Made it to 54 days. Wet dream caused a release. 22 days later happened again. I had to be honest with myself. Do I still lust and check women out during my day? Yup. You discover yourself and mistakes. That's power. That's how you move forward and do it better.
I am on my fifth day and I'm not going back. I feel jealousy like I did when I was a child. Yesterday I was extremely irritable. But I have no desire to go back.
Your video is on the right time brother while playing your video in the background and checking other browser tab RUclips channels for my filthy supply.. At age 40 I am on day 77 and getting the urge to edge here and there.. which is a big challenge right now will try my best not to.. cause the other side of my brain will regret it for breaking my so far first time streak.. Hope I reach my 1-year goal..after watching your this video I can say I am an addict and piece by piece I allowed myself to edge and which is a full-grown weed tree forest that needs to be cut out completely and use that fertile ground for something much better and prosperous😂...Here in Navi Mumbai, it's raining, and a big mistake I had done not taking a Cold shower cause I guess was facing a flatline.. But since yesterday's cold shower is boosting power like insane..so edging made my boy grow tall like a street light and in excitement going to old habits which is big no no😂 very genuine need to surrender completely to bible study or all mighty Father for Grace Wisdom and Deliverance.. No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it 1 Corinthians 10:13.🎉 Thank you so much brother for throwing diamonds..❤❤❤ Brothers any Motivation please reply 😊
"okay just one more time" is so relatable. Consciousness wants to transcend the human ego self while at the same time playing the role of the human ego self. Wow I never thought about it that way. Funny because I recognize that the ego is empty, in the sense that it spontaneously springs up like thoughts but I always separated ego from consciousness. But now I realize that ultimately it's all consciousness/emptiness/God so even the ego is a form of God. Thanks for helping me realize that.
I peeked and I feel like sh!t. I took freezing showers. I didn't release but still it's mental anguish. I never thought of it how you said it "the brain makes you like it until it shames you once it's over" conscious action vs what our brains tell us.
Love the content bro. Its hitting home right now! I'll add though that i think the reason we keep going back to ahh spilling the beans, isn't mist because we like it, but also because we still see the value in it as greater than the value of not doing it. We value sensuality in all its forms and still think sensuality will make us happy and solve our suffering. If we really see and experience that sensuality leads to craving, and craving leads to suffering then we've got it cracked..(that's the dhamma). I'm looking through your vids now for something on how to help the sexual energy move through the body when the craving/urges arise rather than just whiye knuckle it..
Yes you’re right! And for Moving the sexual energy- it is between you and your inner self. There’s no 1 main thing. There is no 1 thing that works every time. It changes depending on the moment. It’s very individual and intimate.
Very wise my friend great timing with the videos lately 🔥, value the accomplishments you made already if you were watching porn and ejaculating everyday and now only do it once a week or once every 2 weeks or month etc you are making progress and on the right path of evolution
Another thing is have something else going on in your life which is emotionally compelling enough to you that doing PMO will seriously interfere with your charity of mind to engage in that activity. Say, learning to fly light aircraft or Martial arts or songwriting etc
Day 73 here, I think I am going insane lol... also have you experience hair regrowth? I somehow do atm, I got few new long vellus hair on my scalp and new hair regrowth...
I'm almost 4 months in right now, noticed it after 3 months or so that my hair was getting fuller, growing faster, as well as my nails growing faster too... Amongst other things lol
@@emin4704 I checked my hair a few times to see if it's real or if I am imagining things and there is literally NEW hairs filling in the receding hairline and few long vellus hair.. congratz on your 4 months journey 😮👍
Yash, i kinda need clarity on something. For me, everytime i wake up and go outside, everything looks pixilated. its like i can see the tiny meniscal atoms that make up the physical reality? EVERYTHING apart from the trees and people look... fake. its kind of like my eyes have maxed out the resolution but obviously because us as humans can only see 0.0035 percent of the electromagnetic spectrum, i cannot see past that. Bare in mind i am 22 years old and i have never done physcadelics. this all seems surreal. it kind of feels like i have a highly advanced, high resolution VR headset on. i kinda feel like an alien. ive been practicing long streaks too and have transcended edging. i dont know, i know you know how i feel..
Yes it’s normal. The neurology changes when we stop destroying it with the dopamine drug from pmo. This will wax and wane though. Sone times the dimmer switch gets turned up and other days not so much. Just enjoy and flow with it! Good!
