You apologize for not making a lot of comments on this video but your face said it all. It says what so many want to say but can't find the words to express. Your reactions to all of Citizen Soldier's songs are spot on.
im only 14 and ive been having these type of nights since i was 11 and its never changed and its gotten worse. i just cant handle it no more. at least you understand. blessings to you.
Feel that all day I've went through things people couldn't imagine especially one particular time in my life when i was really down and out . to many times with my bedroom ceiling
When that song came out I listened to it on repeat until I feel asleep. It hits WAY to close to home. Loved your reactions on both this one and Empty cup. Hope you're doing well! And sending hugs and love to any one who needs it! Keep going you've got this!❤💜❤
Tbh. I got dignosed with bipolar 2 with psychotic features. My parents think I'm lazy and don't understand how I feel. I reach out to others but no one seems to care. I found holding it in until I cry is the best way for me to cope. Which is wrong I know but I'm not sure what else I'm supposed to do. Friends and family have expectations of me which I can't fulfill. I'm breaking apart slowly and so ashamed like CS said. Which just makes the problems worse. I want to be okay but that's not really an option for me. I'm tired. Of working hard and none of my actions being enough. I'm tired of fighting a war and losing so many battles. I'm tired of not having a family that can understand how I feel and what effects that has on me. I'm just. Tired. Of it all
I have been waiting for both of these songs reactions from you. You've practically summed up my reaction to both of them. Don't worry about taking time away from making videos, we will always be here to wait. Everyone's mental and emotional peace comes first.
I really enjoy listening to you speak. You understand. Ironically I had had a 4 hour conversation with my ceiling and when I got on RUclips moments later...this song pops up!!! Thank you all!
@@CabalisticSpecies just after I wrote that I saw them I apologize but I will say what your doing with these citizen soldier reactions bro you are smashing it amazing job can't wait to hear the next 1
AND SO MUCH WAITING WAS MADE, UNTIL I WENT BACK (WE WERE AGAIN) TO SEE YOU... CITIZEN SOLDIER IS PURE EMOTION... I LOVED YOUR REACTION, I LOVED YOUR EMOTION (LET'S GO FOR MORE) :) I LOVE YOU !!
This song is probably the most relatable to me. This week has been one of the hardest for me in a very long time. My week has consisted of many nights at the hospital and planning of a funeral. I find it hard to cry (it being strange as I am a teenage female full of hormones) . I cannot just let out my emotion, I physically cannot. So, I put on one of Citizen Soldier's songs and close my eyes. I listen to the lyrics and finally let the emotion wash over me in the safety of my room. Thank you for letting me feel this is safe space to talk.
I'm so damn tired Of hating myself Of what my brain desires Being so close of losing m'self I am so damn tired Of just wanting to end it all My days are so numbered No one left to call So close to giving up the fight I am so damn tired I am ready to take the final flight Written by Michael Matthews
Hey brother, love your videos. YOU introduced me to Citizen Soldier and I've now purchased (I think) every one of their songs. If you haven't already, look up Project Semicolon. Before I found them, being a US combat veteran, I knew about ;IGY6. This is a symbol many US vets tattoo on their right hand/wrist/forearm. It means: Pause (semicolon), I've Got Your Six. It's a message from one vet to another that when the demons come, don't fall to them - I am here for you, night or day. I have your six. Having it tattooed on your right hand/wrist/forearm is a clear message to a fellow vet when you shake hands for the first time that this vet is committed to being there for his fellow vet. I am a proud member of the Combat Veterans Motorcycle Association and, though I'm not a fan of tattoos, I have an ;IGY6 patch sewn prominently on the front of my vest. It has opened conversation doors to many of my vet brothers and sisters to allow a conversation to happen to stave off the demons a little longer. Keep doing what you do reacting to Citizen Soldiers' videos.
Your reactions are so accurate and i so agree with your statements tho honestly ive memorzied their lyrics so well ts crazy and honestly when im just having one of those nights i go to yours or Citizen soldiers channel and kinda just cry.yours and their channel has gotten me through so so much,so thank you.
