This is so similar to my experience in 1966 it is awesome to hear. I am 81 now and the memory has never changed but it changed the way I lived my life. I did not tell anyone for 30 years for fear I would be locked up as crazy. Thank everyone who has the courage to share this openly.
@@mumtazdagdelen8081 . No. I do not fear death. I am not comfortable thinking about pain but I do not believe in death. I think of it as a moving on to another experience.
Language is a challenge when talking about spirit. I feel there is a higher power I choose to call God. That power of love is what I felt in the experience.
I think that is the reason a majority of NDEs are unreported. Our culture isn't advanced to a level where we know how and why things happen on a non-physical plain. Doctors and scientists can't fathom this so they spend and waste large amounts of time, energy and money trying to duplicate what people have described. The souls and energies must be laughing at them, I know I am.
When my mom was in hospice, she said “mom, I am not ready yet.” My grandmother has been gone for many years. I stayed with mom for 4 days. Only when I told her what a great mother she was, and it was okay to go, she died. I believe she was holding on for me.
Marian Robinson ***sorry you lost your mom, that’s the worst! Mine is turning 89 in a few weeks. We r driving there to celebrate her bday. She is a wonderful born again Christian, dad is gone last year. She is in great health!
I lost my daughter and I started hemorrhaging I lost a lot of blood my soul left my body, I remember looking down and seeing everything that was going on in the hospital I remember I felt so much love unconditional love that I have never felt before in my life, I could see my family crying, I could see everything, My soul didn’t feel any sorrow or pain I just felt so BEAUTIFUL so LOVED and so HAPPY I did not want to come back to my physical body When I woke up after my surgery I told my Dr everything I saw and how I felt He said that is exactly what happened .. The dr gave me 4 pints of blood which was not enough but he wanted my body to build my own blood so he only gave me four pints I know my daughter is with me always and she’s so HAPPY in Heaven ❤️
I'm glad you got the chance to realise that Charlene , I have been looking for God or answers all my life , I am an INFJ and September of 2018 I realised our earth is flat , and it has been a huge learning curve and I have realised that non of what we have been told is true , no government of earth has been honest with us about who we are , but we are a direct result of our creative design by God who loves us . This life is fleeting very.
Ny mother experienced the exact same experience as you but I was born just before she died and she had asked to come back to raise me..Sorry for your loss. You will meet again.
@@occupiedaustralia9952 I m into no religion but I worship an praise the mosthigh Yahuah which is his name in hebrew.The elohim"god" of the bible.I keep the sabbath day his feast which was substituted with pagan holidays.I know many who do this now but still a minority compared.I learned the true people the bible speaks of as Israelites are the blacks who came over 1618 on Slave ships according to Dueteronomy 28.I also learned we been lied to about the globe earth .The earth is FLAT.Nasa an our government the elite Illuminat,deep state or whoever has spoon fed us all these lies through mainstream media an newspapers far before social media.Because of social media I have actually found out about the whitewashing an alot of the cover ups there's been.Boy if we only knew how we've been played. .People just lose it when i say flat earth Why?I'm one who wants the truth no matter what it is I pray an seek The God of the bible I believe in his on Yahusha /Jesus but he's not the white feminine man that was painted by a "famous artist" gay lover name Caesar Borgia..Just like the lies now blowing the Covid 19 up an they really have other agendas behind the scene.Yes just reading Genesis the 1st book of the bible plainly says there is a firmament The bible mentions Sun,Moon,Stars,Earth, an hell etc I havent read of planets an certainty if there is there is no Aliens. But the truth will come out one day.Everything in secret shall be revealed.How do people react to you when you meantion THE FLAT EARTH .
I could listen to NDE accounts all day, I find them so life-affirming and comforting, especially when this current 3D "reality" that we are living in can become so unbearable and full of despair. I would not go as far as to say that I have had a full-blown NDE, but when I was around 4 or 5, I had a routine operation. After the general anesthesia was administered and I was "put to sleep", I recall being surrounded in darkness and then seeing the most beautiful colours dancing all around me, and hearing the most beautiful music. All these years later, this experience really sticks in my mind. I have read up on children's NDE experiences, and apparently seeing rainbows and bright colours seem to be prevalent. Also, straight after I was born, my mother recalls that I was taken out of the room and "resucitated", but without attempting to find my medical notes, I am not sure how correct this is. All I know, is that I have always felt that I have come from somewhere else, and sometimes the urge to "go back" is so strong. I remember a love so warm and beautiful, that I can only describe it as a "mother's love" but much much stronger. During my teens I used to wake up quite sure that I was experiencing an out of body experience, and it used to scare me, I also felt that I was having one when I was giving birth to my daughter, but that was the last time. I suffer with depression quite bad, and often feel hopeless, but at the same time I am a very spiritual person, and what you would call an empath. Hopefully my life purpose will be clear to me soon.
@@XX-yz6hu I have heard from multiple NDE if you were a breach birth then you really had a hard time coming into this life and leaving home which was me and I’ve been what you could call depressed much of my life. I think we want to go home but we do yes have a purpose but if I’ve learned anything it’s that all come back to say be in the present not going over the past or worried about the future that this life is orchestrated or playing out just as it is supposed to according to our plan. Be present and know you have a purpose and you don’t need to look for it. Be present and love, forgive, raise the healing and frequency of this world and the compassion of human kind in the ways you can if you can only smile and say hi to a person. Many people make a huge difference in the lives of others and they never even know the ripple effect of their life and actions until we go home. Just remember this life is but minutes from how it compares school is in and we will join in consciousness and be healed soon enough home and light again without the heaviness of the earth and our physical bodies. We will understand and understand what we never could have without the opportunity to feel anything other than this all encompassing love and oneness. How can we appreciate such love without understanding and experiencing these lives without knowing the outcome in the consciousness we are in. Just be present. Be more kind to yourself and understanding and compassionate and understanding and all the things we hope to find and then be these things with others.
@@Thatgirl-g6k I just used screenshot on part of your previous words . They just gave me such comfort and joy that my heart feels at peace 🥰❤️Thank you soooo much‼️
This woman relates her story in a very comfortable and honest way. As a police officer for 28 years you hear every BS stories imaginable. It's all about body language, tone of voice, nervousness. This woman is genuine. I believe her story.
Good to hear other people's experiences. I had an NDE at 25. There was no one to talk to about it. It was the most beautiful and important thing that's ever happened to me.
Almost 5 years ago, I had an out of body experience. It was a hot afternoon, as usual for that time of year. At 2pm I just wanted to have a lie down, but I wasn't feeling so tired at all. As soon as my head touched the pillow, I found myself hovering about 30cms or so in the middle of my small bedroom. I felt total peace & exhilarated. I had no fear whatsoever. I didn't bother to look at my body on the bed as I just had no interest in it. I thought to look down at myself & saw my blonde hair was down to my waist, not shoulder length as it was at the time, and still is. I saw I was wearing a deep yellow coloured dress that I wore when I was 15 or 16 years old. I was that age again. I want to say I never think I want to be young again. It's impossible in this life, so that thought just never is there. I do think of the magical times I had dotted throughout my life, but I DO live in the here and now, and this is why this experience so surprised me. I am 60 now, but was fully back in my youth. What saddened me at the time was that this experience lasted only briefly. I was then back in my body and wasn't happy about that. I could not have possibly dreamt it bcz I didn't get the time to fall asleep. In fact I got no sleep as I wasn't tired at all that day. I believe this life has many mysteries which we just can't comprehend while here. Ppl are sceptical until it happens to them. I took the time to tell just one story. This is just one page from my book of life. There are so many more paranormal stories I could tell. Seeing ghosts, hearing ghosts, time slips, being forewarned by my deceased parents in dreams, etc. I find life to be scary as hell at times, but then it all works out in the end. I put this down to deceased loved ones watching over me, and guiding me to safety like guardian angels bcz they know where I'm at. Helping me when there was zero chance of survival, and yet I'm still here. I have always shunned evil and help others however I can, which I continue to do. I live a simple life. I believe and trust in God. I put my life in His hands and believe in doing good.
How could you possibly know that you were "near death"? Given that you have never died or experienced experiencing nothing, and what else is death? How could you possibly know you were near - whatever you mean by "near" whatever you mean by death which you have never experienced
I had an NDE at the age of 17 when i had a ectopic pregnancy. I lost half the blood in my body. I felt myself dying and i began to see a light a tunnel that illuminated it was bright and felt very calming. They rushed me into surgery. I woke up and i was happy to be alive and I walk a spiritual path and accept and love each individual for who they are. We all have a purpose. Love is the answer!!! Unity, we are all one
@@sz2264ectopic pregnancy means the baby never gets to the womb, it gets stuck in the tube coming from the ovaries to the womb. Because the baby cannot get any feeding like in the womb it cannot live. If it grows bigger it threatens the life of the mother. So no, no such thing as ectopic baby would live
I was picked up by a space ship and transported to another world with strange looking creatures who communicated through mental telepathy..I tried to talk, but I couldn't..I was afraid and they came and began putting this rod like thing on my forehead. It began changing colors that I had never seen before.. There was no sound there. The creatures didn't have ears or noses. They all had a blue greenish circular spot on their foreheads that would change colors as they moved about in certain areas. I could tell they were communicating with each other by the way they would move around and move their heads around side to side.. I saw a big puff of smoke come out of nowhere just behind them and they all turned around toward it.. Then a door opened and there was a giant one of them coming through it, holding a round ball of gaseous like thing in it's hands..They all looked at it and began falling down on the floor of the room.. Then the giant one with the gaseous ball began coming toward me... I was frightened, but couldn't scream.. There was total silence .. The blue greenish spot on his forehead began turning deep red and appeared to drip drops of red onto the floor and it was using them as steps as he approached me.. It stepped on the last red spot and stopped..He reached his hand toward me and ran it over the outline of my head ... I didn't know what to do.. I wasn't tied down but still wasn't able to move.. Then all the creatures who had fallen to the floor arose and the blue greenish spots on their heads all began turning deep red.. Then they were all instantly holding smaller gaseous balls and I had no idea what was going on.. I was so frightened.. I no longer knew who I was or how I got there.. All of a sudden a bright light began descending from the high ceiling that covered the entire room.. It was deep black with flashing red streaks that would bounce around all inside of it.. All the creatures looked up at it and all their red spots on their foreheads turned black with the same flashing red streaks .. The gaseous balls they were holding all turned into fiery red .. Then all of a sudden all the creatures, including the giant one, threw the gaseous ball up toward the dark light that was descending from the ceiling.. In an instant, a orangeish fog filled the room.. I couldn't see anything through it....then as quickly as it came, it suddenly disappeared.. Then I was in the room all alone.. .. I was so frightened .... total fear enveloped me.. nothing like I had ever experienced before.. I didn't know what was next ... when they would come back... what would they do to me when they did.. I don't know how long I've been here..They still haven't come back.. If anyone can help me, please, please get me out of this place.. I don't even know where it is.. Please hurry before they come back...please hurry...
