Mentally drained can’t stand on my feet I’m not okay, but I’ll lie and I’ll keep Pushing my self to get on with the day Pushing all of my loved ones away Cycle has started it all comes in waves At night I’m coldhearted - ashamed Hurting my self to distract from the pain Losing my self every second I face My self in the mirror it is him who has changed Remember October when you said this is it Your happy and wholesome but your mentality shifts I mean we both knew it was coming I expected this I just wanted to stop hurting so much maybe find some bliss A distraction from thoughts that caused me to misuse my own emotion Slowly becoming a man who’s better off 6 feet down and no longer in motion Maybe my perspective is harsh and I can find the answers to your motives I’m just so done with trying to try to heal something I should make a note of Cause I keep coming back to the same place Pass by your apartment catch a glimpse of my face Nothing really even matters anymore I’m a ghost destined to drown in this storm
Hard headed people like me tryna get by, I don’t even smoke weed still tryna get high, I don’t need help I just need to rewind, Clear all the thoughts in the back of my mind, Why do they say in my walk that I’m blind, Even if my eyes closed homie I can see fine,
Do you want me to forgive you? Do you want me to forget all the pain that you put me through. Do you want me to call you back? Return you texts, stop messing W your ex That ain't gonna happen so keep on dreaming Say that door, won't stop you from leaving. I need my space, U need to stop creeping. Remember my face, cz urs ain't appealing. Niggas act like they know me. Niggas on the low-key wanna try to get to know me. My doors closed at the moment. Thank my exes, they need to be rewarded. Don't blame me for not responding, You the reason my heart is burning. Gotta keep it a 100, but gotta keep it in You know you know you tripping, just keep it real. Where U at when I call you then? Say your with your boys, then who the hell is Jen? whats the deal? Is it you or is it me, just keep it real. Did you hurt me just so you could leave. Cause if you did, then I'ma leave you in peace. I send my love tho, trust believe. This ain't the last youll hear from me. I'll hunt you down, I'll search you up, Cause if a nigga hurts me, I'ma wish him bad. I opened up to blank black wall. Who did nothing when I was crying on the floor. You deserve all the pain on your way It's a reminder,to stop playing these games. How do you sleep knowing what you did? The pain, the cheating and the lies you split. You telling me to stay with you? Do I look like a fool? I'd be stupid t let you in, Inside my heart just to let you quit. I was raised better, and know better. That niggas ain't worth nothing, yh I am greater. Test me once, you gonna be regretting. Test me twice, you won't be forgetting. Test me three time. goodbye to your parents. This time, you gonna be wishing, you loved me. Please stop talking about all y'all issues. Maybe this time I'll remember Ur feeling. Don't make promises, U only playing. Next time you hurt me, make sure Ur praying. 💕🖤🖤
Зачем нам так грустить Не хочу тебя отпустить Хочу всю жизнь тебя любить, О грусти навсегда забыть. Хочу обнять тебя скорей, Ведь в мире нет тебя нежней. И больше нет прекрасных слов, Чтоб выразить мою любовь. Моя любовь к тебе чиста, Я просто верю в чудеса. И каждый день, и каждый час Тебя люблю я, как сейчас. И в эту ночь я не усну, В твоих глазах я утону. ♥
Lost love Lost love I have lost love for good now How can you move on with all the pain you left me, trust me I’m not okay Baby I feel like I lost myself when you left me all alone empty, to cry Trust me it’s hard to move on when you love someone so much and you can’t let go -Can’t see, All this tears running down. I’m lost I don’t know where i am, where to go. I wish I can turn all of this around. And lied down on your arms of gold. All this time I’ve been looking like a clown Why did you do this to me Why did you unfold on me Why did you leave me Now I’m all alone Now I’m empty Now your gone and I can’t do nothing about it. Sometimes I think to myself I’ve lost love. I have lost love Lost love Thanks to you I have lost love Lost love Lost love I have lost love for good now Sometimes I wish you and I were always together and forever Sometimes I wish we had keep our promises like we said in the beginning “to the end” -Help me Now I can’t even go on sleeping with out alcohol on my hand -Back to How can you move on with all the pain you left me, trust me I’m not okay Baby I feel like I lost myself when you left me all alone empty, to cry Trust me it’s hard to move on when you love someone so much and you can’t let go -Crying There’s not a day I don’t think about you. I don’t think I can make it with out you. I did really really liked you. It’s sad I had to say bye to you.
