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    The children now exist. Now it's time for them to feel.
    This is the fifth track from Sleeping At Last's Atlas: Year Two.
    I do not own the rights to this song. All rights belong to Sleeping At Last.
    Sleeping At Last: / sleepingatlast1
    Lyrics (provided by Peter Little):
    when will i feel this
    as vivid as it truly is,
    fall in love in a single touch,
    and fall apart when it hurts too much?
    can we skip past near-death clichés
    where my heart restarts, as my life replays?
    all i want is to flip a switch
    before something breaks that cannot be fixed.
    i know, i know- the sirens sound
    just before the walls come down.
    pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
    predicting God as best he can,
    but God i want to feel again.
    rain or shine, i don’t feel a thing,
    just some information upon my skin.
    i miss the subtle aches when the weather changed,
    the barometric pressure we always blamed.
    all i want is to flip a switch
    before something breaks that cannot be fixed.
    invisible machinery,
    these moving parts inside of me
    well, they’ve been shutting down for quite some time,
    leaving only rust behind.
    well i know, i know- the sirens sound
    just before the walls come down.
    pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
    predicting God as best he can,
    but God i want to feel again,
    oh God i want to feel again.
    down my arms, a thousand satellites
    suddenly discover signs of life.

Комментарии • 6 тыс.

  • @radisonstroup6628
    @radisonstroup6628 4 года назад +16893

    don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry

  • @shanya213
    @shanya213 4 года назад +11846

    “Oh god I wanna feel again oh god I wanna feel again” that part breaks me :(

  • @lukewoorm
    @lukewoorm 4 года назад +2973

    *'But god, I want to feel again'* hit me hard on a spiritual level.

  • @Stopthisrightnow560
    @Stopthisrightnow560 3 года назад +1539

    "I... love... you..."
    "It's okay... You can go now..."
    ❤ 6 years ago yesterday. I miss you, dad.

  • @zoop752
    @zoop752 4 года назад +5333

    i want to cry but i can’t feel anything.

    • @sadhoesinhoodies8216
      @sadhoesinhoodies8216 4 года назад +50

      Samee :(

    • @elenaeldegel9549
      @elenaeldegel9549 4 года назад +141

      Amanda Shafer when we reach such a low it’s like our emotions leave us and we are just left with that overwhelming empty feeling but let me tell you it gets better talk to someone open up say a prayer every night before you go to bed and go live your life and believe me it gets better

    • @elenaeldegel9549
      @elenaeldegel9549 4 года назад +26

      Amanda Shafer you are never alone in this world

    • @daliasaeed4918
      @daliasaeed4918 4 года назад +37

      Your too numb from pain just like me :(

    • @apoorvaupadhyay5183
      @apoorvaupadhyay5183 4 года назад +6

      You are okay 😘

  • @drbuttblast2387
    @drbuttblast2387 4 года назад +3242

    “Hey bro I’ll see you tmr it’s getting late”.
    Last Online: 5 years ago

    • @agentstrange5004
      @agentstrange5004 4 года назад +44

      This hit home for me

    • @cruelspade4278
      @cruelspade4278 4 года назад +12

      😔

    • @anayelimontess
      @anayelimontess 3 года назад +90

      it’s been 2 almost 3 years since my internet bestfriend and i stopped talking. i miss him. there’s no trace of him, all his socials are gone. everything is gone.

    • @verlayneg1112
      @verlayneg1112 3 года назад +26

      This makes me very sad, bc this happened to me 😢

    • @latte_unicrnstar7698
      @latte_unicrnstar7698 3 года назад +7

      I.... True...

  • @isabellawilliams5482
    @isabellawilliams5482 4 года назад +1487

    when he says "oh God I wanna feel again" is where everyone breaks down

    • @Whatdafruc
      @Whatdafruc 4 года назад +22

      Ma’am you are correct, I just saw this song in a meme and broke down

    • @reddread1578
      @reddread1578 4 года назад +4

      This song made me think of everything and when he said it in a meme i remembered how im gonna miss the feeling of belonging eith my friends that graduated

    • @BiggieSlurp
      @BiggieSlurp 4 года назад +2

      Yea I just saw this song recommended and yea that's exactly where I broke

    • @odell65
      @odell65 4 года назад +2

      Me n my dog both my grandparents my old friends i havent spoke to on ps3 in almost 10 years my cousin who moved off 11 years ago. But mostly. My younger years when i had everyone and everything thats gone now with me includes the ps3 bois grandparents cousin and dog.

    • @rita.uly05
      @rita.uly05 4 года назад +3

      Hell ya I am breaking down

  • @lyta9965
    @lyta9965 3 года назад +881

    -we went from talking until 2 AM
    -to 2 hours a day
    -to 2 minutes a day
    -from 2 days ago
    -to never again
    Good-bye, Best friend

    • @zuiredfox.2249
      @zuiredfox.2249 3 года назад +12

      I feel you, amigo(a), I feel you...

    • @zuiredfox.2249
      @zuiredfox.2249 3 года назад +7

      I know its not easy, trust me, I've been there. But hope you're alright.

    • @cheeseme23352
      @cheeseme23352 3 года назад +5

      I felt this way too hard

    • @Cptn_Canada
      @Cptn_Canada 3 года назад

      Hello 👁👄👁

    • @toastedonions95
      @toastedonions95 3 года назад +3

      You're not alone just hang on in there bro

  • @trifalex11
    @trifalex11 8 лет назад +4439

    this song describes perfectly depression

    • @Ab-rm3jf
      @Ab-rm3jf 7 лет назад +6

      Trif Alex sameee

    • @alliewilson7036
      @alliewilson7036 7 лет назад +5

      Yup

    • @r3yel
      @r3yel 4 года назад

      fr

    • @flyingpowerlogitech
      @flyingpowerlogitech 4 года назад +45

      everybody thinks they‘re depressed

    • @alanastasiunaite
      @alanastasiunaite 4 года назад +30

      I’m not depressed I just get so down sometimes that I just want to escape I don’t wanna die I just want to escape sometimes

  • @mechalilyz
    @mechalilyz 6 лет назад +2619

    Probably one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard

    • @Dragonbitch777
      @Dragonbitch777 6 лет назад +10

      i replayed this song so much, everytime i did, i would cry

    • @strawberrypie7077
      @strawberrypie7077 4 года назад

      Tori omg yes

    • @Tobi-md1fq
      @Tobi-md1fq 4 года назад

      Congrats on being here before tiktok

    • @sabrinadecary6611
      @sabrinadecary6611 4 года назад

      I second that.

    • @kitkat70453
      @kitkat70453 4 года назад +1

      Another gorgeous song by the same artist is saturn it is so breathtaking. especially the music video

  • @karimeperez1688
    @karimeperez1688 4 года назад +1455

    “god i wanna feel again” hit so hard. i’m completely broken, lost .. i’m done feelings this way..

    • @harryjames7169
      @harryjames7169 4 года назад +17

      Karime Perez harryplatts4 ... this is my snap please talk if you need to

    • @gabriela5558
      @gabriela5558 4 года назад +8

      Everything is gonna be ok, dont worry bout what could happen in the future or what happened in the past, live the present and smile, enjoy life, cuz its short 💜

    • @paulina.28
      @paulina.28 4 года назад +3

      I can relate I’m so numb inside ... and I really wanna feel again 😢

    • @tommycolt5324
      @tommycolt5324 4 года назад +1

      Got love for you hope you’re doing ok now :)

    • @charlottepenny6212
      @charlottepenny6212 4 года назад +2

      Harry James can I talk to you please I’m gonna add you please I really need it

  • @madison_088
    @madison_088 3 года назад +2194

    The worst feeling is when you feel like your invisible. No one talks to you or even notices you, and you think there’s something wrong with you.

  • @carsynwarsyn250
    @carsynwarsyn250 5 лет назад +5254

    My parents didn’t sign my permission slip for this feels trip

    • @dani-ep8en
      @dani-ep8en 4 года назад +51

      Meri Harkey BAHAHAHAHHA OMG

    • @beyoncebop198
      @beyoncebop198 4 года назад +57

      aw, im praying for you! stay strong hun

    • @urmomsyd5485
      @urmomsyd5485 4 года назад +46

      Bro same except I’m on the way to mental breakdown town I’ll send ya a post card

    • @EgyptGentle
      @EgyptGentle 4 года назад +22

      Pls stay strong...you will get through this

    • @liesxan
      @liesxan 4 года назад +5

      Same..

