Literally what i needed, ty bruv. Hate, how can you not feell it deeply when you have no one in this world to turn to, when you dont have any safe space, when everyone and everything want to mock you, humiliate you, deshumanize you or want you gone (like my family) ? If it wasnt for my faith in God, i'd probably commit a rampage a long time ago. Hate is the only feeling that makes sense, deep resentment and anger towards this world that wants you dirty, weak and humiliated.
@@jundullah9869 and what does it matter if you are Christian or Catholic... anyway I think that when I die I will disappear forever without compensation anyway you don't even have something to believe in and people to love or hate but there are people who don't even have that they live locked up in their house waiting to die without expecting a heaven or love or anything it's horrible not to talk to real people for years maybe you can hate people who are stupid or for whatever reason but it's much worse not to have anyone I wish it wasn't my case besides don't you have a strange mental disorder like wanting to peel off your skin because you can't stop feeling dirty or wash your hands a thousand times I also feel a lot of hate envy for what I don't have for what I didn't achieve for those who turned their backs on me and I couldn't even be part of their life knowing that they didn't want to accept me and just left me aside like a leper it's natural to feel hate for that and I don't have faith in anything I have no reason to continue but here I am but how I would like to have no longer a girlfriend he told you just someone to talk to a friend would be asking too much I am not an ugly or disgusting person but it seems that I am very annoying to people I would love to go to my friends' parties the bad thing is that the only friend I had did not want to invite me he was embarrassed and in the end he got fed up with me and I don't even know why he told me his stories of how he flirted and sexy things he did with girls I was boiling with envy I hadn't even given a kiss he told me how he went to parties where he drank and had fun with his friends I cried just thinking about it I hate alcohol but as long as I could have a party like his I would take everything necessary he was perfect he is a good person even though he abandoned me it hurt me so much he had so many things that I didn't and I envied him so much he was taller, longer if you know what I mean he had a straight back he was a die physiognomically he He said I was more handsome than him but people said otherwise I don't hold a grudge against him I would love to see him again but it wouldn't be the same I don't know if I appreciated him as much because I no longer had anyone but talking to him was the best it was like cocaine it was beautiful to be with him but when I wasn't with him I felt miserable and now I feel like I would stop using if they gave me clear I would relapse but in this case I don't have it anymore I'm just a failure with half dreams I don't know what to do every day I feel sad I used to have a cat that made my day but it disappeared like everyone else and that's why I have so much hate I would like to hear your stories to know if I'm alone in this type of situation but what bothers me the most is that when I try to make new friends and surely someone will tell me... why don't you look for more friends? Every time they tell me that I feel like blowing my brains out, how do they want me to get new friends if they constantly tell me don't bother me, find someone else to bother me, I want a friend, why would they deny me being my friends? They tell me to find new ones, it's absurd, they are miserable, how can I not feel hate, I feel so much hate, everything bothers me, people on the internet saying stupid things, they are no longer sibilants with their fashions and doing so, I feel more miserable, the only thing I feel is a hatred rotting inside me.
no me gusta nada . ya no encuetro plaser en tocarme ami mismo ni en comer ni en jugar video juegos ni en ver videos solo siento que estoy demas en el mudo y solo quisera dejar de pensar
Literally what i needed, ty bruv.
Hate, how can you not feell it deeply when you have no one in this world to turn to, when you dont have any safe space, when everyone and everything want to mock you, humiliate you, deshumanize you or want you gone (like my family) ?
If it wasnt for my faith in God, i'd probably commit a rampage a long time ago. Hate is the only feeling that makes sense, deep resentment and anger towards this world that wants you dirty, weak and humiliated.
"Be angry, but do not sin." Salmos 4.4
@@alexnogueira2022 'm not Christian bruv
just reflect, relax@@jundullah9869
@@jundullah9869 and what does it matter if you are Christian or Catholic... anyway I think that when I die I will disappear forever without compensation anyway
you don't even have something to believe in and people to love or hate but there are people who don't even have that they live locked up in their house waiting to die without expecting a heaven or love or anything it's horrible not to talk to real people for years maybe you can hate people who are stupid or for whatever reason but it's much worse not to have anyone I wish it wasn't my case besides don't you have a strange mental disorder like wanting to peel off your skin because you can't stop feeling dirty or wash your hands a thousand times I also feel a lot of hate envy for what I don't have for what I didn't achieve for those who turned their backs on me and I couldn't even be part of their life knowing that they didn't want to accept me and just left me aside like a leper it's natural to feel hate for that and I don't have faith in anything I have no reason to continue but here I am but how I would like to have no longer a girlfriend he told you just someone to talk to a friend would be asking too much I am not an ugly or disgusting person but it seems that I am very annoying to people I would love to go to my friends' parties the bad thing is that the only friend I had did not want to invite me he was embarrassed and in the end he got fed up with me and I don't even know why he told me his stories of how he flirted and sexy things he did with girls I was boiling with envy I hadn't even given a kiss he told me how he went to parties where he drank and had fun with his friends I cried just thinking about it I hate alcohol but as long as I could have a party like his I would take everything necessary he was perfect he is a good person even though he abandoned me it hurt me so much he had so many things that I didn't and I envied him so much he was taller, longer if you know what I mean he had a straight back he was a die physiognomically he He said I was more handsome than him but people said otherwise I don't hold a grudge against him I would love to see him again but it wouldn't be the same I don't know if I appreciated him as much because I no longer had anyone but talking to him was the best it was like cocaine it was beautiful to be with him but when I wasn't with him I felt miserable and now I feel like I would stop using if they gave me clear I would relapse but in this case I don't have it anymore I'm just a failure with half dreams I don't know what to do every day I feel sad I used to have a cat that made my day but it disappeared like everyone else and that's why I have so much hate I would like to hear your stories to know if I'm alone in this type of situation but what bothers me the most is that when I try to make new friends and surely someone will tell me... why don't you look for more friends? Every time they tell me that I feel like blowing my brains out, how do they want me to get new friends if they constantly tell me don't bother me, find someone else to bother me, I want a friend, why would they deny me being my friends? They tell me to find new ones, it's absurd, they are miserable, how can I not feel hate, I feel so much hate, everything bothers me, people on the internet saying stupid things, they are no longer sibilants with their fashions and doing so, I feel more miserable, the only thing I feel is a hatred rotting inside me.
no me gusta nada . ya no encuetro plaser en tocarme ami mismo ni en comer ni en jugar video juegos ni en ver videos solo siento que estoy demas en el mudo y solo quisera dejar de pensar
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