Some days are just bad days, that's all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and you have to remind yourself that not every day is going to be a good day, that's just the way it is! but you don't have to be alone, we are with you. please don't cut 💙
Nightcore Eiden it reminds me of that quote who says " The best view comes after the hardest climb " and i find it so true...it hurts but it is how life works...♥ Thank you so much for uploading this.
This reminds me of the first time me and my girlfriend really got into an argument because we had a secret relationship and my friends pointed a sword at me and made me tell a whole rp chat group we were in about our relationship I got high that night and texted her and she cut herself I told her not to and that was the day we got together officially I have been happy ever since really I was a depressed person before I meet her but now she can make me happy and calm me down it’s magical to be honest there’s more to the rp chat story btw i was “shipped” with someone else and we didn’t like our relationships we had so we built our own and we’re happy together now
zslayer 07 well lucky u my bf left me cause I have trust issues and before that I kept saying kill me now I’m cutting myself. He made me promise to stop so I did. After we broke up I need it again. I did it again. I want to die all I want is love and someone who won’t hurt me. WHY IS IT SO HARD
how ironic is it that i listen to this song while cutting... don't start cutting guys, you get literally addicted i did it once, now i do it twice a day. For real, don't.
I hope you're fine now? Take care of yourself I've been there too.. I'm here reminiscing about the past and telling myself how strong I am because I didn't give in even if I so badly wanted to... I hated my life and I wanted it to be over cause I didn't want to deal with so many unfair problems... trust me.. it's going to get better! No matter what, just make small efforts..❤
@@aperson158 I'm so happy for you! I'm 2 years clean too! I'm doing great here aswell now that I'm mentally stable I'm making subtle changes in my life that genuinely makes me happy! I wish you all the best in life haha
@@fuzzwoof8057 I'm not sure if you meant it like this but depression doesn't give you the choice of being "selfish" or not. It's just how you feel and for the more severe cases it's a painful delusion they can't get rid of (again sorry if you were just stating that or if you believe it yourself
This song was my coping song for 2 years. I used to cry my eyes out to it. Back when I didn't think I had a future. It's taken time but I'm better now. Improving by the day. I sink back every so often but I've been clean for months and I know myself better
If I had the chance I'd restart my life because that way I already know what my father is really like then I can get my siblings away from him so that way they don't have to feel the same way I do now
Finally someone who understands. I just want to re-live my childhood when I was happy but now it’s just horrible I used to have depression and no one knew I would also cut a lot until my aunt Started helping me become happy idk if she knew how I felt or if she would hear me crying in the bathroom but I’m thankful but something I’m scared of is going back to depression and that feeling because it was horrible I remember I was once in the bathroom and just later down crying hugging my legs feeling like I was stuck in a small box without a hole I could escape in and I feel like I’m starting to go back to that state...
"Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It's wanting friends, but hate socializing. Its wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb." This isn't mine
me too life will open a door or slam the door in your face I wish people could be nice to each other but life dose not work like that stay strong I am here for you I will always love you
Does anyone else feel like everyone's secretly judging them. That everyone you love hates you...... Edit= I'm so happy I have never got so many likes but it is sad to read all the comments.... Ily all stay strong!
Yes like my sister was the closest thing to me since my mother passed away and i found out she only wanted me ao i could help her with her kid so i always kinda knew she didn't love me and i have an aunt that is so self-centerd she cares about nobody but herself and thats why i only have a dad and a cat as family
Of course. I do every day. Everyone tells me that they love me and that they will never judge... I just can’t get rid of the feeling... It hurts. I understand how you feel. Ily
Ellie Ginnow i felt this one deep down in my bones. they all leave me. i don’t get what i do to make them leave i show them i care for them but they leave anyway and just hurts me even more.
This reminds me of me and my girlfriend the day we started dating she cut funny thing is we were fighting and I told her I’m sorry and we talked things over and she showed me I was high that night it was a hard night for me even but we got together she’s planning to marry me actually
When I’m depressed, my friends say “Stop being a drama queen. There are people who are REALLY depressed. Shake it off” then I just laugh.. I don’t wanna stop being friends with them because then I’ll be alone.
They aren't your friends if that they talk to you like that. If they don't make you happy leave them. If they were yoir friends they would talk to you about it
4 years old i wanted to be a ballerina.... 6 years old i wanted to be a vet.... 10 years old i wanted to be a singer.... 14 years old i wanted to be pretty..... 16 years old i wanted to be dead....
4 years old I wanted to play outside 6 years old I started hating my little brother 9 I wanted to be a state trooper 10 I wanted to be a dancer 12 or 13 I wanted to be dead 14 I have a plan
@@vampiresolar you wanna be friends bc you think you can try to save me right? People have tried that and it didn’t work out good for them, you can be my friend, but I’m not gunna trust you right away
@@SarveRadhaNaam Sorry. I won’t ask of you’re Fine but I ask you: Are you Sick? For you this is a bad period? Or stressful? Or... (sorry for my Bad english)
It's the fake promise of not cutting any more It's the fake saying of (I'm fine) It's the fake meaning of the sentence ( it's because I'm just a teenager)
Yeah, I can imagine everything. The song is so emotional, full of anger, frustration and sadness. It actually sometimes makes me cry. I can feel the boy's pain and it's so sad. But I hope that the message of the song gets through to those that need it ❤️
I made a thing It says: "I dont wanna smile, i dont wanna cry, and i dont wanna live, but i dont wanna die. I dont wanna do anything, but i dont wanna do nothing"
That perfectly summarises how I’ve felt for years. Thank you for helping me to turn it into words because I never knew before now how I can explain my sadness
I was actually just wondering why I do this to myself. And then I remembered. Haven't cut for a bit. I guess its good.. Not going to last for me... Keep trying everyone, apparently it gets better.
@@enderthefox2093 ohhhhh..just you wait the rest of this comment section finds your comment and you will be hit with support. I hope it gets better for you I always believe that if your life is bad is just because the rest is going to be all good paying you off for all your pain.
I've had scars that don't show ever since I was born. But I really only remember when I was 5 to the day I die (right now anyway). I hate my life. I want to die, but I'm to scared to harm myself. I can't control my depressed anymore. I'm starting to just fill a book that I can write in with very depressing poems. I don't plan on showing anyone until it's filled.
if somebody could make this into a detailed wattpad story i would love you forever. Basically idea is the ending is the boy writes this song in honour for the girls one year passing and sings it to spread awareness nobody’s going through it alone and he wished he could’ve done more to help,now he’s left empty loving somebody who can no longer love him back.
D eepest thoughts E motional breakdowns P ain R uining theirselves E vil devil inside S cared of living S tressful thoughts I njured heart O ffensive with words N egative thinking kills them inside Edit: thanks for all the likes, Depression is a major mental illness that is caused by abuse,bullying,low self esteem,or without a reason at all. I have tried to commit once by choking myself...not hanging, choking. Which is strangling, and it’s a very common way. But I promise you all that you won’t feel this way forever stay strong 💖💔 I’m glad you woke up today, keep repeating that and one day you’ll wake up and all the pain will fade💕😭 Here’s a story on how my friend found out: Me: Hey! I have a secret follow me. *runs where no one can see* Friend: OKAY! *follows me* Me: I have something to show you... *sighs* here. *lifts up sleeve* Friend: OH MY GOSH! I’m so weak I could never do that. It’s okay, I care about you. And it will get better. Me: No, your strong because you can’t do this. Friend: *starts to cry* Me: *cries with her*
She's only 12, her whole life's ahead of her She hates school because the people there discredit her Her bestfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems But everyday she just gets lowered with her self-esteem He let's her know that every night will have a brighter day She even tried to overdose and take her life away She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed Then she takes her hand and places it beside her head He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists And then she sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists She's feeling numb, she tries to beg and plead and ask her, "Why?" She says this way she has control of the pain she feels inside she's asking her, "How long it's going since you've felt this? Way because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless." She says, "It's been a while. I guess I needed better luck." And then she screams at her and tells her, "never cut!" Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone So, baby, don't cut, don't cut You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend But don't cut, don't cut. You can do anything, just promise you won't cut The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor But all that seemed to end: she dropped her books when she walked into class And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text She said, "I love you with my body, heart and soul to death." He thought nothing, typed "I love you", then he sent it By "death" he didn't know that she had literally just meant it She ducked the next class, ran home into the bathroom Thought to herself she wouldn't break her promise that soon One cut... two cuts... three cuts... four The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor Her bestfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated she followed it right down to her house he never waited The front door was open, he heard the water running she stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone So don't cut, don't cut You can do anything, just promise you won't cut I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend But don't cut, don't cut You can do anything, just promise you won't cut. she puts her arm around his shoulder, he's just tryna lean her back up Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!" Feeling mad angry like somebody's led her onto this Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness Thinking to himself why the hell did she just stop at will The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency She's lost a lot of blood the place looks like a murder scene An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face And says, "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say I'm sorry for your loss, " the boy just starts collapsing His own world, his own girl just took a crashing. Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up "Baby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut." Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone. So baby don't cut, baby don't cut You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend But baby don't cut, baby don't cut You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I’m fluent in writing. I write my pain. The pages don’t get wet from tears. I also cut out a heart and put it in the pocket. Every time I cry I rip the heart a little.
@@baphomet7606 I know but we have like a thing where we put like papers with songs in a bag and then he grabs one and plays one of them every time and someone chose this song so yeah
I had something like this that my choir teacher did, he would ask someone for a song then he would go and find the songs lyrics version and have us sing along
I know how does it feel like... I suffer from depression for almost four year. I cut myself for a year from now. Even though I'm just thirtheen. Hopefully I'll win my war with it. Have a nice day y'all
You’re not the only one who goes through depression. Cutting nor committing suicide is not the answer to your problems. It doesn’t help. I used to be that dude who cut himself on the wrist because I thought that no one cares nor loves me but that isn’t true at all. While some hate, doesn’t necessarily mean all hates you. I almost killed myself but then I thought about my family and friends, how much hurt I would give them when I die and that I’d only be leaving behind a wound that will not heal for awhile. If you suffer from depression seek help pls. I know the feeling of being in the dark with no way out so you resort to self harm but if you think about your family and friends and stop listening to those haters and bullies you’ll know that you aren’t alone. Pls if you get bullied like me tell your principal, your parents and they’ll help I promise.
no its not nothing like that is your fault. its just happens like that and makes you think its your fault. if you ever need someone's shoulder to cry on you can track me down to find me. but if you want to talk about it more my snapchat or insatgram is kayleighrose111.@@suicidemind5091
My mom: its really hot out why are you wearing a hoodie? Me: I just want to thats all My mom: wear a short sleeve shirt for a change Me: fine...(changes) My mom: why do you have cuts on your wrists? Me: it was the cat.... My mom: okay be careful This is true facts...