  • @mimmiefisher5348
    @mimmiefisher5348 8 лет назад +1078

    I'm sitting in my bed bawling my eyes out

  • @kristyg1213
    @kristyg1213 4 года назад +3028

    Dear Jesus,
    I wanna just wanna pray for anyone in this world that needs a prayer. I pray for the lost, the confuse, the worried, and everyone else. I pray you give them peace, I pray that you cleanse their body from any type of disease that tries to enter their body. I pray you give them the strength and to continue to wrap your arms around them. I pray for the world, I pray they seek you. I pray they open their eyes and follow you. Jesus I come here today, to also give thanks, because you will get anyone through anything. These things I say in your name Jesus. Amen❤️

    • @InfinitiRacks
      @InfinitiRacks 4 года назад +82

      Thank you for this. I've never been religious, but recently I've started to pray and believe after wishing for some support or sign. I've began to open my heart to God and let him in. But now with the pain in my heart that I feel, I just hope that he's still on my side and he will show me that everything's going to be okay, especially since I'm so close to just giving up.

    • @macayleetarbart4436
      @macayleetarbart4436 4 года назад +13

      thank you

    • @rockin1014
      @rockin1014 4 года назад +16

      Thank you for this, that’s a beautiful prayer to our Lord

    • @sylviatrevino1064
      @sylviatrevino1064 4 года назад +22

      @Alejah Rivera Don’t give up! God is always on your side!! Read below:
      Psalms 118 (ESV)
      His Steadfast Love Endures Forever
      118 Oh give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
      for his steadfast love endures forever!
      2 Let Israel say,
      “His steadfast love endures forever.”
      3 Let the house of Aaron say,
      “His steadfast love endures forever.”
      4 Let those who fear the Lord say,
      “His steadfast love endures forever.”
      5 Out of my distress I called on the Lord;
      the Lord answered me and set me free.
      6 The Lord is on my side; I will not fear.
      What can man do to me?
      7 The Lord is on my side as my helper;
      I shall look in triumph on those who hate me.
      8 It is better to take refuge in the Lord
      than to trust in man.
      9 It is better to take refuge in the Lord
      than to trust in princes.
      10 All nations surrounded me;
      in the name of the Lord I cut them off!
      11 They surrounded me, surrounded me on every side;
      in the name of the Lord I cut them off!
      12 They surrounded me like bees;
      they went out like a fire among thorns;
      in the name of the Lord I cut them off!
      13 I was pushed hard,[a] so that I was falling,
      but the Lord helped me.
      14 The Lord is my strength and my song;
      he has become my salvation.
      15 Glad songs of salvation
      are in the tents of the righteous:
      “The right hand of the Lord does valiantly,
      16 the right hand of the Lord exalts,
      the right hand of the Lord does valiantly!”
      17 I shall not die, but I shall live,
      and recount the deeds of the Lord.
      18 The Lord has disciplined me severely,
      but he has not given me over to death.
      19 Open to me the gates of righteousness,
      that I may enter through them
      and give thanks to the Lord.
      20 This is the gate of the Lord;
      the righteous shall enter through it.
      21 I thank you that you have answered me
      and have become my salvation.
      22 The stone that the builders rejected
      has become the cornerstone.[b]
      23 This is the Lord's doing;
      it is marvelous in our eyes.
      24 This is the day that the Lord has made;
      let us rejoice and be glad in it.
      25 Save us, we pray, O Lord!
      O Lord, we pray, give us success!
      26 Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord!
      We bless you from the house of the Lord.
      27 The Lord is God,
      and he has made his light to shine upon us.
      Bind the festal sacrifice with cords,
      up to the horns of the altar!
      28 You are my God, and I will give thanks to you;
      you are my God; I will extol you.
      29 Oh give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;
      for his steadfast love endures forever!

    • @CristopherIScool
      @CristopherIScool 4 года назад +15

      Jesus doesn’t have YT

  • @teenmonalisa
    @teenmonalisa 3 года назад +1359

    "Death must be a beautiful journey because yet no one has ever come back"

    • @trashy_everything447
      @trashy_everything447 3 года назад +36

      This... this made me feel something.

    • @andrewgarcia6724
      @andrewgarcia6724 3 года назад +14

      Yeah hate to ruin the vibe but there have been many people who have come back to life.

    • @presleypennartz6269
      @presleypennartz6269 3 года назад +14

      the one nd only Jesus Christ has

    • @jenniferarbour8597
      @jenniferarbour8597 3 года назад +2

      @@TRUSTINYAH I wouldn’t put all my trust on my life in someone’s hands either than mine, I might not follow the “rules” but I’m aware god will help us somehow.

    • @Yea418
      @Yea418 3 года назад +1

      Yea 😢

  • @vyckatv4727
    @vyckatv4727 4 года назад +2209

    Some are crying over a memory. I'm crying over a scenario I've made up in my head :-\

    • @mrn0b0dy81
      @mrn0b0dy81 4 года назад +73

      I'm crying of a scenario too, I dont want to lose anyone.💔

    • @enonoka
      @enonoka 4 года назад +41

      Same, I don't know how fake scenarios can make us feel such emotions.

    • @ninofeo26
      @ninofeo26 4 года назад +9

      Sammmme 😔

    • @godrhmf307
      @godrhmf307 4 года назад +8

      same- but it’s because i can’t get the scenario, not because it’s bad.

    • @jc._.goated6666
      @jc._.goated6666 4 года назад +7

      I don’t want to be horny just want to be loved

  • @mirandastretch1616
    @mirandastretch1616 4 года назад +495

    i feel like this song perfectly describes the point in depression where you are tired of feeling numb and alone. you want to find joy in the small things. you want your life back. you want to feel again. to even reach this point of wanting to get better is a huge step, and for those who haven't, you are never alone and i promise you will see better days soon, even if it feels like you can never escape the numbness.

    • @user-xb3cy2tg1w
      @user-xb3cy2tg1w 4 года назад +5

      this defines my life . we shouldn't feel like this at such a young age

    • @kessiajenkins1183
      @kessiajenkins1183 4 года назад +2

      That’s exactly how I felt since the start of this school year luckily it’s gotten slightly better I don’t think I’m and as bad star if depression 😔but its still hard to get my life back

    • @user-lw6it3xu7y
      @user-lw6it3xu7y 4 года назад +3

      This is exactly what I’m going through. I don’t think I’ll make it out.

    • @nataliemullin2574
      @nataliemullin2574 4 года назад

      You are so right

    • @user-ze6yk4sd5g
      @user-ze6yk4sd5g 4 года назад

      Well put stranger.... well put😔

  • @HelloGudbye93
    @HelloGudbye93 8 лет назад +1351

    This man and his ability to breathtakingly articulate the unexplainable is a gift to us all.

    • @jakegrey5405
      @jakegrey5405 6 лет назад +8

      Do you think he would have that kind of voice without some heavy burdens ?
      Because I don't in his voice you can hear it all..

    • @myazibolis5318
      @myazibolis5318 4 года назад

      It really is true talent

    • @paigevarga5883
      @paigevarga5883 3 года назад

      it's been 4 years. you okay?

  • @Arrahss
    @Arrahss 3 года назад +1913

    We’re really all suicidal kids telling each other not do it, it’s amazing how we care for others safety but not our own.

    • @samanthaa557
      @samanthaa557 3 года назад +24

      i love you

    • @Arrahss
      @Arrahss 3 года назад +12

      @@samanthaa557 I love you too💕

    • @nnnadyfskellingtom4877
      @nnnadyfskellingtom4877 3 года назад +11

      Hahaha... haha... ha... kinda ironic isn't it...

    • @ik8144
      @ik8144 3 года назад +16

      for some reason this made me cry p.s hope your good

    • @user-we4kf5xm5u
      @user-we4kf5xm5u 3 года назад +17

      I do it honestly because I don’t want any kid or adult to feel the feeling of numbness. It feels miserable and the worst part is that you can’t explain it other than numb

  • @averagejojolionenjoyer4250
    @averagejojolionenjoyer4250 4 года назад +685

    If you’re reading this, wherever you are or whoever you are, you’re gonna be okay. Thank you for waking up everyday and trying. Keep fighting.

    • @clearmind-sh4fq
      @clearmind-sh4fq 4 года назад +1

      Super Awesome Amazing Spectacular Dude thank u very much

    • @averagejojolionenjoyer4250
      @averagejojolionenjoyer4250 4 года назад

      Ranya Lovely you’re not alone, both in terms of your support group and in feeling the way you are. Thank you for being strong, and know that things will always get better, no matter how long it takes. Stay safe!

    • @chiyup
      @chiyup 4 года назад

      Super Awesome Amazing Spectacular Dude thank you for this comment I really needed it

    • @youtubewatcher830
      @youtubewatcher830 4 года назад +1

      thank you so much ❤️ my suicidal thoughts are getting really bad i feel so alone :( and trapped, but i have to fight this.

