Brain cancer: Dying to Live, Living to Die in

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  • @Gabriel-jg5wh
    @Gabriel-jg5wh 3 года назад +3702

    I wish someday we could just say "it's just cancer"

    • @renameagain5808
      @renameagain5808 3 года назад +75

      Some day....maybe

    • @legitscoper3259
      @legitscoper3259 3 года назад +104

      That day will come, within the next 25 years. There already MANY promising "cures" but need LOOONG Long time observations to be approved for treatment in humans.

    • @Gabriel-jg5wh
      @Gabriel-jg5wh 3 года назад +6

      @noctis nox Imagine

    • @CarlosSuarez-tk8qk
      @CarlosSuarez-tk8qk 3 года назад +3

      nanotechnology looks promising but also expensive

    • @rileywhalen6554
      @rileywhalen6554 3 года назад +2

      @@legitscoper3259 💯agree. Including improving fake arms and legs with real nerves in ‘em.

  • @galibx2332
    @galibx2332 2 года назад +13551

    Not a religious person but hope there is a heaven for beautiful souls like her.

    • @xx_somescenecath0lic_xx888
      @xx_somescenecath0lic_xx888 2 года назад +276

      Thank you Jesus tht there is

    • @hunterstorm6981
      @hunterstorm6981 2 года назад +42

      @@xx_somescenecath0lic_xx888 yes

    • @zezenkop412
      @zezenkop412 2 года назад +267

      If there is one (god )why would he let her go through this in first place

    • @galibx2332
      @galibx2332 2 года назад +12

      @@xx_somescenecath0lic_xx888 Amen Buddha to that

    • @ericcrites3389
      @ericcrites3389 2 года назад +30

      She is there in the purest light that has ever existed.

  • @itchymoche
    @itchymoche Год назад +1508

    I just lived 4 years of this with my beautiful wife, and watched her same mirrored decline as Charlotte. I lost her to the brain cancer 11/13/2022. One thing I saw that they both had in common was that no matter what, we never once gave up HOPE! God bless, and much sympathy to the family.

    • @tejaskulkarni4923
      @tejaskulkarni4923 Год назад +30

      Condolence Brother
      May lord give you strength

    • @Kerfufflekitten
      @Kerfufflekitten Год назад +16

      Jesus sorry for you loss brother, 11/13/13 has a horrible memory for me too as I lost my high school sweetheart.

    • @Gcruzy
      @Gcruzy Год назад +8

      My Deepest Condolences for your loss

    • @eman6940
      @eman6940 Год назад +5

      R.I.P.🙏✝️ She’s in paradise now🙏✝️

    • @baishya775
      @baishya775 Год назад +4

      I wish you and your family strength .

  • @FSAEntertainment
    @FSAEntertainment 6 месяцев назад +252

    R.i.p. feeling really sad. This is the condition of my younger brother now but i m really hopeful that he becomes fit n fine again. To all cancer patients out there, stay positive & believe in the divine force. Nothing is impossible if god wants you to live. Even if u think ur tym is limited be happy every day that u live. Nobody lives forever. Everyone has to go. Some go early. Some go late. Be happy

    • @robf1557
      @robf1557 6 месяцев назад +9

      All the power to your younger brother and your family in these trying times! ❤

    • @tommasocrema2108
      @tommasocrema2108 5 месяцев назад +6

      I’m sorry for your little brother. My ex girlfriend had a rare neck cancer with hight mortal range, but she’s here and she’s good now. Stay strong and try to live a full life and beautiful moments with who you love.

    • @SharonWard-dx1sv
      @SharonWard-dx1sv 5 месяцев назад +2

      Amen ☁️🎺👼🙏✨🌹

    • @DavidRivera-pc7no
      @DavidRivera-pc7no 5 месяцев назад

      n passing alestine harod if as if my hought stop ask is it lie passig baylon before i get to city of troy talk greek to gentile not jew to the grek in wn way about sop for night gentiless

    • @lnl3237
      @lnl3237 4 месяца назад +1

      Some candles have long wicks, some short. All give light to the world.

  • @sennapels5307
    @sennapels5307 Год назад +4396

    Let’s be honest.. Nobody searched for this video but we all know that we needed it.. Life can be short, make the best of it.

    • @cesarcueto1995
      @cesarcueto1995 Год назад +24

      I searched for it

    • @thomasxdx
      @thomasxdx Год назад +20

      listen, life is the longest thing you will ever experience

    • @xh7736
      @xh7736 Год назад +13

      I got it recommended

    • @Ahlem_DMC
      @Ahlem_DMC Год назад +3

      i'm doing my best

    • @Ashallmusica
      @Ashallmusica Год назад +2

      It was recommended 3 Times to me

  • @jotarokujo9776
    @jotarokujo9776 2 года назад +8776

    this was heartbreaking to watch. How short and fragile life really is...

    • @Helpadoggoreachsubs
      @Helpadoggoreachsubs 2 года назад +2

      It
      ruclips.net/video/7WJeZJw5grY/видео.html

    • @U2M4N
      @U2M4N 2 года назад +46

      @Jack Wrath Wtf is wrong with you bro

    • @joaquin3509
      @joaquin3509 2 года назад +31

      @@U2M4N he's tryna be edgy

    • @yesimmelody4321
      @yesimmelody4321 2 года назад +1

      @👑 EXP0S3R! 👑 ur sick

    • @run7388
      @run7388 2 года назад +2

      @👑 EXP0S3R! 👑 got there own cult following lol, don't seek revenge on your school now

  • @MaxHohenstaufen
    @MaxHohenstaufen Год назад +373

    That video is a punch in the stomach. All of a sudden, all my problems seem so trivial and miniscule I can't help but feel guilty about the over importance I been giving them. There is seemingly no explanation to why something like this would happen to anyone so young, but I like to believe this girl was loved and appreciated during her short passage on this world, and that she found peace to deal with this unfair life.

    • @wellbeing6198
      @wellbeing6198 Год назад +5

      Can't agree more

    • @jendoe9837
      @jendoe9837 8 месяцев назад +9

      I'm crying and feeling like an ungrateful shit. What a blessed life I lead. This poor girl. She didn't deserve this

  • @Voguewow
    @Voguewow 5 месяцев назад +83

    Remember watching this video when it came out 6 years ago.
    This month I got diagnosed with my very own brain tumor (I'm in my early 30's) . I'm sorry for what you went through Charlotte, hopefully rewatching this will give me some strength to face what's to come. I'm scared people. Good luck to y'all, enjoy life while you can, I'm not sure I realized how precious it was before it happened to me. Maybe I did? Probably not enough. I don't know anymore.
    Take care

    • @LaidleyWyrm
      @LaidleyWyrm 5 месяцев назад +10

      Me too, it''s crazy that you watch videos like these and feel the pain and fear of these people and then it happens to you.
      I'm also in my early 30's, I got diagnosed with mine in May 1st. Got it removed on Septemeber 7, everything went fine but after a brain tumor you must pay visits to the oncologist during the following years and we are paying close attention even if mine isn't considered "cancer" (mine was an astrocytoma). Never in my life I would have thought I would be dealing with this or knowing neurosurgeons/neurologists, especially in my third world country. I have always been grateful for my life, even if it hasn't been the happiest, the little things in life like cute caterpillars/snails on the sidewalk or marine life made me really happy.
      It is true that maybe most of us don't realize the value of things we take for granted but also don't blame yourself or don't let others blame you for your health. It's just tough luck we had I guess. Godspeed in this journey my friend.

    • @gunahp5495
      @gunahp5495 5 месяцев назад +7

      I pray for u bro. I'm sure u will beat it and recover bact to ur best. Ur strong u will beat it bro💪.

    • @MrKrusten
      @MrKrusten 4 месяца назад +4

      Hey man, i dont know you but i truly wish you all the great things this world can give you. I look forward to hearing from you again under this comment, that would make me happy

    • @angelaschaefer5883
      @angelaschaefer5883 4 месяца назад +2

      Sending strength and hope to you. As you face this awful tumor. Sending hugs and love from Illinois.

    • @Voguewow
      @Voguewow 3 месяца назад +12

      Hey thanks for all the people that sent me nice vibes, all the love to you guys/gals! Had craniotomy 2 weeks ago and according to my neurosurgeon they managed to remove 90% of it (which isn't bad at all). No Chemo/No Radio for now, tumor was definitely confirmed to be Astrocytoma grade II which even if not fun means I should be able to live a number of years (no one can really tell how many but oh well...)
      Mentally I'm still having a hard time coping with it even tho I know so many other people have it way worse, I will try to enjoy my life as much as possible every day and hope science and medicine can find ways to cure us and my fellow brain cancer buddies for good in a few years.
      Love others, love yourself and do no harm, trying to live with those words in mind.
      T.

  • @sakurasai781
    @sakurasai781 2 года назад +17728

    What a queen. She fought every single day. RIP Charlotte.

    • @johnwayzwayz3106
      @johnwayzwayz3106 2 года назад +5

      Definitely with god almighty? everything is possible I'm cured from HSV virus. by a spiritual practitioner
      ruclips.net/user/shortsD6UBT8lKYcw?feature=share

    • @princess-yx6hx
      @princess-yx6hx 2 года назад +151

      i tought shes alive

    • @lazonaasombrosa8688
      @lazonaasombrosa8688 2 года назад +1

      @@johnwayzwayz3106 XD

    • @MustObeyTheRules
      @MustObeyTheRules 2 года назад +14

      @@johnwayzwayz3106 god created cancer

    • @landynn8900
      @landynn8900 2 года назад +46

      @@MustObeyTheRules That's not exactly true. Everything was perfect. But Lucifer was jealous of God's power and he became the devil. Soon God created human, and human sinned. That's when sin came into the world and that's where we are now.

  • @tea1097
    @tea1097 2 года назад +8578

    Seeing her slowly depleting, heartbreaking, so sorry for the parents :(

    • @OxyPox
      @OxyPox 2 года назад +11

      @@johnwayzwayz3106 Shut up

    • @michaelhawkins7389
      @michaelhawkins7389 2 года назад +16

      @@johnwayzwayz3106 fucking incentive person

    • @johnwayzwayz3106
      @johnwayzwayz3106 2 года назад +5

      @@OxyPox seriously my HSV diagnosed disease was cured by a spiritual practitioner don't forget with god everything is possible

    • @AlbertusSalvatierra
      @AlbertusSalvatierra 2 года назад +36

      @@johnwayzwayz3106 Uh, to certain extent. You gotta meet him half-way. You can’t just go “Oh, I’ll just leave it in God’s hands.” It doesn’t work like that. We gotta commit, he doesn’t, cuz he’s timeless.

