I listen to this every day in school with headphones in loop as long as my phone dies at 0%, sometimes 6 hours , i feel in another dimension, teacher don'give a f cuz i have good grades anyway, i'm depressed and have anxiety, my parents want always more, they want 8 out of 10, they won't buy me a new phone or pc, i use a phone with 1gb of ram, i'm not rich by any mean, my dad makes 1500 a month and my mom doesnt work, in italy, where i live that money disappears Quickly, 600 in rent , taxes for the car wich is old btw, i'm 14, i'm in first year of high school, i get bullied , i got only 3 real friends, the only times i relax are when i go out with them in my small city late at night when no one's around, we chill there ,Sometimes in my small city late at night i just go in the middle of an empy street and lay down as i'm dead, it makes me feel something strange, no sounds coming , just the yellow light from a street lamp shining on me... i don't have a gf, girls hate me for no reason, in middle school i always had fun in school, now its depressing, in my class i know only 1 guy, my best friend, i find my way out of the depressing school with videogames but my parents dont let me as i sayed , so i use music, all my friends smoke but i'm tryng hard not to, i want to die... I feel like this ruclips.net/video/fEg-bpEmZLk/видео.htmlsi=Ndrc_ShSOotlihGa
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I listen to this every day in school with headphones in loop as long as my phone dies at 0%, sometimes 6 hours , i feel in another dimension, teacher don'give a f cuz i have good grades anyway, i'm depressed and have anxiety, my parents want always more, they want 8 out of 10, they won't buy me a new phone or pc, i use a phone with 1gb of ram, i'm not rich by any mean, my dad makes 1500 a month and my mom doesnt work, in italy, where i live that money disappears Quickly, 600 in rent , taxes for the car wich is old btw, i'm 14, i'm in first year of high school, i get bullied , i got only 3 real friends, the only times i relax are when i go out with them in my small city late at night when no one's around, we chill there ,Sometimes in my small city late at night i just go in the middle of an empy street and lay down as i'm dead, it makes me feel something strange, no sounds coming , just the yellow light from a street lamp shining on me... i don't have a gf, girls hate me for no reason, in middle school i always had fun in school, now its depressing, in my class i know only 1 guy, my best friend, i find my way out of the depressing school with videogames but my parents dont let me as i sayed , so i use music, all my friends smoke but i'm tryng hard not to, i want to die... I feel like this
ruclips.net/video/fEg-bpEmZLk/видео.htmlsi=Ndrc_ShSOotlihGa