I made the decision to get out of a 3 year toxic and mentally abusive relationship TODAY and have never felt more lonely or devastated in my life. i got onto youtube to try to distract myself from the pain and your video was the first one that popped up. thank you for sharing this I really needed to hear that it gets better.
I am in a similar boat. Sending hugs and positive vibes your way. I know you don't know me but I want to say that I am proud of you for taking that step. I know its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel but it will come. I'm grateful for people like Jaclyn to help in these tough times. It will get better.
I feel you. I was in the same situation last year and beyond loneliness and devastation there were so many of this bad „what if“-questions in my head. What if I had stayed? What if the relationship would have gone better with time? What if he would have managed to change? What if what behaved in another way? Stuff like that. Don’t listen to these questions. Please. You made this step and I guess it has been very hard and thought through. Releasing yourself of a toxic relationship needs a lot of courage and strength and you really can be proud of that. Unfortunately I have experienced two of these relationships and I got back with one of my partners after having split up. Things don’t change. Abusive and toxic behaviour doesn’t change only because you beg for it. No, stuff like that does not change, no matter how you behave. You do you and yes, distraction is important. It for sure will get better with time and one day, you will really feel released and being yourself again. You will know for sure, that you don’t need him and that you deserve better than that. Wish you all the best!
Oh my god, when you talked about the dad who cried and told you to never stop doing what you do cause you saved his daughter life.. oh my god too much, my eyes are wet. That is just, wow..
@Travel Lover can't love, don't hate. And she got a surgery so why does it hurt YOU? Don't like a so called " SURGERICALLY TRANSFORMED WOMAN" then don't watch her. It's that 'SIMPLE'
‘this is the brain God gave me and i have to work with it’ that’s a great perspective to have on depression and anxiety, thank you for being so open ❤️
Girl, this is the most real I’ve seen you and it makes me love you even more. Thank you for being you and being confident in that. ♥️ I appreciate you and your transparency so much.
Wow Jaclyn, your attitude and your energy has shifted for the better. It’s very clear that you’re very happy and you have this natural beam that just made this entire video feel like I was sitting down with a BFF talking about some deep stuff! I haven’t felt like that in a long time with your videos tbh, but I’m glad you’re happy 💘
43:00- What is the most important thing in your life right now? Jaclyn: Me. Then shrugs unapologetically. Yes Jaclyn. Yes! You can’t take care of others unless you take care of yourself first. Therapy is paying off. 👍😃❤️
"This is the brain that God gave me" Literally, idk. This helped me so much in a weird way. I'm constantly going in and out, up and down with anxiety and depression. Like you, I am in therapy and it's just not "the cure all". You still have to live with the day to day and hearing you say that was very nice to hear and gave me some confidence. So thank you! So happy that you are in a good space right now, always remember that like IS the ups and downs. Love you so much!! Xoxo
“If you had to tell Jon something for the last and final time, what would it be?” Jaclyn-“I’ll always love you, I’ll always care about you.” INSTANT TEARS!!! 😭❤️ Jaclyn you are an inspiration and your heart is gold.
This video made me legit love you more. You're always such a bright light and hearing your struggles with anxiety and depression made you so much more relatable. I have been struggling the hardest over the last 3 years and I started to fall in love with makeup and I have felt that it's helped me escaped and make me feel so much better. Thank you for this video, your honesty and what you do for the community, especially with all the disgusting drama going on now. Okay, I need your palette now!
Jaclyn, been a fan since 2014. I’ve been so happy that you’ve grown truly, but honestly I started to feel disconnected. But this video BROUGHT ME BACK!!! Felt so connected like the good ol days and laughed with the tv haha! Glad you’re doing so well.
Shannon Walker I completely agree with this!! Recently I have been so underwhelmed with her videos.. but throughout this one I was so excited!! Reminds me of how much I used to adore her videos!!
Harli Camp yes exactly! Like even though she said she hasn’t done a video exactly like this before it was still very similar to the chit chat get ready with my videos she always did and really took me back!
It’s fascinating to me that someone asked about a toxic relationship, and you gave an amazing answer. I remember a Q&A from YEARSSSS AGO you talked about a toxic relationship and it honestly made me realize the toxic relationship I was in and it really opened my eyes and helped me end it. Thankyou so much because I’m in the most beautiful relationship now because of you ❤️
I have been following Jaclyn since the red head days and this video made me so happy. THIS is the pure Jaclyn Hill and I think this is the best video she has ever posted? Love you Jaclyn! forever my favorite youtuber.
I know you've had people on set before to help film but this video felt different! I loved that you had someone ask you the questions. It felt like we were having a conversation with you and it felt like you were more at ease with answering the tough questions. ❤ I'm here for this 2k19 realizing Jaclyn.
When you said doing a full face of makeup gives you confidence and helps with your anxiety, I felt that is my soul. Doing my makeup is therapy for me and when I don't wear it I don't feel like me. Thanks for this video, you are so brave to answer these tough questions. You seriously give me life and have taught me so much since 2013!
