Who is Thinking About You??🧐💭| PICK A CARD🔮 In-Depth Timeless Tarot Reading✨

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  • Опубликовано: 24 ноя 2024

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  • @EsoTarot
    @EsoTarot  3 года назад +339

    Oooweee spirit had a lot to say today!! I missed u guys sm 🥰 I am sending everyone one (1) serving of peace and love ☮️💗
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    Pile Selection: 0:42
    Pile 1 (Fluorite Tower): 2:49
    Pile 2 (Angelite Heart): 55:00
    Pile 3 (Shark Tooth): 2:05:40
    Pile 4 (Clear Quartz): 3:11:24
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    • @ayushigupta256
      @ayushigupta256 3 года назад

      Thankyou so much for the reading 🥰🥰🥰

    • @Jordan-me9pq
      @Jordan-me9pq 3 года назад

      I'd like a second serving of peace and love, with a dash of motivation to get my shit together.

    • @ayushigupta256
      @ayushigupta256 3 года назад +1

      Amazing reading 🥰 I really needed this reading 😍😍😍 so on point and so much of guidance. Lots of love and light to you eso 🥰🥰🥰🥰

    • @someoneontheinternet7490
      @someoneontheinternet7490 3 года назад +1

      pile 2 and can i just say thank you for confirning my intuition even if i havent finished the reading but theres this one friend of mine that after i started getting into spiritual stuff i started picking up thst he used to stalk me and honestly pretty sure he did glad i cut him off thank you for the confirmation

    • @mabuyaa8627
      @mabuyaa8627 3 года назад +1

      Yes it’s so obvious😂😂😂
      They can’t get me. They stinks them scammers!!! It’s so crazy that they target us type of people. Lol

  • @bonemelt4
    @bonemelt4 3 года назад +418

    For anyone who struggles to pick a pile and is clairaudient, what works for me and maybe you is tapping into the energy, and saying the numbers for each pile either aloud or in your head, and whatever number you hear and feel the most drawn to is probably one for you. You might wanna try

    • @beelonlyfans
      @beelonlyfans 3 года назад +6

      That's really cool

    • @Sophassofa
      @Sophassofa 3 года назад +19

      I also find sometimes thinking about the wrong pile makes me feel a little sick, if not i sometimes just go for the one i find prettiest lol

    • @beelonlyfans
      @beelonlyfans 3 года назад +5

      @@Sophassofa I always do that, and somehow, it resonates

    • @Sophassofa
      @Sophassofa 3 года назад +9

      @@beelonlyfans same! There’s not any issue with picking the most appealing one, i think that’s often just what’s calling to you and sometimes when I return to readings I find different ones that i now find prettier and get a new message from that

    • @chanellekirch
      @chanellekirch 3 года назад +3

      I struggled with picking this one for some reason so I went with my initial thought. It turned out pretty darn accurate. But sometimes I have to ask my guides for help picking and choose a random number haha.

  • @relaxtionstation1906
    @relaxtionstation1906 2 года назад +81

    For anyone who chose pile 2 and it resonated - i hope you are okay. You are so wonderful and strong and you will understand this one day. It is not fault. I love you.

    • @Luvilla56
      @Luvilla56 Год назад +7

      I’ve freed myself from his energy and I feel so much powerful that I had never been🥹🥹🥹🧚🏼‍♀️ oh guys god bless you all, peace and love from Turkey. Knowing that there are people like me and freed themselves I’m feeling that we are soooo powerful. Good luck in your future life

    • @AwakenedStarseed
      @AwakenedStarseed 7 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you. I have just left this person 💖

    • @universalguide77
      @universalguide77 14 дней назад

      Love you❤❤

  • @meow-sf1sk
    @meow-sf1sk 3 года назад +1009

    I FIND IT SO FUNNY THAT PILE 2 IS LITERALLY MY 4 YEAR OLD SISTER LMAOO

  • @stardustfoufa
    @stardustfoufa 2 года назад +75

    Group 2 felt like a personal reading honestly, and getting confirmations through readings like this is very comforting, but imagine being connected to this kind of person in real life, I mean you got tired from just picking up on their energy lol but it's true, as you said, letting go does feel much better than holding onto people that do harm more than good. Thank you so much for this reading!

    • @AnxietyHamstar
      @AnxietyHamstar 2 года назад +1

      What do you do when those people are witches and send dark energy at you? We are talking blood magic. I cord cutting won't get rid of them.

    • @stardustfoufa
      @stardustfoufa 2 года назад +2

      @@AnxietyHamstar I honestly don't know and I'm not in the right position to give you an answer about this, but I suggest asking a good witch to help you get rid of it. Sorry you have to deal with such energies, sending you love and light!

    • @krutimehta481
      @krutimehta481 2 года назад +2

      Same applies to me too. I chose group 2 and the reading is highly accurate

  • @relicariodememorias-tatibrios1
    @relicariodememorias-tatibrios1 3 года назад +297

    Pile 2. Took me a lot of willpower, a lot of persistence, but I managed to free myself from this situation. While you were reading, I felt all the anxiety, out of breath and the tachycardia I felt when in contact with this person. And yes, everything was always my fault and I came to believe it. I'm away today, in therapy and feeling great. Thanks for the reading.

    • @yasminerraji
      @yasminerraji 3 года назад +9

      I hope you stay safe ❤

    • @relicariodememorias-tatibrios1
      @relicariodememorias-tatibrios1 3 года назад +2

      @@yasminerraji thank you 🌸

    • @saurabhrevar
      @saurabhrevar 3 года назад +2

      Narcissistic relationship

    • @blessedbutterflytarot3060
      @blessedbutterflytarot3060 3 года назад +5

      I picked the same pile and it’s my mother. Try growing up with that energy smfh

    • @PLad-pr9cl
      @PLad-pr9cl 3 года назад

      @@blessedbutterflytarot3060 You can make it💪❤❤🏵🍀 hope you can focus on some other close persons who have a better energy. I'm with you:)

  • @grumpyunicorn3069
    @grumpyunicorn3069 3 года назад +11

    Pile 3… definitely resonates… I’m so tired of this connection’s flip flopping energy so I’ve been trying to let go and just let be what will be. I don’t care if this person wants a new start with me or if I end up being with someone else at this point. I clicked on here not expecting this energy to come out… but I shouldn’t be so surprised. I’m just gonna keep doing the best I can… I just want to find my person… I’d like it to be him but if it’s not cool, I’m ready for love and partnership. Trying to be flowing with Divine timing but I wish it weren’t so hard.

