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[@가히-o2z]

요즘 언니가 너무 좋아서 첫영상부터 쭉 타고 올라가보려구요 벌써 2년 전 영상이네요 !! 2년 전과 지금이 다를 바 없이 한결같은 아름다움 .. 진짜 수수연수 채널이름과 언니가 찰떡인 것 같아요 💗 유튜브 해주셔서 감사해요 언니 🥰

[@seoyeonsu]

제가 더 고맙고 사랑합니다..🥺
요즘 같을 때 너무 힘이 되네요 고마워요 정말

[@DOROSIWA_official]

노력한 만큼 결과가 증명하길 ! 수수연수 화이팅!!

[@seoyeonsu]

dorosiwa 감사합니다 도로시와😍❤️

[@체리-x5w8r]

언니 영상 다시 정주행중!! 언제나 또 보고꙼̈ 또 봐도̊̈ 재밌고꙼̈ 유익하고꙼̈ 언니 미모에 빠져서 보는..🙊❤️

[@seoyeonsu]

고마워 죽겠네 ㅠㅠ..
정주행까지 해주다니 연수님 너무 고마워요😘

[@다예화]

저 열심히 정주행하다가 또 여기까지 와버렸습니댜💓🧸
오쩜 항상 미모가 열일하시나요..🙊🙈🙊
저 솔직히 말할까요?
얼굴 얼굴이 너무 빛나서...내용이 잘 안 들어오지만
항상 언니 영상 보면서 대리힐링 합니댜🖤🎀
항상 응원합니댜
또 정주행 하러 가야지 헤헤🙏💛
영원한 옥수수수🌽🌽
❤️🧡💛💜🧡💜🧡

[@seoyeonsu]

그냥 다른 말 다 필요없고 고맙고 또 고맙고 고마워요 사랑해요🤍❤️

[@다예화]

언니...댓글? 너무 감사합니댜..
저 엄마 아빠한테 열심히 자랑쳤잖아요
나 성덕이라고..👉🏻👈🏻❤️
항상 열심히 보고 있습니댜💗
앗..언니.. 저 디엠 한번만 확인 부탁드려요🙏😊
좋은 밤 보내세용🖤:)
행복한 성덕 올림💙

[@문우진-y8y]

추운데 촬영하신분들 고생많으셨어요

[@seoyeonsu]

감사합니다:)✊🏼

[@nanicho_official]

예쀼다 연슈찡 대애박 👍🏻💕

[@seoyeonsu]

뷰랑자난초 난초쌤도 대박>_

[@하은-w1c]

언니 인스타로 항상 댓글달고 응원하는 학생이에욤! 항상 사랑하구 연말 잘 보내세요❤

[@seoyeonsu]

하은 귀여워ㅜㅜ고마워요 늘

[@도도도-y8t]

언니너무이뻐요😍

[@seoyeonsu]

코코볼 감사합니다❣️

[@privateno270]

언니 정말 귀엽고 이뻐요...♡최근에 언니를 알게됬어요😌

[@seoyeonsu]

private no2 감사합니다아😖♥️

[@devinjo2318]

Oink Oink.. I am looking at the window.. as I am in the room.. I just keep on thinking of YOU.. I know that I am missing YOU.. will I ever see YOU.. and I would walk closer to the window.. and I would kneel and looking Out the window.. I am wondering.. do you think as much as I am thinking of YOU.. I can see that the Moon is come Up.. I am wondering what YOU are doing.. who are you thinking of.. is it snowing over there.. is it raining.. How cold is it there.. and I would look UP and I see the Moon.. it is staring at Me.. and I put my hands together.. I wonder if some one can hear me.. Hear the Heart inside crying.. because I miss YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. but why can't I be with YOU.. when will the time be when I can hold Your Hand.. and Pull you closer to tell your ear.. how much I been missing YOU.. how much I been loving YOU.. even though I want to say it this time.. why is it so hard.. why is it so difficult to tell you.. this distance.. it feels like from in the room.. I am looking Out the window.. Looking UP toward the Moon.. that kind of distance that leaves me puzzled.. and will you tell me Yes.. will you let me love YOU.. I feel like YOU don't want me to love YOU because LOOK how much I needed to wait for YOUR yes to come to me.. or is it No in your Heart.. I am over here tonight.. Looking for an Angel.. WILL the Angel hear me this very night.. can the Angel hear my voice.. or the Angel is Not there.. and I am looking UP.. looking around.. I can't see the Angel.. I don't see any Angel over here.. But I wish that the Angel can hear me.. I wanted to ask.. can I borrow two Wings.. can I have two wings.. I know that staying here in my room.. looking through the window.. and just looking UP to the Moon.. this distance is not going to take me any where.. I be missing YOU.. I want to tell YOU something.. I need to say something.. Let my words say something.. kneeling here and just looking UP at the Moon.. it is going to take me No where.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to Hold YOU.. if it is cold there.. If it is snowing.. or raining.. I want to Hold YOU.. let my hands touch your hands.. let me pull you closer.. so that I can hear your Heart Beating against Mine.. will you let me stay by your side please.. I am looking for the Angel.. I been praying and wishing for an Angel.. I would enter the room.. and I would look at the window.. and I would walk closer to the window in the room and kneel.. looking through the window.. asking.. Are you there.. I am speaking to the Angel.. I know that YOU can hear Me.. because every Night.. I come to the same spot.. asking for the Angel.. I know that YOU be tired of hearing me asking for the same thing.. so why Not just show UP and tell me that YOU are there.. can I have your two wings.. I need two wings.. If you can't give me two wings.. at least let me borrow two wings from YOU.. can YOU Please say something.. I need two wings.. and if the angel would finally show UP and tell me.. I am going to look UP.. Angel.. I want to have your two wings.. and can I borrow it just for one Night.. I want to spend my time Just being by YOUR side.. if the Angel Allows me to borrow two Wings.. I would place the wings on the right and left of the shoulder blade.. and I know that just for that One Night.. I want to be Your Angel.. and I be asking You.. can I fly over the Moon.. and if YOU believe in an Angel.. at least YOU know that I love YOU.. this Angel will Not let YOU GO.. this Angel will stay by your side.. just to tell YOU that I love YOU.. YOU know how much I missed YOU.. How much I been loving YOU and still been loving YOU.. I want be sitting on the top of the tree branch.. just watching you from the distance.. and having YOUR picture in my Hand.. to show YOU NOT to be afraid of me.. Look.. I will tell you.. LOOK at the Picture.. I am not a stranger.. and I would be with a Letter.. LOOK.. I am the One who has been typing YOU.. sharing to YOU how much I love YOU.. so that YOU would not step back or scream.. the Prove that On the Other side.. for a Long Long time.. I been asking for Your Heart.. for YOU TO Love me too.. even though I am not asking you right Now.. but I am asking you.. will you please love me some day.. I do not know How long it is going to take but until YOU can tell me that YOU love me.. but I would show UP as your angel.. and I would flap the two wings and I would lower to look at YOU.. and I would say.. I did not come here to hurt YOU.. I did not come here to scare you either.. I came here to say.. I have been missing YOU for such a Long time.. I had to ask.. I had to beg.. I had to pray.. I had to wish.. and Many Many Many Nights.. I would enter the room.. and go to the window in the room.. and kneel.. I would LOOK UP to see the Moon.. and I open the window and I would be asking for an Angel.. if the Angel is real or true.. and I would be asking for the Angel to answer me.. I would keep on going to the same spot.. until One night the Angel came down to the Window I was kneeling.. I just could not believe my eyes.. I started to cry when I saw the Angel and the Angel asked me why I kept on calling for Him and I asked the Angel.. two wings to Borrow.. just for one Night.. and I would show the Angel the Picture of YOU.. and I been telling the angel My Heart.. How much I been missing YOU.. How many nights I had to come out.. asking for you.. I would start just standing Out side by the House.. and Looking at the Moon.. I would pour out my Heart to the Moon about YOU.. and I knew that NO matter How much I would tell that Moon.. the Moon is Not going to tell me any thing.. it hurts because I wanted YOU to know.. so I went to the room and I believed in the Angel.. Maybe the Angel can Help me instead.. so that is when I started to call for the Angel.. which the angel came.. I asked to borrow the two wings.. which the Angel gave to me for just one Night.. I showed the angel the Letter I been writing to YOU and also the Picture of YOU and I had to be the one to go to see YOU.. I been missing YOU so much lately.. I just had to come.. Now.. I been sitting on the tree branch.. I saw YOU in a distance in a shop.. so I waited.. Of course I did not mean to scare YOU.. but the Angel gave me the permission to be an Angel for this one Night.. Now I am looking at YOU.. I don't want to leave.. I want to stay by your side.. and be there with YOU.. I want tell you how much I love YOU and if I do go.. I know that I am going to be missing YOU.. I hate missing YOU when I love YOU.. why can't YOU come with Me.. or why can't I stay with you.. I brought the Letter to show YOU.. it is Me who been telling YOU and sharing you my Heart.. so that YOU would not think I am crazy.. Do you see this letter.. Do you see the Picture.. it is YOU.. I been having this picture for a Long time.. and Only this Picture.. when I feel down.. I would take a LOOK at your picture.. I can't stop crying.. Because YOU Look so much prettier.. Because YOU look so much Beautiful.. Why do you have to be this Pretty.. WHY do you have to be this Beautiful.. When YOU Love some one.. YOU look much more Beautiful in my eyes then ever.. I don't know what it is.. maybe it is because My Heart sees so much More.. I see Love that Only I can bring and tell and give to YOU.. I just want to hold YOU.. to tell YOU that I have never stopped loving YOU.. I came all down way.. flying over the Moon.. Just to see YOU for this One Night.. Now.. I don't want to leave.. I can't go because I know that I be missing YOU again.. I want to see YOU again.. I want to tell YOU how beautiful YOU are.. How much I want to be with YOU.. that when YOU leave.. when I go.. I know that I am going to ask the Angel again for the two wings.. if I can have the two wings so that I can every Night.. flying over the Moon.. waiting for YOU.. sitting on that Same Tree on that branch.. Just to tell YOU how much I miss YOU and how much I love YOU.. but Now.. since I saw YOU.. and I gave you the letter.. I know that I have to go.. YOU are the Only One who I love.. that is why I just can't go.. I just wanted to say.. I been on the Other side.. just waiting for YOU.. I even stoop by the House.. when the Moon came UP at Night.. I would stare at the MOON as it stare at me.. and I would hold Your Picture.. asking if the Moon can speak.. I first tried by asking the MOON to be the Voice I really needed to tell the One.. I been showing the Picture.. to that MOON.. to take a closer LOOK.. and LOOK at the Picture.. to Please Come Closer.. if the MOON has an ear.. can the MOON hear my words.. I first came for few months.. I stood in the same spot out side of the House.. with your Picture.. but I just grew tired because the MOON never seems to care.. did not come closer.. did Not speak.. it just stood there staring at Me.. so I had to try another way.. Now.. Look at these two wings.. I do thank the Angel who responded to my request because Now I get to see YOU.. I get to give you this Letter.. when YOU took this Letter.. My Heart stopped.. and I felt the beating of my Heart goes faster because YOU are the Only One who I love.. My Heart keeps on beating faster as I am looking at YOU.. But.. I just don't want to leave.. WHY do I have to leave

