Im nearly 4 years sober and the talk about his demons hits hard 'you're not the same without it' its awesome to see someone be so open about it at a young age, can't really find too many sober addicts this young
Werdd I just got out of rehab in October the last 5 years fucked a lot of people up with the music industry and all the shit going on in the world mad respect to u Brody
Yall please stay off drugs. This man is so lucky to get clean, a lot of people think they’re just fuckin’ around havin fun next thing they know they hooked. Shits the devil.
@@7thcursed you the weak boy how bout go shoot up some heroin and tell me its just for weak pol. Ever shot up? I spent years on the streets what you know bout the lifestyle
@@7thcursed holy shit you are ignorant on drug addiction. Let me guess, your probably 19 or 20 years old right? Your age is showing in your inexperience on how drug addiction works. It's beyond willpower, it's a literal chemical transformation. Your brain actually changes.
Lol I'm nearly 50 an I acknowledge my addiction , I'm a functional addict ,but still an addict , so what's it the first step to ???? Just curious as what you think it's first step to what ?
8 days clean off everything. Jus kicked subs after months of trying. Hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I Wana look back at this comment in a month/ year and be proud of myself, everything else is in gods hands
Amen. I’m on a Sub program through my doctor & therapist. It’s hard to quit. I have tapered before very difficult. After a year my doctor will wean me down but I’m glad, keeps me of pills 💊 etc. 💯
“I don’t have a problem with drugs, I have a problem with life” that’s exactly what addiction is, using drugs as a coping mechanism, to escape. Most addicts don’t like using drugs, but it’s what helps them escape so they continue to use
@@Cbd_7ohm in my mind an addict is still an addict (I’m not judging I struggle with addiction, currently ~75 days sober). And what I’ve learned through my recovery is that being an addict is just using unhealthy coping mechanisms in order to deal or escape from your problems. Sure you might not be using heroin every couple of hours, but the drug isn’t the issue, it’s how you deal with your problems is the issue
The problem is that most people conflate physical dependency for addiction. Or rather, there is physical addiction and an emotional addiction. Some folks get on painkillers for a legit injury. But then when they no longer need pain relief they realize that withdrawal is so awful they dont want to deal with it. So some people keep taking pain meds just to fend off withdrawal. Interestingly, many painkiller users stop getting the high sensation since they get a tolerance. So they will keep taking pills literally to avoid withdrawal symptoms interrupting their life. I think the worse addiction is the emotional one. Because you actually crave the high sensation as a coping mechanism to block out the bad aspects of life.
Sobriety looks good on you famo. I have 7 years clean myself as of this December and just turned 25. Didn’t think I’d ever live this long. I lost all of my family do to drugs. I was on heroin and Xanax bad af in 9th grade,so bad I couldn’t even set a whole school day with out having severe withdrawals. I dropped out. Became a government assistance statistic and wasn’t leaving my bed. Not even to shower or eat. I was lucky to eat a pizza lunchable that day. I had my first daughter in 2013 and been clean since. Got off of the food stamps and got a pretty good job at power plants and chemical plants. Good pay but very dangerous work. Coming from a family of addicts,I wanted to understand it. Well I did exactly that. Experience is the best teacher. My babies literally saved my life. 🙌🏼🖤
Good on you bro heard too many stories how there kids saved their lives all you need is something or someone to live for Hardest part is finding that thing
YUNG ZEUS I appreciate you my dude! For sure it was a struggle, but everyday gets easier. You just have to find that one thing in life to strive and prosper for. You can’t be in it just because you’re told to get clean by family. None of mine ever even g.a.f either way,and enabled me to use regardless. So I started my own family and that was my calling bro. 🤘🏼🖤
Aye mad respect to you bro, keep your head up everyday drugs ain't nothing but something to help escape reality. Sometimes its ight to do a pinch or what have you of party shit. Always test your stuff to so you ain't getting laced. Never the less stay away from it entirely. I respect your soberity G.
Never heard of him before, but I love his transparency and honesty, I can relate with a lot of what he says, seems like a real smart guy, glad to see him sober
I felt that addict moment where he said "I'd go hard with them then go home and go harder alone" . That's some real shit. I've been there. It's pathetic.
Facts... it never ended for me. I’d go out with my boys but my favorite part was just sitting in the car getting high af! I would rush everyone so we can leave and get high again, it was just weed now I got a crippling opioid habit. That shit is tough!
