I can't say I'm surprised that Emily's channel is still growing and being viewed, even after over 4 years. She's such a powerful force of nature. Nothing will ever truly stop her from inspiring and educating us.
I don't know after almost 5 years if Aisha still has Emily Haywood's youtube login so you can upload videos onto Emily Hayward's youtube channel. I'm guessing the reason why Aisha can't upload stuff is because she works in a school. So i'm sure you are please that you are rewatching Emily taking Aisha out for a date night such as nando's etc
You never had to post a video but I just want to say that all 53,498 of your friends appreciated it. It wasn’t only Emily who had an impact on our lives but you as well. You were always there by her side. I want you to know that not all of us will be at the funeral but we will 100% be right by your side. Sending love and hugs your way ❤️
My breath is truly taken away by your grace, dignity and compassion. Not just in this video, but throughout the whole journey. So much love to you, Aisha xxxxx
Ohh Aisha, my heart is breaking for you. You could not have loved her more, or taken better care of her. She will be watching over you forever. She was an amazing woman and she will be sorely missed. 🙏😚💕💕
And me. She was such a beautiful girl. Gutting. Cancer is so evil. Emily was such a little warrior. I had been thinking about her and popped backed for a few videos.
Aisha you’re so brave coming here to give us all closure! You are such a beautiful soul... it is the saddest thing in all the world seeing you sat alone on that sofa! So so much love to you ❤️
Actually so gutted. I found Emily's when I got my diagnosis of ovarian cancer in March and there were days were I had absolutely no strength and I'd watch a video of her at the gym and it would motivate me to even just get out of bed and do some housework or something active. She was truly an amazing woman and my heart goes to you Aisha and her family and friends. Looking to get some flowers sent over as I live in Ireland and won't be able to travel but I'll be thinking of you all ❤️
Laura McCabe I am being under the care of our local hospice and that’s when I found Emily’s vlogs, I also found Emily’s vlogs gave me motivation and inspiration when I was struggling to find those things for myself, how are you doing now?
I'm slowly getting things back to "normal". Started back to work last month and I'm studying for my repeat exam to go back to Uni in September. Had a CT scan last Wednesday to see if I am still NED 3 months post debulking surgery and haven't heard back from them yet, so gonna give the doctors a phone this afternoon to see if there are any results back. How are you keeping?
Aisha. No words, I just recently found you and Emily, and your videos together are so inspiring. Her legacy lives on in the people she touched. Thank you for taking time in your grief to reach out to us and let us know. All the love in the world.
Just recently found Emily’s channel, years too late. What an inspirational badass. Quick witted with a wonderful sense of humor. Binged her entire library and she has inspired to take better care of my health so many years later. Such a legacy she left. Aisha, if you ever have the strength to go back and re-read these comments, your wife was one of a kind, which I’m sure you were well aware of. I do hope your new chapter in life with your son is getting on well Lot’s of love from the Midwestern, USA. ❤️
I too found her channel just recently and I am just speechless at what an incredible person she was. One of a kind for sure. She had a light that shined unlike anything I've ever seen. I hope and pray that Aisha and her family are doing the best that they can. 💕
That was a heartfelt and emotional video to do Aisha. I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say we are proud of you and Emily and the way you both view life. She will never be far away I’m sure. Always in your heart. Lots of love to you and your families and all the best for the future. We are going to miss Emily but I hope you carry on popping on to RUclips and sharing your positivity with everybody just like Emily did. Xx
She lived right up until she died. Exactly like you said. Aw Aisha am so sorry for your loss. She was such an amazing inspiration to me and many others. You are an inspiration as well, Aisha! All you did for Em physically and emotionally, you have carried yourself so beautifully through all of this. Emily was loved by many. I am so thankful for her presence in my life❤️ RIP Em
Love you, Aisha ❤❤❤❤ Thank you for this video. You are so strong . I am at a loss for words. The pain that Emily's passing has caused for so many is just the indicator of how much of an impact she had and will continue to have with her life. Sentences both of you have said in the videos will stay with me and lift me up. And so will your wedding video. To be allowed to witness such love, determination, strength and dedication in you two beautiful women has been a gift, a blessing. Thank you. Rest easy, dear Emily. You have done good.
Ah, gosh Aisha. What a brilliant tribute. I know RUclips was Emilys passion but I really hope you drop in and see us from time to time. We really love you both and YOU BOTH have been inspiring. Your love and positivity has encouraged everyone. Please consider vlogging from time to time in Emilys honour. We will just miss you both too much. Thank you for taking care of Emily you did such a great job being a wife and best friend to someone unforgettable. Xx
PhilippaHanna I was pleasantly surprised to see you commenting on Emily's vlogs. You came to Champion's Church in Dudley and you were brilliant. I yes I agree it would be good to see Aisha from time to time doing vlogs going to miss them 💖
Aisha, Thank you, RUclips wasn't your thing, you didn't have to tell us anything, but true to your nature you did. I worried about you and Emily's final days. This video has given me a sense of closure. Thank you. You have two have touched my heart in a way that I could not imagine possible. I truly believed she would beat this. And, in hind sight, maybe the fact that she beat the odds for so long is beating it. Now like the mom I am I find my myself worrying about you Aisha. I hope you can find a way to let us know you are getting on in the future. I truly admire and respect you as a woman, and a wife. Emily was blessed for having your and vice versa.
Diagnosed with uterine cancer a month ago. Thought of Emily. Her strength, positivity and passion for life continue to be inspiring, even more so now! ♥️
I'm in tears listening to this beautiful tribute. Life was not wasted on Emily Hayward. I know these videos of her will continue to inspire for many years. Thank you so much for sharing this information. sending my deepest condolences
While Emily taught a lot of people a lot of things I would say that I have learned the most from you, Aisha, on how to be a more patient and loving spouse. Thank you for that and I am so sorry for your loss.
That’s really sweet. I think it’s amazing how people still watch her vlog daily including myself. I think it’s incredible how many peoples hearts Emily and Aisha touched xx
VLAD, that's awesome, I so wish I could join you, I would if I could, trust me, maybe you could look up Aisha and take her out to Waggaman's for all of us 🇺🇸.
The world got a little less bright when Emily left it, but the sparkle that she added to so many peoples life, left a light in this world that nothing will ever extinguish. She is up there now and will see just how loved she was, no, still is and always will be. Much love to you Aisha.xx
Jane Russell We all do. At least her physical presence, but as long as we have pass along her loving being she will always be around. Have a good night 💕.
Aisha, thank you so much for making this beautiful video 🙏. I actually have been waiting for it. Since Emily passed away my heart has been broken because the both of you became part of my every day. Emily made me believe in Hope again. You and Emily were a match made in heaven. Aisha I just wanted to thank you 🙏 and Emily for showing us what true love ❤️ is all about again because you both were the true example of it. Aisha the way you stood by Emily through her cancer journey is truly remarkable and genuine. Sadly when I went through my own journey with cancer a few years ago my partner would just drop me off at the hospital. My mom who I thank God for every day was the one ☝️ who helped me. She is my best friend ❤️. So what I am simply trying to say is, Ashia you were a God send for Emily to help her in her own cancer journey and that the both of you together were a God send to all of us because you both helped me and many others learn how to have faith in love again. So thank you Aisha and Emily for being so very inspirational 🌺 God bless you both. 🌹
Sara G I don't know or ur situation at all and I'm really sorry u had to go through it. Maybe ur partner just couldn't deal with the reality of the situation. It can be super overwhelming for not just the people its directly affecting but their loved ones to. Anyway I hope ur all good now. And we should all live the way Emily did, to the fullest. X
pobtrons thanks for your advice. My partner never really supported me. I was always alone. My mom was my everything. But maybe you are right, maybe it was to hard of a situation. It’s just so hard as positive as you try to be❤️
Im really sorry u were alone...but thank god u had ur family around. If a love one is going through something so terrifying..you just have to be strong for them, i could never let a loved one go through it alone but that's just me, everyones diff i guess. How are things with you now Sara if u don't mind me asking?x
pobtrons I am ok....they removed my right ovary with the felopian tube with the mass on it. I am being monitored every 6 months by a wonderful doctor. I had no symptoms and they found it on a random ultrasound because I was trying to get pregnant. My partner is a good person, but not like Aisha. Aisha was the best partner anyone could of had because that’s what I would have done. My radiologist asked if she could use what she found in me to discuss at a huge seminar and I said absolutely to help any research for ovarian cancer for all women. God bless you, you seem like a beautiful person ❤️
Sara G Again Sara, I'm so sorry u had to go through it, I get so angry when I see such wonderful, caring, genuine people having to go through such awful things, it just seems so unfair. I think one part of Em legacy is that we shouldn't be afraid reach out and talk to each other and not feel like ur alone when theres hundreds and thousands of people that Em brought together who care for each other. Sara if u ever want to chat or just say hello....pobtron@gmail.com. xoxo.