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. I am thinking of You.. as I am holding the stick in my hand.. I would say.. Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. My One wish.. I just want to Love YOU but also with this Sword.. I want to protect YOU and I would swing the Stick.. and My friend who is also holding the stick blocks with the stick I swing at him.. and He would look at me and swing the Stick in his hand and It hits me on the Arm.. I would swing the stick I am holding with my hand and it hits his head and my friend falls on the Ground.. and He looks UP on the ground.. I stood there.. just thinking of YOU.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. my hand grabs his hand and I pull HIM up on his two legs.. as the Moon is High Above.. the Six Friends are making a circle on two of us.. and they are all holding the Sticks.. and as I am thinking of YOU.. I would look at the Seven Friends.. I have to go back to the Palace.. I have to go see the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and as I am on the two Knees.. My Head looking on the Ground.. the Seven Friends are Behind Me.. both on the Knees.. Looking on the Ground.. arms UP saluting to YOU as the Crown Princess.. as I hear more foot steps walking.. I see you with the Big Crown on top of Your Head.. I see you turn around looking back.. there are seven Chief Generals.. with their Foot soldiers all walking to YOU.. and Five Commanders behind with the Foot Soldiers.. they all stop.. both on knees.. Heads all looks on the ground.. arms UP and I see YOU.. a great large of army military men has gathered around you.. As I am holding the sword.. I would Lift up my Arm up with my hand holding the Sword.. and I would shout Out.. MANSAE TO CROWN PRINCESS.. the Seven Men.. my friends all would pull out the swords.. hands holding the swords.. arms lifted UP and they shout out with a Loud Voice.. MANSAE to Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I would shout Out louder More.. MANSAE TO WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. to Crown Princess.. and I would hear.. the Chief Generals and the Commanders.. they pull out their swords holding in their hands.. arms lifted UP high.. MANSAE TO HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. the Seven Friends with the Foot SOLDIERS all lifted UP their Swords holding their hands.. MANSAE.. HOORAY to Crown Princess.. and I would raise UP my Voice Louder and Cried OUT.. MANSAE to WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. to Crown Princess.. and I hear all of the Voices.. MANSAE.. HOORAY to HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I see you stand in the Middle.. our heads looking at the ground.. and I would say.. YOU are so Great.. Look at you because the men has gathered.. I know there is something that is about to happen.. but my Heart.. to Protect YOU.. and Too keep on protecting you to the end.. and I see YOU looking down.. as I would lift UP my Head looking into your eyes.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I hear something behind.. a Messenger riding on the Horse.. and He has a scroll in his hand.. and the Heads would all turn to look.. the Horse stops.. the Messenger gets out of the Horse.. two on knees.. arm UP and Head looks down.. hand holding the Scroll.. and I am wondering.. what does this Mean.. a Private Messenger only for the Crown Princess.. and I see you raise YOUR HAND.. and the Messenger gets UP.. and He would unroll the scroll.. and starts to share.. a War is going to break Out.. and the enemies are coming to the Fortress.. and they are bringing many foot soldiers.. horse riders.. and the Six Princes are in the Eldest house and they are drinking having the Party.. and the Messenger goes down both knees.. Head goes down and arm up.. and I am wondering.. a War.. and I turn to LOOK at YOU.. and YOU look at me.. there has been a talk about a war for a Long time.. and it is happening.. I look at YOU.. Why did YOU not tell me about this war.. then I would of been preparing for a battle.. but why did YOU not tell Me.. and I looked at YOU.. it does Not matter Now.. because it is going to happen anyways.. and I Just can't believe you have kept this from me.. I told YOU that I wanted to protect YOU.. and that is what I have said.. I have promised YOU that the reason why I am here.. it is to Protect YOU and Your nation.. if YOU told me about this War.. then I could of found More men.. gathered more Men.. and I would look behind YOU.. which there was more than thousand Men.. they are ready.. has been prepared for this War.. and of course.. I knew that you had the men power.. but I also wanted to bring more so that we can win this War.. and I get UP.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I told you.. ever since I saw you from the Garden.. that I was going to come to YOU.. I have made the Promise in the garden.. when I was only looking at the garden of flowers.. even though I am a lowly servant son.. that One day I am going to see you and meet you at the Palace.. I told you that I will make this promise that I will become a Swordsmanship so that I can guard and protect.. Because this is all I can give and this is all I can do for YOU.. I may be very small.. and not be much to YOU.. but I know that I will never give UP on you.. I will keep on fighting for YOU as long as YOU give me a chance to stay.. and Now.. here I am.. I have kept my words.. I have kept my promises to YOU.. it took me long long long time to get and come this far.. but I am here right Now beside YOU.. I told you when I was young Boy too.. but when YOU first stopped and saw me at the garden.. I fall on two knees before YOU and told YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. that One day I will love YOU and One DAY I will come just to be by your side to protect YOU.. at least you could of told me about this war that is going to break.. there was NO reason for YOU to hide this from Me.. why would you hide this.. what would of happened if I did Not come to YOU.. few days ago.. there was something heavy in my Heart.. it was few days of riding this Horse.. Me and the seven friends.. if I just stayed by the ocean of waters.. I would of Not known this.. I would of missed Out this great war.. if YOU told me this sooner.. I would not even go to the Ocean waters but been practicing and training to prepare for this War.. I come with the seven friends and Now I am hearing about this News that I never knew in the first place.. if I did not come.. I know that YOU have great fighters and great warriors.. they have more experience then me at the art of swordsmanship.. but having more Men it be better for this war.. and My Heart.. I just can't believe I have to hear it like this.. at the last minute when I did Not know anything.. and I just can't see YOU go out on the Battle.. I know that YOU would and you will.. I can't see you at the battle field.. I saw you training with your teacher who is the Chief general.. when I saw YOU with the stick.. I knew something was going to happen.. YOU know that I can't lose YOU.. YOU know How much I love YOU.. and it be better if I die rather than YOU.. and I hear the Horn.. and someone is blowing the Horn from the far.. and I know now.. so I would get UP.. both feet.. and I turn around.. and I look at the seven Men.. the friends.. I am going alone first.. and I am looking at the Horse.. and I get on its Back.. holding the sword with my hand.. and I see your hand telling me to wait.. but.. I know that it is time.. I needs to GO and handle some business here.. I look at the closest friend and I tell HIM.. to Protect the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. be with you.. and.. I see the Other Six Men.. they all get on the back of the Horses and holding the swords in their hands.. I am looking toward the Fortress and my Heart.. it is Hurting me More.. when I am thinking about this More and More.. my Heart keeps on hurting.. why didn't WANGSEJABI MAH MAH did Not tell me anything about this situation.. I know I may not be much.. but I know that I will fight for YOU.. I will do anything for YOU.. even I know that I can die for YOU.. I am sure I can bring some enemies die with this Sword.. but why is My Heart keeps on hurting me.. this is NO JOKE because this is a War.. and I would turn to look back.. and I am looking at YOU.. the Crown Princess.. DO you not know how much I love YOU.. and I am grabbing the strings of the Horse.. and I swing it and the Horse takes Off.. the Six Friends behind Me.. they too grabs the strings of the Horses and swings it.. and follows behind Me.. as the Horse keeps on running fast.. I turn on the Side.. putting the Sword into the sheath and I pull the Bow on the side.. and behind is the arrows.. and the Horse keeps on running.. leaving the Palace.. and it is going to the Fortress.. and the Horse stops.. and my hand hits my Chest.. How long was this been going On.. How long was it for this talking of the war.. I wonder how the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH felt.. knowing there is going to come this war.. and have to keep it inside for a long time.. and I grab the Two Arrows.. putting on the Strings of the Bow.. PULLS the strings Back and I would release the strings.. the arrows shoots far off.. and I would sit on the Horse.. and I would think about when I was a young Boy.. watching YOU from

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. me the most.. I was by the Ocean water.. thinking about YOU coming to the Ocean waters.. but YOU just stood.. YOU just sat on the Horse.. watching me from the distance as I am looking at the waters.. but did Not tell me anything about it there.. it bothers me when I saw YOU looking at me.. sending four new friends to me.. and I saw You turning the Horse away and in silent you left the site.. but the Heart.. was it heavy leaving without mentioning about what was to come.. why did YOU not say anything then.. why did YOU not tell me that something was about to happen.. why just leave in silent.. YOU know.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. if YOU told me.. I would left everything behind and just went with YOU that night.. I would of not think about anything but to Just to protect YOU and to Protect Your Nation.. I would of done anything.. If YOU just said something.. I would come with YOU much sooner.. I feel like a foolish person now.. because I would told YOU that I was Not coming.. I do remember you be asking me to come with YOU.. but I told YOU that I needed some time away.. that I wanted to stay by the Ocean water.. but if YOU just told me then.. what was happening.. YOU know that I would leave it behind and came with YOU without making you feel frustrated.. because I know that I can be some kind of Help of your Need.. why do YOU think I wanted to be a Swordsmanship.. WHY would I learn this skills and this Art of holding the sword.. I have promised you.. I remember when I was YOUNG.. I made a Promise to YOU.. even at the Garden when I knew Nothing about the Sword.. I told YOU that One day.. I am going to master the Art so that I can be useful and to be a part.. to Love YOU and to protect YOU forever.. and YOU have seen me through it ALL.. YOU have seen me when I had no skills at the sword.. when I was working in the garden as a flower Boy.. just as gardener.. Now here I am with the Sword.. at least you could of told me then.. I would not feel so bad right Now.. Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU know that I would drop everything just for YOU and to Protect YOU because YOU know How much I love YOU.. I am sitting on the Horse.. as the Horse runs.. I am going back to the Palace.. I am thinking of YOU.. I have never stopped Loving YOU.. I would be pulling the strings of the Horse.. and I see the Horse running very Fast.. Behind me is seven Men.. four are new friends who has joined.. and they are all riding on the Horses.. as I am on the front.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I thank YOU.. I would be shouting.. as I am going to the Palace.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I would scream from my lungs.. Do you know that I still Love YOU.. I am coming.. I am going to YOU.. as I see the Moon behind Me.. I am hitting the Strings hard.. the Horse runs faster and faster.. and as the New Day comes and the Sun rises.. I am at the second training ground.. I am standing next to the Horse.. It was my Father's horse.. it was once Young but has gotten older now.. as I am standing next to the Horse.. I watch YOU.. My Heart.. it is My Heart.. I watch YOU walking in the center of the training ground.. the Seven Men.. my friends are all behind me.. they are all sitting on the Horses.. I am crying.. as I am watching YOU.. the fences.. the wood bat fences.. and I am looking at YOU.. as YOU are holding a stick.. I see you about to spar and the Chief General.. the TOP of the generals.. he steps out with a Stick.. and He is the One who taught YOU how to fight to be a swordsmanship.. I never knew that YOU wanted to be a swordsman.. as I see the sticks hitting together.. My Heart would jump.. I see you swinging the Stick.. and the Chief General ducks.. and He would swing the Stick.. which.. I wanted to go Inside to Protect.. to fight Back.. but the Fence stops me.. I know that I can't go in.. I see two guards guarding it.. and they would NOT let me in.. but I see the Stick swings and Hits YOU.. I grab my Sword.. and one of the Friends would shout.. which.. it makes YOU stop.. and YOU look back.. and I pull out the Sword.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. Are you Hurt.. can I go in.. YOU know that I came here.. I came here to ready to Fight On your Behalf.. Please.. tell the guards to OPEN the fence Door.. so I can fight that General.. and the Men.. seven Men all gets Out of their Horses.. and they all Pull out their swords.. and We all Kneel.. both on the Knees.. and arms Out.. Heads looks on the Floor.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and with One Voice.. we Shout.. CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. Please.. and all Eight of Us.. heads looking on the floor.. which it stops YOU from practicing on that training Ground.. and I see you.. ON the White Dress.. I see you coming.. and I see you walking forward.. and I see you close to the Fence.. and I hear YOUR VOICE.. as I lift UP the Head and too look at YOU.. I have promised YOU.. that I am never going to Let YOU go.. even though I may not be with YOU.. there must be a way something can Happen.. but for right Now.. I have promised YOU that I am not going to let YOU down.. YOU also even send four new Men to join my team.. without YOU how can we be added like this.. I know that I may be so Small in your eyes.. I may not have much to give YOU.. but I know that I can do one thing.. to Protect YOU.. if YOU allow me to protect YOU.. I can do a little service.. and with these men.. I know that we can help.. I came here without eating.. we practiced and trained all through the Night.. I was thinking of the Promise.. I know that I can't do much.. but My Heart.. tells me if I love YOU.. there is something that I can do.. and It hit me Hard.. and I just started to think of YOU.. I know that YOU have many soldiers.. you have great generals to Chief generals.. also Commanders are with YOU.. but YOU have gave me four New Men and added.. why would you do something like that for Me.. and I told the seven Men.. Let us ALL go back.. Let us all go back to Protect YOU HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. is this is the Only One thing I can Do.. I can do it the Best.. I can give YOU my Best.. all I can Give.. I remember while I was sitting on the Horse.. I begin to think of YOU.. Only YOU because I never felt so Important.. I would turn around.. LOOKING at the four New Men.. they joined with the three friends of Mine and together they were singing songs.. they were singing to the new Unity of building a Dream together.. and wanted to be a part to see the greater works in play and they were all singing joyfully and I sat on the Horse.. tears started to fall from My eyes and I saw the seven Men turn to look at me.. they all came and surrounded me.. around the horse asking why was I crying and I told them.. it is NOT about Us.. but about the Kingdom.. all about the Palace.. that we were put together to Protect WHO.. and we all raised Our voices together.. and with the Swords UP.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I told the seven Men.. Let us ALL go back.. let us go to the Palace.. and Be a part.. Just to protect YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I saw each Man get on his Horse.. and I would lift UP my Head.. looking at the Moon.. It is this MOON that brought us together.. It was around this TIME I would look UP at the MOON.. asking about the Crown Princess.. and I started to Hit the strings of the Horse and He just took Off fast.. and the Other Seven men follows.. I came this early in the Morning.. One of the Guards at the entrance told me that the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH is going to the Second Training Ground.. DID NOT tell me anything else.. but YOU were going to be there.. SO I would tell the seven friends of Mine.. Let us go there and wait together.. I would be the One who stood by the Horse.. Letting the Other seven Men to rest while sitting there.. I saw YOU.. from the distance I saw YOU walking.. it is when we eight of Us arrived.. YOU were holding a stick.. I don't know WHY.. I wanted to run over.. to let YOU know that I have come.. the two Guards guarding me.. I asked if I could go inside.. to Greet the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. but they would NOT allow me.. telling me NO ONE can go inside but Only the Crown Princess.. I saw the Chief General walking with a Stick.. wondering.. why Is He able to go Inside and I can't.. what is going On.. tell me.. but the Guards would Not tell me anything.. they decided not to say a Word.. what am I suppose to do.. I can hit the two.. so I just went back to the Horse and stood next to it.. I saw the Chief General.. His stick would hit YOU few times.. How dare is that MAN to Hit YOU with the Stick.. and It

