An Ode to Suffering
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Hey reach out to me. I focus on neuroimmunology (the nervous system/brain and immune system) and there are a LOT of things doctors missed out about your case. Healthy regards
All the symptoms from your brain melt video sounds like Charles Bonnet syndrome. Explains the steroids working, headaches, monster faces, macular degeneration, twin with similar symptoms. Maybe a brain swelling could have caused it but sure sounds like it, usually takes a year or longer to heal. Kinda falls right in line. Hope you heal fast!
Thank you so much for posting. So awesome that you share your journey with us even though it's so difficult.
I hope you don't feel offended in some way but it's sooooooooooooooooooooooo interesting. Life will fuck us all in some way or another, but you got completely blindsided. Interesting to hear you talk about it teaching you about suffering. I genuinely wish you all the best and that your full health comes back to you in due course, which I'm sure it will. You could read my next sentence and think no bro, just no, but honestly one day I feel like there's gonna be a lot of value in the perspective this traumatic experience provides, and you should be able to leverage that to reach insane levels in the future.
Peace. 8
Is your left eyelid being a little lazy? Is that part of it?
Thanks for sharing. A positive attitude will help you're healing journey. Short bike rides are awesome! Sending positive vibes
came for the options and stocks education, stayed for the life lessons and reflections on the nature of suffering
hey Adam, I used to fall alseep watching your hour+ long options tutorials every day until I understood everything you were saying. Youre an amazing teacher. And now youre teaching me how to deal with my own personal things as well.... Much love and respect sir
If Adam was a stock I'd buy and hold. Certain to go up.
Hell yes
If he was a stock, I’m buying LEAPS
diamond hands.
You would’ve gotten margin called lol
Diamond hands bruh. Glad you're back to putting out content again
your not alone brother. i have dealt with addiction for year that has affected my psych. also recently, i fractured my cheek bone, my nose, & stitches around my eye causing nerve damage, from totaling my short term dream car last summer. still mentally recovering from that as well. i am just grateful no one else was involved & i walked out the lethal car crash the way i did.. thank you for everything you do man. god bless you sir
& to whoever is still reading this, as hard as it may be, do your best to stay composed, remain in your element, value what you have in the moment, keep the promises you make to yourself, & evolve into a stronger, better version of yourself each day. remember that you are all special in your own unique way & whatever you are arguing with yourself about is irrelevant, & you are more than capable of doing what you are giving yourself excuses on
What you're going through is pretty normal for anyone who's experienced serious mental health challenges and/or major trauma's that have ruined their world.
You're right - trauma changes us. You can never get that innocence back and you will never be the person you were before.
However, in a year or two you may reach a new plateau - a new sense of normalcy.
And as difficult as it all is there lies within suffering an experience to really find yourself. Especially when you can't do anything - there's nowhere else to go but experience what you've got to experience in front of you or in your brain, etc.
I know it may seem like ranting but I've been in a similar situation before. All things level out with time. It can't remain new forever.
TLDR: If you can't escape your suffering surrender to it. Then you won't suffer as much. So much of our suffering is resistance to what is.
I'm so glad you have a therapist! I could definitely use one. I'd be a crying mess trying to deal with what you're going through right now. Thanks for your empathy for the rest of us going through our own suffering and for your encouragement. You are not the only one with a helluva s&i@ show on your hands with no end in sight right now. Thanks for your video, and thanks for keeping us updated!
Suffering right now myself. No one understands how hard it is to pull yourself out of a deep mental state until you’ve been through it. You’re an incredibly intelligent dude and I’m sorry this has happened to you. I’ve had some of the same thoughts and anxiety. Glad you have found some answers. I’m appreciative of this video. Suffering is a b!tch. Prayers to you my friend.
