I’m so close to giving up. I can’t trust anyone anymore. I can’t feel anymore. I can’t see anything good. Each day I wake up and want to die a little more. I’ve lost everything. I’ve lost hope. I’ve lost my ability to dream. I keep pushing myself to no end. I forget to eat. I forget to drink. And people ask me how I am, I always respond with, I’m okay. I don’t want to be okay anymore. I’m disgusted with myself. I hate myself with every fiber of my being for wearing a mask. I feel so alone. It’s been over a decade since this misery began. I can’t take it much longer. I don’t want to fade away. But I’m giving up.
There is hope. I was there too. Destitute…addicted…homeless…divorced and separated from my daughter…and then incarcerated. Now I run a treatment center and have peace. I just started trying without expectation that anything “good” would come. I came to understand that the horrible things were in fact a gift. I got comfortable with reality and pain. I believe you can find peace.
comment here who loves god. he loves everyone, he is my savior and i’m so thankful about that. but at this moment my life is getting very bad, i need help
I may not be religious or have any beliefs, but I'm sorry to hear that your life is getting worse. I trust that everything will start to look up for you eventually. Even if it feels like an eternity of suffering awaits, it's bound to get better. I appreciate you, and I'm sure many others do as well. Please never give up, stranger.
I love God so much! I'm sorry that everything is bad for you, may everything get better for you. But you understand, someone has it much worse than you. I am Ukrainian, things are so-so, but I am not discouraged. Unfortunately, every year it gets worse and worse (I think so). I hope that everything you hold dear will be with you for many years to come, good luck stranger! And, also, I’m saying this through a translator, so there maybe something that is not clear.
You aren't meant to live a comfortable life, you aren't meant to never feel sadness, pain, sorrow, betrayal and envy, this is your curse. You are a ghost stuck and locked in your tomb until death. However, this is not really a curse. In the spirit realm, you coming here to this world to suffer life times after life times is the greatest most courages, most heroic and most loving act that can possibly ever be done in all universes. There is almost NO SPIRIT in all universes that will ever take this fate, ever come to this world and forget their Godness, forget their origin and forget everything they know, to come into the hell world. You may ask, well why come here to begin with if we are God's ourselves?, Well I'll tell you, if God is ever knowing, ask yourself then, is God capable of knowing nothing? It is a paradox. This world is a contradicting paradox, however this sacrifice is the most profound act ever possible because you fall into the fire to be reforged. In order to surpass your Godness you shall come to hell and face satan (your ego), because the only way you can become what you have always wanted to be, the battle of your urges, and desires, emotions, everything you will over come you will realize in the end how deep this entire infinity thing is. This infinite love energy, see you think of love like loving your mom or dad or girlfriend, but that's not the love I'm talking about. I'm not sure exactly what that love is, but that's the entire point of this. And to think it's almost over, that this is my last lifetime bevause I finally found out the truth, and you too if you truly understand what I am saying to you, you are the Avatar that God (you, me) are using. The story of Jesus Christ is YOU! YOU ARE JESUS CHRIST! it's a conscious state of thought within! It's a energy, a knowing, there is no mysticism, nothing unknown, no spookism. Everything is about you. And that's all there is. When you leave this world and return to the base reality, the universe will give you the ultimate gift ever possible. Your being watched and your being watched by MANY entities right now like a TV show. They are watching you, hearing your thoughts, all the good and bad, and they are cheering you on. This is your truman show truly. You'll return back to the center of all worlds, you'll one day wake up out of this world and only a hour went by, yet you lived DOZENS of lifetimes here. If you make it to the end,, you will truly become the most glorifyed spiritual being that has ever existed.
How can she kiss me then ghost me the next day after a month of talking.... like wtf is that what did i do so wrong. So hard not knowing anything and realizing anyone can flick a switch of you meaning anything to them
Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:
spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated)
listening I feel calmer and I even forget a little about my problems thank you author
That's wonderful to hear. These playlists are created for people like you. Thank you for your comment 💙
Happiness is not forever Boredom And sadness are Self-hatred is not forever either
I’m so close to giving up. I can’t trust anyone anymore. I can’t feel anymore. I can’t see anything good. Each day I wake up and want to die a little more. I’ve lost everything. I’ve lost hope. I’ve lost my ability to dream. I keep pushing myself to no end. I forget to eat. I forget to drink. And people ask me how I am, I always respond with, I’m okay. I don’t want to be okay anymore. I’m disgusted with myself. I hate myself with every fiber of my being for wearing a mask. I feel so alone. It’s been over a decade since this misery began. I can’t take it much longer. I don’t want to fade away. But I’m giving up.