    • @youtubewatcher830
      @youtubewatcher830 4 года назад +1

      Lydia Rachel completely, we're strong, the world is giving us these problems cause they know we are strong enough to face them.

  • @dream2326
    @dream2326 4 года назад +3516

    It’s actually scary how quietly i can cry

    • @muhis226
      @muhis226 4 года назад +59

      i gonna fucking kill myself

    • @martinkacer7888
      @martinkacer7888 4 года назад +38

      @@muhis226 see ya in heaven lol

    • @Azorythe_official
      @Azorythe_official 4 года назад +20

      I do the same i dont know you you dont know me but i love you and you are strong ❤

    • @EliteXRZ
      @EliteXRZ 4 года назад +24

      This is a good song but it makes me think about ending it

    • @muhis226
      @muhis226 4 года назад +9

      @@martinkacer7888 i meen in hell

  • @starsevda
    @starsevda 4 года назад +2725

    I miss my dad he committed suicide a year ago
    He left my family for another women we were really broke and barley had anything my mom worked so hard to make sure we were fed ..
    He left us for some other women that was our friend and our neighbor 2 years go
    by he finally came home but crying ... because the women he left us for she didn’t want him he kept crying and trying to be with her ... he loved her so much he would leave some days to park outside her place waiting for her to want him and other days just crying on the couch
    He smoked he drank he cut himself in front of me he cried a lot I hugged him I told him I loved him that we all do
    He told me he would kill him self I told him I would die if he did
    I asked him to promise me .. not to kill him self
    He smiled at me
    And then hugged me and cried
    I never saw him again the next day ...
    He went back to work
    I went out with friends the same night
    2 am he called my sister mom and brother not me ...no one answered him
    The next day cops at me door ... my mom opened the door they said he was drunk driving and hit a semi truck..
    I thought this was a fucking joke
    He wouldn’t do this to me I cried so fucking hard I couldn’t handle the pain
    I found his note in the bathroom ..
    He had so much to say about everyone about how sorry he was and to take care
    He only wrote one thing to me ..
    “I love you “. To this day I feel empty I can’t seem to be the same I miss him
    I wish I found that note before he left for work he must’ve left it before he went because he knew he wouldn’t come home .
    I can’t feel anything but emptiness my family is a fucking mess it’s too much I dream of him all the time sometimes I can’t believe he’s gone
    some days I pretend he’s just working
    I will never understand why this women felt more important than our family I don’t understand anything at all
    It feels like those movies you watch about the person who loses someone they love but you never actually think it would happen to you
    And now you just feel this sad fucked up empty feeling inside like something is missing.
    There’s so much to this story it would be too much to write but thank you for reading this
    If you know someone who needs you and claims to want to die especially someone who never speaks that way
    Help them because 99% of the time they mean it so please don’t give up on them.
    And for my dad the one thing I’m thankful for about his death is that they said he died in a coma
    because he didn’t have a seatbelt on so he hit his head right away but he flew out the window and died on the street in the rain
    Every time it rains .. I think of him

    • @Joarch24
      @Joarch24 4 года назад +191

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I’ve just read this comment and now I’m crying. Stay strong

    • @loganlachance6993
      @loganlachance6993 4 года назад +75

      stay strong you are loved im so sorry for your loss

    • @relativitatsrentner4672
      @relativitatsrentner4672 4 года назад +57

      I love you
      because you wrote this down means you are a lot stronger than your Dad ! ❤️

    • @starsevda
      @starsevda 4 года назад +88

      I was so shy to post this but It makes me happy to know people care and I’m not crazy to feel so depressed about it
      thank you to anyone who took the time to read this.

    • @eliztaslk8935
      @eliztaslk8935 4 года назад +19

      Im so so sorry for what you’ve been through :(

  • @xraywolfy
    @xraywolfy 3 года назад +744

    i just want to cry, but it’s harder when i physically can’t.

  • @ThatOnePassenger
    @ThatOnePassenger 7 лет назад +365

    I love the fact that this song isn't about actually being able to physically feel but emotionally. Basically saying things aren't always physical reactions they have emotional ones too which are just a precious as physical ones.

  • @aureum_
    @aureum_ 5 лет назад +1998

    I know what it feels like when it seems as though nothing will ever truly change. It's so mental draining that people could look right through you and all they can see is the smile we display but they're too blinded to see the layers of empty and numbness that fester beneath our smile... It feels like nobody understands nor will someone ever; I promise it's not true. I know because I understand. I don't know who you are or what your situation is but you probably feel like nobody cares nor do they pay attention enough to really understand you. But I'm telling you right now that's all a lie because I CARE and I understand because it's a battle I fight everyday. It feels like the weight of the world is on your shoulders and it's all too much to carry when you're so empty feeling like you'll collapse at any given moment and the walls you've put up are the only thing that's left you still standing. The same walls that block out anyone from understanding you driving you to feel more compelled to bury down this feeling. And the worst part is everyone looks right through you and believes your liable smile and 'I'm okays'. It feels like the loneliest feeling in the world because you can be surrounded by people all day but all you feel like is a hologram showing a poor imitation who you really are. Saying this is important to me because I want you to understand that there's millions of other people around the world who have this weary mentally draining feeling that leaves you more empty and numb than you can begin to describe and I feel compelled to say this because I wish someone understood me. I want to be the person who understands you because I want this message to make it to someone before it's too late for them because it was almost too late for me. But this feeling doesn't have to last a lifetime things become better when you allow them to; it's merely about our perception and how you react to everything and everyone around you. As long as you accept this feeling, and you accept that it takes time to move past it everything will be okay a lot sooner than you may believe.
    Just promise yourself you'll be okay even if you don't believe so, someone once said "Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase" and it's okay to not know what's ahead, that's just the way life is.
    Edit: So many people liked this but it's not about the amount of likes, to me that just means that I was able to help a lot of people. And I feel beyond grateful and blessed to do that for each and every single one of you. 💕🌻 Thank you all so much.

  • @its_mehurqueen9016
    @its_mehurqueen9016 4 года назад +1033

    My baby 🐾 died one year ago, and it still hurts.

  • @ozymandias815
    @ozymandias815 3 года назад +341

    "we're beating that boss tommorow"
    last online: 4 years ago

  • @Chisei1899
    @Chisei1899 4 года назад +2053

    Is it normal to cry about something that you lost but was never actually yours?

    • @ahahahamike8081
      @ahahahamike8081 4 года назад +61

      A horse at the stable. She greeted me everyday. She was so happy to see me ad her owner always left out her treats so I could give her some. She was absolutley beautiful, Such a pretty horse. I rember her blanket had little foxes on it. It was so cute I loved it so much. I rember one day I got to the stable and she wasnt there. I aksed my trainer where she was. She said she had to go into a surgery. At first that wasnt very scary to me becuase my best friend's horse just got out of the same surgery and she was fiine. Its been 5 months since she died during that surgery. The thing I regret most in my life was not saying goodbye to her that day. The last day I saw her. I only rode her twice. Her owner was the nicest girl ever and she deserved so much better. Ill never forget her. Oh god I wanna feel again.

    • @ahahahamike8081
      @ahahahamike8081 4 года назад +3

      @Claire Grimm oh.. makes sense..

    • @JT_G
      @JT_G 4 года назад +3

      Ofc

    • @ahahahamike8081
      @ahahahamike8081 4 года назад +2

      @@JT_G i wish...

    • @ed_da_killeryt7502
      @ed_da_killeryt7502 4 года назад +2

      Yea

  • @JMeyels
    @JMeyels 4 года назад +1176

    One of my closest friends died yesterday and I want to cry but it still doesn’t feel real. Like I literally can’t feel a thing. He just was one of those you thought would last forever and he died so young .

    • @julieta1254
      @julieta1254 4 года назад +22

      I am so sorry for you, I hope you are doing a bit better, please remember, they are in your heart now, and forever, their death, is nothing pleasant, but from now on, I want you to see everyone, like you are loosing them tonight, because life is so short, I am sure, they are know watching you are safe, please do, remember thay are still there, for you, always,

    • @thetwins1446
      @thetwins1446 4 года назад +5

      Omg IM SORRY FOR UR FRIEND

    • @desireepashia2110
      @desireepashia2110 4 года назад +6

      Hey there. I just want to let you know that you're not alone, even when it feels like it. There are times when it seems as if the world is against you. There are times of sorrow, & times when things happen & you can't understand why. But just know: You are loved by God. You're pain and tears do not go unnoticed. You're truly not alone. My prayers go out to you❤️ Things will get better.