In 1998 I was a young man deployed to Saudi Arabia with the AF. I find myself in a war- Operation Desert Fox. Everyone wanted to kill me and my AF buddies. In a missile attack one night I was running to a bunker putting on my gas mask in a Scud missile attack from Sadaam Hussein’s military. I laid there swallowing my tears in my mask watching missiles fly overhead. Weeks of that. Every day might be the last. That’s hard to take. I made it through those times and now I use that as a measure to gauge any time I might be having a bad or stressed day at work for example. Then I realize nothing is worse than that time. And I’ll just be ok. Use the low points as your gauge. And since you made it through that, you’ll push through the bad days. Keep the wind in your face. You’ve taught me a lot about investing and have a lot more to give. Take care man.
That's incredible Adam, this is a side of you I had no idea. I lost my Mom to cancer at 16 and then my Dad at 19 and I worked in culinary for 14 years. In my days as a chef, I vowed myself to the nutrition side of food and not just the cooking aspect. Modern diets are HIGHLY HIGHLY susceptible to excessive systemic inflammation. Obviously some inflammation is good because the body needs it to heal but absolutely STAY AWAY FROM SEED AND GRAIN OILS - they are teeming with dangerous high levels of Omega-6. Don't ask, just do some research, it's terrifying.
Also as a trader who lives in the north and get fuck all for sun in the winter time, supplementing vitamin d3 can get bad if I'm not getting my vitamin k2. If you dont have vitamin k2, you can't trigger the process to take calcium out of the blood and put it into the bone. Your blood vessels actually start to calcify and turn to bone - it's wild, but it can be as simple as calcification and too much inflammation that is the cause of your issue. Also make sure you're eating eggs as often as possible. Almost every nutrient under the sun. Eggs are literally human "superfood".
Love you buddy, thanks for the video.
Love you my man, thank you
@divinemanifestation I was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease eight years ago. After realizing there is no cure and my dr wanting to pawn me off to his buddy for surgery to remove my intestine, I decided to take my health into my own hands.
I went down a rabbit hole and realized I needed to decrease the inflammation in my body. Everything you said about the omegas, seeds, and harmful oils was spot on. I also eat free-range boiled eggs daily, raw milk, and grass-fed meat. I stay away from any foods that can trigger inflammation and end my nights with a castor patch (it helps reduce inflammation in the body and provides a lengthy list of other benefits.)
I have been off my meds for 3 years and haven’t had any flare-ups in 2 years. It’s been a long road to get to this point, and I learned a lot about myself along the way. I'm 6’2’’ and weigh in at 120lbs, had no energy and my wife left me at my lowest point. As of today I'm back to 170lbs and trying to be more optimistic about the future.
@inthemoneyadam, you and your brother will beat this disease. I’m going to keep you in my prayers. I just stumbled across your channel, and the world needs more people like you, brother! 🙏🏾
Bro, your brain freeze analogy was pure. I had vertigo recently and I’m not joking I now understand suicide. I have had a few buddies end it and I always thought to myself, fuck, how, why. But if I have that feeling everyday, I’m sorry, it’s too much to handle.
You are right, enjoy the ups, fight through the downs, and appreciate the levels
An ode to suffering. Firstly, I’d like to acknowledge everything you are saying. We all suffer to some degree, and it is certainly hard.
Through my own experiences, I choose to see it as an opportunity for growth. It’s the universe saying “this is yours to bare.” It’s your own distinct burden to carry. And you will be better for it, as a human being who has the chance to contribute to the healing of the greater whole, as you have here.
Appreciate life for what it is. It’s just life. It can suck. It is hard. It can get better. Progress is always possible, as long as you have life to live.
I empathize with you and I sincerely wish you well. Thank you for opening yourself to the collective. I hope talking about it has helped you along your way.
You’re the best Adam. Suffering be damned. Find peace as you can. You still eloquently express yourself and it is amazing how you communicate. Before and now. God speed my friend.