  • @g.hostf0x
    @g.hostf0x 3 года назад +149

    Pile 3: Intuitively I feel like Eso's frustration with the Major Arcana's illustrations can also reflect on the 3D aspect of the inquirers situation: How frustrating and confusing it can be when pile 3's person may say one thing but energy and or actions say another.

  • @levydovey
    @levydovey 3 года назад +6

    pile 2 - i don’t usually comment but i was so blown away by the accuracy - you even mentioned the mental stuff that person goes through so i was absolutely certain it was them. thank you for the reading!!!

  • @hawyee9090
    @hawyee9090 3 года назад +111

    four and a half hours?? eso and spirit stay spoiling us 😂❤️
    post-reading edit: i picked pile 2. you are always, always on point. this reading gave me insight on a connection that i haven't thought about in years. i don't want to sound dramatic, but this was so cathartic. i'm so grateful to have discovered your channel, madison. just wow. i've learned to respect myself so much more since i stopped talking to her. other 2s, please trust that you can and will survive this. you are so worthy of genuine love. i hate the phrase "everything happens for a reason", so here's this - this experience will find its place in your life. in the grand scheme of things, this will make sense one day. that's all i got. love you, 2s ❤️

  • @edfroilanocumen1049
    @edfroilanocumen1049 3 года назад +40

    Thank you ate Eso for the pile 3 reading, I'll definitely continue on with my life after this. No more over thinking and I'll start to focus on myself and on my life again. The world doesn't have to stop revolving just because of thinking too much.
    I love you ate Eso, again Thank You! ❤️😊

  • @sweettee1257
    @sweettee1257 3 года назад +284

    Pile 3: "this person wants answers about this connection"...
    too damn bad, they can wait just like I had to...be blessed

  • @kasey8681
    @kasey8681 3 года назад +9

    Pile 3: It has been a long and difficult journey lately with this connection. To have confirmation that I just need to focus on myself and let my person get themselves out of their situation to hopefully come towards me was such a relief and gave me a little bit of clarity. ❤

  • @eve6033
    @eve6033 3 года назад +222

    ok so it’s not just me. i’m almost 100% sure someone’s thinking about me it’s like i can feel them thinking about me i can’t explain it haha

    • @geminilovers5585
      @geminilovers5585 3 года назад +6

      Nope I can too and it’s even crazy when they come into my dreams

  • @candicesmith9013
    @candicesmith9013 3 года назад +16

    Pile 2: I can’t describe how accurately you described my narcissistic mother 💀 when you said you didn’t know anything, i was like NO KEEP GOING you’re on the money! Gave me shivers. Also the fact that you started shaking is crazy as she generally shakes alot.

  • @311danil5
    @311danil5 3 года назад +71

    So many of us Pile 4's feel like the reading was about us and I agree. But if the shoe really is on the other foot, I couldn't imagine who this could be.

    • @zoezoe727
      @zoezoe727 3 года назад +4

      I picked pile 4... i think I'm the only one who doesn't feel the energy is switched.. i mean I wish him well and think about him but I don't so much feel anything serious for him anymore...
      But if its his actual feelings.. I can understand this might be true because the last time I saw him (on his engagement dinner party ) he did give me those signals.. I think he's realized this way too late; the significance of this connection.
      I've learned a lot and in a way thankful for this experience somehow.. But its kind of too late and too bad that he chickened out from approaching me prior to all this engagement mess manipulated by his family.. but not bad for me thankfully.. I mean I really do wish him well, he is my twin flame (even tho sometimes I doubt or don't want to admit ) but in reality I want Absolutely nothing to do with all the toxicity and drama that surrounds him and his family... Those people seem like literal hell... Bless him but Thank GOD this business is out of my life once and for all, at least i hope

  • @lily-dy6em
    @lily-dy6em 3 года назад +13

    pile 2 was about my mom! she does have a personality disorder and i’ve gone back and forth with cutting her out of my life, but our relationship got better when i moved out and set boundaries with her. i haven’t really dealt with the trauma she gave me and i kinda just pushed it back to the back of my mind so i was surprised to see her come through but it makes sense that she did. you never miss! all your readings are so eye opening

    • @aminasuleiman4429
      @aminasuleiman4429 3 года назад

      Don't worry anymore I will Introduce you to the same powerful relationship restorer who helped me got back my ex within 48 hours. He can help you to reunite back with your ex real quick and put a smile back into your face again.

    • @ritaamor283
      @ritaamor283 5 месяцев назад

      I hope you are doing ok. It is a process, it’s normal for healing to take time ❤

  • @earthlydelight616
    @earthlydelight616 3 года назад +112

    Pile 2: Oh. Wow. I wasn’t even 10 minutes into the reading and I thought, “Damn this sounds like my ex.” Then you mentioned borderline personality disorder and it was a dead giveaway. I could feel my heart sink into my stomach. I’m kinda nervous to watch the rest of the reading and hear about what she’s thinking about me. 😰
    Update: Oh my god, y'all have no idea how thrilled I am to hear that she's mad that I'm thriving without her. She's an evil, disgusting person and I'm glad she's noticing how happy and successful I am now. I tried to guide her in the right direction and help her to be a better person, but instead of listening to me, she gaslit me into thinking I'm a bad girlfriend and crushed my soul because to her, throwing away our (seemingly) happy relationship was better than at least trying to be a good person. A month after she broke up with me and left me in the dark, I wanted answers so I reached out to her ex (who I am eternally grateful for), and he told me everything. I found out that she was manipulating me and using me from day one. She lied to me more often than not. She never physically cheated on me, but from what I heard, it was very obvious that she was more attracted to her ex and her best friend than she was to me. I recently watched two October predictions videos, and both said she would try to come back into my life this month. I immediately blocked her on everything and I'm making plans to be far away from the town we live in this Halloween because I don't want to see or hear from that pathetic excuse of a human ever again.
    Update 2: Oh GROSS I watched the extended video and the Elk person sounds like her. I will literally puke my guts out if she finds a way to circumvent the social media blocks and tries to fuck me. Thankfully the Cobra person sounds like my current boyfriend so it wasn't entirely concerning!!

    • @christineherrmann205
      @christineherrmann205 3 года назад +11

      Absolutely have one of my own. Dx antisocial personality disorder. Charming, etc, but also a covert narc, their, and serial liar and cheater. So glad I went no contact. Good luck to you, too! Glad you're out.

    • @Stompers666
      @Stompers666 3 года назад +2

      I picked pile 2 and I felt the same

    • @helentan6492
      @helentan6492 3 года назад +2

      its funny bcz i came here and got my mom at pile 2 🥲

    • @tenderindigo
      @tenderindigo 3 года назад +2

      111th like, hope all is well 💕

  • @alexaabell2298
    @alexaabell2298 3 года назад +22

    wow pile 3 so accurate. The exact words you say, are things I have said to myself. I have been having so many encounters with crows too, so weird. You really are a gifted person, thank you!