Thank you for answering that question about toxic relationships. I'm in tears now. Thank you for reminding me it gets better and that I deserve better. 💕
Her answer touched me so much!! I was in a really toxic relationship when i was younger and it was SO hard to realize that it is NOT normal nor okay to fight with your partner all the time. It is exhausting and painful, and there are way better things for you out there! After that ended for me i spent weeks crying after realizing i wasted so much time on a horrible relationship that didn't make me happy. There's someone ot there who will!! No time to waste :)
Kawaii Ayase I was raised in a very angry home. My parents fought all the time, father has horrible anger management issues. I am not like them, my husband and I coexist with love and respect for each other and I could never be what my parents were. Some people just let it all go and live their life. It can be “re-taught” . Kindness comes naturally
Lauren you’re here! You were the very first RUclipsr I subscribed too. I was 16 years olds and i feel in love with your videos! Still am.. and still support ! Sending love and kindness from Cali ❤️👏☺️
I LOVE this video. I deal with anxiety/depression as well and seeing someone as famous as you be so REAL is so inspiring and makes me not feel alone! I loved watching this, great way to start my day!! Thanks girl! I still dont have your AWESOME palette but hope to soon ❤❤ Keep being you and so kind, we need more people like you in the world!!!
Kristine Cabrillas I was about to comment the exact same thing. Love the Woman you are/becoming Jaclyn. Nothing but love & positive vibes I’m sending your way 💘
Watching you genuinely be yourself and be happy literally makes my heart so happy for you. You’re definitely in a good place rn honey and I’m here for it.
I am so thankful for your teaching style in your videos! I learned how to wear makeup because of you. Because of you, I felt confident enough to sign up with my favorite cosmetics company and start doing videos on Facebook creating looks and teaching about makeup! Love you and thank you!
For whatever reason, when you said you still talked to Jon, it made me tear up. That's maturity and growth right there. Kudos to you! And as a Cancer, I was nodding my head when you said loving doing the same time all the time!
The way she described anxiety and depression just hit me and I felt that I’m not alone. Seeing that you can overcome such hard times and live your best life really gives me a lot of hope. Thank you Jaclyn ❤️
Hearing her describe what she goes through...she could have been talking about me. Stay strong, sister :) "Everything you are going through is preparation for the things you are asking for."
Not gunna lie... I like Jaclyn but mainly came to watch this video because @RawBeautyKristi talked about how Jaclyn is a wizard/goddess with her bronzer and I've seen it so many times before, but still have to come watch 😂👏🏻🤷🏼♀️
*what is the most important thing in your life right now? : me* 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 Jaclyn, this video reminded me of why I fell in love with who you are all of those years ago that you started RUclips. Thank you for being such a positive influence on so many young women, people in toxic relationships, people who are on a journey to love themselves.
Bambi Eyes i think this was my question from twitter and I almost cried when I found out that she answered it on camera 😅😍 but yeah I felt like she showed her authentic self in this one 💞
Dude I’m amazed on how she acknowledges god and all of his glory yesssss Jaclyn u keep giving god glory and he’ll continue to bless you with all that u deserve u watch
I love loved looooooved this video. You’re the only youtuber that i genuinely never skip through. I feel like i’m just hanging out with you. You’re so amazing. So real. I seriously love you jaclyn. ❤️
The way you described when you know you’re in a toxic relationship was A1. I was with my “HS Sweetheart” for nearly half my life (I’m 29 now) we were together 13 years. We got to a point where we fought about every little thing. God also sent me an Angel after we broke up and I’m now with a MAN who treats me the way I should have always been treated. Since him I now have self love. It truly is amazing to come so far even after being in such a dark place when you feel at the time “this is normal, this is how it should be.” It’s amazing how everything happens for a reason it really does. xxo
Omg Jaclyn I just fell back in love with you again not in a weird way lol. It is so apparent how happy and in love you are. Just relate to you so much and appreciate your message.
Heather Frederick sameeee! For a few months there I just wasn’t super into what she was putting out cause her energy wasn’t there absolutely no hate to her just being honest. Her personality is half of why I watch she’s so funny!
Jaclyn, thank you so much for opening up. I was standing in Ulta one day, shortly after your morphe pallet had been released. I had the money and I had the desire to buy it. I picked it up, held it, and put it back down, never bought it. I walked out of the store. See..the thing was, I was in a very toxic, abusive relationship. I knew that if I spent the money on that beautiful pallet I was in for hell when he found out. I wish I could say I left him shortly after that but that would be a lie. I stayed with him until my children became at risk. And then we left. We left him, our home, our dogs, and moved 6 hours away. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, but my children and I were worth it. Life is a struggle for sure right now but I have my determination and it will get better. I really admire you and how far you’ve come. Keeping being awesome!
Amanda Harris Amanda, you are a WARRIOR! You may not feel it but YOU ARE!!! YOU did it & and your STILL keeping you & ur fam safe & healthy! Good for you and I admire you!
You should feel so proud of yourself for leaving. My mom had terrible relationships and could never leave. She let my sister and I get harmed and unfortunately that man almost took her life and made her disabled. Please always remember how worthy you are 😊
I’ll be honest- your videos last year made me so bored and not excited (harsh and bitchy, I know!!). THIS had me smiling, had my eyes watering, made my heart melt. You are such a gem. You seem so down to earth and I am so happy for you and your new love for life. You are really taking care of YOU and it shows. This video was such a breath of fresh air. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for you.