Adam you got balls to come out and tell your story. I wanted to tell you your not alone. I feel like your symptoms mimic mine. My symptoms were sometimes i wake up being blind in one eye. Can’t feel my legs, felt disconnected from my body, felt like my head was about to explode. I never felt so much pain of waking up and barely getting out of bed. I went from doc to doc to my dismay none of these docs knew what i was talking about. Then finally when i checked myself into urgent care center they decided to test me for lyme disease. The results came back that I have been infected with longterm lyme which gave me encephalitis. Doctors gave me doxycycline which made it worse due to herxing affect. But as soon as I was finished the antibiotics I felt like a new man. I honestly think you might have an underlying infection. Adam you can get threw this if I got threw my ordeal of hell lasting year and half you can get threw yours I believe in you.
Vitamin deficiency. Have it checked 🙏
Second this as well. Wouldn't hurt to get tested. Two good friends of mine had undiagnosed Lyme Disease which resulted in both of them developing neurological Lyme. Started with chronic fatigue and deteriorated from there. One of them developed facial palsy until he was treated. Ended up needing a picc line that ran from his arm into his heart.
*This is my google armchair doctorate disclaimer, I have zero background in medicine*
In the My Brain Melted video, Adam talks about having elevated myelin basic protein which could may be a clue leading to a Lyme diagnosis. As he stated, elevated MBP typically is an indicator of multiple sclerosis. In a write up I read by livediseasefree dot com, they cite research done by Alan B MacDonald in which he found Borrelia (the bacteria in lyme disease) will embed itself in the myelin sheath. The symptoms of LD and MS are very similar and its possible that the body is attacking that myelin sheath in an attempt to rid it of those spirochetes, leading to an elevated level of MBP.
The only thing that makes me question this though is that him and his brother developed symptoms at the same time. And that Idaho is not a hotbed for ticks carrying lyme disease. My bet would be that him and his twin would've had to have visited a state where Lyme ridden ticks are rampant such as the north of the east coast. Or that one of them did and possibly brought back ticks to the place they shared. Who knows. Still wouldn't hurt to get tested.
Agree with underlying infection/immune reaction to infection.
@@Irulez2000 good call on the lime. CEBV and lime are very closely linked I think he might be experiencing chronic Epstein Barr virus symptoms
@@Irulez2000 as an MD I completely agree. Medical school doesn’t teach Lyme disease as it should, there are doctors who have had their licenses removed for treating “chronic” Lyme disease with prolonged antibiotics. It is a shame because it makes other doctors afraid of even recognizing it. There is no ICD code for chronic Lyme, and there should be, therefore insurance won’t cover the treatment if it doesn’t have a diagnosis code.
I like how you still snuck some funnies in lol. Thanks for putting yourself out there; you're not alone. You helped some people with this for sure (including myself) keep fighting the good fight, man!
Dude! I have been dealing with the worst fatigue I have ever had for about the last year and a half. I think that Rona got me good. It's insane how fast health can shift and it's hard to stay motivated to push harder when you are down. Keep on keepin on man. You will get better. Practice mindfulness and gratitude. Perhaps get a Tibetan singing bowl. It could help you strengthen neural pathway if you practice mindfulness for at least an hour a week. Then get up to 30mins to 1hour a day. I bet if you could do that within a few months you might be back. Hang on dudebroman.
"anyone who thinks otherwise can lick my beanbag" one of the funniest lines i've heard in a while. Definitely stealing that.
You took flying lesson that amazing!
Your showing true strength in this situation and the will power is incredible. I will stayed tuned with your channel. Your perspective of life is something even older people may not get because you have gone through some real sh1t so early. I am sorry that it has happened and to you at only 26. But I think your above alot of the masses when it comes to intelligence and with working on overcoming this trauma you are now putting yourself in a good position in life by valuing whats real and what matters. I am routing for you!
Much respect my dude for sharing your story and putting yourself out there. Progress is always slow but keep up the grind and things will (hopefully) work out.
You have the right attitude brotha! One of the things that I've personally tried to work on is trying to find a point of center. To attempt to shift my focus and perspective from scarcity and defensiveness to operating out of gratitude -- it's a game changer. I have auto immune disease and severe food allergies. For me, it's that it is an amazing day and age to be alive, our species gets to live in the greatest wealth that has been seen throughout our species.