    • @johnwayzwayz3106
      @johnwayzwayz3106 2 года назад +2

      @@AlbertusSalvatierra seriously with god everything is possible

  • @javierlynch7000
    @javierlynch7000 7 месяцев назад +37

    cancer survivor here, got diagnosed at 19, currently 27 yo and still here!, just a leg missing along the way. charlotte story breaks my heart so deeply, living every day with all the lost ones in my mind. thankful to still be here

    • @andywilliams6103
      @andywilliams6103 6 месяцев назад

      What cancer did you have?

    • @javierlynch7000
      @javierlynch7000 5 месяцев назад

      @@andywilliams6103 "sarcoma de ewing", is the name in spanish my mother language, in the upper part of the tibia

  • @SeanyBlazeOfficial
    @SeanyBlazeOfficial Год назад +511

    I lost my brother to brain cancer, and its a horrendous and fast paced process that feels like forever. Nobody should have to endure it. Rest in power Charlotte ❤
    This was the experience I witnessed from the outside perspective:
    I lost my brother to brain cancer in 2015. He was autistic with aspergers, and the sweetest most innocent kid. He had fought Hoskins lymphoma when he was in high school in 2008, and in 2012 was deemed cancer free. But suddenly in mid September of 2015 he started having serious migraines, and was taken to the hospital 4 times in 2 weeks. By the end of it, he wasn't able to walk, talk, or anything but just lay there and moan. He had to be carried to the car. All 4 times the doctors said he was having "Caffeine withdraws" (Don't even get me started on that) and dared to blame his autism, "Reminding" my mom he was autistic. Oh lord, if only their own mothers had taught them not to poke mother bear. And boy, did she have something to say. The part I can put on here is "I know my own son, this is NOT how he is, or has ever been". We went to a different hospital the 5th time, where they did an MRI and cat scan, and found he had a tumor the size of a tennis ball on the right side of his brain, and one the size of a pea near his cerebral cortex, center brain. They said they had to do surgery immediately, and didn't even have time to send him to Portland (We live in Southern Oregon) as he wouldn't even survive the flight over at this point. They stated he would not have lived through the night if he had not been taken in, and likely not even a few hours. After hours of extensive surgery, the surgeon approached with teary eyes, saying with a shaky voice "I did everything I could do".
    Unfortunately, the tumor center brain was rapidly growing, and inoperable. They stated radiation and chemo might give him on the higher end 6 months, but would make it a harder and more miserable time. When he woke up he had lost the ability to speak and many motor functions. I can't imagine the terror he went through, especially with his mental conditions while this all was happening. But since he couldn't communicate, this was left on my parents to decide. They decided to enjoy the time left with him and not extend his suffering. Sadly, it was a watch him get better, get a burst of false hope, and suddenly rapidly decline experience. From bed ridden, to being able to use a walker and point to stuff again, back to bed ridden. And in the end, I really do wish I spent more time growing closer to him in life. But strangely enough, we started hanging out a bunch a few month before this all happened. We started watching Markiplier and Vanoss gaming together, playing GTA 5 and screaming "STREAM SPOATS!" (Extreme sports, is a Vanoss reference). We had a great time. But I relation to the story, when he came home from the hospital in his final 2 weeks on hospice, he had a nurse at our place as a caretaker. One night when he was laying there bored, I came in and put on a five night at Freddys 4 video for him. She immediately stated it was negative with the cuss words and content, and asked me to change it, but I told her to just give it a chance and watch. His face lit, uuup. He had the biggest grin, and though he couldn't talk, he looked at me, and I could see the thank you and appreciation in his eyes before he turned back to watching the tv. It was amazing to see him happy, and actually see him make laugh or two happen!
    But only a few days later, I woke up at 2 or 3 in the morning to my mom sitting on the foot of me bed. Annoyed from the hallway light and waking up at this time, I asked her what she was doing. "Your brother passed. Ill let you say goodbye." I walked into the room, and immediately heard the soft Hawaiian music playing, the ukulele, the voice. His lava lamp collection he had through his life was lined up and glowing in beautiful colors, the Christmas lights we put up so he could enjoy the holiday he wouldn't see were lit up around the window cill, all of it. It was peaceful, and I was alone to say goodbye. I broke down and just started apologizing. "Im sorry Ben. Im so sorry. Ben. Im sorry". He lived a month and a half from diagnosis to death, and it many holidays after were just spoiled for the family. I had my 15th birthday on October 14th ( midway through the process) and he passed the 14th of the next month, just after his own birthday on the 3rd. Ever since weirdly, 14 has always shown up as a cursed number for me, and always appears in tragic times.
    But aside from the superstitions, it really did show me how valuable time is, and to really cherish your loved ones presence, as it is not permanent, and anything could happen to anyone, at any age, and any time. I hope this story gives at least somebody a little jolt and puts a few I love you's and appreciation out into the world. Go tell someone special in your life how much they mean to you, because they might not always be there for you to do so. Ben would have loved that so much. He always wanted people to be happy and feel good about themselves, and had the biggest heart. Just remember, we are all in this together

    • @carolegodde7816
      @carolegodde7816 Год назад +21

      My son is 28 with aspergers syndrome and this story broke my heart. My son is fighting for his life, not to effin cancer but he does not feel he belongs here and all the love in the world does not seem to help. Ben sounds like a remarkable young man who battled against many odds and I just want to send love to Ben, you and your family. I am a cancer survivor at 59, diagnosed at 43 and it is so wrong that a young man with enough hurdles in life is dealt this hand. Love and hugs and so sorry for your loss and for Ben who should have had his life at his feet. X

    • @Hufflebunz
      @Hufflebunz Год назад +11

      Reading this had me tearing up. He seemed wonderful, hope you are doing well

    • @eman6940
      @eman6940 Год назад +4

      R.I.P. Ben🙏✝️ He is in paradise now brother🙏✝️

    • @eman6940
      @eman6940 Год назад +2

      @@carolegodde7816 May God bless you and your beautiful family 🙏✝️

    • @NinaAndCoco
      @NinaAndCoco Год назад +4

      Your story has really touched my heart. It seems as though Ben came to this existence here to fulfil a beautiful purpose and he did that indeed. I send my heartfelt love to you and your mum and to Ben. He is with you still and you will see him again when it is your time. What a beautiful life. ❤❤❤

  • @howardmanley3388
    @howardmanley3388 3 года назад +2931

    “Do not regret growing older, it’s a privilege denied to many”... 🙏

    • @ISKRxM
      @ISKRxM 3 года назад +1

      нет никаких привилегий

    • @shelbyj1433
      @shelbyj1433 3 года назад +137

      i'm only 24 (nearly 25) and i've been feeling really weird about approaching 30. this comment and video puts things into perspective.

    • @sorecentipede
      @sorecentipede 3 года назад +21

      @@shelbyj1433 exact same age, exact same thought

    • @hakimy7100
      @hakimy7100 3 года назад +5

      @@Keyooshi Indeed so. I Wish the best for her family.

    • @andrewb7432
      @andrewb7432 3 года назад +12

      @@shelbyj1433 same I'm 25 in a couple of weeks and I was kinda dreading it but now I'm grateful

  • @davidpritchard7174
    @davidpritchard7174 4 года назад +12348

    She had 19 years...ive had 43 and I'm healthy....I'll never complain again..shes taught me all i need to know in 4 mins ....
    Rest it peace Charlotte..

    • @stephenhayden5249
      @stephenhayden5249 4 года назад +198

      David Pritchard well said mate. I'm 50 and feel the same. What a lovely young lady she was.

    • @karlagreen6310
      @karlagreen6310 4 года назад +30

      Yes. Me too.Be grateful every day.

    • @pamelacossey8604
      @pamelacossey8604 4 года назад +48

      So many young people are dying. I dont understand why but it breaks my heart😢

    • @Lazarett
      @Lazarett 4 года назад +44

      Yep ! she was a brave soul . I cry a lot . I am a men of 52 . I never complain again too . There is so many brave people there . I put priority in the present . I dont fear death but suffering is unacceptable .

    • @Lazarett
      @Lazarett 4 года назад +7

      @@YAHUSHUAISLORD468 calm down ! Love is in yourself , seek it and enjoy .

  • @Chris-sd8mk
    @Chris-sd8mk Год назад +78

    I lost my sister at five yrs ,I’m sixty three and still haven’t got over loosing her, god bless Charlotte.

    • @Sukinero
      @Sukinero 7 месяцев назад

      Rip ❤

  • @simontrucker3624
    @simontrucker3624 10 месяцев назад +58

    RIP Charlotte. I've been battling this same tumour type since 2020. First craniotomy 9/12/20, then radiation treatment and chemo before first recurrence last year then 2nd craniotomy 24/8/22. Back into radiation treatment and chemo before 3rd recurrence showed up in January '23. Now going through immunotherapy with Bevacizumab and a chemo booster, Lomustine. Have been told it will ultimately be terminal. Very hard to stay positive most days. At least I have had 57yrs, it is criminal someone your age should have been taken by this bloody cancer.

  • @ErenShouldveDucked
    @ErenShouldveDucked 3 года назад +2981

    when her voice started to slur and her eyes weren't looking straight that shit hit different. Rest in paradise charlotte...

    • @caleidoo
      @caleidoo 3 года назад +58

      Paradise? Really? After seeing this, you're still thanking your god - the one that would have put this girl and her whole family through this horror ?

    • @KyleAlexanderkneeGrowPlz
      @KyleAlexanderkneeGrowPlz 3 года назад +287

      @@caleidoo he said nothing about God though. Stop hating on other people's beliefs

    • @gargantuam8711
      @gargantuam8711 3 года назад +23

      @@KyleAlexanderkneeGrowPlz LS_Scape is right though, mentioning God or not

    • @ilmarsbelevics
      @ilmarsbelevics 3 года назад +4

      ​@@caleidoo: why would you worry so much about clump of cells?

    • @Johnny12575
      @Johnny12575 3 года назад +93

      @@caleidoo no one asked for your criticism of religions dude. I'm not religious myself but what you're doing is not as good as you think

  • @pearl9731
    @pearl9731 2 года назад +7847

    wherever she is, i hope she knows how much her words and her life has inspired people like myself. may she rest in peace.

    • @abcdefg4570
      @abcdefg4570 2 года назад +63

      She is only on the internet, in statistics, records and in many people's memories. I, at 16, am lucky to be healthy and happy.

    • @romannn
      @romannn 2 года назад +136

      @@abcdefg4570 you need help. you're a sociopath.

    • @abcdefg4570
      @abcdefg4570 2 года назад +28

      ​@@clapperboard5543 She is actually in many places. In public records, statistics and on the internet, to name a few.

