Tell me where you're going baby, please don't go I know I said I love you, but you still don't know You meant the world to me, and you still wanna go? I guess this world is cold, and you're colder than froze I shouldn't even worry, keep my head on my goals But then I feel alone, and I fall right back Then the sadness hit me when you never text back I guess I'm giving up, put my heart on the rack Alone in my room and I contemplate life alone every night with no hero in sight Why put up a fight, when you know that I'm right It's a sad thing just to cheat for some pipe, damn Never fall in love and I know that now The way to take my heart, yeah you sure know how Never trust a bitch and I know that now You said that you would ride with me said that you would die with me all you did was lie to me, you played with my feelings Don't come running back when I make my first million You played with my heart and I guess you couldn't see it I loved you from the start, no idea what it's meaning I gotta say goodbye, baby girl yes I'm leaving Yeah the tables turned, all your bridges burned Can't say hey to me, you put a lot of weight on me I said I can't wait to see, the day we get together You know I'll love you whether, you love me or not You know I hit the spot, yeah we tighter than knots The memories we made, yeah they all gone to waste I ran to you for love, now I'm running away When I get scared, yeah I run like a race I got a few words to put you right in your place "Don't ask to be friends, get the fuck out my face." I hope someone likes it. Not completely finished
I thought you loved me Girl nobody else could be with me I didn’t quite know what you see in me Now I know it’s because of memories Miss all the texts you used to send to me Need you to love me So I can let my feelings free to be Can we go higher than the ceiling please Red skies and flowers for the scenery Your love was always like a dream to me We was like Romeo and Juliet our sides don’t agree Always come eye to eye this is round 33 Way we fight sometimes think we need referees Got a cold heart now I’m not talking degrees My heart was so warm but you taught it to freeze
(start when the beat drops) I can't believe you do this to me After i had gave you everything I gave you all my heart, from the start But you still went embarrassing me I loved you and you knew it You had a good one but you blew it Started thinking about our future But now i'm thinking screw it I mean you messed with me so many times and i I don't even know why i'm surprised I mean a player? A player? I should've seen all the stop signs
When your in love is it bad to say goodbye Sorry baby I just had this on my mind You ain’t feeling me lately I can see it in your eyes I can feel it through your lies Can you tell me one more time That you love me But really mean it You said you loved me but now you’re leaving And now I’m thinking What is love You just left a voicemail Now I’m drinking, now I’m smoking I got this feeling That I’ve been here before (Have I been here before) Now Im walking around town Thinking about you It’s clear that I lost you
9TAILS- WEAN OFF I needa wean off (Wean off, wean off, wean off) 4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft I needa wean off (Wean off, wean off) All this isolation give me hard ons (Hard ons) I'm not lonely (No no, no-no) Honestly, I think I've come to love it here I get my rocks off (Yeah, real shit) But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off (Yo, ayy) I needa wean off Hit me with a feature boy just know this is art (Art) Come at me with garbage and I'll rip it apart (Torn) Honestly, I been about it prior to you And I don't need a fucking friend, I need a drink and a dart (Smokes) I don't even smoke, but I think I should start (Maybe) Take a couple years and give them back to the dark (Goodbye) Alleviate the pain and fucking take out my heart (Yeah) Alleviate the pain and get me back to the dark (That's real) I needa wean off 4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft I needa wean off All this isolation give me hard ons I'm not lonely Honestly, I think I've come to love it here I get my rocks off But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off [Verse 2] They want a love song (Love song, love song) But I haven't felt love in a minute (No) It's been so long (So damn long) Truthfully, I'm not sure if I was ever in it But now it's all gone (It's all gone now) The people and the visions we both thought of as vivid Thought of as lucid (Dreams) Fuck all the bullshit (Yeah) Strangle and beat up and fucking spit on the cupid I'm so gone (I'm gone now, yeah) Scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some shit I never dreamt of (I never have dreams) Sertraline pills, I'm not a artist I'm a motherfucking pill box (Anti depressants) Right now, fuck the flashing lights, I think I'd rather see a Red dot (Pop, pop, pop) Headshot (Pew, pew) Maybe it's time that I met god 4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft I needa wean off All this isolation give me hard ons I'm not lonely Honestly, I think I've come to love it here I get my rocks off (I'ma put this to rest) But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off I needa wean off [Verse 3] I can't finish a project or put it in motion (Skrrt) Everything sounds shitty by the damn second verse (Yo) Got some real friends sendin' me some warm texts (Yeah, yeah) But it's a shame that my phone don't work I got debt on debt You like my shit, oh bet (Thanks) I might not make it for a while 'cause I'm fucked in the head (Yeah) Find me sleepin' in bed, I got a 12 hour rest (Ayy) I'ma wake up for an hour then go do it again (Sleep) I needa wean off Give a fuck if I'm dependent on the meds (No) As long as I get up and think enough to make a track (I think) It's weird to have a thousand people screaming what I said I'm good at working under pressure, when I'm sad I write the best (I'm broken) Smoke a lot of weed, but I'm addicted like it's crack I been rippin' blunts until I feel it in my back (Good thoughts) When you adopt the music, you adopt it 'til you dead Your brain'll change and you can fire thoughts like you're a gat (Bom, bom) I needa wean off 4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft (Damn I'm skipping Zoloft) I needa wean off All this isolation give me hard ons (They give me hard ons) I'm not lonely (But not lonely) Honestly, I think I've come to love it here I get my rocks off (Get my motherfucking rocks off) But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off I needa wean off (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
it was supposed to be you and me now we distant like we over seas u got my heart running laps aint no way im take it all back you meant the world to me both physically and mentally you were my one and only..
Too caught up in emotions Thinking too much I'm not feeling like working But then at the same time I got make money . I been far away from home And I'm sick and tired Talking on the phone I just wanna be close to you I just wanna be close to you. I haven't been myself And I haven't been true .. I should of told you That i was doing this for you.
Memories How is it my fault when all I did was try How is it me when I never lied Only lied once cuz you hurt me inside How is it your fault when I don’t deny How do you love me I used to be that guy Now you fucking hate me I feel disguised Feel like a stranger when I was in your mind But now you don’t love me and I don’t feel fine Holy shit I fell in love Went through pain and now I’m numb Ain’t the same and I hate this love You hate me and I’m not above Memories is all we got And I gotta get some love But it ain’t all good It makes me dumb And I don’t know what to do Baby plz come back Yeah I miss u Ye
I’m spillin my sadness And spillin my pain Can’t soak up these feelings Cant mop them away And I’m stuck in this loop And I’m looking toward depression Cause I’m missing the hoop And dropping my confessions I haven’t learned my moral Haven’t learned my lesson Lately I Haven’t felt right I just need some redemption Cause I’m picking up the knife And I’m feeling the temptation Lord help me out I need some communication Cause I’m not getting an answer Every time that I call And I’m breaking apart I’m really gonna fall Lately I’ve been up at night Yeah I’ve been punching the walls And I’m scared of my counselors I’m sitting in these stalls Cause I don’t know what to tell them I really wanna die Cause I don’t want them to smell me Lately I’ve been getting high I can’t do this cycle anymore I’m sick I hate fights I can’t do anything But at say at least I tried Cause I’m stuck with these migraines It’s running through my brain I need to calm down my blood Is rushing in my veins Cause I’m surrounded in darkness And I can’t escape I’m trapped in the trench Lord Just give me a break And i cant fight this war anymore it really really hurts Everytime i look for love it keeps getting worse cause im always at school and getting these smirks i tried drugs for a change but nothing seems to work And why am i waiting for someone if they dont even care Why am i waiting for someone if they dont want me to be here and live on this earth and to give them my share what is my worth when i can only stop and stare Cause i dont know if im blind i dont know if im deaf ive been looking for solutions but the only one is death I feel so lost and I wanna get out I’m tired of these feelings I just really wanna shout (Singing) It’s okay It’s okay It’s okay There’s other days Not like today Just like tomorrow You’ll be okay And I just need a guide to bring back on track Cause I’m so fucking useless Life is a trap Cause niggas be back stabbing Like today is their last I just wanna keep going Until I fucking pass Cause I wanna go to my parents And show them my degree Cause i remember everything that they done for me all the bullets they taken and all the fucking pain i gave them nothing but stress dammit my brain But I’ve been going through therapy And its gettin me sad Cause my therapists diagnosed me And my depression is getting bad I can’t live in this fucked up world anymore It’s getting me mad Cause all these fucked up people out here Make me feel like I’m trash And I can’t go to a party anymore It feels like I’m about to get bashed And I haven’t learned a single thing from love Except the painful crash Fuck this world They make me feel like I’m last Fuck this world They make me feel like I’m last And I’m sick and tired Of pain I want some hope All this pain is on me And there’s nothing to sew I’m just an empty patch And a empty boat No one to sail with me I can’t even float I hate myself for this Dammit I was stoked I feel so fucking cold Someone give me a coat But true love ain’t true So I’m done with this show And true love ain’t true So I’m done with that hoe
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memories: look another day i made it another day and i’m on my knees praying the evil stay out the way with all the baggage on my body that’s trynna cause a delay i move through it i don’t stray you know bout what i display but you don’t know a life based off the way it’s betrayed i’m feeling broken but you don’t know what i payed i’m feeling heavy but you dont know what I weigh i’m feeling empty but you don’t know what I gave yeah but I just keep throwing up prayers why the world is getting colder I just keep going on layers look up or I just quit doing you favors I’m steady taken for granted you will start feeling my anger look another try i gave it another try while I’m in the sheets praying I make it another night with all the evil in way i’m moving with a blurry sight but I hustle speed of light in you see it in how I write what you don’t know a heart based off the way I care i’m put together but you don’t know when I tear moving silent but you don’t know what I hear i’m actin brave but you don’t know what I fear yeah but I just keep on reading scription’s while everyone is losing I’ll be standing with the victors yeah this world keeps on getting sicker but the timer is running out in them closely watching the ticker look
I'm a dreamer but like Kendrick said "Dreams are the cousin of death" So how will I succeed and everyones tryna mock What if I fall asleep, then dream, then never wake up? Maybe that life is not meant for me? Because if it's a good dream, then I'd rather stay asleep Maybe in a coma, cause then I'd be happy forever But what's more important to me? Living real, or living better? To me it don't matter 'Cause if I could just do the thing I love, Who cares what others think, I just need love from above. Back into that dream, I'm performing on stage with people chearing so loud all I hear is my name. In a perfect world, staying away from reality Then I try to do the same here but I fail and in actuality In those dreams, I'm making people happy and I'm entertaining Writing meaningfull songs, and I'm never fading I'm known as the greatest, doingthe best Things, Surpassing all the others, cause my lyrics actually have meaningsBut as I said, waking up is like my nightmare, I find out I can't stand against the others, is this fair?Is it because I have less life experience? Or because I am not meant for this life, am I my own interference? Or maybe it is because appearence Young looking white boy, they can't rap, is he even serious? This life is but a dream They tell me don't ever wake up, stay asleep. They say you aint gon make it if you want it all, so I'm out here rapping and singing to prove em wrong Yeah, I dream bout every night so I have a lot of dreams, all about different things. Some are about this girl, we both know we have feelings, sometimes about god, about these ultra light beams.