I'm currently on day 26, been in flatline last few days. When waking up my mind was flooded with lustful thoughts, images, fantasising etc which led me to edge/stroke for only a few seconds before stopping myself, used controlled breathing for about 30 seconds to get rid of the wood. Does this still count as a relapse/failure, so much so I should reset my day counter ? Or is it okay as long as I try to avoid acting on it in the future?
It's okay man, don't beat yourself up for that. Just be aware and more vigilant because you might get the tendency now to do that again, because the mind might say it's okay, because you already did it now so it's whatever. Know what I mean? So just be more aware of your actions. I had this a lot too in the beginning because of the dopamine detox and the rewiring of the brain.
Im proud of myself tho i remember beginning of last year and times before then, steady smoking heavy, edging, watching porn, goin in public slick edging then end up sleeping aroun with different females with little to no care, drinking liquor heavy at times smh straight bs lol thankful for Grace 🙏🏾😌
I think release is good, but only under certain circumstances. Like, it should never be a regular habit to release. Easier said than done, but we work on it until it’s easier to do retention.
I’m on day 44 after 21 days but I’m not feeling any benefits yet why is that I could use some energy and I just fastet for 3 days but still depressed don’t have any desire to do anything and I’m aware off my true nature I don’t get it my friend no edging no nothing my caracter has fibromyalgia any advice my friend
Did you see my other channel Transcending shadows You sound like you are still in withdrawal. It can last awhile for some people. But you cant be doing what is right for yourself and it turn out to be wrong.
@@opticalman6417 Yes , i have noticed this , when i was on a 110 Day streak, woman are a little pushy sometimes strong pushy, then i meet my last Girlfriend and she chose me, i had to do nothing. Now on a 8 Week streak with out edging a clean diet and daly spiruality practice, It semms like it it works faster then the last time. :) Have fun on your journey.
I have a question, our spirit self which doesn't have a form and it isn't high or low level it's seems contented right? But why it wants to demonstrate consciousness over our ego, human self while in human form?
I have a mother who I talk with a bit. But no, I’m established inside. Family is full of duality for the most part (up and downs). Our inner connection is very nice and free of that. As that deepens in someone then they see what I’m talking about. But family is fine as well. It’s all about destiny and what we are here to experience. The mind can’t understand these things(only intuition can).
The line you said,"if you keep controlling it knowingly,it will come with a greater force and desire to let you do it"
Damn thats true for me
Made it to 54 days. Wet dream caused a release. 22 days later happened again. I had to be honest with myself. Do I still lust and check women out during my day? Yup. You discover yourself and mistakes. That's power. That's how you move forward and do it better.
You’re not alone bro I had to notice the same thing , that’s my favorite part of this journey correcting my mistakes 🙌🏾
You're not a robot dude
@@etx_jaythere is no mistakes.. 🙏🏻🙌❤️🕉️🔱🪬
I am on my fifth day and I'm not going back. I feel jealousy like I did when I was a child. Yesterday I was extremely irritable. But I have no desire to go back.
Remember to meditate! And gym. Get out some of that extra irritable energy
True self doesn't get irratated. Haha.. Thats ego.. Transcend it 🤘🙌🙏🏻🪬🪬🕉️🔱❤️
just focus on not going back and give up counting your days brother u r not alone in this. there is no going back
You have to be prepared. Your mind will be challenged non stop and shift intentions incredibly easily. Be prepared
@@Trenchtown__O__O agree.. Once you started counting days you already lost... Just be present now.. Don't think about it.. Lol 🙏🏻🪬🕉️🔱🩷❤️💙
Your video is on the right time brother while playing your video in the background and checking other browser tab RUclips channels for my filthy supply.. At age 40 I am on day 77 and getting the urge to edge here and there.. which is a big challenge right now will try my best not to.. cause the other side of my brain will regret it for breaking my so far first time streak.. Hope I reach my 1-year goal..after watching your this video I can say I am an addict and piece by piece I allowed myself to edge and which is a full-grown weed tree forest that needs to be cut out completely and use that fertile ground for something much better and prosperous😂...Here in Navi Mumbai, it's raining, and a big mistake I had done not taking a Cold shower cause I guess was facing a flatline.. But since yesterday's cold shower is boosting power like insane..so edging made my boy grow tall like a street light and in excitement going to old habits which is big no no😂 very genuine need to surrender completely to bible study or all mighty Father for Grace Wisdom and Deliverance..
