@@soap3612 I see my sister's friends as friends, but I don't think they see me as a friend... I don't know. I'm going to be evicted, and I don't want to leave them, for personal reasons.
for the first time. im spending my summer doing nothing. i was always an outdoor kid and always went to go hang with my friends the first chance i could get. but after the years i slowly realized that they didn't even like me that much. so all of those years went down the drain and now im alone. doing nothing this summer.
everyone else: feeling sad while listening to this and shit me: humming while looking for a screw that i lost while trying to build an ikea cupboard at 10pm
its not a joyful feeling. But I love it. I had a friend that was uh lets say depressed, she always asked me for help, as the piece of shit I am, I told her how corny and weird she was when she was saying that she was depressed. Weeks pass and no response, I start to think what happened to her then learn that she went completely silent on everything. She kind of just vanished. Thinking about it just feels like this song. The ruthless guy I was I just hated myself and I still do. This song makes me able to express that.
at this point, im not living for myself, i live for the people that claim to love me. (edit: HOLY SHIT I DIDNT KNOW THIS COMMENT BLEW UP! and yes everyone im doing good i've had a better mindset)
This song makes me feel like im dancing with my loneliness if she was a person. She's trying to show me the bright side of solitute, and that no matter how much sadness she inflicts on me, there is a bright side to her presence. When in reality, the only upside to solitute is gaining the luxury of being purely unbothered for hours upon end, not having to worry about the demands of socializing, but they don't mean anything compared to the hours of torture she puts me through on a daily basis.
This was one of the songs my brother sent to me before he died and ever since then .. it’s been a year and I can’t listen to this song without breaking down . I feel alone
I got you, even if it has been 11 months since you published this comment i know what a lose is... I hope you remember that he's in a better place now.
this song is just like sitting in a shower while feeling numb and not being sure if you’ll ever truly feel happy again or if you’ll ever be able to express the sadness you’ve have stored into you for so long and I love it
This hurts mostly when Your friends haven’t replied to you in a month. Update: soo I totally forgot about this comment since I had wrote this on the day I was visiting my aunts house!.Btw me and my friend are better now :) she actually broke her phone. And also the other reasons she wasn’t talking to me is because before she broke her phone me and her got in a fight cause she said something that made me uncomfortable and she of course didn’t understand why so she got really pissed off at me. Another update: she got mad at me for not telling my other friend something she wanted me to tell her!!! I’m crying hella bad rn.
Your friends don’t deserve you, don’t give them the attention that they don’t give to you, find new friends, friends that are worthy of calling a friend, and not some kids who don’t see what an amazing person you are
I always liked being alone without being laughed or judged by people or punched by bullies but sometimes I just wish that someone would actually care about me and be a real friend.
being alone and feeling alone are two different things. being alone is where theres nobody there to judge you for being yourself. but feeling alone is where you realize its only you right now and no matter how loud you scream nobody will come and save you from your thoughts of loneliness.
tears are blurring my vision. why? because a few months ago, in 2020, i left the person i loved. i still dont know why. i thought she didnt need me. when i read comments of people venting about how people hurt them so horribly, i cant help but feel guilty. i feel so responsible for the pain. i cant even contact her, i live halfway across the world now. i dont have social media too. i just want to scream my apology to her. i shouldnt have left her. when i think of her, it hurts so much i cant move. now i know. why i left her. i needed validation that people NEED me. that their very existence is threatened when im not there. i miss her so much. my mouth and eyes are numb. please forgive me.
I really hope one day you meet her again to apologize, there's always hope, if you ever get social media and Remember something about her try contacting her. We're all here for you.
for me it was because i finally realised how much they were manipulating me and i somehow managed to leave the relationship. doesnt mean im over them though, still missing them lots. hope you’re doing better now
Imagine, you are in a party and you are going to take a breath of air you are heading to the balcony, and then you see a flash of light in the light you can see your lover and her beautiful face You start running towards the balcony, happy to see her, but when you get there She is nowhere to be found, you collapse to the ground asking why Until you feel the smallest touch on your cheek You raise your head slowly and see her beautiful eyes you are filled with emotions, but then she whispers in your ear “I am always with you where ever you are” You blink and she is not there. She isn’t your lover anymore she is just a memory...
I've been playing this on repeat lately because it makes me want to draw something similar to it, or how it would look in my mind. It's also been helping with stress too, so yeah, thank you.
it’s almost 2 am, i broke up with him. my mental health was so bad, his sweet soul didn’t deserve it. i’m sorry munchkin, i wanted to stay and i tried to stay. i’m tired of battling my own demons. i love you, a.y.