I wanted you to know that because of this post, I began watching all of Emily’s posts. You two inspired me to finally go to the doctor to get checked out. They found a skin cancer. But because of you both, they think it was found early enough. I feel guilty typing that. It’s not fair to you. But, I just wanted to thank you.
Emily kept me sane for the last sixth month since my Stage 3 melanoma - mole on my calf, just like Em. Her humor, strength, constant informative, inspiring vlogs - have empowered me more than anything else. Seriously, Aisha - she's been my true north with this disease. I'm doing well so far... Keeping positive, like Em and Aisha always say! I still watch and learn every day so please leave this site live -- PLEASE. God bless, and much Love from Austin, TX.
Unbelievable strength and class in one so young Aisha it shames me as I sit here bawling over you, Emily and my loved ones I've lost. I dont know how you can handle life so gracefully. God bless you and thank you.
I can't believe this was nearly 6 years go🥲😭😭😭I was going through the worst time of my life personally but Emily's vlogs kept me going....I am still here and I will always come here for comfort. fly high sweet Em we miss you xxxx
I just knew that you would do this! Well done Aisha 🙂 I’m so very sorry for your loss, she was a wonderful girl and you were everything she needed and then some! Please know that we so appreciate you putting this vlog out for us, and that we support and love you too. You are so strong and will never forget your wee angel 😇 Em but please enjoy your life too. Thank you Aisha xxx P.S. don’t forget we will always be here for you Aisha, always if you need us x
This Aisha.... this^^^^^^^^^^^. I remember one day Emily said she hoped you would vlog when she was gone. You did and it means so much to all of us. We needed this. I feel so calm now about her passing knowing all her family and friends were there to send her off, showing her how much she was loved and what an impact she made on all of us. Also sending much love and comfort to her mom, I cant imagine having to go through all she had had to. Mum... hugs from California, your daughter was and is STILL an amazing presence!! ~ Debbie
Diana Murray I agree, Diane, I'm glad Emily stayed 'Emily Hayward' right to the end. She fought hard and was determined to live her life being 'Emily, who has cancer' and not 'cancer who has Emily'. I don't think this is the last we'll hear of her or her life. If hundreds or thousands turn up to her funeral (in gym gear, I love that idea) then it/Emily will get a mention on the news. I think, in time, it would be a lovely idea (if it's in Em's or Aisha's or her family's wishes, of course) to set up a charity or a foundation in her name. I hope all her videos remain on youtube, so many people would find them helpful.
Claire Connatty yes Claire I really hope Emily and Aisha’s videos stay on UTUBE forever so we can look back and remember! I wish I could make it down to pay my respects but cannot, I’m sure many thousands will turn up though and isn’t that something? She was so loved xxx
Aisha, thank you so much for taking the time to create this video. It means a lot. I'm from Margate, so I'm going to try my best to make it to the funeral. I really appreciate you making it open to the public and to all of those who loved Em. It is good to see your face again, and to have more info on how everything went. To know she went peacefully is such a comfort. Sending you lots of love. xxxxxx
Emily reminded me how important optimism is. Her genuinitey is what I will miss the most. She changed my perspective on my own problems, and the beautiful thing is she will always be here when I need a reminder. Thank you Aisha. Not sure if you will start vlogging yourself, but the energy that Emily had is not lost on you. I wish I could be at the funeral, but Australia is that little bit too far away. 💓
I am just so heartbroken by this. I wasn’t ready to stop learning all the lessons she was teaching me, about strength; perseverance; positivity; bravery; and chief of all, how to truly embrace life, live it, and love it for all that it is. We all still had so much more to learn from her :( Aisha, thank you for being such an inspiration in all that you also showed and taught us about love, bravery, and unwavering support. You have given me a lot to think about when it comes to supporting my own spouse. ❤️
Aisha, I am blown away by you - you are carrying Emily's positivity and love and it's shining out of you. Thank you for this video, thank you for everything. I will never forget Emily, ever. Before I watched her videos I was bedridden with a progressive illness and sorry for myself and came across her channel by total fluke - that fluke changed my life. I am up and about now, doing really well and never feel sorry for myself anymore, ever. My friends are shocked (in a good way) at the differene in me and I always tell them my improvement is nothing to do with me and everything to do with Emily Hayward. God bless you, Aisha - you are one of the most inspiring women I have ever come across. Thank you.. thank you so, so much. x
Thank you so much for your lovely message. I reckon Emily is looking down on thousands of people whose lives she changed. An incredible person who I will never, ever forget.
Emily changed my life. I was battling a bad depression when I found her. Her positivity and light gave me hope for recovery. She is still a superhero for fighting the way she did. I consider this a great loss to the world, but I also consider her life such a blessing. She has changed so many lives and will continue to do so. Stay strong, I know this is a difficult time but I am so happy she had a partner like you! Some of us are never so lucky, so she was very blessed💙💙💙
What an amazing tribute to your wife. I visit this again during the covid19 lockdown. Emily was the bravest person I have ever known. How she motivated herself to still go to the gym is just astounding to me.
Oh Aisha I was so happy to see this today. I miss you guys. Emily's passing affected me more then I ever thought possible. It felt like a punch to the chest. But I know you took very very good care of her and the love you shared is something you will have forever. I do hope you will continue vlogging ! I am a 66yo mother of one and you girls were (are) very special.❤❤❤❤❤
Could I also please say Aisha a very Huge Thank You ever so much for all the fantastic videos, that you & Emily made. You are the most beautiful kindhearted young lady that I have ever come across in my 57 yrs of living. I don't know you personally but just by watching all off you're videos made me feel like I know you. I'm so so very sorry for your loss of Beautiful Emily.i do hope that you continue to make you're videos of how you yourself are keeping. Take good care of yourself sending you love and hugs from Steph in Stockport Cheshire. .❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹🌹xxxxxxxX
Emily isn’t dead! My husband and I just got to know her and travel with her through her struggles. Isn’t it amazing? Two more people just met her. Thank you so much for keeping this vlog up. We are 70 and still love meeting new people.
Thank you Aisha ❤️ There are so many people vlogging their cancer journey but I cannot bare to watch them all......there was just something special about Emily that drew me in and had me hooked! You were an amazing girlfriend and wife, supportive, loving and always finding the positives. Thank you for letting us into your lives to join you on this journey through good times and bad. Stay strong 💪🏻❤️
She may have left but she’s certainly not gone, she lives on in so many hearts across the world 💛 thank you for making this video Aisha, it’s been a privilege to know you both in some small way.
