Good Morning all... This was by far the hardest vlog I have ever filmed. I wasn't sure I should share my issues with you guys. I know so many want to have positive and uplifting vlogs. Its something I believe in and I was scared to share my struggles. But I also thought that it was important to be real with you guys as well as hopefully help others that are struggling. Mental health is not something we should bee ashamed of, we should be able to talk about it and we should be able to help each other. Also, I want to show that even struggling with anxiety and having such a hard time you can still achieve things that are your dreams. I know I will get better.. It will take time to feel as good as I want, but I know I will get there. I want to share the journey to inspire others that are dealing with similar issues. You guys all mean so much to me and I want all of us to find happiness and inner peace. I hope you will not judge me for being honest and sharing these issues with you. I love you all and I'm wishing you the best day possible. Brian
"Everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about" This is my all-time favorite quote. Keep fighting for what you want man! I appreciate everything you have made/do!
It takes a real man to show his emotions like you just did Brian. Virtual hugs coming your way from Australia and from someone who also struggles with depression. It’s tough and I feel your pain ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@D9K·̊0850 real man isn't outdated, the term real man is describing how a man who usually hides his feeling like most men do come out the closest and let it out so others know what's going on.
yeah I also love fake behaviour especially from entertainers(youtubers to be specific). Like I hate real vlogs ya know. All those real emotions i tune into vlogs to see people acting not being real.
Anxiety and depression isn’t anything to be ashamed of or scared to share or talk about. It affects so many people and sometimes one person is what it takes for someone else to start talking and dealing with what’s going on. I had horrible depression and I still deal with it, and anxiety, but being able to know when you just need a step back and a break is half the battle. Don’t be embarrassed, because there are people who watch you faithfully (myself included) who share in your struggle with you, and who can relate to what you’re going through. Hang in there, and take care of you! That’s the most important thing....self care. Do something for you that you enjoy ❤️
I found this video in your final days of life. But you did get better mentally. You made it out of this, and even almost made it to see your new facility, the LegaSea, open to the public. I am so proud of you, Brian. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me, and helping me get over my fear of snakes and learn to love them.
I've loved reptiles since i was little and i even watched his first video and i cried when i found out about Brian we love you man fly high man goodbye.
Brian my 11 yr old son looks up to you so much, you've taught him so much with these videos, please don't ever give up, reach out, your a beautiful soul that deserves to be here 💖
God gives his hardest battles to his toughest warriors. Stay strong brother! I will keep you, and anyone going through something similar, in my prayers. God bless you all 🙏
I am so glad that you shared your story with all of us Brian. I have suffered with depression since I was about 8 years old. I am now 60. You just find a way to get through those bad days and then you will hit those good days that help you to carry on. I love your honesty and people like you help people like me know that we are not alone with these feelings. Stay strong and stay safe. Know that we all love you and what you do for all the animals we love.
I understand where you're coming from Brian. I suffer from awful anxiety too, as well as PTSD. I had a really bad episode for several months recently and watching your vlog every morning helped me get through it. You've always helped me stay positive. We all love you and love your animals and your reptarium! I've been watching since it was only SnakeBytes and I'll keep watching as long as you keep going. Can't wait to meet you in person, it's a dream of mine!
Same here John. These videos REALLY help when I'm in a bad place. I have PTSD and anxiety. Panic attacks are absolutely DEBILITATING. I'm extremely stressed right now and it IS related to COVID-19. My husband was furloughed, even though I'm an essential worker, I've lost tons of hours. It's causing so much stress for us. If I didn't have a super supportive husband, I'd be so much worse and would be debilitated. I'm on medication for depression/anxiety, but it just isn't always enough. I hate taking "rescue" anxiety meds but sometimes it's the only thing that breaks the cycle. Sorry you deal with the same. It's hard. I wish others would understand how debilitating it can be at times. Hope you are doing better. I watch the vlogs all the time, so reach out if you ever need to talk!
I'm 18 year old. I have been going through therapy and receabed medication. I have been diagnosed with generelized anxiety and agoraphobia. I have been stroggling to even comunicate with my family since it sometimes seems as if when I try to explain my situation, I'm only hitting the shallow water when I have a whole sea in front of me. I'm scared of what's to come in my life. You are a total hero to me. I just wished that I could show you have grateful I am for the smile you always put on my face. I hope you can get through this and I know I'm not the only person wishing for ur health.
It's because when they aren't going through it, it is hard for them to fully understand. Keep talking to them though. You don't want to stuff that down and let it fester. Find others going through the same and talk about it. And remember, when you are young, your mind is weaker but time will heal you. Its going to be rough but you will get through it. Hang in there man.
edwin, what it comes down to is are you going to let your disorder control and run your life, or are you going to take hold and try to conquer your fears.
Dude I feel the exact same way... like the people who should be closest to me I can’t even talk to, I almost despise them for being close to me... and I just can’t open up to them
It's devastating. But it gets better and better with time, despite your in the moment agony. I was just like you at your age,and I can assure you that you have wonderful things in store for you. One of them is the happiness you'll feel just knowing it's gone. It's something no one else can ever know. It's the other side of the coin. No one will understand that either but who cares. Your's is a personal journey. Enjoy it.
Brian.Please do not apologize for your deep suffering.You are so honest and brave.I feel your pain.60 years of suffering like you.I promise you,you we are stronger than you realize.Hang in there.Be kind to yourself.You only humans Learn as much as you can about your illness.Knowledge is power.Stay strong Brian.Will keep you in my prayers.!!!!!!!
Brian....I'm in management at my job and I had one of my team members come to me about seeking help for depression and anxiety. He said he doesn't "believe" in either so I asked him if he believed in stress and he said yes. I said well then he should believe is depression and anxiety if he believes stress is real. I have been open with all my coworkers about my struggles and my treatment...meds, therapist, prayer. He said he would have never imagined one of the most respected employees with the company had the type of struggles I have. I told him it's no shame in it and treatment will help. Like most males, I initially struggled with accepting help but once I did my life changed completely. Happiness, wellness and peice of mind are essential for enjoying life. It makes me proud to see others sharing their struggles publicly and not being ashamed. Stay safe and stay healthy. I'm a fish and turtle (sliders) guy but you really have me considering a ball python. Thanks for your positivity!👍🏽
Brian, you shouldn’t ever apologize for being real. You’re only human like the rest of us. I know you can get through this bump in the road. You are so so strong even if it doesn’t seem like it now. Your videos have always made rough times for me a bit better because your enthusiasm, energy, happiness and passion for what you do and love just radiate like the sun! Always remember you’re an amazing person!! Love ya! Stay strong! The lockdown has been so hard on everyone, the loneliness is overwhelming but you know what, we will all get through it and it will be okay!
Brian is one of the fewest people I know with anxiety. I have researched it a lot and I I can tell how hard it is. Brian is so brave and strong to share his feelings with us and to keep on going everyday and doing vlogs just for us.....really really shows that he cares about us. Keep on going. Stay strong.❤️💕💗
I could not imagine living with my anxiety without my meds. I’ve been hospitalized 3 times and been in therapy for almost 6 years. I understand completely. You’re a legend for being so strong
It feels like you're dying, and is so scary. I have been to the ER trying to explain that I am scared, and it won't go away I couldn't imagine not having my medication. I suffer from the same anxiety disorder, and would really benefit from you updating us on how you're dealing with this. It makes it worse when you're surrounded by everything and everyone you love, and you can't appreciate any of it. The guilt can be unbearable, and usually leads me to a period of deep depression where death seems like the only escape from the anxiety.
I've also been to ER for anxiety, I thought I was dying. They said I was having a panic attack which I've had before but this one was different. I felt so guilty wasting everyones time. The staff was so sweet and caring.
