Dear Amoda, I had some understanding of problems caused by baggage. It shapes the very prersona of individual. Thanks for going into details and helping in how to see past painful and tender experiences. Feeling light already. At this age of 67 years too it all is as fresh morning newspaper. Thanks Amoda.
I was seeking like crazy, was at an intensive retreat in India when i suddenly realized that seeking is conceptualizing the non conceptual and that itself is the obscurarion. Just seeing that ended the whole seeking process bringing about a lot of freedom. Yet, four years later abiding in this and in a kind of surrender, a real crisis started at a core level of being. The whole terror of non existence came up and was finally met without any resistance or grasping.. it was like feeling I'm going to die..but i lay down and did nothing. Suddenly everything just disappeared.. all sensing perception or body sense gone, just void and out of that void came the remembrance of my nature as formless being, then lighter than a feather existence re-appeared in me and it was clear that there is only this.. there is only God or consciousness and no other. This reality i am can not disappear, so that's the end of death. This has only become more established and natural over the 17 years since. It seems that there's two phases of awakening, moving from assuming one is an individual character, to knowing one is the non objective consciousness and then that consciousness itself realizing it's formless deathless, complete nature.. So every phase is grace, even the suffering and turmoil and this grace is inseparable from what we are and not of an other.
Thank you for your beautiful sharing Michael ... this is it! To meet the terror of non-existence without grasping or resistance - yes! To disappear into the void, the end of death. And then .. the merging into the totality, the beginning of true life. Namaste 🙏
@@AmodaMaa thank you for reading and responding Amoda Maa, much appreciated. I've recently been directed to watch some of your videos and i love your unstructured naturalness, its very moving and beautiful to see. Its obvious you're drawing from living experience and not some traditional authority structures. . I also love the grit and gravitas, its very rare and refreshing. What can i say, i adore you, or what you represent. Aa you say it was the beginning of a new life and really the end of the most chaotic phase of awakening i guess. Yet lots of subtle changes occured afterwards, like in my relationship to romance, role in the world, expectations of how people 'should' treat me and so on.
@@AmodaMaa I'm still amazed at the purity of your expression. It's so resonate with silence and love. I honour the rarity and beauty of that. Thank you Amoda. What you say about awakening moving from awakened mind to heart and finally right into the existential gut is completely true in my experience. Its removed the very possibility of being separate from the whole, an absurd prospect really. I say, contrary to what we've been led to believe, that it's supreme arrogance to assume a separate existence. In human terms it means that the need has gone out of love, yet love remains a kind of affectionate openness that doesn't cling to anything in particular, but is ever available. It hasn't made me a perfect person and i still have challenges. i accept that, that's life. For example, I'm writing a book. I've never done such a thing. It would seem crazy to attempt something i have no experience in. Yet i have to do it.. so i am, whatever the result haha I apologize, i probably should book a session if i want to talk to you. I know you're very busy.
Trueness and love and light is the apex of words that you have utter and deliver with goodness and pureness and genuine authenticity and TOTALITY and WHOLENESS and ONENESS emanating from the SOURCE we came from and to restore the true nature of ourselves the essence of our being which is LOVE and the source of who I am -- I AM NESS -- and in practice, practicing and living a way of life I am pure and true to self (without the "me and the other self") and with the lowest humility and with the lowest of humbleness praying for strength from my Universe God Infiniti God Of Creation the Source from whence I come from to be humble everything I do and in everything that I say to show humility in everything that I do and in everything that I say. Yes! it takes a fulgor of willingness and discipline and labor and prayers and meditation not having ever ugly thoughts towards another human being or sentient being and yes nothing taking sides embracing Openness Vastness not telling The tiniest of a microscopic lie. To be pure and true to self. To walk in His image His goodness and trueness and love and generosity and compassion and forgiveness again with radiance of willingness from my being ness #@- I don't watch TV and I don't read the news paper I don't go to movies theaters I love the arts in humanities is my way of life and I am very happy health and wellness and strength and an awaken consciousness and with a maelstrom of torment and suffering brought unto me by self while still maintaining a rigorous vigilance and discipline in an attempt to purify my being from craving and wants and desires and carnal lust. I am 65 years of age and I have never felt this wondrously and truly I can say I'm not afraid of my passing death not by one hundred of a millimeters of fear. I do have and hold sacred in my deepest heart an intimates relationship with life. The Kingdom and the Light and the Source is within me. I have nothing to fear and nothing to be protected of I am at a place of relaxation and rest and I am the happiest I can ever be without the happiest yet, with a profound sense of fulfillment.
Hi again Amoda, I have been practicing and living this way of life for 40 years. My mother's is 102 years old and we have a beautiful relationship and I still consult with her for critical advice.
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Dear Amoda, I had some understanding of problems caused by baggage. It shapes the very prersona of individual. Thanks for going into details and helping in how to see past painful and tender experiences. Feeling light already. At this age of 67 years too it all is as fresh morning newspaper. Thanks Amoda.
