Ion know about that first sentence folks 😂but you speaking real shit with the rest of what you said. When you from the Raq them lil Ls ain’t shit to go through 😴especially when we dealing with DRASTIC Ls every fucking day. Ain’t no such thing as being scared to lose out there frfr
He is ..look what he does well let me not say soulless because everyone has one but he 100% doesn’t have any morals or values to himself. He will go there wherever that is.
@@SharkSharksharkyyyyIts called being a professional. thats why he is where he is. Dont hate the playa. you dont see news reporters crying at the scene do you?
"Id rather them in prison than be dead" only ppl whos lost family to violence can understand that man.. i miss my cousins as well butta i have empathy for you,and you not the only one
@@iguessthatsmehuh What do you mean no? You think Butta the only one who was in the streets? Do you know how many people have died because of the streets? people done lost all their loved ones, Butta isn’t a unique case he’s just another player in this game, the amount of pain people have suffered is unbelievable so don’t sit there and try to belittle it by denying it.
Y’all don’t understand, these people got ran down on. Butta barely made it out from that. He had to leave his friend because it was every man for himself when you running for your life! That day had to be a nightmare for them
@@mrbrown0629A monster...? The streets is a different world with a different code than "civilian" life. She wasn't killing innocent people. So you supposed to just let the opps kill you? Or let it go when they shoot one of your gang brothers to death? She played by the rules of the street, so yes...long live K.I🤍🙏🏾🕊️
@@SuperDynaZty everybody in that life knew what they signed up for. She killed active members and got paid to do hits. She didn't kill innocent civilians.
When he said if you feel this pain I’m feeling , you would go do it too . I had to pause for a min because it got me in my feelings. I lost 16 of my friends in one summer , during my teenage years. I never thought I would see past 25
@@d.felixphoto2260 unfortunately yes . All over a bunch of nothing . We all grew up together . This happens in all hoods and the cycle seems like it’s not letting up smh
This dude been shot multiple times, lost his friends, his baby mother and his sister. Couldn't/wouldn't imagine that kinda pain and trauma. Very glad to see him and other using their platforms to try and push peace and make a better way for the next generation. 🙏
I lost my sister last year in May and it still hurt and feels fresh I had to pause this because I was about to cry myself..I definitely feel his pain. It feels weird not hearing her in her room laughing sending memes and dumb videos making me laugh even after she just got on my nerves.
When you a person that keeps everything balled up, & you don’t talk to nobody about things; you’re gonna tear up cause you been wanting to talk for so long, & when you finally get it off your chest, you release all those emotions you had balled up, that’s how that sht go fr when you go so much inside you wanna let out.
True shii. I remember having to do anger management classes after i caught at assault in my younger days.. i had so much shii balled up and wound tight emotionally one day in class i just has to let it all out and it brought alot of emotions/ built up anger/ confusion out it brought raging tears upon me and everyone sat in silence and LISTENED like they all UNDERSTOOD my anger and pain from what i was releasing as i talked. It was like they all understood and that shit FELT GOOD to finally let all them yrs or anger and emotion out so i def get what you saying...
@@framinghammallee2846 That’s why it’s good to cry. People make it look like a bad thing, whole time you feel so much relief after you let it out. People make Humam Nature & Emotions look like they not real, like it don’t exist in this world, but it does.
He signed up for it though 😂 he a 90s baby like me. This shit ain’t just start with us. It started with our parents and OGs and a wise MF went the other way but all these niggas is clout chasers instead of leaders and real men.
See how the people that have actually been a part of the street lifestyle are wishing that they never had anything to do with it but then you have the wannabes trying their hardest to jump in the streets, butta a real one hope he understands his purpose through his pain
Adam didn't respect dude it was strictly bidness! Which is how it usually goes with his guest, but Adam still had a stick up his rear(PAUSE!) about that beef between the 2 previously
Stay Strong Butta. We See U Never Properly Grieved. Healing Don't Come With A Time . We Don't Know The Pain your Feeling But We Do Hope It Gets Better For You .