I hope your doing better. If your not then I hope that there will be a day where you are doing better. Every hill has a dip, but it will always some back up (sorry if this does not make sense) - a random stranger from the internet
You come first, everything is going to be okay and it’s okay to not be okay right now, but you’ll realize that you needed this and if he is really the one, he would wait for you to be better, and whenever you are happy and satisfied with yourself, you can go be free and if he’s not there when your at your best then he never deserved you
im seeing lots of people venting in this comment section and i just want to say i hope things get better and if you may not feel special you are to me. And its okay to feel sad we all do sometimes but just dont let it take over your life. There are people out there that care for you and have a beautiful day everyone!
the song gives me good memorys but a sad feeling and a feeling of relif it also hits different when you know a friend is dating a girl that you like and a friend starts hating you
this feels like right after you put your phone down, on the grass on top a hill, staring down at your hometown. Just putting your phone down after getting that one specific text you never thought you would get.
I come back every year just to listen to this song to close my eyes and my whole body gets the chills and puts me in a peaceful state reflecting on the past. Time goes to dam fast……😢
imagine. imagine listening to this in your room at 1am. you've got your headphones on. your lying down on your bed facing the ceiling. your room has soft, dim dark blue toned lights. you notice your window out of the corner of your eye. its gently raining. theres a soft breeze coming through the room from the window. you can hear the trees swaying ever so slightly. imagine.
thanks for making this. i made my dad listen to this because he loves listening and exploring into my world of music taste. so i played this specific video for him in the car as we chatted. and he said he loved it and he’d always talk about it. he said how it always helps with his depression, and we grew closer as family as i don’t interact with my father so often. every-time we’d talk, he’d put this song on and we’d laugh as in memory of the first time i played this for him. i’m so glad this video exists. i wish you years of luck.
imagine you're driving late at night. it's raining. youre driving an older car and this song start's playing. and this song goes on and all of a sudden memories hit left and right and you just don't know what to do. you step on the pedal and accelerate. you did what you thought was best and you loved the person. then tears start falling down ur cheeks and you remember the way they loved you like no one ever could. the way you tried to be the best for them and failed miserably. now you feel alone even in a group of people. they were your sactuary. and now theyre gone. and theres nothing you can do. and you continue on driving with tears in your eyes. hearing the rain hit the metal of the car. lost in ur memories.
This song makes me feel a strange, unexplainable feeling. It makes me feel a strange peace within, like I could just sit around and do nothing but be one with the universe, and everything within its existence; yet it also makes me feel a weird conflict inside, an inner disturbance, one that makes me think about everything, one that confuses me. It's like this song relaxes me, but it also makes me really think about life and the future. How I won't be a kid forever, or how soon enough, I'll have to find a job and house of my own. It's a very conflicting phenomenon. When I hear this, I imagine slow dancing, with a future partner, looking into each other's eyes, laughing, holding each other closer. This song... is so beautifully complicated. It truly is a beautiful work of art. Just needed to type what was on my mind. I hope someone could relate to this.
Teardrops are running through my face idk how to explain it its a feeling of letting everything off of your shoulders and look back into your life and just view an infinite loop of memories circulating through your mind its as if you’re heart is wishing something but it almost seems impossible to accomplish its an underwhelming feeling of happiness, sadness, anger that you can’t quite express
i like listening to songs like this especially when im about to go to sleep. it feels comforting and empty but also painful at the same time, but i like it.
I get such a warm feeling when listening to this like my mind set while listening to it : On a warm summer night on top of a beautiful high building with only one friend not wanted to jump just to sit there.
This song makes me think and remember all the important events in my life (the death of my 3 friends, my girlfriend's death and my grandfather's death) but actually I'm happy because being strong is to go on and keep progressing in life and not to be stuck in a moment, try to be happy even if you are not. Attitude above all is the cure for anything. Keep up the good work brother! :)
lyrics~ Hey It's not like you've ever tried to stay Sometimes it seems like I'm in your way Well, that's how it seems Hey You know what I mean? Seems like I care too much When I'm all alone, oh no I feel like I care too much When no one's at home for me Feel like I'm falling out Well, that's how it seems I think that I'm falling out You know what I mean? Seems like I care too much When I'm all alone, oh no She said that I care too much When no one's at home for me
To anyone hurting themselves trying to find the answers, stop. Love yourself first. No one can pour from an empty cup. Stay blessed, never stressed and remember who you are and why you deserve all the love that you have been trying to fill with voided coupons.
I’ve given up on having crushes. I’ve been hurt too many times by every single one, so I told myself “Why keep taking the drugs that hurts and kills you in the end?”