    • @sarahbuchanan8402
      @sarahbuchanan8402 4 года назад +1

      Aw I’m so sorry 😔 just know your loved,

    • @papapepega8018
      @papapepega8018 4 года назад

      I hope the pain will go but his spirit wont

  • @tinaetiny
    @tinaetiny 4 года назад +860

    Lyrics:
    When will I feel this
    As vivid as it truly is
    Fall in love in a single touch
    And fall apart when it hurts too much?
    Can we skip past near-death clichés
    Where my heart restarts as my life replays?
    All I want is to flip a switch
    Before something breaks that cannot be fixed
    I know, I know the sirens sound
    Just before the walls come down
    Pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
    Predicting God as best he can
    But God I want to feel again
    Rain or shine, I don't feel a thing
    Just some information upon my skin
    I miss the subtle aches when the weather changed
    The barometric pressure we always blamed
    All I want is to flip a switch
    Before something breaks that cannot be fixed
    Invisible machinery
    These moving parts inside of me
    Well, they've been shutting down for quite some time
    Leaving only rust behind
    Well, I know, I know the sirens sound
    Just before the walls come down
    Pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
    Predicting God as best he can
    But God I want to feel again
    Oh, God I want to feel again
    Down my arms, a thousand satellites
    Suddenly discover signs of life

  • @reily6998
    @reily6998 3 года назад +215

    "Suicide doesn't end the pain, it passes it on to others"
    Edit- why does this have so many likes👁 ty
    EDIT- OH MY FUCKING GOD CAN EVERYONE THAT IS ATTACKING ME SHUT UP? THIS ISNT MY QUOTE, YOUR ONLY MAKING A CHILD FEEL BAD ABOUT THEMSELVES BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO SHARE SOME FUCKING WORDS THEY THOUGHT WOULD HELP PEOPLE. IM SORRY FOR BEING FUCKING STUPID. IM SO CLOSE TO DELETING THIS, I NEVER MEANT TO GUILT TRIP PEOPLE. THIS IS TO SHOW OTHERS THAT THEY ARE FUCKING LOVED. NOW LEAVE ME ALONE.

    • @mychemicalimbalance_
      @mychemicalimbalance_ 3 года назад +10

      What if there are no others?

    • @rethomazure
      @rethomazure 3 года назад +7

      @@mychemicalimbalance_ Just because you think that doesn’t mean there aren’t, trust me when I say people still care but just don’t show it

    • @katorioldson2203
      @katorioldson2203 3 года назад +2

      Where I’m from there have been over 6 suicides in over a month and the tribe in my town is no help, kids are dying and nobody is doing anything about it as of last night 2 teens a senior and a sophomore tried too committee and people are going missing, idk what too do and how too help

    • @qwertykeyboard8563
      @qwertykeyboard8563 3 года назад +1

      @@katorioldson2203 try contacting a mental health helpline. They were quite helpful for me.

    • @martinas6735
      @martinas6735 3 года назад +1

      It only passes it on when there are others to pass it on to.

  • @chimpeeproductions307
    @chimpeeproductions307 4 года назад +487

    Reading the comments while listening to the song hits different😔

  • @ines-sb5ht
    @ines-sb5ht 4 года назад +595

    I was at my lowest last year, even having suicidal thoughts, but I kept going, even with tears in my eyes or pain in my heart and it got better I’m terrified of going back because I don’t know if I’ll be able to go back out.
    If you’re reading this, don’t worry, it really gets better

    • @s4m812
      @s4m812 4 года назад +2

      No it doesn't ,not for me

    • @s4m812
      @s4m812 4 года назад +2

      Nothing will ever get better

    • @brookebarker3255
      @brookebarker3255 4 года назад +1

      i’m at the breaking point that u were at rn and it’s horrible i just wanna die

    • @ines-sb5ht
      @ines-sb5ht 4 года назад +1

      Brooke Barker I know, I remember just thinking ‘’ when will it end, when will I end’’ but little by little I stoped being and listening to the people/things that I knew were making me feel like that and even thought I was left alone I’m happy now with myself

    • @ines-sb5ht
      @ines-sb5ht 4 года назад +1

      Oriana Jimenez it will just don’t give up, leave all that toxic people and even if you’re left with yourself it’s way better than being with people that make u feel like dying

  • @GabrielColeMusic
    @GabrielColeMusic 4 года назад +5414

    Surprisingly I don’t think tik tok ruined this

    • @ducky5895
      @ducky5895 4 года назад +514

      Actually tik tok has took me to many great songs including this one

    • @josyliaah
      @josyliaah 4 года назад +63

      cause they didn’t

    • @Giingersnxp
      @Giingersnxp 4 года назад +8

      Football Talks With Gabe tik tok took it.

    • @dacrasherz4866
      @dacrasherz4866 4 года назад +5

      You just had to say it didnt you?

    • @atharvc9543
      @atharvc9543 4 года назад +1

      @@ducky5895 what other songs??

  • @beccamartin4519
    @beccamartin4519 4 года назад +782

    My girlfriend of 6 years, my high school sweetheart and the love of my life had a heroin overdose in 2016. She didn’t make it. This song runs through my veins so deep reminding me of beautiful memories. And yes I am crying. I’ll cry for her forever. Till we meet again Haley I love you.

    • @Luc99er
      @Luc99er 3 года назад +8

      you are not alone, bro. i feel with you. we feel with you. ❤

    • @larae.5553
      @larae.5553 3 года назад +1

      This made me cry omg
      She will always be with you♡

    • @randallspikes934
      @randallspikes934 3 года назад +2

      I been in a relationship for 3 years now and I don’t want her to ever go away she is the only reason I want to live. When I see her smile it make me so happy. So I could just imagine the pain. I am so sorry for your loss and she will always be with you.

    • @ConnorT12T
      @ConnorT12T 3 года назад +1

      heroin is a disease and it needs to be treated so we are not victims of the people taking it but victims of herion its self i hope god gives you the strength to carry on and remember when your at rock bottom the only way is UP

    • @alicjasoltyss
      @alicjasoltyss 3 года назад

      Honestly I’m so sorry for you. I don’t imagine how much pain you went through and no one deserved this. You are so strong and just remember she is in a better place resting in peace. Stay strong.

  • @nanni7726
    @nanni7726 4 года назад +71

    when he says "I wanna feel again" it breaks my heart

  • @mathilde7931
    @mathilde7931 5 лет назад +720

    the "oh god i want to feel again", hurt like a butt cheek on a stick

  • @Cursed-cv7gw
    @Cursed-cv7gw 4 года назад +1741

    This song makes me miss my girlfriend she died of stage 4 cancer 2 years ago and it's hard to let go

    • @Lee-jb6yn
      @Lee-jb6yn 4 года назад +46

      I’m so sorry ❤️

    • @azumi4369
      @azumi4369 4 года назад +40

      It is very hard to let go of a person who has passed. But just remember to keep smiling. I’m sure she would’ve wanted you to be happy and continue your life. I’m sure she is watching over you. Smiling from ear to ear being so proud of you. Just take it one day at a time. You’ll make it though.

    • @gusthelord2292
      @gusthelord2292 4 года назад +6

      Im sorry

    • @mauricejones7094
      @mauricejones7094 4 года назад +4

      I'm sorry to hear that, I have lost alot as well... You take care!

    • @gunnbritt1725
      @gunnbritt1725 4 года назад +5

      stay strong ♥

  • @spacejunkie2176
    @spacejunkie2176 3 года назад +78

    The sadest part about life, is when those people that gave you the best memories become a memory.

    • @2TurntDanny24
      @2TurntDanny24 2 года назад +3

      Man you just said some real shi dawg🎯

    • @Quarzsx
      @Quarzsx 2 года назад +3

      I know right, that hit me right in the chest and made me sad...

    • @un_tip_obisnuit
      @un_tip_obisnuit 3 месяца назад

      damn

  • @amiastraea5048
    @amiastraea5048 4 года назад +839

    when ur squad has been together since elementary but slowly drifted and separated through the years

    • @emilyd6618
      @emilyd6618 4 года назад +21

      And eventually you all are strangers and your best friends break your hear. Hey you’ll be ok I promise if you ever wanna talk :)

    • @hazielssi8443
      @hazielssi8443 4 года назад +6

      This is so sad

    • @Danny0379
      @Danny0379 4 года назад +8

      I can relate that :(

    • @alexmoore1204
      @alexmoore1204 4 года назад +4

      Holy fuck I think I just shed a tear😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @lilylilylilylol
      @lilylilylilylol 4 года назад +4

      yes, 3 went to the same school, me and another both went alone. they 3 had an aregument and now 2 hate 1. we've lost contact with the other girl. its more of a 3 in one case and a 2 with the other girl. its only been 2 years but everythingd changed so much.

