I wish it felt like God was ignoring me. It felt like his hatred. Then I think about how terrified Jesus was during the crucifixion. And I know God didn’t abandon him through all that.
Yeah despite how I feel I get mad but then I realize if I were god I wouldn’t intervene. He’s watching but idk if he intervenes. If god fixed our problems he might as well take away our free will and negative emotions and make us robots. This life is short compared to eternity but I think we chose to play this game in order to be human . Like going camping and then sleeping at home. You’ll always be home but camping is an adventure
I'm relearning God after so much disappointment I just want to get to a level of accepting. Not gaslighting my heart through the "maybe applicable"words of God feels like the numbing I need/ seek.
God will keep you blind and looping as many times as needed. Until 👉you had enough of the world 🌎 and it’s stress. Hopefully at this moment you decide to seek GOD 👏 and meet SPIRIT.👻
That's pretty deep, but that just goes to show the mysteriousness of God's goodness, grace and mercy. We just have to keep the faith no matter what we go through in life. God bless all of you.
@@TheDeliveryGuy806 maybe he does that to somehow make us stronger through our struggles, but sometimes I think maybe I believe the wrong stuff. I am so confused.
Where have all the flowers gone? Long time passing. Where have all the flowers gone? Long time ago. Where have all the flowers gone? The girls have picked them every one. Oh, When will you ever learn? Oh, When will you ever learn? Young girls They've taken husbands every one. Young men They're all in uniform. Soldiers They've gone to graveyards every one. Graveyards They're covered with flowers every one. Flowers Young girls have picked them every one.
So existence is suffering? When did I get to choose this over the peace of oblivion? When was i made fully aware of who and what I would be made into and made to suffer through? I don't recall ever getting a choice. Just being told that if I don't praise and worship I'll suffer for eternity! I'm suffering now!
@@Kevin-nr9hp lol 🤣 wow only people who want to reign are war lords and tyrants but I guess it makes sense God's into that kind of low vibrational crap. Me I just want to draw and make music. Your God is a very angry guy
@@soioioioioioio34 tyrants and war lords have a dirty sinful nature. The best form of government is actually a monarchy, only when the King is perfect and just. We won’t get that until Jesus Christ returns to rule from Jerusalem. You should read your Bible more.
God probably expects us to take care of it by ourselves but use Jesus name threw prayer so he can help?? No idea. I'm on the verge of becoming an atheist
There’s no God. I have extreme OCD and the mental illness actually used my faith against me. You need to get therapy. I’m in it. Christianity, even if it were true, is an abusive relationship.
What ever he is saying isn't helping. Some times praying doesn't work. You need to praise and worship God When I wanted to lose weight because of antipsychotic praying didn't work. When I start praising God and worshipping him crying I seen changes in my weight. I didn't go on any diet or workout. The same with my eyes. I was seeing floaters like crazy it was almost blocking my vision. Most likely I had a detach retina and I went to church start praising and worshiping God and I felt something come over my eyes and I stop seeing floaters. I believe God healed me with his holy spirit. He want you to praise him when you are at your lowest and even when you are at your highest.. first thing when You wake up or go to bed put on some christian music and praise him and worship him.
I wish it felt like God was ignoring me. It felt like his hatred. Then I think about how terrified Jesus was during the crucifixion. And I know God didn’t abandon him through all that.
He will never leave you or forsake you. God is love , the enemy hates people but the enemy is defeated
Yeah despite how I feel I get mad but then I realize if I were god I wouldn’t intervene. He’s watching but idk if he intervenes. If god fixed our problems he might as well take away our free will and negative emotions and make us robots. This life is short compared to eternity but I think we chose to play this game in order to be human . Like going camping and then sleeping at home. You’ll always be home but camping is an adventure
God never ignore you. He is with us always.
He's not with you when you're in hell. That contradicts the scripture of God never leaving you or forsaking you.
Amen!!!!
Thank you for this. I found this in my despondency and hopelessness.