@@calilife8803 what’s the point of spending all the money for a fetty 30 he should just start buying grams of fetty I’m sure it would be cheaper. People charge $60 for those fakes ass m30s
Unfortunately that's what happens to all of us .. You lose more serotonin each time you get high until you have none left in your brain and that's when you end up doing whatever to get high
don't put too much pressure on yourself, when you need to stop - you'll stop, also use the people around you and try find people who can relate to you, surround yourself by people who want good things for you as well and then you'll slowly start to want better for yourself
ONE WORD IF ITS OPIATES BRUZ, SUBOXONE, SHIT SAVED MY LIFE AND CAN HELP YOU. GO SEEK OUT YOUR LOCAL PROGRAM AND SEE IF YOU CAN GET HELP, IF YOU HAVE MONEY YOUI CAN GO PRIVATE AND IT CANBE FASTER. IF YOU’RE REALLY STRUGGLING YOU WILL FIND THE CASH, IT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE, JUST KNOW THERE IS HELP IF YOU NEED IT... GOOD LUCK
he was trying to say he has an addictive mentality. like he can get addicted to anything and neeeed it whether its alcohol, gambling, drugs, sex. he said many times he "thought" he couldnt live life without it, so its obviously a thought in his past not present. i dont think i have a problem with life, i think problems in life led me there at times and then the numbness and ability to feel good when life is shit kept me there and then the withdrawals kept me going past the point i didnt even want to anymore.
Heroin is most definatly no joke,and Im sorry if you had a heroin addiction too.... I had a heroin addiction but now Im on methadone,so Im much better now....
@@mycelium1456 I`ve tried both suboxone and subutex,but for some reason that none of the doctors care to figure out,Im alergic to both and they only make me go completely nuts(to put it in a nice way)so when I tried those,I went straight back into destruction mode,like the mode I was in 20 years ago,like kill or be killed if you know what I mean,like if anyone looked at me the «wrong» way,Or said something to me,I would like give em an option to leave me alone or face the concequencesh(which I can see now was completely crazy)but I had my reasons, you know? And because I don`t want to hurt anyone at all, I stay on my 80mg of methadone,even tho I know it`s very bad for my body and everything,but it is what I need to function as an at least almost normal human being,I think you can understand. And I wish for you to have the best year in 2021,lots of love from me to you❤️
@@ilerad damn I haven't experienced benzo withdrawal I've been taking benzo str8 for the past 2 years only a half to whole bar a day on suboxone too but I take them because I have massive anxiety and no docs will help me I've went through h withdrawals if what ur saying is true I'm scared for benzo withdrawls
@@chasedwar2 You could mix heroin hydrochloride or another salt into pg/vg or you could put it in a dry herb vape with some weed or plant material or you could put it in a concentrate coil/tank made for vaping concentrates
I have 2, coming up on 3 years clean from heroin and what he just said, "I don't have a drug problem, I have a life problem and drugs are my solution." Those are words that I tell other addicts in recovery all the time. Drugs were our solution. I'm not saying it was a good solution, but it was the best that we could come up with. And it worked, maybe for a day, maybe for a month, maybe for years. But eventually it won't work. And you need to come to terms with it and put it down, and find a better solution, instead of a temporary one.
I still using man all I pray is that I get clean before it kills me it stopped been fun years ago and I hate myself for it burnd a lot of bridges fair play to this guy he deserves so much respect cause it's so hard some day eh?
@@proa__ Pedro I feel ya bro it's so hard man I'll keep you in my prayers and I hope you do the same for me one day I pray that we get the strength to beat this disease and it is a disease I get really angry when ppl say that it's not a disease it's a choice well until they walk in our shoes how could they know God bless you my friend some day we'll beat this horrible sickness 🙏🙏🏼👍✌️
That's the truth. Drugs were always my answer; always my solution. Sometimes I forget that & fantasize about doing a shot. The relief it would bring would be so temporary I don't do it.
@@kennetholeary6899 My good friend would always ask me in the depths of shooting speed & shooting h. "Having fun yet" "you having fun yet"? That's how it starts but it sure doesn't last.
i believe in yall. look into naloxon and kratom. try to surround yourself with people who will help you. and the most important thing is to make the first step in your head. try reading books about addiction like bighead did. you are not alone with these problems and you have the power to change, but you need to find it in yourself. kobe didnt die for you guys to waste your potential.
It is super rare to have an addict that young, having gotten so much validation and success from his addiction, having gone so deep into it, in THAT industry, change course and have that type of clarity and take his sobriety that seriously. It's not permanent- it's an every day, every hour battle but still...As a former heroin addict myself, it's cool and super rare to see
@@Appathetic_Substance_Abuse I’m scared Jonathan that the photo I took 2 months ago to be a model after people started to tell me to model where I put my self standing on this tiny sort of stage and I’m idolizing myself instead of like destroying the part of me that hates idols and hates the English language and just wants to sleep and love and laugh and be safe and fuckin just get you know my self provided for again because I don’t know how to do it and I don’t even know what life is man fuck all that like you ever think like an apple and a fucking chunk of thc are exactly the same thing I don’t know why I gotta break everything down to the fullest and I just wanna go back to when I wasn’t like focused on something that I couldn’t even understand in any way and then like balance schooling and managing to interact with enough people so my schooling is effective I guess like is my goal I wanna write a book someone opens in like mad long I need to make sure that I’m history I’ve done what’s right before I could even do right because right because the thing to do and it became hip and the. Some people were still in conflict like I’ve met so many people when I was like going thru schooling that I noticed so many similarities in people it became this thing where I started to think were all just intrinsically fucked and there’s no fucking escaping the black hole that is gonna melt perception as I know it does that give you any type of insight into stopping the youth from not just destroying what they destroy but destroying what is destroying them while they’re destroying something and it doesn’t feel real to them that there is a flip side of the coin I never even thought there was really a flip side to the coin but I knew that coin could flip n I can’t catch it and bank it or use it I just fucking watch it get degraded and destroyed before and maybe I should just make the fucking pyramids again by myself hah that’s what’s wrong >:/
love seeing big head like this.. this is what sober looks like, now go back and watch lil xan no jumper interview talking about being sober and see the difference
@@MohamedAli-gr3gf keep you’re head up, sober living is much better than being a slave to your addiction. I was on 120mg/day before I went to H and I was doing a ball a day, $300 before I got sober but it took me getting 30months in state
I’m a heroin addict that’s been clean for almost a year now. Big props to BigHead for getting right. It’s a tough ride but it’s possible to get sober. We live a whole other lifestyle sober or not. Our brains work differently. Just gotta utilize it for good. Mad respect bro. Prayers.
