I've Been Struggling || An Honest Vlog in France

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  • Опубликовано: 7 ноя 2024

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  • @juanvasquez6535
    @juanvasquez6535 Год назад +46

    Trauma is physical. Being able to say you're not okay is so great! You're awesome. Keep up the good work!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +3

      I appreciate it!

    • @runforrestrun6103
      @runforrestrun6103 Год назад

      "Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy, Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry, Sunshine on the water looks so lovely, Sunshine almost always makes me high" MAYBE NOT ALL THE TIME. LOL.

  • @laurenleverty
    @laurenleverty Год назад +44

    We love you Aliie! Keep going!

  • @bcrruns1085
    @bcrruns1085 Год назад +11

    Don’t beat your self up. You are one of the most authentic out there. It’s just like when you go out with friends, you are on your best behavior, but it’s when you are at home in private when we let our flaws and idiosyncrasies show themselves. Hope whatever is stressing you can be resolved. You are a gift to all of us who watch. Keep it up!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +2

      thank you so much. I think that hopefully I'll have a resolution soon and be able to feel better and move past all of this :)

  • @jillianjackson2787
    @jillianjackson2787 Год назад +17

    Big hug to you. Since working on my ED, I found feeling the feelings during stressful times was so much bigger and exhausting then it was when I was unaware I even had an ED I was struggle with. Press on my friend. Not sure if that is helpful to say but perhaps it shows you are making more progress than your mind will have you believe. You got this girl and this bad weather time for you is temporary. I feel sure of it.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +6

      yes, this is definitely something that I've noticed. Actually fully feeling emotions is so scary, and I still don't fully know how to handle them..

  • @Sturgeonsurgeon740
    @Sturgeonsurgeon740 Год назад +13

    Sending you love and strength, Allie. It’s little solace but just remember; tough times don’t last, tough people do. This community loves you!💛

  • @chibisakura5371
    @chibisakura5371 Год назад +11

    Being up in the mountains is so freeing and healing. I appreciate the realness too. Even with the struggles I hope you continue to find the little moments throughout your adventures there that can give you joy and gratitude.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +4

      the mountains are my happy place..definitely healing.

  • @johnway2699
    @johnway2699 Год назад +12

    As someone who's struggled with depression, I just want to give you a hug and let you know it'll get better.

  • @johnnelson5929
    @johnnelson5929 Год назад +3

    Have fun in Europe and keep grinding Allie! My daughter and I are cheering for you! Life and work and fun and relationships (business, friends, partners, etc) are all hard-all you can do is keep going as genuinely as possible and be true to you. Your honesty and genuineness encourages my middle school running daughter, and no matter what I know you'll be kicking butt wherever you go and whatever you do next!

  • @HStacey2011
    @HStacey2011 Год назад +11

    HI!!! Have so much fun and thank you for sharing and getting vulnerable. All the love and hugs!

  • @fudbeer1
    @fudbeer1 Год назад +6

    So love your honesty.Getting sick of watching videos of other bloggers giving the impression every day the "sun shines".I also love the way you like to just randomly run up a mountain and see where it takes you.Stayed in Chamonix a few years ago so many amazing mountains to run up.Stay strong.

  • @edwardleecaliforniausa
    @edwardleecaliforniausa Год назад +1

    Morning allie happy Friday afternoon and I hope you having amazing day today and I loved your vlogs and you are amazing

  • @kellywitty9553
    @kellywitty9553 Год назад +3

    So sorry you are struggling right now and proud of you for climbing up mountains and over rocks. Nature really is a metaphor of life. ED recovery and mental health struggles are full of goat trails and right now, you’re moving forward and tackling it. Lean in, learn, reach out for help. Bravo on being you ❤

  • @Peg38542
    @Peg38542 Год назад +1

    Thank you so much for your honesty. Social media can be deceiving. I just started my running journey at 52 and can't run for very long periods of time, but I'm just moving forward. You are an inspiration and so genuine! Thank you for your videos..........they are so encouraging to me! :)

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      Sometimes all you can do is just keep moving forward..I applaud you for doing that!