When my friends discovered my cuts I lied saying the same. Then hot temperatures came and I had to wear short sleves so I hid new cuts under my wristwatch.
fact u can't join army if u cuts on ur arms ....here in pak they don't accept people weak enough to be beaten by depression over some silly girl or some weird bullies
My best friend: Hey! Me: Sup Her: What's wrong? Me: nothing Her: some things wrong, I know you. 9 years remember? Me: nothings wrong Her: Tell me please Me: I....... Me: I cut my wrist Her:... Her: *you have missed a call from 'home' Her: Please talk to me Me: about what? Me: What can you do to help? I'm nothing Her: Please don't do this Me: *you have blocked 'home' 3 days later Me: Mom what's on my bed!? My mom: I don't know! Me: *opens box* My best friend "Hey bestie. I know your feeling down and sad, I don't want to make it worse but I also don't want you to die. Why did you block me? I really want to talk to you. When you want to hurt yourself I want you to call me or text me and if you can't I want you to draw on your arm where you would cut. Don't take a blade to your wrist, take a sharpie instead, please, don't get hurt." I love you! Me: *starts crying*
People struggle, and some of them hide it by acting the way they do, but when someone goes on the internet they feel safe, because no one knows who you are and you can freely express your emotions and thoughts while still being in a little shell At least that's my perspective of it °>°
in germany we got a singer called alligatoah. he said the people arent bad, they are just stupid. and i guess thats all. but to say it more exactly in the internet you got a chilled situation with a free had you can listen, read and overthink before you write and you let yourself and the feelings go because you feel anonym and the people there you never gonna met or take there problems personal ... but in real life so many people just look on theyr own because they got enough demons inside and cant carry the demons of others (or they are just stupid), so they are mean or push those depressed people away because they want to hide the truth and dont see how much pain this person got to take and they push this person away or ignore, so they dont need to take theyr proplems personaly... the more they comunicate with the person or try to help the more they take it personaly and the more they got hurten by the pain of that person so they let them on theyr own an search persons who they dont got to carry. well thats what i think... i try to help such people but i also take theyr pain and thats hard so i understand the guys wich ignore that if you really want to help you gotta get over the pain and dont let yourself down, not every body is able to do that, some people try to help and they find things so sad that they also get depressed by that so they get so down that they cant even help themselfes and if you cant help your self you dont gonna be able to help others...
You gotta try to be stronger for yourself, for the future ahead of all of you. I know you can do it, you will feel better. Don't focus of the feeling that remains for seconds, minutes, hours or even a day. Focus on the good things that will happen eventually. Bring yourself to the top, because falling down is a mistake. Staying down is a choice.
Ayla Roberts yeah my boyfriend recently raided my house for the things I could use to cut. I want to be strong for him but he’s moving across the country at the end of this year so yeah
not scared for my mo cuz ik she would be happy jut scared for my friend and my little sister. they deserve so much more than me and if they see ill feel worse so a fake smile is the best for them
It may just be me ,but all 7 I've let get close me have all taken a blade to their own bodies, for 9 years now, I've been alone just because I don't want anyone else to take their own life because of me...
Life is sad Life is happy Life is exciting Life is depressing There are happy people There are sad people There are happy times There are sad times The darkness over takes the light The sadness over takes the happiness The sad people over take the happy people When you are depressed You want to get out of bed But you dont want to get out of bed You wanna end the pain But you dont wanna hurt worse You wanna die But you dont wanna die You cut Now you cant stop Youre addicted It helps take the pain away from your heart Helps you think Takes every bad thing and fills the void You feel unloved You feel unwanted You feel sad You feel depressed You try to stop But you cant You feel you have no friends But if you open your eyes You are surrounded by people who are trying You are surrounded by people who hurt You are loved You are beautiful You are amazing You deserve to live You are the only person you can control You cant control how other people act If you try hard enough You will live You will be happy You will stop hurting yourself People love you Be goofy Be happy Be sad Be angry Be mad Be excited But control your emotions Never take your emotions out on yourself Never cut Never hang Never pull your hair Never hit yourself Never break stuff Never feel alone There are people who care You arent alone You are amazing YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!! YOU ARE NOT ALONE YOU CAN BE THE BEST PERSON YOU CAN BE JUST TRY!!!! DO IT FOR ME DO IT FOR YOU DO IT FOR YOUR FAMILY DO IT FOR YOUR FRIENDS DO IT FOR STRANGERS DO IT FOR YOUR FUTURE FAMILY DO IT FOR YOUR FUTURE FRIENDS YOU DESERVE TO LIVE!!
There once was a girl who liked to draw She drew pictures that nobody saw She drew because she felt lonely on the inside She had no self esteem dignity or pride She kept the secret out of sight She kept the secret locked up tight If people knew they would think she was doing it for attention but from her point of view it was a whole different perspection So alone at night she sits and draws in her room She knows if she draws too much she'll be in a tomb So she tried to keep it to a minimum But it's hard when the talking is a continum People stare and don't understand So she covers her drawing with her wristband So one day she went and found somebody who would understand The person who could comprehend love And share the same feeling as her So one day she went out to a river He thought she was cute so he kissed her She smiled and turned away But when she looked back at his face he had a smirk She was hurt To discover kissing her was a dare And she also let him see her tears and the drawing she made Two boys jumped out of nowhere with phone and flashlights Haunting her and the boy Who kissed her that night She turned away and said I thought that you knew and would understand But now I know I truely am alone The next day she was found dead on the bathroom floor She had sent the boy who kissed her a video and said You wanted to see me humiliated You wanted to see me cry So here you go here's to all the lies you told Here's to a horrible life Sincerely The girl who liked to draw
I cried reading that I want to hold that girl and let her know shes not alone and tell her shes ok that I would be there and id show her that all guys arent like that and id kiss her and show her that its bc her story is like mine a girl kissed me on a dare and I was humiliated by everyone bc im shy and id tell her we dont deserve this we can help each other❤
Ok I was like ok it's a girl who probably draws sad stuff and then it says she covers her drawing with wristbands and then when she dies I cried so much
for a minute i start to love myself again for a minute i am happy again for a minute i am looking forward to tomorrow for a minute i am proud of everything and in a minute i am nothing in a minute, everything is destroyed in a minute i start hating myself again
That's what happens everyday, but I'm on my computer so no one even notices. I wish people played attention to my feelings, but no one does. No wonder why I feel alone. I want to die even more then ever now...
I haven’t heard this song in so long and it me cry for the first time. I started self harming 9 weeks ago and the most I’ve been able to go without harming was 5 days. I don’t really see a point in trying to stop anymore, the addiction is too strong, at least it’s not too deep :) The reason that the replies don’t seem to match with the comment is because I changed it entirely. The og comment was kinda edgy and I didn’t like it
Help.. my girlfriend has a preeeetttyyyy big depression.. but i love her so much.. we can only meet 1 times a month cause she's 300km away.. sometimes we fight.. but like a hour later i always regret and beg her to not do anything stupid... thank god she didn't yet... i always try my best but sometimes i get angry and sad too, and in these sometimes, she gets it, but then she's hurting me with bad words... i know its cause her depression so im trying to take it easy and help her.. we had a fight today, at the morning, she sent me this song... everything seems right but im soooo worried.. help me what to do i love her so much and i dont wanna lose her 😢😢😢😭😭
@@Balusoap just let her know how much you love her, how much you mean to her. How life can be beautiful and the things that makes her happy. People who cares about and every reason to smile. Its not as easy as it sounds. I am just writing it, it might be difficult, but you can do it, because you both love eachother .
@@pshubhaprasad im trying, every single day, sometimes she starts to realize how much i love her and tells me how much she misses me... and it feels sooo bad that i cant just run to her at 1am idc if im freezing.. but i cant cause of the distance.. i feel like the only "problem" between us is the distance 😢
No one loves you No one thinks you’re worth it No one thinks you should live No one thinks you deserve to live No one thinks you should keep fighting Well hey...... My name is no one Please remember there is always someone out there who cares Edit: thank u for all the support and love most of you have given me but I actually in a way wrote this for myself because I used to cut and I still do have suicidal thoughts oh and I also suffer from depression and anxiety so I just want you all to know even if you don’t ever meet someone who cares they do and I love you I just do even tho o don’t know you
The bravest thing I’ve done is live when I’ve wanted to die.......scars are only visible to the people who haven’t caused them..................it’s like an addiction I know how it feels my family doesn’t even care they just say “stop cutting” they haven’t done anything......and every time I think about suicide I write a note but never have the guts to get it over with......I have about 12 notes in my closet....stay strong
4 year old girl: hey, are you an angel? 16 year old girl: what?! Um no....why? 4 year old girl: *smiles* YES YOU ARE! My mommy told me those cuts on your arm *points* means your an angel.. 16 year old girl: ....... *smiles* 16 year old girl: tell your mommy she’s amazing for me...okay? 4 year old: I’m sorry..I can’t do that. 16 year old girl: ....why? 4 year old girl: she was an angel too.. (Edit: thank you all so much for the likes I really appreciate it♥️and I’m sorry if it made you sad.) (Edit 2: omg!! Thanks so much for almost 10k likes that’s insane! Also Just remember nothing lasts forever please stay happy. ☺️)
Me: hmm..? What am I doing here..? What's my story..? Oh.. you really wanna know..? Alright then! So.. I was a little girl that loved everything! Until.. my father went to.. not heaven or hell! Someplace else.. but.. he made me go somewhere.. away from my family.. away from him.. that made me angry.. I finally came back home.. after 9 months.. and then.. middle school! Great.. grade six, I met a guy, we hung out, he was my best friend! Until.. he stopped hanging out with me.. I loved him.. but he left me.. that made me sad.. then.. a new guy! He is great! He.. he makes me laugh.. he makes me smile.. makes me happy.. makes me excited.. we have lots in common as well! Blonde hair.. blue eyes.. likes the same hockey team.. likes the same video games.. we're also in the same group in music! I love him.. and better, he's my bftdaa's (best friend till death and after's) cousin! I don't love him because of that though.. that stuff makes me love him more.. the reason I loved him in the first place is because.. he is funny.. he's friendly.. he's smart.. and a lot more.. some people (mostly my friends) always say "hehehehe! You have a crush!!!" And I just look at them and smile "yeah.. so what..?" Me: all I have to say is.. no.. I'm not perfect.. my father is still a threat.. there's lots of drama at school.. but.. I always look at the good side! And you, should do the same.. have a good day, afternoon, night or whatever!