He's talking about Fetty. This shit is everywhere where I'm from, multiple times more powerful than heroin but has a half life of a couple hours, meaning you only get high for like 5 minutes and you will start withdrawing in hours if you don't get more. Heroin will get you high for hours. Some really evil shit that's killed two of my friends. I'm really glad he shared his story
He's so relatable he should have way more exposure we need more people like this in the industry down to earth and normal kids could look up to him that's been through alot in life cuz the drug culture been outta control
Its cool when you see guys get clean and life just coming back into them. I raged on h for 10yrs, got straight 7yrs ago. Mad respect for this guy, i hope he stays clean
This is amazing. Stuff like this NEVER GETS SAID. And it’s the BIG elephant in the scene. What’s massive about this is, he isn’t just lying saying “I got bad addicted to weed” and was lying, he’s admitting the truth that the industry WONT EVER ADMIT. That they’re aren’t just “addicted to weed” they are doing hardcore stuff like heavy pills and hero n meth A LOT.
Stay strong Joe!! It’s easy to find a temporary solution, and hard to face reality. The fact that you want help and addressed your problem is half the battle. I’m going through an oxy addiction, from dealing with past surgeries. It’s hard. It’s my own fault. I pray I find Gods love for strength to get me through all this BS. Stay strong Joe! I just prayed for ya, I wish you the best!!
0:36 I think he was on straight dope, cause he mentioned how got sick with out it, and that he would use percs and lean to get him right. Sad case, thanks for bringing up your addiction and coming out.
The other day I saw a girl with a hoodie that said Malibu ... I thought she was an alcoholic.. then I realized it was a place .. and I am in fact the alcoholic...
I'm 21 and I've been doing hydros and roxys since I was 10 cuz my grandma was prescribed them so I could snort them at anytime I wanted I've never popped a pill in my life im on h and still on it I just cant get off it and I'm even on suboxone and that shit is not that same I really need help or I will go to jail or die if I just cant I want to have money in life and have a house and family but ik if cant get off this shit ik I never will take it from someone that loves doing it still, it's the worst thing and addiction ever please never try and roxys or anything unless u can take them just for pain
Smh... Before passing judgement on someone else’s struggle, spend some time working on your grammar my dude.. Don’t judge anybody’s solution until you’ve lived their struggle.
I feel this 100%...I’m a recovering addict and was not the type that could hold a job and function. My partner was the type that could get up and go to work and hold it together. I never had that type of control. I’ll have 9 years on the 24th of January...it’s still insane to think about
Ngl when I first read the title I thought dude left the tour because he was tired of pump doing so many drugs...maybe I need to lay off the drugs
Baiting at it's finest
@@bigheadqwe not really baiting that’s what the whole video was about basically
@@iriqouisplisken5640 ya but it makes you also think maybe it means pump was a addict so he left
@@joshayrizzo think we all just somehow misunderstood the title lol
Ya’ll need reading comprehension, it’s kind of double-meaning but the sentence starts with Bighead so him must refer to Bighead.
I like how it’s ends on big head: i fell rite into the trap like a goofy”
Im nearly 4 years sober and the talk about his demons hits hard 'you're not the same without it' its awesome to see someone be so open about it at a young age, can't really find too many sober addicts this young
Yeah I'm 21 and sober and it's hard finding people like me at my age.
Excellent interview. Thank you for sharing. Keep coming Back !!! God Bless All
Been there and done it all!! Coming up on 5 years!! It is possible y'all!!
PROGRESSION is key my bro keep goin
Lil dump
Werdd I just got out of rehab in October the last 5 years fucked a lot of people up with the music industry and all the shit going on in the world mad respect to u Brody
He is awesome and inspirational
BigHead used to be my favorite producer
weird how i relate...........how i secretly suffer..........alone......................good interview
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This feels like an old NO JUMPER interview from like 3 years ago
Fr
I was thinking the same thing
Fact
Ikr
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Yall please stay off drugs. This man is so lucky to get clean, a lot of people think they’re just fuckin’ around havin fun next thing they know they hooked. Shits the devil.