  • @allyson--
    @allyson-- Год назад +6

    Major win that you kept going about your travels & training despite the mental struggle!! This trip looks like a blast & it's humorous that a near death experience is thrown in there! Glad you were ultimately safe!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +4

      yes! I'm glad I didn't hold myself back from having these experiences.

  • @broccolirahb
    @broccolirahb Год назад +3

    We love you, Allie O! I’m praying for you right this moment.

  • @nadjalanger3446
    @nadjalanger3446 Год назад +3

    Hello Alli!
    The mountain huts are literally everywhere in the alps, you can eat and sleep there to start mountaineering tours to be closer to the peaks (even when the hut is closed they have „winterrooms“ equipped just with the basics in emergencies).
    The rock ring is a Biwak place for mountaineering, either to save money by not sleeping at the hut or to be even closer to the peaks. So it means you just sleep there with a sleeping bag and no tent 🤗
    The tracks don’t end there, they just turn into alpine terrain what means you have no proper ways , sometimes stoneman or poles to find the way. So you need to be experienced in the mountains to go further :)
    I hope this helps you to understand the great alps better 🙌

  • @alissam8034
    @alissam8034 Год назад

    Thanks for being real, and very best of luck.

  • @smscraig
    @smscraig Год назад

    💕🙏💕 Thinking of you and wishing you the best; happiness and renewed energy soon.

  • @davidsmyth5318
    @davidsmyth5318 Год назад

    Thanks so much for your honesty.... still think you are bloody amazing 😍

  • @belanaellie681
    @belanaellie681 Год назад +4

    such feelings always offer the potential for self-development. This is a gift. thanks for sharing with us Allie. ❤

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +2

      true! I'm definitely trying to grow through this.

  • @ratb9362
    @ratb9362 Год назад

    ❤sending you hugs from Norway ❤ you are amazing! Just the way you are x
    You are enough ❤

  • @JohnAnderson-km1fb
    @JohnAnderson-km1fb Год назад

    Awesome. Thanks for sharing. Rooting for you always!

  • @tilda3141
    @tilda3141 Год назад +3

    Hope life gets easier soon, you rock ❤

  • @angelaclark5916
    @angelaclark5916 Год назад +1

    I'm sorry you're going through this time of difficulty and super glad you're out in France getting fresh air and perspective. Keep persevering❤❤❤

  • @jeancater1388
    @jeancater1388 Год назад

    I understand. Take care of yourself. You’ve got this.❤

  • @ARTWV
    @ARTWV Год назад +1

    Hi Allie, I don’t do any social media other than this but I know most people try to make their lives seem so happy and nothing ever goes wrong. I respect you being real. Try not to sweat the small stuff.

  • @oatmeal4life441
    @oatmeal4life441 Год назад

    Youre humor and authenticity make this one of my favorite channels. And spencer is buff

  • @MasonFunny
    @MasonFunny Год назад +1

    Thank you for being honest! We all go through ups and downs, but sometimes you think you are the only one. Helps me realise its ok to have down times as they makes space for the good times 🤩

  • @markrimelspach7041
    @markrimelspach7041 Год назад

    Prayers for your health. One day at a time. Great truthful video. You are amazing.

  • @celaine_
    @celaine_ Год назад

    You are the best Allie!!! We love you!!

  • @thomasphilyaw8593
    @thomasphilyaw8593 Год назад +1

    Thank you for sharing Allie! We all care for you and worry when you're either injured or feeling blah. Hang in there and keep doing what makes you happy. Prayers from Virginia ❤

  • @greatwhitenorthlife2327
    @greatwhitenorthlife2327 Год назад

    I'm there with ya! Stress has been ridiculous recently for me as well. Hang in there, we care about you!