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MAH MAH.. struck on the ground.. the seven Men are behind me.. arms out.. swords are all struck on the ground.. I have come.. so that I wanted to say.. I love YOU.. and I wanted to protect YOU.. Me with these seven friends of Mine.. that is How my Heart feels because this is the Only thing that we all can do.. and I would hear YOU speak.. of course I did Not know that the Chief General is Your teacher.. and even since YOU were young.. and How you wanted to protect Yourself from the dangers of Your Six Brothers.. the Six Princes who wanted to be the Crown.. The King.. PEH HA send the Chief General to be your Body Guard but also to teach the Art of the Swordsmanship.. and Now.. He is like a second father to YOU because He cares for YOU like a Daughter.. as I would hear YOU.. My Heart is moved by how It is unsafe to stay in the Palace as a Young girl.. scared of being killed by the older Brothers.. and my fist.. I would clinch my fist.. that is WHY I came here.. that I wanted to Protect YOU because I love YOU.. What more words Can I say.. I know that it is NOT easy to be the Crown Princess.. But Now.. YOU also have eight of Us.. Unity together as we stand.. to Protect YOU so that YOU can be the QUEEN.. I hear the Seven Men behind me they all would shout Loud.. QUEEN.. to be Our Queen.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH one day.. and I would lift UP my arm.. and Head looks ON the Floor.. and the Seven men behind me would also lift UP their arms and heads looks down as we are all on our knees.. Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I just want to see YOU to succeed.. I want YOU to be seating as the TOP.. as I would look on the Floor.. My tears are hitting the Floor.. I am looking back.. the Four of Us by the ocean.. and I would turn to look back.. I would see the Four new men.. One is holding bunch of wooden sticks.. and I would look over them.. I see YOU.. YOU are sitting on the Horse.. and I see YOU turn around.. the Horse turns away and I see the Horse starts running off with YOU sitting ON it.. I am looking at the Four New Men.. One of them saying.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. to be a part of this brotherhood.. and I am looking with the three friends of Mine.. I just can't believe it.. WHY would the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. WHY would you sent these four Men.. and I would look at them.. I just can't believe it.. I am Not worthy to have.. I can't even lead a thing.. But why would they come.. and I would grab a Stick.. and One of my Friend grabs a stick.. and he is the One who came to visit me when I was IN prison.. as I am thinking.. and I am on two knees.. and I would hear Your Voice.. and I would lift UP my Head to look at YOU.. and my tears is rolling down.. I can't even lead.. I am Not even on the special Guard.. I am Not even a Body Guard.. I am only the one who stood by the back Gates of the Palace.. why would YOU trust me with four new Men.. I am unworthy to Have.. because their lives are on the Line.. If to Die.. I rather die alone.. I don't want to take any other Lives with Me.. and I see YOU.. and YOU smile.. I wanted to grab Your hand.. I wanted to touch Your Hand.. But I can't.. YOU are going to ask Me to kiss this Hand right.. but I can't kiss YOUR HAND.. I rather be distance then to be close kissing Your Hand.. but HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. do you remember that before YOU left.. before the Four New Men came.. YOU asked me for something.. YOU said.. to Promise YOU something.. that I am Not going to leave.. and YOU told me to make that Promise Now.. because Later will be just too late and while YOU came close.. I was looking at the Waters of the Ocean.. you stood by me.. asking me to Promise YOU.. that I am Not going to leave YOU or forsake YOU.. before YOU would go back to the Palace.. and I remember standing next to YOU.. I can't promise kissing Your Hand.. but I can promise YOU that I can keep on loving YOU.. I can promise that I will Not leave YOU or forsake YOU.. that I will go back and I will be there for YOU.. by Your Side.. and I told YOU.. I do Promise I be there.. to Protect YOU always.. and I do remember you looked at me and YOU gave me the same smile as YOU are looking at me on the Other side of the Fence.. DO you know How much I love YOU.. that I just can't never let YOU go.. I came with the seven Men because I made the Promise I will.. this is the main reason why I am here.. because I am keeping my Promise I made with YOU.. to Always Love YOU and to Always protect YOU..I am still standing by the waters.. Just thinking about YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I wish that I could be with YOU.. I have dreamed ever since I was a young Boy.. even though I knew that It was never to be happened.. I know that I can't be with YOU because YOU are so Big.. but what can I do as a MAN who can Only dream and believe that Maybe if there was a Chance.. How can I be with YOU.. to Love YOU.. all I ever wanted ever since I laid my eyes on YOU.. when I saw YOU.. even though I know I can't.. but I still do believe that I can.. all I am asking is for YOU to know my Heart.. to know How much I love YOU.. I want to be with YOU and spend the rest of my life by your side just to love YOU.. to tell you how much I love YOU and love you until I die.. do YOU know that I never will stop.. as I am looking at the waters.. and I turn to look back.. I see you on the Horse.. YOU are sitting on the top of the Horse.. I see you wearing the White dress.. so Lovely.. how come you only wear that White Dress.. why are you showing me that YOU are so Beautiful.. if YOU keep on showing me how Beautiful YOU are.. what am I suppose to do.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. and as I am on the ground.. with the three of my friends.. Looking at the ground.. I can't come with YOU right Now.. I know I can't go.. I just need some time to be alone.. and before YOU came.. One of my friends told me.. He saw Six Princes and they were standing next to the King and Queen.. PEH HA and HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am wondering who those six Men were.. I know they were from the Royal Blood Line.. as I heard your voice.. I would listen to your Voice and with the three friends we all get Up.. as I wanted to come closer to YOU.. I see the Big Crown on top of your Head.. I see seven Men behind YOU.. the Chief Generals and Commanders.. DAE JANG GEUN.. they all showed UP and standing behind YOU.. and I just can't believe this happened so fast.. I knew that this day would show UP but so Fast was unexpected.. and I would lower myself.. on two knees and I would ask.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I am asking for the permission to speak.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. can you please give me the permission to speak.. and I hear YOUR voice.. I am wondering about the Six Men.. they were Princes.. who were standing next to the Queen.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. may I ask who are those Six Men.. and I would hear the Head of the Servant who shows UP.. He looks at me and pulls Out the sword.. I see YOU lifting UP your hand to back down and he goes back.. and I hear you tell me.. and Me and the three friends are all shocked.. and I am wondering.. How can this Be.. they are the Older Brothers of CROWN PRINCESS.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I am wondering.. How can this Be.. if the Crown Princess has six Older Brothers ahead.. and YOU have succeeded to next in Line to get the Throne.. and I feel like a Storm is going to come in the Palace.. and I look at YOU.. and I see YOU put your hand Out.. and I am thinking in my mind.. YOU have great army with YOU.. look at the Chief Generals and also the COMMANDERS who got Your Back and has your Support.. even the King and the Queen.. PEH HA and HWANG WOO MAH MAH are the ones who gave you the Crown.. I saw them both kneeling and kissing Your Hand.. of course I did Not see any of the Six Princes kissing Your Hand but now I know why.. But why do YOU need Me.. YOU have even the Prime Minister.. TAE SAH JAH.. and even the COUNCIL OF NOBLE MEN.. all the Maids.. even the HIGHEST KITCHEN LADY.. and even the Chief Doctor too.. WHY do you need me to help Me.. YOU know that I am so small.. I am Nothing when You look at all these great and important people around YOU.. and I see YOU getting Off the Horse.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. Please.. Stand back.. YOU don't need to come closer to Me.. YOU know How Great and Important you are and has become for the Kingdom you represent.. and I have become so Low.. Now it is so hard for me to get close to YOU.. when I see these great Men.. warrior Men surrounding YOU.. and with me