Then don’t get hooked you weak boi
@@7thcursed you the weak boy how bout go shoot up some heroin and tell me its just for weak pol. Ever shot up? I spent years on the streets what you know bout the lifestyle
What drugs did he take?
@Aspects guys talking like he’s addiction is heroine
@@7thcursed holy shit you are ignorant on drug addiction. Let me guess, your probably 19 or 20 years old right? Your age is showing in your inexperience on how drug addiction works. It's beyond willpower, it's a literal chemical transformation. Your brain actually changes.
Admitting and Acknowledging the Addiction is the first step brutha.
Tis
💯💯💯💯💯💯🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 hell ya homie
opana had me for years
@@QuietSquirrelClips huh? Homie just acknowledged he was addicted n sobered up. Shut the fuck up
Lol I'm nearly 50 an I acknowledge my addiction , I'm a functional addict ,but still an addict , so what's it the first step to ???? Just curious as what you think it's first step to what ?
8 days clean off everything. Jus kicked subs after months of trying. Hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I Wana look back at this comment in a month/ year and be proud of myself, everything else is in gods hands
Amen. I’m on a Sub program through my doctor & therapist. It’s hard to quit. I have tapered before very difficult. After a year my doctor will wean me down but I’m glad, keeps me of pills 💊 etc. 💯
Keep fighting bro...Taper off the subs from strips not the pills easiest shit ive ever done you can do it bro keep fighting🤜🤛👍
Pray for you 🙏🏻
Amen to that brotha I'm on subs myself
I'm just trying to make it to the zubsolv but damn gotta wait 3 days or the precipitated withdrawal kicks in
I pray anyone that sees this is successful in life.
For
I love you too haha
Stop reusing dead comments, clout chaser.
You and the other thousands of people who copy and paste this shit.
Do you do you really
This is one of the best no jumper interview thats been recently posted
That’s what I was thinking 🔥
Adam was actually paying attention.
Ong Adam just be pushing bs content now
i agree
@@matt69savage-xe3ox because Bighead is the type of a person he would talk to back in 2016-2017 which was the best No Jumper era
“Drugs are not my problem, life is my problem”
Damn, that shit hit hard ngl
That’s what addicts say 🤣
@@1230sandrag because that is usually the case, for some people at least
Both life and drugs are my problem........
He a real stepper
“I don’t have a problem with drugs, I have a problem with life” that’s exactly what addiction is, using drugs as a coping mechanism, to escape. Most addicts don’t like using drugs, but it’s what helps them escape so they continue to use
What do you call a mild addict who uses kratom and weed every day but doesn’t drink more than one beer in a day and hates most other drugs?
@@Cbd_7ohm in my mind an addict is still an addict (I’m not judging I struggle with addiction, currently ~75 days sober). And what I’ve learned through my recovery is that being an addict is just using unhealthy coping mechanisms in order to deal or escape from your problems. Sure you might not be using heroin every couple of hours, but the drug isn’t the issue, it’s how you deal with your problems is the issue
@@giotucker8075 Truth. Thanks for your thoughts.
@@Cbd_7ohm he's still judging tho
The problem is that most people conflate physical dependency for addiction. Or rather, there is physical addiction and an emotional addiction.
Some folks get on painkillers for a legit injury. But then when they no longer need pain relief they realize that withdrawal is so awful they dont want to deal with it.
So some people keep taking pain meds just to fend off withdrawal. Interestingly, many painkiller users stop getting the high sensation since they get a tolerance. So they will keep taking pills literally to avoid withdrawal symptoms interrupting their life.
I think the worse addiction is the emotional one. Because you actually crave the high sensation as a coping mechanism to block out the bad aspects of life.
Sobriety looks good on you famo. I have 7 years clean myself as of this December and just turned 25. Didn’t think I’d ever live this long. I lost all of my family do to drugs. I was on heroin and Xanax bad af in 9th grade,so bad I couldn’t even set a whole school day with out having severe withdrawals. I dropped out. Became a government assistance statistic and wasn’t leaving my bed. Not even to shower or eat. I was lucky to eat a pizza lunchable that day. I had my first daughter in 2013 and been clean since. Got off of the food stamps and got a pretty good job at power plants and chemical plants. Good pay but very dangerous work. Coming from a family of addicts,I wanted to understand it. Well I did exactly that. Experience is the best teacher. My babies literally saved my life. 🙌🏼🖤
Proud of you.
Good on you bro heard too many stories how there kids saved their lives all you need is something or someone to live for Hardest part is finding that thing
Wavy Goods so much love bro you have no clue. Means the world‼️
YUNG ZEUS I appreciate you my dude! For sure it was a struggle, but everyday gets easier. You just have to find that one thing in life to strive and prosper for. You can’t be in it just because you’re told to get clean by family. None of mine ever even g.a.f either way,and enabled me to use regardless. So I started my own family and that was my calling bro. 🤘🏼🖤
Aye mad respect to you bro, keep your head up everyday drugs ain't nothing but something to help escape reality.