  • @skyandzo2618
    @skyandzo2618 4 года назад +236

    “ I kinda wanna feel again, of god I wanna feel again “ my heart broke... that hit too hard 💔

  • @theanxiousone6821
    @theanxiousone6821 4 года назад +747

    Laughing to hide the pain
    Smiling yo hide the tears
    Screaming but no one can hear me
    I just wanna be happy again
    Not so lonely and sad

    • @Franlievens
      @Franlievens 3 года назад +3

      you will be fine. I believe in you.

    • @karlanajvirt1185
      @karlanajvirt1185 3 года назад

      I wanna this be song💔

    • @Luc99er
      @Luc99er 3 года назад +1

      you are not alone. we are strong together❤🙏🏼

    • @Cptn_Canada
      @Cptn_Canada 3 года назад

      When I’m in no one come to me said < oh you’re ok> or just look tho said my only friend was taken by a girl ( he with she in love not kidnapped) and no one care of me

    • @Eleanor123
      @Eleanor123 3 года назад

      I’m hear with you buddy

  • @joshuaestrada6042
    @joshuaestrada6042 3 года назад +261

    To any suicidal person reading this, Don't take your life. There is still hope for you. Keep on fighting. There are people rooting for you.

    • @user-xp8wk1zt2p
      @user-xp8wk1zt2p 3 года назад +4

      dumbest shit ever. Ur day would have been going as normal if a person would have taken their life, Stop saying this shit

    • @khadijazwary4033
      @khadijazwary4033 2 года назад +1

      Thank you for sharing this

    • @_h_-fp9pf
      @_h_-fp9pf 2 года назад

      Thank you so much. This helps me a lot

    • @Etanbeetan
      @Etanbeetan 4 месяца назад

      Shush nerd

  • @richofffx
    @richofffx 4 года назад +76

    "Last online 5 years ago"😔

  • @No-cn3dc
    @No-cn3dc 4 года назад +544

    He was never mine but losing him broke my heart

    • @sabrinadecary6611
      @sabrinadecary6611 4 года назад +21

      I get you... I lost someone who was never really mine...but it still hurt... It hurt a lot and I don't know what to do. I haven't known what to do for a while.

    • @canessa7179
      @canessa7179 4 года назад +15

      The worst part is feeling like you’re caring too much bc you didn’t have what they did with others but loss is loss

    • @xx_g0thicc_xx
      @xx_g0thicc_xx 4 года назад +10

      I know exactly how you feel babe

    • @sabrinadecary6611
      @sabrinadecary6611 4 года назад +1

      @@xx_g0thicc_xx and that's on loyalty people... I'm sorry I can't take it imma go cry now cuz you made me feel stuff...

    • @xx_g0thicc_xx
      @xx_g0thicc_xx 4 года назад +1

      @@sabrinadecary6611 aww XD well my momma always taught me that it feels good to cry, so you cry and don't feel ashamed for it

  • @oliviabum8254
    @oliviabum8254 4 года назад +650

    I am just tried of saying ‘i am fine’ all the time when really I am in pain. But it is life and you gotta get on with it

    • @ellakarn8391
      @ellakarn8391 4 года назад +2

      Carl Williams hey i wrote that comment on my old phone and i can’t get back into that account. i use different names because someone i know might know who i am so yeh. i just wanna say thank you so much. i hope you are really happy and well 🙏🏻❤️cx

    • @soobin8981
      @soobin8981 3 года назад +2

      you don’t have to be fine all the time, don’t be so hard on yourself!!! let go a little and relax, no one is perfect, but you’re worth it!!!

    • @emmad4693
      @emmad4693 3 года назад +1

      I relate to you so much right now. I keep saying I’m fine even thought it’s visible I’m not and sometimes I want to say no I’m not I’m so tired, but I can’t. I’m fine are the suckiest words honestly.

    • @ellakarn8391
      @ellakarn8391 3 года назад

      @@soobin8981 thank you 🙏🏻 ❤️

    • @ellakarn8391
      @ellakarn8391 3 года назад

      @Taoufik Bensafi 💗💗💗

  • @monty9399
    @monty9399 4 года назад +461

    Your pets looking down on you smiling you’ll get through this ❤️

    • @maliaalexisbarnes2387
      @maliaalexisbarnes2387 3 года назад +20

      Oh my gosh now I'm sobbing like crazy....I lost all three of my cats within a week because of a illness...your comment fits so bad...thank you...for real...

    • @centaurililac1043
      @centaurililac1043 3 года назад +13

      Okay i read through all the comments without tears this one hit hard doe...

    • @shaunatkinson-balfe3451
      @shaunatkinson-balfe3451 3 года назад +7

      You can’t do me like that😭😭😭

    • @max_balsh2674
      @max_balsh2674 3 года назад +7

      That hit me hard

    • @mads4761
      @mads4761 3 года назад +4

      that one hurt

  • @bluerosie6309
    @bluerosie6309 4 года назад +512

    I wanna cry to this but my eyes won’t shed any tears...

  • @chiakliu8710
    @chiakliu8710 4 года назад +139

    It’s sad that the internet is the only way some people are happy. People on the internet can be so kind but in real life people find the littlest things to judge you on.

    • @drbuttblast2387
      @drbuttblast2387 4 года назад +2

      Yea I’m kinda that person, I’m pretty much only happy on the internet

    • @switchgaming3832
      @switchgaming3832 4 года назад

      Yeah its sad most of my friend are on the internet.

    • @switchgaming3832
      @switchgaming3832 4 года назад

      Part of the problem is becuz some people have little i common with those around them. When they get online they r in the same situation as everyone else and they bot have things in common

    • @cheemsmay
      @cheemsmay 4 года назад +2

      I have destroyed my personal life because of this place. I have a relationship on here, most my friends on here, I speak my thoughts on here. I just want to be out talking to people again.
      "Oh god, I wanna feel again" ~Sleeping At Last

    • @bryanmunoz6110
      @bryanmunoz6110 3 года назад

      @@drbuttblast2387 yep, my online friends are nicer than the ones from real life

  • @issythomas7821
    @issythomas7821 4 года назад +25

    I’m at the point where no tears will fall down my face. I just sit there staring into blank air with watery eyes, feeling completely numb

    • @mariamsal
      @mariamsal 4 года назад +1

      Wow. This is so me. I thought i was the only one feeling this painless pain😪

    • @georgiamytil4918
      @georgiamytil4918 4 года назад +1

      Happy Christmas

    • @georgiamytil4918
      @georgiamytil4918 4 года назад +1

      I like eating my poo

  • @jadynbarlow6479
    @jadynbarlow6479 3 года назад +158

    "Pain is a well intentioned weather man, predicting God as best he can."
    Such a poetic line 🙏

  • @palebutterfly
    @palebutterfly 8 лет назад +2564

    Um... Am I the only here because I just like the song??

    • @jiao170
      @jiao170 6 лет назад +8

      no

    • @jamesmccabe7919
      @jamesmccabe7919 6 лет назад +7

      nope

    • @Dragonbitch777
      @Dragonbitch777 6 лет назад +16

      no?? we all honestly like the song XDD

    • @willwoods222
      @willwoods222 5 лет назад +14

      It's like everybody's here from Grey's anatomy but I'm here for the song

    • @impreza0109
      @impreza0109 5 лет назад +31

      why do people have to act all high and mighty and entitled and tell everyone that they didn't come form a certain fandom?
      is coming from a certain fandom a bad thing? i mean if people loved the music then shouldn't it be a good thing?
      idk. people are weird, man.

  • @rickjohnson2179
    @rickjohnson2179 4 года назад +334

    "I love the rain. No one can tell i'm crying "

  • @ameenaahmad6592
    @ameenaahmad6592 4 года назад +113

    This is exactly how I felt during my depression. I was living but i was cleary dead from inside. I didn't feel hurt anymore and somehow that hurt the most. No one around you understands you but you want to feel the happiness around you. But you can't. Because your world is falling apart.

  • @ayoubhalloumi6224
    @ayoubhalloumi6224 3 года назад +83

    When will I feel this
    As vivid as it truly is
    Fall in love in a single touch
    And fall apart when it hurts too much
    Can we skip past near-death clichés
    Where my heart restarts, as my life replays?
    All I want is to flip a switch
    Before something breaks that cannot be fixed
    I know, I know the sirens sound
    Just before the walls come down
    Pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
    Predicting God as best he can
    But God, I want to feel again
    Rain or shine, I don't feel a thing
    Just some information upon my skin
    I miss the subtle aches when the weather changed
    The barometric pressure we always blamed
    All I want is to flip a switch
    Before something breaks that cannot be fixed
    Invisible machinery
    These moving parts inside of me
    Well, they've been shutting down for quite some time
    Leaving only rust behind
    Well I know, I know the sirens sound
    Just before the walls come down
    Pain is a well-intentioned weatherman
    Predicting God as best he can
    But God, I want to feel again
    Oh God, I want to feel again
    Down my arms, a thousand satellites
    Suddenly discover signs of life

  • @ivoryyyyyy293
    @ivoryyyyyy293 4 года назад +141

    “oh god i want to feel again” but in reality.. i just don’t want to feel anymore:/

  • @gracehandy8372
    @gracehandy8372 8 лет назад +385

    "do you really want this?"