  • @jenc1276
    @jenc1276 Год назад +1

    Thank you for being vulnerable and showing the lows, too. I’m sorry it’s been tough and I have also been watching enough to know you are incredibly strong and brave. There’s nothing you can’t do. Hoping it eases soon for you. We’re all rooting for you. 🙌

    • @chasebell1414
      @chasebell1414 Год назад

      This! Ms. Ostrander, if you do read this, just know that the words everyone is giving to you aren’t hollow- they are full of heart and are being sent to yours. I’m saying this as someone who internally denies compliments because of people not knowing who I actually “am” and the kind words not resonating with me. But does that even matter? I hope that these words resonate with you though!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      thank you so much for this!

  • @amywalworth9068
    @amywalworth9068 Год назад +1

    I’m with you so much Allie! After several months of severe fatigue, and digestion problems I put my whole focus on getting to the bottom of these heath issues. I have been living with chronic stress for so long that my body was shutting down. After many consultations, I’m recovering from adrenal fatigue. Ive has to stop all running and cross training but have kept up some light resistant training. Jig Saw brand adrenal cocktail and Mag soothe everyday have changed my life! I feel the light of life again for the first today in so very long. I hope you get to the bottom of your health issues!! You are amazing thank you for all you do to inspire us all with with you honesty.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      that's so interesting; I've never heard of adrenal fatigue. I hope that your recovery goes well!

  • @meetoo2330
    @meetoo2330 Год назад

    Love Allie do what makes you happy. Anxiety is a MF enjoy the rest of the holiday. Love you and thanks for sharing your life with us.

  • @beverlyreynolds5001
    @beverlyreynolds5001 Год назад

    Love the footage!! I think the sunglasses look better on Allie.

  • @highcolorado805
    @highcolorado805 Год назад

    You're super inspiring! You're amazing! Thank you for being genuine! It is inspiring to do the same! Have a safe rest of your trip!

  • @JM-sq3ic
    @JM-sq3ic Год назад +1

    A lot of strength to you. On another topic, I must say it’s cool to see you enjoying the Alps so much. I remember visiting the US and thinking the Rockies were special… it shows we value difference sometimes. I hope you can still enjoy the experience!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +1

      Yes, it's definitely just fun to experience something different and new!

  • @neurodivergentlily
    @neurodivergentlily Год назад

    Sending unconditional love and compassion.

  • @Marymooau
    @Marymooau Год назад

    Big hugs for you from me. You take care of you. We will still be here for you. Love from Australia 🇦🇺

  • @annemeyers2840
    @annemeyers2840 Год назад

    Even just hearing the intro music of your videos makes me smile--your videos are such a place of comfort for me. Thanks so much for continuing to post, but sorry to hear that you're struggling. Hoping you get through this valley of life and see the other side soon!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      it makes me so happy to hear that my videos are a place of comfort for you. Thank you for being here :)

  • @ilariae346
    @ilariae346 Год назад

    Really appreciated the mountaintop talk. :) I've gone through phases where my body shuts down without easily identifiable reason too and know how frustrating it is. For years I'd try everything to "solve the problem" until realizing that what I really needed was a bucketload of compassion and to give myself however much rest and care my body asked for. Stress really takes a huge toll and sometimes it takes a while before we realize we've been drained for weeks. Sending lots of strength, you got this xxx

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      Yes, I'm so frustrated right now trying to solve the equation, but I have to just accept that it's probably not a simple answer.

  • @thatrunningirl
    @thatrunningirl Год назад

    So much beautiful footage and authenticity! Hope you feel lots better soon :)

  • @topicdel
    @topicdel Год назад

    Rooting for you Allie! Thanks for being so open and vulnerable in your videos.

  • @terrikrische3065
    @terrikrische3065 Год назад +1

    Allie you got this! I know(personal battle with Anorexia) how Hard it is. If you need to take a Break ? Do it! You are too important❤ All the Prayers for you🙏🏼

  • @christopheredwards7330
    @christopheredwards7330 Год назад

    Wish I would’ve known you were coming! My wife and I have lived in Cham for 4 years now. Don’t give up.

  • @GuitarTraveller
    @GuitarTraveller Год назад

    Great video, Allie. I appreciate your honesty. Reminds me of a favorite quote, "It's OK to not be OK"! Best to you.