@@607cmk3 I felt exactly the same. I tried for a couple days not to go, since I've dealt with panic attacks before. But after 2 days of not sleeping and it not going away, that gets to you mentally
3 years ago this video saved my life. My anxiety and depression caused me to try to end it all, watching this video was crazy because I was thinking bad thoughts at the time. This video opened my eyes in a way no one will ever understand. Thank you Brian for sharing your life. R.I.P.
meditate 15 minutes each morning and evening before going to bed. This has helped me a lot and I think it would help you too :) love your videos man much love ❤️
I've heard about this and I'm gonna try getting into this thank you for commenting not just for Brian but everyone else that reads this and takes heed.
9 months ago, and you being transparent about this is now, STILL bearing fruit.... because I'm praying for you. I WILL CONTINUE to pray for you. It's been a HECK of a year.... I pray that God's peace blankets every feeling and courses through your veins. You are not alone !
I know this video was from over a year ago, I appreciate Brian saying this. I have severe depression, severe anxiety, and PTSD all diagnosed. I also love reptiles and they help me get away from reality . Always work hard and be happy with what you do Brian!
I have ocd which is an anxiety disorder, along with adhd. I have always had high anxiety levels, and your explanations on sometimes not understanding what you are anxious about or why is exactly how I feel. I just found you yesterday and already formed so much respect for you. I think I speak for everyone when I say we are all here for you and so blessed that you are willing to share this with us. Just know that we are all here to help you and ourselves fight this battle.
Wow! It was about 15 years ago now since I was “incapacitated” by my anxiety and depression. The physical pain in my muscles was the most surprising part of it all. There were weeks where all I could handle was getting up and showering. It took 6months to a year before I felt like my mind was “normal”ish again. Thank you so much for sharing your raw feelings and being vulnerable. The world would be a sad place without you. I think of Robin Williams and what a huge loss his passing was to the world. You bring as much light or more to my life every day like Robin Williams did. So hang in there. Thank you so much!
I suffered with anxiety since I was eighteen. And it can become so debilitating and everyone will just tell me “nothings wrong everything’s fine” and no one understands it. I’m just seeing this video amongst watching all your other videos. And I didn’t realize we shared something. My anxiety gets so bad that I cannot get out of bed or I’ll obsess over illness or being sick. It can really put you under sometimes and most people think anxiety is something so trivial but it’s not. I’ve had to put myself to sleep so many times to just stop my mind from going. We love you Brian, I love you Brian. Everything you’ve done has had such an impact on me and the way I used to fear certain animals to now wanting to tattoo these animals on me. You’re so strong and brave through everything you have changed so many lives. And helped so many people and coworkers(friends) accomplish or start their dream because YOU BELIEVED IN THEM when probably no one else did. And I can’t even believe there’s people out here who would think it’s good to see you suffer. You are one of the KINDEST SUPPORTIVE LOVING CARING GENUINE RUclipsrs I’ve ever seen. I just wanted you to know that I too suffer with anxiety and I know what it’s like and YOU ARENT CRAZY or WRONG to have ever felt this way. I learned when I had anxiety it usually was something going on with my health or stress. You have always been so go go go go so I can see stress being a BIG CAUSE of anxiety. Anyways thank you for being such an amazing human being through your lifetime. I love you Brian!
Brian I have delt with being suicidal for 11 years. Ever since I broke my back in 3 places. Everyday is a struggle for me. Pain is at it's worse when I sleep and wake up. I can't be still due to my back. I understand a little bit of mental health issues. My family has been very understanding but not all the time. I went through doctors left and right trying to find the best way to live life. I used to be a people person when I did alligator swamp tours. Now I stay way from everyone. Man pick your head up and know that your family has your back. I wish you all the best man. I am sorry that you are fighting this and it sucks!!!! Just think about how much your kids and wife loves you. I'm pretty sure that a lot of your fans love you in a way. You have so many people that show up, not to see the animals but to see and meet you. I wish I could make that trip up there with my wife and kids, but I know my body won't be able to take it. God Bless you all and Brian we are praying for you man.
There is a plant called lemon balm that if you try it and make it into a tea it might help. It helps with stress, anxiety, depression and a migraines. Hope you get better soon! We all live your channel and you can take a break for how ever long you want. Thank you. Your amazing. Anxiety is hard and sometimes animals are the best medicine. I will keep you in my prayers.
Hey Brian. I’ve been following you for about 2 years now. Straight. Man you make me happy. I’ve dealt with some shit through my life where i forgot what smiling feels like. You’ve really provided us all with the positive energy and vibe. We are all here for you my man. Just have some time off and live life man. Just enjoy all you have achieved. I’ve seen you struggle with stuff. From bhb reptiles till here you’ve come a long long way! Cheer up champ! Nothing can stop you and you’re unstoppable human. Just enjoy your life! And share everytime you feel heavy. With hearts open, we’re here to get through this together like you made me through my bad times. I am atleast, i promise, here for you. Always. Peace my man. Love you. ❤️
I have anxiety also and I have learned through years of therapy that when we have anxiety we tend to judge our feelings excessively, as though we 'SHOULD' or shouldn't feel a thing. But feelings are the way through, just keep talking and feeling and remember it's not coming out of nowhere. It's always connected to a feeling and sometimes it's so strange trying to connect it to a thing that has happened, but there is always a reason behind getting triggered. This is your spiritual journey right now and show yourself the love that you show others. Don't judge yourself for feeling things retroactively.
You are being real. You have much responsibility, working fast, having to act happy when you aren't, and not being able to stop when it might help to stop. SLOW DOWN, don't fake it, be real all the time. Wish you wellness!
We got u man, ur not alone struggling with this shit. I just wanted to get it out there that I was suicidal not long ago and the only thing keeping me here and keeping me going was my little crested gecko, because I was worried she wouldn’t get proper care without me, and while on RUclips trying to distract myself I found your channel. I love your content and I think what you’re doing is awesome and that you’re not alone struggling with this stuff, especially now. Much love from the uk 🇬🇧💙
This breaks my heart to hear you still struggling with your anxiety. You have done so much in helping so many get into the reptile hobby, and to enjoy their animals. If you need to take a step back, do it! Your well being is the most important thing. Talking about your struggles is a huge achievement, as there is still a huge stigma with mental illness in this country. Continue to talk to whomever you need to talk with, don’t keep your loved ones in the dark about what you’re feeling. I really hope one day we can meet up again and just hang out and talk about whatever you want to talk about. You are an incredible friend, and sending you lots of ❤️ and hugs!!
Brian, I’ve been there. I am sending so much love to you. How you feel is not your fault. Everyone knows you’re grateful for everything. My therapist said to try to set little goals followed by a treat, but there’s no magic cure. I am so touched that you shared this. I am sending as much positivity as I can and gratitude for your wonderful input in my life. I had cancer and watching your VLOGS was so helpful. All blessings to you xxx
Before I send them prayers I just wanna let u know how u have changed my life in as little as a week before I even knew about ur channel on RUclips I’ve been having some bad days where depression was a big thing days where sleeping, day and night just felt like a better option for me but then I seen a video Brian Barczyk I clicked on it and couldn’t stop scrolling and watching your videos you put out such a positive vibe and i just wanna give u one keep strong and if u have to miss a day of vloging absolutely do it but please keep us up to date. I’ve typed a lot at I still feel there is more to say but rather then writing a story book I just want you to know I care and I’m praying for u
My mum had terrible anxiety, and severe agrophobia, she called it the invisible enemy, just because you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there, she had therapy and heavy meds, which made her Ill, she decided to stop the meds and try a similar approach as you, positivity, her mantra is if today is a bad day, then tomorrow will be amazing, and another was f you don't laugh you cry, so crack up laughing, loud and hard, she is doing amazing now, no meds, just finding the colour in what can be a bad day, and as always, tomorrow will be a good day, we'll keep you in our prayers my friend, and always remember to laugh, loud and long
Brian I 100% understand, I’ve been dealing with anxiety and depression for over 20 years and if you ever need someone to talk with everyone who has subscribed to you, your family dnd your team will always be behind you. I am also going through a nasty spell of anxiety because of this pandemic but just remember you have all of us, your support group and we support you 1000% man
I’m starting going through to go through the comments and just say I love you to every single person, I’ll probably not be able to do them all but I’m not just saying this to say it, I’ve been in the deepest darkest ruts, felt like nobody would help me and sometimes they didn’t but I pulled myself up some what and I’m proud to say I didn’t act out on selfishness
G’day Brian from Sydney Australia I know you’re going through a tough time at the moment, truth be told you dug me out of my dark place some months ago and I couldn’t thank you enough for what you’ve done for me. Keep your head high and keep moving forward and you’ll get through this and we’ll all be here for you no matter what happens. From what I’ve seen in all your videos you’ve worked really hard to get where you are now and you thoroughly deserve every good thing in your life. Hope to see another video soon. 🇦🇺
I’ve watched the vlogs since I was 11 years old. I’ve been through losing someone close to me and I’ve been praying for you guys. I’m 21 now. Brian will forever and always be someone I see as a Legacy! And I’m hoping I one day get to come to the LegaSea.