I cut myself and a teacher lifted up my sleeve and just hugged me and lifted her sleeve and there were scars on her wrist and said this is what happens when people are depressed
something like that happened to me. my teacher didn't have scars (thank god) but she understood what i was going through. i was able to talk to her in the halls during homeroom. she helped me get through a lot. now i'm not there and i miss her a lot. She was one of my best friends. I loved her like a mother.
this is what i go threw everyday :im in a pile of fear and sad and nobody will listen to the crys and helps. ive gaven up and been thinkibg about something thats happened to someone i know😔😭😖
Rose's are red Violets are blue Depression is taking over u Rose's are red Violets are blue Nope that not true Blood is red My feeling is blue The people around felt like they knew Coming round just the next day Shouting RAY hoping you'd answer As I'm going up the stairs my body gets tenser Say this while the music is on I was so close to suicide and this all happened to my bff and now me just u dying gives ur pain to someone else
Calm Stark that’s great keep going I am 2 months and I am still fighting but I am winning so far and you should be fighting to and winning I am sure u afe
I like how everyone who watches your videos can just vent in the comments to strangers easier than they can to their family and friends. This applies to me aswell ♡
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
I was walking with my little sister when she pointed at my wrists and asked "Why do you have scars there?" I looked up at her and told her it meant that I had fought a battle. "Hug anyone you see with these battle scars" I also said to her. The next day we were walking and my little sister runs up and hugs a girl my age. "What are you doing?" The girl asked. "My sissy said people with scars have fought a battle, and to hug them if I see. I saw them on your wrists so I wanted to give you a hug!" The girl looks up at me and tears roll down her face, she smiles at me and walks away. This isn't my story but share this so people know 💖
U nique G orgeous L ovely Y ou're beautiful I hope this helps you, because you really are beautiful. Your loved, valued and cared for. Don't let that slip and don't get negative god wanted to you here to live, to learn, to laugh and to love. Don't forget ur special guys. You are different in a good way, You are you
Roses are red, Violets are blue, I wrote this poem, To try to help you. But the roses are wilted, And the violets are dead, So tell me how to stop, These demons screaming in my head. I tried to help, I really did, But it's harder to fight, When you'll end up dead. So roses are red, Violets are blue, I wrote another poem, To try and help me and you. But once again, the roses are wilted, And the violets are dead, So I took a razor in my hand, And now my wrists are stained red.
This made me cry :( How can you be so good at poetry?! I suck at poetry. But sometimes, it's the most effective way to express your feelings, huh?... Well I wanna give you this message. However much red your wrists are stained, remember that each drop represents a moment, a second, in your life which consisted of hope for something. You do this cause you're hopeless, right? Well I just wanna say... however much blood and hope you lose, there will always be someone in your life to replace it... and if they're gone.... keep them in your soul. Trust me, their spirit will help you.
@@jeancade2407 Hey no, please everything will be okay. and if ur friends make you worry that much maybe find new friends? and pain is only temporary it may feel like it's been so long and you are tired of fighting but trust me you're *SO STRONG.* the fact that you have faced pain that makes you feel like not living but you're * STILL* here fighting just proves that you are so strong, I truly believe that you will make it.
Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.” - [ ] 1: We would miss you - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive - [ ] 3: It does get better, believe it or not, it will eventually get better. - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise. - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason. - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live! - [ ] 8: So many people care about you - [ ] 9: You are amazing - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you - [ ] 11: I care for you - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you - [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!
They tell me "you can be happy just smile" So I smile.... I don't feel anything but I smile.... I'm 12 I've cut four times.... They say it will get better but it really doesn't... I always try to make others happy. I always say I'm fine, but I'm screaming for help. DEPRESSION IS NOT A GAME IT IS SERIOUS SO DONT JOKE AROUND BOUT IT AND IF SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS CUTTING TALK WITH THEM PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON THEM!
I know your pain hearing "SMILE WHY ARE YOU SO MAD" Every day is seriously so irritating cuz they dont know what your going through! I hope you'll get better and i hope you'll be ok! I know exactly how you feel... And i hope that you will be happy again! I dont like seeing people sad.. And you probly dont deserve the hell your going through.. And also having someone hug you without asking whats wrong can help you maybe.. And there is also something called the butterfly method that you can try, and maybe talk to someone you trust if you want.. Have a good day!
I hope you’re okay, we can fight through this together. Ok? I know it might not be very reassuring at the time but there are people that care. You are so so lovely and worth everything in the world. I don’t want you to let anything get in your way of having a beautiful future ahead of you. There’s so much more to explore. So love, never hurt yourself. I can’t promise things will get better but I won’t let them get worse.
だれH E R E I'm sorry you need back ups. I'm sorry that I can tell you that I have them too, I'm sorry. I know that I can't help you, I want to, I really do, but broken things can't help other broken things, I'm sorry. Im sorry.
Little sister: what is it on your arm? Me: It is battle scars. Little sister: Have you been in a fight? Me: i have been in many fights and now im strong! Little sister: Can i get battle scars too and be strong like you? Me: No, You are already a strong girl! Me: Can you promise me something? Little sister: Yes! Me: if you see someone with battle scars, like mine, Give them a hug and tell them that they are strong. Little sister (hugs me): you are strong!
10 years old- do you want to hang out today, sure 11 years old- do you want to hang out, I guess ya 12 years old- do you want to hand out, sorry I’m hanging out with my other friend 13 years old- do you want to hang out, *No answer* Friends leave and it makes you want to do horrible things but you will get through it, we can get through it together.🙂
blank rose calm down thats first second it may not be someone close to you like family or friends but by not committing suicide you could most likely prevent others from committing it... if you dont want to live for yourself live for others, spread awareness comfort to others who suffer from the same mental disease you went through. trust me its easily curable sometimes so much as a simple word could change someone's perspective and thought of suicide.
blank rose Calm down all i did was answer your question. listen for the last time im not trying to provoke you to do anything, im trying to help you ;-;
It's sad to see the ones you love not love you back, but the people that do are the ones who truly appreciate your being and are rare. Sorry if it didn't make sense.
Part of the reason I'm here is looking for something to get my girlfriend through her cutting because she does mean the world to me. I know that I can't black-male or bribe her into stopping because that will just have her keep it from me. I have to do this on her terms but also make her feel loved, wanted, needed and good enough to get her to the point where she is ready to stop. does anybody have any suggestions? (this kinda turned into a rant after i wrote the first part)
@@briedales9286 Sorry I'm late of 6 days, but here are some things to help her (I have depression, so I know how it is) - Hug her For me, hug are really importants. It make me feel loved, in security. - Show her you love her Give her a lot of love. When we are depressed, we often want to be accepted, loved,.. - Be there for her when she is sad Support is really important, and rassure her when she feel down. -Make sure she stay safe. Tell her how much she matter to you, and if it is extreme, take away her knife/Blade. Make sure she can't harm herself. (But be careful that she doesn't lose confidence in you) - Try to make her feel happy again What does she like ? What does she used to smile about ? What place she loved to go to ? What food she love ? Here, I hope she get better soon ! Please tell her that I love her, and here all my love and my support : ❤💛💚💙💜♥💖💗💓💞💕💟
I balled my eyes out because I cut but my boyfriend told me not to. I promised and everyday i try to not break that promise but its the hardest thing in the world. whenever i feel sad i run to my room and do everything but cut. I pull my hair, i hit my head, i throw myself on my bed, all the while staring at the broken glass or blades, reach for it then hit myself, i try but its hard. My boyfriend would be devastated if i died. He said if i died, hed commit suicide just to be with me. That hit my heart hard. I told myself i have to try for him. I need him and he needs me. No one should start. Its not a good feeling. Its a feeling of being unloved, unwanted, unneeded, you cant control you anymore. Youre stuck in a body that doesnt feel the pain. Your heart hurts and you want the pain to end. It isnt a good feeling. Thats why I cry.
One cut, nobody notices... Five cuts, they ask if she/he's okay, they say they're fine... Ten cuts, they push her/him aside... Fifteen cuts, her/his last friend asks them to stop, she/he say they will... Twenty cuts, she/he lied... Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising... Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse... Forty cuts, she/he was pushed over the edge... A suicide, a life was lost.….
although it ended sadly, i'm glad this girl had someone like her boyfriend who genuinely cares deeply about her, i wish i had someone like that in my life
The problem is, a woman going through this will have a man who will love her and stop her from cutting. I'm a 35 year old man. No one's coming to save me. But on the bright side, I only cut the left side of my body, not the right.
Me: I need to talk to you.... Boyfriend: ok, what's up? Me: I... I cut last night Boyfriend: what, why? Me: Cause... I... I don't know *cries* I just don't know, please I need help I don't know what to do anymore! Boyfriend:hey, it's fine, just don't do it anymore.. I have to go now, talk to you tomorrow Me:.... I thought you said you cared..... Later that day- Me: hey, can we talk? Guy Friend: of course, what do you want to talk about? Me: Well, I umm, I cut last night, not a lot, just I umm, wanted to talk about it with you... Guy friend: what why! Please don't do that ever again, please, it is cutting away your life, please! It could kill you, and I can't loose you, you mean a lot to me! Please, talk to me if you ever feel that way again! Me: *cries* ok, I will, I promise. Talking for 2 hours- Me and my now ex boyfriend broke up a couple months after that happened... He turned out to be a complete Jerk, me and my guy friend are now dating and we are very happy together, we are there for each other when we need it, and he has been there for me numerous times where if I hadn't met him, I might have ended up in the hospital or worse, this song reminded me a lot of him, and I just felt like sharing this story, to anyone who ever feels like they need to cut their pain, please don't, there is someone out there who needs you, or you need, or maybe you need each other, and you can't give up now, death and life or scary but one has a lot more consequences than the other. Find that someone who gives you the help and reasons not to cut. We all are in pain and we need to be there for each other. Some day, you'll find the reason that will stop you from cutting, I know you can. I still have times often where I need help so I'm not saying it'll just magically go away, but we can fight our pains together.
@@patch3938 oof, well he ended up starting to ignore me for about 3 months so we broke up a little over a month ago so that sucks. I've decided to date a guy friend of mine. He has been my best friend for about two years. I always had like him but I was too afraid to ask cause I didn't want to ruin our friendship. We are dating now and it has been the best time ever being with him. So yeah that's an update on the story I originally commented.