Eres el mejor; todos los beats que escucho, Uno es mejor que otro, tengo tantas canciónes hechas con tus beats pero no sé cómo hacerle jaja creo q nunca podré ya que solo hay comentarios en ingles bro eres el mejor sigue adelante.
-I'm lookin back at every memory you ever left me -I'm lookin back at every message you ever sent me -I'm thinkin back when we got high and got caught by our mom -Never ever would I picture you bein gone -Now every time I see your number I wanna give you a call -It really hurts so much knowin you won't answer at all -I'm acting strong but deep down I know that I'm weak -I close my eyes see you in the sky flyin with your wings -Everydays a struggle learnin how to get through -Delusional I'm in your room I always see you -You'd break it up I roll it up takin blunts to the face -I'm writing this feel the tears runnin through my face
say I used you I prayed to loose you laid in bed to loose my view days by days I’m the one that suits you playing is the path you chose to Go down Gonna have a breakdown So many sounds Can’t seem to move around Can’t breathe I feel drowned You got me wishing every night you’d come back Never knew I’d be missing you my hearts getting attacked Turn to the things we fixing got to unpack Use all your money wasting Ill pay you back Let loose now you hating I’ll just stay back Tied a noose crying just please don’t do that
Hôm nay trời lại đổ cơn mưa , làm cho em lại nhớ về những kỷ niệm cũ ..về anh của ngày hôm đó. Một chàng trai mà em thương rất nhiều.... Em nhớ lại những kỷ niệm mjnh bên nhau , nó có biết bao điều tốt đẹp..nó khiến cho em không thể quên anh được , em còn nhớ cái ngày hai ta đã bỏ trốn.. Cái đêm ngày 28/1 đó là cái ngày làm cho em vui nhất....☺️em còn nhớ cái lúc anh ôm em vào lòng và anh đã nói Me:đã nắm tay rồiii thì đừng buông em nha ☺️... câu nói đó đã làm cho em rung động ☺️...và hai ta tiếp tục trò chuyện đến sáng.. và cái đêm hôm đó là một đêm vui nhất trong em ..
Hey Raspo, just wanted to say as a rapper who goes for the sad/feelings vibe to help people, your beats have been great, and I have loved them! Just wanted to say keep up the great work and definitely will be looking our for beats to write to! Thank you!
Lost love You told me you loved me and you went and played me, kinda hurt how you replaced me, never wanted to date me now it’s kinda crazy that I thought ur love wasn’t lazy... I was lost in love wile you where flying like a dove now I’m feeling dumb wile I’m rolling around feeling numb you played my heart like a drum now I’m running from ur love... X2 You left my heart finished and I’m a fool even I admit it making me think I did it when God even knows I wasn’t even in it, and I loved you from the start then you took off with my heart You told me you loved me and you went and played me, kinda hurt how you replaced me, never wanted to date me now it’s kinda crazy that I thought ur love wasn’t lazy... I was lost in love wile you where flying like a dove now I’m feeling dumb wile I’m rolling around feeling numb you played my heart like a drum now I’m running from ur love... You said you wouldn’t hurt me Now I’m six feet down and under the dirt now no one can save me
Я убегаю туда Где нету больше вранья Не хочу тебя знать я Ты прости но Я убегаю туда Где нету больше вранья Не хочу тебя знать я Ты прости но Я нашёл лучше чем ты Это жизнь ты поверь мне Я не хотел тебе зла
It's a lost love You were my first love How I enjoyed ya You were my number one And I How want tah Tell ya. I only left you alone Cause you felt better alone That's what you told me.