No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it 1 Corinthians 10:13.🎉 Thank you so much brother for throwing diamonds..❤❤❤ Brothers any Motivation please reply 😊
Thank you!
"okay just one more time" is so relatable.
Consciousness wants to transcend the human ego self while at the same time playing the role of the human ego self. Wow I never thought about it that way. Funny because I recognize that the ego is empty, in the sense that it spontaneously springs up like thoughts but I always separated ego from consciousness. But now I realize that ultimately it's all consciousness/emptiness/God so even the ego is a form of God. Thanks for helping me realize that.
So thankful for you, Yash💚 Unlike any other on this topic, your wisdom hits deep.
Thank you!
Love your wisdom mango and grace message + the lovely water behind you 🤟☮
The only thing I like is how I feel after when I’m relaxed and have post but clarity, that’s the thing I like the most
I like this guy your content is a daily thing man .
Dropping knowledge on these young folks
🙂
I peeked and I feel like sh!t. I took freezing showers. I didn't release but still it's mental anguish. I never thought of it how you said it "the brain makes you like it until it shames you once it's over" conscious action vs what our brains tell us.
Appreciate your videos
Love the content bro. Its hitting home right now!
I'll add though that i think the reason we keep going back to ahh spilling the beans, isn't mist because we like it, but also because we still see the value in it as greater than the value of not doing it. We value sensuality in all its forms and still think sensuality will make us happy and solve our suffering. If we really see and experience that sensuality leads to craving, and craving leads to suffering then we've got it cracked..(that's the dhamma).
I'm looking through your vids now for something on how to help the sexual energy move through the body when the craving/urges arise rather than just whiye knuckle it..
Yes you’re right!
And for Moving the sexual energy- it is between you and your inner self. There’s no 1 main thing. There is no 1 thing that works every time. It changes depending on the moment. It’s very individual and intimate.
Very wise my friend great timing with the videos lately 🔥, value the accomplishments you made already if you were watching porn and ejaculating everyday and now only do it once a week or once every 2 weeks or month etc you are making progress and on the right path of evolution
Great message brother. Let's goooooo 🤙
Another thing is have something else going on in your life which is emotionally compelling enough to you that doing PMO will seriously interfere with your charity of mind to engage in that activity. Say, learning to fly light aircraft or Martial arts or songwriting etc
Perfect timing
Relapsed yesterday after 20 days, I feel embarrassed, anxious and like I let everyone down
It’s ok 👍
You can join our discord and ask people in the group for feedback
discord.gg/R3Ssa6NxaC
Yeees...it is really a life journey, with different graduations levels
just like thor u.have to be worthy to weild your hammer. we are all worthy to weild our conciseness if u believe u are
This video is truly on fire. But which one isn't? Thank you Yash!
Day 73 here, I think I am going insane lol... also have you experience hair regrowth? I somehow do atm, I got few new long vellus hair on my scalp and new hair regrowth...
I'm on day 74 my hair grew insanely fast to
@@kaydee-ir9cosame for me lol, also my nails.. you also experience hair regrowth?
@@DE_Charlie yea hair regrowth to, i have hairs in spots I didn't used to have them in when I was uk what.
I'm almost 4 months in right now, noticed it after 3 months or so that my hair was getting fuller, growing faster, as well as my nails growing faster too... Amongst other things lol
@@emin4704 I checked my hair a few times to see if it's real or if I am imagining things and there is literally NEW hairs filling in the receding hairline and few long vellus hair.. congratz on your 4 months journey 😮👍
Hey thanks I’m an alcoholic and so meetings , I see how you bring the comparison…
Thanks for your shares
Yash, i kinda need clarity on something. For me, everytime i wake up and go outside, everything looks pixilated. its like i can see the tiny meniscal atoms that make up the physical reality? EVERYTHING apart from the trees and people look... fake. its kind of like my eyes have maxed out the resolution but obviously because us as humans can only see 0.0035 percent of the electromagnetic spectrum, i cannot see past that. Bare in mind i am 22 years old and i have never done physcadelics. this all seems surreal. it kind of feels like i have a highly advanced, high resolution VR headset on. i kinda feel like an alien. ive been practicing long streaks too and have transcended edging. i dont know, i know you know how i feel..