No one else is going to be able to put in the work but you to come out of the other side as best as you can be, and you sound like you're doing the work bro. I wish you strength to continue to press through and continue to fight for your self. Much love
Just the fact you're capable of making and posting videos is amazing to me.
Considering what you've been through and are still working through, you telling these stories so clearly is hard to imagine.
Everyone should hear and see this video. Thank you for sharing in such an honest and transparent manner. Get Well.
Been suffering with visual snow since 2001 after bad flu stuff. They didn't have a name for eye condition shtuff but glad we now have the community to help each other.
I have learned so much from you Adam. A lot more than Options trading. I feel your pain. I've suffered a lot of pain including blurry vision, joint pain, inability to walk without the use of a cane. Many doctors only treated symptoms but not the underlying cause. Finally a Rheumatoid Arthritis doctor diagnosed me with Reiters syndrome where my healing began. I understand the pain and suffering where you almost feel like giving up. Stayed strong and bounced back. You are a smart young man and know that you will overcome this and come out stronger than ever. Crying and suffering changes. Accept the suffering and release some with crying. Sending prayers 🙏 or positive energy your way if not religious. Big virtual hug. Love you and take care Adam.
This may be the most important and genuine description of the human condition I could give. I have my own struggles and have had nearly perfect health. This is so still relatable, no matter how dark dim and hopeless things become. Those that have come before and will come after have gone through worse. If we are unable to raise to the challenge it does not make us failures. If we dominate the struggle we are not hero's. All of us are doing the absolute best we can with what we are able. I hope if nothing else the future gives you some peace Adam.
Thanks for making those who are suffering not feel so alone.
Good luck on your recovery, stay positive it does get better. Keep that light at the end of the recovery tunnel. Hang in there man.
My baby boy was diagnosed with autism, his mom freaked out and took off with her boss. A year later she came back, and then took him, too. Got nobody here, family is all dead, friends are hundreds of miles away. All I do is work, day trade, and sit in my shitbox apartment. I miss my life, too. Much love to you, and hope we both come out the other side.
Hey bro,
You OK man?
thank u for sharing, all my love & respect bro
ur right this IS easy for me to say cos im sitting here, sooo far away from my last trauma, but bro, not just cos of the passage of time
ur past video's show a bright young man who is willing to knuckle down n do the work (maybe not at uni lol), and the frustration u have ready to summon up & throw at this problem is so clear in that last sentence of ur. u ARE gona kick this things ass, ur so frustrated at this fear, i can't see any other outcome
This a real video bro. This world and how it is currently is just taking a toll on everybody. The fact that you're able to not just acknowledge your suffering but everybody else's is a true testament to your strength brother. This video really spoke volumes; good luck on your healing journey. Thats why I rock with your videos my g, you really taught me a lot in and out of the markets.
I watched your whole story last night. It sounds like you have had some very terrible experiences with arrogant and obtuse doctors who have tried to shoehorn your terrible experiences into something that makes clinical sense to them while ignoring what you are telling them. I personally believe that strength and pain go hand in hand -- that it takes strength to get through pain and suffering, and when people ignore your pain, they are also ignoring how strong you have to be, which can feel incredibly diminishing and hopeless. It makes sense to me that in the longer video about your story, you said that you wanted people to "bear witness" -- i.e., "this is how I suffered and this is how I had to be strong in order to survive." Even with your very detailed description, it is hard for me to really imagine the pain of what you went through and what it appears you're still managing in terms of emotional aftershocks. Just want to say that I think you're incredibly strong to still be here and I hope we have you around for a long time.
when you mentioned how much of the pain from suffering is the struggle/fight against it, i felt really touched. learning to accept the suffering is so hard. thanks so much for sharing about your experience. you’re incredibly loved and appreciated.
First I want to say that I'm quite a bit older than you and probably most of your subscribers, I have known many people who have suffered one degree or another including myself. Whenever I discussed things with them my advice was exactly what you have adopted, don't see problems see challenges. You have made it perfectly clear what you and your brother have experienced, even so, it's hard to imagine what you have been going through all this time. I have trouble giving you a like, it just doesn't seem right, but that doesn't mean I disapprove of the video I want you to be well again and believe you will. I have been using your videos to learn options trading, they are the best I have found. Stay strong, we believe in you.