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MAH MAH.. gotten.. that is why I am asking YOU for some time.. that I needed some time and space to think it through.. and No.. YOU are not going to ever lose me because I have never stopped loving YOU.. the process of.. and needing the time and space to help me to bounce back is what I am asking for HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. that is why I came here to the waters.. to bring the peace of Mind and to think it through.. and as I am looking at YOU.. I see you standing still.. Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. Please know that I am going to go back to the palace.. as I am looking at YOU turning around.. I feel the deep sadness.. because I love YOU so much.. I feel so helpless at this Point.. watching YOU getting and the two Maids would help you to get YOU sit on top of the Horse.. I don't want YOU to go deep inside.. but I know that YOU must Go.. YOU are the one who to rule Next.. YOU have all of the great important people backing YOU up and supporting YOU.. they are going to help YOU to defend but also I will come very soon.. soon to be by your side.. I feel bad that I can't kiss Your Hand either.. looking at the six Princes.. I saw None of them smiling at ALL.. they were there but.. NONE of the SIX PRINCES went over to Kiss Your Hand.. and I feel like maybe is this the way YOU are seeing me like Your Older Brothers.. because FOR ME.. I want YOU TO truly SUCCEED.. I want YOU to truly rule.. I want YOU to be seated in the right Place where it is your Seat.. but thinking of Your Older Brothers.. this is the reason why I know I must go back.. I know that I must be by your side.. I feel like something is going to happen in that HOUSE.. in the Palace and I want to help YOU.. and I will help YOU.. and I see YOU sitting on the Horse and has turned around.. I would watch the Special Body Guards on the sides.. left and right.. I see the Commanders leading the way.. and the Chief Generals in the Back.. and my Heart.. WHY is this Happening and I do remember my Father would say.. I must be a swordsmanship to Protect the Princess.. to Protect the Crown Princess.. if I truly Love YOU.. I must know and learn to Protect.. and I would Pull Out my sword.. as I stood up.. watching YOU.. I see the Horse keep on walking forward.. my three friends behind me pulls Out their swords.. and I know that I must go back.. Back to the Palace.. just to protect YOU.. even if I must fight and even I die by the Brothers.. I know that the Crown Princess Must had the seat.. because that is the Only one thing is on My Mind and Heart.. to see YOU succeeded to the Throne.. I would turn around and I am looking at the waters.. I would close both eyes.. My Father is looking at me.. holding a training stick.. wood shape as the sword.. and it hits my Head.. I am crying as it hits my head again.. I would hear his voice.. telling me to stop crying.. even though it hurts.. that a man should NOT cry.. the WOOD training stick shape of sword hits me head again.. I am holding my tears.. the angry as the pain hits my head.. I would look up at the Father.. telling me.. holding the pain inside.. and the more it hits me.. I have to hold all the pain that is killing me.. Until I just can't hold it no more.. and that is HOW I feel.. when I see YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. CROWN PRINCESS.. it feels like it.. this sharp Pain that stabs my Heart.. when I saw YOU getting back on the Horse.. I know that I should of told you I will go with YOU.. but letting YOU go.. and I am not going with YOU hurts me more deeply inside.. watching you sit.. Horse turning away on the Other side.. and it was a pretty Long journey that YOU came.. it really hurt me Hard.. YOU are the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. and I have turned YOU down because I needed space.. but thinking about the situation.. and at the crucial time.. I should of kept my mouth shut.. I should of thought about the situation first before saying something.. I did not meant to reject.. but wanted to let YOU Know I am coming.. I am going back to that palace to join YOU.. but just to give me a little time.. I should of been thoughtful.. I am so sorry Crown Princess.. I am so Sorry WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I am so Sorry.. I know that YOU are going through a lot.. especially what is happening in that House.. as I am looking at the waters.. My Heart feels more heavy.. what if I never asked.. If I did not ask about the Six Princes because that was None of my business.. but Now I know what is going On.. and it really really sucks to know because I would of thought that everyone would celebrate this.. I was so happy to know when I found Out that the King had made YOU into the Crown Princess.. MY Heart was laughing while I was laughing so loudly when I heard.. I turn and I looked over.. I saw the King.. He comes over.. with the big CROWN putting on top of your Head.. Your Father was so proud and in tears with JOY as He was the One to put on top of your Head.. and He kisses Your Hand and says.. well Done.. Now to keep it.. I saw the Queen.. and I saw Six Men.. on the royal robe coming down.. and they would just stand by the Queen.. I do remember just looking.. never seen any of the six Men before.. but they were wearing the royal Robe and knew that they were a part of the Royal Blood family line.. and they just stood next to the Queen.. did Not say a word.. looked more angry.. But I did not know who they were at all.. Never seen any of them before.. When YOU told me who they were.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I was shocked to know.. because I did not even thought of being in your own family.. I thought maybe like the Uncle's sons.. One of them was wobbling around.. like had too much wine to drink.. and would fall on the ground.. But Now I know why YOU came.. Now I see what has you troubled in your Heart.. I know that I have a true Mission to protect YOU.. to be with YOU and Help you to be in that throne.. that is the Only way for YOU to secure and establish YOU as the Queen of the Throne for this Nation.. It is that I will fight For YOU.. for your behalf because YOU Know How much I love YOU.. as I am looking at the waters.. my three friends would shout with Me.. To Protect the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. To protect the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and with One voice the four of us shouted.. We will protect the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. we.. I will protect YOU.. and when I turned around.. I see YOU there.. I see you sitting on that Horse.. and I would lift UP to see YOU SMILE.. I have made this VOW.. to stay by your side.. to Love YOU and to always protect YOU.. I would bow my knee.. put my arm front and head down to show.. I too be with YOU forever.. the three friends behind.. we all did it together to be with YOU..I am sitting in the Prison.. I am in Chains and I know that My time is drawing near.. I would unfold the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I am looking at YOU.. my hand traces over your face.. and I know it is My Heart.. does Not matter what happens to Me in this life.. will you love me Please.. How about after life.. How about in a different times.. may be when I am well off.. maybe Born into a better family.. being in a Low Born.. only thing is my Heart.. I ache because I can't fully love YOU.. even though I want to love you more.. and share this Love with you.. I feel like I can't.. I want to love YOU more.. tell you more how much I love YOU.. then YOU are everything I dreamed of.. I wished for and only loved.. WHY can't you understand this Heart of Mine.. How much More I must tell YOU.. that it is My Heart.. it is My Mind.. the thought of YOU.. just loving you here and my hand touch my Chest.. YOU should know that underneath where my hand is touch the Chest lies and lives My Heart.. I will always Love YOU.. and as I am looking.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. DO you know that each day that passes by.. does Not matter how many years.. I have never missed a Beat of My Heart loving YOU.. I wish that I can transfer this Love and let YOUR HEART knows How much I love YOU.. I never stopped.. and I would hear foot steps and it stops.. I turn my Head to look through the Bars.. It is the Guard.. the Guard who was with me.. who has become my friend and who would listen and He looks down.. and I look UP looking at Him.. and I know.. and I would close my two eyes.. The New Guard comes and stands next to Me.. I was alone guarding the back of the Gates.. Now.. I see that I am not alone.. the New Guard looks.. I unfold the Art Sketch Paper.. it

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MAH MAH.. forget.. the one who is in my Heart.. the One who I love the Most.. I have never forgotten Your Face.. always kept this.. the Art sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I pictured in my Head.. that One day I will see YOU and that day I want to show YOU a different side of Me.. not the coward who runs away frightened but the One who can stand tall on his two feet.. ready to fight.. and I wanted to show YOU that I can be bold.. I can have a Heart like a Tiger.. and to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I did not think that I would see YOU at the Judges table.. sitting down and watching the Exam.. But.. I knew this was my Time.. and my only shot so I gave it all.. I gave my best performance.. when I heard from the judges that I passed.. I could not stop.. but kept crying.. because I felt like I was not going to make it.. I felt like I would fail.. the way the judges looked at me and HOW I finished the performance of the military Art.. when I was given a position to Guard the back gate.. I was happy that I had fulfilled the first Part of my training period.. as I am standing by the Gates of the back.. the New Guard would look at the Art sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. of course He did not know that It was YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I guess he never saw YOU and told me.. that YOU were so Beautiful.. that YOU are so Pretty and I would look at the New Guard and I told HIM who it was.. and the New Guard was shocked.. But I told HIM.. it due time.. when the TIME comes I know what was going to happen to me.. but for Now.. I just want to keep on loving YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. the New Guard smiles and we would stand by the Back of the gates.. freezing cold.. as I would see the Snow Flakes falling.. and wind would blow.. and more snow flakes falls and becomes heavy.. the New Guard tells me something.. if I turn Back.. on the tower.. the Upper ROOM.. the Princess.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. her room is UP there.. and My Heart.. I am sure that it couldn't be.. How is it that the Princess.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. the One I have this Art Sketch Paper.. the One who I have the picture of.. that I AM so Close to YOU.. I am guarding the back.. which when I open the Door it leads to YOUR CHAMBER.. and I turn too Look back.. I don't see anyone.. the New Guard smiles.. He looks at me and tells me.. and as I turn too look back.. I do see someone walking.. it is pretty late and cold.. as I am looking.. from a distance.. I see many guards around.. Must be special and body Guards.. and I see YOU.. in a white Dress.. I see YOU.. is that really YOU.. the New Guard turns too look back and BOTH OF US LOOK and he tells me.. It is YOU.. My Heart.. I am so Close.. But why do I feel so Far from YOU MAH MAH.. why can I say MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I am over here.. MAH MAH.. do YOU see me.. I am here.. I have made it to the Palace.. I am so near.. can YOU NOT SEE ME.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. PRINCESS.. and I turn too look down.. at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I am thinking.. if YOU are so Close.. on the Other side.. just turning my Head and looking back.. I can see YOU but why.. WHY DO I turn and keep on looking at this Picture.. WHY am I holding unto this Picture if ALL I can do is turn too look back and I see YOU.. MAH MAH.. if only YOU can hear me.. If you can hear the words of Mine telling YOU.. HOW much I missed YOU.. even though all this time I had this Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I would look at it many times during the day and into the night.. just thinking of YOU.. and my hand touching my Chest.. My Heart keeps telling Me.. I love YOU.. I miss YOU.. I love YOU.. I wish that YOU knew My Heart.. and I would look at this Art Sketch paper.. the Picture of YOU and speak to this Picture.. acting if YOU can hear me.. and I would say to this Picture.. One day I will see YOU again.. One day I will tell you these words of mine to YOU.. I will see you soon.. I never imagined that this day would come so soon.. but look at me.. I am here by the back of the gates and all I can is do nothing.. I can't even tell YOU that I am over here.. on the Other side.. I am guarding the Back of the gates.. so close to Your Chamber CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. is this a dream come true.. because for a Long time.. I never thought this day would come.. It felt so Far.. I felt so far that I would never see YOU again.. I only believed that YOU got married and left.. and I would never see YOU again.. but I still had hopes that Maybe.. just may be one day.. I can see YOU only.. I wish that it can happen sooner.. but WHO knows and I kept on looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. Only If I had the voice to speak.. Only if YOU can hear me.. I want to tell YOU by letting my VOICE be heard to YOU.. but How.. I felt so Far.. I was so far where I could not see YOU.. I could not find YOU.. that you were no where to be found.. until I saw YOU at the Exam.. I just could Not believe that it was YOU.. and I was touched.. that I had to believe in some way that It would come true.. when I saw YOU.. my tears.. it would not stop falling down.. I do remember when I was sitting down.. waiting for my name to be called and watching other men go UP and perform their Military Arts.. when I was sitting with the many men waiting for their turn.. I saw YOU.. my tears would tell me.. keep crying.. cry as much as YOU can Now because when I go there.. I can't shed no more tears.. I was looking at YOU while wiping my tears waiting for my turn to come UP.. After I passed.. of course.. I knew that I would Not see you any more.. this Palace is so Big.. But I had Hope.. that maybe we would run into each other Later because YOU were at this palace.. so I knew that YOU be around.. It gave me hope that I am not finished yet.. that I can still have dreams and to build ON my dreams.. maybe later on.. I can tell YOU if I can't tell you Now.. later down the road.. I am sure we will meet again.. that gave me something too look forward.. WHEN i got the Post to be the Guard here at the back of the Gates.. of course I thought it be far until the New Guard who stood with me told me that the Chamber belongs to YOU.. Now.. what am I suppose to do.. How am I suppose to cope in this condition.. when My Heart is On YOU.. when I want to love YOU More but I know that I can't.. I have a duty too fulfill.. but Loving YOU is the greatest reward to Me.. just loving YOU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. even though you may not see Me.. even though YOU may not hear me.. and YOU are standing from a distance.. I know that My Heart just can't stop.. Now.. I know that I want to love YOU More because YOU are so much closer then I ever imagined.. but why do I have to be so Close.. being close to YOU has its UPs but also I know that It can Hurt me in the long run.. but I want to love YOU MORE.. as I am holding unto the Art Sketch paper.. my hands grabbing to the Picture of YOU and my voice.. I am speaking as I am looking down at the Art Sketch paper.. What if I was born in a Noble family.. I would not be this hurt.. this hated.. this looked down.. But I am a son to the Low Born and I would cry bitterly and I sat next to the Bed of flowers.. I heard foot steps and my father came near me.. and stood next to me.. and told Me.. I should never talk like that.. Even a slave can have dreams.. even a Low Born Son can do something Big as long as I believe but tells me never to love YOU.. I just can't and I would be wiping my tears.. WHY can't I love CONG JU NIM.. why can't I love MAH MAH.. what is wrong with that.. why can't I just love.. and I sat down.. just crying and crying looking at the bed of flowers.. and I remember my Father turns and walks away.. I knew what he meant.. He was worried for me.. as I am looking on the ground.. these chains.. I guess this is what he meant not to Love YOU.. that I can be in trouble.. that there are something you must not cross because.. and I lift up my head and even though I am on my knees.. I would look and I look at YOU.. sitting next to Your Father.. and I opened my mouth.. CONG JU NIM.. AM I