@@Dehydratedlittleratz agreed but more like everyone else thinks there the main character when there all side characters, like that person you saw during a flight, subway, or busy traffic that you'll probaly never see again, its weird
I dont want to sound attention seeking but when I listen to this, I think about my dog that has recently passed away about a month and a half ago. I cry about it everyday and my mom thinks it's a excuse to not do something. My parents don't really like me that much and I just don't feel loved. Im so fucking lonely. I just wish my mom or dad would just sit at the foot of my bed and just talk to me, and ask me how I am. But that will probably never happen. I have online friends but they don't get on that much, so I don't have anyone to play with. I'm failing school and it's stressing me out to the point I just want to give up. I just wish I could talk to someone everyday but there is no one. Everyday feel the same and there just no way to escape it. If you are reading this, thank you for listening to this even know you didn't have to. I love you guys and i hope you have a absolutely wonderful day.
i love you too even if we don't know each other but who cares, i hope you will get the love you deserve and a bestie so u can tell them everything u want to tell them
I get it now, it wasn’t meant to be. It’s like how in the movies, at first they were made for each other, they lived for one another, then it wasn’t anymore. They grew apart and become a bore to each other. That’s what happen, it’s a bit difficult to accept it still but I never once lied when I told you I loved you.
Dear future self, This song used to be one of our favorites, is it still? Did you truly like the serene emptiness that it brought us? Have things gotten better for us? Did we find someone who'd care? I hope we didn't try to leave again. We still have to keep going for ourselves right? We can't fall when we've made it so far. I always end up coming back to this song, so I have faith you'll see this again sooner or later. Did we do everything we wanted to? Did we end up going to college? Remind yourself of everything, I'll live on in you after all. I have so many questions and not enough words. Live on darling. Final Update: Last update b/c I don't want to leave you guys hanging. I'll probably delete this comment within a few weeks, or maybe I'll leave it up, I don't know yet. I thought things were getting better, maybe they were for a bit, but now I've realized my current position in the world is not one where I can safely get help for what's wrong with me. I'll still probably live my life though, I just don't think anything's really that worth it for me to try to feel better. I hope this does not come as something discouraging to others going through the same thing, things will get better again, they always do. I'm probably just being super cynical because this happens over and over again. I'd like to finally leave this thread with a message that isn't necessarily positive, but realistic instead. Life's going to move up and down, but we can all just try to push it up with the resources we've been given. That's what makes our lives so fulfilling, and motivates me to push forward instead of leaving it behind. We don't know if we will get a chance to live again like this. I hope you all find a purpose.
i love you sincerely and ive never met you but this small letter has hit me in the hardest spots possible i hope you're doing absolutely amazing and that everythings working out
This song make me look back at time and see how much fun I had as a kid and seeing my old friends only if I knew that would be the last time I seen them
your feelings are totally valid, it's not okay and you don't deserve to feel like your less than anyone , scream and cry as much as you need , you come first, I've got no idea how your feeling but you should definitely speak to someone about your concerns, I love you and I know things will get better.
@@v4Ientine that made my day. YOU made my day. Someone just saying something is more than enough. Love doesn’t hurt it’s an amazing feeling. It’s just the person who used it in a wrong way. Once again you amazing I love you.
It's almost your birthday its only 2 days away! Happy birthday just know that I'm so proud of you covid 19 has taken a toll on a lot of peoples mental health including me. Just know that you are so strong so go and have a day to yourself you deserve it!
i put this on soundcloud btw
- soundcloud.com/user-216166417/ykwim-yot-club-slowedreverbed
hey ramona 😉😉😉😉😉😉
hello
YEAHHHH
@@reb3ccq HELLOOOOOOO
@@reb3ccq Hi
“ it's not like you've ever
tried to stay” , I felt it and it really hurt.
Felt
Yeah I’m moving and I can’t help to think this is how all my friends are feeling :(((
I’m in different class too my friends next year so they ditched me.. so this hit hard
@@soap3612 I see my sister's friends as friends, but I don't think they see me as a friend... I don't know. I'm going to be evicted, and I don't want to leave them, for personal reasons.
Just like how my friend since kinder left :') I'm actually crying.....
i listen to tthis a lot and im so happy someone's found it and not just me ;-;
Me too and I like it! 👍😎
this song makes me cry my eyes out
it's pretty popular on tik tok rn
@@Diana-gt1rv and
@@emmanoyela8582 ?
this song is the definition of summer depression ;-;
FR
it's not even summer yet but this is what ik it's gonna feel like
fr
@@nnennaokeke5150 same I am dreading it
pain
This is just perfect representation of feeling empty. Not sad, not happy, just.. nothing.
That’s how I feel
Lyrics
Thanks , Mi amor 🏹🤍
ty
i cried while reading this
@@skittles4891 oh no, don’t cry ),:
thats random but you look really gorgeous
This song is like a drug
Yep
Yup
a hard drug
Fr you get addicted to this song
im addicted
Seeing Venti's old friend makes this song hit different...