Don’t go around saying all these things girl I really need u now Why do u leave me lonely girl Playing games Changing names Just do ur thing Don’t try to get thru to me Got me thinking back on the memories When we ran away Remember what you said to me We will find away out Just you and me We will make this luv last
You gon leave now And chose him over me Looking to the clouds Almost had me beggin on my knees In my feelings feeling down nearly drowning I can barely breathe Without you around me Cant you see You the one that i need Ion never stunt Say you left me and you freed Happy that we done I guess some shit ain't agreed All that shit here was for none How the fuck you lead me on Said it was fun while it lasted guess this chapter you ain't need me on Depression had me fastin How tf she lead me wrong Gave her all my passion Now I'm out here leaking to a song Our ship it was crashing Cause we couldn't along And work out our problems Heart ripped just like a bong Say you ain't cheated but I caught you Ima king like Kong And now that shitll haunt you See me turn into a don Even knowing I dont got you
So who am I today I'm caught beneath the shadow Well, nothing I can say For who I'll be tomorrow Just tie me downward bound Throw me on the tracks But you still wanna run me over And when I close my eyes She pulls me to the side To tell me it ain't over Cos I'm not lost I just want you to find me Cos I'm not lost I just want you to find me So what is going on Someone told me I was strong Cos I am not myself And myself is not my own So cover me in red Raise me overhead But you still won't see me there And when I close my eyes She pulls me to the side To tell me that I'm near Mmm Cos I'm not lost I just want you to find me I'm not lost I just want you to find me I'm not lost I just want you to find me I'm not lost I just want you to find me Yeah... Yeah, yeah... Won't you find me Yeah, yeah So who am I today I'm caught beneath the shadow Well, nothing I can say For who I'll be tomorrow So tie me downward bound Throw me on the tracks But you still wanna run me over And when I close my eyes She pulls me to the side To tell me that I'm over Cos I'm not lost I just want you to find me
Thats why you acting different, everytime i would show love you would act so distant, and still play victim, man i shouldve listened, my homie told me what he witness, but i was ignorant, i had so much love to show, now im turning cold, you took my soul, and im feeling low, this pain, running through my heart and brain, cant believe how you changed and im still the same, but i guess im the one to blame? I couldnt please you, had you out here thinking that i need you, but i really dont, just leave me alone, i just stayed getting stoned i dont know where to go and i dont know where is home,
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you need to stay in your space when I'm missing you you say you feelin a way say dissin you I like stay on my own when I work cause I know these words I portray will affect you
When i had no one to hold you were there, you took the time to show me love and show me that you cared, youd kiss me on my forehead take me in and hold me tight , when all i saw was darkness you lead me towards the light.. yeah tell me where did we go wrong wed been talking for a while yeah u even brang me home, never failed to make me smile , i even let down my walls for me that was very hard , but i thought that i was special so i went n risked it all yeah, never again , my heart got played, so over being betrayed, over all the pain, its like an on going pattern yeah nothing has changed but no matter how much it hurts ima remain the same , yeah take it as a lesson , swallow my pride, i see this as a blessin nows my time to shine. Its time to give myself the love that i
Gave so much love to you How much did you give My Hearts broken And you think that your friendship Can ever fix that GOD i dont know Many songs ive written about How many messages ive Sent but never get through I always taught that the devil Would take you away But im actually mad at god for not Creating a future where you stay But sometime love hurts And you gotta let time take it away
Once a upon a time We were happy all the time You use to love me long time Than I don’t what time It stop Why did it stop Not only did it stop You went and hop Into another relationship Dang way to loose a friendship Thinking I am going stay While you go around a play Man that’s cray How are you going to play me See this why we can’t be You keep lying to me Aren’t you with her Man keep her Don’t worry bout us Because there’s nothing left Not even lust
Look, another day. I made it another day and im on my knees begging that evil stay out the way. With all the baggage on my body thats tryna cause a delay. I moved through it , i dont stay... you know about what i display. But you dont know a life based off the way its betrayed. Im feeling broken , but you don't know what i payed. Im feeling heavy but you dont know what it weighs. Im feeling empty , but you dont know what i gave . Yeah , but i just keep throwing up prayers why the world is turning colder, i just keep throwing up layers. Look or i just quit doin you favors , im steady takin for granted you gon quit feeling my anger. Look another try, i give it another try. While im in the sheets hoping i make it another night with all the evil in my way. Im moving with blurry sight . But i hustle speed of light, you see it in how i write. But you dont know a heart based off the way it care. Im put together but you dont know when i tear. Im moving silent , but you dont know what i hear. Im acting brave, but you dont know what i fear. Yeah but i just keep on reading scriptures , while everyone is losing ill be standing with the victors. Yeah this world keeps on getting sicker but the timer is running out and im close watching the ticker look.
Tu piel monera no la puedo olvidar... Tu piel canela no la puedo borrar x2 Dame la oportunidad, para poder demostrar, que no soy igual a los demás, dices que todos son iguales. Que para ti no hay un hombre fiable, Pero con esta canción, voy a demostrarte que no todos somos iguales... Arriesgate conmigo, no me daré por vencido, hasta cumplir lo prometido y estar contigo para siempre, hacernos viejos y vivir el presente. . Desde que nos conocimos, me siento comprometido, no hay manera de borrar el sentimiento que siento contigo, Eres una nueva droga que yo he conseguido, la adicción de estar contigo me acelera los latidos, para serte sincero muero por estar contigo y darte todo que alguna ves alguien te había prometido
Time passes relationship hit ashes, the bitch crashin', oh well it's been lackin' can't fix shit, when it's broken down, there's been baggage' arguements happen daily we never mend habbits saw love but never really gotta grab it.... never gotta grab it.
look another day, I made it another day and I'm on my knees begging that evil stay out the way with all the baggage on my body that's tryna to cause a delay i move through it I Don't stray you know about what I display But you don't know a life based off the way it's portrayed. I'm feeling broken but you don't know what I paid. I'm feeling heavy but you don't know what it weighs I'm feeling empty but you don't know what I gave yeah but I just keep throwing up prayers why the world is turning colder I just keep throwing on layers look or I just quit doing you favors, I'm steady taken for granted You gon quit feeling my anger Look another try, I'll give it another try while I'm in the sheets hoping I make it another night with all the evil in my way I move in with blurry sight but I hustle speed of light you see I ain't how I wright But you don't know a heart based off the way it care I'm put together but you don't know when I tear I'm moving silent but you don't know what I hear I'm acting brave but you don't know what I fear yeah but I just keep on reading scriptures while everyone is losing I'll be standing with the victors yeah this world keeps on getting sticker but the time is running out and I'm closely watching The ticker look
Babygirl I’m sorry for ur pain I was tryna save our love like Spider-Man and Mary Jane You was my everything It’s crazy how our love just flew always Yeah drunk smoke because of the stress of me thinking about u everyday
Cléo: Dis moi que tu m'aimes, Que tu feras de moi ta reine, Que tu ne briseras pas nos chaînes, Et que tu ne me feras pas de peine. Avec moi tous les jours ne seront pas forcément roses, Rassure moi pour soigner mes névroses, Je ne saurais faire autre chose que t'aimer, Car sans toi, comment mes plaies pourraient se refermer? Tu as entre les mains un cœur déjà meurtrie, De le panser à toi d'accepter ou non le pari, Si tu acceptes, répare moi sans m'abîmer, par pitié, Mais surtout, fais moi me sentir aimée, Refrain: Dis moi que tu m'aimes, Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes, À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène, J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes, Mes cauchemars s'apaisent, Depuis que tu habites mes rêves , Eliot: Dis moi qu'tu m'aimes,j'ai peur de te perdre, Fais moi la promesse qu'ce n'sont pas des paroles en l'air, Que tu me supporteras même si je suis une vraie galère, Que tu me ramasseras à la p'tite cuillère quand ressortiras mon côté suicidaire, Moi j'ai prévu qu'on fasse un bout d'chemin ensemble, Mais pars maintenant si pour toi ce n'est que du vent, Rappelle toi qu'à tout moment je peux partir en cendres,(hey) Alors par pitié fais moi me sentir vivant tant qu'il en est encore temps, J'ai besoin de toi pour apaiser ma haine, Pour m'aider à supporter mes peines, Pour trouver la solution de mes problèmes Je suis dans le noir complet,s'il te plaît soit ma lanterne Refrain: Dis moi que tu m'aimes, Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes, À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène, J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes, Mes cauchemars s'apaisent, Depuis que tu habites mes rêves , Cléo : Dis moi que tu m'aimes même si j'ai du mal à m'exprimer, Parfois j'ai du mal à dire ce que j'ai sur le cœur, Si bien qu'il te faudra me consoler même si tu es la source de mes pleures, S'il te plaît promet moi que, quoi que je fasse tu ne vas pas m'abandonner... Je suis compliquée et je l'admet, Mais une fille qui t'aime autant que moi, Je te jure que jamais tu ne trouveras, Alors accepte qu'on soit à jamais liés. Refrain: Dis moi que tu m'aimes, Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes, À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène, J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes, Mes cauchemars s'apaisent, Depuis que tu habites mes rêves , Eliot: Dis moi que tu m'aimes, je ne veux pas que tout s'arrête, À cause d'une vulgaire prise de tête, Non,Ne m'en veut pas pour ce que j'ai pu raturer, Malgré celles-ci je souhaite à notre amour de perdurer, Si on s'quitte j'aurai du mal à tourner la page, Je t'aurai toujours dans la peau comme mon premier tatouage, Après mûre réflexion il n'y a que toi que je veux, Il n'y a qu'avec toi que je me sens vraiment heureux , Je crois t'es ce que je pourrais trouver de mieux, Alors dis moi qu'tu m'aimes en me regardant dans les yeux, Refrain: Dis moi que tu m'aimes, Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes, À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène, J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes, Mes cauchemars s'apaisent, Depuis que tu habites mes rêves ,
3 am and I'm not asleep, you get what you reap and it's cutting deep I have faith so I'll take a leap, little did I know it would be this steep I had your heart it's not mine to keep, now I'm counting sheep Like 1,2,3 and I dream of my baby learning a b c, will it be with me? Yo, I want to be with her and it hurts everytime she leaves With hese words I can't speak everytime I freeze.