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
"It's always the one's u don't expect" "It's always the one's that joke and smile the most" "It's always the one's who love the hardest" "It's always the one's who are always [happy]" It's always them cause they hide the truth from u because they don't want u 2 worry or they don't think you'll care, that you'll just say "your overreacting" "your faking it 4 attention" and many more thing's
Kylie Alexander for some reason this comment hit me harder than any of the other ones,thank you for stating exactly how I feel so I don't have to sit there and write it
@@goldenlark4890 You should try and tell him your not faking It and that your serious. Btw u should be proud of yourself for telling him it takes serious guts. P.s. If u need anyone to talk to I'm here
Some days are just bad days, that's all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and you have to remind yourself that not every day is going to be a good day, that's just the way it is! but you don't have to be alone, we are with you. please don't cut 💙
Nightcore Eiden it reminds me of that quote who says " The best view comes after the hardest climb " and i find it so true...it hurts but it is how life works...♥ Thank you so much for uploading this.
Nightcore Eiden this song always makes me cry I wish I had someone who cared
Nightcore Eiden I have cut before for reasons I don't bring up. But I've stopped. 😊 thanks 💝
Is it OK to...... Cut when sad or lonely ╥﹏╥ if not broken
celi2531 same here
The boyfriend in the song....
You could tell he was planning to spend his whole life with her.
Yea...
Yes.
Yeah.....
This reminds me of the first time me and my girlfriend really got into an argument because we had a secret relationship and my friends pointed a sword at me and made me tell a whole rp chat group we were in about our relationship I got high that night and texted her and she cut herself I told her not to and that was the day we got together officially I have been happy ever since really I was a depressed person before I meet her but now she can make me happy and calm me down it’s magical to be honest there’s more to the rp chat story btw i was “shipped” with someone else and we didn’t like our relationships we had so we built our own and we’re happy together now
zslayer 07 well lucky u my bf left me cause I have trust issues and before that I kept saying kill me now I’m cutting myself. He made me promise to stop so I did. After we broke up I need it again. I did it again. I want to die all I want is love and someone who won’t hurt me. WHY IS IT SO HARD
Depression can control your thoughts, and your thoughts can control you.
how ironic is it that i listen to this song while cutting...
don't start cutting guys, you get literally addicted
i did it once, now i do it twice a day. For real, don't.
That true I tried to take my life away I'm only 11 I know what is like I hope you doing better your life is so precious we only live once
I hope you're fine now? Take care of yourself I've been there too.. I'm here reminiscing about the past and telling myself how strong I am because I didn't give in even if I so badly wanted to... I hated my life and I wanted it to be over cause I didn't want to deal with so many unfair problems... trust me.. it's going to get better! No matter what, just make small efforts..❤
@jellyjelly9889 hi, i forgot i even left this comment! i'm a whole ass adult now and 2 years clean haha it gets better, i hope youre doing well too :)
@@aperson158 I'm so happy for you! I'm 2 years clean too! I'm doing great here aswell now that I'm mentally stable I'm making subtle changes in my life that genuinely makes me happy! I wish you all the best in life haha
my throat burns from trying not to shed anymore tears
Nobody cares about you until your gone and they miss you....
Edit: Oh my gosh thx for all the likes most I ever got
The savage Cookie true very true..
The savage Cookie
That is so not true
SharkyCharChar C it’s true for me
It’s not true.
Sometimes you don’t realize what you have.
And sometimes you might be considered selfish
@@fuzzwoof8057 I'm not sure if you meant it like this but depression doesn't give you the choice of being "selfish" or not. It's just how you feel and for the more severe cases it's a painful delusion they can't get rid of (again sorry if you were just stating that or if you believe it yourself
This song was my coping song for 2 years. I used to cry my eyes out to it. Back when I didn't think I had a future. It's taken time but I'm better now. Improving by the day. I sink back every so often but I've been clean for months and I know myself better
About 2 years ago i first heard this song. It made me think of the relationship i was in. And i came across it today and i still miss her.
I wished to life be like a game. So I could restart my life..
Or log out ...
If I had the chance I'd restart my life because that way I already know what my father is really like then I can get my siblings away from him so that way they don't have to feel the same way I do now
Me too or even just log out and never come back...that would make me happy
Finally someone who understands. I just want to re-live my childhood when I was happy but now it’s just horrible I used to have depression and no one knew I would also cut a lot until my aunt Started helping me become happy idk if she knew how I felt or if she would hear me crying in the bathroom but I’m thankful but something I’m scared of is going back to depression and that feeling because it was horrible I remember I was once in the bathroom and just later down crying hugging my legs feeling like I was stuck in a small box without a hole I could escape in and I feel like I’m starting to go back to that state...
same
OMG i wish i never heard this song, it brought back memories i have tried my best to forget
Jack Retherford OMG same here.
Well.... If these bad memories comes to you.....all you have to do is cry... Cry a lot and then you will be better trust me!
Ever done this -
Cutting while listening to this song
This is a powerful song your the best and were all the best
tulfo brothers
My boyfriend sent me this he said please try to stop it kills me and I broke that promise again 😖😭
Katie The Cherry I did the same thing but my bf doesn’t know
I’m scared
Idk what to tell him
Jinnin Socheat me neither I want him to know but I’m scared that if he does he’ll leave me
Katie The Cherry Just be honest. I prefer being single. So nobody can stop me from cutting.
Logan Gorniak I told him that I didn’t stop and he broke up with me
Katie The Cherry Then, he obviously didn’t deserve you. And I’m sorry.❤️
*hugs everyone that(s) been/are depressed or suicidal*
*hugs backs*
Thank you precious bean
Thank you I'm both depressed and suicidal
* hugs back*
I don't wanna fit anywhere and I never will
It's time for my fake smile
Thanks... Honestly kinda made me smile :)
We can't hug
The worst moment ... when a person realizes how much a song's lyrics describe someone's feelings.
Yeah...
First song that mad me cry 😿
@kat_ games12 your not alone with that tought
Jasallbe my sister was playing a song out loud that sounded like my emotions:,D
At least this girl had someone unlike me
"Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It's wanting friends, but hate socializing. Its wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb."
This isn't mine
I don't want to live
But I'm scared of dying
I'm scared of life
I'm scared of my future...
I feel the same way
you're not the only one...
@@bellephantomhive3471 neither are you...
Same
Successfuul
I’m happy that you don’t know where your headed
I know
It’s scary
Just close your eyes and don’t worry about it
*Deppression is like wanting to go home,but already being there*
Holy shit. This is the most I've related to anyone describing depressed ive ever heard
When you have someone who will help you live cen by goog but know only knifes in my back.
Evryone vant someone sometimes.
That's so true
Y-yes...
That deeb
This made me cry and I wish people weren't so damn cold to others
things are gonna get better mathew 💔😔
me too life will open a door or slam the door in your face I wish people could be nice to each other but life dose not work like that stay strong I am here for you I will always love you
Well......what can ya do?
I'm only cold to the people who are ingorant.
After reading some of the comments and listening to the song I was crying
I'll update every year on October 9. I hope I don't stop very soon.
2020: Done
2021: Done
2022: Done
2023: Done
2024:
Dont stop fighting
Keep going ✊🏼
ill be waiting
@@hv_wolf6139 aw, that's so sweet. Thank you 🤗
See you here in a few months!
we' ll all be waiting!
Does anyone else feel like everyone's secretly judging them. That everyone you love hates you......
Edit= I'm so happy I have never got so many likes but it is sad to read all the comments.... Ily all stay strong!
I do sometimes... I fell like no matter how much they say they love me, really I just make their lives a misery
Yes like my sister was the closest thing to me since my mother passed away and i found out she only wanted me ao i could help her with her kid so i always kinda knew she didn't love me and i have an aunt that is so self-centerd she cares about nobody but herself and thats why i only have a dad and a cat as family
@@clownmama6823 oh my god, poor you! I can't believe people use their *family* like that!
Everyday.... 😭
Of course. I do every day. Everyone tells me that they love me and that they will never judge... I just can’t get rid of the feeling... It hurts. I understand how you feel. Ily
Wouldn't it be nice to have someone who loves and cares for you this much...
@FG R3KT Thank you. That's actually very sweet of you to say.😊
Ellie Ginnow i felt this one deep down in my bones. they all leave me. i don’t get what i do to make them leave i show them i care for them but they leave anyway and just hurts me even more.
This reminds me of me and my girlfriend the day we started dating she cut funny thing is we were fighting and I told her I’m sorry and we talked things over and she showed me I was high that night it was a hard night for me even but we got together she’s planning to marry me actually
It would be nice
Ellie Ginnow I have but im scared i cant take it anymore...
When I’m depressed, my friends say “Stop being a drama queen. There are people who are REALLY depressed. Shake it off” then I just laugh.. I don’t wanna stop being friends with them because then I’ll be alone.
They aren't your friends if that they talk to you like that. If they don't make you happy leave them. If they were yoir friends they would talk to you about it
Ill have be your friend get rid of them fake frienfs
there are better pepole
Taylor swift told you to shake it off.
That'd the same with my parents...my friends are the only people who truly understand me as well as my boyfriend
Listening to the song: im feeling depressed.
Read the lyrics: i am depressed.
same... aha.....
....
I dont need the lyrics
Last year my bff cut herself tried to kill herself 3 times ... every time i was there im happy shes still with me today
i hope you guys are happy and okay 🖤
I am sure you are a great friend and that is part of the reason why she is still here
Mines Gone
Amanda Grace Spink I hope she got better❤️ please tell her something for me. That she is strong and that I may not know her but I love her💙
Nightcore Eiden me too
People say we cut to die
The truth is we cut to prove to ourselves that we are still alive
True
:......)
True!
FACTS
Nah
4 years old i wanted to be a ballerina....
6 years old i wanted to be a vet....
10 years old i wanted to be a singer....
14 years old i wanted to be pretty.....
16 years old i wanted to be dead....
4 years old I wanted to play outside
6 years old I started hating my little brother
9 I wanted to be a state trooper
10 I wanted to be a dancer
12 or 13 I wanted to be dead
14 I have a plan
@@UserNotFound-g7d hey. i'm not sure what your plan is but i hope it's not suicide. i'm also 14. maybe we could be friends?
@@vampiresolar you wanna be friends bc you think you can try to save me right? People have tried that and it didn’t work out good for them, you can be my friend, but I’m not gunna trust you right away
@@UserNotFound-g7d i wanna be friends not for "saving" but it's always nice to have someone around. do you have discord?
True, but some of us wanted to be dead at the age of 4.😔This world is so cruel.
I wont lie I cried when i listened to this song...
The comments are even sadder
Me same
Yea I teared up a lil to dont worry bout it haha :,)
Yep
Same
Ye I'm crying bc of the comments and the song is sad
When you're happy: You like the song. When you're sad: You understand the lyrics.
Convinced yet?