Yes...
this just hurts....
ikr it’s so sad 🥲
Y'all might be mad at me for asking this but who's that
@@ngarcia58 a character from the game genshin impact
the character in the vid is the unamed bard which is his dead friend
for the first time.
im spending my summer doing nothing. i was always an outdoor kid and always went to go hang with my friends the first chance i could get. but after the years i slowly realized that they didn't even like me that much. so all of those years went down the drain and now im alone. doing nothing this summer.
Does anyone listen to this song and just feel alone?
Yes
@@genesis0987 I know this feeling but it is a bit confusing
I resonate with this song so much it hurts
Yeah
@@genesis0987 this is what i feel listening to this
i like being alone but sometimes i just wish there could be someone that cares for me
I know right...
this.
someone who also likes being alone but is there for u when u need them is ur soulmate
I will be the one who cares for everyone besides me! You can always count on me if your sad!
There is someone who cares for you, your family 😐
everyone else: feeling sad while listening to this and shit
me: humming while looking for a screw that i lost while trying to build an ikea cupboard at 10pm
IM DEAD i cant with how random this is lmfao
relatable
hope you find that screw m8
Did you find it
@@dinomite1488 no.
This song makes me feel something I can't explain. But to sum it up. Nostalgia
Agreed
anemoia
Yes!!
the fact that I can't cry to this song, it's just numbness that I feel
Agreed
yea same
Pense que era el unico
Exactly.
Fr…
RAMONA + GENSHIN + ONE OF MY FAV SONGS? = amazing night
Ay a man of culture Genshin is the best game prove me wrong 😌✌️
ramona is the best i swear
@@eulahearts2839 ikr
THIS
@@asymerics you wrong but okay
THIS SONG JUST MAKES ME UGH
hey bestie
is that an fnf reference?!?!?!?!?! Imposter 😠 from ❓ Among Us 😲
@@Bruv272 is tht a amongus reference 😳 you cant kill me "bo2"
damn kelis, same. like fr it just makes u feel +=-+-=+++~o~o~o~o~o~.
its not a joyful feeling. But I love it. I had a friend that was uh lets say depressed, she always asked me for help, as the piece of shit I am, I told her how corny and weird she was when she was saying that she was depressed. Weeks pass and no response, I start to think what happened to her then learn that she went completely silent on everything. She kind of just vanished. Thinking about it just feels like this song. The ruthless guy I was I just hated myself and I still do. This song makes me able to express that.
"Don't cry because it ends...Smile because it happened"
Holy words :(
Bro you give me the images with that again
Why?
looks like you're smiling too
@@Icanseeyourightnow575 I was forgot the image now I see it again
at this point, im not living for myself, i live for the people that claim to love me. (edit: HOLY SHIT I DIDNT KNOW THIS COMMENT BLEW UP! and yes everyone im doing good i've had a better mindset)
Yeah, but i sometimes think about end, when there just gonna be black so why we need to try and stand for ur name.
Oof I feel this on a spiritual level
Ohh that hurt because it's true 😙
Same :/
True
this song is so calming yet so painful to listen to.
This song makes me feel like im dancing with my loneliness if she was a person. She's trying to show me the bright side of solitute, and that no matter how much sadness she inflicts on me, there is a bright side to her presence. When in reality, the only upside to solitute is gaining the luxury of being purely unbothered for hours upon end, not having to worry about the demands of socializing, but they don't mean anything compared to the hours of torture she puts me through on a daily basis.
hey, i hope you’re feeling better now
I hope you feel better now
That is beautiful. You should write poetry. You have a cool way of thinking
this comment is art. thank you
@@trigger.princess thank you hon
This was one of the songs my brother sent to me before he died and ever since then .. it’s been a year and I can’t listen to this song without breaking down . I feel alone
I got you, even if it has been 11 months since you published this comment i know what a lose is...
I hope you remember that he's in a better place now.
It’s been a year since you posted this comment but I’m also here for you, hopefully your here with us too
So sad for your loss
❤❤❤
Been 2 years brotha, I got your back, always…..
this song makes me wanna express all my pain and sadness but yet here i am crying and dying on the inside i hate acting happy
i feel like ending it all but something holding me back and im actually grateful for it bc i don't wanna let my family experience pain and sadness
@@kanjihan8279 Sometimes same. But I know if you end it, We will go to a worse place, As long as your breathing you have a purpose.