“My brain doesn’t quite work the way it’s supposed to” I feel that everyday. Some things that have helped me that aren’t from a doctor are... olly gummies for anxiety and stress (target has them) I know it’s hard to believe but they really helped! valerian root, cbd oils and edibles. There are a couple recreational medical marihuana in Michigan now too. Stay strong Brian, your animal babies need you. The strongest people are able to talk about their mental issues. 🐢🐢
I know exactly how you feel, I’ve been feeling with anxiety for 10 years and it is tough! Hand in there Brian, I promise it will get better! Sending you a big hug
U being so vulnerable shows that we all have things we go through, mental illness is real bad, i suffer from depression, anxiety and diagnosed with Bipolar and i have to make everyone smile ☺ around me. I salute u for opening up especially because u a man. Keep the faith God has a purpose 4 ur life
As a person that myself have gone through a lot of mental illnesses I know that I got pass them and I am sure that you will do the exact same thing We all support you and we are happy that you shared this with us
I think I can easily speak for most of the people here in saying WE LOVE YOU TOO !! If not, I know I can speak genuinely for myself in saying that I love you, respect you & thankyou for everything you do. We have never met, yet you have had a positive impact on my life in many ways.
Brian, you should NEVER feel like you have to apologize for feeling any negative emotions. You, your staff, family and us here in this community. It is going to be a rough journey, but with the support from everyone that has your back, you will get through it. We know it is hard for you to always stay positive. But, life in general unfortunately does not work that way. There is always going to be a little dark spot to balance out everything. Things happen. I personally, enjoy these REAL talks you have to share. It goes to show that no matter how successful you are in achieving your goals and dreams, there is always that conscience in the back of your mind that will always put negative thoughts into your life. You NEVER have to be afraid to talk about your feelings and I admire that to are not afraid to do so. You make a video, no matter how easy or tough it will be. Over the years that I have been following you, learning from you or turning to you when I need a distraction...it's helped better my life and made me feel better. Whether it is a good or bad vlog. You don't know it but there is a connection when you do these REAL talks to not just me, but EVERYONE that watches your videos. You've come so far in the last few years. This life and this vlog that you love and enjoy doing has had its ups and down but you've stuck through the thick and thins. You've overcome ALL of the obstacles that have come your way not just by yourself, but with the people around you AND your community here. Again, NEVER apologize for showing your feelings and keeping us in the loops of your life. We're all in this together, whether we are around the corner or 6,000 miles away. If you miss a vlog or two, it is not the end of the world. You need some time to be with your loved ones, spend some time with the animals, do what is best for you. We will understand. Those supporting you will always be there if you need to talk. And so will we. Be true to yourself and keep doing what you love. Be as positive as you can be! You will get through this!
Hang in there buddy. It may feel like wading through treacle at the moment, but as you know it will get better. I’ve suffered 23 years. Some good some not so good. If you have a bad day then it’s ok, take the day off. Come back stronger on a good day. Stay strong from 🇬🇧
Brian, I know how you feel. I feel the same way and I've been stuck in this state for about 9 years. The only thing keeping me going is my kids. I want to personally thank you for everything you do and for being real with your audience. Your podcast really helps me and I literally put it on as I wake up and only turn it off when I go out or go to sleep. Noah also helps alot, he's funny and I love the episodes with Eric too! Laurie is awesome and i love her too! I will bring some wine when I come down! Much love to you all 💕💕💕💕
This honestly broke my heart , you are such a wonderful beautiful person with such a kind soul and my daughter and her boyfriend cant stop talking about your reptarium!!! My daughter also has severe anxiety and i can relate on some levels. I want you to know that we love to hear your thoughts and feelings always cause everyone has bad days and needs people to share them with. Please know you are not alone, and i cant wait for my daughter to take me one day to show me your place, although i will admit im a little afraid of snakes....lol... be well and i will keep u in my prayers and i wish u and your family such happiness 😊🙇
I know exactly what your going through but the hardest thing is to say it outline and let people in. I struggle and just wanted to give you a hug and just let you know how much joy passion and education you share with us means everything to me x
Hey Brian. This is the first time I comment on your vlogs. I have been vicariously following along the vlog because my wife and 4 year old loves to follow along with all that is happening in your life. I hadn't followed for a couple of weeks and suddenly my wife says she has a video I have to see. The reason for me commenting now, is because for a big part of my life I have been suppressing my own mental health issues because I felt it wasn't right for a man to admit "weakness". Seeing you in this video had me in tears the minute you opened up because it's only 3 months ago that I admitted to my loved ones that I have been struggling internally with anxiety and depression for most of my adult life. It struck me very hard, as it made me go through all the emotions again, and seeing others deal with this makes it somehow more bearable. Just wanted to say Brian I'm sending you all the good wipes I can muster, love what you do keep safe. Lots of love from a small family in Denmark.
Dude I was almost crying 😭 I can’t believe someone like has to go through that, you are so awesome and if you can build and take care of the reptarium you can beat this all hopes and prayers
I just found this on trending, and wow, I'm so glad I watched this! I know exactly how you feel, I've been dealing with severe panic disorder for pretty much my whole life, but with severity for the past 15 years. It has definitely gotten extremely bad the past few months because of everything changing so much and so much going on in the world, I have been feeling like I'm losing my mind. I also have been feeling really lightheaded, and my chest has been tight, and all I want to do is curl up in my bed and hide and cry, anxiety and depression are torture, but I'm hanging on for my little girl who is disabled, she needs me. Thank you for sharing your struggles, its actually really brave of you!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!
We love you Brian and we are here for you i suffer with severe depression you are a great person despite this i wanted to get advice on something and couldnt think of anyone better to ask
Anytime you need to take a break just do it , your the reason I fell in love with reptiles. And even I have anxiety but watching your vlog and many more people’s it helps me. I LOVE YOU❤️.YOUR amazing and yes you can tell us how it’s going. Because I share stuff that happens with my closest friends that I don’t tell me siblings because they are different. What ever you need we’re all here for you. Stay safe Brian.
@@mantis10_surf85 bro you need to shut up he has bigger balls than you it takes a real man to admit his problems to this many people and those problems are hard lots of people deal with it obviously you dont but I do and it's tough so stfu
Thankyou for being so vulnerable. You are not alone, anxiety is a weird mental health thing. Please keep talking about it, because the only way to ride the roller coaster is to share the ride with others, even if it's scary. I am only new to your channel, but I'm loving these videos. Xx sending you all my love. Xx
Dear Brian.... I hear you brother. I really do..... Know that we are here for you. One thing I know for certain is that you have done so much for the hobby and for all of us here; you have achieved greatness and you should be proud of what you have done just as we are proud of you. You have beat it before and you will beat it again!! I have also suffered from depression and I was fortunate that I was able to manage it through medication. Mental health is a chemical imbalance and we all need support from our friends and our family. You do not really know me but I am here for you personally at any time should you wish...just reach out.....brotherly luv and blessings...... Michael
Sending all my love and the love of the whole UK thats tunes in everyday and just "throw our problems aside" your are an inspiration Mr Barczyk! Stay strong and take some time to *love yourself* as much as you do all your family, friends and amazing animals.
