This lyrical monster is amazing. Verse three especially, as it gives me shivers into tears I get feeling the emotions you brought to this song. Thank you.
Yeah..im a monster...and so indifferent. Now i live in a world of regret knowing i cant change what ive done....and worse...id do it all over again..and again...and...again.
The song is from a narcissistic pov where they see their mistakes but still thinks of themselves as the good guy, so to answer your question yes but Idk about if Xana actually feels this way about herself or she just wrote it to fit the album
@Dark_cottagez-qb4li she talked about it a little during her Boston show. She was in a self-loathing moment reflecting on her mistakes and bad decisions, and felt like a monster although the eventually came to realize she is just an imperfect human trying her best. She didn't say this part, but I'm guessing this was written after the fallout from her Homewrecking Era muse
That just hit... really hard.
This song gets regularly stuck in my head, took me a long time to find out what is called. It's wonderful, looking forward to even more music
We are always the villain in someone’s story.
This lyrical monster is amazing. Verse three especially, as it gives me shivers into tears I get feeling the emotions you brought to this song. Thank you.
so intense - now the healing starts
Just another one that hits deep af
Beautiful.
Just got our tour tickets! Can't wait to hear this amazing album live!!!
I cannot wait to see her either!! June in bean town baby
I feel *seen* by this song.
🥹 ... Best compliment a Song could get
I have to comment again because by the end of the song I was shook.... this is meeeeee omg. I love this
Yeah..im a monster...and so indifferent. Now i live in a world of regret knowing i cant change what ive done....and worse...id do it all over again..and again...and...again.
omg, I just noticed the "You should do better" randomly popping up on screen at the end of the song.
And this one
I don’t want to comment on every new song BUT how can I not ❤❤
I don't understand, the traitor is actually Xana?
The song is from a narcissistic pov where they see their mistakes but still thinks of themselves as the good guy, so to answer your question yes but Idk about if Xana actually feels this way about herself or she just wrote it to fit the album
@Dark_cottagez-qb4li she talked about it a little during her Boston show. She was in a self-loathing moment reflecting on her mistakes and bad decisions, and felt like a monster although the eventually came to realize she is just an imperfect human trying her best. She didn't say this part, but I'm guessing this was written after the fallout from her Homewrecking Era muse
@@Startingpointtraining maybe, ive never been to any of her shows so- BUT THANK YOU SM THO!!
Jesus. Ouch 😂