    • @abcdefg4570
      @abcdefg4570 2 года назад +7

      @@clapperboard5543 Unless she was cremated, of course.

    • @mads72791
      @mads72791 2 года назад +3

      @@clapperboard5543 was just thinking that..

  • @barnyrubble3495
    @barnyrubble3495 Год назад +82

    As a double stroke survivor, I can relate to a lot of Charlotte's plight. But she's far braver than me. What an inspiration

    • @Hans-yo2cq
      @Hans-yo2cq Год назад +3

      she’s a goddess and kept her head up the entire way through it all. i could never compare to her bravery and optimism in the face of unending darkness. it’s so powerful

    • @madhurgupta854
      @madhurgupta854 7 месяцев назад +3

      everybody falls apart, she must have had her moments of weakness as well, just not in front of the camera. Just to survive in these circumstances is more than enough to be called a true fighter

  • @carolinekinney2364
    @carolinekinney2364 2 месяца назад +28

    Everyday problems fade when we see someone so young and loving life be taken away so cruelly.

  • @canaldoze6517
    @canaldoze6517 4 года назад +3539

    I cried when she started to not be able to talk.

    • @lars2748
      @lars2748 4 года назад +80

      canal do zé its so sad because she wants to but she can’t anymore. I cried too.

    • @canaldoze6517
      @canaldoze6517 4 года назад +56

      @@lars2748 it males me think about life, about how people are empty.
      We wish a true Love, but de reject friends to be our Love, people only care about how you look.
      And in the end, we die and everything its over.

    • @scp049bro3
      @scp049bro3 4 года назад +9

      And i was Feeling sad and weird

    • @scottandrewhorne4655
      @scottandrewhorne4655 4 года назад +12

      I was crying any way but wow that really hurt me seeing her like that bless her Father Jesus Amen xxx His Father God and the whole of Our Ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxxxxxx Give Charlotte and all our ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family home in Heaven my love and cuddles Amen xxx its so sad when we lose our Earthly life in what ever the circumstance but to illness this is cruel and for that im sorry that us Good Human Being's have passed home to Heaven this way Amen xxx huge huge love and hug's please Father Jesus Amen for all of our ever growing ever loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxxxxxx i love you my Heavenly Family Amen xxx For All of us Good Human Being's we shall all be reunited in Heaven Amen xxx when it is our time to be called home from this Earthly World Amen xxx Our beautiful loveing forever home Heaven Amen xxx, Heaven that has none of this pain nor misery that this Earthly World has unfortunatly because of some of the people liveing on this Earthly World with no humanity. Father Jesus is full of unconditional love for all of us good Human Being's on this Earthly World Amen xxx it is the same unconditional love Father Jesus has with those that have passed early to Heaven from this Earthly life time Amen xxx. Good Human Being's that have suffered in there own Earthly life time with dreadful illness that has cost them there Earthly life i am sorry God bless all of these Good Human beings safe to Heaven Amen xxx Us Good we return home to Heaven on Father Jesus name Amen xxx All these good soul's are safe in Heaven Amen xxxxxxx let's thank all the good Human Being's in this Earthly World and pray that the suffering stops Amen xxx lets thank Father Jesus for us good Human Beings on this Earthly World us Good Angels of this Earthly World as we will be in Heaven Amen xxx i thank Father Jesus his Father God and our ever growing ever loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxx for all they do to help us Good Human Being's on this Earthly World Amen xxx im thanking all the Good Angels of Heaven the Angels from Heaven reaching out to help all of us good that are here on this Earthly World before we good return home to Heaven Amen xxxxxxx God Bless Charlotte and other beautiful Human Being's from this Earthly World who's Soul's were passed home to Heaven Amen xxxxxxx lets try to understand why they suffered wrongly nut please not for us good Human Beings to blame God or Father Jesus for they love us good Human Beings very much Amen xxx its awful that our Broghers and Sisters suffered before Father Jesus took them home to Heaven Amen xxx they didint nor should of suffered this no good Human Being should suffer in there Earthly life time on this Earthly World with illness on this Earthly World while in there Earthly Human Form i am sorry for your suffering and illness and the Fact that our loveing Father Jesus and his Father God along with our loveing Heavenly Angels could not heal you in time while you were alive on this Earthly World Charlotte and others equally as good as Charlotte all the good are safe home and enjoying our beautiful Heavenly World Amen xxxxxxx Trust me when i say that for all of us Good Brother's and Sister's from this Earthly World us Angel's of this Earthly World as we will be in Heaven Amen xxx we are going home us good to Heaven Amen xxx. Father Jesus now with all that is happening on this Earthly World is keeping an eye over his Son's and Daughters who are Suffering on this Earthly World Amenxxx Let's thank all of our Ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxx and Father Jesus his Father God and our Ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxx for all there support for us good on this Earthly World Amen xxx from the bottom of my heart thank you for all the good that there is liveing on this Earthly World still Amen xxx Human Being's made as kind decent and with humanity like i am blessed to have Amen xxx thank you for many more good Human Being's that are made just as good as i am liveing on this Earthly World lets all make it a better place to live Amen xxx All of us good Human Being's we can do this, we can make the Earthly World great again Amen xxx Heaven know's it and all of us good Human Being's we know it aswell Amen xxxxxx Peace and Love to all of us Good Human Being's in this Earthly life time, until all us Good meet again in Heaven Amen xxx

    • @doriathomas2718
      @doriathomas2718 3 года назад +9

      Yes I cried too, such a beautiful young lady and I know she is with God and as much as she is missed I hope her parents have found peace.

  • @ThatMadCat
    @ThatMadCat 3 года назад +26625

    Well, this was heartbreaking.

    • @x3m4ik
      @x3m4ik 3 года назад +60

      Indeed :(

    • @charliemoore9165
      @charliemoore9165 3 года назад +150

      @@x3m4ik The last slide where it says she passed away, hit me so hard. :(

    • @CW-mb8jx
      @CW-mb8jx 3 года назад +5

      Very

    • @staceynelson2357
      @staceynelson2357 3 года назад +5

      @Jordan Richardo yes Feb 2016

    • @jaydubelyew6811
      @jaydubelyew6811 3 года назад +3

      actuary33 what's a limey?

  • @thechickwhocritfails
    @thechickwhocritfails Год назад +28

    As I battle with cancer myself I commend her. ❤May she rest in peace and I’m sorry for her families loss

    • @CCmagee3
      @CCmagee3 Год назад

      I pray you beat the cancer. Let it be as I have said.

    • @catiecodes
      @catiecodes 5 месяцев назад +1

      sending love to you, I hope you are doing well

    • @angelaschaefer5883
      @angelaschaefer5883 4 месяца назад +1

      Sending strength to you and hope.

    • @transatlanticnostalgia4655
      @transatlanticnostalgia4655 3 месяца назад

      Hi. I hope you are doing well. Stay strong. Sending you my best wishes. Even if you don't believe, PLEASE, PLEASE READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. Accept Jesus as your Lord God and you will have eternal life. And yes, God exists. I used to be agnostic and mentally mock religious people. But when I was going through difficulties (personal insecurities), God spoke into my heart and helped me. It wasn't a physical voice. It was neither in my ears, nor in my head. But in my HEART. It sounds absurd, and there are no words to describe it, but it was true. And the love I felt in my heart was the greatest feeling in the world. It is stronger than the kindest mother could ever love her children. A love that takes away any sadness. Now I don't just believe, I KNOW He exists. At that moment, I wanted to hug Jesus as tightly as I could and thank Him for all His blessings. He will help you through this. Even if you don't believe, still talk to Him, like you would talk to a friend. Ask Him to reveal Himself to you. And if you TRULY want it, it will happen. I can't tell you when or how. That's different for everyone. But He will guide you to the truth. And He will ease your pain. He is the only one who can. JESUS CHRIST IS OUR SAVIOR. Wishing you the best.

  • @wishawlad3635
    @wishawlad3635 8 месяцев назад +19

    Our daily problems seem silly after watching this brave young woman live her short life to the fullest.
    Bless her and everyone going through these struggles.

  • @EyebrowsGaming
    @EyebrowsGaming 2 года назад +5745

    My dad had the exact same tumor, Grade 4 Multiform Glioblastoma. He was an athlete all his life, a cyclist and fell runner for 20+ years, never smoked, rarely drank. Lost all sensation in the left side of his body to the point he couldn't walk or even feel his hand touching his face. Before this happened, he managed to climb the tallest mountain in France, Mont Blanc, and shared with me when he began to lose sensation that if he'd known how bad his symptoms were going to get, he'd have leapt from the cliffs while he still could. The doctors gave him 6 months, he gave it 2 years and 364 days from his diagnosis to death. Out of anyone I'd expect to die of anything but old age, he was the last. Shit, I thought he'd outlive me.
    Nothing special about it, just that I discovered this channel today and wanted to share in solidarity with this beautiful young woman, as well as all others who have lost a loved one to cancer.
    Sleep tight, old man. Love you.
    Alan Kirk, 20th May 1960 - 9th September 2017

    • @weenmaster8000
      @weenmaster8000 2 года назад +121

      I'm sorry for your loss :( I'm sure your father was a wonderful man. :)

    • @nemo8097
      @nemo8097 2 года назад +25

      rip

    • @genderfluidlygay7146
      @genderfluidlygay7146 2 года назад +55

      Thankyou for sharing your story♡. What a wonderful man.

    • @magagama10000
      @magagama10000 2 года назад +29

      May he rest in peace. Sending love!

    • @type1d760
      @type1d760 2 года назад +38

      My dad passed away at the age 49, he died of Lung cancer December 23rd, 2017...prayers to you and your family ❤

  • @user-nf9hj4nr6m
    @user-nf9hj4nr6m 3 года назад +1531

    That’s make me cry i started chemotherapy wish me some strength 😢

    • @inuyasha861
      @inuyasha861 3 года назад +47

      I hope you will get well❤

    • @Biochemistry-Debunks-Corona
      @Biochemistry-Debunks-Corona 3 года назад +6

      Dr. Thomas Cowan : Cancer and the New Biology of Water
      Hippocratic Hypocrisy by Spacebusters
      Yum Naturals Emporium ( Amandha D a w n V o l l m e r )
      B i o c h e m i s t r y D e b u n k s C o r o n a
      O n c e W e r e T h e L i v i n g
      by Spacebusters

    • @Biochemistry-Debunks-Corona
      @Biochemistry-Debunks-Corona 3 года назад +5

      Chemo is a bad idea. I hope that you will see the right path

    • @jovanmalic9259
      @jovanmalic9259 3 года назад +20

      Be strong my man. Be strong. Btw, a month has passed. How are you now? How do you feel?