  • @stevendorsey4882
    @stevendorsey4882 Год назад +1

    I am sorry to hear you've been struggling with mental health nnd physical challenges. Thank you for your mountain top talk and your openness and honestly about your life. Please be assured that those of us who follow you online love you and support you through thick and thin.

  • @jenniferhickey6428
    @jenniferhickey6428 Год назад

    Thank you. Simply thank you

  • @codyr2318
    @codyr2318 Год назад

    Love you Allie. You got this. Keep going.

  • @DecemberDarkness
    @DecemberDarkness Год назад

    Thanks for speaking out and sharing. It's so hard when you're feeling awful but you feel like you should be the happiest you've ever been. I'm glad you're still doing things that bring you joy and happiness, despite not being in the best mental state.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      Yes, it's like feeling sad during the Christmas season...always just makes me feel unappreciative, but it's real!

  • @sharonb537
    @sharonb537 Год назад

    glad you made it down that hike OK - sounds mega scary. Safe travels home and heres to feeling better back in the pac northwest with your dog in the USA.

  • @taylorlayton4508
    @taylorlayton4508 Год назад

    Hope you are doing better and thanks for the honesty. Best part of stressful periods is that they pass, and usually leave you more equipped to handle them the next time. Loved the chamonix footage. I've never run higher than the Midi midway station, but I have hiked right up to that cute little rock circle to climb the Frendo Spur and the Arete des Papillons. Nice memories, thanks.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      yes, I know that I will be stronger on the other side :)

  • @karaleeporter501
    @karaleeporter501 Год назад

    I am totally with u on this one Allie❤it’s perfectly ok to not be ok. We are human and our minds are so so powerful and impact on every strand of our physical being. Please be kind to yourself xx

  • @latebloomerabroad
    @latebloomerabroad Год назад

    You're a strong person, Allie, because you can say when you aren't feeling well. Talking it out and knowing that you'll find your way out of it will help, and we (your fans/friends) are confident that you'll be feeling more yourself soon. I love France and really enjoyed seeing a town/area I've never been. I recently discovered your channel and I always love watching whatever you want to show us. Your smiling face just makes me happy! I have never liked to run (I was a swimmer and soccer player) and yet I even enjoy watching your workouts. 🏃‍♀😆

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +1

      awe, thank you so much! I'm glad you found my channel. I appreciate you being here and sharing those kind words!

  • @gusrallim
    @gusrallim Год назад

    That's awesome you went to see the tour! Hope things are going well

  • @zaneclone
    @zaneclone Год назад +1

    For sure, life ain't all sunshine and rainbows... but you're still out there doing things that make you feel better...
    Sending you virtual hugs... :)

  • @goofymanmike4226
    @goofymanmike4226 Год назад

    The mountains are beautiful!!

  • @janinas1121
    @janinas1121 10 месяцев назад

    There was this little house and it was a business and it was adorable 😂😂😂 😍 such a cute description. Had me laughing, cause as a European I forgot how cute those houses are😅

  • @JaySizz
    @JaySizz Год назад

    "It's a highlight reel"... well said, and thanks for acknowledging that.

  • @leniolesch896
    @leniolesch896 Год назад

    Take care of you, love. After too much stress your body probably is craving calm. Hope you find your happiness back soon.

  • @garylarowe8741
    @garylarowe8741 Год назад

    Omg Allie, French Alps and Venice! 😅 hang in there, you can do it!

  • @Cloggindancer
    @Cloggindancer Год назад

    "... water it down by 80%" - perfect formula- keep it up, girl, you've got a lot of people cheering for you 😀

  • @AZTracyLynn
    @AZTracyLynn Год назад

    I’m . praying for you ..,, just keep going forward and be in the moment…..

  • @schoukri
    @schoukri Год назад

    Hang in there Allie! I hope you feel better soon!

  • @donbracci2199
    @donbracci2199 Год назад

    Great video! Thanks for taking us along. Looks like an amazing experience. I hope things start going better for you. Hang in there and "just keep putting one foot in front of the other."