@@Josh_you_uhhe almost died with her Von wanted Butta but caught ki and stood over her while he was standing over her Butta ain’t have no gun so he was hall assing 🤦🏿🤦🏿
I couldn’t help myself from crying either. I felt your pain butter. It sucks to lose somebody you care so much about no going to these accomplishments without them steams but you know they are proud of you you make a way.
When his anxiety gets bad, his words start to blend in together and that Chicago slang comes out. He giving his opps all the shit they need against him in this interview
Thos how i feel for my best friend who was closer to me then my own blood. Over 20 years later and I still cry and hear him calling me at random times. And then 5 year later I lost another brother. I hated that I'm here and they both gone, even now I feel like that sometimes in my 40s. Those were dark days and when I tried to end my life, I couldn't even do that right.
Butta, I love where you came in life brother. Please, please stay safe. For yourself and your daughter bro! You will do BIG things in life and I’m all for it! Let’s fucking go!!!
I feel his pain frl i lost all my day 1s and this shit hurt my soul everyday i think about this shit i break down and i wish i never grew up this way either
This was lowkey sad. I feel for all them kids down there in the raq and other cities. None of them deserved to experience as much death and trauma as they have.
No one understands the pain of losing a sibling until it happens to you…I know it’s unbearable to lose someone who was by your side ever since you were born
As someone who has lost friends and family to some similar shit, I feel for this dude. Live by the sword, die by the sword, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I hope he finds peace
I feel em . I’m don’t live in Chicago no more and I thought I was good until I moved out the warzone ..now that I’m safe I go through survivors guilt , anxiety attack , depression paranoia ptsd , regret to have been apart of half the shit I have been because when u grow you learn . We are all just traumatized and dealing with it different . Desensitized to the violence …. I randomly feel guilty I’m alive and my friends aren’t ..my lil cousin isn’t ..but I am . Can’t fight the tears ..but I make sure I’m alone when I feel it coming on . This shit hurts fr . All you over tuff “gangstas “ ain’t like that fr . Because no one is made to live like that . I’ve learned to love my ppl and I see who the enemy is …peace and love to thoughts that relate
Long Live K.I and all the fallen soldiers. His pain is real that's why we're spreading peace so people's families don't have to go through the same suffering. I'm still praying for all my brothers out there. Stay strong 🤙🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
It's sad...then were all really just KIDS...wish I could bring peace and brotherhood to all these guys...if we could fight the powers that be as a unit it would be an unstoppable force
REAL ONE he definitely don’t hide his shit and he definitely own up to his problems but it’s just sad what our own people do to each other and these folks outside our culture judge us based on what they done to us as a whole so we hate and kill each other for no reason based off feelings and emotions and stupidity WAKE UP FOLKZ 👁️
That survivor’s remorse is a MF. Dont matter what you achieve, it will never feel complete cause you can’t share it with the people that didn’t make it.
✊🏾🙏🏾😞🙏🏾✊🏾I pray that you keep winning, Butta. Seriously. Even though i dont know you, i pray that you make it through all of this and get a true chance to live your life peacefully, bro. I mean that from my heart. 🕊️ #LLKI #LLKI #LLKI #LLKI 🕊️ -From 513, OH
I always check up on my sister and ask if she’s safe mainly from what i’ve seen in my life and my trauma but i love her and i never want anything to happen to her she’s my homie
I lost my sister a year ago shot in the neck just be cause she was trying to stop two grown men to put a gun down an fight that shit out I lost my twin I feel his pain I wish I can be talking to her in jail sending her money fr it hit different 😑😔
Rip man man rip duck rip tooka rip tutu rip cash rip lil b rip boss trell and the many this man personally knew and was homies with , I could've name more this man lost about over 20 people, crazy man
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Butta lived a crazy life he is a warrior. I hope that brother finds real peace
Dude got ptsd to the max. I respect 🙏🏽 🫡 his tears 😢.
Survivors remorse
It's horrible. I cannot imagine the shit he has in his head.
They all have it O Block and Tookaville. They're all broken humans.
@@Spright91I’m sure it’s a lot of mental health stuff that needs help from truma
Butta a real one. He aint scare to say he took an L. Cause he knows he living that’s winning.