Really glad to hear things haven't gotten worse for you. Good to see you fighting!
Hey man, I just wanted to say that I quite enjoyed listening to you ramble/rant, and that when you do get better I would still like to hear similar content from you.
I went through something similar a few years back. I got sick but it wasn't anything specific, , most times the best description was malaise. But after 2-3 weeks I didn't get better. This went on for over 6 months and was terrifying and the worst thing I've ever had to endure in my life. I didn't know what was wrong and my mind assumed the worst so I was in a constant state of anxiety, , which meant I couldn't enjoy anything (watching a movie, playing games, etc.). It was very similar in a lot of ways what you described. I feel for you man. Hang in there and keep a positive mindset and don't underestimate the power of the mind to heal itself! You'll get back to your heaven homie..
I've watched every single one of your videos and learned so much obviously you don't give out any special formula but the way you explain everything all the ins and outs of investing very impressive. Basically you put it all out there everything someone needs to know about investing and then people make their own decisions, its an invaluable services you've provided and me and a lot of people are forever grateful until he end. Cheers mate.
I feel so sorry for how you feel, when i first started trying to learn options trading your channel was one of the first ones i subscribed too. Get well soon 👍
You should look up depersonalization. I had this for well over a year and went through the exact same things you’ve described. Every single night I thought I was gonna die, and the feeling is almost non describeable because its just too hard. Like youre tripping on acid. I came to the same conclusion that it felt like a fishbowl or a bubble around you. I dont know what fixed it, but im pretty sure it was when I distanced myself from the computer and tried to be more in the nature, be with friends and travel more. Gradually I became better, but its still there 12 years later.
My friend had something similar. Oddly enough it was passed off as just a anxiety/panic attack, even tho the symptoms didn’t make sense for that. They never figured it out. Just after it was extremely bad to where he had to go home and take time off work, it just got a better over time
Are you saying the worst of it was only 1 year but it never really got completely better?
I really like you man. You're extremely intelligent emotionally and just overall. I'm sorry, and I know everyone has said that but it doesn't hurt to hear it again. You don't deserve what happened and whats actively happening. You will get better. I'm sorry doctors shrugged you off. I don't go to them because they've done the same to me several times, not trying to compare to you because I've had nothing even close to comparable, but its a horrible feeling, especially the aspect of them telling you that you were crazy when it was a physical problem. You will get better. Thank you for the videos.
So much respect for you. You're so strong and sending you so much encouragement. Will pray for you tonight. What really resonated with me was at the end where you say trauma can leave you different and worse or different and better. I definitely let my trauma bring me down and make me become a worse person. Your story and your strength inspires me to get back up and put the work in to make my trauma the best thing that could've happened to me.
Man this video hit me so hard I’m in the same boat this is crazy I’m sorry your going through this man but glad you shared everything will work out !!
Not to sound like a know-it-all, but I've had a similar experience and its definitely feels scary. If you are in the eye of the storm, it's hard to look past it, but not impossible. Each time I feel like a going down that path, I think of this - Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible. You are smart, you work hard and keep being strong. I hope you come back stronger and much more focused, world needs more people like you. Ciao!
Thank you for sharing Adam, I hope you get well sooner rather than later, but what you said about suffering is spot on. These cycles of suffering tend to repeat for people and sometimes it is a new challenge that we can only hope to get through - even if it means coming out stronger on the other side. Keep on fighting brother, we believe in you ;)
Adam you have the love and respect of hundreds of thousands of people and nothing will take that away. You will pull through, you will triumph and be an even better man for it.
Sorry to hear about that. FWIW, I had a traumatic brain injury at 19. Lost my sense of taste/smell and had a constant migraine for months. Recovery was long and like you, I’m different from who I was before the incident but I am better/stronger than I was before.