“Mommy’s drinking her medicine” seems so much heavier now that she’s revealed the reason for her weight gain. I pray she finds the love in herself. She’s an angel she deserves happiness.
@@toddmckay2103 Why don't you just change the channel! Clearly, you do NOT know a thing about women!! Do you kiss your Mother with that mouth?? Just so that you know, Todd McKay, It does NOT matter how much disdain you have towards Jaclyn or ANY woman for that matter, calling a woman the "C" word is as offensive as utilizing the "N" word!! I am SHOCKED that RUclips has not yanked your Disgusting comment off of their Channel!! #NCAA (no class at all)
That was literally the happiest most incredible video you’ve ever made and I’ve been watching you since 7th grade and now I’m a junior in college. Your growth as a woman has been so inspiring to watch and I love this new life for you!!
You are so inspiring! I’m also a cancer.. no wonder I love you!! Also what you said about your dad and going back to tell yourself things won’t last forever totally spoke to me. I grew up in a super toxic family and I had to get out and do my own thing for my own mental health and I just love that you understand that and that you’re so inspiring and successful. ❤️❤️❤️
I love this Jaclyn! So lively, confident and happy! "What's the most important thing in your life right now? "Me" (no apologies) Living 👏 for👏 it👏 Love you girl ❤❤
Hey Jaclyn! Thank you for saying that you would do makeup to relax! My dad stresses me out so bad and when I'm angry or stressed I go in my room and sit down and just do my makeup for SOOO LONG
Megan Rosenbery yes! I remember one video where she made him wait out in the car while she recorded a video. 😂 im sure it’s awkward. If I started a channel I would be so awkward with my husband creepin on me lol
ive seen alot of Q & As from various youtubers and this is by far the best one ive seen. it was a very honest and genuine feeling video. you answered a great number of questions and thoroughly at that. i think you did a great job with this video Jaclyn :)
@jaclynhill Thank you for doing this Q&A. I currently suffer debilitating anxiety and depression, and there are so many days that I don’t see myself making it out. I come and watch your videos, and literally they remind me that I’m human, and I’m not alone. Thank you for being you, Jaclyn.
You deserve to be thanked for sharing these vulnerable aspects of your life with us, despite how much anxiety or discomfort it may have evoked. You’re certainly not obliged to, so I have a lot of admiration for you💓!
I've been with my husband 15 years now, celebrating 10 years married this December. When you talked about toxic relationships it really rings true. Before my husband I only ever knew the rollercoaster, always feeling like if I didn't do x, y, or z that they would leave. Feeling insecure, normalizing and eventually believing that I would never find something more, because when it was good it was great. So then it became almost looking forward to the lows so we could make up and experience the highs... anyway, when I met my husband I experienced calm for the first time. I didn't feel like I was constantly fighting to keep someone, constantly fighting to make things work. If you leave a relationship after genuinely trying, you aren't giving up, you can mutually decide that you care about each other (or cared about each other at one point) enough that you both deserve a chance to find happiness again.
OMG I got teary eyed when you said your favourite scent was Chanel chance it was the last gift my mum bought me before she passed I will treasure it forever
So classy about how you speak of Jon. Jaclyn, you truly are a queen . I love you and hope that house on the land, built to your specs, happens sooner than later. #RideOrDieFan
Jaclyn just know that we are here for you and that you inspire us all. If you are hurting we are hurting. If you cry we cry. If you are happy we are happy. You mean a lot to us and we will support you through everything and anything. I love you so much and I want you to know thaf
your energy in this video was amazing i love it. love to see you laughing so much makes me feel good and nice to get away from the drama in the makeup community and see people like you still thriving
Sea she should do more of these. I think it makes it more entertaining for her having the questions and being a little different than her everyday videos...and it certainly is more entertaining for us, seeing her at ease and just having fun with it. I imagine getting up everyday to do the same damn thing would be just as tedious as having a 9-5 at some boring ass job. I don’t think people keep that in mind, that you can only do so many looks before you’re out of ideas.
I made the decision to get out of a 3 year toxic and mentally abusive relationship TODAY and have never felt more lonely or devastated in my life. i got onto youtube to try to distract myself from the pain and your video was the first one that popped up. thank you for sharing this I really needed to hear that it gets better.
Georgia Rowe in 6 months time you will look back and be so thankful to yourself!
I am in a similar boat. Sending hugs and positive vibes your way. I know you don't know me but I want to say that I am proud of you for taking that step. I know its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel but it will come. I'm grateful for people like Jaclyn to help in these tough times. It will get better.
Proud of you for taking care of you! It’s a journey, but you can do it. You got this.
It will get better! If you want to talk to someone I am here for you :)
I feel you. I was in the same situation last year and beyond loneliness and devastation there were so many of this bad „what if“-questions in my head. What if I had stayed? What if the relationship would have gone better with time? What if he would have managed to change? What if what behaved in another way? Stuff like that. Don’t listen to these questions. Please. You made this step and I guess it has been very hard and thought through. Releasing yourself of a toxic relationship needs a lot of courage and strength and you really can be proud of that. Unfortunately I have experienced two of these relationships and I got back with one of my partners after having split up. Things don’t change. Abusive and toxic behaviour doesn’t change only because you beg for it. No, stuff like that does not change, no matter how you behave. You do you and yes, distraction is important. It for sure will get better with time and one day, you will really feel released and being yourself again. You will know for sure, that you don’t need him and that you deserve better than that. Wish you all the best!