Take a glimpse take 2 cents Like no sea to find No love to confined You got me lying and waiting I’m a child waiting In your arms I find rest I always said I was the worst You said I was the best
Anh đã từng tin vào chính bản thân mình Để rồi chẳng ngó lơ những người thân tình Lyrics trong bài đã qua bao nhiêu lần chỉnh Đây là lời tâm sự nói cách khác là chân tình Anh đã cho rằng mình đã leo tới gần đỉnh Nhưng quỷ dữ ở phía sau vẫn đang nấp rình Chấp tay nguyện cầu chỉ chờ thần linh Một phép nhiệm màu để cuộc sống này phân minh
I thought i loved someone but they didn't love me back they left me falling apart broke my heart and through it in the trash making me feel like i just got beat up and bashed btw i just made these lyrics do you like ♥️👍
0:09 Ill try to love you. Babe ill never leave. But ill never get you in my wildest dreams. Ill try to show you. With the words i say. But ill never have you and im not okay. My hearts broken and i dont want to speak. I cant live without sunshine for another week. I knew you were different from the moment we spoke. Baby you were my dream i wish i never had woke. Time is of the essence. Thats y i couldnt let go. She made my heart race fast like a Murciélago. I thought you were ready. But you need your time to grow. I move too fast and you want to take it slow. You only live once. Thats a motto that i know. Im calling you my wifey and you calling me your bro. Getting so high cuz im feeling so low. Got me feeling like i cant do it anymore. If i died today. These are the things i want to say. Babe you brighten up my day, take away the shades of grey. I swear your face is perfect like god made you out of clay. Youre forever on my mind at the end of every day. Ill try to love you. Babe ill never leave. But ill never get you in my wildest dreams. Ill try to show you. With the words i say. But ill never have you and im not okay. My hearts broken and i dont want to speak. I cant live without sunshine for another week. I knew you were different from the moment we spoke. Baby you were my dream i wish i never had woke.
I lost my love Is My interest not the same We talk on the phone but you don't look at me that way You see her and you act in a different way say different things You say she's a sister to you but when you tell her I love you sis You have more passion When you say it And when we talk you don't have that loveable tone the way you do with her She makes you laugh Yall have more in common I see you two and you seem like a whole different person You show the brights smile with her I just get a grin You too send photos back in forth With me I just get an "ok" or laughing emoji Not the real thing But my father said you don't want him to do the things he does with her with you do to it wouldn't change anything and he's right that's the bond you guys share It just hurts me Jealous yeah i might be but don't I have the right to be Crazy thing is I always think do I really make you laugh or is it a fake I can't tell emoji is just a text not really a reaction it's just a feedback Also I can't tell if you read my messages it would be heart warming and I end with a text after saying "so" not even a min later seems like I just replied to my own feedback cause you just sent the word "so" straight back It hurts you say you don't ever attend to hurt me But I am And you don't even notice it I sent a picture early this morning Eye's are watery I was crying And you didn't seem to notice Just a quick look and that's it I don't get nothing Lost my love nah i think I'm losing interest Or am I just hurting and overthinking again I say I'm damaged And pain follows me but That's my curse I write a whole versus About it I told you too that I can't be the loveable person I don't have that gift I never really wanted it But the thing is do you love me do you mean it or is it just a fling that wants to be granted but you are just playing And your feeling are mixed and you really did fall for my best friend Im i losing interest I see you two together laughing on I feel so much pain I feel sick to my brain I'm a damage person nothing gonna change Talk: it's..just you seem to have more fun and great humor and a lot of conversation with her I'll be in the same chat but you act more happy with her You show everything your reality reaction ...i just get nothing really so I never know if I do really make you happy I...seems like I'm just a friend that just shows affection and now just realizing I'm not the one So tell me do you really care about me Do you ever have real love for me Do I show a bright smile when I make a fool out of me just for you to be happy I guess I didn't really tell you I rather make other people smile then myself A damage person doesn't really have that spirit in them selves That's just the truth And rn now I feel like dry texting just like the same way you do me Even if it kills me But then again I don't know if I still mean it when I say i love you it seems different ever since i realize when we are in call with her that I love you sis when she was leaving the call you had no hesitation but when me and you are in one I have too always be the one to say it and it's like you have a bit of regret once you say it back I'm just saying
this beat is a little bit different from the others, but anyway, i hope u like :)
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you should make more
I love it
Raspo it’s fantastic! I love it!
