Sweety, I can see how hard this was for you to share and how much it is hurting you. It will take time to get better, but he does not deserve your friendship if he is not even willing to speak to you about the fight. I hope you two can make amends because of how much it means to you, but if you don't than it is his loss. I hope things get better and easier for you soon.
@@lanthar thank you lanthar i hope so much he soon understand how much I do for him and how much I care for him but we see how it will go but yah thank you guys so much I truly honesty apriciate ech and everyone of you 💜
We don't know each other, but I have followed your videos on RUclips and we did follow each other back when I was still on Twitter. You seem to me to be a kind person with a generous heart. I don't use discord so I don't know the details of what this person did, but it sounds cruel for someone you're close to, someone that you trust, to just cut you off because of a disagreement. And honestly from what you said, I don't think you did anything stupid at all. To me, it seems like your request was quite reasonable. I know that you have overcome quite a bit in your life , And I hope that you recognize that you are intelligent, and you have so much to offer. You know, not everyone overseas learns English and you did. From what I understand, you speak at least two languages,Meanwhile, I only speak one! I'm not saying this because I feel pity or because I'm angry at your friend. I'm just here wanting to give you a little encouragement and to say that, yes, you deserve respect, and most definately deserve good, loyal people and good things in your life. Hopefully the sun will shine brighter for you soon.☀️ ❤🌷
Sweety, you've always been a pleasure to know and a shining light of creativity and kindness in whatever community I find you. You deserve all the happiness this world has to offer. I hope you can stay strong ❤
It's childish to block people instead of being an adult and talking it out. I can see your heart is broken and it breaks mine in turn. This isn't the first time it's happened with him either. Never apologize for showing your true self. The kind of dark thoughts you have are something I have danced with as you know, and this video comes from a place of power not a place of weakness. Listen to me right now, you are not a weak person. From today and onward I don't want you to hold this kind of sht in anymore. It will rot away everything you are if you keep it in. You know my DMs are always open but please know that it means you can unload anything on me if it will help you at all. We've been friends for over three years now and I'll do anything I can to protect you.
Knowing Sweety has memory issues and not telling what she did wrong is a terrible move from Ruud. Baby steps Sweety, just take baby steps, just remember you can't force someone to be in your life. You learn from them and they move on. Hugs from this young girl with a old soul. (Ha, as a ginger I don't have one)
It is unfortunate how much emotional burden women often have to bear when faced down with relationships that are unhealthy. More over when your partner knows precisely the sort of damage they are doing but aren't willing to admit the sort of damage they've caused, or even bother to take responsibility for that damage. But, I understand that no one person can help you with this fight alone. It's going to take time, patience, and the ability to look inward *and* forward. The door has always been open and you are loved, Sweety - no matter what that's not going to change!
thank you Ram i aprciate your kindness and Ruud is i hope still is my best friend but lets see i have tryd to do one more thing to let him see senses and reasons
We are here for you. In the end, we all want to see a happy Sweety. I might be young, but I carry similar things in my emotional backpack. Look in the mirror... I am worthy of all the good I can get in life. If Ruud no longer wants to be part of your life, do a small parting ritual. A multi strand rope, think of one negative and two positives he did for you, then cut a bit. By the time you have cut through the rope you have more positives than negatives and you cut the tie. We are here to catch you when you fall, you are extended family!
@@XiamaraLaurensWifeyMu thank you so much i guys i mean it and about Ruud the fact is i still care about him im not ready to let him go yet i have 1 last time to reach out to him and if he still act like what he does then i am afriad its over but i wanna give him one last chance to get him to reason and understand love you guys so much and truly thank you 💜
As someone who has been there before, recently, it's very hard to love someone who disappears on you every time things get hard. People who really care about you will not do this childish blocking or hiding thing, and sadly the only way yo get the feelings out is to yell it to whoever will listen. I hope he hears this and comes around, or you get the peace you need from whatever conversation comes out of it.