@@classickruzer1 Okay, here goes(it's been a year so I'm just trusting they didn't eat you). Even if someone reading your story were to believe it, the obvious flaw in your story is-how was anyone supposed to come and help you when you weren't able to tell us where you were?
@Kamikaze MAY be this lady is talking about the following!! It is hard to forgive? YES! many people hurting us? YES! When we use a painful experience to help others it might help yourself to find some peace **When you seek happiness for yourself ,It will always elude you! When you seek happiness for others you will find it**
Amazing. I had an experience so similar it’s unbelievable. I was giving birth to one of my sons when I died fir a short gime. I told my Dr. about it later and he asked me questions and showed a real interest. When I told him some of the things I saw while I was dead, he was amazed. I’ve never heard anyone say the same things I experienced, what I saw, heard, felt, thought, etc..Thank you for your testimony. The person with me during that interval was my sister who died as an infant before I was born, but she was near my age when this happened.
Thank you for sharing this. I believe you. I experienced being out of my body in a hospital after I was hit by a car at 17 years old. I was not dying though. I know you are not lying by what I experienced. Think of it as a blessing. You got information that most do not get. Thank you so much.
I feel like I am thrown back into this life every time I wake up in the morning, I think we mingle with this other world in our sleep, I absolutely LOVE TO SLEEP, I really feel there is something with that
I have a girl in my life when I dream, this has been happening for years off and on, and yes the same person, I have no idea who see is but we seem to be in love. It is so real that it’s almost scarey.
I have exactly the same feeling! Already for years. And suddenly couple of weeks ago I had a dream where I was standing in a huge room filled with furniture and wet wood, on some surfaces were standing colorful bottles with parfumes. All of a sudden I understood: I’m in a dream! But it’s all so so real! I WAS AMAZED, AWARE I WAS DREAMING! I touched the wood, I touched the glass bottles. I felt its texture, moisture of the wood, coldness of glass. It really did feel like glass and wood under my fingers. I looked closed at the bottles, they had all lively colors. I opened some and smelled the parfumes. AMAZING - I though. What about wood? It’s wet, it should also have a scent. I saw an old cupboard, came closer and stuck my nose its door. Of course, it smelled like wet wood. „Oh my gosh, when I wake up I have to tell it my husband. Now I have a proof that dreams are real, iwe getin our dreams to another reality. Now I have a PROOF.” My husband laughed afterwards..
I’ve never had an NDE but I had many experiences with Jesus. I’m so thankful for Him. I’m so thankful for people sharing their NDEs. It’s made me have zero fear of death. I call it home too. And I tell my kids that’s home. This life is short.
Love this! Barbara is so articulate and has such a soothing voice. The story, although Barbara never went beyond the hospital room - is beautifully described with all details, and the questions excellent. Thank you for posting.
I have had this vision with me since I was a small child like 2 or 3 yrs old maybe. I'm 40 now. I remember being in our living room and looking up toward the right at the big entry door from the other room there was a thick curtain there. I remember it opening and my grandfather who died when I was 2 months old coming through and seeing Jesus coming through behind him with a white looking robe with I think a purple colored sash. And that's all i remember. When i think back on this when i was very young about that age I had been jumping and playing on the sofa my uncle said later he kept telling me to stop because I was going to fall and get hurt. The story is I was jumping and fell off the sofa hit my chin on the edge of the coffee table I still have a scar under my chin and one about an half inch under my lip that I can feel inside my mouth. So it was very deep. My mom said it knocked me out I wasnt breathing and I was turning blue and purple then dark like black. She was so scared and didnt know what to do so she started slapping me and hitting me with the newspaper and I finally came to. I wonder now if that was the same time I remember seeing my grandfather & Jesus? I just automatically knew it was Jesus.
It was the morning of the anniversary of my grandmothers passing, March 21,2009....My husband and I went to circle k to get a newspaper to get the clipping for my grandmother.(which I actually keep in my car at all times) We had been having problems with our car at the time. It would shut down whenever it felt like it. We were pulling out of circle k and a semi truck was flying through the light only about 60 yards away and being stupid I tried to rush out in front of him! My car died halfway in the middle of the road and half in the parking lot. We were sitting ducks.I panicked and tried to put my car in neutral and then try to start it back up. But once I did get the car in neutral I knew I didn't have enough time to reach up and start the car..so I gave up.I just dropped my arms and I looked at my husband and said I'm sorry,I love you....as we just stared at each other waiting for this truck to hit us...(he was NOT slowing down). All of a sudden my car fired back to life! I remember watching my rpm's as the needle started to move, I must have had the Throttle to the floor in my panic. But when I thought I had put my car in neutral I had actually put it in reverse! It was like time had slowed down cuz as my car reared back to life it then backed up and this truck flew right by us!!!!!!!!!! My car was completely dead I watched as the rpm's started up.Cars do NOT start up in reverse, they just don't. How my car started on its own I have no idea (my hand was nowhere near the key), or how it happened to already be in reverse and not neutral(If any one of those things had been different we wouldn't be alive)..My husband and I just stared at each other in disbelief, we couldn't believe what had just happened. I did run home and I called everyone I knew and in tears, I told everyone how much I loved them and of course explained why I was acting so strange. Not a day goes by 11 years later that I don't thank God for sparing us and allowing us to witness such an amazing miracle.My children still had a mother and father thanks to God. I hope my story resonates with someone.Thank you to whoever reads this and God bless.And if you have a story I'd truly love to read about it. Don't be afraid to share your experiences with God, I just know he loves when we share these stories.
I know this a very difficult thing to do, but don't give yourself permission to drive a car with mechanical problems unless they're minor and couldn't contribute to an accident.
I had a near death experience when I was 4 and I always told my mom and she didn't believe me when I was 16 I met someone who I had seen in my experience and she confirmed that she was there which confirmed to my mom that I remember someone who she didn't remember or know but yet I knew this person and remember her from the experience so no one can convince me that it didn't happen I'm 39 now and I remember it like it happened yesterday it's in my mind and spirit and I wouldn't ever won't to forget it.
Thank you Barbara for sharing your experience. I especially love that you have made a NDE video to help hospice and other caretakers on understanding this. I too had an NDE in 1986 after a car wreck outside of Dallas, Tx. The car ended up rolling several times down a hill, (which I was conscious through it all.) I too left my body and hovered over the accident, and saw people running to it, ect. And I too felt a being next to me and briefly communicated with , ( though I never actually saw him). But i think the weirdest part of the whole experience was how calm I felt as the car was rolling, I had no fear at all. Actually it felt like I was enveloped with something protecting me and it all happened in slow motion! That memory has stayed with me. The experience also changed how I looked at life, I haven't been the same since, but in a good way. Keep up the good work, it is obvious this was something you were meant to do. :)
Hi Cindy your story about your NDE had me think back to when I was 19.I drown at jones beach.I was caught in an undertow where I was terrified of dying,but couldn't get my head above water to catch a much needed breath when I said Jesus please I don't want to die,but felt a release all of the sudden and felt nothing but total absolute love never before felt.I wasn't wet,cold,scared nothing but know I was in the air looking down the beach where I saw my Mother and brother and myself sitting on a plaid blanket with a tan scotch cooler eating peaches when I was about 6 yo.The next thing I remember I was laying on the beach just next to the water and was very happy.It was over.My girlfriend was still sleeping and no life guards were on duty but I was fine and still felt all that love.I thanked God and woke and told my girlfriend.I still remember it like yesterday.I know there is something after we die so I'm not afraid.Thought I'd share that with you.
Thank you Barbara! Your eyes, your body language, and your voice convey the sincerity and truthfulness of your NDE. I've listened to countless NDE's and yours is among the best! Best, meaning believable! Thank you again for sharing,this is why were here! God speed!
Barbara appears cogent and quite intelligent and knowledgeable in describing her experience in convincing detail. I'm glad that the orthopedic surgeon reacted in such an open and sensitive way to her report. She convinced me, certainly.
I could sit and listen to these accounts all day. In fact some nights when I cant sleep and am alone and thinking, wondering.. I watch these accounts. The honest ones like this one. The ones that you know truly happened to that person. And in watching these it fills me with peace and hope. I have lost many loved ones. It gives me great happiness to know that those with whom I have loved so deeply are in eternal bliss. I look forward to being with them however, I am not in a rush to leave this earth just yet. I've still got work to do.
Thank you, thank you, thank you. I am indebted to you for sharing your story. I am currently in Switzerland having flown here from Australia, waiting patiently for my VAD, voluntary assisted dying. I have chronic pain in my body which I’ve had for more than 40 years. I am really over all of this pain and can’t wait to leave this body and go to my true spiritual home. This will happen on 24th August, Just 10 days to go until I experience bliss and love like no other here on earth I firmly believe the same as you.
I have congestive heart failure. I went into the hospital and it was lights out for me (I had heart failure)before I even finished speaking to the ER receptionist. When I came to, my cardiologist was standing over me and I saw him through a frosty window as he was telling me I was in serious condition and I may need a heart transplant. I remember that what he said didn't scare me at all, in fact I felt at peace like what this lady spoke of.
In 1994 I had a same day surgery that I was supposed to be home by noon ! Everything was normal until I had been taken into surgery , I was already in a lite sleep, when they put the mask over my face with general anesthesia, as soon as the mask was on I knew I was dying , I’m screaming take it off take it off they didn’t pay attention to me and Then I was in a dark place going round and round, ( I felt as in a vacuum cleaner had sucked me out thru the top of my head! The next thing I knew I was up under the big light on the ceiling looking down at the doctors around the table. A young man was cutting around the right side of my breast I could see into my chest, he was wiping the blood as he was cutting me, I knew everything about this young man like his name and that this was his first surgery, I saw his hands shaking. The older man was the doctor that I thought was going to perform my surgery, he was talking a lot and making jokes He said to the Anesthesiologist hey get a feel of those knockers while you can she has a crush on you, ( I had only spoken to this doctor a few minutes before going into surgery.. as I’m hearing all of this I saw this doctor flush from his neck all the way up onto his face, I knew he was very upset with the older doctor and I knew all he was thinking, Then the Anesthesiologist got very upset and called out a code , and many people came running into the room from all directions. After that it was like I was flying into space. I did not remember anything until I woke many hours later with a new doctor in ICU rubbing my face, I was very ill and wasn’t able to ask any questions they gave me many shots in y stomach to stop the sickness, this lasted about 2/12 days, on the 3rd day I was much better and I knew Jon the young doctor who had visited me everyday while I was sick. When he came In I said Jon that was your first surgery yes ? He looked at me and said he was surprised that Erick (the Anesthesiologist) had told me that was his first surgery, I told him no one told me , and I said I had heard them talking , he said he was glad I was doing better , he would check on me again, about 30 minutes later the Anesthesiologist came to see me and asked how I knew it was Jon’s first surgery, I said I heard the talking while doing the surgery. He asked me what I had heard and I told him I had heard old Dr Phillips make the remarks about my big breasts! This dr was so sorry that I had heard this and he apologized and said he had never experienced anything like this before., but a few other doctors had similar experiences. I thanked him and said I appreciated his help in bringing me back. I spent 4 days in the hospital, and was told we could take my bandages off in two more days after going home. My husband removed the then to replaced them with the new ones my breast fell half open because in all the excitement no one had put in any stitches to hold the large opening together, that was my NDE, as most have said after I was out of my body I was not afraid at all. Only at the beginning when I knew I was dying.