    • @Biochemistry-Debunks-Corona
      @Biochemistry-Debunks-Corona 3 года назад +3

      Look up:
      Dr. Stefan Lanka
      Dr. Otto Heinrich Warburg
      Dr. Tom Cowan
      Dr. Andrew Kaufman
      Dr. Carrie Madej
      Dr. Lorraine Day
      Dr. John Bergman
      Amandha Dawn Vollmer
      Tom Barnett
      Read
      What Really Makes You Ill? Why Everything You Thought You Knew About Disease Is Wrong
      Book by David Parker and Dawn Lester
      Research GcMAF, research, research

  • @omarsherrif33
    @omarsherrif33 Год назад +16

    Whenever I see her pretty face I’m reminded how cruel life can be. May her family speak of her often and remember the beautiful soul she was.

  • @linnienorth
    @linnienorth Год назад +40

    She was such a beautiful young woman. A true natural beauty. Just by watching this video, I believe she had a genuine, real and honest soul. I bet she would've been a great role model to other young women if she was still here today... Rip beautiful Charlotte.

  • @erictaylor5462
    @erictaylor5462 Год назад +4535

    My mother used to say, "Life is uncertain. Eat dessert first."
    To me this meant, "Don't wait to live. Live today, because tomorrow may never come."
    I think that was very wise of her. She passed in 2016, age 72, after 48 years of happy marriage and a life filled with adventures, including the entire family, she passed away next to my father at home.
    She got to enjoy her dessert. As did Charlotte. Live well, live today.

    • @nixy7473
      @nixy7473 Год назад +33

      Wise woman

    • @omartv7635
      @omartv7635 Год назад +21

      But if tomorrow comes you would likely regret eating the desert

    • @erictaylor5462
      @erictaylor5462 Год назад +86

      @@omartv7635 Well, you still have to eat your supper.
      Eat healthy, but enjoy yourself.

    • @omartv7635
      @omartv7635 Год назад +2

      @@erictaylor5462 right

    • @danielmeza7146
      @danielmeza7146 Год назад +3

      I'm sorry to hear that but I'm glad she lived her life..thank you for sharing this and for the reminder to just enjoy life!

  • @kristofcsizmar8462
    @kristofcsizmar8462 Год назад +6622

    I had been diagnosed with an inch size brain tumor last year. A great doctor treated me, had it surgically removed.
    All my roommates from the hospital with the same stuff are dead by now.
    I just got a cool ass scar and learned how valuable life is. You just don't know what you got until it's almost or totally gone.
    RIP to her 🕊️

    • @krishnapal0007
      @krishnapal0007 Год назад +83

      Yeah you find the most optimisitic people in that room.

    • @Monkey_Tree
      @Monkey_Tree Год назад +49

      You just got a cool ass scar? Nice fam. Its kinda too bad everybody else is dead by now tho. Unlucky

    • @CHAP9DIIETPOBU4
      @CHAP9DIIETPOBU4 Год назад +28

      Совершенно верно. Люди разучились ценить то,что у них есть. Не чистый воздух, воду, не солнце, природу, не жизнь ! Здоровья тебе и всех благ, земных да небесных. Будь и оставайся всегда счастлив и здоров !!!

    • @shivamvarma728
      @shivamvarma728 Год назад +19

      Just wanna say I am happy for you and with heavy hearts really sorry to hear that
      She is gonna be fine and will be happy to know that you are great.
      All the best for your new journey god bless you ✨

    • @veniaminf5105
      @veniaminf5105 Год назад +13

      I’m so happy you are here with us! Keep living a great life, you deserve all the happiness ❤️❤️❤️

  • @danmagoo
    @danmagoo 8 месяцев назад +8

    My mother died at 49 from glioblastoma, but it was never diagnosed until she fell into a coma, less than a day before she died. In hindsight, she had all the classic symptoms, but her genius doctor diagnosed it instead as (get this) menopause. This was long ago. I've often thought it was a blessing for all of us that we didn't have to live with the knowledge of how serious it was. But as I've grown older, I now think she and her family were robbed of both her life, and the chance to more fully appreciate how precious that time was as death stalked her. For a 19 year old to be taken this way, is an unspeakable tragedy.

    • @Funnywargamesman
      @Funnywargamesman 8 месяцев назад +1

      I can understand the frustration. For us it was chalked up to carpel tunnel despite it affecting far more than just her hands. Here's hoping we get to be an outlier!

    • @honeyqueen1091
      @honeyqueen1091 6 месяцев назад +1

      That's unfair 💔😢

  • @yanefatima1818
    @yanefatima1818 2 года назад +3369

    I named my daughter after her. My daughter Charlotte is now 4 months old. ❤️ Charlotte, you are beautiful! may your beautiful soul Rest In Peace in heaven

    • @misterscruffle
      @misterscruffle Год назад +130

      Awww that’s beautiful

    • @TheBleepings
      @TheBleepings Год назад +71

      Oh my God that's beautiful 😁

    • @fishbarbeque8540
      @fishbarbeque8540 Год назад +40

      That is just beautiful!

    • @gracey_bun
      @gracey_bun Год назад +37

      Oh my God, you're gonna make me cry. Beautiful.

    • @yanefatima1818
      @yanefatima1818 Год назад +98

      @meow Oh and just for the person who said i lied. Nope, I did not. I stumbled across one of her videos in 2017. She stuck with me cause I was at the time 19 years old, her age when she died. My daughter Charlotte was born on 29 January 2022. I am glad I named her Charlotte, her name is pretty unique here in Brazil, also, it is a very beautiful name.

  • @jagotato
    @jagotato 3 года назад +3353

    RUclips recommendation: ""You look happy, wanna a dose of reality???""

    • @astarnoth9522
      @astarnoth9522 3 года назад +38

      Reality slaps in a bad way

    • @drragonette9147
      @drragonette9147 3 года назад +9

      Bruh yeah 💔

    • @stell4rt
      @stell4rt 3 года назад +26

      RUclips recommandation : "You look so sad, we've find something perfect for you..."

    • @hehehexd25
      @hehehexd25 3 года назад +4

      Ur fault for watching it

    • @teipkep
      @teipkep 3 года назад +2

      I think it's needed tho to understand what world we live in. Look at the upsides, and not just if you can handle the truth or not. It's not about making you depressed, it's about making you understand reality. Think twice about what you eat for example and last but not least, what you are feeding your children!

  • @bethanynorman1829
    @bethanynorman1829 Год назад +24

    This is so hard to watch. It's so hard to watch the best of us leave this earth so soon. I watched my mom slowly die of cancer when I was in college. It is never fair, and you feel so powerless watching the decline, you just want to hang on to them forever and never let go. Charlotte seems like she was a force of nature. God bless her and her family.

    • @harriedsloth4399
      @harriedsloth4399 Год назад

      💙

    • @_AI_Covers
      @_AI_Covers 6 месяцев назад

      I hope you are coping with the grief now a little time has passed. Of course the trauma is always there, but we learn to manage :)

  • @grahamquick
    @grahamquick 10 месяцев назад +14

    My grandmother passed away from this terrible illness when I was six years old, fifty four years ago in 1969, it is so sad that people are still passing away from this cancer all these years later.God bless Charlotte.

  • @saragarofano9727
    @saragarofano9727 4 года назад +1847

    When she started talking bad I was so deeply heartbroken

    • @layesse1
      @layesse1 3 года назад +27

      i couldn't watch anymore i was crying hard when i saw that part

    • @whiterose6186
      @whiterose6186 3 года назад +20

      I literally cry every time I watch this

    • @mahdiansari5890
      @mahdiansari5890 3 года назад +3

      wish i was there to help her like that she know she is not alone

    • @gray-fox6789
      @gray-fox6789 3 года назад +1

      ❤️❤️❤️😔😔😔

    • @purplefire3190
      @purplefire3190 3 года назад

      @@shush3910 stop self reporting on a video about brain cancer, you sicko

  • @warwickbull5559
    @warwickbull5559 4 года назад +3214

    Cancer is the one thing I truly fear in life, I have endless respect for anyone who has every faced that c#@t of a disease, sorry for the bad language.

    • @averyshadoweagle8980
      @averyshadoweagle8980 4 года назад +125

      It's my only real fear. It terrifies me. My grandma battled breast cancer for two years, and she won. But watching her pass through it was really depressing. I wish this disease never existed.

    • @kevinvanharen1740
      @kevinvanharen1740 4 года назад +60

      There are other terrible diseases besides cancer aswell... Don't get me wrong cancer is a terrible disease but other diseases need research and attention aswell.

    • @warwickbull5559
      @warwickbull5559 4 года назад +53

      @@kevinvanharen1740 I agree with you entirely, I hate all diseases.

    • @averyshadoweagle8980
      @averyshadoweagle8980 4 года назад +16

      @@kevinvanharen1740 Yeah, I agree, but I had insight only in cancer, so that's why I'm scared of it.

    • @tessxii7362
      @tessxii7362 4 года назад +59

      I to be honest fear any deadly disease, but mostly cancer. It shouldn't exist, they should focus on actually finding a cure for cancer than finding out how to get to fucking mars.

  • @19eligio
    @19eligio 2 месяца назад +2

    Whenever I watch this video, this reminds me of my Uncle who suffered from Brain Aneurysm. He meant a lot to me coz he took care of me and my siblings when we were young. He was the symbol of my childhood that implanted good morals I have today.
    Over the course of two years, he slowly declined and lost basic functions that are very similar to Charlotte. He also slowly lost his ability to walk, move, and slurred speech. However, he was able to talk to us and even send me messages saying how much he misses us, study hard, and to take care of ourselves. During those days, I didn't really read them and just ignored them.. Until it was too late.
    Not only should you learn the value of your own life. But also value the life of those dear to you. Especially those you know that loved you. Spend time with them, give them a call.

  • @lfking9778
    @lfking9778 Год назад +8

    What a f'ing awful disease. With the millions upon millions put into cancer research, surely something must come up soon. Poor sweet soul. I hope she felt the love and knew how many she inspired to live each day fully. Wherever you are Charlotte, love and light on your journey.

  • @shuk0rina444
    @shuk0rina444 4 года назад +4738

    my worst fear is one day being told “you have cancer”

    • @vernamorales2064
      @vernamorales2064 3 года назад +73

      The worst words ever !! I'm sorry you have cancer

    • @DefeatedMelon
      @DefeatedMelon 3 года назад +98

      My worst fear is the president declaring war.

    • @floorsymbiosis6059
      @floorsymbiosis6059 3 года назад +13

      Me too. 😭😭😭

    • @nopenope9504
      @nopenope9504 3 года назад +71

      @@floorsymbiosis6059 We are going do die.What is the point of begin scared?

    • @kamalismaili3565
      @kamalismaili3565 3 года назад +22

      @@nopenope9504 True, we're ALL gonna die someday.