Without you my life is a mess, damn...y did it all end up like this, ....ain't no telling what's next, man this whole life is a test, not knowing what to expect, that's what my mother said right before she passed away holding my hand until she took her last breath,....damn this whole life is a mess, so I'll take this as a test.
This supposed to be love I know it can’t be like this How you gone hate me and miss me Talking all that shit tryna diss me Cause we didn’t work out We never had any good times Argument wit you yelling and shouting I ain’t gone lie you was a dime All you did was waste my time It’s time to leave that all behind I got focus on me, got to keep my head up I don’t know if you noticed, but I’m feed up I need to get my bread up I ain’t never gone let up I’m here to stay, I’m going to get it today I need my pay, and making a new way Another quick sample for y’all. What yall think?
Latet all I got are memories Of what it used to be like Me and you were like Bonnie and Clyde But you cheated and all of this was a lie Everything I did was a waste Even when we got matching chains Drip down twin glocks made me go insane Your words soo toxic it got to my head And I got nothing left in my brain Only the thoughts of what we used to be like
honestly you might have some of my favorite beats on RUclips. onyoutube did on song to "The Six" and I think I'm going to do one to this now man. keep making free fire beats 🔥
WILL MY ABSENCE MATTER Ive been thinking about my life. I just wanna find wife. Dont leave me. I wanna love. Dont leave me. I gotta alot of shit, dont leave me. I thought that we would be together. I thought that we would last forever. Through every problem and every endeavor. Even through rain, dont matter the weather. Lets work things out. Lets find out what loves about. I wanna touch the clouds. My pain screams so loud. The Depression I allowed. All the shit that i vowed. I scream and shout. I let it out. I held it in. Under my own skin. All with in. Im due for a win. I tried to find. My life declined. My Love reminds. Gave up, i resign. I thought that we would be together. I thought that we would last forever. Through every problem and every endeavor. Even through rain, dont matter the weather. Played my heart. I want to restart. Life’s falling apart. Dont eat, not you starve. I just wanna say. Why do i feel this way. Love is so hard to find. Its not worth the time. On my knees i pray. I wish you stayed. With you not here. No ones around. Im fighting my demons, Everyday there eating, Im falling from eden, Eternally bleeding,
Song title: 3 am Phone ring Hello No answer back (demon scream in back ground" It's 3 am I hear a phone ringing grab my phone ain't no one there. I'm feelin cold and feel like I got company but no ones there. My mind is thinkin faster than I can comprehend 1000s of thoughts runnin through my head some of them tellin me I don't belong here I should just be dead go grab a .22 put it straight to my head. So many Voices in my head telling me to pull the trigger. Not enough Voices in my head tellin me it will get better. Idk what to do and it's Been 6 years without any word from u! And it hasn't got better. Y u thinkin it's cool for u to just come through now? Where were u when I needed ? Where were u when I called u? It ain't cool with me dawg I'm through with u dog don't hit my line again I'll be fine without u I ain't never needed ur shit I just needed a hit my mind feelin open now don't wanna be dead I won't pull the trigger today like Russ said but by 3am tonight I'll be off my high and I may have to tweet out a good bye cause these thoughts and demons r controlling my mind. Losin control and losin my mind. Good night. Chorus "I think I'm looossssinn my mindddd ain't nobody there for meeee ain't nobody knowww meeee" senior year no regrets, getting girls really wet, pussy money weed the only things I need, for the juul I am a feen, but of course I'm sipping on the lean, cough syrup and sprite don't even ask, ill chug it down like alcohol in a flask, damn I'm spitting bars, cus im high like an astronaut on mars, ripping that bong, hold it in long, let it out slow that ain't wrong, there's a reason that I smoke, a reason that I toke, that is to stay woke, it takes my mind off the stress, that my life is a mess, but when I smoke I put those thoughts to rest, instead I look towards the future, and realize I got potential, got to get the doubts off my mental, damn life can be tough, and I've had enough, fuck fake bitches, they use u for the money and the riches, so imma stick with my day ones who have always been right, imma end it here good night Outro: Yeah yeah where were u when I needed u where were when I wanted u but I'll be fine with out u... I ain't never needed uuuuuuuu Goodbye..... phone off the hook sound Beat- drake memories
My life my life, your not by my side , ohh my life life, on the inside I felt like I've died, you were my Bonnie as I was your Clyde, a shorty really down to ride, outta many men she chose me so I was happy to say she was mine, as we put the pass behind, she always talked down on her looks in my eyes she was fine, even when I was feeling low she was my high,
I put you in this position and I'm really sorry I shouldn't give you hope and now it's all blurry our friendship was good but I wanted to make a move I give you this hope and I fucked up beacuse I could never loved you like that I really tried but it made me overthinking Negative thoughts, depressive drinking It was bad for me so I had to end it maybe I hurt your feelings but I couldn't made it
This is Etta good and I like the opening, but I mean not big on the snares after your tag, if it stayed slowed it would've been more like something that could have a sung opening but still good work man keep it up
I guess nothing last forever So I can’t even trip Shit happens for a reason this season I hit as missed I can not believe it On how you been misconceiving You were in my bed all weekend Now I’m waking up to this Damn I don’t understand We were making all these plans Like Colorado trips now you with another man You with another piece You eat until the crust Then you trash it to the street Someone else’s trash is another persons teasure Recycling myself I know my worth want nothing lesser Then what I know I’m owed We’re young and growing old Our minds are discombobulated I know your not a hoe I just know we get confused It’s hard to stay loyal when we listening to tunes That’s promoting having hoes and drinking booze Up in the club until 2 Prada over fuel Picture’s clearing up since I’ve seen the overview (No chorus) I woke up to this message in the AM I ain’t about no arguement I am just saying Everything we did together you know was amazing Just wasn’t ready for the bump road that God was laying Training my mind to forget the times When you was my girl and I was your guy We had mountains to climb We coulda reached the peak If you would just speak your mind A lot of games end up different in overtime But I ain’t crushed I’m 21 ain’t nothing to rush From the beginning I had to quit catching feelings Cuz the women be reelin in the inner me Putting goals to sleep Watching hoes become hoes To uphold A queen like status Sipping Starbucks Think their sippin from a chalice See a woman’s outfit And takes it as a challenge Think you ain’t a queen while you rocking New Balance But you had been my queen when the money wasn’t stackin... First time to actually post some lyrics on one of these any opinions? 🤔
Pero con esta canción, voy a demostrarte que no todos somos iguales... Arriesgate conmigo, no me daré por vencido, hasta cumplir lo prometido y estar contigo para siempre, hacernos viejos y vivir el presente
I wrote this recently to cope. It is my first song. Feedback would be appreciated :) I can't take it anymore No I can't take it anymore Seeing you with all these other girls Seeing you with all these other whores You been messing with my mind I really thought you was mines But i guess you just been playing me all of this time I can't take it anymore No I can't take it anymore Seeing you with all these other girls Seeing you with all these other whores You been messing with my mind I really thought you was mines But i guess you just been playing me all of this time It was the first Tuesday when you walked through the door You had my tongue tied, my jaw dropped to the floor When you sat down I couldnt help but stare You did the same, I really thought something was there We started to talk, you got close with my friends I finally thought that we were going to meet ends Then we were in class, and you whispered you liked me My heart dropped, but I was stupid tried to play it off I apologize for what I did, I know it was wrong Thats why I am here, why I wrote this song. Cus after that day everything just went downhill I didnt realize my mistake would be a big deal Cus you started handsy with other girls It broke my heart because you are the one to light up my world You started playing games, you started to confuse me You started to mentally hurt and bruise me. The thought of this situation has been keeping me awake So much so, my head starts to hurt, I get a headache I was tired of the pain, tired of the sleepless nights So i swallowed my pride and tried to make things right. I sent you a text, but the answer was no where in sight I still hope to this day that you will be the one to hold me tight To hold me tight yeah, to hold me tight I sent you a text but the answer was no where in sight yeah Now we in the present, I can't read how you feel I see you with other girls, I question if we were real I guess I am just in too deep, too head over heels I just want you to open up, spill your emotions Cus recently you been confusing me with your motions Sometimes I feel that you feel the same way But then I change my mind the very next day You can't keep doing this to me, this shit aint ok Yeah this shit aint ok You can't keep doing this to me this shit aint ok Sometimes I feel that you feel the same way But then I change my mind the very next day You can't keep doing this to me this shit aint ok. I can't take it anymore No I can't take it anymore Seeing you with all these other girls Seeing you with all these other whores You been messing with my mind I really thought you was mines But i guess you just been playing me all of this time I can't take it anymore No I can't take it anymore Seeing you with all these other girls Seeing you with all these other whores You been messing with my mind I really thought you was mines But i guess you just been playing me all of this time Look i just want to know how you really feel I just wanna know if what we had was ever real I am no longer under your fucking spell I guess this is goodbye I wish you well
I’ m french and i writing some lyrics on this beat Sorry for probably mistakes I wanna be better for you I will write à letter for you Now it’s latter ( to late ) for stop the fire I know but i said « doesn’t matter » Without you is such fucking long For past the Time, i write a song Don’t lie, to much make up You is my reason to wake up I seen you’re lips in laptop Just want a kisses and that’s all I found my heart is lost On SoundCloud i hear the most Important thing most important But my phone love ring For said « i don’t comming At you’re home »
Do you feel it now knowing things will never really come around you don’t hear a voice and you don’t hear a sound you have no choice but feel down you search but never find a piece of mind you can look at shawty and be like damn she fine but somewhere in your head you think damn she ain’t eva gon be mine sometimes I think back about all the good things in my past all those laughs while I was flirting with you in the back of tha class, holding on to the things I hoped could have last all those things my friends were always telling me fading into my head into something I call memories cuz they ain’t here rn and I don’t know if you can hear me rn but why shawty why you had to take yo life ? couldn’t you yelled for help to loosen that lose you felt so tight I could of brought you close and told you all will be alright I know you feel choked with a rope swimming but you sinking drowning into my memories having me think we could have done something and where we be because even the blind can see this wasn’t suppose to be your destiny
Emphatic Is what you don’t understand. the fact that you don’t understand just bewilders inside me. But that’s okay because you won’t understand. God at my side With me on my ride Pushin and pullin these tides But you don’t see these lives Your like a flee You begin to feast Draining these veins you see I have God And he diminishes evil Blows them away at a snap of his fingers You create hardships You become Burdens You make life seem not worth living Don’t cry I’m sure I’ve done enough of that for you What happened I thought we were meant to be together I guess not since you became a bullet that I doged But somehow your lodged I thought I doged I think you cheated how ironic Now I have to become bionic To replace this loss Lost? Pish posh I’m more found than ever...