And there she is... The jaclyn of 8 yrs ago filming from her kitchen.. Genuine, funny, silly,... Great video!!
Diane P agreed!
Why would you want her to stay the same person she was 8 years ago?
i thought the same thing! love it
Yessss
Just more mature, happier🙏🏼🙏🏼
Oh my god, when you talked about the dad who cried and told you to never stop doing what you do cause you saved his daughter life.. oh my god too much, my eyes are wet. That is just, wow..
this is the woman we all missed.. truly radiant, genuine and full of life. Wishing you the best. ❤️
K
@Travel Lover wow, hateful much? Sheesh, get a life.
@Travel Lover can't love, don't hate. And she got a surgery so why does it hurt YOU? Don't like a so called " SURGERICALLY TRANSFORMED WOMAN" then don't watch her. It's that 'SIMPLE'
‘this is the brain God gave me and i have to work with it’ that’s a great perspective to have on depression and anxiety, thank you for being so open ❤️
This is how a Q & A is done! Not click bait and not only 5 questions answered. Appreciated👏
Girl, this is the most real I’ve seen you and it makes me love you even more. Thank you for being you and being confident in that. ♥️ I appreciate you and your transparency so much.
James Charles isn’t in it to teach he is just in it for the money typical queen actions it’s really sad
I was literally just thinking the exact same thing. Loved this video. So much.
This video was so refreshing and almost pure in a way. idk if anyone else feels that but this was so comforting and real to watch ❤️
ClaubBeauty Almost.
Wow Jaclyn, your attitude and your energy has shifted for the better. It’s very clear that you’re very happy and you have this natural beam that just made this entire video feel like I was sitting down with a BFF talking about some deep stuff! I haven’t felt like that in a long time with your videos tbh, but I’m glad you’re happy 💘
43:00- What is the most important thing in your life right now?
Jaclyn: Me.
Then shrugs unapologetically.
Yes Jaclyn. Yes! You can’t take care of others unless you take care of yourself first. Therapy is paying off. 👍😃❤️
"This is the brain that God gave me"
Literally, idk. This helped me so much in a weird way. I'm constantly going in and out, up and down with anxiety and depression. Like you, I am in therapy and it's just not "the cure all". You still have to live with the day to day and hearing you say that was very nice to hear and gave me some confidence. So thank you!
So happy that you are in a good space right now, always remember that like IS the ups and downs. Love you so much!! Xoxo
I feel like the Jaclyn I originally subscribed to is back!! I just wish she posted videos more often 😫
Sameeee
This. This is my favorite version of Jaclyn. You are glowing and I love your energy.
Yes, she’s really her genuine self and I love it. This is the Jaclyn I love!
My exact thought!!! She DESERVES THIS♥️
The only problem with this video is that it wasn’t longer. Your confidence is so radiant.
Jaime French Jamie, how are you not certified on RUclips? They need to give you that check mark because you have earned it !!!
Jaime French girl yes!! 🤗😍
“If you had to tell Jon something for the last and final time, what would it be?”
Jaclyn-“I’ll always love you, I’ll always care about you.”
INSTANT TEARS!!! 😭❤️ Jaclyn you are an inspiration and your heart is gold.
Watching you blend your foundation is so satisfying.... like seeing your tan slowly getting to your face
She is so much more full of LIFE now. She used to be so serious. Her energy different. SO HAPPY FOR U SIS💫
smiley sequoyah I agree
you speak so sweetly of jon and it really is nice to see how after everything, you two are on great terms and are still great friends
This. Is. The Jaclyn. I. Fell. In. Love. With. GREAT VIDEO and the aura was airy and light, even during the real heavy hitting questions. Xoxo.
Tara couldn’t agree more..
I agreeeeeeee!
Tara I WAS JUST THINKING THE SAME THING!!!!
I agree sooo much. More of this natural self! 💕💕💕 I hope she continues feeling this good so she can keep being her funny self!
Agreed!
This video made me legit love you more. You're always such a bright light and hearing your struggles with anxiety and depression made you so much more relatable. I have been struggling the hardest over the last 3 years and I started to fall in love with makeup and I have felt that it's helped me escaped and make me feel so much better. Thank you for this video, your honesty and what you do for the community, especially with all the disgusting drama going on now.
Okay, I need your palette now!
How do you feel now
@@Ena48145 with months of going back to therapy, some meds and CBD oil to supplement on extra stressful days, sooo much better 😊
Jaclyn, been a fan since 2014. I’ve been so happy that you’ve grown truly, but honestly I started to feel disconnected. But this video BROUGHT ME BACK!!! Felt so connected like the good ol days and laughed with the tv haha! Glad you’re doing so well.
Also now making nachos 😂🤪
Shannon Walker I completely agree with this!! Recently I have been so underwhelmed with her videos.. but throughout this one I was so excited!! Reminds me of how much I used to adore her videos!!
gretchcannon omg yes she mentioned nachos so many times I’m like okay I know what I’m making for dinner next week haha!
Harli Camp yes exactly! Like even though she said she hasn’t done a video exactly like this before it was still very similar to the chit chat get ready with my videos she always did and really took me back!
Agreed!!!