Unfortunately there are many “ doctors” today who have diploma but should stay away from medicine and people. Many of them do not have that special professional pride anymore. That pride based on certain moral. values and boundaries. and willpower. Sad. We all are humans and all kind thoughts commingling and going throughout our mind, but at least keep your mouth shut. Interestingly if it would be a dog on the table , his attitude would be different and they would make sure that all is right.
That was a disgraceful comment that Sr.Doctor made about your breast, you were right to let it be known you heard it, did you ever find out why you felt so panicked at being given the anaesthetic.? Were you given too much too fast.?
Barbara! I love your story, ESPECIALLY the closing remarks! THAT is my take-away from all the NDE stories I have heard...just LIVE a GOOD life, and aim to have a good life review by doing good unto others and spreading that love around :) It makes life so fun and rewarding. I just love knowing that and it really has changed the way I live, so thank you for sharing your story! I wish the Dr. and everyone were more kind and open-minded to thinking outside the box and HEARING your story, but I am sure you have gotten a TON of appreciation from telling MORE people :) Keep spreading the word and the truth! #blessingsalways
@@supersailorsailing2764 yes There are a lot of stories like her. and everybody is saying that we MUST enjoy life here and live in the present moment without worrying so much about negativity thinking . I love her
I've had it happen twice. The first time I felt the same thing. I went to a campground, the roads were made of polished gold gravel. The second time my mother was there with me to show me everything. The same feelings and all were there...heaven is a real place...
31:00. Reminds me of my Aunt who was taken out of her house because of her dementia and being placed in a care home. She kept repeating "I want to go home." People thought that she was talking about her house and maybe she was but then maybe she was talking about the spirit world. I have heard that people with dementia often talk to people who are not visible. As for me I've had my own little near death experience. I was driving my car. I pressed the brake pedal as I was approaching a junction. I remember thinking "Why is this car not stopping?" and then I blacked out before impact with another car. There was no panic and I know that I did not close my eyes. I was not injured. I still do not remember anything about the impact. I was definitely protected by my Spirit Guides that day!
What a lovely review of your NDE. No one to talk to yet you still shined Power to you and the family. There are very few people to confide in with NDE and other experiences especially when so many people are ridiculed,Power to all the people who open up and then inspire others. Keep shining your lightx
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I had my own NDE at the age of 9 years old back in 1989. I came out of my head as I was sleeping. Felt the most amazing feeling leaving my body, a feeling that is indescribable in this world. The reason why she says your soul is a consciousness is because you don't have a body, you are very tiny. I specifically remember that I felt like I was 3 years old again, like my age got reversed. I was so small. And I could see my body in my bed and saw my brother sleeping in his bed as I ascended to the ceiling. I remember saying to myself "I'm flying!" and literally I felt this sensation of flight through the air which felt great! Definitely don't be afraid to die.. God gave me this gift because as a child I had an extreme fear of death. God bless!
While my aunt was in the hospital dying she kept calling out and crying out to her daddy. My grand daddy had been gone for about 25 yrs. He passed when I was about 2 months old.
It takes a lot of courage to share NDEs. You are all blessed and help others who have experienced similar experiences, but lack courage. God has blessed this woman and OTHERS.
wow! spot on. I know these experiences are very hard to explain with mere words, cause I had a nde too, great job Barb, keep spreading the word for the people that cant
I’m 44 and have never had anything remotely like a transcendental experience in my life. But I find this woman to be extremely credible. It’s impossible for me to just dismiss what she’s saying.
@@GreenLight11111 I know what you mean. As humans we can only hope to comfort one another and not dwell on religious differences. Lonlness is one of the plagues in today's society.
Beautiful delivery Barbara. Your story is the real deal. I enjoyed the IAND group in Santa Barbara that you head so much. I moved to the valley in Oct. 2019 and have not been able to get back to Santa Barbara for the meetings. You are delightful, sincere and anyone who hears your experience must be blessed.
Barbara, woman, you are so soothing and wonderful Praise God for you experience and efforts to educate those in the med field and in the public about God, love, NDE’s, and death.
Need to say that Barbara Bartolome looks great and is a very young looking woman. I know she is close to my age (a senior), but Barbara looks as if she is around 40. Good going, kid. I enjoyed this video very much and her closing remarks are spot on.
I find these stories facanating! No, I haven’t had a NDE, but I have experienced ghosts of loved ones who died a traumatic death, and one ghost of unknown origin, who followed me to two states. I also have a bachelors degree in nursing. Nothing shocks me. People only need to listen to learn. Love to you💕
Maybe because the fear of death is not there anymore and she knows God loves her unconditionally, this enables her to relax and not have fear etched on her face like we do.
I'm sure that man who tilted the X-ray table in the wrong way, looking startled when noticing it, will remember it for the rest of his life. Paying attention from then on 😊
@@CityThatCannotBeCaptured That's a harsh comment I think. People in the operation room are usually dedicated good people, who have only their box to do the thinking in, with feelings of wanting to save lives and improve human health conditions.
Full love, no pain, no sorrow, you don’t want to leave, bright colors, everything you love. And a presence of a loving being whom you’ve known forever. I had an experience like this as I had my surgery. I didn’t however see what others were saying or doing. I’ll tell you that I didn’t want to come back, I was so upset. I felt like I was home. I miss that place.
Cynthia Hawkins That tamsinthia person is an angry vilan. It's best to just ignore HIM. Apparently, he/she is dealing with other issues. HE/SHE doesn't know which animal to perform sexual activities with, so, one can only imagine how frrustrating that can be.
This was amazing. I have been interested in NDE since I saw Anita Moorjani on Dr Wayne Dyers PBS special and then read her book. Glad to see this video and am going to look in to her story more.
I can also listen to NDE’s all day! It gives me such comfort when I feel overwhelmed with things. As a child I experienced many spiritual experiences. Once I dreamt that my body was rising and I remember my nose touching the ceiling, then I turned and looked down and could see myself sleeping, it only lasted a short period but sometimes I wonder, maybe my heart stopped for a few seconds while I was sleeping. I have also dreamt I was at a funeral and I wanted to see who was in the coffin, I peeped in and I saw myself! I quess I will never know till my after life during my ‘big reveal’ ! Since listening to many NDE’s I am very much aware of the kind deeds and how I treat others, even when I am being judgmental I catch myself and stop, what stands about most NDE’s i have listened to is that most talk about the small things we do for each other, good or bad have a ripple effect on others, so be very present as much as possible all you out there!
Thank you. My brother drowned at 40...just recently and his pregnant wife was alone on beach witnessing helicopter winch him ashore..try resus. Flew him to hospital. But he died. He had lost his only other son in drowning one year prior. It was.it is so cruel. Why didn't he come back to us.?? Might you know. My parents r elderly n shock did almost kill them. My lovely gentle Mother who has great faith was hospitalized with heart attack. Why do you think he left? He was my baby brother..fun...same as his son. I know its a long shot but we've had a lot of loss. This has changed our close family dynamics. We can't really communicate. Have faith...but..just hard . baby due soon. 😔
I am so sorry for your loss. That's a lot of young loss. I had the three closest people in my life die within two years. Let yourself grieve and change. In my experience, It will change and deepen you. God bless.
God bless your brother’s soul. The baby is a blessing. I am expecting and loss my fiancé recently. I wondered why. I spoke with some psychic mediums and they helped me understand and connect to his spirit. Life is so complex but the good is our consciousness lives on.
That is what they do , they try to convence “ you are crazy”. I believe there are many people who never came forward about this phenomenon because of this.
It's true. You do watch from the ceiling. Happened to my mum years ago, and no reason she would lie to me. (Plus made her scared and she didn't want to talk about it, as images were so strong)
Great, that you've found your purpose with this experience nurturing the expression of it, knowing clearly what you're talking about and able to listen to others who know clearly about their own experience
Watching these nde's brings me almost to tears, but tears of joy. The first one i watched just clicked all the way through, you see about 17yrs ago i experienced enlightenment. Complete life changer in the blink of an eye, i went from normal average human awareness, to what is called heaven, nirvana, the end of suffering etc, and thats actually a state of concious awareness we have here on earth IN THESE BODIES. Where these people "go" is very similar, but without the body the actually go to where we came from, or some interim "place" dependent, its difficult to describe in a comment. The point is when enlightenment is experienced we feel those same feeling of complete absolute love, bliss, infinite peace and contentment, we understand all the universe because we realize/can sense our oneness with everything. So i didnt go anywhere, but i felt and saw the light and all the pure states of perfect existence, AND i was/am connected to the "other side" directly to be able to access the wisdom of the universe. NOTHING CAN BE A GREATER EXPERIENCE for its absolutely pure perfection in everyway. I just want to share with anyone who may be interested, that we can experience heaven right here and now...like christ said heaven is right here in the midst of you, AND in truth "heaven" is supposed to be our natural state IF we mature fully into the species we are meant to be. The real issue is few mature into that true human form mainly due to so few bieng there to help anyone else mature to there as well. Instead we have an egoic society that keeps us out of the blissful, unlimited biengs we are truly supposed to all be, and its really kind of frustrating to know all this. How simple it is, how its our natural right, how we all can access it right here and now, but we have a sociological structure that inhibits us from this simple process of completing the maturation of the human form. Peace be with you all, namaste, ohm, best wishes, bye all. 👋✌👍👊👌✊🙏🙌 find thyself and know thyself as the perfect bieng you all truly are....
@brian flowers yes the power flowing through us is the most amazing thing really. Any question i had the answers, descriptions etc came rushing through me as if i were a supernova exploding. I wish i were back there now, i stay close but health problems have given me new challenges... trying to work my way through severe chronic pain and type one diabetes is a challenge... the day suicide became a logical, reasonable, valid option a dark cloud seemed to come over and my bliss phase dropped significantly. I stay close though and do go fully back but its much more complicated now. The power, the understanding, the abilities we have in our true natural state if we can really teach ourselves all how to live ... i know it is our next evolutionary step... we obviously have many challenges and much to go through first it seems. The political debockery that the usa govt is or has become is just such a mess, all govts and even religions, economic/sociological structures are keeping the population trapped in a hell of delusion from simple fundamental misunderstandings that of course being fundamental change everything. Its funny i watched the video and commented, then started reading a comment and noticed it was mine from a while back. Still "trying" to solve my riddle but i did put my body through an aweful lot of physical torture over the years. Working far to hard, even playing far too hard, i was having fun but not balanced, harmonious, at peace etc i was just a regular guy, nice guy but normal avg person trying to figure out life. As we all are, it could and should be so much easier, heaven amidst us, if only we would realize lifes not about work, struggle etc, its about love, following inspirations, enthusiasms, and creating eaches individual dream life that ends up all serving humanity and the earth ... everything.... its how it truly works... we just haven't quite figured it out as a whole
We are beings of pure light, perfect and holy. There is one true consciousness and we are the universe experiencing itself. It is only an illusion that we are all separate and alone. We are connected to all things and to each other as facets of the one true consciousness, that is nature, the godhead. My mother told me of her NDE and seeing the tunnel and the light and her family urging her to go back. Ever since then I've been comfortable about the transition and I'm good to go.