Sending love your way Brian life has been difficult for me for years I've suffered with depression & anxiety for many years it's hard even for yourself to understand take time for you're self glad you are taking steps to get thru this you have god on your side even in the darkest of moments sending all my love!
Brian stay positive and trust me I know it's hard, I've suffered my whole life with anxiety which lead me down the path of an eating disorder to help me cope, this pandemic has had me on my knees, I've fought my hardest battle this past 3 months so I know what your going through right now and you lost one of your best friends just before this , getting down to see forests family will be a big help in your recovery, so I'm sending you all my love prayers and continuous support to you, Lori and family because your vlogs and podcasts keep me going and help make my days a little bit brighter x stay strong and know you have us all behind you x xx
I want you to know that you are a very special man and that all of us every single one of us we all support you and thank you for giving this message I'm sure a lot of us needed so thank you God bless you I love you
I remember when this video came out 2 years ago, and it helped me SO MUCH. I was already on medication and in therapy, but just seeing you speak out so honestly made me feel less alone. For this vlog alone, your LEGACY will endure forever. 💖
I'm so sorry you feel this way. I just wanted you to know that you are normal despite your injury and i know that you can rise above it, I BELIEVE IN YOU.
Sending all my love and recovery energy to you 💗🙏🏼 Check our anything by Joe Dispenza, he survived and fully recovered from injuries by using the power of his mind , powerful stuff! I believe in you! You can do this 💪🏼✨
Stopped the video to say a prayer For you and everyone battling any kind of mental illness I also battle anxiety and depression and I don’t wish it on anyone I hope you start feeling better Brian and everyone else
I can’t imagine how hard it was for you to but this out on a platform that has not always been great to you, I guess I could say I’m a lucky one who doesn’t suffer from a lot of this stuff anxiety, depression, so I can’t even try to figure out what it’s like. please stay strong Brian and well always be here waiting for that next good morning video.
Sending you positive energy ❤️ After years of dealing with anxiety and depression and trying different medications that didn’t work, I decided to stop medications and try meditating. I started learning about Buddhism and it has pulled me out of darkness! There’s so much information on RUclips about it. I hope you feel better soon!
Brian, I’ve been following you for a very long time. Like way back. You and Steve Irwin are the reason I love animals (and especially reptiles) so much. It breaks my heart that you are going through this. You are a living legend. I’m almost 47 years old and would love nothing more than the give you a great big bear hug and tell you how much you mean to me. Rest assured, brother, I am praying for you constantly. Much love and respect. ❤
Hang in there man! There's a silver lining to your anxiety and it's your message. You spoke your peace. Now may you be blessed with peace and live anxiety free.
Ive had anxiety ever since I was little. It started as separation anxiety trying to start school when I was 5. It developed quickly and by they 6th grade I was diagnosed with Anxiety. I have 4 our of the 5 types. I was homeschooled for 7th grade, and ai haven't finished the last 2 months of school since 5th grade. Sometimes it was hard for me to even get out of bed- sometimes I didnt. I still have it but luckily im on medications, and its a little better. I had panic attacks every week and I havent had any now. I completed my sophomore year, but due to corona I couldnt finish out the year. Hopefully my Junior year will be better. ❤You got this✊ We got this ✊ Thank you for sharing.
I had difficult mental heath issue for a long period, and it came that point I had to sell all my reptiles because I couldn´t take care of them. Today after years of recovery and medications I have two snakes, one bearded dragon and two turtles :) and we live happy ever after.
I know exactly how you feel. I’ve been crippled by anxiety to the point where brushing my teeth and taking a shower seemed like an impossible task. It does feel like it won’t end but it will. Remember this, you’ve been in this position before and thought you couldn’t get through it and you did. I got a tattoo of a Phoenix because that’s how I see my mental health. The Phoenix bursts into flames and dies. With depression and anxiety you fall into a deep dark hole and it almost feels like your slowly dying in a mental health war. But then the Phoenix is reborn, and for me when I win that war it’s like I’m reborn. And around and around the cycle goes but I know that I will prevail and I will rise from the ashes and fight once more because my loved ones, my life, my happiness is worth fighting for.
Life’s a bitch and a blessing at the same time keep peace at heart. You are a passionate reptile educator, a great father and a loving husband. Stay strong, stay optimistic and stay healthy. Hope we all get through this pandemic soon🌈🙏🏻🇹🇭
Anxiety is always an uphill battle and some of us lose that battle. You are so strong for pushing through it all for me everyday just doing small task feels like the hardest things to get through. You are strong and you can always rely on us. I understand It and I can never understand myself even though I know underlying medical issues are some of the cause but sometimes it’s out of the blue. Your strong for showing the authentic you. I admire you for it
Brian I know exactly how you feel I had a breakdown sometimes stuff happens just take a deep breath and everybody who watches your blog support you I might not like snakes but I watch you for your positive message that you give it makes me feel like my day is starting off right I call it snakes and coffee
By the way I lost her August 31 2019 then. My husband passed January 1 2020 so I understand what you are going through I’m in a dark tunnel of depression and my son can not leave our house.
Hello Brian. I am dealing with the same debilitating anxiety right now in my life. I have always been inspired by your videos and I breed ball pythons now. It sometimes does feel like it is never going to end and it is so hard to do things. I am continuing to keep pushing myself and I know it will get better. If you wouldn't mind sharing what worked best for you in your recovery. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. We are all in this together.
Good Morning all... This was by far the hardest vlog I have ever filmed. I wasn't sure I should share my issues with you guys. I know so many want to have positive and uplifting vlogs. Its something I believe in and I was scared to share my struggles. But I also thought that it was important to be real with you guys as well as hopefully help others that are struggling. Mental health is not something we should bee ashamed of, we should be able to talk about it and we should be able to help each other. Also, I want to show that even struggling with anxiety and having such a hard time you can still achieve things that are your dreams. I know I will get better.. It will take time to feel as good as I want, but I know I will get there. I want to share the journey to inspire others that are dealing with similar issues. You guys all mean so much to me and I want all of us to find happiness and inner peace. I hope you will not judge me for being honest and sharing these issues with you. I love you all and I'm wishing you the best day possible. Brian
So proud of you my friend keep being amazing Brian
You mean the world to me Brian, I hope you get over the anxiety really soon! I love everything you do!
Good morning Brian 🌞 and crew
Brian we all love you!
You're the best Brian 💗🐍 I could never breed reptiles better than you ☀️💗
"Everyone is fighting a battle you know nothing about"
This is my all-time favorite quote. Keep fighting for what you want man! I appreciate everything you have made/do!
Yes that is true vary
I love this quote.
Its actually “We’re all fighting battles no one knows about ..” heard it over 2 years ago and it’s my favorite quote of all time .
@@andrewsanchez9360 not true but okay
@@andrewsanchez9360 different quote
It takes a real man to show his emotions like you just did Brian. Virtual hugs coming your way from Australia and from someone who also struggles with depression. It’s tough and I feel your pain ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I couldn't have said it any better
Love from Australia qld
The "real man" phrase is outdated, how about a real person instead? 😁
@@D9K·̊0850 real man isn't outdated, the term real man is describing how a man who usually hides his feeling like most men do come out the closest and let it out so others know what's going on.
Dear Brian, I am so sorry this is no longer the hardest vlog you have ever done … We love you, man ❤ ❤❤
I love how even though he’s sad and in pain he’s still smiling
But he’s not…
yeah I also love fake behaviour especially from entertainers(youtubers to be specific). Like I hate real vlogs ya know. All those real emotions i tune into vlogs to see people acting not being real.
I have depression and a little anxiety and we can get thought it together and Brian I’ll pray for you
Well yea I would too if I liked the cowboys
I’m kidding stay strong
ICE_natties ur going to hell😭👎🏾💀
What’s praying going to do 😂
I have anxiety as well as depression! You’re not alone Brian! We can go through it together
Anxiety and depression isn’t anything to be ashamed of or scared to share or talk about. It affects so many people and sometimes one person is what it takes for someone else to start talking and dealing with what’s going on. I had horrible depression and I still deal with it, and anxiety, but being able to know when you just need a step back and a break is half the battle. Don’t be embarrassed, because there are people who watch you faithfully (myself included) who share in your struggle with you, and who can relate to what you’re going through. Hang in there, and take care of you! That’s the most important thing....self care. Do something for you that you enjoy ❤️
Yes, talking is good and no one should have to apologize for having feelings; they are what they are *anaconda hugs all around*
Huge respect. This affects so many people. You are a great inspiration, keep up the good work, we’re all here for you.