And When I’m happy I understand the song too , bc I’m never happy :)
Please... I’m never happy.
when I’m sad or happy I think this song is retarded
@@anonyme2153 same
I like dis song but I'm not depressed or anything likee I know what it means but I'm not depressed if that makes sense (sorry for bad eng)
“What’s the most terrifying thing to say to the people you love?”
“I’m fine”
i say "..."
because i cant
@@SarveRadhaNaam Sorry. I won’t ask of you’re Fine but I ask you: Are you Sick? For you this is a bad period? Or stressful? Or... (sorry for my Bad english)
@@shahirawaie6800 Life is good
...
It's the fake promise of not cutting any more
It's the fake saying of (I'm fine)
It's the fake meaning of the sentence ( it's because I'm just a teenager)
I can imagine every scene from the song 😢
Me too... at points like this I blame my designer mind... I would be perfectly fine without having this sad story in my head...
🤐
Yeah, I can imagine everything. The song is so emotional, full of anger, frustration and sadness. It actually sometimes makes me cry. I can feel the boy's pain and it's so sad. But I hope that the message of the song gets through to those that need it ❤️
Same, and I have Aphantasia, meaning I can’t imagine
same
6 year old me: why would anyone wanna kill them selfs and do drugs.
me now: i wanna sleep *hits bong*
because some days it’s hard I’m nine years old and I cut myself It makes me feel better
Ermely dimens paz Garcia I cut myself too, it makes me feel numb though. But I’m not 9 years old. I’m much older than you😔
6 year old me was worst then me now because thats when i hurted most and ive felt pain
sg12 i still feel pain but when I was 5 that’s when I really felt pain and was hurt more😔
That moment when you just want to sleep..but you suffer from insomnia-
JUST LET ME SLEEP AND WAKE UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE
I made a thing
It says: "I dont wanna smile, i dont wanna cry, and i dont wanna live, but i dont wanna die. I dont wanna do anything, but i dont wanna do nothing"
I’m always alone
....
I wanna die but my friends told me not to.
I hope you have a great day!
That perfectly summarises how I’ve felt for years. Thank you for helping me to turn it into words because I never knew before now how I can explain my sadness
Dis explains how I've felt for so long
Depression is like a war, where you can make it out alive (with battle scars) or die trying 😢😭
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@@mistermeme1674 please keep fighting it will be worth it I promise. One day it will be over so enjoy life while you have it. Please.
@@mistermeme1674 even if you don't feel like you need you. You need you to help someone who does who you may not have met or have met.
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So true
I was actually just wondering why I do this to myself. And then I remembered. Haven't cut for a bit. I guess its good.. Not going to last for me... Keep trying everyone, apparently it gets better.
@@enderthefox2093 ohhhhh..just you wait the rest of this comment section finds your comment and you will be hit with support.
I hope it gets better for you I always believe that if your life is bad is just because the rest is going to be all good paying you off for all your pain.
Shallie Min ikr
thats too true
Scars: I suppose I love my scars because they have been with me longer than most people have.💕
Heyy Peoples ain’t that the truth eh?
I've had scars that don't show ever since I was born. But I really only remember when I was 5 to the day I die (right now anyway). I hate my life. I want to die, but I'm to scared to harm myself. I can't control my depressed anymore. I'm starting to just fill a book that I can write in with very depressing poems. I don't plan on showing anyone until it's filled.
It may be true but just because they left you doesn’t mean they didn’t love you
Shit I am aware of how you are
Don't say that dear,You are really amazing I wish I had a girlfriend like you give her all love❤
if somebody could make this into a detailed wattpad story i would love you forever. Basically idea is the ending is the boy writes this song in honour for the girls one year passing and sings it to spread awareness nobody’s going through it alone and he wished he could’ve done more to help,now he’s left empty loving somebody who can no longer love him back.
Give me time and I gochu-
WATTPAD
@Unknown User please tell me when it's down or when you start posting it. I would love to read it 👍
@@TGVZ9382 and is it done?
@@TGVZ9382hope you wrote it
D eepest thoughts
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R uining theirselves
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S cared of living
S tressful thoughts
I njured heart
O ffensive with words
N egative thinking kills them inside
Edit: thanks for all the likes, Depression is a major mental illness that is caused by abuse,bullying,low self esteem,or without a reason at all. I have tried to commit once by choking myself...not hanging, choking. Which is strangling, and it’s a very common way. But I promise you all that you won’t feel this way forever stay strong 💖💔 I’m glad you woke up today, keep repeating that and one day you’ll wake up and all the pain will fade💕😭
Here’s a story on how my friend found out:
Me: Hey! I have a secret follow me. *runs where no one can see*
Friend: OKAY! *follows me*
Me: I have something to show you... *sighs* here. *lifts up sleeve*
Friend: OH MY GOSH! I’m so weak I could never do that. It’s okay, I care about you. And it will get better.
Me: No, your strong because you can’t do this.
Friend: *starts to cry*
Me: *cries with her*
Oi
so true... :(:
SafireCutie 101 gay
Yea
ya :(
"One cut..two cuts..three cuts..four"
Damn I feel that
I actually did this.. I was so close. I just couldnt make the last cut to end it all.
Eijiro Kirishima wait kiri? What are you doing here?
XxPhinoexGamerxX heh.. I like depressing music sometimes... Usually when Bakugo yells at me tho..
5 cuts 6 cute 7 cuts and more. Idk why I just felt I had to say it
I basically cut my wrist/thigh/leg/chest about 6 cuts a day.
At least she had an amazing boyfriend !
yeah...made most people jealous...
Ah that feeling tho...very deep!
But what she did to him in the end...
Yep if only everyone was like him
She deserved him... 😞
Y-YEAH she did
She's only 12, her whole life's ahead of her
She hates school because the people there discredit her
Her bestfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems
But everyday she just gets lowered with her self-esteem
He let's her know that every night will have a brighter day
She even tried to overdose and take her life away
She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed
Then she takes her hand and places it beside her head
He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists
And then she sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists
She's feeling numb, she tries to beg and plead and ask her, "Why?"
She says this way she has control of the pain she feels inside
she's asking her, "How long it's going since you've felt this?
Way because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless."
She says, "It's been a while. I guess I needed better luck."
And then she screams at her and tells her, "never cut!"
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone
So, baby, don't cut, don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But don't cut, don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise you won't cut
The next day at school she's feeling better than the day before
Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor
But all that seemed to end: she dropped her books when she walked into class
And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh
She couldn't take it anymore, she sent her boy a text
She said, "I love you with my body, heart and soul to death."
He thought nothing, typed "I love you", then he sent it
By "death" he didn't know that she had literally just meant it
She ducked the next class, ran home into the bathroom
Thought to herself she wouldn't break her promise that soon
One cut... two cuts... three cuts... four
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor
Her bestfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated
she followed it right down to her house he never waited
The front door was open, he heard the water running
she stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone
So don't cut, don't cut
You can do anything, just promise you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But don't cut, don't cut
You can do anything, just promise you won't cut.
she puts her arm around his shoulder, he's just tryna lean her back up
Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub
Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche
Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!"
Feeling mad angry like somebody's led her onto this
Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness
Thinking to himself why the hell did she just stop at will
The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital
Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency
She's lost a lot of blood the place looks like a murder scene
An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face
And says, "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say
I'm sorry for your loss, " the boy just starts collapsing
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing.
Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up
"Baby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut."
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut
I relate to this comment 100% but I'm sure my best friend forgot about it
They asked me if Im afraid of death
I said "No, why would I? We'll just end up dead anyway"
The Blackaholic Cat I’m not afraid of death itself... I’m scared if what the death of me can do to my loved ones...
@@brokenheartedsucker1837 ppl like u shouldn't be here , pure soul.
INSAN3 ZE3K Thanks, but I’m not pure at all...
I’m fluent in writing.
I write my pain.
The pages don’t get wet from tears.
I also cut out a heart and put it in the pocket.
Every time I cry I rip the heart a little.
I'm not crying, my eyes are just sweating
This is not humanly possible. Plz read a book
@@Failman169 I read lots of books. In fact, I spend almost ALL of my free time reading fanfiction on wattpad...
.
You scrolled down here for nothing.
Lmao
actually its my eyebrows are crying but thats works to..
Imagine if your eyes actually sweated tho that would be so weird
I'm not kidding we listened to this song at music class
Why? That's messed up
@@baphomet7606 I know but we have like a thing where we put like papers with songs in a bag and then he grabs one and plays one of them every time and someone chose this song so yeah
So I see
I had something like this that my choir teacher did, he would ask someone for a song then he would go and find the songs lyrics version and have us sing along
That is really messed up and twisted and sad
RUclips recommendation: baby don’t cut me: are you trying to tell me something youtube...
That means that fbi sees everything and hears everything so don't cut
@@errisss i-
The people who aren't fighting depression don't know how hard it is
It hurts
I know how does it feel like... I suffer from depression for almost four year. I cut myself for a year from now. Even though I'm just thirtheen. Hopefully I'll win my war with it. Have a nice day y'all
@Wolfgem Playz 101 Don't worry about me. Even though no one helps me, I'm doing quite great. Hope you'll get better soon
È la dura e triste verità
You’re not the only one who goes through depression. Cutting nor committing suicide is not the answer to your problems. It doesn’t help. I used to be that dude who cut himself on the wrist because I thought that no one cares nor loves me but that isn’t true at all. While some hate, doesn’t necessarily mean all hates you. I almost killed myself but then I thought about my family and friends, how much hurt I would give them when I die and that I’d only be leaving behind a wound that will not heal for awhile. If you suffer from depression seek help pls. I know the feeling of being in the dark with no way out so you resort to self harm but if you think about your family and friends and stop listening to those haters and bullies you’ll know that you aren’t alone. Pls if you get bullied like me tell your principal, your parents and they’ll help I promise.
Well I don't suffer from depression but my cousin killed himself so...........🤔🤔🤔🤔
This is my gf..
I want to cry
And im the same
im so sorry
@@kayleighrichard1140 dont be sorry,its my fault
no its not nothing like that is your fault. its just happens like that and makes you think its your fault. if you ever need someone's shoulder to cry on you can track me down to find me. but if you want to talk about it more my snapchat or insatgram is kayleighrose111.@@suicidemind5091
Suicide question why dont they just put advertisements on the hulk he is essentially a giant banner
@@severed_spring3536 idk
I love you.
My mom: its really hot out why are you wearing a hoodie?
Me: I just want to thats all
My mom: wear a short sleeve shirt for a change
Me: fine...(changes)
My mom: why do you have cuts on your wrists?
Me: it was the cat....
My mom: okay be careful
This is true facts...