Barbara, you are amazing! I had a pleasure to meet you in person, at the afterlife awareness conference in Portland, thank you for your kind words and your support! I hope i'll meet you again in Denver or in Orlando next year.
Lovely interview & explanation of an NDE. My Father had an OBE/NDE experience during WW2. & of course he was told by his Doctors that it was nonsense but he shared it with his family. I have been interested ever since.
I was 3 and had a similar experience in 1960, fever, convulsions, tepid water ice bath. Died on way to hospital, from what I have heard, Was spinal meningitis, bacterial. Bet you had same thing. Was a lot of that, back then. Since a kid, always knew there is a God, and have also had NDE when 7 and drowned. Praise God. Still here. Have purpose still.
My NDE was short and sweet, and happened after a terrible car accident. God told me I was close to “seeing” the Truth. I thought it odd He didn’t say close to “knowing” the Truth. No words were actually spoken, it was all telepathic. I then asked Him if that meant I got to come home? This beautiful experience immediately went away. I suppose I should have asked another question. There’s no doubt this was the most beautiful feeling of peace and love throughout every cell of my being.
I listened to Barbara Bartolome talk about her NDE and she talks about it in great detail. I thought,the doctor was being rude and walked out of the room. I bet it,if it happened to him he would not think,so negative. What a annoying doctor! I believe,this happened and that Barbara is telling the truth because,I astral planned when I was sixteen in my bedroom. I was floating and there was no gravity and I had no weight. I could see everything around me and then,I seen myself lying in a bed below. It was really amazing to experience that.
It happened to me in childbirth. I know it was real. I havnt told many people cos I feel they dont believe. But I feel blessed to .It was beautiful under the ceiling . I saw and heard what was going on . When I found I was back in my body .Everything was noisy and then it was all go as my baby was finally arriving . I used to be terrified of death . But not now after that that .
Wonderful story. I also flatlined during surgery and woke on a ventilator. I have no heavenly memories..☹️ I also almost drowned when I was four..I recall laying on the bottom of the river in the warm mud and it was wonderful. However...no heavenly memories...☹️
When I was a toddler, at bedtime I used to feel another parent like presence with me and I knew them very well..... They would be with me in the night when my parents were asleep kind of keeping me company.... one night I remember saying to them thank you for my parents and my family I really like them and am really great full for them. I couldn’t see this presence I didn’t need to..... I don’t know when it stopped I kind of think that maybe what see as my higher self now could be what that presence was but I don’t I really don’t know.
1972, I was 15, Dr's thought I may have spinal meningitis , I too was injected with iodine I felt odd as if my body was being filled up with cement from the feet up, gradually suffocating me, next I was on the ceiling looking down, I saw them bring the crash cart through the swinging doors.. I was looking down on the gowned people around me, next I woke up in my room. I was told my heart had stopped.
Thank you so much, Barbara, for sharing your experience(s). You have such a soothing voice and convey your NDE with such ease and grace. Really enjoyed this. :-))
What an amazing woman. She has the unique ability to so clearly explain exactly what she was seeing and feeling. She is able to so effortlessly put the listener right in her shoes. Never having a "near death experience" per se, but having numerous "out of body experiences" as a child and adolescent, she very accurately brought me back to that time of my own life. I believe near death experiences "NDE'S" and out of body experiences "OBE'S" are almost one and the same they only come about by different means. In any event, as a pre-teen telling my parents of the strange thing that often happened to me just before slipping into sleep ... or of waking in the middle of the night and finding myself bobbing along my bedroom ceiling like a balloon, above my bed, they listened kindly and then would always suggest I was dreaming. Of course I knew better! Finally one day as my doctor came to the house (doctors made house calls in those days) ... to attend me or one of my siblings (I don't recall) who had a low-grade fever (always a shot of penicillin) I decided I had to tell the doctor about this strange thing that would happen to me a couple of times a month (maybe more). I DID NOT tell him because he was a doctor and I thought I was sick. I told him because I knew he was a smart and a kind man who might have answers ... other than I was dreaming. (He was kind until he would stick me with that painful needle he always carried in that bag of torture equipment he always brought with him!) As I explained all of the details to him IN PRIVATE ... he listened intently, asking me several questions along the way ... he seemed very interested. When I was through, he said to me, These things happen to many people, but they don't talk about it. He went on to say that what is happening to me will not hurt me and I should't be frightened. His final words to me on the subject was "Keep these things to yourself and don't talk about them to anybody! These OBE'S always frightened me to the point of dreading to go to sleep at night. After years of having these dreaded OBE'S I learned that I could avoid them by doing a couple of simple things. The main one ... avoiding being overly-tired before going to sleep. Being "overly tired" does not mean that I was dreaming. Through experience over time I've found that being overly tired, and often times (for some unknown reason) fighting sleep, was the catalyst that usually preceded the OBE'S. I'll close now by saying that I hope these two careless (dangerous) medical professional were at the very least, taken to task!
I had a NDE at the age of 21, which I did not speak about for years, thank you for making this experience clearer. I would love to meet you, I am only 2 hrs away from you now on hospice care, but am originally from England. Blessings, Michele xxx
Wow! This for me was another piece of the puzzle! I believe we all have a purpose here on earth(people who love Jesus). I walked through my life knowing this, but not knowing the specifics. As time goes on, and I have been given knowledge and experiences it gets clearer and clearer. I personally cannot wait to get to heaven, my real forever home! It's a place I know of, and these people who have had NDE's really help fill in the puzzle, so thank you! And of course all glory goes to God our heavenly father!!
God has saved me so many times. I lost count. Those that know my diseases I have outgrown believe I might be inmortal. No. I’m not inmortal. God wanted to save me before I die. God loves me and all of us so much. God has used me so people can believe and have a better life
Hearing your story has brought some calmness to me. My fear is real. My fear is that when I die I'm gone forever. And I can't comprehend that. My existence is over. I use to say that I fear death. But it's not so much on how I die it's the fact of me never being with my kids. Even if their older its still the fact that I wouldn't be able to physically be next to them to hug them to go places together with them. Also I wouldn't be able to be by my fur-baby (my dog) or any pet that I have at the time. Also my family & friends. Just plain and simple it's the fact that I will never come back as a solid me. Never. It kinda feels like if I fall asleep, I'm no longer in existence in the "right now/ this moment" world. But as soon as I wake up it's like ahhh thank you God. I'm glad that I woke up and I was just sleeping. I probably didn't explain it good enough for someone to understand but I get it (lol) Plain and simple I fear the unknown.
God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit. I was held and in their arms communicating and feeling loved. Discussing how I felt I was not worthy. I was reaffirmed and in no pain until I too remembered my daughter needed me. Then, bang, I was back on the table and in pain.
This account gives me clues as to why I felt and believed as I did as a child & could sometimes slip out of my body a bit & see myself from nearby. Thank you for sharing your experience.
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This is so similar to my experience in 1966 it is awesome to hear. I am 81 now and the memory has never changed but it changed the way I lived my life. I did not tell anyone for 30 years for fear I would be locked up as crazy. Thank everyone who has the courage to share this openly.
are you scare of death now ? or pain of death ? thank you.
@@mumtazdagdelen8081 . No. I do not fear death. I am not comfortable thinking about pain but I do not believe in death. I think of it as a moving on to another experience.
Language is a challenge when talking about spirit. I feel there is a higher power I choose to call God. That power of love is what I felt in the experience.
Sarah Ward. Death is just like going to sleep and waking up in heaven if you are a child of God's !
I think that is the reason a majority of NDEs are unreported. Our culture isn't advanced to a level where we know how and why things happen on a non-physical plain. Doctors and scientists can't fathom this so they spend and waste large amounts of time, energy and money trying to duplicate what people have described. The souls and energies must be laughing at them, I know I am.
When my mom was in hospice, she said “mom, I am not ready yet.” My grandmother has been gone for many years. I stayed with mom for 4 days. Only when I told her what a great mother she was, and it was okay to go, she died. I believe she was holding on for me.
Marian Robinson ***sorry you lost your mom, that’s the worst! Mine is turning 89 in a few weeks. We r driving there to celebrate her bday. She is a wonderful born again Christian, dad is gone last year. She is in great health!
Catherine Anderson I still miss her everyday. She always said we were best friends
My mom did the same thing. I told her she had done a great job, she could go on to Heaven. 2hrs later she was gone.
U should have told her .. I want u .. Stay here..
Marian Robinson My mom did the exact same thing. I told her those things and 2hrs later she was gone.
I lost my daughter and I started hemorrhaging I lost a lot of blood my soul left my body, I remember looking down and seeing everything that was going on in the hospital I remember I felt so much love unconditional love that I have never felt before in my life, I could see my family crying, I could see everything, My soul didn’t feel any sorrow or pain I just felt so BEAUTIFUL so LOVED and so HAPPY I did not want to come back to my physical body When I woke up after my surgery I told my Dr everything I saw and how I felt He said that is exactly what happened .. The dr gave me 4 pints of blood which was not enough but he wanted my body to build my own blood so he only gave me four pints I know my daughter is with me always and she’s so HAPPY in Heaven ❤️
I'm glad you got the chance to realise that Charlene , I have been looking for God or answers all my life , I am an INFJ and September of 2018 I realised our earth is flat , and it has been a huge learning curve and I have realised that non of what we have been told is true , no government of earth has been honest with us about who we are , but we are a direct result of our creative design by God who loves us . This life is fleeting very.
Ny mother experienced the exact same experience as you but I was born just before she died and she had asked to come back to raise me..Sorry for your loss. You will meet again.
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What a beautiful testimony, Charlene. I feel your authentic peace and happiness. Thank you for posting this.