  • @Savannah339
    @Savannah339 3 года назад +57

    Pile 3 finally gave me some peace to be able to let go a little more. I’ve been so in my head about it all and have struggled. I do believe we’ve held onto one another’s energy. I feel sad that he is feeling so low about himself but I cannot do anything to change that for him. I need to release this and leave it in the hands of the Divine. I have been reminded to do more of me and have more fun. Im honestly more at peace right now alone and focusing on some personal goals. It’s definitely something I needed to hear. Thank you. 🙏🏼🤍

    • @MadisonBuratt
      @MadisonBuratt 3 года назад

      Same, good luck!!! 🙏🏼❤️💕

  • @emmarose5238
    @emmarose5238 3 года назад +7

    I am not even like 10 minutes into pile 3 and I’m MIND SHOOK at how accurate this is. Holy crap!! Thank you so much!!

  • @CarltheCreeper
    @CarltheCreeper 3 года назад +75

    Pile 2 here:
    I was not expecting this to come through, but Spirit wanted to comment on it I GUESS. I’m no longer in this situation and I can say that my life is quite peaceful now. Stepping away was fucking heart-wrenching and not easy, but it was right. I am healing (BIG TIME) and I hope that they heal too, but we’re on our own paths now.
    I’m okay and you will be too! ALL IS WELL
    🌻❤️🙏🏻

    • @sebastian2320
      @sebastian2320 3 года назад +1

      Same! Had to let one of my “bestfriends” go😩

  • @colang81
    @colang81 3 года назад +9

    Pile 1 - this reading is about my parents who have passed on. I’ve always had a difficult relationship with them. I now understand the kind of circumstances they were brought up in & I am very happy to know that I was very loved & still is. Thank you for bringing them through. ❤️

  • @nixieq
    @nixieq 3 года назад +95

    Pile 3: I have literally been muttering “shit or get off the pot, buddy” in my head for like months. Also there’s a t-shirt out there that says “I can explain it to you, but I can’t understand it for you” and that is exactly what you were talking about. Thanks, Eso, for telling me what I need to hear (or at least confirming it!).

    • @nixieq
      @nixieq 3 года назад +2

      Although godDAMN but I wish you did personal readings (not that I could probably afford one, haha). Complicated AF and it’s driving me nuts.

  • @uramijajlovic5444
    @uramijajlovic5444 3 года назад +10

    Girl...let me tell you what. Pile 2 was literally, without a doubt spot ON! It honestly made me cry from both the relief that I felt while you went on about them, because you assured my intuitive thoughts, and also from sadness because I know they will not be different. But let me tell you I learned a good lesson and am moving on. Thank you for your hard work as always! Bless you! 😊🌸

    • @aminuabdulkadir391
      @aminuabdulkadir391 3 года назад +1

      I can recommend you to the great and powerful spiritualist who helped me got my Ex back permanently with more love and commitment. He can also help you and bless your relationship perfectly❤ ,,

    • @aminuabdulkadir391
      @aminuabdulkadir391 3 года назад

      ✝2349155400970⏮👈👈👈

  • @pragyasingh2297
    @pragyasingh2297 3 года назад +74

    Pile 4: His energy has been lingering w me constantly for over a year now. I sensed and saw a lot of emotions behind his eyes, but he wouldn’t say any of it out loud. It made me feel insane that everything else in my intuition ended up being right about everything except for his feelings towards me. I know what he feels is incredibly pure so as much as I want to be mad, I can’t. Even if it is from afar, I’ll continue to silently send unconditional love and pray for his success. ❤️

  • @TheeInfamous581
    @TheeInfamous581 2 года назад +3

    Pile 3 - I'm literally covered in goosebumps. Never before have a reading been so on point.
    He's Egyptian 🙊
    From the very first time we met, I've had a feeling of a past connection. He confirmed it.
    Sadly, this lifetime wasn't ours to be together either.
    But, you are so right when you say we still communicate on an astral level 💫💫💫

  • @SkywardCecilia
    @SkywardCecilia 3 года назад +59

    I picked pile 2 and immediately knew who you were talking about... You read them to a T. Thankfully I cut them off already about a year ago and have been working on healing from what I went through when I knew them, and I've made some major steps in moving forward with my life. Tbh, out of all of the people who I thought would come up in this reading, they were not one of them. I haven't thought about them much in the past few months so it was a bit of a surprise. Somewhat unsettling to listen to because their energy really is stressful but I'm very much ready to move on from all of that. 🙏🏻 Thank you for the reading!

  • @jennifercornwell5913
    @jennifercornwell5913 3 года назад +7

    Pile 1: My dad passed in 2016 and what you described was spot on. Vietnam veteran, PTSD, generational wounds... My daughter was the light of his life and I know that he's still around us. There's a lot of ancestral lineage healing to be done, which I'm working on. Thank you for this unexpected but incredibly moving message. ❤️

    • @urbanflowergreens
      @urbanflowergreens Год назад

      Courageous of you to work on this, and to hear her messages, hope you're well ♡

  • @MsBlacKat
    @MsBlacKat 3 года назад +105

    Pile 4: ngl it sounds like you were describing me towards him spot on. . . . I’m not gonna take anymore action. I think I’ve done PLENTY enough . . . It’s kind of embarrassing cause I don’t know how he truly feels and I’ve never put myself out there this far 😅
    I do want any kind of closeness he would allow. If me not being in his life makes him happier then I wish him well and all the happiness in life. I hope he at least knows that I will always have love for him no matter the circumstances. I will continue to love him and care for him from the shadows.
    Thank you for the reading 💖

    • @hunterjackson749
      @hunterjackson749 3 года назад +5

      I feel this too

    • @melb1417
      @melb1417 3 года назад +5

      Hahaaa i felt the same thing

    • @V1OAME
      @V1OAME 3 года назад +3

      Pile 4 was definitely me and he was pile 3. I'm like ahhhhh! I'm new to spirituality and trusting in universe and to let go is scary and difficult at times but I want to try! Much love to fellow pile 4 (and everyone too!) 🥰💜

    • @jesslane7309
      @jesslane7309 3 года назад +3

      I say all the time there’s no way I feel this strong of a pull towards him and think about him all the time and then I get excited and then work up my fears and call and ………. Still blocked 😬😬 I get so confused because I know he still loves me but he’s so logical and we live 3 states away from eachother and he failed us before we were able to figure it out I’m still confused but I’m love fml 🤦‍♀️

  • @juunanasai
    @juunanasai 3 года назад +11

    Your gift is unmatched. Pile #4 resonated so hard. I love this person but when we come together stuff tends to get chaotic, I think we should stay in our own lanes for a while until we mature more.
    Thanks Eso!!