  • @aliyahrae4947
    @aliyahrae4947 4 года назад +184

    I’ve always been sad..but I’ve never felt the feeling of not feeling or being in so much pain you just can’t do anything but strain and pray and scream the feeling goes away..but last night I felt it..something happened and it’s the loneliness despairing painful numb straining feeling you couldn’t imagine.

    • @vidaregly5648
      @vidaregly5648 4 года назад

      Aliyah Rae are u feeling better?

    • @spedasmr6880
      @spedasmr6880 4 года назад

      I love you homie

    • @leamakuch105
      @leamakuch105 4 года назад +2

      I felt that so hard..

    • @idkmate6839
      @idkmate6839 4 года назад +3

      Take a walk in the rain and do a little dance with a ice cream in ya hand. I did it... you will feel something. Not much but something-

    • @user-xb3cy2tg1w
      @user-xb3cy2tg1w 4 года назад

      i hope you're doing okay now and i know how you feel. but we shouldn't feel like this at such a young age. i cant handle this anymore

  • @tammiii28
    @tammiii28 3 года назад +165

    I miss the little things that made me laugh when I was a kid🥺🥺...before I learnt how cruel and depressing life can actually be.

    • @razornrg4767
      @razornrg4767 3 года назад +5

      We grow up looking up to the hero’s but as adults we understand the villains
      This is the sad truth

  • @souliloquy5077
    @souliloquy5077 6 лет назад +48

    "Oh God I want to feel again."
    Wow. This hit me deep.

  • @arthurmorgan1537
    @arthurmorgan1537 4 года назад +288

    My first friend died in a car accident, it fr doesn’t feel real he was the first to help me get through shit and he’s gone god damn it

    • @strawberrysurvivor8863
      @strawberrysurvivor8863 4 года назад +3

      I’m so so sorry for your loss... 😢

    • @matthewlawson2716
      @matthewlawson2716 4 года назад +1

      I understand what your going through. The pain and loneliness sucks. Life is so beautiful but yet so wicked

    • @zehragumus54
      @zehragumus54 4 года назад

      I am so sorry for your loss. It will hurt a long time. I just hope that one day when you wake up it doesn't hurt so much anymore.

    • @calebloganeditz7120
      @calebloganeditz7120 4 года назад

      🥺

    • @tammiii28
      @tammiii28 3 года назад

      I understand what it's like to lose a friend and miss them and their presence every single day 🥺❤
      keep strong bro✊❤
      sorry for you loss💞🕊

  • @honeypots8787
    @honeypots8787 4 года назад +98

    I come back to this song at least every 2 days.
    It's all I can feel. Just the song. I mouth the lyrics as I cry to exhaustion and fall asleep into more cryptic nightmares. It's the only way I can physically let everything out.

    • @QuixoticPenguin
      @QuixoticPenguin 4 года назад +3

      Damn son

    • @TheSoundwaveFeeling
      @TheSoundwaveFeeling 4 года назад +3

      Hey, are you feeling any better? Just know that there will always be someone who cares

    • @sdotabdel8062
      @sdotabdel8062 4 года назад +1

      Like you see honeychaudhary trying to make you feel better and you just acting like a dick maybe that’s why your depressed can’t hold a friend down

  • @morphoblu4
    @morphoblu4 3 года назад +125

    Who’s here, not because they wanna die, but because they don’t wanna live anymore? I wish I could just close my eyes and sleep forever 😔

    • @behniaashrafi7276
      @behniaashrafi7276 3 года назад +4

      i feel you man

    • @behniaashrafi7276
      @behniaashrafi7276 3 года назад +9

      i just want to go on an hibernation for awhile to forget this all

    • @trock6921
      @trock6921 3 года назад

      I just want to hear the song really. There is no value in the silence or the sadness. Instead of talking to your screen try talking to someone.

    • @khadijazwary4033
      @khadijazwary4033 2 года назад

      Same

    • @alex_hiddlestonfan
      @alex_hiddlestonfan 2 года назад

      I feel ya😔

  • @bradpacito
    @bradpacito 4 года назад +78

    Last words: “I’ll always be in your heart” miss you buddy 😭❤️

  • @lailaw.3606
    @lailaw.3606 7 лет назад +138

    Nobody can really describe being depressed or heartbroken through music..except him, its honestly scary how accurately he describes how I feel. I love him and his music❤ thank you

  • @afon8125
    @afon8125 7 лет назад +96

    BPD has given me a condition called emotional flatlining. It means all the emotions you used to feel fade away, melt and drain. And this describes it pretty well.

    • @c.aiitwyeth
      @c.aiitwyeth 5 лет назад +2

      Elphin i have bpd as well .. and yes this literally perfectly describes it

    • @lia-ux3fw
      @lia-ux3fw 4 года назад +1

      Hey, its been 3 years. I hope you are here with us and feeling better 🤍

  • @shiraidyk6745
    @shiraidyk6745 3 года назад +87

    I miss my beautiful wife. So much nothing is not the same anymore.
    I don't understand why cancer took you away from me. It been just two weeks. And it feels like yesterday. I just want to feel you again.

    • @changbin6528
      @changbin6528 3 года назад +4

      Im really sorry for your loss
      May she rest in peace

    • @sofielove4650
      @sofielove4650 2 года назад

      hope ur ok bud

    • @rd_2002
      @rd_2002 2 года назад +1

      I'm sorry be strong...

  • @iangrubb6470
    @iangrubb6470 9 лет назад +520

    Right now I have sleeping at last on repeat. Its the only music I can listen to right now at a difficult time in my life. And to have a new song puts a smile on my face. Thank you for sharing.

    • @TheInspirationalMind
      @TheInspirationalMind  9 лет назад +25

      +Ian Grubb You're very welcome. I hope you're doing well. Always try to find something everyday that makes you smile!

    • @willflaherty9500
      @willflaherty9500 6 лет назад +1

      Same! I know this was posted 2 years ago, so I hope your better now! I may still be young and naive. . . But I've already been through enough to know a lot. Rock on 😋

    • @harakiry94
      @harakiry94 6 лет назад +1

      Same here, man. Same here.

    • @samanthakoch6732
      @samanthakoch6732 5 лет назад +1

      I love their song hearing!

    • @catmoshpit1216
      @catmoshpit1216 5 лет назад

      Hope you’re doing better now

  • @user-cm7gp3mb7f
    @user-cm7gp3mb7f 4 года назад +573

    i just lost my cat today due to her bladder infection. i cant stop crying. she's been with me since 2016. i hate 2020.

    • @relativitatsrentner4672
      @relativitatsrentner4672 4 года назад +13

      Lost my cat 12.04 she was since 2011 around. I can feel your pain 😫

    • @rabbitabeth6807
      @rabbitabeth6807 3 года назад +9

      I'm sorry for the lost of your cat.

    • @advaymadaan956
      @advaymadaan956 3 года назад +9

      May she rest in peace 😔

    • @sopilily2549
      @sopilily2549 3 года назад +4

      My cat was with me since 2012. I just had to give her away because my baby brother ist very allergic to cats. It just hurts to know that she is not gonna die in my arms, I always wanted her to die in my arms, with me, her best friend. I miss her so much. She always slept in my bed right next to me. I felt save when she was with me. Now I am just broken. I just want to hold her one more time. 🐱❤️ I miss you Buddy.

    • @layne806
      @layne806 3 года назад +5

      2020 has been terrible so far,
      I’m really sorry for your loss.

  • @laura-xt5jo
    @laura-xt5jo 4 года назад +28

    I'm waiting for the day when I'm walking through Central Park in New York, my life is great! I'm happy, I have a great job and apartment and I'm doing all the things I've always wanted to do. The sun is setting and it's beautiful but there's foreign pain behind the beautiful colours, pain I haven't felt in years. The colours remind me of the hurt I endured, the millions of times I hit rock bottom, the tears I cried and the emptiness I felt before I attempted to escape life, God I just wanted to feel again, the colours bring me back to that time but they are also peaceful, I look down at my wrist and see the scars, my battle scars, they'll never go away...but it doesn't scare me, for I have much better things to see. I look back up at the sky, I smile to myself, I made it. God I finally feel again.