@@occupiedaustralia9952 I m into no religion but I worship an praise the mosthigh Yahuah which is his name in hebrew.The elohim"god" of the bible.I keep the sabbath day his feast which was substituted with pagan holidays.I know many who do this now but still a minority compared.I learned the true people the bible speaks of as Israelites are the blacks who came over 1618 on Slave ships according to Dueteronomy 28.I also learned we been lied to about the globe earth .The earth is FLAT.Nasa an our government the elite Illuminat,deep state or whoever has spoon fed us all these lies through mainstream media an newspapers far before social media.Because of social media I have actually found out about the whitewashing an alot of the cover ups there's been.Boy if we only knew how we've been played. .People just lose it when i say flat earth Why?I'm one who wants the truth no matter what it is I pray an seek The God of the bible I believe in his on Yahusha /Jesus but he's not the white feminine man that was painted by a "famous artist" gay lover name Caesar Borgia..Just like the lies now blowing the Covid 19 up an they really have other agendas behind the scene.Yes just reading Genesis the 1st book of the bible plainly says there is a firmament The bible mentions Sun,Moon,Stars,Earth, an hell etc I havent read of planets an certainty if there is there is no Aliens. But the truth will come out one day.Everything in secret shall be revealed.How do people react to you when you meantion THE FLAT EARTH .
I could listen to NDE accounts all day, I find them so life-affirming and comforting, especially when this current 3D "reality" that we are living in can become so unbearable and full of despair.
I would not go as far as to say that I have had a full-blown NDE, but when I was around 4 or 5, I had a routine operation. After the general anesthesia was administered and I was "put to sleep", I recall being surrounded in darkness and then seeing the most beautiful colours dancing all around me, and hearing the most beautiful music. All these years later, this experience really sticks in my mind.
I have read up on children's NDE experiences, and apparently seeing rainbows and bright colours seem to be prevalent.
Also, straight after I was born, my mother recalls that I was taken out of the room and "resucitated", but without attempting to find my medical notes, I am not sure how correct this is.
All I know, is that I have always felt that I have come from somewhere else, and sometimes the urge to "go back" is so strong. I remember a love so warm and beautiful, that I can only describe it as a "mother's love" but much much stronger.
During my teens I used to wake up quite sure that I was experiencing an out of body experience, and it used to scare me, I also felt that I was having one when I was giving birth to my daughter, but that was the last time.
I suffer with depression quite bad, and often feel hopeless, but at the same time I am a very spiritual person, and what you would call an empath. Hopefully my life purpose will be clear to me soon.
How old are you, if i can ask?
@@sarahtroullier134 almost 38
@@XX-yz6hu I would be afraid too of an outside body experience.
@@XX-yz6hu I have heard from multiple NDE if you were a breach birth then you really had a hard time coming into this life and leaving home which was me and I’ve been what you could call depressed much of my life. I think we want to go home but we do yes have a purpose but if I’ve learned anything it’s that all come back to say be in the present not going over the past or worried about the future that this life is orchestrated or playing out just as it is supposed to according to our plan. Be present and know you have a purpose and you don’t need to look for it. Be present and love, forgive, raise the healing and frequency of this world and the compassion of human kind in the ways you can if you can only smile and say hi to a person. Many people make a huge difference in the lives of others and they never even know the ripple effect of their life and actions until we go home. Just remember this life is but minutes from how it compares school is in and we will join in consciousness and be healed soon enough home and light again without the heaviness of the earth and our physical bodies. We will understand and understand what we never could have without the opportunity to feel anything other than this all encompassing love and oneness. How can we appreciate such love without understanding and experiencing these lives without knowing the outcome in the consciousness we are in. Just be present. Be more kind to yourself and understanding and compassionate and understanding and all the things we hope to find and then be these things with others.
@@Thatgirl-g6k I just used screenshot on part of your previous words . They just gave me such comfort and joy that my heart feels at peace 🥰❤️Thank you soooo much‼️
This woman relates her story in a very comfortable and honest way. As a police officer for 28 years you hear every BS stories imaginable. It's all about body language, tone of voice, nervousness. This woman is genuine. I believe her story.
When it comes to NDE people can be deluded or have an agenda to lie. Did u think about that
Good to hear other people's experiences. I had an NDE at 25. There was no one to talk to about it. It was the most beautiful and important thing that's ever happened to me.
Please tell us about it.
Please tell us!!!! I’m listening.
People are much more open minded now, and these experiences are so common that they are expected. You can share here!
Almost 5 years ago, I had an out of body experience. It was a hot afternoon, as usual for that time of year. At 2pm I just wanted to have a lie down, but I wasn't feeling so tired at all. As soon as my head touched the pillow, I found myself hovering about 30cms or so in the middle of my small bedroom. I felt total peace & exhilarated. I had no fear whatsoever. I didn't bother to look at my body on the bed as I just had no interest in it. I thought to look down at myself & saw my blonde hair was down to my waist, not shoulder length as it was at the time, and still is. I saw I was wearing a deep yellow coloured dress that I wore when I was 15 or 16 years old. I was that age again. I want to say I never think I want to be young again. It's impossible in this life, so that thought just never is there. I do think of the magical times I had dotted throughout my life, but I DO live in the here and now, and this is why this experience so surprised me. I am 60 now, but was fully back in my youth. What saddened me at the time was that this experience lasted only briefly. I was then back in my body and wasn't happy about that. I could not have possibly dreamt it bcz I didn't get the time to fall asleep. In fact I got no sleep as I wasn't tired at all that day. I believe this life has many mysteries which we just can't comprehend while here. Ppl are sceptical until it happens to them. I took the time to tell just one story. This is just one page from my book of life. There are so many more paranormal stories I could tell. Seeing ghosts, hearing ghosts, time slips, being forewarned by my deceased parents in dreams, etc. I find life to be scary as hell at times, but then it all works out in the end. I put this down to deceased loved ones watching over me, and guiding me to safety like guardian angels bcz they know where I'm at. Helping me when there was zero chance of survival, and yet I'm still here. I have always shunned evil and help others however I can, which I continue to do. I live a simple life. I believe and trust in God. I put my life in His hands and believe in doing good.
How could you possibly know that you were "near death"? Given that you have never died or experienced experiencing nothing, and what else is death? How could you possibly know you were near - whatever you mean by "near" whatever you mean by death which you have never experienced
I had an NDE at the age of 17 when i had a ectopic pregnancy. I lost half the blood in my body. I felt myself dying and i began to see a light a tunnel that illuminated it was bright and felt very calming. They rushed me into surgery. I woke up and i was happy to be alive and I walk a spiritual path and accept and love each individual for who they are. We all have a purpose. Love is the answer!!! Unity, we are all one
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Did the baby live?
@@sz2264ectopic pregnancy means the baby never gets to the womb, it gets stuck in the tube coming from the ovaries to the womb. Because the baby cannot get any feeding like in the womb it cannot live. If it grows bigger it threatens the life of the mother. So no, no such thing as ectopic baby would live
I’ve heard her story multiple times on different interviews and not one time did her story sway or change.. I believe her story fully ..
I was picked up by a space ship and transported to another world with strange looking creatures who communicated through mental telepathy..I tried to talk, but I couldn't..I was afraid and they came and began putting this rod like thing on my forehead. It began changing colors that I had never seen before.. There was no sound there. The creatures didn't have ears or noses. They all had a blue greenish circular spot on their foreheads that would change colors as they moved about in certain areas. I could tell they were communicating with each other by the way they would move around and move their heads around side to side.. I saw a big puff of smoke come out of nowhere just behind them and they all turned around toward it.. Then a door opened and there was a giant one of them coming through it, holding a round ball of gaseous like thing in it's hands..They all looked at it and began falling down on the floor of the room.. Then the giant one with the gaseous ball began coming toward me... I was frightened, but couldn't scream.. There was total silence .. The blue greenish spot on his forehead began turning deep red and appeared to drip drops of red onto the floor and it was using them as steps as he approached me.. It stepped on the last red spot and stopped..He reached his hand toward me and ran it over the outline of my head ... I didn't know what to do.. I wasn't tied down but still wasn't able to move.. Then all the creatures who had fallen to the floor arose and the blue greenish spots on their heads all began turning deep red.. Then they were all instantly holding smaller gaseous balls and I had no idea what was going on.. I was so frightened.. I no longer knew who I was or how I got there.. All of a sudden a bright light began descending from the high ceiling that covered the entire room.. It was deep black with flashing red streaks that would bounce around all inside of it.. All the creatures looked up at it and all their red spots on their foreheads turned black with the same flashing red streaks .. The gaseous balls they were holding all turned into fiery red .. Then all of a sudden all the creatures, including the giant one, threw the gaseous ball up toward the dark light that was descending from the ceiling.. In an instant, a orangeish fog filled the room.. I couldn't see anything through it....then as quickly as it came, it suddenly disappeared.. Then I was in the room all alone.. .. I was so frightened .... total fear enveloped me.. nothing like I had ever experienced before.. I didn't know what was next ... when they would come back... what would they do to me when they did.. I don't know how long I've been here..They still haven't come back.. If anyone can help me, please, please get me out of this place.. I don't even know where it is.. Please hurry before they come back...please hurry...
classickruzer1 dude same
@@classickruzer1 Okay, here goes(it's been a year so I'm just trusting they didn't eat you). Even if someone reading your story were to believe it, the obvious flaw in your story is-how was anyone supposed to come and help you when you weren't able to tell us where you were?
I think her NDE is the best of all of them
I’ve seen quite a few and I question some of them
@@classickruzer1 your story sounds like a great science fiction story
This life is a school where we are to learn love and humanity.
Yes, I believe that.
Eddie Menes Study NDEs and you will understand
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@Kamikaze MAY be this lady is talking about the following!! It is hard to forgive? YES! many people hurting us? YES! When we use a painful experience to help others it might help yourself to find some peace **When you seek happiness for yourself ,It will always elude you! When you seek happiness for others you will find it**
They why is it Haight and sorrow? Pain and Gilt? Hunger and greed?
I think we learn bad feelings we wouldn't in God's arms or in Spirit
She displays a humility not often seen.
Amazing. I had an experience so similar it’s unbelievable. I was giving birth to one of my sons when I died fir a short gime. I told my Dr. about it later and he asked me questions and showed a real interest. When I told him some of the things I saw while I was dead, he was amazed. I’ve never heard anyone say the same things I experienced, what I saw, heard, felt, thought, etc..Thank you for your testimony. The person with me during that interval was my sister who died as an infant before I was born, but she was near my age when this happened.
Thank you for sharing this. I believe you. I experienced being out of my body in a hospital after I was hit by a car at 17 years old. I was not dying though. I know you are not lying by what I experienced. Think of it as a blessing. You got information that most do not get. Thank you so much.
I feel like I am thrown back into this life every time I wake up in the morning, I think we mingle with this other world in our sleep, I absolutely LOVE TO SLEEP, I really feel there is something with that
I feel the same way. I go to the dreamworld and when i wake up it can feel like i just came back from an outing.
I agree I believe we are in a real place when we are dreaming
The best part of my life is when I sleep.
I can't wait till I pass on
I have a girl in my life when I dream, this has been happening for years off and on, and yes the same person, I have no idea who see is but we seem to be in love. It is so real that it’s almost scarey.