Hope things continue improving for you!
Adam, You are not alone!! Your story is so relatable. Your openness to share your personal journey of where you are, is beautiful.
I only just subscribed to your channel within this past week. When I listened to your videos everything clicked. I kept saying he's good. You are a natural born teacher.
I encourage you to be your best student. Listen back to this video. You have all the answers to start to feel like you again.
Keep the Faith= Be sure of what we want and certain of what we do not see.
Many blessings to you!
Putting yourself out like this is imo a public service. Very helpful. Feel better buddy. 🙏
Hey buddy just letting you know I'm praying for you and your brother.
I've had a few psychotic episodes a few years back. I'd say the following 6 months were pretty traumatic in the way you're experiencing now. What I can say is that it will get better !
This comment has a low chance of being seen, but I’m just getting into stocks and without a doubt you’ve been the best educational RUclipsrs I’ve ever seen, you’re strong man keep fighting!
I don’t want to come off as self absorbed by talking about myself, but I identify with this in so many ways. So if the message of mutual suffering is helpful, add me to that list. I have severe depression and the similarity to his description of psychosis is high.
Hi Adam, I'm in near the same boat as yourself, very simular symptoms, I'm guessing you know what I mean when I say that near every hour and every minute of life (that your not asleep) is now challenge of sorts and your life and mind just doesn't flow and intergrate like it should. I live this and have done for the past 8 months and counting, it's extreamly scary and humbling. As you can expect I am actively doing everything in my power to improve my situation.
I'd love to chat if you get the chance.
My best wishes pal
👆Hey mate.
Thanks for watching have something to share with you hit me up 👆👆✍️.
Keep fighting man! Can’t wait to see you back at 100%
Thank you!
@@InTheMoneyAdam Brad, nice to see you giving support to Adam. You two were my introduction to options and I have mad respect for both of you. Stay strong, Adam!
Git back over there and make some damn content already!
3 years ago when I was 15 I took large quantities of lsd and it was all fine and fun until I stopped. I had been taking a tab of acid every weekend. I had increasing snowy vision, I saw things move out of the corner of my eye and I literally got angry at people for talking to me. I felt out of my body for like 3 months . I’ve been trying to fix my brain for the last few years, I just learn everything I can . I think I’m 85% recovered and I’ll never tell anyone IRL about this beside my friends, but I did end up telling my mom because my parents were catching on to my Huge Pupils and at 16 got caught for Dealing weed but I’m trying so hard rn to do good and learn about business
We’re definitely going the right direction Adam 🔥stay up
This might turn out to be a blessing. I can see you on a speaking circuit going around to inspire and motivate people. You can do this. I believe in you and your healing. Get all the sunshine you can. Sleep from 11 pm to 1 am, that’s the critical time when the brain heals and takes out the trash.
I had a stroke at 30 years old. I coughed so hard I gave my self a stroke. I understand doctors not listening. I woke up in the ICU and they told me I had a severe inner ear infection and I kept saying ear infections don't make the right side not work. I was overall very lucky for a stroke. But during the recovery what got me was the fear. The fear that it is never going to get better, the fear that it's going to happen again. Every time my perception or my hearing was a little off, I would have a panic attack. I couldn't tell what was real symptoms or what was just my brain making my fear real. What you say about appreciating what you have is really true. Your video is very true to what recovery is like. Keep going, when you are feeling not right take some deep breaths and try to not let the fear get you. Just that helped me so much. Keep going, you can get through this.
Thank you, this advice hit home.
Thank you so much for posting this and speaking so honestly about what your going through. Men in general don't talk about these things for fear of seeming week or dismissed. I've suffered from my own mental health issues and just talking through it helps especially with someone who will listen. Stay strong and keep sharing!
I know it sounds simple, and may not be something you enjoy, but maybe you could take a trip out to a creek and do some fishing. Overstudy everything, the fish, the way the water rolls over the rocks, the way the trees whip around in the breeze. Sometimes when your mind feels lost, getting lost in the details of something mundane can help.
