Tonight is the silent night, the night right before the biggest holiday in the year: Christmas. Usually despite the name of silent night, for more than 20 years i never spend it alone and real silence. Usually, its filled with warm and loud yet welcoming chatters and all the amazing bright light with colorful colors. Sadly, thats not the case for tonight Tonight, its the second year i spend time alone on christmas eve. No one to call due to my own fault, and the silence never been so deafening. I tried to combat the loneliness that's silently creeping in by listening to reddit recaps on yt and drive my motorcycle around my area, but the air at night only reminds me how cold and lonely i felt. That is, until somehow the autoplay on yt decided to change the vid im listening from reddit recaps to this playlist. The playlist filled me with warm and nostalgic of home i cant experience now, and even tho it's just 10 min, it's the best 10 min of that 2hr long ride with no clear purpose beside fighting lonelines. I just want to say, thank you for the song, and especially the playlist. You will never know how much this playlist appear in the right time, and how much it saves me. Hope yall have amazing christmas! and i hope doing even better than the one yall succeed to do this year. Merry Christmas
🥹 I'm so sorry for you man. I don't think I can fully comfort you (though my music will always try) but just know this: you will find new homes, and new people who sit beside you and care for you. There's a place in a room full of people you don't know yet that belongs to you. I will continue to create songs for a while, I hope they will continue to support you during these trying times. Thank you for your words, I hope it all gets better in some way shape or form 🫂🫂. Merry Christmas to you too! Find something special to feel thankful for, even if its small. May your next year be an improvement from this.
Hope I don't repeat myself from my other reply but thanks a lot. I wish you the best man, you can get through whatever it is your fighting. I thank you too for taking the time to listen to me. I say it often too often but it really does mean a lot to me that someone listens to my music. I'll be here for a long while, so always feel free to message.
You might have more in common with me then you'd expect. Take your time to rest and recover. It's hard and painful but you will get through it. And my music is always here for you my friend 🫂
If you are still alive, still functional, have no one to answer to as a part of having no one, and not actively starving, there is always a deeper rock bottom.
@@TrulyBS-QJ weirdly enough there always is. I try not to imagine the deeper bottom and keep in mind that light will continue shining as I dig myself out
Ah. it’s gone now, isn’t it? that love that i coveted. unfortunate. ...it is not something easily received. i hope one day to receive it again, even if it takes my entire life to do so.
@three_frogs_in_a_trench_coat Always remember to love yourself. it's a slow process but once you love yourself, it's far easier to be loved by and love others❤️. Love is never lost, it takes on new forms time and time again~~
Tonight is the silent night, the night right before the biggest holiday in the year: Christmas. Usually despite the name of silent night, for more than 20 years i never spend it alone and real silence. Usually, its filled with warm and loud yet welcoming chatters and all the amazing bright light with colorful colors. Sadly, thats not the case for tonight
Tonight, its the second year i spend time alone on christmas eve. No one to call due to my own fault, and the silence never been so deafening. I tried to combat the loneliness that's silently creeping in by listening to reddit recaps on yt and drive my motorcycle around my area, but the air at night only reminds me how cold and lonely i felt. That is, until somehow the autoplay on yt decided to change the vid im listening from reddit recaps to this playlist.
The playlist filled me with warm and nostalgic of home i cant experience now, and even tho it's just 10 min, it's the best 10 min of that 2hr long ride with no clear purpose beside fighting lonelines.
I just want to say, thank you for the song, and especially the playlist. You will never know how much this playlist appear in the right time, and how much it saves me.
Hope yall have amazing christmas! and i hope doing even better than the one yall succeed to do this year. Merry Christmas
🥹 I'm so sorry for you man. I don't think I can fully comfort you (though my music will always try) but just know this: you will find new homes, and new people who sit beside you and care for you. There's a place in a room full of people you don't know yet that belongs to you. I will continue to create songs for a while, I hope they will continue to support you during these trying times. Thank you for your words, I hope it all gets better in some way shape or form 🫂🫂. Merry Christmas to you too! Find something special to feel thankful for, even if its small. May your next year be an improvement from this.
Found out about your art couple months ago, there wasn't a day without your songs, thank you, you are helping to get through the tough times
Hope I don't repeat myself from my other reply but thanks a lot. I wish you the best man, you can get through whatever it is your fighting. I thank you too for taking the time to listen to me. I say it often too often but it really does mean a lot to me that someone listens to my music. I'll be here for a long while, so always feel free to message.
Being broken up with, after just a few days, that hurts. Thank you for a playlist that'll help me stay calm.
stay strong internet stranger.
there cannot be light without darkness :)
you will have many days of light after this.
You might have more in common with me then you'd expect. Take your time to rest and recover. It's hard and painful but you will get through it. And my music is always here for you my friend 🫂
@Inertia. YOU ARE SO SWEET keep spreading postivity brother, i love to see it. I hope you have many bright days ahead of you
@@artessxoxo I'll keep this in mind. Thank you
@@Nevis-XV Take care ❤️
If you are still alive, still functional, have no one to answer to as a part of having no one, and not actively starving, there is always a deeper rock bottom.
@@TrulyBS-QJ weirdly enough there always is. I try not to imagine the deeper bottom and keep in mind that light will continue shining as I dig myself out
arts beautiful
so are the people that enjoy it!! 🩵🩵
Ah. it’s gone now, isn’t it? that love that i coveted. unfortunate.
...it is not something easily received. i hope one day to receive it again, even if it takes my entire life to do so.
@three_frogs_in_a_trench_coat Always remember to love yourself. it's a slow process but once you love yourself, it's far easier to be loved by and love others❤️.
Love is never lost, it takes on new forms time and time again~~
this is so beautiful. Will you ever consider singing?
hmm I've thought it over but i dont think it's likely, I dont have the space to practice singing right now. Thanks for enjoying though!!