@@Dayayam aye bro thanks im trying a lot hope you have a nice day for your whole life
Yep
@stupid dinosaur I do have hobbies but still
this song is just like sitting in a shower while feeling numb and not being sure if you’ll ever truly feel happy again or if you’ll ever be able to express the sadness you’ve have stored into you for so long and I love it
This hurts mostly when Your friends haven’t replied to you in a month. Update: soo I totally forgot about this comment since I had wrote this on the day I was visiting my aunts house!.Btw me and my friend are better now :) she actually broke her phone. And also the other reasons she wasn’t talking to me is because before she broke her phone me and her got in a fight cause she said something that made me uncomfortable and she of course didn’t understand why so she got really pissed off at me. Another update: she got mad at me for not telling my other friend something she wanted me to tell her!!! I’m crying hella bad rn.
Your friends don’t deserve you, don’t give them the attention that they don’t give to you, find new friends, friends that are worthy of calling a friend, and not some kids who don’t see what an amazing person you are
fr :/
@@obamamobile9525 stfu
@@odessawales ????
Omg your pfp hits different tho- ;-·
I always liked being alone without being laughed or judged by people or punched by bullies but sometimes I just wish that someone would actually care about me and be a real friend.
You’re not alone bro, I care about you and I hope that you’re doing better now. God bless you bro
being alone and feeling alone are two different things.
being alone is where theres nobody there to judge you for being yourself.
but feeling alone
is where you realize its only you right now and no matter how loud you scream
nobody will come and save you from your thoughts of loneliness.
tears are blurring my vision. why? because a few months ago, in 2020, i left the person i loved. i still dont know why. i thought she didnt need me. when i read comments of people venting about how people hurt them so horribly, i cant help but feel guilty. i feel so responsible for the pain. i cant even contact her, i live halfway across the world now. i dont have social media too. i just want to scream my apology to her. i shouldnt have left her. when i think of her, it hurts so much i cant move. now i know. why i left her. i needed validation that people NEED me. that their very existence is threatened when im not there. i miss her so much. my mouth and eyes are numb. please forgive me.
I really hope one day you meet her again to apologize, there's always hope, if you ever get social media and Remember something about her try contacting her. We're all here for you.
bro just listen to this song and imagine your in the 80's. crazy hair, the fashion, the music, the malls, etc. Trust me it will make you feel better.
for me it was because i finally realised how much they were manipulating me and i somehow managed to leave the relationship. doesnt mean im over them though, still missing them lots. hope you’re doing better now
@@dreamz1936 how does that even it with the song? and also how is that gonna help them?💀
This just happened to me. And it feels like they broke up with me. I feel so guilty. Me and you are basically Going through the same thing 😕😕😕
this song makes me feel cold
☝️☝️
That's strange it gives me the opposite feeling lol
@@theevauwu7853 same
it makes me feel warm with a little cool breeze 😌
makes me want to run in the streets at 1am while is somewhat cold but warm.. yk that feeling 👩🦯
Beautiful and melancholic.
HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS OBSESSING OVER THIS SONG??!!
Obsessed.
@@odessawales real life auto correct right here
Imagine, you are in a party and you are going to take a breath of air
you are heading to the balcony, and then you see a flash of light
in the light you can see your lover and her beautiful face
You start running towards the balcony, happy to see her, but when you get there
She is nowhere to be found, you collapse to the ground asking why
Until you feel the smallest touch on your cheek
You raise your head slowly and see her beautiful eyes
you are filled with emotions, but then she whispers in your ear
“I am always with you where ever you are”
You blink and she is not there.
She isn’t your lover anymore she is just a memory...
krl até me deixou sad
bro:(
Damn that hits hard
Trur
Bro...i done with this generation
I’m not depressed this song is just fire 🔥 💀
It is fire
fr fr
My friends all think I'm depressed and I am but I try to deny it lol
@@MarkZuckerberg324hang in there, this is hard. I’ve been experiencing it for kinda a bit long time. I love you. Talk to me. ❤
@@MarkZuckerberg324God family gym And money Will Help you to be happy
"she said that i cared too much"
yeah man, i feel you.
'worry to much' would be better but makes sense because it's technically the same thing. I used to get this from my ex's a lot.
This song feels like it controls me. Makes me reflect and slows down everything for me when the days keep flying by.
The worst feeling is not feeling lonely. The worst feeling is being surrounded by the people you love but still feeling lonely
fr
Felt tf outta this!!!!
yep but they dont even love me
@@Cowboy-lifeSame for me, mate, same for me...
@@SyncJR_2420 yeah after i commented this she broke up with me
I've been playing this on repeat lately because it makes me want to draw something similar to it, or how it would look in my mind. It's also been helping with stress too, so yeah, thank you.
My girl telling me she’s too busy but me knowing damn well anyone can make time for anything☺️
same thing happened to me but then we broke up 🥲
My bro, the b1tch is cheating on you that's why!
it’s almost 2 am,
i broke up with him.
my mental health was so bad, his sweet soul didn’t deserve it.
i’m sorry munchkin, i wanted to stay and i tried to stay.
i’m tired of battling my own demons.
i love you, a.y.