It's possible to have this beat without vocals at the beginning ? Thx in advance for the answer and keep it real brotha your work is dope ! peace from france
Stuck thinking about the past like we coulda changed it. Tell me why the hell we always going these changes. I ain’t mad I’m just saying we somehow could have made it. If both just loved each other, but all the feelings faded. getting so mad to the point where were jaded. its crazy just think that all these feelings are related. how that in the end you made me feel like i was hated. I hate myself for loving you, but thats just unrelated. unrelated I just feel evaded. like you made it out to seem I never tried to make it. make me feel you loved me, but i know you faked it. dont know why you flaked on me, when im the one who made it. >main verse i guess that im the fool for all the times I chose to take it. ill tell you that dont i regret it, but then id just be fakin. listen to my heart, i been hurt, please just dont be wastin. to tell the truth, I hope to die; maybe then ill be complacent __ everytime i hear your name i feel this pain again, digging up emotions that i havent finished burrying, they say its better to have love and lost than not at all, but ill ring up your phone so i can hear your voice when i call sometimes i think you were someone i imagined, but now adays i tell myself i took it all for granted. looking at you everyday like honestly, i didnt understand it. Cause in my mind yous a queen and i was still a bandit. but we still played out the story like we never planned it. thing were always changing in between us, I really never really happy till i seen her. Sittin there with her dress, swear i never seen it long black hair, with the brown skin, I swear I had to need it. Givin all my love but I was simply fiendin, I was simply fiendin __ things were always changing in between us. I was never really happy about my life till __ It fucks me up thinking about the past like it lasted, broom handle shotgun, pointed at me, blasting. buckshot, blasted through ribs and in the heart, >dif verse. stab in the back, left me bleeding in the dark. But i guess that im a sinner, I would ask to restart. my feelings never left, that aint right, but thats a start.
Life is mad and I don’t even know myself people judging me don’t understand just try my life yourself cos it’s a Mazza, got me thinking what is life about and am I living right maybe if that means just isolation every night and every day and I don’t know what to say I feel the devil creeping up I keep my feelings in my brain am I sain I know I ain’t I just try to look alright my life is fucked i have no real g’s unless we’re talking bud but I know it’s turned against me, lost all motivation no energy, even when I speak I don’t speak how I wanna be hearing things about me got me moving all para so I’m here again just chopping down them trees they’re tasting sour time going slow by the hour that’s that flower, got me high I’m high up in the sky I’m feeling fried im feeling waved with the showers it’s the same routine every day and yeh I’m throwing my life away but what can I say when life gets hard shit I don’t know what to say and so I try my best to make sure that I’m looking all ok should I stay or should I go cos if I go then I know that that is an easy escape but times worth more I’m just waiting for my time to come correctly waiting on a shoulder for some help to help me mentally feeling so trapped up in my mind between these walls Stuck inside I swear no one will ever get me and that’s cool I can understand that u don’t understand just don’t approach me like u know me shit you’ll never know me feeling all alone through every situation need to take a flight get myself a vacation I’ve faced my fears shed some tears been on my own that’s how it’s been for years shit needs to change so I can sort my life out but there’s always been doubt if I can get myself out
complete lyrics I wish these tears on my face were tears of joy Not disgrace fuck this race ima go pace in my place so I can find my place leave without a trace erase the memories of me for my mood is suicidal I wish this face on my face wasn't fake so I can smile and laugh instead of scream inside and die deep down inside cause this hell of mine is too heavy to bare I wish my heart wasn't broken so I can feel my heartbeat and not this heavy brick maybe I can breathe again and this sharp pain in my chest can finally disappear and maybe I'll lose my fears I wish that the lines on my wrist can resist and my mind could unwind cause I can't find peace Terror in my mind stumbling to my cup fuck up can't get up stuck fucked up alone Feeling the shame all the heavy blames Hells flames are catching fire while my mind is wired with these drugs hitting up plugs cause I can't stand being sober dammit I wish this depression could stop spreading Voices in my head feeling a constant pain hits like a train Pray for God to answer my prays but when I'm down and out he ain't there so I stopped wishing started hustling living a stupid life I'll take this blade to my wrist n slit til I can't feel no more can't pour tears for those are gone Only the blood down my wrist and a clinched fist I wish drugs weren't my only happiness when I'm alone feeling to the bone Falling to my knees pistol to my head demons screaming pull the trigger In my head bigger voices screaming stay and slay the demon fucking feen in Between comming to an end no more friends just stupid trends Life bends in a shitty way but I don't see no way I wish to be alone fucking groan on a shit throne feeling my broken bones listening to low tones staring into darkness The sharpness of the blade excites me the blood rush gives me shivers swear I'm having a liver failure and my recent behavior has been sad and mad hitting walls falling to my knees listen to that demon screaming Now I'm feening for weed cause this pain is uncontrollable and unkillable I wish I smarter so I could feel like I have worth instead of feeling like a disappointment yet fingers are pointed at me for my failure fuck it I guess I'm just a sad sailor called a heavy inhaler for the plant I smoke to numb my pain n train my brain to block negative emotions out tryna find a right route but how am I supposed to accomplish that when I'm stuck in a rut I wish I knew what love was so I could show myself some instead of feeling like a fucking bum All I wanna do is become numb not caring were the drugs coming from wanna leave the universe just so I dont feel this pain in my fucking chest feeling more depressed than ever maybe this is forever Who do I trust cause mines rusting its busting my brain this fucking pain is my lane as I walk in the rain Cloudy thoughts tied nots dark faces in the rain Deep pain deep cuts swear I'm going fucking nuts I wish someone could notice my pain so the silent suffering could stop
Before I get Old And I do nothing With my life and no family is there by side Damn I Dont feel like superman or R.kelly I don't believe I can Fly In my life I can Barely Decide, to much pain hidden behind all my inner image, i said I ain't perfect but i know every circumstance And challenges that I have to go to in order to get with it And so I wont be caught up in my feelings and then I Dont have to up a front to put up with a fake image, ain't really great I just try my best and i get nothing back in return I feel like Ain't bless, best that I ain't trying my best and im just sleeping on my dream and sometimes i can care less, Feelings mess u up but remember is up to u to overcome em and dont get caught up on em
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Email?
just listening to the intro put me in the feels
anthonyyy no cap
True😞
Lol a nigga was all geeked thinking i could soit then i heard tht shit🤧😰
Tell me where you're going baby, please don't go
I know I said I love you, but you still don't know
You meant the world to me, and you still wanna go?
I guess this world is cold, and you're colder than froze
I shouldn't even worry, keep my head on my goals
But then I feel alone, and I fall right back
Then the sadness hit me when you never text back
I guess I'm giving up, put my heart on the rack
Alone in my room and I contemplate life
alone every night with no hero in sight
Why put up a fight, when you know that I'm right
It's a sad thing just to cheat for some pipe, damn
Never fall in love and I know that now
The way to take my heart, yeah you sure know how
Never trust a bitch and I know that now
You said that you would ride with me said that you would die with me
all you did was lie to me, you played with my feelings
Don't come running back when I make my first million
You played with my heart and I guess you couldn't see it
I loved you from the start, no idea what it's meaning
I gotta say goodbye, baby girl yes I'm leaving
Yeah the tables turned, all your bridges burned
Can't say hey to me, you put a lot of weight on me
I said I can't wait to see, the day we get together
You know I'll love you whether, you love me or not
You know I hit the spot, yeah we tighter than knots
The memories we made, yeah they all gone to waste
I ran to you for love, now I'm running away
When I get scared, yeah I run like a race
I got a few words to put you right in your place
"Don't ask to be friends, get the fuck out my face."
I hope someone likes it. Not completely finished
I’ll buy
im using this u fuckibg legend
Hey I'm just letting you know that I made a song and used this so thank you!
@@reneeruth0723 where it at?
can i use this?
I thought you loved me
Girl nobody else could be with me
I didn’t quite know what you see in me
Now I know it’s because of memories
Miss all the texts you used to send to me
Need you to love me
So I can let my feelings free to be
Can we go higher than the ceiling please
Red skies and flowers for the scenery
Your love was always like a dream to me
We was like Romeo and Juliet our sides don’t agree
Always come eye to eye this is round 33
Way we fight sometimes think we need referees
Got a cold heart now I’m not talking degrees
My heart was so warm but you taught it to freeze
(start when the beat drops)
I can't believe you do this to me
After i had gave you everything
I gave you all my heart, from the start
But you still went embarrassing me
I loved you and you knew it
You had a good one but you blew it
Started thinking about our future
But now i'm thinking screw it
I mean you messed with me so many times and i
I don't even know why i'm surprised
I mean a player? A player?
I should've seen all the stop signs
When your in love is it bad to say goodbye
Sorry baby I just had this on my mind
You ain’t feeling me lately
I can see it in your eyes
I can feel it through your lies
Can you tell me one more time
That you love me
But really mean it
You said you loved me but now you’re leaving
And now I’m thinking
What is love
You just left a voicemail
Now I’m drinking, now I’m smoking
I got this feeling
That I’ve been here before
(Have I been here before)
Now Im walking around town
Thinking about you
It’s clear that I lost you
By far the best beat I heard on yt. Simplicity is key!