Puedo subir una canción con este beat a Instagram?
Raspo SoundCloud
you really got the midas touch 🔥
Mentally drained can’t stand on my feet
I’m not okay, but I’ll lie and I’ll keep
Pushing my self to get on with the day
Pushing all of my loved ones away
Cycle has started it all comes in waves
At night I’m coldhearted - ashamed
Hurting my self to distract from the pain
Losing my self every second I face
My self in the mirror it is him who has changed
Remember October when you said this is it
Your happy and wholesome but your mentality shifts
I mean we both knew it was coming I expected this
I just wanted to stop hurting so much maybe find some bliss
A distraction from thoughts that caused me to misuse my own emotion
Slowly becoming a man who’s better off 6 feet down and no longer in motion
Maybe my perspective is harsh and I can find the answers to your motives
I’m just so done with trying to try to heal something I should make a note of
Cause I keep coming back to the same place
Pass by your apartment catch a glimpse of my face
Nothing really even matters anymore
I’m a ghost destined to drown in this storm
🔥🔥🔥
Dang okay
@@evoarcherslover stfuu naw jp
That guitar is amazing! This is a vibe🔥
Ay yessir love this one!!!
Keep it up raspo, you'll be on top sooner then you know it! ❤️
thank you bro, i appreciate it fr
Hard headed people like me tryna get by,
I don’t even smoke weed still tryna get high,
I don’t need help I just need to rewind,
Clear all the thoughts in the back of my mind,
Why do they say in my walk that I’m blind,
Even if my eyes closed homie I can see fine,
I love it makes me think about my great grandmother when she passed away
im sorry for you i hope you feel better
Got this pressure In my mind
Don’t know where I can hide
The voices are telling me to fight
But I don’t know what’s right
Tonight
Insane! More beats like this !
Each beat you're posting is so perfect dude, you're inspiring me
Dope vibes! Love the sad vibes👌🏻
thanks bro
Raspo, this is an amazing beat. I like your work so much, I am naming my new puppy after you!
daaaaamn, appreciate it fam
@@raspobeats ur too talented man...check ur insta dms...i did something on one of ur beats @samdav.17
These beats are making my earpods alive🔥
Chill❤️
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Stay safe
🇳🇵
ayeee, thanks fam
Amazing work!
thank you
Emotional Melody
Do you want me to forgive you?
Do you want me to forget all the pain that you put me through.
Do you want me to call you back?
Return you texts, stop messing W your ex
That ain't gonna happen so keep on dreaming
Say that door, won't stop you from leaving.
I need my space, U need to stop creeping.
Remember my face, cz urs ain't appealing.
Niggas act like they know me.
Niggas on the low-key wanna try to get to know me.
My doors closed at the moment.
Thank my exes, they need to be rewarded.
Don't blame me for not responding,
You the reason my heart is burning.
Gotta keep it a 100, but gotta keep it in
You know you know you tripping, just keep it real.
Where U at when I call you then?
Say your with your boys, then who the hell is Jen?
whats the deal? Is it you or is it me, just keep it real.
Did you hurt me just so you could leave.
Cause if you did, then I'ma leave you in peace.
I send my love tho, trust believe.
This ain't the last youll hear from me.
I'll hunt you down, I'll search you up,
Cause if a nigga hurts me, I'ma wish him bad.
I opened up to blank black wall.
Who did nothing when I was crying on the floor.
You deserve all the pain on your way
It's a reminder,to stop playing these games.
How do you sleep knowing what you did?
The pain, the cheating and the lies you split.
You telling me to stay with you?
Do I look like a fool?
I'd be stupid t let you in,
Inside my heart just to let you quit.
I was raised better, and know better.
That niggas ain't worth nothing, yh I am greater.
Test me once, you gonna be regretting.
Test me twice, you won't be forgetting.
Test me three time. goodbye to your parents.
This time, you gonna be wishing, you loved me.
Please stop talking about all y'all issues.
Maybe this time I'll remember Ur feeling.
Don't make promises, U only playing.
Next time you hurt me, make sure Ur praying.