Oh Aisha...to the very end, you were such a positive, gentle , calming and supportive soul. I’d always thought you were the strength, calmness and in fact the reason Emily continued to beat the odds over and over, and I think this vlog update proves that to me. Emily was an amazing human being, together you were spectacular and the epitome of pure unconditional love 💕 Thank you for the update I have thought of you every day since the news and it’s nice to have an idea of how everything happened. It sounded, as you said, very peaceful and calm. Please, consider writing a book down the track on how to support a loved one going through cancer, as you, YOU Aisha, have such an important message to share. Love to you, family and Emily’s everlasting memories xxx
I am going through a rough suicidal depression right now. She fought and she lived and she wanted to live and so I will fight. She gives me strength, even though she is gone she left a legacy of strength and I will use it. Thank you Emily. When I am down and can't take any more I will remember your smile, I will put on my kicks and I will fight. Much love ♥ RIP ♥
Been there many times myself thinking it would be best to go . But I live every day and I choose to stay because so many don’t get that option . I have a son now and he lights up my soul . Remember you are loved and always kick for the surface because nothing or nobody can take that away from you xxxxx
Aisha, thank you so much for sharing the final phase of Emily's journey. Your grieving is so real, and your courage humbling. May angels lift you to soar upon their wings, giving you comfort and healing. May the treasure chest of memories afford you and your kin folk the opportunity to raise a smile, in this devastatingly sad time.
Having worked with many families at the end of their loved ones life, I have rarely seen a partner be so supportive, loving and able to face things head on as you have and still are. You are amazing and I hope you have lots of support in this difficult time.
Aisha you are one phenomenal girl..You've just done Em proud with that lovely video...It's so good to know she was peaceful when she passed..She will always be with you and you will feel around you...The love you shared is the kind of love people aspire too. Love to you and the families and friends...RIP Emily...
We will all face death - the question is how will we face it. Emily was a warrior and as sad as it is that she had such a short time here, how wonderful that she took full advantage of every moment. She will be missed - but more importantly, she will be REMEMBERED!
You're an absolute pillar of strength, even now after Emily's passing, you amaze me. I'm so sad that Emily has gone. Thank you both, you helped me alot in the last few months with my own struggles in life, to see what Em was dealing with & keeping that positive attitude helped me look at my life different. Forever will love & appreciate both you ladies for that. 💚
So sorry for your loss, Aisha. ❤️ As you said, Emily will be missed. I don’t think there could have been anyone better than you to stick by her side until the very end. You always encouraged her to live even when she was dying and your love and positivity, I’m sure, is what kept her going for so long. Emily inspired us in so many ways, but so did both your love for each other. Aisha, you are an amazing, strong woman and the best wife ever for Emily. When you said “What’s going on guys?” I immediately cried. Thank you for keeping the fire of Emily alive for a little while longer. I’m sure you will continue to do so in your heart and we will too. 🔥❤️🔥R.I.P. Emily and thank you so much, Aisha for sharing the final moments of Emily’s life here on earth. (The soul never dies!) You’re both loved so much. Peace and love to you both. ❤️🕊❤️
Beautiful. I'm crying like a baby again. I think these two girls were sent and for a reason. Thank you to Aisha you have been amazing and are very much cared for 💜
What amazing young women, both of you - dignity, love and compassion shines out of you and i wish you all the very very best- you have made an impact and left a legacy. Life is brief and when its gone, love goes on and on xxxxx R xxxxx
Aisha, you are the epitome of grace and dignity. Thank you for posting this video even though I'm sure it was difficult. I have watched it over and over again. You and Emily made such a dynamic duo, taking on the world one day at a time, one moment at a time, and doing it with such aplomb! May the good Lord bless you and send angels to hold you up for years to come. I know the video world will be out here, cheering you on! Lots of Love from here in Alaska. J.
Aisha I live in Canada and have been following Emily's vlog and loving her from a distance. She taught me how to live. Many humans survive their lifetime but how much do they really "live" it? The planet needs more Emily's. I also want to say something about you Aisha because it's important. Yes, the world needs more Emily's but also more Emily's need an Aisha. You have a calm I have never seen in another human. I wish you the very best with your living life. Emily will be your guide from the other side...I am sure of it. Peace and love to you and yours.
Aisha please never delete this account because I will watch her videos for the rest of my life.. it would mean so much to us if you checked in once in awhile.. I miss her so much. ❤️ from Vancouver Island BC ... You love to travel and you always have a place to stay here. Love to you sweet Aisha you are an amazing person and we all love you. ❤️💔
NO!!! I keep rewatching too. Both these girls are so inspiring. It is too sad that Emily left but I hope the account stays and maybe Aisha will update us now and then??? I hope so anyway 💕🌸
I have been binge watching since Emily passed away whenever l can. I have a candle burning as l write this. Fly high beautiful girl. You will be missed more than you can ever imagine. Love, prayers and thoughts to all thise who loved her xxx 💕💕💕
SaffronBarkerVlogs ,thank you for supporting cancer research ,you did amazing. By the way I bought some of your primark range today , I bought the pyjama set and the water bottle
unknown I think it was around 2018. The poor girl's mother tweeted about it and her disgust for Saffron. I wish she could be blocked from Emily's channel
It's been a blow to me to learn that Emily has passed away. I have subbed late in the progression of her illness, but even when things looked not so well lately, I still hoped that it was only another bump in her road, and that she would still live longer. I don't want to believe it, honestly, but I suppose I'll have to. From my humble point of view, she is leaving a huge legacy of positivity, of courage, of will power, and even of humor. Hers will always be in my mind a beautiful smile. And she proved to be a wise girl. She did what she wanted till the end defying cancer, and she chose the best wife in the world. Because Aysha, you are also an example to follow and to learn from. Sweet, understanding, wise, and the best support for your amazing wife. My deeply, deeply felt condolences to you and all those fortunate ones who had her in their lived. Much, much love from Spain.
Rip Em never forgotten stay strong aisha and your family im so so proud of you both you are incredible people and i have so much love for you 💖🌹🌹i know i dont know either of you personally but you have both touched my life gratelly youve taught me so so much and your just amazing 💖🌹🌹
“What’s going on you lot...” I’m going to miss those words from Emily so much! Thank you so much for the beautiful video Aisha! I’m so sorry for your loss! You and Emily were such an amazing couple and were so good for one another. Emily was such an incredible and inspirational person, she touched me and so many people and I’m privileged to have gotten to know her and Aisha through RUclips. Emily you fought so well, until the very end, and I’m so happy that you could live your life the way you wanted to, until you went peacefully last Tuesday. My thoughts and prayers go out to Aisha, her family and friends. Thinking of you Aisha, stay strong. RIP beautiful Emily. Peace, hugs and lots of love from South Africa.
I don't know how this video came up in my feed cuz I've nvr seen or heard of her before. But I still watched it & then went to her page to find out who this amazing person was and now I can't stop watching her videos. Emily didn't allow her terminal illness to bring her down to zero, thts amazing. She lived as fully as her body would allow until the very end, which is very inspirational. Take care Aisha.
Being a 2nd time cancer survivor and a metastatic melanoma fighter,, Emily has changed the way I am choosing to live the rest of my life. She meant so much to me and my children. I have shared her story so many times. And this week alone, I have shared how she worked out till the very end, many times to my friends and fellow cancer survivors. Her legicy will go on for a very long time. Thank you Aisha. I dont think Emily would be the Emily we all know, without you. You will always be in my prayers. And your relationship will be one I look at when I think about what I hope my future relationship, or my childrens relationships will be like. God Bless you! RIP Emily!
You guys made the best memories through a bad situation and that is an absolutely incredible thing. I wish the best for you, Aisha, and for Emily's family and friends - she seemed like such a strong, noble and loving person.
I’m still trying to digest that I won’t be seeing Emily’s uplifting, inspiring, interesting and fun videos. I use to wake up every morning to see she had uploaded her daily vlog... I’m so grateful that I was able to get to know apart of Emily through her vlogs. My heartfelt sympathy to you Aisha and Emily’s family and friends, she will be missed so much ❤️❤️ Love from Australia 🇦🇺 xx
THANK YOU AISHA ... I just needed 2 know what happened .. I can't get her out of my mind every time I see a kiwi laughing cow cheese triangle put my trainers on !! list is endless !! Knowing you was with our gorgeous carageous Emily is comfort ..I never thought somebody I never personally met death could affect me as much just goes 2 show she touched our hearts motivated and brightened our day ... Aisha you are a beautiful person inside and out wishing you condolences and inner peace ... Fly high with your angel wings Emily I will deeply miss you ..... X
Aisha, bless your precious loving heart.💜 How very lucky you both are to have shared each others love. Emily may have left this earth sweetheart, but her spirit will always be with you. Peace.