Thank you. I find this clear insight into the cutting-edge of present-moment dynamics to be extremely profound and pertinent.
Thank you so much.
I was seeking like crazy, was at an intensive retreat in India when i suddenly realized that seeking is conceptualizing the non conceptual and that itself is the obscurarion. Just seeing that ended the whole seeking process bringing about a lot of freedom.
Yet, four years later abiding in this and in a kind of surrender, a real crisis started at a core level of being. The whole terror of non existence came up and was finally met without any resistance or grasping.. it was like feeling I'm going to die..but i lay down and did nothing. Suddenly everything just disappeared.. all sensing perception or body sense gone, just void and out of that void came the remembrance of my nature as formless being, then lighter than a feather existence re-appeared in me and it was clear that there is only this.. there is only God or consciousness and no other. This reality i am can not disappear, so that's the end of death.
This has only become more established and natural over the 17 years since. It seems that there's two phases of awakening, moving from assuming one is an individual character, to knowing one is the non objective consciousness and then that consciousness itself realizing it's formless deathless, complete nature.. So every phase is grace, even the suffering and turmoil and this grace is inseparable from what we are and not of an other.
Thank you for your beautiful sharing Michael ... this is it! To meet the terror of non-existence without grasping or resistance - yes! To disappear into the void, the end of death. And then .. the merging into the totality, the beginning of true life. Namaste 🙏
@@AmodaMaa thank you for reading and responding Amoda Maa, much appreciated. I've recently been directed to watch some of your videos and i love your unstructured naturalness, its very moving and beautiful to see. Its obvious you're drawing from living experience and not some traditional authority structures. . I also love the grit and gravitas, its very rare and refreshing. What can i say, i adore you, or what you represent.
Aa you say it was the beginning of a new life and really the end of the most chaotic phase of awakening i guess. Yet lots of subtle changes occured afterwards, like in my relationship to romance, role in the world, expectations of how people 'should' treat me and so on.
@@michaelmcclure3383 beautiful .. thank you ❤️
@@AmodaMaa I'm still amazed at the purity of your expression. It's so resonate with silence and love. I honour the rarity and beauty of that. Thank you Amoda.
What you say about awakening moving from awakened mind to heart and finally right into the existential gut is completely true in my experience. Its removed the very possibility of being separate from the whole, an absurd prospect really. I say, contrary to what we've been led to believe, that it's supreme arrogance to assume a separate existence.
In human terms it means that the need has gone out of love, yet love remains a kind of affectionate openness that doesn't cling to anything in particular, but is ever available.
It hasn't made me a perfect person and i still have challenges. i accept that, that's life. For example, I'm writing a book. I've never done such a thing. It would seem crazy to attempt something i have no experience in. Yet i have to do it.. so i am, whatever the result haha
I apologize, i probably should book a session if i want to talk to you. I know you're very busy.
@@michaelmcclure3383 🙏
Thank you.
beautiful
thank you
Isnt awareness a concept?
Trueness and love and light is the apex of words that you have utter and deliver with goodness and pureness and genuine authenticity and TOTALITY and WHOLENESS and ONENESS emanating from the SOURCE we came from and to restore the true nature of ourselves the essence of our being which is LOVE and the source of who I am -- I AM NESS -- and in practice, practicing and living a way of life I am pure and true to self (without the "me and the other self") and with the lowest humility and with the lowest of humbleness praying for strength from my Universe God Infiniti God Of Creation the Source from whence I come from to be humble everything I do and in everything that I say to show humility in everything that I do and in everything that I say. Yes! it takes a fulgor of willingness and discipline and labor and prayers and meditation not having ever ugly thoughts towards another human being or sentient being and yes nothing taking sides embracing Openness Vastness not telling The tiniest of a microscopic lie.
To be pure and true to self.
To walk in His image His goodness and trueness and love and generosity and compassion and forgiveness again with radiance of willingness from my being ness #@- I don't watch TV and I don't read the news paper I don't go to movies theaters I love the arts in humanities is my way of life and I am very happy health and wellness and strength and an awaken consciousness and with a maelstrom of torment and suffering brought unto me by self while still maintaining a rigorous vigilance and discipline in an attempt to purify my being from craving and wants and desires and carnal lust. I am 65 years of age and I have never felt this wondrously and truly I can say I'm not afraid of my passing death not by one hundred of a millimeters of fear. I do have and hold sacred in my deepest heart an intimates relationship with life. The Kingdom and the Light and the Source is within me. I have nothing to fear and nothing to be protected of I am at a place of relaxation and rest and I am the happiest I can ever be without the happiest yet, with a profound sense of fulfillment.
Hi again Amoda, I have been practicing and living this way of life for 40 years. My mother's is 102 years old and we have a beautiful relationship and I still consult with her for critical advice.
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