I have exactly the same feeling! Already for years. And suddenly couple of weeks ago I had a dream where I was standing in a huge room filled with furniture and wet wood, on some surfaces were standing colorful bottles with parfumes. All of a sudden I understood: I’m in a dream! But it’s all so so real! I WAS AMAZED, AWARE I WAS DREAMING! I touched the wood, I touched the glass bottles. I felt its texture, moisture of the wood, coldness of glass. It really did feel like glass and wood under my fingers. I looked closed at the bottles, they had all lively colors. I opened some and smelled the parfumes. AMAZING - I though. What about wood? It’s wet, it should also have a scent. I saw an old cupboard, came closer and stuck my nose its door. Of course, it smelled like wet wood. „Oh my gosh, when I wake up I have to tell it my husband. Now I have a proof that dreams are real, iwe getin our dreams to another reality. Now I have a PROOF.” My husband laughed afterwards..
I’ve never had an NDE but I had many experiences with Jesus. I’m so thankful for Him. I’m so thankful for people sharing their NDEs. It’s made me have zero fear of death. I call it home too. And I tell my kids that’s home. This life is short.
Love this! Barbara is so articulate and has such a soothing voice. The story, although Barbara never went beyond the hospital room - is beautifully described with all details, and the questions excellent. Thank you for posting.
I have had this vision with me since I was a small child like 2 or 3 yrs old maybe. I'm 40 now. I remember being in our living room and looking up toward the right at the big entry door from the other room there was a thick curtain there. I remember it opening and my grandfather who died when I was 2 months old coming through and seeing Jesus coming through behind him with a white looking robe with I think a purple colored sash. And that's all i remember. When i think back on this when i was very young about that age I had been jumping and playing on the sofa my uncle said later he kept telling me to stop because I was going to fall and get hurt. The story is I was jumping and fell off the sofa hit my chin on the edge of the coffee table I still have a scar under my chin and one about an half inch under my lip that I can feel inside my mouth. So it was very deep. My mom said it knocked me out I wasnt breathing and I was turning blue and purple then dark like black. She was so scared and didnt know what to do so she started slapping me and hitting me with the newspaper and I finally came to. I wonder now if that was the same time I remember seeing my grandfather & Jesus? I just automatically knew it was Jesus.
It was the morning of the anniversary of my grandmothers passing, March 21,2009....My husband and I went to circle k to get a newspaper to get the clipping for my grandmother.(which I actually keep in my car at all times) We had been having problems with our car at the time. It would shut down whenever it felt like it. We were pulling out of circle k and a semi truck was flying through the light only about 60 yards away and being stupid I tried to rush out in front of him! My car died halfway in the middle of the road and half in the parking lot. We were sitting ducks.I panicked and tried to put my car in neutral and then try to start it back up. But once I did get the car in neutral I knew I didn't have enough time to reach up and start the car..so I gave up.I just dropped my arms and I looked at my husband and said I'm sorry,I love you....as we just stared at each other waiting for this truck to hit us...(he was NOT slowing down). All of a sudden my car fired back to life! I remember watching my rpm's as the needle started to move, I must have had the Throttle to the floor in my panic. But when I thought I had put my car in neutral I had actually put it in reverse! It was like time had slowed down cuz as my car reared back to life it then backed up and this truck flew right by us!!!!!!!!!! My car was completely dead I watched as the rpm's started up.Cars do NOT start up in reverse, they just don't. How my car started on its own I have no idea (my hand was nowhere near the key), or how it happened to already be in reverse and not neutral(If any one of those things had been different we wouldn't be alive)..My husband and I just stared at each other in disbelief, we couldn't believe what had just happened. I did run home and I called everyone I knew and in tears, I told everyone how much I loved them and of course explained why I was acting so strange. Not a day goes by 11 years later that I don't thank God for sparing us and allowing us to witness such an amazing miracle.My children still had a mother and father thanks to God. I hope my story resonates with someone.Thank you to whoever reads this and God bless.And if you have a story I'd truly love to read about it. Don't be afraid to share your experiences with God, I just know he loves when we share these stories.
I know this a very difficult thing to do, but don't give yourself permission to drive a car with mechanical problems unless they're minor and couldn't contribute to an accident.
Thank you for sharing. So happy God was with you and your husband. Blessings.
@@debtaylor3121, thank you and God Bless!!!
@N J I'm actually the same way so honestly I don't know what I was even thinking, guess I just wasn't
@@deer105, took forever to figure out the problem, and I do agree its selfish
I had a near death experience when I was 4 and I always told my mom and she didn't believe me when I was 16 I met someone who I had seen in my experience and she confirmed that she was there which confirmed to my mom that I remember someone who she didn't remember or know but yet I knew this person and remember her from the experience so no one can convince me that it didn't happen I'm 39 now and I remember it like it happened yesterday it's in my mind and spirit and I wouldn't ever won't to forget it.
Thank you Barbara for sharing your experience. I especially love that you have made a NDE video to help hospice and other caretakers on understanding this. I too had an NDE in 1986 after a car wreck outside of Dallas, Tx. The car ended up rolling several times down a hill, (which I was conscious through it all.) I too left my body and hovered over the accident, and saw people running to it, ect. And I too felt a being next to me and briefly communicated with , ( though I never actually saw him). But i think the weirdest part of the whole experience was how calm I felt as the car was rolling, I had no fear at all. Actually it felt like I was enveloped with something protecting me and it all happened in slow motion! That memory has stayed with me. The experience also changed how I looked at life, I haven't been the same since, but in a good way. Keep up the good work, it is obvious this was something you were meant to do. :)
Hi Cindy your story about your NDE had me think back to when I was 19.I drown at jones beach.I was caught in an undertow where I was terrified of dying,but couldn't get my head above water to catch a much needed breath when I said Jesus please I don't want to die,but felt a release all of the sudden and felt nothing but total absolute love never before felt.I wasn't wet,cold,scared nothing but know I was in the air looking down the beach where I saw my Mother and brother and myself sitting on a plaid blanket with a tan scotch cooler eating peaches when I was about 6 yo.The next thing I remember I was laying on the beach just next to the water and was very happy.It was over.My girlfriend was still sleeping and no life guards were on duty but I was fine and still felt all that love.I thanked God and woke and told my girlfriend.I still remember it like yesterday.I know there is something after we die so I'm not afraid.Thought I'd share that with you.
Thank you Barbara! Your eyes, your body language, and your voice convey the sincerity and truthfulness of your NDE. I've listened to countless NDE's and yours is among the best! Best, meaning believable! Thank you again for sharing,this is why were here! God speed!
Yes I agree she is very sincere and believable.
Barbra, what a wonderful loving person you are. Your story and final remarks made my heart rejoice. Gregg
Barbara appears cogent and quite intelligent and knowledgeable in describing her experience in convincing detail. I'm glad that the orthopedic surgeon reacted in such an open and sensitive way to her report. She convinced me, certainly.
Yottabee
Orthopedic Doctors are the absolute best.
Every nde person I've watched in video seems very intelligent and articulate.
I could sit and listen to these accounts all day. In fact some nights when I cant sleep and am alone and thinking, wondering.. I watch these accounts. The honest ones like this one. The ones that you know truly happened to that person. And in watching these it fills me with peace and hope. I have lost many loved ones. It gives me great happiness to know that those with whom I have loved so deeply are in eternal bliss. I look forward to being with them however, I am not in a rush to leave this earth just yet. I've still got work to do.
She radiates peace. I died in 2013. Dying is easy. Coming back is a bit bumpy. Especially for your family. You come back different
I'm too afraid of vanishing to be ready to go
I used to meditate a lot before my NDE. So I didn't come back different. I was already different. Lol. 💙
Yes you do. Life is not the same afterwards. It gives you an entirely new perspective.
@@SDNDE how do you change for your family?
Thank you, thank you, thank you. I am indebted to you for sharing your story. I am currently in Switzerland having flown here from Australia, waiting patiently for my VAD, voluntary assisted dying. I have chronic pain in my body which I’ve had for more than 40 years. I am really over all of this pain and can’t wait to leave this body and go to my true spiritual home. This will happen on 24th August, Just 10 days to go until I experience bliss and love like no other here on earth I firmly believe the same as you.
Barbara, I never get tired of listening to you because you are so uplifting. Keep up your appearances and witness of what's on the other side.
She has a very calm and soothing demeanor.
I have congestive heart failure. I went into the hospital and it was lights out for me (I had heart failure)before I even finished speaking to the ER receptionist. When I came to, my cardiologist was standing over me and I saw him through a frosty window as he was telling me I was in serious condition and I may need a heart transplant. I remember that what he said didn't scare me at all, in fact I felt at peace like what this lady spoke of.
In 1994 I had a same day surgery that I was supposed to be home by noon ! Everything was normal until I had been taken into surgery , I was already in a lite sleep, when they put the mask over my face with general anesthesia, as soon as the mask was on I knew I was dying , I’m screaming take it off take it off they didn’t pay attention to me and Then I was in a dark place going round and round, ( I felt as in a vacuum cleaner had sucked me out thru the top of my head! The next thing I knew I was up under the big light on the ceiling looking down at the doctors around the table. A young man was cutting around the right side of my breast I could see into my chest, he was wiping the blood as he was cutting me, I knew everything about this young man like his name and that this was his first surgery, I saw his hands shaking. The older man was the doctor that I thought was going to perform my surgery, he was talking a lot and making jokes He said to the Anesthesiologist hey get a feel of those knockers while you can she has a crush on you, ( I had only spoken to this doctor a few minutes before going into surgery.. as I’m hearing all of this I saw this doctor flush from his neck all the way up onto his face, I knew he was very upset with the older doctor and I knew all he was thinking, Then the Anesthesiologist got very upset and called out a code , and many people came running into the room from all directions. After that it was like I was flying into space. I did not remember anything until I woke many hours later with a new doctor in ICU rubbing my face, I was very ill and wasn’t able to ask any questions they gave me many shots in y stomach to stop the sickness, this lasted about 2/12 days, on the 3rd day I was much better and I knew Jon the young doctor who had visited me everyday while I was sick. When he came In I said Jon that was your first surgery yes ? He looked at me and said he was surprised that Erick (the Anesthesiologist) had told me that was his first surgery, I told him no one told me , and I said I had heard them talking , he said he was glad I was doing better , he would check on me again, about 30 minutes later the Anesthesiologist came to see me and asked how I knew it was Jon’s first surgery, I said I heard the talking while doing the surgery. He asked me what I had heard and I told him I had heard old Dr Phillips make the remarks about my big breasts! This dr was so sorry that I had heard this and he apologized and said he had never experienced anything like this before., but a few other doctors had similar experiences. I thanked him and said I appreciated his help in bringing me back. I spent 4 days in the hospital, and was told we could take my bandages off in two more days after going home. My husband removed the then to replaced them with the new ones my breast fell half open because in all the excitement no one had put in any stitches to hold the large opening together, that was my NDE, as most have said after I was out of my body I was not afraid at all. Only at the beginning when I knew I was dying.