This song basically explains why I choose to be the therapist of my friend group. I’ve been someone who talks to my bedroom ceiling, but something I’ve learned is that no one deserves to have their only choice be talking to something so cold and unresponsive. The biggest problem with talking to people about the shit someone’s dealing with is that 95% of them will either give zero shits to listen or choose to force their coping mechanisms onto them without any further consideration. They just don’t have the will to truly listen and adapt to the conversation. It’s difficult being an emotional sponge to someone, that much I know firsthand, but when all the fear, anger, and tears have been let out it’s so rewarding to see the smile that follows when they realize they’ve found someone who won’t just be another fake.
I do the same thing I'm the therapist of the group of my friends because I know how it feels to be completely alone and not feeling like anyone listens so I don't let anyone feel that way with me around
You said you didn't react enough but your facial expressions said more than you ever could. This song hits everyone right in the feels because it's true, only our bedroom ceiling truly listens. But I believe that in this community we won't need them any more because we have each other. Thanks for reacting to Citizen Soldier, I feel your reactions are more genuine that others
It's impossible not to get emotional if you're not going through this you know people that are it's just how it should work yet it doesn't ppl rarely understand and even rarely almost never they are there for you if they are it's just for their own good and yes I do trust my room more than anyone it doesn't betray me it's there everytime I need it doesn't talk behind my back or stabs me in the back of you feel bad and ppl ask u okay and u say yes and they reply nice good to hear just don't fuck with them a real friend sees through that "yes" and just knows u ain't good like I'm scared as fuck to open up to people like legit scared I could cry if asked to open up it's just that u can't do that no more not with anyone you have the constant fear of being stabbed or betrayed and you think that whoever you opening to is going to hurt you when In reality that person could've been the one to finally help you yet you were just scared and let him/her just go that it's just the tip of what people like me and whoever is in the same situation go thru fking treating us like the "strange ones and daily laugh" world fking sucks
Yeah, i don't talk to my bedroom ceiling. I pace in my room and talk to myself or imagine i am talking to someone (someone i know or just a blank) and i want to talk to people, the issue is just i don't know how to even start
Sometimes the best thing to do is just throw yourself into it and not worry about the small details like how to start, just go right into it and you might find that you made the best decision you could have
@@CabalisticSpecies Thanks mate I will certainly do that. I had a little vent a while back with some friends of mine. I didn't talk much, just hugged and cried (i'm not ashamed to admit that) and it helped a good bit. But yeah i am planning to just unleash at some point.
@@CabalisticSpecies yo just an update. I did it. Me and an a friend of mine were in a secluded (is that how you spel it?) area and I jusg decided "fuck it" and unleashed. All the negative thoughts going through me. He listened and gave me some advice. It was a nice experience I just feel alot... lighter is the best way to describe it. Just saying thanks alot for the advice mate. Even though i knew what i has to do, i guess you gave me that final push that i needed, so thanks.
Thanks for turning me on to Citizen Soldier, wow, excellent. Since you also like Home Free, I bet you would really like David Phelps, who many voice critics agree is one of the best tenors on the planet. Despite 4 Grammy nominees, he's not a household name, because he sings mostly in the gospel sphere. Listen to a minute or two starting at the 3:00 mark, he really is quite amazing. ruclips.net/video/eBvGzrnirT8/видео.html
You apologize for not making a lot of comments on this video but your face said it all. It says what so many want to say but can't find the words to express. Your reactions to all of Citizen Soldier's songs are spot on.
Exactly my thoughts.
I think Always December is my favorite, i am going to memorize it
im only 14 and ive been having these type of nights since i was 11 and its never changed and its gotten worse. i just cant handle it no more. at least you understand. blessings to you.
How are you doing man?
Feel that all day I've went through things people couldn't imagine especially one particular time in my life when i was really down and out . to many times with my bedroom ceiling
This band... damn.... such AMAZING and powerful lyrics.