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Oink Oink.. I am looking at the Little Piano sitting in the room.. I am asking myself.. How do I show you that I want to share More to YOU.. I want to tell you a story through the Little Piano and wants to express my Words out from the Mouth and speak direct to YOU.. NO Matter how much I tell you through the writings and the Letters I share to YOU.. it is NOT going to be enough for YOU to know and understand My Heart.. But I am willing.. I wish that I can tell you through the Music and Play the tune.. play the songs and write you Lyrics to show you the Bigger Picture of My Heart.. but I know that I can't.. and No Matter how much I tell you and share this to YOU.. it is NOT the same as doing to show it to YOU.. that is why I am sitting in this Room.. and I feel like My Heart can only Cry.. it gets to Me.. it gets to me because I want to share and tell you More.. want YOU to explore the Love.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. I want to share even through the Music.. through the SONGS.. through the speaking through the Lyrics to make you know that MY HEART.. the way I love you can go further just be each Letters YOU receive.. I wish that I can change a scene.. I know that taking this LITTLE PIANO OUT of the room.. going Out side in the Night.. NO matter How much I press onto the Key Bars of the LITTLE PIANO.. making sounds and Making noises.. I know that YOU can't hear me on the Other side.. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I press onto the Key Bars of each bars of this Little Piano.. I be looking UP to the MOON.. and Just pointing UP at the MOON.. what good is it I am pressing all these Key Bars on this LITTLE PIANO and YOU can't hear me at ALL.. it kills Me.. it kills my Heart that I can't do Much with it.. so only thing I can do to show you the Bigger Picture.. is for me to be More creative to show YOU HOW MUCH I Love you.. I can show you through the Mind.. through My MIND.. inside my Head how much I love YOU.. inside my Heart.. but I want to show YOU and share to you so MUCH MORE.. that MORE is the word I wanted to always enlarge for YOU TO SEE my Heart of that I love YOU.. I can take you to a Stage.. and I know that I am standing on the stage alone.. there are a lot of seats.. a lot of chairs but they are all empty chairs.. there is ONE chair through.. reserved for YOU this very Day.. if YOU can only come and sit on that Chair.. I have brought the Little Piano with me.. but with me leaving a distance.. I see you walking into and I see that YOU walk over down to the front row.. in the middle.. with MANY CHAIRS.. the One that has YOUR NAME is reserved for YOU.. Please.. have a seat on that Chair.. please come for a short time.. I will be truly Honest with YOU when YOU come to join this very night.. there are NOT going to be anyone here but YOU alone sitting on that Chair.. Now.. I am NOT going to be pressing on key bars of the Little Piano.. and when I see you sitting on that ONE CHAIR that is reserved only for YOU.. there will be some one who will sit on the Piano Bench and the person will be playing a SONG for me.. but I will tell you.. grabbing the Microphone in my hand.. I will speak into the Microphone and I will be sharing my Heart to YOU.. telling YOU about that Little Piano.. my Mother is the One who bought it for Me.. when I was young.. how much My Mother wanted me to learn How to Play on that Little Piano which NOW I truly regret for NOT being that GOOD son she always wanted to see.. and It hurts me NOW.. it kills me Now but I will tell YOU.. whenever I see that Little Piano.. I want to cry.. I want to cry my Heart Out.. because if I was truly serious about learning the Little Piano and took my Mother's Word for it.. I would been going after the Music Art and would of went into years of schooling trying to be the Best at playing the Little Piano.. if I did then I would of been the One sitting on the Piano Bench.. able to write Music and even compose.. writing lyrics to tell you that this is much more I wanted to share and to tell you that I love YOU.. I would of wrote as much music.. much lyrics and be practicing playing on that Little Piano and singing Songs to YOU.. People would of heard about me because it be Me who loves YOU.. I will tell you how much I love you because it is the ONLY JOY that can bring to my Heart when I think of Love and just loving YOU.. but I am unable to tell YOU anything through the Music because I did Not take the Word of my Mother when I had to then.. but I would still show you in a different way.. I am standing on the stage alone.. holding the Microphone in my hand.. behind me with distance is the Little Piano I was sharing to YOU about and the Person has been practicing playing the Piano for a long time.. would be playing a SONG.. I would be holding a Letter in front of Me.. just it be YOU and ME.. watching you sitting on the Chair.. the middle of the front ROW.. and YOU are going to wonder.. am I going to sing to YOU.. NO.. because I have Not learned anything about singing songs.. but as the Little Piano is playing and YOU can hear music.. songs are coming out from that LITTLE PIANO.. I would hold the Microphone in my Hand and I would tell you my Heart and My soul of this Letter how much I love YOU.. I would say to YOU as I open the Letter in front of Me.. I been waiting for this very Day.. do you know how long I had to wait.. sometimes I feel like waiting can be the Most difficult thing that ANY MAN can do.. it is so hard being patient and also waiting for the right time.. YOU JUST do not know when is it the right time and wonder about HOW LONG do you must wait and wonder.. even if I wait.. will anything can happen down the road.. will anything happen at ALL is what waiting does and sometimes YOU wonder.. what if Nothing ever happens while waiting.. when I think of the negative.. it does not help me at all.. because I believe that LOVE is Patient.. it means to love YOU NO matter what or HOW.. if I truly love YOU. it does NOT matter about the time frame because I just Love YOU.. even though NOTHING can happen.. even YOU may Never come.. even I can just Die alone waiting and it can be nothing to YOU.. BUT.. for me.. I told you already that I love YOU.. you can tell me NOT to love YOU or tell me STOP to love YOU because it can be bugging YOU or bothering YOU a lot knowing that.. But I am Like the DOG.. a DOG who sits by the Shore of waters.. when the Owner of the DOG leaves on the Boat and goes Off.. the DOG does NOT know when the Owner will come.. but it waits for the return.. and believes it will return back.. five years ten years it waits by the shore.. the Owner comes back to the shore and finds the Bones of the DOG who waited but what will always be a reminder is HOW MUCH it waited because of loving.. that is like ME right Now.. that I can DIE waiting for YOU.. when YOU come to see me.. YOU might end looking at my Bones instead.. or looking at the Grave stone.. but a real love is because I have waited for YOU.. being Patient is what makes me different.. I am able to wait.. I been writing for 22 years Now.. I know what it means to wait for something GOOD.. I been waiting and has learned HOW TO WAIT for YOU when YOU LOVE.. I love writing with Passion and with tears.. but with YOU is the same because I can NOW transfer that LOVE through what I do Love the Most.. I love YOU.. and I believe that when the LOVE YOU receive becomes just too real.. I believe the More I spend the time telling YOU that I love YOU.. it may not be NOW.. I am Not looing for Now but I am looking in the due time.. that DOWN the LINE.. YOU are going to wonder.. Like the Owner of the DOG wondered of the DOG who was by the shore waiting because of LOVE.. I love you like HOW the DOG can wait by the shore of the waters for that person.. for YOU TO return back to Me.. I believe that ONE DAY.. you will say.. I wonder HOW I am doing.. if I am still around.. wondering about DO I STILL Love you and I would be waiting till you know that I do.. that is why it takes years of giving.. it takes me years of telling YOU how much I love YOU.. but I know HOW TO WAIT because I have found the thing that I loved the MOST.. I have found my gift and the passion to write and give you letters.. now that passion and JOY.. the ART the Gift that is in me that I have found.. I can Now transfer into the Letters of telling YOU which it gives me MORE HEART to love you much more BIGGER.. I can love you more and more because I know HOW TO WAIT for something that is the Best.. if I have waited 22 years of writing to know that this is an ART that I posses and I can transfer into Love and into writing to YOU LOVE LETTERS.. it means everything to Me because I always loved writing when I was YOUNG.. but NOW I can share that and transfer into writing YOU LOVE LETTERS because I really LOVE YOU MORE.. that is NOW I have the experiences to know what it means to wait.. if I don't have the experiences.. I will not have the confidence to tell YOU how much I love YOU because lack of patient.. learning HOW to wait helps me now to knowing HOW to wait for YOU which it is MUCH more BIGGER in my life because I want to LOVE YOU MORE.. I want to give YOU everything I have but it starts with this VERY LITTLE that I learned over the period of time.. Waiting for YOU.. I am waiting for YOU TO LOVE me.. I am only waiting for YOU to open your eyes.. to open your Heart and your MIND and I believe as long as I KEEP ON waiting and keep on telling YOU how much I LOVE YOU.. I know that in time.. SOMETHING has to happen.. SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN.. and I know something great will happen because I know that NOT MANY MEN can wait.. there are just too many IMPATIENT PEOPLE.. especially when it comes to LOVE.. and MANY MEN are dying for love but cannot have.. impatient.. but I have learned because I had to wait for this very day.. I had