  • @theanna1480
    @theanna1480 3 года назад +1015

    When she said "I know my voice doesn't sound quite right" I started crying so bad. I'm so sorry for her.

    • @cerenb7909
      @cerenb7909 3 года назад +4

      me too.

    • @wijdanegoubi4079
      @wijdanegoubi4079 3 года назад +1

      Omg i can t ! This is sooo heartbreaking

    • @czarinacrowhaney981
      @czarinacrowhaney981 3 года назад +4

      Oh my goodness, my heart hurts. What a sweet girl just wanting to live. Auuughh. My heart.

    • @NOBODYS_HERE6969
      @NOBODYS_HERE6969 3 года назад +2

      I started to cry too. I go days crying about stuff that I shouldn't cry about. So little.

    • @NOBODYS_HERE6969
      @NOBODYS_HERE6969 3 года назад +1

      @matt murdock I ain't lol😭😂 I am a huge cryer. I let it out

  • @nicole.stanhope
    @nicole.stanhope Год назад +9

    R.I.P. Charlotte; gone but not forgotten and forever loved

  • @roberttheswedishbackpacker
    @roberttheswedishbackpacker Год назад +7

    One of the sadest videos I have seen in my hole life 😢. I am reminded to be even more grateful for what I have and think less of what I don't. May she rest in peace.

  • @_redeye447
    @_redeye447 2 года назад +2953

    Finding out a relative in your family has died wether it would be by murder or suicide is sad. But watching a 5 minute video of a teen with a kind and sweet soul, slowly and progressively being turned from a perfectly normal human being into a vegetable state and then finding out she died shortly after is heartbreaking. You never know when the unexpected might happen.

    • @user-ev8lv2rk8i
      @user-ev8lv2rk8i 2 года назад +108

      The way your comment reads is that you are more impacted by this video than you would from your own relatives passing.

    • @d_a_n_a.
      @d_a_n_a. 2 года назад +125

      Pretty sure that losing a relative to murder or suicide isn’t just “sad” but also absolutely heartbreaking

    • @Brooke-bl3yq
      @Brooke-bl3yq 2 года назад +15

      we had this happen in my family, a sibling of mine. 13 years of brain cancer from college age to early 30's...it was awful. she had a sweet soul and was so much like charlotte. the innocents often suffer the most. Life is a giant mystery, no one understands it.

    • @jarto10
      @jarto10 2 года назад +23

      @@user-ev8lv2rk8i yes i don't know if it was his intention but it sounds quite weird

    • @phoebebridgersdog6686
      @phoebebridgersdog6686 2 года назад +62

      you worded this so bad man

  • @dougm659
    @dougm659 2 года назад +2649

    My eldest brother is slowly losing his battle with brain cancer, he’s had a pretty amazing life but 62 is still too young. Living in Norway has probably extended his battle enormously, his diagnosis was 14 years ago, a friend of mine in the UK lived only 2 years after an almost identical diagnosis, we need to do so much better in this country!

    • @josefinepetavraki
      @josefinepetavraki 2 года назад +52

      I am so sorry to hear that. I wish you and your brother all the best🙏🏻

    • @stanley1545
      @stanley1545 2 года назад +20

      Please tell me his Name so i can pray for him. Jesus loves you❤

    • @salvoderinti3756
      @salvoderinti3756 2 года назад +10

      treatment is the same in all the western countries, evidently the diagnosis was not quite the same

    • @Twigpawzies
      @Twigpawzies 2 года назад +69

      @@salvoderinti3756 I assure you that treatments are not “all the same”. Have you never heard of people traveling across the world for a medical treatment that they couldn’t get where they were currently?

    • @salvoderinti3756
      @salvoderinti3756 2 года назад +4

      @@Twigpawzies never heard of people going to Norway for treatment. Coming to the UK yes

  • @EliottSontot
    @EliottSontot Год назад +38

    When I first stumbled on this video it forever changed me. I didn't know much about Charlotte, but her strenght and optimistic view on life hit me hard. Ever since I inspired to become as strong and determined as she was. It made me realize how precious and short life is, and how grateful I should be for it, every single day. Rest in peace Charlotte, you will forever live through our hearts.

  • @chrisjohnston1237
    @chrisjohnston1237 Год назад +10

    Wow. I've been fighting cancer for a year now. I feel for her, if your spiritual, she's in a better place now. Healthy and happy.

  • @ImaniJones1
    @ImaniJones1 2 года назад +549

    “I strongly believe I’m going to live 90 years old” that’s so freaking heartbreaking knowing she died at age 19.. Rest In Peace 🕊

  • @xrpmax
    @xrpmax 4 года назад +1619

    I'm a 36 year old man. I'm crying today for this young lady. I'm sorry.

    • @nathankrush3289
      @nathankrush3289 4 года назад +31

      Why do people always think gender matters?!! She was a dying, sweet human being.

    • @nathankrush3289
      @nathankrush3289 4 года назад +1

      And now she's gone...

    • @zollaret3408
      @zollaret3408 4 года назад +4

      @@nathankrush3289 it does

    • @ioletmcfarland3017
      @ioletmcfarland3017 4 года назад +4

      I thank everyday for my life in general

    • @standup2982
      @standup2982 4 года назад +2

      @@nathankrush3289 it's sex, not gender.

  • @kris78787
    @kris78787 7 месяцев назад +10

    She was so beautiful and seemed so mature for her age. I'm beyond saddened that her life was cut so short 💔😢

  • @isk8454
    @isk8454 8 месяцев назад +15

    This really made me tear up, not only from the video but because of all the sweet comments and other people's struggles. I hope all of you are doing well, in life and with your own battles. Rest in peace, Charlotte.

  • @ShahmeerAbbasOfficial
    @ShahmeerAbbasOfficial 3 года назад +7758

    So sad she's gone :( May her soul RIP

  • @Rodrigodrt
    @Rodrigodrt 3 года назад +2835

    her 'transformation' was the most heartbreaking thing ive seen in my entire life...

    • @MtnDew4828
      @MtnDew4828 3 года назад +11

      Mtn dew

    • @derpsnow376
      @derpsnow376 3 года назад +4

      @@MtnDew4828 LOL

    • @rayw.6677
      @rayw.6677 3 года назад +2

      @Scott Chegg I think they were responding to Mtn dew, not the original comment. 😅

    • @sodz4347
      @sodz4347 3 года назад +9

      Guys, you all should start watching a channel that is called SBSK, it shows the prespective of people who are suffering different types of diseases, disabilities, etc... And it's so informative.

    • @arthurfleck629
      @arthurfleck629 3 года назад +4

      @@sodz4347 Fully agree, it truly makes you appreciate just how lucky you are to be so fortunate and to have a functioning body and mind without any serious afflictions or defects.
      An incredible RUclips Channel, easily my favourite, so educational and informative like you said, so much to learn from it.

  • @DrPlans
    @DrPlans 7 месяцев назад +11

    You simply made the journey a little bit before us, Charlotte. I hope you're doing well and that you are happy, wherever you are. We will all join you there in the future.

  • @imchronicallyme1339
    @imchronicallyme1339 Год назад +98

    This hits me so hard. I started having horrible headaches in November, had a Cat Scan in early December and they saw a large mass. As a Cat Scan tech myself, Glioblastoma was the first thing I feared. It was another day until I had an MRI and I found out it was an abscess not a tumor. Still had to have surgery to drain the abscess but I was so relieved it was not a tumor. I have seen several young people over my 20 years of doing CT with brain masses. It horrible, glioblastomas are devastating. This video just reminds me to live everyday with joy and thankfulness. I get to recover and be with my family but so many others don't.

    • @chiaralennon1894
      @chiaralennon1894 Год назад +5

      I‘m so happy for you. ❤ fck cancer 😞

    • @CCmagee3
      @CCmagee3 Год назад

      Jumping up and down for you. Thank goodness is wasn't cancer.

    • @joelse7298
      @joelse7298 10 месяцев назад

      it's bad if you're healthy but unhappy and trapped

    • @joelse7298
      @joelse7298 10 месяцев назад

      The guilt

    • @AshleyLewisGrey
      @AshleyLewisGrey 8 месяцев назад +1

      How ya doing now

  • @joyrice1350
    @joyrice1350 3 года назад +1603

    We are seeing a happy teenage girl slowly die over the span of 3 or so years. My heart aches..

    • @Dana-ki6vs
      @Dana-ki6vs 3 года назад +66

      The worst part is that she said her brain/awareness was still fully there through it all. She was mentally fully there and couldn't even move or speak properly all while she knew she was dying and couldn't control any ofher body anymore let alone be able to function. That's absolutely a horrific level of miserble, and yet, she remained optimistic until her day came. It goes to show that a majority of our everyday issues are very minimal.

    • @user-on2di1ui6k
      @user-on2di1ui6k 3 года назад +3

      Конешно жалко была красивой молодой девушкой и болезнь полностью ее уничтожила

    • @weztic100k9
      @weztic100k9 3 года назад +1

      @@Dana-ki6vs indeed well said 📣

    • @raph4872
      @raph4872 3 года назад +2

      it’s terrifying. truly.

    • @joyrice1350
      @joyrice1350 3 года назад +10

      @@Dana-ki6vs as someone who struggles with thoughts of suicide I wish I could’ve given her my life. Why must god take the ones who love life? It’s unfair how those who tend to enjoy living have the shortest lives. I wish I could donate my years on earth to those who would actually appreciate it. Poor poor girl, she didn’t deserve any of that.

  • @rick3747
    @rick3747 4 года назад +1940

    I am so sorry.
    She was still a kid.
    RIP Charlotte

    • @echfx9201
      @echfx9201 4 года назад +4

      humandxp ?

    • @baragonkunfan94thesecondar60
      @baragonkunfan94thesecondar60 4 года назад +12

      she was 19
      THAT'S A TEENAGER
      and an EARLY ADULT

    • @IceyMinaj
      @IceyMinaj 4 года назад +13

      quit STFU ITS STILL A KID

    • @freethinker1017
      @freethinker1017 4 года назад +1

      What? No, she wasn't. She was 19.

    • @aaAa-bp1yd
      @aaAa-bp1yd 4 года назад +17

      FreeThinker101 17 is a kid, and 19 and seventeen aren't much apart. Also, compared to forty year olds, she is still considered a kid.

  • @allnaturaledgedesigns
    @allnaturaledgedesigns 11 месяцев назад +2

    Diagnosed with cancer 1 week ago she’s right that everything is more beautiful now

  • @OldManGaming69
    @OldManGaming69 10 месяцев назад +8

    Rest in peace Charlotte. I lost my mum to brain cancer in 2022 and it went undiagnosed for 18 months even though she started fitting (NHS doctors said it was down to her fibromyalgia). My heart goes out Charlotte's parents as it's devastating seeing a loved one go from their normal self and slowly deteriorate and there's nothing you can do to help. Thank you for the video.