Damn, thank you very much. I appreciate it!
i literally laughed at that comment
Skaterfoto soundcloud.com/christhepoet95/priceless-by-chris-the-poet
I hadn’t even started listening to the beat yet and the intro with the girl talking had already hit a home run on my feelings
9TAILS- WEAN OFF
I needa wean off (Wean off, wean off, wean off)
4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft
I needa wean off (Wean off, wean off)
All this isolation give me hard ons (Hard ons)
I'm not lonely (No no, no-no)
Honestly, I think I've come to love it here
I get my rocks off (Yeah, real shit)
But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off (Yo, ayy)
I needa wean off
Hit me with a feature boy just know this is art (Art)
Come at me with garbage and I'll rip it apart (Torn)
Honestly, I been about it prior to you
And I don't need a fucking friend, I need a drink and a dart (Smokes)
I don't even smoke, but I think I should start (Maybe)
Take a couple years and give them back to the dark (Goodbye)
Alleviate the pain and fucking take out my heart (Yeah)
Alleviate the pain and get me back to the dark (That's real)
I needa wean off
4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft
I needa wean off
All this isolation give me hard ons
I'm not lonely
Honestly, I think I've come to love it here
I get my rocks off
But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off
[Verse 2]
They want a love song (Love song, love song)
But I haven't felt love in a minute (No)
It's been so long (So damn long)
Truthfully, I'm not sure if I was ever in it
But now it's all gone (It's all gone now)
The people and the visions we both thought of as vivid
Thought of as lucid (Dreams)
Fuck all the bullshit (Yeah)
Strangle and beat up and fucking spit on the cupid
I'm so gone (I'm gone now, yeah)
Scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some shit
I never dreamt of (I never have dreams)
Sertraline pills, I'm not a artist I'm a motherfucking pill box (Anti depressants)
Right now, fuck the flashing lights, I think I'd rather see a
Red dot (Pop, pop, pop)
Headshot (Pew, pew)
Maybe it's time that I met god
4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft
I needa wean off
All this isolation give me hard ons
I'm not lonely
Honestly, I think I've come to love it here
I get my rocks off (I'ma put this to rest)
But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off
I needa wean off
[Verse 3]
I can't finish a project or put it in motion (Skrrt)
Everything sounds shitty by the damn second verse (Yo)
Got some real friends sendin' me some warm texts (Yeah, yeah)
But it's a shame that my phone don't work
I got debt on debt
You like my shit, oh bet (Thanks)
I might not make it for a while 'cause I'm fucked in the head (Yeah)
Find me sleepin' in bed, I got a 12 hour rest (Ayy)
I'ma wake up for an hour then go do it again (Sleep)
I needa wean off
Give a fuck if I'm dependent on the meds (No)
As long as I get up and think enough to make a track (I think)
It's weird to have a thousand people screaming what I said
I'm good at working under pressure, when I'm sad I write the best (I'm broken)
Smoke a lot of weed, but I'm addicted like it's crack
I been rippin' blunts until I feel it in my back (Good thoughts)
When you adopt the music, you adopt it 'til you dead
Your brain'll change and you can fire thoughts like you're a gat (Bom, bom)
I needa wean off
4 AM, waking up and skipping Zoloft (Damn I'm skipping Zoloft)
I needa wean off
All this isolation give me hard ons (They give me hard ons)
I'm not lonely (But not lonely)
Honestly, I think I've come to love it here
I get my rocks off (Get my motherfucking rocks off)
But I can't take the emotion when the drugs wear off
I needa wean off (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I came from 9tails too
chillllllllll the OG FANS ONLY KNOW BOUT THIS dammmnnnn
it was supposed to be you and me
now we distant like we over seas
u got my heart running laps
aint no way im take it all back
you meant the world to me
both physically and mentally
you were my one and only..
Too caught up in emotions
Thinking too much
I'm not feeling like working
But then at the same time
I got make money .
I been far away from home
And I'm sick and tired
Talking on the phone
I just wanna be close to you
I just wanna be close to you.
I haven't been myself
And I haven't been true ..
I should of told you
That i was doing this for you.
Memories
How is it my fault when all I did was try
How is it me when I never lied
Only lied once cuz you hurt me inside
How is it your fault when I don’t deny
How do you love me I used to be that guy
Now you fucking hate me I feel disguised
Feel like a stranger when I was in your mind
But now you don’t love me and I don’t feel fine
Holy shit I fell in love
Went through pain and now I’m numb
Ain’t the same and I hate this love
You hate me and I’m not above
Memories is all we got
And I gotta get some love
But it ain’t all good
It makes me dumb
And I don’t know what to do
Baby plz come back
Yeah I miss u
Ye
This is probally one of the simplest beats ive ever heard but for some reason it speaks to my heart and i lve it ❤️🖤
I’m spillin my sadness
And spillin my pain
Can’t soak up these feelings
Cant mop them away
And I’m stuck in this loop
And I’m looking toward depression
Cause I’m missing the hoop
And dropping my confessions
I haven’t learned my moral
Haven’t learned my lesson
Lately I Haven’t felt right
I just need some redemption
Cause I’m picking up the knife
And I’m feeling the temptation
Lord help me out
I need some communication
Cause I’m not getting an answer
Every time that I call
And I’m breaking apart
I’m really gonna fall
Lately I’ve been up at night
Yeah I’ve been punching the walls
And I’m scared of my counselors
I’m sitting in these stalls
Cause I don’t know what to tell them
I really wanna die
Cause I don’t want them to smell me
Lately I’ve been getting high
I can’t do this cycle anymore
I’m sick I hate fights
I can’t do anything
But at say at least I tried
Cause I’m stuck with these migraines
It’s running through my brain
I need to calm down my blood
Is rushing in my veins
Cause I’m surrounded in darkness
And I can’t escape
I’m trapped in the trench
Lord Just give me a break
And i cant fight this war anymore
it really really hurts
Everytime i look for love
it keeps getting worse
cause im always at school
and getting these smirks
i tried drugs for a change
but nothing seems to work
And why am i waiting for someone
if they dont even care
Why am i waiting for someone
if they dont want me to be here
and live on this earth
and to give them my share
what is my worth
when i can only stop and stare
Cause i dont know if im blind
i dont know if im deaf
ive been looking for solutions
but the only one is death
I feel so lost and
I wanna get out
I’m tired of these feelings
I just really wanna shout
(Singing)
It’s okay
It’s okay
It’s okay
There’s other days
Not like today
Just like tomorrow
You’ll be okay
And I just need a guide
to bring back on track
Cause I’m so fucking useless
Life is a trap
Cause niggas be back stabbing
Like today is their last
I just wanna keep going
Until I fucking pass
Cause I wanna go to my parents
And show them my degree
Cause i remember everything
that they done for me
all the bullets they taken
and all the fucking pain
i gave them nothing but stress
dammit my brain
But I’ve been going through therapy
And its gettin me sad
Cause my therapists diagnosed me
And my depression is getting bad
I can’t live in this fucked up world anymore
It’s getting me mad
Cause all these fucked up people out here
Make me feel like I’m trash
And I can’t go to a party anymore It feels like I’m about to get bashed
And I haven’t learned a single thing from love
Except the painful crash
Fuck this world
They make me feel like I’m last
Fuck this world
They make me feel like I’m last
And I’m sick and tired
Of pain
I want some hope
All this pain is on me
And there’s nothing to sew
I’m just an empty patch
And a empty boat
No one to sail with me
I can’t even float
I hate myself for this
Dammit I was stoked
I feel so fucking cold
Someone give me a coat
But true love ain’t true
So I’m done with this show
And true love ain’t true
So I’m done with that hoe
iCheisuRi is this all to the beat
iCheisuRi aye bro good shii with the lyrics add me on snap:r3al_ch0l0 or dm me on instagram @santo.rodriguezzz I got a few questions if you wanna do music!! Lmk ASAP
memories:
look another day
i made it another day
and i’m on my knees praying the evil stay out the way
with all the baggage on my body that’s trynna cause a delay
i move through it i don’t stray you know bout what i display
but you don’t know a life based off the way it’s betrayed
i’m feeling broken but you don’t know what i payed
i’m feeling heavy but you dont know what I weigh
i’m feeling empty but you don’t know what I gave
yeah but I just keep throwing up prayers
why the world is getting colder I just keep going on layers
look up or I just quit doing you favors
I’m steady taken for granted you will start feeling my anger
look another try i gave it another try
while I’m in the sheets praying I make it another night
with all the evil in way i’m moving with a blurry sight
but I hustle speed of light in you see it in how I write
what you don’t know a heart based off the way I care
i’m put together but you don’t know when I tear
moving silent but you don’t know what I hear i’m actin brave but you don’t know what I fear
yeah but I just keep on reading scription’s
while everyone is losing I’ll be standing with the victors
yeah this world keeps on getting sicker but the timer is running out in them closely watching the ticker look
not mine
That intro, I relate to it too much...
Krytron Cinematics u arent alone i tell u
Man i feel that shit crushing my soul when i hear it😔💯💯
I got that exact phone call. Which led me to making the song I have
same..
i feel that shit too bro
I'm a dreamer but like Kendrick said
"Dreams are the cousin of death"
So how will I succeed and everyones tryna mock
What if I fall asleep, then dream, then never wake up? Maybe that life is not meant for me?
Because if it's a good dream, then I'd rather stay asleep
Maybe in a coma, cause then I'd be happy forever
But what's more important to me? Living real, or living better? To me it don't matter
'Cause if I could just do the thing I love,
Who cares what others think, I just need love from above.
Back into that dream, I'm performing on stage with people chearing so loud all I hear is my name.
In a perfect world, staying away from reality
Then I try to do the same here but I fail and in actuality In those dreams, I'm making people happy and I'm entertaining
Writing meaningfull songs, and I'm never fading
I'm known as the greatest, doingthe best
Things, Surpassing all the others, cause my lyrics actually have meaningsBut as I said, waking up is like my nightmare,
I find out I can't stand against the others, is this fair?Is it because I have less life experience?
Or because I am not meant for this life, am I my own interference?
Or maybe it is because appearence
Young looking white boy, they can't rap, is he even serious?
This life is but a dream
They tell me don't ever wake up, stay asleep. They say you aint gon make it if you want it all, so I'm out here rapping and singing to prove em wrong
Yeah, I dream bout every night so I have a lot of dreams, all about different things. Some are about this girl, we both know we have feelings, sometimes about god, about these ultra light beams.