  • @kevinmshea58
    @kevinmshea58 Год назад

    Sorry to hear you are struggling but hoping things get bette for you. This scenery and the experience are awesome and I love getting to watch. So inspiring to see Spencer doing sit-ups and yoga immediately after waking up. He still is a Beast!!!

  • @peachxblue
    @peachxblue Год назад

    Oh I recognize those flat trails where you did your easy run - they’re the cross country / Nordic ski path at Chamonix :D

  • @robertstokes9034
    @robertstokes9034 Год назад +1

    I’ve said it to you before and I’ll say it again: your videos show something to young women that’s important and real about being a competitor. I’ll gladly take one of these videos for every five happy Allie videos. It’s real. That’s why I keep watching.
    BTW: I turned my daughter onto LMNT with your code. Hopefully she uses them like I do. 🙂

  • @kkcasazza
    @kkcasazza Год назад

    Recovery is so wildly challenging. Challenges in life stack on top of each other and mental health and recovery can skyrocket stress levels. Thank you for your transparency and vulnerability.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      yes, they say challenges always come in 3's, and I swear it's true..

  • @aliciafenner3098
    @aliciafenner3098 Год назад

    Hey Allie, WOW france looks amazing and I am so glad that you have been having an amazing time!!! Thank you so much for being so open and vulnerable because a lot of people assume that from the outside everything looks perfect especially on social media and that is far from the truth! Your an inspiration for so many people struggling like me and letting them know that just because you see something or someone looks fine you don't know what they are dealing with

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +1

      yep! Social media is just the surface...the whole iceburg is underneath ;)

    • @aliciafenner3098
      @aliciafenner3098 Год назад

      @@allie_ostrander yeah I couldn't agree more with you :)

  • @Viktoria-7
    @Viktoria-7 Год назад

    Awesome vlog, always look forward to your videos. Miss Charlie, though 😊

  • @smiks83
    @smiks83 Год назад +1

    Mountaintop talks should definitely be a recurring thing. I personally use your little “thank you running…” TikTok as a little mantra in life. Please know that what you do is very meaningful.
    I’m a mental health nurse, so I get to see the impact of my actions and words on people. You don’t get to see the effect you have in the lives of so many of your viewers. But it is there.
    Run the world, have a great summer 🏔️💚 🏃🏻‍♀️

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +1

      Thank you for the reminder :) that's really what keeps me going sometimes!

  • @christinb5766
    @christinb5766 Год назад

    Thanks for being honest, I struggle pretty bad with anxiety so it really helps hearing stress affects you too. I just ran 5.7 miles today, my longest ever and my pace was decent. Grateful for my fitness!

    • @paulgallagher6544
      @paulgallagher6544 Год назад

      Great run, I've been off running for some time. Listen to Allie and stay within your limits building slowly. Also after long runs the recovery of two or three days before a sprint is not optimal I tore a lot of muscles one time that way. Good luck with the anxiety your doing great with the running so that's something to build with.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      nice work! anxiety is tough, but we are tougher :)

  • @mollyalexander8406
    @mollyalexander8406 Год назад

    Thanks for sharing, Allie. Sending you lots of love

  • @ingridlundeen6575
    @ingridlundeen6575 Год назад

    I was just in France, It's such a beautiful country! Being able to see the Tour de France is so cool! your content has helped me a lot, Im a high schooler training for a triathlon in august but have been struggling with an eating disorder and have been trying to recover. I have been struggling a lot mentally as well, it will get better❤

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      The struggle makes us grow :) as much as I don't want to go through it, I know that it's a part of life and will make me a better, stronger person. Stick with it!

  • @littlerunner4505
    @littlerunner4505 Год назад

    Thank you for being open - social media is a tricky b indeed. Also, so glad to see you are still kicking around in the alps! I just got back - while you were in Chamonix I was a tunnel ride over in the Courmayeur area. Also, aren't rifugios the best???!!! (french: refuge, german: hutte). Running up to a rifugio is my favorite mountain activity in Italy - it's seriously a travesty we don't have this here in the US :) Also the trails there are so well marked (which we also lack).