    • @_AI_Covers
      @_AI_Covers 6 месяцев назад

      I can't imagine the stress of trying to get treatment during COVID. Keep going buddy :)

  • @MrBitterGirl
    @MrBitterGirl 2 года назад +1987

    Today Iost a friend to cancer at 26. It feels so unfair, so cruel, but she was always so positive, so chill and down to earth... I really believe we all should learn from these people. Their life and story are inspiring and should not be forgotten.
    Girl, I miss you so much.

    • @MrBitterGirl
      @MrBitterGirl 2 года назад +24

      @Jack Wrath what's wrong with you

    • @cherry-ish8514
      @cherry-ish8514 2 года назад +14

      @Jack Wrath wth

    • @libellum7085
      @libellum7085 2 года назад +19

      @Jack Wrath How miserable the life of a crap human being like you can be... I feel sorry for you.

    • @avatiger3402
      @avatiger3402 2 года назад +6

      Hey, I know I don’t know you, but I’m so so sorry for your loss, i know how difficult it is to lose someone so close. I just want you to know that I prayed for you and that God loves you so so much. I’m so sorry for your loss, she sounded like an amazing friend and I’m glad you were able to create some happy memories ❤️

    • @keithladagaArts
      @keithladagaArts 2 года назад +1

      @👑EXP0S3R!👑 haha funny, pfffttt, not, now scram, bitch...

  • @Clara-db3dq
    @Clara-db3dq 2 года назад +1381

    I lost my brother to Leukemia in 2006. He was 12 and I was 7. Even now, there’s days where I wake up and question if it was all real. He went from being my best friend, my big brother, my friend and protector for life, to a collection of memories. I’d give anything to have him back. I hate cancer.

    • @ianntmy
      @ianntmy 2 года назад +22

      im so sorry that happened! I cannot imagine how that feels. there is still hope though, your brother is not gone forever, he’s in Heaven, you don’t have to worry about him. You can have a reunion with him in Heaven along with the rest of your family if you come to Jesus and repent of your sins. He can heal all your wounds!

    • @dylanjohnson4624
      @dylanjohnson4624 2 года назад +28

      @@ianntmy you’re being disrespectful. She doesn’t need to do shit to reunite with her brother. If god really is good then he’ll bring her to her brother regardless. What’s funny is no human has ever seen this so called “god”. And before you say I’m wrong, how about you show me some damn proof.

    • @ianntmy
      @ianntmy 2 года назад +7

      @@dylanjohnson4624 I’ll just tell you my testimony. When i was born, i actually died, but God brought me back to life. From 1 minute after birth to 29 minutes i had no heart rate present. The doctors were trying to get my heart started again. My blood was going out to the placenta, and it was supposed to flow back like normal, but because the umbilical cord was wrapped around my neck, it got stuck, so all my blood was pumped to the placenta and none of it came back. So I basically pumped my body out of blood! My dad said he saw my body turn blue, then gray, and then white as a sheet of paper! During this time though, when my mom was in the labor and delivery room, the room suddenly became quiet for her, and she felt this peace that came over her and she said she didn’t hear God audibly, but He clearly spoke to her in her mind that He was doing this to demonstrate 1. His Glory 2. His Power 3. His Love in that exact order, and He assured her that I would be fine! When she told my dad this, my dad didn’t believe her, he thought she lost her mind! Now, the doctors said they were going try to resuscitate me for only up to 30 minutes, and then they would quit. But RIGHT AT 29 MINUTES, the doctors saw my heart monitor start to go up again, and the nurses and doctors started yelling that my heart beat came back! After a few days, the doctors noticed I was completely fine. They were very shocked that I looked just like a normal baby! I had no ill effects. So, even if I had survived under normal circumstances, I would have severe cerebral palsy (brain damage). Medical science says that when the brain doesn’t get oxygen for more than 10 minutes at room temperature, then the brain is dead. I’m not supposed to walk,talk,be able to eat, since my heart was stopped for 28 minutes and I had no oxygen flow to the brain all that time. I do not exactly know why some people get to live and some people do not

    • @silvacron2491
      @silvacron2491 2 года назад +26

      @@ianntmy Why did God allow you to be strangeholded for 29 minutes as a newborn? What's so mysterious about that? If God is all knowing and All Powerful, he doesn't need a "war" to defeat satan. He doesn't need to have had anything up to this point to happen. If he knew everything that would ever happen, then why did Satan stage a coup and succeed? When God made Adam and Eve he already KNEW that they would eat from the apple. So what's the point of everything if God can see the future and change it. He either isn't all powerful, which mean's he's not really a god, or he's all powerful and chooses to let babies get raped to death in Africa.

    • @enabell2203
      @enabell2203 2 года назад +1

      I wish you all the best 🤍 it’s heartbreaking for hearing that

  • @allovdem
    @allovdem Год назад +14

    My little cousin died of the same illness a day after her 3rd birthday, the way this young ladies faced changed, the drooping of the eyes, their loss of control in the limbs, and the eventual slurring of speech brings back so many painful memories for me that I couldn't finish this video.

  • @kadenschaberg3947
    @kadenschaberg3947 Год назад +10

    the physical decline reminded me so much of an old friend who had multiple brain aneurysms and eventually developed brain cancer. that seriously hit deeper than it should’ve. RIP Keaton Turnbow ❤️ hope to see you again brother

  • @jaggar28
    @jaggar28 Год назад +3

    Wat hed this video a couple of years ago. I felt very bad, but thought of it as some sort of bad dream that will never occur in my life. My mother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. She died around one and half years ago. I never thought I would live to see my mother die. I miss her soo much. Watching this video again made me so emotional. May Allah have mercy on the people who has died and ones alive.

    • @zzzz4343
      @zzzz4343 Год назад +1

      I'm sorry 😞 that's so sad. I hope your doing better ❤️

  • @theoneaboveall6962
    @theoneaboveall6962 3 года назад +4357

    And we complain about going to work on Monday

    • @govege5130
      @govege5130 3 года назад +202

      Yeah, cause it gives you cancer.

    • @tranquiljoe7816
      @tranquiljoe7816 3 года назад +40

      Still do. 😒

    • @hallucy2215
      @hallucy2215 3 года назад +17

      thats one of the reasons

    • @hallucy2215
      @hallucy2215 3 года назад +10

      of brain cancer

    • @YskarAlbumLuna
      @YskarAlbumLuna 3 года назад +259

      I mean, one problem doesn't reduce the other.
      Having to working 8hrs everyday to survive is a fucking nightmare and it fucking sucks. It's slavery with extra steps.

  • @adamgarner7328
    @adamgarner7328 3 года назад +1452

    Heartbreaking to see regardless of age. She looked so brave.

    • @Damocles16
      @Damocles16 3 года назад +5

      What do you mean "regardeless of age"...?
      Sorry but to me it has everything to do with age...

    • @adamgarner7328
      @adamgarner7328 3 года назад +14

      It's sad regardless of the age it has happened. Just because someone is fifty and going through the same, doesn't make it any less so. Please continue to gate keep though.

    • @Damocles16
      @Damocles16 3 года назад +7

      @@adamgarner7328 okay. I hear you.
      Let's just say it's sad anyway, but sadder the younger it happens.

    • @sorchasmith820
      @sorchasmith820 3 года назад

      @@Damocles16 no

    • @milotorres6894
      @milotorres6894 3 года назад

      😭😭😔😔 Peace RI beautiful young soul and spirit taken so soon made my heartache but inspired by her strength may the Lord keep this Angel in heaven....

  • @FranciscoJavierGarciaMar-qk8ou
    @FranciscoJavierGarciaMar-qk8ou 27 дней назад +1

    Wow ,this brought me to tears and I am a grown man (53 yrs old)..I have been through cancer twice ,colon cancer..but it's not me that I think about ,but for my 2 daughters that are 24 and 22..This beautiful young lady has passed to a better world, but her strength ,and her hope was astonishing .And she lived till the age she said would ..What an inspiration ..Now I just pray my duaghters dont caring this dreadful disease ..RIP Shanna😢😢

  • @rogerlavictoire
    @rogerlavictoire Год назад +17

    It is so incredibly brave to share your life with the world. I'll be eternally grateful to you for doing so.

  • @Scrufus
    @Scrufus 2 года назад +1383

    It's terrible how little we appreciate life until it's taken away from us, and there's no way to learn that other than the hard way

    • @assd7067
      @assd7067 2 года назад +5

      read "The power of now", there is another way

    • @Dr.BenjiBuddy
      @Dr.BenjiBuddy Год назад +28

      Very true. Watching videos like these make you realize that for a few minutes and then it's back to stressing about stupid unimportant things. We should live every day like it might be our last, for all you know it could be...

    • @Blenderverse420
      @Blenderverse420 Год назад +1

      Stupid, there is life after death.

    • @Imagine_sisyphus_happy
      @Imagine_sisyphus_happy Год назад

      It’s terrible how I just can’t give less of a Fuu.c.|

    • @JAJAJAJJJJAJAJAJAJA
      @JAJAJAJJJJAJAJAJAJA Год назад +2

      @@Imagine_sisyphus_happy well you cared enough to comment. grow up

  • @angelamalaney5236
    @angelamalaney5236 3 года назад +2227

    I can only say this, she was a warrior and she shined!

    • @lisanewzealand
      @lisanewzealand 3 года назад +2

      Поддержите плиз🤗 i saved giant dragonfly🤗 спасла стрекозу гигантскуюruclips.net/video/0rYzIIWHecs/видео.html

    • @haileennevsmom09
      @haileennevsmom09 3 года назад +1

      @@lisanewzealand who cares

    • @lisanewzealand
      @lisanewzealand 3 года назад +1

      @@haileennevsmom09 her

    • @lisanewzealand
      @lisanewzealand 3 года назад +4

      @@haileennevsmom09 i mean she❤dragonfly is a soul

    • @haileennevsmom09
      @haileennevsmom09 3 года назад +4

      @@lisanewzealand ahhhh i see sorry lol

  • @abraruralam3534
    @abraruralam3534 7 месяцев назад +2

    All my problems, just gone, seeing this. It could be argued they weren't even problems now that i think of it. RIP.

  • @theresaxxx3993
    @theresaxxx3993 Год назад +11

    What a wonderful soul. I have two young daughters and this has helped make me realise how important every second in their company is. x

  • @thehaddadsisters3216
    @thehaddadsisters3216 3 года назад +2354

    so sad. She's an angel. this really showed me how we take a lot of things for granted. may her soul rest in peace

    • @Mystic_hermit
      @Mystic_hermit 3 года назад +14

      @Nationalist Socialist Party of India Does that even matter?!?