+Paul van Maldegem real
YO MAN THIS IS STRAIGHT FIRE!!! CAN I USES THIS AND GIVE U FULL CREDIT
YO MAN THIS IS STRAIGHT FIRE!!! CAN I USES THIS AND GIVE U FULL CREDIT
THAT PS4 GUY nah man I'm sorry but I'd rather use it myself. What's your soundcloud? Maybe we can collab sometime
+Paul van Maldegem if you got ideas ill collab
No Lie this gotta be the best beat I've heard today 🔥
Honestly one of my favorites right here and even made my own rap that I feel too thanks for making this beat 👌🏼
Don’t go around saying all these things girl
I really need u now
Why do u leave me lonely girl
Playing games
Changing names
Just do ur thing
Don’t try to get thru to me
Got me thinking back on the memories
When we ran away
Remember what you said to me
We will find away out
Just you and me
We will make this luv last
You gon leave now
And chose him over me
Looking to the clouds
Almost had me beggin on my knees
In my feelings feeling down nearly drowning
I can barely breathe
Without you around me
Cant you see
You the one that i need
Ion never stunt
Say you left me and you freed
Happy that we done
I guess some shit ain't agreed
All that shit here was for none
How the fuck you lead me on
Said it was fun while it lasted guess this chapter you ain't need me on
Depression had me fastin
How tf she lead me wrong
Gave her all my passion
Now I'm out here leaking to a song
Our ship it was crashing
Cause we couldn't along
And work out our problems
Heart ripped just like a bong
Say you ain't cheated but I caught you
Ima king like Kong
And now that shitll haunt you
See me turn into a don
Even knowing I dont got you
So who am I today
I'm caught beneath the shadow
Well, nothing I can say
For who I'll be tomorrow
Just tie me downward bound
Throw me on the tracks
But you still wanna run me over
And when I close my eyes
She pulls me to the side
To tell me it ain't over
Cos I'm not lost
I just want you to find me
Cos I'm not lost
I just want you to find me
So what is going on
Someone told me I was strong
Cos I am not myself
And myself is not my own
So cover me in red
Raise me overhead
But you still won't see me there
And when I close my eyes
She pulls me to the side
To tell me that I'm near
Mmm
Cos I'm not lost
I just want you to find me
I'm not lost
I just want you to find me
I'm not lost
I just want you to find me
I'm not lost
I just want you to find me
Yeah...
Yeah, yeah...
Won't you find me
Yeah, yeah
So who am I today
I'm caught beneath the shadow
Well, nothing I can say
For who I'll be tomorrow
So tie me downward bound
Throw me on the tracks
But you still wanna run me over
And when I close my eyes
She pulls me to the side
To tell me that I'm over
Cos I'm not lost
I just want you to find me
Let me just say, you make some good ass beats!! Keep it up 👏🏼👏🏼
That beginning was mad deep tho. Had me finna call up my ex and shit
Kejwaun Hawley-Milton well i called her
The Ab-Lib is a awesome touch, nice work
Whats that?
Simple. Good use of the xylophone effect. Nice and repetitive, but not too much that it gets boring. Overall, well made!
Thats why you acting different, everytime i would show love you would act so distant, and still play victim, man i shouldve listened, my homie told me what he witness, but i was ignorant, i had so much love to show, now im turning cold, you took my soul, and im feeling low, this pain, running through my heart and brain, cant believe how you changed and im still the same, but i guess im the one to blame? I couldnt please you, had you out here thinking that i need you, but i really dont, just leave me alone, i just stayed getting stoned i dont know where to go and i dont know where is home,
Terkenangan kembali semua kenangan
Terbuka semua kisah silam lama
ku kenang semua dengan tenang
Mau lakar tapi tiada masa
Sayang sudah tidak disayang
Hilang nyawa hampir terbang
Dulu dimimpi kini tiada lagi
Yang kusayang sudah dibenci
Tak tahan dengan perit ini
Pahit manis lalui bersama
Masih menanti kepulangan
Walaupun sudah tiada harapan
Maaf demi maaf tiada guna
Masa ditelan aku menunggu
Kerjaka dia hanya bazir masa
Percaya aku masih rindumu
you need to stay in your space when I'm missing you
you say you
feelin a way
say dissin you
I like stay on my own
when I work
cause I know
these words
I portray will affect you
This one right here 😩
When i had no one to hold you were there, you took the time to show me love and show me that you cared, youd kiss me on my forehead take me in and hold me tight , when all i saw was darkness you lead me towards the light.. yeah tell me where did we go wrong wed been talking for a while yeah u even brang me home, never failed to make me smile , i even let down my walls for me that was very hard , but i thought that i was special so i went n risked it all yeah, never again , my heart got played, so over being betrayed, over all the pain, its like an on going pattern yeah nothing has changed but no matter how much it hurts ima remain the same , yeah take it as a lesson , swallow my pride, i see this as a blessin nows my time to shine. Its time to give myself the love that i
0:36... thank me later
Charc you black as hell
Coincidentally thats the name of a drake album. Just wanted to say that. Now take care...see what I did there?
The beginning reminds me of Marvins Room.
Gave so much love to you
How much did you give
My Hearts broken
And you think that your friendship
Can ever fix that
GOD i dont know
Many songs ive written about
How many messages ive
Sent but never get through
I always taught that the devil
Would take you away
But im actually mad at god for not
Creating a future where you stay
But sometime love hurts
And you gotta let time take it away
Once a upon a time
We were happy all the time
You use to love me long time
Than I don’t what time
It stop
Why did it stop
Not only did it stop
You went and hop
Into another relationship
Dang way to loose a friendship
Thinking I am going stay
While you go around a play
Man that’s cray
How are you going to play me
See this why we can’t be
You keep lying to me
Aren’t you with her
Man keep her
Don’t worry bout us
Because there’s nothing left
Not even lust
Look, another day. I made it another day and im on my knees begging that evil stay out the way. With all the baggage on my body thats tryna cause a delay. I moved through it , i dont stay... you know about what i display. But you dont know a life based off the way its betrayed. Im feeling broken , but you don't know what i payed. Im feeling heavy but you dont know what it weighs. Im feeling empty , but you dont know what i gave . Yeah , but i just keep throwing up prayers why the world is turning colder, i just keep throwing up layers. Look or i just quit doin you favors , im steady takin for granted you gon quit feeling my anger. Look another try, i give it another try. While im in the sheets hoping i make it another night with all the evil in my way. Im moving with blurry sight . But i hustle speed of light, you see it in how i write. But you dont know a heart based off the way it care. Im put together but you dont know when i tear. Im moving silent , but you dont know what i hear. Im acting brave, but you dont know what i fear. Yeah but i just keep on reading scriptures , while everyone is losing ill be standing with the victors. Yeah this world keeps on getting sicker but the timer is running out and im close watching the ticker look.
Aaliyah Tha Singer )
U took this from somebody named Jae
its so smooth! sounds hot.
I got my lyrics ready I’m make this into song💔💔✍🏽
Tu piel monera no la puedo olvidar...
Tu piel canela no la puedo borrar x2
Dame la oportunidad, para poder demostrar, que no soy igual a los demás, dices que todos son iguales. Que para ti no hay un hombre fiable, Pero con esta canción, voy a demostrarte que no todos somos iguales... Arriesgate conmigo, no me daré por vencido, hasta cumplir lo prometido y estar contigo para siempre, hacernos viejos y vivir el presente.
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Desde que nos conocimos, me siento comprometido, no hay manera de borrar el sentimiento que siento contigo, Eres una nueva droga que yo he conseguido, la adicción de estar contigo me acelera los latidos, para serte sincero muero por estar contigo y darte todo que alguna ves alguien te había prometido
So many dreams
Man I can’t remember
Your beats are awesome, keep going!
this is intense... excellent work
Time passes relationship hit ashes,
the bitch crashin', oh well it's been lackin'
can't fix shit, when it's broken down, there's been baggage'
arguements happen daily we never mend habbits
saw love but never really gotta grab it....
never gotta grab it.
i can't find it on beatstars pls help me
your beats are amazing
look another day, I made it another day and I'm on my knees begging that evil stay out the way with all the baggage on my body that's tryna to cause a delay i move through it I Don't stray you know about what I display But you don't know a life based off the way it's portrayed. I'm feeling broken but you don't know what I paid. I'm feeling heavy but you don't know what it weighs I'm feeling empty but you don't know what I gave yeah but I just keep throwing up prayers why the world is turning colder I just keep throwing on layers look or I just quit doing you favors, I'm steady taken for granted You gon quit feeling my anger Look another try, I'll give it another try while I'm in the sheets hoping I make it another night with all the evil in my way I move in with blurry sight but I hustle speed of light you see I ain't how I wright But you don't know a heart based off the way it care I'm put together but you don't know when I tear I'm moving silent but you don't know what I hear I'm acting brave but you don't know what I fear yeah but I just keep on reading scriptures while everyone is losing I'll be standing with the victors yeah this world keeps on getting sticker but the time is running out and I'm closely watching The ticker look
I don't know wat to say but u took my heart away
Feel just like a fool because of u
Babygirl I’m sorry for ur pain
I was tryna save our love like Spider-Man and Mary Jane
You was my everything
It’s crazy how our love just flew always
Yeah drunk smoke because of the stress of me thinking about u everyday
Jojo On Dat d
🔥🔥🔥🔥
Tell me is you gon slide
You a vibe you a vibe
Yes I like when you inside
I ain't gonna lie I ain't gon lie
This puts me in my bag low key😭, but the intro really was good💯👍🙏
PERFECTION.
Cléo:
Dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Que tu feras de moi ta reine,
Que tu ne briseras pas nos chaînes,
Et que tu ne me feras pas de peine.
Avec moi tous les jours ne seront pas forcément roses,
Rassure moi pour soigner mes névroses,
Je ne saurais faire autre chose que t'aimer,
Car sans toi, comment mes plaies pourraient se refermer?
Tu as entre les mains un cœur déjà meurtrie,
De le panser à toi d'accepter ou non le pari,
Si tu acceptes, répare moi sans m'abîmer, par pitié,
Mais surtout, fais moi me sentir aimée,
Refrain:
Dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes,
À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène,
J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Mes cauchemars s'apaisent,
Depuis que tu habites mes rêves ,
Eliot:
Dis moi qu'tu m'aimes,j'ai peur de te perdre,
Fais moi la promesse qu'ce n'sont pas des paroles en l'air,
Que tu me supporteras même si je suis une vraie galère,
Que tu me ramasseras à la p'tite cuillère quand ressortiras mon côté suicidaire,
Moi j'ai prévu qu'on fasse un bout d'chemin ensemble,
Mais pars maintenant si pour toi ce n'est que du vent,
Rappelle toi qu'à tout moment je peux partir en cendres,(hey)
Alors par pitié fais moi me sentir vivant tant qu'il en est encore temps,
J'ai besoin de toi pour apaiser ma haine,
Pour m'aider à supporter mes peines,
Pour trouver la solution de mes problèmes
Je suis dans le noir complet,s'il te plaît soit ma lanterne
Refrain:
Dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes,
À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène,
J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Mes cauchemars s'apaisent,
Depuis que tu habites mes rêves ,
Cléo :
Dis moi que tu m'aimes même si j'ai du mal à m'exprimer,
Parfois j'ai du mal à dire ce que j'ai sur le cœur,
Si bien qu'il te faudra me consoler même si tu es la source de mes pleures,
S'il te plaît promet moi que, quoi que je fasse tu ne vas pas m'abandonner...