When my friends discovered my cuts I lied saying the same. Then hot temperatures came and I had to wear short sleves so I hid new cuts under my wristwatch.
Moon Eclipse Why are you laughing, Self harming isn’t something you should be laughing at. I self harm, I’m trying to stop. But I haven’t.
fact u can't join army if u cuts on ur arms ....here in pak they don't accept people weak enough to be beaten by depression over some silly girl or some weird bullies
Did that..Got caught...Guess waking up in the hospital was better than getting yelled at...
V07ume You okay?
My best friend: Hey!
Me: Sup
Her: What's wrong?
Me: nothing
Her: some things wrong, I know you. 9 years remember?
Me: nothings wrong
Her: Tell me please
Me: I.......
Me: I cut my wrist
Her:...
Her: *you have missed a call from 'home'
Her: Please talk to me
Me: about what?
Me: What can you do to help? I'm nothing
Her: Please don't do this
Me: *you have blocked 'home'
3 days later
Me: Mom what's on my bed!?
My mom: I don't know!
Me: *opens box*
My best friend
"Hey bestie. I know your feeling down and sad, I don't want to make it worse but I also don't want you to die. Why did you block me? I really want to talk to you. When you want to hurt yourself I want you to call me or text me and if you can't I want you to draw on your arm where you would cut. Don't take a blade to your wrist, take a sharpie instead, please, don't get hurt." I love you!
Me: *starts crying*
You... Forgot... The... Closing... Speech marks..
Why?
@@Bedic-Mag sorry
You have a good friend
aaaw thats a good friend
@@microscopicchibi I was kidding but it's ok!
Also I hope you're ok now. Please don't hurt yourself. Please.
Please be ok.
Why are people more nicer on the internet than real life...
Edit:I never thought I get so much likes and comments!Thanks 👌👌👌
People struggle, and some of them hide it by acting the way they do, but when someone goes on the internet they feel safe, because no one knows who you are and you can freely express your emotions and thoughts while still being in a little shell
At least that's my perspective of it °>°
Awww Hearing this makes me feel better
That's what I ask myself all the time
in germany we got a singer called alligatoah.
he said the people arent bad, they are just stupid.
and i guess thats all.
but to say it more exactly in the internet you got a chilled situation with a free had you can listen, read and overthink before you write and you let yourself and the feelings go because you feel anonym and the people there you never gonna met or take there problems personal ...
but in real life so many people just look on theyr own because they got enough demons inside and cant carry the demons of others (or they are just stupid), so they are mean or push those depressed people away because they want to hide the truth and dont see how much pain this person got to take and they push this person away or ignore, so they dont need to take theyr proplems personaly...
the more they comunicate with the person or try to help the more they take it personaly and the more they got hurten by the pain of that person so they let them on theyr own an search persons who they dont got to carry.
well thats what i think...
i try to help such people but i also take theyr pain and thats hard so i understand the guys wich ignore that if you really want to help you gotta get over the pain and dont let yourself down, not every body is able to do that, some people try to help and they find things so sad that they also get depressed by that so they get so down that they cant even help themselfes and if you cant help your self you dont gonna be able to help others...
It makes me feel better because I’m single forever
Anyone else terrified by the fact that they probably would if they didn’t think their parents would see...?
Because I am.
Kennedy Walker i felt that for a bit. Yeah then I realized my parents don’t pay enough attention to even try to notice even if I screamed it at them
Yeah same but I gotta try to be stronger for... my best friend
You gotta try to be stronger for yourself, for the future ahead of all of you. I know you can do it, you will feel better. Don't focus of the feeling that remains for seconds, minutes, hours or even a day. Focus on the good things that will happen eventually. Bring yourself to the top, because falling down is a mistake. Staying down is a choice.
Ayla Roberts yeah my boyfriend recently raided my house for the things I could use to cut. I want to be strong for him but he’s moving across the country at the end of this year so yeah
not scared for my mo cuz ik she would be happy jut scared for my friend and my little sister. they deserve so much more than me and if they see ill feel worse so a fake smile is the best for them
Sick of trying,
Tired of crying,
Yes, I'm smiling,
But deep inside I'm dying.
same here
Same
It may just be me ,but all 7 I've let get close me have all taken a blade to their own bodies, for 9 years now, I've been alone just because I don't want anyone else to take their own life because of me...
People** sorry...
You guys need a hug 0^0 ♡
Life is sad
Life is happy
Life is exciting
Life is depressing
There are happy people
There are sad people
There are happy times
There are sad times
The darkness over takes the light
The sadness over takes the happiness
The sad people over take the happy people
When you are depressed
You want to get out of bed
But you dont want to get out of bed
You wanna end the pain
But you dont wanna hurt worse
You wanna die
But you dont wanna die
You cut
Now you cant stop
Youre addicted
It helps take the pain away from your heart
Helps you think
Takes every bad thing and fills the void
You feel unloved
You feel unwanted
You feel sad
You feel depressed
You try to stop
But you cant
You feel you have no friends
But if you open your eyes
You are surrounded by people who are trying
You are surrounded by people who hurt
You are loved
You are beautiful
You are amazing
You deserve to live
You are the only person you can control
You cant control how other people act
If you try hard enough
You will live
You will be happy
You will stop hurting yourself
People love you
Be goofy
Be happy
Be sad
Be angry
Be mad
Be excited
But control your emotions
Never take your emotions out on yourself
Never cut
Never hang
Never pull your hair
Never hit yourself
Never break stuff
Never feel alone
There are people who care
You arent alone
You are amazing
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
YOU CAN BE THE BEST PERSON YOU CAN BE
JUST TRY!!!!
DO IT FOR ME
DO IT FOR YOU
DO IT FOR YOUR FAMILY
DO IT FOR YOUR FRIENDS
DO IT FOR STRANGERS
DO IT FOR YOUR FUTURE FAMILY
DO IT FOR YOUR FUTURE FRIENDS
YOU DESERVE TO LIVE!!
thank you for this. I really needed it:)
It is ,tq for this ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
There once was a girl who liked to draw
She drew pictures that nobody saw
She drew because she felt lonely on the inside
She had no self esteem dignity or pride
She kept the secret out of sight
She kept the secret locked up tight
If people knew they would think she was doing it for attention but from her point of view it was a whole different perspection
So alone at night she sits and draws in her room
She knows if she draws too much she'll be in a tomb
So she tried to keep it to a minimum
But it's hard when the talking is a continum
People stare and don't understand
So she covers her drawing with her wristband
So one day she went and found somebody who would understand
The person who could comprehend love
And share the same feeling as her
So one day she went out to a river
He thought she was cute so he kissed her
She smiled and turned away
But when she looked back at his face he had a smirk
She was hurt
To discover kissing her was a dare
And she also let him see her tears and the drawing she made
Two boys jumped out of nowhere with phone and flashlights
Haunting her and the boy
Who kissed her that night
She turned away and said
I thought that you knew and would understand
But now I know I truely am alone
The next day she was found dead on the bathroom floor
She had sent the boy who kissed her a video and said
You wanted to see me humiliated
You wanted to see me cry
So here you go here's to all the lies you told
Here's to a horrible life
Sincerely
The girl who liked to draw
I cried reading that I want to hold that girl and let her know shes not alone and tell her shes ok that I would be there and id show her that all guys arent like that and id kiss her and show her that its bc her story is like mine a girl kissed me on a dare and I was humiliated by everyone bc im shy and id tell her we dont deserve this we can help each other❤
Heh..almost sounds like my story..
Ok I was like ok it's a girl who probably draws sad stuff and then it says she covers her drawing with wristbands and then when she dies I cried so much
I hope I'm not one of those , I can't stop crying
Aleeza Jamil Shivers man
for a minute i start to love myself again
for a minute i am happy again
for a minute i am looking forward to tomorrow
for a minute i am proud of everything
and in a minute i am nothing
in a minute, everything is destroyed
in a minute i start hating myself again
That's what happens everyday, but I'm on my computer so no one even notices. I wish people played attention to my feelings, but no one does. No wonder why I feel alone. I want to die even more then ever now...
True facts..
Aqua Flower same
Same..
That's good
*Baby Don't cut* ❤️
B r e e z y (BABY DONT 😭)🌹🏵💮🌷🌼🌸💐🌻🌺😍😘❤💘💚💙❣💟💞💗💖💝💕🖤💜💛💓
Venniee🌹
it´s so sad but but unfortunately so real
K-pop?
BABY BABY BABY OHHHHHH
"she tried to overdose and take her life away"
me hating life: RELATABLE
Mood
A teacher once said to me:
“It’s okay to cry, just let your emotions run free”
That's what my bsf said
I'm here to talk :) we can share are problems
@Alexia Lewis she said that to me personally because i used to cry a lot because of a personal problem
My teacher said when you cry it's ok it shows that you're strong but i wouldn't cry in my class because it makes me weak
Maciej Jaskiewicz don’t be too mean :>
I haven’t heard this song in so long and it me cry for the first time. I started self harming 9 weeks ago and the most I’ve been able to go without harming was 5 days. I don’t really see a point in trying to stop anymore, the addiction is too strong, at least it’s not too deep :)
The reason that the replies don’t seem to match with the comment is because I changed it entirely. The og comment was kinda edgy and I didn’t like it
Same
Dark anti i know how that feels
I would say the same thing. I have four cats, but one might not live longer. She's 16 years old in human years. Bless her soul.
Me
Legit second best excuse, 1st is your sibling scratched you 👌
If only everyone like her had a person like him.. less people would give up.
Still sad that she gave up even with a person like him.
Help.. my girlfriend has a preeeetttyyyy big depression.. but i love her so much.. we can only meet 1 times a month cause she's 300km away.. sometimes we fight.. but like a hour later i always regret and beg her to not do anything stupid... thank god she didn't yet... i always try my best but sometimes i get angry and sad too, and in these sometimes, she gets it, but then she's hurting me with bad words... i know its cause her depression so im trying to take it easy and help her.. we had a fight today, at the morning, she sent me this song... everything seems right but im soooo worried.. help me what to do i love her so much and i dont wanna lose her 😢😢😢😭😭
@@Balusoap just let her know how much you love her, how much you mean to her. How life can be beautiful and the things that makes her happy. People who cares about and every reason to smile. Its not as easy as it sounds. I am just writing it, it might be difficult, but you can do it, because you both love eachother .
@@pshubhaprasad im trying, every single day, sometimes she starts to realize how much i love her and tells me how much she misses me... and it feels sooo bad that i cant just run to her at 1am idc if im freezing.. but i cant cause of the distance.. i feel like the only "problem" between us is the distance 😢
I don't have any one like that 😞 I don't really. Need anyone
No one loves you
No one thinks you’re worth it
No one thinks you should live
No one thinks you deserve to live
No one thinks you should keep fighting
Well hey......