Here in 2024 , rewatching some of the videos and remembering how strong Emily was, how supportive Aisha was... what a loving couple. I love how Aisha thanked everyone for making the love of her life happy. Really sweet. I know Aisha has a sweet little boy now, Raif. I see pics on her instagram. I'm sure she is an extraordinary mother.
I also think it would be good for Aisha to know we are here for her too. Bless her heart, I keep thinking of her with all that she is going through xxx
Just got back from the funeral. It was by Emily's request that there be no pictures, videos or streaming at the service, but for those who unfortunately weren't able to make it, I will say it was absolutely beautiful and a celebration of her life more than anything. Aisha was dressed in a wonderful bright red suit and seemed in good spirits. :) Getting to see all of Emily's friends and family really showed just how special she was. Such a beautiful girl who truly loved life. Her appreciation for her subscribers was mentioned many times throughout. She really did love us lot. :) Keep watching her videos and spreading her positive message! Xxxxx
Aisha, the whole time you loved Emily unconditionally and you kept her so strong! You held each other up in life and death, she was so bloody proud of you! Your kind heart shows in everything you do!
Thank you so much Aisha for assuring us that Emily was ok at the end. We cared so much about her in life and 3 years later I still find myself watching her videos if I need encouragement. I saw your beautiful baby on Instagram. I’m so happy for you.
@Daniela - I was on the verge of tears but your comment sent me over the edge so here I am with tears all down my face, barely able to see the screen. I hope that when my time comes, I can cross to the Other Side as courageously as Emily did.
I know I can’t be alone, but it really feels unreal that she is gone. I keep seeing her videos from the past pop up in my recommended to watch, and for a split second, I forget... and then, heart ache. 💔 Truly Aisha, thank you so, so very much for taking the time to talk and share with us. You have carried yourself with such grace and strength through this whole journey. I don’t know how you have done it, but it really is something special to witness. I feel blessed and am going to strive to live more like you and Emily. The passion, kindness, optimism and zest you both have shown for life, has been inspiring. Bless you and know that we will forever be changed by you and Emily. And please, if you choose and feel it is therapeutic, keep in touch every now and then, we would love to continue to be a part of your journey. If not, we will respect your decision and wish you nothing but healing for your heart and only good. With much love and gratitude, I thank you. Love, Alexa
i literally agree with everything you said. the part that most hits home for me is when you said you see the old videos pop up ... i can't describe the pain when that happens
So so proud of you Aisha. You and Em's are and always will be such huge inspirations to many. Wishing you nothing but love happiness and joy and may Emily always be remembered and loved by all 🙏🏽
Emily is still inspiring me in 2024. ❤
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Still missing Emily. ❤
Well said. What a woman. What a strong, positive funny happy girl and we will miss you forever Emily xxxxx
I can't say I'm surprised that Emily's channel is still growing and being viewed, even after over 4 years. She's such a powerful force of nature. Nothing will ever truly stop her from inspiring and educating us.
I don't know after almost 5 years if Aisha still has Emily Haywood's youtube login so you can upload videos onto Emily Hayward's youtube channel. I'm guessing the reason why Aisha can't upload stuff is because she works in a school. So i'm sure you are please that you are rewatching Emily taking Aisha out for a date night such as nando's etc
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Aisha...you are as extraordinary as she was...thank you
Jo Good - Middleagedminx Yes, indeed.❤️❤️🌻🕊
So beautifully expressed.....yes, indeed. 🙏💗
2020 and Emily still gets 100 new subscribers a week. She was a gift that keeps on giving.
I'm one for this week. I'm just sad I saw it now.
Same, found them this year 💛
I subscribed 😔
100%
Emily celebrated that there were 30 k subs and now there is over 70! Xxxxx well done girls you have left a beautiful legacy! Xxxxxxxxxxxxx
"She was Emily Hayward right till the end" I love that line.
Mike Beale me too ❤️
STILL WATCHING love you guys
Feb 2020 rip angel Alisa how are you xx
‘She was Emily Hayward till the end..and that’s how she wanted it.’ So powerful. I am lost for words.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal but love leaves a memory no one can steal. ❤️ Rest In Peace sweet Emily.
Teri M Love those true words .... 💜
Lovely sentiment
6 years today 😢 RIP Emily x
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You never had to post a video but I just want to say that all 53,498 of your friends appreciated it. It wasn’t only Emily who had an impact on our lives but you as well. You were always there by her side. I want you to know that not all of us will be at the funeral but we will 100% be right by your side. Sending love and hugs your way ❤️
Take my hand
And all of me
And travel throgh the ages
Step witb me througb time and space
And help me turn the paves
Kieran Carr That was the sub count 10 months ago
Beautifully said.
My breath is truly taken away by your grace, dignity and compassion. Not just in this video, but throughout the whole journey. So much love to you, Aisha xxxxx
Jo Cannon Perfectly said.
Alice H. Ditto 💕
Jo Cannon yes totally beautiful
Jo Cannon Aisha truly is an angel on earth
Beautifully said xx
Ohh Aisha, my heart is breaking for you. You could not have loved her more, or taken better care of her. She will be watching over you forever. She was an amazing woman and she will be sorely missed. 🙏😚💕💕
Coming back here to just remember Emily, ❤I hope she rests in peace
And me. She was such a beautiful girl. Gutting. Cancer is so evil. Emily was such a little warrior. I had been thinking about her and popped backed for a few videos.
Aisha you’re so brave coming here to give us all closure! You are such a beautiful soul... it is the saddest thing in all the world seeing you sat alone on that sofa! So so much love to you ❤️
Actually so gutted. I found Emily's when I got my diagnosis of ovarian cancer in March and there were days were I had absolutely no strength and I'd watch a video of her at the gym and it would motivate me to even just get out of bed and do some housework or something active. She was truly an amazing woman and my heart goes to you Aisha and her family and friends. Looking to get some flowers sent over as I live in Ireland and won't be able to travel but I'll be thinking of you all ❤️
Laura McCabe I am being under the care of our local hospice and that’s when I found Emily’s vlogs, I also found Emily’s vlogs gave me motivation and inspiration when I was struggling to find those things for myself, how are you doing now?
I'm slowly getting things back to "normal". Started back to work last month and I'm studying for my repeat exam to go back to Uni in September. Had a CT scan last Wednesday to see if I am still NED 3 months post debulking surgery and haven't heard back from them yet, so gonna give the doctors a phone this afternoon to see if there are any results back. How are you keeping?
Laura McCabe all my love to you laura. My dad has cancer which is getting worse and worse and we all need each other for support ❤️
Aisha. No words, I just recently found you and Emily, and your videos together are so inspiring. Her legacy lives on in the people she touched. Thank you for taking time in your grief to reach out to us and let us know. All the love in the world.
Just recently found Emily’s channel, years too late. What an inspirational badass. Quick witted with a wonderful sense of humor. Binged her entire library and she has inspired to take better care of my health so many years later. Such a legacy she left.
Aisha, if you ever have the strength to go back and re-read these comments, your wife was one of a kind, which I’m sure you were well aware of. I do hope your new chapter in life with your son is getting on well Lot’s of love from the Midwestern, USA. ❤️
I too found her channel just recently and I am just speechless at what an incredible person she was. One of a kind for sure. She had a light that shined unlike anything I've ever seen. I hope and pray that Aisha and her family are doing the best that they can. 💕
Here from the Midwest too ❤ rip sweet Emily
That was a heartfelt and emotional video to do Aisha. I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say we are proud of you and Emily and the way you both view life. She will never be far away I’m sure. Always in your heart. Lots of love to you and your families and all the best for the future. We are going to miss Emily but I hope you carry on popping on to RUclips and sharing your positivity with everybody just like Emily did. Xx
Well said Damon x
She lived right up until she died. Exactly like you said. Aw Aisha am so sorry for your loss. She was such an amazing inspiration to me and many others. You are an inspiration as well, Aisha! All you did for Em physically and emotionally, you have carried yourself so beautifully through all of this. Emily was loved by many. I am so thankful for her presence in my life❤️ RIP Em
Love you, Aisha ❤❤❤❤
Thank you for this video. You are so strong . I am at a loss for words. The pain that Emily's passing has caused for so many is just the indicator of how much of an impact she had and will continue to have with her life. Sentences both of you have said in the videos will stay with me and lift me up. And so will your wedding video. To be allowed to witness such love, determination, strength and dedication in you two beautiful women has been a gift, a blessing. Thank you.