    • @thatShelbyMo
      @thatShelbyMo 3 года назад +5

      @Nationalist Socialist Party of India get to the point! Why u ask this question ⁉️ be honest!

    • @luminitagheorghe6163
      @luminitagheorghe6163 3 года назад

      Pleaca chearloot help me i am sute you are a angel mie pray for me in the heaven...i am sik too maine fost save me

    • @h.l.asolomonov7674
      @h.l.asolomonov7674 3 года назад

      Amen

    • @ci6796
      @ci6796 3 года назад +5

      @卐Nationalist Conservative Party Of India ooh you’re so edgy

  • @animecutieee
    @animecutieee 4 года назад +2205

    I cried ☹ rest in piece sorry i still watch it 2019

    • @deliriumbee4678
      @deliriumbee4678 4 года назад +21

      Peace*

    • @plataoplomo9096
      @plataoplomo9096 4 года назад +6

      I'm also crying 😓😖😭😭

    • @5iveb1
      @5iveb1 4 года назад +20

      chocombo gaming this not the time to correct ppl..

    • @5iveb1
      @5iveb1 4 года назад +5

      Zarion 11 I didn’t say it was but who thinks to do that when people are tryna show respect... like god give the girl ah break, she passed away🤨, and I wasn’t talking to u..

    • @adascheeks
      @adascheeks 4 года назад +2

      @humandxp that's all you can do as well

  • @zeexon_2129
    @zeexon_2129 6 месяцев назад +2

    My mum died from brain cancer of IV grade 3 months ago, I can't stop crying while watching this video, I can't even describe how pity I feel for Charlotte, why humans need to go through all this terrifying stuff, I want the world where nobody is ill or diagnosed with something, and the most terrifying thing is to observe how person get worse and worse due to certain decease, If I could I would give my life for the medication that 100% can heal cancer for other people that struggle with that, this world is a harsh place where life is not granted. Unfortunately , life is the thing that we must fight for

    • @karyne826
      @karyne826 3 месяца назад

      Love and spirit never die. I’m sure your mother is right there by your side, always.

  • @tornedoX26
    @tornedoX26 Год назад +1

    My sister had the same type of cancer although she was never put down by it sh couldn't see she couldn't grow nor use the bathroom but she loved to dance sing & always loved to record videos of herself talking to her imaginary friends, 1 month before she died she couldn't ever move not even her eyes the only thing she could do was open them & close them I used to sit with her talk to her & remind her of our times playing around, although she could not express anything nor speak or even take a look at me on her side she seemed to be happy whenever I'd do so I remember how I got my toy & held her hand & made her play with it it was a small flashlight with signals & then before we went to sleep I told her if she wakes up from the surgery she can have it so she needs to make me proud & wake up to play with me and all a sudden she puts a small little adorable smile on her face that made my heart so happy after months of no communication I saw a smile from her at least a single sign that she's with me mentally not just seeing stuff but she hears & understands, the next day they took her to do the operation & it was successful, she lost her vision & she'd never grow but she made it it was her birthday the next couple of hours after she went out of the operation & we were preparing for her, but unfortunately her heart decided to stop beating out of exhaustion, her beats were restored 3 times she fought & tried so hard but it was too late, she was only 9 years old & she was suffering from cancer for 4 years by then, 4 years of hospital for a child... When I got to know she passed I wanted to be sad & tear up but I remembered how much of a fighter she was she didn't even complain once & she never let anything in her way to have fun & genuinely be the most respectful & polite girl to ever exist & then I remembered my promise to her to be proud of her & so I was already it just made me feel even more proud that angel was my sister one day & will be once we meet, somewhere beyond the horizon of this endless sky, I believe that even that she suffered & that she could make it out it was better for her what God have chosen for her as now she doesn't have to live with the fact of her being blind or suffer from other heart breaking conditions that she didn't had to think of herself as someone unlucky who was chosen to be tortured, god gave eher mercy for how much she have handled & waited & I just hope that she's in his heavens somewhere looking upon us, happy healthy & talking to her imaginary friends who might have come true, maybe after all she was meant to have angels not humans.

  • @lexjohnson0803
    @lexjohnson0803 5 лет назад +1401

    I think the scariest part was when she talked about how her brain was all still there but her body couldn’t keep up. I know there’s a few more diseases that this happens. I just can’t imagine how hard the pain must be to go through this :(

    • @asajironagamatsu1097
      @asajironagamatsu1097 5 лет назад

      alexa johnson LLP

    • @Fbitypeshit
      @Fbitypeshit 5 лет назад +26

      i don't think i would be this strong to do all that if i was in her shoes, i would probably wrote letters to all my family and the people i love and kill myself

    • @RX-12
      @RX-12 4 года назад +9

      When I see her early videos, she seems so full of life that I almost can't believe that she died. It's how slowly the cancer wore her down that's the scary part.

    • @ssseeeaaa
      @ssseeeaaa 4 года назад +1

      @Jason Voorheese probably the tumor growing in her brain that did it.

    • @jhowardsupporter
      @jhowardsupporter 4 года назад

      Lex. Text. Sex. Mex. Hex. T-Rex. Inspiring, I'm gonna go watch Around The Block with Christina Ricci. I love her she's been in movies since she was young yet she's so humble. Can you imagine a 4 year old getting a 20 million dollar paycheck? How is she soooo cool! She's so dam cool. I can be honest here I grew up with children of famous people but I was dirt poor, but I've met everyone. I don't consider anyone to be better than anybody else. But how does Christina Ricci end up like that??? Shes so cool! I wish she was my girlfriend. I've never met her, never met any Americans. Bloody Americans you know what I'm saying. I wish I had a girlfriend like her. I wish she was my girlfriend.

  • @Ocean3404k
    @Ocean3404k 2 года назад +1419

    Hearing her be so happy and optimistic about her life saying that she’s confident she’ll live till she’s 90 was heartbreaking to hear knowing the outcome of the story.

    • @cookedpotato
      @cookedpotato 2 года назад +9

      Life m8

    • @unelectedleader6494
      @unelectedleader6494 2 года назад +5

      Living till 90 would suck. But yeah. 60 to 75 could be ok.

    • @jp9707
      @jp9707 2 года назад +41

      @@unelectedleader6494 60 is still pretty young...

    • @ellaelliott4415
      @ellaelliott4415 2 года назад +6

      In my experience going into the fight against cancer optimistic can make all the difference. It takes more than medicine to stay alive and a lot of it does have to do with attitude. I think it’s amazing how she held onto hope

    • @unelectedleader6494
      @unelectedleader6494 2 года назад

      Lol no. In reality it’s like 80% or more through the average lifespan which in the western world is under 80. Plenty day on the front end of the average in their 50s and 60s to make it, what, 77. And it’s trending downward because now boomers are reaching the end with the average age being 70 and having been fat for decades and abusing their‘s body with substance like no generation before them. Millennials will be pretty bad as well.

  • @debraparker4846
    @debraparker4846 14 дней назад +1

    Watching this in 2024,what a beautiful brave soul ,you touched me to tears 😢xx

  • @steveblog1
    @steveblog1 Год назад +9

    Watching this broke my heart.
    Dear Charlotte, I'm very sorry that your time was cut so short. I can only hope that your passing was peaceful and pain free. You deserved that at least. RIP x

  • @dianeschmidt17
    @dianeschmidt17 2 года назад +179

    That last clip of her explaining that she’s still in there, but her body doesn’t work was really sad and terrifying

  • @venchee4906
    @venchee4906 3 года назад +726

    As a father, this hurts me so deeply. God bless this girl.

    • @yellsmobile2579
      @yellsmobile2579 3 года назад +6

      the life is so sad and cold, but it is also a great lesson

    • @0xSpaceCowboy
      @0xSpaceCowboy 3 года назад +9

      fuck god and other religion scam

    • @brcaixista460
      @brcaixista460 3 года назад

      ir god and jesus are real, they did this to her

    • @nongothungtungoe9180
      @nongothungtungoe9180 3 года назад +3

      @F A K E S M I L E Be thankful to God that you are not the one suffering. Don't take the pain and agony of others to question or insult the almighty God.

    • @venchee4906
      @venchee4906 3 года назад

      @@natalya_volochay we never stop asking for God’s blessings. God cares for all souls, whether their body is alive or not.

  • @sailwesterly5444
    @sailwesterly5444 5 месяцев назад +2

    Rest In Peace Charlotte, Dear.

  • @LeftMap
    @LeftMap 18 дней назад +1

    Having four daughters not yet this age, this is especially heartbreaking to come across in my feed. It really resets my mind to thinking how blessed and lucky I am, all the great and not so great parts of my life. If for nothing else, because I have life and my kids are all healthy and happy at this time. I hope you have found peace in resting.

  • @Excal123
    @Excal123 2 года назад +1161

    Watching her state of well being just deteriorate like that is just heartbreaking. I instantly started shedding tears when it happened and then when it said she passed. Rest in peace Charlotte.

    • @johnwayzwayz3106
      @johnwayzwayz3106 2 года назад

      Definitely with god almighty? everything is possible I'm cured from HSV virus. by a spiritual practitioner
      ruclips.net/user/shortsD6UBT8lKYcw?feature=share

    • @kmnaaaa
      @kmnaaaa 2 года назад +2

      @Jack Wrath no

    • @Ok-kx2te
      @Ok-kx2te 2 года назад +1

      @👑 EXP0S3R! 👑 I hope you’re just trolling

    • @acam7116
      @acam7116 2 года назад +4

      @👑 EXP0S3R! 👑 POV: You didn't grow up loved so you seek attention online bc that's the only way you'd ever get it. 🥴

    • @jaya4720
      @jaya4720 2 года назад +1

      @👑 EXP0S3R! 👑 not the time

  • @benhansen3546
    @benhansen3546 3 года назад +2797

    I have a rare brain tumor too and I have surgery on the 7th of July.Could technology and research have grown this fast in the past 4 years? Well I’m about to find out. Either way I’m in Gods hands. Also my condolences to this girl. Shed be my age rn

    • @autokrft
      @autokrft 3 года назад +168

      God bless you

    • @scud553
      @scud553 3 года назад +105

      Please let us know how it goes!!

    • @Lea-po2jj
      @Lea-po2jj 3 года назад +53

      I wish you all the best!

    • @notgokuuu2314
      @notgokuuu2314 3 года назад +30

      I wish you the best man💛

    • @floorsymbiosis6059
      @floorsymbiosis6059 3 года назад +20

      Good luck! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @rhysmuscle2329
    @rhysmuscle2329 18 дней назад +1

    😢 I just cried soooo hard her confidence all the way through of living till 90 only for the cancer to win.