I hope your doing better. If your not then I hope that there will be a day where you are doing better. Every hill has a dip, but it will always some back up (sorry if this does not make sense)
- a random stranger from the internet
Felt this so hard.
i dont even have a boyfriend but this was very moving because I know what you mean by this with someone i love
You come first, everything is going to be okay and it’s okay to not be okay right now, but you’ll realize that you needed this and if he is really the one, he would wait for you to be better, and whenever you are happy and satisfied with yourself, you can go be free and if he’s not there when your at your best then he never deserved you
Imagine being in a field filled with puppies, those are some of the good things in life. Keep trying even if its hard.
im seeing lots of people venting in this comment section and i just want to say i hope things get better and if you may not feel special you are to me. And its okay to feel sad we all do sometimes but just dont let it take over your life. There are people out there that care for you and have a beautiful day everyone!
your to kind
Thank u ❤
cheriqoii... i AM the sadness
this song relates to me, I feel like I care about people but people don't care about me.
What’s ur snap bro
@@tylerbrown2541 bruv, it may seem unfortunate but I dont think they'll give it to ya
It's the opposite for me
@@tylerbrown2541 why
the song gives me good memorys but a sad feeling and a feeling of relif it also hits different when you know a friend is dating a girl that you like and a friend starts hating you
this feels like right after you put your phone down, on the grass on top a hill, staring down at your hometown. Just putting your phone down after getting that one specific text you never thought you would get.
this captures the exact emotions that i am feeling rn, and this is hitting hard af
you’re my main music source at this point. keeping doing what you’re doing 💕
I come back every year just to listen to this song to close my eyes and my whole body gets the chills and puts me in a peaceful state reflecting on the past. Time goes to dam fast……😢
imagine.
imagine listening to this in your room at 1am.
you've got your headphones on.
your lying down on your bed facing the ceiling.
your room has soft, dim dark blue toned lights.
you notice your window out of the corner of your eye.
its gently raining.
theres a soft breeze coming through the room from the window.
you can hear the trees swaying ever so slightly.
imagine.
Peaceful
@@faiyaz_elahi unsettling peace
I can make that happen. Just gotta wait for the next rainy day Lol
@@Blackjeans6002 a welcoming unsettling peace
Staring at the ceiling while crying
thanks for making this. i made my dad listen to this because he loves listening and exploring into my world of music taste. so i played this specific video for him in the car as we chatted. and he said he loved it and he’d always talk about it. he said how it always helps with his depression, and we grew closer as family as i don’t interact with my father so often. every-time we’d talk, he’d put this song on and we’d laugh as in memory of the first time i played this for him. i’m so glad this video exists. i wish you years of luck.
The vibe of this song terrifies me. Perfect song to play before you take your own life
You good bro?. I hope you've been doing well and may GODBLESS you and your family🙏❤️💯✨
@@mr.plutojustine9393 love u bro. U too
@@delinquent3574 ily to
i hope what you said was a joke... please..
oh shit u right
0:28 like oh gAwD 🤌✨✨
Something about this song makes me feel peace.
Like what? knowing you ripped his heart out??
I’m not even depressed and this makes me feel what that is like.
imagine you're driving late at night. it's raining. youre driving an older car and this song start's playing. and this song goes on and all of a sudden memories hit left and right and you just don't know what to do. you step on the pedal and accelerate. you did what you thought was best and you loved the person. then tears start falling down ur cheeks and you remember the way they loved you like no one ever could. the way you tried to be the best for them and failed miserably. now you feel alone even in a group of people. they were your sactuary. and now theyre gone. and theres nothing you can do. and you continue on driving with tears in your eyes. hearing the rain hit the metal of the car. lost in ur memories.
This song makes me feel a strange, unexplainable feeling. It makes me feel a strange peace within, like I could just sit around and do nothing but be one with the universe, and everything within its existence; yet it also makes me feel a weird conflict inside, an inner disturbance, one that makes me think about everything, one that confuses me. It's like this song relaxes me, but it also makes me really think about life and the future. How I won't be a kid forever, or how soon enough, I'll have to find a job and house of my own. It's a very conflicting phenomenon. When I hear this, I imagine slow dancing, with a future partner, looking into each other's eyes, laughing, holding each other closer. This song... is so beautifully complicated. It truly is a beautiful work of art.
Just needed to type what was on my mind.
I hope someone could relate to this.