I don’t think you should waste your time on him if he even can’t tell you what you did or said. A good friend would tell you. Instead he blocked you. His behavior is childish, sorry but I’m not sorry. I think you should focus on yourself and to make yourself feel better. You deserve all the happiness in the world
@@rubyfalloutbuilds thank you Ruby but 4 years of friendship is hard to let go but I get what you are saying if he ever want my trust and friendship agian he need to show me he really care about me as he says he do 💜😢
Sweet pea your strength is admirable, do not let any single person in the world dim your light and the kindness you radiate every day. I’m honored to even know you, sending you so much love honey. Please know my dms are open if you need me🤍
Well i hasn't seen all the video as its quite long but ill watch all. i hope you feel/get better 💗 and hope you get back to building as i love seeing them 😊
I had no knowlage what was sended on discord but i can figure from what you saying it's the not easy to talk ones things Anxiety, depression and even trauma to degree ain't stranger for me so I do wanna from hearth That i understand and wish best luck with it In case of whatever i can be found on Anxiety Ranger server If help is needed i willing to as much as i can
@@Sweetykins Take care of yourself there afther rain is sun Smart ones knows that little things And becaming better version of yourself are only things tat matter Everything else is pointless no need to fell pressure and better to focus on yourself and forge dimond hard atitude Thats how i dealed with it However you approach it goodluck with it and god with you
Good for you for sharing this! That is not easy. Stay strong 💪🏼
thank you yah it is not easy that for sure
You are worth it! And we love you ❤
@@Stabbyinthewasteland thank you 💜
Sweety, I can see how hard this was for you to share and how much it is hurting you. It will take time to get better, but he does not deserve your friendship if he is not even willing to speak to you about the fight. I hope you two can make amends because of how much it means to you, but if you don't than it is his loss. I hope things get better and easier for you soon.
@@lanthar thank you lanthar i hope so much he soon understand how much I do for him and how much I care for him but we see how it will go but yah thank you guys so much I truly honesty apriciate ech and everyone of you 💜
We don't know each other, but I have followed your videos on RUclips and we did follow each other back when I was still on Twitter.
You seem to me to be a kind person with a generous
heart. I don't use discord so I don't know the details of what this person did, but it sounds cruel for someone you're close to, someone that you trust, to just cut you off because of a disagreement. And honestly from what you said, I don't think you did anything stupid at all. To me, it seems like your request was quite reasonable.
I know that you have overcome quite a bit in your life , And I hope that you recognize that you are intelligent, and you have so much to offer. You know, not everyone overseas learns English and you did. From what I understand, you speak at least two languages,Meanwhile, I only speak one!
I'm not saying this because I feel pity or because I'm angry at your friend. I'm just here wanting to give you a little encouragement and to say that, yes, you deserve respect, and most definately deserve good, loyal people and good things in your life.
Hopefully the sun will shine brighter for you soon.☀️
❤🌷
thank you so much for your kind words i apriciate it a lot 💜
Sweety, you've always been a pleasure to know and a shining light of creativity and kindness in whatever community I find you. You deserve all the happiness this world has to offer. I hope you can stay strong ❤
@@Dem0nDays thank you Demon you are very much kind yourself i will try my best to be strong 💜
Praying for you
@@crazyoldretro 💜 thank you
Love you Sweety! I’m always here for you if you need anything!!!! ❤❤❤
@@Kayteemaybee thank you yah I have had emotionel feelling since sunday 18 august but thank you I apriciate it all of you really 💜💜
It's childish to block people instead of being an adult and talking it out. I can see your heart is broken and it breaks mine in turn. This isn't the first time it's happened with him either. Never apologize for showing your true self. The kind of dark thoughts you have are something I have danced with as you know, and this video comes from a place of power not a place of weakness. Listen to me right now, you are not a weak person. From today and onward I don't want you to hold this kind of sht in anymore. It will rot away everything you are if you keep it in. You know my DMs are always open but please know that it means you can unload anything on me if it will help you at all. We've been friends for over three years now and I'll do anything I can to protect you.