My name is no one
Please remember there is always someone out there who cares
Edit: thank u for all the support and love most of you have given me but I actually in a way wrote this for myself because I used to cut and I still do have suicidal thoughts oh and I also suffer from depression and anxiety so I just want you all to know even if you don’t ever meet someone who cares they do and I love you I just do even tho o don’t know you
Yeah. What we can do is at least attempt to shred light to those suffering. 💕
that was actually really sweet of u. sending lots of ur love ur way x
Pãśtëł Wîñgś Thank you 🌸💜
We need more people like you, who help the world ⭐️💖
I bet you helped many people, inculding me 🍪❤️
Pãśtëł Wîñgś my friend.... I can him no one as a joke so this is ironic
I saw the end and started crying
I can't stop
It's so hard
I don't want to live anymore
But I keep fighting
I love my friends
My family
I love you all
😔😊
💖
Stay strong ♡
I know this pain that you feel is draining, and I know you want it gone. Keep trying, but don't destroy yourself in the process.
The bravest thing I’ve done is live when I’ve wanted to die.......scars are only visible to the people who haven’t caused them..................it’s like an addiction I know how it feels my family doesn’t even care they just say “stop cutting” they haven’t done anything......and every time I think about suicide I write a note but never have the guts to get it over with......I have about 12 notes in my closet....stay strong
Thank you
4 year old girl: hey, are you an angel?
16 year old girl: what?! Um no....why?
4 year old girl: *smiles* YES YOU ARE! My mommy told me those cuts on your arm *points* means your an angel..
16 year old girl: ....... *smiles*
16 year old girl: tell your mommy she’s amazing for me...okay?
4 year old: I’m sorry..I can’t do that.
16 year old girl: ....why?
4 year old girl: she was an angel too..
(Edit: thank you all so much for the likes I really appreciate it♥️and I’m sorry if it made you sad.)
(Edit 2: omg!! Thanks so much for almost 10k likes that’s insane! Also Just remember nothing lasts forever please stay happy. ☺️)
Sad////.......
I loved that
That's sad
I cried when I read this...
Gacha Alma to be honest I’ve never heard that song😂
How can 3 minutes tell so much story?
Me: hmm..? What am I doing here..? What's my story..? Oh.. you really wanna know..? Alright then!
So.. I was a little girl that loved everything! Until.. my father went to.. not heaven or hell! Someplace else.. but.. he made me go somewhere.. away from my family.. away from him.. that made me angry.. I finally came back home.. after 9 months.. and then.. middle school! Great.. grade six, I met a guy, we hung out, he was my best friend! Until.. he stopped hanging out with me.. I loved him.. but he left me.. that made me sad.. then.. a new guy! He is great! He.. he makes me laugh.. he makes me smile.. makes me happy.. makes me excited.. we have lots in common as well! Blonde hair.. blue eyes.. likes the same hockey team.. likes the same video games.. we're also in the same group in music! I love him.. and better, he's my bftdaa's (best friend till death and after's) cousin! I don't love him because of that though.. that stuff makes me love him more.. the reason I loved him in the first place is because.. he is funny.. he's friendly.. he's smart.. and a lot more.. some people (mostly my friends) always say "hehehehe! You have a crush!!!" And I just look at them and smile "yeah.. so what..?"
Me: all I have to say is.. no.. I'm not perfect.. my father is still a threat.. there's lots of drama at school.. but.. I always look at the good side! And you, should do the same.. have a good day, afternoon, night or whatever!
Lol ok
I cut myself and a teacher lifted up my sleeve and just hugged me and lifted her sleeve and there were scars on her wrist and said this is what happens when people are depressed
r/thisactuallyhappened
Wow
something like that happened to me. my teacher didn't have scars (thank god) but she understood what i was going through. i was able to talk to her in the halls during homeroom. she helped me get through a lot. now i'm not there and i miss her a lot. She was one of my best friends. I loved her like a mother.
this is what i go threw everyday
:im in a pile of fear and sad and nobody will listen to the crys and helps. ive gaven up and been thinkibg about something thats happened to someone i know😔😭😖
I am so sorry for herring that but I did that mistake to but only two big scars and I stopped
Rose's are red
Violets are blue
Depression is taking over u
Rose's are red
Violets are blue
Nope that not true
Blood is red
My feeling is blue
The people around felt like they knew
Coming round just the next day
Shouting RAY
hoping you'd answer
As I'm going up the stairs my body gets tenser
Say this while the music is on
I was so close to suicide and this all happened to my bff and now me just u dying gives ur pain to someone else
pls dont die then. Fight and never lose your will❤
Is it ridiculous that I'm proud of myself because I'm 13 days clean now?
No!! That's awesome ❤️ keep going. I wish u the best of luck ✨
Good!
Good job keep it going!
Calm Stark that’s great keep going I am 2 months and I am still fighting but I am winning so far and you should be fighting to and winning I am sure u afe
Calm Stark I'm proud :3
Best boyfriend ever.. 😢 I wish that at nobody !
Hang in there
I wish my gf would listen to me...
@@soggysogster8038 show her this song
Same stay in there man
I Grant you with cake. *gives cake*
Yay 😄
"Having depression is like living in a body that tries to survive, but a mind that tries to die."
This isn't mine but I just had to say it
...
...
i like that ideology it fits
That explains me perfectly
@@angelamassiah4171 stay strong bby 💕
I like how everyone who watches your videos can just vent in the comments to strangers easier than they can to their family and friends. This applies to me aswell ♡
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
Ya...If maybe you can find my comment..You could help me..? I actually love talking with nice strangers online..Idrc who they are..
I was walking with my little sister when she pointed at my wrists and asked "Why do you have scars there?" I looked up at her and told her it meant that I had fought a battle. "Hug anyone you see with these battle scars" I also said to her.
The next day we were walking and my little sister runs up and hugs a girl my age. "What are you doing?" The girl asked. "My sissy said people with scars have fought a battle, and to hug them if I see. I saw them on your wrists so I wanted to give you a hug!" The girl looks up at me and tears roll down her face, she smiles at me and walks away.
This isn't my story but share this so people know 💖
I love this
been looking for this
That is one of the best advice I have ever heard...hug those how are hurting...
Aww
....
U nique
G orgeous
L ovely
Y ou're beautiful
I hope this helps you, because you really are beautiful. Your loved, valued and cared for. Don't let that slip and don't get negative god wanted to you here to live, to learn, to laugh and to love. Don't forget ur special guys.
You are different in a good way, You are you
Thank you for that comment, that makes me feel a whole lot better
I will remember this
KeiNadia Young but if you look closely it says ugly..
@@Nana-tl8ff I know. It helps because I've been called ugly many times, and because they've spelled it like that it helps the word not hurt as much
you’re*
>:)
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I wrote this poem,
To try to help you.
But the roses are wilted,
And the violets are dead,
So tell me how to stop,
These demons screaming in my head.
I tried to help,
I really did,
But it's harder to fight,
When you'll end up dead.
So roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I wrote another poem,
To try and help me and you.
But once again, the roses are wilted,
And the violets are dead,
So I took a razor in my hand,
And now my wrists are stained red.
Great poem
...ya made me cry like the video didn’t thank you
Beauty is pain...pain is beauty....Then your the biggest pain in the world.
your an amazing person,....arnt you
This made me cry :( How can you be so good at poetry?! I suck at poetry. But sometimes, it's the most effective way to express your feelings, huh?... Well I wanna give you this message. However much red your wrists are stained, remember that each drop represents a moment, a second, in your life which consisted of hope for something. You do this cause you're hopeless, right? Well I just wanna say... however much blood and hope you lose, there will always be someone in your life to replace it... and if they're gone.... keep them in your soul. Trust me, their spirit will help you.
*THIS IS TO EVERYONE: I LOVE YOU AND IM PROUD YOU GOT THIS!*
But I don't got this.....
@@jeancade2407 No you do. I believe in you and I will never stop telling you that ^^
@@jeancade2407 it will be hard at first but I promise things will get better!
@@dorkio-pact505 I... I can't... My friends... They make me worry so much... I just can't... I don't want to deal with the pain no more....
@@jeancade2407 Hey no, please everything will be okay. and if ur friends make you worry that much maybe find new friends? and pain is only temporary it may feel like it's been so long and you are tired of fighting but trust me you're *SO STRONG.* the fact that you have faced pain that makes you feel like not living but you're * STILL* here fighting just proves that you are so strong, I truly believe that you will make it.
Me to mom: Today I had a good dream.
Mom: wich one
Me: I died.
Be strong
...i don't want say anything
Sorry but this made me laugh a little
Interesting....indeed
*dark*
This isn't even "anime" this is art
i love to put manga pics and art better :)
Exactly! I clicked on this because of that beautiful enthralling face.. Wish I could draw like this soon >.
@@EidenXII the character name is orihime inoue from Bleach
If you search on google her name while crying you'll find it
“Hentai is an art” -the office
Anime Bleach
Im not used to listen rap nightcore or normally rap but damn that touches and melt your heart.
Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”
- [ ] 1: We would miss you
- [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive
- [ ] 3: It does get better, believe it or not, it will eventually get better.
- [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
- [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise.
- [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.
- [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!
- [ ] 8: So many people care about you
- [ ] 9: You are amazing
- [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you
- [ ] 11: I care for you
- [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you
- [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!
Thank u so much it's been really hard even if I smile I'm crying inside it's hard u feel like no one's by my side but there is 😔
They tell me "you can be happy just smile"
So I smile.... I don't feel anything but I smile....
I'm 12 I've cut four times.... They say it will get better but it really doesn't...
I always try to make others happy. I always say I'm fine, but I'm screaming for help.
DEPRESSION IS NOT A GAME IT IS SERIOUS SO DONT JOKE AROUND BOUT IT AND IF SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS CUTTING TALK WITH THEM PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON THEM!
I give you all my support, don't give up ! I know it's hard, I were in the same situation... But please, take care of yourself !
I’m here for you, don’t worry hunny, just please try and get help xxx
I know your pain hearing "SMILE WHY ARE YOU SO MAD" Every day is seriously so irritating cuz they dont know what your going through! I hope you'll get better and i hope you'll be ok! I know exactly how you feel... And i hope that you will be happy again! I dont like seeing people sad.. And you probly dont deserve the hell your going through.. And also having someone hug you without asking whats wrong can help you maybe.. And there is also something called the butterfly method that you can try, and maybe talk to someone you trust if you want.. Have a good day!