Sometimes its ight to do a pinch or what have you of party shit.
Always test your stuff to so you ain't getting laced. Never the less stay away from it entirely.
I respect your soberity G.
mad respect
man like
Ayy I used to watch u in like 2016
@@bzrkr444 true
@@bzrkr444 same
Happy respect
Never heard of him before, but I love his transparency and honesty, I can relate with a lot of what he says, seems like a real smart guy, glad to see him sober
Underrated comment
you have to have heard the tag "bighead on tha beat" lol
Bighead on the beat
Bro he literally produced Gucci Gang, one of the biggest songs of 2017
Bighead onna beat
Good for him though, realizing he had a problem and being able to tell his peers.
Whole time I’m confused thinking he left because lil pump had an addiction 🤦🏾♂️
On god
@@freddycabrera837 no he meant the title sound like Lil Pump was the one who had the addiction
The title was written poorly.
@@Cbd_7ohm yuuup exactly ...I was tripping
too dense
I felt that addict moment where he said "I'd go hard with them then go home and go harder alone" . That's some real shit. I've been there. It's pathetic.
Facts... it never ended for me. I’d go out with my boys but my favorite part was just sitting in the car getting high af! I would rush everyone so we can leave and get high again, it was just weed now I got a crippling opioid habit. That shit is tough!
this dude has more balls than 90% of the rappers he produced
Stay sober.
Im 1 week off Opiates and im not looking back.
Big ups Bighead
So ur still sick or u were just doing it too much not enough to get sick? I just did a line of fent and did one 15 mins before
Ur in the pink cloud phase man...But good for you wanting change, Best of luck...
@@calilife8803 what’s the point of spending all the money for a fetty 30 he should just start buying grams of fetty I’m sure it would be cheaper. People charge $60 for those fakes ass m30s
@@seangibson3054able 60 DOLLARS!? Thats crazy dawg Ive never seen em go for more than 7
@@seangibson3054able facts im not fucking with no m30 if it aint with a script rather be safe than sorry
This guy speaks to Adam like he’s a therapist
he just doesnt have en ego problem anymore and can open up and be honest to anyone
Nah this is just recovery talk. This is the work of having a solid ass recovery. Dudes doing great and just needs to keep workin program
Hes venting ,
It feels good to be able to vent n be open like that. Thats real 💯
Sounds like he’s actually working for his recovery. That’s badass. Just got 10
Months myself after two decades of insanity. Stay well man.
@Ace Boogie opiods smh
Millions of people are relating to this right now.
Shit I am
Right same
You guys got this shit tho don't forget
I thought lil pump's drug adiction
Je's peobably heading this guy's way, he's in his reckless drug days for sure
That's another episode.
The title made me think the same thing lol but ig it would've said bc of 'lil pumps addiction' and not 'his addiction'
Just the fact he was hiding something from lil pump was enough to re-evaluate and sober up. Much respect tho
having a hard time quitting drugs and its crazy like i used to do it to get high now i do it just to feel normal.😔
Unfortunately that's what happens to all of us .. You lose more serotonin each time you get high until you have none left in your brain and that's when you end up doing whatever to get high
Stay strong man
don't put too much pressure on yourself, when you need to stop - you'll stop, also use the people around you and try find people who can relate to you, surround yourself by people who want good things for you as well and then you'll slowly start to want better for yourself
ONE WORD IF ITS OPIATES BRUZ, SUBOXONE, SHIT SAVED MY LIFE AND CAN HELP YOU. GO SEEK OUT YOUR LOCAL PROGRAM AND SEE IF YOU CAN GET HELP, IF YOU HAVE MONEY YOUI CAN GO PRIVATE AND IT CANBE FASTER. IF YOU’RE REALLY STRUGGLING YOU WILL FIND THE CASH, IT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE, JUST KNOW THERE IS HELP IF YOU NEED IT... GOOD LUCK
I pray you beat these drugs bro. Cuz YOU CAN! God is there to help. U got this!
I don’t have a problem with drugs, just a problem with life- said every addict
he was trying to say he has an addictive mentality. like he can get addicted to anything and neeeed it whether its alcohol, gambling, drugs, sex. he said many times he "thought" he couldnt live life without it, so its obviously a thought in his past not present. i dont think i have a problem with life, i think problems in life led me there at times and then the numbness and ability to feel good when life is shit kept me there and then the withdrawals kept me going past the point i didnt even want to anymore.
Coping mechanisms are still just that even if it’s not a healthy one
and that’s how it is. actually. so every drug addict does say that, but they all have a deeper pain
Drugs help you cope with life but in a negative way
@@codym.5792 LMAO if you think he's sober now. Saying thing like "its sick" when people dont know he has a really bad drug problem.
