗
Thank you for sharing. Glad you have forgiven those people except the one that shared your YT channel. Some people suck. I will miss your calming aura on camera but happy I still get to hear the most placid voice. 10:37 I would be interested in hearing what you have learned about attracting certain types of people, boundaries and personal growth in general.
Wow, long time no see Sasha. Glad to hear your happy now and would love to see you doing ASMR once again, just do what you like. I am not a fan of roleplays and I guess without the visual element it might not work for some but just straight up talking like this video would be good enough for most. xx
Ура! Вы снова с нами❤️
Hello my beautiful friend, So happy to see you’re back! Any video you make will be great, I miss our talks, I want you know that I’m always here for you, take care and hugs to you.
Love your content and very much hope you’ll come back!!
Missed you! Please do a tapping and chatting video! Maybe of your favourite books? You don't have to have your face in the frame :)
I was only thinking about you the other day ❤ what are the odds. So glad to see you back. Missed you. X
You voice is amazing, I'd love anything you put out.
We missed u!!!
I typically play the videos in the background while I do other things- so I'm just listening anyway. For me, the gentle speaking voice is the most important, generally the only necessary trigger. I always feel so bad because people put such effort into their visuals for me not to even view them. I say, talk to your recorder about, just anything, for ten minutes a day and put that up, and I'd listen to it every/any day. I'm sorry to hear about your awful experience. I think people feel doubly entitled to be cruel to beautiful women because they assume since you're attractive your life must be easier, they're not self aware enough to recognize their insecurity. Anyway, they are garbage. Don't forget though, you are filled with bright, joyful light. And even though there's trash, there is still also other light. Sorry to ramble. Be well, dear Sasha
You could do more grocery hauls, too! No face needed and you have good ideas for a vegan diet. I really liked your one grocery haul.
So happy to hear you again 😊
I hope those idiot bullies will not bother you anymore, we miss you and you miss RUclips and that's all that matters. If someone has issue with it, we'll, doesn't have to watch it.
I was so sad when you deleted videos with face since Facts about Christmas and Fashion haul try on were my fav videos, but I understand. People are idiots and they don't know what are they doing how painful it can be for others.
I hope you will come back this time, even without full face videos, just voice-over.
I love magazine flip through videos, plus you don't have to show your face, so that's cool. Also some voiced over facts with sounds or something like that.
Your voice itself is so calming, I wouldn't need any other sound :)
I miss your alien roleplay video🥺🥺. It was one of my favorite ever ASMRs
Id love to see some new videos from you. Lots of creators make lovely lo-fi videos just showing things on a table with their hands and explaining what they are etc. They are some of my favourite types. 😊
❤
So glad you are back Sasha ура спасибо вам большое за вашу контент. Я Молиться За Україна Боже Благославии Україні
Do you read? Could do a reading series!!! Welcome back anyway x
I really enjoyed your other SUV videos. I think you did a Porsche one that I'd love to see again!
i mostly listen to stuff, so just audio is fine with me. regardless, i'm sure it will be as good as always.
Здравствуйте! Оч приятно вас снова слышать. 😊
10:46 we would be so interested in hearing about this
Yayyyyy🎉
😮🙏👏👏👏
Hey Sasha! You're 4 months early, but it's such a nice surprise to see a new video from you. I think the community totally understands why you did what you did, and no-one could ever hold that against you. For me, you are still my go-to ASMR creator, even after all these years, I subscribed to many, but you were the only one that I created a playlist for, to help me drift off to sleep every night. You came back, time and time again, and re-released old videos, then removed them, which we now understand why, but those videos meant a lot to us. (I just checked my playlist, 22 videos hidden) so that says a lot. I'm glad you made this new video to help explain things, but don't ever feel you need to justify yourself. We are all individuals, you do you. In saying that, I would love to see regular content from you, however you wish to create it. Your voice, was always the key. As far as I'm concerned, you're still the best ASMR voice in this whole genre. Stay well & happy. :)
Im sorry people suck so bad, my feedback would be, I don't mind if you show your face, I don't mind if you post regularly. I'd happily sit here with a blank screen while you read a phone book. My favourite vidoes of yours didnt have your face. You had the best cooking vids.