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I found this video in your final days of life. But you did get better mentally. You made it out of this, and even almost made it to see your new facility, the LegaSea, open to the public. I am so proud of you, Brian. Thank you for being such an inspiration to me, and helping me get over my fear of snakes and learn to love them.
I've loved reptiles since i was little and i even watched his first video and i cried when i found out about Brian we love you man fly high man goodbye.
I didn’t find it until it’s final days as well 🙏
Brian my 11 yr old son looks up to you so much, you've taught him so much with these videos, please don't ever give up, reach out, your a beautiful soul that deserves to be here 💖
Do some research about him he does bad things
@@NateR-pi5ss I looked him up and I see what you mean by he is a bad person.
Barbara Campbell yh
I believe that he’s a good person
Both of you shut up you
God gives his hardest battles to his toughest warriors. Stay strong brother! I will keep you, and anyone going through something similar, in my prayers. God bless you all 🙏
I am so glad that you shared your story with all of us Brian. I have suffered with depression since I was about 8 years old. I am now 60. You just find a way to get through those bad days and then you will hit those good days that help you to carry on. I love your honesty and people like you help people like me know that we are not alone with these feelings. Stay strong and stay safe. Know that we all love you and what you do for all the animals we love.
Dont worry bro, you will suffer no more in 10 years.
I understand where you're coming from Brian. I suffer from awful anxiety too, as well as PTSD. I had a really bad episode for several months recently and watching your vlog every morning helped me get through it. You've always helped me stay positive. We all love you and love your animals and your reptarium! I've been watching since it was only SnakeBytes and I'll keep watching as long as you keep going. Can't wait to meet you in person, it's a dream of mine!
Same here John. These videos REALLY help when I'm in a bad place. I have PTSD and anxiety. Panic attacks are absolutely DEBILITATING. I'm extremely stressed right now and it IS related to COVID-19. My husband was furloughed, even though I'm an essential worker, I've lost tons of hours. It's causing so much stress for us. If I didn't have a super supportive husband, I'd be so much worse and would be debilitated. I'm on medication for depression/anxiety, but it just isn't always enough. I hate taking "rescue" anxiety meds but sometimes it's the only thing that breaks the cycle.
Sorry you deal with the same. It's hard. I wish others would understand how debilitating it can be at times. Hope you are doing better. I watch the vlogs all the time, so reach out if you ever need to talk!
I understand
Try mdma.
@@Mc4King Does is really help?
I'm 18 year old. I have been going through therapy and receabed medication. I have been diagnosed with generelized anxiety and agoraphobia. I have been stroggling to even comunicate with my family since it sometimes seems as if when I try to explain my situation, I'm only hitting the shallow water when I have a whole sea in front of me. I'm scared of what's to come in my life. You are a total hero to me. I just wished that I could show you have grateful I am for the smile you always put on my face. I hope you can get through this and I know I'm not the only person wishing for ur health.
It's because when they aren't going through it, it is hard for them to fully understand. Keep talking to them though. You don't want to stuff that down and let it fester. Find others going through the same and talk about it.
And remember, when you are young, your mind is weaker but time will heal you. Its going to be rough but you will get through it. Hang in there man.
edwin, what it comes down to is are you going to let your disorder control and run your life, or are you going to take hold and try to conquer your fears.
Dude I feel the exact same way... like the people who should be closest to me I can’t even talk to, I almost despise them for being close to me... and I just can’t open up to them
It's devastating. But it gets better and better with time, despite your in the moment agony. I was just like you at your age,and I can assure you that you have wonderful things in store for you. One of them is the happiness you'll feel just knowing it's gone. It's something no one else can ever know. It's the other side of the coin. No one will understand that either but who cares. Your's is a personal journey. Enjoy it.
You have no idea how much I needed this. You made me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you.
aww bless you xx
Brian.Please do not apologize for your deep suffering.You are so honest and brave.I feel your pain.60 years of suffering like you.I promise you,you we are stronger than you realize.Hang in there.Be kind to yourself.You only humans Learn as much as you can about your illness.Knowledge is power.Stay strong Brian.Will keep you in my prayers.!!!!!!!
Never apologise for doing something as brave as opening up such a vunerable side of yourself.
Brian....I'm in management at my job and I had one of my team members come to me about seeking help for depression and anxiety. He said he doesn't "believe" in either so I asked him if he believed in stress and he said yes. I said well then he should believe is depression and anxiety if he believes stress is real. I have been open with all my coworkers about my struggles and my treatment...meds, therapist, prayer. He said he would have never imagined one of the most respected employees with the company had the type of struggles I have. I told him it's no shame in it and treatment will help. Like most males, I initially struggled with accepting help but once I did my life changed completely. Happiness, wellness and peice of mind are essential for enjoying life. It makes me proud to see others sharing their struggles publicly and not being ashamed. Stay safe and stay healthy. I'm a fish and turtle (sliders) guy but you really have me considering a ball python. Thanks for your positivity!👍🏽
Brian, you shouldn’t ever apologize for being real. You’re only human like the rest of us. I know you can get through this bump in the road. You are so so strong even if it doesn’t seem like it now. Your videos have always made rough times for me a bit better because your enthusiasm, energy, happiness and passion for what you do and love just radiate like the sun! Always remember you’re an amazing person!! Love ya! Stay strong! The lockdown has been so hard on everyone, the loneliness is overwhelming but you know what, we will all get through it and it will be okay!
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True
True
Exactly 😊😊
This is amazingly beautiful and true
Brian is one of the fewest people I know with anxiety. I have researched it a lot and I I can tell how hard it is. Brian is so brave and strong to share his feelings with us and to keep on going everyday and doing vlogs just for us.....really really shows that he cares about us. Keep on going. Stay strong.❤️💕💗
I could not imagine living with my anxiety without my meds. I’ve been hospitalized 3 times and been in therapy for almost 6 years. I understand completely. You’re a legend for being so strong
It feels like you're dying, and is so scary. I have been to the ER trying to explain that I am scared, and it won't go away I couldn't imagine not having my medication. I suffer from the same anxiety disorder, and would really benefit from you updating us on how you're dealing with this. It makes it worse when you're surrounded by everything and everyone you love, and you can't appreciate any of it. The guilt can be unbearable, and usually leads me to a period of deep depression where death seems like the only escape from the anxiety.
I've also been to ER for anxiety, I thought I was dying. They said I was having a panic attack which I've had before but this one was different. I felt so guilty wasting everyones time. The staff was so sweet and caring.
@@607cmk3 I felt exactly the same. I tried for a couple days not to go, since I've dealt with panic attacks before. But after 2 days of not sleeping and it not going away, that gets to you mentally
I’ll say a prayer for you brother, never give up
3 years ago this video saved my life. My anxiety and depression caused me to try to end it all, watching this video was crazy because I was thinking bad thoughts at the time. This video opened my eyes in a way no one will ever understand. Thank you Brian for sharing your life. R.I.P.
The worst part about anxiety and depression is that it doesn’t care who you are, what you do, or what you have in life.
meditate 15 minutes each morning and evening before going to bed. This has helped me a lot and I think it would help you too :) love your videos man much love ❤️
I've heard about this and I'm gonna try getting into this thank you for commenting not just for Brian but everyone else that reads this and takes heed.
9 months ago, and you being transparent about this is now, STILL bearing fruit.... because I'm praying for you. I WILL CONTINUE to pray for you. It's been a HECK of a year.... I pray that God's peace blankets every feeling and courses through your veins. You are not alone !
I know this video was from over a year ago, I appreciate Brian saying this. I have severe depression, severe anxiety, and PTSD all diagnosed. I also love reptiles and they help me get away from reality . Always work hard and be happy with what you do Brian!