Don’t kno how much I relate to EVERY word he said.
Get back to us when you do know
@@taylor-of1pf lmaooo
I thought this was about Pumps addiction. this is dope tho. nice to hear how Pump reacted to this
Heroin addiction is no joke
Heroin is most definatly no joke,and Im sorry if you had a heroin addiction too....
I had a heroin addiction but now Im on methadone,so Im much better now....
@@LIZA_BOBO not gonna knock you for being on methadone because it is better than heroin but id suggest trying to get on suboxone
@@mycelium1456 I`ve tried both suboxone and subutex,but for some reason that none of the doctors care to figure out,Im alergic to both and they only make me go completely nuts(to put it in a nice way)so when I tried those,I went straight back into destruction mode,like the mode I was in 20 years ago,like kill or be killed if you know what I mean,like if anyone looked at me the «wrong» way,Or said something to me,I would like give em an option to leave me alone or face the concequencesh(which I can see now was completely crazy)but I had my reasons, you know?
And because I don`t want to hurt anyone at all, I stay on my 80mg of methadone,even tho I know it`s very bad for my body and everything,but it is what I need to function as an at least almost normal human being,I think you can understand.
And I wish for you to have the best year in 2021,lots of love from me to you❤️
@@ilerad damn I haven't experienced benzo withdrawal I've been taking benzo str8 for the past 2 years only a half to whole bar a day on suboxone too but I take them because I have massive anxiety and no docs will help me I've went through h withdrawals if what ur saying is true I'm scared for benzo withdrawls
@@LIZA_BOBO ok ye that's a different circumstance I feel u man it's still better than opiates though good for you man
Please don’t do Heroin, I pray whoever has to fight that demon
He was vaping that shit properly lol. Should have tried to dab it.
@@Cbd_7ohm Or Foil 😂
How do you vape it?
@@chasedwar2 You could mix heroin hydrochloride or another salt into pg/vg or you could put it in a dry herb vape with some weed or plant material or you could put it in a concentrate coil/tank made for vaping concentrates
@@chasedwar2 Just like you smoke wax, you can smoke Heroin.. you can dab it as well with a Rig or a vape pen that has coil burner
So he was vaping h ? Lmao
Yea
And fent
Prolly fent
@@ryank6953 How do you vape it? Crystal form? Damn... that sounds like meth
Fent
I have 2, coming up on 3 years clean from heroin and what he just said, "I don't have a drug problem, I have a life problem and drugs are my solution." Those are words that I tell other addicts in recovery all the time. Drugs were our solution. I'm not saying it was a good solution, but it was the best that we could come up with. And it worked, maybe for a day, maybe for a month, maybe for years. But eventually it won't work. And you need to come to terms with it and put it down, and find a better solution, instead of a temporary one.
I still using man all I pray is that I get clean before it kills me it stopped been fun years ago and I hate myself for it burnd a lot of bridges fair play to this guy he deserves so much respect cause it's so hard some day eh?
@@proa__ Pedro I feel ya bro it's so hard man I'll keep you in my prayers and I hope you do the same for me one day I pray that we get the strength to beat this disease and it is a disease I get really angry when ppl say that it's not a disease it's a choice well until they walk in our shoes how could they know God bless you my friend some day we'll beat this horrible sickness 🙏🙏🏼👍✌️
That's the truth. Drugs were always my answer; always my solution. Sometimes I forget that & fantasize about doing a shot. The relief it would bring would be so temporary I don't do it.
@@kennetholeary6899 My good friend would always ask me in the depths of shooting speed & shooting h. "Having fun yet" "you having fun yet"? That's how it starts but it sure doesn't last.
Thank you I smoke allot of wax and need to stop
Sucks that I can relate with everything this dude is saying. Been on the opiate train for 18 years now and I'm only 35.
Yeah brudda
Relatable
100 ...8 years 35yr old
i believe in yall. look into naloxon and kratom. try to surround yourself with people who will help you. and the most important thing is to make the first step in your head. try reading books about addiction like bighead did. you are not alone with these problems and you have the power to change, but you need to find it in yourself. kobe didnt die for you guys to waste your potential.
It is super rare to have an addict that young, having gotten so much validation and success from his addiction, having gone so deep into it, in THAT industry, change course and have that type of clarity and take his sobriety that seriously. It's not permanent- it's an every day, every hour battle but still...As a former heroin addict myself, it's cool and super rare to see
Yeah good for him man. I got clean about 25 but wish I'd done it years before
Legend has it big head hasn’t washed his hair since the day Gucci gang hit number 1 two years ago
Probably.
Dont woosh me ik its a joke but he washes his hair jus cuz he has dreads doesnt mean hes dirty.
@@vuks-fj7fl why tha fuck are you explaining shii if you know its a joke...ITS A F*CKN JOKE....JEEZ!!
@@terrelmaz8424 ... chill bro.