Teardrops are running through my face idk how to explain it its a feeling of letting everything off of your shoulders and look back into your life and just view an infinite loop of memories circulating through your mind its as if you’re heart is wishing something but it almost seems impossible to accomplish its an underwhelming feeling of happiness, sadness, anger that you can’t quite express
i like listening to songs like this especially when im about to go to sleep. it feels comforting and empty but also painful at the same time, but i like it.
Love the song and also good choice of image, Venti!!!!
Venti's friend, but yess
im currently crying over ventis backstory help
Bestie me too ;-;
You are not alone 💚
Me too best frans-
Over a fkn comic book character?!? Get some professional help there bud!
I'm early I'm such a baka omg 😣😣❓❓💫💫
yea🥺🥺🥺
@@floydotadoy9776 I think it was a joke-
@@floydotadoy9776 the joke rlly flew over your head
@@floydotadoy9776 joke really in one ear and out the other
I find it funny that there was one person who didn’t take the joke and then 3 people proceeded to correct her 😂😂
I get such a warm feeling when listening to this like my mind set while listening to it :
On a warm summer night on top of a beautiful high building with only one friend not wanted to jump just to sit there.
This song makes me think and remember all the important events in my life (the death of my 3 friends, my girlfriend's death and my grandfather's death) but actually I'm happy because being strong is to go on and keep progressing in life and not to be stuck in a moment, try to be happy even if you are not. Attitude above all is the cure for anything. Keep up the good work brother! :)
jesus thats a lot of deaths! if you dont mind me asking, how did that happen?
This song is a whole vibe within itself 😌
This song is such a mood, it gives a beautiful yet horrible feeling:)
this is a great representation of how my playlists understand me more then people in my everyday life.
You don't realize how precious a moment is until it becomes a memory
That's why you put the controller down & the stupid comic books aside and live life to the fullest.
i cant let go of him.
Same
i cant let go of her, best way to cope is time.
Same...
same. i feel empty when he’s not there and i hardly know him.
i feel like i’ve upset him over something so small and i’m debating wether to say sorry right now or not, help.
lyrics~
Hey
It's not like you've ever tried to stay
Sometimes it seems like I'm in your way
Well, that's how it seems
Hey
You know what I mean?
Seems like I care too much
When I'm all alone, oh no
I feel like I care too much
When no one's at home for me
Feel like I'm falling out
Well, that's how it seems
I think that I'm falling out
You know what I mean?
Seems like I care too much
When I'm all alone, oh no
She said that I care too much
When no one's at home for me
im a simple person, i see venti i click.
he isnt venti, its just ventis friend :3
@@durandalswife8803 grande?
@@durandalswife8803 dead friend 🤩
@@lila6940 yeah, dead☹️👎
@@durandalswife8803 dead💔🏃
To anyone hurting themselves trying to find the answers, stop. Love yourself first. No one can pour from an empty cup. Stay blessed, never stressed and remember who you are and why you deserve all the love that you have been trying to fill with voided coupons.
Im a simple girl
I see Ramona makes something I click 😌
Ya when I see ramen noodles I also click
she never disappoints us🥰
literally jus saw the notification and sprinted
same even tho its 12 am
this song describes the feeling where you know you can't get your crush, but you can't get over them either, so you're stuck in a loop hole :(
I’ve given up on having crushes. I’ve been hurt too many times by every single one, so I told myself “Why keep taking the drugs that hurts and kills you in the end?”
@@ACE_OF_SPADES-zj1iq I'm sorry to hear this man, I truly am, as I am the same, but I live by the phrase "what kills you makes you even more alive"
exactly
0:55 feels like falling down from the sky. Just my POV. I love this song the moment i heard it the first time ❤
this is a true masterpiece
crying my eyes out but can’t stop listening to this lol
man, this song is everything to me 🥺❤
I felt nostalgic for those moments I have never experienced
When you are in pain you know what that song means
when you realize your perfect sister is the main character of your life and your not even a side character your just in the background
Ouch...
Ow
One that doesnt be noticed....
What is this emotion?
Worthlessness?
Empty?
Emotionless?
Pain?
One I cant describe it's too long..
@@Lianna_Is_Me forgotten
@@Dehydratedlittleratz agreed but more like everyone else thinks there the main character when there all side characters, like that person you saw during a flight, subway, or busy traffic that you'll probaly never see again, its weird
Pls I’m so sad about ventis backstory I wanna give this man a hug. 😩
Welcome back, we know this isn't your first time here :)
:'v
*he was the boy who sought freedom.*
miss u eren
AOT reference?