I have ocd which is an anxiety disorder, along with adhd. I have always had high anxiety levels, and your explanations on sometimes not understanding what you are anxious about or why is exactly how I feel. I just found you yesterday and already formed so much respect for you. I think I speak for everyone when I say we are all here for you and so blessed that you are willing to share this with us. Just know that we are all here to help you and ourselves fight this battle.
I have these two symptoms also. Stay strong.
Krispgray ❤️❤️❤️❤️
diggity0607 ❤️❤️ you too
Amaya Brown ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I know it’s late but I have anxiety too and this quote helped me a lot, “ don’t let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace”.
Wow! It was about 15 years ago now since I was “incapacitated” by my anxiety and depression. The physical pain in my muscles was the most surprising part of it all. There were weeks where all I could handle was getting up and showering. It took 6months to a year before I felt like my mind was “normal”ish again.
Thank you so much for sharing your raw feelings and being vulnerable. The world would be a sad place without you. I think of Robin Williams and what a huge loss his passing was to the world. You bring as much light or more to my life every day like Robin Williams did. So hang in there. Thank you so much!
I suffered with anxiety since I was eighteen. And it can become so debilitating and everyone will just tell me “nothings wrong everything’s fine” and no one understands it. I’m just seeing this video amongst watching all your other videos. And I didn’t realize we shared something. My anxiety gets so bad that I cannot get out of bed or I’ll obsess over illness or being sick. It can really put you under sometimes and most people think anxiety is something so trivial but it’s not. I’ve had to put myself to sleep so many times to just stop my mind from going. We love you Brian, I love you Brian. Everything you’ve done has had such an impact on me and the way I used to fear certain animals to now wanting to tattoo these animals on me. You’re so strong and brave through everything you have changed so many lives. And helped so many people and coworkers(friends) accomplish or start their dream because YOU BELIEVED IN THEM when probably no one else did. And I can’t even believe there’s people out here who would think it’s good to see you suffer. You are one of the KINDEST SUPPORTIVE LOVING CARING GENUINE RUclipsrs I’ve ever seen. I just wanted you to know that I too suffer with anxiety and I know what it’s like and YOU ARENT CRAZY or WRONG to have ever felt this way. I learned when I had anxiety it usually was something going on with my health or stress. You have always been so go go go go so I can see stress being a BIG CAUSE of anxiety. Anyways thank you for being such an amazing human being through your lifetime. I love you Brian!
Hey Brian hope all is well and stay strong. God bless you and everything you do 🙏🏻❤.
Brian I have delt with being suicidal for 11 years. Ever since I broke my back in 3 places. Everyday is a struggle for me. Pain is at it's worse when I sleep and wake up. I can't be still due to my back. I understand a little bit of mental health issues. My family has been very understanding but not all the time. I went through doctors left and right trying to find the best way to live life. I used to be a people person when I did alligator swamp tours. Now I stay way from everyone. Man pick your head up and know that your family has your back. I wish you all the best man. I am sorry that you are fighting this and it sucks!!!! Just think about how much your kids and wife loves you. I'm pretty sure that a lot of your fans love you in a way. You have so many people that show up, not to see the animals but to see and meet you. I wish I could make that trip up there with my wife and kids, but I know my body won't be able to take it. God Bless you all and Brian we are praying for you man.
There is a plant called lemon balm that if you try it and make it into a tea it might help. It helps with stress, anxiety, depression and a migraines. Hope you get better soon! We all live your channel and you can take a break for how ever long you want. Thank you. Your amazing. Anxiety is hard and sometimes animals are the best medicine. I will keep you in my prayers.
I discovered this video after your passing. I suffer from the same issues. You were such a wonderful man. Miss you Brian.
Hey Brian. I’ve been following you for about 2 years now. Straight. Man you make me happy. I’ve dealt with some shit through my life where i forgot what smiling feels like. You’ve really provided us all with the positive energy and vibe. We are all here for you my man. Just have some time off and live life man. Just enjoy all you have achieved. I’ve seen you struggle with stuff. From bhb reptiles till here you’ve come a long long way! Cheer up champ! Nothing can stop you and you’re unstoppable human. Just enjoy your life! And share everytime you feel heavy. With hearts open, we’re here to get through this together like you made me through my bad times. I am atleast, i promise, here for you. Always. Peace my man. Love you. ❤️
I have anxiety also and I have learned through years of therapy that when we have anxiety we tend to judge our feelings excessively, as though we 'SHOULD' or shouldn't feel a thing. But feelings are the way through, just keep talking and feeling and remember it's not coming out of nowhere. It's always connected to a feeling and sometimes it's so strange trying to connect it to a thing that has happened, but there is always a reason behind getting triggered.
This is your spiritual journey right now and show yourself the love that you show others. Don't judge yourself for feeling things retroactively.
I totally agree! He gives people so much love that he won't give himself! But he deserves it
With a tear in my eye I’m sending you a very big hug, from the other side of the ocean, across the sea.. from the Netherlands 🇳🇱
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You are being real. You have much responsibility, working fast, having to act happy when you aren't, and not being able to stop when it might help to stop. SLOW DOWN, don't fake it, be real all the time. Wish you wellness!
The 900 people who disliked this video have no soul. We’re all with u Brian ❤️❤️
Better to weed out the negative people now anyway
I agree
Right!! Its people like those 900 that make this world so hard to move thru with all the negativity and hate. In my opinion.
Ashlee V. Couldn’t have said it better my self
Hopefully some are wrong clicks but I came in comments to say same thing but you beat me to it
I don’t feel so alone now... God Bless you and you’re in my thoughts and prayers. I’m so scared of snakes but I watch your show anyway!
We got u man, ur not alone struggling with this shit. I just wanted to get it out there that I was suicidal not long ago and the only thing keeping me here and keeping me going was my little crested gecko, because I was worried she wouldn’t get proper care without me, and while on RUclips trying to distract myself I found your channel. I love your content and I think what you’re doing is awesome and that you’re not alone struggling with this stuff, especially now. Much love from the uk 🇬🇧💙
Needed this one today. Thank you 🙏🏼 such a legend you are! You will inspire generations to come. Sending prayers daily! We love you Brian
This breaks my heart to hear you still struggling with your anxiety. You have done so much in helping so many get into the reptile hobby, and to enjoy their animals. If you need to take a step back, do it! Your well being is the most important thing. Talking about your struggles is a huge achievement, as there is still a huge stigma with mental illness in this country. Continue to talk to whomever you need to talk with, don’t keep your loved ones in the dark about what you’re feeling. I really hope one day we can meet up again and just hang out and talk about whatever you want to talk about. You are an incredible friend, and sending you lots of ❤️ and hugs!!