Rest easy, dear Emily. You have done good.
Thank you so for saying everything I wanted to say.
Watching this again in Athens and to let you know she has not been forgotten about x
That is actually a lovely comment ❤ from 🏴
Ah, gosh Aisha. What a brilliant tribute. I know RUclips was Emilys passion but I really hope you drop in and see us from time to time. We really love you both and YOU BOTH have been inspiring. Your love and positivity has encouraged everyone. Please consider vlogging from time to time in Emilys honour. We will just miss you both too much. Thank you for taking care of Emily you did such a great job being a wife and best friend to someone unforgettable. Xx
PhilippaHanna I was pleasantly surprised to see you commenting on Emily's vlogs. You came to Champion's Church in Dudley and you were brilliant. I yes I agree it would be good to see Aisha from time to time doing vlogs going to miss them 💖
Yes Aisha please stay with us to lose Emily is hard without u losing u aswell I'd love for u to continue her vlogs x
PhilippaHanna yes I second this!!
PhilippaHanna ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I 100% Conquer 👍🏻!!!!! We love you Aisha ❤️, I don’t want to lose both of you at the same time! 🙏🏻😢
Aisha, Thank you, RUclips wasn't your thing, you didn't have to tell us anything, but true to your nature you did. I worried about you and Emily's final days. This video has given me a sense of closure. Thank you. You have two have touched my heart in a way that I could not imagine possible. I truly believed she would beat this. And, in hind sight, maybe the fact that she beat the odds for so long is beating it. Now like the mom I am I find my myself worrying about you Aisha. I hope you can find a way to let us know you are getting on in the future. I truly admire and respect you as a woman, and a wife. Emily was blessed for having your and vice versa.
Beautifully said! ❤️
Alisha you and Emily gave this old woman a restored faith in the goodness of human love,
Diagnosed with uterine cancer a month ago. Thought of Emily. Her strength, positivity and passion for life continue to be inspiring, even more so now! ♥️
How are you doing?
Prayers to you love. I hope your doing well. 💕
How are you doing now? ❤
I hope you’re okay ❤
I'm in tears listening to this beautiful tribute. Life was not wasted on Emily Hayward. I know these videos of her will continue to inspire for many years. Thank you so much for sharing this information. sending my deepest condolences
💫✨💫Wonder Woman met another Wonder Woman....they joined hands, they joined hearts, they flew..... 💫✨💫
Luna Moonbaby This is so beautiful.... this is how I'll remember Em and Aisha...
Luna Moonbaby Beautiful ❤️
This is perfect!!!!
While Emily taught a lot of people a lot of things I would say that I have learned the most from you, Aisha, on how to be a more patient and loving spouse. Thank you for that and I am so sorry for your loss.
Allison Smith i
I’m coming to England from America and I will stop at the Cemetery to lay down some flowers and pay my respects.
That’s really sweet. I think it’s amazing how people still watch her vlog daily including myself. I think it’s incredible how many peoples hearts Emily and Aisha touched xx
@@tarantulagirl I followed then for a long time and still Revisit their vids. What a couple so inspiring ❤️
VLAD, that's awesome, I so wish I could join you, I would if I could, trust me, maybe you could look up Aisha and take her out to Waggaman's for all of us 🇺🇸.
Wonderful
The world got a little less bright when Emily left it, but the sparkle that she added to so many peoples life, left a light in this world that nothing will ever extinguish. She is up there now and will see just how loved she was, no, still is and always will be. Much love to you Aisha.xx
StephieAck
I could not have said it any better.💕
Well said 👍 I know she will be grinning up there and in no more pain xxx
StephieAck beautifully said.. I miss her so much 💔❤️
Jane Russell
We all do. At least her physical presence, but as long as we have pass along her loving being she will always be around. Have a good night 💕.
Aisha, thank you so much for making this beautiful video 🙏. I actually have been waiting for it. Since Emily passed away my heart has been broken because the both of you became part of my every day. Emily made me believe in Hope again. You and Emily were a match made in heaven. Aisha I just wanted to thank you 🙏 and Emily for showing us what true love ❤️ is all about again because you both were the true example of it. Aisha the way you stood by Emily through her cancer journey is truly remarkable and genuine. Sadly when I went through my own journey with cancer a few years ago my partner would just drop me off at the hospital. My mom who I thank God for every day was the one ☝️ who helped me. She is my best friend ❤️. So what I am simply trying to say is, Ashia you were a God send for Emily to help her in her own cancer journey and that the both of you together were a God send to all of us because you both helped me and many others learn how to have faith in love again. So thank you Aisha and Emily for being so very inspirational 🌺 God bless you both. 🌹
Sara G I don't know or ur situation at all and I'm really sorry u had to go through it. Maybe ur partner just couldn't deal with the reality of the situation. It can be super overwhelming for not just the people its directly affecting but their loved ones to. Anyway I hope ur all good now. And we should all live the way Emily did, to the fullest. X
pobtrons thanks for your advice. My partner never really supported me. I was always alone. My mom was my everything. But maybe you are right, maybe it was to hard of a situation. It’s just so hard as positive as you try to be❤️
Im really sorry u were alone...but thank god u had ur family around. If a love one is going through something so terrifying..you just have to be strong for them, i could never let a loved one go through it alone but that's just me, everyones diff i guess. How are things with you now Sara if u don't mind me asking?x
pobtrons I am ok....they removed my right ovary with the felopian tube with the mass on it. I am being monitored every 6 months by a wonderful doctor. I had no symptoms and they found it on a random ultrasound because I was trying to get pregnant. My partner is a good person, but not like Aisha. Aisha was the best partner anyone could of had because that’s what I would have done. My radiologist asked if she could use what she found in me to discuss at a huge seminar and I said absolutely to help any research for ovarian cancer for all women. God bless you, you seem like a beautiful person ❤️
Sara G Again Sara, I'm so sorry u had to go through it, I get so angry when I see such wonderful, caring, genuine people having to go through such awful things, it just seems so unfair.
I think one part of Em legacy is that we shouldn't be afraid reach out and talk to each other and not feel like ur alone when theres hundreds and thousands of people that Em brought together who care for each other.
Sara if u ever want to chat or just say hello....pobtron@gmail.com. xoxo.
Emily strong like bull 🐂
RIP Emily. You'll be missed. 🙏🏻
imacop33 I've been watching since the beginning, I'm gonna miss looking for this comment xxxxx
YES! She was so strong 💪 !
I wanted you to know that because of this post, I began watching all of Emily’s posts. You two inspired me to finally go to the doctor to get checked out. They found a skin cancer. But because of you both, they think it was found early enough. I feel guilty typing that. It’s not fair to you. But, I just wanted to thank you.
wow, stay healthy and strong!
Thank you Katarzyna.
Lulu Colby how are you doing now? Hope you're well x
clear margins - I’m extremely lucky. TY
Don't feel guilty! That's what Emily wanted us to do: go to the doctor and get checked out.
I hope you are doing okay now?
Aisha, you are so very brave, thanks so much for sharing this with us, you are an absolute inspiration. I'm so so sorry for your loss.
Emily kept me sane for the last sixth month since my Stage 3 melanoma - mole on my calf, just like Em. Her humor, strength, constant informative, inspiring vlogs - have empowered me more than anything else. Seriously, Aisha - she's been my true north with this disease. I'm doing well so far... Keeping positive, like Em and Aisha always say! I still watch and learn every day so please leave this site live -- PLEASE. God bless, and much Love from Austin, TX.