Unfortunately there are many “ doctors” today who have diploma but should stay away from medicine and people. Many of them do not have that special professional pride anymore. That pride based on certain moral. values and boundaries. and willpower. Sad. We all are humans and all kind thoughts commingling and going throughout our mind, but at least keep your mouth shut. Interestingly if it would be a dog on the table , his attitude would be different and they would make sure that all is right.
Jan Hargest oh what an experience!! Thank you so much for sharing!
That was a disgraceful comment that Sr.Doctor made about your breast, you were right to let it be known you heard it, did you ever find out why you felt so panicked at being given the anaesthetic.? Were you given too much too fast.?
Barbara! I love your story, ESPECIALLY the closing remarks! THAT is my take-away from all the NDE stories I have heard...just LIVE a GOOD life, and aim to have a good life review by doing good unto others and spreading that love around :) It makes life so fun and rewarding. I just love knowing that and it really has changed the way I live, so thank you for sharing your story! I wish the Dr. and everyone were more kind and open-minded to thinking outside the box and HEARING your story, but I am sure you have gotten a TON of appreciation from telling MORE people :) Keep spreading the word and the truth! #blessingsalways
Me too. Her closing remarks brought tears to my eyes.
@Ka Z you guys have no idea how narrow minded and annoying you are.
@Ka Z keep your beliefs for yourself there are hundreds of religions out there
@Ka Z Only God is Good.
@@supersailorsailing2764 yes There are a lot of stories like her. and everybody is saying that we MUST enjoy life here and live in the present moment without worrying so much about negativity thinking . I love her
I've had it happen twice. The first time I felt the same thing. I went to a campground, the roads were made of polished gold gravel. The second time my mother was there with me to show me everything. The same feelings and all were there...heaven is a real place...
Thank you Barbara and KMVT ! Very inspirational !
Wow! I’ve heard many stories (I’m kinda addicted) and this one is now in my top 3!!! Amazing 💜 Thank you for sharing
What a wonderful down to earth, humble and sincere woman. Love her closing statement. X X
31:00. Reminds me of my Aunt who was taken out of her house because of her dementia and being placed in a care home. She kept repeating "I want to go home." People thought that she was talking about her house and maybe she was but then maybe she was talking about the spirit world. I have heard that people with dementia often talk to people who are not visible. As for me I've had my own little near death experience. I was driving my car. I pressed the brake pedal as I was approaching a junction. I remember thinking "Why is this car not stopping?" and then I blacked out before impact with another car. There was no panic and I know that I did not close my eyes. I was not injured. I still do not remember anything about the impact. I was definitely protected by my Spirit Guides that day!
What a lovely review of your NDE. No one to talk to yet you still shined Power to you and the family.
There are very few people to confide in with NDE and other experiences especially when so many people are ridiculed,Power to all the people who open up and then inspire others. Keep shining your lightx
I just love you Barb! So glad you are sharing your experience with everyone.
We should all prepare for the time of death. It should be part of our daily lives and education system. We will all go through that one day.
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Yes! The way we live on earth prepares us for the afterlife we will have. Love and respect life and be at peace. 😃
I had my own NDE at the age of 9 years old back in 1989. I came out of my head as I was sleeping. Felt the most amazing feeling leaving my body, a feeling that is indescribable in this world.
The reason why she says your soul is a consciousness is because you don't have a body, you are very tiny. I specifically remember that I felt like I was 3 years old again, like my age got reversed. I was so small. And I could see my body in my bed and saw my brother sleeping in his bed as I ascended to the ceiling. I remember saying to myself "I'm flying!" and literally I felt this sensation of flight through the air which felt great! Definitely don't be afraid to die.. God gave me this gift because as a child I had an extreme fear of death. God bless!
Right before my Grandfather died he kept telling my dad & I that he heard a dog barking. I know that it was his dog Pepper who died years prior.
While my aunt was in the hospital dying she kept calling out and crying out to her daddy. My grand daddy had been gone for about 25 yrs. He passed when I was about 2 months old.
It takes a lot of courage to share NDEs. You are all blessed and help others who have experienced similar experiences, but lack courage. God has blessed this woman and OTHERS.
wow! spot on. I know these experiences are very hard to explain with mere words, cause I had a nde too, great job Barb, keep spreading the word for the people that cant
I’m 44 and have never had anything remotely like a transcendental experience in my life. But I find this woman to be extremely credible. It’s impossible for me to just dismiss what she’s saying.
NDE reports make me feel better about both death - and this not always easy life !
life here as we know it isnt easy - making maybe bad decisions - loneliness mostly tho
@@GreenLight11111 I know what you mean. As humans we can only hope to comfort one another and not dwell on religious differences. Lonlness is one of the plagues in today's society.
Wow at last people who are commenting on a great level, ah I feel at home here.
Start watching I survived beyond and back, you will love it!
I dont judge anyone for their personal beliefs... But I myself belive in Jesus & wonderful place after this life... Looking forward to it very much
Thank you, Barbara, for your sharing your inspirational NDE. And thank you KMVT.
Thank you, thank you for sharing your story - Exciting and comforting.
Beautiful delivery Barbara. Your story is the real deal. I enjoyed the IAND group in Santa Barbara that you head so much. I moved to the valley in Oct. 2019 and have not been able to get back to Santa Barbara for the meetings. You are delightful, sincere and anyone who hears your experience must be blessed.
Thank you so much for this video!
Barbara, woman, you are so soothing and wonderful
Praise God for you experience and efforts to educate those in the med field and in the public about God, love, NDE’s, and death.
Need to say that Barbara Bartolome looks great and is a very young looking woman. I know she is close to my age (a senior), but Barbara looks as if she is around 40. Good going, kid. I enjoyed this video very much and her closing remarks are spot on.
Thank you Barbara for sharing. I hope you're well, and most importantly... happy.
I find these stories facanating! No, I haven’t had a NDE, but I have experienced ghosts of loved ones who died a traumatic death, and one ghost of unknown origin, who followed me to two states. I also have a bachelors degree in nursing. Nothing shocks me. People only need to listen to learn. Love to you💕
Barbara seems like an intelligent women. She describes her NDE very good.
1987 and I was 31 years old...she looks like she is in her 30s! I guess her inner beauty is radiating into outer beauty
Maybe because the fear of death is not there anymore and she knows God loves her unconditionally, this enables her to relax and not have fear etched on her face like we do.
What a marvelous NDE account. This presentation is very precious indeed. Thank you.
Setting the NDE aside, it's quite scary how medical procedure could go so wrong when some people are not keeping attention to their jobs!
They kill people ALL the time.
Right? My thoughts exactly!
I'm sure that man who tilted the X-ray table in the wrong way, looking startled when noticing it, will remember it for the rest of his life. Paying attention from then on 😊
@@CityThatCannotBeCaptured That's a harsh comment I think. People in the operation room are usually dedicated good people, who have only their box to do the thinking in, with feelings of wanting to save lives and improve human health conditions.
Yes people put way too much trust into man, although I am grateful for those who do help us
This comment section is filled with wonderful stories. Thanks everyone for sharing 🙏🏻
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Full love, no pain, no sorrow, you don’t want to leave, bright colors, everything you love. And a presence of a loving being whom you’ve known forever. I had an experience like this as I had my surgery. I didn’t however see what others were saying or doing. I’ll tell you that I didn’t want to come back, I was so upset. I felt like I was home. I miss that place.
Experiences like Barbara's make it abundantly clear: God truly loves us all. Even the 'unsaved', despite some comments here.
Cynthia Hawkins The 'unsaved'? 0-o Idiotic arrogant woman. Get an education. Peasant.
Cynthia Hawkins That tamsinthia person is an angry vilan. It's best to just ignore HIM. Apparently, he/she is dealing with other issues. HE/SHE doesn't know which animal to perform sexual activities with, so, one can only imagine how frrustrating that can be.
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@@tamsinthai don't be so rude!! No need for the ugliness
So true Cynthia
This woman is incredible.
Her story is amazing, and her ability to communicate and share it with all of us is even more amazing.
Powerful experience! Very convincing. Cheers.
Thank you for the lovely interview, thoroughly enjoyed it xx
This was amazing. I have been interested in NDE since I saw Anita Moorjani on Dr Wayne Dyers PBS special and then read her book. Glad to see this video and am going to look in to her story more.
I can also listen to NDE’s all day! It gives me such comfort when I feel overwhelmed with things. As a child I experienced many spiritual experiences. Once I dreamt that my body was rising and I remember my nose touching the ceiling, then I turned and looked down and could see myself sleeping, it only lasted a short period but sometimes I wonder, maybe my heart stopped for a few seconds while I was sleeping. I have also dreamt I was at a funeral and I wanted to see who was in the coffin, I peeped in and I saw myself! I quess I will never know till my after life during my ‘big reveal’ ! Since listening to many NDE’s I am very much aware of the kind deeds and how I treat others, even when I am being judgmental I catch myself and stop, what stands about most NDE’s i have listened to is that most talk about the small things we do for each other, good or bad have a ripple effect on others, so be very present as much as possible all you out there!
Thank you.
My brother drowned at 40...just recently and his pregnant wife was alone on beach witnessing helicopter winch him ashore..try resus. Flew him to hospital. But he died.
He had lost his only other son in drowning one year prior.
It was.it is so cruel. Why didn't he come back to us.?? Might you know. My parents r elderly n shock did almost kill them. My lovely gentle Mother who has great faith was hospitalized with heart attack.
Why do you think he left? He was my baby brother..fun...same as his son. I know its a long shot but we've had a lot of loss. This has changed our close family dynamics. We can't really communicate.
Have faith...but..just hard . baby due soon.
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I am so sorry for your loss. That's a lot of young loss. I had the three closest people in my life die within two years. Let yourself grieve and change. In my experience, It will change and deepen you.
God bless.
@Idk Idc - thank you.
@@knowyourlove5613 Thank you. I'm sorry you had same.
Yes...it changes you. Ur right
God bless your brother’s soul. The baby is a blessing. I am expecting and loss my fiancé recently. I wondered why. I spoke with some psychic mediums and they helped me understand and connect to his spirit. Life is so complex but the good is our consciousness lives on.
Thank you for this delightful interview. Yep, my NDE was and is a huge life-changing blessing. Everything is OK!
That is what they do , they try to convence “ you are crazy”. I believe there are many people who never came forward about this phenomenon because of this.
Thank you for being brave and sharing your beautiful story!