If u think this is real.... 🤦♂️ says everything about u
@@Unforgiven_RedemptionYou must haven’t lost someone yet.
LITTLE LOUDER FA DA PPL NDA BAKK ❤❤
Ion know about that first sentence folks 😂but you speaking real shit with the rest of what you said. When you from the Raq them lil Ls ain’t shit to go through 😴especially when we dealing with DRASTIC Ls every fucking day. Ain’t no such thing as being scared to lose out there frfr
U REALLY THINK LIVING IS WINNING ?? SILLY BILLY. WE IN HELL
Evertime Adam speak he sound soulless
He is ..look what he does well let me not say soulless because everyone has one but he 100% doesn’t have any morals or values to himself. He will go there wherever that is.
@@SharkSharksharkyyyyIts called being a professional. thats why he is where he is. Dont hate the playa. you dont see news reporters crying at the scene do you?
@@AfkaSound Nah.
@@AfkaSoundThey're right about Adam. You think Adam cares about anything after he literally sold his wife for money and views?
Adams been stripped off the coke for a minute now
"Id rather them in prison than be dead" only ppl whos lost family to violence can understand that man.. i miss my cousins as well butta i have empathy for you,and you not the only one
This man lived a crazy life bro
@@DLOWSKITPGno lol
Ong i thought mine was hard
@@iguessthatsmehuh What do you mean no? You think Butta the only one who was in the streets? Do you know how many people have died because of the streets? people done lost all their loved ones, Butta isn’t a unique case he’s just another player in this game, the amount of pain people have suffered is unbelievable so don’t sit there and try to belittle it by denying it.
@@JustSendMeLocation everyone hasn’t had a crazy life
@@iguessthatsmehuhbig truth
That’s some real pain right there
He saying some real shit doe at the end of the day.
What is doe? Are you serious?
@jaybones6351 yes he did say real shit you just goofy af 😂
@@jaybones6351You deaf boi or dumb lol
@@jaybones6351shut up Karen
what is you the grammar police ? @@jaybones6351
Y’all don’t understand, these people got ran down on. Butta barely made it out from that. He had to leave his friend because it was every man for himself when you running for your life! That day had to be a nightmare for them
Also was there when his sister died and got shot too. That burns in your soul
Lol they was running from king von that day
@@jack604 I think so too bro
Who cares they all was on that time non of them was innocent
@@jack604cap
Long live K.I 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Condolences to a F'n Monster...GTFOH!!
@@mrbrown0629A monster...? The streets is a different world with a different code than "civilian" life. She wasn't killing innocent people. So you supposed to just let the opps kill you? Or let it go when they shoot one of your gang brothers to death? She played by the rules of the street, so yes...long live K.I🤍🙏🏾🕊️
She was a murderer
@@SuperDynaZty everybody in that life knew what they signed up for. She killed active members and got paid to do hits. She didn't kill innocent civilians.
be fr fam you dont even know this ppl
When he said if you feel this pain I’m feeling , you would go do it too . I had to pause for a min because it got me in my feelings. I lost 16 of my friends in one summer , during my teenage years. I never thought I would see past 25
16 in one summer? Was it all because of gang violence? That's tough bro
Bless you for making it out of that brother. Keep going.
@@RaKnows most definitely brother 💯🤲🏾
@@d.felixphoto2260 unfortunately yes . All over a bunch of nothing . We all grew up together . This happens in all hoods and the cycle seems like it’s not letting up smh
@@hayze2711 glad you hear to tell the story and hopefully stop the cycle somewhere. Blessings
I'm glad that he's getting it out..he will have peace❤
This dude been shot multiple times, lost his friends, his baby mother and his sister. Couldn't/wouldn't imagine that kinda pain and trauma. Very glad to see him and other using their platforms to try and push peace and make a better way for the next generation. 🙏
Yea and on top of that did real time in jail
Forgot to add took the stand on Mfks he into it with💯🤧
@@zacchfromdalou9679 Right, the point is dude been through a lot. It’s not the life these kids should want.
That’s not even really his sister
@BraveHearted55 not blood but his right hand
“A lot of people don’t even go through shit!”