It’s fascinating to me that someone asked about a toxic relationship, and you gave an amazing answer. I remember a Q&A from YEARSSSS AGO you talked about a toxic relationship and it honestly made me realize the toxic relationship I was in and it really opened my eyes and helped me end it. Thankyou so much because I’m in the most beautiful relationship now because of you ❤️
Same here!
I have been following Jaclyn since the red head days and this video made me so happy. THIS is the pure Jaclyn Hill and I think this is the best video she has ever posted? Love you Jaclyn! forever my favorite youtuber.
The last thing you’d say to Jon 😢 RIP
We’re here for you Jaclyn and the Hill family ❤️ sending lots of love and prayers
Broke my heart😞
You can definitely tell she's in a different space just mentally! I'm loving it ❤️
I know you've had people on set before to help film but this video felt different! I loved that you had someone ask you the questions. It felt like we were having a conversation with you and it felt like you were more at ease with answering the tough questions. ❤ I'm here for this 2k19 realizing Jaclyn.
You answered my girlfriend’s question in the video and made her SO HAPPY. Wanted to thank you 😁
patrick diehl
I have the best boyfriend ever!!!!! 😁😁😁❤️❤️❤️
Hahahahaha,I bet that made her feel great. I don't love you but my girl does.
😂😂😂 kidding!!!
patrick diehl this is so cute 😭
Someone's getting laid
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putting lemon on doritos is so normal in mexico, especially with hot sauce
MelV Mexican nacho Doritos are better then American nacho Doritos hands down. I don’t know what it is
MelV awww your likes were 111 and I didn't want to ruin it lol but I did.😩 sorry!! Haha! 😂😁😄😘😆☺️😊😬
I will have to try this!
@@2ne1bapblockb every Mexican ship
Yesss! I put Valentina & a little lemon on my Doritos all the time
When you said doing a full face of makeup gives you confidence and helps with your anxiety, I felt that is my soul. Doing my makeup is therapy for me and when I don't wear it I don't feel like me.
Thanks for this video, you are so brave to answer these tough questions. You seriously give me life and have taught me so much since 2013!
Totally agree girl! x
Laurin Kaplan it’s like a superhero costume that we wear to give us confidence and hide the inner vulnerability 😘
I was going to comment this say thing. I related to it on a deep level.
Thank you for answering that question about toxic relationships. I'm in tears now. Thank you for reminding me it gets better and that I deserve better. 💕
Lisa Love sending you all my support!
It felt like she was speaking directly to us who needed to hear that, huh?
Her answer touched me so much!! I was in a really toxic relationship when i was younger and it was SO hard to realize that it is NOT normal nor okay to fight with your partner all the time. It is exhausting and painful, and there are way better things for you out there! After that ended for me i spent weeks crying after realizing i wasted so much time on a horrible relationship that didn't make me happy. There's someone ot there who will!! No time to waste :)
Yes!!!
💕💕💕💕 stay strong lovelies
A relationship is toxic when there is no longer respect and kindness
Except some people are raised by parents who have a toxic relationship....try to re-teach that to someone raised to think that is normal.
Kawaii Ayase oh my god so true
Well said
Shiiit that's soo true.
Kawaii Ayase I was raised in a very angry home. My parents fought all the time, father has horrible anger management issues. I am not like them, my husband and I coexist with love and respect for each other and I could never be what my parents were. Some people just let it all go and live their life. It can be “re-taught” . Kindness comes naturally
The happiness radiating from this video is so contagious, I’ve never seen Jaclyn so happy but I’m 1000% here for it!!! 🖤
Is it just me or is everyone else living for Jaclyn 2.0 out of a toxic relationship, living her best life, happy af, because ummmm me too
Cathy Alas yes! It’s so nice to see her happy and goofy again! Love it!
Cathy Alas oh yes
I was just thinking the same thing..I kinda quit watching her so much cause she just seemed off but this definitely brought me back♥️
Cathy Alas yes!!! 🥰
Yes 🙌🏻🙌🏻
Your hella committed to your make up base... your sponge work is admirable 😂
😂 now that you say it, you're totally right lmao I loved her sponge work! Bahahhaa 👌
Its true..lol
i thought the same thing lmao the first half of the video is her blending out the foundation lmao i love it
Remember when she was too nervous/ didn't like filming in front of people, even Jon. The personal growth is beautiful. ❤❤❤❤
OMFGGGG I REMEMBER SHE MENTIONED IT IN SO MANY VIDEOS FROM LIKE 2 YEARS AGO I CANT- 😭😭😭😭
I agree, this is the most naturall you I've seen in a long time!!! You are beautifull!!!
Been disconnected from this channel for a while but this video def brought me back.
Absolutely agree.
Same girl
Same
AGREE
Hi Jaclyn! Thank you SO much for the shout out! We absolutely LOVE you!
Haha Jaclyn this is amazing. Haha!
omaaaigaDDDDDDD 😭😭😭
WOW JACLYN YOU’VE ACHIEVED GOALS!
That's so damn adorable
okay but i love you tooooo.
Omg this video was so fun to watch it had me cackling 😭💀
Love you Lauren!!!