  • @_zyna
    @_zyna 3 года назад +63

    i just finished watching pile 3 and i think that reading was the most resonating ever, and it made me feel so good, and now im actually willing to just do me and i havent genuinely felt like this in forever, thank u

  • @tamariestriumphanttarot8663
    @tamariestriumphanttarot8663 3 года назад +8

    Pile 3 resonated. I love the empowering message to let one's person of interest be the hero and or healer in their own life. I have two vantage points, as an empathetic person this is a difficult lesson to learn, but as a psychotherapist, I know that this is the only way that it will work in the long term. It is freeing and empowering to both individuals to do their respective work. And afterwards the eventual coming together can simply be enjoyed. Beautiful and powerful message.

  • @nallelixir
    @nallelixir 3 года назад +203

    Cheers to pile 3, for the things that are but never will be (or at least the near future)let's have fun then 🖤✨

    • @shiroro1999
      @shiroro1999 3 года назад +9

      Same, who knows what will happen sooner or later. Just got unto this situation accurately.. But, nahhh lets have Fun..

    • @syrehn69
      @syrehn69 3 года назад

      Pile 4

    • @kiko5829
      @kiko5829 3 года назад +4

      LETS PARTYYYYY

  • @galaxyfallacies298
    @galaxyfallacies298 3 года назад +2

    Pile 3 resonates on levels I didn't know it could. He did end up walking away but said we would remain friends. Dust has settled and I'm at the point where I can do nothing but love him from a distance, physically and spiritually, until he's ready to be a part of my life without having mixed energy. I could never hate him despite how his words contradict his actions as of recent. I'm surprised to see he jumped out as yesterday was an eye-opener for me with our connection and I'm happy I came across this reading today to reaffirm my decision.
    Your readings always seem to come at the right time :)

  • @jessicabaldwin9553
    @jessicabaldwin9553 3 года назад +26

    Pile 2 He was a great teacher, and severed as a huge catalyst to shift me into a beautiful place of self love, self worth and so much more!! Release = Relief !!

  • @yuri-qq5bd
    @yuri-qq5bd 3 года назад +3

    oh my GOD! pile 2 is almost perfectly accurate. This is EXACTLY how i perceived them, me and my friends even suspected them of MANIC DEPRESSION WHAT. I am so surprised, when i saw the thumbnail of the video i immediately chose pile 2, and its perfect. astonishing.

  • @vi6512
    @vi6512 3 года назад +32

    Pile 3: I don't have the answers for him and even if I had it, I wouldn't tell him. I believe that people really need to go through awakening and all, for them to grow and be stronger. I knew this deep in me all along, and thank you for saying it to my face so I can finally move forward. With all respect, Imma do my own thing and continue my evolution because heck, I know I'm in it for more than what I already been through.
    The egypt reference is funny because I was really interested in going there and have been reading too much history about the ancient civilization 🤣💛

  • @fiskfraansmoegen
    @fiskfraansmoegen 2 года назад +7

    Pile 3 resonated so deeply with me and my soul - you said exactly what I needed to hear! It also felt good to hear it from a fellow virgo moon cause damn my over-analyzing has been draining to be honest 😂I want and need to focus on me and mine, cause I wanna be on a roll and take this year by storm and just have fun! ;)
    And I wish the other person nothing but happiness and inner peace and I really respect the journey they're on, but I need to detach, refocus and move forward. I have already done so much shadow work, and even though it is of course an ongoing journey - now is a time in my life where I feel like dancing and being in the sunlight! Thank you Eso for saying exactly what I needed to hear! 💗💗💗

  • @Thealoveridge4
    @Thealoveridge4 3 года назад +40

    ESO you’ve done it again. Pile 3 was EXACTLY what I needed to hear. This past week or so I have been SO in my head about this connection and my energy has been so off and I’ve been so focused on why I’m feeling this way and trying to over analyse everything (I am an Aries with a Virgo moon also). I was literally just about to get a personal reading to explain why I keep getting drawn back to his energy and how I am literally FEELING his energy. Now I am just going to disconnect, let it go and have FUN. Thank you for this, I love you so much ❤️

  • @memotoself1967
    @memotoself1967 3 года назад +5

    Pile 1: Resonated soo well, I needed to hear this, my mum passed on in February. She was the first born. I think you made me understand my mum better than i did. She encouraged me to keep singing and being artistic.I wondered why I couldn’t feel her. Lol the part of the approval is something she would say. She knows the right person for her baby. I stumbled upon this reading. Thanks Eso, i think you just spoke to my mother 😢😢😢😊❤️

  • @chezmichela
    @chezmichela 3 года назад +72

    Pile 3 here: This reading has helped me so much, I resonated a lot with everything you said. It felt like an intimate and honest conversation with a very wise best friend ❤️❤️❤️

  • @anna6809
    @anna6809 2 года назад +2

    Pile 3 is him and Pile 4 feels like my own energy and it just makes so much sense. I just feel like I need to sit down and cry for sometime now. It makes my heart so full. Grateful to have found you Eso♥

  • @thetorirose9027
    @thetorirose9027 3 года назад +82

    pile 4, i haven’t really watched a reading in a while, but i can’t feel if you’re reading my energy or if we’re just mirroring. but 100% that’s my energy haha

    • @kylekassis5998
      @kylekassis5998 3 года назад +8

      bruh same, maybe its a thing with part 4 😅

    • @dunyiswaqhami9986
      @dunyiswaqhami9986 3 года назад +1

      🤦Seriously

    • @TheNannygoat05
      @TheNannygoat05 3 года назад +2

      lmaooooo why was i thinking the same fucking thinggggg😂😂😂

    • @lunameimei
      @lunameimei 3 года назад +1

      Same lol 😅

    • @violetlighttarot
      @violetlighttarot 3 года назад +4

      I FELT THE SAME WAY. it must be mirroring if all of us feel this way

  • @mistersmokey
    @mistersmokey 3 года назад +7

    Pile one here. It was my grandmother for me. I didn't even know I needed to hear the words but it's pretty awesome that it was motivating and spot on as usual. Eso your a blessing. I love that you love what your doing. I am seeking sort of the same thing. You and your gift and your education and humor resonate so well with me. I'm not easy to provide light to. You do so with such ease and your influence is phenomenal and significant to me personally. I recommend and talk about your healing to almost anyone I have been helping too. The message is huge. And my words will always fall short of how much I truly appreciate your unconditional love and healing. If I can help you in anyway at all please allow me that with no hesitation. I'm sure it's unlikely but I feel obligated make it known that I've got your back should you ever need me. I'm blessed to have you part of my life and I will always think and send positive thoughts and love your way in all that you do Thank you.

