Much love, from WA myself bro, we’ll strengthen eachother. Addiction is not a topic many people want to talk about and I appreciate the way you spoke about it.
Dude your video speaks to me , I am living in hell and I can’t escape , I’ve tried everything to stop , I’ve emptied my bank account to zero and I worked so hard for years to save that money I’ve set myself back literal years financially and I’m still gambling everything away right as it comes even if I win thousands it doesn’t matter because just like you mentioned also I have a ridiculous amount of money I need to recover before I can stop and her i am on Christmas Eve gambled everything away again when I promised myself I wouldn’t gamble today , this is hell on earth , I’m alone and on the verge of homelessness if I don’t stop and I’m not going to stop is what’s crazy. I’m on RUclips venting to a stranger who’s video popped up on my feed , this shit is wild
You are not alone. As a compulsive gambler who used to go every single day and play till zero dollars just like you, I understand where you are coming from. You aren't homeless yet, and you haven't gone to prison yet, and you haven't committed suicide. You are in a deep financial hole but you know that your life is worth more than money friend. Merry Christmas. This Christmas, give yourself the gift of reaching out for help professionally and with your family and friends if you have them. Let go of control of your money and find a trustee for it. A trustee is someone who takes care of your money and releases your finances to you as needed. You can call your local social security office or social work office to find a professional one. I love you man, hang in there, it will get better! God Bless.
Wow! You are right. When you do the math, it never adds up. Minus taxes… if only you could poll everyone walking in and out of the casino with a big sign over their head with the exact number of wins and losses. You are so brave for posting in RUclips. I appreciate you very much. The truth and the struggle is real. ❤
Even if we hit big, we most likely will continue gambling. The same compulsive behavior that cause us not to leave, after win or lose. Best option is to give up gambling. Learn to better yourself in another way.
0:43 Nothing will ever match that dopamine hit for that activity as you probably know now, you need to find it elsewhere. Take care of yourself buddy, don't give in
As one of the worst gambling addicts ever... Quit bro. Cut your losses and find a positive addiction (gym, cooking/learning new recipes, etc.). You clearly know how bad it is brother. You've had those sleepless nights after losing ridiculous amounts of money you could've put towards your actual life. You have plenty of time to turn it around. PLEASE, IF YOU REALLY WANT TO PUNISH YOURSELF, CHANGE YOUR LIFE. GET THE LAST LAUGH
I completely disagree with the practicality of a lot of what you are saying (advice about loading on debit cards\sharing banking information with a friend, etc.) but your heart and intentions seem to be in the right place.
Sports are rigged as hell, i've been decoding them for years. Hit the Elon vs Notre dame upset, notre dame was like -15. Elon was 1-39 vs the ACC and notre dame was 4-0 on the season. The code was surrounding the 41 hitting on either side, the governors of both states had 41 connections in the date distances from the game and tons of other stuff, I post these reads on my discord server. The linemakers know how to manipulate psychology of public and the outcomes are pre-determined by a deep code. Don't waste energy gambling, learn the code and see through the riddles.
@@mtghaven46 if you're interested in learning more of im talking about i'll send you a discord invite, just a small server where I post lots of breakdowns and decryptions of this stuff its good stuff seeking to understand why its happening
@@chesso5508 lol tell that to my +13000 odds parlays turning a few dollars into over 600 last week, definitely speak for yourself as my IQ is high in the subject. To your credit the learning curve is insanely difficult (6+ years studying), to your discredit you have no idea what you're talking about as does anybody that uses the words "total bs" to describe something too high in complexity for their academic level. Modern academia doesn't teach enough critical thinking skills, and lazy minded people don't want to put the work in to figure it out.
Stop talking and start walking. Just exclude yourself from casinos and online. Casinos will honor it and there’s an exclusion button on the gambling applications. Your welcome
@@mtghaven46 Honestly it's more egg shaped, reminds me of my older brother lol. Don't worry about it dude you are all good, good luck on your journey gambling is a cancer.
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Much love, from WA myself bro, we’ll strengthen eachother. Addiction is not a topic many people want to talk about and I appreciate the way you spoke about it.
Dude your video speaks to me , I am living in hell and I can’t escape , I’ve tried everything to stop , I’ve emptied my bank account to zero and I worked so hard for years to save that money I’ve set myself back literal years financially and I’m still gambling everything away right as it comes even if I win thousands it doesn’t matter because just like you mentioned also I have a ridiculous amount of money I need to recover before I can stop and her i am on Christmas Eve gambled everything away again when I promised myself I wouldn’t gamble today , this is hell on earth , I’m alone and on the verge of homelessness if I don’t stop and I’m not going to stop is what’s crazy. I’m on RUclips venting to a stranger who’s video popped up on my feed , this shit is wild
You are not alone. As a compulsive gambler who used to go every single day and play till zero dollars just like you, I understand where you are coming from. You aren't homeless yet, and you haven't gone to prison yet, and you haven't committed suicide. You are in a deep financial hole but you know that your life is worth more than money friend. Merry Christmas. This Christmas, give yourself the gift of reaching out for help professionally and with your family and friends if you have them. Let go of control of your money and find a trustee for it.