When that song came out I listened to it on repeat until I feel asleep. It hits WAY to close to home. Loved your reactions on both this one and Empty cup. Hope you're doing well! And sending hugs and love to any one who needs it! Keep going you've got this!❤💜❤
I don´t know how to feel anymore, I just got used to the pain
I can´t really explain it anymore
Tbh. I got dignosed with bipolar 2 with psychotic features. My parents think I'm lazy and don't understand how I feel. I reach out to others but no one seems to care. I found holding it in until I cry is the best way for me to cope. Which is wrong I know but I'm not sure what else I'm supposed to do. Friends and family have expectations of me which I can't fulfill. I'm breaking apart slowly and so ashamed like CS said. Which just makes the problems worse. I want to be okay but that's not really an option for me. I'm tired. Of working hard and none of my actions being enough. I'm tired of fighting a war and losing so many battles. I'm tired of not having a family that can understand how I feel and what effects that has on me. I'm just. Tired. Of it all
Keep on keeping on brother, you are stronger than your storm.
I'm bipolar aswell did 10 years psychiatrist but no results unlike you crying for me doesn't fix anything i tend to go in rage and hurt myself
I know how you feel but I am not diagnosed with bipolar but yeah it is hard to want to be okay when others don't know what is going on in your head.
Mate ur brilliant at these reaction videos specially when it comes to citizen soldier I love all their songs myself they really do hit home
I have been waiting for both of these songs reactions from you. You've practically summed up my reaction to both of them. Don't worry about taking time away from making videos, we will always be here to wait. Everyone's mental and emotional peace comes first.
Was waiting for you to hear it!
Finally you reacted to this one, it really hits home and I love it to cry with this. 😭💜;
I really enjoy listening to you speak. You understand. Ironically I had had a 4 hour conversation with my ceiling and when I got on RUclips moments later...this song pops up!!! Thank you all!
❤️
And always December will hit hard as well you will love them
Check the channel you'll see i've done them all :)
@@CabalisticSpecies just after I wrote that I saw them I apologize but I will say what your doing with these citizen soldier reactions bro you are smashing it amazing job can't wait to hear the next 1
AND SO MUCH WAITING WAS MADE, UNTIL I WENT BACK (WE WERE AGAIN) TO SEE YOU... CITIZEN SOLDIER IS PURE EMOTION... I LOVED YOUR REACTION, I LOVED YOUR EMOTION (LET'S GO FOR MORE) :) I LOVE YOU !!
FINALLY! 🖤 I love this song sooo much and I love when u react on songs like this!
This song hit's hard to me too that it makes me cry❤
I relate to this song so much. I've been listening to this on repeat for a couple hours now.
I love this song so much! It describes how I feel so well
Man this song says it all.
I literally talk out loud to myself in my room laying on my bed face towards the ceiling, and i talk about my problems.
This song is probably the most relatable to me. This week has been one of the hardest for me in a very long time. My week has consisted of many nights at the hospital and planning of a funeral. I find it hard to cry (it being strange as I am a teenage female full of hormones) . I cannot just let out my emotion, I physically cannot. So, I put on one of Citizen Soldier's songs and close my eyes. I listen to the lyrics and finally let the emotion wash over me in the safety of my room.
Thank you for letting me feel this is safe space to talk.
Always
Your reactions are so true. Keep figting the good fight. Really enjoy your reactions.
By far one of most real reactors to songs I’ve ever seen. I’ve seen all your citizen soldier reactions and yea you know when someone understands 💯
Brother I am so you... The is band sings my existence in so many of their songs...you have a lovely ❤ the world needs.
Thank you for your kind words ❤️ appreciate you
It does hit close to home
My therapy squad has body hair issues. But they listen, cuddle, and most importantly don't judge.
This song hits me right in the feels
I'm so damn tired
Of hating myself
Of what my brain desires
Being so close of losing m'self
I am so damn tired
Of just wanting to end it all
My days are so numbered
No one left to call
So close to giving up the fight
I am so damn tired
I am ready to take the final flight
Written by
Michael Matthews
Hey brother, love your videos. YOU introduced me to Citizen Soldier and I've now purchased (I think) every one of their songs.
If you haven't already, look up Project Semicolon. Before I found them, being a US combat veteran, I knew about ;IGY6. This is a symbol many US vets tattoo on their right hand/wrist/forearm. It means: Pause (semicolon), I've Got Your Six. It's a message from one vet to another that when the demons come, don't fall to them - I am here for you, night or day. I have your six. Having it tattooed on your right hand/wrist/forearm is a clear message to a fellow vet when you shake hands for the first time that this vet is committed to being there for his fellow vet. I am a proud member of the Combat Veterans Motorcycle Association and, though I'm not a fan of tattoos, I have an ;IGY6 patch sewn prominently on the front of my vest. It has opened conversation doors to many of my vet brothers and sisters to allow a conversation to happen to stave off the demons a little longer. Keep doing what you do reacting to Citizen Soldiers' videos.