Brian, I’ve been there. I am sending so much love to you. How you feel is not your fault. Everyone knows you’re grateful for everything. My therapist said to try to set little goals followed by a treat, but there’s no magic cure. I am so touched that you shared this. I am sending as much positivity as I can and gratitude for your wonderful input in my life. I had cancer and watching your VLOGS was so helpful. All blessings to you xxx
Before I send them prayers I just wanna let u know how u have changed my life in as little as a week before I even knew about ur channel on RUclips I’ve been having some bad days where depression was a big thing days where sleeping, day and night just felt like a better option for me but then I seen a video Brian Barczyk I clicked on it and couldn’t stop scrolling and watching your videos you put out such a positive vibe and i just wanna give u one keep strong and if u have to miss a day of vloging absolutely do it but please keep us up to date. I’ve typed a lot at I still feel there is more to say but rather then writing a story book I just want you to know I care and I’m praying for u
Don't do it
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agreed
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My mum had terrible anxiety, and severe agrophobia, she called it the invisible enemy, just because you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there, she had therapy and heavy meds, which made her Ill, she decided to stop the meds and try a similar approach as you, positivity, her mantra is if today is a bad day, then tomorrow will be amazing, and another was f you don't laugh you cry, so crack up laughing, loud and hard, she is doing amazing now, no meds, just finding the colour in what can be a bad day, and as always, tomorrow will be a good day, we'll keep you in our prayers my friend, and always remember to laugh, loud and long
Prayers sent.. we'll get through this together 🙏🏼God bless you Brian
Brian I 100% understand, I’ve been dealing with anxiety and depression for over 20 years and if you ever need someone to talk with everyone who has subscribed to you, your family dnd your team will always be behind you. I am also going through a nasty spell of anxiety because of this pandemic but just remember you have all of us, your support group and we support you 1000% man
I’m starting going through to go through the comments and just say I love you to every single person, I’ll probably not be able to do them all but I’m not just saying this to say it, I’ve been in the deepest darkest ruts, felt like nobody would help me and sometimes they didn’t but I pulled myself up some what and I’m proud to say I didn’t act out on selfishness
G’day Brian from Sydney Australia
I know you’re going through a tough time at the moment, truth be told you dug me out of my dark place some months ago and I couldn’t thank you enough for what you’ve done for me. Keep your head high and keep moving forward and you’ll get through this and we’ll all be here for you no matter what happens. From what I’ve seen in all your videos you’ve worked really hard to get where you are now and you thoroughly deserve every good thing in your life. Hope to see another video soon. 🇦🇺
I’ve watched the vlogs since I was 11 years old. I’ve been through losing someone close to me and I’ve been praying for you guys. I’m 21 now. Brian will forever and always be someone I see as a Legacy! And I’m hoping I one day get to come to the LegaSea.
And I deal with a lot of things like that he’s talking about and I pray for you and still will pray for you
“My brain doesn’t quite work the way it’s supposed to” I feel that everyday. Some things that have helped me that aren’t from a doctor are... olly gummies for anxiety and stress (target has them) I know it’s hard to believe but they really helped! valerian root, cbd oils and edibles. There are a couple recreational medical marihuana in Michigan now too. Stay strong Brian, your animal babies need you. The strongest people are able to talk about their mental issues. 🐢🐢
I know exactly how you feel, I’ve been feeling with anxiety for 10 years and it is tough! Hand in there Brian, I promise it will get better! Sending you a big hug
U being so vulnerable shows that we all have things we go through, mental illness is real bad, i suffer from depression, anxiety and diagnosed with Bipolar and i have to make everyone smile ☺ around me. I salute u for opening up especially because u a man. Keep the faith God has a purpose 4 ur life
As a person that myself have gone through a lot of mental illnesses I know that I got pass them and I am sure that you will do the exact same thing
We all support you and we are happy that you shared this with us
I think I can easily speak for most of the people here in saying WE LOVE YOU TOO !! If not, I know I can speak genuinely for myself in saying that I love you, respect you & thankyou for everything you do. We have never met, yet you have had a positive impact on my life in many ways.
Yess!!!!
Yes ! My family and I watch you everyday Brian and we thank you for always starting us off positive. We are praying for you and your family 💕
Agreed
Pjkx23 I agree 100% 🙏🏼❤️
SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ as you said we’re all in this together❤️❤️ we’re here for you!!❤️❤️❤️
u shed a tear from my eye
thank u for making people understand snakes that they are nice.
Brian, you should NEVER feel like you have to apologize for feeling any negative emotions. You, your staff, family and us here in this community. It is going to be a rough journey, but with the support from everyone that has your back, you will get through it. We know it is hard for you to always stay positive. But, life in general unfortunately does not work that way. There is always going to be a little dark spot to balance out everything. Things happen. I personally, enjoy these REAL talks you have to share. It goes to show that no matter how successful you are in achieving your goals and dreams, there is always that conscience in the back of your mind that will always put negative thoughts into your life. You NEVER have to be afraid to talk about your feelings and I admire that to are not afraid to do so. You make a video, no matter how easy or tough it will be. Over the years that I have been following you, learning from you or turning to you when I need a distraction...it's helped better my life and made me feel better. Whether it is a good or bad vlog. You don't know it but there is a connection when you do these REAL talks to not just me, but EVERYONE that watches your videos. You've come so far in the last few years. This life and this vlog that you love and enjoy doing has had its ups and down but you've stuck through the thick and thins. You've overcome ALL of the obstacles that have come your way not just by yourself, but with the people around you AND your community here. Again, NEVER apologize for showing your feelings and keeping us in the loops of your life. We're all in this together, whether we are around the corner or 6,000 miles away. If you miss a vlog or two, it is not the end of the world. You need some time to be with your loved ones, spend some time with the animals, do what is best for you. We will understand. Those supporting you will always be there if you need to talk. And so will we. Be true to yourself and keep doing what you love. Be as positive as you can be! You will get through this!
Hang in there buddy. It may feel like wading through treacle at the moment, but as you know it will get better. I’ve suffered 23 years. Some good some not so good. If you have a bad day then it’s ok, take the day off. Come back stronger on a good day.
Stay strong from 🇬🇧
Brian, I know how you feel. I feel the same way and I've been stuck in this state for about 9 years. The only thing keeping me going is my kids. I want to personally thank you for everything you do and for being real with your audience. Your podcast really helps me and I literally put it on as I wake up and only turn it off when I go out or go to sleep. Noah also helps alot, he's funny and I love the episodes with Eric too! Laurie is awesome and i love her too! I will bring some wine when I come down! Much love to you all 💕💕💕💕
I want to give him a hug everyday for the rest of his life
When school and life gives me stress and anxiety I sit down and spend time with animals. I think you should continue keeping us updated.
This honestly broke my heart , you are such a wonderful beautiful person with such a kind soul and my daughter and her boyfriend cant stop talking about your reptarium!!! My daughter also has severe anxiety and i can relate on some levels. I want you to know that we love to hear your thoughts and feelings always cause everyone has bad days and needs people to share them with. Please know you are not alone, and i cant wait for my daughter to take me one day to show me your place, although i will admit im a little afraid of snakes....lol... be well and i will keep u in my prayers and i wish u and your family such happiness 😊🙇
I know exactly what your going through but the hardest thing is to say it outline and let people in. I struggle and just wanted to give you a hug and just let you know how much joy passion and education you share with us means everything to me x
Hey Brian. This is the first time I comment on your vlogs. I have been vicariously following along the vlog because my wife and 4 year old loves to follow along with all that is happening in your life. I hadn't followed for a couple of weeks and suddenly my wife says she has a video I have to see. The reason for me commenting now, is because for a big part of my life I have been suppressing my own mental health issues because I felt it wasn't right for a man to admit "weakness". Seeing you in this video had me in tears the minute you opened up because it's only 3 months ago that I admitted to my loved ones that I have been struggling internally with anxiety and depression for most of my adult life. It struck me very hard, as it made me go through all the emotions again, and seeing others deal with this makes it somehow more bearable. Just wanted to say Brian I'm sending you all the good wipes I can muster, love what you do keep safe. Lots of love from a small family in Denmark.
Dude I was almost crying 😭 I can’t believe someone like has to go through that, you are so awesome and if you can build and take care of the reptarium you can beat this all hopes and prayers
I just found this on trending, and wow, I'm so glad I watched this! I know exactly how you feel, I've been dealing with severe panic disorder for pretty much my whole life, but with severity for the past 15 years. It has definitely gotten extremely bad the past few months because of everything changing so much and so much going on in the world, I have been feeling like I'm losing my mind. I also have been feeling really lightheaded, and my chest has been tight, and all I want to do is curl up in my bed and hide and cry, anxiety and depression are torture, but I'm hanging on for my little girl who is disabled, she needs me. Thank you for sharing your struggles, its actually really brave of you!! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!
We love you Brian and we are here for you i suffer with severe depression you are a great person despite this i wanted to get advice on something and couldnt think of anyone better to ask
Anytime you need to take a break just do it , your the reason I fell in love with reptiles. And even I have anxiety but watching your vlog and many more people’s it helps me. I LOVE YOU❤️.YOUR amazing and yes you can tell us how it’s going. Because I share stuff that happens with my closest friends that I don’t tell me siblings because they are different. What ever you need we’re all here for you. Stay safe Brian.