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      The US definitely needs more refuges and well marked trails!

  • @MrBeast-1
    @MrBeast-1 Год назад

    Allie - you got it girl - I believe!!!

  • @msullivan3531
    @msullivan3531 Год назад

    It’s so ok to not be ok. Hang in there. We all struggle.

  • @SueLevin-m5t
    @SueLevin-m5t Год назад +1

    Appreciate the authenticity. Relative to fatigue, a thought crossed my mind that a lot of caffeine (the coffee looks delicious btw!)might be making you tired (when it wears off?) Hoping you get some answers.

  • @ashleywhitesides4230
    @ashleywhitesides4230 Год назад

    Hey Allie, I've been watching a lot of your videos and you are so inspiring to me! And I can relate to loving running in the alps and feeling at home in the mountains! (I ran in the Swiss not French alps but... ;p) Anyway, I truly appreciate your authenticity, kindness, diligence, and wit. Your vlogs feel so much more real and informative than most other RUclipsrs'(especially fitness RUclipsrs' vlogs)-so thank you! You've been making a big impact on me, and I just wanted to let you know that your athletic success and performance are so incredibly impressive and inspiring, but I hope you know that your individual worth is not tied to your athletic performance or ability. My parents-in-law were both amazing long-distance runners in their heyday and still are great athletes in their own right-but they don't have the same acclaim today that they did ~20-30 years ago. But nevertheless, it's their examples that continue to inspire my husband and me to prioritize our health consistently (getting adequate sleep, nutrition, exercise, and rest-along with nurturing healthy, deep relationships with others).
    You could take a break from racing or posting online or even move on to a different career at any point (if you want or feel like you need to) and I believe people (at least your true friends and fans) would think just as highly of you as they do now or if you continue on this career path as far as it will take you. I believe that every human being has inherent worth, and when I've struggled with my mental health (depression and anxiety), having the people closest to me (including myself) remind me of this has been super helpful! Our fundamental worth is not tied to what we do or how well we perform but it's based on who we are-and it's inherent and unchanging. And Allie-I think your worth is only enhanced by the kind of person you are and the goodness you share with the people around you! Fame and top athletic success/ability will eventually fade, but true, deep friendships and relationships-as well as healthy habits and a healthy lifestyle-can last a lifetime. I hope this perspective helps even if just a little, but you can also take it with a grain of salt.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +1

      I am constantly trying to work on the person I am, the way I make the people around me feel, the way I treat myself, and forming a sense of self worth outside of athletics. Everything that you said was so kind and just reinforced the life I've been trying to live. I obviously care so much about performance and athletic achievements, but I realize that solely focusing on those things will only make me feel empty in the end. Thank you for the beautiful sentiments and taking the time to write all of that!

    • @ashleywhitesides4230
      @ashleywhitesides4230 Год назад

      @@allie_ostrander You are so welcome! Thank you so much for your kind words as well and sharing your thoughts on this perspective! I think you are truly setting a great example for the rising generation of professional (and non-professional) athletes and even RUclipsrs. I am excited to continue following your journey to be inspired to push my own limits and capacities while still prioritizing what matters most to me! You're amazing, Allie!

  • @MyFatAdaptedLife
    @MyFatAdaptedLife Год назад +2

    I thought that was you and Spencer in the TdF crowd. Just kidding; I didn't see you. Hang in there, Allie. Life is not all rainbows and puppy dogs (although Georgie is adorable). Keep your head up. You are stronger than you think. Best :-)

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +1

      haha you actually can see us on the live stream if you put it in slow mo and squint ;)

    • @MyFatAdaptedLife
      @MyFatAdaptedLife Год назад

      @@allie_ostrander LOL

  • @milly1900xyz
    @milly1900xyz Год назад

    Big hugs!

  • @wclinchtx
    @wclinchtx Год назад

    You're not alone Allie.