💕🖤🖤
Зачем нам так грустить
Не хочу тебя отпустить
Хочу всю жизнь тебя любить,
О грусти навсегда забыть.
Хочу обнять тебя скорей,
Ведь в мире нет тебя нежней.
И больше нет прекрасных слов,
Чтоб выразить мою любовь.
Моя любовь к тебе чиста,
Я просто верю в чудеса.
И каждый день, и каждый час
Тебя люблю я, как сейчас.
И в эту ночь я не усну,
В твоих глазах я утону.
♥
Wow, amazing vibes bro, so emotional ❤️💯💯
Lost love
Lost love
I have lost love for good now
How can you move on with all the pain you left me, trust me I’m not okay
Baby I feel like I lost myself when you left me all alone empty, to cry
Trust me it’s hard to move on when you love someone so much and you can’t let go
-Can’t see,
All this tears running down.
I’m lost I don’t know where i am, where to go.
I wish I can turn all of this around.
And lied down on your arms of gold.
All this time I’ve been looking like a clown
Why did you do this to me
Why did you unfold on me
Why did you leave me
Now I’m all alone
Now I’m empty
Now your gone and I can’t do nothing about it. Sometimes I think to myself I’ve lost love.
I have lost love
Lost love
Thanks to you I have lost love
Lost love
Lost love
I have lost love for good now
Sometimes I wish you and I were always together and forever
Sometimes I wish we had keep our promises like we said in the beginning “to the end”
-Help me
Now I can’t even go on sleeping with out alcohol on my hand
-Back to
How can you move on with all the pain you left me, trust me I’m not okay
Baby I feel like I lost myself when you left me all alone empty, to cry
Trust me it’s hard to move on when you love someone so much and you can’t let go
-Crying
There’s not a day I don’t think about you.
I don’t think I can make it with out you.
I did really really liked you.
It’s sad I had to say bye to you.
Love youre beats
I love this beat ♥️
I will save my love for rainy so that I won't be heartbroken,that sounds like the beat no cap
This beat is hard 💥
Oh my god 😍🔥🔥wow very beautiful
Love your vid bro !
thanks fam
The melody makes me feel happy and sad at the same time, and I love that in a beat. Great job Raspo!
Thank you bro!
Blessings Raspo😢
Dude mega this beat
Eres el mejor; todos los beats que escucho, Uno es mejor que otro, tengo tantas canciónes hechas con tus beats pero no sé cómo hacerle jaja creo q nunca podré ya que solo hay comentarios en ingles bro eres el mejor sigue adelante.
a que esperas para grabarlas y subirlas?!
Love it
Some quality content for sure, keep making beats 💪
Love ur beat bro
thank you bro
ty for this beat
pretty amazing guitar melody bro
Thank you bro im going to use this for my fricking montage really a good beat no cap
래스포님 비트 항상 잘 사용하고 있습니다 ㅎㅎ
Can you plz do a more of this type of beat I love this beat and I want more of these beats ❤️🐐
Beautiful beat
perfection bro
nice
-I'm lookin back at every memory you ever left me
-I'm lookin back at every message you ever sent me
-I'm thinkin back when we got high and got caught by our mom
-Never ever would I picture you bein gone
-Now every time I see your number I wanna give you a call
-It really hurts so much knowin you won't answer at all
-I'm acting strong but deep down I know that I'm weak
-I close my eyes see you in the sky flyin with your wings
-Everydays a struggle learnin how to get through
-Delusional I'm in your room I always see you
-You'd break it up I roll it up takin blunts to the face
-I'm writing this feel the tears runnin through my face
Beautiful 🔥
This beat make me ah sad song
This was fire 🔥🔥❤
Nice music on your channel, keep uploading
Great beat 🔥
say I used you
I prayed to loose you
laid in bed to loose my view
days by days I’m the one that suits you
playing is the path you chose to
Go down
Gonna have a breakdown
So many sounds
Can’t seem to move around
Can’t breathe I feel drowned
You got me wishing every night you’d come back
Never knew I’d be missing you my hearts getting attacked
Turn to the things we fixing got to unpack
Use all your money wasting Ill pay you back
Let loose now you hating I’ll just stay back
Tied a noose crying just please don’t do that
Hôm nay trời lại đổ cơn mưa , làm cho em lại nhớ về những kỷ niệm cũ ..về anh của ngày hôm đó. Một chàng trai mà em thương rất nhiều....