Real Spill 🗣️💯
I lost my sister last year in May and it still hurt and feels fresh I had to pause this because I was about to cry myself..I definitely feel his pain. It feels weird not hearing her in her room laughing sending memes and dumb videos making me laugh even after she just got on my nerves.
Damn folks I lost my sister in May last year too
🙏🙏❤️🩹💪
He’s right I wish my brother was locked up instead in a casket this streets are a curse RIP lil bro
🙏🏾🙏🏾
BIP
It really helps young man to talk about it and it’s okay to cry this just choked me up our young brothers are hurting
When you a person that keeps everything balled up, & you don’t talk to nobody about things; you’re gonna tear up cause you been wanting to talk for so long, & when you finally get it off your chest, you release all those emotions you had balled up, that’s how that sht go fr when you go so much inside you wanna let out.
True shii. I remember having to do anger management classes after i caught at assault in my younger days.. i had so much shii balled up and wound tight emotionally one day in class i just has to let it all out and it brought alot of emotions/ built up anger/ confusion out it brought raging tears upon me and everyone sat in silence and LISTENED like they all UNDERSTOOD my anger and pain from what i was releasing as i talked. It was like they all understood and that shit FELT GOOD to finally let all them yrs or anger and emotion out so i def get what you saying...
@@framinghammallee2846 That’s why it’s good to cry. People make it look like a bad thing, whole time you feel so much relief after you let it out. People make Humam Nature & Emotions look like they not real, like it don’t exist in this world, but it does.
I couldnt imagine losing my sister. That pain in his voice was the realest ive ever heard Butta.
They got a whole city of loss souls that are hurt and damaged
Every city do
Fck that city
nah they got a whole city of dumb mfs
@@_bob666not like Chicago. That city is full of anger and grief
Facts and I’m not even from Chicago there is a different level of hurt there forsure 🙏🏾
This some real shit loosing a sister hurt I know how it feel
I’m tryna tell you 😢
Its not his real sister bro
Not even just losing, but being right there when she was murdered, and getting shot yourself
@@momoo3946what does that matter
She wasn't his sister .
...its even more sad cause he literally feels like that everyday💔💔💔
He signed up for it though 😂 he a 90s baby like me. This shit ain’t just start with us. It started with our parents and OGs and a wise MF went the other way but all these niggas is clout chasers instead of leaders and real men.
these dudes are literally like war veterans with extreme ptsd, it's just sad so many lost at a young age
See how the people that have actually been a part of the street lifestyle are wishing that they never had anything to do with it but then you have the wannabes trying their hardest to jump in the streets, butta a real one hope he understands his purpose through his pain
They Could've Atleast Gave The Man Some Napkins.
Adam didn't respect dude it was strictly bidness! Which is how it usually goes with his guest, but Adam still had a stick up his rear(PAUSE!) about that beef between the 2 previously
Yesssss! It’s about them getting views, they care nothing about Butta. Just SAD!
Stay Strong Butta. We See U Never Properly Grieved. Healing Don't Come With A Time . We Don't Know The Pain your Feeling But We Do Hope It Gets Better For You .
The world will crumble at his feet knowing we've laughed with our brothers after we killed our distant family
I read this 100 times. Please explain it to me.
Wait I get it. That's deep bruh . .
Dam that’s deep
@@XavierMiller-y5qwhat it mean
@@XavierMiller-y5qI’m with you
Losing a best friend hit different.
Not just that he was there during it
I Feel Him 💯💯💯💯
Hit different different
@user-bs4rp4mz7q not his blood sister
@@Josh_you_uhhe almost died with her Von wanted Butta but caught ki and stood over her while he was standing over her Butta ain’t have no gun so he was hall assing 🤦🏿🤦🏿
Butta grew tf up I’m proud of bro he used to be trolling but now he grown up💯🙏🏾💪🏾
NEVER would I have ever thought a damn no jumper interview would make me cry no bs I felt his pain fr and adam goofy for the ? After💯
God bless butta man i hope the best rip ki ❤
Just peeped the video on your page durk really a hypocrite 😭😭
@@Margaman29 good lookin❤️
a better platform deserved this interview
I couldn’t help myself from crying either. I felt your pain butter. It sucks to lose somebody you care so much about no going to these accomplishments without them steams but you know they are proud of you you make a way.