@@terrelmaz8424 it's a joke but it's shit joke leave the man alone he can say what he likes who are you to tell wolf what he can or can't say
He’s dropping that NA shit. Represent !
First time I’ve seen honesty on this show
I wish I had this guy’s money cause I already have his problems...
Facts bro imagine being an addict with loads of money you would feel unstoppable lol
You can tell he works a program due to him say *"His spirituality"* is more important.
“The drugs are making me.....me”
Yes! I felt this. It’s so hard to quit this shit when you feel this way. I hate it.
Same here bro, same here
This interview was so good. Lot of respect for the man.
Dam bro that drug addiction I’m facing THAT now
The step after recognizing addiction is addressing it.
Its not worth it bro.. from experience its really not.. stay strong and stand on your feet its really the best thing you can do.
get help if you want. alone you may be lost bro.
What are you struggling with?
@@Appathetic_Substance_Abuse I’m scared Jonathan that the photo I took 2 months ago to be a model after people started to tell me to model where I put my self standing on this tiny sort of stage and I’m idolizing myself instead of like destroying the part of me that hates idols and hates the English language and just wants to sleep and love and laugh and be safe and fuckin just get you know my self provided for again because I don’t know how to do it and I don’t even know what life is man fuck all that like you ever think like an apple and a fucking chunk of thc are exactly the same thing I don’t know why I gotta break everything down to the fullest and I just wanna go back to when I wasn’t like focused on something that I couldn’t even understand in any way and then like balance schooling and managing to interact with enough people so my schooling is effective I guess like is my goal I wanna write a book someone opens in like mad long I need to make sure that I’m history I’ve done what’s right before I could even do right because right because the thing to do and it became hip and the. Some people were still in conflict like I’ve met so many people when I was like going thru schooling that I noticed so many similarities in people it became this thing where I started to think were all just intrinsically fucked and there’s no fucking escaping the black hole that is gonna melt perception as I know it does that give you any type of insight into stopping the youth from not just destroying what they destroy but destroying what is destroying them while they’re destroying something and it doesn’t feel real to them that there is a flip side of the coin I never even thought there was really a flip side to the coin but I knew that coin could flip n I can’t catch it and bank it or use it I just fucking watch it get degraded and destroyed before and maybe I should just make the fucking pyramids again by myself hah that’s what’s wrong >:/
Bro I feel everything he said. Especially with the bathroom shit tweaking !!! Fuck man been 3 years sober!!
love seeing big head like this.. this is what sober looks like, now go back and watch lil xan no jumper interview talking about being sober and see the difference
This dude is dope. I’m 39, used coke and Oxy then moved to crys and Heroin. Locked up in 2013 and been sober since
Im 2.5 weeks off oxy today. Smh heroin mustve been ill to get out of.
Edit: 60-80mg daily for a over a year straight
@@MohamedAli-gr3gf I wish you the best 🙌🏽
@@MohamedAli-gr3gf keep you’re head up, sober living is much better than being a slave to your addiction. I was on 120mg/day before I went to H and I was doing a ball a day, $300 before I got sober but it took me getting 30months in state
Congrats man
@@krilla6036 thanks brother
I’m a heroin addict that’s been clean for almost a year now. Big props to BigHead for getting right. It’s a tough ride but it’s possible to get sober. We live a whole other lifestyle sober or not. Our brains work differently. Just gotta utilize it for good. Mad respect bro. Prayers.
Mad respect for this content. This is why I mess with Adam22
He's talking about Fetty. This shit is everywhere where I'm from, multiple times more powerful than heroin but has a half life of a couple hours, meaning you only get high for like 5 minutes and you will start withdrawing in hours if you don't get more. Heroin will get you high for hours. Some really evil shit that's killed two of my friends. I'm really glad he shared his story
Fentanyl?
Facts my best friend over dosed never new it was so... commanding
@@FREEDOMLOVER1000 yeah
@@FREEDOMLOVER1000 it's cut fentanyl, if it was pure you'd die first hit
@FN CLAN it's like playing Russian Roulette though... sometimes they put too much in it
Looks like he's interviewing his younger self
Yo this dude is years ahead of most people his age. Nothing but respect!
He's so relatable he should have way more exposure we need more people like this in the industry down to earth and normal kids could look up to him that's been through alot in life cuz the drug culture been outta control
i will work with big head in 2021, speaking it into existence now :)
Why is the logo on that shirt hittin harder than the chain? 🤔 idk guys 😭
I think u can figure out what happend to the nice jewelery...🧐🧐🧐🤫
Bcuz the logo on the shirt is way bigger and it's only an outline on a yellow shirt. Goofy
Cause cz’s look like they hit pretty hard 🤣
Its cool when you see guys get clean and life just coming back into them. I raged on h for 10yrs, got straight 7yrs ago. Mad respect for this guy, i hope he stays clean
This is amazing. Stuff like this NEVER GETS SAID. And it’s the BIG elephant in the scene. What’s massive about this is, he isn’t just lying saying “I got bad addicted to weed” and was lying, he’s admitting the truth that the industry WONT EVER ADMIT. That they’re aren’t just “addicted to weed” they are doing hardcore stuff like heavy pills and hero n meth A LOT.