It's true. You do watch from the ceiling. Happened to my mum years ago, and no reason she would lie to me. (Plus made her scared and she didn't want to talk about it, as images were so strong)
Great, that you've found your purpose with this experience nurturing the expression of it, knowing clearly what you're talking about and able to listen to others who know clearly about their own experience
Watching these nde's brings me almost to tears, but tears of joy. The first one i watched just clicked all the way through, you see about 17yrs ago i experienced enlightenment. Complete life changer in the blink of an eye, i went from normal average human awareness, to what is called heaven, nirvana, the end of suffering etc, and thats actually a state of concious awareness we have here on earth IN THESE BODIES. Where these people "go" is very similar, but without the body the actually go to where we came from, or some interim "place" dependent, its difficult to describe in a comment. The point is when enlightenment is experienced we feel those same feeling of complete absolute love, bliss, infinite peace and contentment, we understand all the universe because we realize/can sense our oneness with everything. So i didnt go anywhere, but i felt and saw the light and all the pure states of perfect existence, AND i was/am connected to the "other side" directly to be able to access the wisdom of the universe. NOTHING CAN BE A GREATER EXPERIENCE for its absolutely pure perfection in everyway. I just want to share with anyone who may be interested, that we can experience heaven right here and now...like christ said heaven is right here in the midst of you, AND in truth "heaven" is supposed to be our natural state IF we mature fully into the species we are meant to be. The real issue is few mature into that true human form mainly due to so few bieng there to help anyone else mature to there as well. Instead we have an egoic society that keeps us out of the blissful, unlimited biengs we are truly supposed to all be, and its really kind of frustrating to know all this. How simple it is, how its our natural right, how we all can access it right here and now, but we have a sociological structure that inhibits us from this simple process of completing the maturation of the human form. Peace be with you all, namaste, ohm, best wishes, bye all. 👋✌👍👊👌✊🙏🙌 find thyself and know thyself as the perfect bieng you all truly are....
well said brother.. you forgot to mention the enormous sense of power too
@brian flowers yes the power flowing through us is the most amazing thing really. Any question i had the answers, descriptions etc came rushing through me as if i were a supernova exploding. I wish i were back there now, i stay close but health problems have given me new challenges... trying to work my way through severe chronic pain and type one diabetes is a challenge... the day suicide became a logical, reasonable, valid option a dark cloud seemed to come over and my bliss phase dropped significantly. I stay close though and do go fully back but its much more complicated now. The power, the understanding, the abilities we have in our true natural state if we can really teach ourselves all how to live ... i know it is our next evolutionary step... we obviously have many challenges and much to go through first it seems. The political debockery that the usa govt is or has become is just such a mess, all govts and even religions, economic/sociological structures are keeping the population trapped in a hell of delusion from simple fundamental misunderstandings that of course being fundamental change everything. Its funny i watched the video and commented, then started reading a comment and noticed it was mine from a while back. Still "trying" to solve my riddle but i did put my body through an aweful lot of physical torture over the years. Working far to hard, even playing far too hard, i was having fun but not balanced, harmonious, at peace etc i was just a regular guy, nice guy but normal avg person trying to figure out life. As we all are, it could and should be so much easier, heaven amidst us, if only we would realize lifes not about work, struggle etc, its about love, following inspirations, enthusiasms, and creating eaches individual dream life that ends up all serving humanity and the earth ... everything.... its how it truly works... we just haven't quite figured it out as a whole
Thanks Barbara,
Not many people have these experiences. Very glad you have shared this. God bless
We are beings of pure light, perfect and holy. There is one true consciousness and we are the universe experiencing itself. It is only an illusion that we are all separate and alone. We are connected to all things and to each other as facets of the one true consciousness, that is nature, the godhead. My mother told me of her NDE and seeing the tunnel and the light and her family urging her to go back. Ever since then I've been comfortable about the transition and I'm good to go.
Awesome Barbara! Well done in putting the pieces together.
Barbara, you are amazing! I had a pleasure to meet you in person, at the afterlife awareness conference in Portland, thank you for your kind words and your support! I hope i'll meet you again in Denver or in Orlando next year.
Lovely interview & explanation of an NDE. My Father had an OBE/NDE experience during WW2. & of course he was told by his Doctors that it was nonsense but he shared it with his family. I have been interested ever since.
Lovely lady thank you!
I was 3 and had a similar experience in 1960, fever, convulsions, tepid water ice bath. Died on way to hospital, from what I have heard, Was spinal meningitis, bacterial. Bet you had same thing. Was a lot of that, back then. Since a kid, always knew there is a God, and have also had NDE when 7 and drowned. Praise God. Still here. Have purpose still.
You are awesome and so is your experience.
My NDE was short and sweet, and happened after a terrible car accident. God told me I was close to “seeing” the Truth. I thought it odd He didn’t say close to “knowing” the Truth. No words were actually spoken, it was all telepathic. I then asked Him if that meant I got to come home? This beautiful experience immediately went away. I suppose I should have asked another question. There’s no doubt this was the most beautiful feeling of peace and love throughout every cell of my being.
I listened to Barbara Bartolome talk about her NDE and she talks about it in great detail. I thought,the doctor was being rude and walked out of the room. I bet it,if it happened to him he would not think,so negative. What a annoying doctor! I believe,this happened and that Barbara is telling the truth because,I astral planned when I was sixteen in my bedroom. I was floating and there was no gravity and I had no weight. I could see everything around me and then,I seen myself lying in a bed below. It was really amazing to experience that.
I am grateful for your sharing of your NDE!
It happened to me in childbirth. I know it was real. I havnt told many people cos I feel they dont believe. But I feel blessed to .It was beautiful under the ceiling . I saw and heard what was going on . When I found I was back in my body .Everything was noisy and then it was all go as my baby was finally arriving . I used to be terrified of death . But not now after that that .
Wonderful story. I also flatlined during surgery and woke on a ventilator. I have no heavenly memories..☹️
I also almost drowned when I was four..I recall laying on the bottom of the river in the warm mud and it was wonderful. However...no heavenly memories...☹️
beautiful experince. thank you for sharing.
When I was a toddler, at bedtime I used to feel another parent like presence with me and I knew them very well..... They would be with me in the night when my parents were asleep kind of keeping me company.... one night I remember saying to them thank you for my parents and my family I really like them and am really great full for them. I couldn’t see this presence I didn’t need to..... I don’t know when it stopped I kind of think that maybe what see as my higher self now could be what that presence was but I don’t I really don’t know.
One of my brothers had this same experience as you have had.He knew the presence with him was Jesus.
1972, I was 15, Dr's thought I may have spinal meningitis , I too was injected with iodine I felt odd as if my body was being filled up with cement from the feet up, gradually suffocating me, next I was on the ceiling looking down, I saw them bring the crash cart through the swinging doors.. I was looking down on the gowned people around me, next I woke up in my room. I was told my heart had stopped.
Thank you so much, Barbara, for sharing your experience(s). You have such a soothing voice and convey your NDE with such ease and grace. Really enjoyed this. :-))
What an amazing woman. She has the unique ability to so clearly explain exactly what she was seeing and feeling. She is able to so effortlessly put the listener right in her shoes.
Never having a "near death experience" per se, but having numerous "out of body experiences" as a child and adolescent, she very accurately brought me back to that time of my own life.
I believe near death experiences "NDE'S" and out of body experiences "OBE'S"
are almost one and the same they only come about by different means.
In any event, as a pre-teen telling my parents of the strange thing that often
happened to me just before slipping into sleep ... or of waking in the middle of the night and finding myself bobbing along my bedroom ceiling like a balloon, above my bed, they listened kindly and then would always suggest I was dreaming.
Of course I knew better!
Finally one day as my doctor came to the house (doctors made house calls in those days) ... to attend me or one of my siblings (I don't recall) who had a low-grade fever (always a shot of penicillin)
I decided I had to tell the doctor about this strange thing that would happen to me a couple of times a month (maybe more). I DID NOT tell him because he was a doctor and I thought I was sick. I told him because I knew he was a smart and a kind man who might have answers ... other than I was dreaming.
(He was kind until he would stick me with that painful needle he always carried in that bag of torture equipment he always brought with him!)
As I explained all of the details to him IN PRIVATE ... he listened intently, asking me several questions along the way ... he seemed very interested.
When I was through, he said to me, These things happen to many people, but they don't talk about it. He went on to say that what is happening to me will not hurt me
and I should't be frightened.
His final words to me on the subject was "Keep these things to yourself and don't talk about them to anybody!
These OBE'S always frightened me to the point of dreading to go to sleep at night.
After years of having these dreaded OBE'S I learned that I could avoid them by doing
a couple of simple things. The main one ... avoiding being overly-tired before going to sleep.
Being "overly tired" does not mean that I was dreaming. Through experience over time
I've found that being overly tired, and often times (for some unknown reason) fighting sleep, was the catalyst that usually preceded the OBE'S.
I'll close now by saying that I hope these two careless (dangerous) medical professional were at the very least, taken to task!
I had a NDE at the age of 21, which I did not speak about for years, thank you for making this experience clearer. I would love to meet you, I am only 2 hrs away from you now on hospice care, but am originally from England. Blessings, Michele xxx
Michele Monk can you pm me
If anyone is close to dieing it's me. I wake up to it every morning, but l tell God l'm grateful for the life he has given me. Praise God Always.
I'm just fascinated in nde I believe every word she said.. I can't wait to pass on
Such a moving beautiful video, thanks Barbara for sharing.
Amazing! Thank you for sharing your story
Wow! This for me was another piece of the puzzle! I believe we all have a purpose here on earth(people who love Jesus). I walked through my life knowing this, but not knowing the specifics. As time goes on, and I have been given knowledge and experiences it gets clearer and clearer. I personally cannot wait to get to heaven, my real forever home! It's a place I know of, and these people who have had NDE's really help fill in the puzzle, so thank you! And of course all glory goes to God our heavenly father!!
God has saved me so many times. I lost count. Those that know my diseases I have outgrown believe I might be inmortal. No. I’m not inmortal. God wanted to save me before I die. God loves me and all of us so much. God has used me so people can believe and have a better life
Hearing your story has brought some calmness to me. My fear is real. My fear is that when I die I'm gone forever. And I can't comprehend that. My existence is over. I use to say that I fear death.
But it's not so much on how I die it's the fact of me never being with my kids. Even if their older its still the fact that I wouldn't be able to physically be next to them to hug them to go places together with them. Also I wouldn't be able to be by my fur-baby (my dog) or any pet that I have at the time. Also my family & friends. Just plain and simple it's the fact that I will never come back as a solid me. Never.
It kinda feels like if I fall asleep, I'm no longer in existence in the "right now/ this moment" world. But as soon as I wake up it's like ahhh thank you God.
I'm glad that I woke up and I was just sleeping. I probably didn't explain it good enough for someone to understand but I get it (lol)
Plain and simple I fear the unknown.
That presence she felt at the ceiling was probably her guardian angel.
Or, God :) / The Holy Spirit
God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit. I was held and in their arms communicating and feeling loved. Discussing how I felt I was not worthy. I was reaffirmed and in no pain until I too remembered my daughter needed me. Then, bang, I was back on the table and in pain.
or God
I believe what we perceive in this life is not even a speck of what really exists.
@@tonyajohnson1059 absolutely, I feel exactly the same ❤️
This account gives me clues as to why I felt and believed as I did as a child & could sometimes slip out of my body a bit & see myself from nearby. Thank you for sharing your experience.