Em nhớ lại những kỷ niệm mjnh bên nhau , nó có biết bao điều tốt đẹp..nó khiến cho em không thể quên anh được , em còn nhớ cái ngày hai ta đã bỏ trốn..
Cái đêm ngày 28/1 đó là cái ngày làm cho em vui nhất....☺️em còn nhớ cái lúc anh ôm em vào lòng và anh đã nói
Me:đã nắm tay rồiii thì đừng buông em nha ☺️...
câu nói đó đã làm cho em rung động ☺️...và hai ta tiếp tục trò chuyện đến sáng.. và cái đêm hôm đó là một đêm vui nhất trong em ..
Amazing 🔥
Hey Raspo, just wanted to say as a rapper who goes for the sad/feelings vibe to help people, your beats have been great, and I have loved them! Just wanted to say keep up the great work and definitely will be looking our for beats to write to! Thank you!
Thank you bro!
i liked dude)
So good
Niceeeee ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
so good
fire.
Fire
Mój klimat 💪
🥶🔥
✨✨💟💟💟🌻thank you
Good Beat! 😈
you're best
ayus !!!!!! burnnn
🔥🤩🖤
You are best
I already rapped and sang on you, we beat is beautiful sorry for spelling i'am French
appreciate it fam
@@raspobeats is it free?
Niceeeee
Raspo beats
🔥🔥
goat
Lost love
You told me you loved me and you went and played me, kinda hurt how you replaced me, never wanted to date me now it’s kinda crazy that I thought ur love wasn’t lazy...
I was lost in love wile you where flying like a dove now I’m feeling dumb wile I’m rolling around feeling numb you played my heart like a drum now I’m running from ur love...
X2
You left my heart finished and I’m a fool even I admit it making me think I did it when God even knows I wasn’t even in it, and I loved you from the start then you took off with my heart
You told me you loved me and you went and played me, kinda hurt how you replaced me, never wanted to date me now it’s kinda crazy that I thought ur love wasn’t lazy...
I was lost in love wile you where flying like a dove now I’m feeling dumb wile I’m rolling around feeling numb you played my heart like a drum now I’m running from ur love...
You said you wouldn’t hurt me Now I’m six feet down and under the dirt now no one can save me
❤️❤️❤️
yo can i get to know what you use to make these beats
Я убегаю туда
Где нету больше вранья
Не хочу тебя знать я
Ты прости но
Я убегаю туда
Где нету больше вранья
Не хочу тебя знать я
Ты прости но
Я нашёл лучше чем ты
Это жизнь ты поверь мне
Я не хотел тебе зла
wow
😍😍😍
yessss
Can i used this Beats for my song this is amazing 🤟🤟🤟
It's a lost love
You were my first love
How I enjoyed ya
You were my number one
And I How want tah
Tell ya.
I only left you alone
Cause you felt better alone
That's what you told me.
Owshitt this beat is so fire I can't explain but I have write my song by this beat is this free?
I can use it?
I'm using your beat in my song and lovely beat
wiedz, że jesteś
moim szczęściem,
mimo bólu , wyrusz ze mną
w tamten bezkres
gdziekolwiek dojdziemy wiedz, że zawsze będę
Im cry
nice
😍
Making song on this beat,brother perfect tunings
😍😍😍😍🎧🎵
Can i use this song in my montage please? Reply ASAP
you can use it theres no copy right
Love lost
“You should neva an go search that”
Big lost
“Sometimes you gotta fall back”
Need love
Be traumatized
Build uh wall
Wanna help me find a flow bro
You trynna collab?
@@YungLFBofficial I'll think about it
@@issastevonico bet. Plus I don't charge. My insta is @yung_lfb
Take a glimpse take 2 cents
Like no sea to find
No love to confined
You got me lying and waiting
I’m a child waiting
In your arms I find rest
I always said I was the worst
You said I was the best
😍😍😍😍😍😍🔥✌
Oye puedo usar estos Beats para instagram
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Nhưng quỷ dữ ở phía sau vẫn đang nấp rình
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How do you download this
non-profit I used the so okay?