Je suis compliquée et je l'admet,
Mais une fille qui t'aime autant que moi,
Je te jure que jamais tu ne trouveras,
Alors accepte qu'on soit à jamais liés.
Refrain:
Dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes,
À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène,
J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Mes cauchemars s'apaisent,
Depuis que tu habites mes rêves ,
Eliot:
Dis moi que tu m'aimes, je ne veux pas que tout s'arrête,
À cause d'une vulgaire prise de tête,
Non,Ne m'en veut pas pour ce que j'ai pu raturer,
Malgré celles-ci je souhaite à notre amour de perdurer,
Si on s'quitte j'aurai du mal à tourner la page,
Je t'aurai toujours dans la peau comme mon premier tatouage,
Après mûre réflexion il n'y a que toi que je veux,
Il n'y a qu'avec toi que je me sens vraiment heureux ,
Je crois t'es ce que je pourrais trouver de mieux,
Alors dis moi qu'tu m'aimes en me regardant dans les yeux,
Refrain:
Dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Je t'en prie dis moi que tu m'aimes,
À cause de toi mon cœur me malmène,
J'ai dit, dis moi que tu m'aimes,
Mes cauchemars s'apaisent,
Depuis que tu habites mes rêves ,
3 am and I'm not asleep, you get what you reap and it's cutting deep
I have faith so I'll take a leap, little did I know it would be this steep
I had your heart it's not mine to keep, now I'm counting sheep
Like 1,2,3 and I dream of my baby learning a b c, will it be with me?
Yo, I want to be with her and it hurts everytime she leaves
With hese words I can't speak everytime I freeze.
William Mazzini boy you done snapped
Without you my life is a mess, damn...y did it all end up like this, ....ain't no telling what's next, man this whole life is a test, not knowing what to expect, that's what my mother said right before she passed away holding my hand until she took her last breath,....damn this whole life is a mess, so I'll take this as a test.
This supposed to be love
I know it can’t be like this
How you gone hate me and miss me
Talking all that shit tryna diss me
Cause we didn’t work out
We never had any good times
Argument wit you yelling and shouting
I ain’t gone lie you was a dime
All you did was waste my time
It’s time to leave that all behind
I got focus on me, got to keep my head up
I don’t know if you noticed, but I’m feed up
I need to get my bread up
I ain’t never gone let up
I’m here to stay, I’m going to get it today
I need my pay, and making a new way
Another quick sample for y’all. What yall think?
Another banger 🔥 this heat bro 💯
Yo I love this beat so much
Wow this is an amazing piece of work... keep it up I’m def subbing 🙏🏼
Latet all I got are memories
Of what it used to be like
Me and you were like Bonnie and Clyde
But you cheated and all of this was a lie
Everything I did was a waste
Even when we got matching chains
Drip down twin glocks made me go insane
Your words soo toxic it got to my head
And I got nothing left in my brain
Only the thoughts of what we used to be like
honestly you might have some of my favorite beats on RUclips. onyoutube did on song to "The Six" and I think I'm going to do one to this now man. keep making free fire beats 🔥
The intro literally just happened to me, she had no communication till a new guy came along and i was the “perfect one”😔 im simping
WILL MY ABSENCE MATTER
Ive been thinking about my life.
I just wanna find wife.
Dont leave me.
I wanna love. Dont leave me.
I gotta alot of shit, dont leave me.
I thought that we would be together.
I thought that we would last forever.
Through every problem and every endeavor.
Even through rain, dont matter the weather.
Lets work things out.
Lets find out what loves about.
I wanna touch the clouds.
My pain screams so loud.
The Depression I allowed.
All the shit that i vowed.
I scream and shout.
I let it out.
I held it in.
Under my own skin.
All with in.
Im due for a win.
I tried to find.
My life declined.
My Love reminds.
Gave up, i resign.
I thought that we would be together.
I thought that we would last forever.
Through every problem and every endeavor.
Even through rain, dont matter the weather.
Played my heart.
I want to restart.
Life’s falling apart.
Dont eat, not you starve.
I just wanna say.
Why do i feel this way.
Love is so hard to find.
Its not worth the time.
On my knees i pray.
I wish you stayed.
With you not here.
No ones around.
Im fighting my demons,
Everyday there eating,
Im falling from eden,
Eternally bleeding,
DDG squad
Song title: 3 am
Phone ring
Hello
No answer back (demon scream in back ground"
It's 3 am I hear a phone ringing grab my phone ain't no one there. I'm feelin cold and feel like I got company but no ones there. My mind is thinkin faster than I can comprehend 1000s of thoughts runnin through my head some of them tellin me I don't belong here I should just be dead go grab a .22 put it straight to my head. So many Voices in my head telling me to pull the trigger. Not enough Voices in my head tellin me it will get better. Idk what to do and it's Been 6 years without any word from u! And it hasn't got better. Y u thinkin it's cool for u to just come through now? Where were u when I needed ? Where were u when I called u? It ain't cool with me dawg I'm through with u dog don't hit my line again I'll be fine without u I ain't never needed ur shit I just needed a hit my mind feelin open now don't wanna be dead I won't pull the trigger today like Russ said but by 3am tonight I'll be off my high and I may have to tweet out a good bye cause these thoughts and demons r controlling my mind. Losin control and losin my mind. Good night.
Chorus "I think I'm looossssinn my mindddd ain't nobody there for meeee ain't nobody knowww meeee"
senior year no regrets, getting girls really wet, pussy money weed the only things I need, for the juul I am a feen, but of course I'm sipping on the lean, cough syrup and sprite don't even ask, ill chug it down like alcohol in a flask, damn I'm spitting bars, cus im high like an astronaut on mars, ripping that bong, hold it in long, let it out slow that ain't wrong, there's a reason that I smoke, a reason that I toke, that is to stay woke, it takes my mind off the stress, that my life is a mess, but when I smoke I put those thoughts to rest, instead I look towards the future, and realize I got potential, got to get the doubts off my mental, damn life can be tough, and I've had enough, fuck fake bitches, they use u for the money and the riches, so imma stick with my day ones who have always been right, imma end it here good night
Outro: Yeah yeah where were u when I needed u where were when I wanted u but I'll be fine with out u... I ain't never needed uuuuuuuu
Goodbye..... phone off the hook sound
Beat- drake memories
Joseph Nguyen ... It has Many good parts tbh.
Filthy! I can rap this whole thing... Nice work dude🔥
this goes hard!
My life my life, your not by my side , ohh my life life, on the inside I felt like I've died, you were my Bonnie as I was your Clyde, a shorty really down to ride, outta many men she chose me so I was happy to say she was mine, as we put the pass behind, she always talked down on her looks in my eyes she was fine, even when I was feeling low she was my high,
Can I some of this ?
DDG sent me
I put you in this position
and I'm really sorry
I shouldn't give you hope
and now it's all blurry
our friendship was good
but I wanted to make a move
I give you this hope and I fucked up
beacuse I could never loved you like that
I really tried but it made me overthinking
Negative thoughts, depressive drinking
It was bad for me so I had to end it
maybe I hurt your feelings but I couldn't made it
This is Etta good and I like the opening, but I mean not big on the snares after your tag, if it stayed slowed it would've been more like something that could have a sung opening but still good work man keep it up
I guess nothing last forever
So I can’t even trip
Shit happens for a reason
this season I hit as missed
I can not believe it
On how you been misconceiving
You were in my bed all weekend
Now I’m waking up to this
Damn
I don’t understand
We were making all these plans
Like Colorado trips now you with another man
You with another piece
You eat until the crust
Then you trash it to the street
Someone else’s trash is another persons teasure
Recycling myself I know my worth want nothing lesser
Then what I know I’m owed
We’re young and growing old
Our minds are discombobulated
I know your not a hoe
I just know we get confused
It’s hard to stay loyal when we listening to tunes
That’s promoting having hoes and drinking booze
Up in the club until 2
Prada over fuel
Picture’s clearing up since I’ve seen the overview
(No chorus)
I woke up to this message in the AM
I ain’t about no arguement I am just saying
Everything we did together you know was amazing
Just wasn’t ready for the bump road that God was laying
Training my mind to forget the times
When you was my girl and I was your guy
We had mountains to climb
We coulda reached the peak
If you would just speak your mind
A lot of games end up different in overtime
But I ain’t crushed
I’m 21 ain’t nothing to rush
From the beginning I had to quit catching feelings
Cuz the women be reelin in the inner me
Putting goals to sleep
Watching hoes become hoes
To uphold
A queen like status
Sipping Starbucks
Think their sippin from a chalice
See a woman’s outfit
And takes it as a challenge
Think you ain’t a queen while you rocking New Balance
But you had been my queen when the money wasn’t stackin...
First time to actually post some lyrics on one of these any opinions? 🤔
Make it as a sing its fire
Pero con esta canción, voy a demostrarte que no todos somos iguales... Arriesgate conmigo, no me daré por vencido, hasta cumplir lo prometido y estar contigo para siempre, hacernos viejos y vivir el presente
They say life suppose too change but this different ?
Listen what happen to the days I’m missing
Reminiscing with my fam
Blisining
I wrote this recently to cope. It is my first song. Feedback would be appreciated :)
I can't take it anymore
No I can't take it anymore
Seeing you with all these other girls
Seeing you with all these other whores
You been messing with my mind
I really thought you was mines
But i guess you just been playing me all of this time
I can't take it anymore
No I can't take it anymore
Seeing you with all these other girls
Seeing you with all these other whores
You been messing with my mind
I really thought you was mines
But i guess you just been playing me all of this time
It was the first Tuesday when you walked through the door
You had my tongue tied, my jaw dropped to the floor
When you sat down I couldnt help but stare
You did the same, I really thought something was there
We started to talk, you got close with my friends
I finally thought that we were going to meet ends
Then we were in class, and you whispered you liked me
My heart dropped, but I was stupid tried to play it off
I apologize for what I did, I know it was wrong
Thats why I am here, why I wrote this song.
Cus after that day everything just went downhill
I didnt realize my mistake would be a big deal
Cus you started handsy with other girls
It broke my heart because you are the one to light up my world
You started playing games, you started to confuse me
You started to mentally hurt and bruise me.