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MAH MAH.. I am Kneeling.. two knees are down and Holding the End of the Sword in the sheath.. I would Pull the Sword Out and the sheath hits the Ground.. and I am Looking at the Blade of this Sword.. it is very Sharp.. and YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH who is standing before Me.. with the Big Crown.. King's Queen's Crown putting Together.. and I am Looking at the Blade.. MAH MAH.. I want to tell you something.. for a Very Long Time I wanted to hold this Sword.. because there is ONLY ONE thing in my Mind.. One thing in my Heart.. I know a LOW BORN like myself who came from the Most Poorest Place really Has Nothing to give YOU.. what can I truly give YOU MAH MAH.. I know that having Nothing.. coming from the Least and from the Most Poorest Place where there is NO CHANCE to survive.. I had One Dream though.. if there is NOTHING that I can Do.. and Only thing I can do is wait to Die.. then I know that I at least needs to do something before I do Go.. and I would watch the Boys who grew UP in the Garden.. Always wanted to hold a real Sword.. and if there was a way MUST have the WILL to do so.. and I know that I had to do something to HOLD.. a real Sword like this.. growing UP as the Poor in the Garden and Only thing was holding the Sticks.. branches of a stick that has fallen off.. when I heard about the Opening for the Military Arts.. the training Camp on the training ground.. I knew that I wanted to Go.. I wanted to grab this real Sword.. but I knew that I was just too young when I first heard the Good News about the Opening wide for New Recruits.. I remember asking my Father if I can go and enter the Camp.. the training camp.. My Father told me that I could NOT go because they would NOT accept Me because of my age being just too YOUNG.. I wanted to Hold this real Sword because I wanted to FIGHT.. Fight on your Behalf.. my Heart is to always to Protect YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. to protect you whatever It takes.. even at the YOUNG AGE I was at.. I would Beg my Father.. I had to go.. if they reject me there.. at least Let me try to ask if I can GO.. but my father told Me that I just could NOT go at that time.. I was heart broken.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I wanted to see YOU again.. at least be in the Camp.. in the training ground even if I can't see you around.. because I knew at least I be much closer if I was at the Training Camp.. breathing Hard because I knew.. I just could Not wait.. but I knew that my Father was right.. He knew that I had to wait until I grew a little Older.. but I never stopped Dreaming.. I would keep on coming OUT at night.. LOOKING UP at the MOON.. should I go and try.. even if I be rejected.. and the Camp will Not allow Me to get In.. should I still try.. maybe some way or some HOW I can go.. and I would LOOK UP at the MOON and Cry.. MAH MAH.. I would shout from the TOP of my Lungs.. and say MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. DO YOU Hear Me.. Can you Hear me because I am dreaming of a way to get more CLOSER to YOU.. I know that YOU are very busy as the HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. if YOU cannot come to Me.. I know for sure I will make the time to go to YOU.. at least help ME to enter the CAMP.. that is the Only way My Dreams can come true closer because here in the Garden.. I know that It is so much Far.. WHAT DO I DO.. ever since I saw YOU by the Ocean Waters with your FATHER the KING.. PEH HA.. I know that I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. with me is the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. MAH MAH.. if I go to the CAMP.. will you ALLOW me to stay there.. will you allow me to be a part of the Military Armed service to become a Fighter and a Protector for YOU.. I NEED the SWORD.. I need the real Sword in my Hand.. so that I can say Finally I am a part and that NOW my Dreams are coming true because I am so much closer to YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please help me.. I had to wait for a long time.. when I met the Older MAN.. the Teacher and the One who was a great friend to my grand father.. there was a real Sword in his House and I remember He told me the story of Many Battles He fought with my Grand father next to HIM.. winning many Wars.. it was fierce when YOU fight on the ground in any Wars you must face against the enemies who is trying to KILL YOU.. and I remember that the Older MAN.. the Teacher told me that when HE gives me and writes the OFFICIAL SEAL for me to go into the Training Camp.. and I was able to take the Sword that my Grand father had with him.. When I passed the test the Older MAN.. the Teacher gave me with the Official SEAL.. the Letter.. he also gave me the Sword which my Grand father would Have.. WHEN I held the Sword.. the REAL SWORD.. I thought of YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. pulling the end of the Sword Out of the Sheath.. and LOOKING at the Blade of the Sword.. ONLY YOU.. I would LOOK at the sword of the Blade and I cried that very NIGHT.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I now have a real SWORD in my Hand.. that means I am getting closer to YOU.. NOT JUST for Me.. I know that there is NOTHING FOR ME to give.. I am very Poor.. what can a POOR man do.. but coming this Far and had to wait this Long.. and leaving the Garden and leaving the POOR life behind me.. I am entering a NEW LIFE stage that is going to YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I always dreamed of holding a real Sword so that I can HELP rebuild.. I can support YOUR RULING to defend.. to HELP defend YOUR NATION and even to Protect YOU.. I have put ALL of it.. My Heart has go ALL IN to get this Real sword to be held by my hand.. because ALL I think of YOU.. I know that I may Not give Much or can't give YOU anything at all.. But I do want to say that I love YOU.. that I never stopped believing in Loving YOU that ONE DAY SOON I will see you again.. that I am going to get closer to YOU.. Looking at the Blade of the Sword.. I fell on my two knees.. and I am LOOKING toward the MOON.. and I would put my arm stretch Out forward and I would LOOK my Head to the Ground.. the proper way to TELL YOU that I am Going to YOU.. to TELL YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I have passed.. the Teacher.. the Older MAN who took care of ME and has teach me the Military Arts.. He told me that I am now ready to enter the Camp to make a Soldier.. a Warrior for YOU.. I just could NOT believe that I was holding this real Sword.. and It belonged to my Grand father.. I am NOTHING LIKE my grand Father because HE was the CHIEF COMMANDER.. but I am Nothing.. but having this Sword held in my Hand meant that NOW I am able to use it with a Purpose.. that I can NOW fight.. and go into the CAMP to be a REAL Soldier to know More about the Military Arts and that is the way to get MORE CLOSER to YOU.. Knowing this is the Key Point.. that I can NOW enter the CAMP means a lot.. and Looking UP at the MOON.. and waiting for the New Day to Come so that I can go to the Palace.. to the training CAMP and trying to Pass the exams.. that was the Only Focus I had because I knew that was the Only way I can see YOU AGAIN.. that I can be closer.. that when something Happens I can be right There ready to FIGHT to defend and to protect YOU MAH MAH.. and it has been such an Amazing Journey ever since I passed even at the Training Camp.. and entering the Training Ground.. BUT MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am holding the Sword that my Grand father once held who was here at the Palace.. who was serving Your Father who was the Late King.. PEH HA.. and I heard He would enter many Wars that broken here.. NOW I am holding the Sword which it is the ONLY ONE THING I had in my Heart that can ONLY be the Key to get closer to YOU.. MAH MAH.. I never stopped Loving YOU.. that was the engine in my Heart.. that WILL and the Drive only can COME because I knew that I kept on loving YOU.. for one Purpose is to Protect.. I never stopped the Promise of making to YOUR FATHER.. to My FATHER and to YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is the PROMISE I made to keep my Word because I kept on loving YOU still.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the reason why I am sharing this Story is because Letting YOU know still.. that I love YOU.. that it is because I kept on thinking of YOU and I would miss YOU most times.. and Only this SWORD helped me to keep me alive this very Day.. losing YOU and knowing that YOU.. MAH MAH was so far.. but I had One set in mind.. that I only needed to have and held this Real Sword.. Once My hand gets to it and my Hand can hold this Sword.. I believe loving YOU and Letting YOU know how much I do love YOU will come sooner.. that I be closer to let YOU MORE as the time keeps ON going.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. can YOU please Look at this Sword I am holding.. it is the Sword that I never thought that I can have.. but it is a real Sword Now that I am holding into my Hand.. and It meant to always Fight and to Protect YOU MAH MAH.. for this People and for this Nation when danger comes around.. when the enemies attack.. it is this Sword who is going to help YOU to rebuild this Nation to be in its right Place.. and I would see YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the QUEEN.. as YOU would walk closer and YOU STOP.. my hands both holding the Side of the Sword and arms lift up and I see your hands grabbing and holding into your Hands.. it is because of this I am allowed to get into the Camp.. into the training camp because without this Sword.. the real Sword.. I know that I would NOT be here today letting YOU Know how much YOU means to me and that YOU are the Love of my Life.. that I love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am letting YOU know because.. My Heart

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MAH MAH.. YOU this Much.. loves YOU this Far.. that NOW you can see How much and How far I came because I never stopped Loving YOU and kept on dreaming of getting Closer to YOU.. I just wanted to say to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank YOU for Opening the Gates and receiving the Letter.. the Official seal stamped by the Teacher.. the OLDER MAN to help me get inside to the CAMP.. I know my Words can't express enough.. my Words are Never enough but I started from the Poorest Place.. who had NO DREAMS at ALL.. I came from where People just can't have dreams at ALL.. but just be ready to Die.. and I would ask myself why even be born if there is NOTHING MORE to Life than to wait to Die doing Nothing.. and having Nothing.. and It really crushed my Heart when I only saw that at the Garden.. that is why I wanted to flee for a Long time.. to a Better place to have a Better chance to see a Better future.. that is when I met YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when YOU were sitting on the Horse.. and Your Father.. PEH HA.. the KING.. who was walking on bare Feet.. pulling on the strings of the Horse.. when my Father FELL before the King.. PEH HA.. and I heard him say PEH HA.. I knew that YOU were his Daughter.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. who can give a chance to better Life.. better Place and a Better Future to Fight and to protect for YOUR NATION.. and seeing How Big your Heart really is.. I knew that Only way is to Go to YOU.. GO to the camp with the Real Sword is the Only way I can enter the Training camp for the Training Ground.. and I want to say NOW as my QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank YOU for accepting Me and allowing me to enter this Camp.. Now do YOU see that Sword in your hands.. I had to fight to get that sword into my Hands and Now.. I am holding that Sword just to Protect YOU and to say that I really Love YOU.. that I do Love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. YOU know that I love YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please let my Words hits Your Heart that I wants to make it clear.. that I love YOU.. I am kneeling before You.. two knees are down with my arm stretch forward.. my Head looking at the ground.. I just cannot believe that YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. which I was sitting in the prison.. waiting for the day for me to die.. waiting for the death sentence.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH giving me another chance.. and I see you.. MY QUEEN.. wearing the White dress with the Big KING QUEEN Crown on top of your Head.. behind you is the Master Black Smith.. who was making my Sword sharper and stronger for the War.. and He is walking and He falls before YOU.. two knees are down.. Head looking to the ground.. hands holding the Sheath of the Sword.. hands UP.. arms raised UP and I see YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH turning around to LOOK at the Master Black Smith.. I hear shouting behind me.. and is this real HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you are giving me back my Position.. are you really letting me enter the War.. and as I turn back my head to LOOK back.. the Seven Friends of Mine.. they are standing there with Tears in the eyes and I turn my Head to look at YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MAH MAH.. and My Head looks on the ground.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. YOU know that I deserve the death penalty and I was ready to DIE.. even if I can't enter the war.. the battle ground and If I was sure to Die for this Nation this WAY.. I still of been the Most Happiest Man.. happiest person that I get to serve and be right CLOSE to you as I am.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. has allowed me to be at the service.. even it was YOU who allowed me to come into the training Camp.. into the Training ground to practice More.. I remember YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when I was practicing at the Military Arts and I showed YOU the Official Seal.. and YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you could of rejected me at the Door of the entrance of the gates.. I remember One Night.. sleeping in the tent with the Recruits.. and they were as New as I was.. I saw YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. sitting on the Horse.. and with the TOP CHIEF OFFICIALS.. and I walked out of the tent.. just to see the New Morning of the day.. I saw one of the Men.. who were the Highest Chief standing and He comes to me.. and gave me a Key.. I had no idea what this was all about but the COMMANDING OFFICIAL in the highest position at that time looks at me.. if I go with this Key.. it is where the BOOKS are located and has many studies of the military Arts that I can look at.. it be enough once I read all of the Books there.. I be able to Protect and to defend HWANG WOO MAH MAH and I saw him leaving me and walking to YOU.. I just can't believe that YOU gave me this One key.. and I knew I had to check it Out.. and has to start looking into these BOOKS.. to study and to learn.. to train and practice the Military Arts.. My HOPE and DREAMS is to bring this NATION to you so that YOU CAN RULE over and be at the Head over.. and I knew.. if I did NOT do this NOW.. I believe some one else can do it before Me who has Power and has family line connection to your Father.. the KING.. PEH HA.. as I watched YOU sitting on the Horse I see the Horse turning around leaving the Training camp where I was in the Tent as the New Recruit.. I remember early in the Morning.. I would get UP.. the HIGHEST CHIEF officer gave me this paper Map.. so that I can enter the DOOR.. with this NAME BADGE only to go into the BOOK keeping Place.. I went into the Door into the room.. thousands of BOOKS all over the Place only for the Military Arts.. I remembering having the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. and I would unfold to LOOK at you in this Picture.. I started to cry.. I just could Not believe that YOU are giving me this Kind of chance that can change My Life for ever and I was NOT going to waste no time trying.. I would look at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU and I would say.. How can a Low Born person like me ever learn like this.. How can I ever thank YOU for this KIND of chance.. I had No idea there would be knowledge for the Military Arts but I would Keep dreaming that I needs to always fight ON your Behalf.. I had to see something greater because I came from the Garden.. there was NO Learning at the Garden.. NO HIGHER education.. where I can grow.. I needed to grow More and as I be looking around this ROOM filled with BOOKS everywhere.. I just could NOT stop.. opening ONE BOOK and I would cry flipping page to page reading and looking at the pictures of hand movements of Arts.. the MILITARY ARTS.. even though I may be very small as a Person.. I know that I want to do bigger and greater things to help YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH to accomplish YOUR PLACE as the TOP HEAD over the Kingdom.. the NATION you will rule.. with this KIND OF help.. I would be looking at your Picture.. the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. and I would say.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I see how Big your Heart really Is.. I see that YOU Have a BIG HEART.. Not even a person like me can think of this.. who would ever help a LOW BORN like Me.. NO ONE cares about me but I see that YOU DO and I would start weeping Loud as I be looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. I remember grabbing One Book.. leaving the ROOM and locking the Door and walking to the training Camp.. to the training Ground.. in the morning practicing with the New Recruits and at Night.. I would be looking at the BOOK reading and studying the Military Arts.. I would LOOK at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU and say.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. ONE day YOU will see that this Key that YOU gave me.. It was NOT a waste of Your time of giving the key to the person.. because I am going to do what is right to HELP to rebuild YOUR NATION.. as I am Looking at the Ground and thinking about when I first came to the training Camp.. and started to practice on the training Ground.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I would return back to that ROOM where the BOOKS were and I would start to read Another Book after I finished the Previous One I had in my Hand.. I knew that It was the starting point for this NATION to become.. without the Knowledge and understanding.. without the Learning I believe that I would of been just Another Recruit who never had anything More to give.. but when I saw YOUR HEART HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I knew that YOU.. MY QUEEN.. YOU are going to do greater things.. I believe that I am NOTHING.. I came from the Most POOREST PLACE.. who would ever thought that I can do anything.. but when I saw that YOU HAVE received the OFFICIAL SEAL.. and gave me the key to enter the ROOM to have BOOKS.. my Heart of loving YOU grew so Large.. because I knew I was at NO MATCH.. there are these royal PRINCES.. from different kingdoms who would Love to make you their WIVES.. WHEN YOU received the Flower.. the rare flower that was at the Garden which My Mother gave to my Father before her passing.. telling me to give this Flower to the ONE WHO I truly Love and when I saw YOU receiving it even though I knew it had NOT much of meaning at that time.. for Me it means the World to Me.. I cried watching you taking that Flower because it came from my MOTHER giving it to me.. I never saw my Mother and I know it mean something when she gave it to me through my Father.. when I saw that.. even though it may not be much to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I knew I wanted to change to be the Strongest and smartest for YOU.. YOU ARE the QUEEN of the NATION.. I wanted to be the best I can Be for YOU.. just to protect and to defend is all I wanted to give YOU.. but that is the HEART I always have