Lauren you’re here! You were the very first RUclipsr I subscribed too. I was 16 years olds and i feel in love with your videos! Still am.. and still support ! Sending love and kindness from Cali ❤️👏☺️
Im seriously really starting to love her. I can see why shes so popular, as THIS jaclyn. Shes honestly a really cool person.
Heather J she's irrelevant already! Jaclyn Hill going downhill lol
Amanda04 then why are you here. Hate watching is still watching 😂🤷🏼♀️
I loved her attitude here. She felt so relaxed, and hilarious too!
This is the Jaclyn I fell in love with years ago! I’ve missed you so much girl. Glad to see your happiness truly shine thru again. 💕
Julia Bryant RIGHT! As soon as I watched this video I texted my friend who also watched Jac and I was like “biiitttcchhh this is the Jac we came for!”
Julia Bryant 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 yassss 😭 I could cry 😭 “YOUR DOING GREAT SWEETIE”
Yes JACLYN is back.... This is the Jaclyn i love watching just soo normal and down to earth💕💕
I LOVE this video. I deal with anxiety/depression as well and seeing someone as famous as you be so REAL is so inspiring and makes me not feel alone! I loved watching this, great way to start my day!! Thanks girl! I still dont have your AWESOME palette but hope to soon ❤❤ Keep being you and so kind, we need more people like you in the world!!!
The real question is: did you drink the martini after you threw the hair tie in it? 😂
I know you did.
This is JACLYN HILL!!!!!!!!! This video is so pure as always! I love you forever and ever!!!!!!! Love from Philippines ❤️
Kristine Cabrillas I was about to comment the exact same thing. Love the Woman you are/becoming Jaclyn. Nothing but love & positive vibes I’m sending your way 💘
Omg Filipino fammmmmm💕💕💕💕
🇵🇭🇵🇭❤️
Watching you genuinely be yourself and be happy literally makes my heart so happy for you. You’re definitely in a good place rn honey and I’m here for it.
I am so thankful for your teaching style in your videos! I learned how to wear makeup because of you. Because of you, I felt confident enough to sign up with my favorite cosmetics company and start doing videos on Facebook creating looks and teaching about makeup! Love you and thank you!
For whatever reason, when you said you still talked to Jon, it made me tear up. That's maturity and growth right there. Kudos to you! And as a Cancer, I was nodding my head when you said loving doing the same time all the time!
This is the JH that I love and who I signed up to watch!! Yassss QUEEN!
Right?! She's back!!!
The way she described anxiety and depression just hit me and I felt that I’m not alone. Seeing that you can overcome such hard times and live your best life really gives me a lot of hope. Thank you Jaclyn ❤️
Yess girl you can get through ANYTHING ♡
a mi también @@SISIABBAS
XXX Aniversario
Hearing her describe what she goes through...she could have been talking about me. Stay strong, sister :)
"Everything you are going through is preparation for the things you are asking for."
Not gunna lie... I like Jaclyn but mainly came to watch this video because @RawBeautyKristi talked about how Jaclyn is a wizard/goddess with her bronzer and I've seen it so many times before, but still have to come watch 😂👏🏻🤷🏼♀️
Christina Adams lmaooo me too
Same
Lol, same
Christina Adams SAMEEEE
Non-boring, heavy Q&A whilst getting ready with your gal, Jaclyn
*what is the most important thing in your life right now? : me*
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Jaclyn, this video reminded me of why I fell in love with who you are all of those years ago that you started RUclips. Thank you for being such a positive influence on so many young women, people in toxic relationships, people who are on a journey to love themselves.
Bambi Eyes i think this was my question from twitter and I almost cried when I found out that she answered it on camera 😅😍 but yeah I felt like she showed her authentic self in this one 💞
Same!
@@Kt-it9sz 😂😍👌
YES 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Dude I’m amazed on how she acknowledges god and all of his glory yesssss Jaclyn u keep giving god glory and he’ll continue to bless you with all that u deserve u watch
AMEN
Capital G please.
She happy she acknowledges God!!
I love loved looooooved this video. You’re the only youtuber that i genuinely never skip through. I feel like i’m just hanging out with you. You’re so amazing. So real. I seriously love you jaclyn. ❤️
Video request: do a met gala inspired makeup please
gabi gomez that would be cool, actually.
Yasssss
gabi gomez ew no
Miss Meliss, shouldn’t you be in school child?
The way you described when you know you’re in a toxic relationship was A1. I was with my “HS Sweetheart” for nearly half my life (I’m 29 now) we were together 13 years. We got to a point where we fought about every little thing. God also sent me an Angel after we broke up and I’m now with a MAN who treats me the way I should have always been treated. Since him I now have self love. It truly is amazing to come so far even after being in such a dark place when you feel at the time “this is normal, this is how it should be.” It’s amazing how everything happens for a reason it really does. xxo
Jaclyn we NEED an updated skincare routine, your skin is AMAZING
Yes please
no we dont
milica659, yes we do....
just contact her plastic surgeon :)
She shaves her face
WOW Jaclyn is actually REALLY GORGEOUS without makeup.
