Hi this is my first time on your channel and I love it this song a great best friend sent it to me and I downloaded it and it just just hit differently like I don’t know how to explain it but when I listen to the song it makes me think about my life and how when I was homeless with nothing and could not see a way out how I wanted to end it all and how I hated my self and all I wanted is some love What a great video I loved it and what a fantastic track as well
Being this position myself many times we take the blame even if we are not at fault. The feeling of failure. If we only were strong faster or better things would be better. We blame ourselves for everything bad because we believe we just weren't good enough. It's a never ending cycle
The feeling you're looking for I think is that it's very "up lifting" like it takes you off tour feet somehow "spiritually"? Citizen Soldier is the first band I've ever discovered to "touch my soul" I guess you could say. I've always loved music, but CS...for the first time in my life it feels like the music is written about me and my life. Everything that I HAVE and STILL going through.
Similar situation with me, not revolved around me. Last year or 2 years ago, I don’t remember entirely, my best friend’s cousin got struck by COVID and perished right there. And his cousin had a life ahead of her, she died too young, and it’s very tragic. For someone like me, I can only feel this way about someone if I either I am close, or very close (as I am with my best friend), to them or there are people who have connections with the person that I am close to (e.g. my best friend’s cousin, in this case). My best friend had a very hard time dealing with it, and I’m glad he came to me to talk about it, although I couldn’t do anything about it. I did my best to understand his feelings, and be personally honest (which he didn’t mind). And I believe this moment still lingers in both of our minds, but in the back in out minds, and we have just moved on from that
Knowing we're loved, and feeling that we are, are very separate thing from time to time. I have mental issues, as do many other people, and that can make me feel alone, and unloved even in a crowded home. Along with that, I often feel like I'm in the way, a burden to those around me. Every now and then, I wish I wasn't here. Not as in dead, but rather living else ware, setting my family free from a constraints that I cause them. Partially crippled I've grudgingly become dependent on them now and then. My head can be a proper problem at times, making me so giddy that standing is a major effort. Going to the can is not long a stand and deliver, it's sitting inly. I can't use the shower any more. Many other set backs have come to me since I was given brain damage 11 years ago. Do get me all twisted, most of the time I find something to laugh about, and tend to experience a joy that surpasses normal understand. It's just those set backs that have permanently applied brakes to my free will to just go out, to the shops, to go fishing, using my camera, visiting family and friends, or simply going for a stroll for a change of air. Yeah I moan a lot, and I shouldn't. Having survived that attempt on my life 11 years ago, I should be only grateful, but I'm human and will find stuff to gripe about. I'd love to see more of my brand kids, but that just isn't happening these days. Never mind, such is life, (or the lack there of). I'll be cheerful and chuckling again in half an hour, you watch. I walked up mountains, bathed in volcanoes, baptised in the sea, preach up mountains, helped with lifting a table weighing nearly a tonne with the army, (Philippino), walked male after mile in steep rugged terrain, all just a few years ago in such humidity one struggles to breathe, in temperatures up to 41.C. Being active all my life previous to that event in 2011. But now ay 58 I'm unemployable. Don't go feeling sorry, it's not for me to take in. My Father has more than enough kindness for me than any human is capable of. In many ways, it's Him I trust. No more whinging, Time to go on looking ahead and not behind. Catch you later. TTFN.
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We’ve missed your reactions! Hope you and your family are doing well 😊
OH GOD, WOW... I LOVE YOUR REACTION, MORE CITIZEN SOLDIER, PLEASE !!
REACT TO: "Who I Am" - "Golden Weather" - "Words That Dont Exit", AND MORE !!
"I wish somebody loved me, as much as I hate myself." Basically how my love life is or lack there of.
Hi this is my first time on your channel and I love it this song a great best friend sent it to me and I downloaded it and it just just hit differently like I don’t know how to explain it but when I listen to the song it makes me think about my life and how when I was homeless with nothing and could not see a way out how I wanted to end it all and how I hated my self and all I wanted is some love
What a great video I loved it and what a fantastic track as well
I MISSED YOUR CITIZEN SOLDIER REACTIONS SO MUCH... I HOPE I CAN SEE MANY MORE SOON, THANK YOU!!
Being this position myself many times we take the blame even if we are not at fault. The feeling of failure. If we only were strong faster or better things would be better. We blame ourselves for everything bad because we believe we just weren't good enough. It's a never ending cycle
God loves you more than you can ever hate yourself. People ought to stop rejecting Him
The feeling you're looking for I think is that it's very "up lifting" like it takes you off tour feet somehow "spiritually"? Citizen Soldier is the first band I've ever discovered to "touch my soul" I guess you could say. I've always loved music, but CS...for the first time in my life it feels like the music is written about me and my life. Everything that I HAVE and STILL going through.
Haven't heard of them, but this is a good song. Very relatable. Thanks.
Nice to see another CS-reaction by you, after a long time ago! Thank you for giving this type of music the attention, which it deserves. 🙏🙌
Similar situation with me, not revolved around me. Last year or 2 years ago, I don’t remember entirely, my best friend’s cousin got struck by COVID and perished right there. And his cousin had a life ahead of her, she died too young, and it’s very tragic. For someone like me, I can only feel this way about someone if I either I am close, or very close (as I am with my best friend), to them or there are people who have connections with the person that I am close to (e.g. my best friend’s cousin, in this case). My best friend had a very hard time dealing with it, and I’m glad he came to me to talk about it, although I couldn’t do anything about it. I did my best to understand his feelings, and be personally honest (which he didn’t mind). And I believe this moment still lingers in both of our minds, but in the back in out minds, and we have just moved on from that
Knowing we're loved, and feeling that we are, are very separate thing from time to time. I have mental issues, as do many other people, and that can make me feel alone, and unloved even in a crowded home. Along with that, I often feel like I'm in the way, a burden to those around me. Every now and then, I wish I wasn't here. Not as in dead, but rather living else ware, setting my family free from a constraints that I cause them. Partially crippled I've grudgingly become dependent on them now and then. My head can be a proper problem at times, making me so giddy that standing is a major effort. Going to the can is not long a stand and deliver, it's sitting inly. I can't use the shower any more. Many other set backs have come to me since I was given brain damage 11 years ago. Do get me all twisted, most of the time I find something to laugh about, and tend to experience a joy that surpasses normal understand. It's just those set backs that have permanently applied brakes to my free will to just go out, to the shops, to go fishing, using my camera, visiting family and friends, or simply going for a stroll for a change of air.
Yeah I moan a lot, and I shouldn't. Having survived that attempt on my life 11 years ago, I should be only grateful, but I'm human and will find stuff to gripe about. I'd love to see more of my brand kids, but that just isn't happening these days.
Never mind, such is life, (or the lack there of).
I'll be cheerful and chuckling again in half an hour, you watch. I walked up mountains, bathed in volcanoes, baptised in the sea, preach up mountains, helped with lifting a table weighing nearly a tonne with the army, (Philippino), walked male after mile in steep rugged terrain, all just a few years ago in such humidity one struggles to breathe, in temperatures up to 41.C. Being active all my life previous to that event in 2011. But now ay 58 I'm unemployable.
Don't go feeling sorry, it's not for me to take in. My Father has more than enough kindness for me than any human is capable of. In many ways, it's Him I trust. No more whinging, Time to go on looking ahead and not behind. Catch you later. TTFN.