Yo dude, can we be friends? Mad respect for you being brave and talking about this so openly. Been through some hard shit and I can say that you DO come out so much stronger because you're able to navigate situations like these. Don't run from the rainstorm, learn how to dance in it.
Much love and respect brother…. Take your time
The mind is a wonderful servant but a lousy master. Stay strong 💪
If this helps.
I have a friend from high school who had to get brain surgery
The surgeon fucked up and whatever the surgeon fucked up cause my friend to get reallly fucked up vision. And because it was not his eyes that were the issue no glasses could fix it.
We all thought he would be that way forever unable to work cause by a doctors mistake.
But he kept believing and preying despite of this for years.
Fast forward of keeping in contact with him, 5 years later his vision has miraculously been fixed so well in fact that he is near 20/20
I think the take away from this is believe you will get better despite the odds and pray to whatever you believe will help push you through these traumas.
I've personally been through homlessness to become a realestate investor and endured different suffering then you are currently. But I believe in my heart that if you believe it will get better over time it will.
It may not get better as fast as you want.
It may not be perfect
But it will certainly improve and there is a good chance that it will improve so you can have a semblance of a normal life again.
Stay strong. Embrace the stoicism of the suck like a cow standing in the rain on a farm.
I'm sure you can get through this
I love you, thank you
🎶Started from the bottom now we're here... On the bottom of the bottom of the upcoming bottoms🎶
I got a chronic illness at 13. I still have it. Being raised Catholic meant that understanding suffering at the spiritual level was about the only thing that got me through, and still is. The crucified Christ is a very important symbol. Suffering is a big mystery and I sincerely hope you recover soon. I will pray and fast for you today.
Keep your chin up champ, you are very honest and you have helped a lot of people with your kindness and sharing. Thanks again.
Thank you for sharing your journey. I’m glad you stuck to your guns and found the right path despite the doctors who didn’t listen. No one will take better care of you than you. Looking forward to you getting better and better. Stay strong!
Just keep your head up Adam and tackle this one day at a time. It's easy to forget how many people are in your corner in the tough times. Sending love your way in these difficult times my friend!
As a nurse who is brand new to trading I stumbled on this video. I’m sorry about your doctor experience, I believe you, you’ve been through a lot, I can tell you are extremely intelligent, and you will start to get better now. Continue with trauma therapy, consider a functional doctor/neuropath for the brain fog, stay resilient, be patient with yourself, recovery takes time, and you will improve. Hang in there! Looking forward to learning from you when you’re well! If I can help as a nurse in anyway, let me know :)
We all have our battles man. Listening to your story makes me grateful to have the challenges that I have since I’ll admit they pale in comparison to what it sounds like you’re going through. I know you worry about the future, but I know that someday all suffering and unfairness will be made right. We just gotta keep going until that day comes
If you're on steroids' goto the gym and get JACKED!!! But seriously! I really hope you get yourself sorted out man. Not feeling good everyday is NO JOKE. PRAYERS!
Check into suffering by the Saints. Many had large suffering and asked for more. They also realized the benefits.
I been diagnosed with depersonalization along with other s**t. So on the world not feeling "real", etc, I know that feeling and it sucks beyond belief.
@InTheMoney, Mr. LEAPS, Doctor Delta, The Signal Amongst the Noise of FinTube,.. Adam, can I call you Adam?
Happy to see a new video. It's like hearing from an old friend. I feel like we learned about the magic of options in the financial markets together over the last year or so, man. Well, I guess more accurately, I learned (and continue to learn) from you. Point is, I'm glad to hear from you.
You seem to be in a much better place. It sounds like your path to healing has been no small feat - I admire your grit. I will say, your progress, albeit seemingly slow to you, is certainly evident as a viewer.
I appreciate you sharing your experience and insight gained. As a nurse, I regularly see patients overcome critical illness and/or severe injury. While we do our best to understand and help overcome the trauma of the experience, often the most effective treatment comes from exactly what your doing here. It’s hearing and sharing with others that have had a similar experience. This video will most likely help someone you’ll never meet. Your a good man.