Mrsznewyawk I totally agree
Lmaoooo Jaclyn! Every Mexican watching this video is not surprised that Limón goes on Doritos and with salsa Valentina it takes it to another level 🔥🔥
Alexa Espino bless you for saying valentina specifically
Valentina con la etiqueta negra to be specific lol
Yes the Valentina! Yummmm
THIS COMMENT. OMFG YASSS
OHHHH YESS !! 😍 Mexicana hasta el tope 🇲🇽 ♥️
Omg Jaclyn I just fell back in love with you again not in a weird way lol. It is so apparent how happy and in love you are. Just relate to you so much and appreciate your message.
Heather Frederick sameeee! For a few months there I just wasn’t super into what she was putting out cause her energy wasn’t there absolutely no hate to her just being honest. Her personality is half of why I watch she’s so funny!
“God brought an angel to me”
Me: looks at my dog.
Amanda Cawley LMAOOOO
Hahahahaha same! ❤️
LOVE THIS lol
😆 furrr babies!!! 💜
Furry angels are the best kind of angels
So happy to hear you found your self-worth and your happiness. You’re glowing.
Jaclyn, thank you so much for opening up. I was standing in Ulta one day, shortly after your morphe pallet had been released. I had the money and I had the desire to buy it. I picked it up, held it, and put it back down, never bought it. I walked out of the store. See..the thing was, I was in a very toxic, abusive relationship. I knew that if I spent the money on that beautiful pallet I was in for hell when he found out. I wish I could say I left him shortly after that but that would be a lie. I stayed with him until my children became at risk. And then we left. We left him, our home, our dogs, and moved 6 hours away. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, but my children and I were worth it. Life is a struggle for sure right now but I have my determination and it will get better. I really admire you and how far you’ve come. Keeping being awesome!
Amanda Harris Amanda, you are a WARRIOR! You may not feel it but YOU ARE!!! YOU did it & and your STILL keeping you & ur fam safe & healthy! Good for you and I admire you!
Ur amazing; so happy you made that decision❤️
You should feel so proud of yourself for leaving. My mom had terrible relationships and could never leave. She let my sister and I get harmed and unfortunately that man almost took her life and made her disabled. Please always remember how worthy you are 😊
Thank you all for the support and encouragement! ❤️
@@amandaharris7265 You're welcome! Happy early Mother's Day!
I’ll be honest- your videos last year made me so bored and not excited (harsh and bitchy, I know!!). THIS had me smiling, had my eyes watering, made my heart melt. You are such a gem. You seem so down to earth and I am so happy for you and your new love for life. You are really taking care of YOU and it shows. This video was such a breath of fresh air. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for you.
couldn't have said that any better^^
I screamed when you said you were dropping your makeup line this year!!!! 🤭🤭🤭🤭
Jen Alviar sane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jen Alviar I hope she’s not releasing 12/31/2019 😂
I doubt it will happen. Will. Probably be pushed back as always
She’s said that for like the past 3 years 😂😂
Jen Alviar SS
Jaclyn, watching you bake and those strong bake lines is the most satisfying thing to ever watch.
Kimberly Cooney YESSS!! Hate when people are messy bakers.
I love your chilled, happy, genuine vibe in this video. So happy that you’re happy! 😘
“Mommy is drinking her medicine.” I feel that on a spiritual level 😂💀
Cheyenne Trude that’s how I feel about iced coffee
🤣🤣🤣
Cheyenne Trude same I felt that hard 😂
Jaclyn looks so genuinely happy in this video, and seeing that makes my heart so happy!
“Mommy’s drinking her medicine” seems so much heavier now that she’s revealed the reason for her weight gain. I pray she finds the love in herself. She’s an angel she deserves happiness.
Okay Im dying over the shade that has been thrown over being taken off Kylie's PR list. 😂😂😂😂 Youre so funny! Im cracking up.
Someone: What's the most important thing in your life right now?
Jaclyn: Me.
The way you said that was so confident and self assured. I love it.
right? it like weirdly gave me chills
@@toddmckay2103 Damn who pissed in your cornflakes this morning?
Todd McKay 😂😂😭 I’m sorry I was thinking the same thing tho
What the fuck....you okay Todd?
@@toddmckay2103 Why don't you just change the channel! Clearly, you do NOT know a thing about women!! Do you kiss your Mother with that mouth?? Just so that you know, Todd McKay, It does NOT matter how much disdain you have towards Jaclyn or ANY woman for that matter, calling a woman the "C" word is as offensive as utilizing the "N" word!! I am SHOCKED that RUclips has not yanked your Disgusting comment off of their Channel!! #NCAA (no class at all)
That was literally the happiest most incredible video you’ve ever made and I’ve been watching you since 7th grade and now I’m a junior in college. Your growth as a woman has been so inspiring to watch and I love this new life for you!!
Erin O'Donnell omg literally same 😂😂
Yes! My same thoughts and experience! 💚I love this video, I’ve been following for years, and I’m s junior in college
You are so inspiring! I’m also a cancer.. no wonder I love you!! Also what you said about your dad and going back to tell yourself things won’t last forever totally spoke to me. I grew up in a super toxic family and I had to get out and do my own thing for my own mental health and I just love that you understand that and that you’re so inspiring and successful. ❤️❤️❤️
U look beaming and happy! So happy 4 you. Good job answering tough questions.
I love this Jaclyn! So lively, confident and happy!
"What's the most important thing in your life right now?
"Me" (no apologies)
Living 👏 for👏 it👏
Love you girl ❤❤
The truth shall set you free 🙌🏾
This is the Jaclyn I subscribed to years ago!