Sally Jackman You are doing so well Austin! Keep on kicking butt ;)
Love from Sweden
All my love sally. ❤️❤️❤️ we are all here for a reason. I’m struggling with my dads cancer and the hope you all have is inspirational every day.
Wishing you the best, Sally. Keep doing it your way, always
Unbelievable strength and class in one so young Aisha it shames me as I sit here bawling over you, Emily and my loved ones I've lost. I dont know how you can handle life so gracefully. God bless you and thank you.
Take comfort in that you are not the only one.
Cindy Horst you are not alone in this! We all cope very differently, I too fall apart at times like these xxx
Before today I hadn't cried in years but seeing Aisha alone really got me.
I can't believe this was nearly 6 years go🥲😭😭😭I was going through the worst time of my life personally but Emily's vlogs kept me going....I am still here and I will always come here for comfort. fly high sweet Em we miss you xxxx
I just knew that you would do this! Well done Aisha 🙂 I’m so very sorry for your loss, she was a wonderful girl and you were everything she needed and then some! Please know that we so appreciate you putting this vlog out for us, and that we support and love you too. You are so strong and will never forget your wee angel 😇 Em but please enjoy your life too. Thank you Aisha xxx
P.S. don’t forget we will always be here for you Aisha, always if you need us x
This Aisha.... this^^^^^^^^^^^. I remember one day Emily said she hoped you would vlog when she was gone. You did and it means so much to all of us. We needed this. I feel so calm now about her passing knowing all her family and friends were there to send her off, showing her how much she was loved and what an impact she made on all of us. Also sending much love and comfort to her mom, I cant imagine having to go through all she had had to. Mum... hugs from California, your daughter was and is STILL an amazing presence!! ~ Debbie
I was waiting for this, too 😊 I knew she would when she was ready. Cannot believe her strength and calmness. Such nice people.
Claire Connatty my heart breaks for her yet isn’t she so strong? Very sad but I’m so glad it was quick at the end for all their sakes 😢 x
Diana Murray I agree, Diane, I'm glad Emily stayed 'Emily Hayward' right to the end. She fought hard and was determined to live her life being 'Emily, who has cancer' and not 'cancer who has Emily'. I don't think this is the last we'll hear of her or her life. If hundreds or thousands turn up to her funeral (in gym gear, I love that idea) then it/Emily will get a mention on the news. I think, in time, it would be a lovely idea (if it's in Em's or Aisha's or her family's wishes, of course) to set up a charity or a foundation in her name. I hope all her videos remain on youtube, so many people would find them helpful.
Claire Connatty yes Claire I really hope Emily and Aisha’s videos stay on UTUBE forever so we can look back and remember! I wish I could make it down to pay my respects but cannot, I’m sure many thousands will turn up though and isn’t that something? She was so loved xxx
Aisha, thank you so much for taking the time to create this video. It means a lot. I'm from Margate, so I'm going to try my best to make it to the funeral. I really appreciate you making it open to the public and to all of those who loved Em. It is good to see your face again, and to have more info on how everything went. To know she went peacefully is such a comfort. Sending you lots of love. xxxxxx
Emily reminded me how important optimism is. Her genuinitey is what I will miss the most.
She changed my perspective on my own problems, and the beautiful thing is she will always be here when I need a reminder.
Thank you Aisha. Not sure if you will start vlogging yourself, but the energy that Emily had is not lost on you.
I wish I could be at the funeral, but Australia is that little bit too far away.
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This just popped up and two years have passed..hope you’re doing ok Aisha.
She is , :) she had the child that EM and her had planned to have , he has both their last names. It's their child , Em did become a mom
@@ichego888 really, how do you know this.
@@sprinklequeen1832 I follow her on inst :)
@@ichego888 do you have the link please. Id love to follow her x
@@lush1276 instagram.com/aishahasan92/
People don't realize how hard it is to be a care giver to someone with cancer. You did good by her
Dave Gordon amen
Dave Gordon so very true
No even the person with cancer realised how hard it is ... especially when they are in remission
Dave Gordon 😭right
ive done it. i did it for my gran with a brain tumour, and after that i became a carer for 2 years as a job. never ever again
I'm so proud of you Aisha, rest in peace gorgeous Emily xxx
I am just so heartbroken by this. I wasn’t ready to stop learning all the lessons she was teaching me, about strength; perseverance; positivity; bravery; and chief of all, how to truly embrace life, live it, and love it for all that it is. We all still had so much more to learn from her :( Aisha, thank you for being such an inspiration in all that you also showed and taught us about love, bravery, and unwavering support. You have given me a lot to think about when it comes to supporting my own spouse. ❤️
Expat Mommy in Sweden You couldn’t have said it any better! I have learned so much from both Emily and Aisha! Much love to you all❤️
Beautifully said expat mommy xxxxxxxxxxxx
It's been 5 years and I still think about Emily.
Much love from Las Vegas, NV.
I revisit her channel for inspiration on my journey.
The love these two shared is phenomenal ❤️
She is a legend.
Aisha, I am blown away by you - you are carrying Emily's positivity and love and it's shining out of you. Thank you for this video, thank you for everything. I will never forget Emily, ever. Before I watched her videos I was bedridden with a progressive illness and sorry for myself and came across her channel by total fluke - that fluke changed my life. I am up and about now, doing really well and never feel sorry for myself anymore, ever. My friends are shocked (in a good way) at the differene in me and I always tell them my improvement is nothing to do with me and everything to do with Emily Hayward. God bless you, Aisha - you are one of the most inspiring women I have ever come across. Thank you.. thank you so, so much. x
BackontheBayou - Glad to hear you are doing so much better.
Thank you so very much, BagsComeAndBagsGo (love your channel name btw!) :)
BackontheBayou that's lovely
BackontheBayou ... how wonderful. I’m sure Emily is looking down upon you and sharing in your accomplishments! Good going! All the best! Meggan ❤️🇺🇸
Thank you so much for your lovely message. I reckon Emily is looking down on thousands of people whose lives she changed. An incredible person who I will never, ever forget.
Big big hugs for you, dear Aisha!
Emily changed my life. I was battling a bad depression when I found her. Her positivity and light gave me hope for recovery. She is still a superhero for fighting the way she did. I consider this a great loss to the world, but I also consider her life such a blessing. She has changed so many lives and will continue to do so. Stay strong, I know this is a difficult time but I am so happy she had a partner like you! Some of us are never so lucky, so she was very blessed💙💙💙
What an amazing tribute to your wife. I visit this again during the covid19 lockdown. Emily was the bravest person I have ever known. How she motivated herself to still go to the gym is just astounding to me.
Oh Aisha I was so happy to see this today. I miss you guys. Emily's passing affected me more then I ever thought possible. It felt like a punch to the chest. But I know you took very very good care of her and the love you shared is something you will have forever. I do hope you will continue vlogging ! I am a 66yo mother of one and you girls were (are) very special.❤❤❤❤❤
Debra Boyea I agree it's lovely to see aiysha xx
My heart is broken! I am so sorry for your loss! I would be there if I could. Love and hugs from America! 🇺🇸💕🇬🇧
Me too... RIP Dear Emily, i admire your strenght! you were an example to all of us, my heart is broken, i will never Forget you😥 Love from Belgium ❤️
Could I also please say Aisha a very Huge Thank You ever so much for all the fantastic videos, that you & Emily made. You are the most beautiful kindhearted young lady that I have ever come across in my 57 yrs of living. I don't know you personally but just by watching all off you're videos made me feel like I know you. I'm so so very sorry for your loss of Beautiful Emily.i do hope that you continue to make you're videos of how you yourself are keeping. Take good care of yourself sending you love and hugs from Steph in Stockport Cheshire. .❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹🌹xxxxxxxX
I feel exactly the same,Stephanie. I will miss her so much.