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MAH MAH.. And I started the Process.. NOW I am here.. even with much BOOKS of reading and learning.. knowing and understanding.. I begin to see that I wanted to be More closer to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. to be the right MAN for the MILITARY ARTS as the warrior who can protect YOU and this NATION for ever.. and I would hear the Seven friends of Mine.. they all came running and Kneeled.. two knees goes DOWN.. arms stretched forward and the Heads all looks on the Ground.. and the 1st Top General with His seven Men and the 2nd TOP General.. with his Seven Men.. all goes Down.. kneels before YOU.. two knees hit the floor.. arms stretched forward and Heads all Looks on the ground.. My QUEEN.. I see you holding the Sheath of the Sword from the Master Black Smith and I see you turn and I raise UP my arms and you laid if down on my hands.. I can't believe I am having this SWORD BACK.. YOU have helped me to get me where I am At.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would put my arms down and my Hand grabs the end of the SWORD and I pull it Out of the sheath and LOOKING at the BLADE.. it shines through.. I put the Sheath down and raise UP the Right ARM hand holding the Sword.. closing Both Eyes.. I would shout Hard.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I head all of the MEN behind me raising UP their VOICES.. pulling Out their Swords with the RIGHT ARMS HOLDING the SWORDS.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN.. and I would raise UP MY VOICE HIGHER.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I hear all of the MEN BEHIND ME SHOUTING OUT LOUDER MORE after hearing the story I shared to THEM.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN and I would be in tears crying.. MY HEART is truly Moved and touched by your kindness to me and I shout LOUDER MORE.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN.. and the MEN BEHIND ME SHOUTS OUT LOUDER MORE.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN and all of us are in tears crying.. and I put the sword down on the ground.. thinking about the key.. thinking about reading the pages of the BOOK when I had NO CHANCE to do so.. I am thinking about YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. sitting on the Horse as I would watch the Highest CHIEF COMMANDING OFFICER returning back to YOU after giving me the Key to enter that ROOM full of BOOKS.. and I just can't stop thinking that DAY.. waiting in the Line with all the new MEN wanting to join the military arts.. and when I came to the entrance.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is standing with the Guard sitting on the table and I gave you and show you the Official Seal and YOU looked at me.. the Guard tells me to leave but YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH lets me in with my friend.. and I just can't stop thinking about those days of the beginning because I just had to be with YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I never stopped dreaming of the day that we would meet again.. I have looked UP at the MOON.. days walking alone thinking about when can I see YOU again.. that I needed to be close to YOU that I needed to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I would be looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. I had many nights and weeks.. days and months and years to practice telling it that I love YOU.. I would say it to the Art sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. but.. I know that YOU do Not know it that I do.. even though I may be able to say it to the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. after a time.. I would feel so Sad because I want YOU to hear it and for YOU to know it.. what good is it if I say it thousand times or millions of times to the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the Drawing picture of YOU but never be able to say it to YOU In Person MAH MAH.. and I knew I had to say it before I die one day.. does NOT matter If I die by the sword that day I say it to YOU because at least YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH will know it before I am gone.. I would sit and LOOK at the Art sketch Paper.. Nights pulling to look at the Picture of YOU.. I would say it to the Picture of YOU.. MAH MAH I LOVE YOU.. WHY CAN'T you hear Me.. MAH MAH.. do YOU hear my words telling you that I love YOU.. can YOU Hear me.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love you.. put the blade of the sword on my neck.. Let me say it to YOU ONCE.. before I die.. and I had to get to YOU even if I died in the road traveling to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. but one thing about loving YOU is this.. that I am NOT afraid to Die because of loving YOU.. when YOU are always prepared to die.. and YOU KNOW that ONE DAY YOU WILL.. you don't be scared any more.. but when YOU start to love.. the way I do Love YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. dying becomes something you are ready to give because that Is HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. the day I do die.. at least YOU WILL remember that there was a PERSON of the Least.. the smallest person you have known who never stopped Loving YOU because even then I never stopped LOVING YOU.. even this very day My Heart of loving YOU is still the same but Stronger.. I have become more stronger Loving YOU.. I had to face many storms just to get to YOU and still facing.. but.. I love YOU.. NO MATTER what comes in the way.. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. MY QUEEN.. I LOVE YOU.. and I would lift UP my Head.. LOOKING at YOU standing before YOU with tears in my eyes.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I LOVE YOU.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I LOVE YOU.. HOO RAY TO MY QUEEN.. I LOVE YOU.. and my arm stretches out forward and My Head looks at the ground.. I am looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. in the Prison.. I am missing YOU already.. even though YOU just left HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. if you never came to visit Me here in the Prison.. I think I would not feel this Hurt in my Heart.. even though I love you where It has end me here.. I know that I must face what is ahead of Me.. but I wish that YOU came remember Me if I die in here.. if I do not get Out of here in the Prison and I know that I am ready to Die if I have too.. it is all UP to YOU MAH MAH.. it is ALL UP to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am going to go where I needs to go if there is NO NEXT.. and if this is where I am suppose to end right here.. I know that I did my Best to get where I am at.. but if there is Next.. Please HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. please reconsider.. Please think of Me HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. know that I get do and go a little More for this Nation.. for this Country if YOU are willing to help Me.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. you know that I did ALL this because I love YOU.. even to able to write and to tell YOU a LOVE STORY that I needed to share.. I needed to tell YOU THIS in a way that ONLY YOU can receive.. How can I tell YOU and write YOU this Kind of a story.. it is because I loved YOU when I first saw YOU.. of course I did NOT KNOW what it was at first.. but I knew that there was going to be some kind of a story I wanted to tell YOU.. I wanted to tell YOU this because It comes from the Bottom.. the very soul and the root of my Heart.. I just could not get YOU OFF my Mind when I saw YOU smile.. I just could not believe you even came to the Garden.. in the Garden is the Poorest Place.. at the rock Bottom of People.. that NO ONE looks for and NO ONE cares for.. it is a place where I came from.. I knew that I was at the Most Poorest place that NO ONE thought about.. But when YOU came to visit the Garden the first time.. I am here sitting in the Prison.. having this Much time gives me the space to think about the very first day.. I am looking at this Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. and given me this much time here.. I am able to think about the first day.. before It was so busy of trying to bring people together.. MEN to train and practice for the War.. but I had no time to really think about anything then.. but here in the Prison.. sitting here and LOOKING at the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the drawing picture of YOU.. it gives me more time of HOW Important it is for me to have this space.. to really think of YOU MAH MAH.. to Know that I been loving you for such a Long time.. that I been always loving YOU but never given a time like this to think of HOW much I love you.. I asked the Prison Guard for a sheet of Paper.. and with the brush and Ink.. and I am putting the time to write you this Letter.. if it is time for me to go soon.. if My time is coming to the Close.. coming to the end and I am suppose to die here anytime soon.. before I breathe my Last breathe and MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you can't get me Out.. then I want to tell YOU through this Letter before I go.. before I am gone.. and to tell YOU this Heart of HOW MUCH I Love you.. YOU know this MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you know this as much as I know.. the First time YOU came to the Garden.. I was on the UP HILL.. standing by the tree.. Looking at the Bed of Flowers.. that was the day that changed the COURSE of my Life.. I never thought or even dreamed of YOU.. MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN ever visiting the GARDEN.. when I heard from the friend calling me to get down.. and that IT was YOU MAH MAH.. I thought it was a prank.. a JOKE.. why would HWANG WOO MAH MAH come visit the MOST LOWEST PLACE.. why come to this GARDEN when YOU belonged in the Palace.. where ALL of the People who are looking for work.. they would ditch and relocate to the Palace.. asking the KING.. your FATHER.. PEH HA for a place of work.. NO ONE LIVES in the Garden and everyone who does lives here wants to escape the Life of this POOR.. the most poorest poverty and they go.. and I am thinking

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MAH MAH.. the NEXT SUCCESSION.. after watching YOUR FATHER PEH HA.. the KING.. walking alone with YOU.. I knew at that TIME.. something very important MESSAGE is being passed down to YOU THAT DAY.. why would the NEXT RULER on the LINE come to a place.. there are so many people from the TOP NOBLE FAMILIES that goes to the Palace.. wanting a Place of seat to be close to the RULER.. the SUCCESSION.. and I came down thinking.. if this is a prank.. I am going to choke and WHEN I SAW YOU on the SAME HORSE that day.. sitting and waiting.. I fell down.. my face flat touching the ground.. I just could NOT BELIEVE it is HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. is it really HWANG WOO.. IS IT REALLY MAH MAH who is sitting on that HORSE and I am thinking to my self.. WHY WOULD YOU COME to the GARDEN.. and of course I never knew because I Heard you walked in that Garden before I was called by the friend which I was at the HILL TOP by the tree.. HE called me when YOU were leaving the GARDEN.. of course I did Not know any of this but after YOU departed.. after I gave you the FLOWER and before YOU left for good.. the Guard who put the sword on my neck which HE could of executed on that spot.. when YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH told that GUARD not too.. my eyes both closed SHUT.. and when I opened the eyes to LOOK.. I saw you on the HORSE.. sitting on the TOP of the Horse and I saw the Guard behind walking.. following the Horse.. and I knew.. there must be a reason WHY you came.. WHY WOULD HWANG WOO MAH MAH come to the Most LOWEST PLACE like here in the Garden.. I heard also.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH went to the VILLAGE and has visited the People there too.. and you.. MAH MAH looked around the Place.. just like here.. the VILLAGE is like the POOREST.. the second too.. so the Poor people are always fighting against each Other because we just can't live like this.. and WHEN I saw YOU on that HORSE.. and HOW you commanded that GUARD not to strike Me.. I went into the TENT.. like the HUT HOME and I sat to think about this Situation and It really touched my Heart.. some one told me in the Garden that YOU are looking for the People who can join the Military Arts and looking at the YOUNG BOYS the Next in line.. to help to rebuild the Armed forces.. the MILITARY MEN.. giving them ranks in the future.. WHEN I heard this News from the Friend who called me.. because HWANG WOO MAH MAH spoke to HIM.. I was truly alarmed at the News because it became a GOOD NEWS.. and I knew at that moment.. YOU are giving the POOREST YOUNG MEN chances to do something for the future.. the NOBLE FAMILY MEMBERS are the Lucky Ones I would think and yes.. many of them get the better shot of making it.. but I heard.. many people who grew UP Here in the Garden.. when they go to the Palace asking for a place of work.. they get declined and many dies living in the Poverty unable to feed the families.. and I would sit crying.. and I would be thinking of YOU.. that It must be true.. that how MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is giving this chance for Us.. YOU look at the Hearts of young MEN TOO who are uneducated and who are the POOREST who has no chance at anything.. WHEN I HEARD from the Close friend of MINE.. I would cry in the Night.. because I know that there is a way.. there is a DREAMS even for the MOST UNWORTHY PEOPLE.. that there is a HOPE and a WILL.. Dreams can come true when YOU MEET the right person who wants to give and NOW I am sitting here in the Prison.. of course I did NOT think of this because long time has passed.. but when I am sitting here alone.. and LOOKING at this ART SKETCH PAPER.. the DRAWING PICTURE OF YOU.. and Just thinking of the beginning.. and it takes me here to think back and to appreciate and to thank YOU for that chance.. and when that came UP.. and when I was told about how YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is also opening the DOOR for the People who lives in the Garden and even in the VILLAGE.. a great celebration has taken Place.. feast was happening and hearing songs and dancing going On.. the fathers in the garden looks at their young sons.. the CHANCE to change to live a better life.. and people celebrated all through the Night.. I did Not join in the celebration but I saw the MOON.. the MOON APPEARED very big that NIGHT and that is when I saw the SIZE of your HEART.. LOOKING UP at the MOON.. I would stand still and say.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. your HEART is so BIG.. I believe your FATHER.. the KING.. PEH HA knows that YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. it is the ONE with the BIG HEART for the People.. RICH or POOR.. NOBLE or the GARDEN.. it does not matter what families you come from but.. as long as it is People who YOU LOVE.. the SIZE OF that BIG HEART.. and I would fall on the two knees and Head LOOKS UP at the MOON.. is that HOW BIG your HEART is.. can I touch that BIG HEART.. will my arms NOT be able to go around that BIG HEART that the QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH HAS.. but even the Broken People.. who has no chance.. means there is NO CHANGE.. but when YOU OPEN the door and even allow the Poorest people to come.. and to accept.. I believe it starts with YOUR BIG HEART.. I love that BIG HEART.. the MOON SIZE HEART that YOU HAVE HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Now I am thinking about why so many men has come.. More people are coming all over the world just to join the Military Arts.. and there is NO ROOM for these New Recruits.. but when the NUMBERS keeps on growing I believe that UNITY is what is going to HELP YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH to win this WAR.. even the CHILDREN are ready to fight.. and I was crying watching little boys walking ahead.. holding UP the sticks to fight.. I could NOT stop the tears because I was truly Moved.. touched in my Heart because I would ask.. YOU are just too young and I hear.. for the LOVE of this NATION and for the TRUE SUCCESSOR.. we must fight to live if I SHALL DIE and I would cry Harder because even myself feels this way.. I WILL FIGHT for YOU MAH MAH.. and I will die if I have too for YOU and for this NATION.. but I don't want to just die yet.. I want to first see PEACE JOY LOVE AND UNITY in the LAND before I die.. and I believe.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MANSAE.. TO MY QUEEN.. HOORAY.. and I am in the Prison alone.. two knees down.. both eyes closed.. Head looking down.. arms raising UP for YOU MAH MAH.. for MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would shout in the Prison ALONE.. IF I DIE.. Please remember these words of MINE.. MANSAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MANSAE.. arms raises UP.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN.. HOORAY.. ARMS raises UP and in tears I am crying thinking of YOU.. HOOR RAY AND MAN SAE to My QUEEN.. to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am sitting Down in the Prison.. Shouting Out Loud.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love you.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. I love YOU.. Please reconsider and Help me Get out of this Prison.. YOU know that deep inside.. It is because I love YOU.. ALL this time I been telling YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please reconsider and Get me Out of this Prison WALL.. after the War.. you can put me back into the Prison and I call be executed as the TREASON if you still want to put me to Death but I am asking YOU.. Please reconsider.. I can at least take some Men down in the War.. YOU know that I have been here all along.. just to fight On the Behalf of this Nation.. for this Country and I know that I can be a help.. a useful some How.. and my Hands holding onto the Prison Bar.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. why are you doing this to Me.. why are you.. YOU know that I have made an Oath.. a Promise to the KING.. Your Father.. I have made the Promise to your FATHER PEH HA.. when I was young.. YOU do not remember.. but you.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. YOU told me that YOU do remember when I came on that Horse.. I made and swear an Oath.. Not just to YOU MY QUEEN.. but to your Father and to My Father.. after the Peace of this Country and the Nation.. YOU can put me to death or let me fight in the BATTLE FIELD and if I die there.. at least I have serve my Nation.. the Country to help to Build for YOU.. I just can't die here in the Prison WALLS.. at least give me the chance to fight if I shall pass as Treason.. I rather die with the Men out who fights with me and for YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. and I would sit.. letting going the Bars of the Prison.. and I would turn to LOOK DOWN.. looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU and I start to cry.. MY FIST hitting my Chest.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. at least I want to die as a soldier.. I came this Far for this reason.. for this Purpose.. I came out of the Poorest Place.. and I had to come this very far so that I can serve my Country.. My Nation to love YOU.. after I started to find Out that I loved YOU.. I wanted to do much more than This that I too have my own worth and value.. to be a Soldier so that I can at least be a help to fight.. to fight on your Behalf.. HELP ME to finish the reason WHY I am here.. Please reconsider so that I can fulfill my purpose who Loves YOU to fight on your Behalf for this NATION.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please consider and reconsider for Me.. and I am Looking down.. LOOKING at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU and I am touching.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. why are you making me to suffer like this.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. and I am hearing some kind of noises and Loud sounds out side.. like a CANON BALLS hitting against the Walls.. and I would lift UP