The thought of this situation has been keeping me awake
So much so, my head starts to hurt, I get a headache
I was tired of the pain, tired of the sleepless nights
So i swallowed my pride and tried to make things right.
I sent you a text, but the answer was no where in sight
I still hope to this day that you will be the one to hold me tight
To hold me tight yeah, to hold me tight
I sent you a text but the answer was no where in sight yeah
Now we in the present, I can't read how you feel
I see you with other girls, I question if we were real
I guess I am just in too deep, too head over heels
I just want you to open up, spill your emotions
Cus recently you been confusing me with your motions
Sometimes I feel that you feel the same way
But then I change my mind the very next day
You can't keep doing this to me, this shit aint ok
Yeah this shit aint ok
You can't keep doing this to me this shit aint ok
Sometimes I feel that you feel the same way
But then I change my mind the very next day
You can't keep doing this to me this shit aint ok.
I can't take it anymore
No I can't take it anymore
Seeing you with all these other girls
Seeing you with all these other whores
You been messing with my mind
I really thought you was mines
But i guess you just been playing me all of this time
I can't take it anymore
No I can't take it anymore
Seeing you with all these other girls
Seeing you with all these other whores
You been messing with my mind
I really thought you was mines
But i guess you just been playing me all of this time
Look i just want to know how you really feel
I just wanna know if what we had was ever real
I am no longer under your fucking spell
I guess this is goodbye I wish you well
I’ m french and i writing some lyrics on this beat
Sorry for probably mistakes
I wanna be better for you
I will write à letter for you
Now it’s latter ( to late ) for stop the fire
I know but i said « doesn’t matter »
Without you is such fucking long
For past the Time, i write a song
Don’t lie, to much make up
You is my reason to wake up
I seen you’re lips in laptop
Just want a kisses and that’s all
I found my heart is lost
On SoundCloud i hear the most
Important thing most important
But my phone love ring
For said « i don’t comming
At you’re home »
9tails 💙
Wean off
Dope vibes man!
Do you feel it now knowing things will never really come around you don’t hear a voice and you don’t hear a sound you have no choice but feel down you search but never find a piece of mind you can look at shawty and be like damn she fine but somewhere in your head you think damn she ain’t eva gon be mine sometimes I think back about all the good things in my past all those laughs while I was flirting with you in the back of tha class, holding on to the things I hoped could have last all those things my friends were always telling me fading into my head into something I call memories cuz they ain’t here rn and I don’t know if you can hear me rn but why shawty why you had to take yo life ? couldn’t you yelled for help to loosen that lose you felt so tight I could of brought you close and told you all will be alright I know you feel choked with a rope swimming but you sinking drowning into my memories having me think we could have done something and where we be because even the blind can see this wasn’t suppose to be your destiny
Emphatic Is what you don’t understand.
the fact that you don’t understand just bewilders inside me.
But that’s okay because you won’t understand.
God at my side
With me on my ride
Pushin and pullin these tides
But you don’t see
these lives
Your like a flee
You begin to feast
Draining these veins
you see I have God
And he diminishes evil
Blows them away at a snap of his fingers
You create hardships
You become Burdens
You make life
seem
not worth living
Don’t cry
I’m sure I’ve done enough of that for you
What happened I thought we were meant to be together
I guess not since you became a bullet that I doged
But somehow your lodged
I thought I doged
I think you cheated
how ironic
Now I have to become bionic
To replace this loss
Lost?
Pish posh
I’m more found than ever...
Can't wait to record to this
Def gonna use this fire bro
Still can't find this beat to lease it. Is there another link available?
It's possible to have this beat without vocals at the beginning ? Thx in advance for the answer and keep it real brotha your work is dope ! peace from france
some good beats
this is dope! 👏🏼👏🏼
voicemail I heard and i immediately knew it was Marvin's room type beat
Stuck thinking about the past like we coulda changed it.
Tell me why the hell we always going these changes.
I ain’t mad I’m just saying we somehow could have made it.
If both just loved each other, but all the feelings faded.
getting so mad to the point where were jaded.
its crazy just think that all these feelings are related.
how that in the end you made me feel like i was hated.
I hate myself for loving you, but thats just unrelated.
unrelated I just feel evaded.
like you made it out to seem I never tried to make it.
make me feel you loved me, but i know you faked it.
dont know why you flaked on me, when im the one who made it. >main verse
i guess that im the fool for all the times I chose to take it.
ill tell you that dont i regret it, but then id just be fakin.
listen to my heart, i been hurt, please just dont be wastin.
to tell the truth, I hope to die; maybe then ill be complacent
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everytime i hear your name i feel this pain again,
digging up emotions that i havent finished burrying,
they say its better to have love and lost than not at all,
but ill ring up your phone so i can hear your voice when i call
sometimes i think you were someone i imagined,
but now adays i tell myself i took it all for granted.
looking at you everyday like honestly, i didnt understand it.
Cause in my mind yous a queen and i was still a bandit.
but we still played out the story like we never planned it.
thing were always changing in between us,
I really never really happy till i seen her.
Sittin there with her dress, swear i never seen it
long black hair, with the brown skin,
I swear I had to need it.
Givin all my love but I was simply fiendin,
I was simply fiendin
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things were always changing in between us.
I was never really happy about my life till
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It fucks me up thinking about the past like it lasted,
broom handle shotgun, pointed at me, blasting.
buckshot, blasted through ribs and in the heart, >dif verse.
stab in the back, left me bleeding in the dark.
But i guess that im a sinner, I would ask to restart.
my feelings never left, that aint right, but thats a start.
Chaotic noodles bro can I use this please???
go for it man!
Life is mad and I don’t even know myself people judging me don’t understand just try my life yourself cos it’s a Mazza, got me thinking what is life about and am I living right maybe if that means just isolation every night and every day and I don’t know what to say I feel the devil creeping up I keep my feelings in my brain am I sain I know I ain’t I just try to look alright my life is fucked i have no real g’s unless we’re talking bud but I know it’s turned against me, lost all motivation no energy, even when I speak I don’t speak how I wanna be hearing things about me got me moving all para so I’m here again just chopping down them trees they’re tasting sour time going slow by the hour that’s that flower, got me high I’m high up in the sky I’m feeling fried im feeling waved with the showers it’s the same routine every day and yeh I’m throwing my life away but what can I say when life gets hard shit I don’t know what to say and so I try my best to make sure that I’m looking all ok should I stay or should I go cos if I go then I know that that is an easy escape but times worth more I’m just waiting for my time to come correctly waiting on a shoulder for some help to help me mentally feeling so trapped up in my mind between these walls Stuck inside I swear no one will ever get me and that’s cool I can understand that u don’t understand just don’t approach me like u know me shit you’ll never know me feeling all alone through every situation need to take a flight get myself a vacation I’ve faced my fears shed some tears been on my own that’s how it’s been for years shit needs to change so I can sort my life out but there’s always been doubt if I can get myself out
You should upload a video on how you work your music making magic!
Beautiful, just beautiful
straight fire
complete lyrics
I wish these tears on my face were tears of joy
Not disgrace fuck this race ima go pace in my place so I can find my place leave without a trace erase the memories of me for my mood is suicidal
I wish this face on my face wasn't fake so I can smile and laugh instead of scream inside and die deep down inside cause this hell of mine is too heavy to bare
I wish my heart wasn't broken so I can feel my heartbeat and not this heavy brick maybe I can breathe again and this sharp pain in my chest can finally disappear and maybe I'll lose my fears
I wish that the lines on my wrist can resist and my mind could unwind cause I can't find peace
Terror in my mind stumbling to my cup fuck up can't get up stuck fucked up alone
Feeling the shame all the heavy blames
Hells flames are catching fire while my mind is wired with these drugs hitting up plugs cause I can't stand being sober dammit
I wish this depression could stop spreading
Voices in my head feeling a constant pain hits like a train
Pray for God to answer my prays but when I'm down and out he ain't there so I stopped wishing started hustling living a stupid life
I'll take this blade to my wrist n slit til I can't feel no more can't pour tears for those are gone
Only the blood down my wrist and a clinched fist
I wish drugs weren't my only happiness when I'm alone feeling to the bone
Falling to my knees pistol to my head demons screaming pull the trigger
In my head bigger voices screaming stay and slay the demon fucking feen in Between comming to an end no more friends just stupid trends
Life bends in a shitty way but I don't see no way
I wish to be alone fucking groan on a shit throne feeling my broken bones listening to low tones staring into darkness
The sharpness of the blade excites me the blood rush gives me shivers swear I'm having a liver failure and my recent behavior has been sad and mad hitting walls falling to my knees listen to that demon screaming
Now I'm feening for weed cause this pain is uncontrollable and unkillable
I wish I smarter so I could feel like I have worth instead of feeling like a disappointment yet fingers are pointed at me for my failure fuck it I guess I'm just a sad sailor called a heavy inhaler for the plant I smoke to numb my pain n train my brain to block negative emotions out tryna find a right route but how am I supposed to accomplish that when I'm stuck in a rut
I wish I knew what love was so I could show myself some instead of feeling like a fucking bum
All I wanna do is become numb not caring were the drugs coming from wanna leave the universe just so I dont feel this pain in my fucking chest feeling more depressed than ever maybe this is forever
Who do I trust cause mines rusting its busting my brain this fucking pain is my lane as I walk in the rain
Cloudy thoughts tied nots dark faces in the rain
Deep pain deep cuts swear I'm going fucking nuts
I wish someone could notice my pain so the silent suffering could stop
Before I get Old And I do nothing With my life and no family is there by side Damn I Dont feel like superman or R.kelly I don't believe I can Fly In my life I can Barely Decide, to much pain hidden behind all my inner image, i said I ain't perfect but i know every circumstance And challenges that I have to go to in order to get with it And so I wont be caught up in my feelings and then I Dont have to up a front to put up with a fake image, ain't really great I just try my best and i get nothing back in return I feel like Ain't bless, best that I ain't trying my best and im just sleeping on my dream and sometimes i can care less, Feelings mess u up but remember is up to u to overcome em and dont get caught up on em
I miss my bestfriend girl so much😔💔
like when the intro hapen to you :'l
Step into the shoes of mine, and maybe see the world in my eyes, and realise, the feelings that I hide.
Yeah!
This is so cool!
Still listening😩😩😩😩
fire 🔥🔥🔥
I need a wean off*cough 9Tails! *cough
Dope beat