Because I'm just a beginner. 😍🙂
This makes me wanna write a song to my girl
koks byqu
Can I spaz in this for non profit
I thought i loved someone but they didn't love me back they left me falling apart broke my heart and through it in the trash making me feel like i just got beat up and bashed btw i just made these lyrics do you like ♥️👍
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Ill try to love you. Babe ill never leave. But ill never get you in my wildest dreams. Ill try to show you. With the words i say. But ill never have you and im not okay. My hearts broken and i dont want to speak. I cant live without sunshine for another week. I knew you were different from the moment we spoke. Baby you were my dream i wish i never had woke.
Time is of the essence. Thats y i couldnt let go.
She made my heart race fast like a Murciélago.
I thought you were ready. But you need your time to grow.
I move too fast and you want to take it slow.
You only live once. Thats a motto that i know.
Im calling you my wifey and you calling me your bro.
Getting so high cuz im feeling so low.
Got me feeling like i cant do it anymore.
If i died today. These are the things i want to say.
Babe you brighten up my day, take away the shades of grey. I swear your face is perfect like god made you out of clay. Youre forever on my mind at the end of every day.
Ill try to love you. Babe ill never leave. But ill never get you in my wildest dreams. Ill try to show you. With the words i say. But ill never have you and im not okay. My hearts broken and i dont want to speak. I cant live without sunshine for another week. I knew you were different from the moment we spoke. Baby you were my dream i wish i never had woke.
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Don't see evil
I lost my love
Is My interest not the same
We talk on the phone but you don't look at me that way
You see her and you act in a different way say different things
You say she's a sister to you but when you tell her I love you sis
You have more passion
When you say it
And when we talk you don't have that loveable tone the way you do with her
She makes you laugh
Yall have more in common
I see you two and you seem like a whole different person
You show the brights smile with her
I just get a grin
You too send photos back in forth
With me I just get an "ok" or laughing emoji
Not the real thing
But my father said you don't want him to do the things he does with her with you do to it wouldn't change anything
and he's right that's the bond you guys share
It just hurts me
Jealous yeah i might be but don't I have the right to be
Crazy thing is I always think
do I really make you laugh or is it a fake I can't tell emoji is just a text not really a reaction it's just a feedback
Also I can't tell if you read my messages it would be heart warming and I end with a text after saying "so" not even a min later seems like I just replied to my own feedback cause you just sent the word "so" straight back
It hurts you say you don't ever attend to hurt me
But I am
And you don't even notice it
I sent a picture early this morning
Eye's are watery
I was crying
And you didn't seem to notice
Just a quick look and that's it
I don't get nothing
Lost my love nah i think
I'm losing interest
Or am I just hurting and overthinking again
I say I'm damaged
And pain follows me but
That's my curse
I write a whole versus
About it
I told you too that I can't be the loveable person I don't have that gift I never really wanted it
But the thing is do you love me do you mean it or is it just a fling that wants to be granted but you are just playing
And your feeling are mixed and you really did fall for my best friend
Im i losing interest
I see you two together laughing on I feel so much pain I feel sick to my brain
I'm a damage person nothing gonna change
Talk: it's..just you seem to have more fun and great humor and a lot of conversation with her I'll be in the same chat but you act more happy with her
You show everything your reality reaction ...i just get nothing really so I never know if I do really make you happy I...seems like I'm just a friend that just shows affection and now just realizing I'm not the one
So tell me do you really care about me
Do you ever have real love for me
Do I show a bright smile when I make a fool out of me just for you to be happy
I guess I didn't really tell you I rather make other people smile then myself
A damage person doesn't really have that spirit in them selves
That's just the truth
And rn now I feel like dry texting just like the same way you do me
Even if it kills me
But then again I don't know if I still mean it when I say i love you it seems different ever since i realize when we are in call with her that I love you sis when she was leaving the call you had no hesitation but when me and you are in one I have too always be the one to say it and it's like you have a bit of regret once you say it back
I'm just saying