A trustee is someone who takes care of your money and releases your finances to you as needed. You can call your local social security office or social work office to find a professional one.
I love you man, hang in there, it will get better! God Bless.
What do you do for a living
Keep up the good work. Addiction is hard. You got this!
Thank You so much, God Bless!
Props, mate. Kudos for holding yourself accountable and sharing with others.
Thanks! God Bless.
Hang in there, you’ll get through it for sure. Promise you.
Thank You for the words of encouragement, God Bless You.
Thanks for posting.
Thank you for watching likewise, God Bless.
Wow! You are right.
When you do the math, it never adds up. Minus taxes… if only you could poll everyone walking in and out of the casino with a big sign over their head with the exact number of wins and losses. You are so brave for posting in RUclips.
I appreciate you very much. The truth and the struggle is real. ❤
@@ginalares8581 For sure! Thanks for watching. God Bless.
I know your pain.
I know your habits.
That's the biggest fight for your life.
Every day is a fight.
Hopefully you can get some real peace
I am going to really commit to stop gamblimg, Thank You.
i greatly appreciate your commentary Steve
And I am really grateful you took the time out of your day or night to comment! Thanks so much and God Bless.
Even if we hit big, we most likely will continue gambling. The same compulsive behavior that cause us not to leave, after win or lose. Best option is to give up gambling. Learn to better yourself in another way.
Truth.
0:43 Nothing will ever match that dopamine hit for that activity as you probably know now, you need to find it elsewhere. Take care of yourself buddy, don't give in
Thank You for the encouragement.
Did you know Steve park is a NASCAR driver
Yes I did sir, a friend of mine told me that in high school 20 years ago. =]
As one of the worst gambling addicts ever... Quit bro. Cut your losses and find a positive addiction (gym, cooking/learning new recipes, etc.). You clearly know how bad it is brother. You've had those sleepless nights after losing ridiculous amounts of money you could've put towards your actual life. You have plenty of time to turn it around. PLEASE, IF YOU REALLY WANT TO PUNISH YOURSELF, CHANGE YOUR LIFE. GET THE LAST LAUGH
Thanks so much for the encouragement!
I lost 30k this week
I completely disagree with the practicality of a lot of what you are saying (advice about loading on debit cards\sharing banking information with a friend, etc.) but your heart and intentions seem to be in the right place.
We agree to disagree, it is a beautiful thing. Thanks a lot for watching, I appreciate it.
have u tried just stopping?
Yes, I have tried stopping of my free will a great many times.
Sports are rigged as hell, i've been decoding them for years. Hit the Elon vs Notre dame upset, notre dame was like -15. Elon was 1-39 vs the ACC and notre dame was 4-0 on the season. The code was surrounding the 41 hitting on either side, the governors of both states had 41 connections in the date distances from the game and tons of other stuff, I post these reads on my discord server. The linemakers know how to manipulate psychology of public and the outcomes are pre-determined by a deep code. Don't waste energy gambling, learn the code and see through the riddles.
Amen, just don't waste time gambling! You said is sir.
@@mtghaven46 if you're interested in learning more of im talking about i'll send you a discord invite, just a small server where I post lots of breakdowns and decryptions of this stuff its good stuff seeking to understand why its happening
Geometria will have you writing down equations on your wall thinking yo are solving something but it’s actually total bs
@@chesso5508 Ive been there with schizophrenia for sure. It's just pure chaos.
@@chesso5508 lol tell that to my +13000 odds parlays turning a few dollars into over 600 last week, definitely speak for yourself as my IQ is high in the subject. To your credit the learning curve is insanely difficult (6+ years studying), to your discredit you have no idea what you're talking about as does anybody that uses the words "total bs" to describe something too high in complexity for their academic level. Modern academia doesn't teach enough critical thinking skills, and lazy minded people don't want to put the work in to figure it out.
Stop talking and start walking. Just exclude yourself from casinos and online. Casinos will honor it and there’s an exclusion button on the gambling applications. Your welcome
Agreed
Undercooked potatohead
That hurts, it really does, but at least you are telling your version of the truth, gratz.
Why would you feel the need to say something like that?
😡 fellow gambler bro…dont listen to this idiot smh, thank you for sharing brotha!
@@mtghaven46 Honestly it's more egg shaped, reminds me of my older brother lol. Don't worry about it dude you are all good, good luck on your journey gambling is a cancer.
Says the bitter goof
gambling is for the dumbest of fools.
Agreed.
I know your pain.
I know your habits.
That's the biggest fight for your life.
Every day is a fight.
Hopefully you can get some real peace
Yes, thank you, I would love to get real peace, God Bless.