I feel like I need rehab after watching this clip and I’m sober
You can tell he does the real 12 steps, has a real understanding of himself
He was smoking heroin off a vape?? Damn bro lemme hit it
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@@supernice_auto nice
lmao nahhh
Mega respect..as a recovering addict myself with two years of sobriety I can confirm everything Bighead said. Keep goin strong bro you got this
Real Shit
He Looks Mad Haelthy
Much respect and Props
Take care of Your health People it creeps up on you when u get older
Definitely someone you would judge as a addict and not sober but clearly when you speak to him and see him close up it’s easy to tell mans healthy
@@Slawsers yep
I think hes on the methadone program
Did anyone else think it meant that he left because of Lil Pump’s drug addiction? 😂
This is the best shit on the internet. We need more of this truth
As a recovering addict, this speaks volumes man. Much respect. ✊🏻
I just seen a interview with him from a few years ago and leme tell you he is a completely diffrent person. Respect to you BigHead
Addidcted to perc since i was 15. Jus got out of a laurel ridge treatment center. I loved this.
Stay strong Joe!! It’s easy to find a temporary solution, and hard to face reality. The fact that you want help and addressed your problem is half the battle.
I’m going through an oxy addiction, from dealing with past surgeries. It’s hard. It’s my own fault. I pray I find Gods love for strength to get me through all this BS.
Stay strong Joe! I just prayed for ya, I wish you the best!!
How could you not find anything with that crew?
Opiates are hard for people to understand who ain't had a physical dependency.
all of bigheads best beats, lil peep used em.
Yes
ALWAYS ends up in Conspiracy videos 😂I FELT THAT keep on keeping on 💯
I've overcome relatively debilitating addictions. I used to discuss my drug use all the time. I was always lying when I did this, too.
Could you elaborate?
@@LILREMAlNS I don't understand the question, constable. Am I being detained, or?
I thought the whole crew is drug addicts
This was hella good! Mad respect to Bighead and shedding light to how awesome it is being sober.
0:36 I think he was on straight dope, cause he mentioned how got sick with out it, and that he would use percs and lean to get him right. Sad case, thanks for bringing up your addiction and coming out.
Heroin
@@BillBondsHasAPosse That’s what dope is. Thanks for your clarification.
he was smoking D and fetty most likely.. glad to see him clean
@@BillBondsHasAPosse lean is heroine
@@Dutchmaster707 no it’s not, people call lean liquid heroin cause how bad lean is it’s not actually heroin.
ESKETTIT I got a drug problem
It’s cool till it kills your relationship with people but have fun man
I'm the same with booze, a professional for 15 years.
He's speaking to my soul right now...
When he said, "I go harder alone," I can relate to that
i thought the story was gone be big head leaving due to PUMPS addiction 😭
“I was so professional with it......I mean I’m googling things”
lmaooooo
*types into Google “how many rocks can one smoke?”
Issa feeling
Basically yes that’s what you do if you wanna be safe
Sober kinda... Tf does that mean
The other day I saw a girl with a hoodie that said Malibu ... I thought she was an alcoholic.. then I realized it was a place .. and I am in fact the alcoholic...
He sucked back lean and took 5 percs and was still sick? Dude was strung out big time
The ending was the most humble fucking thing I have ever heard in my life.
I'm 21 and I've been doing hydros and roxys since I was 10 cuz my grandma was prescribed them so I could snort them at anytime I wanted I've never popped a pill in my life im on h and still on it I just cant get off it and I'm even on suboxone and that shit is not that same I really need help or I will go to jail or die if I just cant I want to have money in life and have a house and family but ik if cant get off this shit ik I never will take it from someone that loves doing it still, it's the worst thing and addiction ever please never try and roxys or anything unless u can take them just for pain
get a fucking grip of yourself get a part time job work out care about ur self image
Smh... Before passing judgement on someone else’s struggle, spend some time working on your grammar my dude.. Don’t judge anybody’s solution until you’ve lived their struggle.
@@Dutchmaster707 who said I didn't have a job? How you think I get the shit, I dont steal
yo bighead if you read this I'm coming on 5 months and I'm so much happier and so much wasted money fuck dat
I can relate 100% recovering H addict as well. I’m
Here
For
Y’all.
He’s got a good head on him Fr you don’t see this in rappers nowadays but he gets it
This is why i only smoke gas 😂
"That's when I got sober.. kinda sober lmfao"
He was doing heroin if didn’t figure that out
I feel this 100%...I’m a recovering addict and was not the type that could hold a job and function. My partner was the type that could get up and go to work and hold it together. I never had that type of control. I’ll have 9 years on the 24th of January...it’s still insane to think about
Say what you want about drugs but they helped influence some of the greatest hits off all time
@AR Landscape Exactly bible says he had a beautiful voice.