Adam is really a B and I don’t like him I just watch for the guests
Same
He doesn’t care as long as you still watching what doesn’t matter who you personally therefore he still gets credit and money🤡
I lost my blood brother to the street life and I understand what he's saying and how he feels crying writing this rn
Damn man I hope you straight now bro keep yo head up💪💪💪
Anyone can say what they want about Butta, I respect him for opening up like this
“I wish I wasn’t apart of half of this shit I wish I didn’t feel this heart ache” 💯
FBG Butta a real one. Express that pain brother. We here to listen bro.
I'm Rooting for Butta Bucks it takes a Real man too shed a tear Infront of million Subscribers 😤💯💪🏾🙌🏾
When he told Adam “you would go do it too” if he felt the pain he felt. You see that pain.
Tough to watch shit like this having lost a brother - I wouldn't wish that pain on nobody.
There's power in those tears. It's healing to let those emotions out.
Rest up K.I ! Love from Ohio
*Gakirah Barnes
When his anxiety gets bad, his words start to blend in together and that Chicago slang comes out. He giving his opps all the shit they need against him in this interview
Thos how i feel for my best friend who was closer to me then my own blood. Over 20 years later and I still cry and hear him calling me at random times. And then 5 year later I lost another brother. I hated that I'm here and they both gone, even now I feel like that sometimes in my 40s. Those were dark days and when I tried to end my life, I couldn't even do that right.
I lost my mom an my best friend in tha same year that pain never go away
😔💔
Losing a sibling hurts alone. But having a sibling get killed is a tough tough hurdle to overcome
Facts
Butta, I love where you came in life brother. Please, please stay safe. For yourself and your daughter bro! You will do BIG things in life and I’m all for it! Let’s fucking go!!!
Dude should see a therapist, that type of trauma must be insane to deal with
rip KI
R.i.p odee
RIP to all these young lives lost & gone 🙏🏽
I feel his pain frl i lost all my day 1s and this shit hurt my soul everyday i think about this shit i break down and i wish i never grew up this way either
This was lowkey sad. I feel for all them kids down there in the raq and other cities. None of them deserved to experience as much death and trauma as they have.
This probably the best interview on RUclips. Bro a real soldier that survived a real war.
It’s okay to cry, love. I’m proud of you. ❤
Speak ya mind gang. A lot of ppl never lost a real one and would never understand
No one understands the pain of losing a sibling until it happens to you…I know it’s unbearable to lose someone who was by your side ever since you were born
THIS WHAT THESE KIDS SHOULD SEE>>THE REGRET>> THE PAIN>> THE SHAME.. THE EPIPHANY!!!
I have like 20+ Friends in the cemetery, five of them Females 🕊
☝️my condolences my brother 😭💯🙏🏿
@AirJames999C'mon son that was not a viral moment The universe has it's own reimbursement process 🙌🏾😞⌚🔙
@999WRLDDDLEAK says the dude with no subscribers 😒
It’s a lot of ppl in the chi hurting like this and won’t say shit. It’s not normal.
As someone who has lost friends and family to some similar shit, I feel for this dude.
Live by the sword, die by the sword, but it doesn't make it hurt any less.
I hope he finds peace
We ain’t laughing at nobody pain round dis way omm…🗣️
The trauma that these men are going through is horrible. the sad part they suffered and went through most the trauma as children.
The trenches needed this Butta 💯🙏🏾🤞🏾 This shit Hurt
I feel em . I’m don’t live in Chicago no more and I thought I was good until I moved out the warzone ..now that I’m safe I go through survivors guilt , anxiety attack , depression paranoia ptsd , regret to have been apart of half the shit I have been because when u grow you learn . We are all just traumatized and dealing with it different . Desensitized to the violence …. I randomly feel guilty I’m alive and my friends aren’t ..my lil cousin isn’t ..but I am . Can’t fight the tears ..but I make sure I’m alone when I feel it coming on . This shit hurts fr . All you over tuff “gangstas “ ain’t like that fr . Because no one is made to live like that . I’ve learned to love my ppl and I see who the enemy is …peace and love to thoughts that relate
Imagine losing all your childhood bestfriends to gun violence before the age or 30...😢💔
I love Butta. They could never make me hate you Butta ❤️❤️❤️
*🎉2011-2017 was a hell of a time to live through in prime Chicago Drill/murder era*
I would say 2020 duck and Von was the final piece
@@Jigaboo1929 that's just 2 Ppl that was famous lol, and 2021 was worst than 2020 (according to YT outlets).