    • @maariya_
      @maariya_ 4 года назад +2

      God, you don’t know how much I cried from your comment. Thank you so much.

  • @paulinapena9971
    @paulinapena9971 3 года назад +97

    I am the only one that likes sad songs. They make me feel all my emotions. I think they keep me sane in a way

    • @Eleanor123
      @Eleanor123 3 года назад +4

      I’m the same I feel like taking my life with all the worry’s of this life I’m in but these song stop me

    • @user-hw4lg1gc3b
      @user-hw4lg1gc3b 11 месяцев назад

      @@Eleanor123😢

  • @tlschoen
    @tlschoen 4 года назад +876

    One night I came home after a bad day and I walk into my dad's room and pulled up in his drawer and saw his 9mm. I picked it up put it to my head and pulled the trigger. It was unloaded and I took that as a sign and from that day on I kept fighting. I decided I'm not going to let this world beat me down I'm going to look it right in the face and say give me your best shot. I hope this story will make people with suicidal thoughts think about what they're doing and know that it is wrong. I know you're scared and I know it's not easy but you just got to keep fighting.

    • @kelseymusic1008
      @kelseymusic1008 4 года назад +35

      you don’t know me but i am so glad that you are here today and your whole family is glad they you are here today. i can’t imagine the pain you was going through but i’m so happy that you have overcome it and not let it defeat you. you have your whole life ahead of you things you need to experience. X

    • @calebloganeditz7120
      @calebloganeditz7120 4 года назад +8

      Dang 💔
      I’m so glad it didn’t went off

    • @lilmemer2380
      @lilmemer2380 4 года назад +5

      You are the luckiest that it wasnt loaded! Keep on fighting! We care about you

    • @mileshewitt7515
      @mileshewitt7515 4 года назад +2

      yay.

    • @eliztaslk8935
      @eliztaslk8935 4 года назад +6

      Idk you but the world needs you. Believe me...

  • @nevaeh7977
    @nevaeh7977 4 года назад +106

    lately it feels like i’m unwanted, yk? i mean i lost all my friends. they all talk down on me. and i don’t feel like i have a place in my family i just feel like i’m weighing everyone down. i don’t know how to explain it but i have no one to talk to. idk how to tell my mom because i don’t want to worry her. i really need to talk to someone..

    • @emadekalands7577
      @emadekalands7577 3 года назад +3

      @emapatrease on instagram 🤍

    • @p90andctrl17
      @p90andctrl17 3 года назад

      I ve been there...i am still there , will be ok

    • @karollbanze4532
      @karollbanze4532 3 года назад

      This is exactly how i feel

    • @Palum101
      @Palum101 3 года назад

      I think I can relate I remember the day when my friends and myself played through nights talking how we meet each other, what we here gona do bit than we said that we're gona probably say awkward hey and be silence for the first few minutes haha.
      We had an good time and my family is (again) in an big struggle but no one cares or respect it bcs I don't want to say what's happening

    • @Eleanor123
      @Eleanor123 3 года назад

      Talk to me I feel the same

  • @tinyicy5439
    @tinyicy5439 3 года назад +171

    It’s funny how we forget the fun times we had and we get surrounded by darkness....

  • @chanecarstensen7470
    @chanecarstensen7470 8 лет назад +143

    Is it just me, or is Sleeping At Last getting better and better! The lyrics for this song is insane and so beautiful. HOW I envy the people to still discover this masterpiece! He will always be my favourite artist!

  • @LtDub
    @LtDub 4 года назад +60

    “Oh god I want to feel again”
    That hits me right in the *feels*

  • @akamekilledme_8702
    @akamekilledme_8702 4 года назад +164

    The worst part of loosing someone is that you didn’t know you were gonna loose them 😔

    • @shannonwilson2444
      @shannonwilson2444 3 года назад +2

      I feel you 😢

    • @lilylilylilylol
      @lilylilylilylol 3 года назад +1

      she was an angel before and after.

    • @stevenalderman9821
      @stevenalderman9821 3 года назад +2

      Especially if it was sudden. They were all sudden that I lost feeling. I learned to switch and now I’m having trouble being truly joyful. Keep your heads up, whoever reads this. Don’t disregard the annoying happiness of some because that might be what you need.

  • @cherrylipgloss9238
    @cherrylipgloss9238 3 года назад +147

    Death seems more inviting than life.

    • @liv6670
      @liv6670 3 года назад

      I feel the need to talk to someone about everything, but I can't come to the point. I don't want to be known as some kid who was or is depressed and can't solve her own problems. Or that kid who has a 'mental illness' because i dont. i just hurt and no one understands that 😔

    • @oldanddisgusted5998
      @oldanddisgusted5998 3 года назад

      @@liv6670 people understand. I understand. It took me 10 years to get help for my PTSD. But I was better after I did. Do it. Life is precious and too short to live in misery.

    • @Danietz
      @Danietz 3 года назад

      tell that to the people who died when they had so much to live for.

  • @morenovinceconstantineb.5134
    @morenovinceconstantineb.5134 4 года назад +72

    my mom died when i was 1 year old. i was too young to lose her. my aunt took care of me, my dad was scared to take care of me and lived alone. we are in goos terms but if you think about it, i never had any biological parents around me. i top my classes, i get to compete on competitions and win a lot of times, i am known at my school for my achievements but what is the point? i always wanted to share it with my parents but theyre not with me. my aunt loves me so much, in fact i call her mom. but even after 16 years since i lost my real mom, i just cant stop thinking of how my life could have been happier of she didnt die. i love my aunt, but i miss my real mom. and it just breaks my heart, that i can never feel what it feels like to have a complete and happy family.

    • @ronnieroman2441
      @ronnieroman2441 4 года назад +3

      vince constantine moreno yes you will when you have a family of your own look to the future never look back

    • @danielorlando6175
      @danielorlando6175 4 года назад

      A family are people that love you, and I’m sure you have even a single person that does. I love you for the person you are and remember you will NEVER be alone, EVER. ❤️

    • @glocko4053
      @glocko4053 4 года назад

      Damn this hit hard while listening to the song😔

    • @gentacurri8802
      @gentacurri8802 4 года назад

      You will have a happy life in future,you will have kids,wife you won't be lonley,you won't feel empty,you will have a completly family and everything will be okay even you'll miss your parents,just don't give up❤

  • @araebus
    @araebus 4 года назад +2180

    Did you know that you cant breathe while smiling?
    Nah just kidding, I just wanted to make you smile :)
    Whatever you are going through, you’ll get through it and its gonna be okay

    • @killttype_
      @killttype_ 4 года назад +51

      Thanks roblox person:’(

    • @crystal..6795
      @crystal..6795 4 года назад +7

      add me on roblox, octavialolo :)

    • @Wmha78
      @Wmha78 4 года назад +2

      stfu

    • @araebus
      @araebus 4 года назад +45

      Marco. M you stfu dumbass

    • @frankiesarchives475
      @frankiesarchives475 4 года назад +52

      @@Wmha78 you're the type of person that makes those smiles disappear.

  • @albinm6401
    @albinm6401 4 года назад +175

    I'm just writing my thoughts down here, im in a kind of weird place in my head right now.
    My sister tried to take her life two days ago, she survived but the things she said in her goodbye letter made me feel like the worst brother ever.
    I wasn't there for her when she needed me because I was so busy with my life. I was so busy i forgot my own sister, the girl who I grew up with. I didn't even know she felt this way.
    I just feel terrible, but im happy because she got a second chance in life. I got a second chance to be the brother she needed. I was selfish, and I want my sister to live a happy life and be there for her. Because now I know that family always comes first, i wish i didn't forget that.
    I can't imagine if I lost her and knew that she needed me, i would't be able to live with that thought
    It's when you lose something that you truly understand what it meant. Im glad that I can understand that now

    • @matthewlawson2716
      @matthewlawson2716 4 года назад +10

      You don’t realize how grateful you are to have someone in your life until they’re gone. Unfortunately at that point it’s too late. You’re lucky, don’t let this second chance you have go to waste. I hope all goes well

    • @albinm6401
      @albinm6401 4 года назад +6

      @@matthewlawson2716 yeah, im really Lucky in that regard. Some people doesn't get a second chance.
      Some people get a second chance but still doesn't realize how important it really is. Im so greatful that I got that chance and im gonna do better this time.
      To people who get a second chance, a second chance is always more important than the first. So use it.
      My sister got out of the hospital last week and she is home now. She's doing better and getting support from friends and family

    • @ryerye4182
      @ryerye4182 4 года назад +4

      I hope your sisters healing and remember to learn from the past and just take steps forward ❤️

    • @sophiaslapnicka8234
      @sophiaslapnicka8234 4 года назад +1

      oh

    • @chastongarrett8754
      @chastongarrett8754 4 года назад +3

      Yeah... thank you for your story I'm happy she's still there. Help her

  • @kchipsresees_217
    @kchipsresees_217 Год назад +6

    "all I want is to flip the switch before something breaks and cannot be fixed"
    gives me chills

  • @hangingwithhaley5093
    @hangingwithhaley5093 4 года назад +46

    It's my first Chrismas without my cat I had since I was like five and I miss my grandpa he passed a long time ago it's just I miss him still...