    • @PLad-pr9cl
      @PLad-pr9cl 3 года назад +1

      Same here, it was unexpected and clear as water that it was my grandmother. I'm so proud of our grandmas ✌

  • @rvan9949
    @rvan9949 3 года назад +35

    Pile 2: This is 100% a parent. Everything was on point. Cut her out of my life two years ago. It took a very long time for me to acknowledge how negative and toxic she is. Life is more peaceful now. And yes, the better my life became the meaner she got with me. Hits home.

    • @raynereisinger826
      @raynereisinger826 2 года назад +2

      Pile 2 for me is about my mom too. I'm glad you got out 💕

    • @Nancy-gm9gs
      @Nancy-gm9gs 2 года назад

      This is my experience too. My mother... got meaner and meaner even up to her death last Christmas.

  • @Sophiashipsit
    @Sophiashipsit Год назад +4

    The esy this was so accurate! Pile 2. But glad to know that I was already getting out from there when I found this reading. I'm feeling great now and this just confirmed that I am doing the right thing for me. Thanks ♡

  • @komahmarieee6948
    @komahmarieee6948 3 года назад +41

    Pile 1: I cried because I recently left home for college and I’ve had a strained relationship with my father for a long while now and because I left home I feel that he’s trying to repair our relationship by calling me often to ask how I’m doing. And I know that because he didnt get to accomplish certain goals in his life, he’s always been very strict and never been openly affectionate with my siblings and i. Also due to his upbringing without affection from his parents. We also both love music and singing. great reading!🤧😌

    • @Luvilla56
      @Luvilla56 3 года назад

      Omg i left home too for college, and i had so much doubt for going or staying. And my mom helped me with that 🥺🥺🥺💜 i send you loves, take care sis

    • @komahmarieee6948
      @komahmarieee6948 3 года назад

      @@Luvilla56 💜🥺💜 also what are u planning to/ majoring in?

  • @bbmatc
    @bbmatc 2 года назад +5

    Pile 3 was incredible. Holy shit Madison what an incredible gift you possess. It was amazing everything was spot on and you really spit straight facts. So so grateful for you , what would I do without you 😭🫶

  • @erasenrewind95
    @erasenrewind95 3 года назад +40

    The pile 3 reading really hit me. You said so many spot on things it's unreal. We met because I messaged her on IG so the messages card was 💯 I did come out of nowhere. With the journey card, she was the one who walked away and I moved away. You basically described her and our entire story exactly. This connection rattled me into awakening. Def grateful for the lessons that helped me get my priorities straight and find some spirituality but seeing her in a dream last night was still kinda sad. I really do hope focusing on play and living abundantly in my own life will translate to hers. Thanks for the insight 🙌🙌👏👏

  • @amandapearce2755
    @amandapearce2755 3 года назад +3

    Pile 3: firstly, You’re gifted beyond measure. Thank you for sharing your gift with us. I am so grateful to be tapped into spirit. When I listen to this reading it reaffirms everything I know in my soul. It’s been a long and painful journey with my person. It’s beautiful and trying and to experience this spiritual growth is incredible. Thank you for this message.

  • @VP-tg8kd
    @VP-tg8kd 3 года назад +28

    Pile 4 - I don’t know how you get to be so accurate - every reading! The most accurate on RUclips in my opinion - Thank you x

  • @rxiev
    @rxiev 3 года назад +2

    Pile 1. You said the absolutely truth. My father passed away recently.and what you said about potential is true. he was only 46 years old, and in his life he did few pleasant things and did not have time to reveal and show himself at the right time. that's why he always wanted me to be an artist, and for me to succeed. We had difficulties in our relationships but I still love him. It’s definitely him sending this message to me 😥
    thank you so much for this reading, you even made me cry

  • @reginageorgee
    @reginageorgee 3 года назад +30

    Pile no 3 never have I ever seen a reading more accurate than this!😭
    Trust me girl this is all I wanted to know rn.

  • @SKINTERTAINMENT_101
    @SKINTERTAINMENT_101 3 года назад +2

    Dear Eso,
    Thank you for this reading. I am pile 2. Who you’ve described to me here is my mother. She’s borderline narcissistic, I was abused mentally and physically by her for years and I had to leave home. I’m independent now, and focusing on healing myself. I came to your channel for some solace, I was thinking a lot about her lately. I am shocked to see how much your reading resonates with my life. I’m beyond words, how accurate every word you said here is. It’s partly things I already knew and partly things I wish I knew. But I just want to say thank you again, for this. Bless your soul.

  • @wadebittleston1992
    @wadebittleston1992 3 года назад +67

    Pile 2. I was having/am having breathing problems due to anxiety and this man was making it worse. He's hella chaotic and I was trying to be there for him to help him heal but he is so toxic and his reality is so warped. I think he is borderline, but he's got a personality disorder for every personality. I went back and forth a lot with "leave me alone" and then letting him back in a few days later, but then I fully dropped him cause I realized I hated him for various reasons. You hella nailed this one, once again.

  • @danibina8427
    @danibina8427 3 года назад +3

    Pile 3:they say “Let's just use each other no matter what” ❤️❤️💐💐💥

  • @sonyblanco8401
    @sonyblanco8401 3 года назад +27

    Pile 4 resonated w my energy towards them but then again its mirrored. Thank you for the in depth messages 🤗💜🌌

  • @marvellover9574
    @marvellover9574 3 года назад +7

    PILE 2: I could FEEL your frustrated energy, because it daily frustrates me so much. I am sure this person was put in my life for a good reason, because we have both learned so much from each other. We have been working in an organisation together for 5terms (you mentioned 5) & the hierarchy was changing in the mean time. I´ve been told for a long time that there´s an ending cycle & I think it involves both the organisation & this person, because it´s only getting worse on my end. And unfortunately I can´t wait for our cooperation to be over, because they always make me feel like shit & I´m just not here mentally for it anymore.
    I´m sorry you had to go through such an energy though, I hope you´re doing well!

  • @riley5749
    @riley5749 3 года назад +27

    Pile 2: I haven't been in contact with this person for about three years now, but I fully believe they're petty enough to be wallowing and hoping I'm just as miserable as they were. We were close when I was in my teens so it does hurt. But I'm so much better off without them. Things are going well for me and part of that is because I don't have them dragging me down anymore. I don't want them to suffer - but I do want them to face the consequences for the way they treat others. And if they ever see me again and realize I'm growing and thriving, and that makes them sick.... I wouldn't feel sorry for them at all.