Emily isn’t dead! My husband and I just got to know her and travel with her through her struggles. Isn’t it amazing? Two more people just met her. Thank you so much for keeping this vlog up. We are 70 and still love meeting new people.
She is not??
Susan Sawe Koech she meant they met her thru her videos.....not in real life. 😑
@@J10969 😏😏
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Lovely
Thank you Aisha ❤️
There are so many people vlogging their cancer journey but I cannot bare to watch them all......there was just something special about Emily that drew me in and had me hooked!
You were an amazing girlfriend and wife, supportive, loving and always finding the positives.
Thank you for letting us into your lives to join you on this journey through good times and bad.
Stay strong 💪🏻❤️
She may have left but she’s certainly not gone, she lives on in so many hearts across the world 💛 thank you for making this video Aisha, it’s been a privilege to know you both in some small way.
emily Thank you for writing those words. I feel the same ❤
Oh Aisha...to the very end, you were such a positive, gentle , calming and supportive soul. I’d always thought you were the strength, calmness and in fact the reason Emily continued to beat the odds over and over, and I think this vlog update proves that to me. Emily was an amazing human being, together you were spectacular and the epitome of pure unconditional love 💕
Thank you for the update I have thought of you every day since the news and it’s nice to have an idea of how everything happened. It sounded, as you said, very peaceful and calm.
Please, consider writing a book down the track on how to support a loved one going through cancer, as you, YOU Aisha, have such an important message to share. Love to you, family and Emily’s everlasting memories xxx
Leah 2604 great post! I agree a book would be so therapeutic and also helpful to others.
Coopdizzle(jennys) hubby wrote one.
Leah 2604 perfectly put 💜
Spot on.
Leah 2604 yes!! ❤️
17 months gone and this rolled around on my feed. So heartfelt. I hope you're ok.
I am going through a rough suicidal depression right now. She fought and she lived and she wanted to live and so I will fight. She gives me strength, even though she is gone she left a legacy of strength and I will use it. Thank you Emily. When I am down and can't take any more I will remember your smile, I will put on my kicks and I will fight. Much love ♥ RIP ♥
painted daisy I understand you. I’m there with you. And Emily has inspired me to want to live my life too xx
Been there many times myself thinking it would be best to go . But I live every day and I choose to stay because so many don’t get that option . I have a son now and he lights up my soul . Remember you are loved and always kick for the surface because nothing or nobody can take that away from you xxxxx
painted daisy : Please get help and talk to people. You are so special to many, Im sure things will get better. Ask Emily to help you!!!🙏😚😘💕💕💕
Stay strong Daisy. I also have issues like you but fight hard to overcome the demons.
Aisha we love you. I’m thinking of you. Thank you for opening your lives up to us. Xo
Aisha, thank you so much for sharing the final phase of Emily's journey. Your grieving is so real, and your courage humbling. May angels lift you to soar upon their wings, giving you comfort and healing. May the treasure chest of memories afford you and your kin folk the opportunity to raise a smile, in this devastatingly sad time.
"She lived right up until she died"
What a legend!
This is what im trying to do and I do it inspired by Emily ❤
Having worked with many families at the end of their loved ones life, I have rarely seen a partner be so supportive, loving and able to face things head on as you have and still are. You are amazing and I hope you have lots of support in this difficult time.
Aisha you are one phenomenal girl..You've just done Em proud with that lovely video...It's so good to know she was peaceful when she passed..She will always be with you and you will feel around you...The love you shared is the kind of love people aspire too.
Love to you and the families and friends...RIP Emily...
Fluffy Kitten beautifully put. I so agree! Here's to those lovely, brave girls.❤️❤️🕊🕊
She lived until she died. What a legacy! I truly hope that you're able to do the same as you move through your grief. Much love to you.
One year later.......to every single person who happens to read this...You Are Loved!!!
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We will all face death - the question is how will we face it. Emily was a warrior and as sad as it is that she had such a short time here, how wonderful that she took full advantage of every moment. She will be missed - but more importantly, she will be REMEMBERED!
Such a beautiful positive comment.
You're an absolute pillar of strength, even now after Emily's passing, you amaze me.
I'm so sad that Emily has gone.
Thank you both, you helped me alot in the last few months with my own struggles in life, to see what Em was dealing with & keeping that positive attitude helped me look at my life different. Forever will love & appreciate both you ladies for that. 💚
So sorry for your loss, Aisha. ❤️ As you said, Emily will be missed. I don’t think there could have been anyone better than you to stick by her side until the very end. You always encouraged her to live even when she was dying and your love and positivity, I’m sure, is what kept her going for so long. Emily inspired us in so many ways, but so did both your love for each other. Aisha, you are an amazing, strong woman and the best wife ever for Emily. When you said “What’s going on guys?” I immediately cried. Thank you for keeping the fire of Emily alive for a little while longer. I’m sure you will continue to do so in your heart and we will too. 🔥❤️🔥R.I.P. Emily and thank you so much, Aisha for sharing the final moments of Emily’s life here on earth. (The soul never dies!) You’re both loved so much. Peace and love to you both. ❤️🕊❤️
SnazzyBoxx I agree beautifully put such love xx
Beautiful. I'm crying like a baby again. I think these two girls were sent and for a reason. Thank you to Aisha you have been amazing and are very much cared for 💜
Perfect comment x
What amazing young women, both of you - dignity, love and compassion shines out of you and i wish you all the very very best- you have made an impact and left a legacy. Life is brief and when its gone, love goes on and on xxxxx R xxxxx
Aisha, you are the epitome of grace and dignity. Thank you for posting this video even though I'm sure it was difficult. I have watched it over and over again. You and Emily made such a dynamic duo, taking on the world one day at a time, one moment at a time, and doing it with such aplomb! May the good Lord bless you and send angels to hold you up for years to come. I know the video world will be out here, cheering you on! Lots of Love from here in Alaska. J.
Aisha I live in Canada and have been following Emily's vlog and loving her from a distance. She taught me how to live. Many humans survive their lifetime but how much do they really "live" it? The planet needs more Emily's. I also want to say something about you Aisha because it's important. Yes, the world needs more Emily's but also more Emily's need an Aisha. You have a calm I have never seen in another human. I wish you the very best with your living life. Emily will be your guide from the other side...I am sure of it. Peace and love to you and yours.
Aisha please never delete this account because I will watch her videos for the rest of my life.. it would mean so much to us if you checked in once in awhile.. I miss her so much. ❤️ from Vancouver Island BC ... You love to travel and you always have a place to stay here. Love to you sweet Aisha you are an amazing person and we all love you. ❤️💔
Jane Russell she won’t delete them as they were Ems passion xxx
NO!!! I keep rewatching too. Both these girls are so inspiring. It is too sad that Emily left but I hope the account stays and maybe Aisha will update us now and then???
I hope so anyway 💕🌸
I have been binge watching since Emily passed away whenever l can. I have a candle burning as l write this. Fly high beautiful girl. You will be missed more than you can ever imagine. Love, prayers and thoughts to all thise who loved her xxx 💕💕💕
Jane Russell I still cry, most days there are tears xx
Just realised Emily died exactly a year ago, Aisha I hope you're still that amazing strong and loving woman! Much love from Germany ♡
What an inspiration Emily was to all of us. Stay strong Aisha, exactly like she would. 💜
SaffronBarkerVlogs ,thank you for supporting cancer research ,you did amazing.
By the way I bought some of your primark range today , I bought the pyjama set and the water bottle
SaffronBarkerVlogs didn't you take advantage of a young girl's death from cancer? You aren't welcome here
@@oysterhunter276 omg when did she do that thats vile
unknown I think it was around 2018. The poor girl's mother tweeted about it and her disgust for Saffron. I wish she could be blocked from Emily's channel
@@oysterhunter276 thats disgusting x
It's been a blow to me to learn that Emily has passed away. I have subbed late in the progression of her illness, but even when things looked not so well lately, I still hoped that it was only another bump in her road, and that she would still live longer. I don't want to believe it, honestly, but I suppose I'll have to.