I'm relearning God after so much disappointment I just want to get to a level of accepting. Not gaslighting my heart through the "maybe applicable"words of God feels like the numbing I need/ seek.
God will keep you blind and looping as many times as needed. Until 👉you had enough of the world 🌎 and it’s stress. Hopefully at this moment you decide to seek GOD 👏 and meet SPIRIT.👻
That's pretty deep, but that just goes to show the mysteriousness of God's goodness, grace and mercy. We just have to keep the faith no matter what we go through in life. God bless all of you.
Yeah, so he says he will never abandon us, but he makes our lives feel exactly like we are abandoned
Agree 😥
@@TheDeliveryGuy806 maybe he does that to somehow make us stronger through our struggles, but sometimes I think maybe I believe the wrong stuff. I am so confused.
God never abandoned us. We abandoned God.
I feel like God is ignoring me.😢 I also feel like God turned me over to the tormentors.
It's been my experience that often times God wants us to do it on our own. Why should he do everything when he's given us the power?
Of course that's just my personal experience. I have had what I consider miracles occur in my life, but I still had to do some things on my own.
What power? I can't cure anyone's torment let shone my own? What effing power?
Absolutely love this conversation! So insigtful. Well done!
Where have all the flowers gone?
Long time passing.
Where have all the flowers gone?
Long time ago.
Where have all the flowers gone?
The girls have picked them every one.
Oh, When will you ever learn?
Oh, When will you ever learn?
Young girls
They've taken husbands every one.
Young men
They're all in uniform.
Soldiers
They've gone to graveyards every one.
Graveyards
They're covered with flowers every one.
Flowers
Young girls have picked them every one.
God's answer to the topic question is: don't worry, don't be anxious, these are God's medicine to mental illness that cause by worry and anxiety.
So all the suffering is ok because we get to see God come back to earth? Strange perspective on the gospil.
Suffering is a chance to draw closer to God. In the end He rewards us. “If we suffer, we shall also reign with Him”
So existence is suffering? When did I get to choose this over the peace of oblivion? When was i made fully aware of who and what I would be made into and made to suffer through? I don't recall ever getting a choice. Just being told that if I don't praise and worship I'll suffer for eternity! I'm suffering now!
@@Kevin-nr9hp lol 🤣 wow only people who want to reign are war lords and tyrants but I guess it makes sense God's into that kind of low vibrational crap. Me I just want to draw and make music. Your God is a very angry guy
@@soioioioioioio34 tyrants and war lords have a dirty sinful nature. The best form of government is actually a monarchy, only when the King is perfect and just. We won’t get that until Jesus Christ returns to rule from Jerusalem.
You should read your Bible more.
Is addiction worse than schizophrenia?
Why doesn’t he just talk to me in a way that my hears can hear him?
God has already spoken. Pickup the book and read what God has revealed about himself
Meditation
@@bobcat24 He does through people. Have you ever met an angel unaware? (Hebrews 13:2 KJV)
God probably expects us to take care of it by ourselves but use Jesus name threw prayer so he can help?? No idea. I'm on the verge of becoming an atheist
There’s no God. I have extreme OCD and the mental illness actually used my faith against me. You need to get therapy.
I’m in it.
Christianity, even if it were true, is an abusive relationship.
What ever he is saying isn't helping. Some times praying doesn't work. You need to praise and worship God
When I wanted to lose weight because of antipsychotic praying didn't work. When I start praising God and worshipping him crying I seen changes in my weight. I didn't go on any diet or workout. The same with my eyes. I was seeing floaters like crazy it was almost blocking my vision. Most likely I had a detach retina and I went to church start praising and worshiping God and I felt something come over my eyes and I stop seeing floaters. I believe God healed me with his holy spirit. He want you to praise him when you are at your lowest and even when you are at your highest.. first thing when You wake up or go to bed put on some christian music and praise him and worship him.
Powerful testimony
I've been crying begging praying and pleading my whole life....
Jesus is a man and is the son of God. OF