    • @riley5749
      @riley5749 3 года назад

      @Lindy T They are lucky you’re not seeking revenge! And they don’t deserve to have you in their life. I hope you’re happier and doing well 💕

  • @alynne84
    @alynne84 2 года назад

    "things got complicated, never got beyond the stage of friends" ....so spot on.

  • @ashleycastillo384
    @ashleycastillo384 3 года назад +59

    Pile 4: let me just say that I referred to him thinking of himself as the “ugly duckling” still because everytime I told him he was handsome his response would be “no I’m not” and I swear it’s SO crazy that you said that. But it also feels like my energy…. But the confirmation that it’s him…. It almost brought me to tears. On point like always ESO!

  • @queennibaby9752
    @queennibaby9752 3 года назад +1

    Girl I picked pile 2 and so far you are right on the money with his personality, his control issues, his warped perception of life. Holy shit you’re too gifted!!

  • @hns1368
    @hns1368 3 года назад +25

    Pile 3: actually, he walked away, said we could be friends, then moved away. So…both walked away and moved away.

  • @bradonpeterson7095
    @bradonpeterson7095 3 года назад +3

    Group 2: thank you so much for affirming that her crazy wasn't just all in my head!

  • @blueberryyy1424
    @blueberryyy1424 3 года назад +38

    Pile 3 ❤️ May he get all his answers 😂 and I'm so fuckin thankful that I get to experience the spiritual aspect of life like this is so beautiful and this interesting I mean at one point of time I didn't even knew what tarot and all is and when I got introduced I had difficulty choosing piles and even believing all this but the more I see it the more I trust this is some real ass shit like wow 😭❤️ thanks eso you are really great at picking up energies and I just luvv this ❤️

  • @kandiifuller4063
    @kandiifuller4063 3 года назад +5

    Eso 😭😭 pile 4 is literally my energy coming through and you described absolutely perfectly how I've been feeling. Like to a T!!! I literally cried because I felt so heard/seen. How do you do that?! You're amazing. And then I went to watch pile 3 and learned much more about the situation. I am trying to focus on myself!! It's very hard but this is a nudge in the butt to do that hahaha
    I also would like to say I completely agree when you say becoming spiritual is very isolating! I also find a lot of people in my life are just kinda thinking I am crazy (not in a mean way, a playful way) but I don't feel like I have many people to talk to about this amazing world/knowledge/realisation I have now come into so watching your readings and finding so much accuracy and also how you understand it and the situations I'm facing is incredibly special to me. I feel less alone in it! You also have the personality in your readings (I've watched quite a few now, first time commenting) that I feel like I can really connect with/be friends with, if that makes sense 😂
    Thank you for this reading. I'm ever grateful xx ❤❤❤❤

    • @urbanflowergreens
      @urbanflowergreens Год назад +1

      There's a lot of mirroring in the connection I believe this was about, however I also came to realise she was often reading my energy! Interesting (and affirmating) to see someone else had a similar experience

  • @lisha_818
    @lisha_818 3 года назад +14

    Thank you for this!! Pile #3 confirmed everything my intuition has been screaming at me for a LONG time now. You are by far, one of the best tarot readers on RUclips ❤💫

  • @roguetempo
    @roguetempo 3 года назад +6

    Pile 4, wow I’m mind blown as always. Thank you for giving the clarity that we all need from your videos. I’m stubborn when it comes to asking for help, but I thank you. Keep doing your thing @EsoTarot, you’re helping others when they need it❤️

    • @rachelraykar
      @rachelraykar 3 года назад

      yooo luv ur pfp,which animes it from?

    • @roguetempo
      @roguetempo 3 года назад +1

      @@rachelraykar Seraph of the End 🔥

  • @parismarie3538
    @parismarie3538 3 года назад +45

    Pile 3 . Resonated especially with the can’t plan ahead !! On point

  • @Luvilla56
    @Luvilla56 Год назад +1

    Pile 2, It made my day because you’ve said literally the things i was searching for the answers. He was showing me himself in a perfect mode but there was something wrong I couldn’t figure it out so I couldnt let him go even tho we’d broken up. But now all of i get clear and be happy that I’ve got rid of his energy. Since I’ve broken up with him, I’ve grown up alot, learnt many valuable lessons and got my shine back. I’m sooooooo happy that you helped me to figure it out Eso!!! Peace and love from Turkey!! Love you so much and blessings sis!!! 🧚🏼‍♀️🍀

  • @stef7219
    @stef7219 3 года назад +15

    Pile 2. Okay so I just ended things with him yesterday and I feel soooo blindsided because I did not see these sides of him. Granted we only dated for 4 months and he kept things so surface level but I totally fell under his spell and was blind to this. Watching this reading made my heart sink and I didn’t want to believe it to be true because so much shocked / scared me. But I just did my own reading and it confirmed everything you just said. Sooooo scary when you think you know a person and you’re really being manipulated and don’t know them at all. So grateful I’m out…

  • @Wonton1885
    @Wonton1885 3 года назад +4

    Man!!!! Pile 3…that was exactly when I needed to hear! It’s crazy how accurate this was!!

  • @OlgitaLoveParamore
    @OlgitaLoveParamore 3 года назад +40

    Pile 4: I think the energy is mine 😳 I don’t even know, my dream is we would get back to being friends and I will send him the song Umbrella 🤯

    • @shumengli3734
      @shumengli3734 3 года назад +3

      same here! I feel like this is my energy and I wonder..

    • @EllenKingsbury25
      @EllenKingsbury25 3 года назад +2

      Omg me too!! I kept racking my brain thinking of who this could be and I kept resonating with my own energy.

    • @ashleycastillo384
      @ashleycastillo384 3 года назад +2

      Me too!!

    • @galdyni
      @galdyni 3 года назад +2

      same because it literally described my energy perfectly

  • @claudiapincheirasandoval4105
    @claudiapincheirasandoval4105 2 года назад +1

    I love how much care you put into your words,and how you care to not offend anyone. You are amazing.

  • @sinmisty7747
    @sinmisty7747 3 года назад +9

    Pile 3. So accurate. Met him online blew him off for awhile... Finally, met him and then he started ghosting me which triggered me cause I literally used to ghost people and never get ghosted lol I accepted the back and forth bullshit for about a year cause I was pretty comfortable with friends with benefits but not on the terns we had. Now I'm in my power and set boundries cause I do have feelings. I did a past life regression and yes I have ties to Egypt.He woke me up spiritually and I thank him for that. I def give the same energy he gives me. I told him my feelings and left him alone to figure his life out and heal. I pray for him it's all I can do.