Yes it’s normal. The neurology changes when we stop destroying it with the dopamine drug from pmo. This will wax and wane though. Sone times the dimmer switch gets turned up and other days not so much. Just enjoy and flow with it!
Good!
Thanks for sharing very insightful on edging need that Grace
Day 80 ✝️🙏
I'm currently on day 26, been in flatline last few days. When waking up my mind was flooded with lustful thoughts, images, fantasising etc which led me to edge/stroke for only a few seconds before stopping myself, used controlled breathing for about 30 seconds to get rid of the wood. Does this still count as a relapse/failure, so much so I should reset my day counter ? Or is it okay as long as I try to avoid acting on it in the future?
It's okay man, don't beat yourself up for that. Just be aware and more vigilant because you might get the tendency now to do that again, because the mind might say it's okay, because you already did it now so it's whatever. Know what I mean? So just be more aware of your actions. I had this a lot too in the beginning because of the dopamine detox and the rewiring of the brain.
It’s ok 👍
You can join our discord and ask people in the group for feedback
discord.gg/R3Ssa6NxaC
Im proud of myself tho i remember beginning of last year and times before then, steady smoking heavy, edging, watching porn, goin in public slick edging then end up sleeping aroun with different females with little to no care, drinking liquor heavy at times smh straight bs lol thankful for Grace 🙏🏾😌
🔥💚🔥Amen and Amen
Thank you
Could you make video on SR and breakup please? Does SR help to deal with breakup?
U can see this video:
ruclips.net/video/doiENLrbMA4/видео.html
I think release is good, but only under certain circumstances. Like, it should never be a regular habit to release.
Easier said than done, but we work on it until it’s easier to do retention.
3rd Millennia programmers of human consciousness
We didn't come here for money, at the end
Namaste
Thanks .
I’m on day 44 after 21 days but I’m not feeling any benefits yet why is that I could use some energy and I just fastet for 3 days but still depressed don’t have any desire to do anything and I’m aware off my true nature I don’t get it my friend no edging no nothing my caracter has fibromyalgia any advice my friend
Did you see my other channel Transcending shadows
You sound like you are still in withdrawal. It can last awhile for some people. But you cant be doing what is right for yourself and it turn out to be wrong.
i have reach a point where women keep sniffing around me i am sure its not a cold
LoL this made my Day
Covid? 🤣
@@christianrichter have you experenced the same thing ?
@@Remember-Death it doesnt exist
@@opticalman6417 Yes , i have noticed this , when i was on a 110 Day streak, woman are a little pushy sometimes strong pushy, then i meet my last Girlfriend and she chose me, i had to do nothing. Now on a 8 Week streak with out edging a clean diet and daly spiruality practice, It semms like it it works faster then the last time. :) Have fun on your journey.
I have a question, our spirit self which doesn't have a form and it isn't high or low level it's seems contented right? But why it wants to demonstrate consciousness over our ego, human self while in human form?
You can see my channel spiritual renaissance
I'm 49 years old. Will semen retention have a effect on me?
Of course. After midlife we need this even more because our life force is starting to diminish every day after that point due to natural law of decay.
@@BeyondTheAlchemytrue.
Yash, do you miss having a family? Not having kids and a wife. I'm genuinely asking. Maybe you can make a video on it. I would appreciate it. Thanks.
I have a mother who I talk with a bit.
But no, I’m established inside. Family is full of duality for the most part (up and downs). Our inner connection is very nice and free of that. As that deepens in someone then they see what I’m talking about. But family is fine as well. It’s all about destiny and what we are here to experience. The mind can’t understand these things(only intuition can).
@@BeyondTheAlchemy can you make a detailed video on it?
I discuss it here to a degree;
ruclips.net/video/p4mRSBXwtFk/видео.html
And in this short:
ruclips.net/video/HJKIdvs10us/видео.html
Sir are you in Tiruvannamalai in India by any chance because your background reminds me of it 🙂
I’m in Ecuador. I’ve been to tiru though. Yes it’s similar.
still dont know what pmo is? ha ha got edging amen
stands for porn masturbation orgasm
So basically when you look at girl you give her your energy?
Yes but that can be a positive exchange depending on your intentions
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🌬️🌊🤍Fully surrendered by practicing...
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D iscipline and begin to win great returns again my beautiful friend ⚖️