😢❤ thank you AR that means a lot to me to hear that
I'm still watching and adding more to my comment. This is serious stuff
Can I share this video Hun?
Yes you can share this @@AnxietyRanger
Knowing Sweety has memory issues and not telling what she did wrong is a terrible move from Ruud. Baby steps Sweety, just take baby steps, just remember you can't force someone to be in your life. You learn from them and they move on. Hugs from this young girl with a old soul. (Ha, as a ginger I don't have one)
It is unfortunate how much emotional burden women often have to bear when faced down with relationships that are unhealthy. More over when your partner knows precisely the sort of damage they are doing but aren't willing to admit the sort of damage they've caused, or even bother to take responsibility for that damage. But, I understand that no one person can help you with this fight alone. It's going to take time, patience, and the ability to look inward *and* forward. The door has always been open and you are loved, Sweety - no matter what that's not going to change!
thank you Ram i aprciate your kindness and Ruud is i hope still is my best friend but lets see i have tryd to do one more thing to let him see senses and reasons
i will allways be here for you :P
@@izznogood2205 i know you will 💜
We are here for you. In the end, we all want to see a happy Sweety. I might be young, but I carry similar things in my emotional backpack. Look in the mirror... I am worthy of all the good I can get in life. If Ruud no longer wants to be part of your life, do a small parting ritual. A multi strand rope, think of one negative and two positives he did for you, then cut a bit. By the time you have cut through the rope you have more positives than negatives and you cut the tie. We are here to catch you when you fall, you are extended family!
@@XiamaraLaurensWifeyMu thank you so much i guys i mean it and about Ruud the fact is i still care about him im not ready to let him go yet i have 1 last time to reach out to him and if he still act like what he does then i am afriad its over but i wanna give him one last chance to get him to reason and understand love you guys so much and truly thank you 💜
As someone who has been there before, recently, it's very hard to love someone who disappears on you every time things get hard. People who really care about you will not do this childish blocking or hiding thing, and sadly the only way yo get the feelings out is to yell it to whoever will listen. I hope he hears this and comes around, or you get the peace you need from whatever conversation comes out of it.
❤❤❤
😢❤ thank you derek i so hope he hear this too
I don’t think you should waste your time on him if he even can’t tell you what you did or said. A good friend would tell you. Instead he blocked you. His behavior is childish, sorry but I’m not sorry. I think you should focus on yourself and to make yourself feel better. You deserve all the happiness in the world
@@rubyfalloutbuilds thank you Ruby but 4 years of friendship is hard to let go but I get what you are saying if he ever want my trust and friendship agian he need to show me he really care about me as he says he do 💜😢
❤❤❤
Sweet pea your strength is admirable, do not let any single person in the world dim your light and the kindness you radiate every day. I’m honored to even know you, sending you so much love honey. Please know my dms are open if you need me🤍
thank you Tay i apriciate it
Well i hasn't seen all the video as its quite long but ill watch all. i hope you feel/get better 💗 and hope you get back to building as i love seeing them 😊
@@Spudlet7 thank you I will try to be back but for now i need time 💜😢
@@Sweetykins that's fine and dandy 🤠 hope to see you soon
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I had no knowlage what was sended on discord but i can figure from what you saying it's the not easy to talk ones things
Anxiety, depression and even trauma to degree ain't stranger for me so I do wanna from hearth That i understand and wish best luck with it
In case of whatever i can be found on Anxiety Ranger server
If help is needed i willing to as much as i can
@@nerdodragonnerdpl4167 anxiety is not a fun feelling to have it is very rough and thank you for all the love but I need a bit of time 💜😢
@@Sweetykins Take care of yourself there
afther rain is sun
Smart ones knows that little things And becaming better version of yourself are only things tat matter
Everything else is pointless
no need to fell pressure and better to focus on yourself and forge dimond hard atitude
Thats how i dealed with it
However you approach it goodluck with it and god with you
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@@AnxietyRanger Greetings to you ranger
❤❤❤ @@nerdodragonnerdpl4167