  • @annie1779
    @annie1779 3 года назад +2

    Pile 4: I met her through school and she is honestly the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen. We had a complicated relationship and hardly talk now but there’s still something there that I can’t quite explain. She recently invited me to a party at her place.

  • @Teriteri22
    @Teriteri22 3 года назад +34

    Pile 3: this is so frustrating with the overwhelming amount of energy I’m getting from this connection. It’s draining the hell out of me. I’m also a Capricorn.

    • @Bente898
      @Bente898 3 года назад +1

      Same, i wanne move on but i can’t. It’s literally draining me.

    • @helentan6492
      @helentan6492 3 года назад +1

      same bestie 💀🔨 i can feel his energy and its frickin draining, especially during this mercury retrogade & my mercury is in libra. he's a capricorn

    • @mariagutier8372
      @mariagutier8372 3 года назад

      Pile 3 also. Same vibe here. It's been 6 months. I cut the contact because he was behaving like an idiot. I still feel trapped by the energy and situation. It drains me like I never would never of believed. Also, I'm the Capricorn ♑ 🤪

  • @Waterfeelings
    @Waterfeelings 10 месяцев назад +1

    Pile 2
    I was thinking about a significant person while choosing this deck and I think that I finally understand the whole deal. I could sense pretty much the whole time that I made him feel uncomfortable in some kind of a way but I was blindly in love and just chose to ignore all the signs. We were pretty different from each other and the part with the moods is so damn accurate. In times where everything around him was ok he was feeling good about himself and everything was unproblematic but in other cases he was getting upset and was complaining a lot about his situation.
    My desire to be with him eventually started growing more and more and I couldn’t control myself anymore as he wanted, he sensed that he was no longer in control not only over the whole situation and me but also over his feelings and he started running away. Then I said enough and ended everything with this person.
    This emotional manipulation was on going for whole two months until I completely lost my patience and my cool.
    Enough is enough!

  • @Ohjeez..
    @Ohjeez.. 3 года назад +18

    Pile 1, that "you'll always be my little girl" got me. I knew when you started the reading it was my grandpa. He passed when I was 10. He and I were extremely connected. I did not get the opportunity to really know him, and his Parkinson's made it difficult for him to speak coherently, so he and I communicated by making silly faces at each other. When I was a kid and had not developed really any solid spiritual beliefs, there was literally no question in my mind that my grandpa never left me, I didn't really believe in much of anything beyond that. When I finally spiritually awakened and mastered divination and fully embraced my psychic abilities, I learned that he literally never left me. Fun story about how much of a BADASS my grandpa is: him and his sister got disowned after he punched a hole in the wall at his mom's funeral, because he was aiming for the head of one of his evil (and extremely wealthy) aunt's after she slapped his sister in the face for crying (because it's sooo improper to cry at your own mom's funeral, right). He did not give a fuck about keeping it under wraps to secure an inheritance, he was ready to box his own aunt. (Ok I don't condone violence but the stories I've head about his aunt's are just insane they were truly awful people). So yeah, that just sheds some light on how protective he is! But yeah this reading had me crying. He was here watching it with me the whole time giving me energetic nudges whenever something was exactly right. Especially when you said "you'll always be my little girl". I love all of your readings Eso thank you so much for this message 😭🙏

  • @morganthiel7321
    @morganthiel7321 3 года назад +1

    pile 1 was so accurate and i felt it. i also felt your sims rant on so many levels.

  • @Yikes200
    @Yikes200 3 года назад +19

    Esooooo coming thru with that good read ! :)
    Edit : pile 4
    I literally cried. Everything is on point. You are 100 percent accurate about everything. ✨🙏 it’s mostly how I feel about things and I do feel defeated. And that Rihanna song came out a long time ago when we were around each other. It is unconditional love. I was just battling with creating a reunion or letting it to the universe. And I am waiting because I already expressed that I would like to see them again. So I don’t want to push them away. And I do have a feeling that other people have messed up this connection with gossiping. And it’s so disheartening. We haven’t had a heart to heart and we need to because if we don’t they will just be a really precious memory
    💚✨are you in my house!!!!
    I really do care about their safety and I send angels and prayers their way all the time. I want you to know every word is something I wrote in a letter to them a couple of days ago and now you are saying it in this video and it’s insane
    thank you so much eso!! This confirmed everything for me.

    • @Ari-ze8wm
      @Ari-ze8wm 3 года назад +1

      Lol we have same name

  • @Rowshan3000
    @Rowshan3000 3 года назад +1

    Pile 1: you channeled my beloved father and beloved teacher. They passed away 3 months apart of each other in
    Jan and march of 2020! I felt them in every words of yours. So beautiful! 🙏🏻
    Yes i am working on processes that digs into ancestral patterns and of course feeling that my father in the other dimension still working on clearing it. Him and my teacher never left me alone and i feel their support still. Yes my teacher is available less and wants me to take care of myself but he still connects with me through dreams. And that is also for my father! 💗🙏🏻🌸🤍
    Thank You for the beautiful messages 🌹

  • @dagnadiaz4026
    @dagnadiaz4026 3 года назад +21

    Omggg I’m so early!!! This just made my day!!

  • @Rubi-yx3hf
    @Rubi-yx3hf 3 года назад +5

    I originally watched this to get some insight on my current interest, and I was drawn to both piles 2 + 4 which are VERY different energies. I realized though that pile 2 was 100% my ex and pile 4 described my current interest. And wow I believe I was drawn to both to have a realization of how traumas caused by pile 2 are affecting my new connection (pile 4) I built a wall after dealing with pile 2 and it’s been very hard for me to put down that wall for anyone.. I used to let pile 2 take advantage of my kindness and now I’ve become someone who is afraid to be kind and has immense boundaries and who’s quick to cut people off… I need to let go of my past with pile 2 in order to give pile 4 a chance

  • @sonjalam3843
    @sonjalam3843 3 года назад +33

    I have a feeling that pile 2 might be talking about my father. Interesting turn, since I've never gotten a reading about a family member before.

    • @saracara9151
      @saracara9151 3 года назад +4

      Same! Definitely my brother, I got her anxiety when I realized

  • @melctk426
    @melctk426 3 года назад +1

    Initially picked pile 3, didnt resonate with me. Then picked PILE 1, and I cried when you said this person was no longer in the physical plane. I knew it was my mom she passed away a year ago and it’s true that it’s hard sometimes to connect with her and feel her presence. This whole reading had me thinking about my whole family history of my parents and grandparents from both side. I also felt the mentor guide, who i think happens to be my friend ( maybe I’m just thinking about him and I’m wrong) but he’s very spiritual and has pushed me lately to be more spiritual and I know he’s gonna be there even tho he puts himself aside to give me space to learn more about myself. Thank you so much for this reading Eso and thank you spirits, definitely needed to hear the reassuring words ✨

  • @sunflowergarden9794
    @sunflowergarden9794 3 года назад +25

    The most accurate guide has arrived with another masterpiece!! ♥️

  • @shannnennn1124
    @shannnennn1124 2 года назад +1

    Thank you! Pile 2 really resonates. Especially when you pointed out that he will do anything to hurt me. He knows my triggers and that’s what he is doing right now. And I know he is doing it so he can get a reaction from me.