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MAH MAH.. Am looking around.. WHAT IS that Noise.. what is happening.. and I hear the PRISON DOOR OPENS and and I turn around.. a Prison Guard with the Keys and I lift UP to look at.. the Closest friend of Mine comes with the Prison Guard and He looks at me.. that the QUEEN is allowing me to step Out.. and fight in the WAR.. I Just can't believe it.. and I start to cry MORE AND MORE.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank YOU so Much to do what I am called here to DO.. MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. and I would fold the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing of YOU.. MAH MAH.. and I would get up and walk Out of the Prison DOOR.. and with the Closest Friend behind me.. I step Out side.. and I see you standing there.. In the White Dress with the BIG CROWN ON top of your Head.. and YOU are standing with the TOP MILITARY OFFICIALS and Officers.. and I look MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would drop on two Knees.. and My Head looks Down.. my arm stretches Out forward.. and I see that YOU PULL out the King's swords and points to Me.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I can't stop my tears and I am looking at the Ground.. giving me the Permission to speak as I am shedding my Tears.. I thank YOU.. you know that I love YOU.. and that is why the main reason I was able to get out from the Garden is because I knew that I started to Love YOU.. there was NO Other way to express to get it Out.. when I find Out that My Heart started to Love YOU.. I knew that I was going to face the Prison.. and Yes.. the Prison was the Only door that was looking for Me.. I knew that One day I was going to go to prison.. even the great warning sign came to me from my Father.. my Father told me that if I keep on loving YOU.. how he showed me the grave of my Mother and I saw my father come in a wagon but it was his dead body that came to the garden.. I lost both parents at the young age and I remember my father's words telling me.. if I continue to love YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the Prison Door awaits for me and Death will come knocking on the door.. Many people that I knew warned me when they saw the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the drawing picture of YOU.. I was told by many elders growing UP.. if I keep up loving YOU.. the Prison is waiting for me and I shall die in Prison.. even though I heard many words and faced so much oppositions.. I just could not stop give UP loving YOU MAH MAH.. I went to Prison Once and going back twice.. and I knew this time I will not get Out.. and I was ready to Die.. but never imagined that YOU would become HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and yes.. My Heart.. I knew if I die today and to die in the Prison.. I would be the Happiest to made it to this Place but what Got to me before I would die.. the WAR.. I wanted to finish one last time before I take my last breathe which kept up late into the Night.. that I could Not sleep.. If I would choose to die.. I wanted to Die in the Battlefield in the War.. with the MEN who came out with me.. to die as Brothers in band and I would say.. at last Breathe I served my Country.. I die for a great cause and THAT is to serve my country and to Let YOU SEE.. MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I wanted to show you at least I fought hard to get to the Place I am at and to show YOU HOW MUCH I Love YOU.. it started with finding out that I loved YOU or else I could Not come this very far.. thinking of you many Nights.. far and distance YOU were at.. and thinking of ways HOW TO get to you and to be close to YOU MAH MAH.. I never gave UP the dreams of getting close and to let YOU KNOW MAH MAH.. what is in my Heart.. to let YOU know.. even though I can die by your SWORD as the ROYAL BLOOD LINE.. at least I can share and show YOU.. even though I can die in your hands.. let me tell you before I die was the only thing that was in my Heart.. I was never afraid to tell YOU because I always loved.. I was never afraid to go to Prison walls because If I had.. I would of never started in the first place.. which it leads me where I am at now.. to show YOU that I never stopped loving YOU.. I already been in this Prison WALLS twice but I am asking for a permission.. to allow me to finish the WORK that has been placed in my hands.. I rather die serving my country as the Military soldier who fights for YOU.. MY QUEEN.. on your Behalf.. I am NOT afraid of anything NOW because.. I do remember leaving the Garden and I was set alone.. I lost everything when I left that Garden.. I had to face the WINTER storm all alone with me there was NO ONE.. Most people left the Garden and I had to leave too.. facing the storm all alone.. only place I was thinking was the Palace.. I will try to go and ask the help there.. and I would walk alone.. it was cold and scary at first but I had YOU IN my MIND.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO.. I had YOU in my Heart.. walking into the woods.. LOOKING UP AT THE sky.. looking at the stars leading the direction.. did not think that the WINTER would come so soon and so fast.. snowing did not help me.. and I could not eat for many days.. it got to the Point my Body just could not go ON.. so I knew.. I can't go on and I would fall in the SNOW.. with me I would say.. AM I going to die without ever seeing YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I could Not move.. and I would close my eyes thinking that I am going to die here.. I knew that it was my last.. and I was thinking in my mind.. I should not of left the Garden if this was going to happen.. if the WINTER was coming soon.. I should of waited.. I heard the People in the village next to the Garden came to attack and raided.. most people in the garden died of the raided Band of People in the Garden.. either way.. But I woke UP and was in a Home.. and I am looking at the ground.. the tears would not stop because.. I knew.. and I would lift UP my Head to show you my tears.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I faced many difficulties.. many obstacles against the ODDS.. I had hard time coming to this Place.. I lost many people along the way but I never lost the HOPE and the WILL.. because of this.. and behind me I take out the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU and I would unfold and place in on the ground.. I would remember two things.. My Heart for always LOVING YOU.. and the Promises I made to the Fathers.. My Father and Your FATHER the KING.. PEH HA that I am going to be next to you.. that I will be a soldier who will protect and to defend and also to serve the NATION to HELP you to build.. I had those to things set in my MIND and My Heart and I would look at this Picture.. the Drawing picture of the days I wanted to lose hope or wanted to give UP.. Looking at this ART SKETCH PAPER.. the drawing picture of YOU.. the BOY WHO lost his life for drawing this for me to show me because he believed that I will love YOU always More.. I never gave up.. I just can't because the Promises.. the first is to ALWAYS LOVE YOU.. NO Matter how hard or challenging life can be or bring.. to never stop Loving YOU and to promise to protect and to defend YOUR NATION to help to build.. YOU are the ONLY ONE who can help me to keep on going at it.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I just wanted to say.. thank YOU for allowing this day to happen.. THANK YOU for reconsidering and helping me to get out and helping me to finish the task that is up ahead of me.. I love YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I LOVE YOU and I thank YOU.. I am surprised right Now MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I truly thought YOU did Not know who that Little Boy was.. I am Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. watching YOU turn away and Leaving.. the Prison Wood Door closes.. I did Not show you the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU was hidden below the Paper I drew of the two Horses.. the One YOU were sitting Down and your Father PEH HA.. the King walking with the Bare Feet.. My Heart.. I can't believe that YOU knew who I was at that Time.. I only thought that I am the Only One who knew.. then if I were to ask YOU.. did you know that I was the One who has been living in the Garden.. even though I was very Poor.. the Boy with the Flower in his Hand.. it was me who wanted to give you that Flower and It was I who gave it to YOU for you to smile as YOU went back to the Palace.. Ever Since that Day.. the Day I saw you sitting on that Horse.. with your Father.. PEH HA.. the King beside YOU.. My Heart.. I did Not know what I was feeling that day.. I felt so Stuffy inside and it was hardly that I could Breathe.. I don't why it was Hard to breathe.. I went with my Father back to the Garden that Night.. I just could Not sleep.. I kept on thinking of YOU.. asking when can I see you Again.. I would RUN up the Hill Top.. going to the Tree and the Bed of Flowers that was planted.. another Bed of Flowers was there beside it and I wanted to give you this ONE that kept on looking at me and I felt this is the way YOU made me feel HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. It was the One SUN FLOWER I kept on looking.. Every Morning when I would wake UP.. I would get Out of the Hut my Father build.. a shelter only for two People.. and I would LOOK UP to the HILL TOP.. running Up there in the garden.. and Next to the Tree the Bed of Flower.. That One SUN FLOWER.. I would smile.. and I would say.. IF I EVER Meet the QUEEN.. MAH MAH.. if YOU ever come to this Garden for some reason even though I knew YOU would Not.. I am going to show YOU my Heart.. this is HOW MY HEART Feels when I see YOU.. even when it is cold Out side.. even when It snows Out side.. LOOKING UP to the HILL TOP.. running UP even though I would sometimes slip and fall.. I would get Up.. I want to see that SUN FLOWER.. determined that I was then.. I would grab HOLD UNTO the ROCKS and PUSH up my Body thinking of YOU.. and I would CLIMB UP to

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