There is hope. I was there too. Destitute…addicted…homeless…divorced and separated from my daughter…and then incarcerated. Now I run a treatment center and have peace. I just started trying without expectation that anything “good” would come. I came to understand that the horrible things were in fact a gift. I got comfortable with reality and pain. I believe you can find peace.
comment here who loves god. he loves everyone, he is my savior and i’m so thankful about that. but at this moment my life is getting very bad, i need help
I may not be religious or have any beliefs, but I'm sorry to hear that your life is getting worse. I trust that everything will start to look up for you eventually. Even if it feels like an eternity of suffering awaits, it's bound to get better. I appreciate you, and I'm sure many others do as well. Please never give up, stranger.
I love God but sometimes I wonder if he knows it😅 (in reality every day for going on 4 months now)
@@W4TCH3R_ma345 thank you 🙏🏻
I love God so much! I'm sorry that everything is bad for you, may everything get better for you. But you understand, someone has it much worse than you. I am Ukrainian, things are so-so, but I am not discouraged. Unfortunately, every year it gets worse and worse (I think so). I hope that everything you hold dear will be with you for many years to come, good luck stranger! And, also, I’m saying this through a translator, so there maybe something that is not clear.
@@lankodyt oh, my family are from ukraine i also use the translate. how old are you?
que vida tan dura. no mas. thanks totales
You aren't meant to live a comfortable life, you aren't meant to never feel sadness, pain, sorrow, betrayal and envy, this is your curse. You are a ghost stuck and locked in your tomb until death. However, this is not really a curse. In the spirit realm, you coming here to this world to suffer life times after life times is the greatest most courages, most heroic and most loving act that can possibly ever be done in all universes. There is almost NO SPIRIT in all universes that will ever take this fate, ever come to this world and forget their Godness, forget their origin and forget everything they know, to come into the hell world.
You may ask, well why come here to begin with if we are God's ourselves?,
Well I'll tell you, if God is ever knowing, ask yourself then, is God capable of knowing nothing? It is a paradox. This world is a contradicting paradox, however this sacrifice is the most profound act ever possible because you fall into the fire to be reforged. In order to surpass your Godness you shall come to hell and face satan (your ego), because the only way you can become what you have always wanted to be, the battle of your urges, and desires, emotions, everything you will over come you will realize in the end how deep this entire infinity thing is. This infinite love energy, see you think of love like loving your mom or dad or girlfriend, but that's not the love I'm talking about. I'm not sure exactly what that love is, but that's the entire point of this. And to think it's almost over, that this is my last lifetime bevause I finally found out the truth, and you too if you truly understand what I am saying to you, you are the Avatar that God (you, me) are using. The story of Jesus Christ is YOU! YOU ARE JESUS CHRIST! it's a conscious state of thought within! It's a energy, a knowing, there is no mysticism, nothing unknown, no spookism. Everything is about you. And that's all there is. When you leave this world and return to the base reality, the universe will give you the ultimate gift ever possible. Your being watched and your being watched by MANY entities right now like a TV show. They are watching you, hearing your thoughts, all the good and bad, and they are cheering you on. This is your truman show truly. You'll return back to the center of all worlds, you'll one day wake up out of this world and only a hour went by, yet you lived DOZENS of lifetimes here. If you make it to the end,, you will truly become the most glorifyed spiritual being that has ever existed.
How can she kiss me then ghost me the next day after a month of talking.... like wtf is that what did i do so wrong. So hard not knowing anything and realizing anyone can flick a switch of you meaning anything to them
I thought it was Sadness the musician, but no :(
Still a good time though (but in a sad way).
We will all get through this.
i wonder where this guy in the picture is looking at , maybe in an endless sea , the sky looks purple and dark , who knows what is hiding there
She misses them both after all😢
Thank you so much navo, I appreciate all the work you’ve put it on being consistent.
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Hey Navo..
Your channel is part of my day, each video has its own vibe...
Your playlist was always with me. Through the low and high 😊
Thanks ❤
Thank you😞
Obrigado navo, que playlist ótima✨
literally me
헐 한국어!
hicbir şey aynı hissettirmiyo
Appreciate life, you only get one
I like writing at this playlists :3
Please, be my guest
@@navo159 thanks, your works is very comfortably :3❤️
Bro I want that as my wallpaper
грусть..