@@HvrlemJvmvicvn I know it’s crazy how many bodies dropped in a 12 year span it’s like how did they even make room for that many
@@Jigaboo1929 & not the even the rest of Illinois at that, Crazy.
@@HvrlemJvmvicvn nah fr 💯
My heart goes out to this young man I can’t imagine living a life of the streets 😢😢❤❤🙏🏿🙏🏿🌹
Not hard but strength. Being strong can break a soul
This a real man...... when homies die thugs cry 👑 head up butta 💯 respect
Out of everyone from drill scene butta is the only person who catches my attention he’s special for sure
Damn . You can see and hear that pain . Rest easy KI
praying for you butta 🖤
Long Live K.I and all the fallen soldiers. His pain is real that's why we're spreading peace so people's families don't have to go through the same suffering. I'm still praying for all my brothers out there. Stay strong 🤙🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Butta really speaking his truth💯
It's sad...then were all really just KIDS...wish I could bring peace and brotherhood to all these guys...if we could fight the powers that be as a unit it would be an unstoppable force
you can tell someone seen so much just look at their eyes the eyes tell you everything you need to know about someone past life
Butta too real. Best interview he did!
Whole situation heartbreaking
REAL ONE he definitely don’t hide his shit and he definitely own up to his problems but it’s just sad what our own people do to each other and these folks outside our culture judge us based on what they done to us as a whole so we hate and kill each other for no reason based off feelings and emotions and stupidity WAKE UP FOLKZ 👁️
Sending all my love. I hope he can find comfort in something positive every day.
Butta survived the streets
Long live Kirah 💔🙏
This was hard to watch man, this kid sounds like he seen it all, i hope you overcome the demons and come out on top bro 🙏🏾 💪🏾
I can't imagine being in your place, brother, but I wish you strength😪😭💔
Bless his heart..I know it has to exhausting
Always Respected Butta they slander your name until you dead Live Through Your Kids Eyes Live Through Them Family Is Power 💯
That survivor’s remorse is a MF. Dont matter what you achieve, it will never feel complete cause you can’t share it with the people that didn’t make it.
Let that shit out my brother 💯✊🏽
My dad died and I feel everything he said here
✊🏾🙏🏾😞🙏🏾✊🏾I pray that you keep winning, Butta. Seriously. Even though i dont know you, i pray that you make it through all of this and get a true chance to live your life peacefully, bro. I mean that from my heart. 🕊️ #LLKI #LLKI #LLKI #LLKI 🕊️
-From 513, OH
NGL I teared the fk up just listening to him trying to EXPRESS the Pain in his life!
May God bless him to keep it together and get past the hurt
Bro traumatized. I understand. My brother died 03 at 12 i was 16 at that time. It feels like it was yesterday. Ill never get over it
Damn.. shit now I'm crying too!! 😢 God heal him!
I always check up on my sister and ask if she’s safe mainly from what i’ve seen in my life and my trauma but i love her and i never want anything to happen to her she’s my homie
Ain’t nothing keeping you in the cycle but you young man. You have the power to escape it all. Save yourself for your children
This man has seen some ish boy!! Dam, man. I low-key felt that shit.
I lost my sister a year ago shot in the neck just be cause she was trying to stop two grown men to put a gun down an fight that shit out I lost my twin I feel his pain I wish I can be talking to her in jail sending her money fr it hit different 😑😔
Rip man man rip duck rip tooka rip tutu rip cash rip lil b rip boss trell and the many this man personally knew and was homies with , I could've name more this man lost about over 20 people, crazy man
1:00 u can tell that reality hit him again she really gone