Hey Jaclyn! Thank you for saying that you would do makeup to relax! My dad stresses me out so bad and when I'm angry or stressed I go in my room and sit down and just do my makeup for SOOO LONG
damn remember the days jaclyn couldn't even film if Jon was in the house lol, now you got a team girl, we've come so far
How come she couldn't film when Jon was in the house?
Megan Rosenbery yes 😭😭😭
Megan Rosenbery yes! I remember one video where she made him wait out in the car while she recorded a video. 😂 im sure it’s awkward. If I started a channel I would be so awkward with my husband creepin on me lol
Why couldn’t she film with him there?
Wait why couldn’t she???
ive seen alot of Q & As from various youtubers and this is by far the best one ive seen. it was a very honest and genuine feeling video. you answered a great number of questions and thoroughly at that. i think you did a great job with this video Jaclyn :)
JAC IS BAC!!!!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ THANK U Boyfriend for bringing her back to us!
no man brought her back! SHE brought HERSELF back! #queeeeen
She did it her damn self girl!
@jaclynhill Thank you for doing this Q&A. I currently suffer debilitating anxiety and depression, and there are so many days that I don’t see myself making it out. I come and watch your videos, and literally they remind me that I’m human, and I’m not alone. Thank you for being you, Jaclyn.
You deserve to be thanked for sharing these vulnerable aspects of your life with us, despite how much anxiety or discomfort it may have evoked. You’re certainly not obliged to, so I have a lot of admiration for you💓!
Make-up is perfect.
How about job interview look/corporate look? Love to you
Yyyeesss please
Kiki Chanel has a video like that on her channel. She did one in Sept. or Oct.
Yes!
A Stark she’s always so perfect!
WHO ELSE RARELY EVER WEARS MAKEUP BUT WATCHES TONS AND TONS OF MAKEUP VIDEOS
BTW I'm a RUclipsr too!
Tayana Zook EVERY DAMN DAY🤦🏼♀️
Omg. So me! Then when I do have to wear makeup I go to Nordstrom to get it done!
Sameeeee!
Tayana Zook lmao can NOT relate. Makeup is life
Literally meeeeeeeeeee
I've been with my husband 15 years now, celebrating 10 years married this December. When you talked about toxic relationships it really rings true. Before my husband I only ever knew the rollercoaster, always feeling like if I didn't do x, y, or z that they would leave. Feeling insecure, normalizing and eventually believing that I would never find something more, because when it was good it was great. So then it became almost looking forward to the lows so we could make up and experience the highs... anyway, when I met my husband I experienced calm for the first time. I didn't feel like I was constantly fighting to keep someone, constantly fighting to make things work. If you leave a relationship after genuinely trying, you aren't giving up, you can mutually decide that you care about each other (or cared about each other at one point) enough that you both deserve a chance to find happiness again.
OMG I got teary eyed when you said your favourite scent was Chanel chance it was the last gift my mum bought me before she passed I will treasure it forever
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's a beautiful gift and the scent will always remind you of her!
BethMarlowe always it’s such a special scent my mum passed 5 years ago I keep it in a dark cupboard so it doesn’t disintegrate
WHY DID I GET SO EMOTIONAL when she said to Jon “I will always love you.” Damn that hit hard 😭
Same 🥺
I literally teared up. Her eyes were so piercing when she said that. She sounded so genuine.
44GlenCoCo yes same!!! Like you already know it’s true, but then hearing her say it 😩😭😪
So classy about how you speak of Jon. Jaclyn, you truly are a queen .
I love you and hope that house on the land, built to your specs, happens sooner than later.
#RideOrDieFan
Jaclyn just know that we are here for you and that you inspire us all. If you are hurting we are hurting. If you cry we cry. If you are happy we are happy. You mean a lot to us and we will support you through everything and anything. I love you so much and I want you to know thaf
Can I just say girl you look/seem/overall are just happier. I haven't watched your videos in a little and GIRL YES👑
This is a whole new Jaclyn... I love her! So happy 2 c u genuinely happy! Keep living your best!❤
Imagine watching this video and you’re the one who grabbed Jaclyn’s arm and stared at her without saying a word lol
Was that you? lol
Hahahahahahaha
Lmao
Sha[Na]Leaaa hahaha no it was not me! I’d love to hear that person’s story about the encounter though!
your energy in this video was amazing i love it. love to see you laughing so much makes me feel good and nice to get away from the drama in the makeup community and see people like you still thriving
Jaclyn Hill being adorable and funny for 44 mins straight. 😍 yaaasss I love Peter Monn! 💙💙
im BUSY!!!! im F*CKING!!!!! (screaming)
I didn’t even realise this video was 44min I could honestly watch her for days, love you Jac God bless💗💗
Sea she should do more of these. I think it makes it more entertaining for her having the questions and being a little different than her everyday videos...and it certainly is more entertaining for us, seeing her at ease and just having fun with it. I imagine getting up everyday to do the same damn thing would be just as tedious as having a 9-5 at some boring ass job. I don’t think people keep that in mind, that you can only do so many looks before you’re out of ideas.
I didn’t realize till u said😂😂
I go through phases of watching jaclyn and I fall in love with her everytime. She’s such a pick me up! 🥰