  • @anahartmann523
    @anahartmann523 4 года назад +108

    You know when you can't feel anything and as soon as you leave bed your whole life is numb. You have fake friends fake people everywhere but you still wanna be like them and you can't escape your life for even a minute. Everyone thinks you are happy but they don't care about you enough to ask how you are doing. And all you want is to feel happy again and not numb when you leave your bed. And there's that boy that you like but of course he likes someone else. If you read all of this thank you😍 and if you are going thru the same thing, there is good to come. I just need to believe that myself

  • @quegichenasmr1605
    @quegichenasmr1605 4 года назад +29

    “Oh God I wanna feel again” hits me differently, my doggo died 2 years ago up until now I still miss his energetic jumps to wake me up, the way he wags his tail with joy and excitement, the way he smiles when i rub behind his ears, the howls he makes in the middle of the night, the jumps before being fed, and lastly, the feeling of touching his fur.
    Oh God I want to feel it again.

  • @marwennasri3274
    @marwennasri3274 Год назад +14

    I'm a man , and in society man can't show up and start talking about their emotions or their mental state or even getting emotional support but there is something about this song that made me feel nostalgic for the old days of being surrounded by my family members and the late night gatherings that we used to have This is my 2nd time hearing this song and let me tell you , this song has touched my heart .

    • @9395gb
      @9395gb Год назад +1

      Yes you can talk about your emotions. With your friends, partners and family. If you don't feel safe with them, get a therapist or talk to a mentor. People are always out there willing to help. You just need to find someone you feel safe with and a safe space. I hope you're doing better. :)

  • @khansamiyah99
    @khansamiyah99 4 года назад +44

    To everybody reading this, YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, YOU ARE SO WORTH IT, THINGS WILL GET BETTER. ❤
    We all need you and love you.
    You are loved ❤
    Don't give up 🌸

  • @walkemdowntohellwithanARPava
    @walkemdowntohellwithanARPava 4 года назад +146

    it’s just how it says “ oh god i want to feel again” but oh god i don’t wanna feel anymore .

    • @rhapsodybohemiann
      @rhapsodybohemiann 4 года назад +14

      I’d give anything to feel again. You’re lucky if you feel something, even if it’s pain

    • @walkemdowntohellwithanARPava
      @walkemdowntohellwithanARPava 4 года назад

      _cradles_ haha well i don’t wanna be lucky , wish we could like switch feelings or something so you could feel nd i couldn’t

    • @rhapsodybohemiann
      @rhapsodybohemiann 4 года назад +1

      Keke wallace even for a day, it’d be something I’d wish. I honestly hope you get to feeling better, and I wish you lots of luck and love

    • @walkemdowntohellwithanARPava
      @walkemdowntohellwithanARPava 4 года назад +1

      _cradles_ and the same to you

    • @rhapsodybohemiann
      @rhapsodybohemiann 4 года назад

      Keke wallace thank you :)

  • @ellie-maebrogan9038
    @ellie-maebrogan9038 8 лет назад +95

    He is so underrated 🙌🏼

  • @enderivia
    @enderivia 4 года назад +57

    My great grandma died back in may, I was so lucky to have her in my life for 11 years..I hope she’s happy up in heaven with her husband and family. I love you Gigi, rest easy. It’s time I truly let go...and move on..

  • @dinispereira1596
    @dinispereira1596 4 года назад +54

    I have lost my cat yesterday, i am heartbroken, she was the sweetest cat I’ve ever seen, and I would do anything to feel and touch her again... 🕊💔

  • @mikaylabudzien6383
    @mikaylabudzien6383 4 года назад +563

    if your here crying, please talk to me. no one deserves to feel hurt, you are not alone. no one has no idea what your feeling but just know someone if there with you
    edit: i read every single reply and i will try to respond to everyone, but i’m so happy that this is making a difference. also, if your here try to respond to others comments, and others will do th same to you.ily all!! keep your head up!
    edit #2: if you guys would like a direct reply or want to talk anymore personally please add my snapchat and just message me, i’m here for you guys(snapchat is in bio)
    edit #3: feel free to dm me on insta too! my insta is @mikayla.budzien ... love you all and hope everyone is doing well!! also i reply faster on insta!!

    • @rae5821
      @rae5821 4 года назад +12

      He left me with a broken heart

    • @rae5821
      @rae5821 4 года назад +22

      I miss him so much I'm not even lying I swear every time I go to school I'll think about it and I know that I can't fix stuff because he moved on and he got someone else but I'm really happy for him and I just don't know what to do because he was my everything I swear to God when I lost him I lost everything he's really happy so I don't want to tell him that I miss him my feelings for him are strong and I can't let go

    • @amandamj2362
      @amandamj2362 4 года назад +11

      I lost my best friend and boyfriend. I realized that he hadn’t trusted me since the summer before we got together and that the entire year we were together he’d never reach out and would ignore me for days. I still loved him- thought if I did some fucked up things just so it would get his attention. I broke up with him because being ignored hurt so badly and he promised we’d still be friends, next day unadded me on everything and I’ve yet to hear from him- 5 days before our anniversary. It’s less the boyfriend side more the best friend side- he was my centre for 3 years and all of a sudden- nothing and it’s like I can’t feel anything anymore

    • @abbymoroz9639
      @abbymoroz9639 4 года назад +26

      I need a friend to talk to. I feel numb. I miss being loved. It no longer hurts to cry.

    • @unknownwatson
      @unknownwatson 4 года назад +20

      I get bullied most days because I'm over weight, I never hear good things about myself it's always the same thing, I'm ugly and fat and that's all I'll ever be. Plus my dad's a alcoholic and he moved to a different city so I only see him a couple times a year and when I do see him all he cares about is how's he's gonna fill his beer bottle. So every night I cry myself to sleep remember what my family, friends and people say about me, I'm ugly, fat, worthless, nothing, no one will care about me, and nobody loves me except my mom.

  • @lilou1080
    @lilou1080 4 года назад +260

    I know that everyone is here for a reason, because they feel sad, they feel empty, they feel depressed, the feel hated.. I’m not here to tell you all the messages that you don’t want to here like "it’ll get better" "just forget about it".. I’m just here to tell you that if you need to cry, to yell, to complain about something, and if you need time to know more about yourself to get better, you can do it.. You can cry, you can yell, you can complain, and you can take your time.. Don’t force yourself to act happily if you’re not.. "Because fake happiness is still the worst sadness" - by Jeon Jungkook

    • @ethereal5739
      @ethereal5739 4 года назад +2

      💜

    • @ahlamsalmam4993
      @ahlamsalmam4993 4 года назад +2

      💜

    • @annabanana7162
      @annabanana7162 4 года назад +3

      Thank you I have a lot of family problems and I haven’t told my family I just want it y’all to someone but I’m awkward

    • @emilio-es1jy
      @emilio-es1jy 4 года назад +1

      Hi Lilou, good to see you here lol

    • @lilou1080
      @lilou1080 4 года назад

      emilio omg hey

  • @blurry_face5227
    @blurry_face5227 3 года назад +19

    I lost my dad yesterday to cancer. He was doing so good at first and then it took him so fast. 7 months ago he was healthy and happy, now his body is destined to be cremated.
    I'll miss you dad, my best friend

  • @angelmartinez-co5rc
    @angelmartinez-co5rc 4 года назад +31

    a boy i fell in love with broke my heart, got anorexia, started self harming, tried to end my life.
    i’m finally ready to get better, and be happy; i’m gonna feel again🖤

  • @cefynwilliams8655
    @cefynwilliams8655 4 года назад +7

    My guinea pig deid recently and thus song has been on repeate ever since. Thanks for reading this

  • @alecschnetzer6324
    @alecschnetzer6324 4 года назад +30

    I go back listening to Sleeping at last's songs just to feel, to cure my worn tired soul, to have a good cry because it's exhausting to fight a silent battle alone. God knows how tired I am, but I am still thankful for Atlas's songs because it helps me to hold onto that little hope I have that everything gets better. If it comes to an end, I can say that fought so hard and I deserved some rest.

  • @bahaiscool
    @bahaiscool 3 года назад +25

    This song really describes how society has an impact on me and my light. The more society judges the more my light dims.