From my humble point of view, she is leaving a huge legacy of positivity, of courage, of will power, and even of humor. Hers will always be in my mind a beautiful smile. And she proved to be a wise girl. She did what she wanted till the end defying cancer, and she chose the best wife in the world.
Because Aysha, you are also an example to follow and to learn from. Sweet, understanding, wise, and the best support for your amazing wife. My deeply, deeply felt condolences to you and all those fortunate ones who had her in their lived.
Much, much love from Spain.
mimicrono such a lovely comment
Barbara Vyse Thank you, Barbara. It's been so hard and unexpected (at least for me). Hugs from Spain.
Aisha-I am so so so sorry for your loss. You were the best thing that ever happened to her. Love you so much
I'm just impressed about Aisha's mental toughness. I live with a deep depression and I wish I could be like her.
I hear you. It’s a different kind of cancer.
Still miss her
Same.
You can be too, it’s in you. I too suffer with severe depression but strength can be learned even with it!
I'm sending you so much love and hugs, Aisha. Emily's an amazing person and she will be missed dearly. 💚
In regards to the funeral, is everything sorted because I’m sure if there was to be a fund go up a lot of people would donate x
Rip Em never forgotten stay strong aisha and your family im so so proud of you both you are incredible people and i have so much love for you 💖🌹🌹i know i dont know either of you personally but you have both touched my life gratelly youve taught me so so much and your just amazing 💖🌹🌹
I don't think I'll ever forget Emily and her story.
Emily begins her new journey now ❤
“What’s going on you lot...” I’m going to miss those words from Emily so much! Thank you so much for the beautiful video Aisha! I’m so sorry for your loss! You and Emily were such an amazing couple and were so good for one another. Emily was such an incredible and inspirational person, she touched me and so many people and I’m privileged to have gotten to know her and Aisha through RUclips. Emily you fought so well, until the very end, and I’m so happy that you could live your life the way you wanted to, until you went peacefully last Tuesday. My thoughts and prayers go out to Aisha, her family and friends. Thinking of you Aisha, stay strong. RIP beautiful Emily. Peace, hugs and lots of love from South Africa.
I don't know how this video came up in my feed cuz I've nvr seen or heard of her before. But I still watched it & then went to her page to find out who this amazing person was and now I can't stop watching her videos. Emily didn't allow her terminal illness to bring her down to zero, thts amazing. She lived as fully as her body would allow until the very end, which is very inspirational. Take care Aisha.
J Fall she was amazing 💔❤️
Everybody deserves a love that Aisha gave Emily. True Angel.
My thoughts exactly.
They were made for each other ❤
Being a 2nd time cancer survivor and a metastatic melanoma fighter,, Emily has changed the way I am choosing to live the rest of my life. She meant so much to me and my children. I have shared her story so many times. And this week alone, I have shared how she worked out till the very end, many times to my friends and fellow cancer survivors. Her legicy will go on for a very long time. Thank you Aisha. I dont think Emily would be the Emily we all know, without you. You will always be in my prayers. And your relationship will be one I look at when I think about what I hope my future relationship, or my childrens relationships will be like. God Bless you! RIP Emily!
You guys made the best memories through a bad situation and that is an absolutely incredible thing. I wish the best for you, Aisha, and for Emily's family and friends - she seemed like such a strong, noble and loving person.
I’m still trying to digest that I won’t be seeing Emily’s uplifting, inspiring, interesting and fun videos. I use to wake up every morning to see she had uploaded her daily vlog... I’m so grateful that I was able to get to know apart of Emily through her vlogs. My heartfelt sympathy to you Aisha and Emily’s family and friends, she will be missed so much ❤️❤️ Love from Australia 🇦🇺 xx
That's HEARTBREAKING, RIP Emily ❤
THANK YOU AISHA ... I just needed 2 know what happened .. I can't get her out of my mind every time I see a kiwi laughing cow cheese triangle put my trainers on !! list is endless !! Knowing you was with our gorgeous carageous Emily is comfort ..I never thought somebody I never personally met death could affect me as much just goes 2 show she touched our hearts motivated and brightened our day ... Aisha you are a beautiful person inside and out wishing you condolences and inner peace ... Fly high with your angel wings Emily I will deeply miss you ..... X
CARLA LAPPIN well said, Carla!
Aisha, bless your precious loving heart.💜 How very lucky you both are to have shared each others love. Emily may have left this earth sweetheart, but her spirit will always be with you. Peace.
Linda Bell Beautiful.❤️❤️🕊
Love you so much sweetheart. RIP our beautiful Em 😞💖
I've never seen your beautiful face look so sad Aisha....I send you all my love and wish I could give you such a big hug.
Here in 2024 , rewatching some of the videos and remembering how strong Emily was, how supportive Aisha was... what a loving couple. I love how Aisha thanked everyone for making the love of her life happy. Really sweet. I know Aisha has a sweet little boy now, Raif. I see pics on her instagram. I'm sure she is an extraordinary mother.
Aisha, I'm so sorry for your loss. Please consider making a vlog because you have so much to offer others. You are an enlightened soul. xxx
Absolutely! Aisha's positivity never wavered, she's truly amazing! We love you Aisha!!
Yes I agree she is so inspirational I would totally watch
What a brilliant idea! You were such a support to Emily and I know we will all miss you too Aisha ❤️
Aisha is probably the most positive person i know, always sees the good in everything. ❤️
I also think it would be good for Aisha to know we are here for her too. Bless her heart, I keep thinking of her with all that she is going through xxx
Just got back from the funeral. It was by Emily's request that there be no pictures, videos or streaming at the service, but for those who unfortunately weren't able to make it, I will say it was absolutely beautiful and a celebration of her life more than anything. Aisha was dressed in a wonderful bright red suit and seemed in good spirits. :) Getting to see all of Emily's friends and family really showed just how special she was. Such a beautiful girl who truly loved life. Her appreciation for her subscribers was mentioned many times throughout. She really did love us lot. :) Keep watching her videos and spreading her positive message! Xxxxx
Art By Emilie Thanks so much for letting us know.
Miss Bee No problem. :) I so wish everyone could have gone though!
Really appreciate you sharing with us. Did you meet any other subscribers there?
Thanks Emilie.
What was the turnout like? Hopefully a lot of subscribers attended?
Aisha, the whole time you loved Emily unconditionally and you kept her so strong! You held each other up in life and death, she was so bloody proud of you! Your kind heart shows in everything you do!
Thank you so much Aisha for assuring us that Emily was ok at the end. We cared so much about her in life and 3 years later I still find myself watching her videos if I need encouragement. I saw your beautiful baby on Instagram. I’m so happy for you.
rest in peace girl. you did very well.
@Daniela - I was on the verge of tears but your comment sent me over the edge so here I am with tears all down my face, barely able to see the screen. I hope that when my time comes, I can cross to the Other Side as courageously as Emily did.
I know I can’t be alone, but it really feels unreal that she is gone. I keep seeing her videos from the past pop up in my recommended to watch, and for a split second, I forget... and then, heart ache. 💔
Truly Aisha, thank you so, so very much for taking the time to talk and share with us. You have carried yourself with such grace and strength through this whole journey. I don’t know how you have done it, but it really is something special to witness. I feel blessed and am going to strive to live more like you and Emily. The passion, kindness, optimism and zest you both have shown for life, has been inspiring.
Bless you and know that we will forever be changed by you and Emily.
And please, if you choose and feel it is therapeutic, keep in touch every now and then, we would love to continue to be a part of your journey. If not, we will respect your decision and wish you nothing but healing for your heart and only good.
With much love and gratitude, I thank you.
Love, Alexa
Alexandra Rock I completely understand what you mean.. I’m going through the same and it’s surreal
i literally agree with everything you said. the part that most hits home for me is when you said you see the old videos pop up ... i can't describe the pain when that happens
So so proud of you Aisha. You and Em's are and always will be such huge inspirations to many. Wishing you nothing but love happiness and joy and may Emily always be remembered and loved by all 🙏🏽
Still missing Emily. 4/26/2024