Type of song I listen to when im tired of not being good enough tbh
I dont want to sound attention seeking but when I listen to this, I think about my dog that has recently passed away about a month and a half ago. I cry about it everyday and my mom thinks it's a excuse to not do something. My parents don't really like me that much and I just don't feel loved. Im so fucking lonely. I just wish my mom or dad would just sit at the foot of my bed and just talk to me, and ask me how I am. But that will probably never happen. I have online friends but they don't get on that much, so I don't have anyone to play with. I'm failing school and it's stressing me out to the point I just want to give up. I just wish I could talk to someone everyday but there is no one. Everyday feel the same and there just no way to escape it. If you are reading this, thank you for listening to this even know you didn't have to. I love you guys and i hope you have a absolutely wonderful day.
i love you too even if we don't know each other but who cares, i hope you will get the love you deserve and a bestie so u can tell them everything u want to tell them
What happens happens so dont give up because that is what the world wants you to do (:
It’s been two years, I hope you’re doing better now.
"Seems like i care too much" I really felt that deeply..
other ppl : *is sad*
Me, out of context: *is humming the song at 5am trying to do the homework due the exact day*
LMFAOO ME RN-
@@trinity121_fire6 *That’s why its relatable-*
I get it now, it wasn’t meant to be. It’s like how in the movies, at first they were made for each other, they lived for one another, then it wasn’t anymore. They grew apart and become a bore to each other. That’s what happen, it’s a bit difficult to accept it still but I never once lied when I told you I loved you.
Dear future self,
This song used to be one of our favorites, is it still? Did you truly like the serene emptiness that it brought us? Have things gotten better for us? Did we find someone who'd care? I hope we didn't try to leave again. We still have to keep going for ourselves right? We can't fall when we've made it so far. I always end up coming back to this song, so I have faith you'll see this again sooner or later. Did we do everything we wanted to? Did we end up going to college? Remind yourself of everything, I'll live on in you after all. I have so many questions and not enough words. Live on darling.
Final Update:
Last update b/c I don't want to leave you guys hanging. I'll probably delete this comment within a few weeks, or maybe I'll leave it up, I don't know yet.
I thought things were getting better, maybe they were for a bit, but now I've realized my current position in the world is not one where I can safely get help for what's wrong with me. I'll still probably live my life though, I just don't think anything's really that worth it for me to try to feel better. I hope this does not come as something discouraging to others going through the same thing, things will get better again, they always do. I'm probably just being super cynical because this happens over and over again.
I'd like to finally leave this thread with a message that isn't necessarily positive, but realistic instead. Life's going to move up and down, but we can all just try to push it up with the resources we've been given. That's what makes our lives so fulfilling, and motivates me to push forward instead of leaving it behind. We don't know if we will get a chance to live again like this. I hope you all find a purpose.
hey here to check on you
@@notevenwalmartkhalifa I could be doing better, but I suppose I'm thinking about these things less. Thank you for checking :)
@@coltor728 im glad youre doing better. stay hydrated :D
i love you sincerely and ive never met you but this small letter has hit me in the hardest spots possible i hope you're doing absolutely amazing and that everythings working out
u good?
this song just makes me feel so empty and alone on the inside.
" death is cold batman"
Mr freeze.
strangely, when I listen to this I get the same feeling I get when I'm hugging/cuddling with my s/o. it's a comforting song for me
update we broke up lol
@@silventprincess IM SO SORRY BUT I STARTED HYSTERICALLY LAUGHING ONCE I SAW UR REPLY😭
Damn listening on christmas alone kinda hit different.
Sounds like heaven, hurts like hell
This song touches my heart and gives me butterflies
It gives me toxic butterflies. Butterflies that kill me. Toxic butterflies that grant my wish of.. death.
I love all the attention i get at games. You’re always the main character. but when you’re the quiet girl in class. you feel like no one notices you
this song is like a drug, its addicting and you cant get enough of it but it ends slowly
This song is so beautiful and relaxing to me. One of my favorites for sure.
The Beat just hits different.
This song make me look back at time and see how much fun I had as a kid and seeing my old friends only if I knew that would be the last time I seen them
Had to revisit this song always a great listen but can’t help but say it doesn’t help my depression either but we keep moving and better ourselves
Another summer without any friends or a lover
your feelings are totally valid, it's not okay and you don't deserve to feel like your less than anyone , scream and cry as much as you need , you come first, I've got no idea how your feeling but you should definitely speak to someone about your concerns, I love you and I know things will get better.
@@v4Ientine that made my day. YOU made my day. Someone just saying something is more than enough. Love doesn’t hurt it’s an amazing feeling. It’s just the person who used it in a wrong way. Once again you amazing I love you.
I'm late but i wanted to say that i love you everything gonna be okay stay safe
If you want you can give me your ig and i'm gonna send you a text in 2 days for your birthday
It's almost your birthday its only 2 days away! Happy birthday just know that I'm so proud of you covid 19 has taken a toll on a lot of peoples mental health including me. Just know that you are so strong so go and have a day to yourself you deserve it!