  • @martiebear01
    @martiebear01 3 года назад +38

    I picked pile #3 and everything resonates for me as both sides. Especially since you kept saying Capricorn on accident since that's my Sun sign.

  • @coral4826
    @coral4826 3 года назад +5

    Yup. Pile 2 is a pretty good description of my mom... I love her but she drives me insane. The low key warped perspective is really tough to deal with, especially because she doesn't realize she's hurting me and when I'm upset about something completely unrelated, she thinks it's because of her. Everything's flipped on its head. She's also been bringing frickin demons into the house without realizing and they certainly aren't the respectful kind 💀
    She's had maybe 2 moments I can think of where I accomplished something and she didn't immediately nitpick. Her paranoia and overwhelming desire to keep up appearances is draining and exceedingly frustrating. I'm treated like a child and expected to act like an adult. The worst part is is that I understand where she got it all from and it makes it hard for me to be mad when she does something that hurts me. I genuinely don't think she knows what she's doing. At all. I think she thinks that she is somehow helping me by acting the way she does.
    I'm trying to build up my backbone but it's definitely hard trying to hide a big piece of my identity (my spirituality/lack of Christianity) because her unpredictability makes me scared to live my truth for fear of retaliation or further judgement. I've got a bit less than a year before I can get out from under this roof but I'm definitely ready to have physical distance as a barrier.
    Good to know I'm not crazy.

  • @Fiery_Aphrodite
    @Fiery_Aphrodite 3 года назад +14

    Pile 3: While I was watching the song "Unchained Melody" started playing in my mind repeatedly, specifically the verse: "Time goes by so slowly and time can do so much...". I looked down and the time was 222. Definitely a message for me, maybe for someone else. Look up the lyrics to that song, it goes well with this reading.

    • @DefinitelyNotBender
      @DefinitelyNotBender 3 года назад +4

      I'm gonna guess 95% of her viewers have no idea what Unchained Melody is lol and that's a shame. Such an amazing song.

    • @ykpersson
      @ykpersson 3 года назад +1

      thinking the closet i get in unchain my heart.,

    • @SenemYucel19
      @SenemYucel19 3 года назад

      Thank you!

  • @shijima_za6036
    @shijima_za6036 Год назад +3

    Pile 4,My whole connection feels like saturnian tests but also twin flames,energetically I'm confused and when they're infront of me all of my emotions and instincts contradict themselves but right now it is a waiting game although it hurts we barely see each other. love your readings sending love from South Africa 💕

  • @Fallintoplace
    @Fallintoplace 3 года назад +9

    Balled my eyes out. Pile 1 100% including the war, catholicism- too accurate. Everything pointed to my dad who passed on. Eternally thankful for this reading.

  • @TheSunflowerGoddess
    @TheSunflowerGoddess 2 года назад +1

    Pile 2 is my mother and I am SHOOK that
    1) She came up in this reading and
    2) The details you shared and how her energy made you feel were so accurate
    For one I am sorry that you even had to channel her energy, but I am also very grateful to have confirmation that the things that I have been feeling and experiencing have not all been in my head.
    Even mentioning that she has bpd was eerie because I literally came to this conclusion with my therapist last year. Even you mentioning her being "fake deep" and using spirituality as a scapegoats was spot on. My mom is VERY religious and would send me bible verses daily.
    As I'm watching this, I'm 26 and FINALLY getting my footing and starting a life away from her and on my own. I just started a new career and moved across the country and the last time I saw her was mid October. For now, I have been no contact with her but she has definitely been negging me over the past few months and trying to trigger me by leaving voicemails and text messages. As of the past few weeks, she has also been changing her tune and sending "nicer" messages saying that she wishes I am doing well.
    I plan on fully going no contact with her but the only thing tying me to her is that she has my cat and some mail that has been sent to my old address. I'm hoping that I can get my own place soon so that I can be reunited with my cat and free from her for good.
    You also mentioned that I don't talk about this a lot and beyond my therapist and RUclips, you're right that not many people know about my relationship with my mother. It's a weird topic to navigate especially when people prize "sticking with family" above all else. In a way, it was nice to be validated through your reading and not made to feel crazy for feeling the way that I do after my upbringing.
    I went in not expecting a reading concerning her at all, but I'm glad that you did because I needed your messages more than I even realized, so thank you ❤

  • @joanl6462
    @joanl6462 3 года назад +6

    I was guided to pick pile 2 and thought "let's see if it'll resonate the first try". And every truth came right off the bat. I also heard shake it off by Taylor Swift just before watching this reading. You nailed it Esotarot! This is the hidden truth behind me and my person's connection. I also got some other readings where it says that I passed the test from spirits because they're teaching me a big lesson about self-love and self-respect so I 100% agree with you when you said "you gotta be firm with your boundaries".

  • @Eryqah
    @Eryqah 2 года назад +10

    Pile 2 really is a perfect description of covert narcs, and unfortunately I have a lot of experience of them from both my original family, former friends and a few ex colleagues. I've been the scapegoat in all of those relationships so it definitely resonated for me and especially with a close relative that you described perfectly. Thank you Eso 💕

  • @rainy181818
    @rainy181818 3 года назад +7

    Thank you for this, Eso! It’s strange: I felt drawn to pile 2 and it resonated with a relationship I finally extricated myself from that was toxic for both parties. I was going to click off after, but I felt Spirit saying, “No…there’s another message for you here.”
    So, I chose pile 4. I realized really quickly that pile 4 was channeling my own energy. There are wounds still to heal, but I’m grateful to persevere and grow. Again, thank you for all that you do with these readings, Eso. You’re truly such a beautiful human inside and out!

  • @XenodoxMedia
    @XenodoxMedia 3 года назад +1

    Pile 2 represented a few people for me with one being the strongest representation of this energy. Pile 3 is the person who motivated me to cut those people out and stand strong on my own. That's why I know they are a great person 💜

  • @katie6d7g2
    @katie6d7g2 3 года назад +10

    Eso 😭 thank you for posting, seeing the notification just brought a much-needed smile to my face this morning. We love you! 💗