Everybody has struggles in life so stay strong you can do it
I agree
Me too
He’s so weak. He needs to grow a pair of ballz🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️
@@mantis10_surf85 bro you need to shut up he has bigger balls than you it takes a real man to admit his problems to this many people and those problems are hard lots of people deal with it obviously you dont but I do and it's tough so stfu
If anyone says they don’t have any problems they are lying
Brian u ever need someone to talk to I have ptsd and anxiety any time brother
I have a question how can you tell that you have anxiety and ptsd
I have PTSD and Anxiety and Depression Disorder, I'm god listener if need talk bro
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Talk doctor they can tell you
I have anxiety and depression and
Anthony said if you need some to talk to am here for you man
Thankyou for being so vulnerable. You are not alone, anxiety is a weird mental health thing. Please keep talking about it, because the only way to ride the roller coaster is to share the ride with others, even if it's scary. I am only new to your channel, but I'm loving these videos. Xx sending you all my love. Xx
Dear Brian.... I hear you brother. I really do..... Know that we are here for you. One thing I know for certain is that you have done so much for the hobby and for all of us here; you have achieved greatness and you should be proud of what you have done just as we are proud of you. You have beat it before and you will beat it again!!
I have also suffered from depression and I was fortunate that I was able to manage it through medication. Mental health is a chemical imbalance and we all need support from our friends and our family. You do not really know me but I am here for you personally at any time should you wish...just reach out.....brotherly luv and blessings...... Michael
Sending all my love and the love of the whole UK thats tunes in everyday and just "throw our problems aside" your are an inspiration Mr Barczyk! Stay strong and take some time to *love yourself* as much as you do all your family, friends and amazing animals.
Sending love your way Brian life has been difficult for me for years I've suffered with depression & anxiety for many years it's hard even for yourself to understand take time for you're self glad you are taking steps to get thru this you have god on your side even in the darkest of moments sending all my love!
WE NEED EACH OTHER!!! IT WILL BE OK! ONE DAY, ONE PRAYER AT A TIME!!! PRAYING FOR YOUR HEALING!
Brian stay positive and trust me I know it's hard, I've suffered my whole life with anxiety which lead me down the path of an eating disorder to help me cope, this pandemic has had me on my knees, I've fought my hardest battle this past 3 months so I know what your going through right now and you lost one of your best friends just before this , getting down to see forests family will be a big help in your recovery, so I'm sending you all my love prayers and continuous support to you, Lori and family because your vlogs and podcasts keep me going and help make my days a little bit brighter x stay strong and know you have us all behind you x xx
God bless you Brian there are many including myself that care about you we're here with you🖤
Brian I no how u feel I suffer myself, hold on hun xx I make sure I look out for u in my prayers love and peace xx
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I want you to know that you are a very special man and that all of us every single one of us we all support you and thank you for giving this message I'm sure a lot of us needed so thank you God bless you I love you
I remember when this video came out 2 years ago, and it helped me SO MUCH. I was already on medication and in therapy, but just seeing you speak out so honestly made me feel less alone. For this vlog alone, your LEGACY will endure forever. 💖
I go through mental health everyday now because it’s part of a brain injury am only 17 I can’t see good or walk i wish i felt normal again
I'm so sorry you feel this way. I just wanted you to know that you are normal despite your injury and i know that you can rise above it, I BELIEVE IN YOU.
Sending all my love and recovery energy to you 💗🙏🏼 Check our anything by Joe Dispenza, he survived and fully recovered from injuries by using the power of his mind , powerful stuff! I believe in you! You can do this 💪🏼✨
Im praying for full recovery for you in the name of Jesus Christ - God Bless you 🙏💖
I'm praying for you.
Stopped the video to say a prayer
For you and everyone battling any kind of mental illness I also battle anxiety and depression and I don’t wish it on anyone I hope you start feeling better Brian and everyone else
Praying for you!! Love you forever Brian!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💖❤️
I can’t imagine how hard it was for you to but this out on a platform that has not always been great to you, I guess I could say I’m a lucky one who doesn’t suffer from a lot of this stuff anxiety, depression, so I can’t even try to figure out what it’s like.
please stay strong Brian and well always be here waiting for that next good morning video.
Sending you positive energy ❤️ After years of dealing with anxiety and depression and trying different medications that didn’t work, I decided to stop medications and try meditating. I started learning about Buddhism and it has pulled me out of darkness! There’s so much information on RUclips about it. I hope you feel better soon!
Be strong in the Lord who strengthens you .
Brian, I’ve been following you for a very long time. Like way back. You and Steve Irwin are the reason I love animals (and especially reptiles) so much. It breaks my heart that you are going through this. You are a living legend. I’m almost 47 years old and would love nothing more than the give you a great big bear hug and tell you how much you mean to me. Rest assured, brother, I am praying for you constantly. Much love and respect. ❤
Hang in there man! There's a silver lining to your anxiety and it's your message. You spoke your peace. Now may you be blessed with peace and live anxiety free.
Ive had anxiety ever since I was little. It started as separation anxiety trying to start school when I was 5. It developed quickly and by they 6th grade I was diagnosed with Anxiety. I have 4 our of the 5 types. I was homeschooled for 7th grade, and ai haven't finished the last 2 months of school since 5th grade. Sometimes it was hard for me to even get out of bed- sometimes I didnt. I still have it but luckily im on medications, and its a little better. I had panic attacks every week and I havent had any now. I completed my sophomore year, but due to corona I couldnt finish out the year. Hopefully my Junior year will be better. ❤You got this✊ We got this ✊ Thank you for sharing.
I had difficult mental heath issue for a long period, and it came that point I had to sell all my reptiles because I couldn´t take care of them. Today after years of recovery and medications I have two snakes, one bearded dragon and two turtles :) and we live happy ever after.
Who ask
Nobody cares
@@kalanicervantes4192 you reply my comment, so obviously you care 😂
I know exactly how you feel. I’ve been crippled by anxiety to the point where brushing my teeth and taking a shower seemed like an impossible task. It does feel like it won’t end but it will. Remember this, you’ve been in this position before and thought you couldn’t get through it and you did. I got a tattoo of a Phoenix because that’s how I see my mental health. The Phoenix bursts into flames and dies. With depression and anxiety you fall into a deep dark hole and it almost feels like your slowly dying in a mental health war. But then the Phoenix is reborn, and for me when I win that war it’s like I’m reborn. And around and around the cycle goes but I know that I will prevail and I will rise from the ashes and fight once more because my loved ones, my life, my happiness is worth fighting for.
Life’s a bitch and a blessing at the same time keep peace at heart. You are a passionate reptile educator, a great father and a loving husband. Stay strong, stay optimistic and stay healthy. Hope we all get through this pandemic soon🌈🙏🏻🇹🇭
Anxiety is always an uphill battle and some of us lose that battle. You are so strong for pushing through it all for me everyday just doing small task feels like the hardest things to get through. You are strong and you can always rely on us. I understand It and I can never understand myself even though I know underlying medical issues are some of the cause but sometimes it’s out of the blue. Your strong for showing the authentic you. I admire you for it
We are all here for each other and we must help each other in these hard times rock on 😣🤘
Brian I know exactly how you feel I had a breakdown sometimes stuff happens just take a deep breath and everybody who watches your blog support you I might not like snakes but I watch you for your positive message that you give it makes me feel like my day is starting off right I call it snakes and coffee
By the way I lost her August 31 2019 then. My husband passed January 1 2020 so I understand what you are going through I’m in a dark tunnel of depression and my son can not leave our house.
PRAYING FOR YOU ! X
Fireyvedel thank you I don’t have every much support around e and it’s hard , I really don’t want to here anymore
Hello Brian. I am dealing with the same debilitating anxiety right now in my life. I have always been inspired by your videos and I breed ball pythons now. It sometimes does feel like it is never going to end and it is so hard to do things. I am continuing to keep pushing myself and I know it will get better. If you wouldn't mind sharing what worked best for you in your recovery. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. We are all in this together.