  • @mariuszf007
    @mariuszf007 Год назад

    Stay strong and be happy

  • @sarahhendrickson9795
    @sarahhendrickson9795 Год назад

    It’s kind of crazy because I honestly feel like you have reached life goals, and that just shows us how social media can be so deceiving. I really hope you can do whatever you need to do to be happy and mentally healthy. Thanks for sharing the truth and everyone here supports and wants the best for you ❤

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      I think sometimes reaching goals is hard too because once you reach them, you realize that goal didn't actually fix everything in your life. Not to say that goals are bad, just that they can't be the sole focus of life.

  • @nothing-q4u
    @nothing-q4u Год назад +1

    "water it down by 80%," wisdom galore.

  • @magnus9165
    @magnus9165 Год назад

    You hang in there Allie. People love you and want to help and support you. Save yourself.

  • @snooples
    @snooples Год назад

    that rly is such a beautiful track alongside maybe the one in paris right next to the eifel tower
    hope things get better for u we're all in ur corner!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад +1

      thanks :) I always look forward to your comments! Also love your new handle lol

    • @snooples
      @snooples Год назад

      @@allie_ostrander thank youuu a friend i met on minecraft coined it haha

  • @steffenlang4815
    @steffenlang4815 Год назад

    heads up, you will get through this soon! talking about it is already a big chunk forward!

  • @eddiescott747
    @eddiescott747 Год назад

    Allie we’re with you! 🤗

  • @KyraLopez-yk8sk
    @KyraLopez-yk8sk Год назад

    You never told me who you were rooting for :O! But omg I am so doing this next year!

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      yes, France in July is ideal. You can watch the tour and do some insane trail running and also eat so many pastries and have great coffee. Literally couldn't get better...

  • @thegreatalyssa
    @thegreatalyssa Год назад

    I hope it's going better. It is hard to travel, train, compete, etc.

  • @creak22
    @creak22 Год назад

    Hoya saxa! Cool Georgetown shirt!

  • @alexischapdelaine9476
    @alexischapdelaine9476 Год назад

    im sure you have alot on your plate often with your professional running career i love how honest you are with all of us. How can we help you as viewers push threw the hard times when your struggeling mentally. I am happy to help how ever I can. I think its great that you got to see the tour to france that is cool. Looks like you both are having a good time and making the best of it even though your in a tough place at the moment. How much longer are both in italy and france for. Have a great weekend oh how is gorgee doing.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      hi! Thank you so much for the kind comment. I think that the best way for my audience to help is just to show support, which so so many of you did! Reading through the comments made me feel so loved and appreciated :)

  • @cra139
    @cra139 Год назад

    I know that feeling. When everything should be going right but it reallly isnt. When you seem to have everything going for you but you're not truly up to par. I'm dealing with the same thing.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      I hope you'll be able to find a way to feel better. We got this!

  • @wiseow_l
    @wiseow_l Год назад

    Sending you love Allie

  • @pino_t0412
    @pino_t0412 Год назад

    We are cheering for you and you are our little butterfly. we love you so much

  • @kbird6208
    @kbird6208 Год назад

    I am "recovering" from several months of much too much mental and physical stress, and I hear you on the exhaustion. I've been resting for several weeks and not much has changed and it's hard not to push myself. Also I'm extremely jealous because I have a knee injury and can't run or hike during our few short months of "mountain season" and it's driving me crazy. I guess I am the person sitting at home moping, though I think I can at least cycle now. Hopefully my knee will heal by rain season. sigh...

    • @chasebell1414
      @chasebell1414 Год назад

      Hey, sorry that happened, I wouldn’t fully understand bc my one injury was before I was passionate about running. But one thing I learned is that it really just makes running so much greater when you can be grateful for the act itself and your health.

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      hopefully we will both be on the other side of exhaustion soon!

  • @Erin60147
    @Erin60147 Год назад

    Sorry there are some struggles, but I think keeping busy is a good idea❤

    • @allie_ostrander
      @allie_ostrander  Год назад

      yep, I've gotta keep myself accountable for making myself feel better. And that means doing things!