I found your most salient point to be about how it’s too easy to come out the otherside different but worse. I like this attitude money man. Rings true for many aspects of life. It’s never going to be easy to become better. To quote a legend from my hometown of Philadelphia, a former heavy weight boxing champion of the world, “You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t how hard you hit; it’s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.” - Robert Balboa, or as you may know him, Rocky.
Be well. You got this, Jobin. Laters on the menjay.
love your view point and sorry for your pain. everything you are going through can be related to the markets. i know it sucks rn but you are growing more than you can see or know. hang in there brother.
Fight it. Post whatever and whenever you can. Get better.
I completely understand mourning your past life. As someone who has cancer I understand entirely.
Sounds like me after I ate too many shrooms. Had bad partial psychosis for a long time. Like 6 months.
Psychosis is fucking scary and unfortunately I deal with it on the regular. I hope things get better, much love. Would love to see a cure for schizophrenia in my lifetime, hope research and development improve.
- Schiz
Both you and your brother are in my prayers!
one way or another - we are most definitely all in this together brother 🤝
Glad you're back. Keep pushing.
Damn, the more I listen to this the more impressive it is. You are exceptional man. If I ever go through anything remotely like this I will refer back to THIS video.
The pain CAN be worse. Please don't even joke or talk about going down that dark path. There's always a way to relieve suffering without pulling that trigger.
The mindset you adopted is inspiring. Don’t stop looking for ways to get better. They say fasting helps heal the whole body from everything. I wish you a fast recovery.
ADAM SO SORRY FOR WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH. HAVE YOU CHECK KETO OR CARNIVORE DIET. PLEASE DO INTO CHANGING YOUR DIET.
KEEP IT UP BRO U R AMAZING AND AN INSPIRATION FOR US!!!! MY BEST WISHES AND LUCK TO YOU!! YOU WILL BE BACK TO NORMAL IN NO TIME!!
YOUR FIGHT IS EXCELLENT AND YOU WILL WIN!! WE LOVE U BRO.
Hi Adam, I first watched a Video with you explaining Option Trading ( The Wheel) I hope you are doing much better
Curious, the first time you noticed something was wrong (day 1) did it feel like you got dosed on a strong hallucinogenic that lasted almost a week?
That's a really good video. Kudos to you for opening up. This video will probably save some lives.
Encephalitis is serious and dangerous!!! Best wishes bud!!!!
Hopefully you get better . Sorry you’re going through this shit. Keep moving forward
Thank you for that vulnerability. ❤️
👆Hey mate.
Thanks for watching have something to share with you hit me up 👆👆✍️.
hope things get better for you man, good to see an update from you, thanks for sharing your story, helps give perspective and appreciate when things are good
Get well, we are all rootin' and behind ya!!
You were one of the coolest, wisest of persons on the tube before you fell ill. You're still every bit as cool, wise, and more, impressive. But, holy heck, do I wish you weren't having to deal with all this suffering. I know you're on the path to recovery, and that your brain is healing (and will heal!), but the fear that comes with living on that edge and possibly backsliding. I so get it. You're right that suffering is not personal. And the uncertainty of how/who you will be in the future, what will be possible ... get that too. Wise words you're sharing here, a beacon for others. Sharing your story does lighten the load for others. Kudos to you!
bless you adam , your guts are on the table
thx for sharing , this helps us all
63yr old w health condition plus complication
The suffering will mold you into a monster. Never give up.
blessings and prayers young men--brighter days ahead.
Sounds like Lex Fridman, you should go on his podcast!
When it comes to suffering...we have a choice with outlook:
1. Why me?
or
2. Why not me?
More people experience Post Traumatic Growth vs Trauma, learned that in a course about happiness.
Sounds like some symptoms of mycotoxin exposure, any exposure to mold before the onset of symptoms?
To endeavor is to persevere.
Not my business but if you have the money an organic acids test, a mold toxin test, and potentially a mapping Stool test may lead you in a helpful direction.
Wish you the best.