The fact that your 12... i'm 11 and i've cut too. I would say it get's better but i'm not sure... all I can say is someone cares. I care
I hope you’re okay, we can fight through this together. Ok? I know it might not be very reassuring at the time but there are people that care. You are so so lovely and worth everything in the world. I don’t want you to let anything get in your way of having a beautiful future ahead of you. There’s so much more to explore. So love, never hurt yourself. I can’t promise things will get better but I won’t let them get worse.
1:00 "you may just feel like that blade is your only friend"
understand that 100% because our friends always end up hurting us. :)
x Abigail x I am so sorry, but my "friend" hurts too. Just remember, I care, they care, he cares, she cares, don't forget that we love you❤️
@@shelbyeades5652 thank you this made my day😊❤ i allways come back to this song it just gives me a good cry lol
x Abigail x hey my dude we can cry together, you are not alone, I understand. ❤️❤️❤️
so true thats why i have 3 blades 2 for extra and 1 for real :)
だれH E R E I'm sorry you need back ups. I'm sorry that I can tell you that I have them too, I'm sorry. I know that I can't help you, I want to, I really do, but broken things can't help other broken things, I'm sorry. Im sorry.
Little sister: what is it on your arm?
Me: It is battle scars.
Little sister: Have you been in a fight?
Me: i have been in many fights and now im strong!
Little sister: Can i get battle scars too and be strong like you?
Me: No, You are already a strong girl!
Me: Can you promise me something?
Little sister: Yes!
Me: if you see someone with battle scars, like mine, Give them a hug and tell them that they are strong.
Little sister (hugs me): you are strong!
That's the cutest text i've ever read
Lord Deathfull *slow clap* wow, way to teach your little sister
AWWW that's so cuteeee
I need a huge hug
Awwwwwwwwwwwww❤❤❤
10 years old- do you want to hang out today, sure
11 years old- do you want to hang out, I guess ya
12 years old- do you want to hand out, sorry I’m hanging out with my other friend
13 years old- do you want to hang out, *No answer*
Friends leave and it makes you want to do horrible things but you will get through it, we can get through it together.🙂
Suicide doesn’t take the pain away
It just gives it to someone else.....
you words .... 10/10
Suicide isnt the *End* of sadness
rather the *beginning* of another..
blank rose 😯😔
blank rose calm down thats first
second it may not be someone close to you like family or friends but by not committing suicide you could most likely prevent others from committing it...
if you dont want to live for yourself live for others, spread awareness comfort to others who suffer from the same mental disease you went through.
trust me its easily curable sometimes so much as a simple word could change someone's perspective and thought of suicide.
blank rose Calm down all i did was answer your question.
listen for the last time im not trying to provoke you to do anything, im trying to help you ;-;
“His own world his own girl”😩 why aren’t ppl like that 😭😭
there are ppl like this but sadly they are rare
real is rare
fake is everywhere
It's sad to see the ones you love not love you back, but the people that do are the ones who truly appreciate your being and are rare. Sorry if it didn't make sense.
Part of the reason I'm here is looking for something to get my girlfriend through her cutting because she does mean the world to me. I know that I can't black-male or bribe her into stopping because that will just have her keep it from me. I have to do this on her terms but also make her feel loved, wanted, needed and good enough to get her to the point where she is ready to stop. does anybody have any suggestions? (this kinda turned into a rant after i wrote the first part)
@@briedales9286 Sorry I'm late of 6 days, but here are some things to help her (I have depression, so I know how it is)
- Hug her
For me, hug are really importants. It make me feel loved, in security.
- Show her you love her
Give her a lot of love. When we are depressed, we often want to be accepted, loved,..
- Be there for her when she is sad
Support is really important, and rassure her when she feel down.
-Make sure she stay safe.
Tell her how much she matter to you, and if it is extreme, take away her knife/Blade. Make sure she can't harm herself. (But be careful that she doesn't lose confidence in you)
- Try to make her feel happy again
What does she like ? What does she used to smile about ? What place she loved to go to ? What food she love ?
Here, I hope she get better soon ! Please tell her that I love her, and here all my love and my support : ❤💛💚💙💜♥💖💗💓💞💕💟
Elias Keedy hmmmm am I fake
“Commiting suicide doesn’t stop the pain.”
*“It passes it to someone else…”*
People who are suicidel dont want to die they want to end the suvering
Stay strong
Yes that’s meh...
@@ImSlothyWwe thats your personal information I think you should delete it now
@@ImSlothyWwe you're pretty dumb if you're serious
and you're pathetic if you're a troll.
@@ImSlothyWwe you're not so smart are you??
Im suicidal
The worst feeling is feeling unwanted by the person you want the most
Samary Torres I'm sorry that we can both relate to this
I know that feeling
Samary Torres gay
Yeah I know the feeling... Probably not as well though
i know how much that fucking hurts
Who else balled there eyes out in this song, because NOBODY should be going threw this...?
through*
I balled my eyes out because I cut but my boyfriend told me not to. I promised and everyday i try to not break that promise but its the hardest thing in the world. whenever i feel sad i run to my room and do everything but cut. I pull my hair, i hit my head, i throw myself on my bed, all the while staring at the broken glass or blades, reach for it then hit myself, i try but its hard. My boyfriend would be devastated if i died. He said if i died, hed commit suicide just to be with me. That hit my heart hard. I told myself i have to try for him. I need him and he needs me. No one should start. Its not a good feeling. Its a feeling of being unloved, unwanted, unneeded, you cant control you anymore. Youre stuck in a body that doesnt feel the pain. Your heart hurts and you want the pain to end. It isnt a good feeling. Thats why I cry.
Not me
I want to but I can’t I feel nothing and it sucks
me i literally came from eating with my family downstairs and i jumped onto my bed and started bursting out crying
I remember when I first discovered this song, I was 16 or 17 back then. Now 23 and I still feel the same. I feel empty and unfulfilled.
One cut, nobody notices...
Five cuts, they ask if she/he's okay, they say they're fine...
Ten cuts, they push her/him aside...
Fifteen cuts, her/his last friend asks them to stop, she/he say they will...
Twenty cuts, she/he lied...
Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising...
Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse...
Forty cuts, she/he was pushed over the edge...
A suicide, a life was lost.….
it's sad how in this world the more cuts you have the worse the bullying is when the are already about to go over the edge
I am suicidel I’ve tried to take my own life multiple times but none have worked which sucks
righ
right*
What happens at 60 sum if you're still alive
My mom asked me why do i have cuts on my wriSt i said it was the cat and yeah she still thinks that
i blame the cat too..
for me the dog
I blame eczema for why I have to wear long pants and long sleeve shirts.
@@14_yinxuan68 you're beautiful
@H K my mom would start yelling at me but ok, if that helped you, very well
although it ended sadly, i'm glad this girl had someone like her boyfriend who genuinely cares deeply about her, i wish i had someone like that in my life
Same
It was such a sad ending I've listened a million times, can't stop crying 😭
@@jazmainiandevil8485 same
tru
same
The problem is, a woman going through this will have a man who will love her and stop her from cutting.
I'm a 35 year old man. No one's coming to save me. But on the bright side, I only cut the left side of my body, not the right.
Me: I need to talk to you....
Boyfriend: ok, what's up?
Me: I... I cut last night
Boyfriend: what, why?
Me: Cause... I... I don't know *cries* I just don't know, please I need help I don't know what to do anymore!
Boyfriend:hey, it's fine, just don't do it anymore.. I have to go now, talk to you tomorrow
Me:.... I thought you said you cared.....
Later that day-
Me: hey, can we talk?
Guy Friend: of course, what do you want to talk about?
Me: Well, I umm, I cut last night, not a lot, just I umm, wanted to talk about it with you...
Guy friend: what why! Please don't do that ever again, please, it is cutting away your life, please! It could kill you, and I can't loose you, you mean a lot to me! Please, talk to me if you ever feel that way again!
Me: *cries* ok, I will, I promise.
Talking for 2 hours-
Me and my now ex boyfriend broke up a couple months after that happened... He turned out to be a complete Jerk, me and my guy friend are now dating and we are very happy together, we are there for each other when we need it, and he has been there for me numerous times where if I hadn't met him, I might have ended up in the hospital or worse, this song reminded me a lot of him, and I just felt like sharing this story, to anyone who ever feels like they need to cut their pain, please don't, there is someone out there who needs you, or you need, or maybe you need each other, and you can't give up now, death and life or scary but one has a lot more consequences than the other. Find that someone who gives you the help and reasons not to cut. We all are in pain and we need to be there for each other. Some day, you'll find the reason that will stop you from cutting, I know you can. I still have times often where I need help so I'm not saying it'll just magically go away, but we can fight our pains together.
Marry that man.
@@patch3938 lol, I hope I do end up marrying him, and also your profile name is mood, they the bomb ship lol.
@@BLACKSTAR-kp3ru Haha Thanks girl ^^
This actually made me cry because I can relate
@@patch3938 oof, well he ended up starting to ignore me for about 3 months so we broke up a little over a month ago so that sucks. I've decided to date a guy friend of mine. He has been my best friend for about two years. I always had like him but I was too afraid to ask cause I didn't want to ruin our friendship. We are dating now and it has been the best time ever being with him. So yeah that's an update on the story I originally commented.
You are
Strong
Smart
Handsome
Loved
Amazing
Wanted
Pretty
Not alone
You are...You.❤️
Alone
Forgotten
Uncared for
Invisible
Alone forever
That's what I am but...
I'm just fine
How
@@lonelyboi9880 the is me ever day
I'm not pretty im not wanted im alone im not strong not handsome and not amazing..... Sorry
:) ;) ;( Kill me KILL ME!! KILL ME!!!
i can't you. Are. Invincible.
"Lost myself trying to please everyone, now I'm losing everyone trying to find myself"
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
me: *casually listening to music*
*this song comes on*
me: HECC THEYRE ONTO ME
Lol
"It's always the one's u don't expect"
"It's always the one's that joke and smile the most"
"It's always the one's who love the hardest"
"It's always the one's who are always [happy]"
It's always them cause they hide the truth from u because they don't want u 2 worry or they don't think you'll care, that you'll just say "your overreacting" "your faking it 4 attention" and many more thing's
my brother found out about my depression and he thought i was faking and now he probably forgets about me being depressed
Kylie Alexander for some reason this comment hit me harder than any of the other ones,thank you for stating exactly how I feel so I don't have to sit there and write it
@@goldenlark4890 You should try and tell him your not faking It and that your serious. Btw u should be proud of yourself for telling him it takes serious guts.
P.s. If u need anyone to talk to I'm here
@@khiamartin4941 Np
The second one is me...,..