Your reactions are so accurate and i so agree with your statements tho honestly ive memorzied their lyrics so well ts crazy and honestly when im just having one of those nights i go to yours or Citizen soldiers channel and kinda just cry.yours and their channel has gotten me through so so much,so thank you.
This song basically explains why I choose to be the therapist of my friend group. I’ve been someone who talks to my bedroom ceiling, but something I’ve learned is that no one deserves to have their only choice be talking to something so cold and unresponsive. The biggest problem with talking to people about the shit someone’s dealing with is that 95% of them will either give zero shits to listen or choose to force their coping mechanisms onto them without any further consideration. They just don’t have the will to truly listen and adapt to the conversation. It’s difficult being an emotional sponge to someone, that much I know firsthand, but when all the fear, anger, and tears have been let out it’s so rewarding to see the smile that follows when they realize they’ve found someone who won’t just be another fake.
I do the same thing I'm the therapist of the group of my friends because I know how it feels to be completely alone and not feeling like anyone listens so I don't let anyone feel that way with me around
I love your reactions i just subscribed
You said you didn't react enough but your facial expressions said more than you ever could. This song hits everyone right in the feels because it's true, only our bedroom ceiling truly listens. But I believe that in this community we won't need them any more because we have each other. Thanks for reacting to Citizen Soldier, I feel your reactions are more genuine that others
❤️
This one hit
It's impossible not to get emotional if you're not going through this you know people that are it's just how it should work yet it doesn't ppl rarely understand and even rarely almost never they are there for you if they are it's just for their own good and yes I do trust my room more than anyone it doesn't betray me it's there everytime I need it doesn't talk behind my back or stabs me in the back of you feel bad and ppl ask u okay and u say yes and they reply nice good to hear just don't fuck with them a real friend sees through that "yes" and just knows u ain't good like I'm scared as fuck to open up to people like legit scared I could cry if asked to open up it's just that u can't do that no more not with anyone you have the constant fear of being stabbed or betrayed and you think that whoever you opening to is going to hurt you when In reality that person could've been the one to finally help you yet you were just scared and let him/her just go that it's just the tip of what people like me and whoever is in the same situation go thru fking treating us like the "strange ones and daily laugh" world fking sucks
Masterpiece
Yeah, i don't talk to my bedroom ceiling. I pace in my room and talk to myself or imagine i am talking to someone (someone i know or just a blank) and i want to talk to people, the issue is just i don't know how to even start
Sometimes the best thing to do is just throw yourself into it and not worry about the small details like how to start, just go right into it and you might find that you made the best decision you could have
@@CabalisticSpecies Thanks mate I will certainly do that. I had a little vent a while back with some friends of mine. I didn't talk much, just hugged and cried (i'm not ashamed to admit that) and it helped a good bit. But yeah i am planning to just unleash at some point.
@@CabalisticSpecies yo just an update.
I did it. Me and an a friend of mine were in a secluded (is that how you spel it?) area and I jusg decided "fuck it" and unleashed. All the negative thoughts going through me. He listened and gave me some advice.
It was a nice experience I just feel alot... lighter is the best way to describe it.
Just saying thanks alot for the advice mate. Even though i knew what i has to do, i guess you gave me that final push that i needed, so thanks.
@@ojoking695 I am so proud of you! Thank you for updating me on it, I hope this opens doors for you, just remember to take things slowly brother
Thanks for turning me on to Citizen Soldier, wow, excellent. Since you also like Home Free, I bet you would really like David Phelps, who many voice critics agree is one of the best tenors on the planet. Despite 4 Grammy nominees, he's not a household name, because he sings mostly in the gospel sphere. Listen to a minute or two starting at the 3:00 mark, he really is quite amazing. ruclips.net/video/eBvGzrnirT8/видео.html
My girlfriend just cheated on me and this song is making me cry 😭💔
Hand me down is out I'm begging for you to do it
I love you, tranks!