  • @Steve-hq3ni
    @Steve-hq3ni Год назад +6

    I felt compelled to say something regarding Charlotte. Maybe because I have two daughters of my own , or perhaps selfishly because some of her immense bravery might rub off on me and make me a better person. I have a very hard time quantifying this level of courage and it puts all my petty problems in their place. As a father Im so sad that such a shining example of exceptionalism was taken from this world. Charlotte makes me want to be a better person.

  • @julianjones160
    @julianjones160 2 года назад +1020

    They found a tumor in my brain the size of a lime and removed it, turned out it was Glioblastoma Multiform. I had noticed lose of movement in my right hand, also I started having weird thoughts and feelings. After the second surgery and over a year of radation and chemo, I was told I was lucky enough to be in remission. I now have to take Vimpat twice a day and have MRI's every 12 weeks to keep a eye on my head. I found all this out when I was 30, they told me I would be lucky to live to be 32. I'm 36 now, the chemo and radation made my teeth rott and my vision is off some, but I'm alive. Duke Cancar Center in Durham saved my life. I tell people we all have a clock on the wall, we just don't know how much time is left. Enjoy these moments for they are fleeting and fight with everything you have.

    • @pranshuupadhyay8090
      @pranshuupadhyay8090 Год назад +20

      Hope you live long and Julian, take care my man

    • @Lily-ue9dd
      @Lily-ue9dd Год назад +6

      Hey! May I ask, what do you mean with weird thoughts and feelings?

    • @jccarlos8790
      @jccarlos8790 Год назад +1

      Wow what a story. Seriously. Have you heard of Gerson Therapy yet? Look up "the beauitful truth"/"la hermosa verdad" (if tthe first titoe doesnt show results for a documentary.) Wishing you many blessings

    • @neverkind9399
      @neverkind9399 Год назад +8

      Are you still well there buddy?

    • @killfredhdd2818
      @killfredhdd2818 Год назад +5

      I like the last metaphor: “Everyone has a clock on the wall, you just don’t know how much time is left.”
      Have a great life and stay healthy!

  • @morsecode5078
    @morsecode5078 3 года назад +1514

    I respect this young lady so much. Cancer sucks.

    • @fakeios4673
      @fakeios4673 3 года назад +7

      Shes already dead 😢

    • @flyaway2846
      @flyaway2846 3 года назад +2

      @@fakeios4673 how do you know?

    • @kolobokkolobol8774
      @kolobokkolobol8774 3 года назад +3

      @@flyaway2846 Check the channel, she is at least 1.5 year dead

    • @izzatafandi9298
      @izzatafandi9298 3 года назад +8

      @Rudorrr the video on 4:19 specifically said that she passed away in 2016, hope her family is doing alright though

    • @morsecode5078
      @morsecode5078 3 года назад

      Fake iOS I know she died, I still respect the person she was.

  • @terenzo50
    @terenzo50 16 дней назад +2

    I lost my dearest friend to brain cancer in 1993. Miss her every damn day.

  • @camping11
    @camping11 Год назад +4

    It's good to know I can still cry. Rest in peace, my condolences to everyone else's loved ones who were lost to this.

  • @gawadgawadi6918
    @gawadgawadi6918 3 года назад +1008

    life is truly unfair man everything sucks

    • @o.j.simpson3463
      @o.j.simpson3463 3 года назад +22

      god sucks fuck him

    • @alexforce9
      @alexforce9 3 года назад +7

      Naaaaaaaah. Life is unfair in terms of - the universe is indifferent, so there is a lot of stuff that happens at random, but looking at history teach us that now is the best time to be alive. There is a lot less suffering, more health , more prosperity than ever before. That poor girl is dead, but there are millions of kids who get sick and LIVE coz of the modern medicine.

    • @DynAmisch69
      @DynAmisch69 3 года назад +2

      Alex Force
      Wait for the near future. The best time to be alive is over...

    • @jemilia
      @jemilia 3 года назад +13

      @@o.j.simpson3463 such thing as god doesn't exist. Why else would there be so much pain in the lives of those who believe.

    • @paradiseb5950
      @paradiseb5950 3 года назад +8

      @@jemilia just because we don't understand it doesn't mean there isn't 'something' higher than us. Imagine if there was no suffering in the world. Would we learn anything?

  • @popcultureo4246
    @popcultureo4246 3 года назад +522

    She's sadly dead now and this came up in my recommended
    Rest In Peace Charlotte.

    • @Krishna_31205
      @Krishna_31205 3 года назад +9

      She is now happy in heaven 🤗

    • @zuphlas7130
      @zuphlas7130 3 года назад +17

      @@Krishna_31205 the blackness you came from at birth is the same place we're going after absolutely nothing without our bodies and our senses

    • @Matt-kl5zy
      @Matt-kl5zy 3 года назад +2

      @@zuphlas7130 FACTS!!

    • @NoName-th2hy
      @NoName-th2hy 3 года назад +6

      @@zuphlas7130 Everybody goes through this stage of discovering atheism and becomes the most cringy attention seeker for a while.

    • @zuphlas7130
      @zuphlas7130 3 года назад +5

      @@NoName-th2hy nope once you get passed the wishy washy religion mentality you see life for what it is, you face the facts lmoa have you ever blacked out... You didn't go no where or even recall it so what makes you think death is so different and why think I'm an atheist just because I said your bs religious afterlife probably won't happen lmao

  • @helenaBeau
    @helenaBeau 10 месяцев назад +3

    I’m so sorry Charlotte. I’m here in Southern California depressed because I quit my job and my life that I enjoyed to be somewhere I hate, I forgot just how grateful I was to have been with my uncle while he passed from pancreatic cancer, I forgot I made his passing easier and his last days more colorful, your clips opened my eyes. I hope you were surrounded by everyone that loved you.

  • @jamesfaulconer2308
    @jamesfaulconer2308 Год назад +4

    My heart goes out to Charlotte's family and to all those who fight cancer of all sorts. This video surprised me on my feed but I am so glad I was able to learn about her story and the this type of cancer that she fought.

  • @JioSleepYT
    @JioSleepYT 2 года назад +1389

    I think above all else, this video just reminds me how much of my life I take for granted. I woke up at 2pm today knowing I was going to be alive and well. I ate and drank junk food because I felt like I could just be healthier later in life. I spent the day playing video games because I knew I'd have the time to participate in more fulfilling events at some other point. Seeing things like this just make it so apparent that what I "knew" isn't actually guaranteed. Seeing this girl live out every day to the fullest makes me truly wonder why it takes something as horrific as cancer to make someone realize that they should appreciate their lives day by day. Even though I'm typing this out and I'm aware of it, I can't guarantee that I'll be able to live being thankful of everything I have every day. I truly do believe that if I were to die tomorrow, I'd be full of regret. At least in Charlotte's case, it appears that she died with no regrets. Though it's sad that she had to go knowing she still had hopes for the future, she lived her days loving and appreciating the world around her. Ironically enough, I'm saying these things on the day before Thanksgiving. Seeing this video makes me want to change more than ever. I don't know if I can commit to the goals I may set but I just feel terrible living my life in such a sedentary way when people like Charlotte were living their life to the best of their ability at my age. I apologize if writing this comment mostly about myself and my thoughts is insensitive to Charlotte's story but I wanted to say something about how it's affected me.

    • @andremarselha4699
      @andremarselha4699 2 года назад +17

      Nice text.

    • @diamondtheif4007
      @diamondtheif4007 2 года назад +33

      Same we both and many more here in the comment section have realized how ungrateful we have been and at least we are acknowledging what we have done wrong. Th next big step is just improving on ourselves. For me I really just want to go outside more and workout but I either get lazy or my mom doesn’t let me. I talked to her about this but she thinks if I go to the park either by myself or with friends I will do drugs or go somewhere else. I just know for sure that I don’t want to be at the house 24/7. When I do go outside I will try and get the bus out of it.

    • @Sim0sama
      @Sim0sama 2 года назад +16

      What happened to Charlotte isn’t fair, but if her experience could help you it’s nice.

    • @cutieoui7772
      @cutieoui7772 2 года назад +3

      Thats actually what i thought back when i was 13, so i changed and now 18, i guess i could say i had made new good discoveries, information and changes for the better.

    • @LMCEK
      @LMCEK 2 года назад +9

      Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience. Beautiful. With this much empathy and self awareness at your age I have no doubt you can do whatever you set your mind to. Big hugs 🤗

  • @xMoac
    @xMoac 3 года назад +638

    Instead of spending trillions on endless wars, if we could spend a fraction on that on this sort of research ... my god.
    prayers to all those that struggle with any such hardship.

    • @jackrobinson9339
      @jackrobinson9339 3 года назад +9

      I'm pretty sure the government has the cure for cancer but there to much of a piece of shit because there greedy as fuck

    • @jlew3275
      @jlew3275 3 года назад +2

      Stop taking those vaccines and only take it when necessary and also research medications you are currently taking , change your lifestyle aswell the food you eat . There’s ton of information out there that will help us prevent this sort of illnesses.

    • @matheushenrique5963
      @matheushenrique5963 3 года назад +3

      @Rahul Space research is actually very good and a lot of health and technology equipment came from it, military research can also provide some useful tech but spending with armor and dumb defense contracts are the real threat only the US spends 500 billion on stupid defense contracts

    • @altdoom5205
      @altdoom5205 3 года назад +2

      There's more to it. Research the things your governments have done to the population ... from using cancer cells for vaccines and infecting people with SV40. The truth is worse than fiction and the injustice is beyond belief.

    • @Chrryc0la
      @Chrryc0la 3 года назад +1

      @@jlew3275 and my great grandmother when she was in her 20’s was perfectly healthy. She went the the gym everyday, she ate healthy with the exception of some times having family dinners with her grandchildren and yet she still got breast cancer. Nobody knew how or why eventually she did beat it but she lost her 3rd battle to it about 2 years ago because she was so old..

  • @MotifMusicStudios
    @MotifMusicStudios 6 месяцев назад +4

    What an absolutely beautiful soul. So much love and care to your family. This is heartbreaking and yet her courage shines through so brightly.

  • @Christabelegbeama
    @Christabelegbeama Год назад +3

    RIP Charlotte Eades. I just came across this video and I took the time to rewatch her old videos. I'm literally in tears now. Life is so unfair. She was such a sweet soul. I loved the way she talked about Nala with so much love. She was bubbly and always seemed to want to record a video and I'm glad she did. She was quite hopeful too. But life and cancer had their way. Continue to rest on Charlotte. You're truly love 💕